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Jaci Velasquez | When God Rescripts Your Life

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November 18, 2020
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The Grammy-nominated artist outlines the ups and downs of her career and the redemption she found through it all.

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Jaci Velasquez | When God Rescripts Your Life

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  • NEXT ONLIFE TODAY!
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  • AFTER RECORDING ARTISTJACI VELASQUEZ
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  • FACED HEARTBREAKING STRUGGLESAND FELL FROM STARDOM,
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  • SHE ASKED GOD,WHY ME?
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  • - BECAUSE HEWASN'T MAD AT ME.
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  • HE DIDN'T CHASTISE MEEVEN WHEN I WAS ANGRY AT HIM.
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  • HE WAS JUST WAITING FOR METO ASK THE RIGHT QUESTION,
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  • WHY NOT ME?
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  • AND IT'S AT THAT POINT THATI COULD FEEL HIM PICK ME UP,
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  • DUST ME OFF AND SAY, "JACI,NOW IT'S TIME TO FIGHT."
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  • Sheila: HI! I'M SHEILA WALSH.
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  • Sheila: HI! I'M SHEILA WALSH.WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY .
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  • WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY .WE'RE SO GLAD
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  • WE'RE SO GLADTHAT YOU'RE JOINING US.
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  • THAT YOU'RE JOINING US.I REMEMBER SOME TIME AGO
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  • I REMEMBER SOME TIME AGOI WAS IN NASHVILLE
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  • TO DO SOME EVENT
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  • TO DO SOME EVENTAND SOMEBODY SAID TO ME,
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  • TO DO SOME EVENTAND SOMEBODY SAID TO ME,"HAVE YOU HEARD HER?"
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  • AND SOMEBODY SAID TO ME,"HAVE YOU HEARD HER?"AND I'M LIKE, "HEARD WHO?"
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  • "HAVE YOU HEARD HER?"AND I'M LIKE, "HEARD WHO?"AND THEY SAID,
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  • AND I'M LIKE, "HEARD WHO?"AND THEY SAID,"THIS AMAZING NEW ARTIST
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  • AND THEY SAID,"THIS AMAZING NEW ARTISTAND SHE IS LIKE 16
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  • "THIS AMAZING NEW ARTISTAND SHE IS LIKE 16OR SOMETHING."
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  • AND SHE IS LIKE 16OR SOMETHING."AND THEY PLAYED ME A CUT
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  • OR SOMETHING."AND THEY PLAYED ME A CUTAND I WAS LIKE,
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  • AND THEY PLAYED ME A CUTAND I WAS LIKE,"OH MY GOSH!
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  • AND I WAS LIKE,"OH MY GOSH!THAT'S AMAZING!"
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  • "OH MY GOSH!THAT'S AMAZING!"WELL, I'M REALLY HAPPY
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  • THAT'S AMAZING!"WELL, I'M REALLY HAPPYTO TELL YOU THAT TODAY
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  • WELL, I'M REALLY HAPPYTO TELL YOU THAT TODAYSHE IS HERE WITH US.
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  • TO TELL YOU THAT TODAYSHE IS HERE WITH US.SO JACI VELASQUEZ,
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  • SHE IS HERE WITH US.SO JACI VELASQUEZ,IT'S SUCH A JOY
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  • Jaci: ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
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  • Jaci: ARE YOU KIDDING ME?I WOULDN'T MISS IT
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  • I WOULDN'T MISS ITFOR THE WORLD!
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  • FOR THE WORLD!YOU'RE AMAZING.
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  • YOU'RE AMAZING.AND YOU'RE JUST
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  • AND YOU'RE JUSTAS BEAUTIFUL AS EVER!
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  • I SAW YOUR FACE
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  • I SAW YOUR FACEON THE COVER OF A CASSETTE,
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  • I SAW YOUR FACEON THE COVER OF A CASSETTE,YOU LOOK EXACTLY THE SAME.
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  • ON THE COVER OF A CASSETTE,YOU LOOK EXACTLY THE SAME.Sheila: AT LEAST
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  • YOU LOOK EXACTLY THE SAME.Sheila: AT LEASTIT WASN'T AN EIGHT TRACK.
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  • Sheila: AT LEASTIT WASN'T AN EIGHT TRACK.THANK YOU, JESUS!
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  • IT WASN'T AN EIGHT TRACK.THANK YOU, JESUS!Jaci: YOU'RE NOT OLD ENOUGH
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  • THANK YOU, JESUS!Jaci: YOU'RE NOT OLD ENOUGHFOR THAT.
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  • Jaci: YOU'RE NOT OLD ENOUGHFOR THAT.Sheila: SO TAKE US BACK.
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  • FOR THAT.Sheila: SO TAKE US BACK.WAS YOUR EARLY DAYS
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  • Sheila: SO TAKE US BACK.WAS YOUR EARLY DAYSINVOLVED IN MUSIC?
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  • WAS YOUR EARLY DAYSINVOLVED IN MUSIC?Jaci: WELL, YES.
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  • INVOLVED IN MUSIC?Jaci: WELL, YES.MY DAD WAS A PASTOR
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  • Jaci: WELL, YES.MY DAD WAS A PASTORUP UNTIL I WAS NINE YEARS OLD.
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  • MY DAD WAS A PASTORUP UNTIL I WAS NINE YEARS OLD.THEN HE BECAME AN EVANGELIST,
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  • UP UNTIL I WAS NINE YEARS OLD.THEN HE BECAME AN EVANGELIST,WHICH IS BASICALLY A PASTOR
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  • THEN HE BECAME AN EVANGELIST,WHICH IS BASICALLY A PASTORWHO TRAVELS
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  • WHICH IS BASICALLY A PASTORWHO TRAVELSTO DIFFERENT CHURCHES
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  • WHO TRAVELSTO DIFFERENT CHURCHESAND PREACHES.
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  • TO DIFFERENT CHURCHESAND PREACHES.BECAUSE I WAS A LITTLE GIRL,
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  • AND PREACHES.BECAUSE I WAS A LITTLE GIRL,I WAS NINE YEARS OLD,
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  • BECAUSE I WAS A LITTLE GIRL,I WAS NINE YEARS OLD,I WAS THE LAST KID
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  • I WAS NINE YEARS OLD,I WAS THE LAST KIDLEFT AT HOME,
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  • I WAS THE LAST KIDLEFT AT HOME,THEY HAD TO TAKE ME WITH THEM.
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  • LEFT AT HOME,THEY HAD TO TAKE ME WITH THEM.SO MY MOM AND DAD
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  • THEY HAD TO TAKE ME WITH THEM.SO MY MOM AND DADTOOK ME WITH THEM ON THE ROAD.
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  • SO MY MOM AND DADTOOK ME WITH THEM ON THE ROAD.WE TRAVELED THE COUNTRY.
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  • TOOK ME WITH THEM ON THE ROAD.WE TRAVELED THE COUNTRY.I WAS HOMESCHOOLED
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  • WE TRAVELED THE COUNTRY.I WAS HOMESCHOOLEDIN THE BACK SEAT
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  • I WAS HOMESCHOOLEDIN THE BACK SEATOF AN '85 HONDA ACCORD.
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  • IN THE BACK SEATOF AN '85 HONDA ACCORD.Sheila: WOW!
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  • OF AN '85 HONDA ACCORD.Sheila: WOW!Jaci: WITH A TV VHS,
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  • Sheila: WOW!Jaci: WITH A TV VHS,AC/DC CONVERTER,
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  • Jaci: WITH A TV VHS,AC/DC CONVERTER,LITTLE TV WITH VIDEOTAPES
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  • AC/DC CONVERTER,LITTLE TV WITH VIDEOTAPESTHAT I WOULD WATCH
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  • LITTLE TV WITH VIDEOTAPESTHAT I WOULD WATCHALL OF MY CLASSES
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  • THAT I WOULD WATCHALL OF MY CLASSESAND SIT IN THE BACK
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  • ALL OF MY CLASSESAND SIT IN THE BACKAND OF COURSE,
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  • AND SIT IN THE BACKAND OF COURSE,I'D FINISH UP THE SCHOOL.
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  • AND OF COURSE,I'D FINISH UP THE SCHOOL.AND I'D LOOK FORWARD
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  • I'D FINISH UP THE SCHOOL.AND I'D LOOK FORWARDTO THE SIX HOURS
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  • AND I'D LOOK FORWARDTO THE SIX HOURSOF TRAVELING IN A CAR
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  • TO THE SIX HOURSOF TRAVELING IN A CARWATCHING SCHOOL ON TAPE
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  • OF TRAVELING IN A CARWATCHING SCHOOL ON TAPEAND I WOULD WATCH MOVIES.
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  • WATCHING SCHOOL ON TAPEAND I WOULD WATCH MOVIES.SO I REMEMBER I USED TO HAVE
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  • AND I WOULD WATCH MOVIES.SO I REMEMBER I USED TO HAVETHIS BEAUTIFUL PICTURE
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  • SO I REMEMBER I USED TO HAVETHIS BEAUTIFUL PICTUREOF WHAT LIFE WAS LIKE,
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  • THIS BEAUTIFUL PICTUREOF WHAT LIFE WAS LIKE,LIKE WHAT NINTH GRADERS,
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  • OF WHAT LIFE WAS LIKE,LIKE WHAT NINTH GRADERS,WHAT JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL
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  • LIKE WHAT NINTH GRADERS,WHAT JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOLLOOKED LIKE,
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  • WHAT JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOLLOOKED LIKE,WHAT HIGH SCHOOL LOOKED LIKE.
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  • LOOKED LIKE,WHAT HIGH SCHOOL LOOKED LIKE.SO I'D WATCH MOVIES
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  • WHAT HIGH SCHOOL LOOKED LIKE.SO I'D WATCH MOVIESAND I'D GET THESE CONCEPTS
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  • SO I'D WATCH MOVIESAND I'D GET THESE CONCEPTSOF WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE
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  • AND REALLY ROMANTICIZE
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  • AND REALLY ROMANTICIZEALL OF THIS STUFF
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  • ALL OF THIS STUFFAND KIND OF ENVISION
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  • AND KIND OF ENVISIONAND DREAM ABOUT
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  • IF I WERE IN SCHOOL
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  • IF I WERE IN SCHOOLOR WHEN I GREW UP
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  • IF I WERE IN SCHOOLOR WHEN I GREW UPAND I WASN'T IN THE BACK SEAT
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  • OR WHEN I GREW UPAND I WASN'T IN THE BACK SEATOF A HONDA ACCORD.
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  • AND I WASN'T IN THE BACK SEATOF A HONDA ACCORD.Sheila: THAT'S A LITTLE
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  • OF A HONDA ACCORD.Sheila: THAT'S A LITTLEDIFFERENT THAN MOST OF US.
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  • Sheila: THAT'S A LITTLEDIFFERENT THAN MOST OF US.BUT I'M JUST WONDERING,
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  • DIFFERENT THAN MOST OF US.BUT I'M JUST WONDERING,WHAT HAPPENED?
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  • BUT I'M JUST WONDERING,WHAT HAPPENED?HOW DID THAT BIG BREAK COME
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  • WHAT HAPPENED?HOW DID THAT BIG BREAK COMEWHEN YOU WERE SO YOUNG?
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  • HOW DID THAT BIG BREAK COMEWHEN YOU WERE SO YOUNG?DID SOMEBODY HEAR YOU
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  • WHEN YOU WERE SO YOUNG?DID SOMEBODY HEAR YOUAND THINK, OH MY GOSH!
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  • DID SOMEBODY HEAR YOUAND THINK, OH MY GOSH!THIS GIRL IS GIFTED BY GOD?
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  • AND THINK, OH MY GOSH!THIS GIRL IS GIFTED BY GOD?Jaci: WELL, BECAUSE
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  • THIS GIRL IS GIFTED BY GOD?Jaci: WELL, BECAUSEWE WERE TRAVELING SO OFTEN.
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  • Jaci: WELL, BECAUSEWE WERE TRAVELING SO OFTEN.WE WERE GOING
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  • WE WERE TRAVELING SO OFTEN.WE WERE GOINGFROM SUNDAY MORNING CHURCH
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  • WE WERE GOINGFROM SUNDAY MORNING CHURCHTO SUNDAY NIGHT CHURCH,
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  • FROM SUNDAY MORNING CHURCHTO SUNDAY NIGHT CHURCH,AND THEN GOING
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  • TO SUNDAY NIGHT CHURCH,AND THEN GOINGTO A DIFFERENT STATE,
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  • AND THEN GOINGTO A DIFFERENT STATE,DO WEDNESDAY NIGHT CHURCH.
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  • TO A DIFFERENT STATE,DO WEDNESDAY NIGHT CHURCH.BY THE TIME I WAS 13,
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  • DO WEDNESDAY NIGHT CHURCH.BY THE TIME I WAS 13,MY PARENTS WERE DOING
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  • BY THE TIME I WAS 13,MY PARENTS WERE DOINGTHE ADULT SERVICES
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  • MY PARENTS WERE DOINGTHE ADULT SERVICESAND I WAS DOING
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  • THE ADULT SERVICESAND I WAS DOINGLIKE THE YOUTH SERVICES
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  • AND I WAS DOINGLIKE THE YOUTH SERVICESAND LIKE THE YOUTH
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  • LIKE THE YOUTH SERVICESAND LIKE THE YOUTHKIND OF GROUP STUFF.
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  • AND LIKE THE YOUTHKIND OF GROUP STUFF.SO THEN I GUESS IT WAS WHEN
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  • KIND OF GROUP STUFF.SO THEN I GUESS IT WAS WHENI WAS 13 SOMEBODY HEARD ME,
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  • SO THEN I GUESS IT WAS WHENI WAS 13 SOMEBODY HEARD ME,SENT A VIDEOTAPE
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  • I WAS 13 SOMEBODY HEARD ME,SENT A VIDEOTAPEBACK TO NASHVILLE
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  • SENT A VIDEOTAPEBACK TO NASHVILLETO WHAT WOULD END UP
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  • BACK TO NASHVILLETO WHAT WOULD END UPBECOMING MY MANAGER,
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  • TO WHAT WOULD END UPBECOMING MY MANAGER,AND I WAS 13.
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  • BECOMING MY MANAGER,AND I WAS 13.SO THAT WAS A CRAZY TIME.
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  • AND I WAS 13.SO THAT WAS A CRAZY TIME.WHEN I WAS 14
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  • SO THAT WAS A CRAZY TIME.WHEN I WAS 14THEY FLEW MY FAMILY
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  • WHEN I WAS 14THEY FLEW MY FAMILYUP TO NASHVILLE.
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  • THEY FLEW MY FAMILYUP TO NASHVILLE.THEY FLEW ME AND MY PARENTS
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  • UP TO NASHVILLE.THEY FLEW ME AND MY PARENTSUP TO NASHVILLE
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  • THEY FLEW ME AND MY PARENTSUP TO NASHVILLEAND OFFERED ME A RECORD DEAL.
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  • UP TO NASHVILLEAND OFFERED ME A RECORD DEAL.WHEN I WAS 14
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  • AND OFFERED ME A RECORD DEAL.WHEN I WAS 14I STARTED WORKING
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  • WHEN I WAS 14I STARTED WORKINGON THE FIRST PROJECT
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  • I STARTED WORKINGON THE FIRST PROJECTWHICH WAS HEAVENLY PLACE .
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  • ON THE FIRST PROJECTWHICH WAS HEAVENLY PLACE .THAT CAME OUT WHEN I WAS 16.
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  • WHICH WAS HEAVENLY PLACE .THAT CAME OUT WHEN I WAS 16.SO THAT WAS A COUPLE YEAR
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  • THAT CAME OUT WHEN I WAS 16.SO THAT WAS A COUPLE YEARARTIST DEVELOPMENT SITUATION.
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  • SO THAT WAS A COUPLE YEARARTIST DEVELOPMENT SITUATION.SO THAT WAS TWO YEARS' WORTH;
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  • ARTIST DEVELOPMENT SITUATION.SO THAT WAS TWO YEARS' WORTH;THAT CAME OUT WHEN I WAS 16.
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  • SO THAT WAS TWO YEARS' WORTH;THAT CAME OUT WHEN I WAS 16.I HIT THE ROAD TRAVELING
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  • THAT CAME OUT WHEN I WAS 16.I HIT THE ROAD TRAVELINGAGAIN NON-STOP,
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  • I HIT THE ROAD TRAVELINGAGAIN NON-STOP,300 DAYS A YEAR--
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  • AGAIN NON-STOP,300 DAYS A YEAR--300 DAYS IN THE FIRST YEAR,
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  • 300 DAYS A YEAR--300 DAYS IN THE FIRST YEAR,AND THERE ARE ONLY
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  • 300 DAYS IN THE FIRST YEAR,AND THERE ARE ONLY365 DAYS IN A YEAR.
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  • AND THERE ARE ONLY365 DAYS IN A YEAR.Sheila: USUALLY.
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  • 365 DAYS IN A YEAR.Sheila: USUALLY.Jaci: SOME DAYS,
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  • Sheila: USUALLY.Jaci: SOME DAYS,DEPENDING ON COVID.
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  • Jaci: SOME DAYS,DEPENDING ON COVID.300 DAYS THAT YEAR
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  • DEPENDING ON COVID.300 DAYS THAT YEARAND I JUST--IT WAS A LOT.
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  • 300 DAYS THAT YEARAND I JUST--IT WAS A LOT.Sheila: DID YOU KNOW
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  • AND I JUST--IT WAS A LOT.Sheila: DID YOU KNOWAT THAT POINT
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  • Sheila: DID YOU KNOWAT THAT POINTTHAT THIS WAS GOING TO BE
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  • AT THAT POINTTHAT THIS WAS GOING TO BEA HUGE DEAL.
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  • THAT THIS WAS GOING TO BEA HUGE DEAL.DID YOU HAVE A SENSE OF
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  • A HUGE DEAL.DID YOU HAVE A SENSE OFGOD IS ABOUT
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  • DID YOU HAVE A SENSE OFGOD IS ABOUTTO THROW DOORS OPEN.
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  • GOD IS ABOUTTO THROW DOORS OPEN.Jaci: I THINK
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  • TO THROW DOORS OPEN.Jaci: I THINKWHEN YOU'RE 16 YEARS OLD,
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  • Jaci: I THINKWHEN YOU'RE 16 YEARS OLD,MAYBE IF I WOULD HAVE
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  • WHEN YOU'RE 16 YEARS OLD,MAYBE IF I WOULD HAVEBEEN MORE MATURE
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  • MAYBE IF I WOULD HAVEBEEN MORE MATUREI WOULD HAVE HAD THAT SENSE
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  • BEEN MORE MATUREI WOULD HAVE HAD THAT SENSEBUT I WAS AT THIS POINT
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  • I WOULD HAVE HAD THAT SENSEBUT I WAS AT THIS POINTJUST DOING
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  • BECAUSE LIKE, "HEY!
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  • BECAUSE LIKE, "HEY!YOU HAVE A FLIGHT AT FOUR AM."
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  • YOU HAVE A FLIGHT AT FOUR AM.""OKAY, I'LL WAKE UP."
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  • "OKAY, I'LL WAKE UP."JUST GOING ABOUT, MY HEART
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  • BECAUSE I LOVED...
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  • BECAUSE I LOVED...I LOVED THE CONCEPT
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  • BECAUSE I LOVED...I LOVED THE CONCEPTOF BEING ABLE
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  • I LOVED THE CONCEPTOF BEING ABLETO BE A ROLE MODEL
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  • OF BEING ABLETO BE A ROLE MODELFOR YOUNG GIRLS.
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  • TO BE A ROLE MODELFOR YOUNG GIRLS.BUT I ALSO HAD THIS KIND
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  • FOR YOUNG GIRLS.BUT I ALSO HAD THIS KINDOF LACK OF UNDERSTANDING
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  • BUT I ALSO HAD THIS KINDOF LACK OF UNDERSTANDINGAS TO WHAT I WAS
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  • OF LACK OF UNDERSTANDINGAS TO WHAT I WASREALLY WALKING INTO
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  • AS TO WHAT I WASREALLY WALKING INTOBECAUSE IT ALL FELT LIKE
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  • REALLY WALKING INTOBECAUSE IT ALL FELT LIKEA HUGE BLUR.
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  • BECAUSE IT ALL FELT LIKEA HUGE BLUR.LIKE THERE WAS SO MUCH
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  • A HUGE BLUR.LIKE THERE WAS SO MUCHHAPPENING SO FAST, SO QUICK.
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  • LIKE THERE WAS SO MUCHHAPPENING SO FAST, SO QUICK.LIKE THERE WASN'T TIME
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  • HAPPENING SO FAST, SO QUICK.LIKE THERE WASN'T TIMETO ENJOY THE SUCCESS
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  • LIKE THERE WASN'T TIMETO ENJOY THE SUCCESSBECAUSE YOU HAVE TO MOVE ON
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  • TO ENJOY THE SUCCESSBECAUSE YOU HAVE TO MOVE ONTO THE NEXT THING.
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  • BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO MOVE ONTO THE NEXT THING.BECAUSE BY THE TIME I WAS 18
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  • TO THE NEXT THING.BECAUSE BY THE TIME I WAS 18I'D JUST SIGNED A RECORD DEAL
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  • BECAUSE BY THE TIME I WAS 18I'D JUST SIGNED A RECORD DEALWITH SONY DISCOS.
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  • I'D JUST SIGNED A RECORD DEALWITH SONY DISCOS.SO I WAS MAKING A RECORD
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  • WITH SONY DISCOS.SO I WAS MAKING A RECORDEVERY YEAR, ONE IN ENGLISH,
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  • SO I WAS MAKING A RECORDEVERY YEAR, ONE IN ENGLISH,ONE IN SPANISH,
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  • EVERY YEAR, ONE IN ENGLISH,ONE IN SPANISH,ONE IN ENGLISH,
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  • ONE IN SPANISH,ONE IN ENGLISH,ONE IN SPANISH.
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  • ONE IN ENGLISH,ONE IN SPANISH.AND THEN ONE YEAR
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  • ONE IN SPANISH.AND THEN ONE YEARI HAD TO MAKE
  • 00:05:47.160 --> 00:05:48.494
  • AND THEN ONE YEARI HAD TO MAKETWO CHRISTMAS RECORDS,
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  • I HAD TO MAKETWO CHRISTMAS RECORDS,ONE IN ENGLISH ONE IN SPANISH.
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  • TWO CHRISTMAS RECORDS,ONE IN ENGLISH ONE IN SPANISH.THAT WAS LIKE A BIG TIMEFRAME.
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  • ONE IN ENGLISH ONE IN SPANISH.THAT WAS LIKE A BIG TIMEFRAME.WHAT WAS INTERESTING IS THAT
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  • THAT WAS LIKE A BIG TIMEFRAME.WHAT WAS INTERESTING IS THATGOD IS SO GOOD
  • 00:05:53.933 --> 00:05:56.636
  • WHAT WAS INTERESTING IS THATGOD IS SO GOODAND SO FULL OF GRACE BECAUSE
  • 00:05:56.636 --> 00:05:57.970
  • GOD IS SO GOODAND SO FULL OF GRACE BECAUSETHAT COULD HAVE TURNED INTO
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  • AND SO FULL OF GRACE BECAUSETHAT COULD HAVE TURNED INTOSO MANY OTHER POOR CHOICES
  • 00:06:00.339 --> 00:06:02.842
  • THAT COULD HAVE TURNED INTOSO MANY OTHER POOR CHOICESBUT BECAUSE I WAS SO BUSY
  • 00:06:02.842 --> 00:06:04.277
  • SO MANY OTHER POOR CHOICESBUT BECAUSE I WAS SO BUSYTHERE WASN'T THAT OPTION,
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  • BUT BECAUSE I WAS SO BUSYTHERE WASN'T THAT OPTION,IF YOU WILL.
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  • THERE WASN'T THAT OPTION,IF YOU WILL.Sheila: WHO HAS TIME
  • 00:06:06.646 --> 00:06:07.814
  • IF YOU WILL.Sheila: WHO HAS TIMEFOR POOR CHOICES?
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  • Sheila: WHO HAS TIMEFOR POOR CHOICES?Jaci: IT WAS JUST GO--
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  • FOR POOR CHOICES?Jaci: IT WAS JUST GO--JUST GO!
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  • Jaci: IT WAS JUST GO--JUST GO!BUT THEN WHEN I WAS ABOUT 23
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  • JUST GO!BUT THEN WHEN I WAS ABOUT 23I ACCIDENTALLY GOT MARRIED.
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  • BUT THEN WHEN I WAS ABOUT 23I ACCIDENTALLY GOT MARRIED.Sheila: WHOA WHOA!
  • 00:06:18.958 --> 00:06:20.793
  • I ACCIDENTALLY GOT MARRIED.Sheila: WHOA WHOA!THAT IS AN INTERESTING PHRASE,
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  • Sheila: WHOA WHOA!THAT IS AN INTERESTING PHRASE,"ACCIDENTALLY GOT MARRIED."
  • 00:06:22.228 --> 00:06:23.796
  • THAT IS AN INTERESTING PHRASE,"ACCIDENTALLY GOT MARRIED."WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?
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  • "ACCIDENTALLY GOT MARRIED."WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?Jaci: IT MEANS
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  • WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?Jaci: IT MEANSTHAT I HAD DONE A FILM
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  • Jaci: IT MEANSTHAT I HAD DONE A FILMCALLED CHASING PAPI
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  • THAT I HAD DONE A FILMCALLED CHASING PAPITHAT WAS BASICALLY A FILM
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  • CALLED CHASING PAPITHAT WAS BASICALLY A FILMTHAT A LOT OF PEOPLE
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  • THAT WAS BASICALLY A FILMTHAT A LOT OF PEOPLEWERE NOT VERY HAPPY
  • 00:06:32.405 --> 00:06:33.573
  • THAT A LOT OF PEOPLEWERE NOT VERY HAPPYTHAT I DID.
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  • WERE NOT VERY HAPPYTHAT I DID.IT WAS A P.G. FILM.
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  • THAT I DID.IT WAS A P.G. FILM.IT WAS WITH
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  • IT WAS A P.G. FILM.IT WAS WITH20TH CENTURY FOX FILMS.
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  • IT WAS WITH20TH CENTURY FOX FILMS.IT WAS MY FIRST AUDITION
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  • 20TH CENTURY FOX FILMS.IT WAS MY FIRST AUDITIONAND I GOT THE PART
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  • IT WAS MY FIRST AUDITIONAND I GOT THE PARTWITH SOFIA VERGARA
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  • AND I GOT THE PARTWITH SOFIA VERGARAAND ROSELYN SANCHEZ
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  • WITH SOFIA VERGARAAND ROSELYN SANCHEZAND THEN EDUARDO VERASTEGUI.
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  • AND ROSELYN SANCHEZAND THEN EDUARDO VERASTEGUI.IT WAS A LOT OF--
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  • AND THEN EDUARDO VERASTEGUI.IT WAS A LOT OF--Sheila: WOW!
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  • IT WAS A LOT OF--Sheila: WOW!THAT WAS BEAUTIFUL.
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  • Sheila: WOW!THAT WAS BEAUTIFUL.Jaci: THANK YOU.
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  • THAT WAS BEAUTIFUL.Jaci: THANK YOU.IT WAS REALLY DIFFICULT.
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  • Jaci: THANK YOU.IT WAS REALLY DIFFICULT.SO I GOT THE PART
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  • IT WAS REALLY DIFFICULT.SO I GOT THE PARTAND A LOT OF PEOPLE
  • 00:06:51.824 --> 00:06:53.125
  • SO I GOT THE PARTAND A LOT OF PEOPLEDIDN'T WANT ME TO DO IT.
  • 00:06:53.125 --> 00:06:54.494
  • AND A LOT OF PEOPLEDIDN'T WANT ME TO DO IT.MY WHOLE LIFE I'D ALWAYS
  • 00:06:54.494 --> 00:06:55.728
  • DIDN'T WANT ME TO DO IT.MY WHOLE LIFE I'D ALWAYSHAD "YES" PEOPLE AROUND ME
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  • MY WHOLE LIFE I'D ALWAYSHAD "YES" PEOPLE AROUND MEBECAUSE I WAS ALWAYS
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  • HAD "YES" PEOPLE AROUND MEBECAUSE I WAS ALWAYSPAYING THE BILLS.
  • 00:06:58.164 --> 00:06:59.365
  • BECAUSE I WAS ALWAYSPAYING THE BILLS.ALL THE SUDDEN
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  • PAYING THE BILLS.ALL THE SUDDENI HAD SOME "NO" PEOPLE
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  • ALL THE SUDDENI HAD SOME "NO" PEOPLEAROUND ME.
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  • I HAD SOME "NO" PEOPLEAROUND ME.SO MY MANAGER WAS LIKE,
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  • AROUND ME.SO MY MANAGER WAS LIKE,"I DON'T THINK
  • 00:07:03.970 --> 00:07:05.104
  • SO MY MANAGER WAS LIKE,"I DON'T THINKYOU SHOULD DO IT."
  • 00:07:05.104 --> 00:07:06.439
  • "I DON'T THINKYOU SHOULD DO IT."MY MOM SAID, "I DON'T THINK
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  • YOU SHOULD DO IT."MY MOM SAID, "I DON'T THINKYOU SHOULD DO IT."
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  • MY MOM SAID, "I DON'T THINKYOU SHOULD DO IT."MY BOYFRIEND AT THE TIME,
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  • YOU SHOULD DO IT."MY BOYFRIEND AT THE TIME,HE WAS EASY TO TAKE CARE OF
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  • MY BOYFRIEND AT THE TIME,HE WAS EASY TO TAKE CARE OFBECAUSE I COULD JUST
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  • HE WAS EASY TO TAKE CARE OFBECAUSE I COULD JUSTBREAK UP WITH HIM,
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  • BECAUSE I COULD JUSTBREAK UP WITH HIM,HE TOLD ME NOT TO DO IT.
  • 00:07:12.945 --> 00:07:13.980
  • BREAK UP WITH HIM,HE TOLD ME NOT TO DO IT.BUT I SAID
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  • HE TOLD ME NOT TO DO IT.BUT I SAIDTHAT THEY WERE ALL WRONG.
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  • BUT I SAIDTHAT THEY WERE ALL WRONG.THAT I NEEDED TO DO IT
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  • THAT THEY WERE ALL WRONG.THAT I NEEDED TO DO ITBECAUSE IT WAS AN OPEN DOOR
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  • THAT I NEEDED TO DO ITBECAUSE IT WAS AN OPEN DOORTHAT GOD
  • 00:07:18.284 --> 00:07:19.585
  • BECAUSE IT WAS AN OPEN DOORTHAT GODWAS WALKING ME THROUGH.
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  • THAT GODWAS WALKING ME THROUGH.SO I DID.
  • 00:07:20.686 --> 00:07:21.854
  • WAS WALKING ME THROUGH.SO I DID.IT WAS KIND OF LIKE
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  • SO I DID.IT WAS KIND OF LIKESOMEBODY HANDING ME
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  • IT WAS KIND OF LIKESOMEBODY HANDING METHE KEYS TO A SPORTS CAR
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  • SOMEBODY HANDING METHE KEYS TO A SPORTS CARTHAT I DIDN'T KNOW
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  • THE KEYS TO A SPORTS CARTHAT I DIDN'T KNOWHOW TO DRIVE.
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  • THAT I DIDN'T KNOWHOW TO DRIVE.SO I DID THE FILM.
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  • HOW TO DRIVE.SO I DID THE FILM.PEOPLE STARTED
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  • SO I DID THE FILM.PEOPLE STARTEDCANCELLING EVENTS.
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  • PEOPLE STARTEDCANCELLING EVENTS.RADIO STATIONS
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  • CANCELLING EVENTS.RADIO STATIONSSTARTED DROPPING MY MUSIC.
  • 00:07:33.599 --> 00:07:35.868
  • RADIO STATIONSSTARTED DROPPING MY MUSIC.SO IN MY D.I.Y. ATTEMPT
  • 00:07:35.868 --> 00:07:38.104
  • STARTED DROPPING MY MUSIC.SO IN MY D.I.Y. ATTEMPTTO FIX A POOR CHOICE
  • 00:07:38.104 --> 00:07:39.372
  • SO IN MY D.I.Y. ATTEMPTTO FIX A POOR CHOICEON MY PART,
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  • TO FIX A POOR CHOICEON MY PART,WHAT DO YOU DO?
  • 00:07:40.673 --> 00:07:42.408
  • ON MY PART,WHAT DO YOU DO?YOU MAKE ANOTHER POOR CHOICE.
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  • WHAT DO YOU DO?YOU MAKE ANOTHER POOR CHOICE.I ACCIDENTALLY GOT MARRIED,
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  • YOU MAKE ANOTHER POOR CHOICE.I ACCIDENTALLY GOT MARRIED,AND INTENTIONALLY DIVORCED
  • 00:07:46.112 --> 00:07:47.580
  • I ACCIDENTALLY GOT MARRIED,AND INTENTIONALLY DIVORCEDABOUT A YEAR
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  • AND INTENTIONALLY DIVORCEDABOUT A YEARAND A FEW MONTHS LATER.
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  • ABOUT A YEARAND A FEW MONTHS LATER.HE WAS A NICE GUY
  • 00:07:50.049 --> 00:07:51.484
  • AND A FEW MONTHS LATER.HE WAS A NICE GUYJUST WASN'T MY GUY.
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  • HE WAS A NICE GUYJUST WASN'T MY GUY.Sheila: WHAT DID THAT DO
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  • WITHIN THE INDUSTRY WHEN
  • 00:07:55.521 --> 00:07:56.722
  • WITHIN THE INDUSTRY WHENYOU'RE SEEN AS THIS YOUNG,
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  • YOU'RE SEEN AS THIS YOUNG,AMAZINGLY GIFTED GIRL
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  • THE MOVIE AND THEN "B"
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  • THE MOVIE AND THEN "B"THEY DON'T LIKE THE FACT
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  • THE MOVIE AND THEN "B"THEY DON'T LIKE THE FACTTHAT YOU GOT MARRIED
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  • THEY DON'T LIKE THE FACTTHAT YOU GOT MARRIEDAND THEN "C"
  • 00:08:05.665 --> 00:08:06.732
  • THAT YOU GOT MARRIEDAND THEN "C"THEY DON'T LIKE THE FACT
  • 00:08:06.732 --> 00:08:07.767
  • AND THEN "C"THEY DON'T LIKE THE FACTTHAT YOU GOT DIVORCED.
  • 00:08:07.767 --> 00:08:08.801
  • THEY DON'T LIKE THE FACTTHAT YOU GOT DIVORCED.BUT WHAT DID THAT DO
  • 00:08:08.801 --> 00:08:10.770
  • THAT YOU GOT DIVORCED.BUT WHAT DID THAT DOTO YOU INSIDE?
  • 00:08:10.770 --> 00:08:12.305
  • BUT WHAT DID THAT DOTO YOU INSIDE?Jaci: I FELT BAD
  • 00:08:12.305 --> 00:08:15.508
  • TO YOU INSIDE?Jaci: I FELT BADTHAT I LET PEOPLE DOWN.
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  • Jaci: I FELT BADTHAT I LET PEOPLE DOWN.I FELT LIKE...
  • 00:08:20.179 --> 00:08:21.914
  • THAT I LET PEOPLE DOWN.I FELT LIKE...I FELT GUILTY
  • 00:08:21.914 --> 00:08:23.182
  • I FELT LIKE...I FELT GUILTYTHAT I LET PEOPLE DOWN.
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  • I FELT GUILTYTHAT I LET PEOPLE DOWN.THE LITTLE GIRLS THAT USED TO
  • 00:08:24.517 --> 00:08:25.885
  • THAT I LET PEOPLE DOWN.THE LITTLE GIRLS THAT USED TOWANT TO BE LIKE ME
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  • THE LITTLE GIRLS THAT USED TOWANT TO BE LIKE MEWHEN THEY GREW UP,
  • 00:08:27.119 --> 00:08:28.354
  • WANT TO BE LIKE MEWHEN THEY GREW UP,I FELT LIKE THAT BURDEN,
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  • WHEN THEY GREW UP,I FELT LIKE THAT BURDEN,THAT HEAVINESS OF
  • 00:08:30.990 --> 00:08:33.359
  • I FELT LIKE THAT BURDEN,THAT HEAVINESS OFYEAH, I'M SORRY.
  • 00:08:33.359 --> 00:08:34.527
  • THAT HEAVINESS OFYEAH, I'M SORRY.AND I CAN'T GO TO EACH
  • 00:08:34.527 --> 00:08:35.695
  • YEAH, I'M SORRY.AND I CAN'T GO TO EACHAND EVERY ONE OF YOU
  • 00:08:35.695 --> 00:08:36.996
  • AND I CAN'T GO TO EACHAND EVERY ONE OF YOUAND TELL YOU I'M SORRY
  • 00:08:36.996 --> 00:08:38.030
  • AND EVERY ONE OF YOUAND TELL YOU I'M SORRYFOR THE POOR CHOICES
  • 00:08:38.030 --> 00:08:39.165
  • AND TELL YOU I'M SORRYFOR THE POOR CHOICESTHAT I'VE MADE.
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  • FOR THE POOR CHOICESTHAT I'VE MADE.DON'T MAKE THE SAME ONES.
  • 00:08:40.433 --> 00:08:41.934
  • THAT I'VE MADE.DON'T MAKE THE SAME ONES.SO WHAT DO YOU DO
  • 00:08:41.934 --> 00:08:43.402
  • DON'T MAKE THE SAME ONES.SO WHAT DO YOU DOIN THOSE SITUATIONS?
  • 00:08:43.402 --> 00:08:46.205
  • SO WHAT DO YOU DOIN THOSE SITUATIONS?YOU RUN. SO I RAN.
  • 00:08:46.205 --> 00:08:47.607
  • IN THOSE SITUATIONS?YOU RUN. SO I RAN.Sheila: DIDN'T YOU GO
  • 00:08:47.607 --> 00:08:48.608
  • YOU RUN. SO I RAN.Sheila: DIDN'T YOU GOTO LONDON?
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  • Sheila: DIDN'T YOU GOTO LONDON?Jaci: YEAH!
  • 00:08:49.609 --> 00:08:50.643
  • TO LONDON?Jaci: YEAH!I MOVED TO LONDON, ENGLAND
  • 00:08:50.643 --> 00:08:51.677
  • Jaci: YEAH!I MOVED TO LONDON, ENGLANDAND HAD A FLAT MATE
  • 00:08:51.677 --> 00:08:52.712
  • I MOVED TO LONDON, ENGLANDAND HAD A FLAT MATEFROM SCOTLAND.
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  • AND HAD A FLAT MATEFROM SCOTLAND.Sheila: EH!
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  • FROM SCOTLAND.Sheila: EH!NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT!
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  • Sheila: EH!NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT!Jaci: DUNDEE,
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  • NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT!Jaci: DUNDEE,SHE'S FROM DUNDEE.
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  • Jaci: DUNDEE,SHE'S FROM DUNDEE.SHE WAS CRAZY.
  • 00:08:57.883 --> 00:08:58.951
  • SHE'S FROM DUNDEE.SHE WAS CRAZY.SHE WAS FUN THOUGH.
  • 00:08:58.951 --> 00:09:00.019
  • SHE WAS CRAZY.SHE WAS FUN THOUGH.SHE WAS FUNNY.
  • 00:09:00.019 --> 00:09:01.153
  • SHE WAS FUN THOUGH.SHE WAS FUNNY.SO I...
  • 00:09:01.153 --> 00:09:02.254
  • SHE WAS FUNNY.SO I...Sheila: WHERE WERE YOU
  • 00:09:02.254 --> 00:09:03.356
  • SO I...Sheila: WHERE WERE YOUWITH THE LORD AT THAT POINT,
  • 00:09:03.356 --> 00:09:04.490
  • Jaci: YOU KNOW, IT'S FUNNY.
  • 00:09:05.758 --> 00:09:07.960
  • Jaci: YOU KNOW, IT'S FUNNY.DURING THAT TIME
  • 00:09:07.960 --> 00:09:11.063
  • I WAS JUST IGNORING.
  • 00:09:12.798 --> 00:09:14.300
  • I WAS JUST IGNORING.BECAUSE I WAS IGNORING
  • 00:09:14.300 --> 00:09:15.601
  • I WAS JUST IGNORING.BECAUSE I WAS IGNORINGWHAT PEOPLE WERE SAYING
  • 00:09:15.601 --> 00:09:16.736
  • BECAUSE I WAS IGNORINGWHAT PEOPLE WERE SAYINGABOUT ME,
  • 00:09:16.736 --> 00:09:17.970
  • WHAT PEOPLE WERE SAYINGABOUT ME,WHAT PEOPLE
  • 00:09:17.970 --> 00:09:20.272
  • ABOUT ME,WHAT PEOPLEMIGHT BE SAYING TO ME.
  • 00:09:20.272 --> 00:09:21.707
  • WHAT PEOPLEMIGHT BE SAYING TO ME.I JUST WANTED TO
  • 00:09:21.707 --> 00:09:24.043
  • MIGHT BE SAYING TO ME.I JUST WANTED TONOT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING.
  • 00:09:24.043 --> 00:09:25.544
  • I JUST WANTED TONOT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING.JUST TO...
  • 00:09:25.544 --> 00:09:26.979
  • NOT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING.JUST TO...I WANTED TO BE NORMAL.
  • 00:09:26.979 --> 00:09:29.181
  • JUST TO...I WANTED TO BE NORMAL.SO I WENT TO SCHOOL OUT THERE.
  • 00:09:29.181 --> 00:09:30.650
  • I WANTED TO BE NORMAL.SO I WENT TO SCHOOL OUT THERE.I WENT TO SCHOOL.
  • 00:09:30.650 --> 00:09:32.585
  • SO I WENT TO SCHOOL OUT THERE.I WENT TO SCHOOL.I WENT TO GO TO SCHOOL
  • 00:09:32.585 --> 00:09:34.787
  • I WENT TO SCHOOL.I WENT TO GO TO SCHOOLTO LEARN SPANISH IN ENGLAND.
  • 00:09:34.787 --> 00:09:36.188
  • I WENT TO GO TO SCHOOLTO LEARN SPANISH IN ENGLAND.Sheila: OF COURSE!
  • 00:09:36.188 --> 00:09:37.356
  • TO LEARN SPANISH IN ENGLAND.Sheila: OF COURSE!WHERE ELSE WOULD ONE GO?
  • 00:09:37.356 --> 00:09:38.524
  • Sheila: OF COURSE!WHERE ELSE WOULD ONE GO?Jaci: JUST PROCESS THAT!
  • 00:09:38.524 --> 00:09:39.725
  • WHERE ELSE WOULD ONE GO?Jaci: JUST PROCESS THAT![Laughter]
  • 00:09:39.725 --> 00:09:41.394
  • Jaci: JUST PROCESS THAT![Laughter]SO I WENT TO SCHOOL
  • 00:09:41.394 --> 00:09:43.095
  • [Laughter]SO I WENT TO SCHOOLAND I DID, I GOT MY SPANISH,
  • 00:09:43.095 --> 00:09:44.497
  • SO I WENT TO SCHOOLAND I DID, I GOT MY SPANISH,MY SPANISH GOT
  • 00:09:44.497 --> 00:09:45.765
  • AND I DID, I GOT MY SPANISH,MY SPANISH GOTREALLY PRETTY GOOD.
  • 00:09:45.765 --> 00:09:47.033
  • MY SPANISH GOTREALLY PRETTY GOOD.BUT THEN
  • 00:09:47.033 --> 00:09:48.267
  • REALLY PRETTY GOOD.BUT THENI STARTED MISSING MY MOM.
  • 00:09:48.267 --> 00:09:49.502
  • BUT THENI STARTED MISSING MY MOM.SO I GOT A FLAT DOWNTOWN--
  • 00:09:49.502 --> 00:09:51.570
  • I STARTED MISSING MY MOM.SO I GOT A FLAT DOWNTOWN--WELL A "CONDO" IN AMERICA,
  • 00:09:51.570 --> 00:09:54.340
  • SO I GOT A FLAT DOWNTOWN--WELL A "CONDO" IN AMERICA,A CONDO DOWNTOWN.
  • 00:09:54.340 --> 00:09:55.875
  • WELL A "CONDO" IN AMERICA,A CONDO DOWNTOWN.AND I GOT A PHONE CALL
  • 00:09:55.875 --> 00:09:57.076
  • A CONDO DOWNTOWN.AND I GOT A PHONE CALLFROM A BOY,
  • 00:09:57.076 --> 00:09:58.344
  • AND I GOT A PHONE CALLFROM A BOY,THE SAME BOY
  • 00:09:58.344 --> 00:09:59.745
  • FROM A BOY,THE SAME BOYTHAT I HAD BROKEN UP WITH
  • 00:09:59.745 --> 00:10:00.980
  • THE SAME BOYTHAT I HAD BROKEN UP WITHWHEN I WAS MAKING THE MOVIE,
  • 00:10:00.980 --> 00:10:02.214
  • THAT I HAD BROKEN UP WITHWHEN I WAS MAKING THE MOVIE,CHASING PAPI ,
  • 00:10:02.214 --> 00:10:03.482
  • WHEN I WAS MAKING THE MOVIE,CHASING PAPI ,THE ONE THAT TOLD ME
  • 00:10:03.482 --> 00:10:04.817
  • CHASING PAPI ,THE ONE THAT TOLD METO SAY NO; THAT SAID
  • 00:10:04.817 --> 00:10:06.052
  • THE ONE THAT TOLD METO SAY NO; THAT SAIDDO NOT MAKE THE MOVIE
  • 00:10:06.052 --> 00:10:07.319
  • TO SAY NO; THAT SAIDDO NOT MAKE THE MOVIEBECAUSE IT WAS A POOR CHOICE.
  • 00:10:07.319 --> 00:10:08.621
  • DO NOT MAKE THE MOVIEBECAUSE IT WAS A POOR CHOICE.HE CALLED ME
  • 00:10:08.621 --> 00:10:09.989
  • BECAUSE IT WAS A POOR CHOICE.HE CALLED MEAND ASKED ME OUT ON A DATE.
  • 00:10:09.989 --> 00:10:14.360
  • HE CALLED MEAND ASKED ME OUT ON A DATE.SO I SAID OKAY.
  • 00:10:14.360 --> 00:10:15.928
  • AND ASKED ME OUT ON A DATE.SO I SAID OKAY.YEAH.
  • 00:10:15.928 --> 00:10:17.396
  • SO I SAID OKAY.YEAH.SO HE HAPPENED TO BE
  • 00:10:17.396 --> 00:10:18.631
  • YEAH.SO HE HAPPENED TO BETHE LEAD SINGER
  • 00:10:18.631 --> 00:10:19.999
  • SO HE HAPPENED TO BETHE LEAD SINGERFOR THE BAND CALLED SALVADOR.
  • 00:10:19.999 --> 00:10:21.500
  • THE LEAD SINGERFOR THE BAND CALLED SALVADOR.Sheila: I LOVE THAT BAND.
  • 00:10:21.500 --> 00:10:22.902
  • FOR THE BAND CALLED SALVADOR.Sheila: I LOVE THAT BAND.Jaci: ME TOO! WHO KNEW?
  • 00:10:22.902 --> 00:10:26.172
  • Sheila: I LOVE THAT BAND.Jaci: ME TOO! WHO KNEW?SO HE ASKED ME OUT.
  • 00:10:26.172 --> 00:10:28.474
  • Jaci: ME TOO! WHO KNEW?SO HE ASKED ME OUT.ABOUT FOUR MONTHS LATER
  • 00:10:28.474 --> 00:10:30.209
  • SO HE ASKED ME OUT.ABOUT FOUR MONTHS LATERWE GOT MARRIED.
  • 00:10:30.209 --> 00:10:31.711
  • ABOUT FOUR MONTHS LATERWE GOT MARRIED.WE GOT MARRIED
  • 00:10:31.711 --> 00:10:33.512
  • WE GOT MARRIED.WE GOT MARRIEDIN DECEMBER 2006.
  • 00:10:33.512 --> 00:10:34.980
  • WE GOT MARRIEDIN DECEMBER 2006.OUR FIRST SON WAS BORN
  • 00:10:34.980 --> 00:10:38.150
  • IN DECEMBER 2006.OUR FIRST SON WAS BORNNOVEMBER 3RD, 2007.
  • 00:10:38.150 --> 00:10:39.485
  • OUR FIRST SON WAS BORNNOVEMBER 3RD, 2007.Sheila: WOW!
  • 00:10:39.485 --> 00:10:40.619
  • NOVEMBER 3RD, 2007.Sheila: WOW!THAT'S A LOT HAPPENING
  • 00:10:40.619 --> 00:10:41.687
  • Sheila: WOW!THAT'S A LOT HAPPENINGIN A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME.
  • 00:10:41.687 --> 00:10:42.722
  • THAT'S A LOT HAPPENINGIN A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME.Jaci: YEAH!
  • 00:10:42.722 --> 00:10:43.956
  • IN A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME.Jaci: YEAH!YEAH, IT WAS BUT I THINK
  • 00:10:43.956 --> 00:10:45.124
  • Jaci: YEAH!YEAH, IT WAS BUT I THINKBECAUSE WE HAD KNOWN BEFORE
  • 00:10:45.124 --> 00:10:47.760
  • YEAH, IT WAS BUT I THINKBECAUSE WE HAD KNOWN BEFOREBUT BECAUSE OF MY SELFISHNESS
  • 00:10:47.760 --> 00:10:49.261
  • BECAUSE WE HAD KNOWN BEFOREBUT BECAUSE OF MY SELFISHNESSAND MY POOR CHOICES,
  • 00:10:49.261 --> 00:10:50.429
  • BUT BECAUSE OF MY SELFISHNESSAND MY POOR CHOICES,NOT WILLING
  • 00:10:50.429 --> 00:10:53.999
  • AND MY POOR CHOICES,NOT WILLINGTO LISTEN TO WISDOM
  • 00:10:53.999 --> 00:10:55.568
  • NOT WILLINGTO LISTEN TO WISDOMOR YEAH.
  • 00:10:55.568 --> 00:10:56.802
  • TO LISTEN TO WISDOMOR YEAH.Sheila: DID YOU FEEL
  • 00:10:56.802 --> 00:10:58.137
  • AS IF THAT CAREER WISE
  • 00:10:59.305 --> 00:11:00.473
  • AS IF THAT CAREER WISETHAT THAT WAS OVER?
  • 00:11:00.473 --> 00:11:01.640
  • THAT THAT WAS OVER?HOW DID GOD BEGIN
  • 00:11:01.640 --> 00:11:02.942
  • HOW DID GOD BEGINTO TURN YOUR HEART AROUND
  • 00:11:02.942 --> 00:11:04.176
  • TO TURN YOUR HEART AROUNDTO REALIZE, HEY JACI,
  • 00:11:04.176 --> 00:11:05.411
  • OR THAT, YOU ARE MINE.
  • 00:11:08.280 --> 00:11:09.548
  • OR THAT, YOU ARE MINE.Jaci: I THINK
  • 00:11:09.548 --> 00:11:11.751
  • OR THAT, YOU ARE MINE.Jaci: I THINKIT TOOK THE REALIZATION,
  • 00:11:11.751 --> 00:11:14.053
  • Jaci: I THINKIT TOOK THE REALIZATION,IT TOOK MY HUSBAND.
  • 00:11:14.053 --> 00:11:15.521
  • IT TOOK THE REALIZATION,IT TOOK MY HUSBAND.IT TOOK MY HUSBAND.
  • 00:11:15.521 --> 00:11:16.789
  • IT TOOK MY HUSBAND.IT TOOK MY HUSBAND.Sheila: HE'S SUCH A GOOD GUY.
  • 00:11:16.789 --> 00:11:17.823
  • IT TOOK MY HUSBAND.Sheila: HE'S SUCH A GOOD GUY.Jaci: HE'S A GOOD GUY.
  • 00:11:17.823 --> 00:11:20.559
  • Sheila: HE'S SUCH A GOOD GUY.Jaci: HE'S A GOOD GUY.IT TOOK ME FEELING SO BROKEN
  • 00:11:20.559 --> 00:11:21.894
  • Jaci: HE'S A GOOD GUY.IT TOOK ME FEELING SO BROKENAND FEELING LIKE
  • 00:11:21.894 --> 00:11:23.129
  • IT TOOK ME FEELING SO BROKENAND FEELING LIKEI'M WORTHLESS,
  • 00:11:23.129 --> 00:11:24.396
  • AND FEELING LIKEI'M WORTHLESS,WHICH WE ALL KNOW
  • 00:11:24.396 --> 00:11:25.698
  • I'M WORTHLESS,WHICH WE ALL KNOWIS NOT THE CASE LOGICALLY
  • 00:11:25.698 --> 00:11:26.932
  • WHICH WE ALL KNOWIS NOT THE CASE LOGICALLYBUT SOMETIMES
  • 00:11:26.932 --> 00:11:27.933
  • IS NOT THE CASE LOGICALLYBUT SOMETIMESIT IS HARD TO GET THIS
  • 00:11:27.933 --> 00:11:30.770
  • BUT SOMETIMESIT IS HARD TO GET THISAND THIS TO CONNECT; RIGHT?
  • 00:11:30.770 --> 00:11:32.138
  • IT IS HARD TO GET THISAND THIS TO CONNECT; RIGHT?THE FACT THAT
  • 00:11:32.138 --> 00:11:34.740
  • AND THIS TO CONNECT; RIGHT?THE FACT THATHE WOULD ASK ME OUT AGAIN
  • 00:11:34.740 --> 00:11:36.408
  • THE FACT THATHE WOULD ASK ME OUT AGAINAFTER ME BASICALLY
  • 00:11:36.408 --> 00:11:40.513
  • HE WOULD ASK ME OUT AGAINAFTER ME BASICALLYBEING AN EMBARRASSMENT THING,
  • 00:11:40.513 --> 00:11:42.915
  • AFTER ME BASICALLYBEING AN EMBARRASSMENT THING,AND I'M DIVORCEE,
  • 00:11:42.915 --> 00:11:45.217
  • BEING AN EMBARRASSMENT THING,AND I'M DIVORCEE,I MEAN I HAVE NOTHING,
  • 00:11:45.217 --> 00:11:47.887
  • AND I'M DIVORCEE,I MEAN I HAVE NOTHING,NO GOOD REPUTATION
  • 00:11:47.887 --> 00:11:49.355
  • I MEAN I HAVE NOTHING,NO GOOD REPUTATIONTO BRING
  • 00:11:49.355 --> 00:11:51.056
  • IT IS A LIKELY STORY
  • 00:11:52.258 --> 00:11:53.993
  • IT IS A LIKELY STORYTHAT HE WOULD EVER
  • 00:11:53.993 --> 00:11:55.528
  • THAT HE WOULD EVERWANT TO BE WITH ME.
  • 00:11:55.528 --> 00:11:56.862
  • IT WAS BEAUTIFUL TO SEE
  • 00:11:58.063 --> 00:11:59.532
  • IT WAS BEAUTIFUL TO SEEWHAT GOD DOES
  • 00:11:59.532 --> 00:12:00.866
  • IT WAS BEAUTIFUL TO SEEWHAT GOD DOESAND HOW HE REDEEMS.
  • 00:12:00.866 --> 00:12:02.067
  • WHAT GOD DOESAND HOW HE REDEEMS.HE REDEEMS US
  • 00:12:02.067 --> 00:12:03.335
  • AND HOW HE REDEEMS.HE REDEEMS USAND OUR POOR CHOICES.
  • 00:12:03.335 --> 00:12:04.503
  • HE REDEEMS USAND OUR POOR CHOICES.SOMETIMES OUR DREAMS,
  • 00:12:04.503 --> 00:12:05.638
  • AND OUR POOR CHOICES.SOMETIMES OUR DREAMS,WE THINK THAT
  • 00:12:05.638 --> 00:12:06.906
  • SOMETIMES OUR DREAMS,WE THINK THATTHIS IS WHAT I'M MEANT TO DO,
  • 00:12:06.906 --> 00:12:08.474
  • WE THINK THATTHIS IS WHAT I'M MEANT TO DO,THIS IS MY CALLING
  • 00:12:08.474 --> 00:12:10.142
  • THIS IS WHAT I'M MEANT TO DO,THIS IS MY CALLINGBUT IT IS SO EASY
  • 00:12:10.142 --> 00:12:11.510
  • THIS IS MY CALLINGBUT IT IS SO EASYTO GET CONFUSED
  • 00:12:11.510 --> 00:12:12.645
  • BUT IT IS SO EASYTO GET CONFUSEDWITH OUR DREAMS
  • 00:12:12.645 --> 00:12:14.146
  • TO GET CONFUSEDWITH OUR DREAMSAND GOD'S CALLING.
  • 00:12:14.146 --> 00:12:15.481
  • WITH OUR DREAMSAND GOD'S CALLING.SO THE FACT THAT GOD
  • 00:12:15.481 --> 00:12:16.715
  • AND GOD'S CALLING.SO THE FACT THAT GODCAN REDEEM ALL THESE THINGS
  • 00:12:16.715 --> 00:12:18.284
  • SO THE FACT THAT GODCAN REDEEM ALL THESE THINGSAND REDEEMS POOR CHOICES,
  • 00:12:18.284 --> 00:12:19.919
  • CAN REDEEM ALL THESE THINGSAND REDEEMS POOR CHOICES,HE CAN TURN WHAT YOU
  • 00:12:19.919 --> 00:12:21.987
  • AND REDEEMS POOR CHOICES,HE CAN TURN WHAT YOUHAVE INTENDED FOR GOOD
  • 00:12:21.987 --> 00:12:23.656
  • HE CAN TURN WHAT YOUHAVE INTENDED FOR GOODBUT TURNED INTO EVIL,
  • 00:12:23.656 --> 00:12:25.291
  • HAVE INTENDED FOR GOODBUT TURNED INTO EVIL,HE CAN TURN IT FOR GOOD.
  • 00:12:25.291 --> 00:12:27.226
  • BUT TURNED INTO EVIL,HE CAN TURN IT FOR GOOD.SO IT TAKES SOMETIMES
  • 00:12:27.226 --> 00:12:28.794
  • HE CAN TURN IT FOR GOOD.SO IT TAKES SOMETIMESSOME PAIN
  • 00:12:28.794 --> 00:12:30.162
  • SO IT TAKES SOMETIMESSOME PAININ THE PRUNING PROCESS.
  • 00:12:30.162 --> 00:12:31.564
  • SOME PAININ THE PRUNING PROCESS.Sheila: SO TRUE.
  • 00:12:31.564 --> 00:12:35.000
  • IN THE PRUNING PROCESS.Sheila: SO TRUE.Jaci: YES! IT WAS MY HUSBAND.
  • 00:12:35.000 --> 00:12:36.468
  • Sheila: SO TRUE.Jaci: YES! IT WAS MY HUSBAND.THEN OF COURSE, FAST FORWARD
  • 00:12:36.468 --> 00:12:38.037
  • Jaci: YES! IT WAS MY HUSBAND.THEN OF COURSE, FAST FORWARDTHE BABY BEING BORN.
  • 00:12:38.037 --> 00:12:39.405
  • THEN OF COURSE, FAST FORWARDTHE BABY BEING BORN.Sheila: SOREN, THE FIRSTBORN.
  • 00:12:39.405 --> 00:12:40.439
  • THE BABY BEING BORN.Sheila: SOREN, THE FIRSTBORN.Jaci: NO, ZEALAND
  • 00:12:40.439 --> 00:12:41.473
  • Sheila: SOREN, THE FIRSTBORN.Jaci: NO, ZEALANDIS THE FIRSTBORN.
  • 00:12:41.473 --> 00:12:42.508
  • Jaci: NO, ZEALANDIS THE FIRSTBORN.Sheila: OH!
  • 00:12:42.508 --> 00:12:43.542
  • IS THE FIRSTBORN.Sheila: OH!ZEALAND IS THE FIRSTBORN?
  • 00:12:43.542 --> 00:12:44.577
  • Sheila: OH!ZEALAND IS THE FIRSTBORN?Jaci: YEAH, ZZ,
  • 00:12:44.577 --> 00:12:45.611
  • ZEALAND IS THE FIRSTBORN?Jaci: YEAH, ZZ,HE'S ABOUT TO BE 13 YEARS OLD.
  • 00:12:45.611 --> 00:12:46.645
  • Jaci: YEAH, ZZ,HE'S ABOUT TO BE 13 YEARS OLD.Sheila: OH MY GOSH!
  • 00:12:46.645 --> 00:12:47.680
  • HE'S ABOUT TO BE 13 YEARS OLD.Sheila: OH MY GOSH!HOW DID THAT HAPPEN?
  • 00:12:47.680 --> 00:12:48.848
  • Sheila: OH MY GOSH!HOW DID THAT HAPPEN?Jaci: I DON'T KNOW.
  • 00:12:48.848 --> 00:12:49.982
  • HOW DID THAT HAPPEN?Jaci: I DON'T KNOW.Sheila: SO WHEN YOU HAVE
  • 00:12:49.982 --> 00:12:51.083
  • Jaci: I DON'T KNOW.Sheila: SO WHEN YOU HAVEYOUR SECOND CHILD BECAUSE
  • 00:12:51.083 --> 00:12:52.218
  • Sheila: SO WHEN YOU HAVEYOUR SECOND CHILD BECAUSEI THINK ONE OF THE THINGS
  • 00:12:52.218 --> 00:12:53.385
  • YOUR SECOND CHILD BECAUSEI THINK ONE OF THE THINGSI FOUND SO POIGNANT ABOUT
  • 00:12:53.385 --> 00:12:54.587
  • I THINK ONE OF THE THINGSI FOUND SO POIGNANT ABOUTYOUR STORY IS WHEN YOU'VE
  • 00:12:54.587 --> 00:12:55.754
  • I FOUND SO POIGNANT ABOUTYOUR STORY IS WHEN YOU'VEEXPERIENCED PAIN YOURSELF
  • 00:12:55.754 --> 00:12:56.889
  • YOUR STORY IS WHEN YOU'VEEXPERIENCED PAIN YOURSELFIN YOUR CHILDHOOD, YOU DO NOT
  • 00:12:56.889 --> 00:12:58.090
  • EXPERIENCED PAIN YOURSELFIN YOUR CHILDHOOD, YOU DO NOTWANT THAT FOR YOUR CHILD.
  • 00:12:58.090 --> 00:12:59.291
  • IN YOUR CHILDHOOD, YOU DO NOTWANT THAT FOR YOUR CHILD.Jaci: ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:12:59.291 --> 00:13:00.459
  • WANT THAT FOR YOUR CHILD.Jaci: ABSOLUTELY.Sheila: SO HOW OLD WAS SOREN
  • 00:13:00.459 --> 00:13:01.594
  • Jaci: ABSOLUTELY.Sheila: SO HOW OLD WAS SORENWHEN YOU THOUGHT
  • 00:13:01.594 --> 00:13:02.761
  • Sheila: SO HOW OLD WAS SORENWHEN YOU THOUGHTTHERE MIGHT BE SOMETHING
  • 00:13:02.761 --> 00:13:03.929
  • WHEN YOU THOUGHTTHERE MIGHT BE SOMETHINGTHAT I NEED
  • 00:13:03.929 --> 00:13:05.030
  • Jaci: WELL,
  • 00:13:06.198 --> 00:13:08.234
  • Jaci: WELL,OKAY SO FOR ME AS A CHILD
  • 00:13:08.234 --> 00:13:11.237
  • LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE.
  • 00:13:15.241 --> 00:13:16.475
  • LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE.I'D GONE THROUGH
  • 00:13:16.475 --> 00:13:17.509
  • LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE.I'D GONE THROUGHMY PARENTS DIVORCING
  • 00:13:17.509 --> 00:13:18.711
  • I'D GONE THROUGHMY PARENTS DIVORCINGAND ALL THAT, I WAS 19.
  • 00:13:18.711 --> 00:13:19.912
  • MY PARENTS DIVORCINGAND ALL THAT, I WAS 19.BUT MORE THAN ANYTHING
  • 00:13:19.912 --> 00:13:21.046
  • AND ALL THAT, I WAS 19.BUT MORE THAN ANYTHINGI WANTED MY KIDS
  • 00:13:21.046 --> 00:13:22.248
  • BUT MORE THAN ANYTHINGI WANTED MY KIDSTO HAVE LIKE A NORMAL LIFE.
  • 00:13:22.248 --> 00:13:23.315
  • I WANTED MY KIDSTO HAVE LIKE A NORMAL LIFE.LIKE A NORMAL CHILDHOOD,
  • 00:13:23.315 --> 00:13:24.516
  • TO HAVE LIKE A NORMAL LIFE.LIKE A NORMAL CHILDHOOD,NOT TO BE HOMESCHOOLED
  • 00:13:24.516 --> 00:13:25.818
  • LIKE A NORMAL CHILDHOOD,NOT TO BE HOMESCHOOLEDIN THE BACK SEAT OF A CAR--
  • 00:13:25.818 --> 00:13:27.086
  • NOT TO BE HOMESCHOOLEDIN THE BACK SEAT OF A CAR--FYI.
  • 00:13:27.086 --> 00:13:28.454
  • IN THE BACK SEAT OF A CAR--FYI.BUT WHEN ZEALAND WAS BORN
  • 00:13:28.454 --> 00:13:29.788
  • FYI.BUT WHEN ZEALAND WAS BORNAND THEN THE BABY WAS BORN,
  • 00:13:29.788 --> 00:13:32.958
  • BUT WHEN ZEALAND WAS BORNAND THEN THE BABY WAS BORN,SOREN, BEING THE YOUNGEST
  • 00:13:32.958 --> 00:13:34.293
  • AND THEN THE BABY WAS BORN,SOREN, BEING THE YOUNGESTWE START NOTICING
  • 00:13:34.293 --> 00:13:35.427
  • SOREN, BEING THE YOUNGESTWE START NOTICINGTHAT HE WASN'T HITTING
  • 00:13:35.427 --> 00:13:37.696
  • WE START NOTICINGTHAT HE WASN'T HITTINGTHE SAME MILESTONES.
  • 00:13:37.696 --> 00:13:39.064
  • THAT HE WASN'T HITTINGTHE SAME MILESTONES.HE WAS HITTING MILESTONES
  • 00:13:39.064 --> 00:13:40.532
  • THE SAME MILESTONES.HE WAS HITTING MILESTONESTHAT HIS BROTHER
  • 00:13:40.532 --> 00:13:42.034
  • HE WAS HITTING MILESTONESTHAT HIS BROTHERHAD NOT HIT AS QUICKLY.
  • 00:13:42.034 --> 00:13:43.502
  • THAT HIS BROTHERHAD NOT HIT AS QUICKLY.SO ZEALAND WAS,
  • 00:13:43.502 --> 00:13:44.737
  • HAD NOT HIT AS QUICKLY.SO ZEALAND WAS,WE JUST NOTICED
  • 00:13:44.737 --> 00:13:45.838
  • SO ZEALAND WAS,WE JUST NOTICEDTHAT OUR OLDEST SON
  • 00:13:45.838 --> 00:13:46.939
  • WE JUST NOTICEDTHAT OUR OLDEST SONWAS A LITTLE BEHIND
  • 00:13:46.939 --> 00:13:48.240
  • THAT OUR OLDEST SONWAS A LITTLE BEHINDBUT WE THOUGHT
  • 00:13:48.240 --> 00:13:49.408
  • WAS A LITTLE BEHINDBUT WE THOUGHTTHAT MAYBE SOREN,
  • 00:13:49.408 --> 00:13:50.643
  • BUT WE THOUGHTTHAT MAYBE SOREN,BECAUSE THEY'RE ONLY 14
  • 00:13:50.643 --> 00:13:51.944
  • THAT MAYBE SOREN,BECAUSE THEY'RE ONLY 14AND A HALF MONTHS APART,
  • 00:13:51.944 --> 00:13:53.112
  • BECAUSE THEY'RE ONLY 14AND A HALF MONTHS APART,MAYBE SOREN
  • 00:13:53.112 --> 00:13:54.413
  • AND A HALF MONTHS APART,MAYBE SORENJUST HAD SOMETHING
  • 00:13:54.413 --> 00:13:55.714
  • MAYBE SORENJUST HAD SOMETHINGTO LOOK TOWARDS IN ZEALAND
  • 00:13:55.714 --> 00:13:56.949
  • JUST HAD SOMETHINGTO LOOK TOWARDS IN ZEALANDAS LIKE THIS IS WHAT
  • 00:13:56.949 --> 00:13:58.150
  • TO LOOK TOWARDS IN ZEALANDAS LIKE THIS IS WHATI SHOULD BE DOING
  • 00:13:58.150 --> 00:13:59.351
  • AS LIKE THIS IS WHATI SHOULD BE DOINGBECAUSE THAT'S MY BIG BROTHER.
  • 00:13:59.351 --> 00:14:00.552
  • I SHOULD BE DOINGBECAUSE THAT'S MY BIG BROTHER.BUT THEN WHEN WE REALIZED
  • 00:14:00.552 --> 00:14:01.854
  • BECAUSE THAT'S MY BIG BROTHER.BUT THEN WHEN WE REALIZEDTHAT ZEALAND,
  • 00:14:01.854 --> 00:14:03.889
  • BUT THEN WHEN WE REALIZEDTHAT ZEALAND,BEING THE OLDER BROTHER
  • 00:14:03.889 --> 00:14:05.491
  • THAT ZEALAND,BEING THE OLDER BROTHERWAS JUST KIND OF
  • 00:14:05.491 --> 00:14:08.227
  • BEING THE OLDER BROTHERWAS JUST KIND OFREALLY BEHIND HIS PEERS
  • 00:14:08.227 --> 00:14:09.595
  • WAS JUST KIND OFREALLY BEHIND HIS PEERSIN THOSE SITUATIONS
  • 00:14:09.595 --> 00:14:10.863
  • REALLY BEHIND HIS PEERSIN THOSE SITUATIONSI REALLY LIKE
  • 00:14:10.863 --> 00:14:12.197
  • IN THOSE SITUATIONSI REALLY LIKETO BURY MY HEAD IN THE SAND
  • 00:14:12.197 --> 00:14:13.666
  • I REALLY LIKETO BURY MY HEAD IN THE SANDBUT I COULDN'T
  • 00:14:13.666 --> 00:14:14.967
  • TO BURY MY HEAD IN THE SANDBUT I COULDN'TBECAUSE HE WAS TWO AND A HALF,
  • 00:14:14.967 --> 00:14:16.268
  • BUT I COULDN'TBECAUSE HE WAS TWO AND A HALF,OR HE WAS 19 MONTHS OLD,
  • 00:14:16.268 --> 00:14:17.603
  • BECAUSE HE WAS TWO AND A HALF,OR HE WAS 19 MONTHS OLD,HE WAS A BABY STILL.
  • 00:14:17.603 --> 00:14:18.938
  • OR HE WAS 19 MONTHS OLD,HE WAS A BABY STILL.SO WE HAD
  • 00:14:18.938 --> 00:14:20.272
  • HE WAS A BABY STILL.SO WE HADTENNESSEE EARLY INTERVENTION
  • 00:14:20.272 --> 00:14:21.740
  • SO WE HADTENNESSEE EARLY INTERVENTIONCOME TO THE HOUSE
  • 00:14:21.740 --> 00:14:23.509
  • TENNESSEE EARLY INTERVENTIONCOME TO THE HOUSEAND THEY DID SOME TESTS
  • 00:14:23.509 --> 00:14:24.910
  • COME TO THE HOUSEAND THEY DID SOME TESTSWITH ZEALAND.
  • 00:14:24.910 --> 00:14:26.345
  • AND THEY DID SOME TESTSWITH ZEALAND.AND THEY SAID,
  • 00:14:26.345 --> 00:14:28.314
  • WITH ZEALAND.AND THEY SAID,"WELL, MR. AND MRS. GONZALES,
  • 00:14:28.314 --> 00:14:30.983
  • AND THEY SAID,"WELL, MR. AND MRS. GONZALES,ZEALAND IS WHAT IS DELAYED.
  • 00:14:30.983 --> 00:14:32.217
  • "WELL, MR. AND MRS. GONZALES,ZEALAND IS WHAT IS DELAYED.HE HAS A PERVASIVE
  • 00:14:32.217 --> 00:14:33.385
  • ZEALAND IS WHAT IS DELAYED.HE HAS A PERVASIVEDEVELOPMENTAL DELAY."
  • 00:14:33.385 --> 00:14:34.653
  • HE HAS A PERVASIVEDEVELOPMENTAL DELAY."WHICH I WAS FINE WITH.
  • 00:14:34.653 --> 00:14:35.988
  • DEVELOPMENTAL DELAY."WHICH I WAS FINE WITH.I'M FINE WITH IT.
  • 00:14:35.988 --> 00:14:37.056
  • WHICH I WAS FINE WITH.I'M FINE WITH IT.THAT'S FINE!
  • 00:14:37.056 --> 00:14:38.457
  • I'M FINE WITH IT.THAT'S FINE!HE'LL CATCH UP.
  • 00:14:38.457 --> 00:14:39.858
  • THAT'S FINE!HE'LL CATCH UP.HE'S MY BABY.
  • 00:14:39.858 --> 00:14:41.994
  • HE'LL CATCH UP.HE'S MY BABY.SO TIME WENT ON.
  • 00:14:41.994 --> 00:14:43.329
  • HE'S MY BABY.SO TIME WENT ON.KINDERGARTEN YEAR
  • 00:14:43.329 --> 00:14:44.596
  • SO TIME WENT ON.KINDERGARTEN YEARROLLS AROUND
  • 00:14:44.596 --> 00:14:45.931
  • KINDERGARTEN YEARROLLS AROUNDAND LITTLE BROTHER IS STILL
  • 00:14:45.931 --> 00:14:48.434
  • ROLLS AROUNDAND LITTLE BROTHER IS STILLAT PRESCHOOL TWO DAYS A WEEK.
  • 00:14:48.434 --> 00:14:49.802
  • AND LITTLE BROTHER IS STILLAT PRESCHOOL TWO DAYS A WEEK.ZEALAND STARTS
  • 00:14:49.802 --> 00:14:51.003
  • AT PRESCHOOL TWO DAYS A WEEK.ZEALAND STARTSKINDERGARTEN YEAR
  • 00:14:51.003 --> 00:14:52.237
  • ZEALAND STARTSKINDERGARTEN YEARAND I LEARN A WORD
  • 00:14:52.237 --> 00:14:53.639
  • KINDERGARTEN YEARAND I LEARN A WORDTHAT I'VE NEVER HEARD BEFORE
  • 00:14:53.639 --> 00:14:56.942
  • AND I LEARN A WORDTHAT I'VE NEVER HEARD BEFOREAND IT IS CALLED I.E.P.
  • 00:14:56.942 --> 00:14:58.143
  • THAT I'VE NEVER HEARD BEFOREAND IT IS CALLED I.E.P.INDIVIDUALIZED
  • 00:14:58.143 --> 00:14:59.812
  • AND IT IS CALLED I.E.P.INDIVIDUALIZEDEDUCATIONAL PROGRAM.
  • 00:14:59.812 --> 00:15:01.146
  • INDIVIDUALIZEDEDUCATIONAL PROGRAM.SO I'M LIKE, OOH!
  • 00:15:01.146 --> 00:15:02.414
  • EDUCATIONAL PROGRAM.SO I'M LIKE, OOH!THIS IS AWESOME.
  • 00:15:02.414 --> 00:15:03.849
  • SO I'M LIKE, OOH!THIS IS AWESOME.I.E.P.
  • 00:15:03.849 --> 00:15:05.050
  • THIS IS AWESOME.I.E.P.LIKE WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
  • 00:15:05.050 --> 00:15:06.452
  • I.E.P.LIKE WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?THAT MEANS HE'S GOING
  • 00:15:06.452 --> 00:15:07.586
  • LIKE WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?THAT MEANS HE'S GOINGTO GET HELP AT SCHOOL.
  • 00:15:07.586 --> 00:15:08.787
  • THAT MEANS HE'S GOINGTO GET HELP AT SCHOOL.THEY'RE GOING TO REMIND HIM
  • 00:15:08.787 --> 00:15:09.955
  • TO GET HELP AT SCHOOL.THEY'RE GOING TO REMIND HIMTO GET HIS WORK DONE.
  • 00:15:09.955 --> 00:15:11.223
  • THEY'RE GOING TO REMIND HIMTO GET HIS WORK DONE.THAT MEANS HE'S GOING
  • 00:15:11.223 --> 00:15:12.424
  • TO GET HIS WORK DONE.THAT MEANS HE'S GOINGTO GET EXTRA ATTENTION.
  • 00:15:12.424 --> 00:15:13.592
  • THAT MEANS HE'S GOINGTO GET EXTRA ATTENTION.HE'S GOING TO GET
  • 00:15:13.592 --> 00:15:14.660
  • TO GET EXTRA ATTENTION.HE'S GOING TO GETSPEECH THERAPY,
  • 00:15:14.660 --> 00:15:15.928
  • HE'S GOING TO GETSPEECH THERAPY,OCCUPATIONAL THERAPY.
  • 00:15:15.928 --> 00:15:17.162
  • SPEECH THERAPY,OCCUPATIONAL THERAPY.WE'RE TALKING
  • 00:15:17.162 --> 00:15:18.263
  • OCCUPATIONAL THERAPY.WE'RE TALKINGA RED CARPET OF STUFF,
  • 00:15:18.263 --> 00:15:19.498
  • WE'RE TALKINGA RED CARPET OF STUFF,TO HELP MY SON
  • 00:15:19.498 --> 00:15:21.734
  • A RED CARPET OF STUFF,TO HELP MY SONTO GET HIM CAUGHT UP.
  • 00:15:21.734 --> 00:15:23.535
  • TO HELP MY SONTO GET HIM CAUGHT UP.THAT'S KINDERGARTEN YEAR.
  • 00:15:23.535 --> 00:15:25.270
  • TO GET HIM CAUGHT UP.THAT'S KINDERGARTEN YEAR.SECOND GRADE YEAR COMES ALONG.
  • 00:15:25.270 --> 00:15:26.672
  • THAT'S KINDERGARTEN YEAR.SECOND GRADE YEAR COMES ALONG.NOW BABY BROTHER
  • 00:15:26.672 --> 00:15:27.906
  • SECOND GRADE YEAR COMES ALONG.NOW BABY BROTHERIS IN KINDERGARTEN
  • 00:15:27.906 --> 00:15:29.241
  • NOW BABY BROTHERIS IN KINDERGARTENAND I'M TELLING YOU WHAT,
  • 00:15:29.241 --> 00:15:30.642
  • IS IN KINDERGARTENAND I'M TELLING YOU WHAT,AT THIS POINT I'M A ROOM MOM
  • 00:15:30.642 --> 00:15:31.944
  • AND I'M TELLING YOU WHAT,AT THIS POINT I'M A ROOM MOMFOR BOTH MY KIDS.
  • 00:15:31.944 --> 00:15:33.178
  • AT THIS POINT I'M A ROOM MOMFOR BOTH MY KIDS.I'M ON THE BOARD
  • 00:15:33.178 --> 00:15:34.480
  • FOR BOTH MY KIDS.I'M ON THE BOARDAT MY KIDS' SCHOOL.
  • 00:15:34.480 --> 00:15:35.748
  • I'M ON THE BOARDAT MY KIDS' SCHOOL.I'M IN IT TO WIN IT
  • 00:15:35.748 --> 00:15:36.982
  • AT MY KIDS' SCHOOL.I'M IN IT TO WIN ITBECAUSE THESE KIDS
  • 00:15:36.982 --> 00:15:38.183
  • I'M IN IT TO WIN ITBECAUSE THESE KIDSARE GOING TO HAVE
  • 00:15:38.183 --> 00:15:39.351
  • BECAUSE THESE KIDSARE GOING TO HAVEA NORMAL LIFE.
  • 00:15:39.351 --> 00:15:40.519
  • ARE GOING TO HAVEA NORMAL LIFE.MOM ON THE P.T.A.
  • 00:15:40.519 --> 00:15:41.620
  • A NORMAL LIFE.MOM ON THE P.T.A.THEIR MOM IS GOING
  • 00:15:41.620 --> 00:15:42.821
  • MOM ON THE P.T.A.THEIR MOM IS GOINGTO BE THE ROOM MOM.
  • 00:15:42.821 --> 00:15:43.956
  • THEIR MOM IS GOINGTO BE THE ROOM MOM.I'M GOING TO BE
  • 00:15:43.956 --> 00:15:45.124
  • TO BE THE ROOM MOM.I'M GOING TO BELIKE SUPER COOL, AWESOME,
  • 00:15:45.124 --> 00:15:47.693
  • I'M GOING TO BELIKE SUPER COOL, AWESOME,LIKE NORMAL COOL MOM.
  • 00:15:47.693 --> 00:15:48.994
  • LIKE SUPER COOL, AWESOME,LIKE NORMAL COOL MOM.WELL, IT'S PROBABLY NOT COOL.
  • 00:15:48.994 --> 00:15:50.229
  • LIKE NORMAL COOL MOM.WELL, IT'S PROBABLY NOT COOL.BUT ANYWAY.
  • 00:15:50.229 --> 00:15:54.299
  • WELL, IT'S PROBABLY NOT COOL.BUT ANYWAY.SO SECOND GRADE
  • 00:15:54.299 --> 00:15:55.768
  • BUT ANYWAY.SO SECOND GRADETHEY HAVE A MEETING WITH US.
  • 00:15:55.768 --> 00:15:56.902
  • SO SECOND GRADETHEY HAVE A MEETING WITH US.THEY CALL IN A PEDIATRICIAN,
  • 00:15:56.902 --> 00:15:58.203
  • THEY HAVE A MEETING WITH US.THEY CALL IN A PEDIATRICIAN,THEY CALL IN THE PEOPLE
  • 00:15:58.203 --> 00:15:59.304
  • THEY CALL IN A PEDIATRICIAN,THEY CALL IN THE PEOPLEFROM THE SCHOOL DISTRICT,
  • 00:15:59.304 --> 00:16:00.539
  • THEY CALL IN THE PEOPLEFROM THE SCHOOL DISTRICT,THEY CALL IN
  • 00:16:00.539 --> 00:16:01.707
  • FROM THE SCHOOL DISTRICT,THEY CALL INTHE WHO'S WHO OF EVERYBODY.
  • 00:16:01.707 --> 00:16:02.975
  • THEY CALL INTHE WHO'S WHO OF EVERYBODY.THERE WERE LIKE 20 PEOPLE
  • 00:16:02.975 --> 00:16:04.376
  • THE WHO'S WHO OF EVERYBODY.THERE WERE LIKE 20 PEOPLEIN THIS BOARD ROOM.
  • 00:16:04.376 --> 00:16:05.477
  • THERE WERE LIKE 20 PEOPLEIN THIS BOARD ROOM.AND THIS IS
  • 00:16:05.477 --> 00:16:06.512
  • IN THIS BOARD ROOM.AND THIS ISTHE END OF SECOND GRADE.
  • 00:16:06.512 --> 00:16:07.613
  • AND THIS ISTHE END OF SECOND GRADE.THEY TELL US,
  • 00:16:07.613 --> 00:16:08.914
  • THE END OF SECOND GRADE.THEY TELL US,"WE HAVE TALKED
  • 00:16:08.914 --> 00:16:10.049
  • THEY TELL US,"WE HAVE TALKEDWITH THE PEDIATRICIAN,
  • 00:16:10.049 --> 00:16:11.250
  • "WE HAVE TALKEDWITH THE PEDIATRICIAN,WE'VE TALKED
  • 00:16:11.250 --> 00:16:12.351
  • WITH THE PEDIATRICIAN,WE'VE TALKEDWITH THE COUNSELORS,
  • 00:16:12.351 --> 00:16:13.619
  • WE'VE TALKEDWITH THE COUNSELORS,WE'VE TALKED
  • 00:16:13.619 --> 00:16:14.753
  • WITH THE COUNSELORS,WE'VE TALKEDWITH THE THERAPISTS.
  • 00:16:14.753 --> 00:16:16.755
  • WE'VE TALKEDWITH THE THERAPISTS.ZEALAND IS AUTISTIC."
  • 00:16:16.755 --> 00:16:19.491
  • WITH THE THERAPISTS.ZEALAND IS AUTISTIC."Sheila: WOW!
  • 00:16:19.491 --> 00:16:21.060
  • ZEALAND IS AUTISTIC."Sheila: WOW!Jaci: I'M LIKE,
  • 00:16:21.060 --> 00:16:23.962
  • Sheila: WOW!Jaci: I'M LIKE,"YOU MEAN ARTISTIC."
  • 00:16:23.962 --> 00:16:26.999
  • Jaci: I'M LIKE,"YOU MEAN ARTISTIC.""WELL, NO. HE IS AUTISTIC."
  • 00:16:26.999 --> 00:16:31.937
  • OKAY, WHAT DO I DO WITH THIS?
  • 00:16:36.041 --> 00:16:37.576
  • OKAY, WHAT DO I DO WITH THIS?BECAUSE THAT'S NOT THE DREAM
  • 00:16:37.576 --> 00:16:38.911
  • BECAUSE THE DREAM
  • 00:16:40.112 --> 00:16:42.214
  • BECAUSE THE DREAMFOR ZEALAND WAS GOING TO BE--
  • 00:16:42.214 --> 00:16:43.482
  • BECAUSE THE DREAMFOR ZEALAND WAS GOING TO BE--I REMEMBER
  • 00:16:43.482 --> 00:16:44.616
  • FOR ZEALAND WAS GOING TO BE--I REMEMBERWHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH HIM
  • 00:16:44.616 --> 00:16:45.684
  • I REMEMBERWHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH HIMPEOPLE PRAYED,
  • 00:16:45.684 --> 00:16:46.852
  • WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH HIMPEOPLE PRAYED,MAX LUCADO PRAYED FOR HIM
  • 00:16:46.852 --> 00:16:48.387
  • PEOPLE PRAYED,MAX LUCADO PRAYED FOR HIMAND HE SAID, "THIS BOY
  • 00:16:48.387 --> 00:16:52.291
  • MAX LUCADO PRAYED FOR HIMAND HE SAID, "THIS BOYIS GOING TO HAVE A MINISTRY."
  • 00:16:52.291 --> 00:16:53.826
  • AND HE SAID, "THIS BOYIS GOING TO HAVE A MINISTRY."HOW CAN HE HAVE A MINISTRY
  • 00:16:53.826 --> 00:16:55.627
  • IS GOING TO HAVE A MINISTRY."HOW CAN HE HAVE A MINISTRYIF HE CAN'T COMMUNICATE
  • 00:16:55.627 --> 00:16:59.198
  • HOW CAN HE HAVE A MINISTRYIF HE CAN'T COMMUNICATEPROPERLY?
  • 00:16:59.198 --> 00:17:00.365
  • IF HE CAN'T COMMUNICATEPROPERLY?SO NOW YOU'RE TELLING ME
  • 00:17:00.365 --> 00:17:02.034
  • PROPERLY?SO NOW YOU'RE TELLING METHAT MY DREAMS,
  • 00:17:02.034 --> 00:17:03.368
  • SO NOW YOU'RE TELLING METHAT MY DREAMS,LIKE ALL THE MOVIES
  • 00:17:03.368 --> 00:17:04.636
  • THAT MY DREAMS,LIKE ALL THE MOVIESTHAT I WATCHED AS A KID,
  • 00:17:04.636 --> 00:17:05.938
  • LIKE ALL THE MOVIESTHAT I WATCHED AS A KID,THINKING WHAT LIFE
  • 00:17:05.938 --> 00:17:07.172
  • THAT I WATCHED AS A KID,THINKING WHAT LIFEWOULD LOOK LIKE,
  • 00:17:07.172 --> 00:17:08.273
  • THINKING WHAT LIFEWOULD LOOK LIKE,BECAUSE I WASN'T LIVING IT,
  • 00:17:08.273 --> 00:17:09.441
  • WOULD LOOK LIKE,BECAUSE I WASN'T LIVING IT,SURELY MY KIDS ARE GOING
  • 00:17:09.441 --> 00:17:10.509
  • BECAUSE I WASN'T LIVING IT,SURELY MY KIDS ARE GOINGTO HAVE THIS KIND OF LIFE.
  • 00:17:10.509 --> 00:17:11.743
  • SURELY MY KIDS ARE GOINGTO HAVE THIS KIND OF LIFE.MOST POPULAR GUY
  • 00:17:11.743 --> 00:17:12.911
  • TO HAVE THIS KIND OF LIFE.MOST POPULAR GUYIN HIGH SCHOOL;
  • 00:17:12.911 --> 00:17:13.979
  • MOST POPULAR GUYIN HIGH SCHOOL;LIKE HE IS GOING
  • 00:17:13.979 --> 00:17:15.147
  • IN HIGH SCHOOL;LIKE HE IS GOINGTO BE A FOOTBALL PLAYER.
  • 00:17:15.147 --> 00:17:16.381
  • LIKE HE IS GOINGTO BE A FOOTBALL PLAYER.DATE THE MOST POPULAR GIRL
  • 00:17:16.381 --> 00:17:17.549
  • TO BE A FOOTBALL PLAYER.DATE THE MOST POPULAR GIRLIN SCHOOL;
  • 00:17:17.549 --> 00:17:18.784
  • DATE THE MOST POPULAR GIRLIN SCHOOL;THE CHEERLEADER.
  • 00:17:18.784 --> 00:17:19.985
  • IN SCHOOL;THE CHEERLEADER.IT IS GOING TO BE
  • 00:17:19.985 --> 00:17:21.286
  • THE CHEERLEADER.IT IS GOING TO BEJUST LIKE WHAT I PICTURED,
  • 00:17:21.286 --> 00:17:22.488
  • IT IS GOING TO BEJUST LIKE WHAT I PICTURED,JUST LIKE EVERYTHING...
  • 00:17:22.488 --> 00:17:23.555
  • JUST LIKE WHAT I PICTURED,JUST LIKE EVERYTHING...WHAT I'VE ALWAYS DREAMED OF
  • 00:17:23.555 --> 00:17:24.690
  • JUST LIKE EVERYTHING...WHAT I'VE ALWAYS DREAMED OFFOR MY LIFE
  • 00:17:24.690 --> 00:17:25.991
  • WHAT I'VE ALWAYS DREAMED OFFOR MY LIFEAND FOR MY CHILDREN.
  • 00:17:25.991 --> 00:17:27.126
  • FOR MY LIFEAND FOR MY CHILDREN.BUT HE CAN'T DO THAT
  • 00:17:27.126 --> 00:17:28.327
  • AND FOR MY CHILDREN.BUT HE CAN'T DO THATIF HE IS AUTISTIC.
  • 00:17:28.327 --> 00:17:29.528
  • BUT HE CAN'T DO THATIF HE IS AUTISTIC.AND HOW IS HE GOING
  • 00:17:29.528 --> 00:17:30.662
  • IF HE IS AUTISTIC.AND HOW IS HE GOINGTO TEACH HIS LITTLE BROTHER
  • 00:17:30.662 --> 00:17:31.830
  • AND HOW IS HE GOINGTO TEACH HIS LITTLE BROTHERHOW TO BE COOL,
  • 00:17:31.830 --> 00:17:32.998
  • TO TEACH HIS LITTLE BROTHERHOW TO BE COOL,HOW TO SHAVE?
  • 00:17:32.998 --> 00:17:35.901
  • HOW TO BE COOL,HOW TO SHAVE?HOW TO TALK TO A GIRL
  • 00:17:35.901 --> 00:17:37.302
  • HOW TO SHAVE?HOW TO TALK TO A GIRLON THE PHONE?
  • 00:17:37.302 --> 00:17:38.670
  • HOW TO TALK TO A GIRLON THE PHONE?HOW IS HE GOING TO DO THAT
  • 00:17:38.670 --> 00:17:40.772
  • ON THE PHONE?HOW IS HE GOING TO DO THATIF HE IS AUTISTIC?
  • 00:17:40.772 --> 00:17:45.177
  • HOW IS HE GOING TO DO THATIF HE IS AUTISTIC?SO I GOT ANGRY WITH GOD.
  • 00:17:45.177 --> 00:17:46.612
  • IF HE IS AUTISTIC?SO I GOT ANGRY WITH GOD.I WAS VERY ANGRY WITH GOD.
  • 00:17:46.612 --> 00:17:47.846
  • SO I GOT ANGRY WITH GOD.I WAS VERY ANGRY WITH GOD.FOR ABOUT SIX MONTHS
  • 00:17:47.846 --> 00:17:49.314
  • I WAS VERY ANGRY WITH GOD.FOR ABOUT SIX MONTHSI YELLED AT HIM
  • 00:17:49.314 --> 00:17:50.782
  • FOR ABOUT SIX MONTHSI YELLED AT HIMAND I JUST, I SAID,
  • 00:17:50.782 --> 00:17:52.050
  • I YELLED AT HIMAND I JUST, I SAID,"HOW COULD YOU?
  • 00:17:52.050 --> 00:17:53.185
  • AND I JUST, I SAID,"HOW COULD YOU?HOW COULD YOU?"
  • 00:17:53.185 --> 00:17:54.386
  • "HOW COULD YOU?HOW COULD YOU?"HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TO ME
  • 00:17:54.386 --> 00:17:55.521
  • HOW COULD YOU?"HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TO MEDURING THE SIX MONTHS.
  • 00:17:55.521 --> 00:17:56.922
  • HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TO MEDURING THE SIX MONTHS.I KEPT ASKING WHY ME?
  • 00:17:56.922 --> 00:17:58.023
  • DURING THE SIX MONTHS.I KEPT ASKING WHY ME?WHY ME?
  • 00:17:58.023 --> 00:18:00.859
  • I KEPT ASKING WHY ME?WHY ME?WHY ME?
  • 00:18:00.859 --> 00:18:03.795
  • WHY ME?WHY ME?AND IT TOOK THIS.
  • 00:18:03.795 --> 00:18:05.330
  • WHY ME?AND IT TOOK THIS.IT TOOK ME
  • 00:18:05.330 --> 00:18:06.665
  • AND IT TOOK THIS.IT TOOK MECHANGING MY POSTURE
  • 00:18:06.665 --> 00:18:07.966
  • IT TOOK MECHANGING MY POSTUREAND ASKING
  • 00:18:07.966 --> 00:18:09.701
  • CHANGING MY POSTUREAND ASKINGTHE RIGHT QUESTIONS,
  • 00:18:09.701 --> 00:18:13.972
  • AND ASKINGTHE RIGHT QUESTIONS,WHY NOT ME?
  • 00:18:13.972 --> 00:18:16.275
  • THE RIGHT QUESTIONS,WHY NOT ME?WHY NOT ME?
  • 00:18:16.275 --> 00:18:17.509
  • WHY NOT ME?WHY NOT ME?AND IT'S ONLY THEN
  • 00:18:17.509 --> 00:18:18.877
  • WHY NOT ME?AND IT'S ONLY THENTHAT I STARTED ASKING
  • 00:18:18.877 --> 00:18:20.112
  • AND IT'S ONLY THENTHAT I STARTED ASKINGTHAT QUESTION
  • 00:18:20.112 --> 00:18:21.513
  • THAT I STARTED ASKINGTHAT QUESTIONTHAT I COULD HEAR
  • 00:18:21.513 --> 00:18:22.681
  • THAT QUESTIONTHAT I COULD HEARTHE VOICE OF GOD AGAIN.
  • 00:18:22.681 --> 00:18:23.882
  • THAT I COULD HEARTHE VOICE OF GOD AGAIN.BECAUSE HE WASN'T MAD AT ME.
  • 00:18:23.882 --> 00:18:25.117
  • THE VOICE OF GOD AGAIN.BECAUSE HE WASN'T MAD AT ME.HE DIDN'T CHASTISE ME
  • 00:18:25.117 --> 00:18:26.351
  • IT WASN'T THAT.
  • 00:18:27.553 --> 00:18:28.787
  • TO ASK THE RIGHT QUESTION,
  • 00:18:30.055 --> 00:18:31.323
  • TO ASK THE RIGHT QUESTION,WHY NOT ME?
  • 00:18:31.323 --> 00:18:32.524
  • WHY NOT ME?AND IT WAS AT THAT POINT
  • 00:18:32.524 --> 00:18:33.692
  • PICK ME UP, DUST ME OFF,
  • 00:18:35.427 --> 00:18:38.030
  • PICK ME UP, DUST ME OFF,AND SAY, "JACI,
  • 00:18:38.030 --> 00:18:41.266
  • PICK ME UP, DUST ME OFF,AND SAY, "JACI,NOW IT'S TIME TO FIGHT.
  • 00:18:41.266 --> 00:18:42.668
  • AND SAY, "JACI,NOW IT'S TIME TO FIGHT.IT'S TIME TO FIGHT
  • 00:18:42.668 --> 00:18:44.469
  • NOW IT'S TIME TO FIGHT.IT'S TIME TO FIGHTFOR YOUR SON."
  • 00:18:44.469 --> 00:18:45.804
  • IT'S TIME TO FIGHTFOR YOUR SON."BECAUSE YOU SEE
  • 00:18:45.804 --> 00:18:46.972
  • FOR YOUR SON."BECAUSE YOU SEEGOD CAN SEE SOMETHING IN ME
  • 00:18:46.972 --> 00:18:48.941
  • BECAUSE YOU SEEGOD CAN SEE SOMETHING IN MEI COULDN'T SEE IN MYSELF
  • 00:18:48.941 --> 00:18:51.009
  • GOD CAN SEE SOMETHING IN MEI COULDN'T SEE IN MYSELFAND THAT IS STRENGTH
  • 00:18:51.009 --> 00:18:53.745
  • I COULDN'T SEE IN MYSELFAND THAT IS STRENGTHAND BRAVERY.
  • 00:18:53.745 --> 00:18:55.013
  • AND THAT IS STRENGTHAND BRAVERY.I COULD NOT SEE THAT
  • 00:18:55.013 --> 00:18:58.517
  • AND BRAVERY.I COULD NOT SEE THATIN MYSELF.
  • 00:18:58.517 --> 00:19:00.519
  • I COULD NOT SEE THATIN MYSELF.SO NOW ZEALAND
  • 00:19:00.519 --> 00:19:02.654
  • IN MYSELF.SO NOW ZEALANDIS GOING TO BE 13
  • 00:19:02.654 --> 00:19:04.189
  • SO NOW ZEALANDIS GOING TO BE 13AND LITTLE BROTHER
  • 00:19:04.189 --> 00:19:05.824
  • IS GOING TO BE 13AND LITTLE BROTHERHAS TAKEN ON THE ROLE
  • 00:19:05.824 --> 00:19:07.459
  • AND LITTLE BROTHERHAS TAKEN ON THE ROLEOF SOMETHING
  • 00:19:07.459 --> 00:19:08.927
  • HAS TAKEN ON THE ROLEOF SOMETHINGSO INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL.
  • 00:19:08.927 --> 00:19:10.462
  • OF SOMETHINGSO INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL.HE IS--
  • 00:19:10.462 --> 00:19:11.863
  • SO INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL.HE IS--GOD PREPARED HIS HEART
  • 00:19:11.863 --> 00:19:13.098
  • HE IS--GOD PREPARED HIS HEARTLONG BEFORE WE KNEW
  • 00:19:13.098 --> 00:19:14.333
  • GOD PREPARED HIS HEARTLONG BEFORE WE KNEWHE WAS GOING TO NEED TO.
  • 00:19:14.333 --> 00:19:15.634
  • LONG BEFORE WE KNEWHE WAS GOING TO NEED TO.HE'S PREPARED HIS HEART
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  • HE WAS GOING TO NEED TO.HE'S PREPARED HIS HEARTWITH SUCH A SOFT GOODNESS.
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  • HE'S PREPARED HIS HEARTWITH SUCH A SOFT GOODNESS.HE'S THE KID
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  • WITH SUCH A SOFT GOODNESS.HE'S THE KIDWHO LOOKS FOR THE OUTCAST.
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  • HE'S THE KIDWHO LOOKS FOR THE OUTCAST.HE'S THE ONE THAT LOOKS
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  • WHO LOOKS FOR THE OUTCAST.HE'S THE ONE THAT LOOKSFOR THE NEW KID IN CLASS.
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  • HE'S THE ONE THAT LOOKSFOR THE NEW KID IN CLASS.BUT GOD PREPARED HIM
  • 00:19:23.242 --> 00:19:24.977
  • FOR THE NEW KID IN CLASS.BUT GOD PREPARED HIMBY WAY OF ZEALAND
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  • BUT GOD PREPARED HIMBY WAY OF ZEALANDBECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT ONE DAY
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  • BY WAY OF ZEALANDBECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT ONE DAYHIS LITTLE BROTHER MIGHT
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  • BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT ONE DAYHIS LITTLE BROTHER MIGHTHAVE TO TAKE CARE OF HIM
  • 00:19:28.880 --> 00:19:30.148
  • HIS LITTLE BROTHER MIGHTHAVE TO TAKE CARE OF HIMAND YOU CAN'T
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  • HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF HIMAND YOU CAN'TTAKE CARE OF SOMEBODY
  • 00:19:31.250 --> 00:19:32.484
  • AND YOU CAN'TTAKE CARE OF SOMEBODYIF YOU DON'T HAVE
  • 00:19:32.484 --> 00:19:33.652
  • TAKE CARE OF SOMEBODYIF YOU DON'T HAVEA SOFT GOOD HEART.
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  • IF YOU DON'T HAVEA SOFT GOOD HEART.Sheila: AS YOU CAN PROBABLY
  • 00:19:34.820 --> 00:19:35.988
  • A SOFT GOOD HEART.Sheila: AS YOU CAN PROBABLYIMAGINE THERE IS
  • 00:19:35.988 --> 00:19:37.422
  • Sheila: AS YOU CAN PROBABLYIMAGINE THERE ISWAY, WAY, WAY MORE
  • 00:19:37.422 --> 00:19:38.657
  • IMAGINE THERE ISWAY, WAY, WAY MORETO THIS STORY
  • 00:19:38.657 --> 00:19:39.758
  • WAY, WAY, WAY MORETO THIS STORYTHAN WE'RE ABLE TO GET INTO
  • 00:19:39.758 --> 00:19:41.059
  • TO THIS STORYTHAN WE'RE ABLE TO GET INTOAND THAT'S WHY JACI
  • 00:19:41.059 --> 00:19:42.294
  • THAN WE'RE ABLE TO GET INTOAND THAT'S WHY JACIHAS A BOOK CALLED,
  • 00:19:42.294 --> 00:19:45.297
  • AND THAT'S WHY JACIHAS A BOOK CALLED,WHEN GOD RESCRIPTS YOUR LIFE .
  • 00:19:45.297 --> 00:19:46.832
  • HAS A BOOK CALLED,WHEN GOD RESCRIPTS YOUR LIFE .THAT WILL TELL
  • 00:19:46.832 --> 00:19:48.400
  • WHEN GOD RESCRIPTS YOUR LIFE .THAT WILL TELLTHE WHOLE STORY AND IT IS--
  • 00:19:48.400 --> 00:19:50.035
  • THAT WILL TELLTHE WHOLE STORY AND IT IS--THERE IS SO MUCH IN IT
  • 00:19:50.035 --> 00:19:51.336
  • THE WHOLE STORY AND IT IS--THERE IS SO MUCH IN ITTHAT WILL HELP.
  • 00:19:51.336 --> 00:19:52.437
  • THERE IS SO MUCH IN ITTHAT WILL HELP.IF YOU FEEL LIKE,
  • 00:19:52.437 --> 00:19:53.605
  • THAT WILL HELP.IF YOU FEEL LIKE,YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:19:53.605 --> 00:19:54.740
  • IF YOU FEEL LIKE,YOU KNOW WHAT?I WISH I COULD REWRITE THIS,
  • 00:19:54.740 --> 00:19:55.907
  • YOU KNOW WHAT?I WISH I COULD REWRITE THIS,YOU CAN TURN TO GOD AND
  • 00:19:55.907 --> 00:19:57.209
  • I WISH I COULD REWRITE THIS,YOU CAN TURN TO GOD ANDHE WILL REWRITE YOUR STORY.
  • 00:19:57.209 --> 00:19:58.477
  • YOU CAN TURN TO GOD ANDHE WILL REWRITE YOUR STORY.FIRST I WANT TO ASK YOU
  • 00:19:58.477 --> 00:20:00.445
  • WE WANT TO REWRITE
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  • THE STORIES OF SOME CHILDREN
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  • IN AFRICA WHO RIGHT NOW
  • 00:20:04.182 --> 00:20:05.183
  • AT THIS VERY MINUTE
  • 00:20:05.183 --> 00:20:06.218
  • AS WE SITTING HERE
  • 00:20:06.218 --> 00:20:07.352
  • IN THE STUDIO
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  • ARE STRUGGLING
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  • FOR THE NEXT BREATH
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  • SIMPLY BECAUSE
  • 00:20:10.555 --> 00:20:11.857
  • THEY DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.
  • 00:20:11.857 --> 00:20:12.958
  • AS I'M SITTING HERE
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  • RIGHT NOW TALKING TO YOU
  • 00:20:14.559 --> 00:20:16.595
  • CHILDREN ARE BEING BROUGHT
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  • TO THESE MALNUTRITION CLINICS,
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  • AND OFTEN IT IS TOO LATE.
  • 00:20:21.433 --> 00:20:22.801
  • IT IS TOO LATE
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  • TO SAVE THESE CHILDREN.
  • 00:20:24.136 --> 00:20:25.404
  • SO WHAT OUR COMMITMENT IS
  • 00:20:25.404 --> 00:20:26.772
  • HERE AT LIFE ,
  • 00:20:26.772 --> 00:20:28.140
  • WE HAVE COMMITTED,
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  • JAMES AND BETTY,
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  • AND WE PRAY ABOUT THIS STUFF,
  • 00:20:31.043 --> 00:20:32.744
  • COMMITTED TO FEEDING
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  • 350.000 CHILDREN
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  • BUT WE WANTED
  • 00:20:36.348 --> 00:20:37.582
  • TO MAKE IT DOABLE.
  • 00:20:37.582 --> 00:20:38.917
  • WE WANTED TO BREAK IT DOWN
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  • IN SUCH A WAY
  • 00:20:40.152 --> 00:20:41.553
  • THAT YOU CAN ENTER IN WITH US.
  • 00:20:41.553 --> 00:20:42.788
  • AND SO LITERALLY
  • 00:20:42.788 --> 00:20:47.025
  • $30 WILL FEED THREE CHILDREN
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  • FOR THREE MONTHS.
  • 00:20:48.527 --> 00:20:50.128
  • THAT'S AMAZING TO ME.
  • 00:20:50.128 --> 00:20:51.763
  • BUT YOU SAW ME HANDING OUT
  • 00:20:51.763 --> 00:20:53.131
  • THESE BOWLS OF FOOD.
  • 00:20:53.131 --> 00:20:54.566
  • IN THERE IS THE MOST
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  • NUTRITIOUS BLEND OF VITAMINS,
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  • MINERALS, PROTEIN
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  • THE CHILDREN IN THAT PART
  • 00:21:00.005 --> 00:21:01.840
  • OF THE WORLD NEED.
  • 00:21:01.840 --> 00:21:03.275
  • AND THOSE MOTHERS
  • 00:21:03.275 --> 00:21:05.811
  • ARE ON THEIR KNEES RIGHT NOW
  • 00:21:05.811 --> 00:21:07.446
  • PRAYING THAT SOMEWHERE
  • 00:21:07.446 --> 00:21:09.014
  • ACROSS THE WORLD
  • 00:21:09.014 --> 00:21:10.515
  • PEOPLE WHO LOVE AND SERVE
  • 00:21:10.515 --> 00:21:12.117
  • THE SAME JESUS AS THEY DO
  • 00:21:12.117 --> 00:21:14.886
  • WILL HEAR THEIR PRAYERS.
  • 00:21:14.886 --> 00:21:16.855
  • $50 FEEDS FIVE CHILDREN
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  • FOR THREE MONTHS.
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  • $100 FEEDS TEN CHILDREN
  • 00:21:21.760 --> 00:21:24.296
  • FOR THREE MONTHS!
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  • WE CAN ALL DO SOMETHING.
  • 00:21:26.698 --> 00:21:27.899
  • WILL YOU CALL THAT NUMBER
  • 00:21:27.899 --> 00:21:29.101
  • ON YOUR SCREEN?
  • 00:21:29.101 --> 00:21:30.235
  • WILL YOU GO ONLINE?
  • 00:21:30.235 --> 00:21:31.370
  • WILL YOU GIVE
  • 00:21:31.370 --> 00:21:34.339
  • THE VERY BEST GIFT POSSIBLE?
  • 00:21:34.339 --> 00:21:35.941
  • THANK YOU SO MUCH!
  • 00:21:35.941 --> 00:21:36.007
  • TODAY ON TOP OF THE DAILYFIGHT FOR LIFE AND FOOD,
  • 00:21:37.075 --> 00:21:40.379
  • FAMILIES AND CHILDRENACROSS AFRICA ARE NOW FORCED
  • 00:21:40.479 --> 00:21:43.248
  • TO DEAL WITH THE CHALLENGESOF A GLOBAL HEALTH CRISIS.
  • 00:21:43.348 --> 00:21:46.318
  • BECAUSE OF COVID-19,
  • 00:21:46.418 --> 00:21:48.320
  • FOOD SCARCITY HASINCREASED DRASTICALLY
  • 00:21:48.420 --> 00:21:50.322
  • AND THE FEAR OF DYINGFROM LACK OF FOOD
  • 00:21:50.422 --> 00:21:52.791
  • IS FAR GREATERTHAN THE VIRUS ITSELF.
  • 00:21:52.891 --> 00:21:55.560
  • EVEN IN THESEUNPRECEDENTED TIMES,
  • 00:21:55.660 --> 00:21:57.662
  • MISSION FEEDINGWON'T STOP.
  • 00:21:57.763 --> 00:21:59.664
  • WITH YOUR HELP,MISSION FEEDINGWILL CONTINUE TO BE
  • 00:21:59.765 --> 00:22:02.067
  • A DAILY SOURCE OF FOOD,ENCOURAGEMENT, AND HEALTH
  • 00:22:02.167 --> 00:22:04.770
  • FOR THE 350.000 CHILDRENCOUNTING ON US.
  • 00:22:04.870 --> 00:22:08.707
  • CALL NOW WITH YOURLIFESAVING GIFT
  • 00:22:08.807 --> 00:22:10.709
  • OF $30, $50,OR $100
  • 00:22:10.809 --> 00:22:12.711
  • THAT WILL HELPFEED AND CARE
  • 00:22:12.811 --> 00:22:14.713
  • FOR THREE, FIVEOR TEN CHILDREN
  • 00:22:14.813 --> 00:22:16.715
  • FOR THREEFULL MONTHS.
  • 00:22:16.815 --> 00:22:18.850
  • WITH YOUR GIFTWE'LL SEND YOU
  • 00:22:18.950 --> 00:22:20.852
  • 40 DAYSOF HEALING PROMISES.
  • 00:22:20.952 --> 00:22:22.854
  • THIS BEAUTIFULHARDCOVER DEVOTIONAL
  • 00:22:22.954 --> 00:22:24.856
  • WILL ENCOURAGE YOUIN YOUR FAITH
  • 00:22:24.956 --> 00:22:26.858
  • AS YOU DIVE DEEP INTOTHE HEALING PROMISES
  • 00:22:26.958 --> 00:22:28.860
  • THAT ARE YOURSIN JESUS' NAME.
  • 00:22:28.960 --> 00:22:31.329
  • WITH YOUR GIFTOF $100 OR MORE
  • 00:22:31.430 --> 00:22:33.331
  • PLEASE REQUEST THE"BLESSINGS FOR YOUR HOME"
  • 00:22:33.432 --> 00:22:35.333
  • BOWLS ANDTEA TOWEL SET.
  • 00:22:35.434 --> 00:22:37.369
  • THIS SET OF BOWLSAND TWO BEAUTIFULLY DESIGNEDTEA TOWELS
  • 00:22:37.469 --> 00:22:40.405
  • WILL MAKE A WONDERFULADDITION TO YOUR HOME
  • 00:22:40.505 --> 00:22:42.607
  • AND SERVEAS A REMINDER OF YOUR HELPIN BLESSING OTHERS
  • 00:22:42.707 --> 00:22:45.677
  • AS A FRIENDOF LIFE .
  • 00:22:45.777 --> 00:22:47.779
  • FINALLY, WITH YOUR GIFTOF $1.000 OR MORE
  • 00:22:47.879 --> 00:22:50.248
  • TO HELP FEED AND CAREFOR 100 CHILDREN
  • 00:22:50.348 --> 00:22:52.918
  • BE SURE TO REQUESTOUR COMMEMORATIVEBRONZE SCULPTURE,
  • 00:22:53.018 --> 00:22:55.420
  • "A MOTHER'SSTRENGTH."
  • 00:22:55.520 --> 00:22:57.422
  • PLEASE CALL, WRITE, OR MAKEYOUR GIFT ONLINE TODAY.
  • 00:22:57.522 --> 00:23:02.694
  • Sheila: THANK YOU FOR THAT.
  • 00:23:08.967 --> 00:23:10.035
  • Sheila: THANK YOU FOR THAT.KEEP CALLING.
  • 00:23:10.035 --> 00:23:11.169
  • Sheila: THANK YOU FOR THAT.KEEP CALLING.JACI'S BOOK IS CALLED
  • 00:23:11.169 --> 00:23:12.237
  • KEEP CALLING.JACI'S BOOK IS CALLEDWHEN GOD RESCRIPTS YOUR LIFE :
  • 00:23:12.237 --> 00:23:13.371
  • JACI'S BOOK IS CALLEDWHEN GOD RESCRIPTS YOUR LIFE :"SEEING VALUE,
  • 00:23:13.371 --> 00:23:14.539
  • WHEN GOD RESCRIPTS YOUR LIFE :"SEEING VALUE,BEAUTY AND PURPOSE
  • 00:23:14.539 --> 00:23:16.741
  • "SEEING VALUE,BEAUTY AND PURPOSEWHEN LIFE IS INTERRUPTED."
  • 00:23:16.741 --> 00:23:17.776
  • BEAUTY AND PURPOSEWHEN LIFE IS INTERRUPTED."JACI, THANK YOU FOR SHARING
  • 00:23:17.776 --> 00:23:18.810
  • WHEN LIFE IS INTERRUPTED."JACI, THANK YOU FOR SHARINGSOME OF YOUR STORY.
  • 00:23:18.810 --> 00:23:19.845
  • JACI, THANK YOU FOR SHARINGSOME OF YOUR STORY.Jaci: THANK YOU!
  • 00:23:19.845 --> 00:23:20.879
  • SOME OF YOUR STORY.Jaci: THANK YOU!THANK YOU FOR HAVING ME.
  • 00:23:20.879 --> 00:23:21.913
  • Jaci: THANK YOU!THANK YOU FOR HAVING ME.Sheila: IT IS
  • 00:23:21.913 --> 00:23:22.948
  • THANK YOU FOR HAVING ME.Sheila: IT ISA WONDERFUL STORY.
  • 00:23:22.948 --> 00:23:23.982
  • Sheila: IT ISA WONDERFUL STORY.AND IF YOU EVER FEEL
  • 00:23:23.982 --> 00:23:25.016
  • A WONDERFUL STORY.AND IF YOU EVER FEELLIKE YOUR LIFE
  • 00:23:25.016 --> 00:23:26.051
  • AND IF YOU EVER FEELLIKE YOUR LIFEHAS BEEN INTERRUPTED,
  • 00:23:26.051 --> 00:23:27.085
  • LIKE YOUR LIFEHAS BEEN INTERRUPTED,MOST OF US ARE GOING
  • 00:23:27.085 --> 00:23:28.119
  • HAS BEEN INTERRUPTED,MOST OF US ARE GOINGTO FACE THAT AT SOME POINT,
  • 00:23:28.119 --> 00:23:29.154
  • MOST OF US ARE GOINGTO FACE THAT AT SOME POINT,BUT GOD WILL MEET YOU
  • 00:23:29.154 --> 00:23:30.188
  • TO FACE THAT AT SOME POINT,BUT GOD WILL MEET YOUAT THAT INTERSECTION
  • 00:23:30.188 --> 00:23:31.223
  • BUT GOD WILL MEET YOUAT THAT INTERSECTIONAND RESCRIPT YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:23:31.223 --> 00:23:32.257
  • AT THAT INTERSECTIONAND RESCRIPT YOUR LIFE.SO FROM ALL OF US
  • 00:23:32.257 --> 00:23:33.291
  • AND RESCRIPT YOUR LIFE.SO FROM ALL OF USHERE AT LIFE , GOD BLESS.
  • 00:23:33.291 --> 00:23:35.260
  • 00:23:46.438 --> 00:23:53.011
  • ♪ YOU KNOW MY DOUBTSAND YOU KNOW MY FEARS ♪
  • 00:23:59.584 --> 00:24:06.324
  • ♪ YOU KNOW THE STORYBEHIND EVERY TEAR ♪
  • 00:24:06.424 --> 00:24:13.365
  • ♪ YOU HELD ME CLOSEAS I PUSHED YOU AWAY ♪
  • 00:24:13.465 --> 00:24:20.105
  • ♪ WHY HAS IT BEEN SO HARDFOR ME TO SAY ♪
  • 00:24:20.205 --> 00:24:29.814
  • ♪ I NEEDYOUR GRACE ♪
  • 00:24:29.915 --> 00:24:36.154
  • ♪ I NEEDYOUR MERCY ♪
  • 00:24:36.254 --> 00:24:43.094
  • ♪ I NEEDYOUR LOVE ♪
  • 00:24:43.194 --> 00:24:49.935
  • ♪ TO COMEAND RESTORE ME ♪
  • 00:24:50.035 --> 00:24:54.372
  • ♪ I NEEDYOUR GRACE ♪
  • 00:24:57.108 --> 00:25:00.946
  • ♪ I KNOW MY THOUGHTSAND I HAVE MY PLAN ♪
  • 00:25:05.584 --> 00:25:12.357
  • ♪ I HOLD YOUR FUTUREIN THE PALM OF MY HAND ♪
  • 00:25:12.457 --> 00:25:19.264
  • ♪ I WAS THEREWHEN YOU HURT ♪
  • 00:25:19.364 --> 00:25:22.934
  • ♪ AND EVENQUESTIONED WHY ♪
  • 00:25:23.034 --> 00:25:26.171
  • ♪ SO OPEN UPYOUR HEART ♪
  • 00:25:26.271 --> 00:25:29.507
  • ♪ I'VE BEEN HERETHE WHOLE TIME ♪
  • 00:25:29.608 --> 00:25:32.644
  • ♪ I AMYOUR GRACE ♪
  • 00:25:32.744 --> 00:25:38.783
  • ♪ I AMYOUR MERCY ♪
  • 00:25:38.883 --> 00:25:44.356
  • ♪ I AMTHE LOVE ♪
  • 00:25:45.790 --> 00:25:53.064
  • ♪ I AMYOUR GRACE ♪
  • 00:25:53.164 --> 00:25:59.471
  • ♪ I AMYOUR MERCY ♪
  • 00:25:59.571 --> 00:26:06.478
  • ♪ I AMTHE LOVE ♪
  • 00:26:06.578 --> 00:26:13.351
  • ♪ THAT'SEVER RESTORING ♪
  • 00:26:13.451 --> 00:26:18.623
  • ♪ I NEED YOUR GRACE,JESUS ♪
  • 00:26:22.794 --> 00:26:27.332
  • ♪ I AMYOUR GRACE ♪
  • 00:26:27.432 --> 00:26:31.670
  • ♪ EVERY HOUROF EVERY DAY ♪
  • 00:26:36.608 --> 00:26:39.411
  • ♪ I NEED YOU TO COMEAND RESTORE ME ♪
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  • Announcer: REGARDLESSOF YOUR NET WORTH,
  • 00:26:53.158 --> 00:26:54.592
  • ESTATE PLANNING BENEFITSYOU AND YOUR FAMILY.
  • 00:26:54.693 --> 00:26:57.195
  • DO NOT PUT OFF THIS IMPORTANTSTEP TO PEACE OF MIND.
  • 00:26:57.295 --> 00:27:00.365
  • CONTACT LIFE PLANNINGSERVICES TODAY!
  • 00:27:00.465 --> 00:27:02.400
  • - AND I WILL WORKON FORGIVING YOU
  • 00:27:03.635 --> 00:27:05.537
  • BUT I WILL NOTSHARE YOU.
  • 00:27:05.637 --> 00:27:07.539
  • I REALLY THOUGHTOUR MARRIAGE WAS OVER.
  • 00:27:07.639 --> 00:27:10.475
  • LISA TERKEURSTTOMORROW.
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  • LIFE TODAY IS MADEPOSSIBLE BY THE SUPPORTERS OFLIFE OUTREACH INTERNATIONAL.
  • 00:27:13.745 --> 00:27:17.148
  • YOUR GIFT WILL BE USEDEXCLUSIVELY FOR THE EXEMPTPURPOSES OF LIFE.
  • 00:27:17.248 --> 00:27:20.251
  • THE MINISTRY FEATURESSPECIFIC OUTREACHES
  • 00:27:20.351 --> 00:27:22.320
  • AS EXAMPLES OF THE PROGRAMSIT SUPPORTS AND CONDUCTS.
  • 00:27:22.420 --> 00:27:24.389
  • GIFTS ARE CONSIDEREDTO BE WITHOUT RESTRICTION
  • 00:27:24.489 --> 00:27:26.458
  • AS TO USE UNLESS EXPLICITLYSTIPULATED BY THE DONOR.
  • 00:27:26.558 --> 00:27:28.593
  • THE MINISTRY IS A MEMBEROF THE E.C.F.A.
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