The Abba Who Nutures Like A Mother Part 2
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The Abba Who Nutures Like A Mother Part 2
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- - DID YOU KNOW THAT SCIENTISTS ARE NOW TELLING US
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- THAT THERE IS LIGHT IN EVERY SQUARE INCH OF THE UNIVERSE.
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- NOW LIGHT IS MADE UP OF ENERGY QUANTA, CALLED PHOTONS.
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- AND THERE ARE APPROXIMATELY FOUR MILLION PHOTONS
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- PER SQUARE METER.
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- 96% OF THE UNIVERSE IS UNKNOWABLE,
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- MADE UP OF DARK ENERGY, BLACK MATTER AND BLACK HOLES.
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- AND YET, EVEN IN THE PLACES THAT APPEAR TO BE THE DARKEST,
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- SCIENTISTS TELL US LIGHT IS THERE.
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- PHOTONS ARE ALL BUT OMNIPRESENT.
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- NO WONDER THE APOSTLE JOHN SAID "GOD IS LIGHT.
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- "AND IN HIM THERE IS NO DARKNESS AT ALL."
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- THE APOSTLE JAMES SAYS THAT
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- "OUR GOD IS THE FATHER OF LIGHTS,
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- "IN WHOM IS NO SHADOW OF TURNING."
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- LIKE LIGHT, GOD IS EVERYWHERE.
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- DAVID SAID "WHERE CAN I FLEE FROM YOUR PRESENCE, OH LORD?
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- "IF I ASCEND UP TO THE HEAVENS OR DWELL IN SHIELD.
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- "IF I TAKE THE WINGS OF THE MORNING
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- "OR GO TO THE UTTERMOST DEEPS OF THE SEA,
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- "BEHOLD THOU ART THERE."
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- SO TO ASK THE QUESTION WHERE IS GOD
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- IS LIKE ASKING WHAT SHAPE IS YELLOW.
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- GOD IS EVERYWHERE, EVEN IN THE PLACES THAT APPEAR TO BE
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- THE DARKEST IN YOUR LIFE.
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- WHEN YOU'RE GOING THROUGH THE DARK DAY OF DESPAIR,
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- AND THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL,
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- WHEN YOU'RE SWIMMING THROUGH THE STICKS
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- AND TREKKING THROUGH TOPHET
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- AND VENTURING TO THE VALLEY OF THE SHADOW OF DEATH,
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- GOD IS THERE.
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- GOD DOES NOT ISOLATE FROM YOUR DARKNESS,
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- HE INFILTRATES YOUR DARKNESS.
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- [MUSIC]
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- THE SPEED OF LIGHT
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- IS THE ONE STABLE ELEMENT IN ALL OF EXISTENCE.
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- SO TOO, DAVID SAID, IN PSALM 27,
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- "YOU ARE MY LIGHT, WHOM SHALL I FEAR."
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- GOD IS THE ONE STABLE ELEMENT IN YOUR CHAOTIC WORLD.
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- THE BIBLE SAYS HE IS THE SAME YESTERDAY, TODAY AND FOREVER.
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- THE ONLY THING NEW ABOUT GOD ARE HIS MERCIES.
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- HIS MERCIES ARE NEW EVERY MORNING, BUT GOD HIMSELF,
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- LIKE THE SPEED OF LIGHT, IS STABLE.
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- SO JUST AS GOD IS LIKE THE SPEED OF LIGHT IN PHOTONS,
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- IN THAT HE'S EVERYWHERE AND ALWAYS STABLE,
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- SO TOO WE ARE TO BE HIS LIGHTS TO THIS GENERATION.
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- IN PHILIPPIANS 2:15, PAUL SAYS, "WE SHINE AS LIGHTS
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- "IN A WICKED AND PERVERSE GENERATION."
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- NOW THAT WORD THAT PAUL USED FOR LIGHTS
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- IS THE WORD PHOSTERES IN GREEK.
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- THAT'S THE SAME WORD THE AUTHOR OF GENESIS USES
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- IN THE SEPTUAGINT WHEN HE WRITES
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- THAT GOD PUT THE SUN, MOON AND STARS UP IN SPACE.
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- PHOSTERES.
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- SO JUST AS THE DARKER THE HEAVENS ARE IN THE SKY,
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- THE MORE THE STARS,
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- THE PHOSTERES CAN POP,
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- SO TOO GOD FROM THE HEAVENS LOOKS DOWN AT EARTH
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- AND SEES THE DARKER OUR WORLD IS,
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- THE MORE WE, HIS PHOSTERES GET A POP
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- AGAINST THE PERVERSITY.
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- SO LET'S STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW DARK THE WORLD IS.
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- AND LET'S START USING THE DARKNESS AS A BACKDROP
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- AGAINST WHICH TO SHINE ALL THE BRIGHTER
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- FOR THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD.
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- 80% OF THE BIBLE IS EITHER POETRY OR A STORY.
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- AND THIS POETIC STORY OF GOD'S LOVE
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- FROM GENESIS TO REVELATION, IS A LOVE LETTER
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- IN WHICH HE ADDRESSES THE HARDEST QUESTIONS
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- THAT MAKE US QUESTION HIS LOVE.
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- AND THIS IS ONE OF THEM.
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- ZION ASKS, ZION STANDS FOR JERUSALEM,
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- HAS THE LORD FORSAKEN ME, HAS THE LORD FORGOTTEN ME?
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- I'M BEN COURSON, AND YOU'RE WATCHING HOPE GENERATION.
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- AND YOU JUST TOOK IN A SCENE FROM OUR PREVIOUS EPISODE.
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- TODAY'S MESSAGE IS ENTITLED
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- THE ABBA WHO NURTURES LIKE A MOTHER.
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- MY HEART FOR US IS THAT WE WOULD UNDERSTAND
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- THAT GOD IS NOT A MAN, HE IS NOT A WOMAN,
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- RATHER HE IS EL SHADDAI.
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- PSALM 90 CALLS HIM THE MOST HIGH, IT CALLS HIM EL SHADDAI.
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- PSALM 90, 91 YOU CAN READ THIS.
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- THE WORD EL IS A MASCULINE FORM.
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- THE WORD SHADDAI IS A FEMININE FORM.
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- SO GOD IS BOTH MASCULINE AND HE HAS A FEMININE SIDE.
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- HE IS BOTH SO STRONG HE CAN LIFT ISLANDS AS THOUGH
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- THEY WERE A LITTLE THING.
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- HE'S NOT AN IRON CURLER, HE'S AN ISLAND CURLER.
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- THAT'S WHAT ISAIAH SAID.
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- BUT HE'S ALSO LIKE A MOTHER HEN, JESUS SAID.
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- LIKE A MOTHER HEN GATHERING HIS CHICKS.
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- SO HE HAS THE PERFECT FULLNESS
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- OF BOTH SIDES OF THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE SPECTRUM.
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- SO IT'S NOT JUST GOD OUR FATHER,
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- BUT POETICALLY THE MOTHERHOOD OF GOD IS JUST AS BEAUTIFUL.
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- AND A MOTHER REALLY EXEMPLIFIES WHAT GOD LOOKS LIKE,
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- BECAUSE LISTEN TO THIS, WHEN A MOTHER GIVES BIRTH,
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- IT'S BEAUTIFUL BUT IT AIN'T PRETTY.
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- [ALL LAUGHING]
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- LIKE BRINGING HUMANS INTO THE WORLD
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- IS NOT NICE, NEAT RIGHT ANGLES.
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- IT'S A BEAUTIFUL CONCEPT,
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- BUT WHEN YOU'RE IN THE HOSPITAL ROOM
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- AND HONESTLY I'VE NEVER BEEN IN A HOSPITAL ROOM,
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- EXCEPT FOR WHEN I, MYSELF WAS BORN,
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- BUT LIKE IT'S REALLY BLOODY FROM WHAT I CAN TELL.
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- AND WHAT A WOMAN DOES IS SHE EXPOSES HERSELF
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- IN HALF NAKEDNESS AND THROUGH LABOR PAINS
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- IS LITERALLY BREAKING HER BODY, OPENING HER BODY
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- TO GIVE BIRTH TO HER CHILD.
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- AND AS MY FRIENDS LIKE TO SAY
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- WHENEVER WE NEED TO LEAVE SOMEWHERE,
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- I THINK PETER, YOU MIGHT HAVE TOLD ME THIS,
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- "LET'S MAKE LIKE A BABY AND HEAD OUT."
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- BUT ANYWAYS, WAS THAT YOU OR NO?
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- THE THING IS, SHE LITERALLY BREAKS OPEN HER BODY
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- TO GIVE BIRTH TO HER CHILD.
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- THIS IS MY BODY, BROKEN FOR YOU.
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- ISN'T THAT WHAT JESUS DID ON THE CROSS?
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- THIS IS MY BODY, BROKEN FOR YOU AS HE LABORED
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- IN PAIN ON THE CROSS TO GIVE SECOND BIRTH
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- THAT WE MIGHT BE BORN AGAIN.
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- [CONGREGATION APPLAUDS]
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- THIS IS MY BODY, BROKEN FOR YOU.
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- NOW LISTEN TO THE 2ND PART.
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- THEN, SHE GIVES BIRTH TO THIS CHILD,
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- BREAKING APART HER BODY TO GIVE BIRTH TO HER CHILD.
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- LISTEN TO THE 2ND PART.
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- THE NEXT THING THE BABY DOES, WHAT DOES IT DO
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- RIGHT WHEN HE GETS OUT OF THE WOMB?
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- CRIES, HE CRIES.
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- AND WHAT DOES THE MOTHER DO?
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- SHE DOESN'T SAY OH YOU'RE HUNGRY?
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- LET ME GET YOU SOME TACO BELL.
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- I'VE NEVER SEEN THAT HAPPEN.
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- SHE DOESN'T SAY OH YOU'RE HUNGRY,
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- LET ME GO TO THE STORE AND GET YOU SOME MILK.
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- SHE SAYS YOU'RE HUNGRY, TAKE, EAT, THIS IS MY BODY.
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- EAT FROM MY BODY, NOT I WILL PROVIDE FOR YOU A FOOD SOURCE.
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- SHE SAYS I AM THE FOOD SOURCE.
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- AS THE BABY FEEDS MILK FROM ITS MOTHER.
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- JESUS DOESN'T SAY LET ME SHOW YOU THE WAY,
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- HE SAYS "I AM THE WAY."
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- HE DIDN'T SAY LET ME GIVE YOU BREAD FROM HEAVEN,
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- HE SAYS "I AM THE BREAD OF LIFE.
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- "TAKE, EAT, THIS IS MY BODY.
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- "IF YOU'VE SEEN ME YOU'VE SEEN THE FATHER,
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- "BUT IF YOU'VE SEEN ME YOU'VE ALSO SEEN THE MOTHERHOOD
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- "OF THE FULL NATURE OF THE GODHEAD."
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- NOW LISTEN TO THIS, THEN, THE MOTHER TAKES THE BABY HOME
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- AND WHAT DOES THE BABY DO THE FIRST NIGHT?
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- KEEPS THE MOM UP.
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- THE HOLY ONE OF ISRAEL
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- NEITHER SLUMBERS NOR SLEEPS. [LAUGHS]
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- IF THAT'S NOT A VERSE ABOUT MOTHERS, I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS.
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- DOESN'T SLEEP.
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- WHY, BECAUSE SHE IS SO ATTUNED TO THE CRIES OF HER CHILD.
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- SHE NEITHER SLUMBERS NOR SLEEPS.
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- AT NIGHT SOMETIMES YOU'RE CRYING
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- AND YOU MAKE YOUR BED FLOAT IN TEARS AS DAVID DID.
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- BUT IF YOU CAN'T SLEEP, STOP COUNTING SHEEP,
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- START TALKING TO THE SHEPHERD.
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- BECAUSE HE NEITHER SLUMBERS NOR SLEEPS,
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- HE'S UP ALL NIGHT ATTUNED TO THE CRIES OF THE CREATED.
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- SO GOD SAYS "I'M LIKE A NURSING MOTHER.
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- "I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET ABOUT YOU
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- "AND I OFFER THE COMFORT OF MYSELF."
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- AND I LOVE THIS, WHEN A BABY CRIES, THE MOM UNDERSTANDS IT.
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- LIKE MY NEPHEW EVERETT, HE'S JUST THE CUTEST KID EVER.
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- HE IS JUST A RASCAL.
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- THERE'S NO OTHER WAY TO DESCRIBE HIM.
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- HE IS A RASCAL.
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- HE HAS BLONDE HAIR AND IT STICKS OUT IN THE BACK
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- AND HE LOOK EXACTLY LIKE DENNIS THE MENACE.
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- I HAVE MORE FUN WITH EVERETT THAN LIKE,
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- I JUST HAVE SO MUCH FUN WITH HIM.
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- BUT WHEN EVERETT TALKS,
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- I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT HE'S SAYING.
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- AND THEN MARY AND SHAE, THEY'LL LISTEN TO EVERETT
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- AND THEY'RE LIKE OH YEAH, THIS IS WHAT HE SAID.
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- I JUST HEAR THIS LIKE GARBLED WORD THAT SOUNDS LIKE GREEK.
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- THEY'RE LIKE OH YEAH, HE WANTS HIS BUZZ LIGHTYEAR TOY.
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- I'M LIKE HOW DID YOU GET THAT FROM THAT SENTENCE?
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- HE JUST WANT I WANT BUZZ LIGHTYEAR?
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- I THOUGHT HE SAID SOMETHING TOTALLY DIFFERENT.
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- BUT THE MOTHER, EVEN JUST WHEN, BUZZ. BUZZ.
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- WHAT IS HE TALKING ABOUT?
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- OH HE WANTS BUZZ, HE WANTS TO WATCH TOY STORY AGAIN.
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- NO I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE CRIES OF EVERETT OR REL,
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- JUST AH! BUT THE PARENTS DO.
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- THE PARENTS CAN TRANSLATE THE CRIES.
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- LISTEN, ROMAN 8 SAYS, THE HOLY SPIRIT PRAYS THROUGH US
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- WITH GROANINGS THAT CANNOT BE UTTERED.
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- SO SOMETIMES WE GO THROUGH SUCH HORRID THINGS
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- THAT WE CANNOT DEPICT OUR GRIEF
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- THROUGH MERE VERBIAGE OR WORDS AND WE'RE JUST LIKE [CRIES].
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- GOD ALL I CAN SAY IS [CRIES].
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- GOD'S LIKE OH I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEED.
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- COME TO ME, LET ME FEED YOU.
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- - WOMAN IN CONGREGATION: AW.
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- [CONGREGATION LAUGHS]
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- - I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE OF THAT RESPONSE JUST NOW,
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- BUT I'M GONNA KEEP GOING.
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- I LOVE IT, I LOVE THIS GROUP.
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- [CRIES]
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- I GOT IN A LONGBOARDING ACCIDENT THE OTHER DAY,
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- AND SOME OF YOU KNOW ABOUT THIS,
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- IT WAS LIKE THREE WEEKS AGO.
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- I BOMBED A HILL IN THE DARK
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- WITH NOTHING BUT AN iPHONE FLASHLIGHT.
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- IT WAS AFTER I TAUGHT MONDAY NIGHT.
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- ME AND THE MONDAY NIGHT GROUP,
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- WE WENT UP TO THIS HILL, AND BOMBED A HILL.
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- I HAD NOTHING BUT E.D.M. MUSIC PLAYING
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- AND AN iPHONE FLASHLIGHT IN THE DARK AND I BOMBED A HILL.
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- MY FRIEND SAID "DON'T DO IT."
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- WHICH OF COURSE MADE ME WANT TO.
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- I BOMBED THE HILL IN THE DARK
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- AND I WAS HEADING STRAIGHT TOWARD A CAR.
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- AND I DIDN'T REALIZE THAT THAT CAR WAS MY OWN.
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- IT WAS SO DARK I COULDN'T EVEN SEE.
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- I JUST SAW THERE WAS AN OBJECT PARKED AT THE BOTTOM.
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- SO I COULDN'T SEE WHERE I WAS GOING.
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- I GOT THE SPEED WOBBLES AND AT THE LAST SECOND,
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- I TRIED TO HARD TURN TO THE RIGHT.
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- AND WHEN I WAS SPEED WOBBLING AND TURNING IN TO THE RIGHT,
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- LITERALLY I REMEMBER THIS SO VIVIDLY,
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- ONE WORD WENT THROUGH MY MIND. SHOOT.
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- [CONGREGATION LAUGHS]
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- IF YOU'VE LONGBOARDED YOU KNOW THAT MOMENT
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- WHEN YOUR SPEED WOBBLES ARE SO OUT OF CONTROL
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- THAT YOU'RE JUST LIKE DENZEL WASHINGTON, IT'S OVER.
- 00:11:47.220 --> 00:11:51.070
- GAME OVER.
- 00:11:51.100 --> 00:11:53.000
- AND I CRASHED AND TORE MY AC
- 00:11:53.030 --> 00:11:55.120
- AND THAT'S WHY I WAS PREACHING IN A SLING FOR LIKE A WEEK.
- 00:11:55.150 --> 00:11:57.100
- BUT ANYWAYS, AFTER THAT ALL I COULD DO WAS,
- 00:11:57.130 --> 00:12:01.210
- MY FRIENDS WERE THERE AND ALL I COULD JUST DO IS.
- 00:12:01.240 --> 00:12:04.070
- [GROANING]
- 00:12:04.100 --> 00:12:06.250
- AND THEY'RE LIKE "WE KNOW WHAT YOU NEED,
- 00:12:06.280 --> 00:12:08.030
- "WE'RE GOING TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM."
- 00:12:08.060 --> 00:12:10.000
- AND GOD IS A FRIEND THAT STICKS CLOSER THAN A BROTHER
- 00:12:11.030 --> 00:12:13.120
- AND LIKE A MOTHER HE KNOWS WHEN YOU JUST START [GROANING].
- 00:12:13.150 --> 00:12:17.000
- GROANING, HE'S LIKE OH I KNOW
- 00:12:17.030 --> 00:12:17.250
- EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEED RIGHT NOW.
- 00:12:17.280 --> 00:12:19.220
- AND SOMETIMES WE DON'T PRAY BECAUSE WE CAN'T FIND THE WORDS.
- 00:12:19.250 --> 00:12:22.140
- I SAY MY PRAYER TIMES AREN'T AS RICH AS THEY USED TO BE,
- 00:12:22.170 --> 00:12:24.250
- 'CAUSE I CAN'T FIND THE WORDS.
- 00:12:24.280 --> 00:12:26.000
- JESUS SAID "YOU'RE NOT HEARD FOR YOUR MUCH SPEAKING."
- 00:12:26.030 --> 00:12:27.280
- THE BIBLE SAYS CRY OUT TO GOD.
- 00:12:28.010 --> 00:12:29.280
- SOMETIMES YOU DON'T HAVE THE WORDS, THAT'S OKAY,
- 00:12:30.010 --> 00:12:32.030
- JUST GO GOD [YELLS].
- 00:12:32.060 --> 00:12:33.180
- GOD'S LIKE PERFECT.
- 00:12:35.290 --> 00:12:37.160
- I GOTCHA.
- 00:12:37.190 --> 00:12:38.140
- WHEN REL STARTS CRYING, MARY'S LIKE I GOTCHA.
- 00:12:39.100 --> 00:12:41.210
- I GOT YOU.
- 00:12:41.240 --> 00:12:42.190
- AND ACTUALLY THERE ARE POLYNESIAN TRIBES
- 00:12:44.040 --> 00:12:45.270
- THAT DON'T EVEN HAVE A WORD FOR GRIEF.
- 00:12:46.000 --> 00:12:48.230
- AND SO WHEN THEIR LOVED ONES DIE
- 00:12:48.260 --> 00:12:50.100
- IN SOME THESE POLYNESIAN TRIBES,
- 00:12:50.130 --> 00:12:51.230
- THE CLOSEST WORD THEY HAVE TO GRIEF IS THE WORD FATIGUE.
- 00:12:51.260 --> 00:12:54.240
- AND SO WHEN SOMEBODY DIES THEY SAY I FEEL FATIGUE.
- 00:12:54.270 --> 00:12:57.250
- AND THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE A WORD TO ARTICULATE WHAT GRIEF IS.
- 00:12:59.030 --> 00:13:02.110
- AND SOCIOLOGISTS AND PSYCHOLOGISTS TELL US
- 00:13:03.060 --> 00:13:05.180
- THAT WHEN A NATIVE GROUP OF PEOPLE
- 00:13:05.210 --> 00:13:07.080
- DO NOT HAVE A LABEL FOR A CERTAIN EMOTION,
- 00:13:07.110 --> 00:13:09.120
- THEY CANNOT BE CONSCIOUS OF SAID EMOTION,
- 00:13:09.150 --> 00:13:12.020
- BECAUSE CONSCIOUSNESS AND LABELS
- 00:13:12.050 --> 00:13:13.250
- ARE INEXTRICABLY INTERTWINED ON A CELLULAR, VISCERAL LEVEL.
- 00:13:13.280 --> 00:13:17.220
- AND SO THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE A WORD FOR GRIEF.
- 00:13:17.250 --> 00:13:20.030
- SO THEY JUST SAY I FEEL FATIGUE.
- 00:13:20.060 --> 00:13:21.190
- AND BY THE WAY, ALEX, YOU SEND ME THIS TEXT THE OTHER DAY
- 00:13:21.220 --> 00:13:24.070
- THAT I LOVE.
- 00:13:24.100 --> 00:13:25.160
- ALEX SENT ME THIS TEXT, LISTEN TO THIS.
- 00:13:25.190 --> 00:13:28.020
- "FATIGUE IS THE PRICE OF LEADERSHIP.
- 00:13:28.050 --> 00:13:30.090
- "THE WORLD IS RUN BY TIRED MEN."
- 00:13:30.120 --> 00:13:33.050
- [CONGREGATION LAUGHS]
- 00:13:33.080 --> 00:13:36.130
- LIKE WHO TEXTS SOMETHING LIKE THAT?
- 00:13:38.050 --> 00:13:39.170
- THAT IS AWESOME!
- 00:13:39.200 --> 00:13:40.210
- IT WAS SO GOOD.
- 00:13:41.170 --> 00:13:42.130
- HE JUST TEXTS ME THIS.
- 00:13:42.160 --> 00:13:43.210
- IF EVERYBODY SENT TEXTS LIKE THIS,
- 00:13:43.240 --> 00:13:45.140
- I WOULD LIKE THE STATISTIC THAT WE LOOK AT OUR PHONE
- 00:13:45.170 --> 00:13:47.180
- AND PULL IT OUT ONCE EVERY SIX MINUTES,
- 00:13:47.210 --> 00:13:49.090
- AND LOOK AT OUR PHONE 150 TIMES A DAY
- 00:13:49.120 --> 00:13:51.120
- AND RELEASE DOPAMINE LOOPS IN OUR BRAINS,
- 00:13:51.150 --> 00:13:53.180
- WHICH IS WHY OUR CRANIAL PACKAGE
- 00:13:53.210 --> 00:13:55.020
- IS SO ADDICTED TO SOCIAL MEDIA.
- 00:13:55.050 --> 00:13:57.050
- BUT IF WE GOT TEXTS LIKE THAT EVERY DAY,
- 00:13:57.080 --> 00:13:58.180
- I'D BE ALL FOR IT.
- 00:13:58.210 --> 00:13:59.210
- "FATIGUE IS THE PRICE OF LEADERSHIP.
- 00:14:00.260 --> 00:14:02.030
- "THE WORLD IS RUN BY TIRED MEN."
- 00:14:02.060 --> 00:14:03.140
- THESE POLYNESIAN TRIBES,
- 00:14:03.170 --> 00:14:04.130
- THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE A WORD FOR GRIEF,
- 00:14:04.160 --> 00:14:05.250
- THEY ONLY CAN USE THE WORD FATIGUE,
- 00:14:05.280 --> 00:14:07.170
- WHICH IS THE CLOSEST THING
- 00:14:07.200 --> 00:14:08.240
- THAT'S AKIN TO THAT ORIGINAL VERBIAGE.
- 00:14:08.270 --> 00:14:11.100
- AND MY POINT IS, THAT I'M TRYING TO MAKE
- 00:14:11.130 --> 00:14:13.050
- IS THAT SOMETIMES WE DON'T HAVE WORDS, WE DON'T HAVE LABELS,
- 00:14:13.080 --> 00:14:15.240
- THAT'S OKAY.
- 00:14:15.270 --> 00:14:16.290
- JUST GROAN, THE SPIRIT PRAYS THROUGH THOSE GROANS.
- 00:14:17.020 --> 00:14:19.170
- IN FACT THE SPIRIT IS SO CLOSE TO GOD HE IS GOD.
- 00:14:20.210 --> 00:14:23.070
- GOD UNDERSTANDS THIS LANGUAGE SO MUCH
- 00:14:23.100 --> 00:14:25.000
- THAT HE'S LIKE I'M LISTENING TO MYSELF THROUGH YOU.
- 00:14:25.030 --> 00:14:27.200
- DID YOU CATCH THAT?
- 00:14:29.060 --> 00:14:30.130
- AND PSALM 56 SAYS ALL OUR TEARS ARE IN HIS BOTTLE.
- 00:14:32.090 --> 00:14:36.140
- ALL OF OUR TEARS ARE IN HIS BOTTLE,
- 00:14:36.170 --> 00:14:38.200
- THEY ARE ALL IN HIS BOOK.
- 00:14:38.230 --> 00:14:39.260
- SOMETIMES THE MOST ELOQUENT PRAYERS YOU CAN EVER PRAY
- 00:14:39.290 --> 00:14:43.000
- ARE TEARS, THAT'S IT.
- 00:14:43.030 --> 00:14:45.030
- JUST HE COLLECTS 'EM IN HIS BOTTLE.
- 00:14:45.060 --> 00:14:46.070
- HE'S LIKE OOOH I LOVE THOSE.
- 00:14:46.100 --> 00:14:47.230
- THOSE PRAYERS ARE SO GOOD
- 00:14:47.260 --> 00:14:48.290
- I GOTTA COLLECT THOSE PRAYERS IN MY BOTTLE.
- 00:14:49.020 --> 00:14:51.160
- TEARS ARE SOME OF THE MOST PRECIOUS PRAYERS TO GOD.
- 00:14:51.190 --> 00:14:54.050
- AND SO, DO NOT FEEL SAD FOR YOUR TEARS
- 00:14:55.290 --> 00:14:58.190
- AS ROCKS NEVER REGRET THE WATERFALLS.
- 00:14:58.220 --> 00:15:01.160
- [CONGREGATION RELUCTANTLY CLAPS]
- 00:15:07.220 --> 00:15:11.140
- THIS JUST MAKES ME SO FROTHY RIGHT NOW.
- 00:15:11.170 --> 00:15:13.200
- DO NOT FEEL SAD FOR YOUR TEARS
- 00:15:16.090 --> 00:15:17.210
- AS ROCKS NEVER REGRET THE WATERFALLS.
- 00:15:17.240 --> 00:15:20.130
- THE FATHER WILL NEVER CAUSE HIS CHILD
- 00:15:20.160 --> 00:15:22.150
- THE NEEDLESS TEAR, EVER.
- 00:15:22.180 --> 00:15:24.260
- THE BIBLE SAYS IF YOU SOW IN TEARS, YOU WILL REAP IN JOY.
- 00:15:24.290 --> 00:15:27.190
- THE BIBLE SAYS WEEPING MAY ENDURE FOR THE NIGHT
- 00:15:27.220 --> 00:15:29.280
- BUT JOY COMES IN THE MORNING.
- 00:15:30.010 --> 00:15:31.030
- GOD WILL NEVER DO ANYTHING TO YOU.
- 00:15:31.060 --> 00:15:33.080
- WHY IS GOD DOING THIS TO YOU?
- 00:15:33.110 --> 00:15:34.090
- IT'S NOT GOD.
- 00:15:34.120 --> 00:15:35.240
- WHAT GOD'S DOING IS HE'S DOING THINGS FOR YOU
- 00:15:35.270 --> 00:15:37.220
- AND REDEEMING THE PAIN THAT THE ENEMY MEANT TO DESTROY YOU,
- 00:15:37.250 --> 00:15:40.030
- HE'LL TURN IT FOR GOOD.
- 00:15:40.060 --> 00:15:41.170
- BUT HE IS NOT THE CAUSE OF YOUR PAIN.
- 00:15:41.200 --> 00:15:43.160
- HE IS NOT THE CAUSE OF YOUR HURT.
- 00:15:43.190 --> 00:15:45.070
- HE IS NOT THE CAUSE OF YOUR SUFFERING.
- 00:15:45.100 --> 00:15:46.290
- HE IS GOOD.
- 00:15:47.020 --> 00:15:48.030
- AND WHAT HE DOES IS HE TURNS YOUR SORROW INTO JOY
- 00:15:48.060 --> 00:15:50.150
- THAT THE ENEMY MEANT TO DESTROY YOU,
- 00:15:50.180 --> 00:15:52.040
- GOD IS USING TO STRENGTHEN YOUR FAITH.
- 00:15:52.070 --> 00:15:54.040
- [CONGREGATION CHEERS AND APPLAUDS]
- 00:15:54.070 --> 00:15:55.120
- THAT'S IMPORTANT.
- 00:15:55.150 --> 00:15:56.110
- THE PROBLEM WITH JOB
- 00:15:59.050 --> 00:16:00.050
- IS HE'S LIKE WHY IS GOD DOING THIS TO ME.
- 00:16:00.080 --> 00:16:01.220
- AND GOD'S LIKE UH I DIDN'T.
- 00:16:01.250 --> 00:16:03.130
- WHO DID IT TO JOB? THE ENEMY.
- 00:16:05.040 --> 00:16:07.170
- SO LISTEN TO THIS. JOB -- I GOTTA GO HERE.
- 00:16:07.200 --> 00:16:11.110
- JOB WAS CRYING, HE WAS GROANING,
- 00:16:11.140 --> 00:16:14.050
- HE WAS SUFFERING AND HE WAS QUESTIONING
- 00:16:14.080 --> 00:16:16.100
- WHETHER GOD IS REALLY GOOD.
- 00:16:16.130 --> 00:16:17.140
- AND YOU REMEMBER JOB HAD ALL OF THE SABIEN RAIDERS
- 00:16:17.170 --> 00:16:20.190
- STEAL HIS POSSESSIONS.
- 00:16:20.220 --> 00:16:22.050
- HE WAS THE RICHEST AND GREATEST MAN IN THE EAST.
- 00:16:22.080 --> 00:16:24.170
- WHAT LEBRON IS TO THE EASTERN CONFERENCE,
- 00:16:24.200 --> 00:16:26.190
- AND STEPH IS TO THE WEST, LEBRON WAS TO THE EASTERN WORLD.
- 00:16:26.220 --> 00:16:30.080
- HE WAS THE GREATEST OF THE EAST.
- 00:16:30.110 --> 00:16:31.180
- SO RICH, THAT HE WAS LITERALLY THE RICHEST MAN
- 00:16:31.210 --> 00:16:34.230
- IN HIS PART OF THE WORLD.
- 00:16:34.260 --> 00:16:36.070
- ALL OF HIS POSSESSIONS GOT STOLEN.
- 00:16:36.100 --> 00:16:37.270
- AND HE WENT IN ONE DAY FROM THE RICHEST MAN IN THE WORLD
- 00:16:38.000 --> 00:16:40.170
- TO OVERNIGHT, THE POOREST MAN IN THE WORLD.
- 00:16:40.200 --> 00:16:43.270
- EVERYTHING TAKEN FROM HIM.
- 00:16:44.000 --> 00:16:45.010
- THEN, JOB GOT SO SICK HE HAD BOILS ON HIS SKIN,
- 00:16:45.040 --> 00:16:49.150
- WHICH HE HAD TO SCRAPE OFF WITH A PIECE OF POTTERY.
- 00:16:49.180 --> 00:16:52.280
- I CRY WHEN I GET A HEADACHE AND I DON'T HAVE TYLENOL.
- 00:16:54.140 --> 00:16:57.120
- JOB IS SCRAPING BOILS OFF HIS SKIN
- 00:16:57.150 --> 00:17:00.030
- WITH A PIECE OF POTTERY?
- 00:17:00.060 --> 00:17:02.150
- THEN, ALL OF JOB'S KIDS DIE.
- 00:17:02.180 --> 00:17:05.080
- IN A WHIRLWIND.
- 00:17:06.090 --> 00:17:07.090
- NOW ISN'T IT INTERESTING
- 00:17:08.140 --> 00:17:09.170
- THAT WHEN GOD SHOWED UP TO JOB AT THE END OF THE STORY,
- 00:17:09.200 --> 00:17:12.250
- WHAT DID HE SHOW UP IN?
- 00:17:12.280 --> 00:17:14.020
- A WHIRLWIND. WHY?
- 00:17:14.050 --> 00:17:16.100
- BECAUSE IN THE PLACE THAT THE ENEMY SENT A WHIRLWIND
- 00:17:16.130 --> 00:17:18.140
- TO KILL YOUR KIDS, THAT IS THE SAME PLACE
- 00:17:18.170 --> 00:17:20.120
- GOD WILL SHOW UP TO MAKE THE ENEMY PAY.
- 00:17:20.150 --> 00:17:23.080
- - [WOMAN] WOW, THAT IS SO COOL!
- 00:17:23.110 --> 00:17:25.290
- - COME ON!
- 00:17:26.020 --> 00:17:26.270
- - [WOMAN] WOW!
- 00:17:30.010 --> 00:17:31.060
- - SO IN THIS WHIRLWIND,
- 00:17:33.070 --> 00:17:34.200
- THE PLACE OF JOB'S GREATEST SUFFERING,
- 00:17:35.150 --> 00:17:37.190
- THAT'S WHERE GOD SHOWS UP TO COMFORT HIM.
- 00:17:37.220 --> 00:17:40.110
- NOW IT GETS CRAZIER.
- 00:17:40.140 --> 00:17:41.210
- IN JOB CHAPTER 10, JOB IN THE MIDST OF HIS PAIN,
- 00:17:41.240 --> 00:17:45.250
- IN THIS MIDST OF HIS SUFFERING,
- 00:17:45.280 --> 00:17:47.060
- LISTEN TO WHAT HE SAYS, THIS IS INSANE.
- 00:17:47.090 --> 00:17:49.210
- JOB, IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS SUFFERING,
- 00:17:49.240 --> 00:17:51.080
- THIS IS JOB 10, HE SAYS,
- 00:17:51.110 --> 00:17:54.080
- "LORD, YOU HAVE GRANTED ME FAVOR."
- 00:17:57.280 --> 00:18:02.030
- HOW DO YOU EVEN SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT
- 00:18:06.020 --> 00:18:08.010
- WHEN YOUR KIDS DIED,
- 00:18:09.040 --> 00:18:10.040
- YOUR WIFE SAYS CURSE GOD SO YOU DIE TOO,
- 00:18:10.070 --> 00:18:12.250
- YOUR POSSESSIONS ARE STOLEN FROM YOU,
- 00:18:12.280 --> 00:18:15.160
- AND YOU'RE SO SICK YOU'RE SCRAPING BOILS OFF YOUR SKIN
- 00:18:15.190 --> 00:18:17.220
- WITH A PIECE OF POTTERY.
- 00:18:17.250 --> 00:18:19.010
- HE SAYS, "LORD YOU HAVE GRANTED ME FAVOR.
- 00:18:20.270 --> 00:18:24.070
- "EVEN IF YOU SLAY ME, YET WILL I TRUST YOU.
- 00:18:25.220 --> 00:18:28.110
- "THE LORD GIVES, THE LORD TAKES AWAY.
- 00:18:30.160 --> 00:18:32.110
- "BLESSED BE THE NAME OF THE LORD.
- 00:18:32.140 --> 00:18:34.030
- "I WILL WAIT FOR MY CHANGE TO COME."
- 00:18:35.290 --> 00:18:37.250
- THESE ARE ALL QUOTES FROM JOB.
- 00:18:37.280 --> 00:18:39.130
- HE SAID, "THO MY FLESH BE DESTROYED,
- 00:18:42.080 --> 00:18:44.210
- "IN MY FLESH I SHALL SEE GOD,
- 00:18:44.240 --> 00:18:46.210
- "FOR BEHOLD MY REDEEMER LIVES."
- 00:18:46.240 --> 00:18:48.140
- JOB 10, "THOU HAS GRANTED ME FAVOR."
- 00:18:48.170 --> 00:18:52.010
- AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE CRAZY THING IS?
- 00:18:53.210 --> 00:18:54.270
- HE WAS RIGHT.
- 00:18:55.000 --> 00:18:55.280
- JOB HAD AN AWESOME LIFE.
- 00:18:57.100 --> 00:19:00.290
- CAN I TELL YOU WHY?
- 00:19:01.020 --> 00:19:02.200
- MOST PEOPLE THINK JOB GOT THE BAD BOOK.
- 00:19:02.230 --> 00:19:05.130
- LIKE I HEAR PEOPLE SAY ALL THE TIME,
- 00:19:06.190 --> 00:19:08.210
- IT'D BE SO AWESOME TO BE DAVID, A MAN AFTER GOD'S OWN HEART.
- 00:19:08.240 --> 00:19:11.240
- IT WOULD BE SO AMAZING TO BE ELIJAH,
- 00:19:11.270 --> 00:19:14.020
- CALLING DOWN DRAGON BALL Z LIKE FIREBALLS FROM HEAVEN.
- 00:19:14.050 --> 00:19:16.160
- I'VE NEVER HEARD ANYONE SAY
- 00:19:16.190 --> 00:19:17.230
- GOD I WANT MY LIFE TO BE LIKE JOB.
- 00:19:17.260 --> 00:19:19.290
- BUT JOB HAD AN INCREDIBLE LIFE. HOW SO?
- 00:19:21.180 --> 00:19:26.000
- COMMENTARIES TELL US THAT THOSE 40 CHAPTERS THAT DOCUMENT
- 00:19:26.030 --> 00:19:28.280
- JOB'S SUFFERING WAS NINE MONTHS LONG.
- 00:19:29.010 --> 00:19:31.280
- AND WE TAKE THE NUMEROLOGY AND CHRONOLOGY
- 00:19:35.000 --> 00:19:37.100
- OF THE 40 CHAPTERS OF JOB,
- 00:19:37.130 --> 00:19:38.200
- WHICH DICTATES MOST OF THE BOOK, AND WE THINK THAT,
- 00:19:38.230 --> 00:19:41.170
- WE ASSUME THAT THAT WAS JOB'S WHOLE LIFE. IT WASN'T.
- 00:19:41.200 --> 00:19:44.290
- IT WAS NINE MONTHS.
- 00:19:45.020 --> 00:19:46.220
- WHAT DOES A MOTHER DO IN NINE MONTHS?
- 00:19:46.250 --> 00:19:49.110
- AND GOD, LIKE A MOTHER, HE GIVES BIRTH
- 00:19:51.280 --> 00:19:55.060
- TO THE MOST AMAZING THINGS IN OUR LIFE,
- 00:19:55.090 --> 00:19:56.230
- SOMETIMES WHEN THE ENEMY'S TRYING TO DESTROY US
- 00:19:56.260 --> 00:19:58.150
- OVER THOSE NINE MONTHS.
- 00:19:58.180 --> 00:20:00.040
- AND LISTEN, IT SAYS THAT AFTER JOB
- 00:20:00.070 --> 00:20:03.240
- GOT DOUBLE FOR HIS TROUBLE, MEMBER ZECHARIAH SAYS
- 00:20:03.270 --> 00:20:07.020
- "TURN TO THE STRONGHOLD YOU PRISONERS OF HOPE,
- 00:20:07.050 --> 00:20:08.260
- "EVEN TODAY DO I DECLARE THAT I WILL RESTORE DOUBLE TO YOU."
- 00:20:08.290 --> 00:20:11.270
- ALTHOUGH JOB'S TROUBLE DOUBLED,
- 00:20:12.000 --> 00:20:13.100
- HE GOT DOUBLE FOR HIS TROUBLE.
- 00:20:13.130 --> 00:20:15.250
- HE GOT TWICE AS MANY BLESSINGS AS BEFORE
- 00:20:15.280 --> 00:20:17.180
- BECAUSE ZECHARIAH PROPHESIED, TURN TO THE STRONGHOLDS
- 00:20:17.210 --> 00:20:19.290
- YOU PRISONERS OF HOPE,
- 00:20:20.020 --> 00:20:21.090
- "EVEN TODAY DO I DECLARE THAT I WILL RESTORE DOUBLE TO YOU."
- 00:20:21.120 --> 00:20:23.230
- ALTHOUGH HIS TROUBLE DOUBLED, HE GOT DOUBLE FOR HIS TROUBLE.
- 00:20:23.260 --> 00:20:26.070
- TWICE THE SHEEP, TWICE THE CATTLE,
- 00:20:26.100 --> 00:20:27.190
- TWICE THE OXEN, TWICE THE WELLS
- 00:20:27.220 --> 00:20:29.080
- TWICE THE STRENGTH, TWICE THE FAVOR,
- 00:20:29.110 --> 00:20:32.020
- TWICE THE BLESSINGS.
- 00:20:33.170 --> 00:20:35.100
- AND LISTEN, IT SAYS THE ONLY THING
- 00:20:35.130 --> 00:20:37.040
- HE DIDN'T GET TWICE AS MUCH OF WAS HIS KIDS.
- 00:20:37.070 --> 00:20:38.280
- HE GOT THE EXACT SAME NUMBER OF KIDS
- 00:20:39.010 --> 00:20:40.290
- THAT HE HAD WHEN THEY FIRST WERE BORN
- 00:20:41.020 --> 00:20:43.030
- AND THEN DIED IN A WHIRLWIND. WHY?
- 00:20:43.060 --> 00:20:45.020
- BECAUSE JOB DIDN'T LOSE HIS FIRST KIDS,
- 00:20:45.050 --> 00:20:48.050
- THEY JUST CHANGED ADDRESSES.
- 00:20:48.080 --> 00:20:49.210
- TO BE ABSENT FROM THE BODY IS TO BE PRESENT FROM THE LORD.
- 00:20:49.240 --> 00:20:52.200
- TO BE ABSENT FROM THE BODY IS TO BE PRESENT WITH THE LORD.
- 00:20:52.230 --> 00:20:54.240
- SO THE FACT THAT HE LOST THAT NUMBER OF KIDS,
- 00:20:54.270 --> 00:20:56.280
- THEN HAD THAT EXACT SAME NUMBER OF KIDS,
- 00:20:57.010 --> 00:20:58.270
- MEANS THAT HE GOT TWICE THE AMOUNT OF KIDS.
- 00:20:59.000 --> 00:21:00.200
- THEY WERE JUST IN DIFFERENT LOCATIONS.
- 00:21:00.230 --> 00:21:02.190
- THEN, IT SAYS JOB LIVED 140 YEARS.
- 00:21:03.230 --> 00:21:08.230
- AND SAW HIS GREAT, GREAT GRANDCHILDREN.
- 00:21:08.260 --> 00:21:11.000
- AND THE PROBLEM IS WE JUDGE 140 YEARS ON NINE MONTHS.
- 00:21:11.030 --> 00:21:15.210
- WE JUDGE THE REST OF OUR LIFE ON THIS CURRENT SEASON.
- 00:21:15.240 --> 00:21:18.150
- WOULD YOU TAKE NINE MONTHS OF SUFFERING
- 00:21:18.180 --> 00:21:19.290
- FOR 140 YEARS OF AWESOMENESS?
- 00:21:20.020 --> 00:21:22.230
- [CONGREGATION AGREES]
- 00:21:22.260 --> 00:21:24.120
- AND, DON'T FORGET, HE LIVED AN AWESOME LIFE
- 00:21:24.150 --> 00:21:26.160
- BEFORE THAT NINE MONTHS OF SUFFERING TOO.
- 00:21:26.190 --> 00:21:28.200
- AND THEN 140 YEARS AFTER.
- 00:21:28.230 --> 00:21:30.150
- WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS, IT IS A MISTAKE
- 00:21:30.180 --> 00:21:32.250
- TO JUDGE THE REST OF YOUR LIFE ON THIS CURRENT SEASON.
- 00:21:32.280 --> 00:21:35.190
- WHEN YOU'RE GROANING, WHEN YOU'RE WEEPING,
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- WHEN YOU'RE CRYING, WHEN YOU'RE WAILING,
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- IT IS A MISTAKE TO JUDGE THE REST OF YOUR LIFE
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- ON THIS CURRENT SEASON.
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- CAN I SPEAK FROM MY HEART ON THIS?
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- A YEAR AND ONE MONTH AGO,
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- I WAS SO HEARTBROKEN OVER A SITUATION IN MY LIFE,
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- I WAS SO DEPRESSED THAT I LITERALLY WANTED TO DIE.
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- I DIDN'T TELL PEOPLE BUT I WOULD SIT IN MY HOUSE
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- AND I WOULD LOOK AT MY WALLS AND I WANTED TO DIE.
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- I LITERALLY JUST WANTED TO DIE.
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- AND I THOUGHT I WILL NEVER HAVE JOY AGAIN.
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- BECAUSE MY HEART WAS HURTING
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- AND I'M LIKE STRUGGLING WITH DEEP, DEEP, DEEP DESPAIR,
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- AND I'M LIKE I'M NEVER GONNA BE HAPPY AGAIN.
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- LIKE GOD, I'M JUST GONNA THROW MYSELF IN YOUR ARMS
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- AND I'M JUST GONNA GROAN AND CRY AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS.
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- AND WHAT HAPPENED IS, OVER A YEAR LATER,
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- GOD HAS RESTORED SO MUCH JOY TO ME,
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- GOD HAS RESTORED SO MUCH PEACE TO ME,
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- THAT LIKE I CAN'T WAIT TO LONGBOARD
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- AND LISTEN TO E.D.M. AND WORSHIP GOD
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- WHEN I LOOK AT THE STARS WITH WIND BLOWING IN MY FACE
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- EVEN IF I TEAR MY ACROMIOCLAVICULAR BONE.
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- [CONGREGATION LAUGHS]
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- DON'T JUDGE THE REST OF YOUR LIFE ON ONE SEASON.
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- IT'S NINE MONTHS. NINE MONTHS.
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- AND 140 YEARS AFTER,
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- YOU'RE GONNA SUCK THE MORROW OUT OF LIFE.
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- TO USE THE MOTHER ANALOGY.
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- AND YOU'RE GONNA LTD, LIVE THE DREAM.
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- ARE YOU TRACKING WITH ME, 'CAUSE, THIS IS HUGE STUFF.
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- [CONGREGATION APPLAUDS]
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- GOD DIDN'T JUST BRING JOB OUT.
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- HE MADE THE ENEMY PAY.
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- AND WE SEE THIS ALSO SO VIVIDLY IN THE LIFE OF JESUS.
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- YOU REMEMBER, OKAY HERE'S THE DEAL,
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- YOU CAN'T SEE HOPE RIGHT NOW, SOME OF YOU.
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- SOME OF YOU CAME TO CHURCH TODAY
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- AND YOU'RE LIKE I LITERALLY CANNOT SEE HOPE ANYWHERE.
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- I CAN'T SEE HOW THIS IS GONNA WORK OUT.
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- THE BIBLE IS ALWAYS SPEAKING AGAINST YOUR SENSES
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- AND IT'S ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT I SHOULD LIVE BY FAITH.
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- WE DO NOT WALK BY SIGHT, WE WALK BY FAITH.
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- ROMANS 5 SAYS HOPE THAT IS SEEN IS NOT HOPE. WHY?
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- BECAUSE WHAT YOU SEE ISN'T REAL. SO MUCH OF THE TIME.
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- AND WHAT YOU CANNOT SEE IS REAL.
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- NOW I'M NOT JUST TALKING SPIRITUALITY,
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- I'M TALKING SCIENTIFICALLY. LISTEN, DID YOU KNOW
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- THAT A LOTTA THE THINGS YOU SEE AREN'T REAL?
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- FOR EXAMPLE, COLORS DON'T EXIST.
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- SCIENTISTS ARE NOW CLAIMING
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- AND SCIENTISTS NOW HAVE DEVELOPED A THEORY
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- THAT IS DICTATING AND DECREEING
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- THAT COLORS HAVE NO OBJECTIVE EXISTENCE.
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- THERE IS NO OBJECTIVE EXISTENCE TO PINK.
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- THERE IS NO OBJECTIVE EXISTENCE TO BLUE.
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- COLORS ARE NOTHING MORE THAN A PLAY OF ENERGY QUANTA
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- CALLED PHOTONS, DURING UV RAYS ON YOUR CORNEAL RETINA,
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- BUT IT'S NOTHING MORE THAN AN ILLUSION ON YOUR EYESIGHT.
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- THAT'S WHY IF YOU GO INTO A DARK ROOM, THERE ARE NO COLORS.
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- WHY?
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- BECAUSE COLORS AND LIGHT ARE THE SAME THING.
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- UV RAYS IN THE ENERGY QUANTA OF PHOTONS THAT IS LIGHT,
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- FOUR MILLIONS PHOTONS PER SQUARE METER
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- ARE JUST PLAYING ON YOUR CORNEAL RETINA
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- AND CRANIAL PACKAGE TO MAKE YOU BELIEVE
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- THAT YOU'RE SEEING COLORS.
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- BUT THERE'S NO OBJECTIVE EXISTENCE TO BLUE.
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- IT'S JUST A TRICK OF THE LIGHT.
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- THAT'S WHY IN THE DARK YOU CAN'T SEE COLORS,
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- 'CAUSE THEY DON'T EXIST.
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- LISTEN TO THIS.
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- GRAVITY,
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- OR ACTUALLY I'M GONNA HOLD OFF ON GRAVITY FOR A SECOND
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- 'CAUSE HERE'S ANOTHER ONE.
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- YOUR CHAIR. YOU'RE LIKE, OH, MY CHAIR EXISTS.
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- MY CHAIR IS SOLID.
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- MY CHAIR IS SOLID, I'M SITTING ON IT,
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- IT'S JUST SO SOLID, I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT
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- FALLING THROUGH IT. IT LOOKS REALLY SOLID. BUT IT'S NOT.
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- YOUR CHAIR IS MADE UP OF PROTONS, NEUTRONS, ELECTRONS,
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- WHICH MAKE UP AN ATOM AND DON'T TRUST ADAMS,
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- THEY MAKE UP EVERYTHING.
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- [CONGREGATION LAUGHS]
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- YOU'LL GET IT ON YOUR WAY HOME.
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- YOU'RE LIKE NO, I GET IT NOW I JUST DON'T THINK IT'S FUNNY.
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- OKAY SO ATOMS MAKE UP EVERYTHING.
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- AND AN ATOM IS JUST A SNOW FLURRY OF PARTICLES,
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- PROTONS, NEUTRONS, ELECTRONS
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- AND 150 OTHER SUBATOMIC PARTICLES,
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- MUONS, QUARKS, THE HIGGS BOSON, ET CETERA,
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- THAT ARE MOVING AS SUCH RAPID RATES,
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- SOME OF THESE PARTICLES DO 47.000 LAPS
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- AROUND A FOUR MILE TUNNEL IN ONE SECOND.
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- AND THEY'RE MOVING AT SUCH INTENSE SPEEDS
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- THAT WE THINK IT'S SOLID, BUT IT'S NOTHING MORE THAN
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- A SNOW FLURRY OF QUANTUM MECHANICS, QUANTUM ENTANGLEMENT,
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- QUANTUM COMMUNICATION, AND THESE SPEEDS ARE SO RAPID
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- THAT THEY LOOK SOLID.
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- BUT IT'S NOTHING MORE THAN A SNOW FLURRY OF PARTICLES.
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- WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS, YOUR CHAIR IS NOT SOLID.
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- IT LOOKS SOLID BUT YOUR EYE IS DECEIVING YOU.
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- LET'S TAKE IN AN UPCOMING SCENE
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- FROM OUR FORTHCOMING EPISODE.
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- THERE'S A LOTTA THINGS WE DON'T SEE THAT ARE REAL.
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- AND WHEN YOU CAN'T SEE HOPE,
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- THAT DOESN'T MEAN IT'S NOT REAL.
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- PAUL SAYS IF YOU CAN SEE HOPE YOU KNOW IT'S NOT REAL.
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- HOPE THAT IS SEEN IS NOT HOPE.
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- "FATIGUE IS THE PRICE OF LEADERSHIP.
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- "THE WORLD IS RUN BY TIRED MEN."
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- EVEN YOUTHS GROW WEARY AND LACK STRENGTH,
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- BUT THOSE WHO WAIT UPON THE LORD,
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- THOSE WHO HOPE IN THE LORD WILL RENEW THEIR STRENGTH
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- AND RUN AND NOT GROW WEARY.
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- MAKE SURE YOU SET YOUR DVR FOR THIS TIME
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- TO TAKE IN OUR NEXT EPISODE.
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- I'M BEN COURSON, AND WE'LL SEE YA LATER, HOPE GENERATORS.
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- [MUSIC]
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- -I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW MUCH YOUR STORIES OF HOPE HAVE IMPACTED
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- THE TEAM OF HOPE GENERATION TO KNOW THAT LIVES ARE BEING
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- CHANGED BY THE MESSAGE OF THE GOD OF HOPE.
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