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Praise | December 12, 2016

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December 12, 2016
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Matt & Laurie Crouch host Lisa Harper

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Praise | December 12, 2016

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  • IS Y-TONIGHT FROM TUSTIN,
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  • CALIFORNIA, AUTHOR, BIBLE
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  • TEACHER AND SPEAKER, LISA
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  • HARPER.
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  • [ APPLAUSE ]
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  • - MERRY CHRISTMAS!
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  • COME ON NOW.
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  • I LOVE IT.
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  • WE ARE LIVE TONIGHT.
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  • OUR GUEST ALL NIGHT, MISS LISA
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  • HARPER.
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  • - NO.
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  • - ALL LISA.
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  • - I'M EXCITED.
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  • - IT'S A LITTLE SCARY.
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  • I WAS THINKING WALKING OUT HERE
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  • WATCHING T-TBN FOR A LONG TIME.
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  • Y'ALL ARE SO YOUNG, HAVE BEEN ON
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  • FOR A FEW YEARS.
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  • I I FEEL LIKE A DONKEY AT THE
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  • KENTUCKY DERBY.
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  • IT'S A BIG DEAL TO BE HERE.
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  • I BET SO MANY PEOPLE FEEL THAT
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  • WAY AT CHRISTMAS.
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  • YOU KNOW HOW IT'S LIKE THAT
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  • NORMAN ROCKWELL PRESENTATION.
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  • I'M 53 AND SINGLE.
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  • I HAD TO STOP AND ASK FOR
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  • DIRECTIONS.
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  • IT'S ONE OF THOSE SEASONS WHERE
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  • YOU JUST -- 1-800-588, PLEASE
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  • CALL LISA FOR A DATE.
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  • I THINK A LOT OF PEOPLE AT
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  • CHRISTMAS FEEL LIKE THEY DON'T
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  • FIT.
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  • THAT'S THE THING I ALWAYS LOVED
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  • ABOUT WHAT YOU DO BECAUSE THE
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  • WAY YOU TALK ABOUT THE GOSPEL I
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  • ALWAYS FIT WITH JESUS.
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  • I THINK CHRISTMAS FOR SOME
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  • PEOPLE, YOU ASSUME EVERYBODY IS
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  • HAPPY.
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  • I THINK THERE'S A LOT OF PEOPLE
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  • THAT'S SMOKE AND MILES AN HOUR
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  • YORGS, THEY'RE NOT AS HAPPY.
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  • I HAVE HAD A LOT OF CHRISTMASES
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  • THAT WERE DIFFICULT.
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  • IF IT WEREN'T FOR JESUS, I DON'T
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  • THINK I WOULD HAVE MADE IT TO
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  • NEW YEARS EMOTIONALLY.
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  • WELL TONIGHT WHAT I LOVE BY
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  • TRINITY BROADCASTING NETWORK,
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  • WE'RE OUR FAMILY.
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  • IF YOU DON'T HAVE ANY AROUND
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  • TONIGHT, JOIN US.
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  • WE'RE GOING TO HAVE A GREAT
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  • TIME.
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  • I LOVE LISA HARPER.
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  • SHE MAKES ME GIGGLE ALL NIGHT
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  • LONG.
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  • SO THRILLED TO HAVE YOU.
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  • THIS IS YOUR FIRST TIME?
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  • - THIS IS IT MY VERY FIRST
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  • TIME.
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  • - COME ON DREAM CENTER, WE HAVE
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  • TO GIVE HER A WARM WELCOME.
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  • [ APPLAUSE ]
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  • - MY VERY FIRST TIME.
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  • - YOU KNOW WHAT ELTS?
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  • IF YOU'RE WATCHING THIS
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  • BROADCAST LIVE, WE'RE SITTING
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  • HERE ON THE SET, IT'S
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  • DECEMBER 12th AND IT'S JUST
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  • NOW WEST COAST TIME A LITTLE BIT
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  • AFTER 7:00.
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  • BY THE WAY, WE'RE HERE.
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  • THE PHONES AND THE PRAYER
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  • PARTNERS ARE HERE.
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  • WE TAKE 9, 10, SOMETIMES 10.000
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  • CALLS A DAY WITH THIS CALL
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  • CENTER HERE AND ALL OF THAT,
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  • THAT'S PART OF WHAT THE MINISTRY
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  • OF TRINITY BROADCASTING IS.
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  • SO FIRST OF ALL, MERRY
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  • CHRISTMAS.
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  • AND WE RECOGNIZE THE IDEA THAT
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  • SOME PEOPLE ARE LOOKING FORWARD
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  • TO GOING TO THE AIRPORT AND
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  • PICKING UP RELATIVES AND SOME
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  • PEOPLE ARE RUNNING FROM
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  • RELATIVES, TRYING -- YOU KNOW,
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  • INLAW, OUTLAW US.
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  • COME ON, EVERYBODY, WE KNOW SOME
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  • OUTLAWS.
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  • PUT THE CAMERA ON THE AUDIENCE
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  • OVER HERE.
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  • I WANT TO ASK YOU A QUESTION.
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  • HOW MANY SELF-IDENTIFY WITH
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  • CHRISTMAS AS A SUPER POSITIVE
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  • TIME OF YEAR?
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  • - RAISE YOUR HANDS.
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  • - IT'S KIND OF A SUPER NEGATIVE
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  • THING.
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  • SO YOU SEE THERE'S JUST BOTH
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  • GOING ON.
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  • SOME PEOPLE LOST LOVED ONES
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  • DURING THE SEASON OR THEY THINK,
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  • YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT MY
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  • UPBRINGING WAS.
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  • TALK TO US A LITTLE BIT LISA.
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  • - CHRISTMAS WHEN I WAS LITTLE
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  • WAS INCREDIBLE UNTIL MY DAD
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  • LEFT.
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  • LIKE MOST KIDS WHO GO THROUGH A
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  • DIVORCE, I THOUGHT IT MUST BE AT
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  • LEAST PARTLY MY FAULT.
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  • I THOUGHT MAYBE IF I WAS
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  • PRETTIER OR USED MY INSIDE VOICE
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  • MORE, DAD WOULDN'T HAVE LEFT.
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  • THERE'S SOMETHING ABOUT NOT
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  • HAVING WHAT I FELT WAS A WHOLE
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  • FAMILY.
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  • EVERYBODY ELSE HAD A MOMMY AND
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  • DAD CHRISTMAS MORNING.
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  • THERE'S SOMETHING THAT
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  • UNDERSCORES YOUR HEART MAKES YOU
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  • FEEL LIKE YOU'RE LESS THAN.
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  • - HOW OLD ARE YOU?
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  • - I WAS 6.
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  • THAT'S WHAT I CAME TO KNOW
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  • JESUS.
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  • ITIT WAS A BAPTIST CHURCH YOU IN
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  • FLORIDA.
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  • HOW DAD AS A FATHER -- THEY MUST
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  • HAVE SANG JUST AS I AM.
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  • THEY SING IT 500 TIMES AT THE
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  • END OF THE CHURCH.
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  • I REMEMBER WHITE KNUCKLING
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  • THINKING, I WANT A DAD WHO
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  • DOESN'T LEAVE.
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  • I CAME TO KNOW JESUS WHEN I WAS
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  • 6 YEARS OLD.
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  • MY MOM REMARRIED AFTER THAT.
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  • I THOUGHT MY STEP DAD, WE WERE
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  • GOING TO BE WHOLE AGAIN.
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  • HE ENDED UP BEING LESS THAN WHO
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  • HE PRESENTED HIMSELF TO BE.
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  • SO ANYTHING THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO
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  • BE THIS WONDERFUL FAMILY EVENT
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  • WAS ALSO A LITTLE DISAPPOINTING
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  • BECAUSE -- WE JUST DIDN'T HAVE
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  • THAT, DIDN'T HAVE THE LOVE OR
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  • WARMTH OR INCLUSIVITY.
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  • SO I FAKED IT REAL WELL.
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  • WHEN I GOT OLDER, BEGAN WALKING
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  • CLOSER WITH JESUS.
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  • I BEGAN DEALING MORE WITH THE
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  • DISAPPOINTMENT WITH WHATEVER IT
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  • WAS, CHRISTMAS, BEING AT
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  • SOMEBODY'S BABY SHOWER.
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  • I CAN REMEMBER THREE CHRISTMASES
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  • AGO I BECAME A MOM AT 50.
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  • I ADOPTED A LITTLE L GIRL FROM
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  • HAITI.
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  • I HAVE WNLT THROUGH MEN KNOW
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  • PAUSE AND -- MEN KNOW PAUSE AND
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  • MOTHERHOOD AT THE SAME TIME.
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  • I WAS SUPPOSED TO BRING HER HOME
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  • FOR CHRISTMAS THREE YEARS AGO.
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  • I HAVE WENT TO THE MOM MALL, GOT
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  • THESE CHEESY STOCKINGS.
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  • I HAVE THE DOMESTIC ABILITY OF A
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  • SNAIL.
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  • I PAID SOMEBODY TO EMBROIDER
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  • SOMEBODY MISSY ON ONE STOCKING
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  • AND MOMMY OND THE OTHER.
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  • IN OCTOBER I FOUND OUT IT WAS
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  • LIKELY I WASN'T GOING TO BRING
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  • HER HOME.
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  • I CAN STILL REMEMBER ROLL THAG
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  • STOCKING UP WITH HER NAME ON IT
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  • AND PUTTING IT IN THE CLOSET.
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  • I THOUGHT, I CAN'T DO CHRISTMAS
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  • THIS YEAR.
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  • I DON'T KNOW IF I WILL BE ABLE
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  • TO DO CHRISTMAS AGAIN.
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  • I KNOW IT'S NOT ABOUT US, IT'S
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  • ABOUT JESUS BUT I FELT SO
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  • MIFFED.
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  • I REMEMBER GOING TO THE GROCERY
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  • STORE AND WOMAN IN FRONT OF ME
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  • WAS WEARING ONE OF THOSE "JESUS
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  • WAS THE REASON" PINS.
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  • SHE WAS SO HATEFUL.
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  • SHE WAS YELLING A CUSS WORD FROM
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  • THE SOUTH.
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  • SHE WAS FUSSING AT THE CHECKER
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  • BECAUSE SHE WASN'T GOING FAST
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  • ENOUGH.
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  • I HADN'T SEEN HER PIN YET.
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  • SHE TURNED AROUND AND TO LOOK AT
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  • A GOSSIP MAGAZINE AND THEN WHEN
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  • I SAW THE PIN, YOU YOU BETTER
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  • MOVE OR I'M GOING TO KICK YOU IN
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  • THE SHIN.
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  • I THINK SEASONS -- BE IT'S IN
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  • THOSE SEASONS THAT YOU GO -- IS
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  • HE REALLY ENOUGH AND I THINK
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  • EVERY YEAR AT CHRISTMAS, HE HAS
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  • REVEALED HIMSELF IN SUCH
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  • TANGIBLE WAYS, EVEN THAT YEAR
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  • THAT MAY HAVE BEEN MY LONELIEST
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  • CHRISTMAS EVER.
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  • I ATE SO MUCH.
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  • THAT LONELY CHRISTMAS.
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  • THAT MAY BE WHY MY HUSBAND
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  • HASN'T BEEN CALLING BACK.
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  • GOD WAS TO PRESENT.
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  • SO THERE IS IT SOMETHING ABOUT I
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  • THINK RECOGNIZING THE FACT THAT
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  • WE ARE LOST WHEN WE'RE BROKEN
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  • AND JUST GOING, I DON'T HAVE IT
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  • ALTOGETHER THIS SEASON IS
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  • HIGHLIGHTING THAT OR
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  • ILLUMINATING WHO IS NOT AT THE
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  • TABLE, WHO'S STOCKING IS NOT AT
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  • THE MANTLEND CRYING OUT FOR THE
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  • LORD, I NEED YOU.
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  • I'M MORE AWARE OF THE NEED FOR
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  • YOU.
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  • HE'S ALWAYS FAITHFUL.
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  • JESUS IS ALWAYS WHO HE SAYS HE
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  • IS.
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  • - BEAUTIFUL.
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  • TONIGHT WE'RE WITH LISA HARPER.
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  • - NOT --
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  • - PEOPLE GET ME CONFUSED WITH
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  • LISA WELCHEL.
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  • SHE'S SWEET AND BLOND AND GETS
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  • RESIDUALS.
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  • - THAT'S NOT YOU.
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  • DID I HEAR YOU CORRECTLY, DID
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  • YOU SAY YOU'RE 53?
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  • - I'M 53.
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  • - NEVER BEEN MARRIED.
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  • - NEVER BEEN MARRIED.
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  • - BUT YOU WANT TO BE MARRIED?
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  • - IF HE DOESN'T LIVE IN A
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  • SWAMPY BASEMENT, YES.
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  • - YOU KNOW WE'RE LIVE TONIGHT
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  • SO MAYBE YOU SOMEBODY WOULD CALL
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  • IN AND SAY, THEY WON'T GIVE THEM
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  • TO HER BUT THEY WILL GIVE THEM
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  • TO ME AND IF YOU TELL ME WHY YOU
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  • SHOULD GO OUT ON A DATE -- AND I
  • 00:09:48.250 --> 00:09:51.160
  • WILL LOOK AT IT AND WE'RE LIVE.
  • 00:09:51.210 --> 00:09:54.210
  • MERRY CHRISTMAS.
  • 00:09:54.210 --> 00:09:56.140
  • MAYBE IF THEY CONVINCE ME --
  • 00:09:56.140 --> 00:09:59.010
  • - OKAY.
  • 00:09:59.010 --> 00:09:59.150
  • - SO CALL IN.
  • 00:09:59.150 --> 00:10:00.130
  • - IT'S ON.
  • 00:10:00.150 --> 00:10:03.150
  • - THEY'RE GOING TO CALL IN FOR
  • 00:10:03.150 --> 00:10:05.120
  • PRAYER AND SAY I'M SCARED.
  • 00:10:05.120 --> 00:10:08.050
  • BECAUSE I'M A MOM NOW, MY LITTLE
  • 00:10:08.050 --> 00:10:10.160
  • GIRL IS AMAZING.
  • 00:10:10.160 --> 00:10:13.040
  • SHE'S JUST AMAZING.
  • 00:10:13.040 --> 00:10:16.030
  • SHE'S SEVEN AND I WOULD LOVE FOR
  • 00:10:16.030 --> 00:10:18.130
  • HER TO HAVE A DAD.
  • 00:10:18.130 --> 00:10:19.280
  • I'M SORRY, SHE'S NOT THE CUTEST
  • 00:10:19.280 --> 00:10:22.090
  • KID.
  • 00:10:22.090 --> 00:10:22.170
  • I HAVE KNOW Y'ALL CAN'T TELL
  • 00:10:22.170 --> 00:10:24.240
  • SHE'S ADOPTED.
  • 00:10:24.240 --> 00:10:25.110
  • IF YOU SAW HER IN A BATHING SUIT
  • 00:10:27.040 --> 00:10:30.040
  • SHE HAS ABS.
  • 00:10:30.040 --> 00:10:31.090
  • THAT'S THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN
  • 00:10:31.090 --> 00:10:32.280
  • TELL.
  • 00:10:32.280 --> 00:10:33.070
  • OTHER THAN MY SALVATION, SHE IS
  • 00:10:33.080 --> 00:10:36.080
  • THE GREATEST GIFT TO ME.
  • 00:10:36.080 --> 00:10:37.170
  • I WOULD LOVE TO SEE HER WITH A
  • 00:10:37.170 --> 00:10:39.050
  • DAD.
  • 00:10:39.050 --> 00:10:39.130
  • - CAN I ASK YOU A QUESTION, A
  • 00:10:39.130 --> 00:10:41.150
  • PERSONAL QUESTION?
  • 00:10:41.150 --> 00:10:42.060
  • - SURE.
  • 00:10:42.060 --> 00:10:42.270
  • - ARE YOU KIND OF RELIVING THAT
  • 00:10:44.110 --> 00:10:47.110
  • PERIOD OF YOUR LIFE FLEW HER?
  • 00:10:47.110 --> 00:10:50.080
  • IS SHE A -- FOR TO THAT SEES
  • 00:10:51.070 --> 00:10:54.070
  • OFTEN OF YOUR LIFE?
  • 00:10:54.070 --> 00:10:55.090
  • - ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:10:55.090 --> 00:10:56.150
  • IT'S INTERESTING YOU ASKED THAT.
  • 00:10:56.190 --> 00:10:59.190
  • SOMEBODY ASKED ME NOT TOO LONG
  • 00:10:59.190 --> 00:11:01.200
  • AGO IF SHE HAS AN ORPHAN SPIRIT.
  • 00:11:01.240 --> 00:11:04.240
  • SHE NEVER MET HER DAD.
  • 00:11:05.170 --> 00:11:08.170
  • HER MOM DIED.
  • 00:11:08.170 --> 00:11:10.060
  • I WASN'T SURE I WAS ALLOWED TO
  • 00:11:10.060 --> 00:11:12.200
  • ADOPT AS A CHRISTIAN SINGLE
  • 00:11:12.200 --> 00:11:14.120
  • WOMAN.
  • 00:11:14.120 --> 00:11:14.220
  • I COULDN'T GET PAST WHERE IT
  • 00:11:14.270 --> 00:11:17.270
  • SAYS ASK CHRIST FOLLOWERS TO
  • 00:11:17.270 --> 00:11:19.290
  • TAKE CARE OF.
  • 00:11:19.290 --> 00:11:21.040
  • I THOUGHT, OKAY, LORD, I'M GOING
  • 00:11:21.290 --> 00:11:24.290
  • TO WALK REALLY SLOWLY.
  • 00:11:24.290 --> 00:11:27.010
  • BEST CASE SCENARIO, EVERY CHILD
  • 00:11:27.010 --> 00:11:29.240
  • GETS A MOM AND DAD.
  • 00:11:29.240 --> 00:11:31.080
  • BUT OUR WORLD IS BROKEN.
  • 00:11:31.110 --> 00:11:34.110
  • THERE'S APPROXIMATELY
  • 00:11:34.110 --> 00:11:37.030
  • 147 MILLION ORPHANS.
  • 00:11:37.030 --> 00:11:39.240
  • THEY WILL DIE IF SOMEBODY
  • 00:11:39.240 --> 00:11:41.050
  • DOESN'T STEP IN.
  • 00:11:41.050 --> 00:11:42.190
  • LORD, I DON'T WANT TO MANIPULATE
  • 00:11:42.190 --> 00:11:44.060
  • YOUR WILL BUT IF THERE IS A KID
  • 00:11:44.060 --> 00:11:47.040
  • SOMEWHERE WHO DOESN'T HAVE A
  • 00:11:47.040 --> 00:11:48.260
  • SHOT AT A MOM AND DAD, I WOULD
  • 00:11:48.260 --> 00:11:50.280
  • LIKE TO -- I WALKED REALLY
  • 00:11:50.280 --> 00:11:53.180
  • SLOWLY, LOST TWO ADOPTIONS.
  • 00:11:53.180 --> 00:11:55.140
  • A FRIEND CALL ME, FOUR YEARS
  • 00:11:55.140 --> 00:11:58.020
  • AGO, SHE CALLED AND SAID -- FIVE
  • 00:11:58.120 --> 00:12:01.140
  • YEARS AGO BECAUSE IT TOOK TWO
  • 00:12:01.140 --> 00:12:03.040
  • YEARS TO GET MISSY.
  • 00:12:03.040 --> 00:12:04.080
  • SHE CALLED AND SAID I KNOW
  • 00:12:04.080 --> 00:12:06.290
  • YOU'RE GRIEVING THE LAST
  • 00:12:06.290 --> 00:12:08.210
  • ADOPTION LOSS.
  • 00:12:08.210 --> 00:12:09.070
  • WE WERE IN HAITI AND ONE OF THE
  • 00:12:09.070 --> 00:12:12.070
  • YOUNG MOMS DIED OF AIDS.
  • 00:12:12.070 --> 00:12:14.210
  • SHE DIDN'T KNOW.
  • 00:12:14.210 --> 00:12:15.190
  • HER LITTLE GIRL HAS HIV
  • 00:12:19.260 --> 00:12:22.260
  • TUBERCULOSIS.
  • 00:12:22.260 --> 00:12:23.090
  • SHE WILL DIE IF SWENLT DOESN'T
  • 00:12:23.090 --> 00:12:25.200
  • HELP HER.
  • 00:12:25.200 --> 00:12:27.100
  • DOCTORS SAID IT'S LIKELY SHE
  • 00:12:27.100 --> 00:12:29.110
  • WILL DIE ANYWAY.
  • 00:12:29.110 --> 00:12:30.220
  • THEY ASKED WILL YOU PRAY.
  • 00:12:30.220 --> 00:12:32.210
  • NIFS DALLAS.
  • 00:12:32.210 --> 00:12:34.020
  • I'VE BEEN PRAYING ABOUT THIS FOR
  • 00:12:34.020 --> 00:12:35.010
  • 30 YEARS.
  • 00:12:35.010 --> 00:12:36.040
  • I SAID YES AND WHEN I HUNG UP
  • 00:12:36.120 --> 00:12:39.120
  • THE PHONE, I ALWAYS WAS
  • 00:12:40.280 --> 00:12:43.280
  • RESPONDING, I GOT OFF THE PHONE
  • 00:12:43.280 --> 00:12:45.170
  • AND SAID A BAD WORD.
  • 00:12:45.170 --> 00:12:47.180
  • NOBODY HEARD IT.
  • 00:12:47.180 --> 00:12:48.020
  • - WHICH ONE?
  • 00:12:48.020 --> 00:12:48.240
  • - I'M NOT GOING TO TELL YOU.
  • 00:12:48.240 --> 00:12:51.200
  • - NOT YAY HO.
  • 00:12:51.200 --> 00:12:54.040
  • - MY TENNESSEE BAD WORD.
  • 00:12:57.170 --> 00:13:00.190
  • IS GOODNESS, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO
  • 00:13:00.190 --> 00:13:01.240
  • WALK THIS OUT.
  • 00:13:01.240 --> 00:13:03.140
  • I THINK THE MOST AMAZING THING
  • 00:13:03.140 --> 00:13:05.130
  • ABOUT FOMG JESUS IS YOU DON'T
  • 00:13:05.130 --> 00:13:07.290
  • HAVE TO KNOW HOW TO WALK IT OUT.
  • 00:13:07.290 --> 00:13:09.270
  • HE JUST SAYS TAKE THE NEXT STEP.
  • 00:13:09.270 --> 00:13:11.280
  • I DID KNOW AT THAT POINT I
  • 00:13:11.290 --> 00:13:14.290
  • THOUGHT MY RATHER MY HEART BE
  • 00:13:15.010 --> 00:13:18.010
  • HURT THAN HARD HEARTED.
  • 00:13:18.060 --> 00:13:21.060
  • CS LOU WHICH IS LOUIS SAYS -- TO
  • 00:13:24.080 --> 00:13:27.080
  • EXPERIENCE LOVE AND THERE'S
  • 00:13:27.080 --> 00:13:29.100
  • LIKELIHOOD YOU WILL GET HURT.
  • 00:13:29.100 --> 00:13:32.010
  • I SAID, I'M GOING TO WALK TOWARD
  • 00:13:32.010 --> 00:13:34.050
  • MISSY AND SEE WHAT GOD DOES.
  • 00:13:34.050 --> 00:13:36.270
  • SIX WEEKS LATER, I LANDED IN
  • 00:13:37.210 --> 00:13:40.210
  • HAITI TO MEET HER.
  • 00:13:40.210 --> 00:13:42.170
  • IT WAS SO HOT.
  • 00:13:42.170 --> 00:13:43.210
  • I LAND LADED, JESUS, I WILL BE A
  • 00:13:49.020 --> 00:13:52.020
  • MISSIONER IN AFRICA IF YOU WILL
  • 00:13:52.020 --> 00:13:54.190
  • GIVE ME A SLURPEE.
  • 00:13:54.190 --> 00:13:56.250
  • I SWEAT THE HOLE WAY TO THE
  • 00:13:56.250 --> 00:13:58.120
  • VILLAGE, LIKE ATRUCKER.
  • 00:13:58.120 --> 00:14:00.210
  • THEY PUT HER IN MY ARMS, SHE WAS
  • 00:14:01.070 --> 00:14:04.070
  • 19 POUNDS.
  • 00:14:04.070 --> 00:14:04.240
  • THE 2 1/2 AND 19 POUNDS.
  • 00:14:04.280 --> 00:14:07.280
  • SHE DIDN'T LIKE ME AT ALL AT
  • 00:14:07.280 --> 00:14:10.070
  • FIRST.
  • 00:14:10.070 --> 00:14:10.160
  • IT WAS THIS BIG SCARY PALE
  • 00:14:10.220 --> 00:14:13.220
  • WOMAN.
  • 00:14:13.220 --> 00:14:14.080
  • SHE LOOKED AT ME WEARY.
  • 00:14:15.210 --> 00:14:18.210
  • AFTER MAYBE 30 SECONDS SHE
  • 00:14:18.210 --> 00:14:20.120
  • WRAPPED HER LITTLE HE HAND
  • 00:14:20.120 --> 00:14:22.010
  • AROUND MY FINGER AND SAID HELLO
  • 00:14:22.240 --> 00:14:25.240
  • -- MAMA BLANC.
  • 00:14:27.180 --> 00:14:30.180
  • IT TOOK TWO YEARS ARE TO THE
  • 00:14:30.180 --> 00:14:32.050
  • WEEK FOR ME TO BRING HER HOME.
  • 00:14:33.060 --> 00:14:36.060
  • THEY SAID YOU MIGHT NOT GET HER
  • 00:14:36.060 --> 00:14:37.260
  • AT ALL BECAUSE OF THE LAWS THAT
  • 00:14:37.260 --> 00:14:39.280
  • WERE CHANGING.
  • 00:14:39.280 --> 00:14:42.160
  • BUT GOD RESTORES THE YEARS.
  • 00:14:42.260 --> 00:14:45.260
  • I TEASE ABOUT BEING SINGLE.
  • 00:14:45.260 --> 00:14:47.190
  • I WAS SO FOOLISH IN MY 20s AND
  • 00:14:50.100 --> 00:14:53.100
  • 30s.
  • 00:14:53.100 --> 00:14:53.190
  • I WAS AFRAID OF ABANDONMENT
  • 00:14:53.190 --> 00:14:55.010
  • BECAUSE I LOST MY DAD.
  • 00:14:55.010 --> 00:14:57.070
  • THERE WAS SEXUAL ABUSE WHEN I
  • 00:14:57.070 --> 00:14:59.180
  • WAS YOUNGER AND DRAWN TO ABUSIVE
  • 00:15:02.020 --> 00:15:05.020
  • MAN.
  • 00:15:05.020 --> 00:15:05.140
  • A FEW GODLY GUYS I DATED, GOD
  • 00:15:05.140 --> 00:15:08.040
  • PROTECTED THEM FROM ME.
  • 00:15:08.040 --> 00:15:09.290
  • I WAS A HOT MESS ON A SPHIK.
  • 00:15:10.010 --> 00:15:13.010
  • BIFT TIME I WAS AT A POINT WHERE
  • 00:15:13.010 --> 00:15:14.240
  • I REALLY TRUSTED JESUS, I KNEW
  • 00:15:15.080 --> 00:15:18.080
  • SINCE I WAS A LITTLE KID BUT I
  • 00:15:18.130 --> 00:15:21.130
  • DIDN'T THINK HE LIKED ME VERY
  • 00:15:21.130 --> 00:15:23.250
  • MUCH.
  • 00:15:23.250 --> 00:15:24.040
  • I KNEW HE HAD SAVED ME.
  • 00:15:24.040 --> 00:15:26.100
  • BUT THE IDEA OF JESUS DELIGHTING
  • 00:15:26.100 --> 00:15:29.070
  • IN ME.
  • 00:15:29.070 --> 00:15:30.060
  • THAT SOUNDED LIKE A FAIRY TALE
  • 00:15:30.060 --> 00:15:32.070
  • IN ME.
  • 00:15:32.070 --> 00:15:33.210
  • THE MORE HE HEALED ME AND BEGAN
  • 00:15:33.210 --> 00:15:35.290
  • TEACHING MEF THAT HE WOULD NOT
  • 00:15:35.290 --> 00:15:38.240
  • LEAVE ME, THAT WAS WHAT HEALED
  • 00:15:38.240 --> 00:15:41.060
  • ME TO THE POINT OF BRINGING
  • 00:15:41.080 --> 00:15:44.080
  • MISSY HOME.
  • 00:15:44.080 --> 00:15:45.000
  • BACK TO THE QUESTION YOU ASKED,
  • 00:15:45.000 --> 00:15:46.210
  • SSH ASKED IF MISTY HAD AN ORPHAN
  • 00:15:46.270 --> 00:15:49.270
  • SPIRIT.
  • 00:15:49.270 --> 00:15:50.130
  • SHE NEVER KNEW HER DAD, HER MOM
  • 00:15:50.220 --> 00:15:53.220
  • DIED WHEN SHE WAS 2 1/2.
  • 00:15:53.220 --> 00:15:55.190
  • SHE WAS STUCK WITH THIS LOUD
  • 00:15:55.190 --> 00:15:58.090
  • WOMAN IN TENNESSEE.
  • 00:15:58.090 --> 00:16:00.090
  • I SAID SHE DOESN'T.
  • 00:16:00.090 --> 00:16:01.200
  • SHE WAS SECURE.
  • 00:16:01.200 --> 00:16:04.110
  • , HAPPY KID.
  • 00:16:04.110 --> 00:16:06.180
  • HAS AMAZING RHYTHM.
  • 00:16:06.180 --> 00:16:07.190
  • I DON'T.
  • 00:16:07.190 --> 00:16:08.290
  • I SAID, NO, I HAVE THE ORPHAN
  • 00:16:08.290 --> 00:16:11.060
  • SPIRIT.
  • 00:16:11.060 --> 00:16:11.160
  • - WOW.
  • 00:16:11.160 --> 00:16:11.260
  • - EVEN THOUGH I HAD A DAD AND A
  • 00:16:12.130 --> 00:16:15.130
  • STEPDAD, I WAS AFRAID FOR
  • 00:16:15.130 --> 00:16:17.070
  • DECADES THAT SOMEHOW GOD
  • 00:16:17.070 --> 00:16:18.270
  • WOULDN'T BE ENOUGH OR MAYBE IF I
  • 00:16:18.270 --> 00:16:21.040
  • MESSED UP REALLY BADLY JESUS
  • 00:16:21.100 --> 00:16:24.100
  • WOULD WALK AWAY.
  • 00:16:24.100 --> 00:16:25.050
  • I WOULD NEVER SAY THAT WITH MY
  • 00:16:25.050 --> 00:16:27.020
  • THEOLOGY BUT EMOTIONALLY ISTLES
  • 00:16:27.020 --> 00:16:29.020
  • AFRAID OF THAT.
  • 00:16:29.020 --> 00:16:30.020
  • I THOUGHT, HOW REDEMPTIVE OF GOD
  • 00:16:30.020 --> 00:16:32.290
  • THAT WE WOULD GIVE ME THIS KID
  • 00:16:32.290 --> 00:16:35.240
  • WHO WAS A LITERAL ORPHAN TO A
  • 00:16:35.240 --> 00:16:38.220
  • MAMA WHO STRUGGLED WITH ISSUES
  • 00:16:38.220 --> 00:16:40.230
  • AND SHE'S NOT MY HOPE, JESUS IS
  • 00:16:40.290 --> 00:16:43.290
  • MY I HOPE.
  • 00:16:43.290 --> 00:16:45.120
  • MISSY IS A GREAT GIFT.
  • 00:16:45.120 --> 00:16:47.130
  • - HOW PREVALENT DO YOU THINK
  • 00:16:48.050 --> 00:16:51.050
  • THIS ISSUE THAT YOU'RE KIND OF
  • 00:16:51.050 --> 00:16:53.080
  • TALKING ABOUT NOW IS IN THE
  • 00:16:53.080 --> 00:16:55.080
  • CHURCH THAT YOU BASICALLY FELT
  • 00:16:55.080 --> 00:16:57.250
  • LIKE IF YOU WERE -- IF YOU
  • 00:16:57.250 --> 00:16:59.240
  • MESSED UP THAT --
  • 00:16:59.240 --> 00:17:02.000
  • - RIGHTER.
  • 00:17:02.000 --> 00:17:03.020
  • - HOW PREVALENT?
  • 00:17:03.020 --> 00:17:04.250
  • - IT'S HUGE.
  • 00:17:04.250 --> 00:17:06.010
  • I SEE IT ALL THE TIME.
  • 00:17:06.010 --> 00:17:08.040
  • I'M AT WOMEN'S CONFERENCES AS A
  • 00:17:08.040 --> 00:17:10.100
  • BIBLE TEACHER.
  • 00:17:10.100 --> 00:17:11.200
  • WOMEN WILL TELL ME THINGS THEY
  • 00:17:11.200 --> 00:17:13.180
  • MIGHT NOT TELL THEIR SMALL GROUP
  • 00:17:13.180 --> 00:17:15.200
  • BECAUSE OF THE SAFETY AND
  • 00:17:15.200 --> 00:17:17.260
  • ANONYMITY.
  • 00:17:17.260 --> 00:17:18.080
  • THEY KNOW I'M GOING TO GET ON
  • 00:17:18.080 --> 00:17:19.290
  • THE PLANE AND LEAVE THE NEXT
  • 00:17:20.000 --> 00:17:23.000
  • DAY.
  • 00:17:23.000 --> 00:17:23.220
  • SOMETIMES WIRM WILL DISGUISE
  • 00:17:26.110 --> 00:17:29.110
  • GOSSIP AS PRAYER REQUESTS.
  • 00:17:29.110 --> 00:17:30.270
  • THEY WILL SAIR THINGS AND, I
  • 00:17:30.270 --> 00:17:33.010
  • HAVE TO TELL YOU THIS ABOUT
  • 00:17:33.010 --> 00:17:35.160
  • LAURIE SO WE CAN PRAY FOR HER.
  • 00:17:35.190 --> 00:17:38.190
  • WE YAY DIDN'T HOO ABOUT WHAT'S
  • 00:17:39.000 --> 00:17:42.000
  • NOT APPROPRIATE.
  • 00:17:42.000 --> 00:17:42.270
  • WHEN I STRANGER COMES IN, I WILL
  • 00:17:42.270 --> 00:17:44.190
  • GO SHE'S RELATIVELY SAFE BECAUSE
  • 00:17:44.190 --> 00:17:46.230
  • SHE'S NOT GOING TO BE SITTING
  • 00:17:46.230 --> 00:17:48.080
  • AROUND THE TABLE NICKS TUESDAY
  • 00:17:48.080 --> 00:17:50.050
  • MORNING BIBLE STUDY.
  • 00:17:53.100 --> 00:17:56.100
  • WOMEN WILL COME UP, I TAUGHT IN
  • 00:17:57.170 --> 00:18:00.190
  • THE THE SONG OF SOLEMAN -- IT'S
  • 00:18:02.290 --> 00:18:05.290
  • SO MUCH ABOUT THE LOVE OF JESUS.
  • 00:18:05.290 --> 00:18:08.240
  • AND I FOCUSED ON THIS CHAPTER 4
  • 00:18:09.110 --> 00:18:12.110
  • WHERE THERE'S THE WEDDING AND
  • 00:18:13.090 --> 00:18:16.090
  • SALOMON SAYS, WITH ONE GLANCE OF
  • 00:18:16.200 --> 00:18:19.200
  • YOUR EYES, YOU CAPTURED MY
  • 00:18:20.050 --> 00:18:23.050
  • HEART.
  • 00:18:23.050 --> 00:18:23.140
  • I WAS SAYING MOST OF US DON'T
  • 00:18:23.140 --> 00:18:25.040
  • GET THAT THAT'S JESUS SAYING
  • 00:18:25.040 --> 00:18:27.010
  • THAT TO US.
  • 00:18:27.010 --> 00:18:28.250
  • BUT ON YOUR WORST DAY, DOUBLE
  • 00:18:29.170 --> 00:18:32.170
  • SPANKS DAY, SOME OF Y'ALL WOULD,
  • 00:18:33.280 --> 00:18:36.280
  • YOU KNOW THE DAYS YOU FEEL LIKE
  • 00:18:36.280 --> 00:18:39.030
  • NOBODY IS SEEING ME, NOBODY
  • 00:18:39.030 --> 00:18:41.150
  • WOULD WANT ME IF THEY DID.
  • 00:18:41.150 --> 00:18:43.090
  • ON THAT DAY LOOKING AT US
  • 00:18:43.090 --> 00:18:45.260
  • SAYING, ONE GLANCE, ONE GLANCE
  • 00:18:45.260 --> 00:18:48.110
  • YOU CAPTURED MY HEART.
  • 00:18:48.110 --> 00:18:49.170
  • THIS WOMAN I THINK SHE WAS LIKE
  • 00:18:49.170 --> 00:18:51.250
  • 68 WAITED FOR A LONG TIME AFTER
  • 00:18:51.250 --> 00:18:53.240
  • THE LAST SESSION WAS OVER.
  • 00:18:53.240 --> 00:18:55.120
  • SHE FINALLY MADE HER WAY TO ME,
  • 00:18:55.120 --> 00:18:58.060
  • TOTALLY TOGETHER, A LOT MORE
  • 00:18:58.060 --> 00:18:59.240
  • MARKS IN HER BIBLE THAN I DID.
  • 00:18:59.240 --> 00:19:02.120
  • SHE SAID I'VE BEEN WALKING WITH
  • 00:19:02.120 --> 00:19:04.110
  • JESUS MY WHOLE LIFE.
  • 00:19:04.110 --> 00:19:05.120
  • SHE SAID THIS IS THE FIRST TIME
  • 00:19:05.120 --> 00:19:08.090
  • I'VE ACTUALLY BELIEVED HE
  • 00:19:08.090 --> 00:19:10.040
  • DELIGHTS IN ME.
  • 00:19:10.040 --> 00:19:11.140
  • I ALWAYS THOUGHT HE TOLERATED ME
  • 00:19:11.140 --> 00:19:13.210
  • AND SAVED ME BECAUSE HE FELT
  • 00:19:13.210 --> 00:19:15.090
  • SORRY FOR ME.
  • 00:19:15.090 --> 00:19:15.290
  • THAT WOMAN HAS PROBABLY
  • 00:19:15.290 --> 00:19:18.130
  • FORGOTTEN MORE SCRIPTURE THAN I
  • 00:19:18.130 --> 00:19:20.220
  • WILL EVER KNOW, HAS BEEN IN
  • 00:19:20.220 --> 00:19:22.150
  • CHURCH HER WHOLE LIFE AND
  • 00:19:22.150 --> 00:19:25.060
  • SOMEHOW MISSED THE FACT GOD
  • 00:19:25.060 --> 00:19:27.210
  • ADORES HER.
  • 00:19:27.210 --> 00:19:28.040
  • - NOW, DO YOU KNOW OF A TIME
  • 00:19:28.040 --> 00:19:30.180
  • WHEN THAT CHANGED IN YOUR MIND,
  • 00:19:30.180 --> 00:19:33.060
  • THAT BECAME A REVELATION TO YOU?
  • 00:19:33.060 --> 00:19:35.050
  • OR HAS IT BEEN JUST A PROCESS OF
  • 00:19:35.220 --> 00:19:38.220
  • STUDYING THE WORD BECAUSE YOU
  • 00:19:38.220 --> 00:19:40.110
  • ARE AN AMAZING BIBLE TEACHER.
  • 00:19:40.110 --> 00:19:42.190
  • WAS IT JUST THROUGH THE HEALING
  • 00:19:42.190 --> 00:19:44.220
  • OF GOD'S WORD?
  • 00:19:44.220 --> 00:19:46.190
  • I THINK THE GREATEST THING WE
  • 00:19:46.190 --> 00:19:47.150
  • CAN DO FOR GOD IS REALIZE HOW
  • 00:19:47.150 --> 00:19:49.230
  • MUCH HE LOVES US.
  • 00:19:49.230 --> 00:19:50.230
  • - ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:19:50.230 --> 00:19:52.120
  • - AND THAT'S THE GREATEST GIFT
  • 00:19:52.120 --> 00:19:55.020
  • WE CAN GIVE GOD.
  • 00:19:55.020 --> 00:19:56.250
  • - BEING WE LOVE GOD AND
  • 00:19:56.250 --> 00:19:59.230
  • REALIZING HIS LOVE.
  • 00:19:59.230 --> 00:20:00.130
  • - DO YOU REMEMBER THE TIME?
  • 00:20:00.130 --> 00:20:02.040
  • OR WAS IT JUST GETTING INTO HIS
  • 00:20:02.040 --> 00:20:04.060
  • WORD?
  • 00:20:04.060 --> 00:20:04.150
  • - IT WAS KIND OF BOTH, A LOVE
  • 00:20:06.080 --> 00:20:09.080
  • -- I LOVE SCRIPTURE.
  • 00:20:09.080 --> 00:20:11.020
  • I LOVE GOD'S WORD.
  • 00:20:11.020 --> 00:20:12.240
  • BECAUSE I CAN BE THICK AS A
  • 00:20:12.240 --> 00:20:15.080
  • BRICK.
  • 00:20:15.080 --> 00:20:15.170
  • I HAVE TO GIVE BACK TO THAT LOVE
  • 00:20:15.170 --> 00:20:17.130
  • STORY.
  • 00:20:17.130 --> 00:20:17.230
  • WHEN I WAS YOUNG, I THOUGHT THE
  • 00:20:17.230 --> 00:20:19.030
  • BIBLE WAS MORE OF A TERKS BOOK
  • 00:20:19.030 --> 00:20:20.170
  • OR RULE BOOK.
  • 00:20:20.170 --> 00:20:21.230
  • AND I KIND OF PICTURED THIS GOD
  • 00:20:22.110 --> 00:20:25.110
  • AS A UNI BROW LIEB BE RARIAN WHO
  • 00:20:25.270 --> 00:20:28.270
  • WOULD SMACK ME OVER THE HEAD
  • 00:20:28.270 --> 00:20:30.100
  • WITH IT AS I GOT OUT OF LINE.
  • 00:20:30.100 --> 00:20:32.170
  • AS I MOVED MORE TOWARD HIM, I
  • 00:20:32.280 --> 00:20:35.280
  • WAS DESPERATE FOR HIM, I
  • 00:20:35.280 --> 00:20:37.130
  • COULDN'T MAKE IT MYSELF.
  • 00:20:37.130 --> 00:20:39.190
  • AS CHRISTIANS WE WILL RECOGNIZE
  • 00:20:39.190 --> 00:20:41.180
  • WE NEED TO BE SAVED, I HAVE NEED
  • 00:20:41.210 --> 00:20:44.210
  • JESUS, OH, NO, I'M FINE.
  • 00:20:45.170 --> 00:20:48.170
  • YOU'RE NEVER PERFECTLY FINE.
  • 00:20:48.170 --> 00:20:50.170
  • OTHER THAN GOD CARRYING US, WE
  • 00:20:50.170 --> 00:20:52.240
  • CAN'T MAKE IT BY OURSELVES WHEN
  • 00:20:52.240 --> 00:20:55.000
  • WE'RE SAVED.
  • 00:20:55.000 --> 00:20:56.170
  • WE NEED JESUS EVERY MOMENT OF
  • 00:20:56.170 --> 00:20:57.260
  • EVERY DAY.
  • 00:20:57.260 --> 00:20:58.240
  • [ APPLAUSE ]
  • 00:20:58.240 --> 00:20:59.070
  • - I MEAN I -- I CAN'T MAKE IT
  • 00:20:59.190 --> 00:21:02.210
  • WITHOUT JESUS.
  • 00:21:02.210 --> 00:21:04.030
  • SO HE WAS REVEALING THAT TO ME
  • 00:21:04.030 --> 00:21:06.210
  • THROUGH HIS WORD.
  • 00:21:06.210 --> 00:21:09.100
  • SO REDEMENTIVELY FOR YEARS.
  • 00:21:09.110 --> 00:21:12.110
  • -- -- REDEPARTMENTIVELY FOR --
  • 00:21:13.180 --> 00:21:16.180
  • - HE WAS NOT THE FATHER I HOPED
  • 00:21:25.160 --> 00:21:26.180
  • HE WOULD BE.
  • 00:21:26.180 --> 00:21:27.040
  • THAT WAS DIFFICULT.
  • 00:21:29.080 --> 00:21:32.080
  • FOR A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME THEY
  • 00:21:32.080 --> 00:21:34.000
  • THOUGHT I MIGHT HAVE BRAIN
  • 00:21:34.000 --> 00:21:35.160
  • CANCER AND IT WAS NOT A BIG DEAL
  • 00:21:35.160 --> 00:21:36.270
  • AT ALL.
  • 00:21:36.270 --> 00:21:38.200
  • IN THAT PERIOD OF A COUPLE
  • 00:21:38.200 --> 00:21:40.230
  • WEEKS, IT WAS ALL THE LEGS OF MY
  • 00:21:41.110 --> 00:21:44.110
  • STOOL WERE KICKED OUT FROM
  • 00:21:44.110 --> 00:21:46.230
  • UNDERNEATH ME.
  • 00:21:46.230 --> 00:21:47.220
  • I NEVER STRUGGLED WITH
  • 00:21:47.220 --> 00:21:49.230
  • DEPRESSION, AT LEAST NOT
  • 00:21:49.230 --> 00:21:51.230
  • HONESTLY.
  • 00:21:51.230 --> 00:21:52.040
  • I WAS HAVING A HARD TIME PICKING
  • 00:21:52.040 --> 00:21:54.010
  • MYSELF UP OFF THE FLOOR.
  • 00:21:54.010 --> 00:21:55.240
  • I SENSED GOD -- YOU KNOW HE WILL
  • 00:21:57.120 --> 00:22:00.140
  • SPEAK TO YOU THROUGH THE HOLY
  • 00:22:00.140 --> 00:22:02.130
  • SPIRIT.
  • 00:22:02.130 --> 00:22:03.150
  • IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN AUDIBLE.
  • 00:22:03.150 --> 00:22:05.180
  • THERE ARE A FEW TIMES I HEARD.
  • 00:22:05.180 --> 00:22:08.130
  • I'M GOING TO TAKE YOU TO THE
  • 00:22:08.130 --> 00:22:10.020
  • BASEMENT OF YOUR LIFE WHERE
  • 00:22:10.100 --> 00:22:13.100
  • YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN SCARED TO
  • 00:22:13.100 --> 00:22:14.130
  • DEATH AND I'M GOING TO SIT THERE
  • 00:22:14.130 --> 00:22:16.080
  • WITH YOU UNTIL FEAR DOESN'T OWN
  • 00:22:16.080 --> 00:22:18.210
  • YOU ANYMORE.
  • 00:22:18.210 --> 00:22:20.210
  • HE'S SUCH A GOOD GOD, SO KIND.
  • 00:22:20.210 --> 00:22:23.160
  • HE DID.
  • 00:22:23.160 --> 00:22:24.170
  • HE TOOK ME TO THE BASEMENT OF MY
  • 00:22:24.170 --> 00:22:26.240
  • LIFE.
  • 00:22:26.240 --> 00:22:28.010
  • I REALIZED I HAD BEEN
  • 00:22:28.010 --> 00:22:30.270
  • EMOTIONALLY NOT THE FIT.
  • 00:22:30.270 --> 00:22:32.200
  • I LEARNED GREEK AND HEBREW.
  • 00:22:32.200 --> 00:22:34.280
  • THERE'S THIS CORNER OF MY HEART
  • 00:22:34.280 --> 00:22:37.030
  • WHERE I WAS JUST AFRAID GOD
  • 00:22:37.030 --> 00:22:38.230
  • WASN'T ENOUGH.
  • 00:22:38.230 --> 00:22:39.150
  • I WAS AFRAID HE WOULD LEAVE ME.
  • 00:22:39.150 --> 00:22:41.280
  • AGAIN, I WOULD NEVER HAVE PUT
  • 00:22:41.280 --> 00:22:42.260
  • YOU THAT IN BIBLE STUDY AND SAID
  • 00:22:42.260 --> 00:22:45.170
  • THAT THEOLOGICALLY BUT
  • 00:22:45.170 --> 00:22:47.240
  • EMOTIONALLY THERE WAS THAT
  • 00:22:47.240 --> 00:22:48.240
  • ORPHAN IN ME THAT DAD HAD WALKED
  • 00:22:48.240 --> 00:22:50.260
  • AWAY FROM.
  • 00:22:50.260 --> 00:22:52.010
  • SIX MONTHS WHERE I'M TELLING YOU
  • 00:22:52.010 --> 00:22:54.180
  • I COULD NOT GET OUT OF BED
  • 00:22:54.180 --> 00:22:57.020
  • WITHOUT LITERALLY SAYING THE
  • 00:22:57.020 --> 00:22:58.120
  • NAME OF JESUS OUT LOUD.
  • 00:22:58.120 --> 00:22:59.290
  • I WAS SO WEAK THAT SEASON, EVEN
  • 00:22:59.290 --> 00:23:02.240
  • AS A BIBLE TEACHER AND
  • 00:23:02.240 --> 00:23:05.060
  • SEMINARIAN, TO WHATEVER THAT
  • 00:23:05.060 --> 00:23:07.220
  • MEANS, I WAS SO WEAK.
  • 00:23:07.220 --> 00:23:09.290
  • ONLY TIME OF MY LIFE I
  • 00:23:09.290 --> 00:23:12.290
  • RECOGNIZED HE HAS TO CARRY ME.
  • 00:23:12.290 --> 00:23:14.290
  • I CAN'T WALK WITHOUT JESUS.
  • 00:23:14.290 --> 00:23:16.220
  • THAT'S WHEN HE HEALED ME BECAUSE
  • 00:23:16.220 --> 00:23:18.100
  • I WAS FINALLY NOT TRYING TO
  • 00:23:18.100 --> 00:23:20.180
  • PROVE I WAS WORTH HIS LOVE.
  • 00:23:20.180 --> 00:23:23.010
  • I JUST RECOGNIZED, I HAVE TO
  • 00:23:25.070 --> 00:23:28.070
  • LEAN.
  • 00:23:28.070 --> 00:23:28.160
  • I FEEL LIKE THAT'S WHEN HE
  • 00:23:28.160 --> 00:23:29.270
  • HEALED MY HEART TO THE POINT
  • 00:23:29.270 --> 00:23:31.240
  • WHERE I COULD BECOME A MOM AND
  • 00:23:31.240 --> 00:23:33.240
  • LOVE SOMEBODY ELSE WITHOUT
  • 00:23:33.240 --> 00:23:36.060
  • HANGING ON TOO TIGHT AND MAKING
  • 00:23:36.060 --> 00:23:38.070
  • HER MY EMOTIONAL EVERYTHING.
  • 00:23:38.070 --> 00:23:41.000
  • I THINK THAT'S IF IT'S GOD WILL
  • 00:23:42.010 --> 00:23:45.010
  • FOR ME TO MARRY IS THAT SEASON
  • 00:23:45.170 --> 00:23:48.170
  • OF HIM FILLETING MY HEART.
  • 00:23:49.040 --> 00:23:52.040
  • OKAY, HEART LORD, NOW THAT YOU
  • 00:23:52.040 --> 00:23:55.040
  • HAVE DONE OPEN HEART URGE IS RI,
  • 00:23:55.040 --> 00:23:57.160
  • I COULD USE A LITTLE LIPO, WHILE
  • 00:23:57.260 --> 00:24:00.280
  • YOU'RE ADD IT.
  • 00:24:00.280 --> 00:24:02.020
  • CLEAN ME OUT.
  • 00:24:02.020 --> 00:24:02.250
  • BY YOUR GRA IS ALLOW ME TO LEAN
  • 00:24:02.250 --> 00:24:05.140
  • INTO YOUR AFFECTER SHOULDN'T.
  • 00:24:05.140 --> 00:24:06.240
  • THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING FOR ME.
  • 00:24:06.240 --> 00:24:08.150
  • IFG LIKE I'VE BEEN DANCING EVER
  • 00:24:08.150 --> 00:24:10.160
  • SINCE.
  • 00:24:10.160 --> 00:24:10.250
  • - WOW.
  • 00:24:10.250 --> 00:24:11.050
  • - WE'RE SITTING TONIGHT WITH
  • 00:24:11.050 --> 00:24:13.100
  • LISA HARPER.
  • 00:24:13.100 --> 00:24:14.010
  • IF YOU JUST TUNED IN, WE'RE LIVE
  • 00:24:15.010 --> 00:24:18.010
  • TONIGHT.
  • 00:24:18.010 --> 00:24:18.150
  • DECEMBER 12th.
  • 00:24:18.150 --> 00:24:19.000
  • MERRY CHRISTMAS.
  • 00:24:19.000 --> 00:24:19.150
  • WE HAVE A LITTLE ROLL-IN WE
  • 00:24:19.250 --> 00:24:22.250
  • PREPARED.
  • 00:24:22.250 --> 00:24:23.060
  • IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHO LISA IS,
  • 00:24:23.060 --> 00:24:26.020
  • TAKE A LOOK AT THIS.
  • 00:24:26.020 --> 00:24:27.030
  • - AN AUTHOR, SPEAKER AND
  • 00:24:27.030 --> 00:24:29.250
  • COMMUNICATOR AND SURPRISINGLY
  • 00:24:29.250 --> 00:24:31.240
  • ENOUGH HILARIOUS STORY TELLER
  • 00:24:31.240 --> 00:24:33.280
  • AND SCHOLAR IN ONE.
  • 00:24:33.280 --> 00:24:35.070
  • LISA HARPER IS REACHING THE
  • 00:24:35.070 --> 00:24:36.120
  • HEARTS OF MANY AROUND THE WORLD
  • 00:24:36.120 --> 00:24:38.170
  • MAINLY FOCUSED ON FAMILY AND
  • 00:24:38.170 --> 00:24:40.120
  • WOMEN, LISA SPEAKS AT EVENTS AND
  • 00:24:40.120 --> 00:24:42.200
  • HUNDREDS OF CHURCHES ALL OVER
  • 00:24:42.200 --> 00:24:43.260
  • THE WORLD.
  • 00:24:43.260 --> 00:24:45.230
  • HER AUTHENTICITY COMICAL METHOD
  • 00:24:45.290 --> 00:24:48.290
  • OF MESSAGE AND TALENT TO TEACH
  • 00:24:48.290 --> 00:24:51.020
  • THE WORLD MAKE HER ONE THE BEST
  • 00:24:51.020 --> 00:24:53.220
  • AVAILABLE TODAY.
  • 00:24:53.220 --> 00:24:55.040
  • WELCOME LISA HARPER AS SHE
  • 00:24:55.040 --> 00:24:57.220
  • CONNECTS THE BIBLE AND MOD ERCH
  • 00:24:57.220 --> 00:24:59.150
  • LIFE IN A NEW AND AUTHENTIC WAY.
  • 00:24:59.150 --> 00:25:02.070
  • [ APPLAUSE ]
  • 00:25:02.070 --> 00:25:02.200
  • - LISA -- WE'VE ESTABLISHED A
  • 00:25:03.210 --> 00:25:06.210
  • COUPLE OF THINGS.
  • 00:25:06.210 --> 00:25:08.150
  • I HAVE ONE FOLLOW ON QUESTION.
  • 00:25:08.150 --> 00:25:11.140
  • WE'VE ESTABLISHED SHE'S 53,
  • 00:25:11.140 --> 00:25:13.290
  • NEVER BEEN MARRIED.
  • 00:25:14.010 --> 00:25:17.010
  • ADOPTED A LITTLE BABY GIRM NAMED
  • 00:25:18.020 --> 00:25:21.020
  • MISSY THAT IS NOW SEVEN AND THAT
  • 00:25:21.020 --> 00:25:23.000
  • SHE WANTS TO BE MARRIED TO
  • 00:25:23.000 --> 00:25:25.130
  • SOMEONE AS LONG AS YOU'RE NOT
  • 00:25:25.130 --> 00:25:26.260
  • LIKE -- HAVE A LIFE SENTENCE FOR
  • 00:25:26.270 --> 00:25:29.270
  • SOMETHING.
  • 00:25:29.270 --> 00:25:30.090
  • SO CALL IN, WE'RE LIVE TONIGHT.
  • 00:25:30.090 --> 00:25:33.030
  • IF YOU'RE WATCHING.
  • 00:25:33.030 --> 00:25:35.280
  • - IT'S GOING TO BE VERY
  • 00:25:36.020 --> 00:25:39.020
  • VENTURESOME CHRISTMAS.
  • 00:25:39.020 --> 00:25:39.200
  • - THEY'RE GOING TO BE GIVEN TO
  • 00:25:39.200 --> 00:25:41.140
  • ME.
  • 00:25:41.140 --> 00:25:42.120
  • IF I FEEL LIKE THEY WARRANT, NO
  • 00:25:42.120 --> 00:25:44.290
  • CUSS WORDS IN IT.
  • 00:25:44.290 --> 00:25:45.200
  • - I I REALLY WANT A LUMBERJACK
  • 00:25:47.200 --> 00:25:50.200
  • WHO CAN READ.
  • 00:25:50.200 --> 00:25:51.100
  • I WANT HIM TO USE POWER TOOLS.
  • 00:25:51.100 --> 00:25:53.230
  • I DON'T WANT ANY CROP PANTS OR
  • 00:25:53.230 --> 00:25:56.120
  • SKINNY JEANS.
  • 00:25:56.120 --> 00:25:58.120
  • [ APPLAUSE ]
  • 00:25:59.100 --> 00:26:02.120
  • - OKAY.
  • 00:26:02.120 --> 00:26:04.270
  • THERE'S A LOT OF LADIES CHEERING
  • 00:26:04.270 --> 00:26:06.290
  • YOU ON.
  • 00:26:06.290 --> 00:26:07.090
  • - SOME GUY CANS PULL OFF CROP
  • 00:26:07.200 --> 00:26:10.200
  • PANTS, ESPECIALLY IN CALIFORNIA.
  • 00:26:10.200 --> 00:26:12.090
  • BUT IN TENNESSEE --
  • 00:26:12.090 --> 00:26:13.170
  • - DOESN'T WORK?
  • 00:26:13.170 --> 00:26:14.230
  • - NO, I PREFER WRANGLERS, A BIG
  • 00:26:18.070 --> 00:26:21.070
  • BELT BUCKLE.
  • 00:26:21.070 --> 00:26:21.200
  • - MY FOLLOW-ON QUESTION IS,
  • 00:26:22.050 --> 00:26:25.050
  • E-PLAIN WHAT A TWO SPANKS DAY
  • 00:26:25.050 --> 00:26:28.000
  • IS?
  • 00:26:28.000 --> 00:26:28.080
  • I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT THAT
  • 00:26:28.080 --> 00:26:30.170
  • IS.
  • 00:26:30.170 --> 00:26:31.050
  • DOUBLE SPANKS DAY.
  • 00:26:31.050 --> 00:26:31.220
  • - SOME PEOPLE -- IT COULD BE
  • 00:26:32.110 --> 00:26:35.110
  • THE CALL TBN PRAYER COUNSELORS
  • 00:26:36.100 --> 00:26:39.100
  • WAITING FOR YOU IF I SCAR YOU
  • 00:26:39.100 --> 00:26:41.020
  • WITH THIS EXPLANATION.
  • 00:26:41.020 --> 00:26:43.100
  • YOU HEARD THE WORD GIRDLE, OLD
  • 00:26:44.090 --> 00:26:47.090
  • FASHIONED.
  • 00:26:47.090 --> 00:26:47.220
  • KEEP YOUR PARTS WHERE THEY'RE
  • 00:26:47.220 --> 00:26:49.070
  • SUPPOSED TO BE FOR WOMEN.
  • 00:26:49.070 --> 00:26:50.200
  • SPANKS ARE THE NEW VERSION OF
  • 00:26:51.250 --> 00:26:54.250
  • GIRDLES.
  • 00:26:54.250 --> 00:26:55.140
  • THEY'RE FRIENDLY YEAR, AREN'T
  • 00:26:55.260 --> 00:26:58.260
  • QUITE AS PYTHONISH.
  • 00:26:58.270 --> 00:27:01.290
  • IF YOU'RE IN A PARTICULARLY
  • 00:27:01.290 --> 00:27:04.180
  • FLUFFY SEASON, NOT THAT I KNOW
  • 00:27:04.180 --> 00:27:06.160
  • THIS FROM EXPERIENCE, SOMETIMES
  • 00:27:06.160 --> 00:27:09.140
  • ONE PAIR WON'T HOLD ALL THE
  • 00:27:09.140 --> 00:27:11.180
  • THINGS GOD INTENDED THEM TO BE
  • 00:27:11.180 --> 00:27:12.290
  • AS A WOMAN.
  • 00:27:12.290 --> 00:27:14.020
  • YOU HAVE TO HAVE TWO PAIR.
  • 00:27:14.020 --> 00:27:15.030
  • YOU HAVE TO BE CAREFUL.
  • 00:27:15.030 --> 00:27:16.170
  • IF YOU TAKE THEM OFF AND AREN'T
  • 00:27:17.000 --> 00:27:20.000
  • CAREFUL YOU CAN BREAK A -- I
  • 00:27:23.140 --> 00:27:26.140
  • CAN'T REMEMBER YOU'RE BRINGING
  • 00:27:26.140 --> 00:27:27.240
  • THIS UP.
  • 00:27:27.240 --> 00:27:28.070
  • THAT WAS AWFUL.
  • 00:27:28.070 --> 00:27:31.020
  • I WAS VIDEOTAPED BIBLE STUDY
  • 00:27:32.240 --> 00:27:35.240
  • GOSPEL ACCORDING TO MARK.
  • 00:27:36.030 --> 00:27:39.030
  • GODLY PEOPLE --
  • 00:27:39.030 --> 00:27:41.240
  • [ APPLAUSE ]
  • 00:27:41.240 --> 00:27:43.180
  • - WE WERE ABOUT TO GO LIVE AND
  • 00:27:43.180 --> 00:27:46.170
  • I HAD FORGOTTEN MY SPANKS AND
  • 00:27:46.170 --> 00:27:49.020
  • THE PRODUCER HAD APPROVED OF THE
  • 00:27:49.180 --> 00:27:52.180
  • OUTSET.
  • 00:27:52.180 --> 00:27:53.030
  • FOR WHATEVER REASON I HAD CHOSEN
  • 00:27:53.260 --> 00:27:56.260
  • A GEOMETRIC OUTFIT.
  • 00:27:56.260 --> 00:27:58.250
  • IT WASN'T FLASHY.
  • 00:27:58.250 --> 00:28:00.020
  • IT WASN'T SHOWING ANYTHING.
  • 00:28:00.020 --> 00:28:02.140
  • IS THIS OKAY TO SAY.
  • 00:28:02.260 --> 00:28:05.260
  • YOU MIGHT WANT TO FAST AT THIS
  • 00:28:05.260 --> 00:28:07.270
  • POINT.
  • 00:28:07.270 --> 00:28:08.180
  • ANYWAY, I FORGOT MY SPANKS.
  • 00:28:08.180 --> 00:28:10.290
  • I GET ALL DRESSED.
  • 00:28:10.290 --> 00:28:12.190
  • ABOUT 5 MINUTES TO CAMERA.
  • 00:28:12.190 --> 00:28:14.210
  • GIRL DOING HAIR AND MAKEUP WAS
  • 00:28:14.210 --> 00:28:17.170
  • YOU CAN'T GO OUT IN THAT.
  • 00:28:17.170 --> 00:28:19.040
  • I CAN'T -- LEASE SARKS IT'S BAD.
  • 00:28:19.100 --> 00:28:22.100
  • I LOOK IN THE MIRROR.
  • 00:28:22.100 --> 00:28:23.240
  • I DON'T KNOW IF YOU HEARD THE
  • 00:28:23.240 --> 00:28:26.050
  • TERM MUFFIN TOP.
  • 00:28:26.050 --> 00:28:27.240
  • THAT'S WHERE WOMEN HAVE THIS
  • 00:28:27.240 --> 00:28:29.260
  • FLUFF OVER PANTS, THIS IS LIKE
  • 00:28:29.260 --> 00:28:31.250
  • THE WHOLE BAKERY AND IT WAS LIKE
  • 00:28:32.210 --> 00:28:35.210
  • TRIANGLES AND PAIR EL
  • 00:28:35.250 --> 00:28:38.250
  • GRAPPLINGS.
  • 00:28:38.250 --> 00:28:39.070
  • IT WAS AWFUL.
  • 00:28:39.070 --> 00:28:39.210
  • SHE WAS LIKE, I CAN'T LET YOU DO
  • 00:28:41.050 --> 00:28:44.050
  • THIS.
  • 00:28:44.050 --> 00:28:44.190
  • THIS HOLE CREW WAS WAITING.
  • 00:28:44.190 --> 00:28:46.240
  • I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
  • 00:28:47.170 --> 00:28:50.170
  • - SHE GOES WOULD YOU USE DUCT
  • 00:28:50.290 --> 00:28:53.290
  • TAPE.
  • 00:28:53.290 --> 00:28:54.140
  • I'M ANTICIPATE SURE.
  • 00:28:54.140 --> 00:28:55.090
  • SHE COMES IN WITH ANOTHER GIRL.
  • 00:28:55.160 --> 00:28:58.160
  • THEY TAPE ME FROM LOWER REGION
  • 00:28:58.160 --> 00:29:00.120
  • ALL THE WAY UP WITH DUCT TAPE.
  • 00:29:00.180 --> 00:29:03.180
  • MEN ARE GOING TO THERAPY
  • 00:29:03.180 --> 00:29:06.120
  • ALREADY.
  • 00:29:06.120 --> 00:29:06.220
  • YOU CAN SO TELL WHEN YOU WATCH
  • 00:29:06.220 --> 00:29:09.040
  • THE VIDEO BECAUSE I CAN'T SAY
  • 00:29:09.040 --> 00:29:11.010
  • MORE THAN A SHORT SENTENCE.
  • 00:29:11.010 --> 00:29:13.030
  • I'M A DUCT TAPE.
  • 00:29:13.030 --> 00:29:15.040
  • GOSPEL OF MARK, JESUS SAID HE --
  • 00:29:15.080 --> 00:29:18.080
  • LOVES -- I'M TRAPPED.
  • 00:29:18.080 --> 00:29:21.050
  • IT'S SOME VIDEO.
  • 00:29:21.050 --> 00:29:22.120
  • I DON'T THINK ANYBODY IS
  • 00:29:22.120 --> 00:29:25.050
  • WATCHING THOSE VIDEOS.
  • 00:29:25.190 --> 00:29:28.190
  • TONIGHT -- THIS IS GOING TO COST
  • 00:29:31.010 --> 00:29:34.010
  • [ APPLAUSE ]
  • 00:29:35.030 --> 00:29:38.030
  • - I DON'T KNOW IF THE TERM
  • 00:29:39.050 --> 00:29:42.050
  • ROLLING IN YOUR GRAVE ACTUALLY
  • 00:29:42.050 --> 00:29:44.050
  • IS A REAL THING.
  • 00:29:44.050 --> 00:29:45.060
  • - COULD BE.
  • 00:29:45.060 --> 00:29:45.210
  • - MY MOM AND DAD ARE BOTH
  • 00:29:45.220 --> 00:29:48.220
  • ROLLING IN THEIR GRAVES RIGHT
  • 00:29:48.220 --> 00:29:51.200
  • NOW.
  • 00:29:51.200 --> 00:29:52.170
  • IT'S FREE TONIGHT AND I LOVE IT.
  • 00:29:52.170 --> 00:29:54.230
  • WE'RE HERE ALL NIGHT.
  • 00:29:54.230 --> 00:29:56.270
  • WE'RE LIVE.
  • 00:29:56.270 --> 00:29:57.240
  • MERRY CHRISTMAS.
  • 00:29:57.240 --> 00:29:58.160
  • SOME PEOPLE THINK OF CHRISTMAS
  • 00:29:58.160 --> 00:30:00.230
  • AS THE FUN AND SOME OF IT THINK
  • 00:30:00.230 --> 00:30:02.250
  • OF IT AS THE WORST.
  • 00:30:02.250 --> 00:30:04.240
  • WE'RE DEALING WITH BOTH OF THAT.
  • 00:30:04.240 --> 00:30:06.130
  • -ING I THINK WE ALL GO THROUGH
  • 00:30:08.090 --> 00:30:11.090
  • THOSE, YOU KNOW, THOSE TIMES IN
  • 00:30:11.090 --> 00:30:13.130
  • OUR LIVES.
  • 00:30:13.130 --> 00:30:13.270
  • - YEAH, BUT A LOT OF PEOPLE,
  • 00:30:13.270 --> 00:30:16.070
  • THEY WERE SCARED IN THEIR KIND
  • 00:30:16.220 --> 00:30:19.220
  • AS CHILDREN.
  • 00:30:19.220 --> 00:30:21.030
  • LOOK, BOTH LAURIE AND I HAD A
  • 00:30:21.160 --> 00:30:24.160
  • LEAVE IT TO BEAVER KIND OF UP
  • 00:30:24.160 --> 00:30:26.270
  • BRINGING COMPARATIVELY SPEAKING
  • 00:30:26.270 --> 00:30:28.000
  • TO MOST.
  • 00:30:28.000 --> 00:30:28.190
  • MY MOM AND DAD WERE MARRIED 54
  • 00:30:28.190 --> 00:30:31.100
  • YEARS BEFORE THEY PASSED AWAY.
  • 00:30:31.100 --> 00:30:32.250
  • - MINE WERE MARRIED 53 YEARS.
  • 00:30:32.250 --> 00:30:35.050
  • - SO THE IDEA THAT WE HAD
  • 00:30:36.070 --> 00:30:39.070
  • STABILITY AND TBN WAS REALLY A
  • 00:30:40.290 --> 00:30:43.290
  • FAMILY-RUN KIND OF ORGANIZATION
  • 00:30:43.290 --> 00:30:45.050
  • AND SO I JUST GREW UP INSIDE OF
  • 00:30:45.150 --> 00:30:48.150
  • THIS ORGANIZATION.
  • 00:30:48.150 --> 00:30:50.250
  • MY DAD NEVER LEFT.
  • 00:30:50.250 --> 00:30:53.000
  • I MEAN, MY BROTHER AND I MIGHT
  • 00:30:53.000 --> 00:30:54.250
  • HAVE THOUGHT THE MINISTRY WAS
  • 00:30:54.250 --> 00:30:56.250
  • MORE IMPORTANT THAN US AT SOME
  • 00:30:56.250 --> 00:30:58.290
  • POINT IN OUR GROWING UP PERIOD
  • 00:30:58.290 --> 00:31:00.150
  • OF TIMES WHEN I WAS STILL GOING
  • 00:31:00.150 --> 00:31:03.030
  • TO HIGH SCHOOL AND THAT KIND OF
  • 00:31:03.030 --> 00:31:04.200
  • STUFF, THAT AGE.
  • 00:31:04.200 --> 00:31:05.250
  • BUT VERY QUICKLY WE STARTED
  • 00:31:05.250 --> 00:31:08.090
  • INTEGRATING INTO THIS.
  • 00:31:08.240 --> 00:31:11.240
  • LAURIE AND I, WE CAN'T SIT AT
  • 00:31:11.240 --> 00:31:14.160
  • HOME AND GO IT WAS REALLY BAD.
  • 00:31:14.200 --> 00:31:17.200
  • NEITHER ONE OF US HAVE THOSE
  • 00:31:17.200 --> 00:31:19.190
  • STORIES.
  • 00:31:19.190 --> 00:31:20.030
  • THE IDEA THAT YOU UNDERSTAND THE
  • 00:31:20.030 --> 00:31:22.180
  • DYNAMIC THAT WE REALLY DON'T AND
  • 00:31:24.250 --> 00:31:27.250
  • -- I HAVE ANOTHER QUESTION THAT
  • 00:31:27.250 --> 00:31:29.210
  • JUST CAME TO MIND.
  • 00:31:29.210 --> 00:31:30.200
  • BY THE WAY, I HAVE MET LISA
  • 00:31:30.200 --> 00:31:33.020
  • BEFORE BUT IT WAS VERY BRIEF.
  • 00:31:33.020 --> 00:31:35.250
  • ME, PERSONALLY.
  • 00:31:35.250 --> 00:31:37.130
  • LAURIE -- OF COURSE WE KNOW OF
  • 00:31:37.130 --> 00:31:39.200
  • YOU BUT MEETING YOU, WE MET AT
  • 00:31:40.030 --> 00:31:43.030
  • AN EVENT NOT TERRIBLY LONG AGO.
  • 00:31:43.030 --> 00:31:45.070
  • IT WAS VERY BRIEF, VERY SWEET.
  • 00:31:45.070 --> 00:31:48.050
  • SHE KIND OF WAVED.
  • 00:31:48.050 --> 00:31:51.000
  • LIMB POEED.
  • 00:31:51.000 --> 00:31:51.120
  • - MY EUGO.
  • 00:31:51.120 --> 00:31:53.170
  • - YEAH SO MORE KNOWS LISA BET
  • 00:31:59.290 --> 00:32:03.010
  • HER.
  • 00:32:03.010 --> 00:32:03.090
  • I HAVE A QUESTION.
  • 00:32:03.090 --> 00:32:04.100
  • WHEN DID YOU GO FROM SEMI BROKEN
  • 00:32:05.080 --> 00:32:08.080
  • PERSON TO SOMEONE THAT THOUGHT
  • 00:32:08.080 --> 00:32:10.190
  • MAYBE I CAN GET ON THE OTHER
  • 00:32:10.190 --> 00:32:11.240
  • SIDE OF THIS AND MY PAIN WILL
  • 00:32:12.160 --> 00:32:15.160
  • NOT BE MY PRISON BUT IT WILL BE
  • 00:32:16.080 --> 00:32:19.080
  • MY PLATFORM?
  • 00:32:19.080 --> 00:32:20.170
  • WHEN DID YOU START TRANSITIONING
  • 00:32:20.230 --> 00:32:23.230
  • OVER.
  • 00:32:23.230 --> 00:32:24.040
  • WAS THAT A LONG PERIOD OF TIME?
  • 00:32:24.160 --> 00:32:27.160
  • WAS IT A CALLING?
  • 00:32:27.160 --> 00:32:28.200
  • WAS IT SOMETHING YOU WERE
  • 00:32:28.200 --> 00:32:30.220
  • ACCIDENTALLY FIND SNG A LOT --
  • 00:32:32.100 --> 00:32:35.100
  • FINDING?
  • 00:32:35.100 --> 00:32:35.200
  • A LOT OF PEOPLE MIGHT BE
  • 00:32:35.200 --> 00:32:38.010
  • TRANSITIONING.
  • 00:32:38.010 --> 00:32:38.140
  • PEOPLE MIGHT BE BE IDENTIFYING
  • 00:32:38.140 --> 00:32:40.160
  • WITH YOUR STORY WHERE MAYBE THEY
  • 00:32:40.160 --> 00:32:42.110
  • CAN GET PAST SOME OF THIS STUFF.
  • 00:32:42.110 --> 00:32:43.210
  • - I HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS LIKE
  • 00:32:43.210 --> 00:32:46.100
  • THEIR SALVATION STORY, -- AND I
  • 00:32:47.110 --> 00:32:50.110
  • TRIED TO DO THAT.
  • 00:32:50.230 --> 00:32:53.230
  • PRETENDED A LOT.
  • 00:32:53.230 --> 00:32:54.230
  • I THINK IF YOU'RE HONEST, WHEN
  • 00:32:55.120 --> 00:32:58.120
  • YOU GO LORD HEARS ALL MY STUFF,
  • 00:32:58.120 --> 00:33:01.110
  • THERE CAN BE THAT MARKED
  • 00:33:01.110 --> 00:33:03.140
  • TRANSITION.
  • 00:33:03.140 --> 00:33:03.260
  • FOR ME, I PLAYED HAPPY SO WELL.
  • 00:33:04.140 --> 00:33:07.140
  • OUR HOME DIDN'T LOOK LIKE A
  • 00:33:07.140 --> 00:33:09.200
  • BROKEN HOME.
  • 00:33:09.200 --> 00:33:11.040
  • WE WON THE GARDEN OF THE MONTH
  • 00:33:11.040 --> 00:33:13.170
  • CLUB.
  • 00:33:13.170 --> 00:33:13.270
  • MY MOM LOVED JESUS.
  • 00:33:13.270 --> 00:33:15.110
  • MY MOM WAS REALLY THE MODEL FOR
  • 00:33:15.110 --> 00:33:18.000
  • ME.
  • 00:33:18.000 --> 00:33:18.080
  • I CAN'T REMEMBER TOO MANY
  • 00:33:18.080 --> 00:33:20.160
  • MORNINGS GETTING UP AND NOT
  • 00:33:20.160 --> 00:33:22.000
  • SEEING MY MOM ON HERE KNEES IN
  • 00:33:22.000 --> 00:33:24.250
  • THE LIVING ROOM THROUGH TWO
  • 00:33:24.250 --> 00:33:26.200
  • DIFFICULT MARRIAGES.
  • 00:33:26.200 --> 00:33:27.240
  • SO I KNEW WHAT FAITH LOOKED
  • 00:33:27.240 --> 00:33:29.180
  • LIKE.
  • 00:33:29.180 --> 00:33:29.290
  • I THINK I JUST WAS AFRAID IF I
  • 00:33:29.290 --> 00:33:32.040
  • WASN'T A HAPPY CHRISTIAN, GOD
  • 00:33:32.040 --> 00:33:34.040
  • WOULD BE DISAPPOINTED.
  • 00:33:34.040 --> 00:33:36.190
  • SO IT WASN'T UNTIL I STARTED
  • 00:33:36.190 --> 00:33:39.000
  • GETTING HONEST IN MY LATE 20s
  • 00:33:39.000 --> 00:33:41.180
  • AND 30s AROUND GOING, LORD I'M
  • 00:33:41.180 --> 00:33:43.280
  • NOT WHO I PRETEND TO BE.
  • 00:33:43.280 --> 00:33:46.060
  • I KNOW YOU'RE FAITH FUM.
  • 00:33:46.060 --> 00:33:47.210
  • I HAVE KNOW YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE
  • 00:33:47.210 --> 00:33:49.230
  • ME OR ABANDON ME BUT MAN I FEEL
  • 00:33:49.230 --> 00:33:52.140
  • LIKE -- I JUST FEEL LIKE GRACE
  • 00:33:52.140 --> 00:33:55.140
  • IS IS WET SO I CAN'T HANG ON TO
  • 00:33:55.170 --> 00:33:58.170
  • IT.
  • 00:33:58.170 --> 00:33:58.250
  • IT WAS MORE OVER A PERIOD OF
  • 00:33:58.250 --> 00:34:00.030
  • TIME.
  • 00:34:00.030 --> 00:34:00.160
  • I WILL TELL YOU SOMETHING THAT
  • 00:34:00.160 --> 00:34:02.270
  • WAS INCREDIBLY LIFE-CHANGING
  • 00:34:02.270 --> 00:34:05.020
  • WITH ME.
  • 00:34:05.020 --> 00:34:07.130
  • VOLUNTEERING WITH WOMEN
  • 00:34:07.130 --> 00:34:09.080
  • RECOVERING FROM DRUG AND ALCOHOL
  • 00:34:09.080 --> 00:34:11.040
  • ABUSE.
  • 00:34:11.040 --> 00:34:11.130
  • WORKING WITH THESE WOMEN I
  • 00:34:11.130 --> 00:34:13.160
  • STARTED HANGING OUT.
  • 00:34:13.160 --> 00:34:14.200
  • MOST OF THE GIRLS COME FROM
  • 00:34:14.200 --> 00:34:17.140
  • TENNESSEE PRISON FOR WOMEN, TPW.
  • 00:34:18.230 --> 00:34:21.230
  • THEY HAVE STORIES YOU KNOW HOW
  • 00:34:21.230 --> 00:34:23.180
  • THEY BEGIN TO DABBLE IN DRUGS,
  • 00:34:25.080 --> 00:34:28.080
  • TO MEDICATE THE PAIN THEY HAD
  • 00:34:28.080 --> 00:34:30.050
  • COME FROM.
  • 00:34:30.050 --> 00:34:30.280
  • I READ A BOOK.
  • 00:34:30.280 --> 00:34:32.110
  • HAD I STARTED WORKING WITH THIS
  • 00:34:32.110 --> 00:34:34.240
  • WOMAN RECOVERING FROM ALL KINDS
  • 00:34:34.240 --> 00:34:36.260
  • OF ABUSE AND ADDICTIONS.
  • 00:34:36.260 --> 00:34:38.150
  • I READ A BOOK, ADDICTION
  • 00:34:39.070 --> 00:34:42.070
  • SHOULDN'T, BANQUET AND A GRAVE.
  • 00:34:42.280 --> 00:34:45.280
  • DR. ED T WELLS.
  • 00:34:45.280 --> 00:34:47.120
  • I HIGHLIGHTED 10 YEARS BEFORE,
  • 00:34:47.120 --> 00:34:49.230
  • THIS MAY NOT BE VERBATIM.
  • 00:34:50.120 --> 00:34:53.120
  • ALL ADDICTIONS ARE ULTIMATELY A
  • 00:34:53.120 --> 00:34:55.290
  • DISORDER OF WORSHIP.
  • 00:34:55.290 --> 00:34:57.020
  • I REMEMBER GOING, OH MY
  • 00:34:57.020 --> 00:34:59.040
  • GOODNESS.
  • 00:34:59.040 --> 00:34:59.150
  • WHAT HE'S BASICALLY SAYING, IF
  • 00:34:59.150 --> 00:35:01.080
  • YOU DON'T PUT JESUS IN THE
  • 00:35:02.050 --> 00:35:05.050
  • BIGGEST HOLES -- WILL YOU GO TO
  • 00:35:05.050 --> 00:35:07.020
  • THE WRONG PEOPLE AND WRONG
  • 00:35:07.020 --> 00:35:08.140
  • THINGS TO MEDICATE.
  • 00:35:09.060 --> 00:35:12.060
  • I WAS NEVER INCARCERATED BUT I
  • 00:35:12.200 --> 00:35:15.200
  • HAD MEDICATED, IF YOU WILL, WITH
  • 00:35:15.200 --> 00:35:17.250
  • THINGS THAT SOMETIMES EVEN LOOK
  • 00:35:17.250 --> 00:35:20.070
  • SPIRITUAL.
  • 00:35:20.070 --> 00:35:21.230
  • BUSYNESS.
  • 00:35:21.230 --> 00:35:22.100
  • ALL KINDS OF THINGS I WON'T GO
  • 00:35:22.100 --> 00:35:24.190
  • INTO EVERY BAD THING I'VE EVER
  • 00:35:24.200 --> 00:35:27.200
  • DONE.
  • 00:35:27.200 --> 00:35:27.290
  • I WAS RUNNING.
  • 00:35:27.290 --> 00:35:28.280
  • I COULD MAKE IT LOOK SPIRITUAL.
  • 00:35:28.280 --> 00:35:30.290
  • HAD I BEGAN TO RECOGNIZE, JESUS,
  • 00:35:30.290 --> 00:35:33.270
  • YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO NOT ONLY
  • 00:35:34.180 --> 00:35:37.180
  • LOVES ME IN MY MOST BROKEN
  • 00:35:37.180 --> 00:35:40.180
  • PLACES BUT YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE
  • 00:35:40.180 --> 00:35:43.040
  • WHO SETS THE -- OF MY FALL.
  • 00:35:43.040 --> 00:35:45.070
  • EVEN IF I DID MARRY, I WOULD NOT
  • 00:35:45.070 --> 00:35:47.210
  • HAVE BEEN BECAUSE OF THE THINGS
  • 00:35:47.210 --> 00:35:49.050
  • GOD WAS HEALING IN ME, I'M
  • 00:35:49.050 --> 00:35:51.170
  • REALLY GLAD I DIDN'T MARRY
  • 00:35:51.170 --> 00:35:53.260
  • YOUNG.
  • 00:35:53.260 --> 00:35:54.060
  • I DON'T THINK I WOULD HAVE BEEN
  • 00:35:54.060 --> 00:35:55.250
  • IN HEALTHY IN A MARRIAGE, EVEN
  • 00:35:55.250 --> 00:35:57.110
  • WITH GOD WITH ME.
  • 00:35:57.110 --> 00:35:58.270
  • IT WOVEN MORE OF A JOSE AND
  • 00:35:58.280 --> 00:36:02.000
  • GOAMER, NOT BECAUSE OF MY -- ANY
  • 00:36:02.000 --> 00:36:04.050
  • KIND OF SEXUAL STUFF.
  • 00:36:04.090 --> 00:36:07.090
  • I JUST WAS THAT BROKEN.
  • 00:36:07.090 --> 00:36:09.060
  • MAYBE A GOD WOULD HAVE LOVED ME
  • 00:36:09.120 --> 00:36:12.120
  • TO LIKE JESUS I COULD HAVE BEEN
  • 00:36:13.030 --> 00:36:16.030
  • HEALED TO -- IT WAS THAT LONELIS
  • 00:36:16.110 --> 00:36:19.110
  • IN MY RECOGNIZING I HAVE GOT TO
  • 00:36:19.110 --> 00:36:21.120
  • BE AT THE POINT WHERE JESUS WAS
  • 00:36:21.120 --> 00:36:23.080
  • ENOUGH.
  • 00:36:23.080 --> 00:36:23.180
  • I HAD TO BE AT THAT POINT BEFORE
  • 00:36:23.180 --> 00:36:25.100
  • BECOMING A GOOD MOM.
  • 00:36:25.100 --> 00:36:28.000
  • I SEE SO MANY PARENTS WHO LIVE
  • 00:36:28.000 --> 00:36:30.100
  • THROUGH THEIR CHILDREN.
  • 00:36:30.100 --> 00:36:31.190
  • I'M NOT GOING TO PUT THAT
  • 00:36:31.190 --> 00:36:33.090
  • THROUGH MY KID'S SHOULDERS.
  • 00:36:33.090 --> 00:36:36.010
  • THEY'RE TOO NARROW.
  • 00:36:36.010 --> 00:36:37.080
  • JESUS IS MY HOPE.
  • 00:36:37.080 --> 00:36:39.020
  • FOR ME IT WAS MORE OF AN
  • 00:36:39.020 --> 00:36:41.050
  • EVOLVING.
  • 00:36:41.050 --> 00:36:41.240
  • IT DIDN'T HAPPEN LIKE THAT, IT
  • 00:36:41.240 --> 00:36:43.080
  • WAS MORE OF AN UNFOLDING, IF YOU
  • 00:36:43.080 --> 00:36:45.220
  • WILL.
  • 00:36:45.220 --> 00:36:46.010
  • - AND WERE THERE -- WAS THERE
  • 00:36:46.010 --> 00:36:48.280
  • YEARS OF A JOURNEY TO KIND OF
  • 00:36:48.280 --> 00:36:51.220
  • GET TRANSITIONED FROM BROKEN TO
  • 00:36:51.220 --> 00:36:54.140
  • I'M GOING TO GET ON TOP OF THIS
  • 00:36:54.140 --> 00:36:56.040
  • AND BE ABLE TO MINISTER?
  • 00:36:56.040 --> 00:36:58.070
  • WERE YOU AN EXTROVERT THAT YOU
  • 00:36:58.070 --> 00:37:00.060
  • WANTED TO BE ABLE TO USE YOUR --
  • 00:37:00.060 --> 00:37:03.040
  • - ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:37:03.040 --> 00:37:04.090
  • - AND YEARS OF TRANSITION?
  • 00:37:04.090 --> 00:37:06.280
  • - IT WAS A COUPLE OF YEARS.
  • 00:37:06.280 --> 00:37:08.280
  • I NEVER WANTED TO GLORIFY SIN.
  • 00:37:09.280 --> 00:37:12.280
  • YOU KNOW HOW SOME PEOPLE GO ON
  • 00:37:12.280 --> 00:37:15.050
  • AND ON ABOUT THE PIT THEY'RE IN.
  • 00:37:15.050 --> 00:37:17.110
  • I DON'T WANT TO HONOR THE PIT SO
  • 00:37:17.110 --> 00:37:18.270
  • MUCH THAT YOU MISS GOD'S
  • 00:37:18.270 --> 00:37:21.140
  • REDEMPTIVE MERCY.
  • 00:37:21.140 --> 00:37:22.260
  • I READ SOMETHING -- I LOVE ALL
  • 00:37:23.200 --> 00:37:26.200
  • THE THE DEAD GUYS.
  • 00:37:26.200 --> 00:37:28.270
  • THOMAS CHALMERS TALKED ABOUT
  • 00:37:29.020 --> 00:37:32.020
  • BEING RESOLUTE IN REPENTANCE.
  • 00:37:32.020 --> 00:37:34.190
  • I THOUGHT, NOW, THAT'S
  • 00:37:34.190 --> 00:37:37.050
  • BEAUTIFUL.
  • 00:37:37.050 --> 00:37:37.170
  • ONCE SAVED, ALWAYS SAVED.
  • 00:37:37.170 --> 00:37:39.060
  • I BELIEVE IN ETERNAL SECURITY.
  • 00:37:39.060 --> 00:37:42.010
  • WHEN I AS A 6-YEAR-OLD SAID,
  • 00:37:42.110 --> 00:37:45.110
  • JESUS, I NEED A DAD WHO WON'T
  • 00:37:45.110 --> 00:37:47.220
  • WALK AWAY.
  • 00:37:47.220 --> 00:37:48.120
  • I BELIEVE I WAS SAVED IN THAT
  • 00:37:48.120 --> 00:37:50.100
  • MOMENT.
  • 00:37:50.100 --> 00:37:50.200
  • FOR ME TO RECOGNIZE AT 30,
  • 00:37:50.290 --> 00:37:53.290
  • TRUSTED YOU WITH HOLES IN MY
  • 00:37:53.290 --> 00:37:56.050
  • HEART.
  • 00:37:56.050 --> 00:37:56.180
  • YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN FAITHFUL.
  • 00:37:56.180 --> 00:37:58.050
  • LIKE PAUL,I SAY SOMETIMES I'M
  • 00:37:58.070 --> 00:38:01.090
  • THE CHIEF OF ALL -- HE HE HAS
  • 00:38:02.200 --> 00:38:05.200
  • BEEN SO GRACIOUS TO TAKE ME FROM
  • 00:38:05.200 --> 00:38:08.130
  • GLORY TO GLORY.
  • 00:38:08.130 --> 00:38:10.010
  • WE GO FROM GLORY THOUGH AND GRA
  • 00:38:10.010 --> 00:38:12.060
  • IS TO GRACE, WHICH IS BIBLICAL.
  • 00:38:12.060 --> 00:38:14.260
  • I GO, YES, WE DO GO FROM GLORY
  • 00:38:14.260 --> 00:38:17.180
  • TO GLORY WRI WITH THE HOLY
  • 00:38:17.180 --> 00:38:20.130
  • SPIRIT.
  • 00:38:20.130 --> 00:38:20.240
  • SOMETIMES HE HAS TO CARRY ME TO
  • 00:38:20.240 --> 00:38:22.260
  • THE NEXT GLORY BECAUSE THAT DAY
  • 00:38:22.260 --> 00:38:25.020
  • I WILL HAVE HAVE FORGOTTEN THE
  • 00:38:25.020 --> 00:38:27.190
  • GOSPEL.
  • 00:38:27.190 --> 00:38:27.290
  • - WERE YOU READY TO MINISTER TO
  • 00:38:27.290 --> 00:38:30.020
  • PEOPLE THE FIRST TIME YOU TOOK A
  • 00:38:30.020 --> 00:38:31.170
  • STAGE AND A MICROPHONE?
  • 00:38:31.170 --> 00:38:33.090
  • OR WERE YOU STILL IN TRANSITION?
  • 00:38:33.090 --> 00:38:35.110
  • - STILL PROCESSING?
  • 00:38:35.110 --> 00:38:37.060
  • TO BE FRANK WITH YOU, I WOULD
  • 00:38:37.060 --> 00:38:38.280
  • SAY I'M STILL PROCESSING.
  • 00:38:38.280 --> 00:38:40.270
  • I'M STILL GOING, JESUS, I NEED
  • 00:38:41.200 --> 00:38:44.200
  • YOU.
  • 00:38:44.200 --> 00:38:46.220
  • I HAD AN -- IN YOUTH MINISTRY.
  • 00:38:47.000 --> 00:38:50.000
  • HE SAID, LEASE SARKS TALKED WITH
  • 00:38:50.180 --> 00:38:53.180
  • A SOUTHERN ACCENT.
  • 00:38:53.180 --> 00:38:56.070
  • , LISA AS SOON AS YOU THINK
  • 00:38:56.070 --> 00:38:58.190
  • YOU'RE COMPLETELY RIGHT, YOU
  • 00:38:58.190 --> 00:38:59.270
  • WILL FALL OFF THE TREE AND HOT.
  • 00:39:00.030 --> 00:39:03.030
  • YOU ALWAYS WANT TO BE GROW HE
  • 00:39:03.030 --> 00:39:04.080
  • GO.
  • 00:39:04.080 --> 00:39:04.160
  • I WANT TO BE A BETTER STUDENT
  • 00:39:04.160 --> 00:39:06.230
  • THAN I'M A TEACHER.
  • 00:39:06.230 --> 00:39:08.140
  • I'M ALWAYS LEARNING NEW STUFF.
  • 00:39:08.260 --> 00:39:11.260
  • I'M GOING THROUGH JOB PREPARING
  • 00:39:11.260 --> 00:39:14.030
  • BIBLE STUDY.
  • 00:39:14.030 --> 00:39:16.210
  • SCRIPTURES, IT'S NOT FLAT.
  • 00:39:16.210 --> 00:39:18.140
  • EVERY TIME YOU READ IT,
  • 00:39:18.140 --> 00:39:20.120
  • SUPERNATURAL YOU GO WOW I'VE
  • 00:39:20.120 --> 00:39:22.270
  • NEVER QUITE SEEN THAT BEFORE.
  • 00:39:22.270 --> 00:39:24.110
  • I FEEL LIKE I'M ALWAYS LEARNING.
  • 00:39:24.110 --> 00:39:26.220
  • I HOPE I'M MOVING TOWARD --
  • 00:39:27.230 --> 00:39:30.230
  • SOMETIMES I'M STUMBLE WILLING.
  • 00:39:30.230 --> 00:39:32.190
  • I WANT MY SANCTIFICATION.
  • 00:39:32.190 --> 00:39:35.150
  • I WANT PEOPLE WHO KNEW ME 20
  • 00:39:35.150 --> 00:39:38.020
  • YEARS AGO TO INTERACT WITH ME
  • 00:39:38.020 --> 00:39:40.270
  • AND SAY SHE'S MORE PASSION AT OR
  • 00:39:41.220 --> 00:39:44.220
  • KINDER AND MORE IN LOVE WITH
  • 00:39:44.220 --> 00:39:46.110
  • JESUS.
  • 00:39:46.110 --> 00:39:46.210
  • I WILL STAY I'M STILL FALLING
  • 00:39:46.210 --> 00:39:48.260
  • MORE AND MORE IN LOVE WITH
  • 00:39:48.260 --> 00:39:51.100
  • JESUS.
  • 00:39:51.100 --> 00:39:51.190
  • - WE'RE SITTING WITH LEASES IS
  • 00:39:51.190 --> 00:39:53.110
  • A HARPER.
  • 00:39:53.110 --> 00:39:54.040
  • TODAY IS DECEMBER 12th, 2016.
  • 00:39:54.040 --> 00:39:56.190
  • WE'RE LIVE.
  • 00:39:56.190 --> 00:39:57.240
  • MERRY CHRISTMAS.
  • 00:39:57.240 --> 00:39:59.140
  • WHAT IS THE ROLL-IN THAT WE'RE
  • 00:39:59.220 --> 00:40:02.220
  • ABOUT TO GO TO, THE GOSPEL OF
  • 00:40:02.220 --> 00:40:05.050
  • MARK?
  • 00:40:05.050 --> 00:40:05.140
  • - I'M NOT SURE WHAT CLIP THEY
  • 00:40:05.270 --> 00:40:08.270
  • HAVE.
  • 00:40:08.270 --> 00:40:11.120
  • THIS IS A BIBLE STUDY I DID
  • 00:40:11.120 --> 00:40:13.060
  • RECENTLY WITH LIFEWAY.
  • 00:40:13.180 --> 00:40:16.180
  • VIDEO-BASED BIBLE STUDY.
  • 00:40:16.180 --> 00:40:17.100
  • - ABOUT A MINUTE LONG.
  • 00:40:17.100 --> 00:40:19.010
  • TAKE A LOOK AT THE THIS.
  • 00:40:19.010 --> 00:40:21.210
  • - HI, I'M LISA HARPER.
  • 00:40:28.110 --> 00:40:29.140
  • I WOULD LIKE TO INVITE YOU TO
  • 00:40:29.140 --> 00:40:30.200
  • JOIN US FOR THIS 7 SECOND BIBLE
  • 00:40:30.200 --> 00:40:33.180
  • STUDY IN THE GOSPEL ACCORDING TO
  • 00:40:33.180 --> 00:40:35.090
  • MARK.
  • 00:40:35.090 --> 00:40:35.220
  • THIS MAY BE ONE OF THE CLEAREST
  • 00:40:41.200 --> 00:40:43.100
  • TEXTS IN THE ENTIRE NEW
  • 00:40:43.100 --> 00:40:46.010
  • TESTAMENT.
  • 00:40:46.010 --> 00:40:46.120
  • IT IS TO THE POINT.
  • 00:40:46.240 --> 00:40:49.240
  • THIS IS AN AMAZING ILLUSTRATION
  • 00:40:49.240 --> 00:40:51.130
  • OF THE COMPASSION OF JESUS THAT
  • 00:40:51.170 --> 00:40:54.170
  • ALSO SHOWS THAT OUR ACHE
  • 00:40:54.280 --> 00:40:57.280
  • ACCELERATES HIS COMPASSION.
  • 00:40:57.280 --> 00:40:59.030
  • AT THE HEART OF GOD IS MOVED BY
  • 00:40:59.030 --> 00:41:01.150
  • THE WOUNDS OF MANKIND.
  • 00:41:04.190 --> 00:41:07.190
  • HEART BROKEN YOU ARE, HE'S BEEN
  • 00:41:07.190 --> 00:41:09.280
  • THERE.
  • 00:41:09.280 --> 00:41:10.130
  • PLEASE JOIN US FOR THE GOSPEL
  • 00:41:10.130 --> 00:41:12.150
  • ACCORDING TO MARK, THE JESUS
  • 00:41:12.150 --> 00:41:15.070
  • WE'RE ACHING FOR.
  • 00:41:15.240 --> 00:41:18.240
  • - WHAT WAS THE NUMBER 1 THING
  • 00:41:18.240 --> 00:41:20.180
  • YOU GOT OUT OF THE BOOK OF MARK?
  • 00:41:20.180 --> 00:41:22.080
  • - I WILL TELL YOU, INITIALLY
  • 00:41:22.220 --> 00:41:25.220
  • THE GOSPEL OF MARK, THE MAIN
  • 00:41:25.220 --> 00:41:27.200
  • REASON I DID MARK, CHOSE IT,
  • 00:41:27.200 --> 00:41:30.170
  • BETH MOORE HAD DONE THE OTHER
  • 00:41:30.170 --> 00:41:32.270
  • ONES.
  • 00:41:32.270 --> 00:41:33.110
  • THE WOMAN CAN TEACH THE COVER
  • 00:41:33.110 --> 00:41:35.200
  • OFF THE BIBLE.
  • 00:41:35.200 --> 00:41:36.240
  • LET ME DO WHAT BETH MOORE HASN'T
  • 00:41:37.100 --> 00:41:40.100
  • DONE.
  • 00:41:40.100 --> 00:41:40.210
  • MARK IS SO SHORT, SO CONCISE,
  • 00:41:40.240 --> 00:41:43.240
  • MORE MOTIVE.
  • 00:41:43.240 --> 00:41:45.120
  • I LIKE THE LONGER, I LIKE JOHN
  • 00:41:46.140 --> 00:41:49.140
  • LEANING AGAINST JESUS.
  • 00:41:49.140 --> 00:41:50.130
  • THE THING THAT HAS STILL HAS
  • 00:41:50.200 --> 00:41:53.200
  • JUST SLAYED ME ABOUT MARK'S
  • 00:41:53.200 --> 00:41:55.280
  • GOSPEL IS WHEN YOU STUDY THE
  • 00:41:55.280 --> 00:41:57.100
  • BACKGROUND OF MARK AND PETER WHO
  • 00:41:57.160 --> 00:42:00.180
  • HAS THE NARRATIVE VOICE, I
  • 00:42:00.180 --> 00:42:02.160
  • DIDN'T KNOW, I'M SURE YOU KNEW
  • 00:42:02.160 --> 00:42:04.190
  • THIS, I MEAN I KNEW MARK HAD
  • 00:42:04.190 --> 00:42:06.110
  • MESSED UP.
  • 00:42:06.110 --> 00:42:07.080
  • I HADN'T REALLY CONNECTED THE
  • 00:42:07.080 --> 00:42:10.040
  • MARK FROM ACTS, THE TEENAGER WHO
  • 00:42:10.040 --> 00:42:12.290
  • GOES ON THAT TRIP WITH PAUL AND
  • 00:42:12.290 --> 00:42:15.040
  • BARN BARNABAS.
  • 00:42:15.290 --> 00:42:18.290
  • AND WHEN PAUL SAYS LET'S
  • 00:42:18.290 --> 00:42:20.230
  • CONTINUE, MARK IS THE ONE WHO
  • 00:42:20.230 --> 00:42:22.090
  • SAYS I WANT TO GO BACK HOME TO
  • 00:42:22.090 --> 00:42:24.140
  • MAMA.
  • 00:42:24.140 --> 00:42:24.260
  • I'M TAKINGED TINYEST BIT OF
  • 00:42:25.070 --> 00:42:28.070
  • LIBERTY I WITH THE GREEK.
  • 00:42:29.030 --> 00:42:32.030
  • BARNABAS SAYS LET'S TAKE HIM.
  • 00:42:32.050 --> 00:42:35.050
  • HE'S MATURING.
  • 00:42:35.050 --> 00:42:37.020
  • PAUL SAYS I'M NOT TAKING THAT
  • 00:42:37.020 --> 00:42:38.260
  • SISSY BABY BACK ON THE ROAD WITH
  • 00:42:38.260 --> 00:42:41.240
  • ME.
  • 00:42:41.240 --> 00:42:42.050
  • BIT OF LIBERTY WITH HOW IT'S
  • 00:42:42.050 --> 00:42:45.030
  • WRITTEN IN THE KING JAMES.
  • 00:42:45.030 --> 00:42:47.240
  • IN ACTS 15 THERE AROSE SHUCH A
  • 00:42:47.240 --> 00:42:50.130
  • SHARP DISAGREEMENT OVER WHETHER
  • 00:42:50.130 --> 00:42:53.020
  • OR NOT TO INCLUDE MARK.
  • 00:42:53.020 --> 00:42:56.000
  • THEY PARTED WAYS.
  • 00:42:56.000 --> 00:42:58.220
  • PILLARS OF EARLY CHRISTIAN.COM.
  • 00:42:58.220 --> 00:43:01.100
  • THAT'S LIKE THE GOSPEL PETE LS
  • 00:43:01.100 --> 00:43:03.260
  • AND MARK GOES ON.
  • 00:43:03.260 --> 00:43:05.050
  • THAT'S A BIG HAIRY DEAL.
  • 00:43:05.050 --> 00:43:07.070
  • HE SPLITS UP MARK AND BARNABAS
  • 00:43:07.070 --> 00:43:10.010
  • AND IF YOU GO BACK EARLY IN
  • 00:43:10.010 --> 00:43:11.240
  • MARK, REMEMBER IT DOESN'T NAME
  • 00:43:11.240 --> 00:43:12.250
  • IT BUT REMEMBER AFTER
  • 00:43:14.290 --> 00:43:17.290
  • GETHSEMANI, AFTER PETER BETRAYS
  • 00:43:17.290 --> 00:43:20.290
  • JESUS, THERE WAS A YOUNG MAN WHO
  • 00:43:20.290 --> 00:43:22.280
  • DROPPED HIS CLOAK AND RAN AWAY
  • 00:43:22.280 --> 00:43:25.120
  • NAKED BECAUSE HE WAS UNDONE BY
  • 00:43:25.120 --> 00:43:27.100
  • WHAT HAPPENED AND SCARED, THAT
  • 00:43:27.100 --> 00:43:29.060
  • WAS MARK.
  • 00:43:29.060 --> 00:43:30.190
  • BIBLICAL CONSENSUS, MARK WROTE
  • 00:43:30.190 --> 00:43:32.170
  • THAT ABOUT HIMSELF.
  • 00:43:32.170 --> 00:43:34.010
  • OKAY, WE ALL KNOW PETER THREW
  • 00:43:34.090 --> 00:43:37.090
  • JESUS UNDER THE BUS AND DENIED
  • 00:43:37.090 --> 00:43:39.120
  • HIM THREE TIMES AT HIS MOST
  • 00:43:39.190 --> 00:43:42.190
  • VULNERABLE POINT.
  • 00:43:42.190 --> 00:43:44.210
  • JESUS RESTORED HIM BEAUTIFULLY.
  • 00:43:44.210 --> 00:43:46.230
  • I DIDN'T KNOW KNOW ALL THAT
  • 00:43:46.230 --> 00:43:48.030
  • ABOUT MARK.
  • 00:43:48.030 --> 00:43:49.010
  • I DIDN'T KNOW HE BETRAYED THEM
  • 00:43:49.200 --> 00:43:52.200
  • SAME AS PETER ONLY WORSE,
  • 00:43:52.200 --> 00:43:54.070
  • BECAUSE HE BETRAYED HIM BUTT
  • 00:43:55.040 --> 00:43:58.040
  • NAKED.
  • 00:43:58.040 --> 00:43:58.240
  • BROKE UP THE GOSPEL BEATLES.
  • 00:43:58.240 --> 00:44:01.000
  • THESE ARE TWO MEN WHO HAVE HAD
  • 00:44:01.000 --> 00:44:02.230
  • MASSIVE FAILURES IN THEIR
  • 00:44:02.230 --> 00:44:04.220
  • HISTORY AND YET JESUS SAYS, I'M
  • 00:44:04.220 --> 00:44:06.170
  • GOING TO CHOOSE THEM TO SHARE
  • 00:44:06.170 --> 00:44:08.050
  • THE FIRST GOSPEL.
  • 00:44:08.050 --> 00:44:09.290
  • THAT'S THE FIRST GOSPEL
  • 00:44:10.160 --> 00:44:13.160
  • CHRONOLOGICALLY CANE ONITE
  • 00:44:13.160 --> 00:44:15.200
  • SCRIPTURE.
  • 00:44:15.200 --> 00:44:16.020
  • MARK IS THE FIRST LITERAL
  • 00:44:16.020 --> 00:44:18.250
  • COMPILATION.
  • 00:44:18.250 --> 00:44:19.080
  • I HAVE THOUGHT, HOW BEAUTIFUL HE
  • 00:44:19.090 --> 00:44:22.090
  • TOOK THESE THESE BROKEN MEN WHO
  • 00:44:22.090 --> 00:44:25.080
  • MESSED UP AND SAID I'M GOING TO
  • 00:44:26.150 --> 00:44:29.150
  • POUR SUCH COMPASSION AND
  • 00:44:29.150 --> 00:44:31.160
  • REDEPARTMENTIVE MERCY ON THEM
  • 00:44:31.160 --> 00:44:32.180
  • THRRKS F, THEY'RE GOING TO
  • 00:44:32.180 --> 00:44:34.030
  • BECOME THE FIRST PROCLAIMERS OF
  • 00:44:34.030 --> 00:44:35.190
  • THE GOSPEL.
  • 00:44:35.190 --> 00:44:37.120
  • THE COMPASSION OF MARK, YOU SAID
  • 00:44:37.120 --> 00:44:39.060
  • WERE YOU READY WHEN YOU FIRST
  • 00:44:39.060 --> 00:44:41.140
  • STARTED MINISTRY, MY MOMMA WILL
  • 00:44:41.200 --> 00:44:44.200
  • TELL YOU I CAME OVER NOT
  • 00:44:44.200 --> 00:44:47.020
  • TALKING.
  • 00:44:47.020 --> 00:44:47.130
  • WHEN I REALIZED IN HIGH SCHOOL,
  • 00:44:47.130 --> 00:44:49.030
  • I WENT TO A CHRISTIAN CAMP.
  • 00:44:51.130 --> 00:44:54.130
  • BIBLE TEACH FRER WAY BACK IN THE
  • 00:44:54.130 --> 00:44:56.140
  • DAY.
  • 00:44:56.140 --> 00:44:57.130
  • ANYWAY, I REMEMBER SHE WAS
  • 00:44:57.130 --> 00:44:59.150
  • TEACHING.
  • 00:44:59.150 --> 00:44:59.260
  • ON THE ISSUE OF BLOOD.
  • 00:44:59.260 --> 00:45:01.220
  • I WAS 17 YEARS OLD SITTING
  • 00:45:02.070 --> 00:45:05.070
  • THERE, YOU DIDN'T TELL STORIES
  • 00:45:05.070 --> 00:45:07.000
  • ABOUT JESUS AS A WOMAN AND MAYBE
  • 00:45:07.000 --> 00:45:08.100
  • I COULD DO THAT.
  • 00:45:09.170 --> 00:45:12.170
  • AND GOD PUT THAT CALL IN MY LIFE
  • 00:45:12.170 --> 00:45:15.000
  • EARLY ON.
  • 00:45:15.000 --> 00:45:15.200
  • THE FACT THAT HE HAVE ALLOWED ME
  • 00:45:15.200 --> 00:45:17.160
  • TO STILL SPEAK HIS NAME WITH A
  • 00:45:18.200 --> 00:45:21.200
  • MICROPHONE WHEN I HAD DOUBTS AND
  • 00:45:21.200 --> 00:45:23.210
  • WAS STUMBLING ALONG THE WAY,
  • 00:45:23.210 --> 00:45:26.120
  • THAT IS PURELY MERCY.
  • 00:45:26.120 --> 00:45:27.180
  • - TOTAL CONSEQUENCE EARLIER
  • 00:45:28.060 --> 00:45:31.060
  • TODAY LAURIE AND I DID A LIVE
  • 00:45:32.010 --> 00:45:35.010
  • BEHIND-THE-SCENES PROGRAM AND WE
  • 00:45:35.010 --> 00:45:36.290
  • WERE THINKING ABOUT THE COP TICK
  • 00:45:42.230 --> 00:45:45.230
  • CHRISTIAN, SUICIDE BOMBER WALK
  • 00:45:45.230 --> 00:45:48.160
  • INTO A CHURCH, ST. PETERS IN
  • 00:45:49.280 --> 00:45:52.280
  • CAIRO, EGYPT.
  • 00:45:52.280 --> 00:45:55.180
  • TBN OPERATES TWO, 24 HOUR A DAY
  • 00:45:58.140 --> 00:46:01.160
  • ARABIC SPEAK NETWORKS.
  • 00:46:01.270 --> 00:46:04.270
  • WE HAVE BEEN TO KIER CAIRO ONE
  • 00:46:09.090 --> 00:46:12.090
  • TIME RECENTLY.
  • 00:46:12.090 --> 00:46:13.060
  • AND THAT IS THE CHURCH, THAT'S
  • 00:46:13.290 --> 00:46:16.290
  • THE WORK OF ST. MARK SO. HAD
  • 00:46:16.290 --> 00:46:19.210
  • ST. MARK LEFT TO GO DO HIS WORK,
  • 00:46:19.210 --> 00:46:22.210
  • HE WENT TO CARE ROW CAIRO AND TO
  • 00:46:25.100 --> 00:46:28.100
  • EGYPT AND LEFT BEHIND MAYBE THE
  • 00:46:29.180 --> 00:46:32.180
  • COPTIC CHURCH GLOBALLY,
  • 00:46:33.090 --> 00:46:36.090
  • 20 MILLION PEOPLE, BEST KNOWN
  • 00:46:36.090 --> 00:46:37.250
  • DIRECT WORK OF ONE OF THE
  • 00:46:37.250 --> 00:46:40.000
  • APOSTLES.
  • 00:46:40.000 --> 00:46:40.110
  • AND IT IS MARK.
  • 00:46:40.110 --> 00:46:41.150
  • WE HAVE DIRECT CONNECTION TO HIS
  • 00:46:41.150 --> 00:46:44.080
  • MINISTRY AND THE CHURCH.
  • 00:46:44.080 --> 00:46:46.050
  • AND THEY'RE UNDER ATTACK,
  • 00:46:46.200 --> 00:46:49.200
  • PERSECUTION AROUND THE WORLD.
  • 00:46:49.200 --> 00:46:50.140
  • WE WERE TALKING ABOUT THAT
  • 00:46:50.140 --> 00:46:51.270
  • EARLIER TODAY.
  • 00:46:51.270 --> 00:46:53.010
  • WHEN WE THINK OF THIS KIND OF
  • 00:46:55.160 --> 00:46:58.160
  • CHRISTMAS SEASON, BUILT WAY
  • 00:46:58.160 --> 00:47:00.140
  • AGAIN WE'RE LIVE, TEARS THE
  • 00:47:00.140 --> 00:47:02.050
  • 12th OF DECEMBER.
  • 00:47:02.050 --> 00:47:04.090
  • -- IT'S THE 12th OF DECEMBER.
  • 00:47:04.090 --> 00:47:06.040
  • UNLESS YOU'RE WATCHING THE
  • 00:47:06.040 --> 00:47:07.270
  • REPLAY, THEN IT'S A DIFFERENT
  • 00:47:07.270 --> 00:47:09.140
  • DAY.
  • 00:47:09.140 --> 00:47:09.220
  • YOU WERE AFFECTED BY THIS MOMENT
  • 00:47:09.220 --> 00:47:12.040
  • AT CHURCH CAMP.
  • 00:47:12.040 --> 00:47:13.270
  • A WOMAN TELLING A STORY.
  • 00:47:13.270 --> 00:47:15.150
  • - CORRECT.
  • 00:47:15.150 --> 00:47:16.010
  • - I WILL GIVE YOU A SECOND TO
  • 00:47:16.010 --> 00:47:18.050
  • THINK ABOUT IT BUT TELL US A
  • 00:47:18.050 --> 00:47:20.170
  • STORY.
  • 00:47:20.170 --> 00:47:21.130
  • AND I WILL GIVE YOU A SECOND.
  • 00:47:21.130 --> 00:47:23.090
  • IT CAN BE ABOUT ANYTHING.
  • 00:47:23.090 --> 00:47:25.040
  • JUST PICK ONE AND I WANT TO SAY
  • 00:47:25.040 --> 00:47:27.120
  • THAT IF YOU WANT A DATE WITH
  • 00:47:27.120 --> 00:47:29.280
  • LISA, CALL THE NUMBER RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:47:29.280 --> 00:47:32.020
  • THEY'RE GOING TO GIVE ME THE
  • 00:47:32.020 --> 00:47:33.170
  • THING AND I WILL KEEP IT.
  • 00:47:33.170 --> 00:47:36.040
  • - SAD BUT KIND OF EXCITING, TOO
  • 00:47:37.130 --> 00:47:40.130
  • - 53, NEVER BEEN MARRIED.
  • 00:47:40.130 --> 00:47:42.280
  • - NO DOUBLE SPANKS TONIGHT.
  • 00:47:42.280 --> 00:47:45.000
  • I WILL TELL YOU A STORY THAT
  • 00:47:45.000 --> 00:47:47.050
  • HAPPENED JUST TWO WEEKS AGO.
  • 00:47:47.050 --> 00:47:50.050
  • LAURIE WILL TELL YOU I'M
  • 00:47:50.050 --> 00:47:53.030
  • PATHOLOGICALLY BIASED ABOUT MY
  • 00:47:53.030 --> 00:47:55.040
  • KID.
  • 00:47:55.040 --> 00:47:55.180
  • SHE'S JUST AMAZING, MOST
  • 00:47:55.180 --> 00:47:57.230
  • INCREDIBLE KID.
  • 00:47:57.230 --> 00:47:58.220
  • ANYWAY, WE WERE GETTING READY
  • 00:47:58.220 --> 00:48:00.100
  • FOR CHURCH TWO WEEKS AGO.
  • 00:48:00.100 --> 00:48:02.270
  • THIS IS LIKE AN ESTROGEN STORY
  • 00:48:02.270 --> 00:48:05.040
  • BUT I CAN'T GET OFF THIS ONE.
  • 00:48:05.040 --> 00:48:06.250
  • WE WERE GETTING READY FOR CHURCH
  • 00:48:06.250 --> 00:48:08.270
  • AND I WAS BLOW DRYING MY HAIR
  • 00:48:08.270 --> 00:48:10.250
  • AND MISSY STARTED ASKING
  • 00:48:10.250 --> 00:48:12.190
  • QUESTIONS.
  • 00:48:12.190 --> 00:48:13.020
  • SHE'S BEEN ASKING A TON OF
  • 00:48:13.020 --> 00:48:14.250
  • QUESTIONS LATELY ABOUT JESUS.
  • 00:48:15.020 --> 00:48:18.020
  • 7 YEARS OLD.
  • 00:48:18.020 --> 00:48:20.020
  • SATISFIED MOMMA -- SAID WAS GOD
  • 00:48:24.020 --> 00:48:27.020
  • SAD HAD JESUS DIED BABY, HE WAS
  • 00:48:27.070 --> 00:48:30.070
  • ONLY DEAD FOR THREE DAYS.
  • 00:48:30.070 --> 00:48:32.110
  • I'M TRYING TO GET HER TO THE --
  • 00:48:32.260 --> 00:48:35.260
  • SHE'S STUCK ON JESUS ON THE
  • 00:48:35.260 --> 00:48:38.240
  • CROSS.
  • 00:48:38.240 --> 00:48:39.030
  • HOLY SPIRIT SAID DON'T GET HER
  • 00:48:39.030 --> 00:48:40.130
  • OFF THAT TOO QUICKLY.
  • 00:48:40.130 --> 00:48:41.250
  • LET HER GO THERE.
  • 00:48:41.250 --> 00:48:43.280
  • SO I SAID YES, BABY, IT DID MAKE
  • 00:48:44.200 --> 00:48:47.200
  • GOD SAID SAD.
  • 00:48:47.200 --> 00:48:49.150
  • SHE SAID, IT MAKES ME SO SAD
  • 00:48:49.150 --> 00:48:51.120
  • THAT JESUS HAD TO DIE.
  • 00:48:51.150 --> 00:48:54.150
  • I'M STILL BLOW DRYING MY HAIR
  • 00:48:54.150 --> 00:48:57.020
  • TALKING TO HER, I THOUGHT I
  • 00:48:58.020 --> 00:49:01.040
  • MIGHT NOT ACTUALLY BE GOING TO
  • 00:49:01.050 --> 00:49:04.050
  • PHYSICAL CHURCH TODAY.
  • 00:49:04.050 --> 00:49:05.080
  • I NEED TO TURN OFF MY BLOW
  • 00:49:05.080 --> 00:49:07.010
  • DRYER.
  • 00:49:07.010 --> 00:49:07.140
  • THIS FEELS LIKE IT'S IMPORTANT.
  • 00:49:07.140 --> 00:49:09.120
  • I SAID, YEAH, IT'S SAD BUT DO
  • 00:49:10.060 --> 00:49:13.060
  • YOU REMEMBER WHY JESUS HAD TO
  • 00:49:13.060 --> 00:49:15.070
  • DIE.
  • 00:49:15.070 --> 00:49:15.200
  • SHE SAY YES, MA'AM BECAUSE WE'RE
  • 00:49:15.200 --> 00:49:18.070
  • DISRESPECTFUL.
  • 00:49:18.070 --> 00:49:18.210
  • I SAID THAT'S RIGHT.
  • 00:49:18.210 --> 00:49:20.060
  • SHE GETS THIS TROUBLE WHEN SHE'S
  • 00:49:20.060 --> 00:49:23.060
  • DISRESPECTFUL.
  • 00:49:23.060 --> 00:49:23.190
  • BECAUSE WE WERE DISRUNNING
  • 00:49:23.190 --> 00:49:24.250
  • MATEFUL AND DISOBEDIENT, JESUS
  • 00:49:24.250 --> 00:49:27.100
  • TOOK OUR TIME OUT FOR US.
  • 00:49:27.100 --> 00:49:29.050
  • IT WAS A REALLY BAD SPANKING AND
  • 00:49:29.050 --> 00:49:31.280
  • WORST OF ALL TIME SO HE HAD TO
  • 00:49:31.280 --> 00:49:33.100
  • DIE ON THE CROSS BECAUSE WE WERE
  • 00:49:33.100 --> 00:49:35.160
  • DISRESPECTFUL AND SHE SAID, THAT
  • 00:49:35.160 --> 00:49:37.010
  • MAKES ME SAD.
  • 00:49:37.010 --> 00:49:38.210
  • AND I SAID, WELL, HONEY, IT IS
  • 00:49:39.080 --> 00:49:42.080
  • SAD.
  • 00:49:42.080 --> 00:49:42.280
  • REMEMBER GOD ROSE.
  • 00:49:43.040 --> 00:49:46.040
  • SHE GOES THAT'S BACK TO SAD.
  • 00:49:47.010 --> 00:49:50.010
  • MOMMA, I WANT TO KNOW JESUS.
  • 00:49:50.010 --> 00:49:51.180
  • SHE SAID SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
  • 00:49:51.180 --> 00:49:54.160
  • BUT HE'S IN THE MOON.
  • 00:49:54.160 --> 00:49:56.160
  • WHEN I FIRST BROUGHT HER HOME TO
  • 00:49:56.160 --> 00:49:59.060
  • TENNESSEE SHE COULD SPEAK HARDLY
  • 00:49:59.070 --> 00:50:02.070
  • ANY ENGLISH.
  • 00:50:02.070 --> 00:50:03.270
  • SHE CALLED ME PABLO. AFTER MAMA
  • 00:50:05.210 --> 00:50:08.210
  • BLANC.
  • 00:50:08.210 --> 00:50:09.030
  • THIS IS GOING TO BE AWKWARD AT
  • 00:50:09.030 --> 00:50:10.280
  • HER WEDDING.
  • 00:50:10.280 --> 00:50:12.080
  • HERE IS MY PABLO.
  • 00:50:12.080 --> 00:50:13.220
  • THEY HAD DONE A BIBLE SCHOOL AT
  • 00:50:13.220 --> 00:50:15.250
  • HER ORPHANNIC.
  • 00:50:16.060 --> 00:50:19.060
  • THEY HAD DONE IT IN SPANISH
  • 00:50:19.060 --> 00:50:21.200
  • TALKING ABOUT THE MISSIONARY
  • 00:50:21.200 --> 00:50:24.050
  • JOURNEYS OF PAUL.
  • 00:50:24.050 --> 00:50:25.110
  • SOMEBODY HAD TOLD HER YOU NEW
  • 00:50:25.110 --> 00:50:28.030
  • MOMMY IS KIND OF LIKE A
  • 00:50:28.030 --> 00:50:29.290
  • MISSIONARY.
  • 00:50:29.290 --> 00:50:30.140
  • SHE TELLS PEOPLE ABOUT JESUS.
  • 00:50:30.140 --> 00:50:32.030
  • SHE GOT THE TWO MIXED UP AND
  • 00:50:32.030 --> 00:50:34.040
  • THOUGHT I WAS PAUL.
  • 00:50:34.040 --> 00:50:36.230
  • I COULD SEE APOSTLE PAUL GOING
  • 00:50:38.210 --> 00:50:41.210
  • GLORY, REALLY THAT'S ANOTHER
  • 00:50:41.210 --> 00:50:42.250
  • STORY FOR ANOTHER DAY.
  • 00:50:42.250 --> 00:50:44.010
  • SHE SAID I WANT TO KNOW JESUS.
  • 00:50:44.010 --> 00:50:45.180
  • WHEN SHE FIRST CAME -- SHE
  • 00:50:45.180 --> 00:50:48.060
  • THOUGHT SHE SAW A FACE IN THE
  • 00:50:48.060 --> 00:50:49.240
  • MOON.
  • 00:50:49.240 --> 00:50:50.230
  • SO IN CRIO SHE ASKED IF JESUS
  • 00:50:51.190 --> 00:50:54.190
  • WAS IN THE MOON.
  • 00:50:54.190 --> 00:50:55.210
  • HE LIVES EVERYWHERE, HE'S
  • 00:50:55.210 --> 00:50:58.030
  • SPIRIT.
  • 00:50:58.030 --> 00:50:58.160
  • SHE HUNG ON TO THE FACT HE WAS
  • 00:50:58.160 --> 00:50:59.140
  • IN THE MOON.
  • 00:50:59.140 --> 00:51:00.130
  • TWO WEEKS AGO SHE SAID I MISS
  • 00:51:00.130 --> 00:51:02.140
  • JESUS AND I SAID A, JESUS IS
  • 00:51:02.140 --> 00:51:04.150
  • HERE WITH US.
  • 00:51:04.150 --> 00:51:06.010
  • SHE WAS LIKE HE LIVES IN THE
  • 00:51:06.070 --> 00:51:09.070
  • MOON, MOMMA.
  • 00:51:09.070 --> 00:51:11.080
  • HE LIVES EVERYWHERE.
  • 00:51:11.080 --> 00:51:13.200
  • HE LIVES IN MOMMA'S HEART AND IN
  • 00:51:13.200 --> 00:51:15.130
  • YOUR HEART.
  • 00:51:15.130 --> 00:51:16.000
  • SHE SAID I WANT JESUS IN MY
  • 00:51:16.000 --> 00:51:18.060
  • HEART.
  • 00:51:18.060 --> 00:51:18.190
  • I THOUGHT, OKAY, MISSY YOU
  • 00:51:19.020 --> 00:51:22.020
  • BETTER BACK THIS BUS UP.
  • 00:51:22.020 --> 00:51:24.270
  • DON'T MANIPULATE YOUR KID.
  • 00:51:24.270 --> 00:51:25.250
  • IF YOU HAVE TELL HIM YOU'RE
  • 00:51:25.250 --> 00:51:27.220
  • STORY SHE CALLS IT BEING
  • 00:51:27.220 --> 00:51:30.170
  • DISRESPECTFUL AND YOU TELL HIM
  • 00:51:30.170 --> 00:51:32.010
  • YOU WANT HIM TO LIVE IN YOUR
  • 00:51:32.010 --> 00:51:33.190
  • HEART, HE WILL.
  • 00:51:33.190 --> 00:51:35.290
  • AND SHE PRAYED.
  • 00:51:36.190 --> 00:51:39.190
  • I TOLD LAURIE ABOUT IT.
  • 00:51:39.190 --> 00:51:41.120
  • SHE PRAYED THE SWEETEST PRAYER,
  • 00:51:41.120 --> 00:51:44.000
  • SUCH A SINCERE PRAYER, IT SLAYED
  • 00:51:44.000 --> 00:51:46.150
  • ME.
  • 00:51:46.150 --> 00:51:46.230
  • SHE HAVE SAID AMEN.
  • 00:51:46.250 --> 00:51:49.250
  • MOMMA MY HEART IS SO HAPPY I
  • 00:51:49.250 --> 00:51:51.130
  • HAVE JESUS IN MY HEART.
  • 00:51:51.130 --> 00:51:53.110
  • THEN SHE SAID I THINK WE SHOULD
  • 00:51:53.110 --> 00:51:55.080
  • GO TO McDONALDS.
  • 00:51:55.080 --> 00:51:56.270
  • I DON'T REALLY LOVE MIRK
  • 00:51:56.270 --> 00:51:59.080
  • DONALDS.
  • 00:51:59.080 --> 00:51:59.180
  • SHE SAID I THINK WE SHOULD
  • 00:51:59.180 --> 00:52:02.020
  • CELEBRATE BECAUSE JESUS LIKES
  • 00:52:02.020 --> 00:52:03.240
  • MIRK DONE ALDZ LIKE I DO.
  • 00:52:03.240 --> 00:52:06.050
  • [ APPLAUSE ]
  • 00:52:06.050 --> 00:52:07.040
  • - -- MIRKCH -- MIK DONE.
  • 00:52:10.260 --> 00:52:13.260
  • - ON ON SATURDAY I THOUGHT WE
  • 00:52:14.060 --> 00:52:17.060
  • HAVE TO CELEBRATE.
  • 00:52:17.060 --> 00:52:18.160
  • HOPEFULLY SHE'S NOT WATCHING.
  • 00:52:18.160 --> 00:52:19.230
  • I BOUGHT HER A FOUR WHEELER FOR
  • 00:52:21.040 --> 00:52:24.040
  • CHRISTMAS.
  • 00:52:24.040 --> 00:52:25.180
  • I BUBBA GUY, I'M NOT SURE IT
  • 00:52:25.250 --> 00:52:28.250
  • WILL RUN.
  • 00:52:28.250 --> 00:52:29.060
  • - A LUMBERJACK, WAS HE.
  • 00:52:29.060 --> 00:52:32.040
  • - WELL, I DON'T KNOW.
  • 00:52:32.040 --> 00:52:34.170
  • - PEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY CALLING.
  • 00:52:34.240 --> 00:52:37.240
  • MEN ARE ACTUALLY CALLING.
  • 00:52:37.240 --> 00:52:38.290
  • - MOTHERS ARE CALLING IS WHAT'S
  • 00:52:38.290 --> 00:52:41.100
  • HAPPENING.
  • 00:52:41.100 --> 00:52:41.210
  • - AND LOOKING FOR A GODLY WIFE.
  • 00:52:42.060 --> 00:52:45.060
  • GUY FROM FT LAUDER DAILY FORT
  • 00:52:48.170 --> 00:52:51.170
  • LAUDERDALE.
  • 00:52:51.170 --> 00:52:51.290
  • - NOW YOU ALL STOP.
  • 00:52:51.290 --> 00:52:54.000
  • [ APPLAUSE ]
  • 00:52:54.000 --> 00:52:54.120
  • - A GUY FROM CHICAGO.
  • 00:52:54.190 --> 00:52:57.190
  • LOOKING FOR A GODLY WIFE.
  • 00:52:57.190 --> 00:52:59.270
  • - LAURIE, WILL YOU PLEASE HELP
  • 00:52:59.270 --> 00:53:02.070
  • ME.
  • 00:53:02.070 --> 00:53:02.150
  • -ING ASKING YOU TO CALL HIM.
  • 00:53:02.150 --> 00:53:04.240
  • - IF THEY HAVE TO GO THROUGH
  • 00:53:04.240 --> 00:53:06.260
  • HIM, THEN THAT'S GOOD.
  • 00:53:06.260 --> 00:53:08.200
  • - AND THEN THERE'S A BARBER,
  • 00:53:10.070 --> 00:53:13.070
  • CHRISTIAN BARBER THAT CALLED.
  • 00:53:13.070 --> 00:53:14.200
  • YOU COULD HAVE FREE HAIRCUTS AND
  • 00:53:15.090 --> 00:53:18.090
  • THEN THERE'S ANOTHER GUY, HE'S
  • 00:53:18.090 --> 00:53:20.160
  • 52 SO HE'S PROBABLY TOO YOUNG
  • 00:53:20.160 --> 00:53:22.200
  • FOR YOU.
  • 00:53:26.120 --> 00:53:29.120
  • OKAY.
  • 00:53:29.120 --> 00:53:29.280
  • THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING.
  • 00:53:29.280 --> 00:53:32.120
  • - THIS IS DISCOMBOBULATED.
  • 00:53:33.110 --> 00:53:36.110
  • - I'M REALLY ENJOYING THIS, BY
  • 00:53:36.110 --> 00:53:39.010
  • THE WAY.
  • 00:53:39.010 --> 00:53:40.180
  • - I CAN TELL.
  • 00:53:40.180 --> 00:53:41.120
  • - ALL NIGHT WE'RE WITH LISA
  • 00:53:41.120 --> 00:53:43.140
  • HARPER.
  • 00:53:43.140 --> 00:53:43.240
  • WE HAVE ABOUT 35 MINUTES LEFT ON
  • 00:53:44.180 --> 00:53:47.180
  • THE SHOW.
  • 00:53:47.180 --> 00:53:47.290
  • - OUT OF ALL THE BIBLE STUDIES,
  • 00:53:47.290 --> 00:53:50.200
  • CAN YOU HAVE A FAVORITE?
  • 00:53:50.200 --> 00:53:53.060
  • - WHATEVER I'M STUDYING AT THAT
  • 00:53:53.060 --> 00:53:55.150
  • TIME.
  • 00:53:55.150 --> 00:53:55.260
  • I WILL SAY OLD TESTAMENT, I LOVE
  • 00:53:57.160 --> 00:54:00.180
  • THE PSALMS BECAUSE THEY READ
  • 00:54:00.180 --> 00:54:03.090
  • MORE LIKE A DIARY.
  • 00:54:03.090 --> 00:54:04.070
  • - YEAH.
  • 00:54:04.070 --> 00:54:04.210
  • - AND I LOVE THE FACT THAT THEY
  • 00:54:05.060 --> 00:54:08.060
  • RECORD WEEPING AND DANCING, IN
  • 00:54:08.060 --> 00:54:11.050
  • THE SAME BOOK YOU WILL HAVE
  • 00:54:11.050 --> 00:54:12.270
  • DAVID LAYING BEFORE THE LORD OR
  • 00:54:12.270 --> 00:54:14.060
  • THE SONS OF CROSS AND I CAN'T
  • 00:54:14.060 --> 00:54:16.170
  • TAKE THIS ANYMORE AND THEN YOU
  • 00:54:16.170 --> 00:54:18.040
  • WILL HAVE HIM SAYING, YOUR LOVE
  • 00:54:18.080 --> 00:54:21.080
  • IS BETTER.
  • 00:54:21.080 --> 00:54:22.170
  • I DO LOVE THAT.
  • 00:54:22.170 --> 00:54:24.020
  • I LOVE THE FACT THAT GOD
  • 00:54:24.020 --> 00:54:26.120
  • INCLUDES IN HIS HOLY WRIT REAL
  • 00:54:26.140 --> 00:54:29.140
  • STORIES OF REAL PEOPLE WHO HAVE
  • 00:54:29.140 --> 00:54:32.000
  • REAL PROBLEM US.
  • 00:54:32.000 --> 00:54:33.070
  • SO I TUNE -- I THINK PROBABLY
  • 00:54:33.070 --> 00:54:35.280
  • THE ONLY BOOK I DON'T GO BACK TO
  • 00:54:36.220 --> 00:54:39.220
  • CONSTANTLY IS LEVITICUS.
  • 00:54:39.220 --> 00:54:42.020
  • I'M TRYING TO DEVELOP A LOVE FOR
  • 00:54:42.020 --> 00:54:44.110
  • IT.
  • 00:54:44.110 --> 00:54:44.190
  • - THAT'S NOT POSSIBLE?
  • 00:54:44.190 --> 00:54:45.190
  • - IT DOESN'T MINISTER TO ME AS
  • 00:54:45.190 --> 00:54:47.280
  • MUCH AS THE OTHER ONES.
  • 00:54:48.010 --> 00:54:51.010
  • I LOVE THE SONG OF SOLEMAN.
  • 00:54:51.210 --> 00:54:54.210
  • I THINK SCRIPTURE IS A LOVE
  • 00:54:54.210 --> 00:54:56.170
  • STORY.
  • 00:54:56.170 --> 00:54:56.280
  • TOO OFTEN WE MAKE IT THIS HARD
  • 00:54:56.280 --> 00:54:59.050
  • TO UNDERSTAND BOOK.
  • 00:54:59.050 --> 00:55:00.120
  • REALLY AT THE END OF THE DAY
  • 00:55:00.120 --> 00:55:01.090
  • IT'S ABOUT THIS PERFECT GOD WHO
  • 00:55:01.090 --> 00:55:03.060
  • IS ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE WITH
  • 00:55:03.220 --> 00:55:06.220
  • MISTAKE-PRONE PEOPLE.
  • 00:55:06.220 --> 00:55:08.030
  • I LOVE IT ALL BUT I WOULD
  • 00:55:08.030 --> 00:55:10.240
  • PROBABLY SAY THE GOSPEL, PSALMS
  • 00:55:11.120 --> 00:55:14.120
  • IN THE SONG OF SOL SOLEMAN AND
  • 00:55:16.280 --> 00:55:19.280
  • HISTORICAL BOOK.
  • 00:55:19.280 --> 00:55:20.120
  • - LET'S GET BACK TO THE
  • 00:55:20.120 --> 00:55:22.230
  • IMPORTANT THINGS THERE.'S CALLS
  • 00:55:23.050 --> 00:55:26.050
  • COMING IN.
  • 00:55:26.050 --> 00:55:27.080
  • THERE'S GUY NAMED STEPHEN, 20 2,
  • 00:55:28.270 --> 00:55:31.270
  • LIKER WASHINGTON, D.C.
  • 00:55:31.270 --> 00:55:34.010
  • - TRIPLE SPANKS FOR THOSE.
  • 00:55:34.010 --> 00:55:36.120
  • - INTERESTING -- THE PATENT
  • 00:55:37.160 --> 00:55:40.160
  • HOLDER FOR SPANKS CALLED AND --
  • 00:55:40.160 --> 00:55:42.230
  • SO YOU MIGHT WANT TO.
  • 00:55:42.230 --> 00:55:45.020
  • -ING THE PATENT HOLDER FOR
  • 00:55:46.010 --> 00:55:49.010
  • SPANKS --
  • 00:55:49.010 --> 00:55:49.130
  • - I'M KIDDING.
  • 00:55:49.130 --> 00:55:51.240
  • - IT'S A REALLY COOL STORY.
  • 00:55:51.240 --> 00:55:54.120
  • IT'S INCREDIBLE.
  • 00:55:54.120 --> 00:55:55.130
  • IT'S LIKE SHE HAD --
  • 00:55:55.130 --> 00:55:56.040
  • - YOU GUYS ARE JOKING.
  • 00:55:56.040 --> 00:55:58.010
  • - NO.
  • 00:55:58.010 --> 00:55:59.170
  • - THE PERSON THAT INVENTED
  • 00:55:59.210 --> 00:56:02.230
  • SPANKS IS --
  • 00:56:02.230 --> 00:56:04.220
  • - WEAR ONE OF THOSE OLYMPIC
  • 00:56:05.130 --> 00:56:08.130
  • PATCHES ON MY SHOULDER AND BE A
  • 00:56:08.130 --> 00:56:11.050
  • SPANKS REP IF SHE WANTS ME TO.
  • 00:56:11.050 --> 00:56:12.100
  • - A GUY NAMED TERRY SMITH
  • 00:56:13.050 --> 00:56:16.050
  • CALLED AND HE'S THE OWNER OF THE
  • 00:56:17.190 --> 00:56:20.190
  • MATCHMAKER U.S.A. OF CHRISTIAN
  • 00:56:20.190 --> 00:56:23.000
  • MATCH MAKING THING.
  • 00:56:23.000 --> 00:56:25.020
  • AND HIS WEBSITE.
  • 00:56:25.020 --> 00:56:25.270
  • - LAURIE, HE'S GETTING OUT OF
  • 00:56:25.270 --> 00:56:28.060
  • CONTROL.
  • 00:56:28.060 --> 00:56:28.160
  • - THE MATCH MAKER U.S.A. AND
  • 00:56:29.070 --> 00:56:32.070
  • OFFERING FREE SERVICE FOR LISA
  • 00:56:32.070 --> 00:56:34.160
  • HARPER.
  • 00:56:34.160 --> 00:56:34.260
  • - I BET HE IS.
  • 00:56:34.260 --> 00:56:36.090
  • [ APPLAUSE ]
  • 00:56:36.090 --> 00:56:36.240
  • - Y'ALL JUST STOP.
  • 00:56:37.210 --> 00:56:40.210
  • - AND THERE'S A GUY CALLING IN
  • 00:56:43.010 --> 00:56:46.010
  • FROM SOUTH CAROLINA.
  • 00:56:46.010 --> 00:56:47.120
  • HE MIGHT BE A LUMBERJACK.
  • 00:56:47.120 --> 00:56:48.250
  • - HE COULD BE.
  • 00:56:55.020 --> 00:56:58.020
  • C-H-E-R-A-W.
  • 00:56:58.020 --> 00:56:58.140
  • - I DON'T KNOW.
  • 00:56:58.290 --> 00:57:02.010
  • - SOUNDS LIKE A HUGE
  • 00:57:04.070 --> 00:57:07.070
  • METROPOLITAN CITY.
  • 00:57:07.070 --> 00:57:08.090
  • LOTS OF STARBUCKS.
  • 00:57:08.090 --> 00:57:09.030
  • - THAT WOULD BE SOMEBODY DRAWN
  • 00:57:09.030 --> 00:57:10.260
  • TO YOUR FOUR-WHEELER STORY.
  • 00:57:10.260 --> 00:57:13.140
  • TAKE OUR AUDIENCE SOMEWHERE,
  • 00:57:13.140 --> 00:57:15.240
  • START A WHOLE NEW SUBJECT, IF
  • 00:57:15.240 --> 00:57:17.140
  • YOU WANT TO, JUST KIND OF GSH
  • 00:57:17.140 --> 00:57:19.210
  • ANYTHING THAT COMES TO YOUR MIND
  • 00:57:19.210 --> 00:57:22.190
  • FOR OUR VIEWING AUDIENCE
  • 00:57:22.190 --> 00:57:24.260
  • TONIGHT.
  • 00:57:24.260 --> 00:57:25.100
  • IF YOU HAVEN'T EXPERIENCED LISA
  • 00:57:25.100 --> 00:57:27.280
  • HARPER'S MINISTRY, SHE HAS
  • 00:57:27.280 --> 00:57:30.160
  • TRAVELED ALL OVER THE WORLD
  • 00:57:30.160 --> 00:57:31.070
  • DOING WHAT SHE DOES, AMAZING
  • 00:57:31.070 --> 00:57:34.010
  • SPEAKER.
  • 00:57:34.010 --> 00:57:34.110
  • - ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS
  • 00:57:34.110 --> 00:57:35.260
  • THAT HAPPENED NOT TOO LONG AGO,
  • 00:57:35.260 --> 00:57:38.040
  • I TOLD YOU I VOLUNTEERED WITH A
  • 00:57:38.080 --> 00:57:41.080
  • LOT OF WOMEN RECOVERING FROM
  • 00:57:41.080 --> 00:57:43.030
  • DRUG AND ALCOHOL ABUSE.
  • 00:57:43.030 --> 00:57:44.020
  • I WAS LEADING A BIBLE STUDY WITH
  • 00:57:44.020 --> 00:57:46.190
  • THIS GROUP OF FOUR GIRLS.
  • 00:57:46.190 --> 00:57:47.260
  • I HAD MY BIBLE IN MY LAP, WE
  • 00:57:47.260 --> 00:57:49.290
  • WERE IN A BORROWED OFFICE.
  • 00:57:49.290 --> 00:57:51.140
  • I DON'T REMEMBER WHAT I WAS
  • 00:57:51.140 --> 00:57:53.000
  • TEACHING, PROBABLY THE GOSPEL.
  • 00:57:53.000 --> 00:57:54.140
  • THE GIRL TO MY LEFT HER NAME IS
  • 00:57:56.170 --> 00:57:59.170
  • MELISSA, SAME AS MY LITTLE GIRL,
  • 00:57:59.170 --> 00:58:02.080
  • SHE'S JUST WOWED AT THE BOOK.
  • 00:58:03.130 --> 00:58:06.130
  • REALLY COLT LORFUL HIS --
  • 00:58:06.230 --> 00:58:09.230
  • COLORFUL HISTORY.
  • 00:58:09.230 --> 00:58:12.210
  • TATTOOS ON HER NECK, NAMES OF
  • 00:58:13.160 --> 00:58:16.160
  • HER 5 CHILDREN, SHE LOST CUSTODY
  • 00:58:17.040 --> 00:58:20.040
  • WHILE INCARCERATED.
  • 00:58:20.040 --> 00:58:21.080
  • I LOVE HER.
  • 00:58:21.080 --> 00:58:22.150
  • SHE'S A BIG GIRL.
  • 00:58:22.150 --> 00:58:23.190
  • EVERY TIME SHE SEES ME SHE LIFTS
  • 00:58:25.080 --> 00:58:28.080
  • ME.
  • 00:58:28.080 --> 00:58:28.220
  • I NEED TO PUT THAT ON MY MATCH
  • 00:58:28.220 --> 00:58:30.190
  • MAKER PROFILE.
  • 00:58:30.190 --> 00:58:31.160
  • ONLY GO OUT WITH GUYS THAT CAN
  • 00:58:31.160 --> 00:58:34.020
  • LIFT ME OFF MY FEET.
  • 00:58:34.180 --> 00:58:37.180
  • [ APPLAUSE ]
  • 00:58:37.180 --> 00:58:38.000
  • - ANYWAY, I'M LEAD THG BIBLE
  • 00:58:38.060 --> 00:58:41.060
  • STUDY AND MELISSA IN THE MIDDLE
  • 00:58:41.060 --> 00:58:43.150
  • SCOOTS HER CHAIR BACK,
  • 00:58:43.150 --> 00:58:45.070
  • INTERRUPTS ME AND SAYS, I MISS
  • 00:58:45.250 --> 00:58:48.250
  • HAVING COMMUNION.
  • 00:58:48.250 --> 00:58:50.020
  • YOU KNOW HOW SOMETIMES IN THE
  • 00:58:50.020 --> 00:58:51.170
  • MIDDLE SOMETHING SERIOUS,
  • 00:58:51.170 --> 00:58:53.160
  • PROBABLY WE'RE NOT GOING TO
  • 00:58:53.160 --> 00:58:55.140
  • FINISH.
  • 00:58:55.140 --> 00:58:55.240
  • I HAVE THIS SENSE WE'RE AREA NOT
  • 00:58:55.240 --> 00:58:57.020
  • GOING TO FINISH THIS BIBLE
  • 00:58:57.020 --> 00:58:59.100
  • STUDY.
  • 00:58:59.100 --> 00:58:59.240
  • I SAID HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN
  • 00:58:59.240 --> 00:59:01.230
  • SINCE YOU'VE HAD COMMUNION?
  • 00:59:01.230 --> 00:59:04.050
  • SHE SAID MORE THAN SIX YEARS.
  • 00:59:04.050 --> 00:59:06.010
  • I SAID, BABY, YOU WERE IN PRISON
  • 00:59:06.010 --> 00:59:07.280
  • FOR SIX YEARS.
  • 00:59:07.280 --> 00:59:09.200
  • SHE HAD POSSESSION WITH INTENT
  • 00:59:09.200 --> 00:59:11.280
  • TO SELL AND ARMED ROBBERY
  • 00:59:12.050 --> 00:59:15.050
  • CHARGE.
  • 00:59:15.050 --> 00:59:15.180
  • I SAID, EVERY TIME PRISON
  • 00:59:16.010 --> 00:59:19.010
  • FELLOWSHIP THAT PARTICULAR
  • 00:59:19.010 --> 00:59:20.170
  • PRISON, THEY DO THE SACRAMENTS,
  • 00:59:20.170 --> 00:59:22.280
  • YOU COULD HAVE HAD COMMUNION
  • 00:59:22.280 --> 00:59:25.020
  • EVERY WEEK.
  • 00:59:25.020 --> 00:59:26.010
  • I SAID LISA YOU WERE MY STORY I
  • 00:59:26.010 --> 00:59:28.150
  • WAS IN SOLITARY CONFINEMENT.
  • 00:59:28.150 --> 00:59:31.070
  • I FORGOT HER ANGER MANAGEMENT
  • 00:59:31.070 --> 00:59:34.050
  • ISSUES.
  • 00:59:34.050 --> 00:59:34.180
  • I SAID, BABY, WERK HAVE
  • 00:59:34.180 --> 00:59:36.200
  • COMMUNION TONIGHT, IF YOU WANT
  • 00:59:36.200 --> 00:59:37.280
  • TO.
  • 00:59:37.280 --> 00:59:38.100
  • SHE SAID, WE CAN'T HAVE
  • 00:59:38.100 --> 00:59:40.200
  • COMMUNION.
  • 00:59:40.200 --> 00:59:41.020
  • WE SAID WE DON'T HAVE NO
  • 00:59:41.020 --> 00:59:43.000
  • PREACHER AND WE DON'T HAVE ANY
  • 00:59:43.000 --> 00:59:44.190
  • GRAPE JUICE.
  • 00:59:44.190 --> 00:59:45.140
  • I SAID, BABY, IT'S ALWAYS BEST
  • 00:59:45.140 --> 00:59:47.110
  • IF YOU HAVE A PASTOR OR A
  • 00:59:47.110 --> 00:59:49.130
  • PREACHER OR SOMEONE TO
  • 00:59:49.210 --> 00:59:52.210
  • OFFICIATE.
  • 00:59:52.210 --> 00:59:53.230
  • THE NEW TESTAMENT SAYS WE'RE ALL
  • 00:59:53.230 --> 00:59:56.120
  • AMBASSADORS OF THE NEW COVENANT
  • 00:59:56.120 --> 00:59:58.150
  • IF YOU PUT YOUR TRUST IN JESUS
  • 00:59:58.150 --> 01:00:00.140
  • CHRIST.
  • 01:00:00.140 --> 01:00:00.260
  • IN A PINCH WERK CELEBRATE THEM
  • 01:00:01.050 --> 01:00:04.050
  • TOGETHER.
  • 01:00:04.050 --> 01:00:04.240
  • I KNOW WE DON'T HAVE GRAPE
  • 01:00:04.240 --> 01:00:07.180
  • JUICE.
  • 01:00:07.180 --> 01:00:07.270
  • I CAN SEE OVER ON THAT DESK
  • 01:00:07.270 --> 01:00:09.280
  • THERE'S A BOTTLE OF PEPSI THAT
  • 01:00:09.280 --> 01:00:11.240
  • SOMEBODY DIDN'T FINISH SO WERK
  • 01:00:11.240 --> 01:00:12.290
  • USE THE PEPSI AS THE GRAPE
  • 01:00:13.150 --> 01:00:16.150
  • JUICE.
  • 01:00:16.150 --> 01:00:16.250
  • I FEEL SAID I HAVE MORE COLA IN
  • 01:00:16.250 --> 01:00:18.250
  • MY PURSE.
  • 01:00:18.250 --> 01:00:20.210
  • I SAID WE CAN USE THOSE.
  • 01:00:21.090 --> 01:00:24.090
  • WE CAN SUCK ON THOSE PUPPIES FOR
  • 01:00:24.090 --> 01:00:26.210
  • A LONG TIME.
  • 01:00:26.210 --> 01:00:27.250
  • SHE WENT, LISA, WE DON'T KNOW
  • 01:00:29.030 --> 01:00:32.030
  • WHO'S PEPSI THAT WAS!
  • 01:00:32.030 --> 01:00:35.030
  • I SAID BABY YOU WERE AN IV DRUG
  • 01:00:36.020 --> 01:00:39.020
  • USER, DOESN'T IT MATTER?
  • 01:00:39.020 --> 01:00:40.230
  • SHE CAME AROUND TO MY LINE OF
  • 01:00:40.230 --> 01:00:42.270
  • REASONING ABOUT THE PEPSI.
  • 01:00:42.270 --> 01:00:44.070
  • I STILL DON'T KNOW WHOSE IT WAS.
  • 01:00:44.160 --> 01:00:47.160
  • I HAD 5 COUGH DROPS IN MY PURSE.
  • 01:00:47.200 --> 01:00:50.200
  • BUT WE DIDN'T HAVE TO SHARE
  • 01:00:50.200 --> 01:00:53.110
  • COUGH DROPS.
  • 01:00:53.110 --> 01:00:54.100
  • I READ TWO PASSAGES.
  • 01:00:54.100 --> 01:00:56.180
  • ONE FROM MARK, ONE FROM JOHN.
  • 01:00:56.240 --> 01:00:59.240
  • JESUS AT THE LAST SUPPER.
  • 01:00:59.240 --> 01:01:01.280
  • SO IN THE FUTURE, I WANT YOU TO
  • 01:01:01.280 --> 01:01:03.110
  • I CAN THIS BREAD AND TAKE THIS
  • 01:01:03.110 --> 01:01:06.020
  • WINE, REMEMBER WHAT I'M ABOUT TO
  • 01:01:06.020 --> 01:01:08.220
  • DO FOR YOU.
  • 01:01:08.220 --> 01:01:09.180
  • I READ THESE PASSAGES.
  • 01:01:09.180 --> 01:01:12.150
  • NORMALLY BECAUSE I WAS THE BIBLE
  • 01:01:12.150 --> 01:01:13.290
  • STUDY LEADER, THIS GROUP OF
  • 01:01:13.290 --> 01:01:15.270
  • WOMEN IN MONTGOMERY I WOULD HAVE
  • 01:01:16.120 --> 01:01:19.120
  • DISPENSED THE ELEMENTS, I DON'T
  • 01:01:19.120 --> 01:01:21.020
  • KNOW WHY I DID IT THAT NIGHT, I
  • 01:01:22.020 --> 01:01:25.020
  • HANDED PEPSI BOTTLE TO MELISSA.
  • 01:01:25.070 --> 01:01:28.070
  • SHE UNDERSTOOD IN THAT MOMENT,
  • 01:01:28.070 --> 01:01:30.000
  • THIS IS SERIOUS.
  • 01:01:30.000 --> 01:01:32.260
  • YOU COULD SENSE THIS FEELING IN
  • 01:01:34.260 --> 01:01:37.260
  • THAT WOMAN.
  • 01:01:40.090 --> 01:01:43.090
  • SERIOUS.
  • 01:01:43.090 --> 01:01:43.280
  • SHE UNSCREWED THE PEPSI BOTTLE
  • 01:01:43.290 --> 01:01:46.290
  • AND POURED A LITTLE IN THE CAP
  • 01:01:46.290 --> 01:01:48.230
  • AND TURNED THE TO THE GIRL NEXT
  • 01:01:48.230 --> 01:01:51.070
  • TO HER, I WILL NEVER FORGET IT,
  • 01:01:51.070 --> 01:01:53.200
  • SHE SAID TERRA, THIS PEPSI
  • 01:01:53.210 --> 01:01:56.210
  • REPRESENTS THE BLOOD OF JESUS.
  • 01:01:56.260 --> 01:01:59.260
  • THAT HE SHED FOR YOU BECAUSE HE
  • 01:02:00.110 --> 01:02:03.110
  • THINKS YOU'RE WORTH IT.
  • 01:02:03.110 --> 01:02:05.050
  • HE ENDED UP PASSING THAT CAP
  • 01:02:05.050 --> 01:02:08.040
  • AROUND UNTIL IT GOT TO ME.
  • 01:02:08.040 --> 01:02:10.130
  • EVERY GIRL TOOK THE SAME THING.
  • 01:02:10.130 --> 01:02:12.060
  • HANDED IT TO MEDICAL IS SARKS
  • 01:02:12.060 --> 01:02:14.100
  • UNWRAPPED THE FIRST COUGH DROP
  • 01:02:14.100 --> 01:02:16.120
  • TURNED TO TERA AND SAID THIS
  • 01:02:16.120 --> 01:02:18.280
  • COUGH DROP REPRESENTS THE BODY
  • 01:02:18.280 --> 01:02:21.020
  • OF JESUS THAT HE BROKE FOR YOU
  • 01:02:21.020 --> 01:02:23.100
  • BECAUSE HE THINKS YOU'RE WORTH
  • 01:02:23.100 --> 01:02:24.290
  • IT.
  • 01:02:24.290 --> 01:02:25.070
  • BY THE TIME THAT FIFTH COUGH
  • 01:02:25.140 --> 01:02:28.140
  • DROP GOT TO ME, I COULDN'T
  • 01:02:28.140 --> 01:02:30.110
  • SPEAK.
  • 01:02:30.110 --> 01:02:30.200
  • I HAD TEARS STREAMING DOWN MY
  • 01:02:30.200 --> 01:02:32.210
  • FACE.
  • 01:02:32.210 --> 01:02:33.020
  • I THOUGHT SOME OF MY SEMINARY
  • 01:02:33.020 --> 01:02:35.180
  • PROFESSORS MIGHT OBJECT TO HOW
  • 01:02:35.180 --> 01:02:37.170
  • INFORMALLY WE'RE CELEBRATING
  • 01:02:37.170 --> 01:02:40.150
  • COMMUNION SACRAMENTS TONIGHT, I
  • 01:02:40.150 --> 01:02:42.260
  • THOUGHT I SENSED IN THIS MOMENT
  • 01:02:42.260 --> 01:02:44.120
  • THAT GOD IS NOT DISAPPOINTED
  • 01:02:44.120 --> 01:02:46.060
  • WITH US.
  • 01:02:46.060 --> 01:02:47.040
  • HE WAS LEANING OVER IN HIS
  • 01:02:47.200 --> 01:02:50.200
  • GLORY, GOING, TONIGHT MY GIRLS
  • 01:02:50.280 --> 01:02:53.280
  • GET IT.
  • 01:02:53.280 --> 01:02:55.110
  • TONIGHT THEY GET I BROKE MY BODY
  • 01:02:55.110 --> 01:02:57.040
  • AND SHED MY BLOOD BECAUSE
  • 01:02:57.040 --> 01:02:59.150
  • THEY'RE WORTH IT FOR ME.
  • 01:02:59.160 --> 01:03:02.180
  • SINCE THAT COMMUNION EVERY TIME
  • 01:03:02.180 --> 01:03:05.020
  • NOW THAT I CELEBRATE THE
  • 01:03:05.020 --> 01:03:07.260
  • SACRAMENTS I THINK OF MELISSA
  • 01:03:08.170 --> 01:03:11.170
  • SAYING THAT, THIS PEPSI
  • 01:03:11.170 --> 01:03:13.030
  • REPRESENTS THE BLOOD OF JESUS.
  • 01:03:13.030 --> 01:03:14.150
  • THAT WILL PROBABLY ALWAYS BE MY
  • 01:03:14.150 --> 01:03:17.070
  • FAVORITE COMMUNION.
  • 01:03:17.070 --> 01:03:18.110
  • THAT IS THE GOSPEL.
  • 01:03:18.110 --> 01:03:20.190
  • HE DID IT FOR US.
  • 01:03:21.000 --> 01:03:24.000
  • UNCONDITIONAL LOVE IS NOT BASED
  • 01:03:24.000 --> 01:03:25.020
  • ON YOUR OW BEHAVIOR.
  • 01:03:25.020 --> 01:03:26.120
  • - THAT'S PROBABLY THE LEAST
  • 01:03:26.120 --> 01:03:28.140
  • RELIGIOUS VERSION ARE OF THE
  • 01:03:28.140 --> 01:03:31.010
  • SACRAMENT THAT'S PROBABLY EVER
  • 01:03:31.010 --> 01:03:32.150
  • BEEN PERFORMED.
  • 01:03:32.150 --> 01:03:33.150
  • WHAT A BEAUTIFUL WAY FOR THAT TO
  • 01:03:34.070 --> 01:03:37.070
  • CHANGE HER.
  • 01:03:37.070 --> 01:03:39.180
  • - OH BEAUTIFUL AND IT CHANGED
  • 01:03:39.260 --> 01:03:42.260
  • ME.
  • 01:03:42.260 --> 01:03:43.100
  • IN THAT MOMENT.
  • 01:03:43.100 --> 01:03:44.110
  • AGAIN, I'M NOT TRYING TO BE IN
  • 01:03:44.110 --> 01:03:46.040
  • ANY WAY FRIVOLOUS WITH THE
  • 01:03:46.040 --> 01:03:48.230
  • SOBRIETY OF THE GOSPEL.
  • 01:03:48.230 --> 01:03:49.250
  • I UNDERSTAND THERE'S TIMES FOR
  • 01:03:49.250 --> 01:03:51.180
  • US TO BE RESPECTFUL OF THE
  • 01:03:52.160 --> 01:03:55.160
  • HOLINESS.
  • 01:03:55.160 --> 01:03:56.000
  • IN THAT MOMENT, WITH THESE GIRLS
  • 01:03:56.000 --> 01:03:58.010
  • WHO HAVE ALL BEEN INCARCERATED,
  • 01:03:58.030 --> 01:04:01.050
  • MOST HAVE LOST THEIR CHILDREN IN
  • 01:04:01.050 --> 01:04:03.100
  • RECOVERY AND IT WAS THE MOST
  • 01:04:03.100 --> 01:04:06.080
  • HOLYEST TIME I THINK IREVER
  • 01:04:06.170 --> 01:04:09.170
  • CELEBRATED THE SACRAMENT.
  • 01:04:09.170 --> 01:04:11.010
  • - YOU THINK THE BIRTH OF JESUS,
  • 01:04:11.010 --> 01:04:13.190
  • IT SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN THAT WAY
  • 01:04:13.190 --> 01:04:15.260
  • EITHER.
  • 01:04:15.260 --> 01:04:16.060
  • - DON'T YOU LOVE THAT?
  • 01:04:16.060 --> 01:04:18.130
  • - WATCH WHERE YOU'RE STEPPING.
  • 01:04:18.130 --> 01:04:21.080
  • - AND A BABY.
  • 01:04:21.080 --> 01:04:23.070
  • HE COULD HAVE CAME AS A KING,
  • 01:04:23.180 --> 01:04:26.180
  • ROYAL ROBES.
  • 01:04:26.180 --> 01:04:27.180
  • WE COULD HAVE ALL BEEN FRIED
  • 01:04:27.180 --> 01:04:29.290
  • INTO GREASE SPOTS OBJECT LIVIAN
  • 01:04:30.050 --> 01:04:33.050
  • OF HOLINESS.
  • 01:04:33.050 --> 01:04:34.080
  • HE COMES AS A BABY.
  • 01:04:34.080 --> 01:04:35.240
  • WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU SEE A
  • 01:04:35.240 --> 01:04:38.040
  • BABY.
  • 01:04:38.040 --> 01:04:38.160
  • EVERYBODY LEANS FORWARD.
  • 01:04:40.160 --> 01:04:43.160
  • I'M DISCOMBOBULATED BY THE
  • 01:04:43.160 --> 01:04:45.100
  • KINDNESS OF GOD.
  • 01:04:45.100 --> 01:04:46.110
  • I LOVE THE HARD SIDE AND SOFT
  • 01:04:46.110 --> 01:04:48.170
  • SIDE OF GOD.
  • 01:04:48.170 --> 01:04:49.180
  • WHEN I WAS YOUNGER I UNDERSTOOD
  • 01:04:49.190 --> 01:04:52.190
  • THE HOLINESS OF GOD.
  • 01:04:52.190 --> 01:04:54.220
  • I'VE GOTTEN OLDER AND I'M IN THE
  • 01:04:54.220 --> 01:04:56.190
  • AS NEARLY IMPRESSED OF MYSELF OR
  • 01:04:57.250 --> 01:05:00.270
  • FEARFUL ANYBODY BEHIND THE
  • 01:05:00.270 --> 01:05:02.030
  • CURTAIN, SO TO SPEAK.
  • 01:05:02.030 --> 01:05:03.270
  • I'M UNDONE BY THE MERCY OF GOD,
  • 01:05:04.100 --> 01:05:07.100
  • KINDNESS OF GOD THAT HE WOULD
  • 01:05:07.100 --> 01:05:08.260
  • ALLOW HIMSELF TO BE BORN IN A
  • 01:05:08.260 --> 01:05:10.250
  • BARN TO TEENAGE PARENTS.
  • 01:05:10.250 --> 01:05:13.170
  • THE WHOLE CHRISTMAS STORY.
  • 01:05:13.170 --> 01:05:15.250
  • THE SECOND PART WITH ANNA AND
  • 01:05:18.250 --> 01:05:21.250
  • SIMEON WHO WAITED AND WAITED.
  • 01:05:22.200 --> 01:05:25.200
  • THE END OF LUKE 2.
  • 01:05:26.120 --> 01:05:29.120
  • RIGHT AFTER MARY POUNDED THESE
  • 01:05:29.120 --> 01:05:31.270
  • THINGS IN HER HEART.
  • 01:05:31.270 --> 01:05:33.070
  • L HAVE YOU DONE THE MALGT ON
  • 01:05:34.070 --> 01:05:37.070
  • ANNA?
  • 01:05:37.070 --> 01:05:37.160
  • SHE HAD TO BE 110.
  • 01:05:37.160 --> 01:05:38.220
  • - YEAH, SERIOUSLY OLD.
  • 01:05:38.220 --> 01:05:41.030
  • - AND SIMEON WAS OLD.
  • 01:05:43.020 --> 01:05:46.020
  • VOLUNTEERING IN THE TEMPLE.
  • 01:05:46.020 --> 01:05:48.100
  • I IMAGINE HIM WITH HIGH WATER
  • 01:05:48.190 --> 01:05:51.190
  • CABBING KISS AND SHE SMELLS LIKE
  • 01:05:51.190 --> 01:05:54.140
  • PLEDGE, LIVE ACROSS THE STREET
  • 01:05:54.140 --> 01:05:56.210
  • FROM THE TEMPLE.
  • 01:05:58.110 --> 01:06:01.130
  • EVERY DAY THEY VOLUNTEER AT THE
  • 01:06:01.130 --> 01:06:02.280
  • TEMPLE BECAUSE GOD PROMISED BOTH
  • 01:06:02.280 --> 01:06:05.020
  • OF THEM, YOU WILL NOT DIE BEFORE
  • 01:06:05.020 --> 01:06:07.090
  • YOU SEE EMANUEL.
  • 01:06:08.000 --> 01:06:11.000
  • SCHOLARS THINK MARY IS 14 OR 15.
  • 01:06:11.070 --> 01:06:14.070
  • JOSEPH, I DON'T KNOW MAYBE 19,
  • 01:06:14.070 --> 01:06:15.280
  • 20.
  • 01:06:15.280 --> 01:06:16.100
  • AND REMEMBER THEY HAD TO
  • 01:06:16.220 --> 01:06:19.220
  • SACRIFICE TURTLE DOVES OR
  • 01:06:20.030 --> 01:06:23.030
  • PIGEONS FOR THE FIRST BORN SON.
  • 01:06:23.030 --> 01:06:25.100
  • HE HAS PIGEONS IN HIS BACKPACK.
  • 01:06:25.220 --> 01:06:28.220
  • I IMAGINE THIS COUPLE WITH THIS
  • 01:06:28.220 --> 01:06:30.290
  • BABY, 8 DAYS OLD ACCORDING TO --
  • 01:06:34.020 --> 01:06:37.020
  • JEWISH CUSTOM.
  • 01:06:37.020 --> 01:06:38.100
  • BABY JESUS AND HE KNOWS.
  • 01:06:38.100 --> 01:06:40.050
  • THAT SLAYS ME.
  • 01:06:40.050 --> 01:06:41.080
  • CAN YOU IMAGINE HIM GOING TO
  • 01:06:41.080 --> 01:06:43.270
  • THIS 15-YEAR-OLD GIRL SAYING,
  • 01:06:43.270 --> 01:06:45.250
  • MAY I HOLD THE KING OF ALL
  • 01:06:45.250 --> 01:06:48.000
  • KINGS?
  • 01:06:48.000 --> 01:06:48.100
  • THE KINDNESS, HUMILITY OF GOD
  • 01:06:50.010 --> 01:06:53.010
  • WITH US, I LOVE THOSE PASSAGES
  • 01:06:54.260 --> 01:06:57.260
  • OF THE CHRISTMAS STORY.
  • 01:06:57.260 --> 01:06:59.030
  • - JAMES HAS A LANDSCAPING
  • 01:06:59.110 --> 01:07:02.130
  • BUSINESS.
  • 01:07:02.130 --> 01:07:02.240
  • - MY LORD.
  • 01:07:03.130 --> 01:07:06.130
  • - AND THINKS THAT YOU'RE REALLY
  • 01:07:07.220 --> 01:07:10.220
  • CUTE.
  • 01:07:10.220 --> 01:07:11.010
  • - HEY, JAMES.
  • 01:07:11.010 --> 01:07:12.270
  • YOU'RE NOT SO BAD YOURSELF.
  • 01:07:12.270 --> 01:07:15.050
  • - HE'S 51.
  • 01:07:15.050 --> 01:07:16.230
  • THERE'S A MR. FITZGERALD IN
  • 01:07:18.140 --> 01:07:21.140
  • MISSOURI.
  • 01:07:21.140 --> 01:07:21.290
  • - DITTMER?
  • 01:07:21.290 --> 01:07:24.220
  • - AGE AND ADDRESS.
  • 01:07:24.220 --> 01:07:26.100
  • - I WONDER IF HE DRIVES A
  • 01:07:27.230 --> 01:07:30.230
  • TRUCK.
  • 01:07:30.230 --> 01:07:31.030
  • CALL BACK MR. FITZGERALD.
  • 01:07:31.030 --> 01:07:33.090
  • WE ARE GOING TO CONCLUDE THIS
  • 01:07:33.090 --> 01:07:35.120
  • PROGRAM -- WE HAVE ABOUT 15 OR
  • 01:07:35.120 --> 01:07:37.020
  • 20 MINUTES INTO THIS BROADCAST.
  • 01:07:37.290 --> 01:07:40.290
  • FOR THE LONGEST TIME, WE HAVE
  • 01:07:44.120 --> 01:07:47.120
  • MADE THE MAIN THING THE MAIN
  • 01:07:47.120 --> 01:07:49.270
  • THING.
  • 01:07:49.270 --> 01:07:50.180
  • TBN IS NOW 45, 40 SOMETHING
  • 01:07:50.250 --> 01:07:53.250
  • YEARS OLD HERE AND WE HAVE BEEN
  • 01:07:53.250 --> 01:07:56.000
  • SITTING IN THIS STUDIO, YOU
  • 01:07:56.000 --> 01:07:58.060
  • REALIZE THIS DATES BACK INTO THE
  • 01:07:58.060 --> 01:08:00.070
  • EARLY '80s, THE MINISTRIES AND
  • 01:08:00.290 --> 01:08:03.290
  • MINISTERS THAT HAVE COME THROUGH
  • 01:08:03.290 --> 01:08:06.040
  • THIS PARTICULAR -- WE HAVE.
  • 01:08:09.100 --> 01:08:12.100
  • THIS STUDIO WAS BUILT I THINK IN
  • 01:08:12.100 --> 01:08:14.220
  • THE EARLY '80s.
  • 01:08:15.130 --> 01:08:18.130
  • SO THIS STUDIO, AS WE GET NOW
  • 01:08:19.280 --> 01:08:22.280
  • TONIGHT, DECEMBER 12th, 2016,
  • 01:08:22.280 --> 01:08:25.060
  • WE'RE LIVE TONIGHT, THE ONE
  • 01:08:25.060 --> 01:08:27.120
  • THING THAT REMAINS THE SAME IS
  • 01:08:27.120 --> 01:08:29.220
  • WE'RE TALKING ABOUT JESUS.
  • 01:08:29.220 --> 01:08:31.250
  • WE HAVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT HIM
  • 01:08:31.250 --> 01:08:33.070
  • ALL NIGHT.
  • 01:08:33.070 --> 01:08:34.090
  • WE'VE BEEN TALKING ABOUT HOW HE
  • 01:08:34.190 --> 01:08:37.190
  • JOURNEYED YOU, LISA HARPER,
  • 01:08:37.190 --> 01:08:40.180
  • THROUGH YOUR ENTIRE LIFE THAT
  • 01:08:41.070 --> 01:08:44.070
  • YOU WERE BROKEN EARLY, THAT HE'S
  • 01:08:44.070 --> 01:08:47.040
  • HEALED YOU.
  • 01:08:47.040 --> 01:08:48.150
  • YOU ARE NOW HELPING PEOPLE ALL
  • 01:08:48.150 --> 01:08:50.210
  • OVER THE WORLD.
  • 01:08:50.210 --> 01:08:51.210
  • WE DON'T EVER LIKE A PROGRAM TO
  • 01:08:51.210 --> 01:08:54.140
  • END WITHOUT SOMEBODY HAVING AN
  • 01:08:54.140 --> 01:08:55.260
  • OPPORTUNITY TO ACCEPT JESUS.
  • 01:08:55.260 --> 01:08:58.260
  • WE HE TALKED ABOUT JESUS.
  • 01:08:58.260 --> 01:09:00.120
  • MAYBE THERE'S SOMEONE THAT
  • 01:09:00.120 --> 01:09:01.210
  • REALLY DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO DO
  • 01:09:01.250 --> 01:09:04.250
  • THAT.
  • 01:09:04.250 --> 01:09:05.090
  • INVITE PEOPLE TO KNOW JESUS.
  • 01:09:05.240 --> 01:09:08.240
  • WHAT A GREAT SEASON TO CHANGE
  • 01:09:08.240 --> 01:09:11.070
  • AND TO HAVE YOUR LIFE TOTALLY
  • 01:09:11.070 --> 01:09:13.070
  • CHANGE.
  • 01:09:13.070 --> 01:09:13.250
  • PLEASE, YOUR CAMERA IS OVER MY
  • 01:09:13.250 --> 01:09:16.130
  • SHOULDER.
  • 01:09:16.130 --> 01:09:16.250
  • TALKER TO THE AUDIENCE HERE.
  • 01:09:16.250 --> 01:09:17.290
  • - FIRST OF ALL, THANK YOU SO
  • 01:09:17.290 --> 01:09:20.090
  • MUCH FOR WATCHING US TONIGHT AND
  • 01:09:20.090 --> 01:09:22.230
  • PUTTING UP WITH ME BEING SILLY,
  • 01:09:22.230 --> 01:09:25.180
  • TALKING ABOUT INKS SPA.
  • 01:09:25.180 --> 01:09:26.160
  • WHAT I HOPE YOU -- SPANKS.
  • 01:09:26.160 --> 01:09:28.220
  • HAD I HOPE YOU HEARD MORE THAN
  • 01:09:28.220 --> 01:09:30.250
  • ANYTHING ELSE.
  • 01:09:30.250 --> 01:09:31.230
  • GOD LOVES YOU.
  • 01:09:31.230 --> 01:09:32.200
  • YOU MATTER TO HIM.
  • 01:09:32.200 --> 01:09:34.050
  • HE SEES YOU.
  • 01:09:34.050 --> 01:09:35.220
  • THE PSALMS SAY NOT ONE TEAR HAS
  • 01:09:35.220 --> 01:09:37.180
  • ROLLED DOWN YOUR FACE THAT HALES
  • 01:09:37.230 --> 01:09:40.230
  • ESCAPED HIS THE NOTICE.
  • 01:09:40.230 --> 01:09:42.040
  • HE DOESN'T JUST NOTICE YOU, HE
  • 01:09:42.040 --> 01:09:44.210
  • ADORES YOU AS WE SAID IN THE OLD
  • 01:09:44.210 --> 01:09:47.170
  • TESTAMENT.
  • 01:09:47.170 --> 01:09:48.010
  • ONE GLANCE OF YOUR EYES AND YOU
  • 01:09:48.070 --> 01:09:51.070
  • CAPTURED GOD'S HEART.
  • 01:09:51.070 --> 01:09:52.260
  • THAT LINE IN THE MOVIE, HE HAD
  • 01:09:52.260 --> 01:09:55.170
  • ME AT HELLO, THEY STOLE IT FROM
  • 01:09:55.170 --> 01:09:57.250
  • THE BIBLE.
  • 01:09:57.250 --> 01:10:00.040
  • GOD LOVES YOU.
  • 01:10:00.040 --> 01:10:00.250
  • HE SENT HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON,
  • 01:10:00.250 --> 01:10:03.200
  • JESUS.
  • 01:10:03.200 --> 01:10:04.030
  • THAT'S WHY WE CELEBRATE
  • 01:10:04.080 --> 01:10:07.080
  • CHRISTMAS TO PAY THE PRICE FOR
  • 01:10:07.110 --> 01:10:10.110
  • OUR DISOBEDIENCE.
  • 01:10:10.110 --> 01:10:13.040
  • FOR THE SIN THAT SEPARATED US
  • 01:10:13.040 --> 01:10:16.020
  • FROM YOUR OUR CREATOR.
  • 01:10:16.020 --> 01:10:17.170
  • THIS CHRISTMAS YOU, YOU DON'T
  • 01:10:17.170 --> 01:10:18.250
  • HAVE TO PLAY A FANCY PRAYER, YOU
  • 01:10:18.250 --> 01:10:21.180
  • DON'T HAVE TO SEND MONEY IN YOU
  • 01:10:21.180 --> 01:10:24.030
  • HAVE TO SAY JESUS, I'M A MESS
  • 01:10:24.030 --> 01:10:26.080
  • AND I CAN'T MAKE IT BY MYSELF.
  • 01:10:26.080 --> 01:10:28.060
  • WILL YOU FORGIVE ME FORMYCIN?
  • 01:10:29.010 --> 01:10:32.010
  • AND MAKE MY DIRTY P HEART CLEAN?
  • 01:10:32.010 --> 01:10:33.270
  • HELP ME TO FOLLOW YOU FOR THE
  • 01:10:33.270 --> 01:10:35.220
  • REST OF MY LIFE, COME INTO YOUR
  • 01:10:36.040 --> 01:10:39.040
  • AFFECTION.
  • 01:10:39.040 --> 01:10:39.160
  • I WANT TO BE A FOLLOWER OF
  • 01:10:39.160 --> 01:10:41.060
  • CHRIST.
  • 01:10:41.060 --> 01:10:41.290
  • THAT'S WHAT YOU DO.
  • 01:10:41.290 --> 01:10:42.270
  • YOU CAN DO IT RIGHT NOW IN YOUR
  • 01:10:42.270 --> 01:10:44.140
  • LIVING ROOM.
  • 01:10:44.140 --> 01:10:44.280
  • YOU CAN DO IT IN THE HOTEL ROOM.
  • 01:10:46.020 --> 01:10:49.020
  • I LIKE TO GET ON MY KNEES.
  • 01:10:49.150 --> 01:10:52.150
  • I CAN BE PRIDEFUL AND SOMETIMES
  • 01:10:52.150 --> 01:10:54.240
  • GETTING ON NIE KNEES REMINDS ME
  • 01:10:54.240 --> 01:10:57.090
  • I'M NOT THE BOSS, GOD IS.
  • 01:10:57.250 --> 01:11:00.270
  • IF THE HOLE HOLY SPIRIT
  • 01:11:02.250 --> 01:11:05.250
  • SPROMENTS YOU, YOU MIGHT WANT TO
  • 01:11:05.250 --> 01:11:07.280
  • GET ON YOUR KNEES.
  • 01:11:07.280 --> 01:11:09.080
  • IT'S NOT THAT COMPLICATED.
  • 01:11:09.080 --> 01:11:10.230
  • GOD LOVES US.
  • 01:11:10.230 --> 01:11:11.180
  • HE CREATED A WAY FOR US TO BE
  • 01:11:11.180 --> 01:11:14.000
  • RECONCILED TO HIM BY PUTTING OUR
  • 01:11:14.000 --> 01:11:16.050
  • FAITH IN JESUS, THE ONE WHO CAME
  • 01:11:16.050 --> 01:11:18.000
  • TO YOU AT CHRISTMAS.
  • 01:11:18.000 --> 01:11:20.130
  • IS TO OKAY FOR US TO PRAY?
  • 01:11:20.130 --> 01:11:22.050
  • - PLEASE, YEAH.
  • 01:11:22.050 --> 01:11:23.000
  • - IF THE HOLY SPIRIT HAS MOVED
  • 01:11:23.000 --> 01:11:24.230
  • ON YOUR HEART AND MAYBE YOU FEEL
  • 01:11:24.230 --> 01:11:27.010
  • REALLY LOST AND LONELY THIS
  • 01:11:27.010 --> 01:11:28.220
  • CHRISTMAS SEASON OR MAYBE
  • 01:11:28.220 --> 01:11:30.150
  • EVERYBODY YOU WANT IS GOING TO
  • 01:11:30.150 --> 01:11:32.110
  • BE COMING TO YOUR HOUSE AND THE
  • 01:11:32.110 --> 01:11:34.090
  • ONLY THING YOU'RE WORRIED ABOUT
  • 01:11:34.090 --> 01:11:35.260
  • HOW YOU'RE GOING TO GET THE
  • 01:11:35.260 --> 01:11:38.000
  • TURKEY DONE ON TIME.
  • 01:11:38.000 --> 01:11:40.130
  • THERE'S ALWAYS THAT GAP IN YOUR
  • 01:11:40.130 --> 01:11:43.070
  • HEART, YOU FEEL LIKE I SHOULD BE
  • 01:11:43.070 --> 01:11:45.010
  • SO HAPPY, SO JOYFUL BECAUSE I
  • 01:11:45.010 --> 01:11:46.220
  • HAVE THIS HEALTHY FAMILY AND WE
  • 01:11:46.220 --> 01:11:48.180
  • HAVE ENOUGH MONEY IN THE BANK
  • 01:11:48.180 --> 01:11:49.290
  • FOR OUR BILLS, BUT THERE'S
  • 01:11:49.290 --> 01:11:51.290
  • SOMETHING MISSING.
  • 01:11:51.290 --> 01:11:53.130
  • I'M TELLING YOU THAT SOMETHING
  • 01:11:53.130 --> 01:11:54.150
  • IS JESUS.
  • 01:11:54.150 --> 01:11:55.070
  • UL WILL NEVER BE WHOLE WITHOUT
  • 01:11:55.070 --> 01:11:57.290
  • -- YOU WILL NEVER BE WHOLE
  • 01:11:57.290 --> 01:11:59.220
  • WITHOUT JESUS.
  • 01:11:59.220 --> 01:12:00.210
  • YOU WILL NEVER HAVE JOY THAT IS
  • 01:12:00.240 --> 01:12:03.240
  • NOT BASED ON YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES
  • 01:12:03.240 --> 01:12:06.000
  • APART FROM JESUS, YOU WILL NEVER
  • 01:12:06.010 --> 01:12:09.010
  • HAVE PERFECT PEACE APART FROM
  • 01:12:09.010 --> 01:12:10.160
  • JESUS.
  • 01:12:10.160 --> 01:12:10.290
  • IF THE HOLY SPIRIT HAS PROMPTED
  • 01:12:10.290 --> 01:12:12.280
  • YOU TO LEAN INTO JESUS, WOULD
  • 01:12:12.280 --> 01:12:15.000
  • YOU JOIN US AND PRAY THAT SIMPLE
  • 01:12:15.000 --> 01:12:17.160
  • PRAYER RIGHT NOW.
  • 01:12:17.160 --> 01:12:18.280
  • YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 01:12:18.280 --> 01:12:20.030
  • I KNOW YALE ARE SUCH AMAZING
  • 01:12:20.230 --> 01:12:23.230
  • PEOPLE.
  • 01:12:23.230 --> 01:12:24.030
  • WILL YOU PRAY OUTLOUD SO THEY
  • 01:12:24.030 --> 01:12:25.290
  • CAN HEAR YOU PRAY I GO?
  • 01:12:25.290 --> 01:12:28.120
  • WE'RE NOT GETTING SAVED AGAIN IF
  • 01:12:28.120 --> 01:12:30.280
  • YOU'RE A BELIEVER.
  • 01:12:30.280 --> 01:12:32.100
  • YOU'RE REMINDING YOURSELF WHAT
  • 01:12:32.100 --> 01:12:34.110
  • CHRISTMAS IS FOR THOSE OF US WHO
  • 01:12:34.110 --> 01:12:36.180
  • ARE CHRIST FOLLOWERS.
  • 01:12:36.180 --> 01:12:38.130
  • DEAR JESUS, I'M A MESS.
  • 01:12:38.130 --> 01:12:39.170
  • I CAN'T MAKE IT BY MYSELF.
  • 01:12:39.170 --> 01:12:41.290
  • I'VE COMMITTED SINS, THAT
  • 01:12:41.290 --> 01:12:44.020
  • SEPARATED ME FROM YOU.
  • 01:12:44.020 --> 01:12:45.090
  • I COMMITTED SINS.
  • 01:12:45.090 --> 01:12:48.030
  • AND SINS HAVE BEEN COMMITTED
  • 01:12:48.030 --> 01:12:49.130
  • AGAINST ME THAT HAVE BROKEN MY
  • 01:12:49.170 --> 01:12:52.170
  • HEART.
  • 01:12:52.170 --> 01:12:54.080
  • JESUS, I NEED YOU TO SAVE ME.
  • 01:12:55.120 --> 01:12:58.120
  • TO HEAL ME.
  • 01:12:58.120 --> 01:13:01.110
  • AND TO TRANSFORM ME.
  • 01:13:02.070 --> 01:13:05.070
  • I PUT MY HOPE NEW.
  • 01:13:05.070 --> 01:13:07.220
  • I PUT MY FAITH IN YOU AND YOU
  • 01:13:07.260 --> 01:13:10.260
  • ALONE, JESUS.
  • 01:13:10.260 --> 01:13:12.180
  • THANK YOU FOR CLOSING MY DIRTY P
  • 01:13:13.080 --> 01:13:16.080
  • -- CLEANSING MY DIRTY P HEART.
  • 01:13:16.080 --> 01:13:18.140
  • THANK YOU FOR ACCEPTING ME.
  • 01:13:18.180 --> 01:13:21.180
  • HELP ME TO LEAN INTO YOUR
  • 01:13:22.090 --> 01:13:25.090
  • AFFECTION.
  • 01:13:25.130 --> 01:13:28.130
  • AMEN.
  • 01:13:28.130 --> 01:13:29.170
  • MERRY CHRISTMAS.
  • 01:13:29.170 --> 01:13:30.160
  • - MERRY CHRISTMAS, WOW.
  • 01:13:30.160 --> 01:13:32.200
  • [ APPLAUSE ]
  • 01:13:32.200 --> 01:13:33.030
  • - THAT'S BEAUTIFUL.
  • 01:13:35.060 --> 01:13:38.060
  • THERE ARE PEOPLE RIGHT BACK OVER
  • 01:13:38.140 --> 01:13:41.140
  • HERE LITERALLY THEY'RE JUST A
  • 01:13:41.140 --> 01:13:43.160
  • FEW STEP FRS HERE.
  • 01:13:43.160 --> 01:13:45.250
  • THEY WILL TALK WITH YOU IF YOU
  • 01:13:45.250 --> 01:13:47.110
  • WANT TO KNOW, WE WOULD LOVE TO
  • 01:13:47.110 --> 01:13:49.150
  • HEAR FROM YOU.
  • 01:13:49.150 --> 01:13:50.090
  • WE WOULD LOVE TO SEND YOU
  • 01:13:50.090 --> 01:13:52.160
  • MATERIALS.
  • 01:13:52.160 --> 01:13:52.270
  • WE WOULD LOVE TO BE THIS CONTACT
  • 01:13:52.270 --> 01:13:53.290
  • WITH YOU.
  • 01:13:53.290 --> 01:13:55.170
  • WE HAD A MILLIONS OF PEOPLE OVER
  • 01:13:56.020 --> 01:13:59.020
  • 45 YEARS, MILLIONS OF PEOPLE
  • 01:13:59.020 --> 01:14:01.020
  • HAVE CALLED THAT NUMBER, AND
  • 01:14:03.200 --> 01:14:06.200
  • UNDERSTOOD SALVATION AND WE'RE
  • 01:14:06.200 --> 01:14:09.020
  • THRILLED THAT AS MANY THINGS
  • 01:14:09.040 --> 01:14:12.040
  • CHANGE, MANY THINGS REMAIN THE
  • 01:14:12.040 --> 01:14:14.060
  • SAME AND THAT'S JESUS.
  • 01:14:14.060 --> 01:14:15.150
  • AND THAT'S WHAT WE'RE TALKING
  • 01:14:15.150 --> 01:14:17.280
  • ABOUT TONIGHT.
  • 01:14:17.280 --> 01:14:19.140
  • I FEEL LIKE WE HAVE ABOUT 10 OR
  • 01:14:19.140 --> 01:14:21.120
  • 12 MINUTES LEFT IN THE
  • 01:14:21.190 --> 01:14:24.190
  • BROADCAST.
  • 01:14:24.190 --> 01:14:25.010
  • THAT THERE ARE STILL MORE PEOPLE
  • 01:14:25.010 --> 01:14:27.290
  • CALLING, NOT ONLY TO ACCEPT
  • 01:14:27.290 --> 01:14:29.110
  • JESUS BUT TO ASK IF THEY CAN GO
  • 01:14:29.110 --> 01:14:30.280
  • OUT WITH LISA.
  • 01:14:30.280 --> 01:14:33.190
  • AND SO I JUST -- I'M NOT GOING
  • 01:14:38.000 --> 01:14:41.000
  • SO SAY WHAT I WAS ABOUT TO SAY.
  • 01:14:41.000 --> 01:14:43.110
  • I'M VERY HAPPY RIGHT NOW.
  • 01:14:43.110 --> 01:14:45.040
  • NOW THAT WE'VE GOT THE WORK DONE
  • 01:14:45.040 --> 01:14:47.140
  • OF THE PROGRAM, AND THAT'S WHAT
  • 01:14:47.190 --> 01:14:50.190
  • WE WANT TO DO.
  • 01:14:50.190 --> 01:14:52.190
  • NOW, IF THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT
  • 01:14:52.190 --> 01:14:54.220
  • ARE SAD AROUND THIS TIME, JUST
  • 01:14:54.240 --> 01:14:57.240
  • TELL US A JOKE OR TELL US A
  • 01:14:57.280 --> 01:15:01.000
  • FUNNY STORY, JUST KIND OF TAKE
  • 01:15:01.000 --> 01:15:03.050
  • US -- LEAVE THEM LAUGHING.
  • 01:15:03.050 --> 01:15:04.210
  • - THAT'S EASY.
  • 01:15:04.210 --> 01:15:05.280
  • I WILL TELL YOU.
  • 01:15:05.280 --> 01:15:07.120
  • SOMETIMES BECAUSE I'M A BIBLE
  • 01:15:07.120 --> 01:15:10.070
  • TEACHER PEOPLE EXPECT ME TO COME
  • 01:15:10.070 --> 01:15:12.120
  • IN WITH A TURTLE TECH AND BE ALL
  • 01:15:12.270 --> 01:15:15.270
  • SERIOUS.
  • 01:15:15.270 --> 01:15:16.070
  • I CAN'T BE THAT SERIOUS, I USE
  • 01:15:16.200 --> 01:15:19.200
  • MY LIFE LIKE A BLOOD PRESSURER
  • 01:15:19.200 --> 01:15:22.070
  • REEL.
  • 01:15:22.070 --> 01:15:22.210
  • I USED TO WORK FOR A MINISTRY
  • 01:15:22.250 --> 01:15:25.250
  • CALLED FOCUS ON THE FAMILY.
  • 01:15:25.250 --> 01:15:27.270
  • LOVE FOCUS ON THE FAMILY.
  • 01:15:27.270 --> 01:15:29.110
  • HAD I WORKED AT FOCUS, IT WAS
  • 01:15:29.110 --> 01:15:32.040
  • PRETTY SERIOUS.
  • 01:15:32.040 --> 01:15:34.100
  • SERIOUS -- RULES.
  • 01:15:34.100 --> 01:15:35.210
  • WOMEN HAD TO WEAR PANTYHOSE
  • 01:15:36.110 --> 01:15:39.110
  • UNLESS IT WAS BELOW FREEZING AND
  • 01:15:39.110 --> 01:15:42.090
  • YOU COULD NOT WEAR OPEN TOED
  • 01:15:42.090 --> 01:15:45.010
  • SHOES.
  • 01:15:45.010 --> 01:15:45.240
  • EVIDENTLY AT SOME POINT SOMEBODY
  • 01:15:45.240 --> 01:15:48.200
  • DECIDED THAT'S --
  • 01:15:48.200 --> 01:15:49.150
  • - VERY SEXY.
  • 01:15:49.150 --> 01:15:50.200
  • - TOO HOT.
  • 01:15:50.200 --> 01:15:51.170
  • - I'M SORRY THE MAN IS
  • 01:15:51.170 --> 01:15:54.000
  • STRUGGLING IF HE'S LOOKING AT MY
  • 01:15:54.000 --> 01:15:55.280
  • FEET, HE NEEDS MORE HELP THAN HE
  • 01:15:56.230 --> 01:15:59.230
  • REALIZES.
  • 01:15:59.230 --> 01:16:00.070
  • ANYTHING WAY, I'M A THEOLOGICAL
  • 01:16:02.220 --> 01:16:05.220
  • CONSERVATIVE.
  • 01:16:05.220 --> 01:16:06.050
  • THIS WAS UBER CONSERVATIVE.
  • 01:16:06.050 --> 01:16:08.150
  • I'M LEAD -- LEAVING FOCUS, AND A
  • 01:16:09.190 --> 01:16:12.190
  • LOT OF EMPLOYEES ABOUT 1200
  • 01:16:12.190 --> 01:16:14.230
  • PEOPLE.
  • 01:16:14.230 --> 01:16:15.070
  • I'M RUNNING ALL OVER MINISTRY
  • 01:16:15.070 --> 01:16:17.050
  • BECAUSE I'M MOVING TO TENNESSEE.
  • 01:16:17.050 --> 01:16:19.020
  • THAT WAS IN COLORADO.
  • 01:16:19.020 --> 01:16:20.150
  • I'M IN THE GOING TO SEE THESE
  • 01:16:20.150 --> 01:16:21.200
  • PEOPLE FOR YEARS.
  • 01:16:21.200 --> 01:16:23.000
  • I'M HUGGING EVERYBODY, BEING A
  • 01:16:23.000 --> 01:16:26.000
  • SOCIAL BUTTER FLIE.
  • 01:16:26.000 --> 01:16:27.090
  • I RUN INTO THIS GUY I JUST LOVE.
  • 01:16:27.090 --> 01:16:29.280
  • HE'S THIS GODLY GUY.
  • 01:16:29.280 --> 01:16:31.150
  • I WON'T SAY HIS NAME ON THE AIR
  • 01:16:31.150 --> 01:16:34.020
  • BECAUSE HE'S STILL ALIVE.
  • 01:16:34.020 --> 01:16:36.150
  • PROBABLY IN THERAPY AFTER THIS.
  • 01:16:36.150 --> 01:16:38.210
  • BUT GODLY GUY.
  • 01:16:38.210 --> 01:16:39.270
  • RUN INTO HIM OUTSIDE THE
  • 01:16:39.270 --> 01:16:42.080
  • RESTROOM.
  • 01:16:42.080 --> 01:16:42.200
  • I'M GOING TO CALL HIM SAM.
  • 01:16:42.200 --> 01:16:45.030
  • BUT ANYWAY, I WAS LIKE, SAM, I'M
  • 01:16:46.030 --> 01:16:49.030
  • SO GLAD I GET TO SEE YOU.
  • 01:16:49.030 --> 01:16:51.160
  • HE'S LIKE, YES, I HEARD YOU WERE
  • 01:16:52.140 --> 01:16:55.140
  • LEAVING.
  • 01:16:55.140 --> 01:16:55.260
  • I WASN'T SURE I WOULD SEE HIM
  • 01:16:55.260 --> 01:16:58.060
  • FACE-TO-FACE.
  • 01:16:58.060 --> 01:16:58.190
  • WE START TALKING AND SAM IS
  • 01:16:58.190 --> 01:17:00.210
  • SAYING THE NICEEST THINGS TO ME.
  • 01:17:00.210 --> 01:17:03.030
  • ALMOST LIKE OLD TESTAMENT, HE
  • 01:17:03.030 --> 01:17:05.180
  • WON'T LOOK AT ME.
  • 01:17:05.180 --> 01:17:07.130
  • HE SATISFIES STARING OFF HIGHLY
  • 01:17:07.130 --> 01:17:09.280
  • GIVING ME THIS BLESSING.
  • 01:17:09.280 --> 01:17:12.080
  • HE'S SO GODLY PROBABLY THINKING
  • 01:17:12.080 --> 01:17:15.020
  • OF SOMETHING IN HEEB -- HEBREW.
  • 01:17:17.260 --> 01:17:20.260
  • YOU'RE HAVING THIS GREAT GOODBYE
  • 01:17:21.020 --> 01:17:24.020
  • CONVERSATION IF YOU WANT TO STOP
  • 01:17:24.020 --> 01:17:25.010
  • THIS TRAIN WRECK.
  • 01:17:25.010 --> 01:17:25.180
  • - I LOVE THIS.
  • 01:17:25.180 --> 01:17:27.120
  • - I'M ANTICIPATE TRYING TO GET
  • 01:17:27.120 --> 01:17:28.240
  • INTO HIS LINE OF VISION.
  • 01:17:28.240 --> 01:17:31.080
  • HE WILL NOT LOOK AT ME.
  • 01:17:31.080 --> 01:17:33.210
  • THIS WONDERFUL GOODBYE, I'M
  • 01:17:33.230 --> 01:17:36.230
  • DISAPPOINTED HE HASN'T LOOKED AT
  • 01:17:36.230 --> 01:17:38.200
  • ME.
  • 01:17:38.200 --> 01:17:39.050
  • HE TURNS TO WALK TOWARDS HIS
  • 01:17:39.050 --> 01:17:41.240
  • OFFICE AND I TURN TO MY CUBICLE,
  • 01:17:41.240 --> 01:17:44.070
  • I FELT THIS LITTLE DRAFT AND SO
  • 01:17:44.070 --> 01:17:46.190
  • I LOOK DOWN AND WAS HORRIFIED TO
  • 01:17:48.180 --> 01:17:51.180
  • REALIZE I HAD ACCIDENTALLY
  • 01:17:51.180 --> 01:17:53.170
  • TUCKED MY SKIRT INTO MY
  • 01:17:53.170 --> 01:17:56.120
  • UNDERWEAR IN THE RESTROOM.
  • 01:17:56.120 --> 01:17:57.200
  • NOT ONLY THAT, I HATED PANTIHOSE
  • 01:17:57.200 --> 01:18:00.140
  • SO I ALWAYS WORE THY HIGHS.
  • 01:18:01.110 --> 01:18:04.110
  • THERE I CAN STANDING IN THE
  • 01:18:04.150 --> 01:18:07.150
  • HALLWAY WHAT WAS THE LARGEST
  • 01:18:07.150 --> 01:18:09.270
  • CHURCH MINISTRY AND IN MY
  • 01:18:11.250 --> 01:18:14.250
  • THIGH-HIGHS TALKING ABOUT THE
  • 01:18:14.250 --> 01:18:15.240
  • SOVEREIGNTY OF GOD AND SAM IS
  • 01:18:15.240 --> 01:18:18.120
  • STARING OFF AND I REALIZE THAT'S
  • 01:18:18.120 --> 01:18:20.080
  • WHY HE WOULDN'T LOOK AT ME.
  • 01:18:20.080 --> 01:18:21.160
  • I WAS STANDING THERE IN UNGODLY
  • 01:18:22.180 --> 01:18:25.180
  • FORM.
  • 01:18:25.180 --> 01:18:25.270
  • - DISARRAY.
  • 01:18:25.270 --> 01:18:26.290
  • - YEAH.
  • 01:18:26.290 --> 01:18:28.220
  • I CANNOT TAKE MYSELF THAT
  • 01:18:28.220 --> 01:18:31.050
  • SERIOUSLY.
  • 01:18:31.050 --> 01:18:31.170
  • THINGS LIKE THAT HAPPEN ALL THE
  • 01:18:31.170 --> 01:18:34.060
  • TIME.
  • 01:18:34.060 --> 01:18:34.150
  • - YOU WILL HAVE TO EXPLAIN THAT
  • 01:18:34.150 --> 01:18:36.060
  • TO ME LATER.
  • 01:18:36.060 --> 01:18:37.180
  • I'M NOT SURE WHAT THIGH HIGHS
  • 01:18:37.200 --> 01:18:40.200
  • ARE.
  • 01:18:40.200 --> 01:18:40.280
  • - THEY'RE IN THE OLD TESTAMENT.
  • 01:18:40.280 --> 01:18:42.230
  • - I MAY HAVE THE WINNER HERE.
  • 01:18:42.230 --> 01:18:44.170
  • - YOU'RE FILTERING THESE GUYS.
  • 01:18:45.230 --> 01:18:48.230
  • I REALLY HAVE A CRUSH ON A GUY
  • 01:18:48.230 --> 01:18:51.140
  • ALREADY.
  • 01:18:51.140 --> 01:18:51.240
  • - I WANT TOY TELL YOU THIS GUY
  • 01:18:51.240 --> 01:18:54.170
  • THINKS YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL AND A
  • 01:18:54.170 --> 01:18:56.110
  • BOXER AND A BULL RIDER.
  • 01:18:56.110 --> 01:18:58.060
  • - OKAY, I'M DONE.
  • 01:18:58.060 --> 01:19:01.040
  • [ APPLAUSE ]
  • 01:19:01.040 --> 01:19:02.060
  • - I'M TOTALLY IN.
  • 01:19:02.060 --> 01:19:05.010
  • I'M SO IN.
  • 01:19:05.010 --> 01:19:06.050
  • - HIS FIRST NAME IS RHINO.
  • 01:19:06.050 --> 01:19:08.260
  • - OH, COME ON.
  • 01:19:08.260 --> 01:19:11.230
  • [ LAUGHTER ]
  • 01:19:11.230 --> 01:19:13.030
  • - I THINK I COULD SAY THAT WITH
  • 01:19:15.090 --> 01:19:18.090
  • PASSION.
  • 01:19:18.090 --> 01:19:18.200
  • - OH RHINO.
  • 01:19:18.200 --> 01:19:19.260
  • - OH RHINO, STOP.
  • 01:19:21.200 --> 01:19:24.200
  • [ APPLAUSE ]
  • 01:19:24.200 --> 01:19:27.030
  • - Y'ALL -- THIS IS LIVE ISN'T
  • 01:19:29.000 --> 01:19:32.000
  • IT?
  • 01:19:32.000 --> 01:19:32.080
  • - THERE'S NO COMING BACKING
  • 01:19:32.080 --> 01:19:34.220
  • FROM THIS.
  • 01:19:36.140 --> 01:19:39.140
  • BETH MOORE IS AT HER --
  • 01:19:39.140 --> 01:19:41.120
  • - PEOPLE ARE ON THE FLOOR
  • 01:19:41.120 --> 01:19:44.110
  • PRAYTH, LORD, MAKE HER STOP.
  • 01:19:44.110 --> 01:19:46.000
  • - THIS ONE SAYS, I WANT A DATE
  • 01:19:46.000 --> 01:19:48.140
  • WITH LISA AND HIS LAST NAME IS
  • 01:19:49.080 --> 01:19:52.080
  • MERC BEINGHERSON.
  • 01:19:52.080 --> 01:19:55.040
  • I KNOW THERE ARE SOME THAT HAVE
  • 01:19:55.040 --> 01:19:56.090
  • A LOT OF MONEY THERE'S BOXER AND
  • 01:19:57.210 --> 01:20:00.210
  • BULL RIDE IR.
  • 01:20:00.210 --> 01:20:01.280
  • WILLIAM INTERESTED IN -- WILLIAM
  • 01:20:01.280 --> 01:20:04.270
  • AND HE'S IN NEW JERSEY.
  • 01:20:06.070 --> 01:20:09.070
  • I'LL BE PRAYING OVER THESE AND
  • 01:20:09.070 --> 01:20:10.190
  • GIVE YOU THE ONES THAT WORK.
  • 01:20:10.190 --> 01:20:12.210
  • SEVEN MINUTES, ANOTHER STORY.
  • 01:20:12.210 --> 01:20:14.190
  • THAT DOESN'T INCLUDE YOUR BARE
  • 01:20:15.140 --> 01:20:18.140
  • REAR END.
  • 01:20:18.140 --> 01:20:18.250
  • - IT'S SAD THAT HOW MANY
  • 01:20:18.270 --> 01:20:21.270
  • STORIES I HAVE THAT KIND OF
  • 01:20:21.270 --> 01:20:23.220
  • INCLUDE THAT.
  • 01:20:23.220 --> 01:20:25.080
  • I TOLD YOU I WAS STILL IN
  • 01:20:25.080 --> 01:20:27.290
  • PROCESS.
  • 01:20:27.290 --> 01:20:28.230
  • OBVIOUSLY, MY FREEDOM NEEDS TO
  • 01:20:28.230 --> 01:20:30.130
  • BE MORE OF A HOLY FREEDOM.
  • 01:20:30.130 --> 01:20:32.110
  • CAN I TELL YOU A STORY THAT'S
  • 01:20:32.110 --> 01:20:34.220
  • NOT FUNNY.
  • 01:20:34.220 --> 01:20:35.170
  • - PLEASE, ANYTHING.
  • 01:20:35.170 --> 01:20:36.110
  • - MY STEPDAD WAS, I MEAN, AGO
  • 01:20:39.060 --> 01:20:42.060
  • NO,
  • 01:20:42.060 --> 01:20:42.260
  • AGNOSTIC WHEN I WAS IN HIGH
  • 01:20:42.260 --> 01:20:44.230
  • SCHOOL.
  • 01:20:44.230 --> 01:20:45.030
  • HE THREW MY BIBLE OUT THE FRONT
  • 01:20:45.030 --> 01:20:47.060
  • DOOR AND SAID HE DIDN'T WANT
  • 01:20:47.060 --> 01:20:48.180
  • THAT BS IN THE HOUSE ANYMORE.
  • 01:20:48.180 --> 01:20:50.240
  • I TOLD HIM I WAS GOING TO GO
  • 01:20:51.000 --> 01:20:54.000
  • INTO THE FULL-TIME MINISTRY, HE
  • 01:20:54.060 --> 01:20:57.060
  • SAID MIND WAS THE BIGGEST WASTE.
  • 01:20:57.230 --> 01:21:00.250
  • TO SAY HE WAS ANTICHRISTIAN IS
  • 01:21:00.250 --> 01:21:03.160
  • PUTTING IT MILDLY.
  • 01:21:03.160 --> 01:21:05.060
  • THIS HAPPENED WHEN I WAS 42 --
  • 01:21:07.050 --> 01:21:10.050
  • IT DOESN'T MATTER.
  • 01:21:10.050 --> 01:21:11.260
  • IT WAS A WHILE AGO.
  • 01:21:11.260 --> 01:21:13.020
  • I GOT A CULL FROM MY AUNT I WAS
  • 01:21:13.020 --> 01:21:15.070
  • AT THAT TIME AT A WOMAN OF FAITH
  • 01:21:16.100 --> 01:21:19.100
  • EVENT IN COLORADO.
  • 01:21:19.100 --> 01:21:20.030
  • SHE SAID, LEASES IS A, COME HOME
  • 01:21:20.030 --> 01:21:22.070
  • AS QUICKLY AS YOU CAN, JOHN JUST
  • 01:21:22.070 --> 01:21:24.190
  • WHAT A STROKE AND IT LOOKS LIKE
  • 01:21:24.190 --> 01:21:27.160
  • HE'S NOT GOING TO MAKE IT
  • 01:21:27.160 --> 01:21:29.100
  • THROUGH THE NIGHT.
  • 01:21:29.100 --> 01:21:30.200
  • MY DAD IS A INK IS ITER.
  • 01:21:30.200 --> 01:21:33.190
  • I SCARED TO DEATH I WOULDN'T GET
  • 01:21:33.190 --> 01:21:35.130
  • HOME IN TIME TO SEE HIM BEFORE
  • 01:21:35.130 --> 01:21:36.270
  • HE PASSED AWAY.
  • 01:21:36.270 --> 01:21:38.290
  • HE MADE A MIRACULOUS RECOVERY.
  • 01:21:39.060 --> 01:21:42.060
  • WE'RE SITTING ACROSS THE TABLE
  • 01:21:42.060 --> 01:21:43.160
  • FROM EACH OTHER AND HE HAD JUST
  • 01:21:44.100 --> 01:21:47.100
  • BEEN PRETTY ABUSIVE IN A LOT OF
  • 01:21:47.250 --> 01:21:50.250
  • WAYS.
  • 01:21:50.250 --> 01:21:51.080
  • HE SAID, NOW, WHERE DID YOU COME
  • 01:21:51.080 --> 01:21:53.090
  • FROM TO GET HERE?
  • 01:21:53.090 --> 01:21:54.230
  • AND I SAID, WELL, DAD I WAS AT
  • 01:21:54.230 --> 01:21:57.050
  • WOMEN OF FAITH IN DENVER.
  • 01:21:57.050 --> 01:21:59.060
  • HE SAID, OH, THAT'S GOOD.
  • 01:21:59.230 --> 01:22:02.250
  • FOR MY DAD TO SAY WOMEN OF FAITH
  • 01:22:02.250 --> 01:22:04.290
  • AND IT WAS GOOD WAS SHOCKING.
  • 01:22:04.290 --> 01:22:07.010
  • HE SAID, NOW WHAT IS IT AGAIN?
  • 01:22:08.000 --> 01:22:11.000
  • I SAID REMEMBER, DAD, IT'S THAT
  • 01:22:11.000 --> 01:22:13.270
  • CONFERENCE I GO TO A WHOLE LOT
  • 01:22:13.270 --> 01:22:15.050
  • OF WOMEN TALKING ABOUT HOW MUCH
  • 01:22:15.050 --> 01:22:17.130
  • GOD LOVES US.
  • 01:22:17.130 --> 01:22:18.130
  • HE SAID, THAT'S REAL GOOD.
  • 01:22:18.130 --> 01:22:20.180
  • THAT'S JUST NOT MY DAD.
  • 01:22:20.180 --> 01:22:22.160
  • I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT'S COMING
  • 01:22:22.160 --> 01:22:24.120
  • OUT OF MY DAD'S MOUTH.
  • 01:22:24.120 --> 01:22:25.270
  • MY MOM IS STANDING BEHIND MY DAD
  • 01:22:25.270 --> 01:22:28.200
  • AND GOING LIKE THIS. I EXCUSE
  • 01:22:28.200 --> 01:22:31.120
  • MYSELF FROM MY DAD WHO IS 87.
  • 01:22:31.120 --> 01:22:33.130
  • I FOLLOW MY MOM.
  • 01:22:33.130 --> 01:22:35.190
  • SHE GOES COME HERE, I HAVE TO
  • 01:22:35.190 --> 01:22:37.080
  • SHOW YOU SOMETHING.
  • 01:22:37.080 --> 01:22:38.200
  • MY DAD IS REAL ACADEMIC.
  • 01:22:38.200 --> 01:22:41.010
  • TAKES ME TO THE BASEMENT, POINTS
  • 01:22:41.010 --> 01:22:43.010
  • TO THE DESK.
  • 01:22:43.010 --> 01:22:45.130
  • COVERED WITH BIBLES.
  • 01:22:45.130 --> 01:22:47.070
  • HE PILFERED HER BIBLES.
  • 01:22:47.150 --> 01:22:50.150
  • SHE SAID IS, LISA, THIS IS ALL
  • 01:22:50.150 --> 01:22:53.010
  • YOUR DAD HAD BEEN READING FOR
  • 01:22:53.010 --> 01:22:54.150
  • THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS.
  • 01:22:54.150 --> 01:22:56.130
  • THEN SHE SAID, I THINK HE'S
  • 01:22:56.130 --> 01:22:59.110
  • BECOME A CHRISTIAN.
  • 01:22:59.110 --> 01:23:00.080
  • I WAS LIKE, I THINK YOU'RE
  • 01:23:00.080 --> 01:23:02.220
  • TAKING SOME OF THOSE MEDS.
  • 01:23:02.220 --> 01:23:04.290
  • THERE'S NO WAY.
  • 01:23:04.290 --> 01:23:07.010
  • HE'S TOO MEAN.
  • 01:23:07.010 --> 01:23:08.260
  • HE'S TOO PREJUDICED, TOO
  • 01:23:10.100 --> 01:23:13.100
  • PRIDEFUL.
  • 01:23:13.100 --> 01:23:13.210
  • SHE SAID, WHY DON'T YOU GO UP
  • 01:23:14.050 --> 01:23:17.050
  • STAIRS AND ASK HIM TO READ THE
  • 01:23:17.050 --> 01:23:18.270
  • BIBLE TO YOU.
  • 01:23:18.270 --> 01:23:20.020
  • THE SAME DAD WHO URL PURLED MY
  • 01:23:21.010 --> 01:23:24.010
  • BIBLE OUT THE FRONT DOOR AND
  • 01:23:24.010 --> 01:23:26.130
  • CALLED IT A BAD WORK.
  • 01:23:26.130 --> 01:23:27.260
  • SHE SAID I THINK HE WOULD LIKE
  • 01:23:28.160 --> 01:23:31.160
  • YOU TO HAVE HIM READ IT.
  • 01:23:31.160 --> 01:23:33.030
  • I WALKED UP STAIRS AND DAD, DO
  • 01:23:33.030 --> 01:23:35.150
  • YOU WANT TO READ THE BIBLE TO
  • 01:23:35.150 --> 01:23:38.070
  • ME.
  • 01:23:38.070 --> 01:23:38.210
  • I SAID BECAUSE IT'S MY FAVORITE
  • 01:23:38.210 --> 01:23:39.270
  • BOOK AND YOURS IS MY FAVORITE
  • 01:23:39.270 --> 01:23:41.200
  • VOICE.
  • 01:23:41.200 --> 01:23:41.290
  • HE HAVE SAID, OKAY.
  • 01:23:41.290 --> 01:23:44.280
  • OH MY GOODNESS.
  • 01:23:44.280 --> 01:23:46.130
  • THIS IS UNBELIEVABLE.
  • 01:23:46.130 --> 01:23:48.040
  • MOM BRINGS HIM THE BIBLE, HE
  • 01:23:48.040 --> 01:23:49.230
  • OPEN IT IS AND STARTS TO FLIP.
  • 01:23:49.230 --> 01:23:51.120
  • I REACH OVER QUICK AND FLIP TO
  • 01:23:51.120 --> 01:23:54.100
  • JOHN 14.
  • 01:23:54.100 --> 01:23:54.290
  • IF THIS IS THE ONLY TIME I HEAR
  • 01:23:54.290 --> 01:23:57.250
  • GOD'S WORD COME OUT OF MY DAD'S
  • 01:23:58.000 --> 01:24:01.020
  • MOUTH I'M GOING TO HAVE HIM SAY
  • 01:24:01.020 --> 01:24:02.240
  • JESUS IS THE ONLY WAY, HE STARTS
  • 01:24:02.240 --> 01:24:05.130
  • READING JOHN 14.
  • 01:24:05.130 --> 01:24:06.110
  • GOVERNMENT THE WHOLE THING
  • 01:24:06.110 --> 01:24:07.180
  • BACKED UP ON TWO HARD DRIVES.
  • 01:24:07.270 --> 01:24:10.270
  • FILMING ON MY IPHONE.
  • 01:24:10.270 --> 01:24:12.170
  • HE STARTS READING AT JOHN 14.
  • 01:24:12.170 --> 01:24:15.140
  • READS ALL THE WAY THROUGH TO
  • 01:24:15.140 --> 01:24:17.010
  • JOHN 20 AND STOPS BECAUSE I
  • 01:24:17.010 --> 01:24:18.260
  • INTERRUPT HIM WHEN HE GETS TO
  • 01:24:18.260 --> 01:24:19.280
  • THE PART ABOUT THOMAS DOUBTING
  • 01:24:19.280 --> 01:24:21.250
  • IT WAS JESUS AFTER THE
  • 01:24:21.250 --> 01:24:24.020
  • RESURRECTION.
  • 01:24:24.020 --> 01:24:24.160
  • YOU KNOW HOW THOMAS, SAYS, LORD
  • 01:24:24.170 --> 01:24:27.170
  • HOW CAN I KNOW IT'S YOU.
  • 01:24:27.170 --> 01:24:30.020
  • TOUCH THE NAIL SCAR ON MY
  • 01:24:30.020 --> 01:24:32.010
  • HANDLED.
  • 01:24:32.010 --> 01:24:32.140
  • I STOPPED HIM AND SAID, DAD, DO
  • 01:24:32.140 --> 01:24:34.210
  • YOU BELIEVE IN JESUS?
  • 01:24:34.210 --> 01:24:36.070
  • AND HE SAID, WHAT DO YOU MEAN?
  • 01:24:36.070 --> 01:24:39.070
  • DAD, YOU'RE SO MUCH LIKE THOMAS,
  • 01:24:39.250 --> 01:24:42.250
  • ANALYTIC, BRIGHT.
  • 01:24:42.250 --> 01:24:43.100
  • YOU HAVE NEVER SEEN THE FLESH
  • 01:24:43.100 --> 01:24:45.090
  • AND BLOOD JESUS LIKE THOMAS DID.
  • 01:24:45.270 --> 01:24:48.270
  • IT WOULD TAKE A LOT OF FAITH FOR
  • 01:24:48.270 --> 01:24:50.000
  • YOU TO BELIEVE.
  • 01:24:50.000 --> 01:24:50.250
  • DO YOU BELIEVE IN JESUS?
  • 01:24:50.250 --> 01:24:53.020
  • AND HE SAID YES, I DO.
  • 01:24:53.020 --> 01:24:55.000
  • AND IT WAS SO AMAZING.
  • 01:24:55.110 --> 01:24:58.110
  • [ APPLAUSE ]
  • 01:24:58.110 --> 01:24:58.240
  • - BECAUSE MY DAD CAME TO KNOW
  • 01:25:04.180 --> 01:25:07.180
  • JESUS.
  • 01:25:07.180 --> 01:25:08.010
  • WE REALLY SAW CHANGING IN HIM.
  • 01:25:08.010 --> 01:25:10.250
  • EIGHT WEEKS LATER HE DIED.
  • 01:25:10.250 --> 01:25:12.090
  • HE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME.
  • 01:25:12.090 --> 01:25:14.170
  • THAT'S ONE OF THE LAST THINGS HE
  • 01:25:14.170 --> 01:25:16.060
  • EVER SAID BEFORE HE DIED.
  • 01:25:16.060 --> 01:25:17.180
  • FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE WATCHING
  • 01:25:17.180 --> 01:25:19.070
  • TONIGHT WHO THINK IT'S TOO LATE,
  • 01:25:19.110 --> 01:25:22.110
  • TOO MANY MISTAKES WHEN IT COMES
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  • TO FAMILY AT CHRISTMAS TIME,
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  • MAYBE I WILL NEVER HAVE A CHILD,
  • 01:25:27.050 --> 01:25:29.050
  • THIS PERSON I LOVE WILL NEVER,
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  • SAVED, IT'S NEVER TOO LATE.
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  • OUR GOD IS A A REDEEMER.
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  • - BEAUTIFUL.
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  • WE HAVE ALL NIGHT SAT WITH LISA
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  • HARPER AND YOU KNOW WHAT, WHAT
  • 01:25:40.070 --> 01:25:43.070
  • AN AMAZING THOUGHT,, WHAT AN
  • 01:25:43.100 --> 01:25:46.100
  • AMAZING FINAL STORY, NEVER TOO
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  • LATE.
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  • THIS CHRISTMAS SEASON, THIS IS
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  • WHY WE DO WHAT WE DO.
  • 01:25:53.280 --> 01:25:56.110
  • WE COME AND TALK INTO THESE
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  • CAMERAS AND THE AUDIENCE COMES,
  • 01:25:58.230 --> 01:26:01.160
  • PRAYER PARTNERS ARE HERE,
  • 01:26:01.160 --> 01:26:04.140
  • SPEAKERS COME TO DO ONE THING TO
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  • TELL YOU ABOUT JESUS.
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  • IF YOU'RE STILL WATCHING AND YOU
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  • NEVER MADE THAT DECISION, CALL
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  • INTO OUR PHONE OPERATORS THERE.'
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  • HERE RIGHT NOW.
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  • THEFN SITTING HERE FOR 43 YEARS.
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  • NOT THE EXACT ONES.
  • 01:26:18.140 --> 01:26:21.140
  • WHAT AN AMAZING THING.
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  • AGAIN,ING 44 YEARS LATER WE'RE
  • 01:26:24.190 --> 01:26:26.020
  • STILL DOING THE SAME THING.
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  • FIRST OF ALL, DECEMBER 12th
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  • DECEMBER 12th,ING MERRY
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  • CHRISTMAS AND WOW.
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  • THE THANKS GO TO LISA HARPER.
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  • THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE.
  • 01:26:36.130 --> 01:26:37.240
  • - THANK YOU.
  • 01:26:37.240 --> 01:26:38.270
  • - GET ALL OF HER STUFF.
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  • GO TO HER WEBSITE.
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  • WE'LL SEE YOU NEXT TIME.
  • 01:26:43.110 --> 01:26:45.030
  • BYE BYE, MERRY CHRISTMAS.
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