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May 22, 2019
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  • - I'M JOHN GRAY, AND WELCOME TO JOHN GRAY'S WORLD.
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  • SOMETHING IN YOUR SPIRIT TOLD YOU TO LEAVE THEM ALONE.
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  • I'VE SAID IT A FEW TIMES, BUT IT BEARS REPEATING,
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  • JUST IN CASE SOMETHING EVER TELLS YOU THAT IN THE FUTURE,
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  • THAT IS THE OTHER NAME FOR THE HOLY GHOST.
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  • SOMETHING IS THE HOLY GHOST'S NAME,
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  • TO PEOPLE WHO DON'T KNOW HIS NAME.
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  • SOMETHING-- DON'T DO IT, GIRL, DON'T DO IT, GIRL!
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  • KEEP DRIVING, DRIVE, GO!
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  • HE AT THE STOPLIGHT, HE WAVING, GO!
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  • HE IS CRAZY! DRIVE!
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  • FRESH WORD, FRESH PERSPECTIVE,
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  • AND A WHOLE LOT OF HALLELUJAH.
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  • JOHN GRAY'S WORLD, BOOM!
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  • [LIVELY ORGAN INSTRUMENTAL]
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  • GOD BLESS YOU, FAMILY, JOHN GRAY, AGAIN,
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  • GIVE ME BIG HUGS, OOH, I NEEDED IT.
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  • YOU KNOW, SOMETIMES, OUR MISCONCEPTIONS ABOUT GOD
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  • CAUSE US TO RUN AWAY FROM HIM INSTEAD OF TO HIM.
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  • HE KNOWS YOU'RE HUMAN.
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  • HE ALSO KNOWS YOUR BROKENNESS.
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  • HE DOESN'T SHY AWAY FROM IT, IN FACT,
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  • THE AREAS WHERE YOU STRUGGLE THE MOST WITH HEART ISSUES
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  • ARE THE VERY AREAS HIS GRACE
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  • MOST EAGERLY AWAITS TO HELP YOU.
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  • BUT WE HAVE TO INVITE HIM IN.
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  • THIS IS WHY INTIMACY WITH THE FATHER
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  • MUST BECOME A PRIORITY IN THESE DAYS,
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  • IF WE'RE GOING TO LIVE AS HEALTHY,
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  • BALANCED, AND FRUITFUL BELIEVERS.
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  • NO MATTER THE CIRCUMSTANCE,
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  • GOD WANTS YOU TO COME TO HIM FOR HEALING.
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  • EVEN IF YOUR OWN DECISIONS ARE THE CAUSE OF THE WOUND.
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  • HE DIED FOR YOU, SO HE COULD HAVE YOU ALL TO HIMSELF.
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  • AND HE IS COMMITTED TO YOU
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  • BEING TOTALLY WHOLE IN EVERY AREA OF YOUR LIFE.
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  • BE ENCOURAGED AS YOU LISTEN TO THIS MESSAGE
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  • FROM MY SERIES, HEART CONDITION.
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  • [AUDIENCE CHEERING]
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  • - AND IF YOU'LL DO ME A FAVOR, AND GO TO LUKE, CHAPTER 23.
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  • LUKE, CHAPTER 23, I WANT TO ASK YOU A COUPLE OF QUESTIONS
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  • BEFORE I GET STARTED,
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  • AND THE LORD TOLD ME TO SAY SOMETHING TODAY
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  • BEFORE WE GET STARTED WITH THE SERMON,
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  • SO I JUST WANT YOU TO HEAR MY HEART WHEN I SAY THIS:
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  • YOU HAVE PERMISSION TO BE HUMAN TONIGHT.
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  • YOU HAVE PERMISSION TO BE VULNERABLE TONIGHT.
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  • YOU DON'T HAVE TO HIDE BEHIND A MASK TONIGHT.
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  • TONIGHT, LET'S BELIEVE GOD, THAT HE'S GONNA DO SOME HEALING
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  • ON THE INSIDE, SOME REAL SHO'NUFF,
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  • MY LIFE HAS BEEN CHANGED BY THE WORD OF GOD TYPE OF HEALING.
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  • IS THERE ANYBODY WHO WANTS TO GO AFTER GOD
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  • FOR THE NEXT FEW MOMENTS?
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  • [AUDIENCE CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
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  • THE REASON WHY I SAY THAT IS BECAUSE A LOT OF TIMES,
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  • WHEN WE COME INTO SETTINGS LIKE THIS,
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  • WE ALREADY KINDA BRACE OURSELVES TO KEEP UP A CERTAIN MASK,
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  • SO THAT WE ONLY RECEIVE MAYBE A PORTION
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  • OF WHAT GOD WANTS TO GIVE US,
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  • BUT ALL OF US HAVE COME IN HERE
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  • WITH A SERIES OF ISSUES AND PROBLEMS,
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  • AND THE REALITY IS, WE'RE ALL JUST PEOPLE.
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  • AND THE SONGWRITER SAID, WE'RE JUST ORDINARY PEOPLE.
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  • WE DON'T KNOW WHICH WAY TO GO.
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  • WE'RE JUST ORDINARY PEOPLE
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  • OKAY, ANYWAY.
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  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
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  • DO ME A FAVOR, AS I SAID, GO TO LUKE 23.
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  • I WANT YOU TO START AT THE 39TH VERSE,
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  • AND WHILE YOU'RE GETTING THERE, I WANNA ASK YOU A QUESTION.
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  • DO YOU REMEMBER YOUR FIRST HEARTBREAK?
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  • GIRL, YOU SHOULD'VE CALLED YOUR GIRLFRIENDS
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  • AND TOLD THEM TO BE HERE TONIGHT, 'CAUSE
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  • WOO, WOO, WOO, WOO!
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  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
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  • DO YOU REMEMBER YOUR FIRST HEARTBREAK?
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  • YOU REMEMBER WHERE YOU WERE, WHAT IT FELT LIKE?
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  • SOME OF YOU WHO SAID, MM, YOU REMEMBER A PERSON
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  • AND THE FEELING AT THAT MOMENT.
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  • SOME OF IT WAS ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIPS.
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  • I ASKED THIS QUESTION TO A NUMBER OF INDIVIDUALS
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  • PRIOR TO THE SERVICE, AND ONE OF THE INDIVIDUALS SAID,
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  • "YEAH, I REMEMBER MY FIRST HEARTBREAK WAS SEVEN YEARS OLD."
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  • AND I WAS LIKE, WHOA, THAT'S A LITTLE YOUNG
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  • TO BE GETTING BOOED UP, BUT YOU KNOW.
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  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
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  • I MEAN, THIRD GRADE, HOWEVER YOU WANNA ROLL.
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  • AND THEN THE INDIVIDUAL SAID,
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  • "NO, IT WASN'T A RELATIONSHIP IN THAT SENSE,
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  • "IT WAS MY PARENTS DIVORCING."
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  • AND NOW THAT INDIVIDUAL IS GROWN,
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  • AND THEY SAID, "AND I'M STILL TRYING TO HEAL FROM THAT."
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  • YEARS LATER, TRYING TO RECOVER FROM YOUR FIRST HEARTBREAK.
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  • WHAT DID JESUS SAY ABOUT THE ENEMY?
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  • HE COMES TO DO WHAT?
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  • STEAL, KILL, HE'S A THIEF BY NATURE,
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  • AND HE'S THE FATHER OF LIES.
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  • AND HE KNOWS THAT IF HE CAN GET REAL ESTATE IN YOUR HEART,
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  • HE CAN HAVE YOUR WHOLE PERSPECTIVE ABOUT LIFE,
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  • PEOPLE, AND GOD BROKEN
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  • BEFORE YOU EVER GET A CHANCE TO MATURE.
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  • THE JOB OF THE ENEMY IS TO BREAK YOUR HEART EARLY,
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  • SO YOU WALK THROUGH LIFE FRACTURED.
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  • BUT HE IS A LIAR, AND YOU'RE GONNA HEAL TONIGHT.
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  • [AUDIENCE APPLAUSE]
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  • THERE'S A SCRIPTURE THAT TALKS ABOUT OUR SAVIOR ON A CROSS,
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  • WHICH BY ITSELF COULD BE A MESSAGE, BUT I'M FASCINATED,
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  • NOT JUST BY MY SAVIOR ON THE CROSS,
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  • BUT BY WHO HE WAS SURROUNDED BY AT THE TIME
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  • THAT HE WAS DYING FOR THE SINS OF THE WHOLE WORLD.
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  • IT COULD HAVE BEEN ANYBODY AT THAT TIME NEXT TO HIM,
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  • BUT DOES ANYBODY KNOW WHAT THE OCCUPATION WAS
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  • OF THE TWO PEOPLE NEXT TO HIM?
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  • THIEVES.
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  • THIEVES, NEXT TO A KING.
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  • THIEVES WHOSE SOLE PURPOSE WAS
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  • TO TAKE WHAT DIDN'T BELONG TO THEM.
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  • THIEVES, WHO GOT THEIR GAIN WITHOUT WORKING FOR IT.
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  • THIEVES, HOW MANY OF US HAVE BEEN VICTIMS OF THIEVES
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  • WHO CAME INTO OUR LIVES AND TOOK THINGS THAT DIDN'T BELONG?
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  • CAME IN WITH A SMILE, LEFT OUT WITH HOSTILITY.
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  • WALKED IN WITH ALL THESE PROMISES, AND LEFT US EMPTY,
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  • HOLDING A BAG OF EMPTY WORDS THAT NEVER CAME TO PASS.
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  • HOW MANY OF US ARE STILL LIMPING THROUGH LIFE, INJURED,
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  • BECAUSE OF HEARTBREAK, BECAUSE SOMEONE CAME
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  • AND STOLE FROM US AT A VULNERABLE MOMENT?
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  • HOW MANY OF US BEAT OURSELVES UP,
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  • BECAUSE IT WASN'T LIKE THEY BROKE IN, WE LET THEM IN?
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  • [AUDIENCE APPLAUSE]
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  • AND I'M PREACHING TONIGHT.
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  • HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH HEARTBREAK THAT YOU INVITED?
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  • SOMETHING IN YOUR SPIRIT TOLD YOU TO LEAVE THEM ALONE.
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  • I'VE SAID IT A FEW TIMES, BUT IT BEARS REPEATING,
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  • JUST IN CASE SOMETHING EVER TELLS YOU THAT IN THE FUTURE,
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  • THAT IS THE OTHER NAME FOR THE HOLY GHOST.
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  • SOMETHING IS THE HOLY GHOST'S NAME,
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  • TO PEOPLE WHO DON'T KNOW HIS NAME.
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  • SOMETHING IS-- DON'T DO IT, GIRL, DON'T DO IT GIRL.
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  • KEEP DRIVING, DRIVE, GO!
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  • HE AT THE STOPLIGHT, HE WAVING, GO!
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  • HE IS CRAZY, DRIVE!
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  • MAN, SHE COLD-BLOODED.
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  • MAN, YOU DRIVE, GO!
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  • KEEP WALKING, KEEP WALKING, SHE WAS WAITING ON YOU
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  • TO COME DOWN THE FRUIT AISLE IN THE STORE,
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  • AND THEN SHE DROPPED THEM BANANAS ON THE GROUND!
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  • OOH, EXCUSE ME, I DROPPED MY, I DROPPED MY, I DROPPED...
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  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER AND APPLAUSE]
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  • NOW YOU ALL CAUGHT UP.
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  • HOW DID-- THANK YOU, SIR.
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  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
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  • HE WAS LIKE, "THAT WAS ME, I WAS AT H.E.B.,
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  • "THAT'S WHEN IT HAPPENED, I WAS RIGHT AT THE GROCERY STORE.
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  • "CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE I FELL FOR THAT."
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  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
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  • THE REASON WHY I ASK HOW YOU HEAL
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  • FROM HEARTBREAK THAT YOU INVITED IS BECAUSE
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  • SOMETIMES YOU ASSUME, SINCE IT WAS A CHOICE YOU MADE,
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  • IT WAS YOUR FAULT, SO YOU DESERVE THE PAIN,
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  • SO YOU DON'T GO TO THE FATHER FOR HEALING.
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  • YOU'RE GONNA GET FREE TONIGHT.
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  • [AUDIENCE CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
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  • LUKE 23 TALKS ABOUT A THIEF,
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  • AND A CONVERSATION BETWEEN TWO THIEVES,
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  • WHO ARE BOTH TALKING TO JESUS.
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  • ONE IS TALKING FROM HOSTILITY, DESPERATION AND DISRESPECT.
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  • THE OTHER IS TALKING FROM A PERSPECTIVE
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  • OF HIS TRUE CONDITION, AND HERE IS HOW THE STORY PLAYS OUT,
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  • IN THE 39TH VERSE:
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  • THEN ONE OF THE CRIMINALS WHO WERE HANGED BLASPHEMED HIM,
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  • SAYING, "IF YOU ARE THE CHRIST, SAVE YOURSELF AND US."
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  • BUT THE OTHER, ANSWERING, REBUKED HIM, SAYING,
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  • "DO YOU NOT EVEN FEAR GOD,
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  • "SEEING YOU ARE UNDER THE SAME CONDEMNATION?
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  • "AND WE INDEED JUSTLY, FOR WE RECEIVE THE DUE REWARD
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  • "OF OUR DEEDS, BUT THIS MAN HAS DONE NOTHING WRONG."
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  • THEN HE SAID TO JESUS,
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  • "LORD, REMEMBER ME WHEN YOU COME INTO YOUR KINGDOM."
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  • AND JESUS SAID TO HIM...
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  • LATER ON, IN A FEW WEEKS.
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  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
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  • I FEEL THE HOLY GHOST IN HERE.
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  • A MONTH FROM NOW.
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  • MAYBE SIX WEEKS FROM NOW.
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  • AFTER YOU GO THROUGH THE 12 STEP PROGRAM.
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  • TODAY.
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  • [AUDIENCE CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
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  • TODAY, YOU WILL BE WITH ME IN...
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  • -[AUDIENCE] PARADISE!
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  • - OH, MY GOODNESS.
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  • "TODAY, YOU WILL BE WITH ME IN PARADISE."
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  • THREE CROSSES, ONE KING, TWO THIEVES, THREE REALITIES.
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  • I WANNA TALK TO YOU FROM THE SUBJECT,
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  • HEART CONDITIONS, CROSS YOUR HEART.
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  • CROSS YOUR HEART.
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  • AS BELIEVERS, WE ARE CALLED
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  • TO KEEP JESUS AT THE FOREFRONT OF OUR MINDS.
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  • THERE'S A SONG THAT SAYS:
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  • ALWAYS REMEMBER JESUS, JESUS
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  • ALWAYS REMEMBER JESUS, JESUS, ALWAYS KEEP HIM ON YOUR MIND
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  • AND WE ARE CALLED AS BELIEVERS TO KEEP JESUS
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  • AT THE FOREFRONT OF OUR MIND,
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  • AND NOT JUST JESUS IN A RELIGIOUS SENSE,
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  • BUT JESUS IN A RELATIONAL SENSE.
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  • A JESUS WHO WE CAN SEE BLEEDING ON A CROSS,
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  • AND NOT BECAUSE HE HAD TO, IT'S BECAUSE HE CHOSE TO,
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  • AND HE CHOSE TO SO THAT YOU AND I WOULD NOT HAVE TO,
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  • AND THIS KIND OF LOVE SHOULD STIR IN US A PASSION
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  • AND A COMMITMENT, AND A DETERMINATION TO LOVE HIM,
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  • NOT WITH OUR WORDS, BUT WITH THE LIVES THAT WE LIVE.
  • 00:11:55.030 --> 00:11:59.200
  • KEEPING JESUS AND THE CROSS OF JESUS
  • 00:11:59.230 --> 00:12:02.130
  • AT THE FOREFRONT OF YOUR MIND.
  • 00:12:02.160 --> 00:12:06.060
  • BUT IMAGINE THE NIGHT BEFORE, THIEVES IN PRISON,
  • 00:12:06.090 --> 00:12:10.150
  • KNOWING THAT THE NEXT DAY,
  • 00:12:10.180 --> 00:12:12.120
  • THEY'RE GETTING READY TO MEET THEIR END.
  • 00:12:12.150 --> 00:12:16.170
  • I WONDER HOW THE THIEF
  • 00:12:16.200 --> 00:12:18.050
  • WHO ASKED JESUS TO REMEMBER HIM WAS FEELING.
  • 00:12:18.080 --> 00:12:21.160
  • I WONDER WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE A THIEF,
  • 00:12:21.190 --> 00:12:25.140
  • KNOWING YOU'RE ABOUT TO DIE.
  • 00:12:25.170 --> 00:12:26.210
  • NOW, I DON'T KNOW
  • 00:12:26.240 --> 00:12:27.220
  • ABOUT THE CRIMINAL JUSTICE SYSTEM BACK THEN,
  • 00:12:27.250 --> 00:12:29.250
  • BUT IF YOU'RE A THIEF,
  • 00:12:29.280 --> 00:12:31.000
  • YOU SHOULD JUST PROBABLY MAYBE GO TO PRISON.
  • 00:12:31.030 --> 00:12:34.150
  • BUT IF YOU STOLE BACK IN THE DAY, YOU DIED.
  • 00:12:34.180 --> 00:12:40.260
  • THAT'S A LITTLE TOUGH.
  • 00:12:40.290 --> 00:12:43.230
  • MAYBE IT WASN'T SO MUCH THAT THEY STOLE,
  • 00:12:43.260 --> 00:12:45.270
  • BUT WHO THEY STOLE FROM.
  • 00:12:46.000 --> 00:12:49.120
  • AND IF YOU STEAL FROM THE WRONG ONE,
  • 00:12:49.150 --> 00:12:51.240
  • THEY'RE GONNA MAKE YOU PAY.
  • 00:12:51.270 --> 00:12:53.270
  • HOW MANY OF US ARE STILL MAKING PEOPLE PAY
  • 00:12:54.000 --> 00:12:56.210
  • WHO STOLE FROM US?
  • 00:12:56.240 --> 00:12:59.040
  • THEY'VE MOVED ON WITH THEIR LIVES,
  • 00:12:59.070 --> 00:13:00.150
  • BUT YOU'RE STILL DETERMINED TO KILL THEM WITH YOUR WORDS,
  • 00:13:00.180 --> 00:13:04.030
  • TO USE VALUABLE HEART REAL ESTATE TO KEEP THEM HOSTAGE,
  • 00:13:04.060 --> 00:13:08.220
  • AND THEY'RE ALREADY GONE.
  • 00:13:08.250 --> 00:13:10.050
  • AND HERE YOU ARE, STILL HOLDING ANGER, 20 YEARS LATER,
  • 00:13:10.080 --> 00:13:13.160
  • 15 YEARS LATER, 10 YEARS LATER,
  • 00:13:13.190 --> 00:13:16.020
  • AND YOU STILL HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO HEAL,
  • 00:13:16.050 --> 00:13:17.250
  • HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO ENJOY ANY SUBSTANTIVE RELATIONSHIPS,
  • 00:13:17.280 --> 00:13:20.290
  • INTIMACY IS A JOKE, BECAUSE YOU CAN'T REALLY GET INTIMATE,
  • 00:13:21.020 --> 00:13:25.110
  • WHEN YOU ALLOW OTHER PEOPLE IN YOUR HEART SPACE,
  • 00:13:25.140 --> 00:13:28.010
  • AND YOU'RE STILL HURTING, BROKEN,
  • 00:13:28.040 --> 00:13:30.120
  • AND NOW YOU'RE BITTER AND YOU DON'T TRUST PEOPLE,
  • 00:13:30.150 --> 00:13:32.260
  • AND IT COMES OUT IN EVERYTHING YOU SAY
  • 00:13:32.290 --> 00:13:34.200
  • AND IN EVERYTHING YOU DO,
  • 00:13:34.230 --> 00:13:36.050
  • BECAUSE SOMEBODY ELSE STOLE FROM YOU,
  • 00:13:36.080 --> 00:13:38.120
  • NOW PEOPLE WHO DON'T WANT TO STEAL
  • 00:13:38.150 --> 00:13:40.000
  • BUT WANNA BRING THINGS TO YOU, YOU DON'T EVEN TRUST THEM,
  • 00:13:40.030 --> 00:13:42.180
  • AND YOU WON'T EVEN LET THEM IN.
  • 00:13:42.210 --> 00:13:44.130
  • [AUDIENCE CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
  • 00:13:44.160 --> 00:13:47.220
  • -[ANNOUNCER] ALL TOO OFTEN, WE FIND OURSELVES BURDENED
  • 00:13:47.250 --> 00:13:50.140
  • BY MOUNTING STRESS, AND FINANCIAL PRESSURE.
  • 00:13:50.170 --> 00:13:53.120
  • AND USUALLY, THE ROOT CAUSE FOR OUR STRUGGLES
  • 00:13:53.150 --> 00:13:56.010
  • HIDES DEEP INSIDE OF US, WITHIN OUR HEARTS AND MINDS.
  • 00:13:56.040 --> 00:14:00.240
  • IN HIS BRAND NEW SERIES ON THREE AUDIO CDS,
  • 00:14:00.270 --> 00:14:03.250
  • HEART CONDITION, GOD WANTS TO HEAL YOU FROM THE INSIDE OUT,
  • 00:14:03.280 --> 00:14:08.040
  • JOHN GRAY REVEALS HOW JESUS
  • 00:14:08.070 --> 00:14:10.010
  • CAN LEAD YOU TO A PLACE OF VICTORY.
  • 00:14:10.040 --> 00:14:12.250
  • TO HELP YOU EXPERIENCE HEALING FROM THE INSIDE OUT,
  • 00:14:12.280 --> 00:14:16.010
  • WE WANT TO BLESS YOU WITH YOUR OWN COPY OF HEART CONDITION,
  • 00:14:16.040 --> 00:14:19.160
  • AS OUR THANK YOU FOR YOUR GIFT OF SUPPORT.
  • 00:14:19.190 --> 00:14:22.130
  • AND, FOR YOUR GENEROUS GIFT OF 125 DOLLARS OR MORE,
  • 00:14:22.160 --> 00:14:26.030
  • WE'LL ALSO SEND YOU THE NEW BEYOND BLESSED BUNDLE
  • 00:14:26.060 --> 00:14:28.210
  • BY ROBERT MORRIS, FEATURING HIS NEW BOOK, BEYOND BLESSED,
  • 00:14:28.240 --> 00:14:32.030
  • AND THE BLESSED LIFE CD BUNDLE.
  • 00:14:32.060 --> 00:14:34.250
  • WHY NOT TAKE A MOMENT TO CALL 866-274-3700,
  • 00:14:34.280 --> 00:14:39.130
  • OR GO SECURELY ONLINE TO CHOOSE YOUR LEVEL OF SUPPORT,
  • 00:14:39.160 --> 00:14:43.140
  • AND REQUEST YOUR RESOURCES.
  • 00:14:43.170 --> 00:14:45.140
  • CALL, CLICK, OR WRITE TO TBN TODAY.
  • 00:14:45.170 --> 00:14:50.120
  • [AUDIENCE APPLAUSE]
  • 00:14:50.150 --> 00:14:51.270
  • - SOMEBODY SAY, HEART CONDITION.
  • 00:14:52.000 --> 00:14:53.170
  • -[AUDIENCE] HEART CONDITION.
  • 00:14:53.200 --> 00:14:55.020
  • - I REMEMBER MY FIRST HEARTBREAK, I REMEMBER.
  • 00:14:55.050 --> 00:15:00.280
  • BOY, I REMEMBER.
  • 00:15:01.010 --> 00:15:03.170
  • WITHROW HIGH SCHOOL, CINCINNATI, OHIO,
  • 00:15:03.200 --> 00:15:06.200
  • SITTING IN THE NINTH GRADE.
  • 00:15:06.230 --> 00:15:08.120
  • SHE WAS LIGHT SKINNED, LONG HAIR, WITH A SLIGHT MUSTACHE.
  • 00:15:08.150 --> 00:15:11.250
  • SHE WAS COLD-BLOODED.
  • 00:15:11.280 --> 00:15:14.070
  • THAT'S WHEN MUSTACHES WAS CUTE.
  • 00:15:14.100 --> 00:15:16.050
  • DON'T ASK ME HOW, DON'T JUDGE ME, DON'T JUDGE ME.
  • 00:15:16.080 --> 00:15:19.000
  • Y'ALL HAD YOUR THING, THIS IS THE MIDWEST.
  • 00:15:19.030 --> 00:15:21.250
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
  • 00:15:21.280 --> 00:15:26.110
  • I WAS ALREADY NOT SECURE,
  • 00:15:26.140 --> 00:15:28.060
  • BECAUSE I HAD JUST CAME FRESH OUT OF BRACES,
  • 00:15:28.090 --> 00:15:30.230
  • SO I STILL WASN'T SURE IF I WAS TALKING OR WHISTLING.
  • 00:15:30.260 --> 00:15:33.200
  • [WHISTLING] EXCUSE ME, I DIDN'T KNOW.
  • 00:15:33.230 --> 00:15:36.060
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
  • 00:15:36.090 --> 00:15:38.060
  • BUT THIS GIRL WAS COLD!
  • 00:15:38.090 --> 00:15:39.180
  • I WAS LIKE, I WAS LIKE, JESUS, IF YOU LOVE ME,
  • 00:15:39.210 --> 00:15:42.120
  • YOU WILL LET HER BE MY GIRLFRIEND.
  • 00:15:42.150 --> 00:15:46.190
  • ALL THE DUDES WAS LIKE, MAN, SHE'S THE COLDEST.
  • 00:15:46.220 --> 00:15:48.140
  • SHE IS THE COLDEST, AND I REMEMBER ASKING HER,
  • 00:15:48.170 --> 00:15:52.020
  • ONE DAY IN THE HALL, I GOT MY NERVE UP.
  • 00:15:52.050 --> 00:15:53.230
  • IT TOOK ABOUT THREE WEEKS.
  • 00:15:53.260 --> 00:15:55.040
  • I JUST, COME ON, YOU CAN DO THIS.
  • 00:15:55.070 --> 00:15:57.290
  • LET'S GO, LET'S GO!
  • 00:15:58.020 --> 00:15:59.090
  • IN THE MIRROR, YOU LAY OUT YOUR OUTFIT
  • 00:15:59.120 --> 00:16:00.290
  • THE NIGHT BEFORE SCHOOL, I'M GONNA KILL HER WITH THAT,
  • 00:16:01.020 --> 00:16:03.180
  • I'M GONNA KILL HER, I'M GONNA PUT ON MY MEMBERS ONLY JACKET,
  • 00:16:03.210 --> 00:16:06.180
  • PUT ON MY LEE JEANS, PUT ON MY IZOD SHIRT
  • 00:16:06.210 --> 00:16:10.160
  • WITH MY STAN SMITH ADIDAS,
  • 00:16:10.190 --> 00:16:11.290
  • I'M GONNA, AH, I'M GONNA BE KILLING,
  • 00:16:12.020 --> 00:16:13.270
  • PUT ON A WHOLE LOT OF BRUT, FABERGE, I'M GONNA HIT Y'ALL!
  • 00:16:14.000 --> 00:16:18.000
  • HA, HA!
  • 00:16:18.030 --> 00:16:19.130
  • IT DIDN'T EVEN SPRAY, YOU HAD TO POUR THAT JOINT!
  • 00:16:19.160 --> 00:16:21.110
  • JUST...
  • 00:16:21.140 --> 00:16:22.080
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
  • 00:16:22.110 --> 00:16:32.280
  • WENT TO SCHOOL, I WAS LIKE, "GIRL...
  • 00:16:33.010 --> 00:16:37.200
  • "I NEED TO TALK TO YOU."
  • 00:16:37.230 --> 00:16:40.040
  • COME AND TALK TO ME
  • 00:16:40.070 --> 00:16:43.080
  • ALRIGHT, ANYWAY, COME ON BACK, JESUS.
  • 00:16:43.110 --> 00:16:45.020
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
  • 00:16:45.050 --> 00:16:46.190
  • I WAS LIKE, "I JUST NEED TO KNOW."
  • 00:16:46.220 --> 00:16:48.250
  • AND BACK IN THE DAY, YOU HAD TO LICK YOUR LIPS A LOT,
  • 00:16:48.280 --> 00:16:50.170
  • BECAUSE OF AL B. SURE.
  • 00:16:50.200 --> 00:16:51.220
  • ANYWAY, SO YOU BE LIKE...
  • 00:16:51.250 --> 00:16:52.280
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
  • 00:16:53.010 --> 00:16:55.280
  • -[AUDIENCE MEMBER] LL!
  • 00:16:56.010 --> 00:16:57.170
  • - LL!
  • 00:16:57.200 --> 00:16:58.140
  • [AUDIENCE CHEERING]
  • 00:16:58.170 --> 00:17:01.010
  • YOU KNOW...
  • 00:17:01.040 --> 00:17:02.070
  • WHEN I'M ALONE IN MY ROOM
  • 00:17:02.100 --> 00:17:03.110
  • SOMETIMES I JUST STARE AT THE WALL
  • 00:17:03.140 --> 00:17:05.070
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
  • 00:17:05.100 --> 00:17:06.160
  • AND IN THE BACK OF MY MIND, I HEAR MY CONSCIENCE CALL
  • 00:17:06.190 --> 00:17:08.250
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
  • 00:17:08.280 --> 00:17:15.020
  • AND I WAS LIKE, "LISTEN, CAN WE BE TALKING?"
  • 00:17:15.050 --> 00:17:19.160
  • FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW,
  • 00:17:19.190 --> 00:17:20.110
  • WHEN YOU SAY, CAN WE BE TALKING,
  • 00:17:20.140 --> 00:17:21.120
  • THAT MEANS CAN WE GO TOGETHER, WHICH MEANS,
  • 00:17:21.150 --> 00:17:23.110
  • BACK IN THE DAY, LIKE YOUR MAMA DODIE SAY,
  • 00:17:23.140 --> 00:17:25.080
  • THAT WOULD BE WHEN PASTOR JOHN WOULD WALK UP WITH FLOWERS
  • 00:17:25.110 --> 00:17:27.210
  • AND HIS SUSPENDERS ON, AND HE'D BE LIKE,
  • 00:17:27.240 --> 00:17:30.160
  • "DODIE, I'D SURE LIKE TO TAKE YOU OUT ON A DATE."
  • 00:17:30.190 --> 00:17:33.290
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER AND APPLAUSE]
  • 00:17:34.020 --> 00:17:36.160
  • "MAYBE WE CAN GO GET SOME ICE CREAM ON HORSEBACK."
  • 00:17:36.190 --> 00:17:39.290
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER AND APPLAUSE]
  • 00:17:40.020 --> 00:17:46.250
  • [JOHN LAUGHING]
  • 00:17:46.280 --> 00:17:54.080
  • SO I WAS LIKE, "CAN WE BE TALKING?
  • 00:17:54.110 --> 00:17:57.260
  • "'CAUSE I FEEL LIKE I COULD BE THE ONE."
  • 00:17:57.290 --> 00:18:00.250
  • NINTH GRADE, 14, "I COULD BE THE ONE, GIRL, GIRL."
  • 00:18:00.280 --> 00:18:05.180
  • SHE WAS LIKE, "I'LL THINK ABOUT IT,
  • 00:18:05.210 --> 00:18:07.230
  • "I'LL LET YOU KNOW TOMORROW."
  • 00:18:07.260 --> 00:18:10.030
  • AND THE WAY SHE WALKED AWAY GAVE ME A LITTLE CONFIDENCE.
  • 00:18:10.060 --> 00:18:12.090
  • IT WAS LIKE...
  • 00:18:12.120 --> 00:18:14.010
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
  • 00:18:14.040 --> 00:18:16.060
  • I WAS LIKE OH! [CHUCKLING]
  • 00:18:16.090 --> 00:18:19.190
  • HOPES WAS UP!
  • 00:18:19.220 --> 00:18:22.060
  • I WAS AT THE HOUSE THAT NIGHT, PUTTING MY OUTFIT ON,
  • 00:18:22.090 --> 00:18:27.120
  • HAD IT PRESSED UP,
  • 00:18:27.150 --> 00:18:28.170
  • THAT'S WHEN YOU HAD CREASES IN YOUR JEANS.
  • 00:18:28.200 --> 00:18:30.080
  • I PRESSED THE CREASE IN THERE,
  • 00:18:30.110 --> 00:18:31.280
  • STEAMED IT. [IMITATES STEAM IRON HISSING]
  • 00:18:32.010 --> 00:18:39.080
  • COULDN'T EVEN SLEEP THAT NIGHT, COULDN'T SLEEP.
  • 00:18:39.110 --> 00:18:43.020
  • JUST UP ALL NIGHT, JUST SINGING SLOW JAMS TO MYSELF.
  • 00:18:43.050 --> 00:18:46.260
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
  • 00:18:46.290 --> 00:18:49.260
  • WAS EARLY FOR THE BUS, JUST SITTING OUT THERE,
  • 00:18:49.290 --> 00:18:51.250
  • 20 MINUTES BEFORE THE BUS COMES, JUST OUTSIDE.
  • 00:18:51.280 --> 00:18:53.250
  • JUST, "HEY, LITTLE BIRDIES! [CHIRPING]
  • 00:18:53.280 --> 00:18:56.190
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
  • 00:18:56.220 --> 00:18:57.160
  • "GOOD MORNING, MR. SQUIRREL!"
  • 00:18:57.190 --> 00:19:02.190
  • GOT TO SCHOOL, WENT THROUGH ENGLISH CLASS FIRST,
  • 00:19:02.220 --> 00:19:07.030
  • MISS ROLAND, ROOM 402, WALKED OUT,
  • 00:19:07.060 --> 00:19:10.250
  • STARTED WALKING TOWARDS THE LOCKER.
  • 00:19:10.280 --> 00:19:15.230
  • SHE WALKED UP, I WAS LIKE, "YEAH, SO, WHAT'S UP?"
  • 00:19:15.260 --> 00:19:19.090
  • SHE WAS LIKE, "NAH."
  • 00:19:19.120 --> 00:19:21.270
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
  • 00:19:22.000 --> 00:19:26.020
  • I WAS LIKE "[GASPING] IT'S COOL.
  • 00:19:26.050 --> 00:19:33.060
  • "[GASPING] I'LL SEE YOU LATER."
  • 00:19:33.090 --> 00:19:39.240
  • GO TO THAT BATHROOM, EVER DID THAT UGLY CRY? [GASPING]
  • 00:19:39.270 --> 00:19:44.130
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
  • 00:19:44.160 --> 00:19:45.240
  • CAN'T EVEN BREATHE, JUST [GASPING]
  • 00:19:45.270 --> 00:19:55.010
  • FAST FORWARD TO TODAY.
  • 00:19:55.040 --> 00:19:58.110
  • IN A FEW MONTHS, IT'S OUR 25 YEAR CLASS REUNION.
  • 00:19:58.140 --> 00:20:01.140
  • [AUDIENCE APPLAUSE]
  • 00:20:01.170 --> 00:20:03.200
  • SHE GONNA BE THERE.
  • 00:20:03.230 --> 00:20:05.010
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
  • 00:20:05.040 --> 00:20:07.150
  • I'M GONNA BE LIKE, "THIS IS WHAT YOU MISSED!"
  • 00:20:07.180 --> 00:20:10.230
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
  • 00:20:10.260 --> 00:20:17.240
  • I WAS SO HURT, BECAUSE THE THING I'D SET MY SIGHTS ON
  • 00:20:17.270 --> 00:20:22.100
  • DIDN'T WANT ME.
  • 00:20:22.130 --> 00:20:24.190
  • AND I SAID, I'M NEVER GONNA FEEL THAT AGAIN.
  • 00:20:24.220 --> 00:20:29.010
  • HOW MANY OF US PUT GUARDS UP IN OUR HEART
  • 00:20:29.040 --> 00:20:32.170
  • BECAUSE OF SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED AT A CRITICAL MOMENT?
  • 00:20:32.200 --> 00:20:38.280
  • THAT WAS MY FIRST RELATIONAL HEARTBREAK,
  • 00:20:39.010 --> 00:20:41.040
  • BUT I REMEMBER HEARTBREAK EVEN BEFORE THAT,
  • 00:20:41.070 --> 00:20:45.140
  • WHEN MY MOM AND DAD DIVORCED,
  • 00:20:45.170 --> 00:20:47.200
  • AND MY FATHER WALKED AWAY FROM OUR FAMILY.
  • 00:20:47.230 --> 00:20:51.200
  • AND I REMEMBER HIM NOT BEING THERE
  • 00:20:51.230 --> 00:20:55.240
  • WHEN SOMEONE IN OUR NEIGHBORHOOD
  • 00:20:55.270 --> 00:20:57.000
  • TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME AT FOUR YEARS OLD,
  • 00:20:57.030 --> 00:20:59.180
  • STOLE MY INNOCENCE FROM ME.
  • 00:20:59.210 --> 00:21:01.200
  • COULD HAVE BROKEN MY MIND, BROKEN MY HEART.
  • 00:21:01.230 --> 00:21:05.010
  • AND I KEPT THAT SECRET UNTIL I WAS 19 YEARS OLD,
  • 00:21:05.040 --> 00:21:09.010
  • AND I WAS ANGRY AT MY FATHER FOR THAT WHOLE TIME.
  • 00:21:09.040 --> 00:21:11.090
  • IF YOU HAD BEEN THERE, THAT ABUSE WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED.
  • 00:21:11.120 --> 00:21:15.200
  • I HELD THAT GRUDGE, I HELD THAT ANGER.
  • 00:21:15.230 --> 00:21:19.020
  • I LET THE ENEMY STEAL MY PEACE, AND STEAL MY JOY,
  • 00:21:19.050 --> 00:21:24.170
  • AND BLAME OTHER PEOPLE WHO HAD THEIR OWN BROKEN PLACES,
  • 00:21:24.200 --> 00:21:27.290
  • AND IT WASN'T THEIR FAULT.
  • 00:21:28.020 --> 00:21:29.120
  • LET ME TELL YOU THIS, EVERYBODY THAT HURTS YOU
  • 00:21:29.150 --> 00:21:31.180
  • DID NOT MEAN TO DO IT.
  • 00:21:31.210 --> 00:21:34.160
  • I KNOW IT'S HARD, 'CAUSE YOU DON'T WANNA SAY,
  • 00:21:34.190 --> 00:21:35.240
  • MAN, 'CAUSE IT FEELS GOOD TO HOLD ONTO YOUR PAIN.
  • 00:21:35.270 --> 00:21:38.270
  • NO, YES THEY DID, THEY DID, AND THEY DESERVE,
  • 00:21:39.000 --> 00:21:41.180
  • KILL 'EM, JESUS!
  • 00:21:41.210 --> 00:21:43.020
  • [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER]
  • 00:21:43.050 --> 00:21:45.110
  • I'M SORRY, HE'S NOT GONNA KILL 'EM 'CAUSE Y'ALL MAD.
  • 00:21:45.140 --> 00:21:52.160
  • JUST TAKE 'EM OUT, JESUS, TAKE 'EM OUT!
  • 00:21:52.190 --> 00:21:55.090
  • THEY HURT ME!
  • 00:21:55.120 --> 00:22:00.020
  • HERE'S WHAT HAPPENS WITH HEART REAL ESTATE:
  • 00:22:00.050 --> 00:22:02.130
  • IF YOU DON'T CULTIVATE FORGIVENESS,
  • 00:22:02.160 --> 00:22:05.100
  • YOUR HEART WILL GET HARD.
  • 00:22:05.130 --> 00:22:08.050
  • AND YOU WILL DEAL WITH PEOPLE
  • 00:22:08.080 --> 00:22:09.100
  • BASED ON YOUR FIRST HEARTBREAK.
  • 00:22:09.130 --> 00:22:11.250
  • AND YOU WON'T LET PEOPLE IN, AND EVEN IF YOU LET THEM IN,
  • 00:22:11.280 --> 00:22:14.050
  • YOU THINK THEY'RE IN, BUT THEY'RE ONLY
  • 00:22:14.080 --> 00:22:17.140
  • BEFORE YOU KNOW IT,
  • 00:22:17.170 --> 00:22:18.240
  • YOU'RE SHORTER WITH THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU THE MOST.
  • 00:22:18.270 --> 00:22:21.110
  • YOU GIVE THEM LESS GRACE, YOU'RE MORE ANGRY WITH THEM.
  • 00:22:21.140 --> 00:22:24.210
  • QUICK TO BRING UP ALL THE STUFF THEY DID,
  • 00:22:24.240 --> 00:22:27.080
  • NOT BECAUSE OF WHAT THEY'RE DOING,
  • 00:22:27.110 --> 00:22:28.180
  • BUT BECAUSE IT REMINDS YOU
  • 00:22:28.210 --> 00:22:29.210
  • OF WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU IN THE PAST,
  • 00:22:29.240 --> 00:22:31.050
  • AND YOU HAD ALREADY PUT IN YOUR MIND, I'M NOT GONNA GET GOT.
  • 00:22:31.080 --> 00:22:33.160
  • YOU WON'T STEAL FROM ME LIKE THE THIEVES FROM THE PAST,
  • 00:22:33.190 --> 00:22:36.030
  • BUT LET ME TELL YOU HOW JESUS DEALS WITH THIEVES.
  • 00:22:36.060 --> 00:22:40.200
  • [AUDIENCE APPLAUSE]
  • 00:22:40.230 --> 00:22:44.060
  • THERE WAS A THIEF ON A CROSS,
  • 00:22:44.090 --> 00:22:46.220
  • PROBABLY COULDN'T SLEEP ALL NIGHT,
  • 00:22:46.250 --> 00:22:48.260
  • KNOWING HE WAS GETTING READY TO DIE THE NEXT DAY.
  • 00:22:48.290 --> 00:22:52.040
  • AND AS THEY PUT HIM ON THAT CROSS,
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  • LITTLE DID HE KNOW HE WAS GOING TO BE A CENTRAL FIGURE
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  • IN ALL OF HUMAN HISTORY.
  • 00:22:57.250 --> 00:23:00.020
  • AND AS HE'S ON THE CROSS, HIS PARTNER IN CRIME
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  • IS YELLING AT JESUS, 'CAUSE HE WANTS TO ESCAPE,
  • 00:23:02.280 --> 00:23:05.280
  • AND HE'S DISRESPECTING JESUS.
  • 00:23:06.010 --> 00:23:07.120
  • "HEY, IF YOU'RE REALLY WHO YOU SAY YOU ARE, PLAYBOY,
  • 00:23:07.150 --> 00:23:10.020
  • "THEN YOU NEED TO GET US DOWN FROM HERE!
  • 00:23:10.050 --> 00:23:11.220
  • "THIS IS CRAZY!
  • 00:23:11.250 --> 00:23:13.000
  • "I'M NOT TRYING TO CHANGE,
  • 00:23:13.030 --> 00:23:17.010
  • "JUST GET ME DOWN SO I CAN KEEP LIVING HOW I WAS LIVING."
  • 00:23:17.040 --> 00:23:22.080
  • BUT THEN THE OTHER MAN UNDERSTOOD HIS TRUE CONDITION
  • 00:23:22.110 --> 00:23:24.140
  • AND SAID, "MAN, DON'T YOU FEAR GOD?
  • 00:23:24.170 --> 00:23:28.200
  • "WE DESERVE TO BE UP HERE.
  • 00:23:28.230 --> 00:23:31.150
  • "HIM, THIS MAN HAS DONE NOTHING WRONG."
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  • SOMETHING THE MAN SAID NEXT CHANGED HISTORY.
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  • A THIEF, SENTENCED TO DIE, LOOKS AT JESUS,
  • 00:23:39.060 --> 00:23:43.190
  • WHO WAS GETTING READY TO DIE, AND HE SAYS,
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  • "PLEASE REMEMBER ME WHEN YOU COME INTO YOUR KINGDOM.
  • 00:23:47.080 --> 00:23:52.030
  • "I'VE BEEN A THIEF MY WHOLE LIFE,
  • 00:23:52.060 --> 00:23:53.100
  • "I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO GIVE YOU.
  • 00:23:53.130 --> 00:23:55.040
  • "I DON'T HAVE A TITHE ENVELOPE, I DON'T KNOW ANY SONGS,
  • 00:23:55.070 --> 00:23:58.260
  • "I NEVER FOLLOWED YOU, BUT I'VE HEARD ABOUT YOU."
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  • THE CONDITION OF A PERSON'S HEART
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  • DETERMINES THE OUTWARD CONDITION OF THEIR LIFE.
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  • WHEN BITTERNESS, FEAR, LUST OR WORRY
  • 00:24:06.160 --> 00:24:09.140
  • SET UP RESIDENCE IN OUR HEART,
  • 00:24:09.170 --> 00:24:11.130
  • THEY CAUSE US TO LIVE UNFRUITFUL LIVES.
  • 00:24:11.160 --> 00:24:14.070
  • YET GOD CREATED YOU TO BEAR MUCH FRUIT FOR HIS GLORY.
  • 00:24:14.100 --> 00:24:18.000
  • THIS IS WHY HE MADE PROVISION TO HEAL YOU
  • 00:24:18.030 --> 00:24:20.250
  • OF WHATEVER INTERNAL ISSUES YOU ARE DEALING WITH.
  • 00:24:20.280 --> 00:24:23.140
  • AND I UNCOVER HIS PATH OF FREEDOM
  • 00:24:23.170 --> 00:24:25.050
  • IN MY LATEST SERIES, HEART CONDITION.
  • 00:24:25.080 --> 00:24:28.070
  • IN IT, I REVEAL HOW VULNERABILITY
  • 00:24:28.100 --> 00:24:32.020
  • IS A KEY FACTOR
  • 00:24:32.050 --> 00:24:33.050
  • IN THE LEVEL OF DELIVERANCE YOU WILL EXPERIENCE.
  • 00:24:33.080 --> 00:24:35.290
  • THIS IS ONE OF THE CRUCIAL SUBJECTS
  • 00:24:36.020 --> 00:24:38.210
  • DEALING WITH A BEDROCK ISSUE IN OUR LIVES,
  • 00:24:38.240 --> 00:24:41.100
  • AND TBN IS MAKING IT AVAILABLE TO YOU,
  • 00:24:41.130 --> 00:24:44.050
  • IN THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT
  • 00:24:44.080 --> 00:24:45.200
  • OF ITS MINISTRY OUTREACHES AROUND THE WORLD.
  • 00:24:45.230 --> 00:24:48.150
  • SO DO ME A FAVOR, PLEASE.
  • 00:24:48.180 --> 00:24:51.070
  • CALL THAT NUMBER ON YOUR SCREEN.
  • 00:24:51.100 --> 00:24:53.200
  • DON'T EVEN WAIT, DO IT NOW.
  • 00:24:53.230 --> 00:24:55.270
  • OR, IF YOU'RE AN ONLINE PERSON, LOG ONTO THE WEBSITE,
  • 00:24:56.000 --> 00:24:59.240
  • AND REQUEST YOUR COPY TODAY.
  • 00:24:59.270 --> 00:25:03.160
  • -[ANNOUNCER] ALL TOO OFTEN, WE FIND OURSELVES BURDENED
  • 00:25:03.190 --> 00:25:06.030
  • BY MOUNTING STRESS AND FINANCIAL PRESSURE.
  • 00:25:06.060 --> 00:25:09.080
  • AND ALTHOUGH WE THINK OUR CIRCUMSTANCES ARE TO BLAME,
  • 00:25:09.110 --> 00:25:12.080
  • USUALLY THE ROOT CAUSE HIDES DEEP INSIDE OF US,
  • 00:25:12.110 --> 00:25:15.180
  • WITHIN OUR HEARTS AND MINDS.
  • 00:25:15.210 --> 00:25:17.280
  • IN HIS BRAND NEW SERIES ON THREE AUDIO CDS,
  • 00:25:18.010 --> 00:25:21.020
  • HEART CONDITION, GOD WANTS TO HEAL YOU FROM THE INSIDE OUT,
  • 00:25:21.050 --> 00:25:25.010
  • JOHN GRAY REVEALS HOW JESUS CAN LEAD YOU
  • 00:25:25.040 --> 00:25:27.200
  • TO A PLACE OF VICTORY
  • 00:25:27.230 --> 00:25:29.060
  • THAT RELEASES YOU FROM THE FAILURES OF THE PAST,
  • 00:25:29.090 --> 00:25:31.290
  • AND THE WRONG ATTITUDES HOLDING YOU BACK.
  • 00:25:32.020 --> 00:25:34.250
  • - WHAT WOULD'VE KILLED SOMEONE ELSE, YOU SURVIVED.
  • 00:25:34.280 --> 00:25:38.110
  • AND WHEN YOU SURVIVED, YOU GRADUATED WITH A TESTIMONY!
  • 00:25:38.140 --> 00:25:42.230
  • -[ANNOUNCER] TO HELP YOU EXPERIENCE
  • 00:25:42.260 --> 00:25:43.270
  • HEALING FROM THE INSIDE OUT,
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  • WE WANT TO BLESS YOU WITH YOUR OWN COPY OF HEART CONDITION,
  • 00:25:45.230 --> 00:25:49.060
  • AS OUR THANK YOU FOR YOUR GIFT OF SUPPORT.
  • 00:25:49.090 --> 00:25:52.060
  • AND, FOR YOUR GENEROUS GIFT OF 125 DOLLARS OR MORE,
  • 00:25:52.090 --> 00:25:56.000
  • WE'LL ALSO SEND YOU THE NEW BEYOND BLESSED BUNDLE
  • 00:25:56.030 --> 00:25:58.250
  • BY ROBERT MORRIS, FEATURING HIS NEW BOOK, BEYOND BLESSED.
  • 00:25:58.280 --> 00:26:02.120
  • IT ALSO INCLUDES THE COMPANION BLESSED LIFE CD BUNDLE,
  • 00:26:02.150 --> 00:26:05.180
  • WHICH SHOWS YOU GOD'S PLAN
  • 00:26:05.210 --> 00:26:07.080
  • FOR BRINGING BLESSING AND ABUNDANCE INTO YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:26:07.110 --> 00:26:10.240
  • WHY NOT TAKE A MOMENT TO CALL 866-274-3700,
  • 00:26:10.270 --> 00:26:15.160
  • OR GO SECURELY ONLINE TO CHOOSE YOUR LEVEL OF SUPPORT,
  • 00:26:15.190 --> 00:26:19.200
  • AND REQUEST YOUR RESOURCES.
  • 00:26:19.230 --> 00:26:22.090
  • EXPERIENCE GOD'S HEALING AND BLESSING FROM THE INSIDE OUT.
  • 00:26:22.120 --> 00:26:26.260
  • CALL, CLICK OR WRITE TO TBN TODAY.
  • 00:26:26.290 --> 00:26:32.030
  • - THANK YOU FOR TUNING IN TO TODAY'S BROADCAST.
  • 00:26:32.060 --> 00:26:35.050
  • IT'S MY PRAYER THIS TOPIC CALLED HEART CONDITION
  • 00:26:35.080 --> 00:26:38.080
  • IS INSPIRING YOU, AND GIVING YOU SOME KEYS
  • 00:26:38.110 --> 00:26:41.090
  • TO UNLOCK AREAS OF PROGRESS YOU'VE LONGED FOR.
  • 00:26:41.120 --> 00:26:44.280
  • I BELIEVE IT'S TIME FOR US ALL TO BE HONEST WITH OURSELVES
  • 00:26:45.010 --> 00:26:48.150
  • ABOUT WHERE WE ACTUALLY ARE INTERNALLY.
  • 00:26:48.180 --> 00:26:51.270
  • GOD HAS SO MANY GOOD THINGS IN STORE FOR YOU AND ME.
  • 00:26:52.000 --> 00:26:55.010
  • HE DESIRES FOR YOU TO EXPERIENCE THEM ALL,
  • 00:26:55.040 --> 00:26:57.110
  • AND THAT'S WHY HE WANTS TO HEAL YOUR HEART,
  • 00:26:57.140 --> 00:26:59.190
  • SO YOU CAN FREELY ENJOY
  • 00:26:59.220 --> 00:27:01.180
  • WHAT HE HAS BESTOWED ON YOU IN CHRIST.
  • 00:27:01.210 --> 00:27:04.270
  • SO MAKE SURE YOU KEEP COMING BACK
  • 00:27:05.000 --> 00:27:07.010
  • TO RECEIVE MORE GOOD THINGS, AS WE STAY IN THE WORD OF GOD.
  • 00:27:07.040 --> 00:27:11.120
  • UNTIL THEN, MAY YOUR HEART BE FLOODED
  • 00:27:11.150 --> 00:27:13.160
  • WITH LIFE, LOVE, PEACE AND JOY IN THE DAYS TO COME,
  • 00:27:13.190 --> 00:27:17.170
  • AS YOU KEEP WALKING WITH JESUS CHRIST.
  • 00:27:17.200 --> 00:27:19.270
  • GOD BLESS YOU, AND I'LL SEE YOU NEXT TIME,
  • 00:27:20.000 --> 00:27:22.040
  • ON JOHN GRAY'S WORLD, BOOM!
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  • [LIVELY ORGAN INSTRUMENTAL]
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