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July 11, 2016
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  • - EVERYBODY TURNED A DEAF EAR
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  • AND A BLIND EYE TO SITUATIONS.
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  • NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE ME --
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  • NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE ME
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  • SO I CHOSE TO SUFFER IN SILENCE.
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  • BUT THEN AS TIME WENT ON,
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  • IT WENT FROM THE VERBAL ABUSE
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  • TO HITTING THINGS AROUND ME
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  • AND THEN HITTING ME.
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  • SO AT THAT POINT THERE WAS NO WAY OUT.
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  • Announcer: FORMER WIFE OF THREE TIME SUPER BOWL CHAMPION, NATE NEWTON,
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  • SHARES HER STORY OF DEVASTATING HOPELESSNESS
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  • AND GOD'S MIRACULOUS RESTORATION.
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  • Sheila: HELLO!
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  • AND WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY !
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  • MY NAME IS SHEILA WALSH.
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  • JAMES AND BETTY
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  • AREN'T WITH US TODAY
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  • WE'RE GOING TO HAVE
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  • A REALLY AMAZING PROGRAM.
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  • LET ME READ YOU
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  • SOME DISTURBING STATISTICS.
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  • NOW THIS IS JUST FROM
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  • THE 2012 N.F.L. SEASON:
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  • 21 OF THE 32 FOOTBALL TEAMS
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  • HAD AT LEAST ONE PLAYER
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  • WITH A DOMESTIC VIOLENCE
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  • OR SEXUAL ASSAULT CHARGE
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  • ON HIS RECORD.
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  • IT'S REALLY HORRIFYING.
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  • AS YOU GET TO KNOW ME
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  • A LITTLE BIT
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  • I'M A HUGE FOOTBALL FAN;
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  • NOT JUST N.F.L.
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  • BUT COLLEGE FOOTBALL.
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  • BUT THE DISTURBING LEVEL
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  • OF VIOLENCE THAT TAKES PLACE
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  • IN PROFESSIONAL SPORT
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  • IS SOMETHING THAT WE,
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  • AS A CHURCH
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  • HAS GOT TO ADDRESS
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  • BECAUSE THERE ARE SO MANY
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  • WHO SUFFER IN SILENCE.
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  • MY GUEST TODAY KNOWS MORE
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  • THAN ANY WOMAN SHOULD
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  • ABOUT THAT.
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  • HER BOOK IS ACTUALLY CALLED
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  • SILENT CRY : THE TRUE STORY
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  • OF ABUSE AND BETRAYAL
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  • OF AN N.F.L. WIFE.
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  • WOULD YOU PLEASE WELCOME
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  • MY BEAUTIFUL GUEST,
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  • DOROTHY NEWTON?
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  • Dorothy: THANK YOU!
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  • Sheila: IT'S SO GREAT
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  • TO HAVE YOU HERE.
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  • I'VE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD
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  • TO THIS BECAUSE
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  • IT'S REALLY CLEAR IN MY MIND
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  • THAT GOD HAS ALWAYS INTENDED
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  • OUR PATHS TO CROSS BECAUSE
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  • WE HAVE AN UNUSUAL HISTORY
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  • OF BUMPING INTO EACH OTHER.
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  • Dorothy: YES!
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  • I WOULD LIKE TO TELL BRIEFLY
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  • THE STORY.
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  • BUT IN 2009
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  • GOD SPOKE AND SAID --
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  • TO WRITE THE BOOK
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  • BUT I DID NOT WANT TO HEAR
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  • THAT I'M SUPPOSED TO WRITE
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  • THIS KIND OF BOOK.
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  • SO WHAT HAPPENED WAS YOU WERE
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  • ADVERTISING A TV SPECIAL
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  • WITH THOMAS NELSON,
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  • WHEN A WOMAN TRUSTS GOD.
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  • SO I THOUGHT, OKAY,
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  • IF I JUST WRITE MY STORY
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  • JUST BRIEFLY JUST SO
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  • I CAN MEET SHEILA WALSH,
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  • THAT WILL TAKE CARE OF
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  • GOD'S REQUEST TO WRITE A BOOK.
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  • SO THAT WAS IN MARCH OF 2010.
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  • I WAS NOT SELECTED
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  • WOULD PUT US TOGETHER
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  • FOR SUCH A TIME AS THIS.
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  • HE IS TRULY AMAZING.
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  • Sheila: BUT I REMEMBER
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  • THE FIRST TIME
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  • I ACTUALLY MET YOU.
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  • IT WAS AT THE END
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  • OF A CHRISTMAS PRODUCTION
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  • AT MY CHURCH AT PRESTONWOOD.
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  • I REMEMBER LOOKING
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  • INTO YOUR EYES AND YOU KNOW,
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  • I GET TO MEET A LOT OF PEOPLE
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  • BUT I REMEMBER SAYING
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  • TO MY HUSBAND THAT NIGHT,
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  • "I COULD TELL TWO THINGS
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  • ABOUT THIS WOMAN.
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  • SHE HAS BEEN THROUGH A LOT
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  • AND GRACE RESTS IN HER EYES."
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  • THERE WAS SUCH A COMBINATION
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  • OF PAIN AND POWER
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  • THAT WAS JUST --
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  • IT MADE ME THINK, I WANT
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  • TO GET TO KNOW THIS WOMAN.
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  • SO TAKE US BACK A LITTLE BIT,
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  • DOROTHY; TAKE US BACK
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  • TO YOUR CHILDHOOD.
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  • WHAT WAS THAT LIKE FOR YOU
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  • GROWING UP?
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  • Dorothy: GROWING UP AS A CHILD
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  • AT THE EARLY AGES
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  • OF EIGHT YEARS OLD
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  • I JUST REMEMBER MY MOM,
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  • SHE WAS ALWAYS ABUSED:
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  • VERBALLY, EMOTIONALLY,
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  • PHYSICALLY.
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  • MY STEPFATHER WAS AN ALCOHOLIC
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  • AND THIS WAS NORMAL.
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  • WE LIVED IN
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  • A THREE BEDROOM TRAILER,
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  • SIX KIDS, PARENTS.
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  • IT WAS JUST NORMAL;
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  • WATCHING IT ALL THE TIME.
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  • I REMEMBER WATCHING MY MOM,
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  • SEIZURES --
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  • SHE WOULD HAVE SEIZURES A LOT.
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  • HE WAS CHOKING; THERE WAS
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  • JUST A LOT OF VIOLENCE.
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  • BUT I AM THE OLDEST GIRL
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  • SO I ALWAYS HAD
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  • THE MOTHERING INSTINCT;
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  • TAKING CARE OF MY MOM,
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  • MAKING SURE SHE WAS OKAY
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  • AFTER THE ABUSE, MAKING SURE
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  • MY SIBLINGS WERE OKAY.
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  • AND THEN JUST REMEMBERING
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  • CONSTANTLY, CONTINUOUSLY,
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  • ROCKING MYSELF TO SLEEP
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  • SAYING, "JESUS LOVES ME,
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  • THIS I KNOW
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  • FOR THE BIBLE TELLS ME SO."
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  • SO THAT WAS AS A CHILD
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  • GROWING UP, SEEING IT OFTEN.
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  • MY MOM HAD
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  • A THIRD GRADE EDUCATION,
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  • THE OLDEST OF 13 CHILDREN
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  • BUT SHE TRIED TO LEAVE.
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  • WHEN I WAS IN THE 10TH GRADE
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  • WE LEFT THE ABUSIVE SITUATION
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  • AT HOME AND MOVED AWAY.
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  • WE WERE HOMELESS
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  • BUT SHE WORKED.
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  • EVENTUALLY,
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  • SHE WORKED THREE JOBS
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  • TO TAKE CARE OF US
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  • AND WE SPENT A YEAR AWAY
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  • BEFORE WE HAD
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  • TO FINALLY MOVE BACK.
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  • IT WAS JUST TOO HARD
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  • BUT SHE TRIED.
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  • SO I REMEMBER THOSE TIMES.
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  • BUT I REMEMBER HER COURAGE
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  • AND HER STRENGTH
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  • TO JUST REMOVE HERSELF
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  • FROM THE SITUATION.
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  • Sheila: YOU KNOW
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  • DOROTHY, BECAUSE YOU
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  • OFTEN OFTEN THINK IF SOMEONE
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  • HAS SEEN THAT AS A CHILD,
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  • THEN THERE WOULD BE SOME KIND
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  • OF RADAR TO STAY AWAY FROM IT
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  • ALMOST SEEMS THE OPPOSITE.
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  • Dorothy: YES! I WOULD HAVE
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  • NEVER EVER THOUGHT.
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  • I WENT OFF TO COLLEGE.
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  • I GOT A GOOD EDUCATION.
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  • I STARTED A CAMPUS MINISTRY
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  • IN COLLEGE LEADING OTHERS
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  • TO CHRIST, LOVING THE LORD,
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  • HAVING THE BEST TIME.
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  • I WAS ON
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  • A VOLLEYBALL SCHOLARSHIP.
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  • I WOULD HAVE
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  • NEVER EVER THOUGHT
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  • THAT WHAT I SAW AS A CHILD,
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  • THAT I WOULD BECOME
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  • THAT VICTIM AS AN ADULT.
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  • IT SEEMS LIKE I WAS JUST
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  • ATTRACTED TO THE BEHAVIOR.
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  • IN THE BEGINNING
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  • I WAS SHARING CHRIST.
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  • THAT'S ALL I EVER KNEW.
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  • I ALWAYS KNEW THE LORD AND
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  • SO WHEN I MET MY EX-HUSBAND
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  • I THOUGHT I WAS JUST GOING
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  • TO SHARE CHRIST.
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  • HE HAD A LOT OF BAGGAGE,
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  • I HAD SIMILAR BAGGAGE.
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  • WE HAD SOMETHING IN COMMON.
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  • ONE THING LED TO ANOTHER.
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  • I COMPROMISED MY FAITH
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  • AND WHO I WAS
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  • TO EVERYTHING HE THOUGHT I WAS
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  • Sheila: WERE THERE WARNING
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  • SIGNS, DOROTHY EARLY ON,
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  • EVEN IN RETROSPECT
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  • WHEN YOU LOOK BACK?
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  • Dorothy: NOT IN THE BEGINNING.
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  • NOT WHEN WE WERE DATING.
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  • WE WERE IN LOVE.
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  • EVERYTHING JUST
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  • SEEMED PERFECT.
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  • YES, HE WAS NOT PERFECT
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  • IN ALL THE SENSE OF WHAT A --
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  • BUT HE WAS A GENTLEMAN,
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  • HE WAS KIND, HE WAS FUN,
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  • EASY TO TALK TO;
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  • JUST A LOT OF GREAT QUALITIES.
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  • HE WANTED TO KNOW MORE
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  • ABOUT GOD.
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  • HE LOVED ME
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  • AND THAT PART OF WHO I WAS.
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  • SO THAT'S HOW IT STARTED.
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  • BUT ONE THING LED TO ANOTHER,
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  • 26 YEARS OLD, A VIRGIN
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  • AND MY LIFE CHANGED FOREVER,
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  • BECOME PREGNANT.
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  • AS A RESULT,
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  • YOU CAN ONLY IMAGINE
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  • GROWING UP AS A CHRISTIAN
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  • ALL MY LIFE, I WANTED
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  • TO BE UNDER GOD'S COVENANT.
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  • I WANTED TO GET MARRIED.
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  • I WANTED TO MAKE IT RIGHT.
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  • I FELT THE SHAME, THE GUILT.
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  • ALL THOSE PEOPLE
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  • I HAD STUDIED CHRIST WITH,
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  • I MEAN SHARED THE GOSPEL WITH,
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  • AND YET I AM PREGNANT;
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  • 26 YEARS OLD,
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  • PREGNANT BEFORE MARRIAGE.
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  • SO WE GOT MARRIED.
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  • WE GOT MARRIED AND IT WAS THEN
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  • WHEN I WAS PREGNANT
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  • I CAN SEE THE SIGNS BUT
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  • I DIDN'T WANT TO BELIEVE IT.
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  • IT WAS LIKE NO,
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  • IT'S NOT THAT BAD.
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  • IT'S JUST NOT THAT BAD.
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  • HE'S NOT HITTING ME.
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  • THEN THERE WAS SO MANY
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  • GOOD YEARS LIKE BEFORE --
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  • Sheila: HE WAS SIGNED
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  • TO THE COWBOYS TOO.
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  • THOSE ARE THE GLORY DAYS
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  • WHICH I'M BELIEVING
  • 00:08:00.100 --> 00:08:01.130
  • WILL COME AGAIN.
  • 00:08:01.130 --> 00:08:02.130
  • THOSE WERE REALLY
  • 00:08:02.130 --> 00:08:03.130
  • THE COWBOY'S GLORY DAYS!
  • 00:08:03.130 --> 00:08:04.180
  • I MEAN THREE SUPER BOWLS.
  • 00:08:04.180 --> 00:08:05.210
  • AND I WONDERED
  • 00:08:05.210 --> 00:08:06.260
  • HOW MUCH MORE DIFFICULT
  • 00:08:06.260 --> 00:08:07.260
  • THAT MADE IT FOR YOU
  • 00:08:07.260 --> 00:08:08.250
  • WHEN YOU REALIZED THINGS
  • 00:08:08.250 --> 00:08:09.280
  • WERE GETTING A LOT WORSE
  • 00:08:09.280 --> 00:08:11.010
  • AND HE WAS BECOMING
  • 00:08:11.010 --> 00:08:12.010
  • A LOT MORE VIOLENT?
  • 00:08:12.010 --> 00:08:13.260
  • DID YOU FEEL THAT YOU COULDN'T
  • 00:08:13.260 --> 00:08:15.100
  • REACH OUT FOR HELP?
  • 00:08:15.100 --> 00:08:16.190
  • Dorothy: NO. THERE WAS NO WAY
  • 00:08:16.190 --> 00:08:17.250
  • I COULD REACH OUT FOR HELP --
  • 00:08:17.250 --> 00:08:20.010
  • LIVING IN TEXAS,
  • 00:08:20.010 --> 00:08:22.020
  • THREE SUPER BOWL WINS.
  • 00:08:22.020 --> 00:08:23.160
  • NO, IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE
  • 00:08:23.160 --> 00:08:24.250
  • TO REALLY REACH OUT.
  • 00:08:24.250 --> 00:08:26.120
  • I SAW THINGS
  • 00:08:26.120 --> 00:08:27.200
  • AND I SAW HOW EVERYBODY
  • 00:08:27.200 --> 00:08:29.060
  • TURNED A DEAF EAR
  • 00:08:29.060 --> 00:08:30.240
  • AND A BLIND EYE TO SITUATIONS.
  • 00:08:30.240 --> 00:08:33.020
  • NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE ME.
  • 00:08:33.020 --> 00:08:35.050
  • NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE ME
  • 00:08:35.050 --> 00:08:36.090
  • SO I CHOSE TO SUFFER
  • 00:08:36.090 --> 00:08:37.240
  • IN SILENCE.
  • 00:08:37.240 --> 00:08:39.000
  • BUT EACH TIME --
  • 00:08:39.000 --> 00:08:41.020
  • NATE WAS IN TROUBLE
  • 00:08:41.020 --> 00:08:42.070
  • WITH THE LAW QUITE OFTEN, SO
  • 00:08:42.070 --> 00:08:44.050
  • WHEN THE GOOD TIMES HAPPENED,
  • 00:08:44.050 --> 00:08:46.260
  • THERE WAS HIGHS AND LOWS.
  • 00:08:46.260 --> 00:08:48.150
  • WHEN THE LOWS WAS HAPPENING,
  • 00:08:48.150 --> 00:08:51.130
  • WHICH WAS WAY OFTEN
  • 00:08:51.130 --> 00:08:52.250
  • THAN THE HIGHS,
  • 00:08:52.250 --> 00:08:54.090
  • I COULDN'T REST IN THE HIGHS
  • 00:08:54.090 --> 00:08:55.220
  • BECAUSE I KNEW SOMETHING
  • 00:08:55.220 --> 00:08:56.270
  • WOULD HAPPEN.
  • 00:08:56.270 --> 00:08:58.050
  • AND SURE ENOUGH,
  • 00:08:58.050 --> 00:08:59.090
  • IT'S LIKE THINGS WOULD HAPPEN.
  • 00:08:59.090 --> 00:09:02.040
  • I WOULD STAY
  • 00:09:02.040 --> 00:09:03.130
  • IN THE BEGINNING BECAUSE
  • 00:09:03.130 --> 00:09:04.270
  • I WANTED MY MARRIAGE TO WORK.
  • 00:09:04.270 --> 00:09:06.080
  • I WAS IN LOVE.
  • 00:09:06.080 --> 00:09:07.100
  • I LOVED MY HUSBAND.
  • 00:09:07.100 --> 00:09:09.250
  • BUT THEN AS TIME WENT ON
  • 00:09:09.250 --> 00:09:11.140
  • IT WENT FROM THE VERBAL ABUSE
  • 00:09:11.140 --> 00:09:13.250
  • TO HITTING THINGS AROUND ME
  • 00:09:13.250 --> 00:09:15.260
  • AND THEN HITTING ME.
  • 00:09:15.260 --> 00:09:17.210
  • SO AT THAT POINT
  • 00:09:17.210 --> 00:09:19.080
  • THERE WAS NO WAY OUT.
  • 00:09:19.080 --> 00:09:20.130
  • THERE WAS NO WAY
  • 00:09:20.130 --> 00:09:21.200
  • THAT I COULD ESCAPE IT.
  • 00:09:21.200 --> 00:09:23.190
  • Sheila: PLUS YOU HAD A CHILD.
  • 00:09:23.190 --> 00:09:25.050
  • Dorothy: YES,
  • 00:09:25.050 --> 00:09:26.060
  • I WAS THREATENED.
  • 00:09:26.060 --> 00:09:27.090
  • WE HAVE TWO AMAZING BOYS
  • 00:09:27.090 --> 00:09:29.080
  • TOGETHER.
  • 00:09:29.080 --> 00:09:30.180
  • SO IT WAS HARD ALL THE TIME.
  • 00:09:32.080 --> 00:09:35.080
  • IT'S LIKE IN PUBLIC,
  • 00:09:35.100 --> 00:09:38.100
  • THERE WAS THIS PUBLIC SUCCESS
  • 00:09:38.100 --> 00:09:39.220
  • AND IN PRIVATE
  • 00:09:39.220 --> 00:09:40.270
  • NOTHING BUT STRUGGLES,
  • 00:09:40.270 --> 00:09:42.040
  • NO ONE TO TALK TO.
  • 00:09:42.040 --> 00:09:45.020
  • NO ONE TO REALLY EXPRESS
  • 00:09:45.020 --> 00:09:46.270
  • WHAT WAS GOING ON.
  • 00:09:46.270 --> 00:09:48.080
  • Sheila: DID ANYONE
  • 00:09:48.080 --> 00:09:49.120
  • IN YOUR FAMILY KNOW?
  • 00:09:49.120 --> 00:09:50.160
  • DID YOU LET ANYONE
  • 00:09:50.160 --> 00:09:51.160
  • IN YOUR FAMILY KNOW?
  • 00:09:51.160 --> 00:09:52.200
  • AS MUCH AS THEY LOVED ME,
  • 00:09:53.230 --> 00:09:54.240
  • I DIDN'T GIVE THEM A CHANCE.
  • 00:09:54.240 --> 00:09:55.280
  • BUT PEOPLE, FRIENDS,
  • 00:09:55.280 --> 00:09:57.080
  • FAMILY, EVERYBODY WAS
  • 00:09:57.080 --> 00:09:59.090
  • PRESTIGIOUS LIFESTYLE.
  • 00:10:02.030 --> 00:10:05.030
  • NO ONE, EVEN IF THEY SAW IT,
  • 00:10:05.030 --> 00:10:07.170
  • THEY DIDN'T WANT TO
  • 00:10:07.170 --> 00:10:08.200
  • BELIEVE IT WAS HAPPENING.
  • 00:10:08.200 --> 00:10:09.240
  • I TAKE FULL RESPONSIBILITY.
  • 00:10:09.240 --> 00:10:11.270
  • I SHOULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING.
  • 00:10:11.270 --> 00:10:13.270
  • I SHOULD HAVE SPOKEN OUT.
  • 00:10:13.270 --> 00:10:15.080
  • I SHOULD NOT HAVE CARED
  • 00:10:15.080 --> 00:10:16.090
  • ABOUT NATE'S CAREER.
  • 00:10:16.090 --> 00:10:17.250
  • THERE WAS SO MANY THINGS
  • 00:10:17.250 --> 00:10:19.050
  • THAT I SHOULD HAVE DONE
  • 00:10:19.050 --> 00:10:20.250
  • AND I DIDN'T DO IT.
  • 00:10:20.250 --> 00:10:22.250
  • Sheila: NOW, I'M SORRY!
  • 00:10:22.250 --> 00:10:24.280
  • YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL
  • 00:10:24.280 --> 00:10:26.070
  • STRONG WOMAN AND I BELIEVE
  • 00:10:26.070 --> 00:10:28.070
  • YOU DID WHAT YOU COULD
  • 00:10:28.070 --> 00:10:30.050
  • BUT YOU ARE HERE TODAY
  • 00:10:30.050 --> 00:10:31.200
  • AND PART OF WRITING THIS BOOK
  • 00:10:31.200 --> 00:10:33.090
  • IS THAT YOU'RE NOW
  • 00:10:33.090 --> 00:10:34.230
  • TURNING AROUND TO OTHER WOMEN
  • 00:10:34.230 --> 00:10:35.250
  • AND YOU'RE SAYING TO THEM,
  • 00:10:35.250 --> 00:10:36.290
  • "YOU DON'T HAVE
  • 00:10:36.290 --> 00:10:38.050
  • TO GO THROUGH THIS."
  • 00:10:38.050 --> 00:10:39.080
  • Dorothy: YOU'RE
  • 00:10:39.080 --> 00:10:40.120
  • ABSOLUTELY RIGHT.
  • 00:10:40.120 --> 00:10:41.150
  • Sheila: THERE'S NOT
  • 00:10:41.150 --> 00:10:42.170
  • ONE INCH IN YOUR FRAME
  • 00:10:42.170 --> 00:10:44.180
  • THAT SHOULD CARRY ANY SHAME.
  • 00:10:44.180 --> 00:10:46.230
  • YOU ARE A BELOVED DAUGHTER
  • 00:10:46.230 --> 00:10:48.190
  • OF THE KING OF KINGS!
  • 00:10:48.190 --> 00:10:50.050
  • YOU ARE! YOU ARE, GIRL!
  • 00:10:50.050 --> 00:10:52.030
  • [Applause]
  • 00:10:52.030 --> 00:10:54.050
  • WHAT WOULD YOU SAY,
  • 00:10:54.050 --> 00:10:55.200
  • THOUGH, DOROTHY,
  • 00:10:55.200 --> 00:10:56.230
  • AND IT MIGHT NOT BE
  • 00:10:57.260 --> 00:10:58.280
  • A FOOTBALL STAR,
  • 00:10:58.280 --> 00:11:00.030
  • ALTHOUGH AS A NATION WE ARE
  • 00:11:00.030 --> 00:11:01.030
  • SO ENAMORED WITH CHARISMA
  • 00:11:01.030 --> 00:11:02.040
  • AS OPPOSED TO CHARACTER,
  • 00:11:02.040 --> 00:11:03.050
  • WHICH IS A FLAW
  • 00:11:03.050 --> 00:11:04.070
  • WHAT WOULD YOU SAY TO A WOMAN
  • 00:11:05.100 --> 00:11:07.070
  • WHO IS IN A SITUATION
  • 00:11:07.070 --> 00:11:08.220
  • WHERE THEY THINK,
  • 00:11:08.220 --> 00:11:09.260
  • I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW.
  • 00:11:09.260 --> 00:11:10.280
  • I CAN'T GET HELP.
  • 00:11:10.280 --> 00:11:12.040
  • Dorothy: I WOULD SAY TO THEM
  • 00:11:12.040 --> 00:11:13.070
  • THAT YOU'RE NOT ALONE.
  • 00:11:13.070 --> 00:11:15.080
  • GOD LOVES YOU MORE THAN
  • 00:11:15.080 --> 00:11:17.160
  • YOU COULD EVER IMAGINE.
  • 00:11:17.160 --> 00:11:19.130
  • AND IT DOESN'T MATTER
  • 00:11:19.130 --> 00:11:20.200
  • WHAT YOU'VE DONE.
  • 00:11:20.200 --> 00:11:21.270
  • IT DOESN'T MATTER --
  • 00:11:21.270 --> 00:11:22.280
  • THERE IS NO CONDEMNATION FOR
  • 00:11:22.280 --> 00:11:24.010
  • THOSE WHO KNOW CHRIST JESUS.
  • 00:11:24.270 --> 00:11:27.270
  • YOUR PAST DOES NOT DEFINE
  • 00:11:27.270 --> 00:11:30.020
  • WHO YOU ARE TODAY.
  • 00:11:30.020 --> 00:11:31.180
  • HE WILL TAKE YOU
  • 00:11:31.180 --> 00:11:33.140
  • NO MATTER WHAT YOU'VE DONE.
  • 00:11:33.140 --> 00:11:35.040
  • TODAY, THIS MOMENT,
  • 00:11:35.040 --> 00:11:37.090
  • ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS SAY,
  • 00:11:37.090 --> 00:11:38.210
  • "LORD, I BELIEVE YOU
  • 00:11:38.210 --> 00:11:40.060
  • AND I TRUST YOU."
  • 00:11:40.060 --> 00:11:41.140
  • AND FOLLOW HIM.
  • 00:11:41.140 --> 00:11:42.160
  • THAT'S WHAT I WOULD SAY.
  • 00:11:42.160 --> 00:11:43.180
  • I WOULD ENCOURAGE THEM
  • 00:11:43.180 --> 00:11:44.190
  • TO JUST -- IF THEY'RE IN
  • 00:11:44.190 --> 00:11:45.240
  • AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP,
  • 00:11:45.240 --> 00:11:46.260
  • GET OUT.
  • 00:11:46.260 --> 00:11:48.170
  • CALL THE NATIONAL DOMESTIC
  • 00:11:48.170 --> 00:11:50.060
  • VIOLENCE HOTLINE
  • 00:11:50.060 --> 00:11:51.120
  • BUT DON'T STAY.
  • 00:11:51.120 --> 00:11:52.150
  • I BELIEVE IN MARRIAGES.
  • 00:11:52.150 --> 00:11:54.070
  • I TRULY, TRULY DO.
  • 00:11:54.070 --> 00:11:55.190
  • I'VE ENCOURAGED THOUSANDS
  • 00:11:55.190 --> 00:11:57.150
  • AND THOUSANDS OF FRIENDS
  • 00:11:57.150 --> 00:11:59.090
  • WHO ARE STILL MARRIED TODAY.
  • 00:11:59.090 --> 00:12:01.110
  • BUT I DO NOT BELIEVE
  • 00:12:01.110 --> 00:12:03.200
  • THAT ANY WOMAN SHOULD STAY
  • 00:12:03.200 --> 00:12:05.010
  • IN AN ABUSIVE MARRIAGE
  • 00:12:05.010 --> 00:12:06.230
  • OR ANY RELATIONSHIP.
  • 00:12:07.240 --> 00:12:10.240
  • GET OUT.
  • 00:12:10.240 --> 00:12:12.030
  • SO I WOULD ENCOURAGE THEM,
  • 00:12:12.030 --> 00:12:13.050
  • IF YOU DON'T HAVE
  • 00:12:13.050 --> 00:12:14.100
  • A RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD,
  • 00:12:14.100 --> 00:12:15.250
  • JUST TRUST HIM.
  • 00:12:15.250 --> 00:12:17.020
  • JUST TALK TO HIM.
  • 00:12:17.020 --> 00:12:18.150
  • GET TO KNOW HIM
  • 00:12:18.150 --> 00:12:19.200
  • BUT DON'T EVER FEEL
  • 00:12:19.200 --> 00:12:20.250
  • LIKE YOU HAVE TO STAY.
  • 00:12:20.250 --> 00:12:21.250
  • HAVE A NUMBER ON OUR SCREEN
  • 00:12:22.290 --> 00:12:23.280
  • THAT YOU CAN CALL FOR PRAYER.
  • 00:12:23.280 --> 00:12:25.010
  • IF YOU NEED SOMEBODY TO JUST
  • 00:12:25.010 --> 00:12:26.040
  • STAND WITH YOU RIGHT NOW
  • 00:12:26.040 --> 00:12:27.070
  • AND PRAY WITH YOU
  • 00:12:27.070 --> 00:12:28.080
  • AND AGREE WITH YOU,
  • 00:12:28.080 --> 00:12:29.120
  • THAT IS WHY WE ARE HERE.
  • 00:12:29.120 --> 00:12:31.180
  • I'M EVEN WONDERING, DOROTHY,
  • 00:12:31.180 --> 00:12:33.130
  • FOR FAMILY MEMBERS WHO SUSPECT
  • 00:12:33.130 --> 00:12:35.230
  • THAT SOMETHING LIKE THIS
  • 00:12:35.230 --> 00:12:37.070
  • IS GOING ON BUT
  • 00:12:37.070 --> 00:12:39.250
  • THERE'S A LOT OF SECRECY,
  • 00:12:39.250 --> 00:12:41.260
  • WHAT DO YOU DO IF IT IS
  • 00:12:41.260 --> 00:12:43.150
  • SOMEONE LIKE A DAUGHTER
  • 00:12:43.150 --> 00:12:44.230
  • WHAT COULD YOU DO TO HELP?
  • 00:12:45.240 --> 00:12:47.200
  • Dorothy: WHAT YOU CAN DO
  • 00:12:47.200 --> 00:12:49.000
  • TO HELP IS LISTEN. BE THERE.
  • 00:12:49.000 --> 00:12:51.070
  • BE PRESENT IN THOSE MOMENTS.
  • 00:12:51.070 --> 00:12:53.120
  • DON'T JUST HAVE SOMEONE
  • 00:12:53.120 --> 00:12:54.220
  • TO JUST EXPRESS
  • 00:12:54.220 --> 00:12:56.010
  • AND SHARE THEIR HEART.
  • 00:12:56.010 --> 00:12:57.250
  • THEN YOU DISAPPEAR.
  • 00:12:57.250 --> 00:13:00.100
  • BEING THERE IS LIKE
  • 00:13:00.100 --> 00:13:02.060
  • NO MATTER WHAT TIME THEY CALL,
  • 00:13:02.060 --> 00:13:04.000
  • NO MATTER HOW OFTEN
  • 00:13:04.000 --> 00:13:05.150
  • THEY HAVE TO TALK ABOUT IT
  • 00:13:05.150 --> 00:13:06.200
  • OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
  • 00:13:06.200 --> 00:13:08.140
  • AND MORE IMPORTANTLY,
  • 00:13:08.140 --> 00:13:09.270
  • RETAIN CONFIDENTIALITY.
  • 00:13:09.270 --> 00:13:11.080
  • I REMEMBER THE ONE TIME
  • 00:13:11.080 --> 00:13:12.220
  • THAT I DECIDED THAT
  • 00:13:12.220 --> 00:13:14.020
  • I WOULD TRUST SOMEBODY.
  • 00:13:14.020 --> 00:13:15.220
  • I ASKED HER, I SAID,
  • 00:13:15.220 --> 00:13:17.140
  • "ALL I NEED YOU TO DO
  • 00:13:17.140 --> 00:13:18.250
  • IS PLEASE FIND RESOURCES.
  • 00:13:19.090 --> 00:13:22.090
  • I NEED A SHELTER."
  • 00:13:22.090 --> 00:13:23.260
  • I DIDN'T GO INTO DETAILS
  • 00:13:23.260 --> 00:13:25.020
  • BUT I SAID,
  • 00:13:25.020 --> 00:13:26.050
  • "PLEASE, YOU CANNOT TELL."
  • 00:13:26.050 --> 00:13:27.080
  • THIS IS SOMEONE
  • 00:13:27.080 --> 00:13:28.120
  • WHO I WORKED CLOSELY WITH
  • 00:13:28.120 --> 00:13:29.150
  • AS MY EX-HUSBAND'S LOCAL AGENT
  • 00:13:29.150 --> 00:13:32.140
  • WITH ENDORSEMENT
  • 00:13:32.140 --> 00:13:33.250
  • AND APPEARANCES.
  • 00:13:33.250 --> 00:13:35.080
  • AND SHE WENT AND TOLD SOMEONE
  • 00:13:35.080 --> 00:13:37.090
  • INSIDE THE DALLAS
  • 00:13:37.090 --> 00:13:38.290
  • COWBOYS ORGANIZATION.
  • 00:13:38.290 --> 00:13:40.120
  • AND AS A RESULT OF HER
  • 00:13:40.120 --> 00:13:41.160
  • NOT RETAINING CONFIDENTIALITY,
  • 00:13:41.160 --> 00:13:43.220
  • HE CAME HOME AND SHOT AT ME.
  • 00:13:43.220 --> 00:13:46.190
  • SO IT IS REALLY,
  • 00:13:46.190 --> 00:13:48.090
  • REALLY IMPORTANT
  • 00:13:48.090 --> 00:13:49.260
  • THAT YOU DON'T TELL.
  • 00:13:49.260 --> 00:13:52.180
  • I KNOW IT PUTS YOU
  • 00:13:52.180 --> 00:13:54.140
  • IN A HORRIBLE SITUATION
  • 00:13:54.140 --> 00:13:55.190
  • OF JUST HEAR AND HEAR
  • 00:13:55.190 --> 00:13:57.100
  • AND BE A LISTENER
  • 00:13:57.100 --> 00:13:58.250
  • AND NOT FEEL LIKE
  • 00:13:58.250 --> 00:13:59.280
  • YOU CAN DO ANYTHING
  • 00:13:59.280 --> 00:14:01.040
  • BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY,
  • 00:14:01.040 --> 00:14:02.050
  • SHEILA, IT IS MY DECISION
  • 00:14:02.050 --> 00:14:03.250
  • AND I HAVE TO BE THE ONE
  • 00:14:03.250 --> 00:14:05.190
  • TO GET OUT.
  • 00:14:05.190 --> 00:14:06.270
  • SO I NEED YOUR PRAYERS.
  • 00:14:06.270 --> 00:14:08.260
  • SO I WOULD SAY TO A WOMAN
  • 00:14:08.260 --> 00:14:10.180
  • OR ANYBODY AROUND
  • 00:14:10.180 --> 00:14:12.200
  • AN ABUSE VICTIM,
  • 00:14:12.200 --> 00:14:14.070
  • PRAY FOR THAT PERSON.
  • 00:14:14.070 --> 00:14:16.010
  • RETAIN CONFIDENTIALITY
  • 00:14:16.010 --> 00:14:18.000
  • AND BE THERE.
  • 00:14:18.000 --> 00:14:19.170
  • DON'T JUST SAY IT
  • 00:14:19.170 --> 00:14:20.250
  • BUT TRULY BE THERE
  • 00:14:20.250 --> 00:14:21.280
  • BECAUSE THEY MIGHT CALL
  • 00:14:21.280 --> 00:14:23.010
  • IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.
  • 00:14:23.010 --> 00:14:24.060
  • WHO WILL ANSWER?
  • 00:14:24.060 --> 00:14:27.000
  • ULTIMATELY, I WOULD SAY
  • 00:14:27.000 --> 00:14:28.190
  • HAVE A RELATIONSHIP.
  • 00:14:28.190 --> 00:14:29.250
  • ENCOURAGE STRONG POSITIVE
  • 00:14:29.250 --> 00:14:32.240
  • RELATIONSHIPS AROUND YOU.
  • 00:14:32.240 --> 00:14:34.180
  • PRAY THAT GOD WILL
  • 00:14:34.180 --> 00:14:36.020
  • SURROUND YOU WITH PEOPLE
  • 00:14:36.020 --> 00:14:38.020
  • THAT CAN REALLY BE THERE.
  • 00:14:38.020 --> 00:14:40.060
  • Sheila: YOU KNOW
  • 00:14:40.060 --> 00:14:41.120
  • ONE OF THE THINGS I FOUND
  • 00:14:41.120 --> 00:14:42.140
  • MOST FASCINATING BECAUSE
  • 00:14:42.140 --> 00:14:43.170
  • I'D READ YOUR BOOK BEFORE
  • 00:14:43.170 --> 00:14:44.180
  • BECAUSE I WROTE THE FORWARD
  • 00:14:44.180 --> 00:14:45.230
  • TO THIS BOOK
  • 00:14:45.230 --> 00:14:46.250
  • BUT I READ IT AGAIN
  • 00:14:46.250 --> 00:14:47.260
  • BECAUSE I WANTED TO REFRESH,
  • 00:14:47.260 --> 00:14:48.280
  • AND I NOTICED SOMETHING
  • 00:14:48.280 --> 00:14:50.010
  • I HADN'T SEEN BEFORE.
  • 00:14:50.010 --> 00:14:51.030
  • THIS BOOK IS ENDORSED
  • 00:14:51.030 --> 00:14:52.070
  • BY YOUR EX-HUSBAND.
  • 00:14:52.070 --> 00:14:54.200
  • TALK TO US ABOUT THAT.
  • 00:14:54.200 --> 00:14:56.100
  • Dorothy: YES! HE HAS
  • 00:14:56.100 --> 00:14:57.230
  • A RELATIONSHIP NOW WITH GOD.
  • 00:14:57.230 --> 00:15:00.070
  • I WOULD SAY
  • 00:15:00.070 --> 00:15:01.110
  • EVEN AFTER THE DIVORCE,
  • 00:15:01.110 --> 00:15:04.000
  • TROUBLES DON'T STOP,
  • 00:15:04.000 --> 00:15:05.180
  • PRAYERS DON'T STOP.
  • 00:15:05.180 --> 00:15:07.160
  • HE WENT TO PRISON
  • 00:15:07.160 --> 00:15:08.280
  • FOR THREE YEARS.
  • 00:15:08.280 --> 00:15:10.000
  • THERE WAS SO MANY THINGS
  • 00:15:10.000 --> 00:15:11.020
  • WE HAD TO DO AND WORK THROUGH
  • 00:15:11.020 --> 00:15:12.110
  • BECAUSE WE HAVE
  • 00:15:12.110 --> 00:15:13.120
  • TWO AMAZING SONS.
  • 00:15:13.120 --> 00:15:15.030
  • SO IT WAS NEVER EASY.
  • 00:15:15.030 --> 00:15:16.160
  • IT WAS HARD.
  • 00:15:16.160 --> 00:15:17.230
  • BUT YOU CAN'T GIVE UP EITHER.
  • 00:15:17.230 --> 00:15:19.220
  • SO HE IS NOW A DIFFERENT MAN.
  • 00:15:19.220 --> 00:15:21.280
  • HE HAS A RELATIONSHIP.
  • 00:15:21.280 --> 00:15:24.080
  • WE ARE VERY CORDIAL
  • 00:15:24.080 --> 00:15:25.170
  • TO EACH OTHER.
  • 00:15:25.170 --> 00:15:26.270
  • WE ARE NOT BEST OF FRIENDS;
  • 00:15:26.270 --> 00:15:28.080
  • I'M NOT GOING TO SAY THAT.
  • 00:15:28.080 --> 00:15:30.050
  • THAT IS CERTAINLY
  • 00:15:30.050 --> 00:15:31.100
  • NOT THE CASE.
  • 00:15:31.100 --> 00:15:32.150
  • BUT I LOVE WHERE HE IS
  • 00:15:32.150 --> 00:15:34.210
  • BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:15:34.210 --> 00:15:36.120
  • MY SONS GET TO SEE
  • 00:15:36.120 --> 00:15:38.010
  • THEIR FATHER WALKING
  • 00:15:38.010 --> 00:15:39.280
  • IN A DIFFERENT LIGHT.
  • 00:15:39.280 --> 00:15:42.090
  • TO ME, EVEN THOUGH
  • 00:15:42.090 --> 00:15:44.030
  • IT WAS THE WORST,
  • 00:15:44.030 --> 00:15:45.070
  • THE DARKEST DAYS OF MY LIFE
  • 00:15:45.070 --> 00:15:47.060
  • AND WHAT I HAD TO GO THROUGH,
  • 00:15:47.060 --> 00:15:49.290
  • IF I COULD CHANGE IT,
  • 00:15:49.290 --> 00:15:51.100
  • OF COURSE I WOULD
  • 00:15:51.100 --> 00:15:52.130
  • BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:15:52.130 --> 00:15:53.220
  • I AM WHO I AM TODAY
  • 00:15:53.220 --> 00:15:55.170
  • BECAUSE OF GOD.
  • 00:15:55.170 --> 00:15:58.110
  • NATE IS FORGIVEN.
  • 00:15:58.110 --> 00:16:00.130
  • MY FREEDOM CAME
  • 00:16:00.130 --> 00:16:02.070
  • FROM FORGIVING HIM,
  • 00:16:02.070 --> 00:16:03.120
  • AND FORGIVING MYSELF.
  • 00:16:03.120 --> 00:16:04.130
  • SO I WALK IN THAT BECAUSE
  • 00:16:04.130 --> 00:16:07.110
  • GOD IS A GOOD GOD AND
  • 00:16:07.110 --> 00:16:09.020
  • HE LOVES ME NO MATTER WHAT.
  • 00:16:09.020 --> 00:16:11.250
  • IT IS BECAUSE OF HIM THAT
  • 00:16:11.250 --> 00:16:13.170
  • I WAS ABLE TO PRESS THROUGH
  • 00:16:13.170 --> 00:16:16.040
  • EVEN WHEN I WANTED TO GIVE UP
  • 00:16:16.040 --> 00:16:18.050
  • AND TAKE CARE OF MY KIDS
  • 00:16:18.050 --> 00:16:19.270
  • AND FURTHER MY EDUCATION.
  • 00:16:19.270 --> 00:16:22.100
  • Sheila: BY THE WAY,
  • 00:16:22.100 --> 00:16:23.260
  • THIS WOMAN --
  • 00:16:23.260 --> 00:16:25.040
  • THIS WOMAN HAS PUT HERSELF
  • 00:16:25.040 --> 00:16:26.090
  • THROUGH COLLEGE TWICE.
  • 00:16:26.090 --> 00:16:28.190
  • THAT'S SUCH
  • 00:16:28.190 --> 00:16:29.240
  • A REMARKABLE STATEMENT
  • 00:16:29.240 --> 00:16:31.000
  • TO YOUR STRENGTH OF CHARACTER.
  • 00:16:31.000 --> 00:16:33.060
  • THAT'S AMAZING, DOROTHY!
  • 00:16:33.060 --> 00:16:35.030
  • Dorothy: BUT I DO WANT
  • 00:16:35.030 --> 00:16:36.060
  • TO SAY TO YOU, SHEILA,
  • 00:16:36.060 --> 00:16:37.100
  • HONESTLY, TWO THINGS I DID
  • 00:16:38.230 --> 00:16:41.170
  • IS I READ ALL OF YOUR BOOKS.
  • 00:16:41.170 --> 00:16:43.250
  • YOU WERE AN ENCOURAGEMENT
  • 00:16:43.250 --> 00:16:45.010
  • YOU DIDN'T KNOW IT.
  • 00:16:46.100 --> 00:16:47.180
  • THIS WAS MANY, MANY YEARS
  • 00:16:47.180 --> 00:16:50.000
  • AND WATCHED CHRISTIAN
  • 00:16:50.000 --> 00:16:51.120
  • TELEVISION, DAYSTAR.
  • 00:16:51.120 --> 00:16:53.000
  • THAT'S HOW I GOT THROUGH
  • 00:16:53.000 --> 00:16:55.070
  • THE DARKEST TIMES AS WELL
  • 00:16:55.070 --> 00:16:57.080
  • BECAUSE I DIDN'T SHARE.
  • 00:16:57.080 --> 00:16:59.020
  • THE TITLE OF MY BOOK,
  • 00:16:59.020 --> 00:17:00.100
  • SILENT CRY IS BECAUSE
  • 00:17:00.100 --> 00:17:01.150
  • I DIDN'T SHARE.
  • 00:17:01.150 --> 00:17:03.030
  • I HAD A BEST FRIEND
  • 00:17:03.030 --> 00:17:04.160
  • THAT I SHARED THE LAST
  • 00:17:04.160 --> 00:17:05.190
  • FIVE YEARS OF MY MARRIAGE.
  • 00:17:05.190 --> 00:17:06.240
  • THEN EVEN AFTER THAT
  • 00:17:06.240 --> 00:17:08.210
  • I DIDN'T SHARE WITH ANYBODY.
  • 00:17:08.210 --> 00:17:10.230
  • IT WASN'T UNTIL YEARS LATER
  • 00:17:10.230 --> 00:17:12.020
  • THAT I RECEIVED
  • 00:17:12.020 --> 00:17:13.080
  • PROFESSIONAL COUNSELING
  • 00:17:13.080 --> 00:17:14.080
  • THROUGH MY CHURCH HOME,
  • 00:17:14.080 --> 00:17:15.270
  • GATEWAY.
  • 00:17:15.270 --> 00:17:17.190
  • THAT'S WHEN I REALIZED
  • 00:17:17.190 --> 00:17:20.010
  • THAT GOD WANTS MY TEARS.
  • 00:17:20.010 --> 00:17:22.120
  • I HARDLY EVER CRY
  • 00:17:22.120 --> 00:17:23.270
  • BECAUSE I FELT LIKE
  • 00:17:23.270 --> 00:17:25.070
  • I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO STOP;
  • 00:17:25.070 --> 00:17:27.100
  • THE PAIN WAS SO DEEP
  • 00:17:27.100 --> 00:17:29.060
  • AND ROOTED IN ME.
  • 00:17:29.060 --> 00:17:30.190
  • BUT IT WAS BECAUSE OF HIM
  • 00:17:30.190 --> 00:17:32.250
  • AND THE PROFESSIONAL HELP
  • 00:17:32.250 --> 00:17:34.110
  • THAT I AM FREE
  • 00:17:34.110 --> 00:17:35.240
  • AND HAVE BEEN FREE
  • 00:17:35.240 --> 00:17:37.040
  • FOR A LONG TIME --
  • 00:17:37.040 --> 00:17:38.050
  • BY HIS GRACE!
  • 00:17:38.050 --> 00:17:40.020
  • Sheila: I'M JUST SO GRATEFUL
  • 00:17:40.020 --> 00:17:41.240
  • FOR THE COURAGE IT TOOK
  • 00:17:41.240 --> 00:17:43.180
  • TO WRITE A BOOK LIKE THIS;
  • 00:17:43.180 --> 00:17:45.130
  • TO PUT IT DOWN ON PAPER.
  • 00:17:45.130 --> 00:17:46.250
  • I KNOW IT IS ALWAYS
  • 00:17:46.250 --> 00:17:48.010
  • A LITTLE SCARY
  • 00:17:48.010 --> 00:17:49.080
  • BUT I THINK THAT
  • 00:17:49.080 --> 00:17:50.150
  • YOU'RE GOING TO GIVE
  • 00:17:50.150 --> 00:17:51.210
  • SO MANY OTHER WOMEN COURAGE.
  • 00:17:51.210 --> 00:17:52.220
  • AND BECAUSE
  • 00:17:52.220 --> 00:17:53.240
  • YOU HAD THE COURAGE
  • 00:17:53.240 --> 00:17:54.260
  • TO LEAVE AT THE RIGHT TIME,
  • 00:17:54.260 --> 00:17:56.120
  • A GIFT TO YOUR SONS.
  • 00:17:57.260 --> 00:17:59.040
  • IT ALSO SHIFTED THE DYNAMICS
  • 00:17:59.040 --> 00:18:00.220
  • SO THAT NATE THEN
  • 00:18:00.220 --> 00:18:02.040
  • WAS ABLE TO GET SOME HELP
  • 00:18:02.040 --> 00:18:03.060
  • FURTHER DOWN THE LINE,
  • 00:18:04.100 --> 00:18:05.110
  • ARE ABLE TO HAVE
  • 00:18:05.110 --> 00:18:06.150
  • A RELATIONSHIP WITH THEIR DAD.
  • 00:18:06.150 --> 00:18:07.220
  • Dorothy: YES!
  • 00:18:07.220 --> 00:18:08.250
  • AND NOW THEY DO HAVE
  • 00:18:08.250 --> 00:18:09.280
  • A GREAT RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM.
  • 00:18:09.280 --> 00:18:10.290
  • I DON'T INTERFERE AT ALL.
  • 00:18:10.290 --> 00:18:12.290
  • MY OLDEST, 26 YEARS OLD
  • 00:18:12.290 --> 00:18:14.250
  • GOT A MASTERS
  • 00:18:14.250 --> 00:18:16.100
  • FROM THE UNIVERSITY OF TEXAS;
  • 00:18:16.100 --> 00:18:17.160
  • MY YOUNGEST, 18 YEARS OLD,
  • 00:18:17.160 --> 00:18:19.040
  • HE'S A FRESHMAN YEAR
  • 00:18:19.040 --> 00:18:20.210
  • AT U.T. SAN ANTONIO.
  • 00:18:20.210 --> 00:18:21.280
  • THEY HAVE THEIR RELATIONSHIP
  • 00:18:21.280 --> 00:18:23.020
  • WITH THEIR FATHER
  • 00:18:23.020 --> 00:18:24.070
  • AND I'M SO BLESSED
  • 00:18:24.070 --> 00:18:25.120
  • BECAUSE THERE HAS BEEN
  • 00:18:25.120 --> 00:18:26.140
  • MANY, MANY YEARS
  • 00:18:26.140 --> 00:18:27.180
  • ME AND MY BOYS ON OUR KNEES
  • 00:18:27.190 --> 00:18:30.190
  • PRAYING FOR THEIR FATHER,
  • 00:18:30.190 --> 00:18:32.150
  • PRAYING FOR OURSELVES.
  • 00:18:32.150 --> 00:18:34.070
  • BUT I DID IT WITH MY BOYS.
  • 00:18:34.070 --> 00:18:36.210
  • MY BOYS HAD TO SEE ME
  • 00:18:36.210 --> 00:18:39.020
  • TO THE POINT WHERE
  • 00:18:39.020 --> 00:18:40.130
  • IN THE BEGINNING
  • 00:18:40.130 --> 00:18:41.180
  • I COULDN'T PRAY,
  • 00:18:41.180 --> 00:18:43.010
  • AND THEN I COULD PRAY
  • 00:18:43.010 --> 00:18:45.040
  • FOR THEIR FATHER.
  • 00:18:45.040 --> 00:18:46.290
  • SO THEY COULD SEE FORGIVENESS
  • 00:18:46.290 --> 00:18:48.240
  • IN THE PROCESS AS WELL.
  • 00:18:48.240 --> 00:18:51.010
  • Sheila: ONE LIFE CAN MAKE
  • 00:18:51.010 --> 00:18:52.180
  • A HUGE, HUGE DIFFERENCE.
  • 00:18:52.180 --> 00:18:54.180
  • I THINK OF YOUR MOM,
  • 00:18:54.180 --> 00:18:56.170
  • THIRD GRADE EDUCATION
  • 00:18:56.170 --> 00:18:58.010
  • AND THEN COMES DOROTHY
  • 00:18:58.010 --> 00:18:59.140
  • AND NOW WILL COME HER BOYS.
  • 00:18:59.140 --> 00:19:00.290
  • WE'LL WAIT TO SEE
  • 00:19:00.290 --> 00:19:02.060
  • THE IMPACT THEY WILL HAVE
  • 00:19:02.060 --> 00:19:03.070
  • IN THE WORLD.
  • 00:19:03.070 --> 00:19:04.100
  • I WANT YOU TO SEE
  • 00:19:04.100 --> 00:19:05.130
  • HOW YOU CAN HAVE AN IMPACT,
  • 00:19:05.130 --> 00:19:06.160
  • ONE LIFE CAN HAVE AN IMPACT
  • 00:19:06.160 --> 00:19:07.180
  • IN DIFFERENT PARTS
  • 00:19:07.180 --> 00:19:08.190
  • OF THE WORLD.
  • 00:19:08.190 --> 00:19:09.200
  • LAST WEEK MY HUSBAND
  • 00:19:09.200 --> 00:19:11.000
  • AND I DECIDED WE'D GO
  • 00:19:11.000 --> 00:19:12.020
  • SEE A MOVIE.
  • 00:19:12.020 --> 00:19:13.080
  • WE'RE TRYING TO BE MORE
  • 00:19:13.080 --> 00:19:14.110
  • RESPONSIBLE WITH OUR FINANCES
  • 00:19:14.110 --> 00:19:15.140
  • SO WE DIDN'T BUY POPCORN
  • 00:19:15.140 --> 00:19:16.160
  • AND WE DIDN'T GET SODAS; WE
  • 00:19:16.160 --> 00:19:17.180
  • JUST BROUGHT WATER FROM HOME.
  • 00:19:17.180 --> 00:19:18.200
  • ON TWO MOVIE TICKETS.
  • 00:19:21.130 --> 00:19:22.250
  • DO YOU KNOW $30
  • 00:19:22.250 --> 00:19:24.270
  • FEEDS THREE CHILDREN
  • 00:19:24.270 --> 00:19:26.240
  • FOR THREE MONTHS?
  • 00:19:26.240 --> 00:19:29.060
  • $30 WILL FEED THREE CHILDREN
  • 00:19:29.060 --> 00:19:31.280
  • FOR THREE MONTHS.
  • 00:19:31.280 --> 00:19:33.210
  • $50 WILL FEED FIVE CHILDREN
  • 00:19:33.210 --> 00:19:36.100
  • FOR THREE MONTHS.
  • 00:19:36.100 --> 00:19:37.220
  • $100 WOULD FEED TEN CHILDREN
  • 00:19:38.020 --> 00:19:41.020
  • FOR THREE MONTHS.
  • 00:19:41.020 --> 00:19:43.020
  • WHAT WE WANT TO DO
  • 00:19:43.020 --> 00:19:44.140
  • IN THESE VILLAGES IS
  • 00:19:44.140 --> 00:19:46.110
  • TO PROVIDE FOOD FOR CHILDREN
  • 00:19:46.110 --> 00:19:48.140
  • AT SCHOOL.
  • 00:19:48.140 --> 00:19:49.270
  • IF WE EVEN PROVIDED
  • 00:19:49.270 --> 00:19:51.060
  • LIKE A $1.000
  • 00:19:51.060 --> 00:19:52.230
  • WILL HELP 100 CHILDREN
  • 00:19:52.230 --> 00:19:54.030
  • BUT HERE'S WHAT
  • 00:19:54.030 --> 00:19:55.070
  • I THINK IS FASCINATING.
  • 00:19:55.070 --> 00:19:56.180
  • SOME OF YOU COULD DO
  • 00:19:56.180 --> 00:19:57.240
  • A LITTLE BIT MORE.
  • 00:19:57.240 --> 00:19:58.290
  • $1400 WILL SPONSOR
  • 00:19:58.290 --> 00:20:00.030
  • FEEDING A WHOLE SCHOOL
  • 00:20:00.030 --> 00:20:02.170
  • FOR THREE MONTHS -- $1400!
  • 00:20:02.190 --> 00:20:05.190
  • AND FOR THOSE OF YOU
  • 00:20:05.190 --> 00:20:06.260
  • WHO HAVE BEEN PLACED
  • 00:20:06.260 --> 00:20:08.010
  • IN A SITUATION WHERE YOU
  • 00:20:08.010 --> 00:20:09.060
  • HAVE BEEN ENTRUSTED
  • 00:20:09.060 --> 00:20:10.070
  • WITH MORE RESOURCES,
  • 00:20:10.070 --> 00:20:11.120
  • WHICH IS SUCH A GIFT
  • 00:20:11.120 --> 00:20:12.140
  • BECAUSE YOU GET TO GIVE MORE,
  • 00:20:12.140 --> 00:20:13.170
  • $5600 WILL SPONSOR FEEDING
  • 00:20:13.170 --> 00:20:15.080
  • FOR A SCHOOL FOR A WHOLE YEAR!
  • 00:20:15.080 --> 00:20:18.040
  • CAN YOU IMAGINE?
  • 00:20:18.040 --> 00:20:19.190
  • THIS IS NOT JUST
  • 00:20:19.190 --> 00:20:20.240
  • BUSINESS AS USUAL,
  • 00:20:20.240 --> 00:20:22.110
  • THIS IS A CRISIS HERE.
  • 00:20:22.110 --> 00:20:24.080
  • CAN YOU IMAGINE AS A MOM
  • 00:20:24.080 --> 00:20:26.020
  • THAT YOU CAN'T GIVE YOUR CHILD
  • 00:20:26.020 --> 00:20:27.160
  • ONE MEAL A DAY?
  • 00:20:27.290 --> 00:20:30.290
  • WOULD YOU DO SOMETHING?
  • 00:20:30.290 --> 00:20:32.150
  • YOU'LL SEE A NUMBER
  • 00:20:32.150 --> 00:20:33.190
  • ON YOUR SCREEN.
  • 00:20:33.190 --> 00:20:34.190
  • DIAL THAT NUMBER OR GO ONLINE,
  • 00:20:34.190 --> 00:20:36.070
  • GO TO LIFETODAY.ORG AND GIVE
  • 00:20:36.070 --> 00:20:37.240
  • YOUR BEST GIFT POSSIBLE.
  • 00:20:37.240 --> 00:20:40.090
  • IF ALL YOU CAN GIVE IS $30,
  • 00:20:40.090 --> 00:20:41.220
  • THE ANGELS
  • 00:20:41.220 --> 00:20:43.010
  • WILL BE CELEBRATING.
  • 00:20:43.010 --> 00:20:44.080
  • IF YOU DECIDE YOU CAN DO
  • 00:20:44.080 --> 00:20:45.110
  • A WHOLE YEAR FOR A SCHOOL,
  • 00:20:45.110 --> 00:20:47.110
  • THAT WOULD BE FANTASTIC!
  • 00:20:47.110 --> 00:20:49.000
  • BUT LET'S FEED THESE CHILDREN
  • 00:20:49.000 --> 00:20:51.050
  • Announcer: IN REMOTE AND IMPOVERISHED AREAS OF AFRICA,
  • 00:20:53.260 --> 00:20:56.090
  • FAMILIES ARE SUFFERING,
  • 00:20:56.120 --> 00:20:58.090
  • FACING DEATH BY STARVATION
  • 00:20:58.120 --> 00:21:00.110
  • AND THOSE HIT THE HARDEST ARE THE CHILDREN.
  • 00:21:00.140 --> 00:21:03.100
  • LIFE'S MISSION FEEDING PROGRAM IS THERE
  • 00:21:03.130 --> 00:21:05.120
  • READY TO FEED AND CARE FOR THESE CHILDREN
  • 00:21:05.150 --> 00:21:07.220
  • IN CRISIS AREAS OF ANGOLA, MOZAMBIQUE, AND SUDAN.
  • 00:21:07.250 --> 00:21:11.110
  • WITH ALL OF OUR PREVIOUS RESERVES GONE
  • 00:21:11.140 --> 00:21:13.140
  • AND SOUTHERN AFRICA FACING ITS WORST DROUGHT
  • 00:21:13.170 --> 00:21:15.160
  • AND FOOD SHORTAGE IN YEARS,
  • 00:21:15.190 --> 00:21:17.160
  • WE URGENTLY NEED TO REPLENISH OUR FOOD SUPPLIES
  • 00:21:17.190 --> 00:21:19.220
  • TO REACH 400.000 CHILDREN COUNTING ON US.
  • 00:21:19.250 --> 00:21:23.190
  • YOUR LIFE-SAVING GIFT OF $30, $50, OR $100
  • 00:21:23.220 --> 00:21:27.070
  • WILL HELP FEED AND CARE FOR THREE, FIVE, OR TEN CHILDREN
  • 00:21:27.100 --> 00:21:30.140
  • FOR THE NEXT THREE MONTHS.
  • 00:21:30.170 --> 00:21:32.140
  • PLEASE ALSO CONSIDER A SPECIAL GIFT OF $1400
  • 00:21:32.170 --> 00:21:35.010
  • TO HELP SPONSOR A SCHOOL
  • 00:21:35.040 --> 00:21:37.010
  • AND HELP FEED 140 CHILDREN
  • 00:21:37.040 --> 00:21:39.010
  • FOR THREE FULL MONTHS.
  • 00:21:39.040 --> 00:21:41.010
  • WITH YOUR GIFT OF ANY AMOUNT
  • 00:21:41.040 --> 00:21:43.010
  • WE'LL SEND YOU THE BRAND NEW AUDIO SERIES, LIVING YOUR DESTINY.
  • 00:21:43.040 --> 00:21:46.010
  • HEAR FIVE OUTSTANDING BIBLE TEACHERS AND WOMEN OF FAITH
  • 00:21:46.040 --> 00:21:49.140
  • SHARE HOW TO LIVE THE LIFE GOD DESTINED FOR YOU.
  • 00:21:49.170 --> 00:21:52.270
  • WITH YOUR GIFT OF $100 OR MORE
  • 00:21:53.000 --> 00:21:54.290
  • YOU'LL ALSO RECEIVE THE LONGING IN ME BY SHEILA WALSH,
  • 00:21:55.020 --> 00:21:57.270
  • AND UNASHAMED BY CHRISTINE CAINE.
  • 00:21:58.000 --> 00:22:01.140
  • AND FINALLY, WITH YOUR GIFT OF $1.000 OR MORE,
  • 00:22:01.170 --> 00:22:04.090
  • BE SURE TO REQUEST "MAJESTY,"
  • 00:22:04.120 --> 00:22:06.090
  • OUR 2016 COMMEMORATIVE BRONZE SCULPTURE.
  • 00:22:06.120 --> 00:22:09.270
  • PLEASE CALL, WRITE, OR GO ONLINE TODAY
  • 00:22:10.000 --> 00:22:12.220
  • AND MAKE YOUR GIFT OF LIFE
  • 00:22:12.250 --> 00:22:14.220
  • TO HELP FEED AND CARE FOR HUNGRY CHILDREN.
  • 00:22:14.250 --> 00:22:18.290
  • Sheila: IF YOU FEEL LIKE
  • 00:22:22.070 --> 00:22:25.070
  • YOU'VE BEEN REALLY TOUCHED
  • 00:22:25.070 --> 00:22:26.140
  • BY DOROTHY'S TESTIMONY,
  • 00:22:26.140 --> 00:22:28.010
  • WE WILL ALSO SEND YOU --
  • 00:22:28.010 --> 00:22:29.170
  • IF YOU ASK, SAY,
  • 00:22:29.170 --> 00:22:30.190
  • "I WANT THE SILENT CRY ,"
  • 00:22:30.190 --> 00:22:31.220
  • WE WILL SEND THAT
  • 00:22:31.220 --> 00:22:32.240
  • TO YOU AS WELL.
  • 00:22:32.240 --> 00:22:33.290
  • BECAUSE JUST AS YOU GIVE
  • 00:22:33.290 --> 00:22:35.010
  • WE WANT TO BLESS YOU BACK.
  • 00:22:35.010 --> 00:22:36.060
  • PLEASE, WILL YOU HELP ME
  • 00:22:36.060 --> 00:22:37.110
  • THANK THE AMAZING, BEAUTIFUL
  • 00:22:37.110 --> 00:22:39.210
  • DOROTHY NEWTON.
  • 00:22:39.210 --> 00:22:41.040
  • LOVE YOU!
  • 00:22:41.040 --> 00:22:42.200
  • Dorothy: THANK YOU.
  • 00:22:43.020 --> 00:22:46.020
  • Sheila: WE'LL SEE YOU
  • 00:22:46.020 --> 00:22:47.040
  • NEXT TIME. GOD BLESS.
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  • SHATTERED
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  • LIKE YOU'VE NEVER BEEN BEFORE
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  • THE LIFE YOU KNEW
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  • IN A THOUSAND PIECES ON THE FLOOR
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  • AND WORDS FALL SHORT
  • 00:23:30.230 --> 00:23:32.200
  • IN TIMES LIKE THESE
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  • WHEN THIS WORLD DRIVES YOU TO YOUR KNEES
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  • YOU THINK YOU'LL NEVER GOING TO GET BACK
  • 00:23:38.260 --> 00:23:42.120
  • TO THE YOU YOU USED TO BE
  • 00:23:42.150 --> 00:23:46.100
  • TELL YOUR HEART TO BEAT AGAIN
  • 00:23:47.150 --> 00:23:50.270
  • CLOSE YOUR EYES AND BREATHE IT IN
  • 00:23:51.000 --> 00:23:54.130
  • LET THE SHADOWS FALL AWAY
  • 00:23:54.160 --> 00:23:57.290
  • STEP INTO THE LIGHT OF GRACE
  • 00:23:58.020 --> 00:24:01.200
  • YESTERDAY'S A CLOSING DOOR
  • 00:24:01.230 --> 00:24:05.070
  • YOU DON'T LIVE THERE ANYMORE
  • 00:24:05.100 --> 00:24:08.240
  • SAY GOOD-BYE TO WHERE YOU'VE BEEN
  • 00:24:08.270 --> 00:24:12.230
  • AND TELL YOUR HEART TO BEAT AGAIN
  • 00:24:12.260 --> 00:24:17.020
  • BEGINNING
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  • JUST LET THAT WORD WASH OVER YOU
  • 00:24:24.200 --> 00:24:28.020
  • IT'S ALL RIGHT NOW
  • 00:24:28.050 --> 00:24:31.200
  • LOVE'S HEALING HANDS HAVE PULLED YOU THROUGH
  • 00:24:31.230 --> 00:24:35.040
  • SO GET BACK UP
  • 00:24:35.070 --> 00:24:37.040
  • TOUCH THAT ONE
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  • LEAVE THE DARKNESS FEEL THE SUN
  • 00:24:39.070 --> 00:24:43.110
  • BECAUSE YOUR STORY'S FAR FROM OVER
  • 00:24:43.140 --> 00:24:46.270
  • AND YOUR JOURNEY'S JUST BEGUN
  • 00:24:47.000 --> 00:24:50.210
  • TELL YOUR HEART TO BEAT AGAIN
  • 00:24:51.260 --> 00:24:55.090
  • CLOSE YOUR EYES AND BREATHE IT IN
  • 00:24:55.120 --> 00:24:59.000
  • LET THE SHADOWS FALL AWAY
  • 00:24:59.030 --> 00:25:02.140
  • STEP INTO THE LIGHT OF GRACE
  • 00:25:02.170 --> 00:25:06.020
  • YESTERDAY'S A CLOSING DOOR
  • 00:25:06.050 --> 00:25:09.200
  • YOU DON'T LIVE THERE ANYMORE
  • 00:25:09.230 --> 00:25:13.080
  • SAY GOOD-BYE TO WHERE YOU'VE BEEN
  • 00:25:13.110 --> 00:25:17.020
  • AND TELL YOUR HEART TO BEAT AGAIN
  • 00:25:17.050 --> 00:25:20.290
  • LET EVERY HEARTBREAK
  • 00:25:22.030 --> 00:25:25.160
  • AND EVERY SCAR
  • 00:25:25.190 --> 00:25:30.020
  • BE A WITNESS THAT REMINDS YOU
  • 00:25:30.050 --> 00:25:33.120
  • WHO HAS CARRIED YOU THIS FAR
  • 00:25:33.150 --> 00:25:36.050
  • 'CAUSE LOVE SEES FARTHER
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  • THAN YOU EVER COULD
  • 00:25:39.250 --> 00:25:44.010
  • IN THIS MOMENT HEAVEN'S WORKING
  • 00:25:44.040 --> 00:25:47.230
  • EVERYTHING FOR YOUR GOOD
  • 00:25:47.260 --> 00:25:51.280
  • TELL YOUR HEART TO BEAT AGAIN
  • 00:25:52.280 --> 00:25:56.070
  • CLOSE YOUR EYES AND BREATHE IT IN
  • 00:25:56.100 --> 00:25:59.220
  • LET THE SHADOWS FALL AWAY
  • 00:25:59.250 --> 00:26:03.120
  • STEP INTO THE LIGHT OF GRACE
  • 00:26:03.150 --> 00:26:06.290
  • YESTERDAY'S A CLOSING DOOR
  • 00:26:07.020 --> 00:26:10.170
  • YOU DON'T LIVE THERE ANYMORE
  • 00:26:10.200 --> 00:26:14.080
  • SAY GOOD-BYE TO WHERE YOU'VE BEEN
  • 00:26:14.110 --> 00:26:17.240
  • AND TELL YOUR HEART TO BEAT AGAIN
  • 00:26:17.270 --> 00:26:25.110
  • YOUR HEART TO BEAT AGAIN
  • 00:26:25.140 --> 00:26:32.120
  • YOUR HEART TO BEAT AGAIN
  • 00:26:32.150 --> 00:26:39.240
  • BEAT AGAIN
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