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Craig T. Nelson | A Journey of Rediscovery

September 10, 2020

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The award-winning actor recounts his journey of rediscovering Christ; and how that has influenced his life and career in Hollywood.

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Craig T. Nelson | A Journey of Rediscovery

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- ALL OF THE THINGSI TOOK IN, RANDY,
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THAT I SHOULDN'THAVE SEEN,
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THE THINGSI SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE,
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THE THINGS I WASINVOLVED IN
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THAT I SHOULDN'THAVE BEEN A PART OF,
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ALL OPENED ME UP TOA WHOLE RANGE OF THINGS
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I SHOULD NOT HAVE ENDUREDBUT I DID.
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AND GOD HASREMOVED THOSE THINGS.
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HE'S REMOVED THE PENALTYTHAT I THINK I SHOULD PAY.
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AWARD-WINNING ACTOR,CRAIG T. NELSON,
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NEXT ONLIFE TODAY!
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♪
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Randy: WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY !
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Randy: WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY !I'M RANDY ROBISON.
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Randy: WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY !I'M RANDY ROBISON.SHEILA WALSH IS WITH ME
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I'M RANDY ROBISON.SHEILA WALSH IS WITH MEAS ALWAYS.
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Sheila: THANK YOU.
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Sheila: THANK YOU.Randy: TODAY WE HAVE
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Sheila: THANK YOU.Randy: TODAY WE HAVEA REAL TREAT FOR YOU.
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Randy: TODAY WE HAVEA REAL TREAT FOR YOU.IF YOU'VE WATCHED,
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A REAL TREAT FOR YOU.IF YOU'VE WATCHED,I DON'T KNOW A MOVIE
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IF YOU'VE WATCHED,I DON'T KNOW A MOVIEIN THE LAST 20, 30 YEARS,
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I DON'T KNOW A MOVIEIN THE LAST 20, 30 YEARS,MAYBE TELEVISION ONCE
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IN THE LAST 20, 30 YEARS,MAYBE TELEVISION ONCEOR TWICE, YOU WILL KNOW
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MAYBE TELEVISION ONCEOR TWICE, YOU WILL KNOWTODAY'S GUEST BECAUSE
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OR TWICE, YOU WILL KNOWTODAY'S GUEST BECAUSECRAIG T. NELSON IS SOMEONE
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TODAY'S GUEST BECAUSECRAIG T. NELSON IS SOMEONETHAT WE HAVE SEEN
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CRAIG T. NELSON IS SOMEONETHAT WE HAVE SEENIN SO MANY FILMS.
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THAT WE HAVE SEENIN SO MANY FILMS.AND OF COURSE,
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IN SO MANY FILMS.AND OF COURSE,EIGHT SEASONS OF COACH,
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AND OF COURSE,EIGHT SEASONS OF COACH,JUST A WONDERFUL COMEDY.
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EIGHT SEASONS OF COACH,JUST A WONDERFUL COMEDY.SHEILA, I'M JUST EXCITED
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JUST A WONDERFUL COMEDY.SHEILA, I'M JUST EXCITEDFOR SEVERAL REASONS.
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SHEILA, I'M JUST EXCITEDFOR SEVERAL REASONS.ONE BECAUSE CRAIG HAS JUST
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FOR SEVERAL REASONS.ONE BECAUSE CRAIG HAS JUSTSUCH A WONDERFUL HEART
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ONE BECAUSE CRAIG HAS JUSTSUCH A WONDERFUL HEARTWE'VE SEEN AND A STORY.
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SUCH A WONDERFUL HEARTWE'VE SEEN AND A STORY.I'M JUST THRILLED TO SHARE IT.
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WE'VE SEEN AND A STORY.I'M JUST THRILLED TO SHARE IT.Sheila: I'M SUCH A HUGE FAN
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SO PLEASE WELCOME
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SO PLEASE WELCOMETO LIFE TODAY
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TO LIFE TODAYCRAIG T. NELSON.
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Craig: THANK YOU VERY MUCH,
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Craig: THANK YOU VERY MUCH,SHEILA AND RANDY.
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SHEILA AND RANDY.IT'S GOOD TO BE HERE! YEAH!
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IT'S GOOD TO BE HERE! YEAH!Sheila: I WAS REALLY MOVED.
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Sheila: I WAS REALLY MOVED.I WATCHED AN INTERVIEW THAT
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I WATCHED AN INTERVIEW THATYOU DID AT GATEWAY CHURCH
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YOU DID AT GATEWAY CHURCHWITH PASTOR ROBERT MORRIS.
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WITH PASTOR ROBERT MORRIS.PARTS OF IT MADE ME LAUGH,
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PARTS OF IT MADE ME LAUGH,PARTS OF IT MADE ME CRY.
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PARTS OF IT MADE ME CRY.BUT I WONDERED, WOULD YOU
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BUT I WONDERED, WOULD YOUTAKE US BACK AND
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TAKE US BACK ANDTELL US A LITTLE BIT
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TELL US A LITTLE BITABOUT YOUR OWN STORY,
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ABOUT YOUR OWN STORY,ABOUT YOUR EARLY CHILDHOOD?
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ABOUT YOUR EARLY CHILDHOOD?DID YOU HAVE, WAS FAITH PART
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DID YOU HAVE, WAS FAITH PARTOF YOUR JOURNEY AT THAT POINT?
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OF YOUR JOURNEY AT THAT POINT?Craig: YEAH, IT WAS WHEN
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Craig: YEAH, IT WAS WHENI WAS A KID.
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I WAS A KID.I WAS VERY --
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I WAS VERY --I FELT VERY CLOSE TO GOD.
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IS THAT GOD...
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IS THAT GOD...I HAD SAINT JOHN'S EPISCOPAL
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IS THAT GOD...I HAD SAINT JOHN'S EPISCOPALCHURCH UP IN SPOKANE
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I HAD SAINT JOHN'S EPISCOPALCHURCH UP IN SPOKANEAND IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL
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CHURCH UP IN SPOKANEAND IT WAS A BEAUTIFULOLD STONE GOTHIC CHURCH.
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AND IT WAS A BEAUTIFULOLD STONE GOTHIC CHURCH.GOD LIVED IN THE CEILING
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OLD STONE GOTHIC CHURCH.GOD LIVED IN THE CEILINGOF THE CHURCH, IN THE RAFTERS.
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GOD LIVED IN THE CEILINGOF THE CHURCH, IN THE RAFTERS.I JUST FELT REALLY CLOSE AND
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OF THE CHURCH, IN THE RAFTERS.I JUST FELT REALLY CLOSE ANDHAD A VERY CLOSE CONNECTION.
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I JUST FELT REALLY CLOSE ANDHAD A VERY CLOSE CONNECTION.AND THEN AT SOME POINT,
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HAD A VERY CLOSE CONNECTION.AND THEN AT SOME POINT,SOMETHING HAPPENED TO THAT
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AND THEN AT SOME POINT,SOMETHING HAPPENED TO THATINNOCENCE AND IT DISSOLVED,
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SOMETHING HAPPENED TO THATINNOCENCE AND IT DISSOLVED,LEFT, AND I CHOSE A MUCH
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INNOCENCE AND IT DISSOLVED,LEFT, AND I CHOSE A MUCHMORE WORLDLY WAY OF LIVING.
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LEFT, AND I CHOSE A MUCHMORE WORLDLY WAY OF LIVING.BUT I ALWAYS FELT LIKE I HAD
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MORE WORLDLY WAY OF LIVING.BUT I ALWAYS FELT LIKE I HADRETAINED, GOD WAS A STILL
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BUT I ALWAYS FELT LIKE I HADRETAINED, GOD WAS A STILLSMALL VOICE INSIDE OF ME.
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RETAINED, GOD WAS A STILLSMALL VOICE INSIDE OF ME.BUT I DID A LOT OF RUNNING
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SMALL VOICE INSIDE OF ME.BUT I DID A LOT OF RUNNINGFOR A LOT OF YEARS.
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BUT I DID A LOT OF RUNNINGFOR A LOT OF YEARS.TRIED TO GET AWAY.
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FOR A LOT OF YEARS.TRIED TO GET AWAY.FOR ME, MY JOURNEY WAS ONE
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TRIED TO GET AWAY.FOR ME, MY JOURNEY WAS ONEOF COMING BACK TO GOD AGAIN
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FOR ME, MY JOURNEY WAS ONEOF COMING BACK TO GOD AGAINUP IN THE MOUNTAINS
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OF COMING BACK TO GOD AGAINUP IN THE MOUNTAINSOF NORTHERN CALIFORNIA.
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UP IN THE MOUNTAINSOF NORTHERN CALIFORNIA.I'D GONE UP THERE TO BUILD
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OF NORTHERN CALIFORNIA.I'D GONE UP THERE TO BUILDA LOG CABIN AND I FOUND GOD
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I'D GONE UP THERE TO BUILDA LOG CABIN AND I FOUND GODAGAIN AND WAS BAPTIZED.
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A LOG CABIN AND I FOUND GODAGAIN AND WAS BAPTIZED.BUT I RESCINDED THAT WHEN
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AGAIN AND WAS BAPTIZED.BUT I RESCINDED THAT WHENI CAME BACK TO LOS ANGELES
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BUT I RESCINDED THAT WHENI CAME BACK TO LOS ANGELESTO MAKE SOME MONEY.
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I CAME BACK TO LOS ANGELESTO MAKE SOME MONEY.I LOST IT.
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TO MAKE SOME MONEY.I LOST IT.I WENT DOWN.
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I LOST IT.I WENT DOWN.I LIKE TO SAY THAT
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I WENT DOWN.I LIKE TO SAY THATMY EXPERIENCE WAS THAT
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I LIKE TO SAY THATMY EXPERIENCE WAS THATIT WAS ONE THAT LED
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MY EXPERIENCE WAS THATIT WAS ONE THAT LEDTO PITIFUL, INCOMPREHENSIBLE
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IT WAS ONE THAT LEDTO PITIFUL, INCOMPREHENSIBLEDEMORALIZATION.
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TO PITIFUL, INCOMPREHENSIBLEDEMORALIZATION.AS A RESULT, HAVING BEEN LOVED
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DEMORALIZATION.AS A RESULT, HAVING BEEN LOVEDALL THROUGH THAT BY
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AS A RESULT, HAVING BEEN LOVEDALL THROUGH THAT BYJESUS CHRIST, I WAS RESCUED
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ALL THROUGH THAT BYJESUS CHRIST, I WAS RESCUEDAND BROUGHT TO AN AWARENESS
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JESUS CHRIST, I WAS RESCUEDAND BROUGHT TO AN AWARENESSAND AN EPIPHANY AND A CLARITY
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AND BROUGHT TO AN AWARENESSAND AN EPIPHANY AND A CLARITYOF MIND THAT GOT ME
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AND AN EPIPHANY AND A CLARITYOF MIND THAT GOT MEOVER THAT KIND OF ADDICTION,
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OF MIND THAT GOT MEOVER THAT KIND OF ADDICTION,AND THE PROBLEM
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OVER THAT KIND OF ADDICTION,AND THE PROBLEMI WAS HAVING IN LIFE.
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AND THE PROBLEMI WAS HAVING IN LIFE.THROUGH A JOURNEY I WAS ABLE
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I WAS HAVING IN LIFE.THROUGH A JOURNEY I WAS ABLETO REFIND THIS HEALER,
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THROUGH A JOURNEY I WAS ABLETO REFIND THIS HEALER,THIS POWER GREATER THAN
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TO REFIND THIS HEALER,THIS POWER GREATER THANMYSELF, THIS WONDROUS,
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THIS POWER GREATER THANMYSELF, THIS WONDROUS,AND OCCASIONALLY SURPRISING
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MYSELF, THIS WONDROUS,AND OCCASIONALLY SURPRISINGJESUS.
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AND OCCASIONALLY SURPRISINGJESUS.SO THAT'S BEEN MY JOURNEY
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JESUS.SO THAT'S BEEN MY JOURNEYFOR THE LAST 36 YEARS
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SO THAT'S BEEN MY JOURNEYFOR THE LAST 36 YEARSIS REDISCOVERING.
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FOR THE LAST 36 YEARSIS REDISCOVERING.I MUST SAY, FOR THOSE PEOPLE
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IS REDISCOVERING.I MUST SAY, FOR THOSE PEOPLETHAT PERHAPS ARE STRUGGLING
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I MUST SAY, FOR THOSE PEOPLETHAT PERHAPS ARE STRUGGLINGWITH THAT OR WHATEVER,
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THAT PERHAPS ARE STRUGGLINGWITH THAT OR WHATEVER,LET ME TELL YOU,
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WITH THAT OR WHATEVER,LET ME TELL YOU,THE CHRISTIAN WALK I FOUND
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LET ME TELL YOU,THE CHRISTIAN WALK I FOUNDIS A REALLY DIFFICULT ONE.
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THE CHRISTIAN WALK I FOUNDIS A REALLY DIFFICULT ONE.I FIND THAT TO BE FOR ME
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IS A REALLY DIFFICULT ONE.I FIND THAT TO BE FOR MEREALLY IMPORTANT BECAUSE
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I FIND THAT TO BE FOR MEREALLY IMPORTANT BECAUSEIT REQUIRES DISCIPLINE AND
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REALLY IMPORTANT BECAUSEIT REQUIRES DISCIPLINE ANDI'M REALLY UNDISCIPLINED.
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IT REQUIRES DISCIPLINE ANDI'M REALLY UNDISCIPLINED.SO I'VE BEEN ABLE TO BUILD
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I'M REALLY UNDISCIPLINED.SO I'VE BEEN ABLE TO BUILDINTO MY LIFE, PATTERNS
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SO I'VE BEEN ABLE TO BUILDINTO MY LIFE, PATTERNSAND TIME WITH GOD THAT
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INTO MY LIFE, PATTERNSAND TIME WITH GOD THATALLOWS ME TO FIND OUT THAT
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AND TIME WITH GOD THATALLOWS ME TO FIND OUT THATIT IS OKAY -- I'M OKAY.
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ALLOWS ME TO FIND OUT THATIT IS OKAY -- I'M OKAY.AND ALL I HAVE TO DO
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IT IS OKAY -- I'M OKAY.AND ALL I HAVE TO DOIS TRUST HIM AND
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AND SURRENDER --
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AND SURRENDER --FOR ME THAT'S THE HARDEST
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FOR ME THAT'S THE HARDESTTHING IN THE WORLD.
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THING IN THE WORLD.I JUST KEEP RECLAIMING
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I JUST KEEP RECLAIMINGRIGHT AFTER RIGHT AFTER RIGHT.
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SO ANYWAY, THAT'S,
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SO ANYWAY, THAT'S,IN A NUTSHELL, I GUESS
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SO ANYWAY, THAT'S,IN A NUTSHELL, I GUESSTHAT'S PRETTY MUCH WHAT IT IS.
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ABOUT YOUR LIFE.
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ABOUT YOUR LIFE.YOU DESCRIBED IT AS HELL,
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YOU DESCRIBED IT AS HELL,SAYING YOU WERE IN HELL.
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SAYING YOU WERE IN HELL.AND THEN NOT LONG AFTER THAT
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IN HEAVEN AND WE GET THAT
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IN HEAVEN AND WE GET THATBECAUSE EVERYTHING WE DO
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IN HEAVEN AND WE GET THATBECAUSE EVERYTHING WE DOEITHER BRINGS HELL UP
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BECAUSE EVERYTHING WE DOEITHER BRINGS HELL UPOR BRINGS HEAVEN DOWN.
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EITHER BRINGS HELL UPOR BRINGS HEAVEN DOWN.WHAT'S THE CONTRAST THERE
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OR BRINGS HEAVEN DOWN.WHAT'S THE CONTRAST THEREAND WHAT HAPPENED TO TAKE YOU
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WHAT'S THE CONTRAST THEREAND WHAT HAPPENED TO TAKE YOUFROM HELL TO HEAVEN?
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AND WHAT HAPPENED TO TAKE YOUFROM HELL TO HEAVEN?Craig: IT WAS A MIRACLE.
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FROM HELL TO HEAVEN?Craig: IT WAS A MIRACLE.BASICALLY, I WAS PURSUED
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Craig: IT WAS A MIRACLE.BASICALLY, I WAS PURSUEDBY THE FEELING THAT...
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BASICALLY, I WAS PURSUEDBY THE FEELING THAT...FIRST OF ALL, I HAD
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BY THE FEELING THAT...FIRST OF ALL, I HADDEDICATED MYSELF TO THE FACT
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FIRST OF ALL, I HADDEDICATED MYSELF TO THE FACTTHAT I WAS GOING TO DIE
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DEDICATED MYSELF TO THE FACTTHAT I WAS GOING TO DIEBEHIND WHAT I WAS DOING.
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THAT I WAS GOING TO DIEBEHIND WHAT I WAS DOING.WE CALL IT, "SUICIDE
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BEHIND WHAT I WAS DOING.WE CALL IT, "SUICIDEON THE INSTALLMENT PLAN."
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WE CALL IT, "SUICIDEON THE INSTALLMENT PLAN."I JUST FELT INSIDE OF ME
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ON THE INSTALLMENT PLAN."I JUST FELT INSIDE OF METHIS STILL SMALL VOICE THAT
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I JUST FELT INSIDE OF METHIS STILL SMALL VOICE THATSAID, "THIS IS NOT WHO ARE.
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THIS STILL SMALL VOICE THATSAID, "THIS IS NOT WHO ARE.THIS IS NOT
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SAID, "THIS IS NOT WHO ARE.THIS IS NOTWHO I WANT YOU TO BE.
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THIS IS NOTWHO I WANT YOU TO BE.THIS IS NOT WHAT I'VE GOT
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WHO I WANT YOU TO BE.THIS IS NOT WHAT I'VE GOTPLANNED FOR YOU."
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THIS IS NOT WHAT I'VE GOTPLANNED FOR YOU."YOU'LL HAVE TO EXCUSE ME
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PLANNED FOR YOU."YOU'LL HAVE TO EXCUSE MEBECAUSE I GET CHOKED UP
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YOU'LL HAVE TO EXCUSE MEBECAUSE I GET CHOKED UPBECAUSE TO THIS DAY
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BECAUSE I GET CHOKED UPBECAUSE TO THIS DAYIT IS SO MEANINGFUL.
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BECAUSE TO THIS DAYIT IS SO MEANINGFUL.IT WAS LIKE, WHEN HE SAYS,
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IT IS SO MEANINGFUL.IT WAS LIKE, WHEN HE SAYS,"IT'S A GOOD THING THAT
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IT WAS LIKE, WHEN HE SAYS,"IT'S A GOOD THING THATI GO BECAUSE I'LL SEND
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"IT'S A GOOD THING THATI GO BECAUSE I'LL SENDA HELPER.
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I GO BECAUSE I'LL SENDA HELPER.AND THE HELPER WILL LEAD YOU
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A HELPER.AND THE HELPER WILL LEAD YOUINTO ALL TRUTH."
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AND THE HELPER WILL LEAD YOUINTO ALL TRUTH."IT WAS LIKE BEING LIFTED UP
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INTO ALL TRUTH."IT WAS LIKE BEING LIFTED UPFROM A PLACE THAT I DIDN'T
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IT WAS LIKE BEING LIFTED UPFROM A PLACE THAT I DIDN'TBELONG BUT I FOUND MYSELF
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FROM A PLACE THAT I DIDN'TBELONG BUT I FOUND MYSELFIN IT THROUGH CHOICE.
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BELONG BUT I FOUND MYSELFIN IT THROUGH CHOICE.AND THEN THAT CHOICE
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IN IT THROUGH CHOICE.AND THEN THAT CHOICEBECAME AN ADDICTION
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AND THEN THAT CHOICEBECAME AN ADDICTIONAND I COULDN'T CONQUER IT.
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BECAME AN ADDICTIONAND I COULDN'T CONQUER IT.I DIDN'T HAVE
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AND I COULDN'T CONQUER IT.I DIDN'T HAVETHE CAPACITY TO STOP.
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I DIDN'T HAVETHE CAPACITY TO STOP.BUT HE TOOK ME AND SAID,
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THE CAPACITY TO STOP.BUT HE TOOK ME AND SAID,"GIVE ME SOME TIME, GIVE ME
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BUT HE TOOK ME AND SAID,"GIVE ME SOME TIME, GIVE MESOME TIME AND I'LL SPEAK
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"GIVE ME SOME TIME, GIVE MESOME TIME AND I'LL SPEAKTO YOUR HEART."
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SOME TIME AND I'LL SPEAKTO YOUR HEART."SO HE LED ME INTO A SERIES
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TO YOUR HEART."SO HE LED ME INTO A SERIESOF EVENTS, A GROUP THAT
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SO HE LED ME INTO A SERIESOF EVENTS, A GROUP THATI WAS ABLE TO UNDERSTAND
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OF EVENTS, A GROUP THATI WAS ABLE TO UNDERSTANDAND SEE TRANSFORMATION
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I WAS ABLE TO UNDERSTANDAND SEE TRANSFORMATIONHAPPEN IN OTHER PEOPLE;
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AND SEE TRANSFORMATIONHAPPEN IN OTHER PEOPLE;TO GO FROM BEING LOST,
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HAPPEN IN OTHER PEOPLE;TO GO FROM BEING LOST,FORSAKEN, FEELING UNFORGIVEN.
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TO GO FROM BEING LOST,FORSAKEN, FEELING UNFORGIVEN.THEY WEREN'T CAPABLE
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FORSAKEN, FEELING UNFORGIVEN.THEY WEREN'T CAPABLEOF FORGIVING THEMSELVES.
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THEY WEREN'T CAPABLEOF FORGIVING THEMSELVES.I WAS WITNESSING
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OF FORGIVING THEMSELVES.I WAS WITNESSINGLITERALLY HEALING.
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I WAS WITNESSINGLITERALLY HEALING.BUT WHAT I HEARD FOR ME
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LITERALLY HEALING.BUT WHAT I HEARD FOR MEWAS A TRUTH,
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BUT WHAT I HEARD FOR MEWAS A TRUTH,"GIVE ME A MOMENT HERE
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WAS A TRUTH,"GIVE ME A MOMENT HERETO HELP YOU ALONG AND I CAN
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Sheila: THAT'S BEAUTIFUL!
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Sheila: THAT'S BEAUTIFUL!I WAS WONDERING, YOU TOLD
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I WAS WONDERING, YOU TOLDA STORY, WE HAVE
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A STORY, WE HAVEA MUTUAL FRIEND
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BUT I LOVE THE STORY YOU TOLD
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BUT I LOVE THE STORY YOU TOLDOF YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE LUNCH
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BUT I LOVE THE STORY YOU TOLDOF YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE LUNCHWITH PASTOR JACK
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OF YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE LUNCHWITH PASTOR JACKIN THIS NICE RESTAURANT
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WITH PASTOR JACKIN THIS NICE RESTAURANTAND BEFORE YOU GET A CHANCE
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IN THIS NICE RESTAURANTAND BEFORE YOU GET A CHANCETO ORDER YOUR GARLIC BREAD
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AND BEFORE YOU GET A CHANCETO ORDER YOUR GARLIC BREADHE DID SOMETHING...
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TO ORDER YOUR GARLIC BREADHE DID SOMETHING...WOULD YOU TELL US THAT STORY?
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HE DID SOMETHING...WOULD YOU TELL US THAT STORY?I JUST LOVE THAT.
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WOULD YOU TELL US THAT STORY?I JUST LOVE THAT.Craig: WE WERE JUST TALKING
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I JUST LOVE THAT.Craig: WE WERE JUST TALKINGABOUT IT THE OTHER DAY.
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Craig: WE WERE JUST TALKINGABOUT IT THE OTHER DAY.I'VE NEVER BEEN AROUND
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THAT WAS SO SPIRITUAL.
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THAT WAS SO SPIRITUAL.EVERY TIME I MET HIM,
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I WAS FILLED WITH
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I WAS FILLED WITHTHE HOLY SPIRIT.
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I WAS FILLED WITHTHE HOLY SPIRIT.HE'S AN EXTRAORDINARY
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THE HOLY SPIRIT.HE'S AN EXTRAORDINARYHUMAN BEING.
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HE'S AN EXTRAORDINARYHUMAN BEING.HE IS A PASTOR'S PASTOR
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HUMAN BEING.HE IS A PASTOR'S PASTORAS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED.
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HE IS A PASTOR'S PASTORAS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED.I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH.
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AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED.I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH.HE'S BEEN SO GOOD TO ME.
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I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH.HE'S BEEN SO GOOD TO ME.WE HAD GONE TO LUNCH.
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HE'S BEEN SO GOOD TO ME.WE HAD GONE TO LUNCH.WE HAD MADE THIS COMMITMENT.
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WE HAD GONE TO LUNCH.WE HAD MADE THIS COMMITMENT.PASTOR JACK SAID, "I'D LIKE
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WE HAD MADE THIS COMMITMENT.PASTOR JACK SAID, "I'D LIKETO MEET WITH YOU EVERY MONTH."
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PASTOR JACK SAID, "I'D LIKETO MEET WITH YOU EVERY MONTH."IT WAS LIKE, BECAUSE
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TO MEET WITH YOU EVERY MONTH."IT WAS LIKE, BECAUSEI'M NOT SURE WHERE YOU'RE
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IT WAS LIKE, BECAUSEI'M NOT SURE WHERE YOU'REGOING TO BE NEXT MONTH.
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I'M NOT SURE WHERE YOU'REGOING TO BE NEXT MONTH.[Laughing]
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GOING TO BE NEXT MONTH.[Laughing]WE REALLY NEED TO MEET
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[Laughing]WE REALLY NEED TO MEETBECAUSE I NEED
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WE REALLY NEED TO MEETBECAUSE I NEEDTO KEEP YOU STABLE.
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BECAUSE I NEEDTO KEEP YOU STABLE.YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING?
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TO KEEP YOU STABLE.YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING?HE DIDN'T SAY THAT BUT I...
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YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING?HE DIDN'T SAY THAT BUT I...ANYWAY, SO WE'D MEET.
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HE DIDN'T SAY THAT BUT I...ANYWAY, SO WE'D MEET.AND WE WENT TO LUNCH AND
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ANYWAY, SO WE'D MEET.AND WE WENT TO LUNCH ANDIT WAS AN ITALIAN RESTAURANT.
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AND WE WENT TO LUNCH ANDIT WAS AN ITALIAN RESTAURANT.WE SAT DOWN AND WE HADN'T
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IT WAS AN ITALIAN RESTAURANT.WE SAT DOWN AND WE HADN'TORDERED YET AND
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WE SAT DOWN AND WE HADN'TORDERED YET ANDTHE WAITRESS COMES OVER.
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ORDERED YET ANDTHE WAITRESS COMES OVER.I'M LOOKING AT THE APPETIZERS
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THE WAITRESS COMES OVER.I'M LOOKING AT THE APPETIZERSAND I'M GOING TO HAVE
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I'M LOOKING AT THE APPETIZERSAND I'M GOING TO HAVEA GREAT MEAL.
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AND I'M GOING TO HAVEA GREAT MEAL.AND SURE ENOUGH BEFORE
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A GREAT MEAL.AND SURE ENOUGH BEFOREI'D ORDERED ANYTHING,
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AND SURE ENOUGH BEFOREI'D ORDERED ANYTHING,MY GARLIC BREAD, WHICH I WAS
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I'D ORDERED ANYTHING,MY GARLIC BREAD, WHICH I WASREALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO,
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MY GARLIC BREAD, WHICH I WASREALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO,HE LOOKS UP AT THE WAITRESS
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REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO,HE LOOKS UP AT THE WAITRESSAND SAYS, "CAN I ASK YOU
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HE LOOKS UP AT THE WAITRESSAND SAYS, "CAN I ASK YOUA QUESTION?"
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AND SAYS, "CAN I ASK YOUA QUESTION?"AND SHE SAID, "SURE!"
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A QUESTION?"AND SHE SAID, "SURE!"THINKING HE'S GOING TO ASK
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AND SHE SAID, "SURE!"THINKING HE'S GOING TO ASKSOMETHING ABOUT THE MENU.
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THINKING HE'S GOING TO ASKSOMETHING ABOUT THE MENU.HE SAYS, "DO YOU KNOW JESUS?"
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SOMETHING ABOUT THE MENU.HE SAYS, "DO YOU KNOW JESUS?"AND I THOUGHT, OH NO!
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HE SAYS, "DO YOU KNOW JESUS?"AND I THOUGHT, OH NO!THERE ARE PEOPLE IN HERE.
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AND I THOUGHT, OH NO!THERE ARE PEOPLE IN HERE.THIS IS GOING TO BE
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THERE ARE PEOPLE IN HERE.THIS IS GOING TO BELIKE REALLY...
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THIS IS GOING TO BELIKE REALLY...OH GEE, REALLY?
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LIKE REALLY...OH GEE, REALLY?AND SHE SAYS, "WELL, NO,
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OH GEE, REALLY?AND SHE SAYS, "WELL, NO,I'M JEWISH."
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AND SHE SAYS, "WELL, NO,I'M JEWISH."HE SAYS, "THAT'S WONDERFUL!"
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I'M JEWISH."HE SAYS, "THAT'S WONDERFUL!"HE SAID, AGAIN, HE SAID,
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HE SAYS, "THAT'S WONDERFUL!"HE SAID, AGAIN, HE SAID,"DO YOU KNOW JESUS?"
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HE SAID, AGAIN, HE SAID,"DO YOU KNOW JESUS?"AND SHE SAID, "NO, BUT
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"DO YOU KNOW JESUS?"AND SHE SAID, "NO, BUTI'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT
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AND SHE SAID, "NO, BUTI'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUTREADING SOMETHING ABOUT..."
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I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUTREADING SOMETHING ABOUT..."I'M GOING...
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READING SOMETHING ABOUT..."I'M GOING...AT ABOUT THAT TIME, THERE WAS
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I'M GOING...AT ABOUT THAT TIME, THERE WASA PEACE THAT DESCENDED
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AT ABOUT THAT TIME, THERE WASA PEACE THAT DESCENDEDON THAT TABLE AND A GLOW.
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A PEACE THAT DESCENDEDON THAT TABLE AND A GLOW.IT WAS LITERALLY JUST...
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ON THAT TABLE AND A GLOW.IT WAS LITERALLY JUST...IT WAS THE PRESENCE OF GOD.
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IT WAS LITERALLY JUST...IT WAS THE PRESENCE OF GOD.AND HE TALKED TO HER
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IT WAS THE PRESENCE OF GOD.AND HE TALKED TO HERFOR A WHILE AND HE GOT
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AND HE TALKED TO HERFOR A WHILE AND HE GOTHER ADDRESS AND SAID,
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FOR A WHILE AND HE GOTHER ADDRESS AND SAID,"I'LL SEND YOU A BOOK."
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HER ADDRESS AND SAID,"I'LL SEND YOU A BOOK."I THOUGHT, MY GOSH!
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"I'LL SEND YOU A BOOK."I THOUGHT, MY GOSH!SO THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE MEAL
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I THOUGHT, MY GOSH!SO THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE MEALI WAS STUNNED.
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SO THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE MEALI WAS STUNNED.ABOUT FIVE YEARS AGO,
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I WAS STUNNED.ABOUT FIVE YEARS AGO,I'M AT AN EVENT AND I GET
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ABOUT FIVE YEARS AGO,I'M AT AN EVENT AND I GETTAPPED ON THE SHOULDER
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I'M AT AN EVENT AND I GETTAPPED ON THE SHOULDERAND I TURN AROUND
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TAPPED ON THE SHOULDERAND I TURN AROUNDAND THIS GIRL SAYS,
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AND I TURN AROUNDAND THIS GIRL SAYS,"DO YOU REMEMBER ME?"
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AND THIS GIRL SAYS,"DO YOU REMEMBER ME?"AND I SAID, "NO. I DON'T."
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"DO YOU REMEMBER ME?"AND I SAID, "NO. I DON'T."SHE SAYS, "WELL, I WAS
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AND I SAID, "NO. I DON'T."SHE SAYS, "WELL, I WASYOUR WAITRESS AT THAT LUNCH."
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SHE SAYS, "WELL, I WASYOUR WAITRESS AT THAT LUNCH."AND HE HAD SENT HER THE BOOK
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YOUR WAITRESS AT THAT LUNCH."AND HE HAD SENT HER THE BOOKAND SHE SAID, "WOULD YOU
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AND HE HAD SENT HER THE BOOKAND SHE SAID, "WOULD YOUTELL HIM THANK YOU?"
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AND SHE SAID, "WOULD YOUTELL HIM THANK YOU?"AND I SAID...
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TELL HIM THANK YOU?"AND I SAID...I WAS STUNNED.
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AND I SAID...I WAS STUNNED.I WAS STUNNED.
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I WAS STUNNED.I WAS STUNNED.IT WAS LIKE A REVISITATION.
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I WAS STUNNED.IT WAS LIKE A REVISITATION.AND I ALWAYS USED THAT
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IT WAS LIKE A REVISITATION.AND I ALWAYS USED THATFOR ME BECAUSE...
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AND I ALWAYS USED THATFOR ME BECAUSE...MEANING YOU NEVER KNOW.
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FOR ME BECAUSE...MEANING YOU NEVER KNOW.PASTOR JACK HAS THIS CLARITY
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HE KNOWS WHEN TO DO THAT.
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HE KNOWS WHEN TO DO THAT.I'M HESITANT BUT
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I'M HESITANT BUTYOU KNOW WHAT?
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YOU KNOW WHAT?I GOT COURAGE FROM THAT.
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IF I'M HEARING THAT PROMPTING
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IF I'M HEARING THAT PROMPTINGSAYING, TALK TO THAT PERSON.
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IF I'M HEARING THAT PROMPTINGSAYING, TALK TO THAT PERSON.ASK THEM IF THEY KNOW JESUS.
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SAYING, TALK TO THAT PERSON.ASK THEM IF THEY KNOW JESUS.SEE WHERE THEY'RE AT.
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ASK THEM IF THEY KNOW JESUS.SEE WHERE THEY'RE AT.AND I'VE BEEN ABLE TO DO THAT
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SEE WHERE THEY'RE AT.AND I'VE BEEN ABLE TO DO THAT-- FOR THE MOST PART.
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AND I'VE BEEN ABLE TO DO THAT-- FOR THE MOST PART.BUT YEAH, THAT WAS...
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-- FOR THE MOST PART.BUT YEAH, THAT WAS...HE'S EXTRAORDINARY.
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BUT YEAH, THAT WAS...HE'S EXTRAORDINARY.Sheila: HE IS.
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YOU'VE GOT...
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YOU'VE GOT...YOU GO ON IMBd
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YOU GO ON IMBdAND LOOK AT YOUR RESUME
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AND LOOK AT YOUR RESUMEAND YOUR LIST,
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A PROFESSIONAL STANDPOINT
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A PROFESSIONAL STANDPOINTARE JUST UNPARALLELED.
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A PROFESSIONAL STANDPOINTARE JUST UNPARALLELED.YOU'RE ONE OF THE BEST.
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ARE JUST UNPARALLELED.YOU'RE ONE OF THE BEST.BUT WHEN YOU LOOK BACK
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YOU'RE ONE OF THE BEST.BUT WHEN YOU LOOK BACKAT YOUR LIFE AND YOUR FUTURE
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BUT WHEN YOU LOOK BACKAT YOUR LIFE AND YOUR FUTUREAS WELL, WHAT DO YOU WANT
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AT YOUR LIFE AND YOUR FUTUREAS WELL, WHAT DO YOU WANTTO BE KNOWN FOR?
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AS WELL, WHAT DO YOU WANTTO BE KNOWN FOR?Craig: WELL, AS A CHILD
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I THINK AS A FATHER,
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I THINK AS A FATHER,I'VE BEEN ABLE TO REINSTITUTE
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REENERGIZE AND REVISIT
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REENERGIZE AND REVISITMY LIFE AS A FATHER.
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REENERGIZE AND REVISITMY LIFE AS A FATHER.IT'S LIKE...
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MY LIFE AS A FATHER.IT'S LIKE...I WISH, RANDY, HONESTLY,
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IT'S LIKE...I WISH, RANDY, HONESTLY,IT'S GOD'S TIMING.
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I WISH, RANDY, HONESTLY,IT'S GOD'S TIMING.IF I CAN BE OF SERVICE
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IT'S GOD'S TIMING.IF I CAN BE OF SERVICEAND BE OF SERVICE TO GOD
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IF I CAN BE OF SERVICEAND BE OF SERVICE TO GODI THINK THAT'S ALL I CAN BE.
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AND BE OF SERVICE TO GODI THINK THAT'S ALL I CAN BE.I HAVE TO STAY TRUE TO THAT.
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I THINK THAT'S ALL I CAN BE.I HAVE TO STAY TRUE TO THAT.I HAVE TO STAY TRUE TO THAT
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I HAVE TO STAY TRUE TO THAT.I HAVE TO STAY TRUE TO THAT-- LIVING A TRUTHFUL LIFE.
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I HAVE TO STAY TRUE TO THAT-- LIVING A TRUTHFUL LIFE.AND THE TRUTH COMES TO ME
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-- LIVING A TRUTHFUL LIFE.AND THE TRUTH COMES TO METHROUGH THE WORD OF GOD
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AND THE TRUTH COMES TO METHROUGH THE WORD OF GODAND THAT IS THE BIBLE.
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THROUGH THE WORD OF GODAND THAT IS THE BIBLE.SO I'M PURSUING A KIND OF
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AND THAT IS THE BIBLE.SO I'M PURSUING A KIND OFPROGRAM FOR ME THAT GETS ME
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SO I'M PURSUING A KIND OFPROGRAM FOR ME THAT GETS MEINVOLVED AND GETS ME
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PROGRAM FOR ME THAT GETS MEINVOLVED AND GETS MEINTO THE BIBLE AND GETS ME
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INVOLVED AND GETS MEINTO THE BIBLE AND GETS MEUNCOVERING, DISCOVERING
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INTO THE BIBLE AND GETS MEUNCOVERING, DISCOVERINGGOD'S LETTER TO US.
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UNCOVERING, DISCOVERINGGOD'S LETTER TO US.I'M FINDING JUST SO MUCH
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GOD'S LETTER TO US.I'M FINDING JUST SO MUCHTRUTH, ESPECIALLY NOW!
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I'M FINDING JUST SO MUCHTRUTH, ESPECIALLY NOW!ESPECIALLY...
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TRUTH, ESPECIALLY NOW!ESPECIALLY...I FEEL TWO WAYS ABOUT
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ESPECIALLY...I FEEL TWO WAYS ABOUTWHAT'S GOING ON AND ONE,
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I FEEL TWO WAYS ABOUTWHAT'S GOING ON AND ONE,I'M VERY, VERY ENCOURAGED
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WHAT'S GOING ON AND ONE,I'M VERY, VERY ENCOURAGEDBECAUSE IT'S GOTTEN...
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I'M VERY, VERY ENCOURAGEDBECAUSE IT'S GOTTEN...IT'S GIVEN PEOPLE
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BECAUSE IT'S GOTTEN...IT'S GIVEN PEOPLETIME TO THINK.
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IT'S GIVEN PEOPLETIME TO THINK.IT'S ALL ABOUT A CHANGE
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TIME TO THINK.IT'S ALL ABOUT A CHANGEOF HEART AND THAT ONLY COMES
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IT'S ALL ABOUT A CHANGEOF HEART AND THAT ONLY COMESFROM ONE PLACE.
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OF HEART AND THAT ONLY COMESFROM ONE PLACE.GOD CHANGES HEARTS
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FROM ONE PLACE.GOD CHANGES HEARTSAND CHANGES MINDS.
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GOD CHANGES HEARTSAND CHANGES MINDS.I THINK THAT'S BEAUTIFUL.
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AND CHANGES MINDS.I THINK THAT'S BEAUTIFUL.I THINK THAT'S WONDERFUL.
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I THINK THAT'S BEAUTIFUL.I THINK THAT'S WONDERFUL.THEN ON THE OTHER SIDE OF IT,
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I THINK THAT'S WONDERFUL.THEN ON THE OTHER SIDE OF IT,I SEE THIS WHOLE THING ABOUT
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THEN ON THE OTHER SIDE OF IT,I SEE THIS WHOLE THING ABOUTBEING SPIRITUAL WARFARE, AND
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I SEE THIS WHOLE THING ABOUTBEING SPIRITUAL WARFARE, ANDTHAT WE'RE IN A BATTLE HERE.
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BEING SPIRITUAL WARFARE, ANDTHAT WE'RE IN A BATTLE HERE.THE ONLY THING I CAN DO,
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THAT WE'RE IN A BATTLE HERE.THE ONLY THING I CAN DO,RANDY AND SHEILA, I BELIEVE
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THE ONLY THING I CAN DO,RANDY AND SHEILA, I BELIEVETHAT I'VE LEARNED IS IF
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RANDY AND SHEILA, I BELIEVETHAT I'VE LEARNED IS IFI TAKE CARE OF MYSELF AND
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THAT I'VE LEARNED IS IFI TAKE CARE OF MYSELF ANDI'M A CHILD OF GOD AND
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I TAKE CARE OF MYSELF ANDI'M A CHILD OF GOD ANDI STAY THERE, THEN I'M OKAY
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I'M A CHILD OF GOD ANDI STAY THERE, THEN I'M OKAY-- AND I'LL BE OKAY.
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FOR THE FIRST THREE OR FOUR
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FOR THE FIRST THREE OR FOURWEEKS OF THE LOCKDOWN,
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WEEKS OF THE LOCKDOWN,LIKE I'M AN INTROVERT,
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LIKE I'M AN INTROVERT,I LIKE QUIET AND PEACE
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I LIKE QUIET AND PEACEAND MY HUSBAND IS AN EXTROVERT
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AND MY HUSBAND IS AN EXTROVERTAND HE LIKES TO TALK A LOT
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AND HE LIKES TO TALK A LOTAND BE AROUND A LOT OF PEOPLE.
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AND BE AROUND A LOT OF PEOPLE.AT FIRST I THOUGHT, I'M NOT
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AT FIRST I THOUGHT, I'M NOTSURE, I DON'T KNOW WHETHER
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SURE, I DON'T KNOW WHETHERIT IS TECHNICALLY LEGAL
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DURING COVID-19 BECAUSE
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DURING COVID-19 BECAUSETHEY'RE JUST TALKING TOO MUCH
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DURING COVID-19 BECAUSETHEY'RE JUST TALKING TOO MUCHBUT I WONDERED HOW HAS IT BEEN
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THEY'RE JUST TALKING TOO MUCHBUT I WONDERED HOW HAS IT BEENFOR YOU AS A FAMILY?
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BUT I WONDERED HOW HAS IT BEENFOR YOU AS A FAMILY?BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY WE'RE LIVING
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FOR YOU AS A FAMILY?BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY WE'RE LIVINGIN A NEW NORMAL,
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BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY WE'RE LIVINGIN A NEW NORMAL,WHAT'S THAT BEEN LIKE
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IN A NEW NORMAL,WHAT'S THAT BEEN LIKEFOR YOU AND YOUR WIFE?
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WHAT'S THAT BEEN LIKEFOR YOU AND YOUR WIFE?Craig: IT'S BEEN GREAT
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FOR YOU AND YOUR WIFE?Craig: IT'S BEEN GREATFOR DORIA AND I.
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Craig: IT'S BEEN GREATFOR DORIA AND I.OUR MORNING CONSISTS
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FOR DORIA AND I.OUR MORNING CONSISTSOF OKAY, WE GET UP.
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OUR MORNING CONSISTSOF OKAY, WE GET UP.WE CHECK OUT ROBERT MORRIS'S
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OF OKAY, WE GET UP.WE CHECK OUT ROBERT MORRIS'SSERMONS ONLINE.
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WE CHECK OUT ROBERT MORRIS'SSERMONS ONLINE.WE WATCH THAT. MAKE NOTES.
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SERMONS ONLINE.WE WATCH THAT. MAKE NOTES.LIKE TODAY'S NOTE FOR ME
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WE WATCH THAT. MAKE NOTES.LIKE TODAY'S NOTE FOR MEWAS "RECKLESS ABANDON"
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LIKE TODAY'S NOTE FOR MEWAS "RECKLESS ABANDON"WHICH SIGNIFIES TO ME,
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WAS "RECKLESS ABANDON"WHICH SIGNIFIES TO ME,GO FOR IT.
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WHICH SIGNIFIES TO ME,GO FOR IT.LET YOURSELF GO IN CHRIST.
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GO FOR IT.LET YOURSELF GO IN CHRIST.WE HAVE DISCUSSIONS.
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LET YOURSELF GO IN CHRIST.WE HAVE DISCUSSIONS.WE HAVE A SUNDAY MORNING
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WE HAVE DISCUSSIONS.WE HAVE A SUNDAY MORNINGMEETING AT CHURCH, THE ZOOM
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WE HAVE A SUNDAY MORNINGMEETING AT CHURCH, THE ZOOMSTUFF AND THEN WE HAVE
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MEETING AT CHURCH, THE ZOOMSTUFF AND THEN WE HAVEA CONNECT HOUR.
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STUFF AND THEN WE HAVEA CONNECT HOUR.AND THEN I HAVE A GROUP
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A CONNECT HOUR.AND THEN I HAVE A GROUPOF GUYS HERE AT THE HOUSE
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AND THEN I HAVE A GROUPOF GUYS HERE AT THE HOUSEEVERY THURSDAY;
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OF GUYS HERE AT THE HOUSEEVERY THURSDAY;IT'S A MEN'S GROUP.
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EVERY THURSDAY;IT'S A MEN'S GROUP.IT STARTED OUT AS THREE GUYS
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IT'S A MEN'S GROUP.IT STARTED OUT AS THREE GUYSNOW IT'S LIKE 15.
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IT STARTED OUT AS THREE GUYSNOW IT'S LIKE 15.BUT ANYWAYS,
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NOW IT'S LIKE 15.BUT ANYWAYS,IT'S ALL AROUND RECOVERY.
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ARE CHRISTIAN.
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ARE CHRISTIAN.A COUPLE GUYS HAVE BEEN SAVED
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A COUPLE GUYS HAVE BEEN SAVED-- A COUPLE OF GUYS HAVE
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-- A COUPLE OF GUYS HAVECOME TO CHRIST HERE.
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IT'S BEEN LIKE ENORMOUS.
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IT'S BEEN LIKE ENORMOUS.IT'S SO COOL.
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IT'S BEEN LIKE ENORMOUS.IT'S SO COOL.IT'S SO WONDERFUL!
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IT'S SO COOL.IT'S SO WONDERFUL!OVERALL I THINK
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IT'S SO WONDERFUL!OVERALL I THINKIT'S BEEN WONDERFUL.
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OVERALL I THINKIT'S BEEN WONDERFUL.IT'S GIVEN ME THE TIME
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IT'S BEEN WONDERFUL.IT'S GIVEN ME THE TIMETO FIND OUT MORE ABOUT
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IT'S GIVEN ME THE TIMETO FIND OUT MORE ABOUTWHO HE IS AND WHO I AM
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TO FIND OUT MORE ABOUTWHO HE IS AND WHO I AMAND HOW DO I FIT IN?
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WHO HE IS AND WHO I AMAND HOW DO I FIT IN?BUT THAT'S WHERE I'VE BEEN
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AND HOW DO I FIT IN?BUT THAT'S WHERE I'VE BEENSPENDING MY TIME,
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BUT THAT'S WHERE I'VE BEENSPENDING MY TIME,AND THE TWO OF US.
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I'VE TALKED TO PEOPLE
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I'VE TALKED TO PEOPLEWHO STRUGGLED WITH ADDICTIONS
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WHO STRUGGLED WITH ADDICTIONSOR RAN FROM GOD
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OR RAN FROM GODAND THEN THEY COME BACK.
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AND THEN THEY COME BACK.SOMETIMES THE HARDEST PERSON
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SOMETIMES THE HARDEST PERSONTO FORGIVE CAN BE YOURSELF.
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TO FORGIVE CAN BE YOURSELF.AND THEN UNDERSTANDING THE
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REALLY MEANS TO WHERE
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REALLY MEANS TO WHEREGOD CAN WORK EVERYTHING
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REALLY MEANS TO WHEREGOD CAN WORK EVERYTHINGHE WANTS TO WORK
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GOD CAN WORK EVERYTHINGHE WANTS TO WORKEVEN IF WE FEEL LIKE
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HE WANTS TO WORKEVEN IF WE FEEL LIKEWE'VE WASTED TIME SOMETIMES.
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EVEN IF WE FEEL LIKEWE'VE WASTED TIME SOMETIMES.WHAT HAVE YOU SEEN
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WE'VE WASTED TIME SOMETIMES.WHAT HAVE YOU SEENIN YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE
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WHAT HAVE YOU SEENIN YOUR OWN EXPERIENCEWHERE SOMETIMES THE PAST
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IN YOUR OWN EXPERIENCEWHERE SOMETIMES THE PASTCAN BE HARD TO LEAVE BEHIND?
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WHERE SOMETIMES THE PASTCAN BE HARD TO LEAVE BEHIND?BUT YET THAT'S WHAT YOU HAVE
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CAN BE HARD TO LEAVE BEHIND?BUT YET THAT'S WHAT YOU HAVETO DO TO REALLY FIND
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BUT YET THAT'S WHAT YOU HAVETO DO TO REALLY FINDTHE FULL STORY OF GOD
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TO DO TO REALLY FINDTHE FULL STORY OF GODIN YOUR LIFE.
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THE FULL STORY OF GODIN YOUR LIFE.Craig: RIGHT.
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IN YOUR LIFE.Craig: RIGHT.THE REAL PHENOMENAL CHANGE
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Craig: RIGHT.THE REAL PHENOMENAL CHANGEIS WHEN WE MAKE AMENDS
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THE REAL PHENOMENAL CHANGEIS WHEN WE MAKE AMENDSTO THOSE PEOPLE
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IS WHEN WE MAKE AMENDSTO THOSE PEOPLETHAT WE'VE HARMED.
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TO THOSE PEOPLETHAT WE'VE HARMED.THROUGH THE PROGRAM I WAS
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THAT WE'VE HARMED.THROUGH THE PROGRAM I WASINVOLVED IN, THAT'S ONE
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THROUGH THE PROGRAM I WASINVOLVED IN, THAT'S ONEOF THE STEPS THAT YOU DO.
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INVOLVED IN, THAT'S ONEOF THE STEPS THAT YOU DO.I WAS LED BY A GUY WHO WAS
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OF THE STEPS THAT YOU DO.I WAS LED BY A GUY WHO WASSPIRITUAL AND ENDED
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I WAS LED BY A GUY WHO WASSPIRITUAL AND ENDEDHIS PROGRAM AND
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SPIRITUAL AND ENDEDHIS PROGRAM ANDTHEN THROUGH IT.
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HIS PROGRAM ANDTHEN THROUGH IT.AND IN THE AMENDS STEP,
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THEN THROUGH IT.AND IN THE AMENDS STEP,AND IT ISN'T NECESSARILY TRUE
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AND IN THE AMENDS STEP,AND IT ISN'T NECESSARILY TRUETHAT THEY FORGIVE YOU.
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AND IT ISN'T NECESSARILY TRUETHAT THEY FORGIVE YOU.BUT YOU ARE MAKING AMENDS,
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THAT THEY FORGIVE YOU.BUT YOU ARE MAKING AMENDS,YOU'RE CONFESSING,
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BUT YOU ARE MAKING AMENDS,YOU'RE CONFESSING,YOU'RE REPENTING.
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YOU'RE CONFESSING,YOU'RE REPENTING.BUT THE THING ABOUT...
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YOU'RE REPENTING.BUT THE THING ABOUT...RANDY, THE THING ABOUT IT
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BUT THE THING ABOUT...RANDY, THE THING ABOUT ITIS IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL.
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RANDY, THE THING ABOUT ITIS IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL.AS BROKEN AND AS DISCOURAGED
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IS IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL.AS BROKEN AND AS DISCOURAGEDAND AS PHENOMENALLY DISQUIETED
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AS BROKEN AND AS DISCOURAGEDAND AS PHENOMENALLY DISQUIETEDAS I WAS, BECAUSE
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AND AS PHENOMENALLY DISQUIETEDAS I WAS, BECAUSEOF THOSE THINGS AND
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AS I WAS, BECAUSEOF THOSE THINGS ANDBECAUSE OF MY PERSONALITY,
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OF THOSE THINGS ANDBECAUSE OF MY PERSONALITY,MY DEPENDENCE ON
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BECAUSE OF MY PERSONALITY,MY DEPENDENCE ONHIS FORGIVENESS,
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MY DEPENDENCE ONHIS FORGIVENESS,MY DEPENDENCY ON HIS MIRACLE
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HIS FORGIVENESS,MY DEPENDENCY ON HIS MIRACLEIN MY LIFE, A DAY AT A TIME
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MY DEPENDENCY ON HIS MIRACLEIN MY LIFE, A DAY AT A TIMEKEEPS ME GLUED
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IN MY LIFE, A DAY AT A TIMEKEEPS ME GLUEDAND KEEPS ME IN THERE
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SO THAT DEPENDENCE THAT
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SO THAT DEPENDENCE THATI HAVE, MY PERSONALITY,
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AND ALL OF THE...
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AND ALL OF THE...I HEARD...
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AND ALL OF THE...I HEARD...I'LL JUST SAY THIS
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I HEARD...I'LL JUST SAY THISREAL QUICKLY.
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I'LL JUST SAY THISREAL QUICKLY.ALL OF THE THINGS I TOOK IN,
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REAL QUICKLY.ALL OF THE THINGS I TOOK IN,RANDY, THAT I SHOULDN'T
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ALL OF THE THINGS I TOOK IN,RANDY, THAT I SHOULDN'THAVE SEEN, THE THINGS
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RANDY, THAT I SHOULDN'THAVE SEEN, THE THINGSI SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE,
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HAVE SEEN, THE THINGSI SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE,THE THINGS THAT I WAS
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I SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE,THE THINGS THAT I WASINVOLVED IN THAT I SHOULDN'T
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THE THINGS THAT I WASINVOLVED IN THAT I SHOULDN'THAVE BEEN A PART OF,
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INVOLVED IN THAT I SHOULDN'THAVE BEEN A PART OF,ALL OPENED ME UP
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HAVE BEEN A PART OF,ALL OPENED ME UPTO A WHOLE RANGE OF THINGS
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ALL OPENED ME UPTO A WHOLE RANGE OF THINGSI SHOULD NOT HAVE ENDURED
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TO A WHOLE RANGE OF THINGSI SHOULD NOT HAVE ENDUREDBUT I DID.
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I SHOULD NOT HAVE ENDUREDBUT I DID.AND GOD HAS REMOVED
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BUT I DID.AND GOD HAS REMOVEDTHOSE THINGS.
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AND GOD HAS REMOVEDTHOSE THINGS.HE'S REMOVED THE PENALTY
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THOSE THINGS.HE'S REMOVED THE PENALTYTHAT I THINK I SHOULD PAY.
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HE'S REMOVED THE PENALTYTHAT I THINK I SHOULD PAY.Sheila: THAT IS SO POWERFUL!
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THAT I THINK I SHOULD PAY.Sheila: THAT IS SO POWERFUL!IT IS AMAZING WHAT GOD
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Sheila: THAT IS SO POWERFUL!IT IS AMAZING WHAT GODWILL DO WITH A BROKEN LIFE
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IT IS AMAZING WHAT GODWILL DO WITH A BROKEN LIFEWHEN YOU GIVE HIM
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WILL DO WITH A BROKEN LIFEWHEN YOU GIVE HIMALL THE PIECES.
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WHEN YOU GIVE HIMALL THE PIECES.WE'RE GOING TO ASK
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ALL THE PIECES.WE'RE GOING TO ASKOUR AUDIENCE NOW TO TAKE
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WE'RE GOING TO ASKOUR AUDIENCE NOW TO TAKEA LOOK AT SOMETHING.
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OUR AUDIENCE NOW TO TAKEA LOOK AT SOMETHING.WE HAVE A REAL HEART
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A LOOK AT SOMETHING.WE HAVE A REAL HEARTTO REACH OUT AND BE THE HANDS
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WE HAVE A REAL HEARTTO REACH OUT AND BE THE HANDSAND FEET OF JESUS TO SOME
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I HAVE TO TELL YOU,
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I LOOK FORWARD
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TO THIS CAMPAIGN EVERY YEAR --
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CHRISTMAS SHOES AND SMILES.
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A SMILE, IT'S SOMETHING
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YOU JUST TAKE FOR GRANTED.
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BUT FOR SO MANY OF THESE
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CHILDREN AROUND THE WORLD,
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WHEN THEY'RE BORN WITH
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CLEFT LIP, CLEFT PALATE,
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THERE IS SO MUCH SUPERSTITION
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IN MANY OF THE VILLAGES
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AND MANY OF THE COUNTRIES.
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AND SOMETIMES, A CHILD BORN
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LIKE THAT IS LOOKED ON
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AS CURSED.
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CAN YOU IMAGINE THE GIFT
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THAT YOU GIVE TO A MOTHER
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WHEN YOU SAY, NOT ONLY
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DO YOU SEE HER, BUT YOU SEE
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HER CHILD AND YOU SEE
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A NEED AND YOU'RE STEPPING UP?
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AND THE DIFFERENCE
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IT MAKES IS NIGHT AND DAY.
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Randy: SO I WANT YOU TO
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HELP US PROVIDE THE SMILES
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WITH THE SHOES.
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AND I ALSO THINK THERE ARE
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SOME OF YOU OUT THERE THAT
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CAN HELP PROVIDE THAT SMILE
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THAT'S ONLY POSSIBLE THROUGH
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THE CORRECTIVE SURGERY;
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THOSE RUN ABOUT $500
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ON AVERAGE.
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BUT I THINK SOME OF YOU
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CAN DO THAT.
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AND IF YOU CAN, I JUST ASK
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THAT YOU WOULD JUST PAUSE
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AND SAY, "LORD, WHAT WOULD
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YOU HAVE ME DO?"
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AND THEN DO IT!
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BUT WITH THE SHOES, $36
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PROVIDES TEN PAIRS OF SHOES.
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SO THIS IS NOT A LARGE THING.
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WHATEVER YOU CAN DO,
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YOU CAN PROVIDE 50 PAIRS
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OF SHOES FOR $180.
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MY HOPE, SHEILA IS THAT
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PEOPLE WILL JUST SAY,
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"YOU KNOW WHAT?
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I'M GOING TO DO SOMETHING
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THIS YEAR TO PUT A SMILE
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ON A CHILD'S FACE
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THROUGH THE SHOES,
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THROUGH THE SURGERIES."
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JUST BE A PART OF THE JOY
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OF CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR
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WITH THE SHOES AND THE SMILES.
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POVERTY ISA KILLER
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AND BECAUSE OF ITCHILDREN NEEDLESSLY SUFFER,
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NOT ONLY FROM A LACKOF FOOD AND CLEAN WATER,
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BUT ALSO FROM A LACK OF THINGSWE OFTEN TAKE FOR GRANTED
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LIKE A SIMPLEPAIR OF SHOES.
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FAR TOO MANY CHILDRENLIVING IN EXTREME POVERTY
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HAVE NEVER OWNEDA NEW PAIR OF SHOES.
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AND WHILE THATMAY SEEM MINOR
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IN LIGHT OFALL THEIR NEEDS,
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WALKING WITH BARE FEETPUTS THEM AT RISK
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OF LIFE-THREATENINGINFECTIONS AND DISEASE
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THAT COULD LEAD TOCRIPPLING CONSEQUENCES
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AND EVEN DEATH.
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BY RESPONDING TODAY,
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YOU WILL HELP SECURE AND MAKEREADY 150.000 CHRISTMAS SHOES
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TO BE SHIPPED AND DELIVEREDTO CHILDREN AROUND THE WORLD
00:21:26.007 --> 00:21:28.276
JUST IN TIMEFOR THE HOLIDAYS.
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YOUR GIFT OF $36
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WILL HELP PROVIDETEN PAIRS OF SHOES.
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A GIFT OF $72 WILL HELPPROVIDE 20 PAIRS.
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AND A GIFTOF $180
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WILL HELP PROVIDE50 PAIRS OF CHRISTMAS SHOES
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FOR CHILDRENIN NEED.
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AS A THANK YOU FOR YOURGIFT OF SUPPORT,
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BE SURE TO REQUESTTHIS BEAUTIFULLY CRAFTED
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BLUE CRYSTALSHOE ORNAMENT.
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A TREASURE TO DISPLAYAT EACH CHRISTMAS.
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WITH YOUR GIFTOF $100 OR MORE,
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YOU MAY ALSO REQUESTTHIS KEEPSAKE BOXED SET
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OF ALL LIFE'SCHRISTMAS SHOE ORNAMENTS.
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FINALLY, PLEASE CONSIDERA GIFT OF $1.000 OR MORE
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TO HELP PROVIDE275 PAIRS OF SHOES
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OR TWO CHILDREN WITHCORRECTIVE CLEFT LIPOR PALATE SURGERIES.
00:22:04.913 --> 00:22:08.183
AND YOU MAY REQUESTTHE BEAUTIFUL
00:22:08.283 --> 00:22:10.185
"A MOTHER'S STRENGTH"BRONZE SCULPTURE.
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PLEASE CALL, WRITE, ORMAKE YOUR GIFT ONLINE TODAY!
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Randy: I DO HOPE YOU'LL GIVE
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Randy: I DO HOPE YOU'LL GIVETHE BEST GIFT YOU CAN.
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Randy: I DO HOPE YOU'LL GIVETHE BEST GIFT YOU CAN.WE REALLY CAN MAKE
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THE BEST GIFT YOU CAN.WE REALLY CAN MAKETHIS CHRISTMAS SPECIAL
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WE REALLY CAN MAKETHIS CHRISTMAS SPECIALFOR SO MANY.
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THIS CHRISTMAS SPECIALFOR SO MANY.YOU KNOW, SHEILA, TODAY'S
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Sheila: OH I JUST
00:22:31.139 --> 00:22:32.808
Sheila: OH I JUSTABSOLUTELY LOVED IT.
00:22:32.808 --> 00:22:34.876
ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT.YOU ARE JUST THE MOST
00:22:34.876 --> 00:22:36.645
YOU ARE JUST THE MOSTBEAUTIFUL BROTHER IN CHRIST.
00:22:36.645 --> 00:22:37.712
BEAUTIFUL BROTHER IN CHRIST.I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU,
00:22:37.712 --> 00:22:39.281
I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU,CRAIG, SO MUCH FOR JOINING
00:22:39.281 --> 00:22:40.682
CRAIG, SO MUCH FOR JOININGRANDY AND I TODAY.
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RANDY AND I TODAY.IT WAS AMAZING!
00:22:41.750 --> 00:22:42.818
THANK YOU.
00:22:44.052 --> 00:22:45.320
THANK YOU.IT WAS REALLY GREAT
00:22:45.320 --> 00:22:46.388
THANK YOU.IT WAS REALLY GREATTO BE HERE.
00:22:46.388 --> 00:22:47.522
IT WAS REALLY GREATTO BE HERE.IT'S GREAT TO BE ABLE
00:22:47.522 --> 00:22:48.824
TO BE HERE.IT'S GREAT TO BE ABLETO TALK ABOUT THE EXPERIENCE
00:22:48.824 --> 00:22:50.091
IT'S GREAT TO BE ABLETO TALK ABOUT THE EXPERIENCEOF GOD IN YOUR LIFE.
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TO TALK ABOUT THE EXPERIENCEOF GOD IN YOUR LIFE.Sheila: AMEN!
00:22:51.226 --> 00:22:52.294
OF GOD IN YOUR LIFE.Sheila: AMEN!WELL, WE'LL SEE YOU
00:22:52.294 --> 00:22:53.361
Sheila: AMEN!WELL, WE'LL SEE YOUNEXT TIME, FOLKS.
00:22:53.361 --> 00:22:54.496
WELL, WE'LL SEE YOUNEXT TIME, FOLKS.THANKS FOR JOINING RANDY
00:22:54.496 --> 00:22:55.564
NEXT TIME, FOLKS.THANKS FOR JOINING RANDYAND I ON LIFE TODAY .
00:22:55.564 --> 00:22:57.999
♪
00:23:12.948 --> 00:23:20.222
♪
00:23:25.894 --> 00:23:32.000
♪ BY HIS STRIPESWE ARE HEALED ♪
00:23:36.805 --> 00:23:42.844
♪ BY HIS NAIL-PIERCED HANDSWE'RE FREE ♪
00:23:42.944 --> 00:23:49.251
♪ BY HIS BLOODWE'RE WASHED CLEAN ♪
00:23:49.351 --> 00:23:55.557
♪ NOW WE HAVETHE VICTORY ♪
00:23:55.657 --> 00:24:00.362
♪ THE POWER OF SINIS BROKEN ♪
00:24:03.064 --> 00:24:06.167
♪ JESUSOVERCAME IT ALL ♪
00:24:06.268 --> 00:24:12.774
♪ HE HAS WONOUR FREEDOM ♪
00:24:15.744 --> 00:24:18.880
♪ JESUSHAS WON IT ALL ♪
00:24:18.980 --> 00:24:23.451
♪ HALLELUJAH!YOU HAVE WON THE VICTORY ♪
00:24:29.291 --> 00:24:40.869
♪ HALLELUJAH!YOU HAVE WON IT ALL FOR ME ♪
00:24:41.903 --> 00:24:51.880
♪ DEATH COULD NOTHOLD YOU DOWN ♪
00:24:51.980 --> 00:24:58.186
♪ YOU ARETHE RISEN KING ♪
00:24:58.286 --> 00:25:04.526
♪ SEATED IN MAJESTY ♪
00:25:04.626 --> 00:25:09.764
♪ YOU ARETHE RISEN KING ♪
00:25:10.966 --> 00:25:16.638
♪ OUR GOD IS RISENHE IS ALIVE ♪
00:25:17.839 --> 00:25:23.945
♪ HE WON THE VICTORYHE REIGNS ON HIGH ♪
00:25:24.045 --> 00:25:30.218
♪ OUR GOD IS RISENHE IS ALIVE ♪
00:25:30.318 --> 00:25:36.558
♪ HE WON THE VICTORYHE REIGNS ON HIGH ♪
00:25:36.658 --> 00:25:42.897
♪ OUR GOD IS RISENHE IS ALIVE ♪
00:25:42.998 --> 00:25:49.237
♪ HE WON THE VICTORYHE REIGNS ON HIGH ♪
00:25:49.337 --> 00:25:55.543
♪ OUR GOD IS RISENHE IS ALIVE ♪
00:25:55.644 --> 00:26:01.883
♪ HE WON THE VICTORYHE REIGNS ON HIGH ♪
00:26:01.983 --> 00:26:10.258
♪ HALLELUJAH!YOU HAVE WON THE VICTORY ♪
00:26:10.358 --> 00:26:19.434
♪ HALLELUJAH!YOU HAVE WON IT ALL FOR ME ♪
00:26:22.937 --> 00:26:32.981
♪ DEATH COULD NOTHOLD YOU DOWN ♪
00:26:33.081 --> 00:26:39.454
♪ YOU ARETHE RISEN KING ♪
00:26:39.554 --> 00:26:45.593
♪ SEATED IN MAJESTY ♪
00:26:45.694 --> 00:26:50.131
♪ YOU ARETHE RISEN KING ♪
00:26:52.100 --> 00:26:58.406
- IF ANYBODY EVER FOUND OUTWHAT I WAS REALLY BATTLING
00:27:02.210 --> 00:27:05.313
I WOULD LOSE MY MARRIAGE,I WOULD LOSE MY CHURCH,
00:27:05.413 --> 00:27:08.349
I WOULD LOSEMY LIGHT.
00:27:08.450 --> 00:27:10.552
NEXT WEEK!
00:27:10.652 --> 00:27:12.554
LIFE TODAY IS MADEPOSSIBLE BY THE SUPPORTERS OFLIFE OUTREACH INTERNATIONAL.
00:27:12.654 --> 00:27:16.057
YOUR GIFT WILL BE USEDEXCLUSIVELY FOR THE EXEMPTPURPOSES OF LIFE.
00:27:16.157 --> 00:27:19.160
THE MINISTRY FEATURESSPECIFIC OUTREACHES
00:27:19.260 --> 00:27:21.229
AS EXAMPLES OF THE PROGRAMSIT SUPPORTS AND CONDUCTS.
00:27:21.329 --> 00:27:23.298
GIFTS ARE CONSIDEREDTO BE WITHOUT RESTRICTION
00:27:23.398 --> 00:27:25.366
AS TO USE UNLESS EXPLICITLYSTIPULATED BY THE DONOR.
00:27:25.467 --> 00:27:27.502
THE MINISTRY IS A MEMBEROF THE E.C.F.A.
00:27:27.602 --> 00:27:29.838

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