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Praise | December 12, 2016

Praise

December 12, 2016

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Matt & Laurie Crouch host Lisa Harper

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Praise | December 12, 2016

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IS Y-TONIGHT FROM TUSTIN,
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CALIFORNIA, AUTHOR, BIBLE
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TEACHER AND SPEAKER, LISA
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HARPER.
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[ APPLAUSE ]
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- MERRY CHRISTMAS!
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COME ON NOW.
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I LOVE IT.
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WE ARE LIVE TONIGHT.
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OUR GUEST ALL NIGHT, MISS LISA
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HARPER.
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- NO.
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- ALL LISA.
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- I'M EXCITED.
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- IT'S A LITTLE SCARY.
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I WAS THINKING WALKING OUT HERE
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WATCHING T-TBN FOR A LONG TIME.
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Y'ALL ARE SO YOUNG, HAVE BEEN ON
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FOR A FEW YEARS.
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I I FEEL LIKE A DONKEY AT THE
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KENTUCKY DERBY.
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IT'S A BIG DEAL TO BE HERE.
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I BET SO MANY PEOPLE FEEL THAT
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WAY AT CHRISTMAS.
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YOU KNOW HOW IT'S LIKE THAT
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NORMAN ROCKWELL PRESENTATION.
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I'M 53 AND SINGLE.
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I HAD TO STOP AND ASK FOR
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DIRECTIONS.
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IT'S ONE OF THOSE SEASONS WHERE
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YOU JUST -- 1-800-588, PLEASE
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CALL LISA FOR A DATE.
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I THINK A LOT OF PEOPLE AT
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CHRISTMAS FEEL LIKE THEY DON'T
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FIT.
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THAT'S THE THING I ALWAYS LOVED
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ABOUT WHAT YOU DO BECAUSE THE
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WAY YOU TALK ABOUT THE GOSPEL I
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ALWAYS FIT WITH JESUS.
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I THINK CHRISTMAS FOR SOME
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PEOPLE, YOU ASSUME EVERYBODY IS
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HAPPY.
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I THINK THERE'S A LOT OF PEOPLE
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THAT'S SMOKE AND MILES AN HOUR
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YORGS, THEY'RE NOT AS HAPPY.
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I HAVE HAD A LOT OF CHRISTMASES
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THAT WERE DIFFICULT.
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IF IT WEREN'T FOR JESUS, I DON'T
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THINK I WOULD HAVE MADE IT TO
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NEW YEARS EMOTIONALLY.
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WELL TONIGHT WHAT I LOVE BY
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TRINITY BROADCASTING NETWORK,
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WE'RE OUR FAMILY.
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IF YOU DON'T HAVE ANY AROUND
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TONIGHT, JOIN US.
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WE'RE GOING TO HAVE A GREAT
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TIME.
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I LOVE LISA HARPER.
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SHE MAKES ME GIGGLE ALL NIGHT
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LONG.
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SO THRILLED TO HAVE YOU.
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THIS IS YOUR FIRST TIME?
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- THIS IS IT MY VERY FIRST
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TIME.
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- COME ON DREAM CENTER, WE HAVE
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TO GIVE HER A WARM WELCOME.
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[ APPLAUSE ]
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- MY VERY FIRST TIME.
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- YOU KNOW WHAT ELTS?
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IF YOU'RE WATCHING THIS
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BROADCAST LIVE, WE'RE SITTING
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HERE ON THE SET, IT'S
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DECEMBER 12th AND IT'S JUST
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NOW WEST COAST TIME A LITTLE BIT
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AFTER 7:00.
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BY THE WAY, WE'RE HERE.
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THE PHONES AND THE PRAYER
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PARTNERS ARE HERE.
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WE TAKE 9, 10, SOMETIMES 10.000
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CALLS A DAY WITH THIS CALL
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CENTER HERE AND ALL OF THAT,
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THAT'S PART OF WHAT THE MINISTRY
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OF TRINITY BROADCASTING IS.
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SO FIRST OF ALL, MERRY
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CHRISTMAS.
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AND WE RECOGNIZE THE IDEA THAT
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SOME PEOPLE ARE LOOKING FORWARD
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TO GOING TO THE AIRPORT AND
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PICKING UP RELATIVES AND SOME
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PEOPLE ARE RUNNING FROM
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RELATIVES, TRYING -- YOU KNOW,
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INLAW, OUTLAW US.
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COME ON, EVERYBODY, WE KNOW SOME
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OUTLAWS.
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PUT THE CAMERA ON THE AUDIENCE
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OVER HERE.
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I WANT TO ASK YOU A QUESTION.
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HOW MANY SELF-IDENTIFY WITH
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CHRISTMAS AS A SUPER POSITIVE
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TIME OF YEAR?
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- RAISE YOUR HANDS.
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- IT'S KIND OF A SUPER NEGATIVE
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THING.
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SO YOU SEE THERE'S JUST BOTH
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GOING ON.
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SOME PEOPLE LOST LOVED ONES
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DURING THE SEASON OR THEY THINK,
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YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT MY
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UPBRINGING WAS.
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TALK TO US A LITTLE BIT LISA.
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- CHRISTMAS WHEN I WAS LITTLE
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WAS INCREDIBLE UNTIL MY DAD
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LEFT.
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LIKE MOST KIDS WHO GO THROUGH A
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DIVORCE, I THOUGHT IT MUST BE AT
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LEAST PARTLY MY FAULT.
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I THOUGHT MAYBE IF I WAS
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PRETTIER OR USED MY INSIDE VOICE
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MORE, DAD WOULDN'T HAVE LEFT.
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THERE'S SOMETHING ABOUT NOT
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HAVING WHAT I FELT WAS A WHOLE
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FAMILY.
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EVERYBODY ELSE HAD A MOMMY AND
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DAD CHRISTMAS MORNING.
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THERE'S SOMETHING THAT
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UNDERSCORES YOUR HEART MAKES YOU
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FEEL LIKE YOU'RE LESS THAN.
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- HOW OLD ARE YOU?
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- I WAS 6.
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THAT'S WHAT I CAME TO KNOW
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JESUS.
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ITIT WAS A BAPTIST CHURCH YOU IN
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FLORIDA.
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HOW DAD AS A FATHER -- THEY MUST
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HAVE SANG JUST AS I AM.
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THEY SING IT 500 TIMES AT THE
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END OF THE CHURCH.
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I REMEMBER WHITE KNUCKLING
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THINKING, I WANT A DAD WHO
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DOESN'T LEAVE.
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I CAME TO KNOW JESUS WHEN I WAS
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6 YEARS OLD.
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MY MOM REMARRIED AFTER THAT.
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I THOUGHT MY STEP DAD, WE WERE
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GOING TO BE WHOLE AGAIN.
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HE ENDED UP BEING LESS THAN WHO
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HE PRESENTED HIMSELF TO BE.
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SO ANYTHING THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO
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BE THIS WONDERFUL FAMILY EVENT
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WAS ALSO A LITTLE DISAPPOINTING
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BECAUSE -- WE JUST DIDN'T HAVE
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THAT, DIDN'T HAVE THE LOVE OR
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WARMTH OR INCLUSIVITY.
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SO I FAKED IT REAL WELL.
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WHEN I GOT OLDER, BEGAN WALKING
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CLOSER WITH JESUS.
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I BEGAN DEALING MORE WITH THE
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DISAPPOINTMENT WITH WHATEVER IT
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WAS, CHRISTMAS, BEING AT
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SOMEBODY'S BABY SHOWER.
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I CAN REMEMBER THREE CHRISTMASES
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AGO I BECAME A MOM AT 50.
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I ADOPTED A LITTLE L GIRL FROM
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HAITI.
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I HAVE WNLT THROUGH MEN KNOW
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PAUSE AND -- MEN KNOW PAUSE AND
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MOTHERHOOD AT THE SAME TIME.
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I WAS SUPPOSED TO BRING HER HOME
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FOR CHRISTMAS THREE YEARS AGO.
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I HAVE WENT TO THE MOM MALL, GOT
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THESE CHEESY STOCKINGS.
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I HAVE THE DOMESTIC ABILITY OF A
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SNAIL.
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I PAID SOMEBODY TO EMBROIDER
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SOMEBODY MISSY ON ONE STOCKING
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AND MOMMY OND THE OTHER.
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IN OCTOBER I FOUND OUT IT WAS
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LIKELY I WASN'T GOING TO BRING
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HER HOME.
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I CAN STILL REMEMBER ROLL THAG
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STOCKING UP WITH HER NAME ON IT
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AND PUTTING IT IN THE CLOSET.
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I THOUGHT, I CAN'T DO CHRISTMAS
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THIS YEAR.
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I DON'T KNOW IF I WILL BE ABLE
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TO DO CHRISTMAS AGAIN.
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I KNOW IT'S NOT ABOUT US, IT'S
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ABOUT JESUS BUT I FELT SO
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MIFFED.
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I REMEMBER GOING TO THE GROCERY
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STORE AND WOMAN IN FRONT OF ME
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WAS WEARING ONE OF THOSE "JESUS
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WAS THE REASON" PINS.
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SHE WAS SO HATEFUL.
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SHE WAS YELLING A CUSS WORD FROM
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THE SOUTH.
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SHE WAS FUSSING AT THE CHECKER
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BECAUSE SHE WASN'T GOING FAST
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ENOUGH.
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I HADN'T SEEN HER PIN YET.
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SHE TURNED AROUND AND TO LOOK AT
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A GOSSIP MAGAZINE AND THEN WHEN
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I SAW THE PIN, YOU YOU BETTER
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MOVE OR I'M GOING TO KICK YOU IN
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THE SHIN.
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I THINK SEASONS -- BE IT'S IN
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THOSE SEASONS THAT YOU GO -- IS
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HE REALLY ENOUGH AND I THINK
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EVERY YEAR AT CHRISTMAS, HE HAS
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REVEALED HIMSELF IN SUCH
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TANGIBLE WAYS, EVEN THAT YEAR
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THAT MAY HAVE BEEN MY LONELIEST
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CHRISTMAS EVER.
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I ATE SO MUCH.
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THAT LONELY CHRISTMAS.
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THAT MAY BE WHY MY HUSBAND
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HASN'T BEEN CALLING BACK.
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GOD WAS TO PRESENT.
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SO THERE IS IT SOMETHING ABOUT I
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THINK RECOGNIZING THE FACT THAT
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WE ARE LOST WHEN WE'RE BROKEN
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AND JUST GOING, I DON'T HAVE IT
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ALTOGETHER THIS SEASON IS
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HIGHLIGHTING THAT OR
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ILLUMINATING WHO IS NOT AT THE
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TABLE, WHO'S STOCKING IS NOT AT
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THE MANTLEND CRYING OUT FOR THE
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LORD, I NEED YOU.
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I'M MORE AWARE OF THE NEED FOR
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YOU.
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HE'S ALWAYS FAITHFUL.
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JESUS IS ALWAYS WHO HE SAYS HE
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IS.
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- BEAUTIFUL.
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TONIGHT WE'RE WITH LISA HARPER.
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- NOT --
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- PEOPLE GET ME CONFUSED WITH
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LISA WELCHEL.
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SHE'S SWEET AND BLOND AND GETS
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RESIDUALS.
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- THAT'S NOT YOU.
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DID I HEAR YOU CORRECTLY, DID
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YOU SAY YOU'RE 53?
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- I'M 53.
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- NEVER BEEN MARRIED.
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- NEVER BEEN MARRIED.
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- BUT YOU WANT TO BE MARRIED?
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- IF HE DOESN'T LIVE IN A
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SWAMPY BASEMENT, YES.
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- YOU KNOW WE'RE LIVE TONIGHT
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SO MAYBE YOU SOMEBODY WOULD CALL
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IN AND SAY, THEY WON'T GIVE THEM
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TO HER BUT THEY WILL GIVE THEM
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TO ME AND IF YOU TELL ME WHY YOU
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SHOULD GO OUT ON A DATE -- AND I
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WILL LOOK AT IT AND WE'RE LIVE.
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MERRY CHRISTMAS.
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MAYBE IF THEY CONVINCE ME --
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- OKAY.
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- SO CALL IN.
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- IT'S ON.
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- THEY'RE GOING TO CALL IN FOR
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PRAYER AND SAY I'M SCARED.
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BECAUSE I'M A MOM NOW, MY LITTLE
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GIRL IS AMAZING.
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SHE'S JUST AMAZING.
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SHE'S SEVEN AND I WOULD LOVE FOR
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HER TO HAVE A DAD.
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I'M SORRY, SHE'S NOT THE CUTEST
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KID.
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I HAVE KNOW Y'ALL CAN'T TELL
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SHE'S ADOPTED.
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IF YOU SAW HER IN A BATHING SUIT
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SHE HAS ABS.
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THAT'S THE ONLY WAY YOU CAN
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TELL.
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OTHER THAN MY SALVATION, SHE IS
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THE GREATEST GIFT TO ME.
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I WOULD LOVE TO SEE HER WITH A
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DAD.
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- CAN I ASK YOU A QUESTION, A
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PERSONAL QUESTION?
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- SURE.
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- ARE YOU KIND OF RELIVING THAT
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PERIOD OF YOUR LIFE FLEW HER?
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IS SHE A -- FOR TO THAT SEES
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OFTEN OF YOUR LIFE?
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- ABSOLUTELY.
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IT'S INTERESTING YOU ASKED THAT.
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SOMEBODY ASKED ME NOT TOO LONG
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AGO IF SHE HAS AN ORPHAN SPIRIT.
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SHE NEVER MET HER DAD.
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HER MOM DIED.
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I WASN'T SURE I WAS ALLOWED TO
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ADOPT AS A CHRISTIAN SINGLE
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WOMAN.
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I COULDN'T GET PAST WHERE IT
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SAYS ASK CHRIST FOLLOWERS TO
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TAKE CARE OF.
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I THOUGHT, OKAY, LORD, I'M GOING
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TO WALK REALLY SLOWLY.
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BEST CASE SCENARIO, EVERY CHILD
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GETS A MOM AND DAD.
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BUT OUR WORLD IS BROKEN.
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THERE'S APPROXIMATELY
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147 MILLION ORPHANS.
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THEY WILL DIE IF SOMEBODY
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DOESN'T STEP IN.
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LORD, I DON'T WANT TO MANIPULATE
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YOUR WILL BUT IF THERE IS A KID
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SOMEWHERE WHO DOESN'T HAVE A
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SHOT AT A MOM AND DAD, I WOULD
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LIKE TO -- I WALKED REALLY
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SLOWLY, LOST TWO ADOPTIONS.
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A FRIEND CALL ME, FOUR YEARS
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AGO, SHE CALLED AND SAID -- FIVE
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YEARS AGO BECAUSE IT TOOK TWO
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YEARS TO GET MISSY.
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SHE CALLED AND SAID I KNOW
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YOU'RE GRIEVING THE LAST
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ADOPTION LOSS.
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WE WERE IN HAITI AND ONE OF THE
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YOUNG MOMS DIED OF AIDS.
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SHE DIDN'T KNOW.
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HER LITTLE GIRL HAS HIV
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TUBERCULOSIS.
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SHE WILL DIE IF SWENLT DOESN'T
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HELP HER.
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DOCTORS SAID IT'S LIKELY SHE
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WILL DIE ANYWAY.
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THEY ASKED WILL YOU PRAY.
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NIFS DALLAS.
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I'VE BEEN PRAYING ABOUT THIS FOR
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30 YEARS.
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I SAID YES AND WHEN I HUNG UP
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THE PHONE, I ALWAYS WAS
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RESPONDING, I GOT OFF THE PHONE
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AND SAID A BAD WORD.
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NOBODY HEARD IT.
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- WHICH ONE?
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- I'M NOT GOING TO TELL YOU.
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- NOT YAY HO.
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- MY TENNESSEE BAD WORD.
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IS GOODNESS, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO
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WALK THIS OUT.
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I THINK THE MOST AMAZING THING
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ABOUT FOMG JESUS IS YOU DON'T
00:13:05.130 --> 00:13:07.290
HAVE TO KNOW HOW TO WALK IT OUT.
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HE JUST SAYS TAKE THE NEXT STEP.
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I DID KNOW AT THAT POINT I
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THOUGHT MY RATHER MY HEART BE
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HURT THAN HARD HEARTED.
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CS LOU WHICH IS LOUIS SAYS -- TO
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EXPERIENCE LOVE AND THERE'S
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LIKELIHOOD YOU WILL GET HURT.
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I SAID, I'M GOING TO WALK TOWARD
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MISSY AND SEE WHAT GOD DOES.
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SIX WEEKS LATER, I LANDED IN
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HAITI TO MEET HER.
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IT WAS SO HOT.
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I LAND LADED, JESUS, I WILL BE A
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MISSIONER IN AFRICA IF YOU WILL
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GIVE ME A SLURPEE.
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I SWEAT THE HOLE WAY TO THE
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VILLAGE, LIKE ATRUCKER.
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THEY PUT HER IN MY ARMS, SHE WAS
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19 POUNDS.
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THE 2 1/2 AND 19 POUNDS.
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SHE DIDN'T LIKE ME AT ALL AT
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FIRST.
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IT WAS THIS BIG SCARY PALE
00:14:10.220 --> 00:14:13.220
WOMAN.
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SHE LOOKED AT ME WEARY.
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AFTER MAYBE 30 SECONDS SHE
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WRAPPED HER LITTLE HE HAND
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AROUND MY FINGER AND SAID HELLO
00:14:22.240 --> 00:14:25.240
-- MAMA BLANC.
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IT TOOK TWO YEARS ARE TO THE
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WEEK FOR ME TO BRING HER HOME.
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THEY SAID YOU MIGHT NOT GET HER
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AT ALL BECAUSE OF THE LAWS THAT
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WERE CHANGING.
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BUT GOD RESTORES THE YEARS.
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I TEASE ABOUT BEING SINGLE.
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I WAS SO FOOLISH IN MY 20s AND
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30s.
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I WAS AFRAID OF ABANDONMENT
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BECAUSE I LOST MY DAD.
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THERE WAS SEXUAL ABUSE WHEN I
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WAS YOUNGER AND DRAWN TO ABUSIVE
00:15:02.020 --> 00:15:05.020
MAN.
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A FEW GODLY GUYS I DATED, GOD
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PROTECTED THEM FROM ME.
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I WAS A HOT MESS ON A SPHIK.
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BIFT TIME I WAS AT A POINT WHERE
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I REALLY TRUSTED JESUS, I KNEW
00:15:15.080 --> 00:15:18.080
SINCE I WAS A LITTLE KID BUT I
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DIDN'T THINK HE LIKED ME VERY
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MUCH.
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I KNEW HE HAD SAVED ME.
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BUT THE IDEA OF JESUS DELIGHTING
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IN ME.
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THAT SOUNDED LIKE A FAIRY TALE
00:15:30.060 --> 00:15:32.070
IN ME.
00:15:32.070 --> 00:15:33.210
THE MORE HE HEALED ME AND BEGAN
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TEACHING MEF THAT HE WOULD NOT
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LEAVE ME, THAT WAS WHAT HEALED
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ME TO THE POINT OF BRINGING
00:15:41.080 --> 00:15:44.080
MISSY HOME.
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BACK TO THE QUESTION YOU ASKED,
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SSH ASKED IF MISTY HAD AN ORPHAN
00:15:46.270 --> 00:15:49.270
SPIRIT.
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SHE NEVER KNEW HER DAD, HER MOM
00:15:50.220 --> 00:15:53.220
DIED WHEN SHE WAS 2 1/2.
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SHE WAS STUCK WITH THIS LOUD
00:15:55.190 --> 00:15:58.090
WOMAN IN TENNESSEE.
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I SAID SHE DOESN'T.
00:16:00.090 --> 00:16:01.200
SHE WAS SECURE.
00:16:01.200 --> 00:16:04.110
, HAPPY KID.
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HAS AMAZING RHYTHM.
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I DON'T.
00:16:07.190 --> 00:16:08.290
I SAID, NO, I HAVE THE ORPHAN
00:16:08.290 --> 00:16:11.060
SPIRIT.
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- WOW.
00:16:11.160 --> 00:16:11.260
- EVEN THOUGH I HAD A DAD AND A
00:16:12.130 --> 00:16:15.130
STEPDAD, I WAS AFRAID FOR
00:16:15.130 --> 00:16:17.070
DECADES THAT SOMEHOW GOD
00:16:17.070 --> 00:16:18.270
WOULDN'T BE ENOUGH OR MAYBE IF I
00:16:18.270 --> 00:16:21.040
MESSED UP REALLY BADLY JESUS
00:16:21.100 --> 00:16:24.100
WOULD WALK AWAY.
00:16:24.100 --> 00:16:25.050
I WOULD NEVER SAY THAT WITH MY
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THEOLOGY BUT EMOTIONALLY ISTLES
00:16:27.020 --> 00:16:29.020
AFRAID OF THAT.
00:16:29.020 --> 00:16:30.020
I THOUGHT, HOW REDEMPTIVE OF GOD
00:16:30.020 --> 00:16:32.290
THAT WE WOULD GIVE ME THIS KID
00:16:32.290 --> 00:16:35.240
WHO WAS A LITERAL ORPHAN TO A
00:16:35.240 --> 00:16:38.220
MAMA WHO STRUGGLED WITH ISSUES
00:16:38.220 --> 00:16:40.230
AND SHE'S NOT MY HOPE, JESUS IS
00:16:40.290 --> 00:16:43.290
MY I HOPE.
00:16:43.290 --> 00:16:45.120
MISSY IS A GREAT GIFT.
00:16:45.120 --> 00:16:47.130
- HOW PREVALENT DO YOU THINK
00:16:48.050 --> 00:16:51.050
THIS ISSUE THAT YOU'RE KIND OF
00:16:51.050 --> 00:16:53.080
TALKING ABOUT NOW IS IN THE
00:16:53.080 --> 00:16:55.080
CHURCH THAT YOU BASICALLY FELT
00:16:55.080 --> 00:16:57.250
LIKE IF YOU WERE -- IF YOU
00:16:57.250 --> 00:16:59.240
MESSED UP THAT --
00:16:59.240 --> 00:17:02.000
- RIGHTER.
00:17:02.000 --> 00:17:03.020
- HOW PREVALENT?
00:17:03.020 --> 00:17:04.250
- IT'S HUGE.
00:17:04.250 --> 00:17:06.010
I SEE IT ALL THE TIME.
00:17:06.010 --> 00:17:08.040
I'M AT WOMEN'S CONFERENCES AS A
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BIBLE TEACHER.
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WOMEN WILL TELL ME THINGS THEY
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MIGHT NOT TELL THEIR SMALL GROUP
00:17:13.180 --> 00:17:15.200
BECAUSE OF THE SAFETY AND
00:17:15.200 --> 00:17:17.260
ANONYMITY.
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THEY KNOW I'M GOING TO GET ON
00:17:18.080 --> 00:17:19.290
THE PLANE AND LEAVE THE NEXT
00:17:20.000 --> 00:17:23.000
DAY.
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SOMETIMES WIRM WILL DISGUISE
00:17:26.110 --> 00:17:29.110
GOSSIP AS PRAYER REQUESTS.
00:17:29.110 --> 00:17:30.270
THEY WILL SAIR THINGS AND, I
00:17:30.270 --> 00:17:33.010
HAVE TO TELL YOU THIS ABOUT
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LAURIE SO WE CAN PRAY FOR HER.
00:17:35.190 --> 00:17:38.190
WE YAY DIDN'T HOO ABOUT WHAT'S
00:17:39.000 --> 00:17:42.000
NOT APPROPRIATE.
00:17:42.000 --> 00:17:42.270
WHEN I STRANGER COMES IN, I WILL
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GO SHE'S RELATIVELY SAFE BECAUSE
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SHE'S NOT GOING TO BE SITTING
00:17:46.230 --> 00:17:48.080
AROUND THE TABLE NICKS TUESDAY
00:17:48.080 --> 00:17:50.050
MORNING BIBLE STUDY.
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WOMEN WILL COME UP, I TAUGHT IN
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THE THE SONG OF SOLEMAN -- IT'S
00:18:02.290 --> 00:18:05.290
SO MUCH ABOUT THE LOVE OF JESUS.
00:18:05.290 --> 00:18:08.240
AND I FOCUSED ON THIS CHAPTER 4
00:18:09.110 --> 00:18:12.110
WHERE THERE'S THE WEDDING AND
00:18:13.090 --> 00:18:16.090
SALOMON SAYS, WITH ONE GLANCE OF
00:18:16.200 --> 00:18:19.200
YOUR EYES, YOU CAPTURED MY
00:18:20.050 --> 00:18:23.050
HEART.
00:18:23.050 --> 00:18:23.140
I WAS SAYING MOST OF US DON'T
00:18:23.140 --> 00:18:25.040
GET THAT THAT'S JESUS SAYING
00:18:25.040 --> 00:18:27.010
THAT TO US.
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BUT ON YOUR WORST DAY, DOUBLE
00:18:29.170 --> 00:18:32.170
SPANKS DAY, SOME OF Y'ALL WOULD,
00:18:33.280 --> 00:18:36.280
YOU KNOW THE DAYS YOU FEEL LIKE
00:18:36.280 --> 00:18:39.030
NOBODY IS SEEING ME, NOBODY
00:18:39.030 --> 00:18:41.150
WOULD WANT ME IF THEY DID.
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ON THAT DAY LOOKING AT US
00:18:43.090 --> 00:18:45.260
SAYING, ONE GLANCE, ONE GLANCE
00:18:45.260 --> 00:18:48.110
YOU CAPTURED MY HEART.
00:18:48.110 --> 00:18:49.170
THIS WOMAN I THINK SHE WAS LIKE
00:18:49.170 --> 00:18:51.250
68 WAITED FOR A LONG TIME AFTER
00:18:51.250 --> 00:18:53.240
THE LAST SESSION WAS OVER.
00:18:53.240 --> 00:18:55.120
SHE FINALLY MADE HER WAY TO ME,
00:18:55.120 --> 00:18:58.060
TOTALLY TOGETHER, A LOT MORE
00:18:58.060 --> 00:18:59.240
MARKS IN HER BIBLE THAN I DID.
00:18:59.240 --> 00:19:02.120
SHE SAID I'VE BEEN WALKING WITH
00:19:02.120 --> 00:19:04.110
JESUS MY WHOLE LIFE.
00:19:04.110 --> 00:19:05.120
SHE SAID THIS IS THE FIRST TIME
00:19:05.120 --> 00:19:08.090
I'VE ACTUALLY BELIEVED HE
00:19:08.090 --> 00:19:10.040
DELIGHTS IN ME.
00:19:10.040 --> 00:19:11.140
I ALWAYS THOUGHT HE TOLERATED ME
00:19:11.140 --> 00:19:13.210
AND SAVED ME BECAUSE HE FELT
00:19:13.210 --> 00:19:15.090
SORRY FOR ME.
00:19:15.090 --> 00:19:15.290
THAT WOMAN HAS PROBABLY
00:19:15.290 --> 00:19:18.130
FORGOTTEN MORE SCRIPTURE THAN I
00:19:18.130 --> 00:19:20.220
WILL EVER KNOW, HAS BEEN IN
00:19:20.220 --> 00:19:22.150
CHURCH HER WHOLE LIFE AND
00:19:22.150 --> 00:19:25.060
SOMEHOW MISSED THE FACT GOD
00:19:25.060 --> 00:19:27.210
ADORES HER.
00:19:27.210 --> 00:19:28.040
- NOW, DO YOU KNOW OF A TIME
00:19:28.040 --> 00:19:30.180
WHEN THAT CHANGED IN YOUR MIND,
00:19:30.180 --> 00:19:33.060
THAT BECAME A REVELATION TO YOU?
00:19:33.060 --> 00:19:35.050
OR HAS IT BEEN JUST A PROCESS OF
00:19:35.220 --> 00:19:38.220
STUDYING THE WORD BECAUSE YOU
00:19:38.220 --> 00:19:40.110
ARE AN AMAZING BIBLE TEACHER.
00:19:40.110 --> 00:19:42.190
WAS IT JUST THROUGH THE HEALING
00:19:42.190 --> 00:19:44.220
OF GOD'S WORD?
00:19:44.220 --> 00:19:46.190
I THINK THE GREATEST THING WE
00:19:46.190 --> 00:19:47.150
CAN DO FOR GOD IS REALIZE HOW
00:19:47.150 --> 00:19:49.230
MUCH HE LOVES US.
00:19:49.230 --> 00:19:50.230
- ABSOLUTELY.
00:19:50.230 --> 00:19:52.120
- AND THAT'S THE GREATEST GIFT
00:19:52.120 --> 00:19:55.020
WE CAN GIVE GOD.
00:19:55.020 --> 00:19:56.250
- BEING WE LOVE GOD AND
00:19:56.250 --> 00:19:59.230
REALIZING HIS LOVE.
00:19:59.230 --> 00:20:00.130
- DO YOU REMEMBER THE TIME?
00:20:00.130 --> 00:20:02.040
OR WAS IT JUST GETTING INTO HIS
00:20:02.040 --> 00:20:04.060
WORD?
00:20:04.060 --> 00:20:04.150
- IT WAS KIND OF BOTH, A LOVE
00:20:06.080 --> 00:20:09.080
-- I LOVE SCRIPTURE.
00:20:09.080 --> 00:20:11.020
I LOVE GOD'S WORD.
00:20:11.020 --> 00:20:12.240
BECAUSE I CAN BE THICK AS A
00:20:12.240 --> 00:20:15.080
BRICK.
00:20:15.080 --> 00:20:15.170
I HAVE TO GIVE BACK TO THAT LOVE
00:20:15.170 --> 00:20:17.130
STORY.
00:20:17.130 --> 00:20:17.230
WHEN I WAS YOUNG, I THOUGHT THE
00:20:17.230 --> 00:20:19.030
BIBLE WAS MORE OF A TERKS BOOK
00:20:19.030 --> 00:20:20.170
OR RULE BOOK.
00:20:20.170 --> 00:20:21.230
AND I KIND OF PICTURED THIS GOD
00:20:22.110 --> 00:20:25.110
AS A UNI BROW LIEB BE RARIAN WHO
00:20:25.270 --> 00:20:28.270
WOULD SMACK ME OVER THE HEAD
00:20:28.270 --> 00:20:30.100
WITH IT AS I GOT OUT OF LINE.
00:20:30.100 --> 00:20:32.170
AS I MOVED MORE TOWARD HIM, I
00:20:32.280 --> 00:20:35.280
WAS DESPERATE FOR HIM, I
00:20:35.280 --> 00:20:37.130
COULDN'T MAKE IT MYSELF.
00:20:37.130 --> 00:20:39.190
AS CHRISTIANS WE WILL RECOGNIZE
00:20:39.190 --> 00:20:41.180
WE NEED TO BE SAVED, I HAVE NEED
00:20:41.210 --> 00:20:44.210
JESUS, OH, NO, I'M FINE.
00:20:45.170 --> 00:20:48.170
YOU'RE NEVER PERFECTLY FINE.
00:20:48.170 --> 00:20:50.170
OTHER THAN GOD CARRYING US, WE
00:20:50.170 --> 00:20:52.240
CAN'T MAKE IT BY OURSELVES WHEN
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WE'RE SAVED.
00:20:55.000 --> 00:20:56.170
WE NEED JESUS EVERY MOMENT OF
00:20:56.170 --> 00:20:57.260
EVERY DAY.
00:20:57.260 --> 00:20:58.240
[ APPLAUSE ]
00:20:58.240 --> 00:20:59.070
- I MEAN I -- I CAN'T MAKE IT
00:20:59.190 --> 00:21:02.210
WITHOUT JESUS.
00:21:02.210 --> 00:21:04.030
SO HE WAS REVEALING THAT TO ME
00:21:04.030 --> 00:21:06.210
THROUGH HIS WORD.
00:21:06.210 --> 00:21:09.100
SO REDEMENTIVELY FOR YEARS.
00:21:09.110 --> 00:21:12.110
-- -- REDEPARTMENTIVELY FOR --
00:21:13.180 --> 00:21:16.180
- HE WAS NOT THE FATHER I HOPED
00:21:25.160 --> 00:21:26.180
HE WOULD BE.
00:21:26.180 --> 00:21:27.040
THAT WAS DIFFICULT.
00:21:29.080 --> 00:21:32.080
FOR A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME THEY
00:21:32.080 --> 00:21:34.000
THOUGHT I MIGHT HAVE BRAIN
00:21:34.000 --> 00:21:35.160
CANCER AND IT WAS NOT A BIG DEAL
00:21:35.160 --> 00:21:36.270
AT ALL.
00:21:36.270 --> 00:21:38.200
IN THAT PERIOD OF A COUPLE
00:21:38.200 --> 00:21:40.230
WEEKS, IT WAS ALL THE LEGS OF MY
00:21:41.110 --> 00:21:44.110
STOOL WERE KICKED OUT FROM
00:21:44.110 --> 00:21:46.230
UNDERNEATH ME.
00:21:46.230 --> 00:21:47.220
I NEVER STRUGGLED WITH
00:21:47.220 --> 00:21:49.230
DEPRESSION, AT LEAST NOT
00:21:49.230 --> 00:21:51.230
HONESTLY.
00:21:51.230 --> 00:21:52.040
I WAS HAVING A HARD TIME PICKING
00:21:52.040 --> 00:21:54.010
MYSELF UP OFF THE FLOOR.
00:21:54.010 --> 00:21:55.240
I SENSED GOD -- YOU KNOW HE WILL
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SPEAK TO YOU THROUGH THE HOLY
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SPIRIT.
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IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN AUDIBLE.
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THERE ARE A FEW TIMES I HEARD.
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I'M GOING TO TAKE YOU TO THE
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BASEMENT OF YOUR LIFE WHERE
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YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN SCARED TO
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DEATH AND I'M GOING TO SIT THERE
00:22:14.130 --> 00:22:16.080
WITH YOU UNTIL FEAR DOESN'T OWN
00:22:16.080 --> 00:22:18.210
YOU ANYMORE.
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HE'S SUCH A GOOD GOD, SO KIND.
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HE DID.
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HE TOOK ME TO THE BASEMENT OF MY
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LIFE.
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I REALIZED I HAD BEEN
00:22:28.010 --> 00:22:30.270
EMOTIONALLY NOT THE FIT.
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I LEARNED GREEK AND HEBREW.
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THERE'S THIS CORNER OF MY HEART
00:22:34.280 --> 00:22:37.030
WHERE I WAS JUST AFRAID GOD
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WASN'T ENOUGH.
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I WAS AFRAID HE WOULD LEAVE ME.
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AGAIN, I WOULD NEVER HAVE PUT
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YOU THAT IN BIBLE STUDY AND SAID
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THAT THEOLOGICALLY BUT
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EMOTIONALLY THERE WAS THAT
00:22:47.240 --> 00:22:48.240
ORPHAN IN ME THAT DAD HAD WALKED
00:22:48.240 --> 00:22:50.260
AWAY FROM.
00:22:50.260 --> 00:22:52.010
SIX MONTHS WHERE I'M TELLING YOU
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I COULD NOT GET OUT OF BED
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WITHOUT LITERALLY SAYING THE
00:22:57.020 --> 00:22:58.120
NAME OF JESUS OUT LOUD.
00:22:58.120 --> 00:22:59.290
I WAS SO WEAK THAT SEASON, EVEN
00:22:59.290 --> 00:23:02.240
AS A BIBLE TEACHER AND
00:23:02.240 --> 00:23:05.060
SEMINARIAN, TO WHATEVER THAT
00:23:05.060 --> 00:23:07.220
MEANS, I WAS SO WEAK.
00:23:07.220 --> 00:23:09.290
ONLY TIME OF MY LIFE I
00:23:09.290 --> 00:23:12.290
RECOGNIZED HE HAS TO CARRY ME.
00:23:12.290 --> 00:23:14.290
I CAN'T WALK WITHOUT JESUS.
00:23:14.290 --> 00:23:16.220
THAT'S WHEN HE HEALED ME BECAUSE
00:23:16.220 --> 00:23:18.100
I WAS FINALLY NOT TRYING TO
00:23:18.100 --> 00:23:20.180
PROVE I WAS WORTH HIS LOVE.
00:23:20.180 --> 00:23:23.010
I JUST RECOGNIZED, I HAVE TO
00:23:25.070 --> 00:23:28.070
LEAN.
00:23:28.070 --> 00:23:28.160
I FEEL LIKE THAT'S WHEN HE
00:23:28.160 --> 00:23:29.270
HEALED MY HEART TO THE POINT
00:23:29.270 --> 00:23:31.240
WHERE I COULD BECOME A MOM AND
00:23:31.240 --> 00:23:33.240
LOVE SOMEBODY ELSE WITHOUT
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HANGING ON TOO TIGHT AND MAKING
00:23:36.060 --> 00:23:38.070
HER MY EMOTIONAL EVERYTHING.
00:23:38.070 --> 00:23:41.000
I THINK THAT'S IF IT'S GOD WILL
00:23:42.010 --> 00:23:45.010
FOR ME TO MARRY IS THAT SEASON
00:23:45.170 --> 00:23:48.170
OF HIM FILLETING MY HEART.
00:23:49.040 --> 00:23:52.040
OKAY, HEART LORD, NOW THAT YOU
00:23:52.040 --> 00:23:55.040
HAVE DONE OPEN HEART URGE IS RI,
00:23:55.040 --> 00:23:57.160
I COULD USE A LITTLE LIPO, WHILE
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YOU'RE ADD IT.
00:24:00.280 --> 00:24:02.020
CLEAN ME OUT.
00:24:02.020 --> 00:24:02.250
BY YOUR GRA IS ALLOW ME TO LEAN
00:24:02.250 --> 00:24:05.140
INTO YOUR AFFECTER SHOULDN'T.
00:24:05.140 --> 00:24:06.240
THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING FOR ME.
00:24:06.240 --> 00:24:08.150
IFG LIKE I'VE BEEN DANCING EVER
00:24:08.150 --> 00:24:10.160
SINCE.
00:24:10.160 --> 00:24:10.250
- WOW.
00:24:10.250 --> 00:24:11.050
- WE'RE SITTING TONIGHT WITH
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LISA HARPER.
00:24:13.100 --> 00:24:14.010
IF YOU JUST TUNED IN, WE'RE LIVE
00:24:15.010 --> 00:24:18.010
TONIGHT.
00:24:18.010 --> 00:24:18.150
DECEMBER 12th.
00:24:18.150 --> 00:24:19.000
MERRY CHRISTMAS.
00:24:19.000 --> 00:24:19.150
WE HAVE A LITTLE ROLL-IN WE
00:24:19.250 --> 00:24:22.250
PREPARED.
00:24:22.250 --> 00:24:23.060
IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHO LISA IS,
00:24:23.060 --> 00:24:26.020
TAKE A LOOK AT THIS.
00:24:26.020 --> 00:24:27.030
- AN AUTHOR, SPEAKER AND
00:24:27.030 --> 00:24:29.250
COMMUNICATOR AND SURPRISINGLY
00:24:29.250 --> 00:24:31.240
ENOUGH HILARIOUS STORY TELLER
00:24:31.240 --> 00:24:33.280
AND SCHOLAR IN ONE.
00:24:33.280 --> 00:24:35.070
LISA HARPER IS REACHING THE
00:24:35.070 --> 00:24:36.120
HEARTS OF MANY AROUND THE WORLD
00:24:36.120 --> 00:24:38.170
MAINLY FOCUSED ON FAMILY AND
00:24:38.170 --> 00:24:40.120
WOMEN, LISA SPEAKS AT EVENTS AND
00:24:40.120 --> 00:24:42.200
HUNDREDS OF CHURCHES ALL OVER
00:24:42.200 --> 00:24:43.260
THE WORLD.
00:24:43.260 --> 00:24:45.230
HER AUTHENTICITY COMICAL METHOD
00:24:45.290 --> 00:24:48.290
OF MESSAGE AND TALENT TO TEACH
00:24:48.290 --> 00:24:51.020
THE WORLD MAKE HER ONE THE BEST
00:24:51.020 --> 00:24:53.220
AVAILABLE TODAY.
00:24:53.220 --> 00:24:55.040
WELCOME LISA HARPER AS SHE
00:24:55.040 --> 00:24:57.220
CONNECTS THE BIBLE AND MOD ERCH
00:24:57.220 --> 00:24:59.150
LIFE IN A NEW AND AUTHENTIC WAY.
00:24:59.150 --> 00:25:02.070
[ APPLAUSE ]
00:25:02.070 --> 00:25:02.200
- LISA -- WE'VE ESTABLISHED A
00:25:03.210 --> 00:25:06.210
COUPLE OF THINGS.
00:25:06.210 --> 00:25:08.150
I HAVE ONE FOLLOW ON QUESTION.
00:25:08.150 --> 00:25:11.140
WE'VE ESTABLISHED SHE'S 53,
00:25:11.140 --> 00:25:13.290
NEVER BEEN MARRIED.
00:25:14.010 --> 00:25:17.010
ADOPTED A LITTLE BABY GIRM NAMED
00:25:18.020 --> 00:25:21.020
MISSY THAT IS NOW SEVEN AND THAT
00:25:21.020 --> 00:25:23.000
SHE WANTS TO BE MARRIED TO
00:25:23.000 --> 00:25:25.130
SOMEONE AS LONG AS YOU'RE NOT
00:25:25.130 --> 00:25:26.260
LIKE -- HAVE A LIFE SENTENCE FOR
00:25:26.270 --> 00:25:29.270
SOMETHING.
00:25:29.270 --> 00:25:30.090
SO CALL IN, WE'RE LIVE TONIGHT.
00:25:30.090 --> 00:25:33.030
IF YOU'RE WATCHING.
00:25:33.030 --> 00:25:35.280
- IT'S GOING TO BE VERY
00:25:36.020 --> 00:25:39.020
VENTURESOME CHRISTMAS.
00:25:39.020 --> 00:25:39.200
- THEY'RE GOING TO BE GIVEN TO
00:25:39.200 --> 00:25:41.140
ME.
00:25:41.140 --> 00:25:42.120
IF I FEEL LIKE THEY WARRANT, NO
00:25:42.120 --> 00:25:44.290
CUSS WORDS IN IT.
00:25:44.290 --> 00:25:45.200
- I I REALLY WANT A LUMBERJACK
00:25:47.200 --> 00:25:50.200
WHO CAN READ.
00:25:50.200 --> 00:25:51.100
I WANT HIM TO USE POWER TOOLS.
00:25:51.100 --> 00:25:53.230
I DON'T WANT ANY CROP PANTS OR
00:25:53.230 --> 00:25:56.120
SKINNY JEANS.
00:25:56.120 --> 00:25:58.120
[ APPLAUSE ]
00:25:59.100 --> 00:26:02.120
- OKAY.
00:26:02.120 --> 00:26:04.270
THERE'S A LOT OF LADIES CHEERING
00:26:04.270 --> 00:26:06.290
YOU ON.
00:26:06.290 --> 00:26:07.090
- SOME GUY CANS PULL OFF CROP
00:26:07.200 --> 00:26:10.200
PANTS, ESPECIALLY IN CALIFORNIA.
00:26:10.200 --> 00:26:12.090
BUT IN TENNESSEE --
00:26:12.090 --> 00:26:13.170
- DOESN'T WORK?
00:26:13.170 --> 00:26:14.230
- NO, I PREFER WRANGLERS, A BIG
00:26:18.070 --> 00:26:21.070
BELT BUCKLE.
00:26:21.070 --> 00:26:21.200
- MY FOLLOW-ON QUESTION IS,
00:26:22.050 --> 00:26:25.050
E-PLAIN WHAT A TWO SPANKS DAY
00:26:25.050 --> 00:26:28.000
IS?
00:26:28.000 --> 00:26:28.080
I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT THAT
00:26:28.080 --> 00:26:30.170
IS.
00:26:30.170 --> 00:26:31.050
DOUBLE SPANKS DAY.
00:26:31.050 --> 00:26:31.220
- SOME PEOPLE -- IT COULD BE
00:26:32.110 --> 00:26:35.110
THE CALL TBN PRAYER COUNSELORS
00:26:36.100 --> 00:26:39.100
WAITING FOR YOU IF I SCAR YOU
00:26:39.100 --> 00:26:41.020
WITH THIS EXPLANATION.
00:26:41.020 --> 00:26:43.100
YOU HEARD THE WORD GIRDLE, OLD
00:26:44.090 --> 00:26:47.090
FASHIONED.
00:26:47.090 --> 00:26:47.220
KEEP YOUR PARTS WHERE THEY'RE
00:26:47.220 --> 00:26:49.070
SUPPOSED TO BE FOR WOMEN.
00:26:49.070 --> 00:26:50.200
SPANKS ARE THE NEW VERSION OF
00:26:51.250 --> 00:26:54.250
GIRDLES.
00:26:54.250 --> 00:26:55.140
THEY'RE FRIENDLY YEAR, AREN'T
00:26:55.260 --> 00:26:58.260
QUITE AS PYTHONISH.
00:26:58.270 --> 00:27:01.290
IF YOU'RE IN A PARTICULARLY
00:27:01.290 --> 00:27:04.180
FLUFFY SEASON, NOT THAT I KNOW
00:27:04.180 --> 00:27:06.160
THIS FROM EXPERIENCE, SOMETIMES
00:27:06.160 --> 00:27:09.140
ONE PAIR WON'T HOLD ALL THE
00:27:09.140 --> 00:27:11.180
THINGS GOD INTENDED THEM TO BE
00:27:11.180 --> 00:27:12.290
AS A WOMAN.
00:27:12.290 --> 00:27:14.020
YOU HAVE TO HAVE TWO PAIR.
00:27:14.020 --> 00:27:15.030
YOU HAVE TO BE CAREFUL.
00:27:15.030 --> 00:27:16.170
IF YOU TAKE THEM OFF AND AREN'T
00:27:17.000 --> 00:27:20.000
CAREFUL YOU CAN BREAK A -- I
00:27:23.140 --> 00:27:26.140
CAN'T REMEMBER YOU'RE BRINGING
00:27:26.140 --> 00:27:27.240
THIS UP.
00:27:27.240 --> 00:27:28.070
THAT WAS AWFUL.
00:27:28.070 --> 00:27:31.020
I WAS VIDEOTAPED BIBLE STUDY
00:27:32.240 --> 00:27:35.240
GOSPEL ACCORDING TO MARK.
00:27:36.030 --> 00:27:39.030
GODLY PEOPLE --
00:27:39.030 --> 00:27:41.240
[ APPLAUSE ]
00:27:41.240 --> 00:27:43.180
- WE WERE ABOUT TO GO LIVE AND
00:27:43.180 --> 00:27:46.170
I HAD FORGOTTEN MY SPANKS AND
00:27:46.170 --> 00:27:49.020
THE PRODUCER HAD APPROVED OF THE
00:27:49.180 --> 00:27:52.180
OUTSET.
00:27:52.180 --> 00:27:53.030
FOR WHATEVER REASON I HAD CHOSEN
00:27:53.260 --> 00:27:56.260
A GEOMETRIC OUTFIT.
00:27:56.260 --> 00:27:58.250
IT WASN'T FLASHY.
00:27:58.250 --> 00:28:00.020
IT WASN'T SHOWING ANYTHING.
00:28:00.020 --> 00:28:02.140
IS THIS OKAY TO SAY.
00:28:02.260 --> 00:28:05.260
YOU MIGHT WANT TO FAST AT THIS
00:28:05.260 --> 00:28:07.270
POINT.
00:28:07.270 --> 00:28:08.180
ANYWAY, I FORGOT MY SPANKS.
00:28:08.180 --> 00:28:10.290
I GET ALL DRESSED.
00:28:10.290 --> 00:28:12.190
ABOUT 5 MINUTES TO CAMERA.
00:28:12.190 --> 00:28:14.210
GIRL DOING HAIR AND MAKEUP WAS
00:28:14.210 --> 00:28:17.170
YOU CAN'T GO OUT IN THAT.
00:28:17.170 --> 00:28:19.040
I CAN'T -- LEASE SARKS IT'S BAD.
00:28:19.100 --> 00:28:22.100
I LOOK IN THE MIRROR.
00:28:22.100 --> 00:28:23.240
I DON'T KNOW IF YOU HEARD THE
00:28:23.240 --> 00:28:26.050
TERM MUFFIN TOP.
00:28:26.050 --> 00:28:27.240
THAT'S WHERE WOMEN HAVE THIS
00:28:27.240 --> 00:28:29.260
FLUFF OVER PANTS, THIS IS LIKE
00:28:29.260 --> 00:28:31.250
THE WHOLE BAKERY AND IT WAS LIKE
00:28:32.210 --> 00:28:35.210
TRIANGLES AND PAIR EL
00:28:35.250 --> 00:28:38.250
GRAPPLINGS.
00:28:38.250 --> 00:28:39.070
IT WAS AWFUL.
00:28:39.070 --> 00:28:39.210
SHE WAS LIKE, I CAN'T LET YOU DO
00:28:41.050 --> 00:28:44.050
THIS.
00:28:44.050 --> 00:28:44.190
THIS HOLE CREW WAS WAITING.
00:28:44.190 --> 00:28:46.240
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
00:28:47.170 --> 00:28:50.170
- SHE GOES WOULD YOU USE DUCT
00:28:50.290 --> 00:28:53.290
TAPE.
00:28:53.290 --> 00:28:54.140
I'M ANTICIPATE SURE.
00:28:54.140 --> 00:28:55.090
SHE COMES IN WITH ANOTHER GIRL.
00:28:55.160 --> 00:28:58.160
THEY TAPE ME FROM LOWER REGION
00:28:58.160 --> 00:29:00.120
ALL THE WAY UP WITH DUCT TAPE.
00:29:00.180 --> 00:29:03.180
MEN ARE GOING TO THERAPY
00:29:03.180 --> 00:29:06.120
ALREADY.
00:29:06.120 --> 00:29:06.220
YOU CAN SO TELL WHEN YOU WATCH
00:29:06.220 --> 00:29:09.040
THE VIDEO BECAUSE I CAN'T SAY
00:29:09.040 --> 00:29:11.010
MORE THAN A SHORT SENTENCE.
00:29:11.010 --> 00:29:13.030
I'M A DUCT TAPE.
00:29:13.030 --> 00:29:15.040
GOSPEL OF MARK, JESUS SAID HE --
00:29:15.080 --> 00:29:18.080
LOVES -- I'M TRAPPED.
00:29:18.080 --> 00:29:21.050
IT'S SOME VIDEO.
00:29:21.050 --> 00:29:22.120
I DON'T THINK ANYBODY IS
00:29:22.120 --> 00:29:25.050
WATCHING THOSE VIDEOS.
00:29:25.190 --> 00:29:28.190
TONIGHT -- THIS IS GOING TO COST
00:29:31.010 --> 00:29:34.010
[ APPLAUSE ]
00:29:35.030 --> 00:29:38.030
- I DON'T KNOW IF THE TERM
00:29:39.050 --> 00:29:42.050
ROLLING IN YOUR GRAVE ACTUALLY
00:29:42.050 --> 00:29:44.050
IS A REAL THING.
00:29:44.050 --> 00:29:45.060
- COULD BE.
00:29:45.060 --> 00:29:45.210
- MY MOM AND DAD ARE BOTH
00:29:45.220 --> 00:29:48.220
ROLLING IN THEIR GRAVES RIGHT
00:29:48.220 --> 00:29:51.200
NOW.
00:29:51.200 --> 00:29:52.170
IT'S FREE TONIGHT AND I LOVE IT.
00:29:52.170 --> 00:29:54.230
WE'RE HERE ALL NIGHT.
00:29:54.230 --> 00:29:56.270
WE'RE LIVE.
00:29:56.270 --> 00:29:57.240
MERRY CHRISTMAS.
00:29:57.240 --> 00:29:58.160
SOME PEOPLE THINK OF CHRISTMAS
00:29:58.160 --> 00:30:00.230
AS THE FUN AND SOME OF IT THINK
00:30:00.230 --> 00:30:02.250
OF IT AS THE WORST.
00:30:02.250 --> 00:30:04.240
WE'RE DEALING WITH BOTH OF THAT.
00:30:04.240 --> 00:30:06.130
-ING I THINK WE ALL GO THROUGH
00:30:08.090 --> 00:30:11.090
THOSE, YOU KNOW, THOSE TIMES IN
00:30:11.090 --> 00:30:13.130
OUR LIVES.
00:30:13.130 --> 00:30:13.270
- YEAH, BUT A LOT OF PEOPLE,
00:30:13.270 --> 00:30:16.070
THEY WERE SCARED IN THEIR KIND
00:30:16.220 --> 00:30:19.220
AS CHILDREN.
00:30:19.220 --> 00:30:21.030
LOOK, BOTH LAURIE AND I HAD A
00:30:21.160 --> 00:30:24.160
LEAVE IT TO BEAVER KIND OF UP
00:30:24.160 --> 00:30:26.270
BRINGING COMPARATIVELY SPEAKING
00:30:26.270 --> 00:30:28.000
TO MOST.
00:30:28.000 --> 00:30:28.190
MY MOM AND DAD WERE MARRIED 54
00:30:28.190 --> 00:30:31.100
YEARS BEFORE THEY PASSED AWAY.
00:30:31.100 --> 00:30:32.250
- MINE WERE MARRIED 53 YEARS.
00:30:32.250 --> 00:30:35.050
- SO THE IDEA THAT WE HAD
00:30:36.070 --> 00:30:39.070
STABILITY AND TBN WAS REALLY A
00:30:40.290 --> 00:30:43.290
FAMILY-RUN KIND OF ORGANIZATION
00:30:43.290 --> 00:30:45.050
AND SO I JUST GREW UP INSIDE OF
00:30:45.150 --> 00:30:48.150
THIS ORGANIZATION.
00:30:48.150 --> 00:30:50.250
MY DAD NEVER LEFT.
00:30:50.250 --> 00:30:53.000
I MEAN, MY BROTHER AND I MIGHT
00:30:53.000 --> 00:30:54.250
HAVE THOUGHT THE MINISTRY WAS
00:30:54.250 --> 00:30:56.250
MORE IMPORTANT THAN US AT SOME
00:30:56.250 --> 00:30:58.290
POINT IN OUR GROWING UP PERIOD
00:30:58.290 --> 00:31:00.150
OF TIMES WHEN I WAS STILL GOING
00:31:00.150 --> 00:31:03.030
TO HIGH SCHOOL AND THAT KIND OF
00:31:03.030 --> 00:31:04.200
STUFF, THAT AGE.
00:31:04.200 --> 00:31:05.250
BUT VERY QUICKLY WE STARTED
00:31:05.250 --> 00:31:08.090
INTEGRATING INTO THIS.
00:31:08.240 --> 00:31:11.240
LAURIE AND I, WE CAN'T SIT AT
00:31:11.240 --> 00:31:14.160
HOME AND GO IT WAS REALLY BAD.
00:31:14.200 --> 00:31:17.200
NEITHER ONE OF US HAVE THOSE
00:31:17.200 --> 00:31:19.190
STORIES.
00:31:19.190 --> 00:31:20.030
THE IDEA THAT YOU UNDERSTAND THE
00:31:20.030 --> 00:31:22.180
DYNAMIC THAT WE REALLY DON'T AND
00:31:24.250 --> 00:31:27.250
-- I HAVE ANOTHER QUESTION THAT
00:31:27.250 --> 00:31:29.210
JUST CAME TO MIND.
00:31:29.210 --> 00:31:30.200
BY THE WAY, I HAVE MET LISA
00:31:30.200 --> 00:31:33.020
BEFORE BUT IT WAS VERY BRIEF.
00:31:33.020 --> 00:31:35.250
ME, PERSONALLY.
00:31:35.250 --> 00:31:37.130
LAURIE -- OF COURSE WE KNOW OF
00:31:37.130 --> 00:31:39.200
YOU BUT MEETING YOU, WE MET AT
00:31:40.030 --> 00:31:43.030
AN EVENT NOT TERRIBLY LONG AGO.
00:31:43.030 --> 00:31:45.070
IT WAS VERY BRIEF, VERY SWEET.
00:31:45.070 --> 00:31:48.050
SHE KIND OF WAVED.
00:31:48.050 --> 00:31:51.000
LIMB POEED.
00:31:51.000 --> 00:31:51.120
- MY EUGO.
00:31:51.120 --> 00:31:53.170
- YEAH SO MORE KNOWS LISA BET
00:31:59.290 --> 00:32:03.010
HER.
00:32:03.010 --> 00:32:03.090
I HAVE A QUESTION.
00:32:03.090 --> 00:32:04.100
WHEN DID YOU GO FROM SEMI BROKEN
00:32:05.080 --> 00:32:08.080
PERSON TO SOMEONE THAT THOUGHT
00:32:08.080 --> 00:32:10.190
MAYBE I CAN GET ON THE OTHER
00:32:10.190 --> 00:32:11.240
SIDE OF THIS AND MY PAIN WILL
00:32:12.160 --> 00:32:15.160
NOT BE MY PRISON BUT IT WILL BE
00:32:16.080 --> 00:32:19.080
MY PLATFORM?
00:32:19.080 --> 00:32:20.170
WHEN DID YOU START TRANSITIONING
00:32:20.230 --> 00:32:23.230
OVER.
00:32:23.230 --> 00:32:24.040
WAS THAT A LONG PERIOD OF TIME?
00:32:24.160 --> 00:32:27.160
WAS IT A CALLING?
00:32:27.160 --> 00:32:28.200
WAS IT SOMETHING YOU WERE
00:32:28.200 --> 00:32:30.220
ACCIDENTALLY FIND SNG A LOT --
00:32:32.100 --> 00:32:35.100
FINDING?
00:32:35.100 --> 00:32:35.200
A LOT OF PEOPLE MIGHT BE
00:32:35.200 --> 00:32:38.010
TRANSITIONING.
00:32:38.010 --> 00:32:38.140
PEOPLE MIGHT BE BE IDENTIFYING
00:32:38.140 --> 00:32:40.160
WITH YOUR STORY WHERE MAYBE THEY
00:32:40.160 --> 00:32:42.110
CAN GET PAST SOME OF THIS STUFF.
00:32:42.110 --> 00:32:43.210
- I HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS LIKE
00:32:43.210 --> 00:32:46.100
THEIR SALVATION STORY, -- AND I
00:32:47.110 --> 00:32:50.110
TRIED TO DO THAT.
00:32:50.230 --> 00:32:53.230
PRETENDED A LOT.
00:32:53.230 --> 00:32:54.230
I THINK IF YOU'RE HONEST, WHEN
00:32:55.120 --> 00:32:58.120
YOU GO LORD HEARS ALL MY STUFF,
00:32:58.120 --> 00:33:01.110
THERE CAN BE THAT MARKED
00:33:01.110 --> 00:33:03.140
TRANSITION.
00:33:03.140 --> 00:33:03.260
FOR ME, I PLAYED HAPPY SO WELL.
00:33:04.140 --> 00:33:07.140
OUR HOME DIDN'T LOOK LIKE A
00:33:07.140 --> 00:33:09.200
BROKEN HOME.
00:33:09.200 --> 00:33:11.040
WE WON THE GARDEN OF THE MONTH
00:33:11.040 --> 00:33:13.170
CLUB.
00:33:13.170 --> 00:33:13.270
MY MOM LOVED JESUS.
00:33:13.270 --> 00:33:15.110
MY MOM WAS REALLY THE MODEL FOR
00:33:15.110 --> 00:33:18.000
ME.
00:33:18.000 --> 00:33:18.080
I CAN'T REMEMBER TOO MANY
00:33:18.080 --> 00:33:20.160
MORNINGS GETTING UP AND NOT
00:33:20.160 --> 00:33:22.000
SEEING MY MOM ON HERE KNEES IN
00:33:22.000 --> 00:33:24.250
THE LIVING ROOM THROUGH TWO
00:33:24.250 --> 00:33:26.200
DIFFICULT MARRIAGES.
00:33:26.200 --> 00:33:27.240
SO I KNEW WHAT FAITH LOOKED
00:33:27.240 --> 00:33:29.180
LIKE.
00:33:29.180 --> 00:33:29.290
I THINK I JUST WAS AFRAID IF I
00:33:29.290 --> 00:33:32.040
WASN'T A HAPPY CHRISTIAN, GOD
00:33:32.040 --> 00:33:34.040
WOULD BE DISAPPOINTED.
00:33:34.040 --> 00:33:36.190
SO IT WASN'T UNTIL I STARTED
00:33:36.190 --> 00:33:39.000
GETTING HONEST IN MY LATE 20s
00:33:39.000 --> 00:33:41.180
AND 30s AROUND GOING, LORD I'M
00:33:41.180 --> 00:33:43.280
NOT WHO I PRETEND TO BE.
00:33:43.280 --> 00:33:46.060
I KNOW YOU'RE FAITH FUM.
00:33:46.060 --> 00:33:47.210
I HAVE KNOW YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE
00:33:47.210 --> 00:33:49.230
ME OR ABANDON ME BUT MAN I FEEL
00:33:49.230 --> 00:33:52.140
LIKE -- I JUST FEEL LIKE GRACE
00:33:52.140 --> 00:33:55.140
IS IS WET SO I CAN'T HANG ON TO
00:33:55.170 --> 00:33:58.170
IT.
00:33:58.170 --> 00:33:58.250
IT WAS MORE OVER A PERIOD OF
00:33:58.250 --> 00:34:00.030
TIME.
00:34:00.030 --> 00:34:00.160
I WILL TELL YOU SOMETHING THAT
00:34:00.160 --> 00:34:02.270
WAS INCREDIBLY LIFE-CHANGING
00:34:02.270 --> 00:34:05.020
WITH ME.
00:34:05.020 --> 00:34:07.130
VOLUNTEERING WITH WOMEN
00:34:07.130 --> 00:34:09.080
RECOVERING FROM DRUG AND ALCOHOL
00:34:09.080 --> 00:34:11.040
ABUSE.
00:34:11.040 --> 00:34:11.130
WORKING WITH THESE WOMEN I
00:34:11.130 --> 00:34:13.160
STARTED HANGING OUT.
00:34:13.160 --> 00:34:14.200
MOST OF THE GIRLS COME FROM
00:34:14.200 --> 00:34:17.140
TENNESSEE PRISON FOR WOMEN, TPW.
00:34:18.230 --> 00:34:21.230
THEY HAVE STORIES YOU KNOW HOW
00:34:21.230 --> 00:34:23.180
THEY BEGIN TO DABBLE IN DRUGS,
00:34:25.080 --> 00:34:28.080
TO MEDICATE THE PAIN THEY HAD
00:34:28.080 --> 00:34:30.050
COME FROM.
00:34:30.050 --> 00:34:30.280
I READ A BOOK.
00:34:30.280 --> 00:34:32.110
HAD I STARTED WORKING WITH THIS
00:34:32.110 --> 00:34:34.240
WOMAN RECOVERING FROM ALL KINDS
00:34:34.240 --> 00:34:36.260
OF ABUSE AND ADDICTIONS.
00:34:36.260 --> 00:34:38.150
I READ A BOOK, ADDICTION
00:34:39.070 --> 00:34:42.070
SHOULDN'T, BANQUET AND A GRAVE.
00:34:42.280 --> 00:34:45.280
DR. ED T WELLS.
00:34:45.280 --> 00:34:47.120
I HIGHLIGHTED 10 YEARS BEFORE,
00:34:47.120 --> 00:34:49.230
THIS MAY NOT BE VERBATIM.
00:34:50.120 --> 00:34:53.120
ALL ADDICTIONS ARE ULTIMATELY A
00:34:53.120 --> 00:34:55.290
DISORDER OF WORSHIP.
00:34:55.290 --> 00:34:57.020
I REMEMBER GOING, OH MY
00:34:57.020 --> 00:34:59.040
GOODNESS.
00:34:59.040 --> 00:34:59.150
WHAT HE'S BASICALLY SAYING, IF
00:34:59.150 --> 00:35:01.080
YOU DON'T PUT JESUS IN THE
00:35:02.050 --> 00:35:05.050
BIGGEST HOLES -- WILL YOU GO TO
00:35:05.050 --> 00:35:07.020
THE WRONG PEOPLE AND WRONG
00:35:07.020 --> 00:35:08.140
THINGS TO MEDICATE.
00:35:09.060 --> 00:35:12.060
I WAS NEVER INCARCERATED BUT I
00:35:12.200 --> 00:35:15.200
HAD MEDICATED, IF YOU WILL, WITH
00:35:15.200 --> 00:35:17.250
THINGS THAT SOMETIMES EVEN LOOK
00:35:17.250 --> 00:35:20.070
SPIRITUAL.
00:35:20.070 --> 00:35:21.230
BUSYNESS.
00:35:21.230 --> 00:35:22.100
ALL KINDS OF THINGS I WON'T GO
00:35:22.100 --> 00:35:24.190
INTO EVERY BAD THING I'VE EVER
00:35:24.200 --> 00:35:27.200
DONE.
00:35:27.200 --> 00:35:27.290
I WAS RUNNING.
00:35:27.290 --> 00:35:28.280
I COULD MAKE IT LOOK SPIRITUAL.
00:35:28.280 --> 00:35:30.290
HAD I BEGAN TO RECOGNIZE, JESUS,
00:35:30.290 --> 00:35:33.270
YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO NOT ONLY
00:35:34.180 --> 00:35:37.180
LOVES ME IN MY MOST BROKEN
00:35:37.180 --> 00:35:40.180
PLACES BUT YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE
00:35:40.180 --> 00:35:43.040
WHO SETS THE -- OF MY FALL.
00:35:43.040 --> 00:35:45.070
EVEN IF I DID MARRY, I WOULD NOT
00:35:45.070 --> 00:35:47.210
HAVE BEEN BECAUSE OF THE THINGS
00:35:47.210 --> 00:35:49.050
GOD WAS HEALING IN ME, I'M
00:35:49.050 --> 00:35:51.170
REALLY GLAD I DIDN'T MARRY
00:35:51.170 --> 00:35:53.260
YOUNG.
00:35:53.260 --> 00:35:54.060
I DON'T THINK I WOULD HAVE BEEN
00:35:54.060 --> 00:35:55.250
IN HEALTHY IN A MARRIAGE, EVEN
00:35:55.250 --> 00:35:57.110
WITH GOD WITH ME.
00:35:57.110 --> 00:35:58.270
IT WOVEN MORE OF A JOSE AND
00:35:58.280 --> 00:36:02.000
GOAMER, NOT BECAUSE OF MY -- ANY
00:36:02.000 --> 00:36:04.050
KIND OF SEXUAL STUFF.
00:36:04.090 --> 00:36:07.090
I JUST WAS THAT BROKEN.
00:36:07.090 --> 00:36:09.060
MAYBE A GOD WOULD HAVE LOVED ME
00:36:09.120 --> 00:36:12.120
TO LIKE JESUS I COULD HAVE BEEN
00:36:13.030 --> 00:36:16.030
HEALED TO -- IT WAS THAT LONELIS
00:36:16.110 --> 00:36:19.110
IN MY RECOGNIZING I HAVE GOT TO
00:36:19.110 --> 00:36:21.120
BE AT THE POINT WHERE JESUS WAS
00:36:21.120 --> 00:36:23.080
ENOUGH.
00:36:23.080 --> 00:36:23.180
I HAD TO BE AT THAT POINT BEFORE
00:36:23.180 --> 00:36:25.100
BECOMING A GOOD MOM.
00:36:25.100 --> 00:36:28.000
I SEE SO MANY PARENTS WHO LIVE
00:36:28.000 --> 00:36:30.100
THROUGH THEIR CHILDREN.
00:36:30.100 --> 00:36:31.190
I'M NOT GOING TO PUT THAT
00:36:31.190 --> 00:36:33.090
THROUGH MY KID'S SHOULDERS.
00:36:33.090 --> 00:36:36.010
THEY'RE TOO NARROW.
00:36:36.010 --> 00:36:37.080
JESUS IS MY HOPE.
00:36:37.080 --> 00:36:39.020
FOR ME IT WAS MORE OF AN
00:36:39.020 --> 00:36:41.050
EVOLVING.
00:36:41.050 --> 00:36:41.240
IT DIDN'T HAPPEN LIKE THAT, IT
00:36:41.240 --> 00:36:43.080
WAS MORE OF AN UNFOLDING, IF YOU
00:36:43.080 --> 00:36:45.220
WILL.
00:36:45.220 --> 00:36:46.010
- AND WERE THERE -- WAS THERE
00:36:46.010 --> 00:36:48.280
YEARS OF A JOURNEY TO KIND OF
00:36:48.280 --> 00:36:51.220
GET TRANSITIONED FROM BROKEN TO
00:36:51.220 --> 00:36:54.140
I'M GOING TO GET ON TOP OF THIS
00:36:54.140 --> 00:36:56.040
AND BE ABLE TO MINISTER?
00:36:56.040 --> 00:36:58.070
WERE YOU AN EXTROVERT THAT YOU
00:36:58.070 --> 00:37:00.060
WANTED TO BE ABLE TO USE YOUR --
00:37:00.060 --> 00:37:03.040
- ABSOLUTELY.
00:37:03.040 --> 00:37:04.090
- AND YEARS OF TRANSITION?
00:37:04.090 --> 00:37:06.280
- IT WAS A COUPLE OF YEARS.
00:37:06.280 --> 00:37:08.280
I NEVER WANTED TO GLORIFY SIN.
00:37:09.280 --> 00:37:12.280
YOU KNOW HOW SOME PEOPLE GO ON
00:37:12.280 --> 00:37:15.050
AND ON ABOUT THE PIT THEY'RE IN.
00:37:15.050 --> 00:37:17.110
I DON'T WANT TO HONOR THE PIT SO
00:37:17.110 --> 00:37:18.270
MUCH THAT YOU MISS GOD'S
00:37:18.270 --> 00:37:21.140
REDEMPTIVE MERCY.
00:37:21.140 --> 00:37:22.260
I READ SOMETHING -- I LOVE ALL
00:37:23.200 --> 00:37:26.200
THE THE DEAD GUYS.
00:37:26.200 --> 00:37:28.270
THOMAS CHALMERS TALKED ABOUT
00:37:29.020 --> 00:37:32.020
BEING RESOLUTE IN REPENTANCE.
00:37:32.020 --> 00:37:34.190
I THOUGHT, NOW, THAT'S
00:37:34.190 --> 00:37:37.050
BEAUTIFUL.
00:37:37.050 --> 00:37:37.170
ONCE SAVED, ALWAYS SAVED.
00:37:37.170 --> 00:37:39.060
I BELIEVE IN ETERNAL SECURITY.
00:37:39.060 --> 00:37:42.010
WHEN I AS A 6-YEAR-OLD SAID,
00:37:42.110 --> 00:37:45.110
JESUS, I NEED A DAD WHO WON'T
00:37:45.110 --> 00:37:47.220
WALK AWAY.
00:37:47.220 --> 00:37:48.120
I BELIEVE I WAS SAVED IN THAT
00:37:48.120 --> 00:37:50.100
MOMENT.
00:37:50.100 --> 00:37:50.200
FOR ME TO RECOGNIZE AT 30,
00:37:50.290 --> 00:37:53.290
TRUSTED YOU WITH HOLES IN MY
00:37:53.290 --> 00:37:56.050
HEART.
00:37:56.050 --> 00:37:56.180
YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN FAITHFUL.
00:37:56.180 --> 00:37:58.050
LIKE PAUL,I SAY SOMETIMES I'M
00:37:58.070 --> 00:38:01.090
THE CHIEF OF ALL -- HE HE HAS
00:38:02.200 --> 00:38:05.200
BEEN SO GRACIOUS TO TAKE ME FROM
00:38:05.200 --> 00:38:08.130
GLORY TO GLORY.
00:38:08.130 --> 00:38:10.010
WE GO FROM GLORY THOUGH AND GRA
00:38:10.010 --> 00:38:12.060
IS TO GRACE, WHICH IS BIBLICAL.
00:38:12.060 --> 00:38:14.260
I GO, YES, WE DO GO FROM GLORY
00:38:14.260 --> 00:38:17.180
TO GLORY WRI WITH THE HOLY
00:38:17.180 --> 00:38:20.130
SPIRIT.
00:38:20.130 --> 00:38:20.240
SOMETIMES HE HAS TO CARRY ME TO
00:38:20.240 --> 00:38:22.260
THE NEXT GLORY BECAUSE THAT DAY
00:38:22.260 --> 00:38:25.020
I WILL HAVE HAVE FORGOTTEN THE
00:38:25.020 --> 00:38:27.190
GOSPEL.
00:38:27.190 --> 00:38:27.290
- WERE YOU READY TO MINISTER TO
00:38:27.290 --> 00:38:30.020
PEOPLE THE FIRST TIME YOU TOOK A
00:38:30.020 --> 00:38:31.170
STAGE AND A MICROPHONE?
00:38:31.170 --> 00:38:33.090
OR WERE YOU STILL IN TRANSITION?
00:38:33.090 --> 00:38:35.110
- STILL PROCESSING?
00:38:35.110 --> 00:38:37.060
TO BE FRANK WITH YOU, I WOULD
00:38:37.060 --> 00:38:38.280
SAY I'M STILL PROCESSING.
00:38:38.280 --> 00:38:40.270
I'M STILL GOING, JESUS, I NEED
00:38:41.200 --> 00:38:44.200
YOU.
00:38:44.200 --> 00:38:46.220
I HAD AN -- IN YOUTH MINISTRY.
00:38:47.000 --> 00:38:50.000
HE SAID, LEASE SARKS TALKED WITH
00:38:50.180 --> 00:38:53.180
A SOUTHERN ACCENT.
00:38:53.180 --> 00:38:56.070
, LISA AS SOON AS YOU THINK
00:38:56.070 --> 00:38:58.190
YOU'RE COMPLETELY RIGHT, YOU
00:38:58.190 --> 00:38:59.270
WILL FALL OFF THE TREE AND HOT.
00:39:00.030 --> 00:39:03.030
YOU ALWAYS WANT TO BE GROW HE
00:39:03.030 --> 00:39:04.080
GO.
00:39:04.080 --> 00:39:04.160
I WANT TO BE A BETTER STUDENT
00:39:04.160 --> 00:39:06.230
THAN I'M A TEACHER.
00:39:06.230 --> 00:39:08.140
I'M ALWAYS LEARNING NEW STUFF.
00:39:08.260 --> 00:39:11.260
I'M GOING THROUGH JOB PREPARING
00:39:11.260 --> 00:39:14.030
BIBLE STUDY.
00:39:14.030 --> 00:39:16.210
SCRIPTURES, IT'S NOT FLAT.
00:39:16.210 --> 00:39:18.140
EVERY TIME YOU READ IT,
00:39:18.140 --> 00:39:20.120
SUPERNATURAL YOU GO WOW I'VE
00:39:20.120 --> 00:39:22.270
NEVER QUITE SEEN THAT BEFORE.
00:39:22.270 --> 00:39:24.110
I FEEL LIKE I'M ALWAYS LEARNING.
00:39:24.110 --> 00:39:26.220
I HOPE I'M MOVING TOWARD --
00:39:27.230 --> 00:39:30.230
SOMETIMES I'M STUMBLE WILLING.
00:39:30.230 --> 00:39:32.190
I WANT MY SANCTIFICATION.
00:39:32.190 --> 00:39:35.150
I WANT PEOPLE WHO KNEW ME 20
00:39:35.150 --> 00:39:38.020
YEARS AGO TO INTERACT WITH ME
00:39:38.020 --> 00:39:40.270
AND SAY SHE'S MORE PASSION AT OR
00:39:41.220 --> 00:39:44.220
KINDER AND MORE IN LOVE WITH
00:39:44.220 --> 00:39:46.110
JESUS.
00:39:46.110 --> 00:39:46.210
I WILL STAY I'M STILL FALLING
00:39:46.210 --> 00:39:48.260
MORE AND MORE IN LOVE WITH
00:39:48.260 --> 00:39:51.100
JESUS.
00:39:51.100 --> 00:39:51.190
- WE'RE SITTING WITH LEASES IS
00:39:51.190 --> 00:39:53.110
A HARPER.
00:39:53.110 --> 00:39:54.040
TODAY IS DECEMBER 12th, 2016.
00:39:54.040 --> 00:39:56.190
WE'RE LIVE.
00:39:56.190 --> 00:39:57.240
MERRY CHRISTMAS.
00:39:57.240 --> 00:39:59.140
WHAT IS THE ROLL-IN THAT WE'RE
00:39:59.220 --> 00:40:02.220
ABOUT TO GO TO, THE GOSPEL OF
00:40:02.220 --> 00:40:05.050
MARK?
00:40:05.050 --> 00:40:05.140
- I'M NOT SURE WHAT CLIP THEY
00:40:05.270 --> 00:40:08.270
HAVE.
00:40:08.270 --> 00:40:11.120
THIS IS A BIBLE STUDY I DID
00:40:11.120 --> 00:40:13.060
RECENTLY WITH LIFEWAY.
00:40:13.180 --> 00:40:16.180
VIDEO-BASED BIBLE STUDY.
00:40:16.180 --> 00:40:17.100
- ABOUT A MINUTE LONG.
00:40:17.100 --> 00:40:19.010
TAKE A LOOK AT THE THIS.
00:40:19.010 --> 00:40:21.210
- HI, I'M LISA HARPER.
00:40:28.110 --> 00:40:29.140
I WOULD LIKE TO INVITE YOU TO
00:40:29.140 --> 00:40:30.200
JOIN US FOR THIS 7 SECOND BIBLE
00:40:30.200 --> 00:40:33.180
STUDY IN THE GOSPEL ACCORDING TO
00:40:33.180 --> 00:40:35.090
MARK.
00:40:35.090 --> 00:40:35.220
THIS MAY BE ONE OF THE CLEAREST
00:40:41.200 --> 00:40:43.100
TEXTS IN THE ENTIRE NEW
00:40:43.100 --> 00:40:46.010
TESTAMENT.
00:40:46.010 --> 00:40:46.120
IT IS TO THE POINT.
00:40:46.240 --> 00:40:49.240
THIS IS AN AMAZING ILLUSTRATION
00:40:49.240 --> 00:40:51.130
OF THE COMPASSION OF JESUS THAT
00:40:51.170 --> 00:40:54.170
ALSO SHOWS THAT OUR ACHE
00:40:54.280 --> 00:40:57.280
ACCELERATES HIS COMPASSION.
00:40:57.280 --> 00:40:59.030
AT THE HEART OF GOD IS MOVED BY
00:40:59.030 --> 00:41:01.150
THE WOUNDS OF MANKIND.
00:41:04.190 --> 00:41:07.190
HEART BROKEN YOU ARE, HE'S BEEN
00:41:07.190 --> 00:41:09.280
THERE.
00:41:09.280 --> 00:41:10.130
PLEASE JOIN US FOR THE GOSPEL
00:41:10.130 --> 00:41:12.150
ACCORDING TO MARK, THE JESUS
00:41:12.150 --> 00:41:15.070
WE'RE ACHING FOR.
00:41:15.240 --> 00:41:18.240
- WHAT WAS THE NUMBER 1 THING
00:41:18.240 --> 00:41:20.180
YOU GOT OUT OF THE BOOK OF MARK?
00:41:20.180 --> 00:41:22.080
- I WILL TELL YOU, INITIALLY
00:41:22.220 --> 00:41:25.220
THE GOSPEL OF MARK, THE MAIN
00:41:25.220 --> 00:41:27.200
REASON I DID MARK, CHOSE IT,
00:41:27.200 --> 00:41:30.170
BETH MOORE HAD DONE THE OTHER
00:41:30.170 --> 00:41:32.270
ONES.
00:41:32.270 --> 00:41:33.110
THE WOMAN CAN TEACH THE COVER
00:41:33.110 --> 00:41:35.200
OFF THE BIBLE.
00:41:35.200 --> 00:41:36.240
LET ME DO WHAT BETH MOORE HASN'T
00:41:37.100 --> 00:41:40.100
DONE.
00:41:40.100 --> 00:41:40.210
MARK IS SO SHORT, SO CONCISE,
00:41:40.240 --> 00:41:43.240
MORE MOTIVE.
00:41:43.240 --> 00:41:45.120
I LIKE THE LONGER, I LIKE JOHN
00:41:46.140 --> 00:41:49.140
LEANING AGAINST JESUS.
00:41:49.140 --> 00:41:50.130
THE THING THAT HAS STILL HAS
00:41:50.200 --> 00:41:53.200
JUST SLAYED ME ABOUT MARK'S
00:41:53.200 --> 00:41:55.280
GOSPEL IS WHEN YOU STUDY THE
00:41:55.280 --> 00:41:57.100
BACKGROUND OF MARK AND PETER WHO
00:41:57.160 --> 00:42:00.180
HAS THE NARRATIVE VOICE, I
00:42:00.180 --> 00:42:02.160
DIDN'T KNOW, I'M SURE YOU KNEW
00:42:02.160 --> 00:42:04.190
THIS, I MEAN I KNEW MARK HAD
00:42:04.190 --> 00:42:06.110
MESSED UP.
00:42:06.110 --> 00:42:07.080
I HADN'T REALLY CONNECTED THE
00:42:07.080 --> 00:42:10.040
MARK FROM ACTS, THE TEENAGER WHO
00:42:10.040 --> 00:42:12.290
GOES ON THAT TRIP WITH PAUL AND
00:42:12.290 --> 00:42:15.040
BARN BARNABAS.
00:42:15.290 --> 00:42:18.290
AND WHEN PAUL SAYS LET'S
00:42:18.290 --> 00:42:20.230
CONTINUE, MARK IS THE ONE WHO
00:42:20.230 --> 00:42:22.090
SAYS I WANT TO GO BACK HOME TO
00:42:22.090 --> 00:42:24.140
MAMA.
00:42:24.140 --> 00:42:24.260
I'M TAKINGED TINYEST BIT OF
00:42:25.070 --> 00:42:28.070
LIBERTY I WITH THE GREEK.
00:42:29.030 --> 00:42:32.030
BARNABAS SAYS LET'S TAKE HIM.
00:42:32.050 --> 00:42:35.050
HE'S MATURING.
00:42:35.050 --> 00:42:37.020
PAUL SAYS I'M NOT TAKING THAT
00:42:37.020 --> 00:42:38.260
SISSY BABY BACK ON THE ROAD WITH
00:42:38.260 --> 00:42:41.240
ME.
00:42:41.240 --> 00:42:42.050
BIT OF LIBERTY WITH HOW IT'S
00:42:42.050 --> 00:42:45.030
WRITTEN IN THE KING JAMES.
00:42:45.030 --> 00:42:47.240
IN ACTS 15 THERE AROSE SHUCH A
00:42:47.240 --> 00:42:50.130
SHARP DISAGREEMENT OVER WHETHER
00:42:50.130 --> 00:42:53.020
OR NOT TO INCLUDE MARK.
00:42:53.020 --> 00:42:56.000
THEY PARTED WAYS.
00:42:56.000 --> 00:42:58.220
PILLARS OF EARLY CHRISTIAN.COM.
00:42:58.220 --> 00:43:01.100
THAT'S LIKE THE GOSPEL PETE LS
00:43:01.100 --> 00:43:03.260
AND MARK GOES ON.
00:43:03.260 --> 00:43:05.050
THAT'S A BIG HAIRY DEAL.
00:43:05.050 --> 00:43:07.070
HE SPLITS UP MARK AND BARNABAS
00:43:07.070 --> 00:43:10.010
AND IF YOU GO BACK EARLY IN
00:43:10.010 --> 00:43:11.240
MARK, REMEMBER IT DOESN'T NAME
00:43:11.240 --> 00:43:12.250
IT BUT REMEMBER AFTER
00:43:14.290 --> 00:43:17.290
GETHSEMANI, AFTER PETER BETRAYS
00:43:17.290 --> 00:43:20.290
JESUS, THERE WAS A YOUNG MAN WHO
00:43:20.290 --> 00:43:22.280
DROPPED HIS CLOAK AND RAN AWAY
00:43:22.280 --> 00:43:25.120
NAKED BECAUSE HE WAS UNDONE BY
00:43:25.120 --> 00:43:27.100
WHAT HAPPENED AND SCARED, THAT
00:43:27.100 --> 00:43:29.060
WAS MARK.
00:43:29.060 --> 00:43:30.190
BIBLICAL CONSENSUS, MARK WROTE
00:43:30.190 --> 00:43:32.170
THAT ABOUT HIMSELF.
00:43:32.170 --> 00:43:34.010
OKAY, WE ALL KNOW PETER THREW
00:43:34.090 --> 00:43:37.090
JESUS UNDER THE BUS AND DENIED
00:43:37.090 --> 00:43:39.120
HIM THREE TIMES AT HIS MOST
00:43:39.190 --> 00:43:42.190
VULNERABLE POINT.
00:43:42.190 --> 00:43:44.210
JESUS RESTORED HIM BEAUTIFULLY.
00:43:44.210 --> 00:43:46.230
I DIDN'T KNOW KNOW ALL THAT
00:43:46.230 --> 00:43:48.030
ABOUT MARK.
00:43:48.030 --> 00:43:49.010
I DIDN'T KNOW HE BETRAYED THEM
00:43:49.200 --> 00:43:52.200
SAME AS PETER ONLY WORSE,
00:43:52.200 --> 00:43:54.070
BECAUSE HE BETRAYED HIM BUTT
00:43:55.040 --> 00:43:58.040
NAKED.
00:43:58.040 --> 00:43:58.240
BROKE UP THE GOSPEL BEATLES.
00:43:58.240 --> 00:44:01.000
THESE ARE TWO MEN WHO HAVE HAD
00:44:01.000 --> 00:44:02.230
MASSIVE FAILURES IN THEIR
00:44:02.230 --> 00:44:04.220
HISTORY AND YET JESUS SAYS, I'M
00:44:04.220 --> 00:44:06.170
GOING TO CHOOSE THEM TO SHARE
00:44:06.170 --> 00:44:08.050
THE FIRST GOSPEL.
00:44:08.050 --> 00:44:09.290
THAT'S THE FIRST GOSPEL
00:44:10.160 --> 00:44:13.160
CHRONOLOGICALLY CANE ONITE
00:44:13.160 --> 00:44:15.200
SCRIPTURE.
00:44:15.200 --> 00:44:16.020
MARK IS THE FIRST LITERAL
00:44:16.020 --> 00:44:18.250
COMPILATION.
00:44:18.250 --> 00:44:19.080
I HAVE THOUGHT, HOW BEAUTIFUL HE
00:44:19.090 --> 00:44:22.090
TOOK THESE THESE BROKEN MEN WHO
00:44:22.090 --> 00:44:25.080
MESSED UP AND SAID I'M GOING TO
00:44:26.150 --> 00:44:29.150
POUR SUCH COMPASSION AND
00:44:29.150 --> 00:44:31.160
REDEPARTMENTIVE MERCY ON THEM
00:44:31.160 --> 00:44:32.180
THRRKS F, THEY'RE GOING TO
00:44:32.180 --> 00:44:34.030
BECOME THE FIRST PROCLAIMERS OF
00:44:34.030 --> 00:44:35.190
THE GOSPEL.
00:44:35.190 --> 00:44:37.120
THE COMPASSION OF MARK, YOU SAID
00:44:37.120 --> 00:44:39.060
WERE YOU READY WHEN YOU FIRST
00:44:39.060 --> 00:44:41.140
STARTED MINISTRY, MY MOMMA WILL
00:44:41.200 --> 00:44:44.200
TELL YOU I CAME OVER NOT
00:44:44.200 --> 00:44:47.020
TALKING.
00:44:47.020 --> 00:44:47.130
WHEN I REALIZED IN HIGH SCHOOL,
00:44:47.130 --> 00:44:49.030
I WENT TO A CHRISTIAN CAMP.
00:44:51.130 --> 00:44:54.130
BIBLE TEACH FRER WAY BACK IN THE
00:44:54.130 --> 00:44:56.140
DAY.
00:44:56.140 --> 00:44:57.130
ANYWAY, I REMEMBER SHE WAS
00:44:57.130 --> 00:44:59.150
TEACHING.
00:44:59.150 --> 00:44:59.260
ON THE ISSUE OF BLOOD.
00:44:59.260 --> 00:45:01.220
I WAS 17 YEARS OLD SITTING
00:45:02.070 --> 00:45:05.070
THERE, YOU DIDN'T TELL STORIES
00:45:05.070 --> 00:45:07.000
ABOUT JESUS AS A WOMAN AND MAYBE
00:45:07.000 --> 00:45:08.100
I COULD DO THAT.
00:45:09.170 --> 00:45:12.170
AND GOD PUT THAT CALL IN MY LIFE
00:45:12.170 --> 00:45:15.000
EARLY ON.
00:45:15.000 --> 00:45:15.200
THE FACT THAT HE HAVE ALLOWED ME
00:45:15.200 --> 00:45:17.160
TO STILL SPEAK HIS NAME WITH A
00:45:18.200 --> 00:45:21.200
MICROPHONE WHEN I HAD DOUBTS AND
00:45:21.200 --> 00:45:23.210
WAS STUMBLING ALONG THE WAY,
00:45:23.210 --> 00:45:26.120
THAT IS PURELY MERCY.
00:45:26.120 --> 00:45:27.180
- TOTAL CONSEQUENCE EARLIER
00:45:28.060 --> 00:45:31.060
TODAY LAURIE AND I DID A LIVE
00:45:32.010 --> 00:45:35.010
BEHIND-THE-SCENES PROGRAM AND WE
00:45:35.010 --> 00:45:36.290
WERE THINKING ABOUT THE COP TICK
00:45:42.230 --> 00:45:45.230
CHRISTIAN, SUICIDE BOMBER WALK
00:45:45.230 --> 00:45:48.160
INTO A CHURCH, ST. PETERS IN
00:45:49.280 --> 00:45:52.280
CAIRO, EGYPT.
00:45:52.280 --> 00:45:55.180
TBN OPERATES TWO, 24 HOUR A DAY
00:45:58.140 --> 00:46:01.160
ARABIC SPEAK NETWORKS.
00:46:01.270 --> 00:46:04.270
WE HAVE BEEN TO KIER CAIRO ONE
00:46:09.090 --> 00:46:12.090
TIME RECENTLY.
00:46:12.090 --> 00:46:13.060
AND THAT IS THE CHURCH, THAT'S
00:46:13.290 --> 00:46:16.290
THE WORK OF ST. MARK SO. HAD
00:46:16.290 --> 00:46:19.210
ST. MARK LEFT TO GO DO HIS WORK,
00:46:19.210 --> 00:46:22.210
HE WENT TO CARE ROW CAIRO AND TO
00:46:25.100 --> 00:46:28.100
EGYPT AND LEFT BEHIND MAYBE THE
00:46:29.180 --> 00:46:32.180
COPTIC CHURCH GLOBALLY,
00:46:33.090 --> 00:46:36.090
20 MILLION PEOPLE, BEST KNOWN
00:46:36.090 --> 00:46:37.250
DIRECT WORK OF ONE OF THE
00:46:37.250 --> 00:46:40.000
APOSTLES.
00:46:40.000 --> 00:46:40.110
AND IT IS MARK.
00:46:40.110 --> 00:46:41.150
WE HAVE DIRECT CONNECTION TO HIS
00:46:41.150 --> 00:46:44.080
MINISTRY AND THE CHURCH.
00:46:44.080 --> 00:46:46.050
AND THEY'RE UNDER ATTACK,
00:46:46.200 --> 00:46:49.200
PERSECUTION AROUND THE WORLD.
00:46:49.200 --> 00:46:50.140
WE WERE TALKING ABOUT THAT
00:46:50.140 --> 00:46:51.270
EARLIER TODAY.
00:46:51.270 --> 00:46:53.010
WHEN WE THINK OF THIS KIND OF
00:46:55.160 --> 00:46:58.160
CHRISTMAS SEASON, BUILT WAY
00:46:58.160 --> 00:47:00.140
AGAIN WE'RE LIVE, TEARS THE
00:47:00.140 --> 00:47:02.050
12th OF DECEMBER.
00:47:02.050 --> 00:47:04.090
-- IT'S THE 12th OF DECEMBER.
00:47:04.090 --> 00:47:06.040
UNLESS YOU'RE WATCHING THE
00:47:06.040 --> 00:47:07.270
REPLAY, THEN IT'S A DIFFERENT
00:47:07.270 --> 00:47:09.140
DAY.
00:47:09.140 --> 00:47:09.220
YOU WERE AFFECTED BY THIS MOMENT
00:47:09.220 --> 00:47:12.040
AT CHURCH CAMP.
00:47:12.040 --> 00:47:13.270
A WOMAN TELLING A STORY.
00:47:13.270 --> 00:47:15.150
- CORRECT.
00:47:15.150 --> 00:47:16.010
- I WILL GIVE YOU A SECOND TO
00:47:16.010 --> 00:47:18.050
THINK ABOUT IT BUT TELL US A
00:47:18.050 --> 00:47:20.170
STORY.
00:47:20.170 --> 00:47:21.130
AND I WILL GIVE YOU A SECOND.
00:47:21.130 --> 00:47:23.090
IT CAN BE ABOUT ANYTHING.
00:47:23.090 --> 00:47:25.040
JUST PICK ONE AND I WANT TO SAY
00:47:25.040 --> 00:47:27.120
THAT IF YOU WANT A DATE WITH
00:47:27.120 --> 00:47:29.280
LISA, CALL THE NUMBER RIGHT NOW.
00:47:29.280 --> 00:47:32.020
THEY'RE GOING TO GIVE ME THE
00:47:32.020 --> 00:47:33.170
THING AND I WILL KEEP IT.
00:47:33.170 --> 00:47:36.040
- SAD BUT KIND OF EXCITING, TOO
00:47:37.130 --> 00:47:40.130
- 53, NEVER BEEN MARRIED.
00:47:40.130 --> 00:47:42.280
- NO DOUBLE SPANKS TONIGHT.
00:47:42.280 --> 00:47:45.000
I WILL TELL YOU A STORY THAT
00:47:45.000 --> 00:47:47.050
HAPPENED JUST TWO WEEKS AGO.
00:47:47.050 --> 00:47:50.050
LAURIE WILL TELL YOU I'M
00:47:50.050 --> 00:47:53.030
PATHOLOGICALLY BIASED ABOUT MY
00:47:53.030 --> 00:47:55.040
KID.
00:47:55.040 --> 00:47:55.180
SHE'S JUST AMAZING, MOST
00:47:55.180 --> 00:47:57.230
INCREDIBLE KID.
00:47:57.230 --> 00:47:58.220
ANYWAY, WE WERE GETTING READY
00:47:58.220 --> 00:48:00.100
FOR CHURCH TWO WEEKS AGO.
00:48:00.100 --> 00:48:02.270
THIS IS LIKE AN ESTROGEN STORY
00:48:02.270 --> 00:48:05.040
BUT I CAN'T GET OFF THIS ONE.
00:48:05.040 --> 00:48:06.250
WE WERE GETTING READY FOR CHURCH
00:48:06.250 --> 00:48:08.270
AND I WAS BLOW DRYING MY HAIR
00:48:08.270 --> 00:48:10.250
AND MISSY STARTED ASKING
00:48:10.250 --> 00:48:12.190
QUESTIONS.
00:48:12.190 --> 00:48:13.020
SHE'S BEEN ASKING A TON OF
00:48:13.020 --> 00:48:14.250
QUESTIONS LATELY ABOUT JESUS.
00:48:15.020 --> 00:48:18.020
7 YEARS OLD.
00:48:18.020 --> 00:48:20.020
SATISFIED MOMMA -- SAID WAS GOD
00:48:24.020 --> 00:48:27.020
SAD HAD JESUS DIED BABY, HE WAS
00:48:27.070 --> 00:48:30.070
ONLY DEAD FOR THREE DAYS.
00:48:30.070 --> 00:48:32.110
I'M TRYING TO GET HER TO THE --
00:48:32.260 --> 00:48:35.260
SHE'S STUCK ON JESUS ON THE
00:48:35.260 --> 00:48:38.240
CROSS.
00:48:38.240 --> 00:48:39.030
HOLY SPIRIT SAID DON'T GET HER
00:48:39.030 --> 00:48:40.130
OFF THAT TOO QUICKLY.
00:48:40.130 --> 00:48:41.250
LET HER GO THERE.
00:48:41.250 --> 00:48:43.280
SO I SAID YES, BABY, IT DID MAKE
00:48:44.200 --> 00:48:47.200
GOD SAID SAD.
00:48:47.200 --> 00:48:49.150
SHE SAID, IT MAKES ME SO SAD
00:48:49.150 --> 00:48:51.120
THAT JESUS HAD TO DIE.
00:48:51.150 --> 00:48:54.150
I'M STILL BLOW DRYING MY HAIR
00:48:54.150 --> 00:48:57.020
TALKING TO HER, I THOUGHT I
00:48:58.020 --> 00:49:01.040
MIGHT NOT ACTUALLY BE GOING TO
00:49:01.050 --> 00:49:04.050
PHYSICAL CHURCH TODAY.
00:49:04.050 --> 00:49:05.080
I NEED TO TURN OFF MY BLOW
00:49:05.080 --> 00:49:07.010
DRYER.
00:49:07.010 --> 00:49:07.140
THIS FEELS LIKE IT'S IMPORTANT.
00:49:07.140 --> 00:49:09.120
I SAID, YEAH, IT'S SAD BUT DO
00:49:10.060 --> 00:49:13.060
YOU REMEMBER WHY JESUS HAD TO
00:49:13.060 --> 00:49:15.070
DIE.
00:49:15.070 --> 00:49:15.200
SHE SAY YES, MA'AM BECAUSE WE'RE
00:49:15.200 --> 00:49:18.070
DISRESPECTFUL.
00:49:18.070 --> 00:49:18.210
I SAID THAT'S RIGHT.
00:49:18.210 --> 00:49:20.060
SHE GETS THIS TROUBLE WHEN SHE'S
00:49:20.060 --> 00:49:23.060
DISRESPECTFUL.
00:49:23.060 --> 00:49:23.190
BECAUSE WE WERE DISRUNNING
00:49:23.190 --> 00:49:24.250
MATEFUL AND DISOBEDIENT, JESUS
00:49:24.250 --> 00:49:27.100
TOOK OUR TIME OUT FOR US.
00:49:27.100 --> 00:49:29.050
IT WAS A REALLY BAD SPANKING AND
00:49:29.050 --> 00:49:31.280
WORST OF ALL TIME SO HE HAD TO
00:49:31.280 --> 00:49:33.100
DIE ON THE CROSS BECAUSE WE WERE
00:49:33.100 --> 00:49:35.160
DISRESPECTFUL AND SHE SAID, THAT
00:49:35.160 --> 00:49:37.010
MAKES ME SAD.
00:49:37.010 --> 00:49:38.210
AND I SAID, WELL, HONEY, IT IS
00:49:39.080 --> 00:49:42.080
SAD.
00:49:42.080 --> 00:49:42.280
REMEMBER GOD ROSE.
00:49:43.040 --> 00:49:46.040
SHE GOES THAT'S BACK TO SAD.
00:49:47.010 --> 00:49:50.010
MOMMA, I WANT TO KNOW JESUS.
00:49:50.010 --> 00:49:51.180
SHE SAID SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
00:49:51.180 --> 00:49:54.160
BUT HE'S IN THE MOON.
00:49:54.160 --> 00:49:56.160
WHEN I FIRST BROUGHT HER HOME TO
00:49:56.160 --> 00:49:59.060
TENNESSEE SHE COULD SPEAK HARDLY
00:49:59.070 --> 00:50:02.070
ANY ENGLISH.
00:50:02.070 --> 00:50:03.270
SHE CALLED ME PABLO. AFTER MAMA
00:50:05.210 --> 00:50:08.210
BLANC.
00:50:08.210 --> 00:50:09.030
THIS IS GOING TO BE AWKWARD AT
00:50:09.030 --> 00:50:10.280
HER WEDDING.
00:50:10.280 --> 00:50:12.080
HERE IS MY PABLO.
00:50:12.080 --> 00:50:13.220
THEY HAD DONE A BIBLE SCHOOL AT
00:50:13.220 --> 00:50:15.250
HER ORPHANNIC.
00:50:16.060 --> 00:50:19.060
THEY HAD DONE IT IN SPANISH
00:50:19.060 --> 00:50:21.200
TALKING ABOUT THE MISSIONARY
00:50:21.200 --> 00:50:24.050
JOURNEYS OF PAUL.
00:50:24.050 --> 00:50:25.110
SOMEBODY HAD TOLD HER YOU NEW
00:50:25.110 --> 00:50:28.030
MOMMY IS KIND OF LIKE A
00:50:28.030 --> 00:50:29.290
MISSIONARY.
00:50:29.290 --> 00:50:30.140
SHE TELLS PEOPLE ABOUT JESUS.
00:50:30.140 --> 00:50:32.030
SHE GOT THE TWO MIXED UP AND
00:50:32.030 --> 00:50:34.040
THOUGHT I WAS PAUL.
00:50:34.040 --> 00:50:36.230
I COULD SEE APOSTLE PAUL GOING
00:50:38.210 --> 00:50:41.210
GLORY, REALLY THAT'S ANOTHER
00:50:41.210 --> 00:50:42.250
STORY FOR ANOTHER DAY.
00:50:42.250 --> 00:50:44.010
SHE SAID I WANT TO KNOW JESUS.
00:50:44.010 --> 00:50:45.180
WHEN SHE FIRST CAME -- SHE
00:50:45.180 --> 00:50:48.060
THOUGHT SHE SAW A FACE IN THE
00:50:48.060 --> 00:50:49.240
MOON.
00:50:49.240 --> 00:50:50.230
SO IN CRIO SHE ASKED IF JESUS
00:50:51.190 --> 00:50:54.190
WAS IN THE MOON.
00:50:54.190 --> 00:50:55.210
HE LIVES EVERYWHERE, HE'S
00:50:55.210 --> 00:50:58.030
SPIRIT.
00:50:58.030 --> 00:50:58.160
SHE HUNG ON TO THE FACT HE WAS
00:50:58.160 --> 00:50:59.140
IN THE MOON.
00:50:59.140 --> 00:51:00.130
TWO WEEKS AGO SHE SAID I MISS
00:51:00.130 --> 00:51:02.140
JESUS AND I SAID A, JESUS IS
00:51:02.140 --> 00:51:04.150
HERE WITH US.
00:51:04.150 --> 00:51:06.010
SHE WAS LIKE HE LIVES IN THE
00:51:06.070 --> 00:51:09.070
MOON, MOMMA.
00:51:09.070 --> 00:51:11.080
HE LIVES EVERYWHERE.
00:51:11.080 --> 00:51:13.200
HE LIVES IN MOMMA'S HEART AND IN
00:51:13.200 --> 00:51:15.130
YOUR HEART.
00:51:15.130 --> 00:51:16.000
SHE SAID I WANT JESUS IN MY
00:51:16.000 --> 00:51:18.060
HEART.
00:51:18.060 --> 00:51:18.190
I THOUGHT, OKAY, MISSY YOU
00:51:19.020 --> 00:51:22.020
BETTER BACK THIS BUS UP.
00:51:22.020 --> 00:51:24.270
DON'T MANIPULATE YOUR KID.
00:51:24.270 --> 00:51:25.250
IF YOU HAVE TELL HIM YOU'RE
00:51:25.250 --> 00:51:27.220
STORY SHE CALLS IT BEING
00:51:27.220 --> 00:51:30.170
DISRESPECTFUL AND YOU TELL HIM
00:51:30.170 --> 00:51:32.010
YOU WANT HIM TO LIVE IN YOUR
00:51:32.010 --> 00:51:33.190
HEART, HE WILL.
00:51:33.190 --> 00:51:35.290
AND SHE PRAYED.
00:51:36.190 --> 00:51:39.190
I TOLD LAURIE ABOUT IT.
00:51:39.190 --> 00:51:41.120
SHE PRAYED THE SWEETEST PRAYER,
00:51:41.120 --> 00:51:44.000
SUCH A SINCERE PRAYER, IT SLAYED
00:51:44.000 --> 00:51:46.150
ME.
00:51:46.150 --> 00:51:46.230
SHE HAVE SAID AMEN.
00:51:46.250 --> 00:51:49.250
MOMMA MY HEART IS SO HAPPY I
00:51:49.250 --> 00:51:51.130
HAVE JESUS IN MY HEART.
00:51:51.130 --> 00:51:53.110
THEN SHE SAID I THINK WE SHOULD
00:51:53.110 --> 00:51:55.080
GO TO McDONALDS.
00:51:55.080 --> 00:51:56.270
I DON'T REALLY LOVE MIRK
00:51:56.270 --> 00:51:59.080
DONALDS.
00:51:59.080 --> 00:51:59.180
SHE SAID I THINK WE SHOULD
00:51:59.180 --> 00:52:02.020
CELEBRATE BECAUSE JESUS LIKES
00:52:02.020 --> 00:52:03.240
MIRK DONE ALDZ LIKE I DO.
00:52:03.240 --> 00:52:06.050
[ APPLAUSE ]
00:52:06.050 --> 00:52:07.040
- -- MIRKCH -- MIK DONE.
00:52:10.260 --> 00:52:13.260
- ON ON SATURDAY I THOUGHT WE
00:52:14.060 --> 00:52:17.060
HAVE TO CELEBRATE.
00:52:17.060 --> 00:52:18.160
HOPEFULLY SHE'S NOT WATCHING.
00:52:18.160 --> 00:52:19.230
I BOUGHT HER A FOUR WHEELER FOR
00:52:21.040 --> 00:52:24.040
CHRISTMAS.
00:52:24.040 --> 00:52:25.180
I BUBBA GUY, I'M NOT SURE IT
00:52:25.250 --> 00:52:28.250
WILL RUN.
00:52:28.250 --> 00:52:29.060
- A LUMBERJACK, WAS HE.
00:52:29.060 --> 00:52:32.040
- WELL, I DON'T KNOW.
00:52:32.040 --> 00:52:34.170
- PEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY CALLING.
00:52:34.240 --> 00:52:37.240
MEN ARE ACTUALLY CALLING.
00:52:37.240 --> 00:52:38.290
- MOTHERS ARE CALLING IS WHAT'S
00:52:38.290 --> 00:52:41.100
HAPPENING.
00:52:41.100 --> 00:52:41.210
- AND LOOKING FOR A GODLY WIFE.
00:52:42.060 --> 00:52:45.060
GUY FROM FT LAUDER DAILY FORT
00:52:48.170 --> 00:52:51.170
LAUDERDALE.
00:52:51.170 --> 00:52:51.290
- NOW YOU ALL STOP.
00:52:51.290 --> 00:52:54.000
[ APPLAUSE ]
00:52:54.000 --> 00:52:54.120
- A GUY FROM CHICAGO.
00:52:54.190 --> 00:52:57.190
LOOKING FOR A GODLY WIFE.
00:52:57.190 --> 00:52:59.270
- LAURIE, WILL YOU PLEASE HELP
00:52:59.270 --> 00:53:02.070
ME.
00:53:02.070 --> 00:53:02.150
-ING ASKING YOU TO CALL HIM.
00:53:02.150 --> 00:53:04.240
- IF THEY HAVE TO GO THROUGH
00:53:04.240 --> 00:53:06.260
HIM, THEN THAT'S GOOD.
00:53:06.260 --> 00:53:08.200
- AND THEN THERE'S A BARBER,
00:53:10.070 --> 00:53:13.070
CHRISTIAN BARBER THAT CALLED.
00:53:13.070 --> 00:53:14.200
YOU COULD HAVE FREE HAIRCUTS AND
00:53:15.090 --> 00:53:18.090
THEN THERE'S ANOTHER GUY, HE'S
00:53:18.090 --> 00:53:20.160
52 SO HE'S PROBABLY TOO YOUNG
00:53:20.160 --> 00:53:22.200
FOR YOU.
00:53:26.120 --> 00:53:29.120
OKAY.
00:53:29.120 --> 00:53:29.280
THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING.
00:53:29.280 --> 00:53:32.120
- THIS IS DISCOMBOBULATED.
00:53:33.110 --> 00:53:36.110
- I'M REALLY ENJOYING THIS, BY
00:53:36.110 --> 00:53:39.010
THE WAY.
00:53:39.010 --> 00:53:40.180
- I CAN TELL.
00:53:40.180 --> 00:53:41.120
- ALL NIGHT WE'RE WITH LISA
00:53:41.120 --> 00:53:43.140
HARPER.
00:53:43.140 --> 00:53:43.240
WE HAVE ABOUT 35 MINUTES LEFT ON
00:53:44.180 --> 00:53:47.180
THE SHOW.
00:53:47.180 --> 00:53:47.290
- OUT OF ALL THE BIBLE STUDIES,
00:53:47.290 --> 00:53:50.200
CAN YOU HAVE A FAVORITE?
00:53:50.200 --> 00:53:53.060
- WHATEVER I'M STUDYING AT THAT
00:53:53.060 --> 00:53:55.150
TIME.
00:53:55.150 --> 00:53:55.260
I WILL SAY OLD TESTAMENT, I LOVE
00:53:57.160 --> 00:54:00.180
THE PSALMS BECAUSE THEY READ
00:54:00.180 --> 00:54:03.090
MORE LIKE A DIARY.
00:54:03.090 --> 00:54:04.070
- YEAH.
00:54:04.070 --> 00:54:04.210
- AND I LOVE THE FACT THAT THEY
00:54:05.060 --> 00:54:08.060
RECORD WEEPING AND DANCING, IN
00:54:08.060 --> 00:54:11.050
THE SAME BOOK YOU WILL HAVE
00:54:11.050 --> 00:54:12.270
DAVID LAYING BEFORE THE LORD OR
00:54:12.270 --> 00:54:14.060
THE SONS OF CROSS AND I CAN'T
00:54:14.060 --> 00:54:16.170
TAKE THIS ANYMORE AND THEN YOU
00:54:16.170 --> 00:54:18.040
WILL HAVE HIM SAYING, YOUR LOVE
00:54:18.080 --> 00:54:21.080
IS BETTER.
00:54:21.080 --> 00:54:22.170
I DO LOVE THAT.
00:54:22.170 --> 00:54:24.020
I LOVE THE FACT THAT GOD
00:54:24.020 --> 00:54:26.120
INCLUDES IN HIS HOLY WRIT REAL
00:54:26.140 --> 00:54:29.140
STORIES OF REAL PEOPLE WHO HAVE
00:54:29.140 --> 00:54:32.000
REAL PROBLEM US.
00:54:32.000 --> 00:54:33.070
SO I TUNE -- I THINK PROBABLY
00:54:33.070 --> 00:54:35.280
THE ONLY BOOK I DON'T GO BACK TO
00:54:36.220 --> 00:54:39.220
CONSTANTLY IS LEVITICUS.
00:54:39.220 --> 00:54:42.020
I'M TRYING TO DEVELOP A LOVE FOR
00:54:42.020 --> 00:54:44.110
IT.
00:54:44.110 --> 00:54:44.190
- THAT'S NOT POSSIBLE?
00:54:44.190 --> 00:54:45.190
- IT DOESN'T MINISTER TO ME AS
00:54:45.190 --> 00:54:47.280
MUCH AS THE OTHER ONES.
00:54:48.010 --> 00:54:51.010
I LOVE THE SONG OF SOLEMAN.
00:54:51.210 --> 00:54:54.210
I THINK SCRIPTURE IS A LOVE
00:54:54.210 --> 00:54:56.170
STORY.
00:54:56.170 --> 00:54:56.280
TOO OFTEN WE MAKE IT THIS HARD
00:54:56.280 --> 00:54:59.050
TO UNDERSTAND BOOK.
00:54:59.050 --> 00:55:00.120
REALLY AT THE END OF THE DAY
00:55:00.120 --> 00:55:01.090
IT'S ABOUT THIS PERFECT GOD WHO
00:55:01.090 --> 00:55:03.060
IS ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE WITH
00:55:03.220 --> 00:55:06.220
MISTAKE-PRONE PEOPLE.
00:55:06.220 --> 00:55:08.030
I LOVE IT ALL BUT I WOULD
00:55:08.030 --> 00:55:10.240
PROBABLY SAY THE GOSPEL, PSALMS
00:55:11.120 --> 00:55:14.120
IN THE SONG OF SOL SOLEMAN AND
00:55:16.280 --> 00:55:19.280
HISTORICAL BOOK.
00:55:19.280 --> 00:55:20.120
- LET'S GET BACK TO THE
00:55:20.120 --> 00:55:22.230
IMPORTANT THINGS THERE.'S CALLS
00:55:23.050 --> 00:55:26.050
COMING IN.
00:55:26.050 --> 00:55:27.080
THERE'S GUY NAMED STEPHEN, 20 2,
00:55:28.270 --> 00:55:31.270
LIKER WASHINGTON, D.C.
00:55:31.270 --> 00:55:34.010
- TRIPLE SPANKS FOR THOSE.
00:55:34.010 --> 00:55:36.120
- INTERESTING -- THE PATENT
00:55:37.160 --> 00:55:40.160
HOLDER FOR SPANKS CALLED AND --
00:55:40.160 --> 00:55:42.230
SO YOU MIGHT WANT TO.
00:55:42.230 --> 00:55:45.020
-ING THE PATENT HOLDER FOR
00:55:46.010 --> 00:55:49.010
SPANKS --
00:55:49.010 --> 00:55:49.130
- I'M KIDDING.
00:55:49.130 --> 00:55:51.240
- IT'S A REALLY COOL STORY.
00:55:51.240 --> 00:55:54.120
IT'S INCREDIBLE.
00:55:54.120 --> 00:55:55.130
IT'S LIKE SHE HAD --
00:55:55.130 --> 00:55:56.040
- YOU GUYS ARE JOKING.
00:55:56.040 --> 00:55:58.010
- NO.
00:55:58.010 --> 00:55:59.170
- THE PERSON THAT INVENTED
00:55:59.210 --> 00:56:02.230
SPANKS IS --
00:56:02.230 --> 00:56:04.220
- WEAR ONE OF THOSE OLYMPIC
00:56:05.130 --> 00:56:08.130
PATCHES ON MY SHOULDER AND BE A
00:56:08.130 --> 00:56:11.050
SPANKS REP IF SHE WANTS ME TO.
00:56:11.050 --> 00:56:12.100
- A GUY NAMED TERRY SMITH
00:56:13.050 --> 00:56:16.050
CALLED AND HE'S THE OWNER OF THE
00:56:17.190 --> 00:56:20.190
MATCHMAKER U.S.A. OF CHRISTIAN
00:56:20.190 --> 00:56:23.000
MATCH MAKING THING.
00:56:23.000 --> 00:56:25.020
AND HIS WEBSITE.
00:56:25.020 --> 00:56:25.270
- LAURIE, HE'S GETTING OUT OF
00:56:25.270 --> 00:56:28.060
CONTROL.
00:56:28.060 --> 00:56:28.160
- THE MATCH MAKER U.S.A. AND
00:56:29.070 --> 00:56:32.070
OFFERING FREE SERVICE FOR LISA
00:56:32.070 --> 00:56:34.160
HARPER.
00:56:34.160 --> 00:56:34.260
- I BET HE IS.
00:56:34.260 --> 00:56:36.090
[ APPLAUSE ]
00:56:36.090 --> 00:56:36.240
- Y'ALL JUST STOP.
00:56:37.210 --> 00:56:40.210
- AND THERE'S A GUY CALLING IN
00:56:43.010 --> 00:56:46.010
FROM SOUTH CAROLINA.
00:56:46.010 --> 00:56:47.120
HE MIGHT BE A LUMBERJACK.
00:56:47.120 --> 00:56:48.250
- HE COULD BE.
00:56:55.020 --> 00:56:58.020
C-H-E-R-A-W.
00:56:58.020 --> 00:56:58.140
- I DON'T KNOW.
00:56:58.290 --> 00:57:02.010
- SOUNDS LIKE A HUGE
00:57:04.070 --> 00:57:07.070
METROPOLITAN CITY.
00:57:07.070 --> 00:57:08.090
LOTS OF STARBUCKS.
00:57:08.090 --> 00:57:09.030
- THAT WOULD BE SOMEBODY DRAWN
00:57:09.030 --> 00:57:10.260
TO YOUR FOUR-WHEELER STORY.
00:57:10.260 --> 00:57:13.140
TAKE OUR AUDIENCE SOMEWHERE,
00:57:13.140 --> 00:57:15.240
START A WHOLE NEW SUBJECT, IF
00:57:15.240 --> 00:57:17.140
YOU WANT TO, JUST KIND OF GSH
00:57:17.140 --> 00:57:19.210
ANYTHING THAT COMES TO YOUR MIND
00:57:19.210 --> 00:57:22.190
FOR OUR VIEWING AUDIENCE
00:57:22.190 --> 00:57:24.260
TONIGHT.
00:57:24.260 --> 00:57:25.100
IF YOU HAVEN'T EXPERIENCED LISA
00:57:25.100 --> 00:57:27.280
HARPER'S MINISTRY, SHE HAS
00:57:27.280 --> 00:57:30.160
TRAVELED ALL OVER THE WORLD
00:57:30.160 --> 00:57:31.070
DOING WHAT SHE DOES, AMAZING
00:57:31.070 --> 00:57:34.010
SPEAKER.
00:57:34.010 --> 00:57:34.110
- ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS
00:57:34.110 --> 00:57:35.260
THAT HAPPENED NOT TOO LONG AGO,
00:57:35.260 --> 00:57:38.040
I TOLD YOU I VOLUNTEERED WITH A
00:57:38.080 --> 00:57:41.080
LOT OF WOMEN RECOVERING FROM
00:57:41.080 --> 00:57:43.030
DRUG AND ALCOHOL ABUSE.
00:57:43.030 --> 00:57:44.020
I WAS LEADING A BIBLE STUDY WITH
00:57:44.020 --> 00:57:46.190
THIS GROUP OF FOUR GIRLS.
00:57:46.190 --> 00:57:47.260
I HAD MY BIBLE IN MY LAP, WE
00:57:47.260 --> 00:57:49.290
WERE IN A BORROWED OFFICE.
00:57:49.290 --> 00:57:51.140
I DON'T REMEMBER WHAT I WAS
00:57:51.140 --> 00:57:53.000
TEACHING, PROBABLY THE GOSPEL.
00:57:53.000 --> 00:57:54.140
THE GIRL TO MY LEFT HER NAME IS
00:57:56.170 --> 00:57:59.170
MELISSA, SAME AS MY LITTLE GIRL,
00:57:59.170 --> 00:58:02.080
SHE'S JUST WOWED AT THE BOOK.
00:58:03.130 --> 00:58:06.130
REALLY COLT LORFUL HIS --
00:58:06.230 --> 00:58:09.230
COLORFUL HISTORY.
00:58:09.230 --> 00:58:12.210
TATTOOS ON HER NECK, NAMES OF
00:58:13.160 --> 00:58:16.160
HER 5 CHILDREN, SHE LOST CUSTODY
00:58:17.040 --> 00:58:20.040
WHILE INCARCERATED.
00:58:20.040 --> 00:58:21.080
I LOVE HER.
00:58:21.080 --> 00:58:22.150
SHE'S A BIG GIRL.
00:58:22.150 --> 00:58:23.190
EVERY TIME SHE SEES ME SHE LIFTS
00:58:25.080 --> 00:58:28.080
ME.
00:58:28.080 --> 00:58:28.220
I NEED TO PUT THAT ON MY MATCH
00:58:28.220 --> 00:58:30.190
MAKER PROFILE.
00:58:30.190 --> 00:58:31.160
ONLY GO OUT WITH GUYS THAT CAN
00:58:31.160 --> 00:58:34.020
LIFT ME OFF MY FEET.
00:58:34.180 --> 00:58:37.180
[ APPLAUSE ]
00:58:37.180 --> 00:58:38.000
- ANYWAY, I'M LEAD THG BIBLE
00:58:38.060 --> 00:58:41.060
STUDY AND MELISSA IN THE MIDDLE
00:58:41.060 --> 00:58:43.150
SCOOTS HER CHAIR BACK,
00:58:43.150 --> 00:58:45.070
INTERRUPTS ME AND SAYS, I MISS
00:58:45.250 --> 00:58:48.250
HAVING COMMUNION.
00:58:48.250 --> 00:58:50.020
YOU KNOW HOW SOMETIMES IN THE
00:58:50.020 --> 00:58:51.170
MIDDLE SOMETHING SERIOUS,
00:58:51.170 --> 00:58:53.160
PROBABLY WE'RE NOT GOING TO
00:58:53.160 --> 00:58:55.140
FINISH.
00:58:55.140 --> 00:58:55.240
I HAVE THIS SENSE WE'RE AREA NOT
00:58:55.240 --> 00:58:57.020
GOING TO FINISH THIS BIBLE
00:58:57.020 --> 00:58:59.100
STUDY.
00:58:59.100 --> 00:58:59.240
I SAID HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN
00:58:59.240 --> 00:59:01.230
SINCE YOU'VE HAD COMMUNION?
00:59:01.230 --> 00:59:04.050
SHE SAID MORE THAN SIX YEARS.
00:59:04.050 --> 00:59:06.010
I SAID, BABY, YOU WERE IN PRISON
00:59:06.010 --> 00:59:07.280
FOR SIX YEARS.
00:59:07.280 --> 00:59:09.200
SHE HAD POSSESSION WITH INTENT
00:59:09.200 --> 00:59:11.280
TO SELL AND ARMED ROBBERY
00:59:12.050 --> 00:59:15.050
CHARGE.
00:59:15.050 --> 00:59:15.180
I SAID, EVERY TIME PRISON
00:59:16.010 --> 00:59:19.010
FELLOWSHIP THAT PARTICULAR
00:59:19.010 --> 00:59:20.170
PRISON, THEY DO THE SACRAMENTS,
00:59:20.170 --> 00:59:22.280
YOU COULD HAVE HAD COMMUNION
00:59:22.280 --> 00:59:25.020
EVERY WEEK.
00:59:25.020 --> 00:59:26.010
I SAID LISA YOU WERE MY STORY I
00:59:26.010 --> 00:59:28.150
WAS IN SOLITARY CONFINEMENT.
00:59:28.150 --> 00:59:31.070
I FORGOT HER ANGER MANAGEMENT
00:59:31.070 --> 00:59:34.050
ISSUES.
00:59:34.050 --> 00:59:34.180
I SAID, BABY, WERK HAVE
00:59:34.180 --> 00:59:36.200
COMMUNION TONIGHT, IF YOU WANT
00:59:36.200 --> 00:59:37.280
TO.
00:59:37.280 --> 00:59:38.100
SHE SAID, WE CAN'T HAVE
00:59:38.100 --> 00:59:40.200
COMMUNION.
00:59:40.200 --> 00:59:41.020
WE SAID WE DON'T HAVE NO
00:59:41.020 --> 00:59:43.000
PREACHER AND WE DON'T HAVE ANY
00:59:43.000 --> 00:59:44.190
GRAPE JUICE.
00:59:44.190 --> 00:59:45.140
I SAID, BABY, IT'S ALWAYS BEST
00:59:45.140 --> 00:59:47.110
IF YOU HAVE A PASTOR OR A
00:59:47.110 --> 00:59:49.130
PREACHER OR SOMEONE TO
00:59:49.210 --> 00:59:52.210
OFFICIATE.
00:59:52.210 --> 00:59:53.230
THE NEW TESTAMENT SAYS WE'RE ALL
00:59:53.230 --> 00:59:56.120
AMBASSADORS OF THE NEW COVENANT
00:59:56.120 --> 00:59:58.150
IF YOU PUT YOUR TRUST IN JESUS
00:59:58.150 --> 01:00:00.140
CHRIST.
01:00:00.140 --> 01:00:00.260
IN A PINCH WERK CELEBRATE THEM
01:00:01.050 --> 01:00:04.050
TOGETHER.
01:00:04.050 --> 01:00:04.240
I KNOW WE DON'T HAVE GRAPE
01:00:04.240 --> 01:00:07.180
JUICE.
01:00:07.180 --> 01:00:07.270
I CAN SEE OVER ON THAT DESK
01:00:07.270 --> 01:00:09.280
THERE'S A BOTTLE OF PEPSI THAT
01:00:09.280 --> 01:00:11.240
SOMEBODY DIDN'T FINISH SO WERK
01:00:11.240 --> 01:00:12.290
USE THE PEPSI AS THE GRAPE
01:00:13.150 --> 01:00:16.150
JUICE.
01:00:16.150 --> 01:00:16.250
I FEEL SAID I HAVE MORE COLA IN
01:00:16.250 --> 01:00:18.250
MY PURSE.
01:00:18.250 --> 01:00:20.210
I SAID WE CAN USE THOSE.
01:00:21.090 --> 01:00:24.090
WE CAN SUCK ON THOSE PUPPIES FOR
01:00:24.090 --> 01:00:26.210
A LONG TIME.
01:00:26.210 --> 01:00:27.250
SHE WENT, LISA, WE DON'T KNOW
01:00:29.030 --> 01:00:32.030
WHO'S PEPSI THAT WAS!
01:00:32.030 --> 01:00:35.030
I SAID BABY YOU WERE AN IV DRUG
01:00:36.020 --> 01:00:39.020
USER, DOESN'T IT MATTER?
01:00:39.020 --> 01:00:40.230
SHE CAME AROUND TO MY LINE OF
01:00:40.230 --> 01:00:42.270
REASONING ABOUT THE PEPSI.
01:00:42.270 --> 01:00:44.070
I STILL DON'T KNOW WHOSE IT WAS.
01:00:44.160 --> 01:00:47.160
I HAD 5 COUGH DROPS IN MY PURSE.
01:00:47.200 --> 01:00:50.200
BUT WE DIDN'T HAVE TO SHARE
01:00:50.200 --> 01:00:53.110
COUGH DROPS.
01:00:53.110 --> 01:00:54.100
I READ TWO PASSAGES.
01:00:54.100 --> 01:00:56.180
ONE FROM MARK, ONE FROM JOHN.
01:00:56.240 --> 01:00:59.240
JESUS AT THE LAST SUPPER.
01:00:59.240 --> 01:01:01.280
SO IN THE FUTURE, I WANT YOU TO
01:01:01.280 --> 01:01:03.110
I CAN THIS BREAD AND TAKE THIS
01:01:03.110 --> 01:01:06.020
WINE, REMEMBER WHAT I'M ABOUT TO
01:01:06.020 --> 01:01:08.220
DO FOR YOU.
01:01:08.220 --> 01:01:09.180
I READ THESE PASSAGES.
01:01:09.180 --> 01:01:12.150
NORMALLY BECAUSE I WAS THE BIBLE
01:01:12.150 --> 01:01:13.290
STUDY LEADER, THIS GROUP OF
01:01:13.290 --> 01:01:15.270
WOMEN IN MONTGOMERY I WOULD HAVE
01:01:16.120 --> 01:01:19.120
DISPENSED THE ELEMENTS, I DON'T
01:01:19.120 --> 01:01:21.020
KNOW WHY I DID IT THAT NIGHT, I
01:01:22.020 --> 01:01:25.020
HANDED PEPSI BOTTLE TO MELISSA.
01:01:25.070 --> 01:01:28.070
SHE UNDERSTOOD IN THAT MOMENT,
01:01:28.070 --> 01:01:30.000
THIS IS SERIOUS.
01:01:30.000 --> 01:01:32.260
YOU COULD SENSE THIS FEELING IN
01:01:34.260 --> 01:01:37.260
THAT WOMAN.
01:01:40.090 --> 01:01:43.090
SERIOUS.
01:01:43.090 --> 01:01:43.280
SHE UNSCREWED THE PEPSI BOTTLE
01:01:43.290 --> 01:01:46.290
AND POURED A LITTLE IN THE CAP
01:01:46.290 --> 01:01:48.230
AND TURNED THE TO THE GIRL NEXT
01:01:48.230 --> 01:01:51.070
TO HER, I WILL NEVER FORGET IT,
01:01:51.070 --> 01:01:53.200
SHE SAID TERRA, THIS PEPSI
01:01:53.210 --> 01:01:56.210
REPRESENTS THE BLOOD OF JESUS.
01:01:56.260 --> 01:01:59.260
THAT HE SHED FOR YOU BECAUSE HE
01:02:00.110 --> 01:02:03.110
THINKS YOU'RE WORTH IT.
01:02:03.110 --> 01:02:05.050
HE ENDED UP PASSING THAT CAP
01:02:05.050 --> 01:02:08.040
AROUND UNTIL IT GOT TO ME.
01:02:08.040 --> 01:02:10.130
EVERY GIRL TOOK THE SAME THING.
01:02:10.130 --> 01:02:12.060
HANDED IT TO MEDICAL IS SARKS
01:02:12.060 --> 01:02:14.100
UNWRAPPED THE FIRST COUGH DROP
01:02:14.100 --> 01:02:16.120
TURNED TO TERA AND SAID THIS
01:02:16.120 --> 01:02:18.280
COUGH DROP REPRESENTS THE BODY
01:02:18.280 --> 01:02:21.020
OF JESUS THAT HE BROKE FOR YOU
01:02:21.020 --> 01:02:23.100
BECAUSE HE THINKS YOU'RE WORTH
01:02:23.100 --> 01:02:24.290
IT.
01:02:24.290 --> 01:02:25.070
BY THE TIME THAT FIFTH COUGH
01:02:25.140 --> 01:02:28.140
DROP GOT TO ME, I COULDN'T
01:02:28.140 --> 01:02:30.110
SPEAK.
01:02:30.110 --> 01:02:30.200
I HAD TEARS STREAMING DOWN MY
01:02:30.200 --> 01:02:32.210
FACE.
01:02:32.210 --> 01:02:33.020
I THOUGHT SOME OF MY SEMINARY
01:02:33.020 --> 01:02:35.180
PROFESSORS MIGHT OBJECT TO HOW
01:02:35.180 --> 01:02:37.170
INFORMALLY WE'RE CELEBRATING
01:02:37.170 --> 01:02:40.150
COMMUNION SACRAMENTS TONIGHT, I
01:02:40.150 --> 01:02:42.260
THOUGHT I SENSED IN THIS MOMENT
01:02:42.260 --> 01:02:44.120
THAT GOD IS NOT DISAPPOINTED
01:02:44.120 --> 01:02:46.060
WITH US.
01:02:46.060 --> 01:02:47.040
HE WAS LEANING OVER IN HIS
01:02:47.200 --> 01:02:50.200
GLORY, GOING, TONIGHT MY GIRLS
01:02:50.280 --> 01:02:53.280
GET IT.
01:02:53.280 --> 01:02:55.110
TONIGHT THEY GET I BROKE MY BODY
01:02:55.110 --> 01:02:57.040
AND SHED MY BLOOD BECAUSE
01:02:57.040 --> 01:02:59.150
THEY'RE WORTH IT FOR ME.
01:02:59.160 --> 01:03:02.180
SINCE THAT COMMUNION EVERY TIME
01:03:02.180 --> 01:03:05.020
NOW THAT I CELEBRATE THE
01:03:05.020 --> 01:03:07.260
SACRAMENTS I THINK OF MELISSA
01:03:08.170 --> 01:03:11.170
SAYING THAT, THIS PEPSI
01:03:11.170 --> 01:03:13.030
REPRESENTS THE BLOOD OF JESUS.
01:03:13.030 --> 01:03:14.150
THAT WILL PROBABLY ALWAYS BE MY
01:03:14.150 --> 01:03:17.070
FAVORITE COMMUNION.
01:03:17.070 --> 01:03:18.110
THAT IS THE GOSPEL.
01:03:18.110 --> 01:03:20.190
HE DID IT FOR US.
01:03:21.000 --> 01:03:24.000
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE IS NOT BASED
01:03:24.000 --> 01:03:25.020
ON YOUR OW BEHAVIOR.
01:03:25.020 --> 01:03:26.120
- THAT'S PROBABLY THE LEAST
01:03:26.120 --> 01:03:28.140
RELIGIOUS VERSION ARE OF THE
01:03:28.140 --> 01:03:31.010
SACRAMENT THAT'S PROBABLY EVER
01:03:31.010 --> 01:03:32.150
BEEN PERFORMED.
01:03:32.150 --> 01:03:33.150
WHAT A BEAUTIFUL WAY FOR THAT TO
01:03:34.070 --> 01:03:37.070
CHANGE HER.
01:03:37.070 --> 01:03:39.180
- OH BEAUTIFUL AND IT CHANGED
01:03:39.260 --> 01:03:42.260
ME.
01:03:42.260 --> 01:03:43.100
IN THAT MOMENT.
01:03:43.100 --> 01:03:44.110
AGAIN, I'M NOT TRYING TO BE IN
01:03:44.110 --> 01:03:46.040
ANY WAY FRIVOLOUS WITH THE
01:03:46.040 --> 01:03:48.230
SOBRIETY OF THE GOSPEL.
01:03:48.230 --> 01:03:49.250
I UNDERSTAND THERE'S TIMES FOR
01:03:49.250 --> 01:03:51.180
US TO BE RESPECTFUL OF THE
01:03:52.160 --> 01:03:55.160
HOLINESS.
01:03:55.160 --> 01:03:56.000
IN THAT MOMENT, WITH THESE GIRLS
01:03:56.000 --> 01:03:58.010
WHO HAVE ALL BEEN INCARCERATED,
01:03:58.030 --> 01:04:01.050
MOST HAVE LOST THEIR CHILDREN IN
01:04:01.050 --> 01:04:03.100
RECOVERY AND IT WAS THE MOST
01:04:03.100 --> 01:04:06.080
HOLYEST TIME I THINK IREVER
01:04:06.170 --> 01:04:09.170
CELEBRATED THE SACRAMENT.
01:04:09.170 --> 01:04:11.010
- YOU THINK THE BIRTH OF JESUS,
01:04:11.010 --> 01:04:13.190
IT SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN THAT WAY
01:04:13.190 --> 01:04:15.260
EITHER.
01:04:15.260 --> 01:04:16.060
- DON'T YOU LOVE THAT?
01:04:16.060 --> 01:04:18.130
- WATCH WHERE YOU'RE STEPPING.
01:04:18.130 --> 01:04:21.080
- AND A BABY.
01:04:21.080 --> 01:04:23.070
HE COULD HAVE CAME AS A KING,
01:04:23.180 --> 01:04:26.180
ROYAL ROBES.
01:04:26.180 --> 01:04:27.180
WE COULD HAVE ALL BEEN FRIED
01:04:27.180 --> 01:04:29.290
INTO GREASE SPOTS OBJECT LIVIAN
01:04:30.050 --> 01:04:33.050
OF HOLINESS.
01:04:33.050 --> 01:04:34.080
HE COMES AS A BABY.
01:04:34.080 --> 01:04:35.240
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU SEE A
01:04:35.240 --> 01:04:38.040
BABY.
01:04:38.040 --> 01:04:38.160
EVERYBODY LEANS FORWARD.
01:04:40.160 --> 01:04:43.160
I'M DISCOMBOBULATED BY THE
01:04:43.160 --> 01:04:45.100
KINDNESS OF GOD.
01:04:45.100 --> 01:04:46.110
I LOVE THE HARD SIDE AND SOFT
01:04:46.110 --> 01:04:48.170
SIDE OF GOD.
01:04:48.170 --> 01:04:49.180
WHEN I WAS YOUNGER I UNDERSTOOD
01:04:49.190 --> 01:04:52.190
THE HOLINESS OF GOD.
01:04:52.190 --> 01:04:54.220
I'VE GOTTEN OLDER AND I'M IN THE
01:04:54.220 --> 01:04:56.190
AS NEARLY IMPRESSED OF MYSELF OR
01:04:57.250 --> 01:05:00.270
FEARFUL ANYBODY BEHIND THE
01:05:00.270 --> 01:05:02.030
CURTAIN, SO TO SPEAK.
01:05:02.030 --> 01:05:03.270
I'M UNDONE BY THE MERCY OF GOD,
01:05:04.100 --> 01:05:07.100
KINDNESS OF GOD THAT HE WOULD
01:05:07.100 --> 01:05:08.260
ALLOW HIMSELF TO BE BORN IN A
01:05:08.260 --> 01:05:10.250
BARN TO TEENAGE PARENTS.
01:05:10.250 --> 01:05:13.170
THE WHOLE CHRISTMAS STORY.
01:05:13.170 --> 01:05:15.250
THE SECOND PART WITH ANNA AND
01:05:18.250 --> 01:05:21.250
SIMEON WHO WAITED AND WAITED.
01:05:22.200 --> 01:05:25.200
THE END OF LUKE 2.
01:05:26.120 --> 01:05:29.120
RIGHT AFTER MARY POUNDED THESE
01:05:29.120 --> 01:05:31.270
THINGS IN HER HEART.
01:05:31.270 --> 01:05:33.070
L HAVE YOU DONE THE MALGT ON
01:05:34.070 --> 01:05:37.070
ANNA?
01:05:37.070 --> 01:05:37.160
SHE HAD TO BE 110.
01:05:37.160 --> 01:05:38.220
- YEAH, SERIOUSLY OLD.
01:05:38.220 --> 01:05:41.030
- AND SIMEON WAS OLD.
01:05:43.020 --> 01:05:46.020
VOLUNTEERING IN THE TEMPLE.
01:05:46.020 --> 01:05:48.100
I IMAGINE HIM WITH HIGH WATER
01:05:48.190 --> 01:05:51.190
CABBING KISS AND SHE SMELLS LIKE
01:05:51.190 --> 01:05:54.140
PLEDGE, LIVE ACROSS THE STREET
01:05:54.140 --> 01:05:56.210
FROM THE TEMPLE.
01:05:58.110 --> 01:06:01.130
EVERY DAY THEY VOLUNTEER AT THE
01:06:01.130 --> 01:06:02.280
TEMPLE BECAUSE GOD PROMISED BOTH
01:06:02.280 --> 01:06:05.020
OF THEM, YOU WILL NOT DIE BEFORE
01:06:05.020 --> 01:06:07.090
YOU SEE EMANUEL.
01:06:08.000 --> 01:06:11.000
SCHOLARS THINK MARY IS 14 OR 15.
01:06:11.070 --> 01:06:14.070
JOSEPH, I DON'T KNOW MAYBE 19,
01:06:14.070 --> 01:06:15.280
20.
01:06:15.280 --> 01:06:16.100
AND REMEMBER THEY HAD TO
01:06:16.220 --> 01:06:19.220
SACRIFICE TURTLE DOVES OR
01:06:20.030 --> 01:06:23.030
PIGEONS FOR THE FIRST BORN SON.
01:06:23.030 --> 01:06:25.100
HE HAS PIGEONS IN HIS BACKPACK.
01:06:25.220 --> 01:06:28.220
I IMAGINE THIS COUPLE WITH THIS
01:06:28.220 --> 01:06:30.290
BABY, 8 DAYS OLD ACCORDING TO --
01:06:34.020 --> 01:06:37.020
JEWISH CUSTOM.
01:06:37.020 --> 01:06:38.100
BABY JESUS AND HE KNOWS.
01:06:38.100 --> 01:06:40.050
THAT SLAYS ME.
01:06:40.050 --> 01:06:41.080
CAN YOU IMAGINE HIM GOING TO
01:06:41.080 --> 01:06:43.270
THIS 15-YEAR-OLD GIRL SAYING,
01:06:43.270 --> 01:06:45.250
MAY I HOLD THE KING OF ALL
01:06:45.250 --> 01:06:48.000
KINGS?
01:06:48.000 --> 01:06:48.100
THE KINDNESS, HUMILITY OF GOD
01:06:50.010 --> 01:06:53.010
WITH US, I LOVE THOSE PASSAGES
01:06:54.260 --> 01:06:57.260
OF THE CHRISTMAS STORY.
01:06:57.260 --> 01:06:59.030
- JAMES HAS A LANDSCAPING
01:06:59.110 --> 01:07:02.130
BUSINESS.
01:07:02.130 --> 01:07:02.240
- MY LORD.
01:07:03.130 --> 01:07:06.130
- AND THINKS THAT YOU'RE REALLY
01:07:07.220 --> 01:07:10.220
CUTE.
01:07:10.220 --> 01:07:11.010
- HEY, JAMES.
01:07:11.010 --> 01:07:12.270
YOU'RE NOT SO BAD YOURSELF.
01:07:12.270 --> 01:07:15.050
- HE'S 51.
01:07:15.050 --> 01:07:16.230
THERE'S A MR. FITZGERALD IN
01:07:18.140 --> 01:07:21.140
MISSOURI.
01:07:21.140 --> 01:07:21.290
- DITTMER?
01:07:21.290 --> 01:07:24.220
- AGE AND ADDRESS.
01:07:24.220 --> 01:07:26.100
- I WONDER IF HE DRIVES A
01:07:27.230 --> 01:07:30.230
TRUCK.
01:07:30.230 --> 01:07:31.030
CALL BACK MR. FITZGERALD.
01:07:31.030 --> 01:07:33.090
WE ARE GOING TO CONCLUDE THIS
01:07:33.090 --> 01:07:35.120
PROGRAM -- WE HAVE ABOUT 15 OR
01:07:35.120 --> 01:07:37.020
20 MINUTES INTO THIS BROADCAST.
01:07:37.290 --> 01:07:40.290
FOR THE LONGEST TIME, WE HAVE
01:07:44.120 --> 01:07:47.120
MADE THE MAIN THING THE MAIN
01:07:47.120 --> 01:07:49.270
THING.
01:07:49.270 --> 01:07:50.180
TBN IS NOW 45, 40 SOMETHING
01:07:50.250 --> 01:07:53.250
YEARS OLD HERE AND WE HAVE BEEN
01:07:53.250 --> 01:07:56.000
SITTING IN THIS STUDIO, YOU
01:07:56.000 --> 01:07:58.060
REALIZE THIS DATES BACK INTO THE
01:07:58.060 --> 01:08:00.070
EARLY '80s, THE MINISTRIES AND
01:08:00.290 --> 01:08:03.290
MINISTERS THAT HAVE COME THROUGH
01:08:03.290 --> 01:08:06.040
THIS PARTICULAR -- WE HAVE.
01:08:09.100 --> 01:08:12.100
THIS STUDIO WAS BUILT I THINK IN
01:08:12.100 --> 01:08:14.220
THE EARLY '80s.
01:08:15.130 --> 01:08:18.130
SO THIS STUDIO, AS WE GET NOW
01:08:19.280 --> 01:08:22.280
TONIGHT, DECEMBER 12th, 2016,
01:08:22.280 --> 01:08:25.060
WE'RE LIVE TONIGHT, THE ONE
01:08:25.060 --> 01:08:27.120
THING THAT REMAINS THE SAME IS
01:08:27.120 --> 01:08:29.220
WE'RE TALKING ABOUT JESUS.
01:08:29.220 --> 01:08:31.250
WE HAVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT HIM
01:08:31.250 --> 01:08:33.070
ALL NIGHT.
01:08:33.070 --> 01:08:34.090
WE'VE BEEN TALKING ABOUT HOW HE
01:08:34.190 --> 01:08:37.190
JOURNEYED YOU, LISA HARPER,
01:08:37.190 --> 01:08:40.180
THROUGH YOUR ENTIRE LIFE THAT
01:08:41.070 --> 01:08:44.070
YOU WERE BROKEN EARLY, THAT HE'S
01:08:44.070 --> 01:08:47.040
HEALED YOU.
01:08:47.040 --> 01:08:48.150
YOU ARE NOW HELPING PEOPLE ALL
01:08:48.150 --> 01:08:50.210
OVER THE WORLD.
01:08:50.210 --> 01:08:51.210
WE DON'T EVER LIKE A PROGRAM TO
01:08:51.210 --> 01:08:54.140
END WITHOUT SOMEBODY HAVING AN
01:08:54.140 --> 01:08:55.260
OPPORTUNITY TO ACCEPT JESUS.
01:08:55.260 --> 01:08:58.260
WE HE TALKED ABOUT JESUS.
01:08:58.260 --> 01:09:00.120
MAYBE THERE'S SOMEONE THAT
01:09:00.120 --> 01:09:01.210
REALLY DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO DO
01:09:01.250 --> 01:09:04.250
THAT.
01:09:04.250 --> 01:09:05.090
INVITE PEOPLE TO KNOW JESUS.
01:09:05.240 --> 01:09:08.240
WHAT A GREAT SEASON TO CHANGE
01:09:08.240 --> 01:09:11.070
AND TO HAVE YOUR LIFE TOTALLY
01:09:11.070 --> 01:09:13.070
CHANGE.
01:09:13.070 --> 01:09:13.250
PLEASE, YOUR CAMERA IS OVER MY
01:09:13.250 --> 01:09:16.130
SHOULDER.
01:09:16.130 --> 01:09:16.250
TALKER TO THE AUDIENCE HERE.
01:09:16.250 --> 01:09:17.290
- FIRST OF ALL, THANK YOU SO
01:09:17.290 --> 01:09:20.090
MUCH FOR WATCHING US TONIGHT AND
01:09:20.090 --> 01:09:22.230
PUTTING UP WITH ME BEING SILLY,
01:09:22.230 --> 01:09:25.180
TALKING ABOUT INKS SPA.
01:09:25.180 --> 01:09:26.160
WHAT I HOPE YOU -- SPANKS.
01:09:26.160 --> 01:09:28.220
HAD I HOPE YOU HEARD MORE THAN
01:09:28.220 --> 01:09:30.250
ANYTHING ELSE.
01:09:30.250 --> 01:09:31.230
GOD LOVES YOU.
01:09:31.230 --> 01:09:32.200
YOU MATTER TO HIM.
01:09:32.200 --> 01:09:34.050
HE SEES YOU.
01:09:34.050 --> 01:09:35.220
THE PSALMS SAY NOT ONE TEAR HAS
01:09:35.220 --> 01:09:37.180
ROLLED DOWN YOUR FACE THAT HALES
01:09:37.230 --> 01:09:40.230
ESCAPED HIS THE NOTICE.
01:09:40.230 --> 01:09:42.040
HE DOESN'T JUST NOTICE YOU, HE
01:09:42.040 --> 01:09:44.210
ADORES YOU AS WE SAID IN THE OLD
01:09:44.210 --> 01:09:47.170
TESTAMENT.
01:09:47.170 --> 01:09:48.010
ONE GLANCE OF YOUR EYES AND YOU
01:09:48.070 --> 01:09:51.070
CAPTURED GOD'S HEART.
01:09:51.070 --> 01:09:52.260
THAT LINE IN THE MOVIE, HE HAD
01:09:52.260 --> 01:09:55.170
ME AT HELLO, THEY STOLE IT FROM
01:09:55.170 --> 01:09:57.250
THE BIBLE.
01:09:57.250 --> 01:10:00.040
GOD LOVES YOU.
01:10:00.040 --> 01:10:00.250
HE SENT HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON,
01:10:00.250 --> 01:10:03.200
JESUS.
01:10:03.200 --> 01:10:04.030
THAT'S WHY WE CELEBRATE
01:10:04.080 --> 01:10:07.080
CHRISTMAS TO PAY THE PRICE FOR
01:10:07.110 --> 01:10:10.110
OUR DISOBEDIENCE.
01:10:10.110 --> 01:10:13.040
FOR THE SIN THAT SEPARATED US
01:10:13.040 --> 01:10:16.020
FROM YOUR OUR CREATOR.
01:10:16.020 --> 01:10:17.170
THIS CHRISTMAS YOU, YOU DON'T
01:10:17.170 --> 01:10:18.250
HAVE TO PLAY A FANCY PRAYER, YOU
01:10:18.250 --> 01:10:21.180
DON'T HAVE TO SEND MONEY IN YOU
01:10:21.180 --> 01:10:24.030
HAVE TO SAY JESUS, I'M A MESS
01:10:24.030 --> 01:10:26.080
AND I CAN'T MAKE IT BY MYSELF.
01:10:26.080 --> 01:10:28.060
WILL YOU FORGIVE ME FORMYCIN?
01:10:29.010 --> 01:10:32.010
AND MAKE MY DIRTY P HEART CLEAN?
01:10:32.010 --> 01:10:33.270
HELP ME TO FOLLOW YOU FOR THE
01:10:33.270 --> 01:10:35.220
REST OF MY LIFE, COME INTO YOUR
01:10:36.040 --> 01:10:39.040
AFFECTION.
01:10:39.040 --> 01:10:39.160
I WANT TO BE A FOLLOWER OF
01:10:39.160 --> 01:10:41.060
CHRIST.
01:10:41.060 --> 01:10:41.290
THAT'S WHAT YOU DO.
01:10:41.290 --> 01:10:42.270
YOU CAN DO IT RIGHT NOW IN YOUR
01:10:42.270 --> 01:10:44.140
LIVING ROOM.
01:10:44.140 --> 01:10:44.280
YOU CAN DO IT IN THE HOTEL ROOM.
01:10:46.020 --> 01:10:49.020
I LIKE TO GET ON MY KNEES.
01:10:49.150 --> 01:10:52.150
I CAN BE PRIDEFUL AND SOMETIMES
01:10:52.150 --> 01:10:54.240
GETTING ON NIE KNEES REMINDS ME
01:10:54.240 --> 01:10:57.090
I'M NOT THE BOSS, GOD IS.
01:10:57.250 --> 01:11:00.270
IF THE HOLE HOLY SPIRIT
01:11:02.250 --> 01:11:05.250
SPROMENTS YOU, YOU MIGHT WANT TO
01:11:05.250 --> 01:11:07.280
GET ON YOUR KNEES.
01:11:07.280 --> 01:11:09.080
IT'S NOT THAT COMPLICATED.
01:11:09.080 --> 01:11:10.230
GOD LOVES US.
01:11:10.230 --> 01:11:11.180
HE CREATED A WAY FOR US TO BE
01:11:11.180 --> 01:11:14.000
RECONCILED TO HIM BY PUTTING OUR
01:11:14.000 --> 01:11:16.050
FAITH IN JESUS, THE ONE WHO CAME
01:11:16.050 --> 01:11:18.000
TO YOU AT CHRISTMAS.
01:11:18.000 --> 01:11:20.130
IS TO OKAY FOR US TO PRAY?
01:11:20.130 --> 01:11:22.050
- PLEASE, YEAH.
01:11:22.050 --> 01:11:23.000
- IF THE HOLY SPIRIT HAS MOVED
01:11:23.000 --> 01:11:24.230
ON YOUR HEART AND MAYBE YOU FEEL
01:11:24.230 --> 01:11:27.010
REALLY LOST AND LONELY THIS
01:11:27.010 --> 01:11:28.220
CHRISTMAS SEASON OR MAYBE
01:11:28.220 --> 01:11:30.150
EVERYBODY YOU WANT IS GOING TO
01:11:30.150 --> 01:11:32.110
BE COMING TO YOUR HOUSE AND THE
01:11:32.110 --> 01:11:34.090
ONLY THING YOU'RE WORRIED ABOUT
01:11:34.090 --> 01:11:35.260
HOW YOU'RE GOING TO GET THE
01:11:35.260 --> 01:11:38.000
TURKEY DONE ON TIME.
01:11:38.000 --> 01:11:40.130
THERE'S ALWAYS THAT GAP IN YOUR
01:11:40.130 --> 01:11:43.070
HEART, YOU FEEL LIKE I SHOULD BE
01:11:43.070 --> 01:11:45.010
SO HAPPY, SO JOYFUL BECAUSE I
01:11:45.010 --> 01:11:46.220
HAVE THIS HEALTHY FAMILY AND WE
01:11:46.220 --> 01:11:48.180
HAVE ENOUGH MONEY IN THE BANK
01:11:48.180 --> 01:11:49.290
FOR OUR BILLS, BUT THERE'S
01:11:49.290 --> 01:11:51.290
SOMETHING MISSING.
01:11:51.290 --> 01:11:53.130
I'M TELLING YOU THAT SOMETHING
01:11:53.130 --> 01:11:54.150
IS JESUS.
01:11:54.150 --> 01:11:55.070
UL WILL NEVER BE WHOLE WITHOUT
01:11:55.070 --> 01:11:57.290
-- YOU WILL NEVER BE WHOLE
01:11:57.290 --> 01:11:59.220
WITHOUT JESUS.
01:11:59.220 --> 01:12:00.210
YOU WILL NEVER HAVE JOY THAT IS
01:12:00.240 --> 01:12:03.240
NOT BASED ON YOUR CIRCUMSTANCES
01:12:03.240 --> 01:12:06.000
APART FROM JESUS, YOU WILL NEVER
01:12:06.010 --> 01:12:09.010
HAVE PERFECT PEACE APART FROM
01:12:09.010 --> 01:12:10.160
JESUS.
01:12:10.160 --> 01:12:10.290
IF THE HOLY SPIRIT HAS PROMPTED
01:12:10.290 --> 01:12:12.280
YOU TO LEAN INTO JESUS, WOULD
01:12:12.280 --> 01:12:15.000
YOU JOIN US AND PRAY THAT SIMPLE
01:12:15.000 --> 01:12:17.160
PRAYER RIGHT NOW.
01:12:17.160 --> 01:12:18.280
YOU KNOW WHAT?
01:12:18.280 --> 01:12:20.030
I KNOW YALE ARE SUCH AMAZING
01:12:20.230 --> 01:12:23.230
PEOPLE.
01:12:23.230 --> 01:12:24.030
WILL YOU PRAY OUTLOUD SO THEY
01:12:24.030 --> 01:12:25.290
CAN HEAR YOU PRAY I GO?
01:12:25.290 --> 01:12:28.120
WE'RE NOT GETTING SAVED AGAIN IF
01:12:28.120 --> 01:12:30.280
YOU'RE A BELIEVER.
01:12:30.280 --> 01:12:32.100
YOU'RE REMINDING YOURSELF WHAT
01:12:32.100 --> 01:12:34.110
CHRISTMAS IS FOR THOSE OF US WHO
01:12:34.110 --> 01:12:36.180
ARE CHRIST FOLLOWERS.
01:12:36.180 --> 01:12:38.130
DEAR JESUS, I'M A MESS.
01:12:38.130 --> 01:12:39.170
I CAN'T MAKE IT BY MYSELF.
01:12:39.170 --> 01:12:41.290
I'VE COMMITTED SINS, THAT
01:12:41.290 --> 01:12:44.020
SEPARATED ME FROM YOU.
01:12:44.020 --> 01:12:45.090
I COMMITTED SINS.
01:12:45.090 --> 01:12:48.030
AND SINS HAVE BEEN COMMITTED
01:12:48.030 --> 01:12:49.130
AGAINST ME THAT HAVE BROKEN MY
01:12:49.170 --> 01:12:52.170
HEART.
01:12:52.170 --> 01:12:54.080
JESUS, I NEED YOU TO SAVE ME.
01:12:55.120 --> 01:12:58.120
TO HEAL ME.
01:12:58.120 --> 01:13:01.110
AND TO TRANSFORM ME.
01:13:02.070 --> 01:13:05.070
I PUT MY HOPE NEW.
01:13:05.070 --> 01:13:07.220
I PUT MY FAITH IN YOU AND YOU
01:13:07.260 --> 01:13:10.260
ALONE, JESUS.
01:13:10.260 --> 01:13:12.180
THANK YOU FOR CLOSING MY DIRTY P
01:13:13.080 --> 01:13:16.080
-- CLEANSING MY DIRTY P HEART.
01:13:16.080 --> 01:13:18.140
THANK YOU FOR ACCEPTING ME.
01:13:18.180 --> 01:13:21.180
HELP ME TO LEAN INTO YOUR
01:13:22.090 --> 01:13:25.090
AFFECTION.
01:13:25.130 --> 01:13:28.130
AMEN.
01:13:28.130 --> 01:13:29.170
MERRY CHRISTMAS.
01:13:29.170 --> 01:13:30.160
- MERRY CHRISTMAS, WOW.
01:13:30.160 --> 01:13:32.200
[ APPLAUSE ]
01:13:32.200 --> 01:13:33.030
- THAT'S BEAUTIFUL.
01:13:35.060 --> 01:13:38.060
THERE ARE PEOPLE RIGHT BACK OVER
01:13:38.140 --> 01:13:41.140
HERE LITERALLY THEY'RE JUST A
01:13:41.140 --> 01:13:43.160
FEW STEP FRS HERE.
01:13:43.160 --> 01:13:45.250
THEY WILL TALK WITH YOU IF YOU
01:13:45.250 --> 01:13:47.110
WANT TO KNOW, WE WOULD LOVE TO
01:13:47.110 --> 01:13:49.150
HEAR FROM YOU.
01:13:49.150 --> 01:13:50.090
WE WOULD LOVE TO SEND YOU
01:13:50.090 --> 01:13:52.160
MATERIALS.
01:13:52.160 --> 01:13:52.270
WE WOULD LOVE TO BE THIS CONTACT
01:13:52.270 --> 01:13:53.290
WITH YOU.
01:13:53.290 --> 01:13:55.170
WE HAD A MILLIONS OF PEOPLE OVER
01:13:56.020 --> 01:13:59.020
45 YEARS, MILLIONS OF PEOPLE
01:13:59.020 --> 01:14:01.020
HAVE CALLED THAT NUMBER, AND
01:14:03.200 --> 01:14:06.200
UNDERSTOOD SALVATION AND WE'RE
01:14:06.200 --> 01:14:09.020
THRILLED THAT AS MANY THINGS
01:14:09.040 --> 01:14:12.040
CHANGE, MANY THINGS REMAIN THE
01:14:12.040 --> 01:14:14.060
SAME AND THAT'S JESUS.
01:14:14.060 --> 01:14:15.150
AND THAT'S WHAT WE'RE TALKING
01:14:15.150 --> 01:14:17.280
ABOUT TONIGHT.
01:14:17.280 --> 01:14:19.140
I FEEL LIKE WE HAVE ABOUT 10 OR
01:14:19.140 --> 01:14:21.120
12 MINUTES LEFT IN THE
01:14:21.190 --> 01:14:24.190
BROADCAST.
01:14:24.190 --> 01:14:25.010
THAT THERE ARE STILL MORE PEOPLE
01:14:25.010 --> 01:14:27.290
CALLING, NOT ONLY TO ACCEPT
01:14:27.290 --> 01:14:29.110
JESUS BUT TO ASK IF THEY CAN GO
01:14:29.110 --> 01:14:30.280
OUT WITH LISA.
01:14:30.280 --> 01:14:33.190
AND SO I JUST -- I'M NOT GOING
01:14:38.000 --> 01:14:41.000
SO SAY WHAT I WAS ABOUT TO SAY.
01:14:41.000 --> 01:14:43.110
I'M VERY HAPPY RIGHT NOW.
01:14:43.110 --> 01:14:45.040
NOW THAT WE'VE GOT THE WORK DONE
01:14:45.040 --> 01:14:47.140
OF THE PROGRAM, AND THAT'S WHAT
01:14:47.190 --> 01:14:50.190
WE WANT TO DO.
01:14:50.190 --> 01:14:52.190
NOW, IF THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT
01:14:52.190 --> 01:14:54.220
ARE SAD AROUND THIS TIME, JUST
01:14:54.240 --> 01:14:57.240
TELL US A JOKE OR TELL US A
01:14:57.280 --> 01:15:01.000
FUNNY STORY, JUST KIND OF TAKE
01:15:01.000 --> 01:15:03.050
US -- LEAVE THEM LAUGHING.
01:15:03.050 --> 01:15:04.210
- THAT'S EASY.
01:15:04.210 --> 01:15:05.280
I WILL TELL YOU.
01:15:05.280 --> 01:15:07.120
SOMETIMES BECAUSE I'M A BIBLE
01:15:07.120 --> 01:15:10.070
TEACHER PEOPLE EXPECT ME TO COME
01:15:10.070 --> 01:15:12.120
IN WITH A TURTLE TECH AND BE ALL
01:15:12.270 --> 01:15:15.270
SERIOUS.
01:15:15.270 --> 01:15:16.070
I CAN'T BE THAT SERIOUS, I USE
01:15:16.200 --> 01:15:19.200
MY LIFE LIKE A BLOOD PRESSURER
01:15:19.200 --> 01:15:22.070
REEL.
01:15:22.070 --> 01:15:22.210
I USED TO WORK FOR A MINISTRY
01:15:22.250 --> 01:15:25.250
CALLED FOCUS ON THE FAMILY.
01:15:25.250 --> 01:15:27.270
LOVE FOCUS ON THE FAMILY.
01:15:27.270 --> 01:15:29.110
HAD I WORKED AT FOCUS, IT WAS
01:15:29.110 --> 01:15:32.040
PRETTY SERIOUS.
01:15:32.040 --> 01:15:34.100
SERIOUS -- RULES.
01:15:34.100 --> 01:15:35.210
WOMEN HAD TO WEAR PANTYHOSE
01:15:36.110 --> 01:15:39.110
UNLESS IT WAS BELOW FREEZING AND
01:15:39.110 --> 01:15:42.090
YOU COULD NOT WEAR OPEN TOED
01:15:42.090 --> 01:15:45.010
SHOES.
01:15:45.010 --> 01:15:45.240
EVIDENTLY AT SOME POINT SOMEBODY
01:15:45.240 --> 01:15:48.200
DECIDED THAT'S --
01:15:48.200 --> 01:15:49.150
- VERY SEXY.
01:15:49.150 --> 01:15:50.200
- TOO HOT.
01:15:50.200 --> 01:15:51.170
- I'M SORRY THE MAN IS
01:15:51.170 --> 01:15:54.000
STRUGGLING IF HE'S LOOKING AT MY
01:15:54.000 --> 01:15:55.280
FEET, HE NEEDS MORE HELP THAN HE
01:15:56.230 --> 01:15:59.230
REALIZES.
01:15:59.230 --> 01:16:00.070
ANYTHING WAY, I'M A THEOLOGICAL
01:16:02.220 --> 01:16:05.220
CONSERVATIVE.
01:16:05.220 --> 01:16:06.050
THIS WAS UBER CONSERVATIVE.
01:16:06.050 --> 01:16:08.150
I'M LEAD -- LEAVING FOCUS, AND A
01:16:09.190 --> 01:16:12.190
LOT OF EMPLOYEES ABOUT 1200
01:16:12.190 --> 01:16:14.230
PEOPLE.
01:16:14.230 --> 01:16:15.070
I'M RUNNING ALL OVER MINISTRY
01:16:15.070 --> 01:16:17.050
BECAUSE I'M MOVING TO TENNESSEE.
01:16:17.050 --> 01:16:19.020
THAT WAS IN COLORADO.
01:16:19.020 --> 01:16:20.150
I'M IN THE GOING TO SEE THESE
01:16:20.150 --> 01:16:21.200
PEOPLE FOR YEARS.
01:16:21.200 --> 01:16:23.000
I'M HUGGING EVERYBODY, BEING A
01:16:23.000 --> 01:16:26.000
SOCIAL BUTTER FLIE.
01:16:26.000 --> 01:16:27.090
I RUN INTO THIS GUY I JUST LOVE.
01:16:27.090 --> 01:16:29.280
HE'S THIS GODLY GUY.
01:16:29.280 --> 01:16:31.150
I WON'T SAY HIS NAME ON THE AIR
01:16:31.150 --> 01:16:34.020
BECAUSE HE'S STILL ALIVE.
01:16:34.020 --> 01:16:36.150
PROBABLY IN THERAPY AFTER THIS.
01:16:36.150 --> 01:16:38.210
BUT GODLY GUY.
01:16:38.210 --> 01:16:39.270
RUN INTO HIM OUTSIDE THE
01:16:39.270 --> 01:16:42.080
RESTROOM.
01:16:42.080 --> 01:16:42.200
I'M GOING TO CALL HIM SAM.
01:16:42.200 --> 01:16:45.030
BUT ANYWAY, I WAS LIKE, SAM, I'M
01:16:46.030 --> 01:16:49.030
SO GLAD I GET TO SEE YOU.
01:16:49.030 --> 01:16:51.160
HE'S LIKE, YES, I HEARD YOU WERE
01:16:52.140 --> 01:16:55.140
LEAVING.
01:16:55.140 --> 01:16:55.260
I WASN'T SURE I WOULD SEE HIM
01:16:55.260 --> 01:16:58.060
FACE-TO-FACE.
01:16:58.060 --> 01:16:58.190
WE START TALKING AND SAM IS
01:16:58.190 --> 01:17:00.210
SAYING THE NICEEST THINGS TO ME.
01:17:00.210 --> 01:17:03.030
ALMOST LIKE OLD TESTAMENT, HE
01:17:03.030 --> 01:17:05.180
WON'T LOOK AT ME.
01:17:05.180 --> 01:17:07.130
HE SATISFIES STARING OFF HIGHLY
01:17:07.130 --> 01:17:09.280
GIVING ME THIS BLESSING.
01:17:09.280 --> 01:17:12.080
HE'S SO GODLY PROBABLY THINKING
01:17:12.080 --> 01:17:15.020
OF SOMETHING IN HEEB -- HEBREW.
01:17:17.260 --> 01:17:20.260
YOU'RE HAVING THIS GREAT GOODBYE
01:17:21.020 --> 01:17:24.020
CONVERSATION IF YOU WANT TO STOP
01:17:24.020 --> 01:17:25.010
THIS TRAIN WRECK.
01:17:25.010 --> 01:17:25.180
- I LOVE THIS.
01:17:25.180 --> 01:17:27.120
- I'M ANTICIPATE TRYING TO GET
01:17:27.120 --> 01:17:28.240
INTO HIS LINE OF VISION.
01:17:28.240 --> 01:17:31.080
HE WILL NOT LOOK AT ME.
01:17:31.080 --> 01:17:33.210
THIS WONDERFUL GOODBYE, I'M
01:17:33.230 --> 01:17:36.230
DISAPPOINTED HE HASN'T LOOKED AT
01:17:36.230 --> 01:17:38.200
ME.
01:17:38.200 --> 01:17:39.050
HE TURNS TO WALK TOWARDS HIS
01:17:39.050 --> 01:17:41.240
OFFICE AND I TURN TO MY CUBICLE,
01:17:41.240 --> 01:17:44.070
I FELT THIS LITTLE DRAFT AND SO
01:17:44.070 --> 01:17:46.190
I LOOK DOWN AND WAS HORRIFIED TO
01:17:48.180 --> 01:17:51.180
REALIZE I HAD ACCIDENTALLY
01:17:51.180 --> 01:17:53.170
TUCKED MY SKIRT INTO MY
01:17:53.170 --> 01:17:56.120
UNDERWEAR IN THE RESTROOM.
01:17:56.120 --> 01:17:57.200
NOT ONLY THAT, I HATED PANTIHOSE
01:17:57.200 --> 01:18:00.140
SO I ALWAYS WORE THY HIGHS.
01:18:01.110 --> 01:18:04.110
THERE I CAN STANDING IN THE
01:18:04.150 --> 01:18:07.150
HALLWAY WHAT WAS THE LARGEST
01:18:07.150 --> 01:18:09.270
CHURCH MINISTRY AND IN MY
01:18:11.250 --> 01:18:14.250
THIGH-HIGHS TALKING ABOUT THE
01:18:14.250 --> 01:18:15.240
SOVEREIGNTY OF GOD AND SAM IS
01:18:15.240 --> 01:18:18.120
STARING OFF AND I REALIZE THAT'S
01:18:18.120 --> 01:18:20.080
WHY HE WOULDN'T LOOK AT ME.
01:18:20.080 --> 01:18:21.160
I WAS STANDING THERE IN UNGODLY
01:18:22.180 --> 01:18:25.180
FORM.
01:18:25.180 --> 01:18:25.270
- DISARRAY.
01:18:25.270 --> 01:18:26.290
- YEAH.
01:18:26.290 --> 01:18:28.220
I CANNOT TAKE MYSELF THAT
01:18:28.220 --> 01:18:31.050
SERIOUSLY.
01:18:31.050 --> 01:18:31.170
THINGS LIKE THAT HAPPEN ALL THE
01:18:31.170 --> 01:18:34.060
TIME.
01:18:34.060 --> 01:18:34.150
- YOU WILL HAVE TO EXPLAIN THAT
01:18:34.150 --> 01:18:36.060
TO ME LATER.
01:18:36.060 --> 01:18:37.180
I'M NOT SURE WHAT THIGH HIGHS
01:18:37.200 --> 01:18:40.200
ARE.
01:18:40.200 --> 01:18:40.280
- THEY'RE IN THE OLD TESTAMENT.
01:18:40.280 --> 01:18:42.230
- I MAY HAVE THE WINNER HERE.
01:18:42.230 --> 01:18:44.170
- YOU'RE FILTERING THESE GUYS.
01:18:45.230 --> 01:18:48.230
I REALLY HAVE A CRUSH ON A GUY
01:18:48.230 --> 01:18:51.140
ALREADY.
01:18:51.140 --> 01:18:51.240
- I WANT TOY TELL YOU THIS GUY
01:18:51.240 --> 01:18:54.170
THINKS YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL AND A
01:18:54.170 --> 01:18:56.110
BOXER AND A BULL RIDER.
01:18:56.110 --> 01:18:58.060
- OKAY, I'M DONE.
01:18:58.060 --> 01:19:01.040
[ APPLAUSE ]
01:19:01.040 --> 01:19:02.060
- I'M TOTALLY IN.
01:19:02.060 --> 01:19:05.010
I'M SO IN.
01:19:05.010 --> 01:19:06.050
- HIS FIRST NAME IS RHINO.
01:19:06.050 --> 01:19:08.260
- OH, COME ON.
01:19:08.260 --> 01:19:11.230
[ LAUGHTER ]
01:19:11.230 --> 01:19:13.030
- I THINK I COULD SAY THAT WITH
01:19:15.090 --> 01:19:18.090
PASSION.
01:19:18.090 --> 01:19:18.200
- OH RHINO.
01:19:18.200 --> 01:19:19.260
- OH RHINO, STOP.
01:19:21.200 --> 01:19:24.200
[ APPLAUSE ]
01:19:24.200 --> 01:19:27.030
- Y'ALL -- THIS IS LIVE ISN'T
01:19:29.000 --> 01:19:32.000
IT?
01:19:32.000 --> 01:19:32.080
- THERE'S NO COMING BACKING
01:19:32.080 --> 01:19:34.220
FROM THIS.
01:19:36.140 --> 01:19:39.140
BETH MOORE IS AT HER --
01:19:39.140 --> 01:19:41.120
- PEOPLE ARE ON THE FLOOR
01:19:41.120 --> 01:19:44.110
PRAYTH, LORD, MAKE HER STOP.
01:19:44.110 --> 01:19:46.000
- THIS ONE SAYS, I WANT A DATE
01:19:46.000 --> 01:19:48.140
WITH LISA AND HIS LAST NAME IS
01:19:49.080 --> 01:19:52.080
MERC BEINGHERSON.
01:19:52.080 --> 01:19:55.040
I KNOW THERE ARE SOME THAT HAVE
01:19:55.040 --> 01:19:56.090
A LOT OF MONEY THERE'S BOXER AND
01:19:57.210 --> 01:20:00.210
BULL RIDE IR.
01:20:00.210 --> 01:20:01.280
WILLIAM INTERESTED IN -- WILLIAM
01:20:01.280 --> 01:20:04.270
AND HE'S IN NEW JERSEY.
01:20:06.070 --> 01:20:09.070
I'LL BE PRAYING OVER THESE AND
01:20:09.070 --> 01:20:10.190
GIVE YOU THE ONES THAT WORK.
01:20:10.190 --> 01:20:12.210
SEVEN MINUTES, ANOTHER STORY.
01:20:12.210 --> 01:20:14.190
THAT DOESN'T INCLUDE YOUR BARE
01:20:15.140 --> 01:20:18.140
REAR END.
01:20:18.140 --> 01:20:18.250
- IT'S SAD THAT HOW MANY
01:20:18.270 --> 01:20:21.270
STORIES I HAVE THAT KIND OF
01:20:21.270 --> 01:20:23.220
INCLUDE THAT.
01:20:23.220 --> 01:20:25.080
I TOLD YOU I WAS STILL IN
01:20:25.080 --> 01:20:27.290
PROCESS.
01:20:27.290 --> 01:20:28.230
OBVIOUSLY, MY FREEDOM NEEDS TO
01:20:28.230 --> 01:20:30.130
BE MORE OF A HOLY FREEDOM.
01:20:30.130 --> 01:20:32.110
CAN I TELL YOU A STORY THAT'S
01:20:32.110 --> 01:20:34.220
NOT FUNNY.
01:20:34.220 --> 01:20:35.170
- PLEASE, ANYTHING.
01:20:35.170 --> 01:20:36.110
- MY STEPDAD WAS, I MEAN, AGO
01:20:39.060 --> 01:20:42.060
NO,
01:20:42.060 --> 01:20:42.260
AGNOSTIC WHEN I WAS IN HIGH
01:20:42.260 --> 01:20:44.230
SCHOOL.
01:20:44.230 --> 01:20:45.030
HE THREW MY BIBLE OUT THE FRONT
01:20:45.030 --> 01:20:47.060
DOOR AND SAID HE DIDN'T WANT
01:20:47.060 --> 01:20:48.180
THAT BS IN THE HOUSE ANYMORE.
01:20:48.180 --> 01:20:50.240
I TOLD HIM I WAS GOING TO GO
01:20:51.000 --> 01:20:54.000
INTO THE FULL-TIME MINISTRY, HE
01:20:54.060 --> 01:20:57.060
SAID MIND WAS THE BIGGEST WASTE.
01:20:57.230 --> 01:21:00.250
TO SAY HE WAS ANTICHRISTIAN IS
01:21:00.250 --> 01:21:03.160
PUTTING IT MILDLY.
01:21:03.160 --> 01:21:05.060
THIS HAPPENED WHEN I WAS 42 --
01:21:07.050 --> 01:21:10.050
IT DOESN'T MATTER.
01:21:10.050 --> 01:21:11.260
IT WAS A WHILE AGO.
01:21:11.260 --> 01:21:13.020
I GOT A CULL FROM MY AUNT I WAS
01:21:13.020 --> 01:21:15.070
AT THAT TIME AT A WOMAN OF FAITH
01:21:16.100 --> 01:21:19.100
EVENT IN COLORADO.
01:21:19.100 --> 01:21:20.030
SHE SAID, LEASES IS A, COME HOME
01:21:20.030 --> 01:21:22.070
AS QUICKLY AS YOU CAN, JOHN JUST
01:21:22.070 --> 01:21:24.190
WHAT A STROKE AND IT LOOKS LIKE
01:21:24.190 --> 01:21:27.160
HE'S NOT GOING TO MAKE IT
01:21:27.160 --> 01:21:29.100
THROUGH THE NIGHT.
01:21:29.100 --> 01:21:30.200
MY DAD IS A INK IS ITER.
01:21:30.200 --> 01:21:33.190
I SCARED TO DEATH I WOULDN'T GET
01:21:33.190 --> 01:21:35.130
HOME IN TIME TO SEE HIM BEFORE
01:21:35.130 --> 01:21:36.270
HE PASSED AWAY.
01:21:36.270 --> 01:21:38.290
HE MADE A MIRACULOUS RECOVERY.
01:21:39.060 --> 01:21:42.060
WE'RE SITTING ACROSS THE TABLE
01:21:42.060 --> 01:21:43.160
FROM EACH OTHER AND HE HAD JUST
01:21:44.100 --> 01:21:47.100
BEEN PRETTY ABUSIVE IN A LOT OF
01:21:47.250 --> 01:21:50.250
WAYS.
01:21:50.250 --> 01:21:51.080
HE SAID, NOW, WHERE DID YOU COME
01:21:51.080 --> 01:21:53.090
FROM TO GET HERE?
01:21:53.090 --> 01:21:54.230
AND I SAID, WELL, DAD I WAS AT
01:21:54.230 --> 01:21:57.050
WOMEN OF FAITH IN DENVER.
01:21:57.050 --> 01:21:59.060
HE SAID, OH, THAT'S GOOD.
01:21:59.230 --> 01:22:02.250
FOR MY DAD TO SAY WOMEN OF FAITH
01:22:02.250 --> 01:22:04.290
AND IT WAS GOOD WAS SHOCKING.
01:22:04.290 --> 01:22:07.010
HE SAID, NOW WHAT IS IT AGAIN?
01:22:08.000 --> 01:22:11.000
I SAID REMEMBER, DAD, IT'S THAT
01:22:11.000 --> 01:22:13.270
CONFERENCE I GO TO A WHOLE LOT
01:22:13.270 --> 01:22:15.050
OF WOMEN TALKING ABOUT HOW MUCH
01:22:15.050 --> 01:22:17.130
GOD LOVES US.
01:22:17.130 --> 01:22:18.130
HE SAID, THAT'S REAL GOOD.
01:22:18.130 --> 01:22:20.180
THAT'S JUST NOT MY DAD.
01:22:20.180 --> 01:22:22.160
I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT'S COMING
01:22:22.160 --> 01:22:24.120
OUT OF MY DAD'S MOUTH.
01:22:24.120 --> 01:22:25.270
MY MOM IS STANDING BEHIND MY DAD
01:22:25.270 --> 01:22:28.200
AND GOING LIKE THIS. I EXCUSE
01:22:28.200 --> 01:22:31.120
MYSELF FROM MY DAD WHO IS 87.
01:22:31.120 --> 01:22:33.130
I FOLLOW MY MOM.
01:22:33.130 --> 01:22:35.190
SHE GOES COME HERE, I HAVE TO
01:22:35.190 --> 01:22:37.080
SHOW YOU SOMETHING.
01:22:37.080 --> 01:22:38.200
MY DAD IS REAL ACADEMIC.
01:22:38.200 --> 01:22:41.010
TAKES ME TO THE BASEMENT, POINTS
01:22:41.010 --> 01:22:43.010
TO THE DESK.
01:22:43.010 --> 01:22:45.130
COVERED WITH BIBLES.
01:22:45.130 --> 01:22:47.070
HE PILFERED HER BIBLES.
01:22:47.150 --> 01:22:50.150
SHE SAID IS, LISA, THIS IS ALL
01:22:50.150 --> 01:22:53.010
YOUR DAD HAD BEEN READING FOR
01:22:53.010 --> 01:22:54.150
THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS.
01:22:54.150 --> 01:22:56.130
THEN SHE SAID, I THINK HE'S
01:22:56.130 --> 01:22:59.110
BECOME A CHRISTIAN.
01:22:59.110 --> 01:23:00.080
I WAS LIKE, I THINK YOU'RE
01:23:00.080 --> 01:23:02.220
TAKING SOME OF THOSE MEDS.
01:23:02.220 --> 01:23:04.290
THERE'S NO WAY.
01:23:04.290 --> 01:23:07.010
HE'S TOO MEAN.
01:23:07.010 --> 01:23:08.260
HE'S TOO PREJUDICED, TOO
01:23:10.100 --> 01:23:13.100
PRIDEFUL.
01:23:13.100 --> 01:23:13.210
SHE SAID, WHY DON'T YOU GO UP
01:23:14.050 --> 01:23:17.050
STAIRS AND ASK HIM TO READ THE
01:23:17.050 --> 01:23:18.270
BIBLE TO YOU.
01:23:18.270 --> 01:23:20.020
THE SAME DAD WHO URL PURLED MY
01:23:21.010 --> 01:23:24.010
BIBLE OUT THE FRONT DOOR AND
01:23:24.010 --> 01:23:26.130
CALLED IT A BAD WORK.
01:23:26.130 --> 01:23:27.260
SHE SAID I THINK HE WOULD LIKE
01:23:28.160 --> 01:23:31.160
YOU TO HAVE HIM READ IT.
01:23:31.160 --> 01:23:33.030
I WALKED UP STAIRS AND DAD, DO
01:23:33.030 --> 01:23:35.150
YOU WANT TO READ THE BIBLE TO
01:23:35.150 --> 01:23:38.070
ME.
01:23:38.070 --> 01:23:38.210
I SAID BECAUSE IT'S MY FAVORITE
01:23:38.210 --> 01:23:39.270
BOOK AND YOURS IS MY FAVORITE
01:23:39.270 --> 01:23:41.200
VOICE.
01:23:41.200 --> 01:23:41.290
HE HAVE SAID, OKAY.
01:23:41.290 --> 01:23:44.280
OH MY GOODNESS.
01:23:44.280 --> 01:23:46.130
THIS IS UNBELIEVABLE.
01:23:46.130 --> 01:23:48.040
MOM BRINGS HIM THE BIBLE, HE
01:23:48.040 --> 01:23:49.230
OPEN IT IS AND STARTS TO FLIP.
01:23:49.230 --> 01:23:51.120
I REACH OVER QUICK AND FLIP TO
01:23:51.120 --> 01:23:54.100
JOHN 14.
01:23:54.100 --> 01:23:54.290
IF THIS IS THE ONLY TIME I HEAR
01:23:54.290 --> 01:23:57.250
GOD'S WORD COME OUT OF MY DAD'S
01:23:58.000 --> 01:24:01.020
MOUTH I'M GOING TO HAVE HIM SAY
01:24:01.020 --> 01:24:02.240
JESUS IS THE ONLY WAY, HE STARTS
01:24:02.240 --> 01:24:05.130
READING JOHN 14.
01:24:05.130 --> 01:24:06.110
GOVERNMENT THE WHOLE THING
01:24:06.110 --> 01:24:07.180
BACKED UP ON TWO HARD DRIVES.
01:24:07.270 --> 01:24:10.270
FILMING ON MY IPHONE.
01:24:10.270 --> 01:24:12.170
HE STARTS READING AT JOHN 14.
01:24:12.170 --> 01:24:15.140
READS ALL THE WAY THROUGH TO
01:24:15.140 --> 01:24:17.010
JOHN 20 AND STOPS BECAUSE I
01:24:17.010 --> 01:24:18.260
INTERRUPT HIM WHEN HE GETS TO
01:24:18.260 --> 01:24:19.280
THE PART ABOUT THOMAS DOUBTING
01:24:19.280 --> 01:24:21.250
IT WAS JESUS AFTER THE
01:24:21.250 --> 01:24:24.020
RESURRECTION.
01:24:24.020 --> 01:24:24.160
YOU KNOW HOW THOMAS, SAYS, LORD
01:24:24.170 --> 01:24:27.170
HOW CAN I KNOW IT'S YOU.
01:24:27.170 --> 01:24:30.020
TOUCH THE NAIL SCAR ON MY
01:24:30.020 --> 01:24:32.010
HANDLED.
01:24:32.010 --> 01:24:32.140
I STOPPED HIM AND SAID, DAD, DO
01:24:32.140 --> 01:24:34.210
YOU BELIEVE IN JESUS?
01:24:34.210 --> 01:24:36.070
AND HE SAID, WHAT DO YOU MEAN?
01:24:36.070 --> 01:24:39.070
DAD, YOU'RE SO MUCH LIKE THOMAS,
01:24:39.250 --> 01:24:42.250
ANALYTIC, BRIGHT.
01:24:42.250 --> 01:24:43.100
YOU HAVE NEVER SEEN THE FLESH
01:24:43.100 --> 01:24:45.090
AND BLOOD JESUS LIKE THOMAS DID.
01:24:45.270 --> 01:24:48.270
IT WOULD TAKE A LOT OF FAITH FOR
01:24:48.270 --> 01:24:50.000
YOU TO BELIEVE.
01:24:50.000 --> 01:24:50.250
DO YOU BELIEVE IN JESUS?
01:24:50.250 --> 01:24:53.020
AND HE SAID YES, I DO.
01:24:53.020 --> 01:24:55.000
AND IT WAS SO AMAZING.
01:24:55.110 --> 01:24:58.110
[ APPLAUSE ]
01:24:58.110 --> 01:24:58.240
- BECAUSE MY DAD CAME TO KNOW
01:25:04.180 --> 01:25:07.180
JESUS.
01:25:07.180 --> 01:25:08.010
WE REALLY SAW CHANGING IN HIM.
01:25:08.010 --> 01:25:10.250
EIGHT WEEKS LATER HE DIED.
01:25:10.250 --> 01:25:12.090
HE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME.
01:25:12.090 --> 01:25:14.170
THAT'S ONE OF THE LAST THINGS HE
01:25:14.170 --> 01:25:16.060
EVER SAID BEFORE HE DIED.
01:25:16.060 --> 01:25:17.180
FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE WATCHING
01:25:17.180 --> 01:25:19.070
TONIGHT WHO THINK IT'S TOO LATE,
01:25:19.110 --> 01:25:22.110
TOO MANY MISTAKES WHEN IT COMES
01:25:22.110 --> 01:25:25.100
TO FAMILY AT CHRISTMAS TIME,
01:25:25.100 --> 01:25:27.050
MAYBE I WILL NEVER HAVE A CHILD,
01:25:27.050 --> 01:25:29.050
THIS PERSON I LOVE WILL NEVER,
01:25:29.050 --> 01:25:31.270
SAVED, IT'S NEVER TOO LATE.
01:25:31.270 --> 01:25:33.140
OUR GOD IS A A REDEEMER.
01:25:33.140 --> 01:25:35.050
- BEAUTIFUL.
01:25:35.050 --> 01:25:36.090
WE HAVE ALL NIGHT SAT WITH LISA
01:25:36.260 --> 01:25:39.260
HARPER AND YOU KNOW WHAT, WHAT
01:25:40.070 --> 01:25:43.070
AN AMAZING THOUGHT,, WHAT AN
01:25:43.100 --> 01:25:46.100
AMAZING FINAL STORY, NEVER TOO
01:25:46.260 --> 01:25:49.260
LATE.
01:25:49.260 --> 01:25:50.110
THIS CHRISTMAS SEASON, THIS IS
01:25:50.280 --> 01:25:53.280
WHY WE DO WHAT WE DO.
01:25:53.280 --> 01:25:56.110
WE COME AND TALK INTO THESE
01:25:56.110 --> 01:25:58.230
CAMERAS AND THE AUDIENCE COMES,
01:25:58.230 --> 01:26:01.160
PRAYER PARTNERS ARE HERE,
01:26:01.160 --> 01:26:04.140
SPEAKERS COME TO DO ONE THING TO
01:26:04.140 --> 01:26:06.080
TELL YOU ABOUT JESUS.
01:26:06.080 --> 01:26:08.010
IF YOU'RE STILL WATCHING AND YOU
01:26:08.010 --> 01:26:09.180
NEVER MADE THAT DECISION, CALL
01:26:09.180 --> 01:26:11.020
INTO OUR PHONE OPERATORS THERE.'
01:26:11.020 --> 01:26:13.010
HERE RIGHT NOW.
01:26:13.010 --> 01:26:14.110
THEFN SITTING HERE FOR 43 YEARS.
01:26:14.250 --> 01:26:17.250
NOT THE EXACT ONES.
01:26:18.140 --> 01:26:21.140
WHAT AN AMAZING THING.
01:26:21.190 --> 01:26:24.190
AGAIN,ING 44 YEARS LATER WE'RE
01:26:24.190 --> 01:26:26.020
STILL DOING THE SAME THING.
01:26:26.020 --> 01:26:27.220
FIRST OF ALL, DECEMBER 12th
01:26:27.220 --> 01:26:30.060
DECEMBER 12th,ING MERRY
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CHRISTMAS AND WOW.
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THE THANKS GO TO LISA HARPER.
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THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE.
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- THANK YOU.
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- GET ALL OF HER STUFF.
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GO TO HER WEBSITE.
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WE'LL SEE YOU NEXT TIME.
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BYE BYE, MERRY CHRISTMAS.
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Praise | December 12, 2016

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