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Herman Mendoza & Alexandra Mendoza| Breaking Bad

November 16, 2020

27:29

Hosted by James and Betty Robison; this program features guests who have emerged victorious from difficulties in their lives.

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Herman Mendoza & Alexandra Mendoza| Breaking Bad

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HERMAN MENDOZABUILT A KINGDOM
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SELLING COCAINE.
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AND WHEN IT ALL FELL APART,HE WAS READY TO KILL HIMSELF.
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- AND WHENTHEY ARRESTED ME
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THEY TRANSPORTED MEOVER TO THE METROPOLITANDETENTION CENTER
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WHERE THE CHAPPO,THE NOTORIOUS DRUG LORDWAS HOUSED.
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AND AS THEY WERE TAKING METO THIS FACILITY,
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I TOLDTHE MARSHALS,
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"I WANT TO END MY LIFERIGHT HERE.
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OPEN THE BACK DOOROF THIS VEHICLE
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BECAUSE I'M NEVER GOINGTO COME OUT OF JAIL."
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BUT GOD HADA DIFFERENT PLAN!
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NEXT ONLIFE TODAY!
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♪
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Sheila: HI! I'M SHEILA WALSH.
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Sheila: HI! I'M SHEILA WALSH.WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY .
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Sheila: HI! I'M SHEILA WALSH.WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY .I'M HERE WITH RANDY ROBISON,
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WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY .I'M HERE WITH RANDY ROBISON,MY WONDERFUL CO-HOST.
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I'M HERE WITH RANDY ROBISON,MY WONDERFUL CO-HOST.DO YOU EVER WONDER
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LIKE THE WORST STORY?
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LIKE THE WORST STORY?CAN YOU EVER BE IN A PLACE
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LIKE THE WORST STORY?CAN YOU EVER BE IN A PLACEWHERE YOU'RE TOO FAR GONE
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CAN YOU EVER BE IN A PLACEWHERE YOU'RE TOO FAR GONEFROM THE MERCY OF GOD?
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WHERE YOU'RE TOO FAR GONEFROM THE MERCY OF GOD?OUR GUEST TODAY
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FROM THE MERCY OF GOD?OUR GUEST TODAYWILL SAY ABSOLUTELY NOT.
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OUR GUEST TODAYWILL SAY ABSOLUTELY NOT.IT IS A PHENOMENAL STORY.
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WILL SAY ABSOLUTELY NOT.IT IS A PHENOMENAL STORY.SO PLEASE, WILL YOU HELP
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IT IS A PHENOMENAL STORY.SO PLEASE, WILL YOU HELPRANDY AND I WELCOME
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SO PLEASE, WILL YOU HELPRANDY AND I WELCOMEHERMAN AND ALEXANDRA MENDOZA.
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RANDY AND I WELCOMEHERMAN AND ALEXANDRA MENDOZA.WELCOME!
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HERMAN AND ALEXANDRA MENDOZA.WELCOME!Herman: THANK YOU
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WELCOME!Herman: THANK YOUFOR HAVING US.
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Herman: THANK YOUFOR HAVING US.Randy: SO GOOD TO HAVE YOU.
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ON THE LIVE STREAM
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ON THE LIVE STREAMSEVERAL MONTHS AGO
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SEVERAL MONTHS AGOSO I GOT TO PREVIEW
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SO I GOT TO PREVIEWSORT OF HIS STORY.
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SORT OF HIS STORY.BUT FOR THOSE
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WE'RE TALKING STRAIGHT OUT
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WE'RE TALKING STRAIGHT OUTOF A HOLLYWOOD MOVIE
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WE'RE TALKING STRAIGHT OUTOF A HOLLYWOOD MOVIEDRUG LORD CRIME STORY,
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OF A HOLLYWOOD MOVIEDRUG LORD CRIME STORY,SOME OF THE THINGS
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DRUG LORD CRIME STORY,SOME OF THE THINGSYOU WENT THROUGH.
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SOME OF THE THINGSYOU WENT THROUGH.GIVE US A LITTLE BIT
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YOU WENT THROUGH.GIVE US A LITTLE BITOF THE BACKGROUND
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GIVE US A LITTLE BITOF THE BACKGROUNDJUST SO WE CAN ESTABLISH
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OF THE BACKGROUNDJUST SO WE CAN ESTABLISHHOW FAR YOU'VE COME.
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Herman: GOD HAS DONE
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Herman: GOD HAS DONESOME MIRACULOUS THINGS
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SOME MIRACULOUS THINGSIN MY LIFE.
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IN MY LIFE.I WAS INVOLVED
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I WAS INVOLVEDIN THE DISTRIBUTION
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HUNDREDS OF KILOS OF COCAINE,
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HUNDREDS OF KILOS OF COCAINE,DISTRIBUTING FROM COLUMBIA
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HUNDREDS OF KILOS OF COCAINE,DISTRIBUTING FROM COLUMBIATO THE UNITED STATES
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DISTRIBUTING FROM COLUMBIATO THE UNITED STATESWITH A CARTEL.
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TO THE UNITED STATESWITH A CARTEL.I WAS INVOLVED
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WITH A CARTEL.I WAS INVOLVEDWITH MY BROTHERS
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I WAS INVOLVEDWITH MY BROTHERSAND WE HAD THIS BIG OPERATION
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WITH MY BROTHERSAND WE HAD THIS BIG OPERATIONMAKING MILLIONS OF DOLLARS
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AND WE HAD THIS BIG OPERATIONMAKING MILLIONS OF DOLLARSPASSING THROUGH MY HANDS.
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MAKING MILLIONS OF DOLLARSPASSING THROUGH MY HANDS.AND I THOUGHT
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PASSING THROUGH MY HANDS.AND I THOUGHTI WAS ON TOP OF THE WORLD.
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AND I THOUGHTI WAS ON TOP OF THE WORLD.I HAD EVERYTHING COMING TO ME
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I WAS ON TOP OF THE WORLD.I HAD EVERYTHING COMING TO MEIN TERMS OF THIS LIFESTYLE
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I HAD EVERYTHING COMING TO MEIN TERMS OF THIS LIFESTYLETHAT I WAS LIVING,
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IN TERMS OF THIS LIFESTYLETHAT I WAS LIVING,POSSESSIONS.
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THAT I WAS LIVING,POSSESSIONS.UNTIL ONE DAY
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POSSESSIONS.UNTIL ONE DAYMY WORLD CAME TUMBLING DOWN
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UNTIL ONE DAYMY WORLD CAME TUMBLING DOWNAND I WAS ARRESTED.
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MY WORLD CAME TUMBLING DOWNAND I WAS ARRESTED.THIS IS A TIME WHERE,
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AND I WAS ARRESTED.THIS IS A TIME WHERE,THE MAYOR OF NEW YORK CITY
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THIS IS A TIME WHERE,THE MAYOR OF NEW YORK CITYWAS GIULIANI AND THERE WAS
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THE MAYOR OF NEW YORK CITYWAS GIULIANI AND THERE WASA MAJOR CRACKDOWN
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WAS GIULIANI AND THERE WASA MAJOR CRACKDOWNON DRUG DISTRIBUTION
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A MAJOR CRACKDOWNON DRUG DISTRIBUTIONAND POSSESSION
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ON DRUG DISTRIBUTIONAND POSSESSIONWHEN I GOT ARRESTED
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AND POSSESSIONWHEN I GOT ARRESTEDWITH 31 KILOS OF COCAINE
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WHEN I GOT ARRESTEDWITH 31 KILOS OF COCAINEIN THE BACK OF MY TRUNK
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WITH 31 KILOS OF COCAINEIN THE BACK OF MY TRUNKOF MY VEHICLE.
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IN THE BACK OF MY TRUNKOF MY VEHICLE.THE VERY NEXT DAY,
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OF MY VEHICLE.THE VERY NEXT DAY,I PICKED UP A NEWSPAPER
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THE VERY NEXT DAY,I PICKED UP A NEWSPAPERAND IT WAS BLASTED
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I PICKED UP A NEWSPAPERAND IT WAS BLASTEDON THE NEWSPAPER,
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AND IT WAS BLASTEDON THE NEWSPAPER,$3.8 MILLION
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ON THE NEWSPAPER,$3.8 MILLIONOF COCAINE SEIZED;
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$3.8 MILLIONOF COCAINE SEIZED;AND THESE TWO BROTHERS
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OF COCAINE SEIZED;AND THESE TWO BROTHERSWERE CONFRONTING 25 YEARS
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AND THESE TWO BROTHERSWERE CONFRONTING 25 YEARSOF INCARCERATION, IN PRISON.
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WERE CONFRONTING 25 YEARSOF INCARCERATION, IN PRISON.AT THAT POINT,
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OF INCARCERATION, IN PRISON.AT THAT POINT,MY WIFE AND I HAD ONE CHILD.
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AT THAT POINT,MY WIFE AND I HAD ONE CHILD.OBVIOUSLY, I WAS SHAKEN,
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MY WIFE AND I HAD ONE CHILD.OBVIOUSLY, I WAS SHAKEN,FROM WHAT WAS TAKING PLACE
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OBVIOUSLY, I WAS SHAKEN,FROM WHAT WAS TAKING PLACEBUT STILL WAS TRYING
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FROM WHAT WAS TAKING PLACEBUT STILL WAS TRYINGTO KIND OF FIGURE OUT A PLAN
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BUT STILL WAS TRYINGTO KIND OF FIGURE OUT A PLANAND A WAY TO GET OUT OF JAIL.
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TO KIND OF FIGURE OUT A PLANAND A WAY TO GET OUT OF JAIL.I WAS REMANDED WITH NO BAIL.
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AND A WAY TO GET OUT OF JAIL.I WAS REMANDED WITH NO BAIL.I COPPED A PLEA,
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I WAS REMANDED WITH NO BAIL.I COPPED A PLEA,THREE TO NINE YEARS
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I COPPED A PLEA,THREE TO NINE YEARSOF INCARCERATION.
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THREE TO NINE YEARSOF INCARCERATION.WE HAD SOME ATTORNEYS
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OF INCARCERATION.WE HAD SOME ATTORNEYSIN PLACE
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WE HAD SOME ATTORNEYSIN PLACETHAT WAS ALWAYS THERE
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IN PLACETHAT WAS ALWAYS THERETO HELP US IF THERE WAS
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THAT WAS ALWAYS THERETO HELP US IF THERE WASANY ILLEGAL ACTIVITIES
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WE WOULD HAVE
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SO EVENTUALLY,
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SO EVENTUALLY,THEY GOT ME A PLEA DEAL
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THEY GOT ME A PLEA DEALOF THREE TO NINE YEARS
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OF THREE TO NINE YEARSOF INCARCERATION,
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SO I WAS SENT OVER
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SO I WAS SENT OVERTO RIKERS ISLAND,
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SO I WAS SENT OVERTO RIKERS ISLAND,THE NOTORIOUS JAIL
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TO RIKERS ISLAND,THE NOTORIOUS JAILIN QUEENS, NEW YORK.
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THE NOTORIOUS JAILIN QUEENS, NEW YORK.AND UM, MY PARENTS,
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IN QUEENS, NEW YORK.AND UM, MY PARENTS,THEY CAME
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AND UM, MY PARENTS,THEY CAMEFROM THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC,
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THEY CAMEFROM THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC,THEY CAME TO AMERICA LOOKING
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FROM THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC,THEY CAME TO AMERICA LOOKINGFOR THE AMERICAN DREAM.
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THEY CAME TO AMERICA LOOKINGFOR THE AMERICAN DREAM.I'M THE YOUNGEST
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FOR THE AMERICAN DREAM.I'M THE YOUNGESTOF FIVE BROTHERS.
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I'M THE YOUNGESTOF FIVE BROTHERS.SO TWO OF US,
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OF FIVE BROTHERS.SO TWO OF US,AT THAT PARTICULAR TIME
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SO TWO OF US,AT THAT PARTICULAR TIMEWERE INVOLVED IN NARCOTICS.
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AT THAT PARTICULAR TIMEWERE INVOLVED IN NARCOTICS.SO SHE WAS DISTRAUGHT,
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WERE INVOLVED IN NARCOTICS.SO SHE WAS DISTRAUGHT,AND SHE WAS REALLY WORRIED
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SO SHE WAS DISTRAUGHT,AND SHE WAS REALLY WORRIEDAND CONCERNED
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AND SHE WAS REALLY WORRIEDAND CONCERNEDABOUT OUR WELLBEING.
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AND CONCERNEDABOUT OUR WELLBEING.AND AFTER THAT,
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ABOUT OUR WELLBEING.AND AFTER THAT,I REMEMBER
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AND AFTER THAT,I REMEMBERWHEN I SIGNED THIS PLEA DEAL
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I REMEMBERWHEN I SIGNED THIS PLEA DEALTHERE WAS AN OPPORTUNITY
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WHEN I SIGNED THIS PLEA DEALTHERE WAS AN OPPORTUNITYAVAILABLE FOR ME
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THERE WAS AN OPPORTUNITYAVAILABLE FOR METO ENTER INTO A PROGRAM
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AVAILABLE FOR METO ENTER INTO A PROGRAMCALLED "SHOCK."
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TO ENTER INTO A PROGRAMCALLED "SHOCK."IT'S A MILITARY CAMP
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CALLED "SHOCK."IT'S A MILITARY CAMPSTYLE PROGRAM WHERE MY TIME
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IT'S A MILITARY CAMPSTYLE PROGRAM WHERE MY TIMEWILL BE REDUCED SUBSTANTIALLY.
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STYLE PROGRAM WHERE MY TIMEWILL BE REDUCED SUBSTANTIALLY.SO I ACCEPTED
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WILL BE REDUCED SUBSTANTIALLY.SO I ACCEPTEDAND I ENTERED
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SO I ACCEPTEDAND I ENTEREDINTO THIS SHOCK PROGRAM
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AND I ENTEREDINTO THIS SHOCK PROGRAMNOT KNOWING
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INTO THIS SHOCK PROGRAMNOT KNOWINGWHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.
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NOT KNOWINGWHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.AND EX-MARINES IN MY FACE,
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WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.AND EX-MARINES IN MY FACE,"GET IN PARADE REST"
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AND EX-MARINES IN MY FACE,"GET IN PARADE REST"AND SCREAMING AT YOU
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"GET IN PARADE REST"AND SCREAMING AT YOUAND SO FORTH.
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AND SCREAMING AT YOUAND SO FORTH.I REMEMBER GOING INTO A CHAPEL
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AND SO FORTH.I REMEMBER GOING INTO A CHAPELAND I WANTED TO NEGOTIATE
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I REMEMBER GOING INTO A CHAPELAND I WANTED TO NEGOTIATEWITH GOD.
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AND I WANTED TO NEGOTIATEWITH GOD.I DIDN'T HAVE A RELATIONSHIP
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WITH GOD.I DIDN'T HAVE A RELATIONSHIPWITH CHRIST.
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I DIDN'T HAVE A RELATIONSHIPWITH CHRIST.I'D NEVER ACCEPTED CHRIST.
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WITH CHRIST.I'D NEVER ACCEPTED CHRIST.I WASN'T OBVIOUSLY
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I'D NEVER ACCEPTED CHRIST.I WASN'T OBVIOUSLYFOLLOWING JESUS
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I WASN'T OBVIOUSLYFOLLOWING JESUSBUT I WENT THERE
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FOLLOWING JESUSBUT I WENT THERETO NEGOTIATE WITH GOD.
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BUT I WENT THERETO NEGOTIATE WITH GOD.I SAID, "IF YOU ARE FOR REAL,
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TO NEGOTIATE WITH GOD.I SAID, "IF YOU ARE FOR REAL,HELP ME OUT
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I SAID, "IF YOU ARE FOR REAL,HELP ME OUTWITH MY SITUATION."
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HELP ME OUTWITH MY SITUATION."SO I WAS TRYING TO NEGOTIATE.
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WITH MY SITUATION."SO I WAS TRYING TO NEGOTIATE."YOU DO WHAT'S RIGHT FOR ME,
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SO I WAS TRYING TO NEGOTIATE."YOU DO WHAT'S RIGHT FOR ME,GETTING OUT OF THIS PROGRAM
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"YOU DO WHAT'S RIGHT FOR ME,GETTING OUT OF THIS PROGRAMAND OUT OF JAIL,
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GETTING OUT OF THIS PROGRAMAND OUT OF JAIL,I PROMISE YOU GOD,
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AND OUT OF JAIL,I PROMISE YOU GOD,I WILL NOT CONSUME ALCOHOL
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I PROMISE YOU GOD,I WILL NOT CONSUME ALCOHOLFOR SIX MONTHS."
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I WILL NOT CONSUME ALCOHOLFOR SIX MONTHS."[Laughter]
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FOR SIX MONTHS."[Laughter]Sheila: WOW!
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WHAT HAPPENED
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WHAT HAPPENEDIN YOUR NEGOTIATION
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IN YOUR NEGOTIATIONAND WHERE IT GOT YOU.
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AND WHERE IT GOT YOU.BUT ALEXANDRA,
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BUT ALEXANDRA,I WANT TO ASK YOU
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DURING THIS TIME,
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DURING THIS TIME,A COUPLE OF QUESTIONS,
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DURING THIS TIME,A COUPLE OF QUESTIONS,ONE, WERE YOU AWARE
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A COUPLE OF QUESTIONS,ONE, WERE YOU AWARETHAT HE WAS DEALING DRUGS?
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ONE, WERE YOU AWARETHAT HE WAS DEALING DRUGS?AND TWO, WHAT KIND OF MAN
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Alexandra: DURING THAT TIME,
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Alexandra: DURING THAT TIME,HERMAN AND I GOT TOGETHER
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HERMAN AND I GOT TOGETHERAT A VERY EARLY AGE,
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AT A VERY EARLY AGE,WE WERE TOGETHER
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WE WERE TOGETHERIN HIGH SCHOOL.
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TWO TEENAGERS IN LOVE.
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TWO TEENAGERS IN LOVE.AND OF COURSE, US GIRLS,
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TWO TEENAGERS IN LOVE.AND OF COURSE, US GIRLS,WE DREAM ABOUT
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AND OF COURSE, US GIRLS,WE DREAM ABOUTONE DAY GETTING MARRIED AND
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WE DREAM ABOUTONE DAY GETTING MARRIED ANDHAVING THIS BEAUTIFUL FAMILY
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ONE DAY GETTING MARRIED ANDHAVING THIS BEAUTIFUL FAMILYAND ALL OF THIS.
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HAVING THIS BEAUTIFUL FAMILYAND ALL OF THIS.WHEN WE FINALLY
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AND ALL OF THIS.WHEN WE FINALLYDID GET TOGETHER
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WHEN WE FINALLYDID GET TOGETHERAND DECIDED TO MOVE OUT,
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DID GET TOGETHERAND DECIDED TO MOVE OUT,MY WORLD WAS JUST
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AND DECIDED TO MOVE OUT,MY WORLD WAS JUSTSO DIFFERENT FROM WHAT
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MY WORLD WAS JUSTSO DIFFERENT FROM WHATI THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE.
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SO DIFFERENT FROM WHATI THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE.I WAS WELL AWARE
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I THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE.I WAS WELL AWAREOF WHAT HE WAS DOING.
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I WAS WELL AWAREOF WHAT HE WAS DOING.AND FOR HIS FIRST ARREST,
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OF WHAT HE WAS DOING.AND FOR HIS FIRST ARREST,I WAS VERY SUPPORTIVE
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AND FOR HIS FIRST ARREST,I WAS VERY SUPPORTIVEBECAUSE I FELT LIKE
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I WAS VERY SUPPORTIVEBECAUSE I FELT LIKEI CAN CHANGE HIM.
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BECAUSE I FELT LIKEI CAN CHANGE HIM.AND I THINK
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I CAN CHANGE HIM.AND I THINKIT IS ONE OF THE PROBLEMS
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AND I THINKIT IS ONE OF THE PROBLEMSTHAT WE HAVE
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IT IS ONE OF THE PROBLEMSTHAT WE HAVEAS MOMS AND WIVES,
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THAT WE HAVEAS MOMS AND WIVES,WE ALWAYS THINK
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AS MOMS AND WIVES,WE ALWAYS THINKWE CAN CHANGE OUR HUSBAND
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WE ALWAYS THINKWE CAN CHANGE OUR HUSBANDOR OUR KIDS.
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WE CAN CHANGE OUR HUSBANDOR OUR KIDS.SO I HAD THIS HOPE
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OR OUR KIDS.SO I HAD THIS HOPETHAT THIS CAN WORK.
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SO I HAD THIS HOPETHAT THIS CAN WORK.HE CAN PROBABLY COME OUT
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THAT THIS CAN WORK.HE CAN PROBABLY COME OUTAND BE LIKE THIS CHANGED MAN
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HE CAN PROBABLY COME OUTAND BE LIKE THIS CHANGED MANAND THINGS
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AND BE LIKE THIS CHANGED MANAND THINGSARE GOING TO BE DIFFERENT.
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AND THINGSARE GOING TO BE DIFFERENT.BUT AT THAT MOMENT
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ARE GOING TO BE DIFFERENT.BUT AT THAT MOMENTWE STILL DIDN'T HAVE CHRIST
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BUT AT THAT MOMENTWE STILL DIDN'T HAVE CHRISTIN OUR LIVES,
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WE STILL DIDN'T HAVE CHRISTIN OUR LIVES,AND THAT WAS THE MAIN THING
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IN OUR LIVES,AND THAT WAS THE MAIN THINGTHAT WAS MISSING.
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AND THAT WAS THE MAIN THINGTHAT WAS MISSING.SO WHEN HE WENT
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THAT WAS MISSING.SO WHEN HE WENTIN THE FIRST TIME
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SO WHEN HE WENTIN THE FIRST TIMEI WAS VERY SUPPORTIVE
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IN THE FIRST TIMEI WAS VERY SUPPORTIVEBUT BY THE SECOND TIME
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I WAS VERY SUPPORTIVEBUT BY THE SECOND TIMEHE WENT IN
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BUT BY THE SECOND TIMEHE WENT INI REBELLED AGAINST GOD,
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HE WENT INI REBELLED AGAINST GOD,AGAINST HIM,
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I REBELLED AGAINST GOD,AGAINST HIM,AGAINST EVERYTHING.
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AGAINST HIM,AGAINST EVERYTHING.Sheila: IT WAS FASCINATING
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AGAINST EVERYTHING.Sheila: IT WAS FASCINATINGREADING YOUR BOOK,
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Sheila: IT WAS FASCINATINGREADING YOUR BOOK,SHIFTING SHADOWS .
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THE SHOCK PROGRAM
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THE SHOCK PROGRAMHAD THE REQUIRED IMPACT
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HAD THE REQUIRED IMPACTON YOUR LIFE BECAUSE
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ON YOUR LIFE BECAUSEIT WASN'T LONG AFTER THAT
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IT WASN'T LONG AFTER THATWHEN YOU GOT BACK
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WHY DO YOU THINK THAT WAS?
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WHY DO YOU THINK THAT WAS?Herman: I THOUGHT
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WHY DO YOU THINK THAT WAS?Herman: I THOUGHTSINCE I'D--
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Herman: I THOUGHTSINCE I'D--I THOUGHT I GOT AWAY WITH IT,
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SINCE I'D--I THOUGHT I GOT AWAY WITH IT,IN A WAY,
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I THOUGHT I GOT AWAY WITH IT,IN A WAY,THREE TO NINE YEARS
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IN A WAY,THREE TO NINE YEARSOF INCARCERATION
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THREE TO NINE YEARSOF INCARCERATIONWHICH I WAS CONFRONTING
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OF INCARCERATIONWHICH I WAS CONFRONTING25 YEARS OF JAIL TIME.
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EVENTUALLY AND IT WAS
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EVENTUALLY AND IT WASJUST STUPIDITY ON MY PART
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JUST STUPIDITY ON MY PARTMAKING THIS PRAYER TO GOD
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MAKING THIS PRAYER TO GODFOR SIX MONTHS
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SO WHEN I WAS RELEASED AGAIN
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SO WHEN I WAS RELEASED AGAINI JUST FELT THAT
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SO WHEN I WAS RELEASED AGAINI JUST FELT THATI'M INVINCIBLE IN A SENSE;
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I JUST FELT THATI'M INVINCIBLE IN A SENSE;THAT I CAN GET AWAY
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I'M INVINCIBLE IN A SENSE;THAT I CAN GET AWAYWITH MY SINS AND CRIME.
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THAT I CAN GET AWAYWITH MY SINS AND CRIME.SO I WAITED THAT SIX MONTHS
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WITH MY SINS AND CRIME.SO I WAITED THAT SIX MONTHSAND WENT TO CELEBRATE.
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SO I WAITED THAT SIX MONTHSAND WENT TO CELEBRATE.I'D BEEN SOBER FOR SIX MONTHS.
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AND WENT TO CELEBRATE.I'D BEEN SOBER FOR SIX MONTHS.SOBRIETY -- YEAH,
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I'D BEEN SOBER FOR SIX MONTHS.SOBRIETY -- YEAH,NOW I CAN GO CELEBRATE
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SOBRIETY -- YEAH,NOW I CAN GO CELEBRATEWITH MY FRIENDS.
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NOW I CAN GO CELEBRATEWITH MY FRIENDS.I WENT TO THIS RESTAURANT
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WITH MY FRIENDS.I WENT TO THIS RESTAURANTTO HAVE A DRINK
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I WENT TO THIS RESTAURANTTO HAVE A DRINKAND I RUN INTO
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TO HAVE A DRINKAND I RUN INTOAN OLD ACQUAINTANCE.
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AND I RUN INTOAN OLD ACQUAINTANCE.AND NOW THIS INDIVIDUAL
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AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE.AND NOW THIS INDIVIDUALWAS CONTROLLING
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AND NOW THIS INDIVIDUALWAS CONTROLLINGOVER A TON OF COCAINE,
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WAS CONTROLLINGOVER A TON OF COCAINE,DISTRIBUTING IT FROM COLUMBIA
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OVER A TON OF COCAINE,DISTRIBUTING IT FROM COLUMBIATO THE UNITED STATES.
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DISTRIBUTING IT FROM COLUMBIATO THE UNITED STATES.HE APPROACHED ME, SALUTATIONS,
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TO THE UNITED STATES.HE APPROACHED ME, SALUTATIONS,GREETINGS IN SPANISH.
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HE APPROACHED ME, SALUTATIONS,GREETINGS IN SPANISH.I ALREADY KNEW
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GREETINGS IN SPANISH.I ALREADY KNEWWHAT HE WAS UP TO.
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I ALREADY KNEWWHAT HE WAS UP TO.HE SAID, "LOOK.
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WHAT HE WAS UP TO.HE SAID, "LOOK.I'M CONTROLLING
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HE SAID, "LOOK.I'M CONTROLLINGTHIS AMOUNT OF DRUGS.
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I'M CONTROLLINGTHIS AMOUNT OF DRUGS.IF YOU'RE INTERESTED YOU CAN
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THIS AMOUNT OF DRUGS.IF YOU'RE INTERESTED YOU CANGET INVOLVED ONCE AGAIN."
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IF YOU'RE INTERESTED YOU CANGET INVOLVED ONCE AGAIN."AT THAT POINT I WAS DEALING
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GET INVOLVED ONCE AGAIN."AT THAT POINT I WAS DEALINGWITH MY CONSCIENCE,
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AT THAT POINT I WAS DEALINGWITH MY CONSCIENCE,MY HEART WAS SCREAMING
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WITH MY CONSCIENCE,MY HEART WAS SCREAMINGDON'T DO IT!
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MY HEART WAS SCREAMINGDON'T DO IT!BUT THEN I THOUGHT
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DON'T DO IT!BUT THEN I THOUGHTABOUT THE MONEY
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BUT THEN I THOUGHTABOUT THE MONEYAND THE EASY OPPORTUNITY
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ABOUT THE MONEYAND THE EASY OPPORTUNITYIN WHICH I WAS INTRODUCED
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AND THE EASY OPPORTUNITYIN WHICH I WAS INTRODUCEDMANY, MANY YEARS AGO
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IN WHICH I WAS INTRODUCEDMANY, MANY YEARS AGOWHEN I GOT INVOLVED
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MANY, MANY YEARS AGOWHEN I GOT INVOLVEDWITH THIS DRUG ENTERPRISE,
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WHEN I GOT INVOLVEDWITH THIS DRUG ENTERPRISE,WHICH IS WHEN
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WITH THIS DRUG ENTERPRISE,WHICH IS WHENI FIRST WITNESSED
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WHICH IS WHENI FIRST WITNESSED$1.2 MILLION IN CASH.
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I FIRST WITNESSED$1.2 MILLION IN CASH.SO I THOUGHT ABOUT THAT
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$1.2 MILLION IN CASH.SO I THOUGHT ABOUT THATONCE AGAIN.
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SO I THOUGHT ABOUT THATONCE AGAIN.I SAID, "YOU KNOW WHAT?
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ONCE AGAIN.I SAID, "YOU KNOW WHAT?I'M SMARTER.
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I SAID, "YOU KNOW WHAT?I'M SMARTER.I HAVE MY PEOPLE IN PLACE.
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I'M SMARTER.I HAVE MY PEOPLE IN PLACE.THIS TIME I'M NOT GOING
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I HAVE MY PEOPLE IN PLACE.THIS TIME I'M NOT GOINGTO GET ARRESTED."
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THIS TIME I'M NOT GOINGTO GET ARRESTED."AND I WENT RIGHT BACK INTO IT.
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TO GET ARRESTED."AND I WENT RIGHT BACK INTO IT.IT REMINDS ME
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AND I WENT RIGHT BACK INTO IT.IT REMINDS MEOF THE SCRIPTURES
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IT REMINDS MEOF THE SCRIPTURESIN PROVERBS 26:11,
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OF THE SCRIPTURESIN PROVERBS 26:11,HOW A DOG RETURNS
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IN PROVERBS 26:11,HOW A DOG RETURNSTO HIS VOMIT,
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HOW A DOG RETURNSTO HIS VOMIT,SO FOOLS REPEAT THEIR FOLLY.
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TO HIS VOMIT,SO FOOLS REPEAT THEIR FOLLY.THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED.
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SO FOOLS REPEAT THEIR FOLLY.THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED.I ACCEPTED AND I STARTED
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THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED.I ACCEPTED AND I STARTEDTO ENGAGE ONCE AGAIN
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I ACCEPTED AND I STARTEDTO ENGAGE ONCE AGAINDISTRIBUTING COCAINE
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TO ENGAGE ONCE AGAINDISTRIBUTING COCAINEALL THROUGHOUT
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DISTRIBUTING COCAINEALL THROUGHOUTTHE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA
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ALL THROUGHOUTTHE UNITED STATES OF AMERICAWITH NOW
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THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICAWITH NOWMY SECOND OLDEST BROTHER.
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WITH NOWMY SECOND OLDEST BROTHER.WE GOT REARRESTED.
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MY SECOND OLDEST BROTHER.WE GOT REARRESTED.ONE OF HIS CONTACTS
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WE GOT REARRESTED.ONE OF HIS CONTACTSWAS WORKING WITH THE D.E.A.
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ONE OF HIS CONTACTSWAS WORKING WITH THE D.E.A.DRUG ENFORCEMENT AGENCY
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WAS WORKING WITH THE D.E.A.DRUG ENFORCEMENT AGENCYAND HE GAVE INFORMATION
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DRUG ENFORCEMENT AGENCYAND HE GAVE INFORMATIONINTO THE POLICE
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AND HE GAVE INFORMATIONINTO THE POLICEAND WAS ARRESTED,
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INTO THE POLICEAND WAS ARRESTED,NOW FACING 25 YEARS AGAIN,
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AND WAS ARRESTED,NOW FACING 25 YEARS AGAIN,THEY CONFISCATED
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NOW FACING 25 YEARS AGAIN,THEY CONFISCATEDNINE KILOS OF COCAINE
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THEY CONFISCATEDNINE KILOS OF COCAINEAND I'M BACK
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NINE KILOS OF COCAINEAND I'M BACKIN THE FEDERAL PRISON.
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AND I'M BACKIN THE FEDERAL PRISON.Sheila: SO ONE OF THE THINGS
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IN THE FEDERAL PRISON.Sheila: SO ONE OF THE THINGSI FOUND FASCINATING,
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Sheila: SO ONE OF THE THINGSI FOUND FASCINATING,AND THEN I WANT TO COME
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I FOUND FASCINATING,AND THEN I WANT TO COMEBACK TO YOU, ALEXANDRA,
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AND THEN I WANT TO COMEBACK TO YOU, ALEXANDRA,BECAUSE I JUST THINK
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BACK TO YOU, ALEXANDRA,BECAUSE I JUST THINKYOU'RE AMAZING.
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BECAUSE I JUST THINKYOU'RE AMAZING.[Laughter]
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YOU'RE AMAZING.[Laughter]BUT ONE OF THE THINGS
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[Laughter]BUT ONE OF THE THINGSON THAT SECOND ARREST
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BUT ONE OF THE THINGSON THAT SECOND ARRESTWHEN YOU REALIZED
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ON THAT SECOND ARRESTWHEN YOU REALIZEDHOW SERIOUS IT IS,
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WHEN YOU REALIZEDHOW SERIOUS IT IS,YOU TALK IN THE BOOK ABOUT
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HOW SERIOUS IT IS,YOU TALK IN THE BOOK ABOUTYOU'D RATHER NOT EVEN LIVE --
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YOU TALK IN THE BOOK ABOUTYOU'D RATHER NOT EVEN LIVE --YOU DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO LIVE.
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YOU'D RATHER NOT EVEN LIVE --YOU DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO LIVE.BUT SOMETHING
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YOU DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO LIVE.BUT SOMETHINGUNUSUAL HAPPENED
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BUT SOMETHINGUNUSUAL HAPPENEDWHEN YOU ENCOUNTERED
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UNUSUAL HAPPENEDWHEN YOU ENCOUNTEREDYOUR BROTHER
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WHEN YOU ENCOUNTEREDYOUR BROTHERWHO WAS ALREADY INCARCERATED.
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YOUR BROTHERWHO WAS ALREADY INCARCERATED.Herman: EXACTLY.
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WHO WAS ALREADY INCARCERATED.Herman: EXACTLY.AT THAT POINT
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Herman: EXACTLY.AT THAT POINTI WAS AT A BREAKING POINT.
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AT THAT POINTI WAS AT A BREAKING POINT.I WAS DRINKING ALCOHOL
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I WAS AT A BREAKING POINT.I WAS DRINKING ALCOHOLTHE WHOLE NIGHT, INTOXICATED,
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I WAS DRINKING ALCOHOLTHE WHOLE NIGHT, INTOXICATED,AND GOT REARRESTED
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THE WHOLE NIGHT, INTOXICATED,AND GOT REARRESTEDBECAUSE I JUMPED BAIL,
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AND GOT REARRESTEDBECAUSE I JUMPED BAIL,SO I WAS A FUGITIVE.
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BECAUSE I JUMPED BAIL,SO I WAS A FUGITIVE.AND WHEN THEY ARRESTED ME
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SO I WAS A FUGITIVE.AND WHEN THEY ARRESTED METHEY WERE TRANSPORTING ME
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AND WHEN THEY ARRESTED METHEY WERE TRANSPORTING MEOVER TO THE METROPOLITAN
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THEY WERE TRANSPORTING MEOVER TO THE METROPOLITANDETENTION CENTER
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OVER TO THE METROPOLITANDETENTION CENTERWHERE THE CHAPPO,
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DETENTION CENTERWHERE THE CHAPPO,THE NOTORIOUS DRUG LORD
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WHERE THE CHAPPO,THE NOTORIOUS DRUG LORDWAS HOUSED.
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THE NOTORIOUS DRUG LORDWAS HOUSED.AND AS THEY WERE TAKING ME
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WAS HOUSED.AND AS THEY WERE TAKING METO THIS FACILITY
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AND AS THEY WERE TAKING METO THIS FACILITYI TOLD THE MARSHALS,
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TO THIS FACILITYI TOLD THE MARSHALS,"I WANT TO END MY LIFE
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I TOLD THE MARSHALS,"I WANT TO END MY LIFERIGHT HERE.
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"I WANT TO END MY LIFERIGHT HERE.OPEN THE BACK DOOR
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RIGHT HERE.OPEN THE BACK DOOROF THIS VEHICLE
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OPEN THE BACK DOOROF THIS VEHICLEBECAUSE I'M NEVER GOING
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OF THIS VEHICLEBECAUSE I'M NEVER GOINGTO COME OUT OF JAIL."
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BECAUSE I'M NEVER GOINGTO COME OUT OF JAIL."AT THAT TIME
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TO COME OUT OF JAIL."AT THAT TIMEWE HAD THREE SMALL CHILDREN.
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AT THAT TIMEWE HAD THREE SMALL CHILDREN.I WAS THINKING ABOUT THEM
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WE HAD THREE SMALL CHILDREN.I WAS THINKING ABOUT THEMFOR THE VERY FIRST TIME
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I WAS THINKING ABOUT THEMFOR THE VERY FIRST TIMEBECAUSE I WAS JUST THINKING
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FOR THE VERY FIRST TIMEBECAUSE I WAS JUST THINKINGABOUT MYSELF.
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BECAUSE I WAS JUST THINKINGABOUT MYSELF.MY BROTHER
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ABOUT MYSELF.MY BROTHERTHAT WAS CAUGHT WITH ME
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MY BROTHERTHAT WAS CAUGHT WITH MEIN THE FEDERAL CASE,
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THAT WAS CAUGHT WITH MEIN THE FEDERAL CASE,HE SURRENDERED HIS LIFE
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IN THE FEDERAL CASE,HE SURRENDERED HIS LIFETO JESUS
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HE SURRENDERED HIS LIFETO JESUSAND HE WAS PRAYING FOR ME.
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TO JESUSAND HE WAS PRAYING FOR ME.I HAD NO KNOWLEDGE
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AND HE WAS PRAYING FOR ME.I HAD NO KNOWLEDGEOF HIS NEWFOUND CHRISTIANITY.
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I HAD NO KNOWLEDGEOF HIS NEWFOUND CHRISTIANITY.AND SO WHEN
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OF HIS NEWFOUND CHRISTIANITY.AND SO WHENTHEY TRANSPORTED ME THERE
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AND SO WHENTHEY TRANSPORTED ME THEREHE PRAYED TO GOD.
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THEY TRANSPORTED ME THEREHE PRAYED TO GOD.HE SAID, "GOD,
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HE PRAYED TO GOD.HE SAID, "GOD,SEND MY BROTHER
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HE SAID, "GOD,SEND MY BROTHERTO THE SAME FACILITY
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SEND MY BROTHERTO THE SAME FACILITYSO I CAN SHARE
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TO THE SAME FACILITYSO I CAN SHARETHIS GREAT GOSPEL WITH HIM
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SO I CAN SHARETHIS GREAT GOSPEL WITH HIMAND LEAD HIM TO CHRIST.
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THIS GREAT GOSPEL WITH HIMAND LEAD HIM TO CHRIST.BECAUSE IF NOT,
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AND LEAD HIM TO CHRIST.BECAUSE IF NOT,THEY'RE GOING TO KILL HIM
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LO AND BEHOLD, GOD SENDS ME
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LO AND BEHOLD, GOD SENDS METO THE SAME DORMITORY,
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TO THE SAME DORMITORY,SAME CELL BLOCK
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SAME CELL BLOCKAND HE EXTENDS HIS HANDS UP
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AND HE EXTENDS HIS HANDS UPIN THE AIR AND HE SEES ME
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"PRAISE THE LORD! HALLELUJAH!"
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"PRAISE THE LORD! HALLELUJAH!"AND I LOOK AT HIM LIKE...
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"PRAISE THE LORD! HALLELUJAH!"AND I LOOK AT HIM LIKE...[Laughter]
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AND I LOOK AT HIM LIKE...[Laughter]Sheila: NOT THE GREETING
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[Laughter]Sheila: NOT THE GREETINGYOU EXPECTED.
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Sheila: NOT THE GREETINGYOU EXPECTED.Herman: I'M LIKE
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YOU EXPECTED.Herman: I'M LIKEWE'RE IN JAIL MAN!
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Herman: I'M LIKEWE'RE IN JAIL MAN!WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
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WE'RE IN JAIL MAN!WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?I WASN'T UNDERSTANDING
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WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?I WASN'T UNDERSTANDINGTHIS NEWFOUND CONVERSION
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I WASN'T UNDERSTANDINGTHIS NEWFOUND CONVERSIONAND CHRISTIANITY.
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THIS NEWFOUND CONVERSIONAND CHRISTIANITY.AND SO HIS COUNTENANCE
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AND CHRISTIANITY.AND SO HIS COUNTENANCEWAS DIFFERENT.
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AND SO HIS COUNTENANCEWAS DIFFERENT.HE HAD THIS PEACE THAT
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WAS DIFFERENT.HE HAD THIS PEACE THATI'D NEVER WITNESSED BEFORE.
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HE HAD THIS PEACE THATI'D NEVER WITNESSED BEFORE.LITTLE BY LITTLE
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I'D NEVER WITNESSED BEFORE.LITTLE BY LITTLEHE STARTED
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LITTLE BY LITTLEHE STARTEDTO SHARE THE GOSPEL.
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HE STARTEDTO SHARE THE GOSPEL.BUT AT THAT POINT,
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TO SHARE THE GOSPEL.BUT AT THAT POINT,MY WIFE HAD SEPARATED FROM ME,
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BUT AT THAT POINT,MY WIFE HAD SEPARATED FROM ME,MY CASE TOOK A TURN
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MY WIFE HAD SEPARATED FROM ME,MY CASE TOOK A TURNFOR THE WORST.
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MY CASE TOOK A TURNFOR THE WORST.UNTIL THE DAY CAME
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FOR THE WORST.UNTIL THE DAY CAMEWHERE I WAS SO DEPRESSED
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UNTIL THE DAY CAMEWHERE I WAS SO DEPRESSEDAND SO DOWN
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WHERE I WAS SO DEPRESSEDAND SO DOWNTHAT HE INVITED ME TO CHAPEL
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AND SO DOWNTHAT HE INVITED ME TO CHAPELAND IT WAS RUN BY INMATES.
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THAT HE INVITED ME TO CHAPELAND IT WAS RUN BY INMATES.SO THE PREACHER, THE PASTOR
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AND IT WAS RUN BY INMATES.SO THE PREACHER, THE PASTOROF THIS PARTICULAR UNIT
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SO THE PREACHER, THE PASTOROF THIS PARTICULAR UNITIN THE DAY ROOM
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OF THIS PARTICULAR UNITIN THE DAY ROOMWAS AN INMATE PREACHING.
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IN THE DAY ROOMWAS AN INMATE PREACHING.SO AS I WAS MAKING MY WAY
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WAS AN INMATE PREACHING.SO AS I WAS MAKING MY WAYTO THE CHAPEL, I REMEMBER
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SO AS I WAS MAKING MY WAYTO THE CHAPEL, I REMEMBERHAVING A CONVERSATION
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TO THE CHAPEL, I REMEMBERHAVING A CONVERSATIONWITH GOD AND I SAID,
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HAVING A CONVERSATIONWITH GOD AND I SAID,"ALL I WANT, GOD,
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WITH GOD AND I SAID,"ALL I WANT, GOD,IS FOR YOU TO FILL THIS VOID.
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"ALL I WANT, GOD,IS FOR YOU TO FILL THIS VOID.AND I'M SO DEPRESSED.
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IS FOR YOU TO FILL THIS VOID.AND I'M SO DEPRESSED.I NEED PEACE."
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AND I'M SO DEPRESSED.I NEED PEACE."AS I ENTER THE CHAPEL,
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I NEED PEACE."AS I ENTER THE CHAPEL,I SAT IN THE BACK
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AS I ENTER THE CHAPEL,I SAT IN THE BACKSKEPTICAL OF WHAT
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I SAT IN THE BACKSKEPTICAL OF WHATWAS GOING ON
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SKEPTICAL OF WHATWAS GOING ONTRYING TO EVALUATE
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WAS GOING ONTRYING TO EVALUATEWHAT THEY WERE DOING
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TRYING TO EVALUATEWHAT THEY WERE DOINGIN THIS RELIGIOUS SERVICE.
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WHAT THEY WERE DOINGIN THIS RELIGIOUS SERVICE.AND THE PREACHER SAID,
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IN THIS RELIGIOUS SERVICE.AND THE PREACHER SAID,"THERE IS AN INDIVIDUAL HERE
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AND THE PREACHER SAID,"THERE IS AN INDIVIDUAL HERETHAT'S BEEN CHASING
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"THERE IS AN INDIVIDUAL HERETHAT'S BEEN CHASINGAFTER THINGS, POSSESSIONS
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THAT'S BEEN CHASINGAFTER THINGS, POSSESSIONSAND ALL OF THOSE THINGS
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AFTER THINGS, POSSESSIONSAND ALL OF THOSE THINGSHAVE LED HIM DOWN
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AND ALL OF THOSE THINGSHAVE LED HIM DOWNA PATH OF DESTRUCTION
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HAVE LED HIM DOWNA PATH OF DESTRUCTIONAND ONLY JESUS
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A PATH OF DESTRUCTIONAND ONLY JESUSCAN FILL THAT VOID."
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AND ONLY JESUSCAN FILL THAT VOID."I KNEW IT WAS FOR ME.
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CAN FILL THAT VOID."I KNEW IT WAS FOR ME.GOD WAS TUGGING IN MY HEART.
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I KNEW IT WAS FOR ME.GOD WAS TUGGING IN MY HEART.AT THE END
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GOD WAS TUGGING IN MY HEART.AT THE ENDHE CALLS ME TO THE FRONT.
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AT THE ENDHE CALLS ME TO THE FRONT.HE SAYS,
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HE CALLS ME TO THE FRONT.HE SAYS,"YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
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HE SAYS,"YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.COME TO THE FRONT
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"YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.COME TO THE FRONTOF THE CHURCH."
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COME TO THE FRONTOF THE CHURCH."AND I JUST EXTENDED MY HANDS
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OF THE CHURCH."AND I JUST EXTENDED MY HANDSAND SAID, "LORD, FORGIVE ME!
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AND I JUST EXTENDED MY HANDSAND SAID, "LORD, FORGIVE ME!I'M A SINNER."
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AND SAID, "LORD, FORGIVE ME!I'M A SINNER."AND I FELT THAT WARMTH
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I'M A SINNER."AND I FELT THAT WARMTHENVELOPE ME.
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AND I FELT THAT WARMTHENVELOPE ME.I FELT CONVICTED
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ENVELOPE ME.I FELT CONVICTEDFOR THE VERY FIRST TIME.
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I FELT CONVICTEDFOR THE VERY FIRST TIME.NEVER FELT THAT BEFORE
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FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME.NEVER FELT THAT BEFOREBECAUSE I ALWAYS WANTED
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NEVER FELT THAT BEFOREBECAUSE I ALWAYS WANTEDTO GET OVER WITH JUSTICE
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BECAUSE I ALWAYS WANTEDTO GET OVER WITH JUSTICEAND ALWAYS WANTED
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TO GET OVER WITH JUSTICEAND ALWAYS WANTEDTO GET A WAY OUT
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AND ALWAYS WANTEDTO GET A WAY OUTTHINKING ABOUT MYSELF,
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TO GET A WAY OUTTHINKING ABOUT MYSELF,NOT THINKING ABOUT MY FAMILY.
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THINKING ABOUT MYSELF,NOT THINKING ABOUT MY FAMILY.BUT GOD WOULD HAVE IT
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NOT THINKING ABOUT MY FAMILY.BUT GOD WOULD HAVE ITNO OTHER WAY.
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BUT GOD WOULD HAVE ITNO OTHER WAY.HE SAVED ME THAT DAY.
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NO OTHER WAY.HE SAVED ME THAT DAY.I WANTED TO MAKE AMENDS
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HE SAVED ME THAT DAY.I WANTED TO MAKE AMENDSFOR MY WIFE AND MY KIDS,
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I WANTED TO MAKE AMENDSFOR MY WIFE AND MY KIDS,WITH THE PEOPLE THAT I HARMED.
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FOR MY WIFE AND MY KIDS,WITH THE PEOPLE THAT I HARMED.Sheila: BUT LET ME ASK YOU,
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BECAUSE AS GOD'S WORKING
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BECAUSE AS GOD'S WORKINGIN YOUR HUSBAND'S LIFE,
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IN YOUR HUSBAND'S LIFE,YOU'VE COME TO A PLACE
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YOU'VE COME TO A PLACEWHERE YOU'RE JUST DONE.
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WHERE YOU'RE JUST DONE.I'M SURE FOR YOUR OWN SAKE
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WHAT HAPPENED
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WHAT HAPPENEDTO TURN THAT AROUND FOR YOU?
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WHAT HAPPENEDTO TURN THAT AROUND FOR YOU?Alexandra: I HAD COME
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TO TURN THAT AROUND FOR YOU?Alexandra: I HAD COMETO A PLACE WHERE I DIDN'T
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Alexandra: I HAD COMETO A PLACE WHERE I DIDN'TWANT TO PUT MY KIDS THROUGH
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AND HAVING TO SEE THEM CRYING
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AND HAVING TO SEE THEM CRYINGAND ALL THAT STUFF.
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AND ALL THAT STUFF.SO HIS MOM
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WERE CONSTANTLY TRYING
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WERE CONSTANTLY TRYINGTO REACH OUT TO ME SAYING,
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WERE CONSTANTLY TRYINGTO REACH OUT TO ME SAYING,"HERMAN HAS SOMETHING
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TO REACH OUT TO ME SAYING,"HERMAN HAS SOMETHINGREALLY IMPORTANT
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"HERMAN HAS SOMETHINGREALLY IMPORTANTHE NEEDS TO TELL YOU."
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REALLY IMPORTANTHE NEEDS TO TELL YOU."AND OF COURSE,
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HE NEEDS TO TELL YOU."AND OF COURSE,I WAS VERY ANGRY
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AND OF COURSE,I WAS VERY ANGRYAND I SAID, "YEAH.
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I WAS VERY ANGRYAND I SAID, "YEAH.I HAVE A LOT
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AND I SAID, "YEAH.I HAVE A LOTOF IMPORTANT THINGS
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I HAVE A LOTOF IMPORTANT THINGSI NEED TO TELL HIM."
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OF IMPORTANT THINGSI NEED TO TELL HIM."BECAUSE I WAS ALREADY LOOKING
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I NEED TO TELL HIM."BECAUSE I WAS ALREADY LOOKINGINTO GETTING A DIVORCE
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BECAUSE I WAS ALREADY LOOKINGINTO GETTING A DIVORCEAND I HAD SPOKEN TO A LAWYER
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INTO GETTING A DIVORCEAND I HAD SPOKEN TO A LAWYERAND WAS GETTING READY
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AND I HAD SPOKEN TO A LAWYERAND WAS GETTING READYFOR THAT.
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AND WAS GETTING READYFOR THAT.SO ONE DAY I DECIDED, OKAY,
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FOR THAT.SO ONE DAY I DECIDED, OKAY,I'M GOING TO GO OUT THERE
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SO ONE DAY I DECIDED, OKAY,I'M GOING TO GO OUT THEREAND JUST TELL HIM
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I'M GOING TO GO OUT THEREAND JUST TELL HIMTHE WAY I FEEL
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AND JUST TELL HIMTHE WAY I FEELSO THAT HE STOPS BOTHERING ME.
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THE WAY I FEELSO THAT HE STOPS BOTHERING ME.BECAUSE WE NEED TO --
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SO THAT HE STOPS BOTHERING ME.BECAUSE WE NEED TO --I NEED TO PUT THIS TO REST,
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BECAUSE WE NEED TO --I NEED TO PUT THIS TO REST,THE PAST.
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I NEED TO PUT THIS TO REST,THE PAST.SO I WENT THERE
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THE PAST.SO I WENT THEREWITH THOSE INTENTIONS
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SO I WENT THEREWITH THOSE INTENTIONSTO TELL HIM.
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WITH THOSE INTENTIONSTO TELL HIM.WHEN I GOT
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TO TELL HIM.WHEN I GOTTO THE VISITING AREA
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WHEN I GOTTO THE VISITING AREAHE SAID TO ME,
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TO THE VISITING AREAHE SAID TO ME,"BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING,"
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HE SAID TO ME,"BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING,"HE SAID,
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"BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING,"HE SAID,"I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU
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HE SAID,"I JUST WANT TO TELL YOUTHAT REGARDLESS,
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"I JUST WANT TO TELL YOUTHAT REGARDLESS,IF YOU DON'T COME BACK TO ME,
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THAT REGARDLESS,IF YOU DON'T COME BACK TO ME,I JUST WANT YOU
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IF YOU DON'T COME BACK TO ME,I JUST WANT YOUTO KNOW THE LORD
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I JUST WANT YOUTO KNOW THE LORDAND TO HAVE JESUS
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TO KNOW THE LORDAND TO HAVE JESUSIN YOUR LIFE."
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AND TO HAVE JESUSIN YOUR LIFE."AND WE BEGAN TO SPEAK
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IN YOUR LIFE."AND WE BEGAN TO SPEAKTO EACH OTHER.
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AND WE BEGAN TO SPEAKTO EACH OTHER.AND HE BEGAN TO TALK TO ME.
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TO EACH OTHER.AND HE BEGAN TO TALK TO ME.HE SEEMED SO DIFFERENT.
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AND HE BEGAN TO TALK TO ME.HE SEEMED SO DIFFERENT.THERE WAS SOMETHING
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HE SEEMED SO DIFFERENT.THERE WAS SOMETHINGSO DIFFERENT ABOUT HIM,
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THERE WAS SOMETHINGSO DIFFERENT ABOUT HIM,THIS PEACE
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SO DIFFERENT ABOUT HIM,THIS PEACEI HAD NEVER SEEN BEFORE.
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ABOUT THAT BECAUSE OKAY,
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ABOUT THAT BECAUSE OKAY,SOMEONE GETS CAUGHT
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SOMEONE GETS CAUGHTIN CRIMINAL ACTIVITY,
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IN CRIMINAL ACTIVITY,THEY GO TO JAIL
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ALL THE SUDDEN.
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ALL THE SUDDEN.WE HEAR ABOUT
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ALL THE SUDDEN.WE HEAR ABOUTTHESE JAIL HOUSE CONVERSIONS.
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WE HEAR ABOUTTHESE JAIL HOUSE CONVERSIONS.BUT WHAT YOU'RE SAYING
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THESE JAIL HOUSE CONVERSIONS.BUT WHAT YOU'RE SAYINGIS THAT THIS MAN
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BUT WHAT YOU'RE SAYINGIS THAT THIS MANTHAT YOU KNEW VERY WELL
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IS THAT THIS MANTHAT YOU KNEW VERY WELLWAS SIGNIFICANTLY DIFFERENT.
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THAT YOU KNEW VERY WELLWAS SIGNIFICANTLY DIFFERENT.Alexandra: TOTALLY DIFFERENT.
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WAS SIGNIFICANTLY DIFFERENT.Alexandra: TOTALLY DIFFERENT.NOT FROM LIKE THE FIRST TIME
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Alexandra: TOTALLY DIFFERENT.NOT FROM LIKE THE FIRST TIMEHE HAD GONE INTO PRISON
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NOT FROM LIKE THE FIRST TIMEHE HAD GONE INTO PRISONAND HE WAS LIKE,
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HE HAD GONE INTO PRISONAND HE WAS LIKE,"OH I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I DID."
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AND HE WAS LIKE,"OH I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I DID."IT WAS SOMETHING DIFFERENT
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"OH I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I DID."IT WAS SOMETHING DIFFERENTABOUT HIM
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IT WAS SOMETHING DIFFERENTABOUT HIMBECAUSE THIS TIME
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ABOUT HIMBECAUSE THIS TIMEHE WASN'T JUST SAYING,
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BECAUSE THIS TIMEHE WASN'T JUST SAYING,"COME BACK TO ME."
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HE WASN'T JUST SAYING,"COME BACK TO ME."WHEREAS BEFORE I KNEW,
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"COME BACK TO ME."WHEREAS BEFORE I KNEW,YOU'RE DOING THIS
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WHEREAS BEFORE I KNEW,YOU'RE DOING THISBECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT ME
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YOU'RE DOING THISBECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT METO LEAVE YOU
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BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT METO LEAVE YOUAND THAT'S WHY.
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TO LEAVE YOUAND THAT'S WHY.BUT THIS TIME HE WAS SAYING,
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AND THAT'S WHY.BUT THIS TIME HE WAS SAYING,"YOU DON'T NEED
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BUT THIS TIME HE WAS SAYING,"YOU DON'T NEEDTO COME BACK TO ME.
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"YOU DON'T NEEDTO COME BACK TO ME.I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND
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TO COME BACK TO ME.I TOTALLY UNDERSTANDIF YOU DON'T.
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I TOTALLY UNDERSTANDIF YOU DON'T.I JUST NEED YOU
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IF YOU DON'T.I JUST NEED YOUTO KNOW THE LORD."
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I JUST NEED YOUTO KNOW THE LORD."THAT WAS REALLY DIFFERENT
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TO KNOW THE LORD."THAT WAS REALLY DIFFERENTFROM WHO I KNEW.
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THAT WAS REALLY DIFFERENTFROM WHO I KNEW.Sheila: SO WHAT HAPPENED
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FROM WHO I KNEW.Sheila: SO WHAT HAPPENEDIN YOUR LIFE?
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Sheila: SO WHAT HAPPENEDIN YOUR LIFE?Alexandra: SO DURING
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IN YOUR LIFE?Alexandra: SO DURINGTHOSE TIMES WHEN HE,
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Alexandra: SO DURINGTHOSE TIMES WHEN HE,FOR THE SECOND INCARCERATION,
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THOSE TIMES WHEN HE,FOR THE SECOND INCARCERATION,I HAD DRIFTED AWAY.
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FOR THE SECOND INCARCERATION,I HAD DRIFTED AWAY.I WAS TOTALLY ANGRY AT GOD.
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I HAD DRIFTED AWAY.I WAS TOTALLY ANGRY AT GOD.I HAD SPENT SO MANY YEARS
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I WAS TOTALLY ANGRY AT GOD.I HAD SPENT SO MANY YEARSASKING HIM TO FIX MY MARRIAGE,
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I HAD SPENT SO MANY YEARSASKING HIM TO FIX MY MARRIAGE,TO PLEASE HELP ME.
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ASKING HIM TO FIX MY MARRIAGE,TO PLEASE HELP ME.I FELT LIKE
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TO PLEASE HELP ME.I FELT LIKEIT WAS GOING ON DEAF EARS
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I FELT LIKEIT WAS GOING ON DEAF EARSAND HE WASN'T LISTENING TO ME.
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IT WAS GOING ON DEAF EARSAND HE WASN'T LISTENING TO ME.BUT LITTLE DID I KNOW
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OF HIS SECOND ARREST,
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OF HIS SECOND ARREST,THAT WAS THE BEGINNING
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IT WAS WHAT I THOUGHT
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IT WAS WHAT I THOUGHTWAS GOING TO BE
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ENDED UP BEING THE BEST DAY
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ENDED UP BEING THE BEST DAYOF OUR LIVES.
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ENDED UP BEING THE BEST DAYOF OUR LIVES.GOD DID A TOTAL TURN AROUND
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OF OUR LIVES.GOD DID A TOTAL TURN AROUNDIN OUR FAMILY.
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GOD DID A TOTAL TURN AROUNDIN OUR FAMILY.SO WHEN I WENT
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IN OUR FAMILY.SO WHEN I WENTTO THE VISITING AREA
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SO WHEN I WENTTO THE VISITING AREAAND HE STARTED TO SHARE
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TO THE VISITING AREAAND HE STARTED TO SHAREABOUT JESUS,
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AND HE STARTED TO SHAREABOUT JESUS,WE KIND OF CONFESSED
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ABOUT JESUS,WE KIND OF CONFESSEDTO ONE ANOTHER
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WE KIND OF CONFESSEDTO ONE ANOTHERWHAT WE HAD DONE
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TO ONE ANOTHERWHAT WE HAD DONEBECAUSE DURING THOSE TIMES
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WHAT WE HAD DONEBECAUSE DURING THOSE TIMESI WAS JUST OUT OF CONTROL.
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BECAUSE DURING THOSE TIMESI WAS JUST OUT OF CONTROL.I HAD NO, I WAS SO ANGRY
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I WAS JUST OUT OF CONTROL.I HAD NO, I WAS SO ANGRYSO I WAS DOING THINGS
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I HAD NO, I WAS SO ANGRYSO I WAS DOING THINGSTHAT WERE NOT PLEASING
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SO I WAS DOING THINGSTHAT WERE NOT PLEASINGTO MYSELF, MY FAMILY.
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THAT WERE NOT PLEASINGTO MYSELF, MY FAMILY.I HAD BEGUN TO...
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TO MYSELF, MY FAMILY.I HAD BEGUN TO...I WAS DRINKING A LOT.
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I HAD BEGUN TO...I WAS DRINKING A LOT.JUST VERY DEPRESSED.
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I WAS DRINKING A LOT.JUST VERY DEPRESSED.SO UM,
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JUST VERY DEPRESSED.SO UM,WHEN WE CONFESSED OUR SINS
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SO UM,WHEN WE CONFESSED OUR SINSTO ONE ANOTHER
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WHEN WE CONFESSED OUR SINSTO ONE ANOTHERAND WE TALKED ABOUT
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TO ONE ANOTHERAND WE TALKED ABOUTWHAT HE HAD DONE
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AND WE TALKED ABOUTWHAT HE HAD DONEAND THEN WHAT I HAD DONE,
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WHAT HE HAD DONEAND THEN WHAT I HAD DONE,HE PRAYED FOR ME
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AND THEN WHAT I HAD DONE,HE PRAYED FOR MEAND HE LED ME TO THE LORD.
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HE PRAYED FOR MEAND HE LED ME TO THE LORD.IT WAS INCREDIBLE.
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AND HE LED ME TO THE LORD.IT WAS INCREDIBLE.Sheila: WOW!
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IT WAS INCREDIBLE.Sheila: WOW!Herman: DURING THAT TIME
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Sheila: WOW!Herman: DURING THAT TIMEI WAS JUST IMMERSING MYSELF
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Herman: DURING THAT TIMEI WAS JUST IMMERSING MYSELFIN SCRIPTURE.
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I WAS JUST IMMERSING MYSELFIN SCRIPTURE.I HAD APPLIED TO A COLLEGE,
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IN SCRIPTURE.I HAD APPLIED TO A COLLEGE,BIOLA UNIVERSITY
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I HAD APPLIED TO A COLLEGE,BIOLA UNIVERSITYTO LEARN MORE ABOUT THE LORD
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BIOLA UNIVERSITYTO LEARN MORE ABOUT THE LORDAND ABOUT GOD
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TO LEARN MORE ABOUT THE LORDAND ABOUT GODAND ABOUT THEOLOGY.
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AND ABOUT GODAND ABOUT THEOLOGY.AND MY BROTHER
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AND ABOUT THEOLOGY.AND MY BROTHERAND I BECAME THE PASTORS
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AND MY BROTHERAND I BECAME THE PASTORSOF THIS PARTICULAR CHAPEL.
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AND I BECAME THE PASTORSOF THIS PARTICULAR CHAPEL.SO WE TOOK OVER
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AS AN INMATE WOULD ENTER
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AS AN INMATE WOULD ENTERINTO OUR DORMITORY,
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INTO OUR DORMITORY,WE WOULD CALL IT
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WE WOULD CALL ITFIVE NORTH CHURCH,
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INMATES,
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INMATES,HOW TO APPROACH FOLKS
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INMATES,HOW TO APPROACH FOLKSTHAT WERE COMING
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HOW TO APPROACH FOLKSTHAT WERE COMINGINTO THE JAIL
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THAT WERE COMINGINTO THE JAILTO GIVE THEM A BIBLE,
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INTO THE JAILTO GIVE THEM A BIBLE,A PAIR OF SLIPPERS
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TO GIVE THEM A BIBLE,A PAIR OF SLIPPERSAND SAY, "HEY,
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A PAIR OF SLIPPERSAND SAY, "HEY,THERE IS A SERVICE
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AND SAY, "HEY,THERE IS A SERVICEIN THE BACK.
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THERE IS A SERVICEIN THE BACK.AND THE PASTORS
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IN THE BACK.AND THE PASTORSARE THE MENDOZA BROTHERS.
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AND THE PASTORSARE THE MENDOZA BROTHERS.SO IF YOU NEED PRAYER,
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ARE THE MENDOZA BROTHERS.SO IF YOU NEED PRAYER,JUST CHECK OUT
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SO IF YOU NEED PRAYER,JUST CHECK OUTTHE MENDOZA BROTHERS."
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JUST CHECK OUTTHE MENDOZA BROTHERS."AND IT JUST GREW UNTIL TODAY,
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THE MENDOZA BROTHERS."AND IT JUST GREW UNTIL TODAY,THAT FACILITY, THAT UNIT,
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AND IT JUST GREW UNTIL TODAY,THAT FACILITY, THAT UNIT,THEY STILL HAVE SERVICES
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THAT FACILITY, THAT UNIT,THEY STILL HAVE SERVICESAND IT IS RUN BY INMATES.
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THEY STILL HAVE SERVICESAND IT IS RUN BY INMATES.Randy: WOW! THAT'S AMAZING.
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AND IT IS RUN BY INMATES.Randy: WOW! THAT'S AMAZING.THERE IS SO MUCH MORE
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Randy: WOW! THAT'S AMAZING.THERE IS SO MUCH MORETO THIS STORY
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THERE IS SO MUCH MORETO THIS STORYAND YOU CAN PICK UP
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TO THIS STORYAND YOU CAN PICK UPHERMAN'S BOOK,
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AND YOU CAN PICK UPHERMAN'S BOOK,SHIFTING SHADOWS
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HERMAN'S BOOK,SHIFTING SHADOWSAND THERE IS A LOT OF DETAILS
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SHIFTING SHADOWSAND THERE IS A LOT OF DETAILSTHAT WE DON'T HAVE TIME
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AND THERE IS A LOT OF DETAILSTHAT WE DON'T HAVE TIMETO REALLY GET TO.
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THAT WE DON'T HAVE TIMETO REALLY GET TO.BUT HERE'S WHAT
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TO REALLY GET TO.BUT HERE'S WHATI JUST WANT TO ASK YOU,
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BUT HERE'S WHATI JUST WANT TO ASK YOU,THE BOTTOM LINE.
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I JUST WANT TO ASK YOU,THE BOTTOM LINE.SO THE PEOPLE
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THE BOTTOM LINE.SO THE PEOPLETHAT ARE HEARING THIS STORY,
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SO THE PEOPLETHAT ARE HEARING THIS STORY,MAYBE SOMEONE
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THAT ARE HEARING THIS STORY,MAYBE SOMEONEWHO IS STRUGGLING THINKING,
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MAYBE SOMEONEWHO IS STRUGGLING THINKING,WOW THAT'S A GREAT STORY
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WHO IS STRUGGLING THINKING,WOW THAT'S A GREAT STORYBUT GOD CAN'T DO ANYTHING
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WOW THAT'S A GREAT STORYBUT GOD CAN'T DO ANYTHINGWITH MY LIFE, I'VE ALREADY
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BUT GOD CAN'T DO ANYTHINGWITH MY LIFE, I'VE ALREADYMADE TOO MANY MISTAKES.
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WITH MY LIFE, I'VE ALREADYMADE TOO MANY MISTAKES.WHAT DO YOU SAY TO PEOPLE
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MADE TOO MANY MISTAKES.WHAT DO YOU SAY TO PEOPLEWHO NEED THAT KIND
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WHAT DO YOU SAY TO PEOPLEWHO NEED THAT KINDOF TRANSFORMATION,
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WHO NEED THAT KINDOF TRANSFORMATION,THAT NIGHT AND DAY
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OF TRANSFORMATION,THAT NIGHT AND DAYTRANSFORMATION?
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THAT NIGHT AND DAYTRANSFORMATION?Herman: I SAY THAT
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TRANSFORMATION?Herman: I SAY THATIF THEY PUT THEIR TRUST
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Herman: I SAY THATIF THEY PUT THEIR TRUSTIN JESUS,
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IF THEY PUT THEIR TRUSTIN JESUS,GOD CAN DO MIRACLES.
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IN JESUS,GOD CAN DO MIRACLES.BECAUSE NOW MY FRIENDS
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GOD CAN DO MIRACLES.BECAUSE NOW MY FRIENDSARE LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS,
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BECAUSE NOW MY FRIENDSARE LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS,JUDGES THAT SEEK MY COUNSEL,
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ARE LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS,JUDGES THAT SEEK MY COUNSEL,I VISIT THEM AT THEIR HOMES.
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JUDGES THAT SEEK MY COUNSEL,I VISIT THEM AT THEIR HOMES.GOD HAS DONE
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I VISIT THEM AT THEIR HOMES.GOD HAS DONESOME REMARKABLE THINGS
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GOD HAS DONESOME REMARKABLE THINGSIN MY LIFE.
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SOME REMARKABLE THINGSIN MY LIFE.SO IF YOU TRUST IN GOD --
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IN MY LIFE.SO IF YOU TRUST IN GOD --AND IT IS A PRAYER AWAY.
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SO IF YOU TRUST IN GOD --AND IT IS A PRAYER AWAY.THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED TO ME,
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AND IT IS A PRAYER AWAY.THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED TO ME,IT WAS A PRAYER AWAY,
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THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED TO ME,IT WAS A PRAYER AWAY,GOD CAN REALLY TAKE A HOLD
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IT WAS A PRAYER AWAY,GOD CAN REALLY TAKE A HOLDOF THAT PERSON'S LIFE,
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GOD CAN REALLY TAKE A HOLDOF THAT PERSON'S LIFE,WHETHER IT BE A SON
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OF THAT PERSON'S LIFE,WHETHER IT BE A SONOR A DAUGHTER THAT'S DEALING
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WHETHER IT BE A SONOR A DAUGHTER THAT'S DEALINGWITH ADDICTIONS,
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OR A DAUGHTER THAT'S DEALINGWITH ADDICTIONS,DEALING WITH
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WITH ADDICTIONS,DEALING WITHTHESE KINDS OF BUSINESS.
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DEALING WITHTHESE KINDS OF BUSINESS.Alexandra: OR EVEN
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THESE KINDS OF BUSINESS.Alexandra: OR EVENMARITAL PROBLEMS.
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Alexandra: OR EVENMARITAL PROBLEMS.Herman: YEAH,
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MARITAL PROBLEMS.Herman: YEAH,GOD CAN CHANGE A LIFE.
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Herman: YEAH,GOD CAN CHANGE A LIFE.IF YOU PUT YOUR TRUST
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GOD CAN CHANGE A LIFE.IF YOU PUT YOUR TRUSTIN THE LORD.
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IF YOU PUT YOUR TRUSTIN THE LORD.THE BIBLE SAYS THAT GOD
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IN THE LORD.THE BIBLE SAYS THAT GODTAKES THE FOOLISH THINGS
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THE BIBLE SAYS THAT GODTAKES THE FOOLISH THINGSOF THIS WORLD
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TAKES THE FOOLISH THINGSOF THIS WORLDTO CONFOUND THE WISE.
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OF THIS WORLDTO CONFOUND THE WISE.AND WHO WOULD EVER SUSPECT
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TO CONFOUND THE WISE.AND WHO WOULD EVER SUSPECTTHAT A PERSON
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AND WHO WOULD EVER SUSPECTTHAT A PERSONOF MY BACKGROUND WOULD BE
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THAT A PERSONOF MY BACKGROUND WOULD BENOW A SPOKESPERSON FOR GOD
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OF MY BACKGROUND WOULD BENOW A SPOKESPERSON FOR GODAND TO BE ABLE
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NOW A SPOKESPERSON FOR GODAND TO BE ABLETO BRING HEALING
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AND TO BE ABLETO BRING HEALINGTHROUGH A MOVEMENT
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TO BRING HEALINGTHROUGH A MOVEMENTCALLED THE 414 WINDOW,
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THROUGH A MOVEMENTCALLED THE 414 WINDOW,WHICH IS BASICALLY
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CALLED THE 414 WINDOW,WHICH IS BASICALLYREACHING THIS DEMOGRAPHIC
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WHICH IS BASICALLYREACHING THIS DEMOGRAPHICOF CHILDREN AND YOUTH
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REACHING THIS DEMOGRAPHICOF CHILDREN AND YOUTHFROM THE AGES
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OF CHILDREN AND YOUTHFROM THE AGESOF FOUR TO FOURTEEN,
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FROM THE AGESOF FOUR TO FOURTEEN,TO REACH THEM FOR CHRIST.
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OF FOUR TO FOURTEEN,TO REACH THEM FOR CHRIST.WHERE I WAS DESTROYING THEM
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TO REACH THEM FOR CHRIST.WHERE I WAS DESTROYING THEMBY SPEWING THE DRUGS
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WHERE I WAS DESTROYING THEMBY SPEWING THE DRUGSOUT IN SOCIETY
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BY SPEWING THE DRUGSOUT IN SOCIETYAND HURTING THESE FAMILIES
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OUT IN SOCIETYAND HURTING THESE FAMILIESBUT NOW I'M BRINGING LIFE
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AND HURTING THESE FAMILIESBUT NOW I'M BRINGING LIFEAND THAT --
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BUT NOW I'M BRINGING LIFEAND THAT --TO THE WORD OF GOD.
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AND THAT --TO THE WORD OF GOD.Randy: YOU ARE.
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TO THE WORD OF GOD.Randy: YOU ARE.AND THAT PEACE THAT
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Randy: YOU ARE.AND THAT PEACE THATYOU'VE SO DESPERATELY NEEDED,
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AND THAT PEACE THATYOU'VE SO DESPERATELY NEEDED,YOU STILL HAVE IT TODAY?
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YOU'VE SO DESPERATELY NEEDED,YOU STILL HAVE IT TODAY?Herman: I STILL HAVE IT TODAY.
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YOU STILL HAVE IT TODAY?Herman: I STILL HAVE IT TODAY.Sheila: HOW CAN PEOPLE
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Herman: I STILL HAVE IT TODAY.Sheila: HOW CAN PEOPLEGET IN TOUCH WITH YOU
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DO YOU HAVE A WEBSITE?
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DO YOU HAVE A WEBSITE?Herman: YES.
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AT HERMANMENDOZA.COM.
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AT HERMANMENDOZA.COM.Randy: THE AMAZING THING
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AT HERMANMENDOZA.COM.Randy: THE AMAZING THINGABOUT THIS,
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Randy: THE AMAZING THINGABOUT THIS,IT JUST GOES TO SHOW YOU
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WHEN WE JUST REACH OUT
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WHEN WE JUST REACH OUTAND WE SAY YOU KNOW WHAT,
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WHEN WE JUST REACH OUTAND WE SAY YOU KNOW WHAT,GOD?
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AND WE SAY YOU KNOW WHAT,GOD?I'M GOING
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GOD?I'M GOINGTO GIVE IT OVER TO YOU.
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I'M GOINGTO GIVE IT OVER TO YOU.AND NO MATTER HOW BAD
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TO GIVE IT OVER TO YOU.AND NO MATTER HOW BADTHE SITUATION IS,
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AND NO MATTER HOW BADTHE SITUATION IS,GOD CAN REDEEM,
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THE SITUATION IS,GOD CAN REDEEM,HE CAN TAKE THE BROKEN
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GOD CAN REDEEM,HE CAN TAKE THE BROKENAND MAKE IT BEAUTIFUL.
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HE CAN TAKE THE BROKENAND MAKE IT BEAUTIFUL.HE CAN TAKE
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AND MAKE IT BEAUTIFUL.HE CAN TAKETHE DESPERATE SITUATIONS
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HE CAN TAKETHE DESPERATE SITUATIONSAND BRING LIFE INTO A DESERT.
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THE DESPERATE SITUATIONSAND BRING LIFE INTO A DESERT.IT'S REPEATING SCRIPTURES
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AND BRING LIFE INTO A DESERT.IT'S REPEATING SCRIPTURESOVER AND OVER.
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IT'S REPEATING SCRIPTURESOVER AND OVER.THAT'S WHY I THINK
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OVER AND OVER.THAT'S WHY I THINKIT IS IMPORTANT FOR PEOPLE
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THAT'S WHY I THINKIT IS IMPORTANT FOR PEOPLETO LOOK BEYOND THEMSELVES
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IT IS IMPORTANT FOR PEOPLETO LOOK BEYOND THEMSELVESSOMETIMES,
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TO LOOK BEYOND THEMSELVESSOMETIMES,TO LOOK BEYOND OUR OWN WORLD
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SOMETIMES,TO LOOK BEYOND OUR OWN WORLDAND LOOK AND SAY,
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TO LOOK BEYOND OUR OWN WORLDAND LOOK AND SAY,WHERE CAN I PARTNER WITH GOD
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AND LOOK AND SAY,WHERE CAN I PARTNER WITH GODAND BRING CHANGE
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WHERE CAN I PARTNER WITH GODAND BRING CHANGETHAT IS LASTING,
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AND BRING CHANGETHAT IS LASTING,THAT IS MEANINGFUL?
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TO DO THAT RIGHT NOW.
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TO DO THAT RIGHT NOW.Sheila: AS YOU KNOW HERE AT
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Sheila: AS YOU KNOW HERE ATLIFE TODAY WE'RE VERY
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LIFE TODAY WE'RE VERYCOMMITTED TO TAKING CARE OF
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COMMITTED TO TAKING CARE OFSOME OF THE VERY REAL NEEDS
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SOME OF THE VERY REAL NEEDSAROUND THE WORLD.
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AROUND THE WORLD.EVEN AS I SIT HERE
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EVEN AS I SIT HEREIN THIS STUDIO THERE ARE
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IN THIS STUDIO THERE AREMOTHERS SITTING WITH
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MOTHERS SITTING WITHTHEIR CHILDREN TAKING
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THEIR CHILDREN TAKINGTHEIR LAST BREATH BECAUSE
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THEIR LAST BREATH BECAUSETHEY DON'T HAVE ENOUGH FOOD.
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THEY DON'T HAVE ENOUGH FOOD.ONE OF THE MOMS
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ONE OF THE MOMSI TALKED TO SAID,
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I TALKED TO SAID,"I LITERALLY WISH THERE WAS
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"I LITERALLY WISH THERE WASA LADDER UP TO HEAVEN.
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A LADDER UP TO HEAVEN.I WOULD GO THERE NOW
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I WOULD GO THERE NOWBECAUSE I'VE GOT
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BECAUSE I'VE GOTMORE CHILDREN THERE
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MORE CHILDREN THERETHAN I DO HERE."
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THAN I DO HERE."THE THING IS,
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THE THING IS,I'VE SEEN WITH MY OWN EYES,
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I'VE SEEN WITH MY OWN EYES,YOU AND I CAN CHANGE THIS.
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YOU AND I CAN CHANGE THIS.WE HAVE THE MOST AMAZING,
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WE HAVE THE MOST AMAZING,EFFICIENT PARTNERS
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EFFICIENT PARTNERSON THE GROUND WHO KNOW
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ON THE GROUND WHO KNOWHOW TO PUT NUTRITIOUS FOOD
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HOW TO PUT NUTRITIOUS FOODINTO ONE OF
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INTO ONE OFTHOSE LITTLE ORANGE BOWLS
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THOSE LITTLE ORANGE BOWLSTHAT HAS ALL THE NUTRIENTS
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THAT HAS ALL THE NUTRIENTSTHESE CHILDREN NEED
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THESE CHILDREN NEEDTO LITERALLY, RANDY,
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TO LITERALLY, RANDY,MOVE THEM FROM DEATH TO LIFE.
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MOVE THEM FROM DEATH TO LIFE.Randy: WE KNOW HOW TO GET
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Randy: WE KNOW HOW TO GETINTO THE VILLAGES.
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INTO THE VILLAGES.WE KNOW WHERE TO GO.
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WE KNOW WHERE TO GO.WE'RE HITTING THE AREAS
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WE'RE HITTING THE AREASWHERE SOMETIMES PEOPLE
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WHERE SOMETIMES PEOPLEARE FLEEING FROM WAR
00:20:31.019 --> 00:20:32.454
ARE FLEEING FROM WARAND PERSECUTION.
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AND PERSECUTION.WE ARE READY TO GO.
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WE ARE READY TO GO.WILL YOU SEND US?
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WILL YOU SEND US?I DON'T MEAN
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I DON'T MEANSHEILA AND I,
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SHEILA AND I,LITERALLY, THE TWO OF US.
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LITERALLY, THE TWO OF US.I MEAN ALL OF US TOGETHER
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I MEAN ALL OF US TOGETHERAS WE PARTNER AND WE SAY,
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AS WE PARTNER AND WE SAY,"WE ARE GOING TO REACH
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"WE ARE GOING TO REACHTHESE PEOPLE WITH THE LIFE
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THESE PEOPLE WITH THE LIFEAND LOVE OF JESUS
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AND LOVE OF JESUSTHROUGH MISSION FEEDING."
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THROUGH MISSION FEEDING."YOUR GIFT RIGHT NOW
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YOUR GIFT RIGHT NOWOF $30, $50, $100,
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OF $30, $50, $100,EVEN $1.000
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EVEN $1.000WILL FEED THREE, FIVE, TEN,
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WILL FEED THREE, FIVE, TEN,OR 100 CHILDREN
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OR 100 CHILDRENFOR THE NEXT THREE MONTHS.
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FOR THE NEXT THREE MONTHS.GO TO THE PHONES.
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GO TO THE PHONES.GO ONLINE.
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GO ONLINE.GIVE THE BEST GIFT YOU CAN.
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TODAY ON TOP OF THE DAILYFIGHT FOR LIFE AND FOOD,
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FAMILIES AND CHILDRENACROSS AFRICA ARE NOW FORCED
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TO DEAL WITH THE CHALLENGESOF A GLOBAL HEALTH CRISIS.
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BECAUSE OF COVID-19,
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FOOD SCARCITY HASINCREASED DRASTICALLY
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AND THE FEAR OF DYINGFROM LACK OF FOOD
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IS FAR GREATERTHAN THE VIRUS ITSELF.
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EVEN IN THESEUNPRECEDENTED TIMES,
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MISSION FEEDINGWON'T STOP.
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WITH YOUR HELP,MISSION FEEDINGWILL CONTINUE TO BE
00:21:29.177 --> 00:21:31.480
A DAILY SOURCE OF FOOD,ENCOURAGEMENT, AND HEALTH
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FOR THE 350.000 CHILDRENCOUNTING ON US.
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CALL NOW WITH YOURLIFESAVING GIFT
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OF $30, $50,OR $100
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THAT WILL HELPFEED AND CARE
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FOR THREE, FIVEOR TEN CHILDREN
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FOR THREEFULL MONTHS.
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WITH YOUR GIFTWE'LL SEND YOU
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40 DAYSOF HEALING PROMISES.
00:21:50.365 --> 00:21:52.267
THIS BEAUTIFULHARDCOVER DEVOTIONAL
00:21:52.367 --> 00:21:54.269
WILL ENCOURAGE YOUIN YOUR FAITH
00:21:54.369 --> 00:21:56.271
AS YOU DIVE DEEP INTOTHE HEALING PROMISES
00:21:56.371 --> 00:21:58.273
THAT ARE YOURSIN JESUS' NAME.
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WITH YOUR GIFTOF $100 OR MORE
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PLEASE REQUEST THE"BLESSINGS FOR YOUR HOME"
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BOWLS ANDTEA TOWEL SET.
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THIS SET OF BOWLSAND TWO BEAUTIFULLY DESIGNEDTEA TOWELS
00:22:06.882 --> 00:22:09.818
WILL MAKE A WONDERFULADDITION TO YOUR HOME
00:22:09.918 --> 00:22:12.020
AND SERVEAS A REMINDER OF YOUR HELPIN BLESSING OTHERS
00:22:12.120 --> 00:22:15.090
AS A FRIENDOF LIFE .
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FINALLY, WITH YOUR GIFTOF $1.000 OR MORE
00:22:17.292 --> 00:22:19.661
TO HELP FEED AND CAREFOR 100 CHILDREN
00:22:19.761 --> 00:22:22.330
BE SURE TO REQUESTOUR COMMEMORATIVEBRONZE SCULPTURE,
00:22:22.431 --> 00:22:24.833
"A MOTHER'SSTRENGTH."
00:22:24.933 --> 00:22:26.835
PLEASE CALL, WRITE, OR MAKEYOUR GIFT ONLINE TODAY.
00:22:26.935 --> 00:22:32.107
Randy: I HOPE YOU ARE GOING
00:22:38.246 --> 00:22:39.381
Randy: I HOPE YOU ARE GOINGTO THE PHONE OR GOING ONLINE
00:22:39.381 --> 00:22:40.515
Randy: I HOPE YOU ARE GOINGTO THE PHONE OR GOING ONLINERIGHT NOW AND MAKING
00:22:40.515 --> 00:22:41.683
TO THE PHONE OR GOING ONLINERIGHT NOW AND MAKINGTHE BEST GIFT YOU CAN.
00:22:41.683 --> 00:22:42.918
RIGHT NOW AND MAKINGTHE BEST GIFT YOU CAN.YOU CAN MAKE
00:22:42.918 --> 00:22:44.119
THE BEST GIFT YOU CAN.YOU CAN MAKEA DIFFERENCE TODAY.
00:22:44.119 --> 00:22:45.454
YOU CAN MAKEA DIFFERENCE TODAY.SHEILA, WHAT A GREAT STORY
00:22:45.454 --> 00:22:46.755
A DIFFERENCE TODAY.SHEILA, WHAT A GREAT STORYWE HEARD TODAY
00:22:46.755 --> 00:22:48.023
SHEILA, WHAT A GREAT STORYWE HEARD TODAYOF JESUS MAKING A DIFFERENCE
00:22:48.023 --> 00:22:49.224
WE HEARD TODAYOF JESUS MAKING A DIFFERENCEIN PEOPLE'S LIVES.
00:22:49.224 --> 00:22:50.425
OF JESUS MAKING A DIFFERENCEIN PEOPLE'S LIVES.Sheila: AND THERE
00:22:50.425 --> 00:22:51.626
IN PEOPLE'S LIVES.Sheila: AND THEREIS SO MUCH MORE.
00:22:51.626 --> 00:22:52.727
Sheila: AND THEREIS SO MUCH MORE.YOU HAVE TO READ THE BOOK.
00:22:52.727 --> 00:22:53.895
IS SO MUCH MORE.YOU HAVE TO READ THE BOOK.IT IS CALLED SHIFTING SHADOWS :
00:22:53.895 --> 00:22:55.030
YOU HAVE TO READ THE BOOK.IT IS CALLED SHIFTING SHADOWS :"HOW A NEW YORK DRUG LORD
00:22:55.030 --> 00:22:56.231
IT IS CALLED SHIFTING SHADOWS :"HOW A NEW YORK DRUG LORDFOUND FREEDOM IN
00:22:56.231 --> 00:22:57.365
"HOW A NEW YORK DRUG LORDFOUND FREEDOM INTHE LAST PLACE HE EXPECTED."
00:22:57.365 --> 00:22:58.467
FOUND FREEDOM INTHE LAST PLACE HE EXPECTED."I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU
00:22:58.467 --> 00:22:59.601
THE LAST PLACE HE EXPECTED."I JUST WANT TO THANK YOUHERMAN AND ALEXANDRA,
00:22:59.601 --> 00:23:00.669
I JUST WANT TO THANK YOUHERMAN AND ALEXANDRA,THANKS FOR BEING OUR GUESTS.
00:23:00.669 --> 00:23:01.670
HERMAN AND ALEXANDRA,THANKS FOR BEING OUR GUESTS.Herman: THANK YOU
00:23:01.670 --> 00:23:02.838
THANKS FOR BEING OUR GUESTS.Herman: THANK YOUFOR HAVING US!
00:23:02.838 --> 00:23:03.972
AND REMEMBER, YOU CAN GO
00:23:05.106 --> 00:23:06.241
AND REMEMBER, YOU CAN GOTO HERMANMENDOZA.COM,
00:23:06.241 --> 00:23:07.309
AND REMEMBER, YOU CAN GOTO HERMANMENDOZA.COM,FIND OUT A LOT MORE
00:23:07.309 --> 00:23:08.477
TO HERMANMENDOZA.COM,FIND OUT A LOT MOREABOUT THE MINISTRY.
00:23:08.477 --> 00:23:09.678
FIND OUT A LOT MOREABOUT THE MINISTRY.FOR RANDY AND ME, I WANT TO
00:23:09.678 --> 00:23:10.779
ABOUT THE MINISTRY.FOR RANDY AND ME, I WANT TOSAY THANKS FOR BEING WITH US.
00:23:10.779 --> 00:23:11.880
FOR RANDY AND ME, I WANT TOSAY THANKS FOR BEING WITH US.WE LOVE YOU AND WE'LL SEE YOU
00:23:11.880 --> 00:23:14.082
♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
00:23:41.810 --> 00:23:45.714
♪ WHEN WORLDLY THINGSDELIGHT US ♪
00:23:45.814 --> 00:23:49.384
♪ AND WE FAILTO LOOK ABOVE ♪
00:23:49.484 --> 00:23:53.255
♪ WHEN WE WITHHOLDFROM OTHERS ♪
00:23:53.355 --> 00:23:57.025
♪ THOUGH WE'VE BEENGIVEN MUCH ♪
00:23:57.125 --> 00:24:00.862
♪ IF THE FIREOF OUR FIRST LOVE ♪
00:24:00.962 --> 00:24:03.598
♪ IS NOT BURNING BRIGHTAS BEFORE ♪
00:24:03.698 --> 00:24:11.773
♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
00:24:11.873 --> 00:24:16.978
♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
00:24:20.482 --> 00:24:24.085
♪ WHEN WE'RE NOTIN YOUR WORD ♪
00:24:24.185 --> 00:24:27.188
♪ AND WE DON'T SPEND TIMEON OUR KNEES ♪
00:24:27.289 --> 00:24:31.760
♪ WHEN WE HAVEA CHANCE ♪
00:24:31.860 --> 00:24:33.929
♪ BUT WE DON'T SPEAK THE TRUTHTHAT SETS MEN FREE ♪
00:24:34.029 --> 00:24:39.100
♪ IF WE DON'T WORSHIP YOUWITH FIERY PASSION ANYMORE ♪
00:24:39.200 --> 00:24:47.208
♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
00:24:49.811 --> 00:24:55.317
♪ SOMETIMESIN YOUR GREAT LOVE ♪
00:24:58.587 --> 00:25:07.696
♪ YOU COMFORTTHE TROUBLED ♪
00:25:07.796 --> 00:25:12.667
♪ BUT OTHER TIMESIN YOUR GREAT LOVE ♪
00:25:12.767 --> 00:25:22.277
♪ YOU TROUBLETHE COMFORTABLE ♪
00:25:22.377 --> 00:25:31.853
♪
00:25:40.629 --> 00:25:47.736
♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
00:25:52.741 --> 00:25:56.411
♪ IF OUR LIVESNEVER TOUCH THE LIVES ♪
00:25:56.511 --> 00:26:00.215
♪ OF THOSESTILL IN THE DARK ♪
00:26:00.315 --> 00:26:03.585
♪ IF WE DON'T LIVEWITH HEARTS THAT BREAK ♪
00:26:03.685 --> 00:26:07.389
♪ WITH THINGSTHAT BREAK YOUR HEART ♪
00:26:07.489 --> 00:26:10.925
♪ IN TENDERNESSPLEASE LEAD YOUR CHURCH ♪
00:26:11.026 --> 00:26:14.562
♪ BACK TO YOUR HEARTONCE MORE ♪
00:26:14.663 --> 00:26:20.502
♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
00:26:20.602 --> 00:26:24.439
♪ IF WE EVER LOSETHE WONDER ♪
00:26:24.539 --> 00:26:28.443
♪ OF THE CROSSTHAT YOU ONCE BORE ♪
00:26:28.543 --> 00:26:34.549
♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
00:26:38.720 --> 00:26:45.160
♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
00:26:48.663 --> 00:26:56.805
- NOT JUST HEARTBREAK,BUT A SHATTERING --
00:27:02.177 --> 00:27:04.245
THE SHATTERING OF A LIFETHAT I VERY MUCH LOVED.
00:27:04.345 --> 00:27:07.048
LYSA TERKEURSTSHARES HER JOURNEY
00:27:07.148 --> 00:27:09.050
OF DEVASTATING PAIN--TOMORROW!
00:27:09.150 --> 00:27:12.554
LIFE TODAY IS MADEPOSSIBLE BY THE SUPPORTERS OFLIFE OUTREACH INTERNATIONAL.
00:27:12.654 --> 00:27:16.057
YOUR GIFT WILL BE USEDEXCLUSIVELY FOR THE EXEMPTPURPOSES OF LIFE.
00:27:16.157 --> 00:27:19.160
THE MINISTRY FEATURESSPECIFIC OUTREACHES
00:27:19.260 --> 00:27:21.229
AS EXAMPLES OF THE PROGRAMSIT SUPPORTS AND CONDUCTS.
00:27:21.329 --> 00:27:23.298
GIFTS ARE CONSIDEREDTO BE WITHOUT RESTRICTION
00:27:23.398 --> 00:27:25.366
AS TO USE UNLESS EXPLICITLYSTIPULATED BY THE DONOR.
00:27:25.467 --> 00:27:27.502
THE MINISTRY IS A MEMBEROF THE E.C.F.A.
00:27:27.602 --> 00:27:29.010

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