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Carlos Whittaker | Enter Wild

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October 15, 2020
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The authors and speakers discuss the moment their marriage nearly feel apart and how they put it back together again.

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  • NEXT ONLIFE TODAY!
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  • HEATHER EXPLAINS THE LETTERSHE WROTE TO CARLOS
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  • AFTER THEIR MARRIAGEFELL APART.
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  • - THERE IS JUST POWERIN WORDS, RIGHT?
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  • AND SO ALTHOUGHHE HAD A BROKEN SIDE,
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  • HE WAS STILL CARLOS.HE STILL HAS GOD IN HIM.
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  • HE STILL HAS BEAUTIFULAND LOVING ATTRIBUTES TO HIM.
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  • - IT WAS STILLVERY FINAL.
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  • - BECAUSE IT WAS FINAL.THAT'S WHAT IT WAS.
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  • IT WAS LIKETHIS IS IT BUT LIKE...
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  • - THE MARRIAGE IS OVERBUT I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW
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  • WHY I LOVED YOUWHILE WE WERE MARRIED.
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  • Randy: WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY !
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  • Randy: WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY !I'M RANDY ROBISON.
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  • Randy: WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY !I'M RANDY ROBISON.SHEILA IS WITH ME AS ALWAYS.
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  • I'M RANDY ROBISON.SHEILA IS WITH ME AS ALWAYS.IT'S GOOD TO HAVE YOU.
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  • SHEILA IS WITH ME AS ALWAYS.IT'S GOOD TO HAVE YOU.YOU KNOW WHAT?
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  • SOMETHING THAT APPLIES
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  • SOMETHING THAT APPLIESTO ALL OF US.
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  • SOMETHING THAT APPLIESTO ALL OF US.THAT IS THE IDEA
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  • TO ALL OF US.THAT IS THE IDEAOF REDEMPTION.
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  • THAT IS THE IDEAOF REDEMPTION.OF GOD TAKING THE MESS
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  • OF REDEMPTION.OF GOD TAKING THE MESSIN OUR LIVES AND MAKING
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  • OF GOD TAKING THE MESSIN OUR LIVES AND MAKINGSOMETHING BEAUTIFUL
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  • IN OUR LIVES AND MAKINGSOMETHING BEAUTIFULAND GLORIFYING HIM
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  • SOMETHING BEAUTIFULAND GLORIFYING HIMTHROUGH THE PROCESS.
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  • AND GLORIFYING HIMTHROUGH THE PROCESS.WE HAVE A WONDERFUL COUPLE
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  • THE PRIVILEGE OF TALKING
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  • BUT HIS WIFE IS WITH US.
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  • BUT HIS WIFE IS WITH US.CARLOS AND HEATHER WHITTAKER,
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  • BUT HIS WIFE IS WITH US.CARLOS AND HEATHER WHITTAKER,WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY !
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  • CARLOS AND HEATHER WHITTAKER,WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY !Carlos: THANK YOU SO MUCH
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  • WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY !Carlos: THANK YOU SO MUCHFOR HAVING US.
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  • Carlos: THANK YOU SO MUCHFOR HAVING US.Randy: SO GOOD TO HAVE YOU.
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  • FOR HAVING US.Randy: SO GOOD TO HAVE YOU.I GUESS WE SHOULD
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  • Randy: SO GOOD TO HAVE YOU.I GUESS WE SHOULDHOLD UP THIS BOOK.
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  • I GUESS WE SHOULDHOLD UP THIS BOOK.THIS HAS BEEN OUT
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  • HOLD UP THIS BOOK.THIS HAS BEEN OUTSINCE THE SUMMER.
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  • THIS HAS BEEN OUTSINCE THE SUMMER.IT IS CALLED ENTER WILD .
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  • SINCE THE SUMMER.IT IS CALLED ENTER WILD .YOU PLANNED THIS TO DROP
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  • IT IS CALLED ENTER WILD .YOU PLANNED THIS TO DROPRIGHT AT A TIME WHEN PEOPLE
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  • YOU PLANNED THIS TO DROPRIGHT AT A TIME WHEN PEOPLENEEDED IT MOST BECAUSE
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  • RIGHT AT A TIME WHEN PEOPLENEEDED IT MOST BECAUSEYOU SAW COVID COMING.
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  • I KNEW! I KNEW!
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  • I KNEW! I KNEW!I JUST APPRECIATE RANDY
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  • I JUST APPRECIATE RANDYJUST YOUR KNOWLEDGE
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  • JUST YOUR KNOWLEDGEOF MY PLANNING FOR THIS.
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  • AND GIVE PEOPLE AN IDEA
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  • AND GIVE PEOPLE AN IDEAAND THEN WE'LL TALK ABOUT
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  • AND GIVE PEOPLE AN IDEAAND THEN WE'LL TALK ABOUTSOME OF THE PERSONAL THINGS.
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  • AND THEN WE'LL TALK ABOUTSOME OF THE PERSONAL THINGS.WHAT WERE YOU TRYING
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  • SOME OF THE PERSONAL THINGS.WHAT WERE YOU TRYINGTO COMMUNICATE HERE?
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  • WHAT WERE YOU TRYINGTO COMMUNICATE HERE?Carlos: PRE-PANDEMIC
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  • TO COMMUNICATE HERE?Carlos: PRE-PANDEMICI JUST KNOW THAT FOR ME,
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  • Carlos: PRE-PANDEMICI JUST KNOW THAT FOR ME,MY FAITH HAD GOTTEN MILD.
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  • I JUST KNOW THAT FOR ME,MY FAITH HAD GOTTEN MILD.MY FAITH HAD GOTTEN
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  • MY FAITH HAD GOTTEN MILD.MY FAITH HAD GOTTENREALLY MUNDANE.
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  • MY FAITH HAD GOTTENREALLY MUNDANE.MY ANXIETY, MY WORRY,
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  • REALLY MUNDANE.MY ANXIETY, MY WORRY,ALL THE THINGS THAT I WAS
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  • MY ANXIETY, MY WORRY,ALL THE THINGS THAT I WASSTRUGGLING WITH ON A DAILY
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  • ALL THE THINGS THAT I WASSTRUGGLING WITH ON A DAILYBASIS LANDED ME AT ABOUT
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  • STRUGGLING WITH ON A DAILYBASIS LANDED ME AT ABOUTLOOKING AT JOHN 10:10
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  • BASIS LANDED ME AT ABOUTLOOKING AT JOHN 10:10AND THINKING THAT IT SAID,
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  • LOOKING AT JOHN 10:10AND THINKING THAT IT SAID,"I HAVE COME THAT THEY MAY
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  • AND THINKING THAT IT SAID,"I HAVE COME THAT THEY MAYHAVE LIFE AND HAVE IT
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  • "I HAVE COME THAT THEY MAYHAVE LIFE AND HAVE ITTO 60%."
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  • HAVE LIFE AND HAVE ITTO 60%."AND I JUST KIND OF WAS LIKE
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  • TO 60%."AND I JUST KIND OF WAS LIKEMAYBE THIS IS IT.
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  • AND I JUST KIND OF WAS LIKEMAYBE THIS IS IT.MAYBE UNTIL I GET TO HEAVEN
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  • MAYBE THIS IS IT.MAYBE UNTIL I GET TO HEAVENTHAT'S WHAT IT IS SUPPOSED
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  • MAYBE UNTIL I GET TO HEAVENTHAT'S WHAT IT IS SUPPOSEDTO BE, UNTIL I REALLY
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  • THAT'S WHAT IT IS SUPPOSEDTO BE, UNTIL I REALLYSTARTED UNPACKING THAT VERSE
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  • TO BE, UNTIL I REALLYSTARTED UNPACKING THAT VERSEAND REALIZED, ACTUALLY,
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  • STARTED UNPACKING THAT VERSEAND REALIZED, ACTUALLY,JESUS IS PROMISING ME
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  • AND REALIZED, ACTUALLY,JESUS IS PROMISING MELIFE TO THE FULL
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  • JESUS IS PROMISING MELIFE TO THE FULL-- AND ABUNDANCE.
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  • LIFE TO THE FULL-- AND ABUNDANCE.AND WHAT DID THAT
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  • -- AND ABUNDANCE.AND WHAT DID THATREALLY LOOK LIKE?
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  • AND WHAT DID THATREALLY LOOK LIKE?I FEEL LIKE THAT SCRIPTURE
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  • REALLY LOOK LIKE?I FEEL LIKE THAT SCRIPTUREHAS MAYBE BEEN MANIPULATED
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  • I FEEL LIKE THAT SCRIPTUREHAS MAYBE BEEN MANIPULATEDBY A LOT IN CHRISTENDOM
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  • HAS MAYBE BEEN MANIPULATEDBY A LOT IN CHRISTENDOMAND SO I HAD SOME BAGGAGE
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  • BY A LOT IN CHRISTENDOMAND SO I HAD SOME BAGGAGEWITH THAT.
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  • AND SO I HAD SOME BAGGAGEWITH THAT.WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
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  • WITH THAT.WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?WHAT DOES ABUNDANCE MEAN?
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  • WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?WHAT DOES ABUNDANCE MEAN?MY LIFE IS A MESS AT SOME
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  • WHAT DOES ABUNDANCE MEAN?MY LIFE IS A MESS AT SOMEPOINTS LIKE CAN I STILL
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  • MY LIFE IS A MESS AT SOMEPOINTS LIKE CAN I STILLHAVE LIFE TO THE FULL?
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  • POINTS LIKE CAN I STILLHAVE LIFE TO THE FULL?CAN I STILL HAVE JOHN 10:10?
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  • HAVE LIFE TO THE FULL?CAN I STILL HAVE JOHN 10:10?AND SO WHAT THE BOOK REALLY IS
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  • CAN I STILL HAVE JOHN 10:10?AND SO WHAT THE BOOK REALLY ISFOR ME, AND REALLY MY WIFE,
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  • AND SO WHAT THE BOOK REALLY ISFOR ME, AND REALLY MY WIFE,SHE POURED SO MUCH INTO IT
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  • FOR ME, AND REALLY MY WIFE,SHE POURED SO MUCH INTO ITAS WELL, IS HELPING PEOPLE
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  • SHE POURED SO MUCH INTO ITAS WELL, IS HELPING PEOPLEUNDERSTAND THAT AND GET FROM
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  • AS WELL, IS HELPING PEOPLEUNDERSTAND THAT AND GET FROMA PLACE OF MAYBE NOT
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  • UNDERSTAND THAT AND GET FROMA PLACE OF MAYBE NOTUNDERSTANDING THE FULLNESS
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  • A PLACE OF MAYBE NOTUNDERSTANDING THE FULLNESSOF WHAT THE GIFTINGS
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  • UNDERSTANDING THE FULLNESSOF WHAT THE GIFTINGSOF THE HOLY SPIRIT IS
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  • OF WHAT THE GIFTINGSOF THE HOLY SPIRIT ISAND HOW INCREDIBLE
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  • OF THE HOLY SPIRIT ISAND HOW INCREDIBLEYOU CAN WALK IN MIRACLES,
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  • AND HOW INCREDIBLEYOU CAN WALK IN MIRACLES,SIGNS, AND WONDERS
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  • YOU CAN WALK IN MIRACLES,SIGNS, AND WONDERSON A DAILY BASIS, AND YOU CAN
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  • SIGNS, AND WONDERSON A DAILY BASIS, AND YOU CANACTUALLY GET THERE.
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  • ON A DAILY BASIS, AND YOU CANACTUALLY GET THERE.IT TOOK ME UNTIL I WAS LIKE
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  • ACTUALLY GET THERE.IT TOOK ME UNTIL I WAS LIKE40 YEARS OLD TO REALIZE
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  • IT TOOK ME UNTIL I WAS LIKE40 YEARS OLD TO REALIZEI'VE BEEN MISSING ALL OF THIS
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  • 40 YEARS OLD TO REALIZEI'VE BEEN MISSING ALL OF THISGREAT STUFF THE HOLY SPIRIT
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  • I'VE BEEN MISSING ALL OF THISGREAT STUFF THE HOLY SPIRITHAD FOR ME.
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  • GREAT STUFF THE HOLY SPIRITHAD FOR ME.WHEN I WAS GROWING UP,
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  • HAD FOR ME.WHEN I WAS GROWING UP,IT WAS LIKE FATHER, SON,
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  • WHEN I WAS GROWING UP,IT WAS LIKE FATHER, SON,AND BAPTIST HYMNAL.
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  • IT WAS LIKE FATHER, SON,AND BAPTIST HYMNAL.LIKE HOLY SPIRIT WAS
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  • AND BAPTIST HYMNAL.LIKE HOLY SPIRIT WASLIKE LEFT OUT OF
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  • LIKE HOLY SPIRIT WASLIKE LEFT OUT OFTHE WHOLE CONVERSATION.
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  • LIKE LEFT OUT OFTHE WHOLE CONVERSATION.AND I REALIZED ONCE I TAPPED
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  • THE WHOLE CONVERSATION.AND I REALIZED ONCE I TAPPEDINTO THE POWER OF HOLY SPIRIT
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  • AND I REALIZED ONCE I TAPPEDINTO THE POWER OF HOLY SPIRITTHINGS GOT WILD.
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  • INTO THE POWER OF HOLY SPIRITTHINGS GOT WILD.MY ANXIETY WAS HEALED,
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  • THINGS GOT WILD.MY ANXIETY WAS HEALED,MY DEPRESSION WAS HEALED,
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  • MY ANXIETY WAS HEALED,MY DEPRESSION WAS HEALED,ALL SORTS OF THINGS THAT
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  • MY DEPRESSION WAS HEALED,ALL SORTS OF THINGS THATI THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO
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  • ALL SORTS OF THINGS THATI THOUGHT I WAS GOING TOHAVE TO DRAG INTO HEAVEN.
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  • I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TOHAVE TO DRAG INTO HEAVEN.AND SOME PEOPLE MAY BUT
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  • HAVE TO DRAG INTO HEAVEN.AND SOME PEOPLE MAY BUTI THINK IF WE CAN ATTACH
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  • AND SOME PEOPLE MAY BUTI THINK IF WE CAN ATTACHOUR HOPE IN THE SUPERNATURAL
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  • I THINK IF WE CAN ATTACHOUR HOPE IN THE SUPERNATURALAND REALIZE THAT THERE
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  • OUR HOPE IN THE SUPERNATURALAND REALIZE THAT THEREACTUALLY MAY BE HOPE THAT
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  • AND REALIZE THAT THEREACTUALLY MAY BE HOPE THATCOMPLETE HEALING CAN HAPPEN
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  • ACTUALLY MAY BE HOPE THATCOMPLETE HEALING CAN HAPPENON THIS SIDE OF HEAVEN,
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  • COMPLETE HEALING CAN HAPPENON THIS SIDE OF HEAVEN,THAT'S REALLY WHAT
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  • ON THIS SIDE OF HEAVEN,THAT'S REALLY WHATTHE BOOK IS ABOUT.
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  • THAT'S REALLY WHATTHE BOOK IS ABOUT.IT IS HELPING MY FRIENDS
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  • THE BOOK IS ABOUT.IT IS HELPING MY FRIENDSGET TO THAT SPACE.
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  • IT IS HELPING MY FRIENDSGET TO THAT SPACE.Sheila: WHEN I KNEW
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  • OUR GUESTS I WENT ONLINE
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  • OUR GUESTS I WENT ONLINEAND I WATCHED EVERYTHING
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  • AND I WATCHED EVERYTHINGI COULD AND READ
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  • I COULD AND READEVERYTHING I COULD.
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  • EVERYTHING I COULD.NO, BECAUSE IT MATTERED.
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  • I WATCHED THE WHOLE
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  • I WATCHED THE WHOLEOF YOUR MESSAGE ON
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  • I WATCHED THE WHOLEOF YOUR MESSAGE ON"KILLING THE SPIDER" AND
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  • OF YOUR MESSAGE ON"KILLING THE SPIDER" ANDI WAS SO CAPTIVATED BY THAT.
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  • "KILLING THE SPIDER" ANDI WAS SO CAPTIVATED BY THAT.I SPEND MOST OF MY LIFE
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  • I WAS SO CAPTIVATED BY THAT.I SPEND MOST OF MY LIFEWITH WOMEN, TEACHING WOMEN
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  • I SPEND MOST OF MY LIFEWITH WOMEN, TEACHING WOMENOR SPEAKING TO WOMEN
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  • WITH WOMEN, TEACHING WOMENOR SPEAKING TO WOMENAND SOMETHING THAT YOU BOTH
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  • OR SPEAKING TO WOMENAND SOMETHING THAT YOU BOTHWALKED THROUGH IS VERY,
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  • AND SOMETHING THAT YOU BOTHWALKED THROUGH IS VERY,VERY COMMON.
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  • WALKED THROUGH IS VERY,VERY COMMON.I WANTED TO HEAR FROM BOTH
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  • VERY COMMON.I WANTED TO HEAR FROM BOTHYOUR PERSPECTIVES WHAT
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  • I WANTED TO HEAR FROM BOTHYOUR PERSPECTIVES WHATIT WAS LIKE WHEN WHAT
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  • YOUR PERSPECTIVES WHATIT WAS LIKE WHEN WHATYOUR SPIDER WAS WAS EXPOSED.
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  • IT WAS LIKE WHEN WHATYOUR SPIDER WAS WAS EXPOSED.Carlos: YOU WANT ME TO START?
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  • YOUR SPIDER WAS WAS EXPOSED.Carlos: YOU WANT ME TO START?Heather: SURE! ABSOLUTELY.
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  • Carlos: YOU WANT ME TO START?Heather: SURE! ABSOLUTELY.Carlos: AND KIND OF PASS
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  • Heather: SURE! ABSOLUTELY.Carlos: AND KIND OF PASSIT OFF?
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  • Carlos: AND KIND OF PASSIT OFF?SO HERE'S THE DEAL.
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  • IT OFF?SO HERE'S THE DEAL.THE BOOK IS CALLED
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  • SO HERE'S THE DEAL.THE BOOK IS CALLEDKILL THE SPIDER ,
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  • THE BOOK IS CALLEDKILL THE SPIDER ,THAT PREVIOUS MESSAGE.
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  • KILL THE SPIDER ,THAT PREVIOUS MESSAGE.SO PEOPLE ARE PROBABLY
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  • THAT PREVIOUS MESSAGE.SO PEOPLE ARE PROBABLYWONDERING WHAT IS A SPIDER?
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  • SO PEOPLE ARE PROBABLYWONDERING WHAT IS A SPIDER?WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
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  • WONDERING WHAT IS A SPIDER?WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?HOW I DEFINED A SPIDER
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  • WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?HOW I DEFINED A SPIDERIS AN AGREEMENT THAT
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  • HOW I DEFINED A SPIDERIS AN AGREEMENT THATYOU'VE MADE WITH A LIE.
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  • IS AN AGREEMENT THATYOU'VE MADE WITH A LIE.BUT WHAT MOST PEOPLE DO
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  • YOU'VE MADE WITH A LIE.BUT WHAT MOST PEOPLE DOIS WE DON'T DEAL WITH THAT
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  • BUT WHAT MOST PEOPLE DOIS WE DON'T DEAL WITH THATBECAUSE THAT IS HARD
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  • IS WE DON'T DEAL WITH THATBECAUSE THAT IS HARDTO GET TO.
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  • BECAUSE THAT IS HARDTO GET TO.SO WE DEAL WITH MEDICATING
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  • ALCOHOL, WHATEVER THOSE THINGS
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  • ALCOHOL, WHATEVER THOSE THINGSMAY BE, I CALL THOSE COBWEBS.
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  • MAY BE, I CALL THOSE COBWEBS.AND SO A COBWEB IS
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  • AND SO A COBWEB ISA MEDICATING BEHAVIOR THAT
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  • SO OUR STORY BEGINS WITH --
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  • SO OUR STORY BEGINS WITH --NOT BEGINS WITH
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  • SO OUR STORY BEGINS WITH --NOT BEGINS WITHENDED UP WITH AT SOME POINT
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  • NOT BEGINS WITHENDED UP WITH AT SOME POINTIN OUR MARRIAGE.
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  • ENDED UP WITH AT SOME POINTIN OUR MARRIAGE.Heather: IT DIDN'T
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  • IN OUR MARRIAGE.Heather: IT DIDN'TSTART THERE.
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  • Heather: IT DIDN'TSTART THERE.Carlos: BUT WITH ME, REALLY,
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  • START THERE.Carlos: BUT WITH ME, REALLY,A LOT OF BAD MEDICATING
  • 00:05:06.763 --> 00:05:07.897
  • Carlos: BUT WITH ME, REALLY,A LOT OF BAD MEDICATINGBEHAVIORS IN MY LIFE
  • 00:05:07.897 --> 00:05:08.998
  • A LOT OF BAD MEDICATINGBEHAVIORS IN MY LIFEAND WHAT I WAS DOING IS I WAS
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  • BEHAVIORS IN MY LIFEAND WHAT I WAS DOING IS I WASTRYING TO FIX THE BEHAVIOR,
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  • AND WHAT I WAS DOING IS I WASTRYING TO FIX THE BEHAVIOR,BARNES & NOBLE
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  • TRYING TO FIX THE BEHAVIOR,BARNES & NOBLESELF-HELP AISLE,
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  • BARNES & NOBLESELF-HELP AISLE,ALL THE PODCASTS I COULD FIND.
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  • SELF-HELP AISLE,ALL THE PODCASTS I COULD FIND.HOW CAN I STOP
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  • ALL THE PODCASTS I COULD FIND.HOW CAN I STOPDOING THIS SIN ISSUE?
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  • HOW CAN I STOPDOING THIS SIN ISSUE?WELL, THE THING IS IS THAT
  • 00:05:18.608 --> 00:05:20.042
  • DOING THIS SIN ISSUE?WELL, THE THING IS IS THATWE'RE NOT STRONG ENOUGH
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  • WELL, THE THING IS IS THATWE'RE NOT STRONG ENOUGHTO DEAL WITH THOSE THINGS
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  • WE'RE NOT STRONG ENOUGHTO DEAL WITH THOSE THINGSON OUR OWN.
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  • TO DEAL WITH THOSE THINGSON OUR OWN.AND TO BE HONEST WITH YOU,
  • 00:05:23.479 --> 00:05:24.580
  • ON OUR OWN.AND TO BE HONEST WITH YOU,MY SIN ISSUE COMPLETELY
  • 00:05:24.580 --> 00:05:25.615
  • AND TO BE HONEST WITH YOU,MY SIN ISSUE COMPLETELYDESTROYED THE FABRIC OF
  • 00:05:25.615 --> 00:05:26.783
  • MY SIN ISSUE COMPLETELYDESTROYED THE FABRIC OFNOT ONLY MY FAMILY BUT
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  • DESTROYED THE FABRIC OFNOT ONLY MY FAMILY BUTMY FRIENDSHIPS, MY CAREER,
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  • NOT ONLY MY FAMILY BUTMY FRIENDSHIPS, MY CAREER,EVERYTHING.
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  • MY FRIENDSHIPS, MY CAREER,EVERYTHING.AND I LOST MY...
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  • EVERYTHING.AND I LOST MY...SPOILER ALERT!
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  • AND I LOST MY...SPOILER ALERT!WE'RE MARRIED STILL
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  • SPOILER ALERT!WE'RE MARRIED STILLSO GOD REDEEMS THINGS!
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  • WE'RE MARRIED STILLSO GOD REDEEMS THINGS!BUT WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW
  • 00:05:35.391 --> 00:05:37.627
  • SO GOD REDEEMS THINGS!BUT WHAT YOU DON'T KNOWIS THE TRAUMA OF
  • 00:05:37.627 --> 00:05:38.961
  • BUT WHAT YOU DON'T KNOWIS THE TRAUMA OFI MOVED OUT OF OUR HOUSE.
  • 00:05:38.961 --> 00:05:40.596
  • IS THE TRAUMA OFI MOVED OUT OF OUR HOUSE.WE WERE TALKING ABOUT DIVORCE.
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  • I MOVED OUT OF OUR HOUSE.WE WERE TALKING ABOUT DIVORCE.WE WERE TALKING ABOUT...
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  • WE WERE TALKING ABOUT DIVORCE.WE WERE TALKING ABOUT...OUR FAMILY WAS OVER THE WAY
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  • WE WERE TALKING ABOUT...OUR FAMILY WAS OVER THE WAYWE KNEW IT BEFORE BECAUSE
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  • ALTHOUGH I TALK ABOUT HOW
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  • ALTHOUGH I TALK ABOUT HOWI KILLED MY SPIDER AND FOUND
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  • I KILLED MY SPIDER AND FOUNDTHE SPIDER, THE PART OF THE
  • 00:05:51.741 --> 00:05:53.176
  • THE SPIDER, THE PART OF THESTORY THAT YOUR VIEWERS ARE
  • 00:05:53.176 --> 00:05:54.777
  • STORY THAT YOUR VIEWERS AREGOING TO GET TO HEAR TODAY
  • 00:05:54.777 --> 00:05:55.945
  • GOING TO GET TO HEAR TODAYIS HEATHER'S PART OF THE
  • 00:05:55.945 --> 00:05:57.180
  • ABLE TO DEAL WITH THE MESS
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  • ABLE TO DEAL WITH THE MESSOF A HUMAN THAT I WAS.
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  • ABLE TO DEAL WITH THE MESSOF A HUMAN THAT I WAS.SO I'LL JUST KIND OF
  • 00:06:02.285 --> 00:06:04.787
  • OF A HUMAN THAT I WAS.SO I'LL JUST KIND OF[WOO-PSH] PASS THAT TO YOU.
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  • SO I'LL JUST KIND OF[WOO-PSH] PASS THAT TO YOU.Heather: GOD WAS SO GREAT
  • 00:06:06.456 --> 00:06:08.157
  • [WOO-PSH] PASS THAT TO YOU.Heather: GOD WAS SO GREATIN GIVING ME A VISUAL.
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  • REALLY WHAT WAS HE DOING
  • 00:06:10.560 --> 00:06:12.328
  • REALLY WHAT WAS HE DOINGBUT HE GAVE ME THIS IMAGE
  • 00:06:12.328 --> 00:06:14.163
  • BUT HE GAVE ME THIS IMAGEOF A PERSON IN A CAR ACCIDENT.
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  • OF A PERSON IN A CAR ACCIDENT.RIGHT?
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  • THE EMERGENCY ROOM, YOU SEE
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  • THE EMERGENCY ROOM, YOU SEEALL THE DOCTORS COMING AND
  • 00:06:19.168 --> 00:06:20.770
  • THE EMERGENCY ROOM, YOU SEEALL THE DOCTORS COMING ANDALL OF THE SUDDEN THEY'RE
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  • ALL THE DOCTORS COMING ANDALL OF THE SUDDEN THEY'RELIKE BANDAGING THIS BROKEN
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  • ALL OF THE SUDDEN THEY'RELIKE BANDAGING THIS BROKENFINGER THAT IS BLEEDING
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  • LIKE BANDAGING THIS BROKENFINGER THAT IS BLEEDINGWHEN REALLY THERE WAS
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  • FINGER THAT IS BLEEDINGWHEN REALLY THERE WASINTERNAL BLEEDING.
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  • WHEN REALLY THERE WASINTERNAL BLEEDING.OFTEN, WE'RE FOCUSED ON THIS
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  • INTERNAL BLEEDING.OFTEN, WE'RE FOCUSED ON THISBROKEN FINGER WHEN REALLY,
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  • OFTEN, WE'RE FOCUSED ON THISBROKEN FINGER WHEN REALLY,THAT DOESN'T MATTER.
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  • BROKEN FINGER WHEN REALLY,THAT DOESN'T MATTER.GET THIS AND
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  • THAT DOESN'T MATTER.GET THIS ANDTHIS WILL FIX ITSELF.
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  • GET THIS ANDTHIS WILL FIX ITSELF.SO FOR ME, HAVING THAT VISUAL
  • 00:06:39.021 --> 00:06:40.156
  • THIS WILL FIX ITSELF.SO FOR ME, HAVING THAT VISUALAT THE BEGINNING WAS ABLE
  • 00:06:40.156 --> 00:06:41.991
  • SO FOR ME, HAVING THAT VISUALAT THE BEGINNING WAS ABLETO SEE CARLOS AND THE FACT
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  • AT THE BEGINNING WAS ABLETO SEE CARLOS AND THE FACTTHAT YES, THERE WAS DAMAGE
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  • TO SEE CARLOS AND THE FACTTHAT YES, THERE WAS DAMAGERIGHT AT THIS PLACE BUT
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  • THAT YES, THERE WAS DAMAGERIGHT AT THIS PLACE BUTIT CAME FROM SOMEPLACE ELSE.
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  • RIGHT AT THIS PLACE BUTIT CAME FROM SOMEPLACE ELSE.SO BEING ABLE TO GO BACK
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  • IT CAME FROM SOMEPLACE ELSE.SO BEING ABLE TO GO BACKAND REALLY BE ABLE TO JUST
  • 00:06:54.737 --> 00:06:56.372
  • SO BEING ABLE TO GO BACKAND REALLY BE ABLE TO JUSTGET MY MIND TO THE PLACE
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  • AND REALLY BE ABLE TO JUSTGET MY MIND TO THE PLACEWHERE IT'S NOT THIS MOMENT.
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  • GET MY MIND TO THE PLACEWHERE IT'S NOT THIS MOMENT.I DON'T NEED TO CARRY
  • 00:07:00.443 --> 00:07:03.012
  • WHERE IT'S NOT THIS MOMENT.I DON'T NEED TO CARRYTHIS ISSUE AND GO BACK
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  • I DON'T NEED TO CARRYTHIS ISSUE AND GO BACKTO HIS HEART AND
  • 00:07:04.714 --> 00:07:06.516
  • THIS ISSUE AND GO BACKTO HIS HEART ANDWHERE IT GOT BROKEN
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  • TO HIS HEART ANDWHERE IT GOT BROKENAND WHY HE IS MEDICATING.
  • 00:07:08.251 --> 00:07:09.652
  • WHERE IT GOT BROKENAND WHY HE IS MEDICATING.Randy: WHERE DOES THAT
  • 00:07:09.652 --> 00:07:10.853
  • AND WHY HE IS MEDICATING.Randy: WHERE DOES THATCOME FROM BECAUSE HERE'S
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  • AND ESPECIALLY IN A MARRIAGE
  • 00:07:13.689 --> 00:07:16.425
  • AND ESPECIALLY IN A MARRIAGEIS WHATEVER DAMAGE HE'S GOT
  • 00:07:16.425 --> 00:07:17.760
  • IS WHATEVER DAMAGE HE'S GOTHE'S ACTING IN WAYS
  • 00:07:17.760 --> 00:07:19.595
  • HE'S ACTING IN WAYSTHAT'S HURTING YOU
  • 00:07:19.595 --> 00:07:20.897
  • THAT'S HURTING YOUTHAT IS DAMAGING
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  • THAT IS DAMAGINGTO THE RELATIONSHIP.
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  • AND THE DAMAGE THAT
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  • AND THE DAMAGE THATHE IS DOING TO RESPOND THE WAY
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  • AND THE DAMAGE THATHE IS DOING TO RESPOND THE WAYYOU DID, TO SEE BEYOND THAT
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  • HE IS DOING TO RESPOND THE WAYYOU DID, TO SEE BEYOND THATIS NOT NORMAL.
  • 00:07:36.779 --> 00:07:37.914
  • YOU DID, TO SEE BEYOND THATIS NOT NORMAL.IN SOME WAYS IT DOESN'T
  • 00:07:37.914 --> 00:07:39.148
  • IS NOT NORMAL.IN SOME WAYS IT DOESN'TEVEN MAKE SENSE.
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  • IN SOME WAYS IT DOESN'TEVEN MAKE SENSE.IT'S LIKE NO, YOU'VE GOT
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  • EVEN MAKE SENSE.IT'S LIKE NO, YOU'VE GOTEVERY EXCUSE.
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  • IT'S LIKE NO, YOU'VE GOTEVERY EXCUSE.HE'S OUT OF THE HOUSE? GOOD!
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  • EVERY EXCUSE.HE'S OUT OF THE HOUSE? GOOD!HE NEEDS TO BE
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  • HE'S OUT OF THE HOUSE? GOOD!HE NEEDS TO BEOUT OF THE HOUSE! RIGHT?
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  • HE NEEDS TO BEOUT OF THE HOUSE! RIGHT?Carlos: WELL, YOU GOT ALL
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  • OUT OF THE HOUSE! RIGHT?Carlos: WELL, YOU GOT ALLTHOSE EMAILS FROM PEOPLE.
  • 00:07:47.390 --> 00:07:48.624
  • Carlos: WELL, YOU GOT ALLTHOSE EMAILS FROM PEOPLE.EVERYBODY WAS LIKE,
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  • THOSE EMAILS FROM PEOPLE.EVERYBODY WAS LIKE,YOU'RE FREE HEATHER!
  • 00:07:49.825 --> 00:07:50.993
  • EVERYBODY WAS LIKE,YOU'RE FREE HEATHER!YOU'RE FREE OF THIS ANCHOR.
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  • YOU'RE FREE HEATHER!YOU'RE FREE OF THIS ANCHOR.Heather: I FELT FREE THOUGH.
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  • YOU'RE FREE OF THIS ANCHOR.Heather: I FELT FREE THOUGH.I WILL SAY THAT.
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  • Heather: I FELT FREE THOUGH.I WILL SAY THAT.WHEN WE WERE SEPARATED,
  • 00:07:54.497 --> 00:07:55.998
  • I WILL SAY THAT.WHEN WE WERE SEPARATED,I FELT FREE.
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  • WHEN WE WERE SEPARATED,I FELT FREE.I FELT WOO!
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  • I FELT FREE.I FELT WOO!I RAN THAT RACE AND I AM FREE.
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  • I FELT WOO!I RAN THAT RACE AND I AM FREE.YET, I SPECIFICALLY REMEMBER
  • 00:08:04.307 --> 00:08:05.708
  • I RAN THAT RACE AND I AM FREE.YET, I SPECIFICALLY REMEMBERTHE FIRST TIME THAT
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  • YET, I SPECIFICALLY REMEMBERTHE FIRST TIME THATWE ACTUALLY TALKED AFTER THAT,
  • 00:08:08.177 --> 00:08:09.378
  • THE FIRST TIME THATWE ACTUALLY TALKED AFTER THAT,I SPECIFICALLY REMEMBER
  • 00:08:09.378 --> 00:08:10.613
  • WE ACTUALLY TALKED AFTER THAT,I SPECIFICALLY REMEMBERGOD SAYING
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  • I SPECIFICALLY REMEMBERGOD SAYINGWE'RE DOING THIS AGAIN.
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  • GOD SAYINGWE'RE DOING THIS AGAIN.AND SO THAT WAS LIKE OKAY!
  • 00:08:16.619 --> 00:08:17.853
  • WE'RE DOING THIS AGAIN.AND SO THAT WAS LIKE OKAY!BUT THAT WAS FROM GOD
  • 00:08:17.853 --> 00:08:18.988
  • AND SO THAT WAS LIKE OKAY!BUT THAT WAS FROM GODSO THERE WAS LIKE
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  • BUT THAT WAS FROM GODSO THERE WAS LIKENO HEATHER IN THAT.
  • 00:08:21.824 --> 00:08:23.059
  • SO THERE WAS LIKENO HEATHER IN THAT.AND SO...
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  • NO HEATHER IN THAT.AND SO...Randy: HOW DID YOU RESPOND?
  • 00:08:24.760 --> 00:08:27.396
  • AND SO...Randy: HOW DID YOU RESPOND?Heather: JUST DAY BY DAY.
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  • Randy: HOW DID YOU RESPOND?Heather: JUST DAY BY DAY.OBVIOUSLY, MY HEART WAS
  • 00:08:28.698 --> 00:08:29.999
  • Heather: JUST DAY BY DAY.OBVIOUSLY, MY HEART WASGUARDED FOR SOME TIME.
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  • OBVIOUSLY, MY HEART WASGUARDED FOR SOME TIME.BUT I ALSO, LIKE SO MANY
  • 00:08:31.434 --> 00:08:32.602
  • GUARDED FOR SOME TIME.BUT I ALSO, LIKE SO MANYPEOPLE, WOMEN WILL COME
  • 00:08:32.602 --> 00:08:33.836
  • BUT I ALSO, LIKE SO MANYPEOPLE, WOMEN WILL COMEAND TALK TO ME AND BE LIKE,
  • 00:08:33.836 --> 00:08:35.004
  • PEOPLE, WOMEN WILL COMEAND TALK TO ME AND BE LIKE,"CAN YOU GIVE ME ADVICE?
  • 00:08:35.004 --> 00:08:36.172
  • AND TALK TO ME AND BE LIKE,"CAN YOU GIVE ME ADVICE?HOW DO I DO THIS?
  • 00:08:36.172 --> 00:08:37.273
  • "CAN YOU GIVE ME ADVICE?HOW DO I DO THIS?HOW DO I HELP MY HUSBAND?"
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  • HOW DO I DO THIS?HOW DO I HELP MY HUSBAND?"THE ADVICE IS YOU HAVE
  • 00:08:38.474 --> 00:08:39.675
  • HOW DO I HELP MY HUSBAND?"THE ADVICE IS YOU HAVETO HELP YOURSELF FIRST.
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  • THE ADVICE IS YOU HAVETO HELP YOURSELF FIRST.YOU HAVE TO GET INTO THAT
  • 00:08:41.410 --> 00:08:43.813
  • TO HELP YOURSELF FIRST.YOU HAVE TO GET INTO THATCONVERSATIONAL INTIMACY
  • 00:08:43.813 --> 00:08:45.147
  • YOU HAVE TO GET INTO THATCONVERSATIONAL INTIMACYAND JUST THAT CONNECTION
  • 00:08:45.147 --> 00:08:46.449
  • CONVERSATIONAL INTIMACYAND JUST THAT CONNECTIONWITH GOD, AND FATHER,
  • 00:08:46.449 --> 00:08:47.683
  • AND JUST THAT CONNECTIONWITH GOD, AND FATHER,AND HOLY SPIRIT AND JESUS.
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  • WITH GOD, AND FATHER,AND HOLY SPIRIT AND JESUS.IF YOU DON'T HAVE THAT,
  • 00:08:48.985 --> 00:08:50.119
  • AND HOLY SPIRIT AND JESUS.IF YOU DON'T HAVE THAT,AND HE'S NOT SPEAKING TO YOU,
  • 00:08:50.119 --> 00:08:51.787
  • IF YOU DON'T HAVE THAT,AND HE'S NOT SPEAKING TO YOU,GUIDING YOU, GIVING YOU
  • 00:08:51.787 --> 00:08:54.256
  • AND HE'S NOT SPEAKING TO YOU,GUIDING YOU, GIVING YOUCOUNSEL, THEN IT IS GOING
  • 00:08:54.256 --> 00:08:55.458
  • GUIDING YOU, GIVING YOUCOUNSEL, THEN IT IS GOINGTO BE A BATTLE.
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  • COUNSEL, THEN IT IS GOINGTO BE A BATTLE.IT IS GOING TO BE HARD.
  • 00:08:56.759 --> 00:08:57.994
  • TO BE A BATTLE.IT IS GOING TO BE HARD.SO FOR ME, I HAD TO BECOME
  • 00:08:57.994 --> 00:09:01.163
  • IT IS GOING TO BE HARD.SO FOR ME, I HAD TO BECOMEWHOLE AND HOLY AND REALLY
  • 00:09:01.163 --> 00:09:02.798
  • SO FOR ME, I HAD TO BECOMEWHOLE AND HOLY AND REALLYHEAR GOD'S VOICE TO GET
  • 00:09:02.798 --> 00:09:04.500
  • WHOLE AND HOLY AND REALLYHEAR GOD'S VOICE TO GETTO THAT PLACE OF
  • 00:09:04.500 --> 00:09:05.801
  • HEAR GOD'S VOICE TO GETTO THAT PLACE OFWALKING IT OUT WITHOUT
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  • TO THAT PLACE OFWALKING IT OUT WITHOUTANY OF THAT OTHER BAGGAGE.
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  • WALKING IT OUT WITHOUTANY OF THAT OTHER BAGGAGE.Sheila: ONE OF THE THINGS
  • 00:09:09.071 --> 00:09:10.373
  • ANY OF THAT OTHER BAGGAGE.Sheila: ONE OF THE THINGSI LOVE ABOUT YOUR STORY
  • 00:09:10.373 --> 00:09:11.607
  • Sheila: ONE OF THE THINGSI LOVE ABOUT YOUR STORYIS WHAT GOD WAS DOING IN
  • 00:09:11.607 --> 00:09:13.809
  • I LOVE ABOUT YOUR STORYIS WHAT GOD WAS DOING INBOTH OF YOU IN DIFFERENT WAYS
  • 00:09:13.809 --> 00:09:15.077
  • IS WHAT GOD WAS DOING INBOTH OF YOU IN DIFFERENT WAYSBUT KIND OF AT THE SAME TIME.
  • 00:09:15.077 --> 00:09:16.412
  • I KNOW THAT SOMETIMES
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  • I KNOW THAT SOMETIMESWHEN SOMEBODY GETS EXPOSED
  • 00:09:18.881 --> 00:09:20.149
  • WHEN SOMEBODY GETS EXPOSEDFOR SOMETHING, THE IMMEDIATE
  • 00:09:20.149 --> 00:09:21.450
  • FOR SOMETHING, THE IMMEDIATERESPONSE IS KIND OF PANIC
  • 00:09:21.450 --> 00:09:22.618
  • RESPONSE IS KIND OF PANICAND THEN, GOD,
  • 00:09:22.618 --> 00:09:24.286
  • WERE YOU ABLE TO SHIFT
  • 00:09:25.421 --> 00:09:26.722
  • WERE YOU ABLE TO SHIFTYOUR FOCUS FROM PLEASE
  • 00:09:26.722 --> 00:09:27.957
  • WERE YOU ABLE TO SHIFTYOUR FOCUS FROM PLEASEMAKE HEATHER COME BACK
  • 00:09:27.957 --> 00:09:30.026
  • YOUR FOCUS FROM PLEASEMAKE HEATHER COME BACKTO PLEASE HEAL ME?
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  • MAKE HEATHER COME BACKTO PLEASE HEAL ME?Carlos: YES! OH MY GOSH!
  • 00:09:32.728 --> 00:09:34.430
  • STRAIGHT MONTHS WHERE
  • 00:09:36.065 --> 00:09:37.533
  • STRAIGHT MONTHS WHERETHERE WAS NO CONVERSATION
  • 00:09:37.533 --> 00:09:38.701
  • THERE WAS NO CONVERSATIONAND I WOULD BEG HER ON TEXT
  • 00:09:38.701 --> 00:09:39.835
  • AND I WOULD BEG HER ON TEXTMESSAGE EVERY SINGLE DAY.
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  • THESE LONG THINGS.
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  • THESE LONG THINGS.Heather: I DIDN'T READ ONE.
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  • THESE LONG THINGS.Heather: I DIDN'T READ ONE.Carlos: YOU RUINED
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  • Heather: I DIDN'T READ ONE.Carlos: YOU RUINEDTHE PUNCH LINE!
  • 00:09:46.208 --> 00:09:47.443
  • Carlos: YOU RUINEDTHE PUNCH LINE!SO I'M SENDING HER
  • 00:09:47.443 --> 00:09:48.544
  • THE PUNCH LINE!SO I'M SENDING HERTHESE EVERY SINGLE DAY
  • 00:09:48.544 --> 00:09:49.679
  • SO I'M SENDING HERTHESE EVERY SINGLE DAYTHINKING LIKE SHE IS READING
  • 00:09:49.679 --> 00:09:50.880
  • THESE EVERY SINGLE DAYTHINKING LIKE SHE IS READINGTHESE TRUTHS FROM MY HEART.
  • 00:09:50.880 --> 00:09:51.947
  • THINKING LIKE SHE IS READINGTHESE TRUTHS FROM MY HEART.SHE'S DELETING THEM
  • 00:09:51.947 --> 00:09:53.416
  • THESE TRUTHS FROM MY HEART.SHE'S DELETING THEMBEFORE SHE EVEN SEES THEM.
  • 00:09:53.416 --> 00:09:54.650
  • SHE'S DELETING THEMBEFORE SHE EVEN SEES THEM.SO I HAD A FRIEND OF MINE
  • 00:09:54.650 --> 00:09:55.918
  • BEFORE SHE EVEN SEES THEM.SO I HAD A FRIEND OF MINETHAT ARE FRIENDS WITH
  • 00:09:55.918 --> 00:09:57.219
  • SO I HAD A FRIEND OF MINETHAT ARE FRIENDS WITHBOTH OF US THAT SAID,
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  • THAT ARE FRIENDS WITHBOTH OF US THAT SAID,"HEY..." THEY'RE THE ONES
  • 00:09:58.621 --> 00:09:59.955
  • BOTH OF US THAT SAID,"HEY..." THEY'RE THE ONESTHAT ACTUALLY TOLD ME.
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  • "HEY..." THEY'RE THE ONESTHAT ACTUALLY TOLD ME."ACTUALLY, YOU CAN STOP
  • 00:10:01.090 --> 00:10:02.191
  • THAT ACTUALLY TOLD ME."ACTUALLY, YOU CAN STOPDOING THAT.
  • 00:10:02.191 --> 00:10:03.526
  • "ACTUALLY, YOU CAN STOPDOING THAT.LIKE HEATHER ISN'T..."
  • 00:10:03.526 --> 00:10:04.593
  • DOING THAT.LIKE HEATHER ISN'T..."AND I REALIZED IN THAT
  • 00:10:04.593 --> 00:10:05.661
  • LIKE HEATHER ISN'T..."AND I REALIZED IN THATMOMENT YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:10:05.661 --> 00:10:06.696
  • AND I REALIZED IN THATMOMENT YOU KNOW WHAT?I'M TRYING TO SAVE
  • 00:10:06.696 --> 00:10:07.797
  • MOMENT YOU KNOW WHAT?I'M TRYING TO SAVEMY MARRIAGE INSTEAD OF
  • 00:10:07.797 --> 00:10:08.931
  • I'M TRYING TO SAVEMY MARRIAGE INSTEAD OFSAVING MY SOUL.
  • 00:10:08.931 --> 00:10:10.032
  • MY MARRIAGE INSTEAD OFSAVING MY SOUL.AND SO SUDDENLY THERE WAS
  • 00:10:10.032 --> 00:10:11.200
  • SAVING MY SOUL.AND SO SUDDENLY THERE WASA PERSPECTIVE SHIFT.
  • 00:10:11.200 --> 00:10:12.301
  • AND SO SUDDENLY THERE WASA PERSPECTIVE SHIFT.AND SUDDENLY I WAS
  • 00:10:12.301 --> 00:10:13.569
  • A PERSPECTIVE SHIFT.AND SUDDENLY I WASNOW GAZING, OKAY, GOD.
  • 00:10:13.569 --> 00:10:14.770
  • AND SUDDENLY I WASNOW GAZING, OKAY, GOD.THE MARRIAGE ACTUALLY I MAY
  • 00:10:14.770 --> 00:10:16.272
  • NOW GAZING, OKAY, GOD.THE MARRIAGE ACTUALLY I MAYLOSE BUT FIRST PETER 5:10
  • 00:10:16.272 --> 00:10:17.440
  • THE MARRIAGE ACTUALLY I MAYLOSE BUT FIRST PETER 5:10SAYS, "THE GOD OF ALL GRACE
  • 00:10:17.440 --> 00:10:18.541
  • LOSE BUT FIRST PETER 5:10SAYS, "THE GOD OF ALL GRACEWHO CALLS YOU TO HIS
  • 00:10:18.541 --> 00:10:19.775
  • SAYS, "THE GOD OF ALL GRACEWHO CALLS YOU TO HISETERNAL GLORY IN CHRIST JESUS
  • 00:10:19.775 --> 00:10:21.043
  • WHO CALLS YOU TO HISETERNAL GLORY IN CHRIST JESUSWILL PERSONALLY RESTORE,
  • 00:10:21.043 --> 00:10:22.178
  • ETERNAL GLORY IN CHRIST JESUSWILL PERSONALLY RESTORE,ESTABLISH, STRENGTHEN
  • 00:10:22.178 --> 00:10:23.345
  • WILL PERSONALLY RESTORE,ESTABLISH, STRENGTHENAND SUPPORT YOU AFTER
  • 00:10:23.345 --> 00:10:24.914
  • ESTABLISH, STRENGTHENAND SUPPORT YOU AFTERYOU HAVE SUFFERED A LITTLE."
  • 00:10:24.914 --> 00:10:26.115
  • AND SUPPORT YOU AFTERYOU HAVE SUFFERED A LITTLE."NOW HERE'S THE THING.
  • 00:10:26.115 --> 00:10:27.249
  • YOU HAVE SUFFERED A LITTLE."NOW HERE'S THE THING.IT DOESN'T SAY IT WILL
  • 00:10:27.249 --> 00:10:28.284
  • NOW HERE'S THE THING.IT DOESN'T SAY IT WILLPERSONALLY RESTORE,
  • 00:10:28.284 --> 00:10:29.351
  • IT DOESN'T SAY IT WILLPERSONALLY RESTORE,ESTABLISH, STRENGTHEN
  • 00:10:29.351 --> 00:10:30.419
  • PERSONALLY RESTORE,ESTABLISH, STRENGTHENAND SUPPORT YOUR MARRIAGE.
  • 00:10:30.419 --> 00:10:31.587
  • ESTABLISH, STRENGTHENAND SUPPORT YOUR MARRIAGE.THE PROMISE WASN'T
  • 00:10:31.587 --> 00:10:32.688
  • AND SUPPORT YOUR MARRIAGE.THE PROMISE WASN'TTO RESTORE MY MARRIAGE,
  • 00:10:32.688 --> 00:10:33.856
  • THE PROMISE WASN'TTO RESTORE MY MARRIAGE,THE PROMISE WAS
  • 00:10:33.856 --> 00:10:34.990
  • TO RESTORE MY MARRIAGE,THE PROMISE WASTO RESTORE MY SOUL.
  • 00:10:34.990 --> 00:10:36.125
  • THE PROMISE WASTO RESTORE MY SOUL.AND WHEN I REALIZED THAT,
  • 00:10:36.125 --> 00:10:37.460
  • TO RESTORE MY SOUL.AND WHEN I REALIZED THAT,YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:10:37.460 --> 00:10:38.627
  • AND WHEN I REALIZED THAT,YOU KNOW WHAT?THIS, IF I CAN GET MY SOUL
  • 00:10:38.627 --> 00:10:39.862
  • YOU KNOW WHAT?THIS, IF I CAN GET MY SOULRESTORED, THEN I DON'T KNOW
  • 00:10:39.862 --> 00:10:40.896
  • THIS, IF I CAN GET MY SOULRESTORED, THEN I DON'T KNOWWHAT IS GOING TO COME OF
  • 00:10:40.896 --> 00:10:42.098
  • RESTORED, THEN I DON'T KNOWWHAT IS GOING TO COME OFMY MARRIAGE BUT AT LEAST
  • 00:10:42.098 --> 00:10:43.199
  • WHAT IS GOING TO COME OFMY MARRIAGE BUT AT LEASTI'M ACTUALLY GOING TO HAVE
  • 00:10:43.199 --> 00:10:44.266
  • MY MARRIAGE BUT AT LEASTI'M ACTUALLY GOING TO HAVEA GREATER CONNECTION WITH GOD
  • 00:10:44.266 --> 00:10:45.401
  • I'M ACTUALLY GOING TO HAVEA GREATER CONNECTION WITH GODTHAN I'VE EVER HAD.
  • 00:10:45.401 --> 00:10:46.569
  • A GREATER CONNECTION WITH GODTHAN I'VE EVER HAD.AND SUDDENLY, WHEN THAT
  • 00:10:46.569 --> 00:10:47.670
  • THAN I'VE EVER HAD.AND SUDDENLY, WHEN THATHAPPENED, AND I THINK
  • 00:10:47.670 --> 00:10:48.838
  • AND SUDDENLY, WHEN THATHAPPENED, AND I THINKWHEN SHE SAW THAT, NOW I WAS
  • 00:10:48.838 --> 00:10:49.939
  • HAPPENED, AND I THINKWHEN SHE SAW THAT, NOW I WASNO LONGER LOOKING AT
  • 00:10:49.939 --> 00:10:51.107
  • WHEN SHE SAW THAT, NOW I WASNO LONGER LOOKING ATTHE DAMAGED MARRIAGE,
  • 00:10:51.107 --> 00:10:52.308
  • NO LONGER LOOKING ATTHE DAMAGED MARRIAGE,I WAS LOOKING AT JESUS
  • 00:10:52.308 --> 00:10:53.409
  • THE DAMAGED MARRIAGE,I WAS LOOKING AT JESUSAT THAT POINT.
  • 00:10:53.409 --> 00:10:54.610
  • I WAS LOOKING AT JESUSAT THAT POINT.Sheila: OF COURSE!
  • 00:10:54.610 --> 00:10:55.745
  • AT THAT POINT.Sheila: OF COURSE!THAT'S BEAUTIFUL!
  • 00:10:55.745 --> 00:10:56.812
  • Sheila: OF COURSE!THAT'S BEAUTIFUL!AND THE THING THAT I LOVE TOO
  • 00:10:56.812 --> 00:10:57.847
  • THAT'S BEAUTIFUL!AND THE THING THAT I LOVE TOOIS THAT I THINK WITHIN
  • 00:10:57.847 --> 00:10:58.948
  • AND THE THING THAT I LOVE TOOIS THAT I THINK WITHINTHE CHURCH, AND WITHIN
  • 00:10:58.948 --> 00:10:59.949
  • IS THAT I THINK WITHINTHE CHURCH, AND WITHINTHE EVANGELICAL COMMUNITY
  • 00:10:59.949 --> 00:11:01.317
  • THE CHURCH, AND WITHINTHE EVANGELICAL COMMUNITYWE TEND TO CATEGORIZE SIN.
  • 00:11:01.317 --> 00:11:02.384
  • THE EVANGELICAL COMMUNITYWE TEND TO CATEGORIZE SIN.THERE IS THE BIG ONE
  • 00:11:02.384 --> 00:11:03.419
  • WE TEND TO CATEGORIZE SIN.THERE IS THE BIG ONEAND THEN WE'VE GOT THESE
  • 00:11:03.419 --> 00:11:04.553
  • THERE IS THE BIG ONEAND THEN WE'VE GOT THESELITTLE ONES WHICH IS
  • 00:11:04.553 --> 00:11:05.755
  • AND THEN WE'VE GOT THESELITTLE ONES WHICH ISJUST RIDICULOUS.
  • 00:11:05.755 --> 00:11:06.956
  • LITTLE ONES WHICH ISJUST RIDICULOUS.BUT I LOVE THE FACT THAT
  • 00:11:06.956 --> 00:11:08.157
  • COBWEBS OF YOUR OWN THAT
  • 00:11:09.225 --> 00:11:10.860
  • COBWEBS OF YOUR OWN THATYOU WERE LOOKING FOR.
  • 00:11:10.860 --> 00:11:12.428
  • COBWEBS OF YOUR OWN THATYOU WERE LOOKING FOR.AND I TOTALLY GOT THIS.
  • 00:11:12.428 --> 00:11:13.529
  • YOU WERE LOOKING FOR.AND I TOTALLY GOT THIS.I NEED PEOPLE TO LIKE ME AND
  • 00:11:13.529 --> 00:11:14.663
  • FEEL OKAY ABOUT MYSELF.
  • 00:11:16.065 --> 00:11:17.133
  • FEEL OKAY ABOUT MYSELF.Heather: I WOULD HOST
  • 00:11:17.133 --> 00:11:18.367
  • I LOVE TO HOST PARTIES.
  • 00:11:19.502 --> 00:11:20.703
  • I LOVE TO HOST PARTIES.LIKE I LOVE THAT.
  • 00:11:20.703 --> 00:11:22.204
  • LIKE I LOVE THAT.BUT REALLY, BEHIND IT
  • 00:11:22.204 --> 00:11:23.639
  • BUT REALLY, BEHIND ITIT WAS TO MAKE SURE
  • 00:11:23.639 --> 00:11:24.707
  • IT WAS TO MAKE SURETHAT THEY WOULD
  • 00:11:24.707 --> 00:11:25.808
  • TO CONTINUE TO HAVE
  • 00:11:27.243 --> 00:11:28.477
  • TO CONTINUE TO HAVETHESE RELATIONSHIPS
  • 00:11:28.477 --> 00:11:29.879
  • TO CONTINUE TO HAVETHESE RELATIONSHIPSOPPOSED TO JUST DOING IT
  • 00:11:29.879 --> 00:11:31.580
  • THESE RELATIONSHIPSOPPOSED TO JUST DOING ITFOR RELATIONSHIP,
  • 00:11:31.580 --> 00:11:33.449
  • OPPOSED TO JUST DOING ITFOR RELATIONSHIP,THERE WAS A HIDDEN AGENDA.
  • 00:11:33.449 --> 00:11:34.583
  • FOR RELATIONSHIP,THERE WAS A HIDDEN AGENDA.I DIDN'T REALIZE IT AT
  • 00:11:34.583 --> 00:11:35.951
  • THERE WAS A HIDDEN AGENDA.I DIDN'T REALIZE IT ATTHE TIME, LIKE HOLY SPIRIT
  • 00:11:35.951 --> 00:11:37.119
  • I DIDN'T REALIZE IT ATTHE TIME, LIKE HOLY SPIRITHAD TO BRING THAT UP TO ME
  • 00:11:37.119 --> 00:11:38.287
  • THE TIME, LIKE HOLY SPIRITHAD TO BRING THAT UP TO MEAND I WAS LIKE, OH YEAH.
  • 00:11:38.287 --> 00:11:39.588
  • HAD TO BRING THAT UP TO MEAND I WAS LIKE, OH YEAH.SORRY ABOUT THAT.
  • 00:11:39.588 --> 00:11:41.123
  • AND I WAS LIKE, OH YEAH.SORRY ABOUT THAT.Sheila: EXCELLENT POINT!
  • 00:11:41.123 --> 00:11:42.424
  • SORRY ABOUT THAT.Sheila: EXCELLENT POINT!Heather: BUT I THINK
  • 00:11:42.424 --> 00:11:44.460
  • Sheila: EXCELLENT POINT!Heather: BUT I THINKPINTEREST SINS ARE OUT THERE.
  • 00:11:44.460 --> 00:11:46.428
  • Heather: BUT I THINKPINTEREST SINS ARE OUT THERE.LIKE THEY LOOK REALLY PRETTY
  • 00:11:46.428 --> 00:11:47.563
  • PINTEREST SINS ARE OUT THERE.LIKE THEY LOOK REALLY PRETTYAND THEY'RE CLEANED UP
  • 00:11:47.563 --> 00:11:48.664
  • LIKE THEY LOOK REALLY PRETTYAND THEY'RE CLEANED UPBUT YOU KNOW!
  • 00:11:48.664 --> 00:11:49.832
  • AND THEY'RE CLEANED UPBUT YOU KNOW!Sheila: THAT'S A GREAT WAY
  • 00:11:49.832 --> 00:11:51.033
  • BUT YOU KNOW!Sheila: THAT'S A GREAT WAYTO DESCRIBE IT.
  • 00:11:51.033 --> 00:11:52.368
  • Sheila: THAT'S A GREAT WAYTO DESCRIBE IT.THERE'S A T-SHIRT.
  • 00:11:52.368 --> 00:11:54.103
  • TO DESCRIBE IT.THERE'S A T-SHIRT.[Laughter]
  • 00:11:54.103 --> 00:11:55.871
  • WORK IN CARLOS AND GOD HAD
  • 00:11:57.840 --> 00:11:59.175
  • WORK IN CARLOS AND GOD HADDONE WORK IN HEATHER
  • 00:11:59.175 --> 00:12:01.310
  • DONE WORK IN HEATHERYOU REACHED OUT AND WROTE
  • 00:12:01.310 --> 00:12:02.511
  • THIS RIGHT?
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  • THIS RIGHT?Heather: I ACTUALLY WROTE
  • 00:12:04.680 --> 00:12:05.915
  • THIS RIGHT?Heather: I ACTUALLY WROTETHE LETTER THE FIRST NIGHT.
  • 00:12:05.915 --> 00:12:06.982
  • Heather: I ACTUALLY WROTETHE LETTER THE FIRST NIGHT.Carlos: THIS IS ACTUALLY
  • 00:12:06.982 --> 00:12:08.184
  • THE LETTER THE FIRST NIGHT.Carlos: THIS IS ACTUALLYIMPORTANT.
  • 00:12:08.184 --> 00:12:09.285
  • Carlos: THIS IS ACTUALLYIMPORTANT.THE NIGHT I WAS EXPOSED AND
  • 00:12:09.285 --> 00:12:10.352
  • APART, THE NIGHT EVERYTHING
  • 00:12:11.520 --> 00:12:12.588
  • APART, THE NIGHT EVERYTHINGHAPPENED WAS THE NIGHT
  • 00:12:12.588 --> 00:12:13.656
  • HAPPENED WAS THE NIGHTSHE WROTE THAT LETTER.
  • 00:12:13.656 --> 00:12:14.723
  • SHE WROTE THAT LETTER.SO SHE ACTUALLY WROTE
  • 00:12:14.723 --> 00:12:17.059
  • SO SHE ACTUALLY WROTEA LOVE LETTER TO ME THAT
  • 00:12:17.059 --> 00:12:18.727
  • IT WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL
  • 00:12:20.429 --> 00:12:21.630
  • IT WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFULAND GUTTING LETTER
  • 00:12:21.630 --> 00:12:22.731
  • IT WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFULAND GUTTING LETTERI HAD EVER RECEIVED.
  • 00:12:22.731 --> 00:12:23.933
  • AND GUTTING LETTERI HAD EVER RECEIVED.BECAUSE IT WAS ALL THE REASONS
  • 00:12:23.933 --> 00:12:25.234
  • I HAD EVER RECEIVED.BECAUSE IT WAS ALL THE REASONSWHY SHE LOVED ME,
  • 00:12:25.234 --> 00:12:26.936
  • BECAUSE IT WAS ALL THE REASONSWHY SHE LOVED ME,ALL THE THINGS SHE'S ADMIRED
  • 00:12:26.936 --> 00:12:28.003
  • WHY SHE LOVED ME,ALL THE THINGS SHE'S ADMIREDABOUT ME, THE WAY
  • 00:12:28.003 --> 00:12:29.171
  • ALL THE THINGS SHE'S ADMIREDABOUT ME, THE WAYI'M A GREAT FATHER,
  • 00:12:29.171 --> 00:12:30.306
  • ABOUT ME, THE WAYI'M A GREAT FATHER,ALL THESE THINGS BUT
  • 00:12:30.306 --> 00:12:32.141
  • I'M A GREAT FATHER,ALL THESE THINGS BUTAT THE END IT WAS LIKE BUT
  • 00:12:32.141 --> 00:12:33.309
  • ALL THESE THINGS BUTAT THE END IT WAS LIKE BUTI KNOW THAT THIS RELATIONSHIP
  • 00:12:33.309 --> 00:12:34.710
  • AT THE END IT WAS LIKE BUTI KNOW THAT THIS RELATIONSHIPIS NO LONGER,
  • 00:12:34.710 --> 00:12:35.811
  • I KNOW THAT THIS RELATIONSHIPIS NO LONGER,I NEEDED TO WRITE DOWN ALL
  • 00:12:35.811 --> 00:12:37.012
  • IS NO LONGER,I NEEDED TO WRITE DOWN ALLTHE REASONS WHY I LOVED YOU.
  • 00:12:37.012 --> 00:12:38.447
  • I NEEDED TO WRITE DOWN ALLTHE REASONS WHY I LOVED YOU.SO WHY DID YOU WRITE THAT?
  • 00:12:38.447 --> 00:12:39.849
  • THE REASONS WHY I LOVED YOU.SO WHY DID YOU WRITE THAT?Heather: YEAH, I THINK
  • 00:12:39.849 --> 00:12:41.750
  • SO WHY DID YOU WRITE THAT?Heather: YEAH, I THINKTHERE IS JUST POWER IN WORDS.
  • 00:12:41.750 --> 00:12:43.285
  • Heather: YEAH, I THINKTHERE IS JUST POWER IN WORDS.SO ALTHOUGH HE HAD A BROKEN
  • 00:12:43.285 --> 00:12:46.288
  • THERE IS JUST POWER IN WORDS.SO ALTHOUGH HE HAD A BROKENSIDE HE WAS STILL CARLOS,
  • 00:12:46.288 --> 00:12:49.124
  • SO ALTHOUGH HE HAD A BROKENSIDE HE WAS STILL CARLOS,HE STILL HAS GOD IN HIM.
  • 00:12:49.124 --> 00:12:50.693
  • SIDE HE WAS STILL CARLOS,HE STILL HAS GOD IN HIM.HE STILL HAS BEAUTIFUL
  • 00:12:50.693 --> 00:12:52.228
  • HE STILL HAS GOD IN HIM.HE STILL HAS BEAUTIFULAND LOVING ATTRIBUTES TO HIM.
  • 00:12:52.228 --> 00:12:54.530
  • HE STILL HAS BEAUTIFULAND LOVING ATTRIBUTES TO HIM.SO BEING ABLE TO EXPRESS THAT
  • 00:12:54.530 --> 00:12:55.798
  • AND LOVING ATTRIBUTES TO HIM.SO BEING ABLE TO EXPRESS THATWAS FREEING TO ME.
  • 00:12:55.798 --> 00:12:58.000
  • SO BEING ABLE TO EXPRESS THATWAS FREEING TO ME.I'M NOT CARRYING JUST THIS
  • 00:12:58.000 --> 00:12:59.468
  • WAS FREEING TO ME.I'M NOT CARRYING JUST THISWEIGHT, LIKE I'M CARRYING
  • 00:12:59.468 --> 00:13:01.670
  • I'M NOT CARRYING JUST THISWEIGHT, LIKE I'M CARRYINGTHE GOOD PARTS AWAY AS WELL.
  • 00:13:01.670 --> 00:13:03.105
  • WEIGHT, LIKE I'M CARRYINGTHE GOOD PARTS AWAY AS WELL.SO I THINK THAT WAS IT.
  • 00:13:03.105 --> 00:13:04.406
  • THE GOOD PARTS AWAY AS WELL.SO I THINK THAT WAS IT.I THINK I CAME FROM A VERY
  • 00:13:04.406 --> 00:13:07.576
  • SO I THINK THAT WAS IT.I THINK I CAME FROM A VERYBROKEN FAMILY THAT HAD LOTS OF
  • 00:13:07.576 --> 00:13:09.478
  • I THINK I CAME FROM A VERYBROKEN FAMILY THAT HAD LOTS OFLIKE THIS SIDE VERSUS
  • 00:13:09.478 --> 00:13:11.013
  • BROKEN FAMILY THAT HAD LOTS OFLIKE THIS SIDE VERSUSTHIS SIDE AND I WANTED HIM
  • 00:13:11.013 --> 00:13:12.181
  • LIKE THIS SIDE VERSUSTHIS SIDE AND I WANTED HIMTO KNOW THERE WILL NEVER
  • 00:13:12.181 --> 00:13:13.482
  • THIS SIDE AND I WANTED HIMTO KNOW THERE WILL NEVERBE THAT.
  • 00:13:13.482 --> 00:13:14.683
  • TO KNOW THERE WILL NEVERBE THAT.Carlos: YOU WROTE THAT
  • 00:13:14.683 --> 00:13:15.885
  • BE THAT.Carlos: YOU WROTE THATIN THE LETTER TOO.
  • 00:13:15.885 --> 00:13:17.052
  • Carlos: YOU WROTE THATIN THE LETTER TOO.Heather: YEAH. LIKE I WILL
  • 00:13:17.052 --> 00:13:18.254
  • IN THE LETTER TOO.Heather: YEAH. LIKE I WILLNEVER SAY A BAD WORD
  • 00:13:18.254 --> 00:13:19.488
  • Heather: YEAH. LIKE I WILLNEVER SAY A BAD WORDABOUT YOU TO THE KIDS.
  • 00:13:19.488 --> 00:13:20.689
  • NEVER SAY A BAD WORDABOUT YOU TO THE KIDS.WE ARE FOR CARLOS.
  • 00:13:20.689 --> 00:13:21.724
  • ABOUT YOU TO THE KIDS.WE ARE FOR CARLOS.AND SO JUST SETTING IT UP.
  • 00:13:21.724 --> 00:13:22.892
  • WE ARE FOR CARLOS.AND SO JUST SETTING IT UP.Carlos: IT WAS STILL
  • 00:13:22.892 --> 00:13:23.926
  • AND SO JUST SETTING IT UP.Carlos: IT WAS STILLVERY FINAL.
  • 00:13:23.926 --> 00:13:25.027
  • Carlos: IT WAS STILLVERY FINAL.Heather: IT WAS FINAL!
  • 00:13:25.027 --> 00:13:26.095
  • VERY FINAL.Heather: IT WAS FINAL!THAT'S WHAT IT WAS.
  • 00:13:26.095 --> 00:13:27.196
  • Heather: IT WAS FINAL!THAT'S WHAT IT WAS.THIS IS IT BUT LIKE...
  • 00:13:27.196 --> 00:13:28.197
  • THAT'S WHAT IT WAS.THIS IS IT BUT LIKE...Carlos: THE MARRIAGE IS OVER
  • 00:13:28.197 --> 00:13:29.198
  • THIS IS IT BUT LIKE...Carlos: THE MARRIAGE IS OVERBUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHY
  • 00:13:29.198 --> 00:13:30.199
  • Carlos: THE MARRIAGE IS OVERBUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHYI LOVED YOU WHILE
  • 00:13:30.199 --> 00:13:31.567
  • BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHYI LOVED YOU WHILEWE WERE MARRIED.
  • 00:13:31.567 --> 00:13:34.003
  • I LOVED YOU WHILEWE WERE MARRIED.Randy: HOW ARE YOU HERE TODAY?
  • 00:13:34.003 --> 00:13:35.004
  • WE WERE MARRIED.Randy: HOW ARE YOU HERE TODAY?Heather: LOTS AND LOTS
  • 00:13:35.004 --> 00:13:36.505
  • Randy: HOW ARE YOU HERE TODAY?Heather: LOTS AND LOTSAND LOTS OF HARD WORK.
  • 00:13:36.505 --> 00:13:37.873
  • Heather: LOTS AND LOTSAND LOTS OF HARD WORK.LIKE IT WASN'T OVERNIGHT.
  • 00:13:37.873 --> 00:13:39.742
  • AND LOTS OF HARD WORK.LIKE IT WASN'T OVERNIGHT.AND THERE WERE LIKE...
  • 00:13:39.742 --> 00:13:41.043
  • LIKE IT WASN'T OVERNIGHT.AND THERE WERE LIKE...WE'RE STILL WORKING
  • 00:13:41.043 --> 00:13:42.211
  • AND THERE WERE LIKE...WE'RE STILL WORKINGTHROUGH THINGS.
  • 00:13:42.211 --> 00:13:43.345
  • WE'RE STILL WORKINGTHROUGH THINGS.Carlos: STILL!
  • 00:13:43.345 --> 00:13:44.780
  • THROUGH THINGS.Carlos: STILL!A DECADE LATER.
  • 00:13:44.780 --> 00:13:46.015
  • Carlos: STILL!A DECADE LATER.Heather: AND I THINK
  • 00:13:46.015 --> 00:13:47.249
  • A DECADE LATER.Heather: AND I THINKWE WILL FOREVER.
  • 00:13:47.249 --> 00:13:48.450
  • Heather: AND I THINKWE WILL FOREVER.WE ARE TWO SINFUL PEOPLE
  • 00:13:48.450 --> 00:13:49.685
  • WE WILL FOREVER.WE ARE TWO SINFUL PEOPLELIVING TOGETHER SO THERE
  • 00:13:49.685 --> 00:13:51.420
  • WE ARE TWO SINFUL PEOPLELIVING TOGETHER SO THEREWILL ALWAYS BE A LEARNING
  • 00:13:51.420 --> 00:13:53.789
  • LIVING TOGETHER SO THEREWILL ALWAYS BE A LEARNINGPROCESS BUT YEAH.
  • 00:13:53.789 --> 00:13:54.957
  • WILL ALWAYS BE A LEARNINGPROCESS BUT YEAH.Randy: YOU TALK ABOUT
  • 00:13:54.957 --> 00:13:56.125
  • PROCESS BUT YEAH.Randy: YOU TALK ABOUTTHE COBWEBS AND I THINK
  • 00:13:56.125 --> 00:13:57.126
  • Randy: YOU TALK ABOUTTHE COBWEBS AND I THINKTHOSE ARE THE THINGS THAT
  • 00:13:57.126 --> 00:13:58.160
  • THE COBWEBS AND I THINKTHOSE ARE THE THINGS THATWE THINK, OKAY, I CAN
  • 00:13:58.160 --> 00:13:59.461
  • THOSE ARE THE THINGS THATWE THINK, OKAY, I CANDEAL WITH THIS.
  • 00:13:59.461 --> 00:14:00.696
  • WE THINK, OKAY, I CANDEAL WITH THIS.IT'S THAT SPIDER THAT
  • 00:14:00.696 --> 00:14:01.764
  • DEAL WITH THIS.IT'S THAT SPIDER THATWE CAN'T KILL AND
  • 00:14:01.764 --> 00:14:02.898
  • IT'S THAT SPIDER THATWE CAN'T KILL ANDFOR YOU WAS A LIE.
  • 00:14:02.898 --> 00:14:04.533
  • WE CAN'T KILL ANDFOR YOU WAS A LIE.WHAT WAS THE LIE?
  • 00:14:04.533 --> 00:14:06.201
  • FOR YOU WAS A LIE.WHAT WAS THE LIE?Carlos: SO IF MY MEDICATING
  • 00:14:06.201 --> 00:14:07.870
  • WHAT WAS THE LIE?Carlos: SO IF MY MEDICATINGBEHAVIORS WERE SAY PORNOGRAPHY
  • 00:14:07.870 --> 00:14:09.204
  • Carlos: SO IF MY MEDICATINGBEHAVIORS WERE SAY PORNOGRAPHYOR ARTIFICIAL INTIMACY,
  • 00:14:09.204 --> 00:14:10.606
  • BEHAVIORS WERE SAY PORNOGRAPHYOR ARTIFICIAL INTIMACY,IT COULD BE ANYTHING, RIGHT?
  • 00:14:10.606 --> 00:14:12.608
  • OR ARTIFICIAL INTIMACY,IT COULD BE ANYTHING, RIGHT?THE LIE FOR ME WAS I FELT
  • 00:14:12.608 --> 00:14:14.376
  • IT COULD BE ANYTHING, RIGHT?THE LIE FOR ME WAS I FELTLIKE GOD HAD ABANDONED ME.
  • 00:14:14.376 --> 00:14:15.611
  • THE LIE FOR ME WAS I FELTLIKE GOD HAD ABANDONED ME.SO THAT WAS THE AGREEMENT
  • 00:14:15.611 --> 00:14:17.046
  • LIKE GOD HAD ABANDONED ME.SO THAT WAS THE AGREEMENTTHAT I'D MADE WITH A LIE.
  • 00:14:17.046 --> 00:14:18.180
  • SO THAT WAS THE AGREEMENTTHAT I'D MADE WITH A LIE.SO SINCE I'D MADE THIS
  • 00:14:18.180 --> 00:14:19.181
  • THAT I'D MADE WITH A LIE.SO SINCE I'D MADE THISAGREEMENT WITH A LIE THAT
  • 00:14:19.181 --> 00:14:20.215
  • SO SINCE I'D MADE THISAGREEMENT WITH A LIE THATGOD HAD ABANDONED ME,
  • 00:14:20.215 --> 00:14:21.350
  • AGREEMENT WITH A LIE THATGOD HAD ABANDONED ME,WELL GUESS WHAT?
  • 00:14:21.350 --> 00:14:22.451
  • GOD HAD ABANDONED ME,WELL GUESS WHAT?I GUESS I CAN DO WHATEVER
  • 00:14:22.451 --> 00:14:23.752
  • WELL GUESS WHAT?I GUESS I CAN DO WHATEVERI WANT TO DO BECAUSE GOD
  • 00:14:23.752 --> 00:14:24.853
  • I GUESS I CAN DO WHATEVERI WANT TO DO BECAUSE GODIS NOT LISTENING TO ME.
  • 00:14:24.853 --> 00:14:26.055
  • I WANT TO DO BECAUSE GODIS NOT LISTENING TO ME.HE IS NOT AROUND.
  • 00:14:26.055 --> 00:14:27.122
  • IS NOT LISTENING TO ME.HE IS NOT AROUND.HE IS NOT ANSWERING ME.
  • 00:14:27.122 --> 00:14:28.324
  • HE IS NOT AROUND.HE IS NOT ANSWERING ME.ALL THESE LIES THAT
  • 00:14:28.324 --> 00:14:29.758
  • HE IS NOT ANSWERING ME.ALL THESE LIES THATTHE ENEMY WAS IN MY HEAD.
  • 00:14:29.758 --> 00:14:31.460
  • ALL THESE LIES THATTHE ENEMY WAS IN MY HEAD.AND SO I WOULD TELL PEOPLE
  • 00:14:31.460 --> 00:14:33.662
  • THE ENEMY WAS IN MY HEAD.AND SO I WOULD TELL PEOPLEAGAIN THAT SURE, IT'S REALLY
  • 00:14:33.662 --> 00:14:34.730
  • AND SO I WOULD TELL PEOPLEAGAIN THAT SURE, IT'S REALLYEASY TO FIND OUT WHAT
  • 00:14:34.730 --> 00:14:35.864
  • AGAIN THAT SURE, IT'S REALLYEASY TO FIND OUT WHATYOUR MEDICATING BEHAVIOR IS.
  • 00:14:35.864 --> 00:14:36.899
  • EASY TO FIND OUT WHATYOUR MEDICATING BEHAVIOR IS.IF YOU DON'T KNOW
  • 00:14:36.899 --> 00:14:38.033
  • YOUR MEDICATING BEHAVIOR IS.IF YOU DON'T KNOWWHAT YOUR COBWEB IS,
  • 00:14:38.033 --> 00:14:39.134
  • IF YOU DON'T KNOWWHAT YOUR COBWEB IS,ASK YOUR FAMILY MEMBER AND
  • 00:14:39.134 --> 00:14:40.302
  • WHAT YOUR COBWEB IS,ASK YOUR FAMILY MEMBER ANDTHEY WILL TELL YOU WHAT IT IS.
  • 00:14:40.302 --> 00:14:41.637
  • ASK YOUR FAMILY MEMBER ANDTHEY WILL TELL YOU WHAT IT IS.BUT YOU CAN'T ASK YOUR FAMILY
  • 00:14:41.637 --> 00:14:42.938
  • THEY WILL TELL YOU WHAT IT IS.BUT YOU CAN'T ASK YOUR FAMILYWHAT YOUR FAMILY MEMBER
  • 00:14:42.938 --> 00:14:44.173
  • BUT YOU CAN'T ASK YOUR FAMILYWHAT YOUR FAMILY MEMBERWHAT YOUR SPIDER IS.
  • 00:14:44.173 --> 00:14:45.274
  • WHAT YOUR FAMILY MEMBERWHAT YOUR SPIDER IS.YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE
  • 00:14:45.274 --> 00:14:46.542
  • WHAT YOUR SPIDER IS.YOU'RE GOING TO HAVETO HEAR FROM HOLY SPIRIT.
  • 00:14:46.542 --> 00:14:48.010
  • YOU'RE GOING TO HAVETO HEAR FROM HOLY SPIRIT.AND SO THIS POINT RIGHT HERE
  • 00:14:48.010 --> 00:14:49.078
  • TO HEAR FROM HOLY SPIRIT.AND SO THIS POINT RIGHT HEREWHERE I ACTUALLY HEARD
  • 00:14:49.078 --> 00:14:50.245
  • AND SO THIS POINT RIGHT HEREWHERE I ACTUALLY HEARDFROM HOLY SPIRIT EXACTLY
  • 00:14:50.245 --> 00:14:51.547
  • WHERE I ACTUALLY HEARDFROM HOLY SPIRIT EXACTLYWHAT IT WAS, I REALIZED, WAIT!
  • 00:14:51.547 --> 00:14:53.349
  • FROM HOLY SPIRIT EXACTLYWHAT IT WAS, I REALIZED, WAIT!HE DOES SPEAK ON
  • 00:14:53.349 --> 00:14:54.650
  • WHAT IT WAS, I REALIZED, WAIT!HE DOES SPEAK ONA DAILY BASIS TO ME.
  • 00:14:54.650 --> 00:14:56.518
  • HE DOES SPEAK ONA DAILY BASIS TO ME.AND THEN THE MORE I STEPPED
  • 00:14:56.518 --> 00:14:57.886
  • A DAILY BASIS TO ME.AND THEN THE MORE I STEPPEDINTO CONVERSATIONAL INTIMACY
  • 00:14:57.886 --> 00:14:59.121
  • AND THEN THE MORE I STEPPEDINTO CONVERSATIONAL INTIMACYWITH HOLY SPIRIT
  • 00:14:59.121 --> 00:15:00.189
  • INTO CONVERSATIONAL INTIMACYWITH HOLY SPIRITTHE MORE CONNECTED I AM
  • 00:15:00.189 --> 00:15:01.357
  • WITH HOLY SPIRITTHE MORE CONNECTED I AMWITH HIM, THE MORE WILD
  • 00:15:01.357 --> 00:15:02.391
  • THE MORE CONNECTED I AMWITH HIM, THE MORE WILDTHINGS BEGAN TO GET
  • 00:15:02.391 --> 00:15:03.592
  • WITH HIM, THE MORE WILDTHINGS BEGAN TO GETIN MY FAITH.
  • 00:15:03.592 --> 00:15:04.927
  • THINGS BEGAN TO GETIN MY FAITH.AND SO THAT'S THE CONNECTION.
  • 00:15:04.927 --> 00:15:06.128
  • IN MY FAITH.AND SO THAT'S THE CONNECTION.THAT'S FROM SPIDERS
  • 00:15:06.128 --> 00:15:07.329
  • AND SO THAT'S THE CONNECTION.THAT'S FROM SPIDERSTO COBWEBS TO OKAY,
  • 00:15:07.329 --> 00:15:08.864
  • THAT'S FROM SPIDERSTO COBWEBS TO OKAY,OUR MARRIAGE IS 60% BETTER,
  • 00:15:08.864 --> 00:15:10.032
  • GUESS WHAT?
  • 00:15:11.100 --> 00:15:12.267
  • GUESS WHAT?YOU CAN ACTUALLY HAVE
  • 00:15:12.267 --> 00:15:14.003
  • YOU CAN ACTUALLY HAVETHIS INCREDIBLY WILD, AND
  • 00:15:14.003 --> 00:15:15.104
  • THIS INCREDIBLY WILD, ANDI THINK SOME PEOPLE,
  • 00:15:15.104 --> 00:15:16.438
  • I THINK SOME PEOPLE,SOME CHRISTIANS MAY BE SCARED
  • 00:15:16.438 --> 00:15:17.606
  • TO BE SAFE.
  • 00:15:18.640 --> 00:15:19.775
  • TO BE SAFE.THEY WANT TO LIVE
  • 00:15:19.775 --> 00:15:20.843
  • TO BE SAFE.THEY WANT TO LIVEIN THIS NICE...
  • 00:15:20.843 --> 00:15:21.910
  • THEY WANT TO LIVEIN THIS NICE...I JUST CHALLENGE CHRISTIANS
  • 00:15:21.910 --> 00:15:22.978
  • IN THIS NICE...I JUST CHALLENGE CHRISTIANSTO LOOK AT THE GOSPELS,
  • 00:15:22.978 --> 00:15:24.079
  • I JUST CHALLENGE CHRISTIANSTO LOOK AT THE GOSPELS,LOOK AT HOW JESUS MINISTERED
  • 00:15:24.079 --> 00:15:25.347
  • TO LOOK AT THE GOSPELS,LOOK AT HOW JESUS MINISTEREDAND THERE WAS NOTHING SAFE
  • 00:15:25.347 --> 00:15:26.715
  • LOOK AT HOW JESUS MINISTEREDAND THERE WAS NOTHING SAFEABOUT HIS MINISTRY.
  • 00:15:26.715 --> 00:15:28.350
  • AND THERE WAS NOTHING SAFEABOUT HIS MINISTRY.HE MINISTERED IN A WILD WAY
  • 00:15:28.350 --> 00:15:29.485
  • ABOUT HIS MINISTRY.HE MINISTERED IN A WILD WAYAND THAT'S WHAT
  • 00:15:29.485 --> 00:15:30.619
  • HE MINISTERED IN A WILD WAYAND THAT'S WHATWE'RE CALLED TO LIVE.
  • 00:15:30.619 --> 00:15:31.754
  • THIS GREAT NEW BOOK INTO
  • 00:15:32.855 --> 00:15:34.990
  • THIS GREAT NEW BOOK INTOENTER REST, WAR, AND WILD.
  • 00:15:34.990 --> 00:15:36.191
  • ENTER REST, WAR, AND WILD.YOU SAY IT IS IMPORTANT
  • 00:15:36.191 --> 00:15:37.726
  • YOU SAY IT IS IMPORTANTTO NEVER FORGET FOR A SECOND
  • 00:15:37.726 --> 00:15:39.828
  • Carlos: SPEAK ON THAT.
  • 00:15:40.996 --> 00:15:42.264
  • Carlos: SPEAK ON THAT.Heather: YEAH!
  • 00:15:42.264 --> 00:15:43.465
  • Carlos: SPEAK ON THAT.Heather: YEAH!I THINK FOR US, IT WAS SUCH
  • 00:15:43.465 --> 00:15:44.700
  • Heather: YEAH!I THINK FOR US, IT WAS SUCHA TRANSFORMATIONAL SEASON
  • 00:15:44.700 --> 00:15:45.868
  • TO UNPACK THAT AND LEARN
  • 00:15:47.169 --> 00:15:48.737
  • TO UNPACK THAT AND LEARNABOUT THAT AND BE ABLE
  • 00:15:48.737 --> 00:15:51.073
  • ABOUT THAT AND BE ABLETO STEP INTO WHO WE ARE
  • 00:15:51.073 --> 00:15:52.207
  • I THINK FOR US, PRAYER
  • 00:15:53.942 --> 00:15:55.677
  • I THINK FOR US, PRAYERSTARTS WITH LEARNING TO HEAR
  • 00:15:55.677 --> 00:15:57.379
  • I THINK FOR US, PRAYERSTARTS WITH LEARNING TO HEARFROM GOD AND BEING ABLE
  • 00:15:57.379 --> 00:15:59.048
  • STARTS WITH LEARNING TO HEARFROM GOD AND BEING ABLETO HEAR WHAT HE SAYS.
  • 00:15:59.048 --> 00:16:00.449
  • FROM GOD AND BEING ABLETO HEAR WHAT HE SAYS.Carlos: THAT'S THE REST.
  • 00:16:00.449 --> 00:16:01.583
  • TO HEAR WHAT HE SAYS.Carlos: THAT'S THE REST.Heather: YES! THAT'S THE REST.
  • 00:16:01.583 --> 00:16:02.951
  • Carlos: THAT'S THE REST.Heather: YES! THAT'S THE REST.AND THEN IT'S THE ACTUAL
  • 00:16:02.951 --> 00:16:04.386
  • Heather: YES! THAT'S THE REST.AND THEN IT'S THE ACTUALLIKE HEARING WHAT WE NEED
  • 00:16:04.386 --> 00:16:06.188
  • AND THEN IT'S THE ACTUALLIKE HEARING WHAT WE NEEDTO BE, WHAT HIS WILL IS
  • 00:16:06.188 --> 00:16:07.923
  • LIKE HEARING WHAT WE NEEDTO BE, WHAT HIS WILL ISIN OUR LIFE AND THEN IT IS
  • 00:16:07.923 --> 00:16:10.192
  • TO BE, WHAT HIS WILL ISIN OUR LIFE AND THEN IT ISTO APPLY, TO BRING HEAVEN
  • 00:16:10.192 --> 00:16:11.727
  • IN OUR LIFE AND THEN IT ISTO APPLY, TO BRING HEAVENDOWN HERE ON EARTH
  • 00:16:11.727 --> 00:16:13.429
  • TO APPLY, TO BRING HEAVENDOWN HERE ON EARTHAND LET'S START TO...
  • 00:16:13.429 --> 00:16:14.530
  • DOWN HERE ON EARTHAND LET'S START TO...AND I THINK WE MISS THAT
  • 00:16:14.530 --> 00:16:15.697
  • AND LET'S START TO...AND I THINK WE MISS THATSO OFTEN.
  • 00:16:15.697 --> 00:16:16.799
  • AND I THINK WE MISS THATSO OFTEN.I FEEL LIKE THE DEVIL
  • 00:16:16.799 --> 00:16:18.767
  • SO OFTEN.I FEEL LIKE THE DEVILWAS FOR THE MURDERS
  • 00:16:18.767 --> 00:16:20.035
  • I FEEL LIKE THE DEVILWAS FOR THE MURDERSAND LIKE THE BIG SINS,
  • 00:16:20.035 --> 00:16:21.070
  • WAS FOR THE MURDERSAND LIKE THE BIG SINS,LIKE YOU WERE SAYING.
  • 00:16:21.070 --> 00:16:22.337
  • AND LIKE THE BIG SINS,LIKE YOU WERE SAYING.IT WASN'T THAT SATAN WAS IN
  • 00:16:22.337 --> 00:16:23.639
  • LIKE YOU WERE SAYING.IT WASN'T THAT SATAN WAS INMY EVERYDAY WHISPERING LIES
  • 00:16:23.639 --> 00:16:25.074
  • IT WASN'T THAT SATAN WAS INMY EVERYDAY WHISPERING LIESTO ME AND THAT WAS SOMETHING
  • 00:16:25.074 --> 00:16:26.875
  • MY EVERYDAY WHISPERING LIESTO ME AND THAT WAS SOMETHINGI HAD AUTHORITY TO BE LIKE,
  • 00:16:26.875 --> 00:16:28.844
  • TO ME AND THAT WAS SOMETHINGI HAD AUTHORITY TO BE LIKE,"IN JESUS' NAME, NO!"
  • 00:16:28.844 --> 00:16:31.280
  • I HAD AUTHORITY TO BE LIKE,"IN JESUS' NAME, NO!"SO LIKE THAT WAS JUST MISSED
  • 00:16:31.280 --> 00:16:33.315
  • "IN JESUS' NAME, NO!"SO LIKE THAT WAS JUST MISSEDIN SOME OF MY THEOLOGY
  • 00:16:33.315 --> 00:16:35.484
  • SO LIKE THAT WAS JUST MISSEDIN SOME OF MY THEOLOGYAS A NEW CHRISTIAN.
  • 00:16:35.484 --> 00:16:37.753
  • IN SOME OF MY THEOLOGYAS A NEW CHRISTIAN.SO FOR ME, REALLY LEARNING
  • 00:16:37.753 --> 00:16:39.088
  • AS A NEW CHRISTIAN.SO FOR ME, REALLY LEARNINGTHAT AND UNDERSTANDING THAT
  • 00:16:39.088 --> 00:16:41.723
  • SO FOR ME, REALLY LEARNINGTHAT AND UNDERSTANDING THATHAS BEEN LIFE CHANGING
  • 00:16:41.723 --> 00:16:42.958
  • THAT AND UNDERSTANDING THATHAS BEEN LIFE CHANGINGSPACE FOR US.
  • 00:16:42.958 --> 00:16:44.293
  • HAS BEEN LIFE CHANGINGSPACE FOR US.Carlos: THAT WARFARE ISN'T,
  • 00:16:44.293 --> 00:16:45.461
  • SPACE FOR US.Carlos: THAT WARFARE ISN'T,AGAIN WE'RE JUST TALKING
  • 00:16:45.461 --> 00:16:46.662
  • Carlos: THAT WARFARE ISN'T,AGAIN WE'RE JUST TALKINGABOUT THESE BIG DEEP...
  • 00:16:46.662 --> 00:16:48.130
  • AGAIN WE'RE JUST TALKINGABOUT THESE BIG DEEP...IT IS A DAILY THING.
  • 00:16:48.130 --> 00:16:50.132
  • ABOUT THESE BIG DEEP...IT IS A DAILY THING.SO I GIVE IN THE BOOK
  • 00:16:50.132 --> 00:16:51.967
  • IT IS A DAILY THING.SO I GIVE IN THE BOOKVERY PRACTICAL WAYS ON HOW
  • 00:16:51.967 --> 00:16:53.469
  • SO I GIVE IN THE BOOKVERY PRACTICAL WAYS ON HOWTO USE THE WEAPONS OF WARFARE
  • 00:16:53.469 --> 00:16:54.736
  • VERY PRACTICAL WAYS ON HOWTO USE THE WEAPONS OF WARFARETHAT WE'VE BEEN GIVEN.
  • 00:16:54.736 --> 00:16:56.405
  • TO USE THE WEAPONS OF WARFARETHAT WE'VE BEEN GIVEN.SO PRAISE AND THANKSGIVING.
  • 00:16:56.405 --> 00:16:58.407
  • THAT WE'VE BEEN GIVEN.SO PRAISE AND THANKSGIVING.PRAYING THE PROMISE INSTEAD
  • 00:16:58.407 --> 00:16:59.675
  • SO PRAISE AND THANKSGIVING.PRAYING THE PROMISE INSTEADOF PRAYING THE PROBLEM.
  • 00:16:59.675 --> 00:17:00.876
  • PRAYING THE PROMISE INSTEADOF PRAYING THE PROBLEM.ALL THESE THINGS THAT
  • 00:17:00.876 --> 00:17:02.077
  • OF PRAYING THE PROBLEM.ALL THESE THINGS THATWE HAVE A TENDENCY TO DO.
  • 00:17:02.077 --> 00:17:03.112
  • ALL THESE THINGS THATWE HAVE A TENDENCY TO DO.WHEN I'M STRUGGLING
  • 00:17:03.112 --> 00:17:04.279
  • WE HAVE A TENDENCY TO DO.WHEN I'M STRUGGLINGWITH ANXIETY OR THROUGH
  • 00:17:04.279 --> 00:17:05.380
  • WHEN I'M STRUGGLINGWITH ANXIETY OR THROUGHDEPRESSION MY PRAYERS
  • 00:17:05.380 --> 00:17:06.448
  • WITH ANXIETY OR THROUGHDEPRESSION MY PRAYERSUSED TO BE, O GOD,
  • 00:17:06.448 --> 00:17:07.583
  • DEPRESSION MY PRAYERSUSED TO BE, O GOD,I'M SO DEPRESSED!
  • 00:17:07.583 --> 00:17:08.750
  • USED TO BE, O GOD,I'M SO DEPRESSED!O GOD, I'M SO ANXIOUS!
  • 00:17:08.750 --> 00:17:09.885
  • I'M SO DEPRESSED!O GOD, I'M SO ANXIOUS!O GOD, I'M SO OVERWHELMED!
  • 00:17:09.885 --> 00:17:10.886
  • O GOD, I'M SO ANXIOUS!O GOD, I'M SO OVERWHELMED!AND I FEEL LIKE THE ENEMY WAS
  • 00:17:10.886 --> 00:17:11.920
  • O GOD, I'M SO OVERWHELMED!AND I FEEL LIKE THE ENEMY WASLOOKING AT ME GOING LIKE,
  • 00:17:11.920 --> 00:17:13.021
  • AND I FEEL LIKE THE ENEMY WASLOOKING AT ME GOING LIKE,"I LOVE THIS PRAYER!
  • 00:17:13.021 --> 00:17:14.123
  • LOOKING AT ME GOING LIKE,"I LOVE THIS PRAYER!THIS IS GREAT.
  • 00:17:14.123 --> 00:17:15.324
  • "I LOVE THIS PRAYER!THIS IS GREAT.KEEP MAKING AN AGREEMENT.
  • 00:17:15.324 --> 00:17:16.391
  • THIS IS GREAT.KEEP MAKING AN AGREEMENT.KEEP SAYING THOSE THINGS
  • 00:17:16.391 --> 00:17:17.559
  • KEEP MAKING AN AGREEMENT.KEEP SAYING THOSE THINGSTHAT KEEP YOU IN BONDAGE."
  • 00:17:17.559 --> 00:17:18.660
  • KEEP SAYING THOSE THINGSTHAT KEEP YOU IN BONDAGE."AND INSTEAD NOW MY PRAYERS
  • 00:17:18.660 --> 00:17:19.728
  • THAT KEEP YOU IN BONDAGE."AND INSTEAD NOW MY PRAYERSHAVE GONE FROM I'M SO WORRIED
  • 00:17:19.728 --> 00:17:20.863
  • AND INSTEAD NOW MY PRAYERSHAVE GONE FROM I'M SO WORRIEDAND OVERWHELMED
  • 00:17:20.863 --> 00:17:21.930
  • HAVE GONE FROM I'M SO WORRIEDAND OVERWHELMEDTO FINDING THE TRUTH
  • 00:17:21.930 --> 00:17:23.031
  • AND OVERWHELMEDTO FINDING THE TRUTHIN SCRIPTURE AND SAYING,
  • 00:17:23.031 --> 00:17:24.099
  • TO FINDING THE TRUTHIN SCRIPTURE AND SAYING,I'M THE BODY OF CHRIST.
  • 00:17:24.099 --> 00:17:25.167
  • IN SCRIPTURE AND SAYING,I'M THE BODY OF CHRIST.SATAN HAS NO POWER OVER ME.
  • 00:17:25.167 --> 00:17:26.235
  • I'M THE BODY OF CHRIST.SATAN HAS NO POWER OVER ME.I OVERCOME HIM WITH GOOD.
  • 00:17:26.235 --> 00:17:27.302
  • SATAN HAS NO POWER OVER ME.I OVERCOME HIM WITH GOOD.I'M A GOD.
  • 00:17:27.302 --> 00:17:28.303
  • I OVERCOME HIM WITH GOOD.I'M A GOD.GREATER IS HE THAT'S IN ME
  • 00:17:28.303 --> 00:17:29.338
  • I'M A GOD.GREATER IS HE THAT'S IN METHAN HE THAT'S IN THE WORLD.
  • 00:17:29.338 --> 00:17:30.372
  • GREATER IS HE THAT'S IN METHAN HE THAT'S IN THE WORLD.I WILL FEAR NO EVIL.
  • 00:17:30.372 --> 00:17:31.406
  • THAN HE THAT'S IN THE WORLD.I WILL FEAR NO EVIL.YOU'RE WITH ME, LORD.
  • 00:17:31.406 --> 00:17:32.441
  • I WILL FEAR NO EVIL.YOU'RE WITH ME, LORD.YOUR WORD AND YOUR SPIRIT
  • 00:17:32.441 --> 00:17:33.475
  • YOU'RE WITH ME, LORD.YOUR WORD AND YOUR SPIRITTHEY COMFORT ME.
  • 00:17:33.475 --> 00:17:34.510
  • YOUR WORD AND YOUR SPIRITTHEY COMFORT ME.OVER AND OVER AND MORE
  • 00:17:34.510 --> 00:17:35.577
  • THEY COMFORT ME.OVER AND OVER AND MOREAND MORE, SUDDENLY EVEN
  • 00:17:35.577 --> 00:17:36.612
  • OVER AND OVER AND MOREAND MORE, SUDDENLY EVENRIGHT NOW AS I'M SAYING
  • 00:17:36.612 --> 00:17:37.646
  • AND MORE, SUDDENLY EVENRIGHT NOW AS I'M SAYINGTHESE THINGS I'M FEELING
  • 00:17:37.646 --> 00:17:38.680
  • RIGHT NOW AS I'M SAYINGTHESE THINGS I'M FEELINGHIS PRESENCE BECAUSE
  • 00:17:38.680 --> 00:17:39.715
  • THESE THINGS I'M FEELINGHIS PRESENCE BECAUSETHE TRUTH OF GOD'S WORD
  • 00:17:39.715 --> 00:17:40.782
  • HIS PRESENCE BECAUSETHE TRUTH OF GOD'S WORDPRAYING THE PROMISES OF GOD
  • 00:17:40.782 --> 00:17:41.850
  • THE TRUTH OF GOD'S WORDPRAYING THE PROMISES OF GODIS WARFARE ON A DAILY BASIS.
  • 00:17:41.850 --> 00:17:42.918
  • ONE LAST QUESTION.
  • 00:17:43.986 --> 00:17:45.120
  • ONE LAST QUESTION.I KNOW WHAT YOUR ANSWER
  • 00:17:45.120 --> 00:17:46.221
  • I KNOW WHAT YOUR ANSWERWOULD BE.
  • 00:17:46.221 --> 00:17:47.556
  • WOULD BE.[Laughter]
  • 00:17:47.556 --> 00:17:49.057
  • [Laughter]BUT HEATHER, GIVEN THAT
  • 00:17:49.057 --> 00:17:51.226
  • HE DESERVED TO BE KICKED OUT
  • 00:17:52.961 --> 00:17:54.196
  • HE DESERVED TO BE KICKED OUTOF THE HOUSE
  • 00:17:54.196 --> 00:17:56.899
  • HE DESERVED TO BE KICKED OUTOF THE HOUSEAND FINAL LETTER WRITTEN.
  • 00:17:56.899 --> 00:17:58.233
  • OF THE HOUSEAND FINAL LETTER WRITTEN.HAS IT BEEN WORTH THE WORK
  • 00:17:58.233 --> 00:17:59.434
  • AND FINAL LETTER WRITTEN.HAS IT BEEN WORTH THE WORKTO RESTORE IT?
  • 00:17:59.434 --> 00:18:00.669
  • HAS IT BEEN WORTH THE WORKTO RESTORE IT?Heather: YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:18:00.669 --> 00:18:01.970
  • TO RESTORE IT?Heather: YOU KNOW WHAT?I LOVE THE MOUNTAINS.
  • 00:18:01.970 --> 00:18:03.305
  • Heather: YOU KNOW WHAT?I LOVE THE MOUNTAINS.I LOVE HIKING.
  • 00:18:03.305 --> 00:18:04.406
  • I LOVE THE MOUNTAINS.I LOVE HIKING.THERE IS A THING
  • 00:18:04.406 --> 00:18:05.674
  • I LOVE HIKING.THERE IS A THINGCALLED A GONDOLA.
  • 00:18:05.674 --> 00:18:06.909
  • THERE IS A THINGCALLED A GONDOLA.IT CAN TAKE YOU
  • 00:18:06.909 --> 00:18:08.043
  • CALLED A GONDOLA.IT CAN TAKE YOUTO FAST TRACK ON TOP
  • 00:18:08.043 --> 00:18:09.278
  • IT CAN TAKE YOUTO FAST TRACK ON TOPOF THE MOUNTAIN AND YOU GET
  • 00:18:09.278 --> 00:18:10.779
  • TO FAST TRACK ON TOPOF THE MOUNTAIN AND YOU GETTHE SAME VIEW AT THE TOP.
  • 00:18:10.779 --> 00:18:12.748
  • OF THE MOUNTAIN AND YOU GETTHE SAME VIEW AT THE TOP.BUT FOR ME, THE CLIMB,
  • 00:18:12.748 --> 00:18:13.815
  • THE SAME VIEW AT THE TOP.BUT FOR ME, THE CLIMB,THE BLOOD, THE SWEAT,
  • 00:18:13.815 --> 00:18:16.018
  • BUT FOR ME, THE CLIMB,THE BLOOD, THE SWEAT,THE TEARS, THE BLISTERS,
  • 00:18:16.018 --> 00:18:17.553
  • THE BLOOD, THE SWEAT,THE TEARS, THE BLISTERS,THAT IS WORTH THE VIEW
  • 00:18:17.553 --> 00:18:18.654
  • THE TEARS, THE BLISTERS,THAT IS WORTH THE VIEWSO MUCH MORE THAN WHEN
  • 00:18:18.654 --> 00:18:20.055
  • THAT IS WORTH THE VIEWSO MUCH MORE THAN WHENI RIDE THE GONDOLA UP.
  • 00:18:20.055 --> 00:18:21.890
  • SO MUCH MORE THAN WHENI RIDE THE GONDOLA UP.SO I WOULD SAY YEAH.
  • 00:18:21.890 --> 00:18:23.125
  • I RIDE THE GONDOLA UP.SO I WOULD SAY YEAH.Sheila: YEAH,
  • 00:18:23.125 --> 00:18:24.393
  • SO I WOULD SAY YEAH.Sheila: YEAH,THAT WILL PREACH.
  • 00:18:24.393 --> 00:18:25.761
  • Sheila: YEAH,THAT WILL PREACH.THAT'S PHENOMENAL!
  • 00:18:25.761 --> 00:18:26.795
  • THAT WILL PREACH.THAT'S PHENOMENAL!WE'RE GOING TO LET YOU KNOW
  • 00:18:26.795 --> 00:18:27.896
  • THAT'S PHENOMENAL!WE'RE GOING TO LET YOU KNOWA LITTLE BIT MORE ABOUT
  • 00:18:27.896 --> 00:18:29.031
  • WE'RE GOING TO LET YOU KNOWA LITTLE BIT MORE ABOUTHOW TO GET A HOLD
  • 00:18:29.031 --> 00:18:30.098
  • A LITTLE BIT MORE ABOUTHOW TO GET A HOLDOF THE BOOK ENTER WILD .
  • 00:18:30.098 --> 00:18:31.133
  • HOW TO GET A HOLDOF THE BOOK ENTER WILD .BUT ONE OF THE THINGS
  • 00:18:31.133 --> 00:18:32.201
  • VERY MUCH AT LIFE TODAY
  • 00:18:33.302 --> 00:18:34.469
  • VERY MUCH AT LIFE TODAYARE YOUNG GIRLS
  • 00:18:34.469 --> 00:18:35.637
  • ARE YOUNG GIRLSWHO ARE BEING TRAFFICKED
  • 00:18:35.637 --> 00:18:36.805
  • WHO ARE BEING TRAFFICKEDTHIS IS DEMONIC.
  • 00:18:36.805 --> 00:18:38.373
  • THIS IS DEMONIC.LITERALLY, THE POWERS OF HELL
  • 00:18:38.373 --> 00:18:39.975
  • LITERALLY, THE POWERS OF HELLGOING IN AND TRYING TO TAKE
  • 00:18:39.975 --> 00:18:41.610
  • GOING IN AND TRYING TO TAKETHESE YOUNG GIRLS,
  • 00:18:41.610 --> 00:18:42.744
  • THESE YOUNG GIRLS,AND LET THEM KNOW
  • 00:18:42.744 --> 00:18:43.912
  • AND LET THEM KNOWTHEY HAVE NO VALUE,
  • 00:18:43.912 --> 00:18:45.013
  • THEY HAVE NO VALUE,THEY'RE NOT EVEN A NAME,
  • 00:18:45.013 --> 00:18:46.215
  • THEY'RE NOT EVEN A NAME,THEY'RE JUST A NUMBER.
  • 00:18:46.215 --> 00:18:47.549
  • THEY'RE JUST A NUMBER.THEY ARE VERY WELL ORGANIZED.
  • 00:18:47.549 --> 00:18:48.650
  • THEY ARE VERY WELL ORGANIZED.IT IS A BILLION
  • 00:18:48.650 --> 00:18:49.785
  • IT IS A BILLIONDOLLAR INDUSTRY.
  • 00:18:49.785 --> 00:18:51.019
  • DOLLAR INDUSTRY.I'VE WALKED THOSE STREETS
  • 00:18:51.019 --> 00:18:52.221
  • I'VE WALKED THOSE STREETSIN SOUTHEAST ASIA
  • 00:18:52.221 --> 00:18:54.089
  • IN SOUTHEAST ASIAAND IT'S DEVASTATING.
  • 00:18:54.089 --> 00:18:55.457
  • AND IT'S DEVASTATING.BUT HERE'S THE DEAL, WE ARE
  • 00:18:55.457 --> 00:18:56.858
  • BUT HERE'S THE DEAL, WE ARETHE BODY OF CHRIST ON
  • 00:18:56.858 --> 00:18:58.594
  • THE BODY OF CHRIST ONTHE PLANET AT THIS MOMENT
  • 00:18:58.594 --> 00:19:00.329
  • THE PLANET AT THIS MOMENTAND WE HAVE A COMMISSION.
  • 00:19:00.329 --> 00:19:03.699
  • AND WE HAVE A COMMISSION.WE ARE ON MISSION 24/7.
  • 00:19:03.699 --> 00:19:05.334
  • WE ARE ON MISSION 24/7.AND SO WE'RE GOING IN THERE
  • 00:19:05.334 --> 00:19:06.969
  • AND SO WE'RE GOING IN THEREIN YOUR NAME TO REACH KIDS
  • 00:19:06.969 --> 00:19:08.103
  • IN YOUR NAME TO REACH KIDSIN THE VILLAGES BEFORE
  • 00:19:08.103 --> 00:19:09.471
  • IN THE VILLAGES BEFOREANYONE EVER GETS TO THEM
  • 00:19:09.471 --> 00:19:10.639
  • ANYONE EVER GETS TO THEMTO PREPARE THEM FOR
  • 00:19:10.639 --> 00:19:12.174
  • TO PREPARE THEM FORWHAT COULD HAPPEN.
  • 00:19:12.174 --> 00:19:13.542
  • WHAT COULD HAPPEN.THEN WHEN WE'RE A LITTLE LATE
  • 00:19:13.542 --> 00:19:14.643
  • THEN WHEN WE'RE A LITTLE LATEON THAT SIDE WE GO IN
  • 00:19:14.643 --> 00:19:16.178
  • ON THAT SIDE WE GO INAND KNOCK DOWN DOORS
  • 00:19:16.178 --> 00:19:17.746
  • AND KNOCK DOWN DOORSAT MIDNIGHT AND RESCUE
  • 00:19:17.746 --> 00:19:18.847
  • AT MIDNIGHT AND RESCUETHESE GIRLS AND THEN
  • 00:19:18.847 --> 00:19:20.282
  • THESE GIRLS AND THENTAKE THEM TO A PLACE WHERE
  • 00:19:20.282 --> 00:19:21.783
  • TAKE THEM TO A PLACE WHERETHEY CAN BE RESTORED.
  • 00:19:21.783 --> 00:19:23.385
  • THEY CAN BE RESTORED.LET ME TELL YOU, SOME OF
  • 00:19:23.385 --> 00:19:24.653
  • LET ME TELL YOU, SOME OFTHESE YOUNG PEOPLE THAT ARE
  • 00:19:24.653 --> 00:19:25.821
  • THESE YOUNG PEOPLE THAT ARERESTORED THAT GIVE THEIR LIVES
  • 00:19:25.821 --> 00:19:27.522
  • RESTORED THAT GIVE THEIR LIVESTO JESUS, BECOME THE MOST
  • 00:19:27.522 --> 00:19:29.324
  • TO JESUS, BECOME THE MOSTRADICAL DISCIPLES
  • 00:19:29.324 --> 00:19:30.525
  • RADICAL DISCIPLESI HAVE EVER MET.
  • 00:19:30.525 --> 00:19:31.727
  • I HAVE EVER MET.THEY UNDERSTAND
  • 00:19:31.727 --> 00:19:32.894
  • THEY UNDERSTANDTHE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN
  • 00:19:32.894 --> 00:19:34.129
  • THE DIFFERENCE BETWEENDARKNESS AND LIGHT AND
  • 00:19:34.129 --> 00:19:35.897
  • DARKNESS AND LIGHT ANDTHEY BECOME BEACONS AND
  • 00:19:35.897 --> 00:19:37.432
  • BUT WE CAN ONLY DO IT
  • 00:19:39.601 --> 00:19:40.769
  • IF YOU WILL HELP US.
  • 00:19:40.769 --> 00:19:42.004
  • Randy: THAT'S WHY WE ASK YOU
  • 00:19:42.004 --> 00:19:43.505
  • HAPPILY, BOLDLY TO GO
  • 00:19:43.505 --> 00:19:45.207
  • TO THE PHONE, GO ONLINE,
  • 00:19:45.207 --> 00:19:46.508
  • DO WHATEVER GOD'S PUT
  • 00:19:46.508 --> 00:19:47.743
  • ON YOUR HEART.
  • 00:19:47.743 --> 00:19:49.344
  • I'M JUST ASKING YOU
  • 00:19:49.344 --> 00:19:50.512
  • TO BE THAT LIGHT
  • 00:19:50.512 --> 00:19:52.214
  • IN THIS DARK WORLD.
  • 00:19:52.214 --> 00:19:53.782
  • LET'S SHINE AND LET'S
  • 00:19:53.782 --> 00:19:56.051
  • BEHIND THE BRIGHT LIGHTSTHERE IS A DARKNESS
  • 00:19:57.052 --> 00:19:59.187
  • WHERE A WORLDOF INNOCENCE IS LOST
  • 00:19:59.288 --> 00:20:01.189
  • AND ABUSERUNS RAMPANT
  • 00:20:01.290 --> 00:20:03.191
  • SCARRING THE SOULSOF CHILDREN
  • 00:20:03.292 --> 00:20:05.193
  • WITH NO ONE AND NOWHERETO TURN FOR HELP.
  • 00:20:05.294 --> 00:20:08.130
  • WITH BODIES BROKENAND HOPES CRUSHED,
  • 00:20:08.230 --> 00:20:10.132
  • THESE YOUNG VICTIMSARE TRAPPED
  • 00:20:10.232 --> 00:20:12.134
  • IN A NEVER-ENDINGNIGHTMARE.
  • 00:20:12.234 --> 00:20:14.136
  • TODAY YOU CAN SHINETHE LIGHT OF GOD'S LOVE
  • 00:20:14.236 --> 00:20:16.138
  • IN THISDARK WORLD
  • 00:20:16.238 --> 00:20:18.140
  • TO REACH, RESCUE, AND RESTORETHESE YOUNG ONES
  • 00:20:18.240 --> 00:20:20.142
  • TO THE LIFE GOD DESIGNEDFOR THEM TO LIVE.
  • 00:20:20.242 --> 00:20:22.711
  • WITH A GENEROUS$250.000 MATCHING GIFT
  • 00:20:22.811 --> 00:20:26.348
  • NOW YOUR GIFTOF $128
  • 00:20:26.448 --> 00:20:28.417
  • TO HELP REACH, RESCUE,OR RESTORE ONE CHILD
  • 00:20:28.517 --> 00:20:31.053
  • CAN BE DOUBLEDTO HELP TWO CHILDREN.
  • 00:20:31.153 --> 00:20:33.522
  • YOUR $64 GIFTWILL BE MATCHEDTO HELP SAVE ONE CHILD
  • 00:20:33.622 --> 00:20:36.858
  • FROM THE HORRORSOF HUMAN TRAFFICKING.
  • 00:20:36.958 --> 00:20:38.960
  • AND A $32MISSION RESCUE GIFT
  • 00:20:39.061 --> 00:20:41.063
  • WILL BE DOUBLEDTO $64.
  • 00:20:41.163 --> 00:20:43.598
  • WITH YOUR GIFTWE'LL SEND YOUNATURAL REMEDIES .
  • 00:20:43.699 --> 00:20:46.301
  • THIS BEAUTIFULLYILLUSTRATED ANDESSENTIAL BOOK
  • 00:20:46.401 --> 00:20:48.570
  • EXPLORESANCIENT NUTRITION
  • 00:20:48.670 --> 00:20:50.572
  • AND THE HEALTH BENEFITSFOUND IN GOD'S CREATION,
  • 00:20:50.672 --> 00:20:52.774
  • A VALUABLE REFERENCEWITH BIBLICAL INSIGHT
  • 00:20:52.874 --> 00:20:55.143
  • TO HELP YOU LIVEYOUR BEST LIFE.
  • 00:20:55.243 --> 00:20:57.612
  • WITH YOUR GIFTOF $128 OR MORE,
  • 00:20:57.713 --> 00:21:00.182
  • YOU'LL RECEIVE THISBEAUTIFUL PRAYER BOX
  • 00:21:00.282 --> 00:21:02.617
  • INSCRIBED WITH THE WORDSFROM PHILIPPIANS 4:6.
  • 00:21:02.718 --> 00:21:05.387
  • THIS WONDERFUL KEEPSAKEINCLUDES PENCIL AND PAPER
  • 00:21:05.487 --> 00:21:07.889
  • TO WRITE DOWNPRAYER REQUESTS
  • 00:21:07.989 --> 00:21:09.891
  • YOU WANTTO GIVE TO GOD.
  • 00:21:09.991 --> 00:21:11.893
  • FINALLY, PLEASE CONSIDERA GIFT OF $1280
  • 00:21:11.993 --> 00:21:14.329
  • WHICH WILL NOW HELPRESCUE 20 CHILDREN.
  • 00:21:14.429 --> 00:21:16.431
  • AND YOUMAY REQUEST
  • 00:21:16.531 --> 00:21:18.433
  • "A MOTHER'S STRENGTH"BRONZE SCULPTURE.
  • 00:21:18.533 --> 00:21:20.435
  • PLEASE CALL, WRITE,OR MAKE YOUR GIFT ONLINE.
  • 00:21:20.535 --> 00:21:25.040
  • Sheila: THANK YOU SO MUCH!
  • 00:21:28.610 --> 00:21:29.711
  • Sheila: THANK YOU SO MUCH!IF THE LINES ARE BUSY,
  • 00:21:29.711 --> 00:21:30.712
  • Sheila: THANK YOU SO MUCH!IF THE LINES ARE BUSY,PLEASE KEEP CALLING.
  • 00:21:30.712 --> 00:21:31.813
  • IF THE LINES ARE BUSY,PLEASE KEEP CALLING.LET'S DO THIS.
  • 00:21:31.813 --> 00:21:32.848
  • PLEASE KEEP CALLING.LET'S DO THIS.Randy: ABSOLUTELY!
  • 00:21:32.848 --> 00:21:33.849
  • LET'S DO THIS.Randy: ABSOLUTELY!AND I WANT TO THANK CARLOS
  • 00:21:33.849 --> 00:21:34.883
  • Randy: ABSOLUTELY!AND I WANT TO THANK CARLOSAND HEATHER FOR BEING HERE
  • 00:21:34.883 --> 00:21:35.884
  • AND I WANT TO THANK CARLOSAND HEATHER FOR BEING HEREAND SHARING WITH JUST
  • 00:21:35.884 --> 00:21:37.052
  • AND HEATHER FOR BEING HEREAND SHARING WITH JUSTTHE STORY OF REDEMPTION.
  • 00:21:37.052 --> 00:21:38.553
  • AND SHARING WITH JUSTTHE STORY OF REDEMPTION.I WANT PEOPLE TO GET
  • 00:21:38.553 --> 00:21:39.921
  • THE STORY OF REDEMPTION.I WANT PEOPLE TO GETTHIS BOOK.
  • 00:21:39.921 --> 00:21:40.989
  • I WANT PEOPLE TO GETTHIS BOOK.WE WANT TO SEND THIS BOOK
  • 00:21:40.989 --> 00:21:42.491
  • THIS BOOK.WE WANT TO SEND THIS BOOKTO YOU WITH ANY GIFT
  • 00:21:42.491 --> 00:21:43.725
  • WE WANT TO SEND THIS BOOKTO YOU WITH ANY GIFTTOWARDS RESCUE LIFE.
  • 00:21:43.725 --> 00:21:45.427
  • TO YOU WITH ANY GIFTTOWARDS RESCUE LIFE.SO YOU CAN DO SOMETHING GOOD
  • 00:21:45.427 --> 00:21:46.928
  • TOWARDS RESCUE LIFE.SO YOU CAN DO SOMETHING GOODFOR CHILDREN AROUND THE WORLD
  • 00:21:46.928 --> 00:21:47.996
  • SO YOU CAN DO SOMETHING GOODFOR CHILDREN AROUND THE WORLDAND DO SOMETHING GOOD
  • 00:21:47.996 --> 00:21:49.164
  • FOR CHILDREN AROUND THE WORLDAND DO SOMETHING GOODFOR YOURSELF.
  • 00:21:49.164 --> 00:21:50.265
  • AND DO SOMETHING GOODFOR YOURSELF.SO CALL RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:21:50.265 --> 00:21:51.366
  • FOR YOURSELF.SO CALL RIGHT NOW.THANK YOU FOR BEING WITH US.
  • 00:21:51.366 --> 00:21:52.567
  • SO CALL RIGHT NOW.THANK YOU FOR BEING WITH US.Heather: THANK YOU.
  • 00:21:52.567 --> 00:21:53.602
  • THANK YOU FOR BEING WITH US.Heather: THANK YOU.Sheila: THANK YOU SO MUCH
  • 00:21:53.602 --> 00:21:54.669
  • Heather: THANK YOU.Sheila: THANK YOU SO MUCHAND WE'LL SEE YOU NEXT TIME
  • 00:21:54.669 --> 00:21:55.771
  • Sheila: THANK YOU SO MUCHAND WE'LL SEE YOU NEXT TIMEON LIFE TODAY !
  • 00:21:55.771 --> 00:21:56.772
  • AND WE'LL SEE YOU NEXT TIMEON LIFE TODAY !GOD BLESS YOU.
  • 00:21:56.772 --> 00:21:58.306
  • - CAN Y'ALL KEEP THOSE HANDSGOING WITH ME LIKE THIS?
  • 00:22:09.751 --> 00:22:11.653
  • COME ON!
  • 00:22:11.753 --> 00:22:13.155
  • HEY!GOOD JOB!
  • 00:22:13.255 --> 00:22:15.223
  • ♪ I CAN'T BELIEVE THATYOUR LOVE MADE ME NEW ♪
  • 00:22:15.323 --> 00:22:23.031
  • ♪ I FOUND EVERYTHING THATI AM LOOKING FOR IN YOU ♪
  • 00:22:23.131 --> 00:22:31.473
  • ♪ LOST AND AFRAID BUTYOU'VE CALLED ME YOUR OWN ♪
  • 00:22:31.573 --> 00:22:39.581
  • ♪ I'M NEVERTOO FAR TO BE FOUND ♪
  • 00:22:39.681 --> 00:22:42.617
  • ♪ YOU'RE MY HOME ♪
  • 00:22:42.717 --> 00:22:48.423
  • ♪ YOUR LOVE ISEVER REACHING ♪
  • 00:22:48.523 --> 00:22:52.694
  • ♪ THIS LIFE HASBEEN FORGIVEN ♪
  • 00:22:52.794 --> 00:22:56.765
  • ♪ MY WORLD HASBEEN INVADED ♪
  • 00:22:56.865 --> 00:23:00.569
  • ♪ ALL I KNOW MY HEARTIS NOW YOUR HOME ♪
  • 00:23:00.669 --> 00:23:10.278
  • ♪ MY HEARTIS NOW YOUR HOME ♪
  • 00:23:10.378 --> 00:23:18.587
  • ♪ MY HEART IS NOW -- ♪
  • 00:23:18.687 --> 00:23:21.156
  • ♪ YOU OWN THE STARS ♪
  • 00:23:21.256 --> 00:23:23.158
  • ♪ YET YOU STILLWON MY HEART ♪
  • 00:23:23.258 --> 00:23:29.397
  • ♪ I WAS A PARTOF YOUR PLAN ♪
  • 00:23:29.498 --> 00:23:32.267
  • ♪ FROM THEVERY START ♪
  • 00:23:32.367 --> 00:23:37.772
  • ♪ ALL OF THE SHAMEFROM MY PAST FADES AWAY ♪
  • 00:23:37.873 --> 00:23:46.047
  • ♪ YOU KNOW THE DEPTHSOF MY HEART ♪
  • 00:23:46.147 --> 00:23:48.650
  • ♪ STILL LOVE METHE SAME ♪
  • 00:23:48.750 --> 00:23:54.923
  • ♪ YOUR LOVEIS EVER REACHING ♪
  • 00:23:55.023 --> 00:23:58.760
  • ♪ THIS LIFE HASBEEN FORGIVEN ♪
  • 00:23:58.860 --> 00:24:03.198
  • ♪ MY WORLD HASBEEN INVADED ♪
  • 00:24:03.298 --> 00:24:06.635
  • ♪ ALL I KNOW MY HEARTIS NOW YOUR HOME ♪
  • 00:24:06.735 --> 00:24:16.578
  • ♪ MY HEARTIS NOW YOUR HOME ♪
  • 00:24:16.678 --> 00:24:24.853
  • ♪ MY HEART IS NOWYOUR HOME ♪
  • 00:24:24.953 --> 00:24:33.094
  • ♪ MY HEARTIS NOW YOUR HOME ♪
  • 00:24:33.194 --> 00:24:41.303
  • ♪ MY HEART IS NOWYOUR HOME ♪
  • 00:24:41.403 --> 00:24:44.973
  • ♪ YOU'VE PURSUED ME ♪
  • 00:24:45.073 --> 00:24:46.975
  • ♪ PROMISE TO ME ♪
  • 00:24:47.075 --> 00:24:49.077
  • ♪ ALL I NEED ♪
  • 00:24:49.177 --> 00:24:53.248
  • ♪ YOU'RE MY FIRE, ♪
  • 00:24:53.348 --> 00:24:55.250
  • ♪ YOU TAKE ME HIGHER ♪
  • 00:24:55.350 --> 00:24:57.352
  • ♪ NOW I'M FREE ♪
  • 00:24:57.452 --> 00:25:01.323
  • ♪ YOU PURSUE ME ♪
  • 00:25:01.423 --> 00:25:03.458
  • ♪ PROMISE TO ME ♪
  • 00:25:03.558 --> 00:25:05.594
  • ♪ ALL I NEED ♪
  • 00:25:05.694 --> 00:25:09.698
  • ♪ YOU'RE MY FIRE ♪
  • 00:25:09.798 --> 00:25:11.700
  • ♪ YOU TAKE ME HIGHER ♪
  • 00:25:11.800 --> 00:25:13.768
  • ♪ NOW I'M FREE ♪
  • 00:25:13.868 --> 00:25:19.674
  • ♪ YOUR LOVE ISEVER REACHING ♪
  • 00:25:19.774 --> 00:25:23.578
  • ♪ THIS LIFE HASBEEN FORGIVEN ♪
  • 00:25:23.678 --> 00:25:27.782
  • ♪ MY WORLD HASBEEN INVADED ♪
  • 00:25:27.882 --> 00:25:31.553
  • ♪ ALL I KNOWMY HEART IS -- ♪
  • 00:25:31.653 --> 00:25:34.422
  • YOU GOT IT!COME ON!
  • 00:25:34.522 --> 00:25:36.424
  • ♪ YOUR HOME ♪
  • 00:25:36.524 --> 00:25:40.595
  • ♪ MY HEART IS NOWMY HEART IS NOW ♪
  • 00:25:40.695 --> 00:25:44.032
  • ♪ YOUR HOME ♪
  • 00:25:44.132 --> 00:25:49.371
  • ♪ MY HEART - ♪
  • 00:25:49.471 --> 00:25:51.072
  • COME ON!ONE MORE TIME!
  • 00:25:51.172 --> 00:25:53.074
  • ♪ YOUR HOMEIT'S YOURS ♪
  • 00:25:53.174 --> 00:25:56.711
  • ♪ MY HEART IS NOWYOUR HOME ♪
  • 00:25:56.811 --> 00:26:06.187
  • ♪ MY HEARTIS NOW YOUR HOME ♪
  • 00:26:06.287 --> 00:26:14.529
  • ♪ MY HEART IS NOWYOUR HOME ♪
  • 00:26:14.629 --> 00:26:22.671
  • ♪ MY HEARTIS NOW YOUR HOME ♪
  • 00:26:22.771 --> 00:26:27.409
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  • BIBLICAL WORLDVIEW THAT WILLEQUIP YOU TO THINK CLEARLY
  • 00:26:54.202 --> 00:26:56.137
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  • LIFE TODAY IS MADEPOSSIBLE BY THE SUPPORTERS OFLIFE OUTREACH INTERNATIONAL.
  • 00:27:12.654 --> 00:27:16.057
  • YOUR GIFT WILL BE USEDEXCLUSIVELY FOR THE EXEMPTPURPOSES OF LIFE.
  • 00:27:16.157 --> 00:27:19.160
  • THE MINISTRY FEATURESSPECIFIC OUTREACHES
  • 00:27:19.260 --> 00:27:21.229
  • AS EXAMPLES OF THE PROGRAMSIT SUPPORTS AND CONDUCTS.
  • 00:27:21.329 --> 00:27:23.298
  • GIFTS ARE CONSIDEREDTO BE WITHOUT RESTRICTION
  • 00:27:23.398 --> 00:27:25.366
  • AS TO USE UNLESS EXPLICITLYSTIPULATED BY THE DONOR.
  • 00:27:25.467 --> 00:27:27.502
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