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November 16, 2020
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Herman Mendoza & Alexandra Mendoza| Breaking Bad

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  • HERMAN MENDOZABUILT A KINGDOM
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  • SELLING COCAINE.
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  • AND WHEN IT ALL FELL APART,HE WAS READY TO KILL HIMSELF.
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  • - AND WHENTHEY ARRESTED ME
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  • THEY TRANSPORTED MEOVER TO THE METROPOLITANDETENTION CENTER
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  • WHERE THE CHAPPO,THE NOTORIOUS DRUG LORDWAS HOUSED.
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  • AND AS THEY WERE TAKING METO THIS FACILITY,
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  • I TOLDTHE MARSHALS,
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  • "I WANT TO END MY LIFERIGHT HERE.
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  • OPEN THE BACK DOOROF THIS VEHICLE
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  • BECAUSE I'M NEVER GOINGTO COME OUT OF JAIL."
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  • BUT GOD HADA DIFFERENT PLAN!
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  • NEXT ONLIFE TODAY!
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  • Sheila: HI! I'M SHEILA WALSH.
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  • Sheila: HI! I'M SHEILA WALSH.WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY .
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  • Sheila: HI! I'M SHEILA WALSH.WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY .I'M HERE WITH RANDY ROBISON,
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  • WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY .I'M HERE WITH RANDY ROBISON,MY WONDERFUL CO-HOST.
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  • I'M HERE WITH RANDY ROBISON,MY WONDERFUL CO-HOST.DO YOU EVER WONDER
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  • LIKE THE WORST STORY?
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  • LIKE THE WORST STORY?CAN YOU EVER BE IN A PLACE
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  • LIKE THE WORST STORY?CAN YOU EVER BE IN A PLACEWHERE YOU'RE TOO FAR GONE
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  • CAN YOU EVER BE IN A PLACEWHERE YOU'RE TOO FAR GONEFROM THE MERCY OF GOD?
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  • WHERE YOU'RE TOO FAR GONEFROM THE MERCY OF GOD?OUR GUEST TODAY
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  • FROM THE MERCY OF GOD?OUR GUEST TODAYWILL SAY ABSOLUTELY NOT.
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  • OUR GUEST TODAYWILL SAY ABSOLUTELY NOT.IT IS A PHENOMENAL STORY.
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  • WILL SAY ABSOLUTELY NOT.IT IS A PHENOMENAL STORY.SO PLEASE, WILL YOU HELP
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  • IT IS A PHENOMENAL STORY.SO PLEASE, WILL YOU HELPRANDY AND I WELCOME
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  • SO PLEASE, WILL YOU HELPRANDY AND I WELCOMEHERMAN AND ALEXANDRA MENDOZA.
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  • RANDY AND I WELCOMEHERMAN AND ALEXANDRA MENDOZA.WELCOME!
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  • HERMAN AND ALEXANDRA MENDOZA.WELCOME!Herman: THANK YOU
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  • WELCOME!Herman: THANK YOUFOR HAVING US.
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  • Herman: THANK YOUFOR HAVING US.Randy: SO GOOD TO HAVE YOU.
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  • ON THE LIVE STREAM
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  • ON THE LIVE STREAMSEVERAL MONTHS AGO
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  • SEVERAL MONTHS AGOSO I GOT TO PREVIEW
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  • SO I GOT TO PREVIEWSORT OF HIS STORY.
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  • SORT OF HIS STORY.BUT FOR THOSE
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  • WE'RE TALKING STRAIGHT OUT
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  • WE'RE TALKING STRAIGHT OUTOF A HOLLYWOOD MOVIE
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  • WE'RE TALKING STRAIGHT OUTOF A HOLLYWOOD MOVIEDRUG LORD CRIME STORY,
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  • OF A HOLLYWOOD MOVIEDRUG LORD CRIME STORY,SOME OF THE THINGS
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  • DRUG LORD CRIME STORY,SOME OF THE THINGSYOU WENT THROUGH.
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  • SOME OF THE THINGSYOU WENT THROUGH.GIVE US A LITTLE BIT
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  • YOU WENT THROUGH.GIVE US A LITTLE BITOF THE BACKGROUND
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  • GIVE US A LITTLE BITOF THE BACKGROUNDJUST SO WE CAN ESTABLISH
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  • OF THE BACKGROUNDJUST SO WE CAN ESTABLISHHOW FAR YOU'VE COME.
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  • Herman: GOD HAS DONE
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  • Herman: GOD HAS DONESOME MIRACULOUS THINGS
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  • SOME MIRACULOUS THINGSIN MY LIFE.
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  • IN MY LIFE.I WAS INVOLVED
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  • I WAS INVOLVEDIN THE DISTRIBUTION
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  • HUNDREDS OF KILOS OF COCAINE,
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  • HUNDREDS OF KILOS OF COCAINE,DISTRIBUTING FROM COLUMBIA
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  • HUNDREDS OF KILOS OF COCAINE,DISTRIBUTING FROM COLUMBIATO THE UNITED STATES
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  • DISTRIBUTING FROM COLUMBIATO THE UNITED STATESWITH A CARTEL.
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  • TO THE UNITED STATESWITH A CARTEL.I WAS INVOLVED
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  • WITH A CARTEL.I WAS INVOLVEDWITH MY BROTHERS
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  • I WAS INVOLVEDWITH MY BROTHERSAND WE HAD THIS BIG OPERATION
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  • WITH MY BROTHERSAND WE HAD THIS BIG OPERATIONMAKING MILLIONS OF DOLLARS
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  • AND WE HAD THIS BIG OPERATIONMAKING MILLIONS OF DOLLARSPASSING THROUGH MY HANDS.
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  • MAKING MILLIONS OF DOLLARSPASSING THROUGH MY HANDS.AND I THOUGHT
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  • PASSING THROUGH MY HANDS.AND I THOUGHTI WAS ON TOP OF THE WORLD.
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  • AND I THOUGHTI WAS ON TOP OF THE WORLD.I HAD EVERYTHING COMING TO ME
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  • I WAS ON TOP OF THE WORLD.I HAD EVERYTHING COMING TO MEIN TERMS OF THIS LIFESTYLE
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  • I HAD EVERYTHING COMING TO MEIN TERMS OF THIS LIFESTYLETHAT I WAS LIVING,
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  • IN TERMS OF THIS LIFESTYLETHAT I WAS LIVING,POSSESSIONS.
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  • THAT I WAS LIVING,POSSESSIONS.UNTIL ONE DAY
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  • POSSESSIONS.UNTIL ONE DAYMY WORLD CAME TUMBLING DOWN
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  • UNTIL ONE DAYMY WORLD CAME TUMBLING DOWNAND I WAS ARRESTED.
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  • MY WORLD CAME TUMBLING DOWNAND I WAS ARRESTED.THIS IS A TIME WHERE,
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  • AND I WAS ARRESTED.THIS IS A TIME WHERE,THE MAYOR OF NEW YORK CITY
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  • THIS IS A TIME WHERE,THE MAYOR OF NEW YORK CITYWAS GIULIANI AND THERE WAS
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  • THE MAYOR OF NEW YORK CITYWAS GIULIANI AND THERE WASA MAJOR CRACKDOWN
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  • WAS GIULIANI AND THERE WASA MAJOR CRACKDOWNON DRUG DISTRIBUTION
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  • A MAJOR CRACKDOWNON DRUG DISTRIBUTIONAND POSSESSION
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  • ON DRUG DISTRIBUTIONAND POSSESSIONWHEN I GOT ARRESTED
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  • AND POSSESSIONWHEN I GOT ARRESTEDWITH 31 KILOS OF COCAINE
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  • WHEN I GOT ARRESTEDWITH 31 KILOS OF COCAINEIN THE BACK OF MY TRUNK
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  • WITH 31 KILOS OF COCAINEIN THE BACK OF MY TRUNKOF MY VEHICLE.
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  • IN THE BACK OF MY TRUNKOF MY VEHICLE.THE VERY NEXT DAY,
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  • OF MY VEHICLE.THE VERY NEXT DAY,I PICKED UP A NEWSPAPER
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  • THE VERY NEXT DAY,I PICKED UP A NEWSPAPERAND IT WAS BLASTED
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  • I PICKED UP A NEWSPAPERAND IT WAS BLASTEDON THE NEWSPAPER,
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  • AND IT WAS BLASTEDON THE NEWSPAPER,$3.8 MILLION
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  • ON THE NEWSPAPER,$3.8 MILLIONOF COCAINE SEIZED;
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  • $3.8 MILLIONOF COCAINE SEIZED;AND THESE TWO BROTHERS
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  • OF COCAINE SEIZED;AND THESE TWO BROTHERSWERE CONFRONTING 25 YEARS
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  • AND THESE TWO BROTHERSWERE CONFRONTING 25 YEARSOF INCARCERATION, IN PRISON.
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  • WERE CONFRONTING 25 YEARSOF INCARCERATION, IN PRISON.AT THAT POINT,
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  • OF INCARCERATION, IN PRISON.AT THAT POINT,MY WIFE AND I HAD ONE CHILD.
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  • AT THAT POINT,MY WIFE AND I HAD ONE CHILD.OBVIOUSLY, I WAS SHAKEN,
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  • MY WIFE AND I HAD ONE CHILD.OBVIOUSLY, I WAS SHAKEN,FROM WHAT WAS TAKING PLACE
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  • OBVIOUSLY, I WAS SHAKEN,FROM WHAT WAS TAKING PLACEBUT STILL WAS TRYING
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  • FROM WHAT WAS TAKING PLACEBUT STILL WAS TRYINGTO KIND OF FIGURE OUT A PLAN
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  • BUT STILL WAS TRYINGTO KIND OF FIGURE OUT A PLANAND A WAY TO GET OUT OF JAIL.
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  • TO KIND OF FIGURE OUT A PLANAND A WAY TO GET OUT OF JAIL.I WAS REMANDED WITH NO BAIL.
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  • AND A WAY TO GET OUT OF JAIL.I WAS REMANDED WITH NO BAIL.I COPPED A PLEA,
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  • I WAS REMANDED WITH NO BAIL.I COPPED A PLEA,THREE TO NINE YEARS
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  • I COPPED A PLEA,THREE TO NINE YEARSOF INCARCERATION.
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  • THREE TO NINE YEARSOF INCARCERATION.WE HAD SOME ATTORNEYS
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  • OF INCARCERATION.WE HAD SOME ATTORNEYSIN PLACE
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  • WE HAD SOME ATTORNEYSIN PLACETHAT WAS ALWAYS THERE
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  • IN PLACETHAT WAS ALWAYS THERETO HELP US IF THERE WAS
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  • THAT WAS ALWAYS THERETO HELP US IF THERE WASANY ILLEGAL ACTIVITIES
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  • WE WOULD HAVE
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  • SO EVENTUALLY,
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  • SO EVENTUALLY,THEY GOT ME A PLEA DEAL
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  • THEY GOT ME A PLEA DEALOF THREE TO NINE YEARS
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  • OF THREE TO NINE YEARSOF INCARCERATION,
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  • SO I WAS SENT OVER
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  • SO I WAS SENT OVERTO RIKERS ISLAND,
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  • SO I WAS SENT OVERTO RIKERS ISLAND,THE NOTORIOUS JAIL
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  • TO RIKERS ISLAND,THE NOTORIOUS JAILIN QUEENS, NEW YORK.
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  • THE NOTORIOUS JAILIN QUEENS, NEW YORK.AND UM, MY PARENTS,
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  • IN QUEENS, NEW YORK.AND UM, MY PARENTS,THEY CAME
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  • AND UM, MY PARENTS,THEY CAMEFROM THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC,
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  • THEY CAMEFROM THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC,THEY CAME TO AMERICA LOOKING
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  • FROM THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC,THEY CAME TO AMERICA LOOKINGFOR THE AMERICAN DREAM.
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  • THEY CAME TO AMERICA LOOKINGFOR THE AMERICAN DREAM.I'M THE YOUNGEST
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  • FOR THE AMERICAN DREAM.I'M THE YOUNGESTOF FIVE BROTHERS.
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  • I'M THE YOUNGESTOF FIVE BROTHERS.SO TWO OF US,
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  • OF FIVE BROTHERS.SO TWO OF US,AT THAT PARTICULAR TIME
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  • SO TWO OF US,AT THAT PARTICULAR TIMEWERE INVOLVED IN NARCOTICS.
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  • AT THAT PARTICULAR TIMEWERE INVOLVED IN NARCOTICS.SO SHE WAS DISTRAUGHT,
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  • WERE INVOLVED IN NARCOTICS.SO SHE WAS DISTRAUGHT,AND SHE WAS REALLY WORRIED
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  • SO SHE WAS DISTRAUGHT,AND SHE WAS REALLY WORRIEDAND CONCERNED
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  • AND SHE WAS REALLY WORRIEDAND CONCERNEDABOUT OUR WELLBEING.
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  • AND CONCERNEDABOUT OUR WELLBEING.AND AFTER THAT,
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  • ABOUT OUR WELLBEING.AND AFTER THAT,I REMEMBER
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  • AND AFTER THAT,I REMEMBERWHEN I SIGNED THIS PLEA DEAL
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  • I REMEMBERWHEN I SIGNED THIS PLEA DEALTHERE WAS AN OPPORTUNITY
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  • WHEN I SIGNED THIS PLEA DEALTHERE WAS AN OPPORTUNITYAVAILABLE FOR ME
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  • THERE WAS AN OPPORTUNITYAVAILABLE FOR METO ENTER INTO A PROGRAM
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  • AVAILABLE FOR METO ENTER INTO A PROGRAMCALLED "SHOCK."
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  • TO ENTER INTO A PROGRAMCALLED "SHOCK."IT'S A MILITARY CAMP
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  • CALLED "SHOCK."IT'S A MILITARY CAMPSTYLE PROGRAM WHERE MY TIME
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  • IT'S A MILITARY CAMPSTYLE PROGRAM WHERE MY TIMEWILL BE REDUCED SUBSTANTIALLY.
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  • STYLE PROGRAM WHERE MY TIMEWILL BE REDUCED SUBSTANTIALLY.SO I ACCEPTED
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  • WILL BE REDUCED SUBSTANTIALLY.SO I ACCEPTEDAND I ENTERED
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  • SO I ACCEPTEDAND I ENTEREDINTO THIS SHOCK PROGRAM
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  • AND I ENTEREDINTO THIS SHOCK PROGRAMNOT KNOWING
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  • INTO THIS SHOCK PROGRAMNOT KNOWINGWHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.
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  • NOT KNOWINGWHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.AND EX-MARINES IN MY FACE,
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  • WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.AND EX-MARINES IN MY FACE,"GET IN PARADE REST"
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  • AND EX-MARINES IN MY FACE,"GET IN PARADE REST"AND SCREAMING AT YOU
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  • "GET IN PARADE REST"AND SCREAMING AT YOUAND SO FORTH.
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  • AND SCREAMING AT YOUAND SO FORTH.I REMEMBER GOING INTO A CHAPEL
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  • AND SO FORTH.I REMEMBER GOING INTO A CHAPELAND I WANTED TO NEGOTIATE
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  • I REMEMBER GOING INTO A CHAPELAND I WANTED TO NEGOTIATEWITH GOD.
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  • AND I WANTED TO NEGOTIATEWITH GOD.I DIDN'T HAVE A RELATIONSHIP
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  • WITH GOD.I DIDN'T HAVE A RELATIONSHIPWITH CHRIST.
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  • I DIDN'T HAVE A RELATIONSHIPWITH CHRIST.I'D NEVER ACCEPTED CHRIST.
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  • WITH CHRIST.I'D NEVER ACCEPTED CHRIST.I WASN'T OBVIOUSLY
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  • I'D NEVER ACCEPTED CHRIST.I WASN'T OBVIOUSLYFOLLOWING JESUS
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  • I WASN'T OBVIOUSLYFOLLOWING JESUSBUT I WENT THERE
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  • FOLLOWING JESUSBUT I WENT THERETO NEGOTIATE WITH GOD.
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  • BUT I WENT THERETO NEGOTIATE WITH GOD.I SAID, "IF YOU ARE FOR REAL,
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  • TO NEGOTIATE WITH GOD.I SAID, "IF YOU ARE FOR REAL,HELP ME OUT
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  • I SAID, "IF YOU ARE FOR REAL,HELP ME OUTWITH MY SITUATION."
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  • HELP ME OUTWITH MY SITUATION."SO I WAS TRYING TO NEGOTIATE.
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  • WITH MY SITUATION."SO I WAS TRYING TO NEGOTIATE."YOU DO WHAT'S RIGHT FOR ME,
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  • SO I WAS TRYING TO NEGOTIATE."YOU DO WHAT'S RIGHT FOR ME,GETTING OUT OF THIS PROGRAM
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  • "YOU DO WHAT'S RIGHT FOR ME,GETTING OUT OF THIS PROGRAMAND OUT OF JAIL,
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  • GETTING OUT OF THIS PROGRAMAND OUT OF JAIL,I PROMISE YOU GOD,
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  • AND OUT OF JAIL,I PROMISE YOU GOD,I WILL NOT CONSUME ALCOHOL
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  • I PROMISE YOU GOD,I WILL NOT CONSUME ALCOHOLFOR SIX MONTHS."
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  • I WILL NOT CONSUME ALCOHOLFOR SIX MONTHS."[Laughter]
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  • FOR SIX MONTHS."[Laughter]Sheila: WOW!
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  • WHAT HAPPENED
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  • WHAT HAPPENEDIN YOUR NEGOTIATION
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  • IN YOUR NEGOTIATIONAND WHERE IT GOT YOU.
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  • AND WHERE IT GOT YOU.BUT ALEXANDRA,
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  • BUT ALEXANDRA,I WANT TO ASK YOU
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  • DURING THIS TIME,
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  • DURING THIS TIME,A COUPLE OF QUESTIONS,
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  • DURING THIS TIME,A COUPLE OF QUESTIONS,ONE, WERE YOU AWARE
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  • A COUPLE OF QUESTIONS,ONE, WERE YOU AWARETHAT HE WAS DEALING DRUGS?
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  • ONE, WERE YOU AWARETHAT HE WAS DEALING DRUGS?AND TWO, WHAT KIND OF MAN
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  • Alexandra: DURING THAT TIME,
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  • Alexandra: DURING THAT TIME,HERMAN AND I GOT TOGETHER
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  • HERMAN AND I GOT TOGETHERAT A VERY EARLY AGE,
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  • AT A VERY EARLY AGE,WE WERE TOGETHER
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  • WE WERE TOGETHERIN HIGH SCHOOL.
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  • TWO TEENAGERS IN LOVE.
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  • TWO TEENAGERS IN LOVE.AND OF COURSE, US GIRLS,
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  • TWO TEENAGERS IN LOVE.AND OF COURSE, US GIRLS,WE DREAM ABOUT
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  • AND OF COURSE, US GIRLS,WE DREAM ABOUTONE DAY GETTING MARRIED AND
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  • WE DREAM ABOUTONE DAY GETTING MARRIED ANDHAVING THIS BEAUTIFUL FAMILY
  • 00:05:28.317 --> 00:05:29.786
  • ONE DAY GETTING MARRIED ANDHAVING THIS BEAUTIFUL FAMILYAND ALL OF THIS.
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  • HAVING THIS BEAUTIFUL FAMILYAND ALL OF THIS.WHEN WE FINALLY
  • 00:05:30.953 --> 00:05:32.288
  • AND ALL OF THIS.WHEN WE FINALLYDID GET TOGETHER
  • 00:05:32.288 --> 00:05:35.491
  • WHEN WE FINALLYDID GET TOGETHERAND DECIDED TO MOVE OUT,
  • 00:05:35.491 --> 00:05:36.959
  • DID GET TOGETHERAND DECIDED TO MOVE OUT,MY WORLD WAS JUST
  • 00:05:36.959 --> 00:05:38.194
  • AND DECIDED TO MOVE OUT,MY WORLD WAS JUSTSO DIFFERENT FROM WHAT
  • 00:05:38.194 --> 00:05:39.662
  • MY WORLD WAS JUSTSO DIFFERENT FROM WHATI THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE.
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  • SO DIFFERENT FROM WHATI THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE.I WAS WELL AWARE
  • 00:05:40.997 --> 00:05:42.465
  • I THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE.I WAS WELL AWAREOF WHAT HE WAS DOING.
  • 00:05:42.465 --> 00:05:44.200
  • I WAS WELL AWAREOF WHAT HE WAS DOING.AND FOR HIS FIRST ARREST,
  • 00:05:44.200 --> 00:05:46.068
  • OF WHAT HE WAS DOING.AND FOR HIS FIRST ARREST,I WAS VERY SUPPORTIVE
  • 00:05:46.068 --> 00:05:47.270
  • AND FOR HIS FIRST ARREST,I WAS VERY SUPPORTIVEBECAUSE I FELT LIKE
  • 00:05:47.270 --> 00:05:49.138
  • I WAS VERY SUPPORTIVEBECAUSE I FELT LIKEI CAN CHANGE HIM.
  • 00:05:49.138 --> 00:05:50.573
  • BECAUSE I FELT LIKEI CAN CHANGE HIM.AND I THINK
  • 00:05:50.573 --> 00:05:51.808
  • I CAN CHANGE HIM.AND I THINKIT IS ONE OF THE PROBLEMS
  • 00:05:51.808 --> 00:05:53.109
  • AND I THINKIT IS ONE OF THE PROBLEMSTHAT WE HAVE
  • 00:05:53.109 --> 00:05:54.310
  • IT IS ONE OF THE PROBLEMSTHAT WE HAVEAS MOMS AND WIVES,
  • 00:05:54.310 --> 00:05:55.678
  • THAT WE HAVEAS MOMS AND WIVES,WE ALWAYS THINK
  • 00:05:55.678 --> 00:05:56.913
  • AS MOMS AND WIVES,WE ALWAYS THINKWE CAN CHANGE OUR HUSBAND
  • 00:05:56.913 --> 00:05:58.314
  • WE ALWAYS THINKWE CAN CHANGE OUR HUSBANDOR OUR KIDS.
  • 00:05:58.314 --> 00:05:59.649
  • WE CAN CHANGE OUR HUSBANDOR OUR KIDS.SO I HAD THIS HOPE
  • 00:05:59.649 --> 00:06:01.317
  • OR OUR KIDS.SO I HAD THIS HOPETHAT THIS CAN WORK.
  • 00:06:01.317 --> 00:06:02.652
  • SO I HAD THIS HOPETHAT THIS CAN WORK.HE CAN PROBABLY COME OUT
  • 00:06:02.652 --> 00:06:04.153
  • THAT THIS CAN WORK.HE CAN PROBABLY COME OUTAND BE LIKE THIS CHANGED MAN
  • 00:06:04.153 --> 00:06:05.521
  • HE CAN PROBABLY COME OUTAND BE LIKE THIS CHANGED MANAND THINGS
  • 00:06:05.521 --> 00:06:06.689
  • AND BE LIKE THIS CHANGED MANAND THINGSARE GOING TO BE DIFFERENT.
  • 00:06:06.689 --> 00:06:07.857
  • AND THINGSARE GOING TO BE DIFFERENT.BUT AT THAT MOMENT
  • 00:06:07.857 --> 00:06:09.091
  • ARE GOING TO BE DIFFERENT.BUT AT THAT MOMENTWE STILL DIDN'T HAVE CHRIST
  • 00:06:09.091 --> 00:06:10.460
  • BUT AT THAT MOMENTWE STILL DIDN'T HAVE CHRISTIN OUR LIVES,
  • 00:06:10.460 --> 00:06:11.627
  • WE STILL DIDN'T HAVE CHRISTIN OUR LIVES,AND THAT WAS THE MAIN THING
  • 00:06:11.627 --> 00:06:12.895
  • IN OUR LIVES,AND THAT WAS THE MAIN THINGTHAT WAS MISSING.
  • 00:06:12.895 --> 00:06:14.130
  • AND THAT WAS THE MAIN THINGTHAT WAS MISSING.SO WHEN HE WENT
  • 00:06:14.130 --> 00:06:15.364
  • THAT WAS MISSING.SO WHEN HE WENTIN THE FIRST TIME
  • 00:06:15.364 --> 00:06:16.532
  • SO WHEN HE WENTIN THE FIRST TIMEI WAS VERY SUPPORTIVE
  • 00:06:16.532 --> 00:06:17.800
  • IN THE FIRST TIMEI WAS VERY SUPPORTIVEBUT BY THE SECOND TIME
  • 00:06:17.800 --> 00:06:19.101
  • I WAS VERY SUPPORTIVEBUT BY THE SECOND TIMEHE WENT IN
  • 00:06:19.101 --> 00:06:20.336
  • BUT BY THE SECOND TIMEHE WENT INI REBELLED AGAINST GOD,
  • 00:06:20.336 --> 00:06:21.504
  • HE WENT INI REBELLED AGAINST GOD,AGAINST HIM,
  • 00:06:21.504 --> 00:06:22.738
  • I REBELLED AGAINST GOD,AGAINST HIM,AGAINST EVERYTHING.
  • 00:06:22.738 --> 00:06:23.906
  • AGAINST HIM,AGAINST EVERYTHING.Sheila: IT WAS FASCINATING
  • 00:06:23.906 --> 00:06:25.074
  • AGAINST EVERYTHING.Sheila: IT WAS FASCINATINGREADING YOUR BOOK,
  • 00:06:25.074 --> 00:06:26.442
  • Sheila: IT WAS FASCINATINGREADING YOUR BOOK,SHIFTING SHADOWS .
  • 00:06:26.442 --> 00:06:27.810
  • THE SHOCK PROGRAM
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  • THE SHOCK PROGRAMHAD THE REQUIRED IMPACT
  • 00:06:30.413 --> 00:06:31.681
  • HAD THE REQUIRED IMPACTON YOUR LIFE BECAUSE
  • 00:06:31.681 --> 00:06:32.849
  • ON YOUR LIFE BECAUSEIT WASN'T LONG AFTER THAT
  • 00:06:32.849 --> 00:06:34.083
  • IT WASN'T LONG AFTER THATWHEN YOU GOT BACK
  • 00:06:34.083 --> 00:06:35.852
  • WHY DO YOU THINK THAT WAS?
  • 00:06:38.554 --> 00:06:39.922
  • WHY DO YOU THINK THAT WAS?Herman: I THOUGHT
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  • WHY DO YOU THINK THAT WAS?Herman: I THOUGHTSINCE I'D--
  • 00:06:41.157 --> 00:06:42.258
  • Herman: I THOUGHTSINCE I'D--I THOUGHT I GOT AWAY WITH IT,
  • 00:06:42.258 --> 00:06:43.493
  • SINCE I'D--I THOUGHT I GOT AWAY WITH IT,IN A WAY,
  • 00:06:43.493 --> 00:06:44.627
  • I THOUGHT I GOT AWAY WITH IT,IN A WAY,THREE TO NINE YEARS
  • 00:06:44.627 --> 00:06:45.895
  • IN A WAY,THREE TO NINE YEARSOF INCARCERATION
  • 00:06:45.895 --> 00:06:47.129
  • THREE TO NINE YEARSOF INCARCERATIONWHICH I WAS CONFRONTING
  • 00:06:47.129 --> 00:06:48.598
  • OF INCARCERATIONWHICH I WAS CONFRONTING25 YEARS OF JAIL TIME.
  • 00:06:48.598 --> 00:06:49.899
  • EVENTUALLY AND IT WAS
  • 00:06:51.701 --> 00:06:53.135
  • EVENTUALLY AND IT WASJUST STUPIDITY ON MY PART
  • 00:06:53.135 --> 00:06:54.370
  • JUST STUPIDITY ON MY PARTMAKING THIS PRAYER TO GOD
  • 00:06:54.370 --> 00:06:55.938
  • MAKING THIS PRAYER TO GODFOR SIX MONTHS
  • 00:06:55.938 --> 00:06:57.273
  • SO WHEN I WAS RELEASED AGAIN
  • 00:06:58.574 --> 00:06:59.876
  • SO WHEN I WAS RELEASED AGAINI JUST FELT THAT
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  • SO WHEN I WAS RELEASED AGAINI JUST FELT THATI'M INVINCIBLE IN A SENSE;
  • 00:07:01.177 --> 00:07:02.445
  • I JUST FELT THATI'M INVINCIBLE IN A SENSE;THAT I CAN GET AWAY
  • 00:07:02.445 --> 00:07:05.114
  • I'M INVINCIBLE IN A SENSE;THAT I CAN GET AWAYWITH MY SINS AND CRIME.
  • 00:07:05.114 --> 00:07:07.316
  • THAT I CAN GET AWAYWITH MY SINS AND CRIME.SO I WAITED THAT SIX MONTHS
  • 00:07:07.316 --> 00:07:09.552
  • WITH MY SINS AND CRIME.SO I WAITED THAT SIX MONTHSAND WENT TO CELEBRATE.
  • 00:07:09.552 --> 00:07:10.953
  • SO I WAITED THAT SIX MONTHSAND WENT TO CELEBRATE.I'D BEEN SOBER FOR SIX MONTHS.
  • 00:07:10.953 --> 00:07:12.188
  • AND WENT TO CELEBRATE.I'D BEEN SOBER FOR SIX MONTHS.SOBRIETY -- YEAH,
  • 00:07:12.188 --> 00:07:13.456
  • I'D BEEN SOBER FOR SIX MONTHS.SOBRIETY -- YEAH,NOW I CAN GO CELEBRATE
  • 00:07:13.456 --> 00:07:14.857
  • SOBRIETY -- YEAH,NOW I CAN GO CELEBRATEWITH MY FRIENDS.
  • 00:07:14.857 --> 00:07:16.292
  • NOW I CAN GO CELEBRATEWITH MY FRIENDS.I WENT TO THIS RESTAURANT
  • 00:07:16.292 --> 00:07:17.593
  • WITH MY FRIENDS.I WENT TO THIS RESTAURANTTO HAVE A DRINK
  • 00:07:17.593 --> 00:07:19.061
  • I WENT TO THIS RESTAURANTTO HAVE A DRINKAND I RUN INTO
  • 00:07:19.061 --> 00:07:20.396
  • TO HAVE A DRINKAND I RUN INTOAN OLD ACQUAINTANCE.
  • 00:07:20.396 --> 00:07:21.697
  • AND I RUN INTOAN OLD ACQUAINTANCE.AND NOW THIS INDIVIDUAL
  • 00:07:21.697 --> 00:07:23.065
  • AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE.AND NOW THIS INDIVIDUALWAS CONTROLLING
  • 00:07:23.065 --> 00:07:24.400
  • AND NOW THIS INDIVIDUALWAS CONTROLLINGOVER A TON OF COCAINE,
  • 00:07:24.400 --> 00:07:25.735
  • WAS CONTROLLINGOVER A TON OF COCAINE,DISTRIBUTING IT FROM COLUMBIA
  • 00:07:25.735 --> 00:07:27.236
  • OVER A TON OF COCAINE,DISTRIBUTING IT FROM COLUMBIATO THE UNITED STATES.
  • 00:07:27.236 --> 00:07:29.705
  • DISTRIBUTING IT FROM COLUMBIATO THE UNITED STATES.HE APPROACHED ME, SALUTATIONS,
  • 00:07:29.705 --> 00:07:31.474
  • TO THE UNITED STATES.HE APPROACHED ME, SALUTATIONS,GREETINGS IN SPANISH.
  • 00:07:31.474 --> 00:07:32.475
  • HE APPROACHED ME, SALUTATIONS,GREETINGS IN SPANISH.I ALREADY KNEW
  • 00:07:32.475 --> 00:07:33.543
  • GREETINGS IN SPANISH.I ALREADY KNEWWHAT HE WAS UP TO.
  • 00:07:33.543 --> 00:07:34.710
  • I ALREADY KNEWWHAT HE WAS UP TO.HE SAID, "LOOK.
  • 00:07:34.710 --> 00:07:36.012
  • WHAT HE WAS UP TO.HE SAID, "LOOK.I'M CONTROLLING
  • 00:07:36.012 --> 00:07:37.146
  • HE SAID, "LOOK.I'M CONTROLLINGTHIS AMOUNT OF DRUGS.
  • 00:07:37.146 --> 00:07:38.180
  • I'M CONTROLLINGTHIS AMOUNT OF DRUGS.IF YOU'RE INTERESTED YOU CAN
  • 00:07:38.180 --> 00:07:39.382
  • THIS AMOUNT OF DRUGS.IF YOU'RE INTERESTED YOU CANGET INVOLVED ONCE AGAIN."
  • 00:07:39.382 --> 00:07:40.650
  • IF YOU'RE INTERESTED YOU CANGET INVOLVED ONCE AGAIN."AT THAT POINT I WAS DEALING
  • 00:07:40.650 --> 00:07:41.951
  • GET INVOLVED ONCE AGAIN."AT THAT POINT I WAS DEALINGWITH MY CONSCIENCE,
  • 00:07:41.951 --> 00:07:43.219
  • AT THAT POINT I WAS DEALINGWITH MY CONSCIENCE,MY HEART WAS SCREAMING
  • 00:07:43.219 --> 00:07:44.387
  • WITH MY CONSCIENCE,MY HEART WAS SCREAMINGDON'T DO IT!
  • 00:07:44.387 --> 00:07:45.655
  • MY HEART WAS SCREAMINGDON'T DO IT!BUT THEN I THOUGHT
  • 00:07:45.655 --> 00:07:46.856
  • DON'T DO IT!BUT THEN I THOUGHTABOUT THE MONEY
  • 00:07:46.856 --> 00:07:48.124
  • BUT THEN I THOUGHTABOUT THE MONEYAND THE EASY OPPORTUNITY
  • 00:07:48.124 --> 00:07:49.725
  • ABOUT THE MONEYAND THE EASY OPPORTUNITYIN WHICH I WAS INTRODUCED
  • 00:07:49.725 --> 00:07:50.927
  • AND THE EASY OPPORTUNITYIN WHICH I WAS INTRODUCEDMANY, MANY YEARS AGO
  • 00:07:50.927 --> 00:07:52.094
  • IN WHICH I WAS INTRODUCEDMANY, MANY YEARS AGOWHEN I GOT INVOLVED
  • 00:07:52.094 --> 00:07:54.230
  • MANY, MANY YEARS AGOWHEN I GOT INVOLVEDWITH THIS DRUG ENTERPRISE,
  • 00:07:54.230 --> 00:07:55.665
  • WHEN I GOT INVOLVEDWITH THIS DRUG ENTERPRISE,WHICH IS WHEN
  • 00:07:55.665 --> 00:07:56.799
  • WITH THIS DRUG ENTERPRISE,WHICH IS WHENI FIRST WITNESSED
  • 00:07:56.799 --> 00:07:58.701
  • WHICH IS WHENI FIRST WITNESSED$1.2 MILLION IN CASH.
  • 00:07:58.701 --> 00:07:59.902
  • I FIRST WITNESSED$1.2 MILLION IN CASH.SO I THOUGHT ABOUT THAT
  • 00:07:59.902 --> 00:08:00.970
  • $1.2 MILLION IN CASH.SO I THOUGHT ABOUT THATONCE AGAIN.
  • 00:08:00.970 --> 00:08:02.038
  • SO I THOUGHT ABOUT THATONCE AGAIN.I SAID, "YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:08:02.038 --> 00:08:03.072
  • ONCE AGAIN.I SAID, "YOU KNOW WHAT?I'M SMARTER.
  • 00:08:03.072 --> 00:08:04.340
  • I SAID, "YOU KNOW WHAT?I'M SMARTER.I HAVE MY PEOPLE IN PLACE.
  • 00:08:04.340 --> 00:08:05.675
  • I'M SMARTER.I HAVE MY PEOPLE IN PLACE.THIS TIME I'M NOT GOING
  • 00:08:05.675 --> 00:08:07.043
  • I HAVE MY PEOPLE IN PLACE.THIS TIME I'M NOT GOINGTO GET ARRESTED."
  • 00:08:07.043 --> 00:08:08.544
  • THIS TIME I'M NOT GOINGTO GET ARRESTED."AND I WENT RIGHT BACK INTO IT.
  • 00:08:08.544 --> 00:08:09.579
  • TO GET ARRESTED."AND I WENT RIGHT BACK INTO IT.IT REMINDS ME
  • 00:08:09.579 --> 00:08:10.780
  • AND I WENT RIGHT BACK INTO IT.IT REMINDS MEOF THE SCRIPTURES
  • 00:08:10.780 --> 00:08:11.781
  • IT REMINDS MEOF THE SCRIPTURESIN PROVERBS 26:11,
  • 00:08:11.781 --> 00:08:12.915
  • OF THE SCRIPTURESIN PROVERBS 26:11,HOW A DOG RETURNS
  • 00:08:12.915 --> 00:08:14.050
  • IN PROVERBS 26:11,HOW A DOG RETURNSTO HIS VOMIT,
  • 00:08:14.050 --> 00:08:15.184
  • HOW A DOG RETURNSTO HIS VOMIT,SO FOOLS REPEAT THEIR FOLLY.
  • 00:08:15.184 --> 00:08:16.252
  • TO HIS VOMIT,SO FOOLS REPEAT THEIR FOLLY.THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED.
  • 00:08:16.252 --> 00:08:17.486
  • SO FOOLS REPEAT THEIR FOLLY.THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED.I ACCEPTED AND I STARTED
  • 00:08:17.486 --> 00:08:19.422
  • THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED.I ACCEPTED AND I STARTEDTO ENGAGE ONCE AGAIN
  • 00:08:19.422 --> 00:08:20.790
  • I ACCEPTED AND I STARTEDTO ENGAGE ONCE AGAINDISTRIBUTING COCAINE
  • 00:08:20.790 --> 00:08:22.024
  • TO ENGAGE ONCE AGAINDISTRIBUTING COCAINEALL THROUGHOUT
  • 00:08:22.024 --> 00:08:23.225
  • DISTRIBUTING COCAINEALL THROUGHOUTTHE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA
  • 00:08:23.225 --> 00:08:24.493
  • ALL THROUGHOUTTHE UNITED STATES OF AMERICAWITH NOW
  • 00:08:24.493 --> 00:08:25.895
  • THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICAWITH NOWMY SECOND OLDEST BROTHER.
  • 00:08:25.895 --> 00:08:28.698
  • WITH NOWMY SECOND OLDEST BROTHER.WE GOT REARRESTED.
  • 00:08:28.698 --> 00:08:29.932
  • MY SECOND OLDEST BROTHER.WE GOT REARRESTED.ONE OF HIS CONTACTS
  • 00:08:29.932 --> 00:08:31.634
  • WE GOT REARRESTED.ONE OF HIS CONTACTSWAS WORKING WITH THE D.E.A.
  • 00:08:31.634 --> 00:08:33.102
  • ONE OF HIS CONTACTSWAS WORKING WITH THE D.E.A.DRUG ENFORCEMENT AGENCY
  • 00:08:33.102 --> 00:08:35.004
  • WAS WORKING WITH THE D.E.A.DRUG ENFORCEMENT AGENCYAND HE GAVE INFORMATION
  • 00:08:35.004 --> 00:08:36.539
  • DRUG ENFORCEMENT AGENCYAND HE GAVE INFORMATIONINTO THE POLICE
  • 00:08:36.539 --> 00:08:38.374
  • AND HE GAVE INFORMATIONINTO THE POLICEAND WAS ARRESTED,
  • 00:08:38.374 --> 00:08:42.244
  • INTO THE POLICEAND WAS ARRESTED,NOW FACING 25 YEARS AGAIN,
  • 00:08:42.244 --> 00:08:43.613
  • AND WAS ARRESTED,NOW FACING 25 YEARS AGAIN,THEY CONFISCATED
  • 00:08:43.613 --> 00:08:44.647
  • NOW FACING 25 YEARS AGAIN,THEY CONFISCATEDNINE KILOS OF COCAINE
  • 00:08:44.647 --> 00:08:45.915
  • THEY CONFISCATEDNINE KILOS OF COCAINEAND I'M BACK
  • 00:08:45.915 --> 00:08:47.249
  • NINE KILOS OF COCAINEAND I'M BACKIN THE FEDERAL PRISON.
  • 00:08:47.249 --> 00:08:48.484
  • AND I'M BACKIN THE FEDERAL PRISON.Sheila: SO ONE OF THE THINGS
  • 00:08:48.484 --> 00:08:49.652
  • IN THE FEDERAL PRISON.Sheila: SO ONE OF THE THINGSI FOUND FASCINATING,
  • 00:08:49.652 --> 00:08:50.820
  • Sheila: SO ONE OF THE THINGSI FOUND FASCINATING,AND THEN I WANT TO COME
  • 00:08:50.820 --> 00:08:51.954
  • I FOUND FASCINATING,AND THEN I WANT TO COMEBACK TO YOU, ALEXANDRA,
  • 00:08:51.954 --> 00:08:53.122
  • AND THEN I WANT TO COMEBACK TO YOU, ALEXANDRA,BECAUSE I JUST THINK
  • 00:08:53.122 --> 00:08:54.256
  • BACK TO YOU, ALEXANDRA,BECAUSE I JUST THINKYOU'RE AMAZING.
  • 00:08:54.256 --> 00:08:55.391
  • BECAUSE I JUST THINKYOU'RE AMAZING.[Laughter]
  • 00:08:55.391 --> 00:08:56.592
  • YOU'RE AMAZING.[Laughter]BUT ONE OF THE THINGS
  • 00:08:56.592 --> 00:08:57.860
  • [Laughter]BUT ONE OF THE THINGSON THAT SECOND ARREST
  • 00:08:57.860 --> 00:08:59.061
  • BUT ONE OF THE THINGSON THAT SECOND ARRESTWHEN YOU REALIZED
  • 00:08:59.061 --> 00:09:00.229
  • ON THAT SECOND ARRESTWHEN YOU REALIZEDHOW SERIOUS IT IS,
  • 00:09:00.229 --> 00:09:01.530
  • WHEN YOU REALIZEDHOW SERIOUS IT IS,YOU TALK IN THE BOOK ABOUT
  • 00:09:01.530 --> 00:09:02.798
  • HOW SERIOUS IT IS,YOU TALK IN THE BOOK ABOUTYOU'D RATHER NOT EVEN LIVE --
  • 00:09:02.798 --> 00:09:04.867
  • YOU TALK IN THE BOOK ABOUTYOU'D RATHER NOT EVEN LIVE --YOU DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO LIVE.
  • 00:09:04.867 --> 00:09:06.002
  • YOU'D RATHER NOT EVEN LIVE --YOU DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO LIVE.BUT SOMETHING
  • 00:09:06.002 --> 00:09:07.203
  • YOU DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO LIVE.BUT SOMETHINGUNUSUAL HAPPENED
  • 00:09:07.203 --> 00:09:08.337
  • BUT SOMETHINGUNUSUAL HAPPENEDWHEN YOU ENCOUNTERED
  • 00:09:08.337 --> 00:09:09.372
  • UNUSUAL HAPPENEDWHEN YOU ENCOUNTEREDYOUR BROTHER
  • 00:09:09.372 --> 00:09:10.640
  • WHEN YOU ENCOUNTEREDYOUR BROTHERWHO WAS ALREADY INCARCERATED.
  • 00:09:10.640 --> 00:09:11.841
  • YOUR BROTHERWHO WAS ALREADY INCARCERATED.Herman: EXACTLY.
  • 00:09:11.841 --> 00:09:13.109
  • WHO WAS ALREADY INCARCERATED.Herman: EXACTLY.AT THAT POINT
  • 00:09:13.109 --> 00:09:14.410
  • Herman: EXACTLY.AT THAT POINTI WAS AT A BREAKING POINT.
  • 00:09:14.410 --> 00:09:15.678
  • AT THAT POINTI WAS AT A BREAKING POINT.I WAS DRINKING ALCOHOL
  • 00:09:15.678 --> 00:09:17.880
  • I WAS AT A BREAKING POINT.I WAS DRINKING ALCOHOLTHE WHOLE NIGHT, INTOXICATED,
  • 00:09:17.880 --> 00:09:19.548
  • I WAS DRINKING ALCOHOLTHE WHOLE NIGHT, INTOXICATED,AND GOT REARRESTED
  • 00:09:19.548 --> 00:09:21.050
  • THE WHOLE NIGHT, INTOXICATED,AND GOT REARRESTEDBECAUSE I JUMPED BAIL,
  • 00:09:21.050 --> 00:09:22.385
  • AND GOT REARRESTEDBECAUSE I JUMPED BAIL,SO I WAS A FUGITIVE.
  • 00:09:22.385 --> 00:09:23.586
  • BECAUSE I JUMPED BAIL,SO I WAS A FUGITIVE.AND WHEN THEY ARRESTED ME
  • 00:09:23.586 --> 00:09:24.887
  • SO I WAS A FUGITIVE.AND WHEN THEY ARRESTED METHEY WERE TRANSPORTING ME
  • 00:09:24.887 --> 00:09:26.022
  • AND WHEN THEY ARRESTED METHEY WERE TRANSPORTING MEOVER TO THE METROPOLITAN
  • 00:09:26.022 --> 00:09:27.189
  • THEY WERE TRANSPORTING MEOVER TO THE METROPOLITANDETENTION CENTER
  • 00:09:27.189 --> 00:09:28.391
  • OVER TO THE METROPOLITANDETENTION CENTERWHERE THE CHAPPO,
  • 00:09:28.391 --> 00:09:29.625
  • DETENTION CENTERWHERE THE CHAPPO,THE NOTORIOUS DRUG LORD
  • 00:09:29.625 --> 00:09:30.860
  • WHERE THE CHAPPO,THE NOTORIOUS DRUG LORDWAS HOUSED.
  • 00:09:30.860 --> 00:09:32.128
  • THE NOTORIOUS DRUG LORDWAS HOUSED.AND AS THEY WERE TAKING ME
  • 00:09:32.128 --> 00:09:33.329
  • WAS HOUSED.AND AS THEY WERE TAKING METO THIS FACILITY
  • 00:09:33.329 --> 00:09:34.597
  • AND AS THEY WERE TAKING METO THIS FACILITYI TOLD THE MARSHALS,
  • 00:09:34.597 --> 00:09:35.898
  • TO THIS FACILITYI TOLD THE MARSHALS,"I WANT TO END MY LIFE
  • 00:09:35.898 --> 00:09:37.033
  • I TOLD THE MARSHALS,"I WANT TO END MY LIFERIGHT HERE.
  • 00:09:37.033 --> 00:09:38.267
  • "I WANT TO END MY LIFERIGHT HERE.OPEN THE BACK DOOR
  • 00:09:38.267 --> 00:09:39.402
  • RIGHT HERE.OPEN THE BACK DOOROF THIS VEHICLE
  • 00:09:39.402 --> 00:09:40.569
  • OPEN THE BACK DOOROF THIS VEHICLEBECAUSE I'M NEVER GOING
  • 00:09:40.569 --> 00:09:41.871
  • OF THIS VEHICLEBECAUSE I'M NEVER GOINGTO COME OUT OF JAIL."
  • 00:09:41.871 --> 00:09:43.239
  • BECAUSE I'M NEVER GOINGTO COME OUT OF JAIL."AT THAT TIME
  • 00:09:43.239 --> 00:09:44.573
  • TO COME OUT OF JAIL."AT THAT TIMEWE HAD THREE SMALL CHILDREN.
  • 00:09:44.573 --> 00:09:45.741
  • AT THAT TIMEWE HAD THREE SMALL CHILDREN.I WAS THINKING ABOUT THEM
  • 00:09:45.741 --> 00:09:47.009
  • WE HAD THREE SMALL CHILDREN.I WAS THINKING ABOUT THEMFOR THE VERY FIRST TIME
  • 00:09:47.009 --> 00:09:48.277
  • I WAS THINKING ABOUT THEMFOR THE VERY FIRST TIMEBECAUSE I WAS JUST THINKING
  • 00:09:48.277 --> 00:09:49.712
  • FOR THE VERY FIRST TIMEBECAUSE I WAS JUST THINKINGABOUT MYSELF.
  • 00:09:49.712 --> 00:09:51.013
  • BECAUSE I WAS JUST THINKINGABOUT MYSELF.MY BROTHER
  • 00:09:51.013 --> 00:09:52.314
  • ABOUT MYSELF.MY BROTHERTHAT WAS CAUGHT WITH ME
  • 00:09:52.314 --> 00:09:53.783
  • MY BROTHERTHAT WAS CAUGHT WITH MEIN THE FEDERAL CASE,
  • 00:09:53.783 --> 00:09:55.151
  • THAT WAS CAUGHT WITH MEIN THE FEDERAL CASE,HE SURRENDERED HIS LIFE
  • 00:09:55.151 --> 00:09:56.485
  • IN THE FEDERAL CASE,HE SURRENDERED HIS LIFETO JESUS
  • 00:09:56.485 --> 00:09:57.720
  • HE SURRENDERED HIS LIFETO JESUSAND HE WAS PRAYING FOR ME.
  • 00:09:57.720 --> 00:09:58.921
  • TO JESUSAND HE WAS PRAYING FOR ME.I HAD NO KNOWLEDGE
  • 00:09:58.921 --> 00:10:02.558
  • AND HE WAS PRAYING FOR ME.I HAD NO KNOWLEDGEOF HIS NEWFOUND CHRISTIANITY.
  • 00:10:02.558 --> 00:10:04.293
  • I HAD NO KNOWLEDGEOF HIS NEWFOUND CHRISTIANITY.AND SO WHEN
  • 00:10:04.293 --> 00:10:05.561
  • OF HIS NEWFOUND CHRISTIANITY.AND SO WHENTHEY TRANSPORTED ME THERE
  • 00:10:05.561 --> 00:10:06.729
  • AND SO WHENTHEY TRANSPORTED ME THEREHE PRAYED TO GOD.
  • 00:10:06.729 --> 00:10:07.997
  • THEY TRANSPORTED ME THEREHE PRAYED TO GOD.HE SAID, "GOD,
  • 00:10:07.997 --> 00:10:09.165
  • HE PRAYED TO GOD.HE SAID, "GOD,SEND MY BROTHER
  • 00:10:09.165 --> 00:10:10.299
  • HE SAID, "GOD,SEND MY BROTHERTO THE SAME FACILITY
  • 00:10:10.299 --> 00:10:11.400
  • SEND MY BROTHERTO THE SAME FACILITYSO I CAN SHARE
  • 00:10:11.400 --> 00:10:12.535
  • TO THE SAME FACILITYSO I CAN SHARETHIS GREAT GOSPEL WITH HIM
  • 00:10:12.535 --> 00:10:13.636
  • SO I CAN SHARETHIS GREAT GOSPEL WITH HIMAND LEAD HIM TO CHRIST.
  • 00:10:13.636 --> 00:10:14.837
  • THIS GREAT GOSPEL WITH HIMAND LEAD HIM TO CHRIST.BECAUSE IF NOT,
  • 00:10:14.837 --> 00:10:15.971
  • AND LEAD HIM TO CHRIST.BECAUSE IF NOT,THEY'RE GOING TO KILL HIM
  • 00:10:15.971 --> 00:10:17.206
  • LO AND BEHOLD, GOD SENDS ME
  • 00:10:18.507 --> 00:10:19.775
  • LO AND BEHOLD, GOD SENDS METO THE SAME DORMITORY,
  • 00:10:19.775 --> 00:10:21.143
  • TO THE SAME DORMITORY,SAME CELL BLOCK
  • 00:10:21.143 --> 00:10:22.511
  • SAME CELL BLOCKAND HE EXTENDS HIS HANDS UP
  • 00:10:22.511 --> 00:10:23.813
  • AND HE EXTENDS HIS HANDS UPIN THE AIR AND HE SEES ME
  • 00:10:23.813 --> 00:10:24.980
  • "PRAISE THE LORD! HALLELUJAH!"
  • 00:10:27.516 --> 00:10:28.617
  • "PRAISE THE LORD! HALLELUJAH!"AND I LOOK AT HIM LIKE...
  • 00:10:28.617 --> 00:10:29.752
  • "PRAISE THE LORD! HALLELUJAH!"AND I LOOK AT HIM LIKE...[Laughter]
  • 00:10:29.752 --> 00:10:30.886
  • AND I LOOK AT HIM LIKE...[Laughter]Sheila: NOT THE GREETING
  • 00:10:30.886 --> 00:10:31.954
  • [Laughter]Sheila: NOT THE GREETINGYOU EXPECTED.
  • 00:10:31.954 --> 00:10:33.022
  • Sheila: NOT THE GREETINGYOU EXPECTED.Herman: I'M LIKE
  • 00:10:33.022 --> 00:10:34.156
  • YOU EXPECTED.Herman: I'M LIKEWE'RE IN JAIL MAN!
  • 00:10:34.156 --> 00:10:35.324
  • Herman: I'M LIKEWE'RE IN JAIL MAN!WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
  • 00:10:35.324 --> 00:10:36.625
  • WE'RE IN JAIL MAN!WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?I WASN'T UNDERSTANDING
  • 00:10:36.625 --> 00:10:38.127
  • WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?I WASN'T UNDERSTANDINGTHIS NEWFOUND CONVERSION
  • 00:10:38.127 --> 00:10:39.528
  • I WASN'T UNDERSTANDINGTHIS NEWFOUND CONVERSIONAND CHRISTIANITY.
  • 00:10:39.528 --> 00:10:40.930
  • THIS NEWFOUND CONVERSIONAND CHRISTIANITY.AND SO HIS COUNTENANCE
  • 00:10:40.930 --> 00:10:42.364
  • AND CHRISTIANITY.AND SO HIS COUNTENANCEWAS DIFFERENT.
  • 00:10:42.364 --> 00:10:44.133
  • AND SO HIS COUNTENANCEWAS DIFFERENT.HE HAD THIS PEACE THAT
  • 00:10:44.133 --> 00:10:46.335
  • WAS DIFFERENT.HE HAD THIS PEACE THATI'D NEVER WITNESSED BEFORE.
  • 00:10:46.335 --> 00:10:47.703
  • HE HAD THIS PEACE THATI'D NEVER WITNESSED BEFORE.LITTLE BY LITTLE
  • 00:10:47.703 --> 00:10:49.004
  • I'D NEVER WITNESSED BEFORE.LITTLE BY LITTLEHE STARTED
  • 00:10:49.004 --> 00:10:50.172
  • LITTLE BY LITTLEHE STARTEDTO SHARE THE GOSPEL.
  • 00:10:50.172 --> 00:10:51.574
  • HE STARTEDTO SHARE THE GOSPEL.BUT AT THAT POINT,
  • 00:10:51.574 --> 00:10:52.842
  • TO SHARE THE GOSPEL.BUT AT THAT POINT,MY WIFE HAD SEPARATED FROM ME,
  • 00:10:52.842 --> 00:10:54.143
  • BUT AT THAT POINT,MY WIFE HAD SEPARATED FROM ME,MY CASE TOOK A TURN
  • 00:10:54.143 --> 00:10:55.377
  • MY WIFE HAD SEPARATED FROM ME,MY CASE TOOK A TURNFOR THE WORST.
  • 00:10:55.377 --> 00:10:57.279
  • MY CASE TOOK A TURNFOR THE WORST.UNTIL THE DAY CAME
  • 00:10:57.279 --> 00:10:58.981
  • FOR THE WORST.UNTIL THE DAY CAMEWHERE I WAS SO DEPRESSED
  • 00:10:58.981 --> 00:11:00.182
  • UNTIL THE DAY CAMEWHERE I WAS SO DEPRESSEDAND SO DOWN
  • 00:11:00.182 --> 00:11:01.617
  • WHERE I WAS SO DEPRESSEDAND SO DOWNTHAT HE INVITED ME TO CHAPEL
  • 00:11:01.617 --> 00:11:03.185
  • AND SO DOWNTHAT HE INVITED ME TO CHAPELAND IT WAS RUN BY INMATES.
  • 00:11:03.185 --> 00:11:04.720
  • THAT HE INVITED ME TO CHAPELAND IT WAS RUN BY INMATES.SO THE PREACHER, THE PASTOR
  • 00:11:04.720 --> 00:11:06.422
  • AND IT WAS RUN BY INMATES.SO THE PREACHER, THE PASTOROF THIS PARTICULAR UNIT
  • 00:11:06.422 --> 00:11:07.790
  • SO THE PREACHER, THE PASTOROF THIS PARTICULAR UNITIN THE DAY ROOM
  • 00:11:07.790 --> 00:11:11.494
  • OF THIS PARTICULAR UNITIN THE DAY ROOMWAS AN INMATE PREACHING.
  • 00:11:11.494 --> 00:11:12.962
  • IN THE DAY ROOMWAS AN INMATE PREACHING.SO AS I WAS MAKING MY WAY
  • 00:11:12.962 --> 00:11:14.730
  • WAS AN INMATE PREACHING.SO AS I WAS MAKING MY WAYTO THE CHAPEL, I REMEMBER
  • 00:11:14.730 --> 00:11:16.165
  • SO AS I WAS MAKING MY WAYTO THE CHAPEL, I REMEMBERHAVING A CONVERSATION
  • 00:11:16.165 --> 00:11:17.433
  • TO THE CHAPEL, I REMEMBERHAVING A CONVERSATIONWITH GOD AND I SAID,
  • 00:11:17.433 --> 00:11:19.068
  • HAVING A CONVERSATIONWITH GOD AND I SAID,"ALL I WANT, GOD,
  • 00:11:19.068 --> 00:11:21.837
  • WITH GOD AND I SAID,"ALL I WANT, GOD,IS FOR YOU TO FILL THIS VOID.
  • 00:11:21.837 --> 00:11:24.440
  • "ALL I WANT, GOD,IS FOR YOU TO FILL THIS VOID.AND I'M SO DEPRESSED.
  • 00:11:24.440 --> 00:11:26.242
  • IS FOR YOU TO FILL THIS VOID.AND I'M SO DEPRESSED.I NEED PEACE."
  • 00:11:26.242 --> 00:11:27.777
  • AND I'M SO DEPRESSED.I NEED PEACE."AS I ENTER THE CHAPEL,
  • 00:11:27.777 --> 00:11:29.211
  • I NEED PEACE."AS I ENTER THE CHAPEL,I SAT IN THE BACK
  • 00:11:29.211 --> 00:11:30.546
  • AS I ENTER THE CHAPEL,I SAT IN THE BACKSKEPTICAL OF WHAT
  • 00:11:30.546 --> 00:11:31.781
  • I SAT IN THE BACKSKEPTICAL OF WHATWAS GOING ON
  • 00:11:31.781 --> 00:11:33.015
  • SKEPTICAL OF WHATWAS GOING ONTRYING TO EVALUATE
  • 00:11:33.015 --> 00:11:34.316
  • WAS GOING ONTRYING TO EVALUATEWHAT THEY WERE DOING
  • 00:11:34.316 --> 00:11:35.618
  • TRYING TO EVALUATEWHAT THEY WERE DOINGIN THIS RELIGIOUS SERVICE.
  • 00:11:35.618 --> 00:11:37.920
  • WHAT THEY WERE DOINGIN THIS RELIGIOUS SERVICE.AND THE PREACHER SAID,
  • 00:11:37.920 --> 00:11:39.522
  • IN THIS RELIGIOUS SERVICE.AND THE PREACHER SAID,"THERE IS AN INDIVIDUAL HERE
  • 00:11:39.522 --> 00:11:40.923
  • AND THE PREACHER SAID,"THERE IS AN INDIVIDUAL HERETHAT'S BEEN CHASING
  • 00:11:40.923 --> 00:11:43.192
  • "THERE IS AN INDIVIDUAL HERETHAT'S BEEN CHASINGAFTER THINGS, POSSESSIONS
  • 00:11:43.192 --> 00:11:44.627
  • THAT'S BEEN CHASINGAFTER THINGS, POSSESSIONSAND ALL OF THOSE THINGS
  • 00:11:44.627 --> 00:11:45.995
  • AFTER THINGS, POSSESSIONSAND ALL OF THOSE THINGSHAVE LED HIM DOWN
  • 00:11:45.995 --> 00:11:47.563
  • AND ALL OF THOSE THINGSHAVE LED HIM DOWNA PATH OF DESTRUCTION
  • 00:11:47.563 --> 00:11:48.898
  • HAVE LED HIM DOWNA PATH OF DESTRUCTIONAND ONLY JESUS
  • 00:11:48.898 --> 00:11:50.332
  • A PATH OF DESTRUCTIONAND ONLY JESUSCAN FILL THAT VOID."
  • 00:11:50.332 --> 00:11:51.567
  • AND ONLY JESUSCAN FILL THAT VOID."I KNEW IT WAS FOR ME.
  • 00:11:51.567 --> 00:11:53.169
  • CAN FILL THAT VOID."I KNEW IT WAS FOR ME.GOD WAS TUGGING IN MY HEART.
  • 00:11:53.169 --> 00:11:55.037
  • I KNEW IT WAS FOR ME.GOD WAS TUGGING IN MY HEART.AT THE END
  • 00:11:55.037 --> 00:11:56.739
  • GOD WAS TUGGING IN MY HEART.AT THE ENDHE CALLS ME TO THE FRONT.
  • 00:11:56.739 --> 00:11:57.973
  • AT THE ENDHE CALLS ME TO THE FRONT.HE SAYS,
  • 00:11:57.973 --> 00:11:59.275
  • HE CALLS ME TO THE FRONT.HE SAYS,"YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
  • 00:11:59.275 --> 00:12:00.409
  • HE SAYS,"YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.COME TO THE FRONT
  • 00:12:00.409 --> 00:12:01.544
  • "YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.COME TO THE FRONTOF THE CHURCH."
  • 00:12:01.544 --> 00:12:02.711
  • COME TO THE FRONTOF THE CHURCH."AND I JUST EXTENDED MY HANDS
  • 00:12:02.711 --> 00:12:03.979
  • OF THE CHURCH."AND I JUST EXTENDED MY HANDSAND SAID, "LORD, FORGIVE ME!
  • 00:12:03.979 --> 00:12:05.181
  • AND I JUST EXTENDED MY HANDSAND SAID, "LORD, FORGIVE ME!I'M A SINNER."
  • 00:12:05.181 --> 00:12:06.348
  • AND SAID, "LORD, FORGIVE ME!I'M A SINNER."AND I FELT THAT WARMTH
  • 00:12:06.348 --> 00:12:07.550
  • I'M A SINNER."AND I FELT THAT WARMTHENVELOPE ME.
  • 00:12:07.550 --> 00:12:08.918
  • AND I FELT THAT WARMTHENVELOPE ME.I FELT CONVICTED
  • 00:12:08.918 --> 00:12:10.019
  • ENVELOPE ME.I FELT CONVICTEDFOR THE VERY FIRST TIME.
  • 00:12:10.019 --> 00:12:11.253
  • I FELT CONVICTEDFOR THE VERY FIRST TIME.NEVER FELT THAT BEFORE
  • 00:12:11.253 --> 00:12:12.488
  • FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME.NEVER FELT THAT BEFOREBECAUSE I ALWAYS WANTED
  • 00:12:12.488 --> 00:12:13.789
  • NEVER FELT THAT BEFOREBECAUSE I ALWAYS WANTEDTO GET OVER WITH JUSTICE
  • 00:12:13.789 --> 00:12:15.024
  • BECAUSE I ALWAYS WANTEDTO GET OVER WITH JUSTICEAND ALWAYS WANTED
  • 00:12:15.024 --> 00:12:16.225
  • TO GET OVER WITH JUSTICEAND ALWAYS WANTEDTO GET A WAY OUT
  • 00:12:16.225 --> 00:12:17.493
  • AND ALWAYS WANTEDTO GET A WAY OUTTHINKING ABOUT MYSELF,
  • 00:12:17.493 --> 00:12:18.661
  • TO GET A WAY OUTTHINKING ABOUT MYSELF,NOT THINKING ABOUT MY FAMILY.
  • 00:12:18.661 --> 00:12:19.862
  • THINKING ABOUT MYSELF,NOT THINKING ABOUT MY FAMILY.BUT GOD WOULD HAVE IT
  • 00:12:19.862 --> 00:12:21.063
  • NOT THINKING ABOUT MY FAMILY.BUT GOD WOULD HAVE ITNO OTHER WAY.
  • 00:12:21.063 --> 00:12:22.331
  • BUT GOD WOULD HAVE ITNO OTHER WAY.HE SAVED ME THAT DAY.
  • 00:12:22.331 --> 00:12:23.566
  • NO OTHER WAY.HE SAVED ME THAT DAY.I WANTED TO MAKE AMENDS
  • 00:12:23.566 --> 00:12:25.000
  • HE SAVED ME THAT DAY.I WANTED TO MAKE AMENDSFOR MY WIFE AND MY KIDS,
  • 00:12:25.000 --> 00:12:27.002
  • I WANTED TO MAKE AMENDSFOR MY WIFE AND MY KIDS,WITH THE PEOPLE THAT I HARMED.
  • 00:12:27.002 --> 00:12:28.204
  • FOR MY WIFE AND MY KIDS,WITH THE PEOPLE THAT I HARMED.Sheila: BUT LET ME ASK YOU,
  • 00:12:28.204 --> 00:12:29.371
  • BECAUSE AS GOD'S WORKING
  • 00:12:30.573 --> 00:12:31.974
  • BECAUSE AS GOD'S WORKINGIN YOUR HUSBAND'S LIFE,
  • 00:12:31.974 --> 00:12:33.275
  • IN YOUR HUSBAND'S LIFE,YOU'VE COME TO A PLACE
  • 00:12:33.275 --> 00:12:34.643
  • YOU'VE COME TO A PLACEWHERE YOU'RE JUST DONE.
  • 00:12:34.643 --> 00:12:35.978
  • WHERE YOU'RE JUST DONE.I'M SURE FOR YOUR OWN SAKE
  • 00:12:35.978 --> 00:12:37.346
  • WHAT HAPPENED
  • 00:12:38.581 --> 00:12:40.649
  • WHAT HAPPENEDTO TURN THAT AROUND FOR YOU?
  • 00:12:40.649 --> 00:12:41.851
  • WHAT HAPPENEDTO TURN THAT AROUND FOR YOU?Alexandra: I HAD COME
  • 00:12:41.851 --> 00:12:43.919
  • TO TURN THAT AROUND FOR YOU?Alexandra: I HAD COMETO A PLACE WHERE I DIDN'T
  • 00:12:43.919 --> 00:12:45.421
  • Alexandra: I HAD COMETO A PLACE WHERE I DIDN'TWANT TO PUT MY KIDS THROUGH
  • 00:12:45.421 --> 00:12:46.989
  • AND HAVING TO SEE THEM CRYING
  • 00:12:49.592 --> 00:12:51.093
  • AND HAVING TO SEE THEM CRYINGAND ALL THAT STUFF.
  • 00:12:51.093 --> 00:12:52.628
  • AND ALL THAT STUFF.SO HIS MOM
  • 00:12:52.628 --> 00:12:54.630
  • WERE CONSTANTLY TRYING
  • 00:12:55.798 --> 00:12:57.333
  • WERE CONSTANTLY TRYINGTO REACH OUT TO ME SAYING,
  • 00:12:57.333 --> 00:12:58.601
  • WERE CONSTANTLY TRYINGTO REACH OUT TO ME SAYING,"HERMAN HAS SOMETHING
  • 00:12:58.601 --> 00:12:59.935
  • TO REACH OUT TO ME SAYING,"HERMAN HAS SOMETHINGREALLY IMPORTANT
  • 00:12:59.935 --> 00:13:01.036
  • "HERMAN HAS SOMETHINGREALLY IMPORTANTHE NEEDS TO TELL YOU."
  • 00:13:01.036 --> 00:13:02.371
  • REALLY IMPORTANTHE NEEDS TO TELL YOU."AND OF COURSE,
  • 00:13:02.371 --> 00:13:03.539
  • HE NEEDS TO TELL YOU."AND OF COURSE,I WAS VERY ANGRY
  • 00:13:03.539 --> 00:13:04.573
  • AND OF COURSE,I WAS VERY ANGRYAND I SAID, "YEAH.
  • 00:13:04.573 --> 00:13:05.741
  • I WAS VERY ANGRYAND I SAID, "YEAH.I HAVE A LOT
  • 00:13:05.741 --> 00:13:06.876
  • AND I SAID, "YEAH.I HAVE A LOTOF IMPORTANT THINGS
  • 00:13:06.876 --> 00:13:08.110
  • I HAVE A LOTOF IMPORTANT THINGSI NEED TO TELL HIM."
  • 00:13:08.110 --> 00:13:09.378
  • OF IMPORTANT THINGSI NEED TO TELL HIM."BECAUSE I WAS ALREADY LOOKING
  • 00:13:09.378 --> 00:13:10.546
  • I NEED TO TELL HIM."BECAUSE I WAS ALREADY LOOKINGINTO GETTING A DIVORCE
  • 00:13:10.546 --> 00:13:11.780
  • BECAUSE I WAS ALREADY LOOKINGINTO GETTING A DIVORCEAND I HAD SPOKEN TO A LAWYER
  • 00:13:11.780 --> 00:13:13.015
  • INTO GETTING A DIVORCEAND I HAD SPOKEN TO A LAWYERAND WAS GETTING READY
  • 00:13:13.015 --> 00:13:14.350
  • AND I HAD SPOKEN TO A LAWYERAND WAS GETTING READYFOR THAT.
  • 00:13:14.350 --> 00:13:15.517
  • AND WAS GETTING READYFOR THAT.SO ONE DAY I DECIDED, OKAY,
  • 00:13:15.517 --> 00:13:16.652
  • FOR THAT.SO ONE DAY I DECIDED, OKAY,I'M GOING TO GO OUT THERE
  • 00:13:16.652 --> 00:13:17.786
  • SO ONE DAY I DECIDED, OKAY,I'M GOING TO GO OUT THEREAND JUST TELL HIM
  • 00:13:17.786 --> 00:13:18.988
  • I'M GOING TO GO OUT THEREAND JUST TELL HIMTHE WAY I FEEL
  • 00:13:18.988 --> 00:13:20.289
  • AND JUST TELL HIMTHE WAY I FEELSO THAT HE STOPS BOTHERING ME.
  • 00:13:20.289 --> 00:13:21.690
  • THE WAY I FEELSO THAT HE STOPS BOTHERING ME.BECAUSE WE NEED TO --
  • 00:13:21.690 --> 00:13:22.958
  • SO THAT HE STOPS BOTHERING ME.BECAUSE WE NEED TO --I NEED TO PUT THIS TO REST,
  • 00:13:22.958 --> 00:13:24.293
  • BECAUSE WE NEED TO --I NEED TO PUT THIS TO REST,THE PAST.
  • 00:13:24.293 --> 00:13:25.594
  • I NEED TO PUT THIS TO REST,THE PAST.SO I WENT THERE
  • 00:13:25.594 --> 00:13:26.896
  • THE PAST.SO I WENT THEREWITH THOSE INTENTIONS
  • 00:13:26.896 --> 00:13:28.197
  • SO I WENT THEREWITH THOSE INTENTIONSTO TELL HIM.
  • 00:13:28.197 --> 00:13:29.398
  • WITH THOSE INTENTIONSTO TELL HIM.WHEN I GOT
  • 00:13:29.398 --> 00:13:30.733
  • TO TELL HIM.WHEN I GOTTO THE VISITING AREA
  • 00:13:30.733 --> 00:13:32.034
  • WHEN I GOTTO THE VISITING AREAHE SAID TO ME,
  • 00:13:32.034 --> 00:13:34.436
  • TO THE VISITING AREAHE SAID TO ME,"BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING,"
  • 00:13:34.436 --> 00:13:35.738
  • HE SAID TO ME,"BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING,"HE SAID,
  • 00:13:35.738 --> 00:13:36.906
  • "BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING,"HE SAID,"I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU
  • 00:13:36.906 --> 00:13:38.073
  • HE SAID,"I JUST WANT TO TELL YOUTHAT REGARDLESS,
  • 00:13:38.073 --> 00:13:39.575
  • "I JUST WANT TO TELL YOUTHAT REGARDLESS,IF YOU DON'T COME BACK TO ME,
  • 00:13:39.575 --> 00:13:40.843
  • THAT REGARDLESS,IF YOU DON'T COME BACK TO ME,I JUST WANT YOU
  • 00:13:40.843 --> 00:13:42.344
  • IF YOU DON'T COME BACK TO ME,I JUST WANT YOUTO KNOW THE LORD
  • 00:13:42.344 --> 00:13:43.646
  • I JUST WANT YOUTO KNOW THE LORDAND TO HAVE JESUS
  • 00:13:43.646 --> 00:13:45.014
  • TO KNOW THE LORDAND TO HAVE JESUSIN YOUR LIFE."
  • 00:13:45.014 --> 00:13:46.148
  • AND TO HAVE JESUSIN YOUR LIFE."AND WE BEGAN TO SPEAK
  • 00:13:46.148 --> 00:13:47.349
  • IN YOUR LIFE."AND WE BEGAN TO SPEAKTO EACH OTHER.
  • 00:13:47.349 --> 00:13:48.684
  • AND WE BEGAN TO SPEAKTO EACH OTHER.AND HE BEGAN TO TALK TO ME.
  • 00:13:48.684 --> 00:13:51.320
  • TO EACH OTHER.AND HE BEGAN TO TALK TO ME.HE SEEMED SO DIFFERENT.
  • 00:13:51.320 --> 00:13:52.588
  • AND HE BEGAN TO TALK TO ME.HE SEEMED SO DIFFERENT.THERE WAS SOMETHING
  • 00:13:52.588 --> 00:13:53.822
  • HE SEEMED SO DIFFERENT.THERE WAS SOMETHINGSO DIFFERENT ABOUT HIM,
  • 00:13:53.822 --> 00:13:55.157
  • THERE WAS SOMETHINGSO DIFFERENT ABOUT HIM,THIS PEACE
  • 00:13:55.157 --> 00:13:56.358
  • SO DIFFERENT ABOUT HIM,THIS PEACEI HAD NEVER SEEN BEFORE.
  • 00:13:56.358 --> 00:13:57.593
  • ABOUT THAT BECAUSE OKAY,
  • 00:13:58.894 --> 00:14:00.429
  • ABOUT THAT BECAUSE OKAY,SOMEONE GETS CAUGHT
  • 00:14:00.429 --> 00:14:01.697
  • SOMEONE GETS CAUGHTIN CRIMINAL ACTIVITY,
  • 00:14:01.697 --> 00:14:02.932
  • IN CRIMINAL ACTIVITY,THEY GO TO JAIL
  • 00:14:02.932 --> 00:14:04.099
  • ALL THE SUDDEN.
  • 00:14:05.267 --> 00:14:06.602
  • ALL THE SUDDEN.WE HEAR ABOUT
  • 00:14:06.602 --> 00:14:07.870
  • ALL THE SUDDEN.WE HEAR ABOUTTHESE JAIL HOUSE CONVERSIONS.
  • 00:14:07.870 --> 00:14:09.104
  • WE HEAR ABOUTTHESE JAIL HOUSE CONVERSIONS.BUT WHAT YOU'RE SAYING
  • 00:14:09.104 --> 00:14:10.472
  • THESE JAIL HOUSE CONVERSIONS.BUT WHAT YOU'RE SAYINGIS THAT THIS MAN
  • 00:14:10.472 --> 00:14:11.774
  • BUT WHAT YOU'RE SAYINGIS THAT THIS MANTHAT YOU KNEW VERY WELL
  • 00:14:11.774 --> 00:14:13.108
  • IS THAT THIS MANTHAT YOU KNEW VERY WELLWAS SIGNIFICANTLY DIFFERENT.
  • 00:14:13.108 --> 00:14:14.476
  • THAT YOU KNEW VERY WELLWAS SIGNIFICANTLY DIFFERENT.Alexandra: TOTALLY DIFFERENT.
  • 00:14:14.476 --> 00:14:15.811
  • WAS SIGNIFICANTLY DIFFERENT.Alexandra: TOTALLY DIFFERENT.NOT FROM LIKE THE FIRST TIME
  • 00:14:15.811 --> 00:14:16.979
  • Alexandra: TOTALLY DIFFERENT.NOT FROM LIKE THE FIRST TIMEHE HAD GONE INTO PRISON
  • 00:14:16.979 --> 00:14:18.147
  • NOT FROM LIKE THE FIRST TIMEHE HAD GONE INTO PRISONAND HE WAS LIKE,
  • 00:14:18.147 --> 00:14:19.381
  • HE HAD GONE INTO PRISONAND HE WAS LIKE,"OH I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I DID."
  • 00:14:19.381 --> 00:14:20.616
  • AND HE WAS LIKE,"OH I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I DID."IT WAS SOMETHING DIFFERENT
  • 00:14:20.616 --> 00:14:21.817
  • "OH I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I DID."IT WAS SOMETHING DIFFERENTABOUT HIM
  • 00:14:21.817 --> 00:14:22.885
  • IT WAS SOMETHING DIFFERENTABOUT HIMBECAUSE THIS TIME
  • 00:14:22.885 --> 00:14:24.019
  • ABOUT HIMBECAUSE THIS TIMEHE WASN'T JUST SAYING,
  • 00:14:24.019 --> 00:14:25.254
  • BECAUSE THIS TIMEHE WASN'T JUST SAYING,"COME BACK TO ME."
  • 00:14:25.254 --> 00:14:26.488
  • HE WASN'T JUST SAYING,"COME BACK TO ME."WHEREAS BEFORE I KNEW,
  • 00:14:26.488 --> 00:14:27.556
  • "COME BACK TO ME."WHEREAS BEFORE I KNEW,YOU'RE DOING THIS
  • 00:14:27.556 --> 00:14:28.657
  • WHEREAS BEFORE I KNEW,YOU'RE DOING THISBECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT ME
  • 00:14:28.657 --> 00:14:29.725
  • YOU'RE DOING THISBECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT METO LEAVE YOU
  • 00:14:29.725 --> 00:14:30.926
  • BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT METO LEAVE YOUAND THAT'S WHY.
  • 00:14:30.926 --> 00:14:32.061
  • TO LEAVE YOUAND THAT'S WHY.BUT THIS TIME HE WAS SAYING,
  • 00:14:32.061 --> 00:14:33.162
  • AND THAT'S WHY.BUT THIS TIME HE WAS SAYING,"YOU DON'T NEED
  • 00:14:33.162 --> 00:14:34.396
  • BUT THIS TIME HE WAS SAYING,"YOU DON'T NEEDTO COME BACK TO ME.
  • 00:14:34.396 --> 00:14:35.531
  • "YOU DON'T NEEDTO COME BACK TO ME.I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND
  • 00:14:35.531 --> 00:14:36.665
  • TO COME BACK TO ME.I TOTALLY UNDERSTANDIF YOU DON'T.
  • 00:14:36.665 --> 00:14:37.800
  • I TOTALLY UNDERSTANDIF YOU DON'T.I JUST NEED YOU
  • 00:14:37.800 --> 00:14:38.934
  • IF YOU DON'T.I JUST NEED YOUTO KNOW THE LORD."
  • 00:14:38.934 --> 00:14:40.035
  • I JUST NEED YOUTO KNOW THE LORD."THAT WAS REALLY DIFFERENT
  • 00:14:40.035 --> 00:14:41.136
  • TO KNOW THE LORD."THAT WAS REALLY DIFFERENTFROM WHO I KNEW.
  • 00:14:41.136 --> 00:14:42.237
  • THAT WAS REALLY DIFFERENTFROM WHO I KNEW.Sheila: SO WHAT HAPPENED
  • 00:14:42.237 --> 00:14:43.339
  • FROM WHO I KNEW.Sheila: SO WHAT HAPPENEDIN YOUR LIFE?
  • 00:14:43.339 --> 00:14:44.606
  • Sheila: SO WHAT HAPPENEDIN YOUR LIFE?Alexandra: SO DURING
  • 00:14:44.606 --> 00:14:45.908
  • IN YOUR LIFE?Alexandra: SO DURINGTHOSE TIMES WHEN HE,
  • 00:14:45.908 --> 00:14:47.276
  • Alexandra: SO DURINGTHOSE TIMES WHEN HE,FOR THE SECOND INCARCERATION,
  • 00:14:47.276 --> 00:14:48.510
  • THOSE TIMES WHEN HE,FOR THE SECOND INCARCERATION,I HAD DRIFTED AWAY.
  • 00:14:48.510 --> 00:14:50.479
  • FOR THE SECOND INCARCERATION,I HAD DRIFTED AWAY.I WAS TOTALLY ANGRY AT GOD.
  • 00:14:50.479 --> 00:14:51.914
  • I HAD DRIFTED AWAY.I WAS TOTALLY ANGRY AT GOD.I HAD SPENT SO MANY YEARS
  • 00:14:51.914 --> 00:14:53.382
  • I WAS TOTALLY ANGRY AT GOD.I HAD SPENT SO MANY YEARSASKING HIM TO FIX MY MARRIAGE,
  • 00:14:53.382 --> 00:14:55.851
  • I HAD SPENT SO MANY YEARSASKING HIM TO FIX MY MARRIAGE,TO PLEASE HELP ME.
  • 00:14:55.851 --> 00:14:57.219
  • ASKING HIM TO FIX MY MARRIAGE,TO PLEASE HELP ME.I FELT LIKE
  • 00:14:57.219 --> 00:14:58.420
  • TO PLEASE HELP ME.I FELT LIKEIT WAS GOING ON DEAF EARS
  • 00:14:58.420 --> 00:14:59.688
  • I FELT LIKEIT WAS GOING ON DEAF EARSAND HE WASN'T LISTENING TO ME.
  • 00:14:59.688 --> 00:15:00.990
  • IT WAS GOING ON DEAF EARSAND HE WASN'T LISTENING TO ME.BUT LITTLE DID I KNOW
  • 00:15:00.990 --> 00:15:02.224
  • OF HIS SECOND ARREST,
  • 00:15:03.525 --> 00:15:04.727
  • OF HIS SECOND ARREST,THAT WAS THE BEGINNING
  • 00:15:04.727 --> 00:15:05.928
  • IT WAS WHAT I THOUGHT
  • 00:15:07.129 --> 00:15:08.330
  • IT WAS WHAT I THOUGHTWAS GOING TO BE
  • 00:15:08.330 --> 00:15:09.465
  • ENDED UP BEING THE BEST DAY
  • 00:15:10.699 --> 00:15:11.900
  • ENDED UP BEING THE BEST DAYOF OUR LIVES.
  • 00:15:11.900 --> 00:15:13.168
  • ENDED UP BEING THE BEST DAYOF OUR LIVES.GOD DID A TOTAL TURN AROUND
  • 00:15:13.168 --> 00:15:14.436
  • OF OUR LIVES.GOD DID A TOTAL TURN AROUNDIN OUR FAMILY.
  • 00:15:14.436 --> 00:15:15.671
  • GOD DID A TOTAL TURN AROUNDIN OUR FAMILY.SO WHEN I WENT
  • 00:15:15.671 --> 00:15:16.972
  • IN OUR FAMILY.SO WHEN I WENTTO THE VISITING AREA
  • 00:15:16.972 --> 00:15:18.173
  • SO WHEN I WENTTO THE VISITING AREAAND HE STARTED TO SHARE
  • 00:15:18.173 --> 00:15:19.575
  • TO THE VISITING AREAAND HE STARTED TO SHAREABOUT JESUS,
  • 00:15:19.575 --> 00:15:22.044
  • AND HE STARTED TO SHAREABOUT JESUS,WE KIND OF CONFESSED
  • 00:15:22.044 --> 00:15:23.278
  • ABOUT JESUS,WE KIND OF CONFESSEDTO ONE ANOTHER
  • 00:15:23.278 --> 00:15:24.613
  • WE KIND OF CONFESSEDTO ONE ANOTHERWHAT WE HAD DONE
  • 00:15:24.613 --> 00:15:26.081
  • TO ONE ANOTHERWHAT WE HAD DONEBECAUSE DURING THOSE TIMES
  • 00:15:26.081 --> 00:15:27.683
  • WHAT WE HAD DONEBECAUSE DURING THOSE TIMESI WAS JUST OUT OF CONTROL.
  • 00:15:27.683 --> 00:15:30.085
  • BECAUSE DURING THOSE TIMESI WAS JUST OUT OF CONTROL.I HAD NO, I WAS SO ANGRY
  • 00:15:30.085 --> 00:15:31.653
  • I WAS JUST OUT OF CONTROL.I HAD NO, I WAS SO ANGRYSO I WAS DOING THINGS
  • 00:15:31.653 --> 00:15:33.255
  • I HAD NO, I WAS SO ANGRYSO I WAS DOING THINGSTHAT WERE NOT PLEASING
  • 00:15:33.255 --> 00:15:36.191
  • SO I WAS DOING THINGSTHAT WERE NOT PLEASINGTO MYSELF, MY FAMILY.
  • 00:15:36.191 --> 00:15:37.993
  • THAT WERE NOT PLEASINGTO MYSELF, MY FAMILY.I HAD BEGUN TO...
  • 00:15:37.993 --> 00:15:39.361
  • TO MYSELF, MY FAMILY.I HAD BEGUN TO...I WAS DRINKING A LOT.
  • 00:15:39.361 --> 00:15:41.230
  • I HAD BEGUN TO...I WAS DRINKING A LOT.JUST VERY DEPRESSED.
  • 00:15:41.230 --> 00:15:43.532
  • I WAS DRINKING A LOT.JUST VERY DEPRESSED.SO UM,
  • 00:15:43.532 --> 00:15:44.933
  • JUST VERY DEPRESSED.SO UM,WHEN WE CONFESSED OUR SINS
  • 00:15:44.933 --> 00:15:46.201
  • SO UM,WHEN WE CONFESSED OUR SINSTO ONE ANOTHER
  • 00:15:46.201 --> 00:15:47.669
  • WHEN WE CONFESSED OUR SINSTO ONE ANOTHERAND WE TALKED ABOUT
  • 00:15:47.669 --> 00:15:48.937
  • TO ONE ANOTHERAND WE TALKED ABOUTWHAT HE HAD DONE
  • 00:15:48.937 --> 00:15:52.641
  • AND WE TALKED ABOUTWHAT HE HAD DONEAND THEN WHAT I HAD DONE,
  • 00:15:52.641 --> 00:15:54.143
  • WHAT HE HAD DONEAND THEN WHAT I HAD DONE,HE PRAYED FOR ME
  • 00:15:54.143 --> 00:15:55.644
  • AND THEN WHAT I HAD DONE,HE PRAYED FOR MEAND HE LED ME TO THE LORD.
  • 00:15:55.644 --> 00:15:57.746
  • HE PRAYED FOR MEAND HE LED ME TO THE LORD.IT WAS INCREDIBLE.
  • 00:15:57.746 --> 00:15:59.782
  • AND HE LED ME TO THE LORD.IT WAS INCREDIBLE.Sheila: WOW!
  • 00:15:59.782 --> 00:16:01.183
  • IT WAS INCREDIBLE.Sheila: WOW!Herman: DURING THAT TIME
  • 00:16:01.183 --> 00:16:02.484
  • Sheila: WOW!Herman: DURING THAT TIMEI WAS JUST IMMERSING MYSELF
  • 00:16:02.484 --> 00:16:03.852
  • Herman: DURING THAT TIMEI WAS JUST IMMERSING MYSELFIN SCRIPTURE.
  • 00:16:03.852 --> 00:16:06.855
  • I WAS JUST IMMERSING MYSELFIN SCRIPTURE.I HAD APPLIED TO A COLLEGE,
  • 00:16:06.855 --> 00:16:08.290
  • IN SCRIPTURE.I HAD APPLIED TO A COLLEGE,BIOLA UNIVERSITY
  • 00:16:08.290 --> 00:16:09.558
  • I HAD APPLIED TO A COLLEGE,BIOLA UNIVERSITYTO LEARN MORE ABOUT THE LORD
  • 00:16:09.558 --> 00:16:10.659
  • BIOLA UNIVERSITYTO LEARN MORE ABOUT THE LORDAND ABOUT GOD
  • 00:16:10.659 --> 00:16:11.827
  • TO LEARN MORE ABOUT THE LORDAND ABOUT GODAND ABOUT THEOLOGY.
  • 00:16:11.827 --> 00:16:13.095
  • AND ABOUT GODAND ABOUT THEOLOGY.AND MY BROTHER
  • 00:16:13.095 --> 00:16:14.296
  • AND ABOUT THEOLOGY.AND MY BROTHERAND I BECAME THE PASTORS
  • 00:16:14.296 --> 00:16:15.764
  • AND MY BROTHERAND I BECAME THE PASTORSOF THIS PARTICULAR CHAPEL.
  • 00:16:15.764 --> 00:16:17.566
  • AND I BECAME THE PASTORSOF THIS PARTICULAR CHAPEL.SO WE TOOK OVER
  • 00:16:17.566 --> 00:16:19.134
  • AS AN INMATE WOULD ENTER
  • 00:16:20.469 --> 00:16:21.770
  • AS AN INMATE WOULD ENTERINTO OUR DORMITORY,
  • 00:16:21.770 --> 00:16:23.005
  • INTO OUR DORMITORY,WE WOULD CALL IT
  • 00:16:23.005 --> 00:16:24.206
  • WE WOULD CALL ITFIVE NORTH CHURCH,
  • 00:16:24.206 --> 00:16:25.774
  • INMATES,
  • 00:16:27.509 --> 00:16:29.078
  • INMATES,HOW TO APPROACH FOLKS
  • 00:16:29.078 --> 00:16:30.446
  • INMATES,HOW TO APPROACH FOLKSTHAT WERE COMING
  • 00:16:30.446 --> 00:16:31.747
  • HOW TO APPROACH FOLKSTHAT WERE COMINGINTO THE JAIL
  • 00:16:31.747 --> 00:16:33.015
  • THAT WERE COMINGINTO THE JAILTO GIVE THEM A BIBLE,
  • 00:16:33.015 --> 00:16:34.249
  • INTO THE JAILTO GIVE THEM A BIBLE,A PAIR OF SLIPPERS
  • 00:16:34.249 --> 00:16:35.484
  • TO GIVE THEM A BIBLE,A PAIR OF SLIPPERSAND SAY, "HEY,
  • 00:16:35.484 --> 00:16:36.852
  • A PAIR OF SLIPPERSAND SAY, "HEY,THERE IS A SERVICE
  • 00:16:36.852 --> 00:16:38.120
  • AND SAY, "HEY,THERE IS A SERVICEIN THE BACK.
  • 00:16:38.120 --> 00:16:39.455
  • THERE IS A SERVICEIN THE BACK.AND THE PASTORS
  • 00:16:39.455 --> 00:16:40.589
  • IN THE BACK.AND THE PASTORSARE THE MENDOZA BROTHERS.
  • 00:16:40.589 --> 00:16:41.757
  • AND THE PASTORSARE THE MENDOZA BROTHERS.SO IF YOU NEED PRAYER,
  • 00:16:41.757 --> 00:16:43.125
  • ARE THE MENDOZA BROTHERS.SO IF YOU NEED PRAYER,JUST CHECK OUT
  • 00:16:43.125 --> 00:16:44.460
  • SO IF YOU NEED PRAYER,JUST CHECK OUTTHE MENDOZA BROTHERS."
  • 00:16:44.460 --> 00:16:45.694
  • JUST CHECK OUTTHE MENDOZA BROTHERS."AND IT JUST GREW UNTIL TODAY,
  • 00:16:45.694 --> 00:16:46.995
  • THE MENDOZA BROTHERS."AND IT JUST GREW UNTIL TODAY,THAT FACILITY, THAT UNIT,
  • 00:16:46.995 --> 00:16:48.330
  • AND IT JUST GREW UNTIL TODAY,THAT FACILITY, THAT UNIT,THEY STILL HAVE SERVICES
  • 00:16:48.330 --> 00:16:49.598
  • THAT FACILITY, THAT UNIT,THEY STILL HAVE SERVICESAND IT IS RUN BY INMATES.
  • 00:16:49.598 --> 00:16:50.799
  • THEY STILL HAVE SERVICESAND IT IS RUN BY INMATES.Randy: WOW! THAT'S AMAZING.
  • 00:16:50.799 --> 00:16:51.900
  • AND IT IS RUN BY INMATES.Randy: WOW! THAT'S AMAZING.THERE IS SO MUCH MORE
  • 00:16:51.900 --> 00:16:53.135
  • Randy: WOW! THAT'S AMAZING.THERE IS SO MUCH MORETO THIS STORY
  • 00:16:53.135 --> 00:16:54.470
  • THERE IS SO MUCH MORETO THIS STORYAND YOU CAN PICK UP
  • 00:16:54.470 --> 00:16:55.704
  • TO THIS STORYAND YOU CAN PICK UPHERMAN'S BOOK,
  • 00:16:55.704 --> 00:16:56.839
  • AND YOU CAN PICK UPHERMAN'S BOOK,SHIFTING SHADOWS
  • 00:16:56.839 --> 00:16:57.906
  • HERMAN'S BOOK,SHIFTING SHADOWSAND THERE IS A LOT OF DETAILS
  • 00:16:57.906 --> 00:16:59.007
  • SHIFTING SHADOWSAND THERE IS A LOT OF DETAILSTHAT WE DON'T HAVE TIME
  • 00:16:59.007 --> 00:17:00.142
  • AND THERE IS A LOT OF DETAILSTHAT WE DON'T HAVE TIMETO REALLY GET TO.
  • 00:17:00.142 --> 00:17:01.310
  • THAT WE DON'T HAVE TIMETO REALLY GET TO.BUT HERE'S WHAT
  • 00:17:01.310 --> 00:17:02.377
  • TO REALLY GET TO.BUT HERE'S WHATI JUST WANT TO ASK YOU,
  • 00:17:02.377 --> 00:17:03.445
  • BUT HERE'S WHATI JUST WANT TO ASK YOU,THE BOTTOM LINE.
  • 00:17:03.445 --> 00:17:04.480
  • I JUST WANT TO ASK YOU,THE BOTTOM LINE.SO THE PEOPLE
  • 00:17:04.480 --> 00:17:05.481
  • THE BOTTOM LINE.SO THE PEOPLETHAT ARE HEARING THIS STORY,
  • 00:17:05.481 --> 00:17:06.482
  • SO THE PEOPLETHAT ARE HEARING THIS STORY,MAYBE SOMEONE
  • 00:17:06.482 --> 00:17:07.549
  • THAT ARE HEARING THIS STORY,MAYBE SOMEONEWHO IS STRUGGLING THINKING,
  • 00:17:07.549 --> 00:17:08.617
  • MAYBE SOMEONEWHO IS STRUGGLING THINKING,WOW THAT'S A GREAT STORY
  • 00:17:08.617 --> 00:17:09.718
  • WHO IS STRUGGLING THINKING,WOW THAT'S A GREAT STORYBUT GOD CAN'T DO ANYTHING
  • 00:17:09.718 --> 00:17:10.786
  • WOW THAT'S A GREAT STORYBUT GOD CAN'T DO ANYTHINGWITH MY LIFE, I'VE ALREADY
  • 00:17:10.786 --> 00:17:11.954
  • BUT GOD CAN'T DO ANYTHINGWITH MY LIFE, I'VE ALREADYMADE TOO MANY MISTAKES.
  • 00:17:11.954 --> 00:17:14.590
  • WITH MY LIFE, I'VE ALREADYMADE TOO MANY MISTAKES.WHAT DO YOU SAY TO PEOPLE
  • 00:17:14.590 --> 00:17:16.158
  • MADE TOO MANY MISTAKES.WHAT DO YOU SAY TO PEOPLEWHO NEED THAT KIND
  • 00:17:16.158 --> 00:17:17.459
  • WHAT DO YOU SAY TO PEOPLEWHO NEED THAT KINDOF TRANSFORMATION,
  • 00:17:17.459 --> 00:17:18.627
  • WHO NEED THAT KINDOF TRANSFORMATION,THAT NIGHT AND DAY
  • 00:17:18.627 --> 00:17:19.761
  • OF TRANSFORMATION,THAT NIGHT AND DAYTRANSFORMATION?
  • 00:17:19.761 --> 00:17:20.863
  • THAT NIGHT AND DAYTRANSFORMATION?Herman: I SAY THAT
  • 00:17:20.863 --> 00:17:21.897
  • TRANSFORMATION?Herman: I SAY THATIF THEY PUT THEIR TRUST
  • 00:17:21.897 --> 00:17:22.931
  • Herman: I SAY THATIF THEY PUT THEIR TRUSTIN JESUS,
  • 00:17:22.931 --> 00:17:24.032
  • IF THEY PUT THEIR TRUSTIN JESUS,GOD CAN DO MIRACLES.
  • 00:17:24.032 --> 00:17:25.033
  • IN JESUS,GOD CAN DO MIRACLES.BECAUSE NOW MY FRIENDS
  • 00:17:25.033 --> 00:17:26.969
  • GOD CAN DO MIRACLES.BECAUSE NOW MY FRIENDSARE LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS,
  • 00:17:26.969 --> 00:17:29.805
  • BECAUSE NOW MY FRIENDSARE LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS,JUDGES THAT SEEK MY COUNSEL,
  • 00:17:29.805 --> 00:17:33.242
  • ARE LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS,JUDGES THAT SEEK MY COUNSEL,I VISIT THEM AT THEIR HOMES.
  • 00:17:33.242 --> 00:17:34.476
  • JUDGES THAT SEEK MY COUNSEL,I VISIT THEM AT THEIR HOMES.GOD HAS DONE
  • 00:17:34.476 --> 00:17:35.677
  • I VISIT THEM AT THEIR HOMES.GOD HAS DONESOME REMARKABLE THINGS
  • 00:17:35.677 --> 00:17:36.912
  • GOD HAS DONESOME REMARKABLE THINGSIN MY LIFE.
  • 00:17:36.912 --> 00:17:38.247
  • SOME REMARKABLE THINGSIN MY LIFE.SO IF YOU TRUST IN GOD --
  • 00:17:38.247 --> 00:17:39.681
  • IN MY LIFE.SO IF YOU TRUST IN GOD --AND IT IS A PRAYER AWAY.
  • 00:17:39.681 --> 00:17:40.816
  • SO IF YOU TRUST IN GOD --AND IT IS A PRAYER AWAY.THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED TO ME,
  • 00:17:40.816 --> 00:17:42.084
  • AND IT IS A PRAYER AWAY.THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED TO ME,IT WAS A PRAYER AWAY,
  • 00:17:42.084 --> 00:17:43.285
  • THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED TO ME,IT WAS A PRAYER AWAY,GOD CAN REALLY TAKE A HOLD
  • 00:17:43.285 --> 00:17:45.354
  • IT WAS A PRAYER AWAY,GOD CAN REALLY TAKE A HOLDOF THAT PERSON'S LIFE,
  • 00:17:45.354 --> 00:17:46.855
  • GOD CAN REALLY TAKE A HOLDOF THAT PERSON'S LIFE,WHETHER IT BE A SON
  • 00:17:46.855 --> 00:17:48.357
  • OF THAT PERSON'S LIFE,WHETHER IT BE A SONOR A DAUGHTER THAT'S DEALING
  • 00:17:48.357 --> 00:17:49.925
  • WHETHER IT BE A SONOR A DAUGHTER THAT'S DEALINGWITH ADDICTIONS,
  • 00:17:49.925 --> 00:17:51.226
  • OR A DAUGHTER THAT'S DEALINGWITH ADDICTIONS,DEALING WITH
  • 00:17:51.226 --> 00:17:52.427
  • WITH ADDICTIONS,DEALING WITHTHESE KINDS OF BUSINESS.
  • 00:17:52.427 --> 00:17:53.695
  • DEALING WITHTHESE KINDS OF BUSINESS.Alexandra: OR EVEN
  • 00:17:53.695 --> 00:17:54.863
  • THESE KINDS OF BUSINESS.Alexandra: OR EVENMARITAL PROBLEMS.
  • 00:17:54.863 --> 00:17:55.998
  • Alexandra: OR EVENMARITAL PROBLEMS.Herman: YEAH,
  • 00:17:55.998 --> 00:17:57.232
  • MARITAL PROBLEMS.Herman: YEAH,GOD CAN CHANGE A LIFE.
  • 00:17:57.232 --> 00:17:58.467
  • Herman: YEAH,GOD CAN CHANGE A LIFE.IF YOU PUT YOUR TRUST
  • 00:17:58.467 --> 00:17:59.601
  • GOD CAN CHANGE A LIFE.IF YOU PUT YOUR TRUSTIN THE LORD.
  • 00:17:59.601 --> 00:18:00.769
  • IF YOU PUT YOUR TRUSTIN THE LORD.THE BIBLE SAYS THAT GOD
  • 00:18:00.769 --> 00:18:01.837
  • IN THE LORD.THE BIBLE SAYS THAT GODTAKES THE FOOLISH THINGS
  • 00:18:01.837 --> 00:18:02.971
  • THE BIBLE SAYS THAT GODTAKES THE FOOLISH THINGSOF THIS WORLD
  • 00:18:02.971 --> 00:18:04.006
  • TAKES THE FOOLISH THINGSOF THIS WORLDTO CONFOUND THE WISE.
  • 00:18:04.006 --> 00:18:05.107
  • OF THIS WORLDTO CONFOUND THE WISE.AND WHO WOULD EVER SUSPECT
  • 00:18:05.107 --> 00:18:06.308
  • TO CONFOUND THE WISE.AND WHO WOULD EVER SUSPECTTHAT A PERSON
  • 00:18:06.308 --> 00:18:07.709
  • AND WHO WOULD EVER SUSPECTTHAT A PERSONOF MY BACKGROUND WOULD BE
  • 00:18:07.709 --> 00:18:10.445
  • THAT A PERSONOF MY BACKGROUND WOULD BENOW A SPOKESPERSON FOR GOD
  • 00:18:10.445 --> 00:18:11.613
  • OF MY BACKGROUND WOULD BENOW A SPOKESPERSON FOR GODAND TO BE ABLE
  • 00:18:11.613 --> 00:18:12.748
  • NOW A SPOKESPERSON FOR GODAND TO BE ABLETO BRING HEALING
  • 00:18:12.748 --> 00:18:13.916
  • AND TO BE ABLETO BRING HEALINGTHROUGH A MOVEMENT
  • 00:18:13.916 --> 00:18:14.983
  • TO BRING HEALINGTHROUGH A MOVEMENTCALLED THE 414 WINDOW,
  • 00:18:14.983 --> 00:18:16.218
  • THROUGH A MOVEMENTCALLED THE 414 WINDOW,WHICH IS BASICALLY
  • 00:18:16.218 --> 00:18:17.753
  • CALLED THE 414 WINDOW,WHICH IS BASICALLYREACHING THIS DEMOGRAPHIC
  • 00:18:17.753 --> 00:18:20.589
  • WHICH IS BASICALLYREACHING THIS DEMOGRAPHICOF CHILDREN AND YOUTH
  • 00:18:20.589 --> 00:18:21.890
  • REACHING THIS DEMOGRAPHICOF CHILDREN AND YOUTHFROM THE AGES
  • 00:18:21.890 --> 00:18:23.125
  • OF CHILDREN AND YOUTHFROM THE AGESOF FOUR TO FOURTEEN,
  • 00:18:23.125 --> 00:18:24.326
  • FROM THE AGESOF FOUR TO FOURTEEN,TO REACH THEM FOR CHRIST.
  • 00:18:24.326 --> 00:18:26.128
  • OF FOUR TO FOURTEEN,TO REACH THEM FOR CHRIST.WHERE I WAS DESTROYING THEM
  • 00:18:26.128 --> 00:18:28.664
  • TO REACH THEM FOR CHRIST.WHERE I WAS DESTROYING THEMBY SPEWING THE DRUGS
  • 00:18:28.664 --> 00:18:30.199
  • WHERE I WAS DESTROYING THEMBY SPEWING THE DRUGSOUT IN SOCIETY
  • 00:18:30.199 --> 00:18:31.767
  • BY SPEWING THE DRUGSOUT IN SOCIETYAND HURTING THESE FAMILIES
  • 00:18:31.767 --> 00:18:33.135
  • OUT IN SOCIETYAND HURTING THESE FAMILIESBUT NOW I'M BRINGING LIFE
  • 00:18:33.135 --> 00:18:34.336
  • AND HURTING THESE FAMILIESBUT NOW I'M BRINGING LIFEAND THAT --
  • 00:18:34.336 --> 00:18:35.537
  • BUT NOW I'M BRINGING LIFEAND THAT --TO THE WORD OF GOD.
  • 00:18:35.537 --> 00:18:36.672
  • AND THAT --TO THE WORD OF GOD.Randy: YOU ARE.
  • 00:18:36.672 --> 00:18:37.773
  • TO THE WORD OF GOD.Randy: YOU ARE.AND THAT PEACE THAT
  • 00:18:37.773 --> 00:18:39.041
  • Randy: YOU ARE.AND THAT PEACE THATYOU'VE SO DESPERATELY NEEDED,
  • 00:18:39.041 --> 00:18:40.242
  • AND THAT PEACE THATYOU'VE SO DESPERATELY NEEDED,YOU STILL HAVE IT TODAY?
  • 00:18:40.242 --> 00:18:41.476
  • YOU'VE SO DESPERATELY NEEDED,YOU STILL HAVE IT TODAY?Herman: I STILL HAVE IT TODAY.
  • 00:18:41.476 --> 00:18:42.544
  • YOU STILL HAVE IT TODAY?Herman: I STILL HAVE IT TODAY.Sheila: HOW CAN PEOPLE
  • 00:18:42.544 --> 00:18:43.612
  • Herman: I STILL HAVE IT TODAY.Sheila: HOW CAN PEOPLEGET IN TOUCH WITH YOU
  • 00:18:43.612 --> 00:18:44.713
  • DO YOU HAVE A WEBSITE?
  • 00:18:46.815 --> 00:18:47.883
  • DO YOU HAVE A WEBSITE?Herman: YES.
  • 00:18:47.883 --> 00:18:48.984
  • AT HERMANMENDOZA.COM.
  • 00:18:50.118 --> 00:18:51.220
  • AT HERMANMENDOZA.COM.Randy: THE AMAZING THING
  • 00:18:51.220 --> 00:18:52.321
  • AT HERMANMENDOZA.COM.Randy: THE AMAZING THINGABOUT THIS,
  • 00:18:52.321 --> 00:18:53.589
  • Randy: THE AMAZING THINGABOUT THIS,IT JUST GOES TO SHOW YOU
  • 00:18:53.589 --> 00:18:54.790
  • WHEN WE JUST REACH OUT
  • 00:18:55.991 --> 00:18:57.392
  • WHEN WE JUST REACH OUTAND WE SAY YOU KNOW WHAT,
  • 00:18:57.392 --> 00:18:58.827
  • WHEN WE JUST REACH OUTAND WE SAY YOU KNOW WHAT,GOD?
  • 00:18:58.827 --> 00:19:00.128
  • AND WE SAY YOU KNOW WHAT,GOD?I'M GOING
  • 00:19:00.128 --> 00:19:01.363
  • GOD?I'M GOINGTO GIVE IT OVER TO YOU.
  • 00:19:01.363 --> 00:19:03.065
  • I'M GOINGTO GIVE IT OVER TO YOU.AND NO MATTER HOW BAD
  • 00:19:03.065 --> 00:19:04.833
  • TO GIVE IT OVER TO YOU.AND NO MATTER HOW BADTHE SITUATION IS,
  • 00:19:04.833 --> 00:19:06.668
  • AND NO MATTER HOW BADTHE SITUATION IS,GOD CAN REDEEM,
  • 00:19:06.668 --> 00:19:08.036
  • THE SITUATION IS,GOD CAN REDEEM,HE CAN TAKE THE BROKEN
  • 00:19:08.036 --> 00:19:09.504
  • GOD CAN REDEEM,HE CAN TAKE THE BROKENAND MAKE IT BEAUTIFUL.
  • 00:19:09.504 --> 00:19:11.006
  • HE CAN TAKE THE BROKENAND MAKE IT BEAUTIFUL.HE CAN TAKE
  • 00:19:11.006 --> 00:19:12.507
  • AND MAKE IT BEAUTIFUL.HE CAN TAKETHE DESPERATE SITUATIONS
  • 00:19:12.507 --> 00:19:17.145
  • HE CAN TAKETHE DESPERATE SITUATIONSAND BRING LIFE INTO A DESERT.
  • 00:19:17.145 --> 00:19:18.513
  • THE DESPERATE SITUATIONSAND BRING LIFE INTO A DESERT.IT'S REPEATING SCRIPTURES
  • 00:19:18.513 --> 00:19:19.915
  • AND BRING LIFE INTO A DESERT.IT'S REPEATING SCRIPTURESOVER AND OVER.
  • 00:19:19.915 --> 00:19:21.116
  • IT'S REPEATING SCRIPTURESOVER AND OVER.THAT'S WHY I THINK
  • 00:19:21.116 --> 00:19:22.551
  • OVER AND OVER.THAT'S WHY I THINKIT IS IMPORTANT FOR PEOPLE
  • 00:19:22.551 --> 00:19:23.819
  • THAT'S WHY I THINKIT IS IMPORTANT FOR PEOPLETO LOOK BEYOND THEMSELVES
  • 00:19:23.819 --> 00:19:25.053
  • IT IS IMPORTANT FOR PEOPLETO LOOK BEYOND THEMSELVESSOMETIMES,
  • 00:19:25.053 --> 00:19:26.255
  • TO LOOK BEYOND THEMSELVESSOMETIMES,TO LOOK BEYOND OUR OWN WORLD
  • 00:19:26.255 --> 00:19:27.589
  • SOMETIMES,TO LOOK BEYOND OUR OWN WORLDAND LOOK AND SAY,
  • 00:19:27.589 --> 00:19:30.726
  • TO LOOK BEYOND OUR OWN WORLDAND LOOK AND SAY,WHERE CAN I PARTNER WITH GOD
  • 00:19:30.726 --> 00:19:33.629
  • AND LOOK AND SAY,WHERE CAN I PARTNER WITH GODAND BRING CHANGE
  • 00:19:33.629 --> 00:19:34.830
  • WHERE CAN I PARTNER WITH GODAND BRING CHANGETHAT IS LASTING,
  • 00:19:34.830 --> 00:19:36.064
  • AND BRING CHANGETHAT IS LASTING,THAT IS MEANINGFUL?
  • 00:19:36.064 --> 00:19:37.132
  • TO DO THAT RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:19:38.200 --> 00:19:39.301
  • TO DO THAT RIGHT NOW.Sheila: AS YOU KNOW HERE AT
  • 00:19:39.301 --> 00:19:40.402
  • Sheila: AS YOU KNOW HERE ATLIFE TODAY WE'RE VERY
  • 00:19:40.402 --> 00:19:41.503
  • LIFE TODAY WE'RE VERYCOMMITTED TO TAKING CARE OF
  • 00:19:41.503 --> 00:19:42.537
  • COMMITTED TO TAKING CARE OFSOME OF THE VERY REAL NEEDS
  • 00:19:42.537 --> 00:19:44.139
  • SOME OF THE VERY REAL NEEDSAROUND THE WORLD.
  • 00:19:44.139 --> 00:19:45.540
  • AROUND THE WORLD.EVEN AS I SIT HERE
  • 00:19:45.540 --> 00:19:46.742
  • EVEN AS I SIT HEREIN THIS STUDIO THERE ARE
  • 00:19:46.742 --> 00:19:47.776
  • IN THIS STUDIO THERE AREMOTHERS SITTING WITH
  • 00:19:47.776 --> 00:19:48.844
  • MOTHERS SITTING WITHTHEIR CHILDREN TAKING
  • 00:19:48.844 --> 00:19:50.012
  • THEIR CHILDREN TAKINGTHEIR LAST BREATH BECAUSE
  • 00:19:50.012 --> 00:19:51.947
  • THEIR LAST BREATH BECAUSETHEY DON'T HAVE ENOUGH FOOD.
  • 00:19:51.947 --> 00:19:53.248
  • THEY DON'T HAVE ENOUGH FOOD.ONE OF THE MOMS
  • 00:19:53.248 --> 00:19:54.783
  • ONE OF THE MOMSI TALKED TO SAID,
  • 00:19:54.783 --> 00:19:56.218
  • I TALKED TO SAID,"I LITERALLY WISH THERE WAS
  • 00:19:56.218 --> 00:19:57.686
  • "I LITERALLY WISH THERE WASA LADDER UP TO HEAVEN.
  • 00:19:57.686 --> 00:19:59.154
  • A LADDER UP TO HEAVEN.I WOULD GO THERE NOW
  • 00:19:59.154 --> 00:20:00.489
  • I WOULD GO THERE NOWBECAUSE I'VE GOT
  • 00:20:00.489 --> 00:20:01.823
  • BECAUSE I'VE GOTMORE CHILDREN THERE
  • 00:20:01.823 --> 00:20:03.191
  • MORE CHILDREN THERETHAN I DO HERE."
  • 00:20:03.191 --> 00:20:04.593
  • THAN I DO HERE."THE THING IS,
  • 00:20:04.593 --> 00:20:05.961
  • THE THING IS,I'VE SEEN WITH MY OWN EYES,
  • 00:20:05.961 --> 00:20:07.362
  • I'VE SEEN WITH MY OWN EYES,YOU AND I CAN CHANGE THIS.
  • 00:20:07.362 --> 00:20:09.164
  • YOU AND I CAN CHANGE THIS.WE HAVE THE MOST AMAZING,
  • 00:20:09.164 --> 00:20:10.799
  • WE HAVE THE MOST AMAZING,EFFICIENT PARTNERS
  • 00:20:10.799 --> 00:20:12.267
  • EFFICIENT PARTNERSON THE GROUND WHO KNOW
  • 00:20:12.267 --> 00:20:13.635
  • ON THE GROUND WHO KNOWHOW TO PUT NUTRITIOUS FOOD
  • 00:20:13.635 --> 00:20:15.070
  • HOW TO PUT NUTRITIOUS FOODINTO ONE OF
  • 00:20:15.070 --> 00:20:16.505
  • INTO ONE OFTHOSE LITTLE ORANGE BOWLS
  • 00:20:16.505 --> 00:20:17.939
  • THOSE LITTLE ORANGE BOWLSTHAT HAS ALL THE NUTRIENTS
  • 00:20:17.939 --> 00:20:19.241
  • THAT HAS ALL THE NUTRIENTSTHESE CHILDREN NEED
  • 00:20:19.241 --> 00:20:20.709
  • THESE CHILDREN NEEDTO LITERALLY, RANDY,
  • 00:20:20.709 --> 00:20:23.278
  • TO LITERALLY, RANDY,MOVE THEM FROM DEATH TO LIFE.
  • 00:20:23.278 --> 00:20:24.513
  • MOVE THEM FROM DEATH TO LIFE.Randy: WE KNOW HOW TO GET
  • 00:20:24.513 --> 00:20:25.781
  • Randy: WE KNOW HOW TO GETINTO THE VILLAGES.
  • 00:20:25.781 --> 00:20:27.115
  • INTO THE VILLAGES.WE KNOW WHERE TO GO.
  • 00:20:27.115 --> 00:20:28.450
  • WE KNOW WHERE TO GO.WE'RE HITTING THE AREAS
  • 00:20:28.450 --> 00:20:29.785
  • WE'RE HITTING THE AREASWHERE SOMETIMES PEOPLE
  • 00:20:29.785 --> 00:20:31.019
  • WHERE SOMETIMES PEOPLEARE FLEEING FROM WAR
  • 00:20:31.019 --> 00:20:32.454
  • ARE FLEEING FROM WARAND PERSECUTION.
  • 00:20:32.454 --> 00:20:35.390
  • AND PERSECUTION.WE ARE READY TO GO.
  • 00:20:35.390 --> 00:20:37.559
  • WE ARE READY TO GO.WILL YOU SEND US?
  • 00:20:37.559 --> 00:20:38.827
  • WILL YOU SEND US?I DON'T MEAN
  • 00:20:38.827 --> 00:20:40.162
  • I DON'T MEANSHEILA AND I,
  • 00:20:40.162 --> 00:20:41.496
  • SHEILA AND I,LITERALLY, THE TWO OF US.
  • 00:20:41.496 --> 00:20:42.864
  • LITERALLY, THE TWO OF US.I MEAN ALL OF US TOGETHER
  • 00:20:42.864 --> 00:20:44.266
  • I MEAN ALL OF US TOGETHERAS WE PARTNER AND WE SAY,
  • 00:20:44.266 --> 00:20:46.368
  • AS WE PARTNER AND WE SAY,"WE ARE GOING TO REACH
  • 00:20:46.368 --> 00:20:47.769
  • "WE ARE GOING TO REACHTHESE PEOPLE WITH THE LIFE
  • 00:20:47.769 --> 00:20:49.137
  • THESE PEOPLE WITH THE LIFEAND LOVE OF JESUS
  • 00:20:49.137 --> 00:20:50.872
  • AND LOVE OF JESUSTHROUGH MISSION FEEDING."
  • 00:20:50.872 --> 00:20:52.741
  • THROUGH MISSION FEEDING."YOUR GIFT RIGHT NOW
  • 00:20:52.741 --> 00:20:55.310
  • YOUR GIFT RIGHT NOWOF $30, $50, $100,
  • 00:20:55.310 --> 00:20:57.012
  • OF $30, $50, $100,EVEN $1.000
  • 00:20:57.012 --> 00:20:58.814
  • EVEN $1.000WILL FEED THREE, FIVE, TEN,
  • 00:20:58.814 --> 00:21:00.282
  • WILL FEED THREE, FIVE, TEN,OR 100 CHILDREN
  • 00:21:00.282 --> 00:21:01.550
  • OR 100 CHILDRENFOR THE NEXT THREE MONTHS.
  • 00:21:01.550 --> 00:21:02.718
  • FOR THE NEXT THREE MONTHS.GO TO THE PHONES.
  • 00:21:02.718 --> 00:21:03.919
  • GO TO THE PHONES.GO ONLINE.
  • 00:21:03.919 --> 00:21:05.754
  • GO ONLINE.GIVE THE BEST GIFT YOU CAN.
  • 00:21:05.754 --> 00:21:05.887
  • TODAY ON TOP OF THE DAILYFIGHT FOR LIFE AND FOOD,
  • 00:21:06.888 --> 00:21:09.791
  • FAMILIES AND CHILDRENACROSS AFRICA ARE NOW FORCED
  • 00:21:09.891 --> 00:21:12.661
  • TO DEAL WITH THE CHALLENGESOF A GLOBAL HEALTH CRISIS.
  • 00:21:12.761 --> 00:21:15.731
  • BECAUSE OF COVID-19,
  • 00:21:15.831 --> 00:21:17.733
  • FOOD SCARCITY HASINCREASED DRASTICALLY
  • 00:21:17.833 --> 00:21:19.735
  • AND THE FEAR OF DYINGFROM LACK OF FOOD
  • 00:21:19.835 --> 00:21:22.237
  • IS FAR GREATERTHAN THE VIRUS ITSELF.
  • 00:21:22.337 --> 00:21:24.973
  • EVEN IN THESEUNPRECEDENTED TIMES,
  • 00:21:25.073 --> 00:21:27.075
  • MISSION FEEDINGWON'T STOP.
  • 00:21:27.175 --> 00:21:29.077
  • WITH YOUR HELP,MISSION FEEDINGWILL CONTINUE TO BE
  • 00:21:29.177 --> 00:21:31.480
  • A DAILY SOURCE OF FOOD,ENCOURAGEMENT, AND HEALTH
  • 00:21:31.580 --> 00:21:34.182
  • FOR THE 350.000 CHILDRENCOUNTING ON US.
  • 00:21:34.282 --> 00:21:38.120
  • CALL NOW WITH YOURLIFESAVING GIFT
  • 00:21:38.220 --> 00:21:40.122
  • OF $30, $50,OR $100
  • 00:21:40.222 --> 00:21:42.124
  • THAT WILL HELPFEED AND CARE
  • 00:21:42.224 --> 00:21:44.126
  • FOR THREE, FIVEOR TEN CHILDREN
  • 00:21:44.226 --> 00:21:46.128
  • FOR THREEFULL MONTHS.
  • 00:21:46.228 --> 00:21:48.263
  • WITH YOUR GIFTWE'LL SEND YOU
  • 00:21:48.363 --> 00:21:50.265
  • 40 DAYSOF HEALING PROMISES.
  • 00:21:50.365 --> 00:21:52.267
  • THIS BEAUTIFULHARDCOVER DEVOTIONAL
  • 00:21:52.367 --> 00:21:54.269
  • WILL ENCOURAGE YOUIN YOUR FAITH
  • 00:21:54.369 --> 00:21:56.271
  • AS YOU DIVE DEEP INTOTHE HEALING PROMISES
  • 00:21:56.371 --> 00:21:58.273
  • THAT ARE YOURSIN JESUS' NAME.
  • 00:21:58.373 --> 00:22:00.742
  • WITH YOUR GIFTOF $100 OR MORE
  • 00:22:00.842 --> 00:22:02.744
  • PLEASE REQUEST THE"BLESSINGS FOR YOUR HOME"
  • 00:22:02.844 --> 00:22:04.746
  • BOWLS ANDTEA TOWEL SET.
  • 00:22:04.846 --> 00:22:06.782
  • THIS SET OF BOWLSAND TWO BEAUTIFULLY DESIGNEDTEA TOWELS
  • 00:22:06.882 --> 00:22:09.818
  • WILL MAKE A WONDERFULADDITION TO YOUR HOME
  • 00:22:09.918 --> 00:22:12.020
  • AND SERVEAS A REMINDER OF YOUR HELPIN BLESSING OTHERS
  • 00:22:12.120 --> 00:22:15.090
  • AS A FRIENDOF LIFE .
  • 00:22:15.190 --> 00:22:17.192
  • FINALLY, WITH YOUR GIFTOF $1.000 OR MORE
  • 00:22:17.292 --> 00:22:19.661
  • TO HELP FEED AND CAREFOR 100 CHILDREN
  • 00:22:19.761 --> 00:22:22.330
  • BE SURE TO REQUESTOUR COMMEMORATIVEBRONZE SCULPTURE,
  • 00:22:22.431 --> 00:22:24.833
  • "A MOTHER'SSTRENGTH."
  • 00:22:24.933 --> 00:22:26.835
  • PLEASE CALL, WRITE, OR MAKEYOUR GIFT ONLINE TODAY.
  • 00:22:26.935 --> 00:22:32.107
  • Randy: I HOPE YOU ARE GOING
  • 00:22:38.246 --> 00:22:39.381
  • Randy: I HOPE YOU ARE GOINGTO THE PHONE OR GOING ONLINE
  • 00:22:39.381 --> 00:22:40.515
  • Randy: I HOPE YOU ARE GOINGTO THE PHONE OR GOING ONLINERIGHT NOW AND MAKING
  • 00:22:40.515 --> 00:22:41.683
  • TO THE PHONE OR GOING ONLINERIGHT NOW AND MAKINGTHE BEST GIFT YOU CAN.
  • 00:22:41.683 --> 00:22:42.918
  • RIGHT NOW AND MAKINGTHE BEST GIFT YOU CAN.YOU CAN MAKE
  • 00:22:42.918 --> 00:22:44.119
  • THE BEST GIFT YOU CAN.YOU CAN MAKEA DIFFERENCE TODAY.
  • 00:22:44.119 --> 00:22:45.454
  • YOU CAN MAKEA DIFFERENCE TODAY.SHEILA, WHAT A GREAT STORY
  • 00:22:45.454 --> 00:22:46.755
  • A DIFFERENCE TODAY.SHEILA, WHAT A GREAT STORYWE HEARD TODAY
  • 00:22:46.755 --> 00:22:48.023
  • SHEILA, WHAT A GREAT STORYWE HEARD TODAYOF JESUS MAKING A DIFFERENCE
  • 00:22:48.023 --> 00:22:49.224
  • WE HEARD TODAYOF JESUS MAKING A DIFFERENCEIN PEOPLE'S LIVES.
  • 00:22:49.224 --> 00:22:50.425
  • OF JESUS MAKING A DIFFERENCEIN PEOPLE'S LIVES.Sheila: AND THERE
  • 00:22:50.425 --> 00:22:51.626
  • IN PEOPLE'S LIVES.Sheila: AND THEREIS SO MUCH MORE.
  • 00:22:51.626 --> 00:22:52.727
  • Sheila: AND THEREIS SO MUCH MORE.YOU HAVE TO READ THE BOOK.
  • 00:22:52.727 --> 00:22:53.895
  • IS SO MUCH MORE.YOU HAVE TO READ THE BOOK.IT IS CALLED SHIFTING SHADOWS :
  • 00:22:53.895 --> 00:22:55.030
  • YOU HAVE TO READ THE BOOK.IT IS CALLED SHIFTING SHADOWS :"HOW A NEW YORK DRUG LORD
  • 00:22:55.030 --> 00:22:56.231
  • IT IS CALLED SHIFTING SHADOWS :"HOW A NEW YORK DRUG LORDFOUND FREEDOM IN
  • 00:22:56.231 --> 00:22:57.365
  • "HOW A NEW YORK DRUG LORDFOUND FREEDOM INTHE LAST PLACE HE EXPECTED."
  • 00:22:57.365 --> 00:22:58.467
  • FOUND FREEDOM INTHE LAST PLACE HE EXPECTED."I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU
  • 00:22:58.467 --> 00:22:59.601
  • THE LAST PLACE HE EXPECTED."I JUST WANT TO THANK YOUHERMAN AND ALEXANDRA,
  • 00:22:59.601 --> 00:23:00.669
  • I JUST WANT TO THANK YOUHERMAN AND ALEXANDRA,THANKS FOR BEING OUR GUESTS.
  • 00:23:00.669 --> 00:23:01.670
  • HERMAN AND ALEXANDRA,THANKS FOR BEING OUR GUESTS.Herman: THANK YOU
  • 00:23:01.670 --> 00:23:02.838
  • THANKS FOR BEING OUR GUESTS.Herman: THANK YOUFOR HAVING US!
  • 00:23:02.838 --> 00:23:03.972
  • AND REMEMBER, YOU CAN GO
  • 00:23:05.106 --> 00:23:06.241
  • AND REMEMBER, YOU CAN GOTO HERMANMENDOZA.COM,
  • 00:23:06.241 --> 00:23:07.309
  • AND REMEMBER, YOU CAN GOTO HERMANMENDOZA.COM,FIND OUT A LOT MORE
  • 00:23:07.309 --> 00:23:08.477
  • TO HERMANMENDOZA.COM,FIND OUT A LOT MOREABOUT THE MINISTRY.
  • 00:23:08.477 --> 00:23:09.678
  • FIND OUT A LOT MOREABOUT THE MINISTRY.FOR RANDY AND ME, I WANT TO
  • 00:23:09.678 --> 00:23:10.779
  • ABOUT THE MINISTRY.FOR RANDY AND ME, I WANT TOSAY THANKS FOR BEING WITH US.
  • 00:23:10.779 --> 00:23:11.880
  • FOR RANDY AND ME, I WANT TOSAY THANKS FOR BEING WITH US.WE LOVE YOU AND WE'LL SEE YOU
  • 00:23:11.880 --> 00:23:14.082
  • ♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
  • 00:23:41.810 --> 00:23:45.714
  • ♪ WHEN WORLDLY THINGSDELIGHT US ♪
  • 00:23:45.814 --> 00:23:49.384
  • ♪ AND WE FAILTO LOOK ABOVE ♪
  • 00:23:49.484 --> 00:23:53.255
  • ♪ WHEN WE WITHHOLDFROM OTHERS ♪
  • 00:23:53.355 --> 00:23:57.025
  • ♪ THOUGH WE'VE BEENGIVEN MUCH ♪
  • 00:23:57.125 --> 00:24:00.862
  • ♪ IF THE FIREOF OUR FIRST LOVE ♪
  • 00:24:00.962 --> 00:24:03.598
  • ♪ IS NOT BURNING BRIGHTAS BEFORE ♪
  • 00:24:03.698 --> 00:24:11.773
  • ♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
  • 00:24:11.873 --> 00:24:16.978
  • ♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
  • 00:24:20.482 --> 00:24:24.085
  • ♪ WHEN WE'RE NOTIN YOUR WORD ♪
  • 00:24:24.185 --> 00:24:27.188
  • ♪ AND WE DON'T SPEND TIMEON OUR KNEES ♪
  • 00:24:27.289 --> 00:24:31.760
  • ♪ WHEN WE HAVEA CHANCE ♪
  • 00:24:31.860 --> 00:24:33.929
  • ♪ BUT WE DON'T SPEAK THE TRUTHTHAT SETS MEN FREE ♪
  • 00:24:34.029 --> 00:24:39.100
  • ♪ IF WE DON'T WORSHIP YOUWITH FIERY PASSION ANYMORE ♪
  • 00:24:39.200 --> 00:24:47.208
  • ♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
  • 00:24:49.811 --> 00:24:55.317
  • ♪ SOMETIMESIN YOUR GREAT LOVE ♪
  • 00:24:58.587 --> 00:25:07.696
  • ♪ YOU COMFORTTHE TROUBLED ♪
  • 00:25:07.796 --> 00:25:12.667
  • ♪ BUT OTHER TIMESIN YOUR GREAT LOVE ♪
  • 00:25:12.767 --> 00:25:22.277
  • ♪ YOU TROUBLETHE COMFORTABLE ♪
  • 00:25:22.377 --> 00:25:31.853
  • 00:25:40.629 --> 00:25:47.736
  • ♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
  • 00:25:52.741 --> 00:25:56.411
  • ♪ IF OUR LIVESNEVER TOUCH THE LIVES ♪
  • 00:25:56.511 --> 00:26:00.215
  • ♪ OF THOSESTILL IN THE DARK ♪
  • 00:26:00.315 --> 00:26:03.585
  • ♪ IF WE DON'T LIVEWITH HEARTS THAT BREAK ♪
  • 00:26:03.685 --> 00:26:07.389
  • ♪ WITH THINGSTHAT BREAK YOUR HEART ♪
  • 00:26:07.489 --> 00:26:10.925
  • ♪ IN TENDERNESSPLEASE LEAD YOUR CHURCH ♪
  • 00:26:11.026 --> 00:26:14.562
  • ♪ BACK TO YOUR HEARTONCE MORE ♪
  • 00:26:14.663 --> 00:26:20.502
  • ♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
  • 00:26:20.602 --> 00:26:24.439
  • ♪ IF WE EVER LOSETHE WONDER ♪
  • 00:26:24.539 --> 00:26:28.443
  • ♪ OF THE CROSSTHAT YOU ONCE BORE ♪
  • 00:26:28.543 --> 00:26:34.549
  • ♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
  • 00:26:38.720 --> 00:26:45.160
  • ♪ DISTURB US,LORD ♪
  • 00:26:48.663 --> 00:26:56.805
  • - NOT JUST HEARTBREAK,BUT A SHATTERING --
  • 00:27:02.177 --> 00:27:04.245
  • THE SHATTERING OF A LIFETHAT I VERY MUCH LOVED.
  • 00:27:04.345 --> 00:27:07.048
  • LYSA TERKEURSTSHARES HER JOURNEY
  • 00:27:07.148 --> 00:27:09.050
  • OF DEVASTATING PAIN--TOMORROW!
  • 00:27:09.150 --> 00:27:12.554
  • LIFE TODAY IS MADEPOSSIBLE BY THE SUPPORTERS OFLIFE OUTREACH INTERNATIONAL.
  • 00:27:12.654 --> 00:27:16.057
  • YOUR GIFT WILL BE USEDEXCLUSIVELY FOR THE EXEMPTPURPOSES OF LIFE.
  • 00:27:16.157 --> 00:27:19.160
  • THE MINISTRY FEATURESSPECIFIC OUTREACHES
  • 00:27:19.260 --> 00:27:21.229
  • AS EXAMPLES OF THE PROGRAMSIT SUPPORTS AND CONDUCTS.
  • 00:27:21.329 --> 00:27:23.298
  • GIFTS ARE CONSIDEREDTO BE WITHOUT RESTRICTION
  • 00:27:23.398 --> 00:27:25.366
  • AS TO USE UNLESS EXPLICITLYSTIPULATED BY THE DONOR.
  • 00:27:25.467 --> 00:27:27.502
  • THE MINISTRY IS A MEMBEROF THE E.C.F.A.
  • 00:27:27.602 --> 00:27:29.010