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  • MUSIC
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  • PLEASE WELCOME
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  • MATT AND KENDAL HAGEE.
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  • (APPLAUSE)
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  • MATT HAGEE: HELLO.
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  • AND WELCOME TO
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  • "THE DIFFERENCE."
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  • TODAY WE'RE TALKING ABOUT
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  • "GOD'S POWER AND HIS PURPOSE
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  • REVEALED."
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  • YOU KNOW LIFE IS FILLED WITH
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  • A LOT OF MOMENTS THAT YOU CAN'T
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  • REALLY UNDERSTAND EXACTLY
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  • WHAT SEEMS TO BE GOING ON.
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  • BUT IT'S IN THOSE MOMENTS THAT
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  • GOD CAN OPEN UP HIS POWER IN
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  • A GREAT AND REVELATION WAY.
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  • KENDAL HAGEE: THAT'S RIGHT.
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  • SO HOW DO WE FACE THE DEATH OF
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  • A DREAM, THE END OF A CAREER,
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  • OR THE LOSS OF A LOVED ONE?
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  • MATT HAGEE: TODAY WE'RE GOING
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  • TO TALK ABOUT HOW GOD'S POWER
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  • AND HIS PURPOSE CAN BE
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  • REVEALED DURING THE MOST
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  • DIFFICULT TIMES OF YOUR LIFE.
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  • KENDAL HAGEE: THAT'S RIGHT.
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  • HASHTAG US AT #GLIG AND TELL
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  • EVERYBODY OVER SOCIAL MEDIA
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  • HOW GRATEFUL YOU ARE
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  • TO GOD ALMIGHTY.
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  • GOOD LORD, I'M GRATEFUL
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  • FOR HIS REVELATION,
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  • HIS INSIGHT THAT GOD GIVES US
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  • WHEN THINGS AROUND US DON'T
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  • MAKE SENSE.
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  • WE THANK GOD,
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  • BECAUSE HE WILL NEVER LEAVE
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  • YOU, NOR FORSAKE YOU.
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  • MATT HAGEE: OUR PURPOSE IS TO
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  • TRUST IN HIM EVEN IN THE MOST
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  • DIFFICULT CHAPTERS OF
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  • OUR LIVES.
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  • SPEAKING ABOUT DIFFICULT
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  • CHAPTERS, SEPTEMBER 11, 2001
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  • CERTAINLY MARKED THAT MOMENT
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  • FOR MANY PEOPLE.
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  • WE ASKED SOME WHAT THEY WERE
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  • DOING AND WHAT THEY REMEMBER
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  • ABOUT THAT DAY.
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  • ON 9/11, WHERE I WAS AT,
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  • I WAS JUST WAKING UP,
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  • TURNED ON THE TV.
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  • I WAS A SENIOR IN HIGH SCHOOL.
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  • I WAS AT HOME PUTTING MY
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  • SHOES ON ABOUT TO GO TO WORK.
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  • ON 9/11,
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  • I WAS TEACHING IN
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  • A THIRD GRADE CLASSROOM.
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  • I GOT A PHONE CALL IN MY ROOM
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  • THAT SAID,
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  • DON'T TURN ON THE TV.
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  • BUT THERE HAD BEEN SOMETHING
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  • THAT HAD HAPPENED.
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  • WE DON'T REALLY WANT THE KIDS
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  • TO KNOW ABOUT IT.
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  • I WAS HOME.
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  • IT WAS A TUESDAY MORNING.
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  • AND I WAS PREGNANT WITH
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  • MY YOUNGEST CHILD,
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  • VACUUMING IN MY FAMILY ROOM.
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  • I LOOKED ON THE BIG SCREEN
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  • TELEVISION AND I DIDN'T
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  • THINK --
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  • I WAS VERY CONFUSED AT WHAT
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  • I WAS SEEING.
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  • AND SO I TOOK A MOMENT
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  • AND I SAW IT HAPPEN AGAIN
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  • AND THE SECOND PLANE HIT.
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  • I WAS AT THE --
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  • I WAS AT THE TRADE CENTER.
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  • YEAH, IT WAS DEVASTATING.
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  • IT WAS A TERRIBLE THING.
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  • JUST TO SEE IT AND BE THERE,
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  • IT WAS REALLY TERRIBLE.
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  • SO THE FIRST THING I WANTED
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  • TO DO WAS CALL MY MOM
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  • AND MAKE SURE SHE WAS OKAY.
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  • AND THEN I WANTED TO CALL ALL
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  • MY FAMILY THAT LIVES
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  • IN THE NORTHEAST AND MAKE SURE
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  • THEY WERE ALL RIGHT.
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  • I WENT BLANK FOR A WHILE.
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  • WHAT IT DID TO ME WAS GAVE ME
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  • A REASONING FOR --
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  • ACTUALLY PART REASONING FOR
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  • JOINING THE MILITARY.
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  • I SERVED 11 YEARS.
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  • IT WAS GREAT.
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  • I SERVED FOUR COMBAT TOURS.
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  • I WENT AND GOT MY OTHER
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  • CHILDREN FROM SCHOOL.
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  • WITHIN MINUTES,
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  • I WENT TO THEIR SCHOOLS
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  • AND GRABBED THEM.
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  • CALLED MY FAMILY,
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  • CALLED MY MOTHER,
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  • CALLED MY HUSBAND JUST TO MAKE
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  • SURE MY FAMILY WAS SAFE.
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  • MATT HAGEE: YOU KNOW SEPTEMBER
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  • THE 11TH IS ONE OF THOSE DAYS
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  • THAT YOU NEVER FORGET.
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  • AND IT'S A MOMENT WHERE
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  • SEPTEMBER THE 10TH,
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  • LIFE WAS ONE WAY.
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  • AND SEPTEMBER THE 12TH,
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  • IT WAS ANOTHER.
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  • AND IT ALL CHANGED IN THAT
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  • ONE PARTICULAR 24-HOUR SPAN.
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  • YOU KNOW YOU AND I HAD VERY
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  • DIFFERENT EXPERIENCES.
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  • I WAS OUT OF TOWN TRAVELING.
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  • BUT BECAUSE OF THE JOB YOU
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  • WERE DOING, YOU WERE --
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  • KENDAL HAGEE: I WAS WORKING
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  • NIGHT SHIFT.
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  • MATT HAGEE: YEAH,
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  • YOU WERE WORKING NIGHT SHIFT.
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  • AND LITERALLY,
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  • YOU WENT TO SLEEP IN ONE WORLD
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  • AND WOKE UP IN ANOTHER.
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  • KENDAL HAGEE: THAT'S RIGHT.
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  • SO WHEN I CAME BACK TO
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  • THE HOSPITAL FOR MY NIGHT SHIFT,
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  • IT WAS ALL DIFFERENT.
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  • I WAS ASLEEP AND THOUGHT, OH,
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  • MY GOODNESS, WHAT HAS CHANGED?
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  • MATT HAGEE: YEAH WELL,
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  • ON THE 10TH,
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  • ALL THE DOCTORS THAT YOU HAD
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  • SEEN THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT,
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  • THEY SAID,
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  • WE'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW.
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  • KENDAL HAGEE: YEAH,
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  • THAT'S RIGHT.
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  • MATT HAGEE: AND ALL THE NURSES
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  • WERE HAPPY.
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  • AND EVERYTHING WAS GOING TO BE
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  • FINE TOMORROW.
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  • AND THEN ON THE 11TH,
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  • WHEN YOU WENT BACK TO WORK,
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  • WHAT WAS THE ATTITUDE THEN?
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  • KENDAL HAGEE: OH, IT WAS
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  • ALL DIFFERENT.
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  • WE WERE ALL KIND OF JUST
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  • PRAYING WITH EACH OTHER
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  • AND JUST -- I MEAN IT WAS A
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  • DIFFERENT ATTITUDE
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  • ON THE FLOOR.
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  • MATT HAGEE: YOU KNOW I HAD
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  • A LOT OF FRIENDS IN NEW YORK
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  • THAT CERTAINLY LIVED THERE
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  • DURING SEPTEMBER THE 11TH IN
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  • THOSE TERRIBLE DAYS OF TERROR.
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  • AND IMMEDIATELY,
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  • YOU WANTED TO CONTACT ALL
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  • OF THEM.
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  • YOU COULDN'T CONTACT HARDLY
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  • ANYONE BECAUSE OF THE AMOUNT
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  • OF CELLAR TRAFFIC
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  • AND DIFFERENT THINGS THAT WERE
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  • TAKING PLACE.
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  • AND IN ALL OF THOSE
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  • FRUSTRATING AND UNANSWERABLE
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  • QUESTIONS,
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  • YOU REALLY JUST HAD TO COME TO
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  • A MOMENT WHERE YOU TRUSTED
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  • IN GOD --
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  • KENDAL HAGEE: THAT'S RIGHT.
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  • MATT HAGEE: -- AND ALLOWED
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  • HIS PLAN TO COME ABOUT.
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  • BECAUSE EVEN IN THE MOST
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  • DISPARAGING TIMES,
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  • HE CAN MAKE GREAT THINGS OUT
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  • OF WHAT SEEMS TO BE IMPOSSIBLE
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  • SITUATIONS.
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  • YOU KNOW OUR NEXT GUEST,
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  • SHE FACED AN IMPOSSIBLE
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  • SITUATION.
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  • KENDAL HAGEE: SEPTEMBER 11TH
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  • WAS A DAY THAT CHANGED
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  • OUR WORLD FOREVER.
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  • IT ALSO CHANGED OUR NEXT GUEST
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  • FOREVER.
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  • EVEN THOUGH SHE WASN'T
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  • ANYWHERE NEAR THE TWIN TOWERS,
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  • SHE EXPERIENCED HER OWN DEEP,
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  • PERSONAL TRAGEDY THAT DAY.
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  • PLEASE WELCOME SINGER,
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  • SONG WRITER, AND AUTHOR,
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  • TAMMY TRENT.
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  • (APPLAUSE)
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  • MATT HAGEE: HELLO, TAMMY.
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  • HOW ARE YOU?
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  • THANK YOU FOR JOINING US.
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  • PLEASE HAVE A SEAT.
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  • TAMMY TRENT: THANK YOU
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  • SO MUCH.
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  • MATT HAGEE: SO YOU KNOW
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  • SO MANY PEOPLE,
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  • THEY REMEMBER SEPTEMBER
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  • THE 11TH, OBVIOUSLY,
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  • FOR THE TRADE CENTERS AND THE
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  • PENTAGON AND THE THINGS THAT
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  • HAPPENED ON THAT DAY.
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  • YOUR FRAME OF REFERENCE IS
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  • A TOTALLY DIFFERENT DYNAMIC.
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  • WHAT HAPPENED ON SEPTEMBER
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  • THE 11TH?
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  • TAMMY TRENT: YEAH.
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  • I MEAN MY STORY GOES BACK, WELL,
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  • BEFORE EVEN SEPTEMBER 11TH,
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  • MEETING THIS AMAZING KID
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  • IN MY YOUTH GROUP AT 15,
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  • AND FALLING IN LOVE,
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  • AND DATING FOR SEVEN
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  • AND A HALF YEARS.
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  • AND I WENT OFF TO BIBLE
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  • COLLEGE, CAME BACK,
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  • AND PURSUED A MUSIC CAREER
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  • AT THAT TIME,
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  • ENDED UP SIGNING A RECORD
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  • DEAL.
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  • AND HE LEFT HIS FAMILY
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  • BUSINESS AND STARTED TRAVELING
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  • WITH ME IN FULL-TIME MINISTRY.
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  • AND SO YOU FAST FORWARD
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  • THROUGH THE YEARS OF MARRIAGE,
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  • 11 YEARS OF MARRIAGE,
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  • AND A FEW ALBUMS,
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  • AND TRAVELING THE WORLD
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  • TOGETHER IN MINISTRY
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  • TO LEADING UP TO THIS TRIP
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  • TO JAMAICA.
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  • IT WAS A MISSION TRIP.
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  • SO WE TOOK OFF.
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  • AND YOU KNOW I WAS IN A SEASON
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  • WHERE I JUST SORT OF WONDERED
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  • WHAT'S NEXT.
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  • WHAT DOES GOD HAVE NEXT?
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  • YOU KNOW YOU GET INTO THOSE
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  • PLACES.
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  • AND I FELT LIKE THIS TRIP
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  • TO JAMAICA WAS GOING TO BE
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  • PIVOTAL.
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  • I MEAN I FELT LIKE GOD WAS UP
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  • TO SOMETHING WAS GOING
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  • TO SPEAK TO ME.
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  • I COULD FEEL A SHIFT
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  • AND A CHANGE.
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  • I JUST HAD NO IDEA WHAT THAT
  • 00:06:01.270 --> 00:06:03.040
  • WAS.
  • 00:06:03.040 --> 00:06:03.230
  • AND WE TOOK OFF AND HAD A
  • 00:06:03.230 --> 00:06:06.050
  • BEAUTIFUL WEEK TOGETHER ON ONE
  • 00:06:06.050 --> 00:06:07.140
  • SIDE OF THE ISLAND BEFORE WE
  • 00:06:07.140 --> 00:06:08.180
  • WERE TO BEGIN OUR MISSION
  • 00:06:08.180 --> 00:06:09.170
  • TRIP.
  • 00:06:09.170 --> 00:06:10.130
  • AND TRENT WAS AN AVID SCUBA
  • 00:06:10.130 --> 00:06:12.080
  • DIVER AND HE WANTED TO GO
  • 00:06:12.080 --> 00:06:13.100
  • EXPLORE IN THIS LEGENDARY
  • 00:06:13.100 --> 00:06:14.280
  • PLACE CALLED THE BLUE LAGOON.
  • 00:06:14.280 --> 00:06:16.240
  • SO HE SAID, BABY,
  • 00:06:16.240 --> 00:06:17.150
  • WHY DON'T WE HEAD TO THE BLUE
  • 00:06:17.150 --> 00:06:18.140
  • LAGOON ON OUR WAY AS WE'RE
  • 00:06:18.140 --> 00:06:19.180
  • TRAVELING.
  • 00:06:19.180 --> 00:06:20.020
  • AND I THOUGHT,
  • 00:06:20.020 --> 00:06:20.210
  • THAT'S PERFECTLY FINE.
  • 00:06:20.210 --> 00:06:21.210
  • SO WE WENT THERE.
  • 00:06:21.210 --> 00:06:23.010
  • WE HAD LUNCH ON THE EDGE
  • 00:06:23.010 --> 00:06:23.260
  • OF THE WATER.
  • 00:06:23.260 --> 00:06:24.170
  • AND TRENT SUITED UP.
  • 00:06:24.170 --> 00:06:26.220
  • AND HE SAID,
  • 00:06:26.220 --> 00:06:27.060
  • I'M JUST GOING TO BE GONE
  • 00:06:27.060 --> 00:06:27.250
  • FOR 15 MINUTES.
  • 00:06:27.250 --> 00:06:28.190
  • AND WHEN I GET BACK,
  • 00:06:28.190 --> 00:06:29.070
  • WE'LL GO DO SOMETHING YOU WANT
  • 00:06:29.070 --> 00:06:30.100
  • TO DO.
  • 00:06:30.100 --> 00:06:31.020
  • I SAID, THAT SOUNDS GREAT.
  • 00:06:31.020 --> 00:06:32.160
  • SO I WATCHED HIM SLIP
  • 00:06:32.160 --> 00:06:33.180
  • INTO THE WATER.
  • 00:06:33.180 --> 00:06:34.160
  • AND HALF WAY BETWEEN THIS DOCK
  • 00:06:34.160 --> 00:06:36.280
  • AND THIS HOLE THAT WENT DOWN
  • 00:06:36.280 --> 00:06:38.010
  • ABOUT 240-FEET DEEP,
  • 00:06:38.010 --> 00:06:40.040
  • HE TURNED AROUND AND HE WAVED
  • 00:06:40.040 --> 00:06:40.290
  • GOOD-BYE TO ME,
  • 00:06:40.290 --> 00:06:41.180
  • JUST LIKE HE'D DONE A MILLION
  • 00:06:41.180 --> 00:06:42.090
  • TIMES BEFORE.
  • 00:06:42.090 --> 00:06:43.010
  • THAT WAS SORT OF OUR THING
  • 00:06:43.010 --> 00:06:43.280
  • WHERE WE DID ONE OF THE THOSE
  • 00:06:43.280 --> 00:06:44.200
  • LAST MINUTE.
  • 00:06:44.200 --> 00:06:45.230
  • KENDAL HAGEE: YEAH.
  • 00:06:45.230 --> 00:06:47.010
  • TAMMY TRENT: YOU KNOW WE'D GO
  • 00:06:47.010 --> 00:06:47.210
  • DOWN THE JET BRIDGE
  • 00:06:47.210 --> 00:06:48.080
  • AND JUST KIND OF COME BACK
  • 00:06:48.080 --> 00:06:48.280
  • AND DO THAT AGAIN.
  • 00:06:48.280 --> 00:06:49.190
  • SO THERE IT WAS AGAIN,
  • 00:06:49.190 --> 00:06:51.060
  • ONLY THAT TIME IT WAS
  • 00:06:51.060 --> 00:06:51.260
  • DIFFERENT.
  • 00:06:51.260 --> 00:06:52.120
  • I HAD NO IDEA THAT THAT WOULD
  • 00:06:52.120 --> 00:06:53.110
  • BE THE LAST TIME I WOULD EVER
  • 00:06:53.110 --> 00:06:54.140
  • SEE HIM AGAIN.
  • 00:06:54.140 --> 00:06:55.230
  • AND HE SUNK BENEATH THE
  • 00:06:55.230 --> 00:06:57.060
  • SURFACE AND HE WAS GONE.
  • 00:06:57.060 --> 00:06:59.030
  • AND I REMEMBER STANDING
  • 00:06:59.030 --> 00:07:00.120
  • ON THE EDGE OF THE WATER
  • 00:07:00.120 --> 00:07:01.170
  • FOR 15 MINUTES.
  • 00:07:01.170 --> 00:07:03.160
  • IT TURNED INTO 30, INTO 45,
  • 00:07:03.160 --> 00:07:04.280
  • AND INTO AN HOUR.
  • 00:07:04.280 --> 00:07:05.210
  • AND I REMEMBER AT THAT MOMENT
  • 00:07:05.210 --> 00:07:06.230
  • FEELING VERY HOPELESS.
  • 00:07:06.230 --> 00:07:09.130
  • I FELT VERY SCARED.
  • 00:07:09.130 --> 00:07:11.200
  • I KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG.
  • 00:07:11.200 --> 00:07:13.020
  • THAT WASN'T LIKE HIM.
  • 00:07:13.020 --> 00:07:14.220
  • AND A BOAT CAME INTO THE LAGOON.
  • 00:07:14.220 --> 00:07:16.200
  • I GOT INTO THE BOAT AND WE
  • 00:07:16.200 --> 00:07:17.270
  • BEGAN TO SEARCH THE LAGOON
  • 00:07:17.270 --> 00:07:19.000
  • AND FOUND NOTHING.
  • 00:07:19.000 --> 00:07:20.080
  • AND I REMEMBER THE GUYS TAKING
  • 00:07:20.080 --> 00:07:22.050
  • ME BACK TO THE DOCK.
  • 00:07:22.050 --> 00:07:23.000
  • AND I JUST --
  • 00:07:23.000 --> 00:07:23.240
  • I WEPT AND I LOST IT.
  • 00:07:23.240 --> 00:07:25.010
  • THERE WAS NOT ONE PERSON THERE
  • 00:07:25.010 --> 00:07:26.040
  • TO PRAY WITH ME,
  • 00:07:26.040 --> 00:07:26.260
  • NOT ONE PERSON THERE
  • 00:07:26.260 --> 00:07:27.200
  • TO HOLD ME.
  • 00:07:27.200 --> 00:07:29.030
  • I WAS VERY LOST.
  • 00:07:29.030 --> 00:07:30.140
  • AND I REMEMBER GOING IN THE
  • 00:07:30.140 --> 00:07:33.020
  • BACK ROOM IN THIS RESTAURANT,
  • 00:07:33.020 --> 00:07:34.220
  • SUCH A DEFINING MOMENT FOR ME.
  • 00:07:34.220 --> 00:07:37.040
  • LIKE AS BELIEVERS,
  • 00:07:37.040 --> 00:07:37.290
  • PRACTICING FOR THAT MOMENT
  • 00:07:37.290 --> 00:07:39.100
  • OUR WHOLE LIVES.
  • 00:07:39.100 --> 00:07:40.040
  • YOU KNOW WE'RE IN CHURCH.
  • 00:07:40.040 --> 00:07:40.270
  • WE'RE IN YOUTH GROUP.
  • 00:07:40.270 --> 00:07:41.170
  • WE'RE STUDYING SCRIPTURES.
  • 00:07:41.170 --> 00:07:43.160
  • WE'RE TUCKING IT AWAY.
  • 00:07:43.160 --> 00:07:44.180
  • AND HERE I WAS IN THIS MOMENT.
  • 00:07:44.180 --> 00:07:45.270
  • AND JUST MY HANDS WENT LIFTING
  • 00:07:45.270 --> 00:07:48.030
  • HIGH AND I BEGAN TO PRAY.
  • 00:07:48.030 --> 00:07:50.170
  • BUT IT WAS LIKE THE ONLY THING
  • 00:07:50.170 --> 00:07:51.100
  • THAT WOULD COME OUT
  • 00:07:51.100 --> 00:07:52.020
  • OF MY MOUTH WAS JUST LIKE,
  • 00:07:52.020 --> 00:07:52.280
  • GOD, HELP ME IN THIS MOMENT.
  • 00:07:52.280 --> 00:07:54.010
  • HELP ME.
  • 00:07:54.010 --> 00:07:54.220
  • SHOW UP.
  • 00:07:54.220 --> 00:07:55.130
  • DO YOU SEE ME?
  • 00:07:55.130 --> 00:07:56.220
  • IT WAS ONE OF THOSE MOMENTS
  • 00:07:56.220 --> 00:07:57.090
  • WHERE LIKE, DO YOU SEE ME?
  • 00:07:57.090 --> 00:07:58.130
  • AND --
  • 00:07:58.130 --> 00:07:58.280
  • MATT HAGEE: IT WAS DESPAIR.
  • 00:07:58.280 --> 00:07:59.190
  • TAMMY TRENT: YES.
  • 00:07:59.190 --> 00:08:00.140
  • YES, IT ABSOLUTELY WAS.
  • 00:08:00.140 --> 00:08:02.030
  • MATT HAGEE: AND IT WAS
  • 00:08:02.030 --> 00:08:03.000
  • A DESPAIR OF PERSONAL TRAGEDY;
  • 00:08:03.080 --> 00:08:06.080
  • AND YET,
  • 00:08:06.080 --> 00:08:07.040
  • THE WHOLE WORLD ON THAT DAY
  • 00:08:07.040 --> 00:08:08.010
  • WAS EXPERIENCING TRAGEDY WITH
  • 00:08:08.010 --> 00:08:09.050
  • WHICH BROUGHT AN EVEN MORE
  • 00:08:09.050 --> 00:08:11.240
  • DIFFICULT DYNAMIC BECAUSE YOU
  • 00:08:11.240 --> 00:08:13.160
  • COULD NOT GET BACK TO FRIENDS.
  • 00:08:13.160 --> 00:08:16.030
  • YOU COULDN'T GET BACK
  • 00:08:16.030 --> 00:08:16.260
  • TO FAMILY.
  • 00:08:16.260 --> 00:08:17.120
  • THE PLACES THAT YOU COULD GO
  • 00:08:17.120 --> 00:08:18.180
  • FOR COMFORT WEREN'T ACCESSIBLE
  • 00:08:18.180 --> 00:08:20.160
  • TO YOU FOR QUITE SOME TIME.
  • 00:08:20.160 --> 00:08:21.200
  • HOW LONG DID YOU HAVE TO STAY
  • 00:08:21.200 --> 00:08:22.180
  • THERE?
  • 00:08:22.180 --> 00:08:23.120
  • TAMMY TRENT: GOODNESS, MATT.
  • 00:08:23.120 --> 00:08:24.020
  • THE TENTH WAS WHEN HE WENT
  • 00:08:24.020 --> 00:08:25.080
  • INTO THE BLUE LAGOON.
  • 00:08:25.080 --> 00:08:27.050
  • AND THEY BEGAN THE SEARCH
  • 00:08:27.050 --> 00:08:28.130
  • AND DIDN'T FIND HIM.
  • 00:08:28.130 --> 00:08:29.110
  • AND SO THE 11TH WAS WHEN
  • 00:08:29.110 --> 00:08:30.250
  • THEY CONTINUED THE SEARCH
  • 00:08:30.250 --> 00:08:31.220
  • AND FOUND HIM.
  • 00:08:31.220 --> 00:08:33.060
  • THE MORNING THAT I WAS STARING
  • 00:08:33.060 --> 00:08:34.090
  • AT A TELEVISION IN THE HOME
  • 00:08:34.090 --> 00:08:35.120
  • OF TWO PERFECT STRANGERS,
  • 00:08:35.120 --> 00:08:36.100
  • AS A SECOND PLANE PLOWED
  • 00:08:36.100 --> 00:08:37.140
  • INTO THE TWIN TOWERS,
  • 00:08:37.140 --> 00:08:38.150
  • AS YOU SAY.
  • 00:08:38.150 --> 00:08:39.220
  • AND SO MY WORLD'S FALLING
  • 00:08:39.220 --> 00:08:40.210
  • APART.
  • 00:08:40.210 --> 00:08:41.120
  • AMERICA'S FALLING APART.
  • 00:08:41.120 --> 00:08:42.270
  • I WAS NOW STUCK THERE TEN DAYS.
  • 00:08:42.270 --> 00:08:44.250
  • ALL FLIGHTS WERE GROUNDED.
  • 00:08:44.250 --> 00:08:45.250
  • NOT ONE PERSON COULD GET TO
  • 00:08:45.250 --> 00:08:47.000
  • ME.
  • 00:08:47.000 --> 00:08:47.160
  • LIKE MY FAMILY WAS GROUNDED ON
  • 00:08:47.160 --> 00:08:48.100
  • PLANES ALL ACROSS THE COUNTRY.
  • 00:08:48.100 --> 00:08:49.190
  • SO HERE I AM IN THIS FOREIGN
  • 00:08:49.190 --> 00:08:51.190
  • COUNTRY WITH ALL FLIGHTS
  • 00:08:51.190 --> 00:08:53.070
  • GROUNDED.
  • 00:08:53.070 --> 00:08:54.180
  • TRENT'S FATHER WAS THE ONLY
  • 00:08:54.180 --> 00:08:55.160
  • ONE WHO MADE IT TO ME.
  • 00:08:55.160 --> 00:08:56.210
  • HE HAD CAUGHT A REDI FLIGHT
  • 00:08:56.210 --> 00:08:57.230
  • ON THE NIGHT BEFORE,
  • 00:08:57.230 --> 00:08:59.050
  • AND HE MADE IT TO ME,
  • 00:08:59.050 --> 00:09:00.080
  • TO THE ISLAND THERE.
  • 00:09:00.080 --> 00:09:01.000
  • SO WE WERE NOW BOTH STUCK
  • 00:09:01.000 --> 00:09:02.190
  • IN JAMAICA FOR TEN DAYS.
  • 00:09:02.190 --> 00:09:03.250
  • BUT GOD BEGAN TO COMPLETELY
  • 00:09:03.250 --> 00:09:05.230
  • REVEAL HIMSELF.
  • 00:09:05.230 --> 00:09:06.250
  • WE TALKED ABOUT THE WORD
  • 00:09:06.250 --> 00:09:07.190
  • OF GOD AND KNOWING THE WORD
  • 00:09:07.190 --> 00:09:09.030
  • OF GOD.
  • 00:09:09.030 --> 00:09:09.150
  • BUT ALSO I PRAY LIKE, REVEAL.
  • 00:09:09.150 --> 00:09:11.120
  • LIKE JUMP OFF.
  • 00:09:11.120 --> 00:09:12.100
  • REVEAL YOURSELF TO ME.
  • 00:09:12.100 --> 00:09:13.160
  • AND I BEGAN -- I WAS VERY
  • 00:09:13.160 --> 00:09:15.240
  • SPECIFIC LIKE, GOD,
  • 00:09:15.240 --> 00:09:16.220
  • YOU'VE GOT TO SHOW UP.
  • 00:09:16.220 --> 00:09:17.290
  • LIKE I NEVER HAD ONE OF THOSE
  • 00:09:17.290 --> 00:09:18.250
  • MOMENTS WHERE I WAS LIKE
  • 00:09:18.250 --> 00:09:19.270
  • TESTING GOD.
  • 00:09:19.270 --> 00:09:21.120
  • YOU KNOW I JUST --
  • 00:09:21.120 --> 00:09:22.060
  • MATT HAGEE: YOU DREW YOUR LINE
  • 00:09:22.060 --> 00:09:22.260
  • IN THE SAND.
  • 00:09:22.260 --> 00:09:23.170
  • YOU SAID, IT'S NOW.
  • 00:09:23.170 --> 00:09:24.210
  • TAMMY TRENT: IT'S NOW
  • 00:09:24.210 --> 00:09:25.090
  • AND YOU HAVE TO SHOW UP.
  • 00:09:25.090 --> 00:09:26.040
  • I MISS MY MOM, MY SISTER.
  • 00:09:26.040 --> 00:09:27.140
  • I JUST WANT TO BE HELD.
  • 00:09:27.140 --> 00:09:29.030
  • SO I SPECIFICALLY SAID,
  • 00:09:29.030 --> 00:09:30.060
  • PLEASE SEND ME SOMEBODY
  • 00:09:30.060 --> 00:09:31.140
  • TO HOLD ME.
  • 00:09:31.140 --> 00:09:32.090
  • AND I REMEMBER CRYING
  • 00:09:32.090 --> 00:09:33.210
  • THAT PRAYER IN A BATHROOM
  • 00:09:33.210 --> 00:09:35.140
  • IN MY HOTEL ROOM.
  • 00:09:35.140 --> 00:09:36.200
  • AND I WALKED OUT OF THERE,
  • 00:09:36.200 --> 00:09:37.220
  • I FELT THE SPIRIT JUST SAYING,
  • 00:09:37.220 --> 00:09:38.250
  • MOVE.
  • 00:09:38.250 --> 00:09:39.130
  • IT WAS LIKE THAT GUT FEELING.
  • 00:09:39.130 --> 00:09:40.180
  • I CALL IT "THE SPIRIT."
  • 00:09:40.180 --> 00:09:41.130
  • I KNEW IT WAS THE HOLY SPIRIT
  • 00:09:41.130 --> 00:09:42.150
  • THAT SAID, MOVE, MOVE.
  • 00:09:42.150 --> 00:09:43.230
  • AND SOMETIMES WE HESITATE WAY
  • 00:09:43.230 --> 00:09:45.220
  • TOO MUCH AND WE MISS GOD.
  • 00:09:45.220 --> 00:09:47.290
  • AND I WAS LIKE,
  • 00:09:47.290 --> 00:09:48.150
  • I DON'T WANT TO MISS
  • 00:09:48.150 --> 00:09:49.040
  • SOMETHING,
  • 00:09:49.040 --> 00:09:49.190
  • I DON'T WANT TO MISS
  • 00:09:49.190 --> 00:09:50.070
  • SOMETHING.
  • 00:09:50.070 --> 00:09:50.270
  • SO I GOT UP AND I STARTED
  • 00:09:50.270 --> 00:09:51.190
  • MOVING.
  • 00:09:51.190 --> 00:09:52.060
  • AND I COULD HEAR SOMEBODY
  • 00:09:52.060 --> 00:09:52.250
  • IN THIS ADJOINING ROOM.
  • 00:09:52.250 --> 00:09:54.120
  • SO I WENT OVER THERE TO THAT
  • 00:09:54.120 --> 00:09:55.040
  • OPENING IN THE DOOR WAY.
  • 00:09:55.040 --> 00:09:56.150
  • AND I SAW THIS BEAUTIFUL
  • 00:09:56.150 --> 00:09:57.080
  • JAMAICAN WOMAN STANDING THERE
  • 00:09:57.080 --> 00:09:58.200
  • IN A HILTON HOUSE KEEPING
  • 00:09:58.200 --> 00:09:59.180
  • OUTFIT.
  • 00:09:59.180 --> 00:10:00.030
  • AND I JUST LOOKED AT HER,
  • 00:10:00.030 --> 00:10:00.230
  • AND I SAID, MA'AM,
  • 00:10:00.230 --> 00:10:02.160
  • COULD YOU COME IN
  • 00:10:02.160 --> 00:10:03.070
  • AND MAKE MY BED?
  • 00:10:03.070 --> 00:10:04.010
  • MY ROOM JUST FELT A MESS.
  • 00:10:04.010 --> 00:10:05.010
  • MY LIFE FELT ALL A MESS.
  • 00:10:05.010 --> 00:10:06.120
  • I SAID,
  • 00:10:06.120 --> 00:10:07.010
  • COULD YOU JUST MAKE MY BED?
  • 00:10:07.010 --> 00:10:07.210
  • AND SHE LOOKED AT ME,
  • 00:10:07.210 --> 00:10:08.110
  • AND SHE SAID,
  • 00:10:08.110 --> 00:10:09.110
  • I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET
  • 00:10:09.110 --> 00:10:10.030
  • TO YOU.
  • 00:10:10.030 --> 00:10:11.000
  • I COULD HEAR YOU CRYING.
  • 00:10:11.000 --> 00:10:12.010
  • AND I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET
  • 00:10:12.010 --> 00:10:12.230
  • TO YOU.
  • 00:10:12.230 --> 00:10:13.090
  • AND THEN SHE SAID,
  • 00:10:13.090 --> 00:10:14.150
  • COULD I JUST COME IN
  • 00:10:14.150 --> 00:10:15.120
  • AND HOLD YOU?
  • 00:10:15.120 --> 00:10:17.000
  • AND IT WAS AN INSTANT ANSWER
  • 00:10:17.000 --> 00:10:19.030
  • TO MY PRAYER.
  • 00:10:19.030 --> 00:10:19.210
  • LIKE I KNEW AT THAT MOMENT,
  • 00:10:19.210 --> 00:10:20.250
  • LIKE THIS IS GOING TO BE
  • 00:10:20.250 --> 00:10:21.190
  • A ROUGH JOURNEY.
  • 00:10:21.190 --> 00:10:22.100
  • THIS IS GOING TO BE TOUGH.
  • 00:10:22.100 --> 00:10:23.110
  • THE PAIN IS REAL,
  • 00:10:23.110 --> 00:10:24.180
  • BUT SO IS HOPE.
  • 00:10:24.180 --> 00:10:25.240
  • AND SO I KNEW AT THAT MOMENT
  • 00:10:25.240 --> 00:10:26.270
  • THAT SOMEHOW I WOULDN'T JUST
  • 00:10:26.270 --> 00:10:28.130
  • SURVIVE BUT I WOULD SOMEHOW
  • 00:10:28.130 --> 00:10:29.190
  • OVERCOME ALL OF THIS.
  • 00:10:29.190 --> 00:10:30.220
  • BUT JUST STEP INTO HOPE,
  • 00:10:30.220 --> 00:10:32.150
  • ALLOW GOD TO HEAL YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:10:32.150 --> 00:10:33.210
  • BECAUSE SOMETIMES THAT'S HARD
  • 00:10:33.210 --> 00:10:34.170
  • BECAUSE WE GET USED TO
  • 00:10:34.170 --> 00:10:35.100
  • THE PAIN.
  • 00:10:35.100 --> 00:10:36.160
  • WE GET USED TO THE STRUGGLE
  • 00:10:36.160 --> 00:10:37.230
  • AND IT JUST BECOMES
  • 00:10:37.230 --> 00:10:38.230
  • YOUR IDENTITY.
  • 00:10:38.230 --> 00:10:39.130
  • AND I THOUGHT,
  • 00:10:39.130 --> 00:10:39.280
  • I DON'T WANT IT TO BE THAT WAY
  • 00:10:39.280 --> 00:10:41.060
  • IN MY LIFE.
  • 00:10:41.060 --> 00:10:42.060
  • SO I HAVE TO GET TO A PLACE OF
  • 00:10:42.060 --> 00:10:43.120
  • ALSO RECOGNIZING GOD'S HEALING
  • 00:10:43.120 --> 00:10:45.060
  • AND ALLOWING THAT TO HAPPEN
  • 00:10:45.060 --> 00:10:46.120
  • IN MY LIFE.
  • 00:10:46.120 --> 00:10:47.220
  • MATT HAGEE: WELL,
  • 00:10:47.220 --> 00:10:48.180
  • AND IN THE MIDST OF DOING THAT,
  • 00:10:48.180 --> 00:10:50.040
  • YOU'VE GOT A TESTIMONY
  • 00:10:50.040 --> 00:10:51.210
  • OF VICTORY AND HEALING,
  • 00:10:52.090 --> 00:10:55.090
  • AND BEING ABLE TO MOVE PAST
  • 00:10:55.090 --> 00:10:56.190
  • THIS HARDSHIP AND HOPELESSNESS
  • 00:10:56.190 --> 00:10:58.230
  • THAT HAS REALLY ENCOURAGED
  • 00:10:58.230 --> 00:10:59.200
  • OTHERS.
  • 00:10:59.200 --> 00:11:00.070
  • YOU'VE ACTUALLY WRITTEN A SONG
  • 00:11:00.070 --> 00:11:00.280
  • CALLED "THE EDGE OF THE WATER."
  • 00:11:00.280 --> 00:11:01.190
  • IS THAT TRUE?
  • 00:11:01.190 --> 00:11:02.070
  • TAMMY TRENT: I HAVE.
  • 00:11:02.070 --> 00:11:02.250
  • I HAVE.
  • 00:11:02.250 --> 00:11:03.270
  • I HAVE.
  • 00:11:03.270 --> 00:11:04.140
  • I MEAN I'VE LEARNED TO GIVE
  • 00:11:04.140 --> 00:11:05.100
  • MY PAIN PURPOSE.
  • 00:11:05.100 --> 00:11:06.250
  • AND I THINK IT MAKES ME NOT
  • 00:11:06.250 --> 00:11:08.150
  • FEEL SO ALL ALONE
  • 00:11:08.150 --> 00:11:09.160
  • ON THE JOURNEY.
  • 00:11:09.160 --> 00:11:10.200
  • YOU KNOW IF THERE'S ONE THING
  • 00:11:10.200 --> 00:11:11.140
  • I'VE LEARNED, TOO,
  • 00:11:11.140 --> 00:11:12.060
  • THROUGH IT ALL;
  • 00:11:12.060 --> 00:11:12.280
  • I CAN'T INTERPRET MY NUMBNESS
  • 00:11:12.280 --> 00:11:14.140
  • AS GOD'S ABSENCE IN MY LIFE.
  • 00:11:14.140 --> 00:11:16.030
  • THERE'S NEVER A TIME WHEN
  • 00:11:16.030 --> 00:11:16.260
  • JESUS IS NOT SPEAKING
  • 00:11:16.260 --> 00:11:18.180
  • OR PRESENT IN OUR LIVES.
  • 00:11:18.180 --> 00:11:19.240
  • SO YES, I'VE WRITTEN SOME BOOKS.
  • 00:11:19.240 --> 00:11:21.100
  • SOME COME FROM THE JOURNEY,
  • 00:11:21.100 --> 00:11:22.140
  • AND NEW MUSIC,
  • 00:11:22.140 --> 00:11:23.290
  • AND THE STORIES OF MY LIFE
  • 00:11:23.290 --> 00:11:25.180
  • THAT I HOPE,
  • 00:11:25.180 --> 00:11:26.190
  • AS A TRAVEL THE WORLD
  • 00:11:26.190 --> 00:11:27.200
  • IN WOMEN'S MINISTRY NOW,
  • 00:11:27.200 --> 00:11:28.280
  • I HOPE THAT OTHER WOMEN LEAN IN
  • 00:11:28.280 --> 00:11:31.060
  • AND SAY, MAN, I FEEL
  • 00:11:31.060 --> 00:11:32.130
  • THE SAME THINGS YOU FELT.
  • 00:11:32.130 --> 00:11:35.020
  • BUT TELL ME SOMETHING;
  • 00:11:35.020 --> 00:11:36.060
  • WILL I GET THROUGH THIS?
  • 00:11:36.060 --> 00:11:37.170
  • MATT HAGEE: AND THEY WILL.
  • 00:11:37.170 --> 00:11:38.110
  • TAMMY TRENT: YES.
  • 00:11:38.110 --> 00:11:38.290
  • AND SO FOR ME TO BE ABLE TO
  • 00:11:38.290 --> 00:11:39.210
  • STAND UP THERE AND TELL THEM,
  • 00:11:39.210 --> 00:11:40.220
  • "YOU'LL GET THROUGH IT,"
  • 00:11:40.220 --> 00:11:41.140
  • I THINK IT CHANGES EVERYTHING.
  • 00:11:41.140 --> 00:11:42.290
  • MATT HAGEE: IT MAKES
  • 00:11:42.290 --> 00:11:43.190
  • A DIFFERENCE.
  • 00:11:43.190 --> 00:11:44.060
  • WHEN WE COME BACK,
  • 00:11:44.060 --> 00:11:45.080
  • TAMMY'S GOING TO BE PERFORMING
  • 00:11:45.080 --> 00:11:46.020
  • HER GREAT SONG
  • 00:11:46.020 --> 00:11:46.270
  • "EDGE OF THE WATER."
  • 00:11:46.270 --> 00:11:47.240
  • YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS IT.
  • 00:11:47.240 --> 00:11:49.050
  • (APPLAUSE)
  • 00:11:52.120 --> 00:11:55.120
  • MUSIC
  • 00:11:55.120 --> 00:11:57.170
  • THE AMERICAN GOSPEL CELEBRATION
  • 00:11:57.170 --> 00:11:59.160
  • COMES TO LANCASTER, PENNSYLVANIA
  • 00:11:59.160 --> 00:12:01.210
  • JUNE 8TH THROUGH THE 9TH, 2017
  • 00:12:01.210 --> 00:12:04.000
  • WITH MUSIC BY INCREDIBLE GOSPEL
  • 00:12:04.000 --> 00:12:05.150
  • ARTISTS AND POWERFUL TEACHING
  • 00:12:05.150 --> 00:12:07.040
  • BY PASTORS JOHN AND MATT HAGEE.
  • 00:12:07.040 --> 00:12:09.060
  • PASTOR MATT HAGEE: IF OUR
  • 00:12:09.060 --> 00:12:10.040
  • CHILDREN ARE GOING TO LIVE
  • 00:12:10.040 --> 00:12:11.060
  • IN FREEDOM,
  • 00:12:11.060 --> 00:12:11.280
  • IT IS OUR CHALLENGE TO PROTECT
  • 00:12:11.280 --> 00:12:14.080
  • THAT FREEDOM.
  • 00:12:14.080 --> 00:12:15.040
  • PASTOR JOHN HAGEE: OUR FREEDOM
  • 00:12:15.040 --> 00:12:16.080
  • IS WORTH FIGHTING FOR!
  • 00:12:16.080 --> 00:12:18.250
  • COME AND CELEBRATE YOUR FAITH
  • 00:12:18.250 --> 00:12:20.070
  • AND FREEDOM.
  • 00:12:20.070 --> 00:12:20.290
  • CALL THE NUMBER ON THE SCREEN
  • 00:12:20.290 --> 00:12:22.050
  • OR GO TO JHM.ORG.
  • 00:12:22.050 --> 00:12:24.070
  • MUSIC
  • 00:12:24.070 --> 00:12:26.180
  • LIFE HAS A FUNNY WAY
  • 00:12:26.180 --> 00:12:28.060
  • OF THROWING ADVENTURE OUR WAY,
  • 00:12:28.060 --> 00:12:29.210
  • BUT WE KNOW THAT GOD ALWAYS
  • 00:12:29.210 --> 00:12:31.020
  • HAS OUR VERY BEST IN MIND.
  • 00:12:31.020 --> 00:12:32.210
  • REMIND YOURSELF THAT GOD
  • 00:12:32.210 --> 00:12:33.280
  • HAS IT ALL UNDER CONTROL
  • 00:12:33.280 --> 00:12:35.150
  • WITH THIS AWESOME GRAPHIC TEE
  • 00:12:35.150 --> 00:12:37.030
  • THAT BOLDLY PROCLAIMS,
  • 00:12:37.030 --> 00:12:38.220
  • "FAITH IS A VERB."
  • 00:12:38.220 --> 00:12:39.220
  • THIS SLIM-FIT, FINE, FUN TEE
  • 00:12:39.220 --> 00:12:41.150
  • IS AVAILABLE IN FIVE ADULT
  • 00:12:41.150 --> 00:12:42.250
  • SIZES FOR JUST $20.
  • 00:12:42.250 --> 00:12:44.190
  • IT'S THE PERFECT GIFT
  • 00:12:44.190 --> 00:12:45.210
  • FOR YOURSELF
  • 00:12:45.210 --> 00:12:46.110
  • OR SOMEONE YOU LOVE.
  • 00:12:46.110 --> 00:12:47.190
  • FAITH IS NOT SOMETHING
  • 00:12:47.190 --> 00:12:48.160
  • TO PUT ON A SHELF.
  • 00:12:48.160 --> 00:12:49.200
  • FAITH TAKES ACTION.
  • 00:12:49.200 --> 00:12:50.290
  • ORDER YOUR "FAITH IS A VERB"
  • 00:12:50.290 --> 00:12:52.030
  • T-SHIRT TODAY.
  • 00:12:52.030 --> 00:12:53.070
  • CALL THE NUMBER ON YOUR SCREEN
  • 00:12:53.070 --> 00:12:54.190
  • OR VISIT JHM.ORG.
  • 00:12:54.190 --> 00:12:57.020
  • THE CALLING FOR EVERY BELIEVER
  • 00:12:57.020 --> 00:12:58.210
  • IS OBEDIENCE TO THE WORD OF GOD.
  • 00:12:58.210 --> 00:13:00.170
  • SALVATION HAS BEEN GIVEN TO US
  • 00:13:00.170 --> 00:13:02.000
  • BY GRACE.
  • 00:13:02.000 --> 00:13:02.250
  • AND WE HAVE A CRITICAL ROLE
  • 00:13:02.250 --> 00:13:03.270
  • IN SHARING THE LIFE-SAVING POWER
  • 00:13:03.270 --> 00:13:05.090
  • OF JESUS TO THOSE WHO ARE LOST
  • 00:13:05.090 --> 00:13:07.030
  • AND DYING WITHOUT HOPE.
  • 00:13:07.030 --> 00:13:08.170
  • JESUS CHRIST GAVE HIS FOLLOWERS
  • 00:13:08.170 --> 00:13:10.060
  • A GREAT COMMISSION TO GO INTO
  • 00:13:10.060 --> 00:13:11.100
  • THE WORLD AND MAKE DISCIPLES
  • 00:13:11.100 --> 00:13:12.180
  • OF ALL PEOPLE.
  • 00:13:12.180 --> 00:13:13.250
  • AT JOHN HAGEE MINISTRIES,
  • 00:13:13.250 --> 00:13:15.040
  • WE ARE DOING JUST THAT.
  • 00:13:15.040 --> 00:13:16.200
  • WHEN YOU PARTNER WITH US
  • 00:13:16.200 --> 00:13:17.150
  • THROUGH YOUR FINANCIAL SUPPORT
  • 00:13:17.150 --> 00:13:18.190
  • AND PRAYERS,
  • 00:13:18.190 --> 00:13:19.190
  • YOU ARE AIDING US IN SHARING
  • 00:13:19.190 --> 00:13:20.260
  • THE MESSAGE OF SALVATION
  • 00:13:20.260 --> 00:13:22.030
  • TO MILLIONS OF PEOPLE
  • 00:13:22.030 --> 00:13:23.010
  • AROUND THE WORLD.
  • 00:13:23.010 --> 00:13:24.110
  • RIGHT NOW,
  • 00:13:24.110 --> 00:13:24.280
  • FOR YOUR GIFT OF ANY AMOUNT,
  • 00:13:24.280 --> 00:13:26.100
  • YOU WILL RECEIVE TWO COPIES
  • 00:13:26.100 --> 00:13:27.130
  • OF PASTOR HAGEE'S POWERFUL
  • 00:13:27.130 --> 00:13:28.230
  • WITNESSING TOOL
  • 00:13:28.230 --> 00:13:29.280
  • "ETERNITY HAS NO END" THAT WILL
  • 00:13:29.280 --> 00:13:31.170
  • HELP YOU SHARE THE GOSPEL
  • 00:13:31.170 --> 00:13:32.280
  • WITH THOSE AROUND YOU.
  • 00:13:32.280 --> 00:13:34.080
  • AND FOR YOUR GIFT OF $100
  • 00:13:34.080 --> 00:13:35.200
  • OR MORE,
  • 00:13:35.200 --> 00:13:36.150
  • YOU WILL RECEIVE TEN COPIES
  • 00:13:36.150 --> 00:13:37.240
  • OF THIS POWERFUL TOOL,
  • 00:13:37.240 --> 00:13:39.060
  • ALONG WITH BEAUTIFULLY-FRAMED
  • 00:13:39.060 --> 00:13:40.100
  • SCRIPTURE ART OF ROMANS 8:11.
  • 00:13:40.100 --> 00:13:42.140
  • PASTOR JOHN HAGEE: THANK YOU TO
  • 00:13:42.140 --> 00:13:44.040
  • ALL OF OUR FRIENDS AND PARTNERS
  • 00:13:44.040 --> 00:13:45.210
  • ACROSS AMERICA.
  • 00:13:45.210 --> 00:13:47.130
  • CALL THE NUMBER ON YOUR SCREEN,
  • 00:13:47.130 --> 00:13:48.220
  • OR VISIT US ONLINE
  • 00:13:48.220 --> 00:13:49.200
  • AT JHM.ORG/SHARE.
  • 00:13:49.230 --> 00:13:52.230
  • MUSIC
  • 00:13:53.110 --> 00:13:56.110
  • KENDAL HAGEE: LADIES AND
  • 00:13:56.110 --> 00:13:57.290
  • GENTLEMEN, HERE'S TAMMY TRENT.
  • 00:13:57.290 --> 00:14:00.070
  • (APPLAUSE)
  • 00:14:00.070 --> 00:14:01.260
  • MUSIC
  • 00:14:10.240 --> 00:14:13.240
  • YOU KNOW MY HEART
  • 00:14:19.150 --> 00:14:22.150
  • YOU'VE SEEN MY DARKNESS AND
  • 00:14:25.290 --> 00:14:28.290
  • THE DISAPPOINTMENT
  • 00:14:32.280 --> 00:14:35.280
  • THAT DIMS THE INNOCENCE
  • 00:14:37.140 --> 00:14:40.140
  • OF IT
  • 00:14:40.140 --> 00:14:42.040
  • AND MY SOUL LONGS
  • 00:14:45.220 --> 00:14:48.220
  • AND SO IT GOES
  • 00:14:50.200 --> 00:14:53.200
  • HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE
  • 00:14:57.240 --> 00:15:00.260
  • BRIGHT AND MORNING STAR
  • 00:15:04.100 --> 00:15:07.100
  • I BOW DOWN AND KISS
  • 00:15:07.210 --> 00:15:10.210
  • YOUR FEET
  • 00:15:10.210 --> 00:15:13.060
  • THE FEET THAT LED ME
  • 00:15:13.060 --> 00:15:15.120
  • FROM THE DARK
  • 00:15:17.070 --> 00:15:20.070
  • MY FAITH IS SHAKEN
  • 00:15:23.170 --> 00:15:26.170
  • AND MY WAY IS LOST
  • 00:15:26.270 --> 00:15:29.270
  • AND JADED AND
  • 00:15:29.270 --> 00:15:32.250
  • I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO TURN
  • 00:15:34.220 --> 00:15:37.220
  • I AM
  • 00:15:37.220 --> 00:15:39.100
  • SO AFRAID
  • 00:15:39.100 --> 00:15:41.040
  • BUT I'M NOT FORSAKEN
  • 00:15:43.020 --> 00:15:46.020
  • AND MY SOUL LONGS
  • 00:15:49.090 --> 00:15:52.090
  • AND SO IT GOES
  • 00:15:54.100 --> 00:15:57.100
  • HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE
  • 00:16:01.260 --> 00:16:04.260
  • BRIGHT AND MORNING STAR
  • 00:16:07.200 --> 00:16:10.200
  • WELL I REACH OUT
  • 00:16:10.200 --> 00:16:12.230
  • AND I KISS YOUR HAND
  • 00:16:13.290 --> 00:16:16.290
  • THE HANDS THAT WEAR
  • 00:16:16.290 --> 00:16:19.240
  • LOVES SCARS
  • 00:16:20.140 --> 00:16:23.140
  • AND WHEN I STOOD
  • 00:16:23.140 --> 00:16:26.030
  • ON THE EDGE OF THE WATER
  • 00:16:27.020 --> 00:16:30.020
  • THE FADING HOPE
  • 00:16:30.020 --> 00:16:32.200
  • THAT THERE WOULD BE
  • 00:16:32.200 --> 00:16:34.070
  • A TOMORROW
  • 00:16:34.130 --> 00:16:37.130
  • YOU HELD ME SAFE
  • 00:16:38.050 --> 00:16:41.050
  • IN YOUR HANDS
  • 00:16:41.050 --> 00:16:43.110
  • REMINDING ME THAT I
  • 00:16:44.160 --> 00:16:47.160
  • WOULD WALK AGAIN
  • 00:16:48.000 --> 00:16:51.000
  • HOW POWERFUL YOU ARE
  • 00:16:54.160 --> 00:16:57.160
  • YOU'VE CARRIED ME
  • 00:16:58.070 --> 00:17:01.090
  • THIS FAR
  • 00:17:01.130 --> 00:17:04.130
  • OH I LOOK UP
  • 00:17:04.130 --> 00:17:06.160
  • AND I KISS YOUR FACE
  • 00:17:08.050 --> 00:17:11.050
  • THE FACE THAT SEES
  • 00:17:11.050 --> 00:17:13.180
  • INSIDE MY HEART
  • 00:17:14.090 --> 00:17:17.090
  • YOU'RE MY GOD
  • 00:17:17.090 --> 00:17:19.200
  • AND YOU'VE HEALED ME
  • 00:17:19.200 --> 00:17:22.180
  • FROM THE VERY START
  • 00:17:24.180 --> 00:17:27.180
  • MUSIC
  • 00:17:31.280 --> 00:17:34.280
  • (APPLAUSE)
  • 00:17:39.130 --> 00:17:42.130
  • RIGHT NOW,
  • 00:17:42.130 --> 00:17:43.280
  • FOR YOUR GIFT OF ANY AMOUNT,
  • 00:17:43.280 --> 00:17:45.100
  • YOU WILL RECEIVE TWO COPIES
  • 00:17:45.100 --> 00:17:46.140
  • OF PASTOR HAGEE'S POWERFUL
  • 00:17:46.140 --> 00:17:47.210
  • WITNESSING TOOL
  • 00:17:47.210 --> 00:17:48.270
  • "ETERNITY HAS NO END" THAT WILL
  • 00:17:48.270 --> 00:17:50.190
  • HELP YOU SHARE THE GOSPEL
  • 00:17:50.190 --> 00:17:51.290
  • WITH THOSE AROUND YOU.
  • 00:17:51.290 --> 00:17:53.070
  • AND FOR YOUR GIFT OF $100
  • 00:17:53.070 --> 00:17:54.220
  • OR MORE,
  • 00:17:54.220 --> 00:17:55.170
  • YOU WILL RECEIVE TEN COPIES
  • 00:17:55.170 --> 00:17:56.240
  • OF THIS POWERFUL TOOL,
  • 00:17:56.240 --> 00:17:58.070
  • ALONG WITH BEAUTIFULLY-FRAMED
  • 00:17:58.070 --> 00:17:59.130
  • SCRIPTURE ART OF ROMANS 8:11.
  • 00:17:59.130 --> 00:18:01.200
  • PASTOR JOHN HAGEE: THANK YOU TO
  • 00:18:01.200 --> 00:18:03.150
  • ALL OF OUR FRIENDS AND PARTNERS
  • 00:18:03.150 --> 00:18:04.240
  • ACROSS AMERICA.
  • 00:18:04.240 --> 00:18:06.150
  • CALL THE NUMBER ON YOUR SCREEN,
  • 00:18:06.150 --> 00:18:07.270
  • OR VISIT US ONLINE
  • 00:18:07.270 --> 00:18:08.240
  • AT JHM.ORG/SHARE.
  • 00:18:09.130 --> 00:18:12.130
  • LIFE HAS A FUNNY WAY
  • 00:18:12.130 --> 00:18:14.200
  • OF THROWING ADVENTURE OUR WAY,
  • 00:18:14.200 --> 00:18:16.050
  • BUT WE KNOW THAT GOD ALWAYS
  • 00:18:16.050 --> 00:18:17.160
  • HAS OUR VERY BEST IN MIND.
  • 00:18:17.160 --> 00:18:19.050
  • REMIND YOURSELF THAT GOD
  • 00:18:19.050 --> 00:18:20.120
  • HAS IT ALL UNDER CONTROL
  • 00:18:20.120 --> 00:18:21.290
  • WITH THIS AWESOME GRAPHIC TEE
  • 00:18:21.290 --> 00:18:23.170
  • THAT BOLDLY PROCLAIMS,
  • 00:18:23.170 --> 00:18:25.060
  • "FAITH IS A VERB."
  • 00:18:25.060 --> 00:18:26.060
  • THIS SLIM-FIT, FINE, FUN TEE
  • 00:18:26.060 --> 00:18:27.290
  • IS AVAILABLE IN FIVE ADULT
  • 00:18:27.290 --> 00:18:29.090
  • SIZES FOR JUST $20.
  • 00:18:29.090 --> 00:18:31.030
  • IT'S THE PERFECT GIFT
  • 00:18:31.030 --> 00:18:32.050
  • FOR YOURSELF
  • 00:18:32.050 --> 00:18:32.250
  • OR SOMEONE YOU LOVE.
  • 00:18:32.250 --> 00:18:34.030
  • FAITH IS NOT SOMETHING
  • 00:18:34.030 --> 00:18:35.000
  • TO PUT ON A SHELF.
  • 00:18:35.000 --> 00:18:36.040
  • FAITH TAKES ACTION.
  • 00:18:36.040 --> 00:18:37.130
  • ORDER YOUR "FAITH IS A VERB"
  • 00:18:37.130 --> 00:18:38.170
  • T-SHIRT TODAY.
  • 00:18:38.170 --> 00:18:39.210
  • CALL THE NUMBER ON YOUR SCREEN
  • 00:18:39.210 --> 00:18:41.030
  • OR VISIT JHM.ORG.
  • 00:18:41.030 --> 00:18:43.010
  • MUSIC
  • 00:18:43.010 --> 00:18:44.100
  • THE AMERICAN GOSPEL CELEBRATION
  • 00:18:44.100 --> 00:18:46.010
  • COMES TO LANCASTER, PENNSYLVANIA
  • 00:18:46.010 --> 00:18:48.040
  • JUNE 8TH THROUGH THE 9TH, 2017
  • 00:18:48.040 --> 00:18:50.130
  • WITH MUSIC BY INCREDIBLE GOSPEL
  • 00:18:50.130 --> 00:18:51.280
  • ARTISTS AND POWERFUL TEACHING
  • 00:18:51.280 --> 00:18:53.170
  • BY PASTORS JOHN AND MATT HAGEE.
  • 00:18:53.170 --> 00:18:55.190
  • PASTOR MATT HAGEE: IF OUR
  • 00:18:55.190 --> 00:18:56.170
  • CHILDREN ARE GOING TO LIVE
  • 00:18:56.170 --> 00:18:57.190
  • IN FREEDOM,
  • 00:18:57.190 --> 00:18:58.110
  • IT IS OUR CHALLENGE TO PROTECT
  • 00:18:58.110 --> 00:19:00.230
  • THAT FREEDOM.
  • 00:19:00.230 --> 00:19:01.190
  • PASTOR JOHN HAGEE: OUR FREEDOM
  • 00:19:01.190 --> 00:19:02.230
  • IS WORTH FIGHTING FOR!
  • 00:19:02.230 --> 00:19:05.100
  • COME AND CELEBRATE YOUR FAITH
  • 00:19:05.100 --> 00:19:06.220
  • AND FREEDOM.
  • 00:19:06.220 --> 00:19:07.140
  • CALL THE NUMBER ON THE SCREEN
  • 00:19:07.140 --> 00:19:08.200
  • OR GO TO JHM.ORG.
  • 00:19:08.200 --> 00:19:10.220
  • MUSIC
  • 00:19:10.220 --> 00:19:13.030
  • (APPLAUSE)
  • 00:19:15.050 --> 00:19:18.050
  • MATT HAGEE: OUR NEXT GUEST
  • 00:19:18.050 --> 00:19:20.030
  • WANTS YOU TO KNOW THAT WHEN
  • 00:19:20.030 --> 00:19:21.130
  • YOU ARE IN CHRIST,
  • 00:19:21.130 --> 00:19:22.150
  • YOUR DEEPEST PAIN CAN ACTUALLY
  • 00:19:22.150 --> 00:19:24.070
  • BECOME THE SOURCE OF YOUR
  • 00:19:24.070 --> 00:19:25.210
  • GREATEST POWER.
  • 00:19:25.210 --> 00:19:27.050
  • PLEASE WELCOME AUTHOR
  • 00:19:27.050 --> 00:19:28.030
  • AND PASTOR CLAYTON KING.
  • 00:19:28.030 --> 00:19:29.290
  • (APPLAUSE)
  • 00:19:30.010 --> 00:19:33.010
  • MATT HAGEE: HELLO CLAYTON.
  • 00:19:33.010 --> 00:19:35.010
  • PASTOR CLAYTON KING: GOOD TO
  • 00:19:35.010 --> 00:19:35.270
  • SEE YOU GUYS.
  • 00:19:35.270 --> 00:19:36.170
  • HOW ARE YOU?
  • 00:19:36.170 --> 00:19:37.100
  • MATT HAGEE: THANK YOU
  • 00:19:37.100 --> 00:19:38.030
  • FOR BEING HERE WITH US.
  • 00:19:38.030 --> 00:19:38.180
  • PASTOR CLAYTON KING: IT'S A
  • 00:19:38.180 --> 00:19:39.070
  • PLEASURE TO BE HERE.
  • 00:19:39.070 --> 00:19:39.230
  • KENDAL HAGEE: THANKS FOR COMING.
  • 00:19:39.230 --> 00:19:40.190
  • PASTOR CLAYTON KING: THANK
  • 00:19:40.190 --> 00:19:41.060
  • YOU.
  • 00:19:41.060 --> 00:19:41.240
  • MATT HAGEE: SO YOU KNOW
  • 00:19:41.240 --> 00:19:42.130
  • STRENGTH AND WEAKNESS,
  • 00:19:42.130 --> 00:19:43.040
  • THEY'RE THINGS THAT PEOPLE OF
  • 00:19:43.040 --> 00:19:45.080
  • FAITH,
  • 00:19:45.080 --> 00:19:45.230
  • THEY OFTEN USE IN THE SAME
  • 00:19:45.230 --> 00:19:47.050
  • SENTENCE,
  • 00:19:47.050 --> 00:19:47.130
  • BUT NOBODY WANTS TO DEAL WITH.
  • 00:19:47.130 --> 00:19:49.080
  • SO WHAT IS IT THAT YOU BRING
  • 00:19:49.080 --> 00:19:50.210
  • TO THIS EQUATION THAT WHENEVER
  • 00:19:50.210 --> 00:19:52.190
  • WE'RE AT OUR WEAKEST MOMENT,
  • 00:19:52.190 --> 00:19:53.220
  • THAT COULD BE THE GREATEST
  • 00:19:53.220 --> 00:19:56.000
  • STRENGTH THAT GOD'S EVER
  • 00:19:56.000 --> 00:19:56.270
  • POURED IN US?
  • 00:19:56.270 --> 00:19:57.170
  • PASTOR CLAYTON KING: I THINK
  • 00:19:57.170 --> 00:19:58.150
  • THE THING I BRING IS A STORY.
  • 00:19:58.150 --> 00:19:59.270
  • WHEN YOU TELL A GOOD STORY,
  • 00:19:59.270 --> 00:20:00.240
  • PEOPLE LEAN IN TO LISTEN.
  • 00:20:00.240 --> 00:20:01.290
  • PEOPLE CAN ARGUE WITH YOUR
  • 00:20:01.290 --> 00:20:02.200
  • POLITICS.
  • 00:20:02.200 --> 00:20:03.060
  • THEY CAN ARGUE WITH YOUR
  • 00:20:03.060 --> 00:20:03.240
  • THEOLOGY.
  • 00:20:03.240 --> 00:20:04.270
  • BUT NOBODY CAN ARGUE WITH YOUR
  • 00:20:04.270 --> 00:20:05.270
  • STORY.
  • 00:20:05.270 --> 00:20:07.030
  • AND I BRING A STORY WITH ME,
  • 00:20:07.030 --> 00:20:09.130
  • A STORY THAT,
  • 00:20:09.130 --> 00:20:10.140
  • HONESTLY I WAS GOING THROUGH
  • 00:20:10.140 --> 00:20:11.040
  • IT.
  • 00:20:11.040 --> 00:20:11.200
  • I DIDN'T KNOW IF I WOULD MAKE
  • 00:20:11.200 --> 00:20:12.130
  • IT.
  • 00:20:12.130 --> 00:20:12.280
  • I WAS PRAYING FOR GOD'S
  • 00:20:12.280 --> 00:20:13.290
  • STRENGTH,
  • 00:20:13.290 --> 00:20:14.270
  • BUT I WASN'T FEELING IT.
  • 00:20:14.270 --> 00:20:16.090
  • I WENT THROUGH A SEASON IN MY
  • 00:20:16.090 --> 00:20:17.130
  • LIFE WHERE I LOST,
  • 00:20:17.130 --> 00:20:19.150
  • OVER THE COURSE OF TWELVE
  • 00:20:19.150 --> 00:20:20.220
  • YEARS, NINE FAMILY MEMBERS.
  • 00:20:20.220 --> 00:20:23.050
  • MATT HAGEE: WOW.
  • 00:20:23.050 --> 00:20:23.220
  • PASTOR CLAYTON KING: IT
  • 00:20:23.220 --> 00:20:24.140
  • STARTED WITH THE DEATH OF MY
  • 00:20:24.140 --> 00:20:25.080
  • GRANDFATHER,
  • 00:20:25.080 --> 00:20:25.290
  • WHO WAS A WORLD WAR II VET,
  • 00:20:25.290 --> 00:20:26.220
  • WHO FOUGHT IN THE SOUTH
  • 00:20:26.220 --> 00:20:27.090
  • PACIFIC.
  • 00:20:27.090 --> 00:20:28.100
  • AND IT CULMINATED WITH ME
  • 00:20:28.100 --> 00:20:30.050
  • PREACHING MY FATHER'S FUNERAL
  • 00:20:30.050 --> 00:20:32.040
  • ON FATHER'S DAY.
  • 00:20:32.040 --> 00:20:33.190
  • SO OVER THE COURSE OF TWELVE
  • 00:20:33.190 --> 00:20:34.230
  • YEARS,
  • 00:20:34.230 --> 00:20:35.120
  • I AVERAGED PREACHING A FUNERAL
  • 00:20:35.120 --> 00:20:36.290
  • OF A CLOSE FAMILY MEMBER EVERY
  • 00:20:36.290 --> 00:20:38.150
  • 16 MONTHS.
  • 00:20:38.150 --> 00:20:39.250
  • NOW I SAY IT THIS WAY;
  • 00:20:39.250 --> 00:20:40.240
  • IF YOU IMAGINE YOUR CHILD
  • 00:20:40.240 --> 00:20:41.260
  • OR EVEN WHEN YOU WERE A CHILD,
  • 00:20:41.260 --> 00:20:43.170
  • THE DAY THAT YOU STARTED
  • 00:20:43.170 --> 00:20:44.080
  • ELEMENTARY SCHOOL.
  • 00:20:44.080 --> 00:20:45.150
  • NOW FAST FORWARD TO THE DAY OF
  • 00:20:45.150 --> 00:20:46.190
  • GRADUATION.
  • 00:20:46.190 --> 00:20:47.260
  • THAT'S A TWELVE-YEAR SPAN.
  • 00:20:47.260 --> 00:20:50.030
  • IN THAT SPAN,
  • 00:20:50.030 --> 00:20:51.070
  • I LOST NINE FAMILY MEMBERS
  • 00:20:51.070 --> 00:20:52.210
  • AND WAS PREACHING A FUNERAL.
  • 00:20:52.210 --> 00:20:53.270
  • IT SEEMED LIKE EVERY OTHER DAY,
  • 00:20:53.270 --> 00:20:55.080
  • I WAS FINDING OUT ANOTHER
  • 00:20:55.080 --> 00:20:56.240
  • PIECE OF BAD NEWS.
  • 00:20:56.240 --> 00:20:58.090
  • WHEN MY MOM PASSED AWAY
  • 00:20:58.090 --> 00:21:00.090
  • IN 2010,
  • 00:21:00.090 --> 00:21:01.200
  • I BEGAN TO SUFFER AND
  • 00:21:01.200 --> 00:21:03.000
  • EXPERIENCE FOR THE FIRST TIME
  • 00:21:03.000 --> 00:21:04.030
  • IN MY LIFE,
  • 00:21:04.030 --> 00:21:04.190
  • REAL TRUE DEPRESSION.
  • 00:21:04.190 --> 00:21:06.020
  • I HONESTLY DON'T THINK I
  • 00:21:06.020 --> 00:21:06.240
  • BELIEVED IN IT BEFORE THEN.
  • 00:21:06.240 --> 00:21:08.220
  • AND THEN I STARTED BECOMING
  • 00:21:08.220 --> 00:21:09.220
  • DISCOURAGED.
  • 00:21:09.220 --> 00:21:10.180
  • AND I STARTED WONDERING,
  • 00:21:10.180 --> 00:21:11.110
  • WHO'S GOING TO TAKE CARE OF MY
  • 00:21:11.110 --> 00:21:12.030
  • FATHER,
  • 00:21:12.030 --> 00:21:12.190
  • BECAUSE MY DAD WAS TERMINALLY
  • 00:21:12.190 --> 00:21:14.010
  • ILL.
  • 00:21:14.010 --> 00:21:14.290
  • AND 18 MONTHS LATER,
  • 00:21:14.290 --> 00:21:16.170
  • WHEN MY FATHER PASSED AWAY,
  • 00:21:16.170 --> 00:21:18.020
  • I HAD TO PREACH HIS FUNERAL,
  • 00:21:18.020 --> 00:21:19.140
  • WHICH WAS THE HARDEST THING
  • 00:21:19.140 --> 00:21:20.050
  • I'D EVER DONE IN MY LIFE.
  • 00:21:20.050 --> 00:21:21.000
  • MY DAD WAS THE GREATEST MAN I
  • 00:21:21.000 --> 00:21:22.140
  • EVER KNEW,
  • 00:21:22.140 --> 00:21:23.090
  • THE FINEST CHRISTIAN THAT I'D
  • 00:21:23.090 --> 00:21:24.200
  • EVER MET.
  • 00:21:24.200 --> 00:21:25.170
  • MY MOM AND DAD ALSO ADOPTED ME
  • 00:21:25.170 --> 00:21:27.180
  • WHEN I WAS JUST A COUPLE OF
  • 00:21:27.180 --> 00:21:28.100
  • WEEKS OLD.
  • 00:21:28.100 --> 00:21:29.100
  • SO I HAD THIS REALLY NEAT
  • 00:21:29.100 --> 00:21:30.100
  • STORY OF BEING ADOPTED BY MY
  • 00:21:30.100 --> 00:21:31.180
  • PARENTS AND ADOPTED BY CHRIST.
  • 00:21:31.180 --> 00:21:33.210
  • AND I CAN REMEMBER WHEN I
  • 00:21:33.210 --> 00:21:34.220
  • WALKED IN THE ROOM WHERE MY
  • 00:21:34.220 --> 00:21:35.250
  • DAD'S DEAD BODY WAS.
  • 00:21:35.250 --> 00:21:37.130
  • I'D STEPPED AWAY FROM HIM
  • 00:21:37.130 --> 00:21:38.070
  • FOR A LITTLE WHILE,
  • 00:21:38.070 --> 00:21:39.110
  • AND HE PASSED AWAY WHILE I WAS
  • 00:21:39.110 --> 00:21:40.090
  • OUT OF THE ROOM.
  • 00:21:40.090 --> 00:21:41.120
  • I FELL ON MY KNEES.
  • 00:21:41.120 --> 00:21:42.280
  • AND FROM MY GUT,
  • 00:21:42.280 --> 00:21:44.060
  • I WAS WEEPING.
  • 00:21:44.060 --> 00:21:45.060
  • I WAS CRYING OUT TO GOD,
  • 00:21:45.060 --> 00:21:46.160
  • SAYING, MY DAD IS DEAD.
  • 00:21:46.160 --> 00:21:48.240
  • MY DAD IS DEAD.
  • 00:21:48.240 --> 00:21:49.260
  • I'M 39 YEARS OLD
  • 00:21:49.260 --> 00:21:51.220
  • AND I'M AN ORPHAN AGAIN.
  • 00:21:51.220 --> 00:21:53.110
  • MY DAD IS DEAD.
  • 00:21:53.110 --> 00:21:54.240
  • AND I HEARD THE HOLY SPIRIT.
  • 00:21:54.240 --> 00:21:55.230
  • AND THIS WAS THE MOMENT THAT
  • 00:21:55.230 --> 00:21:56.190
  • EVERYTHING TURNED AROUND
  • 00:21:56.190 --> 00:21:57.140
  • FOR ME.
  • 00:21:57.140 --> 00:21:58.170
  • I HEARD THE HOLY SPIRIT SAY,
  • 00:21:58.170 --> 00:21:59.290
  • "BUT YOU'RE NOT.
  • 00:21:59.290 --> 00:22:02.000
  • AND IF YOU'RE NOT DEAD,
  • 00:22:02.000 --> 00:22:03.170
  • GOD'S NOT DONE."
  • 00:22:03.170 --> 00:22:04.290
  • AND I BEGAN TO REALLY EMBRACE
  • 00:22:04.290 --> 00:22:07.010
  • THE STRENGTH OF GOD AS IT IS
  • 00:22:07.010 --> 00:22:08.240
  • REVEALED IN OUR WEAKNESS.
  • 00:22:08.240 --> 00:22:10.030
  • BECAUSE HERE'S WHAT I LEARNED;
  • 00:22:10.030 --> 00:22:12.050
  • YOU DON'T KNOW THAT JESUS IS
  • 00:22:12.050 --> 00:22:13.070
  • ALL YOU NEED UNTIL JESUS IS
  • 00:22:13.070 --> 00:22:15.020
  • ALL YOU'VE GOT.
  • 00:22:15.020 --> 00:22:15.250
  • KENDAL HAGEE: THAT'S RIGHT.
  • 00:22:15.250 --> 00:22:16.210
  • PASTOR CLAYTON KING: AND SO
  • 00:22:16.210 --> 00:22:17.210
  • THAT'S WHAT GOD DID IN MY LIFE.
  • 00:22:17.210 --> 00:22:18.120
  • AND IT'S STILL A PROCESS
  • 00:22:18.120 --> 00:22:19.060
  • I'M GOING THROUGH.
  • 00:22:19.060 --> 00:22:19.280
  • AND I JUST DECIDED THAT I'M
  • 00:22:19.280 --> 00:22:21.070
  • GOING TO SHARE MY SCARS,
  • 00:22:21.070 --> 00:22:22.260
  • BECAUSE OUR SCARS TELL OUR
  • 00:22:22.260 --> 00:22:23.260
  • STORY.
  • 00:22:23.260 --> 00:22:24.210
  • YOU KNOW WHEN JESUS CAME BACK
  • 00:22:24.210 --> 00:22:25.160
  • FROM THE DEAD,
  • 00:22:25.160 --> 00:22:26.050
  • HE SHOWED HIS SCARS,
  • 00:22:26.050 --> 00:22:27.190
  • NOT ONLY TO THOMAS,
  • 00:22:27.190 --> 00:22:29.030
  • BUT I THINK ALSO TO THE TWO
  • 00:22:29.030 --> 00:22:30.060
  • MEN ON THE ROAD TO EMMAUS
  • 00:22:30.060 --> 00:22:31.160
  • WHEN AND THEY SAW HIM BREAKING
  • 00:22:31.160 --> 00:22:32.070
  • THE BREAD.
  • 00:22:32.070 --> 00:22:32.230
  • AND THEY SAW HIS HANDS.
  • 00:22:32.230 --> 00:22:33.220
  • MATT HAGEE: WHEN HE COMES
  • 00:22:33.220 --> 00:22:34.090
  • BACK,
  • 00:22:34.090 --> 00:22:35.010
  • THE BIBLE SAYS THEY'RE GOING
  • 00:22:35.010 --> 00:22:35.210
  • TO SEE THE ONE THEY'VE
  • 00:22:35.210 --> 00:22:36.100
  • PIERCED.
  • 00:22:36.100 --> 00:22:36.250
  • PASTOR CLAYTON KING: THAT'S
  • 00:22:36.250 --> 00:22:37.140
  • EXACTLY RIGHT.
  • 00:22:37.140 --> 00:22:38.020
  • MATT HAGEE: WHAT ARE THEY
  • 00:22:38.020 --> 00:22:38.200
  • LOOKING FOR?
  • 00:22:38.200 --> 00:22:39.030
  • THE SCARS.
  • 00:22:39.030 --> 00:22:39.240
  • THIS IS THE PROOF.
  • 00:22:39.240 --> 00:22:40.090
  • THIS IS THE EVIDENCE
  • 00:22:40.090 --> 00:22:41.190
  • AND IT'S THE EVIDENCE THAT WHAT
  • 00:22:41.190 --> 00:22:42.230
  • WAS INTENDED TO DESTROY YOU
  • 00:22:42.230 --> 00:22:44.090
  • DIDN'T, BUT YOU OVERCAME IT.
  • 00:22:44.090 --> 00:22:45.240
  • PASTOR CLAYTON KING: THAT'S
  • 00:22:45.240 --> 00:22:46.120
  • RIGHT.
  • 00:22:46.120 --> 00:22:46.280
  • AND YOU KNOW WE DON'T GET
  • 00:22:46.280 --> 00:22:47.260
  • THROUGH -- WE GET THROUGH HARD
  • 00:22:47.260 --> 00:22:49.110
  • TIMES; WE DON'T GET OVER THEM.
  • 00:22:49.110 --> 00:22:50.230
  • AND THAT WAS A DISTINCTION
  • 00:22:50.230 --> 00:22:51.160
  • THAT I HAD TO LEARN TO MAKE.
  • 00:22:51.160 --> 00:22:53.020
  • I KEPT PRAYING, GOD,
  • 00:22:53.020 --> 00:22:54.200
  • JUST HELP ME GET OVER THIS.
  • 00:22:54.200 --> 00:22:56.020
  • I JUST WANT TO GET OVER THIS.
  • 00:22:56.020 --> 00:22:56.240
  • I JUST WANT TO HAVE A GOOD
  • 00:22:56.240 --> 00:22:57.130
  • DAY.
  • 00:22:57.130 --> 00:22:58.080
  • I JUST WANT TO GO A YEAR WITH
  • 00:22:58.080 --> 00:22:59.130
  • NOBODY DYING IN MY LIFE.
  • 00:22:59.130 --> 00:23:01.120
  • AND I REALIZED THAT
  • 00:23:01.120 --> 00:23:02.070
  • EVEN FROM SCRIPTURE WHEN WE
  • 00:23:02.070 --> 00:23:03.120
  • READ THE STORIES OF OUR
  • 00:23:03.120 --> 00:23:04.070
  • GREATEST HEROES IN THE FAITH,
  • 00:23:04.070 --> 00:23:05.140
  • THE MEN AND WOMEN THAT
  • 00:23:05.140 --> 00:23:06.280
  • THE BIBLE WAS WRITTEN ABOUT,
  • 00:23:06.280 --> 00:23:09.050
  • THEY DIDN'T ALWAYS GET OVER
  • 00:23:09.050 --> 00:23:11.160
  • A TOUGH THING,
  • 00:23:11.160 --> 00:23:12.090
  • BUT THEY GOT THROUGH IT.
  • 00:23:12.090 --> 00:23:13.260
  • JUST LIKE MOSES CARRIED
  • 00:23:13.260 --> 00:23:14.240
  • THE CHILDREN OF ISRAEL
  • 00:23:14.240 --> 00:23:15.210
  • THROUGH THE WATERS.
  • 00:23:15.210 --> 00:23:16.270
  • JUST LIKE WE GO THROUGH THE
  • 00:23:16.270 --> 00:23:17.230
  • WATERS OF BAPTISM.
  • 00:23:17.230 --> 00:23:19.040
  • WE DON'T GET OVER THE SIN OF
  • 00:23:19.040 --> 00:23:20.060
  • THIS WORLD UNTIL JESUS COMES
  • 00:23:20.060 --> 00:23:21.120
  • BACK.
  • 00:23:21.120 --> 00:23:22.040
  • MATT HAGEE: WELL, JOSEPH,
  • 00:23:22.040 --> 00:23:22.290
  • WHENEVER HE WAS REUNITED WITH
  • 00:23:22.290 --> 00:23:23.240
  • HIS BROTHERS,
  • 00:23:23.240 --> 00:23:25.020
  • HE DIDN'T GET OVER IT.
  • 00:23:25.020 --> 00:23:26.040
  • PASTOR CLAYTON KING: THAT'S
  • 00:23:26.040 --> 00:23:26.240
  • RIGHT.
  • 00:23:26.240 --> 00:23:27.090
  • MATT HAGEE: YOU KNOW HE LET
  • 00:23:27.090 --> 00:23:28.030
  • THEM KNOW,
  • 00:23:28.030 --> 00:23:28.240
  • THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED
  • 00:23:28.240 --> 00:23:29.150
  • BETWEEN US.
  • 00:23:29.150 --> 00:23:30.190
  • YOUR MOTIVE WAS ONE.
  • 00:23:30.190 --> 00:23:32.030
  • GOD'S WAS ANOTHER.
  • 00:23:32.030 --> 00:23:33.020
  • AND IF I WASN'T ON THIS SIDE
  • 00:23:33.020 --> 00:23:34.140
  • OF GOD'S PLAN,
  • 00:23:34.140 --> 00:23:35.090
  • I'D HAVE A WHOLE DIFFERENT
  • 00:23:35.090 --> 00:23:36.050
  • ATTITUDE TOWARDS YOU.
  • 00:23:36.050 --> 00:23:37.090
  • PASTOR CLAYTON KING: THAT'S
  • 00:23:37.090 --> 00:23:37.280
  • RIGHT.
  • 00:23:37.280 --> 00:23:38.220
  • THAT'S RIGHT.
  • 00:23:38.220 --> 00:23:39.120
  • AND I LEARNED THIS GREAT
  • 00:23:39.120 --> 00:23:40.090
  • LESSON THAT LIKE -- OKAY.
  • 00:23:40.090 --> 00:23:41.110
  • SO PAUL IN THE NEW TESTAMENT
  • 00:23:41.110 --> 00:23:42.120
  • SAYS IN 2 CORINTHIANS 12:7
  • 00:23:42.120 --> 00:23:44.070
  • THROUGH 10 THAT I HAVE A THORN
  • 00:23:44.070 --> 00:23:46.070
  • IN MY FLESH.
  • 00:23:46.070 --> 00:23:46.280
  • AND I ASKED GOD THREE TIMES,
  • 00:23:46.280 --> 00:23:47.280
  • BEGGED GOD,
  • 00:23:47.280 --> 00:23:48.190
  • PLEASE TAKE IT AWAY.
  • 00:23:48.190 --> 00:23:49.140
  • WHEN GOD SAID, NO,
  • 00:23:49.140 --> 00:23:51.010
  • IT WAS FOR A GREATER PURPOSE.
  • 00:23:51.010 --> 00:23:52.090
  • IT WAS TO HUMBLE PAUL.
  • 00:23:52.090 --> 00:23:53.260
  • AND WHAT HURTS ME CAN HELP ME
  • 00:23:53.260 --> 00:23:55.220
  • IF IT HUMBLES ME
  • 00:23:55.220 --> 00:23:56.210
  • AND KEEPS ME HOLY.
  • 00:23:56.210 --> 00:23:58.030
  • SO IF THE THORN WON'T GO AWAY,
  • 00:23:58.030 --> 00:24:00.140
  • IT MIGHT AS WELL GO TO WORK.
  • 00:24:00.140 --> 00:24:02.090
  • AND THAT THORN TEACHES ME TO
  • 00:24:02.090 --> 00:24:03.150
  • TRUST JESUS.
  • 00:24:03.150 --> 00:24:04.090
  • AND THAT THORN REMINDS ME I'M
  • 00:24:04.090 --> 00:24:05.130
  • NOTHING WITHOUT HIS GRACE.
  • 00:24:05.130 --> 00:24:06.210
  • MATT HAGEE: CORRECT.
  • 00:24:06.210 --> 00:24:07.180
  • YOU KNOW YOU WERE TALKING
  • 00:24:07.180 --> 00:24:08.170
  • ABOUT JESUS BEING ALL THAT YOU
  • 00:24:08.170 --> 00:24:09.290
  • NEED.
  • 00:24:09.290 --> 00:24:11.260
  • SO MANY TIMES IN OUR MODERN
  • 00:24:11.260 --> 00:24:13.060
  • WORLD,
  • 00:24:13.060 --> 00:24:14.080
  • WE BECOME CO-DEPENDENT
  • 00:24:14.080 --> 00:24:15.250
  • ON THE RESOURCES OF THIS WORLD,
  • 00:24:15.250 --> 00:24:17.130
  • WHICH LIMITS OUR OPPORTUNITY
  • 00:24:17.130 --> 00:24:18.290
  • TO LET GOD WORK.
  • 00:24:18.290 --> 00:24:20.120
  • AND THERE ARE TIMES WHEN GOD
  • 00:24:20.120 --> 00:24:21.220
  • REALLY STARTS TO TAKE AWAY
  • 00:24:21.220 --> 00:24:23.020
  • THOSE THINGS SO THAT WE DON'T
  • 00:24:23.020 --> 00:24:24.260
  • DEPEND ON THEM,
  • 00:24:24.260 --> 00:24:25.270
  • BUT WE HAVE TO TURN
  • 00:24:25.270 --> 00:24:27.030
  • AND DEPEND ON HIM.
  • 00:24:27.030 --> 00:24:28.170
  • YOU KNOW THERE ARE A LOT OF
  • 00:24:28.170 --> 00:24:29.130
  • PEOPLE WHO ARE PROBABLY GOING
  • 00:24:29.130 --> 00:24:30.120
  • THROUGH A VERY TOUGH SEASON.
  • 00:24:30.120 --> 00:24:32.050
  • THEY'RE WATCHING THIS PROGRAM.
  • 00:24:32.050 --> 00:24:33.220
  • AND THEY'RE WONDERING,
  • 00:24:33.220 --> 00:24:34.160
  • GOD, WHAT IS YOUR PLAN?
  • 00:24:34.160 --> 00:24:35.270
  • GOD, WHY AM I ENDURING
  • 00:24:35.270 --> 00:24:37.120
  • ALL THIS?
  • 00:24:37.120 --> 00:24:38.020
  • WHAT ARE SOME THINGS THAT THEY
  • 00:24:38.020 --> 00:24:38.290
  • NEED TO STOP AND JUST TAKE AN
  • 00:24:38.290 --> 00:24:40.010
  • ACCOUNT OF IN THEIR LIFE,
  • 00:24:40.010 --> 00:24:40.260
  • ASK THEMSELVES,
  • 00:24:40.260 --> 00:24:41.210
  • DO I REALLY NEED IT OR IS THIS
  • 00:24:41.210 --> 00:24:43.010
  • SOMETHING THAT I NEED TO GET
  • 00:24:43.010 --> 00:24:44.040
  • RID OF SO THAT I CAN GO BACK
  • 00:24:44.040 --> 00:24:45.070
  • TO THE PLACE OF REAL POWER?
  • 00:24:45.070 --> 00:24:47.070
  • PASTOR CLAYTON KING: ONE OF
  • 00:24:47.070 --> 00:24:47.240
  • THE THINGS I DID WAS I WROTE A
  • 00:24:47.240 --> 00:24:48.170
  • BOOK.
  • 00:24:48.170 --> 00:24:49.070
  • I FELT LIKE I NEEDED TO TELL
  • 00:24:49.070 --> 00:24:50.000
  • MY STORY.
  • 00:24:50.000 --> 00:24:50.150
  • BECAUSE IF I DIDN'T GET THIS
  • 00:24:50.150 --> 00:24:51.140
  • THING OUT OF ME,
  • 00:24:51.140 --> 00:24:52.230
  • IT WAS GOING TO DESTROY ME
  • 00:24:52.230 --> 00:24:54.040
  • AND CONSUME ME.
  • 00:24:54.040 --> 00:24:55.160
  • AND SO FOR ME, AS A WHITER,
  • 00:24:55.160 --> 00:24:57.110
  • I WROTE THE BOOK.
  • 00:24:57.110 --> 00:24:58.030
  • THAT WAS HELPFUL.
  • 00:24:58.030 --> 00:24:58.210
  • BUT I WOULD SAY TO SOMEONE
  • 00:24:58.210 --> 00:24:59.160
  • WHO'S GOING THROUGH A HARD
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  • TIME,
  • 00:25:00.130 --> 00:25:01.000
  • WHICH IS ALL OF US AT ONE
  • 00:25:01.000 --> 00:25:02.120
  • POINT OR ANOTHER;
  • 00:25:02.120 --> 00:25:03.160
  • YOU NEED TO WRITE IT DOWN.
  • 00:25:03.160 --> 00:25:04.280
  • YOU'VE GOT TO EXTERNALIZE
  • 00:25:04.280 --> 00:25:06.150
  • THE DIFFICULT THING
  • 00:25:06.150 --> 00:25:07.090
  • THAT'S GOING ON,
  • 00:25:07.090 --> 00:25:08.210
  • BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T EXPRESS
  • 00:25:08.210 --> 00:25:09.160
  • IT,
  • 00:25:09.160 --> 00:25:10.050
  • IF YOU DON'T EXTERNALIZE IT,
  • 00:25:10.050 --> 00:25:11.050
  • IT'S GOING TO METASTASIZE
  • 00:25:11.050 --> 00:25:12.260
  • INSIDE OF YOU.
  • 00:25:12.260 --> 00:25:13.150
  • IT'S GOING TO SPOIL.
  • 00:25:13.150 --> 00:25:14.180
  • IT'S GOING TO TURN ROTTEN.
  • 00:25:14.180 --> 00:25:16.020
  • AND SO FOR ME,
  • 00:25:16.020 --> 00:25:17.120
  • MY WIFE HELPED ME.
  • 00:25:17.120 --> 00:25:18.110
  • I HAVE TWO CHILDREN.
  • 00:25:18.110 --> 00:25:19.200
  • OUR BOYS ARE TWO YOUNG,
  • 00:25:19.200 --> 00:25:21.020
  • MIGHTY MEN OF GOD.
  • 00:25:21.020 --> 00:25:22.090
  • THEY WOULD LAY THEIR HANDS ON
  • 00:25:22.090 --> 00:25:23.140
  • ME AND PRAY FOR ME.
  • 00:25:23.140 --> 00:25:24.240
  • MATT HAGEE: ISN'T THAT
  • 00:25:24.240 --> 00:25:25.150
  • SOMETHING?
  • 00:25:25.150 --> 00:25:26.050
  • PASTOR CLAYTON KING: AND SO
  • 00:25:26.050 --> 00:25:26.240
  • I'VE DECIDED,
  • 00:25:26.240 --> 00:25:27.110
  • I'M NOT GOING TO HIDE THIS
  • 00:25:27.110 --> 00:25:28.000
  • FROM THEM.
  • 00:25:28.000 --> 00:25:28.180
  • I'M GOING TO LET ME CHILDREN
  • 00:25:28.180 --> 00:25:29.080
  • AND MY WIFE SEE WHAT I'M GOING
  • 00:25:29.080 --> 00:25:30.280
  • THROUGH.
  • 00:25:30.280 --> 00:25:31.160
  • I'M GOING TO BE OPEN ABOUT IT.
  • 00:25:31.160 --> 00:25:32.150
  • AND EXTERNALIZING THOSE THINGS
  • 00:25:32.150 --> 00:25:33.200
  • NOT ONLY TOOK THE PRESSURE OUT
  • 00:25:33.200 --> 00:25:35.120
  • OF ME TO BE PERFECT,
  • 00:25:35.120 --> 00:25:36.160
  • BECAUSE PERFECTION IS
  • 00:25:36.160 --> 00:25:37.130
  • UNATTAINABLE.
  • 00:25:37.130 --> 00:25:38.230
  • KENDAL HAGEE: THAT'S RIGHT.
  • 00:25:38.230 --> 00:25:39.120
  • PASTOR CLAYTON KING: BUT IT
  • 00:25:39.120 --> 00:25:40.060
  • ALSO ALLOWED ME THE HUMILITY
  • 00:25:40.060 --> 00:25:41.250
  • TO SAY TO MY FAMILY,
  • 00:25:41.250 --> 00:25:43.080
  • I NEED YOUR HELP.
  • 00:25:43.080 --> 00:25:44.100
  • THEY PRAYED FOR ME.
  • 00:25:44.100 --> 00:25:45.010
  • THEY READ SCRIPTURE OVER ME.
  • 00:25:45.010 --> 00:25:46.090
  • THEY ENCOURAGED ME.
  • 00:25:46.090 --> 00:25:47.220
  • WHETHER IT'S WRITING
  • 00:25:47.220 --> 00:25:48.110
  • IN A JOURNAL,
  • 00:25:48.110 --> 00:25:49.080
  • OR WHETHER IT'S WRITING
  • 00:25:49.080 --> 00:25:49.260
  • A BOOK,
  • 00:25:49.260 --> 00:25:50.120
  • OR WHETHER IT'S GOING TO SEE
  • 00:25:50.120 --> 00:25:51.050
  • A CHRISTIAN COUNSELOR,
  • 00:25:51.050 --> 00:25:52.100
  • OR WHETHER IT'S TALKING TO
  • 00:25:52.100 --> 00:25:53.030
  • YOUR PASTOR,
  • 00:25:53.030 --> 00:25:54.120
  • BUT ULTIMATELY TELL THE LORD.
  • 00:25:54.120 --> 00:25:57.020
  • TELL THE LORD,
  • 00:25:57.020 --> 00:25:57.210
  • BECAUSE JESUS IS A MAN OF
  • 00:25:57.210 --> 00:25:58.210
  • SORROWS ACQUAINTED WITH GRIEF,
  • 00:25:58.210 --> 00:25:59.290
  • THE PROPHET TELLS US IN
  • 00:25:59.290 --> 00:26:01.050
  • ISAIAH.
  • 00:26:01.050 --> 00:26:02.000
  • AND BECAUSE JESUS UNDERSTANDS
  • 00:26:02.000 --> 00:26:03.080
  • SORROW AND GRIEF,
  • 00:26:03.080 --> 00:26:04.010
  • THERE IS NO ONE WHO CAN RELATE
  • 00:26:04.010 --> 00:26:05.030
  • TO US IN A TIME OF DIFFICULTY
  • 00:26:05.030 --> 00:26:07.010
  • AND PAIN BETTER THAN THE LORD.
  • 00:26:07.010 --> 00:26:08.160
  • MATT HAGEE: YEAH.
  • 00:26:08.160 --> 00:26:09.040
  • YOU KNOW ONE OF MY FAVORITE
  • 00:26:09.040 --> 00:26:09.270
  • GOSPEL SONGS "I MUST TELL
  • 00:26:09.270 --> 00:26:10.250
  • JESUS, JESUS CAN HELP ME,
  • 00:26:10.250 --> 00:26:13.020
  • JESUS ALONE,"
  • 00:26:13.020 --> 00:26:13.260
  • IT'S A VERY SIMPLE MESSAGE
  • 00:26:13.260 --> 00:26:15.080
  • THAT REMINDS US THAT
  • 00:26:15.080 --> 00:26:16.270
  • ON OUR DAYS OF GREAT SORROW,
  • 00:26:16.280 --> 00:26:19.280
  • HE FOREKNEW IT,
  • 00:26:19.280 --> 00:26:21.200
  • HE KNOWS ABOUT IT,
  • 00:26:21.200 --> 00:26:22.190
  • AND HE'S THE ONE WHO CAN GET
  • 00:26:22.190 --> 00:26:23.210
  • YOU THROUGH IT.
  • 00:26:23.210 --> 00:26:24.150
  • PASTOR CLAYTON KING: YEAH.
  • 00:26:24.150 --> 00:26:25.010
  • MATT HAGEE: GOD BLESS YOU,
  • 00:26:25.010 --> 00:26:25.200
  • CLAYTON,
  • 00:26:25.200 --> 00:26:26.100
  • FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU ARE
  • 00:26:26.100 --> 00:26:27.040
  • DOING TO TELL YOUR STORY
  • 00:26:27.040 --> 00:26:28.280
  • AND TO MAKE THE WORK
  • 00:26:28.280 --> 00:26:30.280
  • AND THE MINISTRY
  • 00:26:30.280 --> 00:26:31.150
  • AND THE PURPOSE OF GOD REAL.
  • 00:26:31.150 --> 00:26:33.120
  • YOU KNOW GOD DOESN'T GIVE US
  • 00:26:33.120 --> 00:26:34.210
  • THE PROMISE THAT THERE WILL
  • 00:26:34.210 --> 00:26:35.230
  • NOT BE PAIN.
  • 00:26:35.230 --> 00:26:36.160
  • HE GAVE US THE PROMISE THAT
  • 00:26:36.160 --> 00:26:37.120
  • THERE'S PURPOSE IN THE PAIN IF
  • 00:26:37.120 --> 00:26:38.190
  • WE'RE WILLING TO ALLOW
  • 00:26:38.190 --> 00:26:39.180
  • HIS POWER TO MOVE IN IT.
  • 00:26:39.180 --> 00:26:40.220
  • PASTOR CLAYTON KING: YEAH.
  • 00:26:40.220 --> 00:26:41.110
  • WE DON'T GET AN EXEMPTION BUT
  • 00:26:41.110 --> 00:26:42.030
  • WE DO GET A COMPANION.
  • 00:26:42.030 --> 00:26:43.040
  • AND A COMPANION IS BETTER THAN
  • 00:26:43.040 --> 00:26:44.130
  • AN EXEMPTION.
  • 00:26:44.130 --> 00:26:45.070
  • KENDAL HAGEE: AMEN.
  • 00:26:45.070 --> 00:26:45.260
  • MATT HAGEE: AMEN TO THAT.
  • 00:26:45.260 --> 00:26:46.190
  • I WANT TO THANK CLAYTON
  • 00:26:46.190 --> 00:26:47.110
  • AND TAMMY FOR BEING
  • 00:26:47.110 --> 00:26:48.090
  • OUR GUESTS TODAY,
  • 00:26:48.090 --> 00:26:49.040
  • FOR TELLING THEIR STORY,
  • 00:26:49.040 --> 00:26:50.180
  • FOR SHARING GOD'S GRACE
  • 00:26:50.180 --> 00:26:52.040
  • AND HIS MERCY IN AN HOUR
  • 00:26:52.040 --> 00:26:53.230
  • OF SORROW.
  • 00:26:53.230 --> 00:26:54.160
  • IF YOU'RE GOING THROUGH
  • 00:26:54.160 --> 00:26:55.060
  • A DIFFICULT TIME, I ASSURE YOU,
  • 00:26:55.060 --> 00:26:57.030
  • TURNING TO THE ONE WHO LOVES
  • 00:26:57.030 --> 00:26:58.030
  • YOU MORE THAN ANY OTHER IN
  • 00:26:58.030 --> 00:26:59.150
  • HEAVEN AND EARTH IS A SOLUTION
  • 00:26:59.150 --> 00:27:01.050
  • THAT YOU DESPERATELY NEED.
  • 00:27:01.050 --> 00:27:02.190
  • HIS NAME IS JESUS CHRIST.
  • 00:27:02.190 --> 00:27:04.010
  • AND WE PRAY THAT YOU FIND HIM
  • 00:27:04.010 --> 00:27:04.290
  • TODAY.
  • 00:27:04.290 --> 00:27:05.190
  • THANK YOU FOR WATCHING
  • 00:27:05.190 --> 00:27:06.100
  • "THE DIFFERENCE."
  • 00:27:06.100 --> 00:27:06.280
  • WE LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU
  • 00:27:06.280 --> 00:27:07.190
  • AGAIN VERY SOON.
  • 00:27:07.190 --> 00:27:09.170
  • (APPLAUSE)
  • 00:27:20.150 --> 00:27:23.150
  • MUSIC
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