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August 11, 2019
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Your World with Creflo

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    • [audience cheering]
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    • Creflo Dollar: Good morning, good morning.
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    • Creflo Dollar: Good morning, good morning.
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    • What do you do when the person who you hold dearest
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    • What do you do when the person who you hold dearest
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    • to your heart suddenly dies?
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    • to your heart suddenly dies?
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    • Our guest today, Kristi, is reeling from the sudden death
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    • Our guest today, Kristi, is reeling from the sudden death
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    • of her mother, her rock, her confidant, and her best friend.
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    • of her mother, her rock, her confidant, and her best friend.
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    • Since then, Kristi has been battling thoughts of suicide,
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    • Since then, Kristi has been battling thoughts of suicide,
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    • depression, and anxiety, unable to cope with her grief now
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    • depression, and anxiety, unable to cope with her grief now
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    • for over four years.
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    • for over four years.
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    • Now, you may have heard the saying, "Time heals all wounds,"
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    • Now, you may have heard the saying, "Time heals all wounds,"
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    • but for Kristi, her depression has only gotten worse.
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    • but for Kristi, her depression has only gotten worse.
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    • Kristi climbed onto her balcony to jump, believing
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    • Kristi climbed onto her balcony to jump, believing
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    • no one would ever miss her.
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    • no one would ever miss her.
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    • An intervention of grace stopped this from happening, but
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    • An intervention of grace stopped this from happening, but
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    • what hasn't stopped is Kristi's uncontrollable suicide urges.
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    • what hasn't stopped is Kristi's uncontrollable suicide urges.
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    • She's here today not just for her own sake, but
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    • She's here today not just for her own sake, but
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    • for the sake of her nine-year-old son she
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    • for the sake of her nine-year-old son she
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    • would be leaving behind and leaving alone.
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    • would be leaving behind and leaving alone.
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    • Now today, we're going to help this woman.
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    • Now today, we're going to help this woman.
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    • I'm Creflo Dollar, and this is "Your World."
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    • I'm Creflo Dollar, and this is "Your World."
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    • [audience applauding]
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    • Changing one life, time after time,
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    • Changing one life, time after time,
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    • oh Lord, we do it all for you.
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    • oh Lord, we do it all for you.
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    • Through the trials I see, I'll always believe
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    • Through the trials I see, I'll always believe
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    • a new life starts with you.
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    • a new life starts with you.
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    • Oh, change your world today,
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    • Oh, change your world today,
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    • change is gonna come your way.
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    • change is gonna come your way.
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    • Change and get an understanding,
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    • Change and get an understanding,
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    • his grace will transform you.
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    • his grace will transform you.
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    • [audience cheering]
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    • Creflo: Our guest today feels lost and alone,
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    • Creflo: Our guest today feels lost and alone,
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    • battling thoughts of suicide and depression
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    • battling thoughts of suicide and depression
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    • since the loss of her mother.
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    • since the loss of her mother.
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    • Would you please help me welcome Kristi Buford
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    • Would you please help me welcome Kristi Buford
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    • to "Your World" today?
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    • to "Your World" today?
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    • [audience applauding]
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    • Kristi, welcome, thank you so much for being here with us.
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    • Kristi, welcome, thank you so much for being here with us.
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    • First of all, I wanna thank you for having the courage
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    • First of all, I wanna thank you for having the courage
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    • and taking the time to help so many people.
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    • and taking the time to help so many people.
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    • Because, through this show today, you and I are gonna
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    • Because, through this show today, you and I are gonna
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    • team up, and we're going to create a tool that's gonna help
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    • team up, and we're going to create a tool that's gonna help
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    • a lot of people in a lot of places relate and understand
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    • a lot of people in a lot of places relate and understand
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    • this issue that you're going through, and how
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    • this issue that you're going through, and how
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    • to deal with it, and what to do.
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    • to deal with it, and what to do.
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    • And we're gonna get some answers today.
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    • And we're gonna get some answers today.
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    • We call it "Your World," so we want you to bring all of us into
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    • We call it "Your World," so we want you to bring all of us into
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    • your world of the relationship that you and your mother had
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    • your world of the relationship that you and your mother had
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    • and all of those special things that makes her special with you.
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    • and all of those special things that makes her special with you.
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    • So, let's begin there.
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    • So, let's begin there.
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    • Kristi Buford: Well, my mother and I was very, very close.
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    • Kristi Buford: Well, my mother and I was very, very close.
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    • She was actually more than just my mother, she was my friend.
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    • She was actually more than just my mother, she was my friend.
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    • Coming up as a little girl, I just watched my mother
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    • Coming up as a little girl, I just watched my mother
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    • go through so much, just as a single mother.
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    • go through so much, just as a single mother.
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    • She was in a relationship with my biological father
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    • at the time, and I just watched her battle
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    • verbal abuse, physical abuse, and it's just--and she was
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    • verbal abuse, physical abuse, and it's just--and she was
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    • going to school full-time while working three jobs trying
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    • to provide for me and my older sister.
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    • to provide for me and my older sister.
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    • I will never forget when my mom used to have
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    • I will never forget when my mom used to have
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    • to take me to class with her.
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    • to take me to class with her.
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    • She was going to school full-time, so she was
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    • She was going to school full-time, so she was
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    • an inspiration to me.
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    • an inspiration to me.
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    • That's why I'm, like, the strong person that I am today,
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    • That's why I'm, like, the strong person that I am today,
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    • because I remember every single thing that my mother
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    • because I remember every single thing that my mother
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    • went through when I was a little girl.
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    • went through when I was a little girl.
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    • When she finally got out of that abusive relationship with
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    • my biological father, we was actually able to kind
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    • my biological father, we was actually able to kind
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    • of see the light, because then she met my stepfather
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    • of see the light, because then she met my stepfather
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    • who was a much better man to her.
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    • who was a much better man to her.
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    • So, as the years went by, I finally had my child.
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    • So, as the years went by, I finally had my child.
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    • I was 17, in high school, when I had my son.
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    • I was 17, in high school, when I had my son.
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    • My mama was still raising me, so she practically helped me
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    • My mama was still raising me, so she practically helped me
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    • raise my son and bring him up.
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    • raise my son and bring him up.
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    • And in 2015, I just think she was just tired,
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    • And in 2015, I just think she was just tired,
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    • and she had a heart attack in her sleep.
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    • and she had a heart attack in her sleep.
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    • Creflo: So, without a doubt, your mother is your hero.
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    • Creflo: So, without a doubt, your mother is your hero.
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    • Kristi: Yes.
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    • Kristi: Yes.
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    • Creflo: Yeah, and would you say that she was successful
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    • Creflo: Yeah, and would you say that she was successful
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    • in imparting into you and your sister all of the
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    • in imparting into you and your sister all of the
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    • necessary virtues of being a well-rounded, strong woman,
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    • necessary virtues of being a well-rounded, strong woman,
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    • able to take care of yourself and to do the things
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    • So, even the night where she passed,
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    • Describe that night when you were asleep, of her passing,
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    • and the things that happened there.
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    • Describe that night.
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    • Kristi: Well, actually, when my mother passed away,
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    • I had my own place, but we were so close, again,
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    • that I happened to be there that night.
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    • I spent the night at her house,
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    • because I was always under my mom.
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    • We were best friends, literally.
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    • I'll never forget, I made it there, my stepdad had called me,
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    • he said, "Your mom hasn't been feeling well today," and
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    • So, I went, and, you know, she was asleep when I got there,
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    • and she was in the bed, and I kissed her.
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    • I was always kissing and hugging on my mom anyway,
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    • so that was not out of the norm.
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    • Later that night, I was asleep,
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    • and I don't fully understand this part.
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    • My alarm went off.
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    • One o'clock that morning, my alarm went off on my phone.
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    • I'm like, "Why would I--"
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    • Creflo: At home?
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    • Kristi: Yeah, I'm like, "Why would my alarm go off
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    • at one o'clock?"
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    • So, I just, you know, hit snooze and went back to sleep.
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    • At four o'clock, my stepdad woke up just screaming and yelling,
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    • "Kristi, Jaden," that's my son, "Your mom's not breathing."
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    • I don't know why I felt that, but this was four o'clock
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    • Paramedics took forever to get there.
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    • They took at least two hours.
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    • Creflo: Two hours?
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    • Kristi: They took at least two hours to show up.
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    • Creflo: Nine-one-one?
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    • Kristi: Literally, and I was just standing there, and
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    • I remember one of the guys from the ambulance walked past me,
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    • I remember one of the guys from the ambulance walked past me,
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    • and I heard him say, "She's been gone since about one o'clock."
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    • It was just--that just, like, completely destroyed me.
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    • I just couldn't believe it.
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    • But God has been slowly revealing to me, you know, that
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    • I feel like this is selfish, but I can't help it, and
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    • I'm like, you know, "Why my mom?"
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    • Like, why did it have to be my mother to pass away?
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    • Creflo: Well, it's not out of the norm, you know.
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    • You would call it selfish, but it's not out of the norm,
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    • it's the cycle of life and how things work.
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    • it's the cycle of life and how things work.
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    • But I wanna drill in on some things.
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    • Is there any guilt about her dying that you carry
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    • for some reason or another?
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    • as a young girl, I wasn't as--I didn't have the wisdom
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    • that I have now.
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    • She wanted the best for me, but, you know, when you're young
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    • and naïve, you can't see clearly, you're blind when
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    • actually lead me down that path that I needed to go.
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    • But instead, I was following, you know, the crowd, and
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    • thinking that, you know, this--I was in a toxic relationship when
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    • I was younger, and my mom was the main one telling me,
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    • "You know, this relationship is not for you.
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    • God has better, you know, things in store for you, and
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    • I feel like the relationship that you're in is toxic,"
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    • and I didn't listen to my mother.
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    • I do feel guilty at times because I feel like
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    • I should have listened to my mother more.
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    • I just feel like we could have--we needed
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    • And as parents, you know, that's just what we do.
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    • So, I want you to understand that.
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    • What I wanna drill down now on is just where you are right now.
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    • What I wanna drill down now on is just where you are right now.
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    • Because she's been gone for what, four years?
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    • Kristi: Yes.
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    • it's almost futile, because, you know,
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    • What we do understand from the Word of God is that man
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    • "Nope, my mom's not lost, she's with the Lord.
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    • "Nope, my mom's not lost, she's with the Lord.
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    • Hallelujah, I'll see her again."
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    • Hallelujah, I'll see her again."
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    • She's rejoicing in heaven.
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    • because grief will not dominate your life.
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    • Creflo: Amen, welcome back.
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    • Creflo: Amen, welcome back.
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    • Kristi, I believe the enemy tries to take opportunity
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    • Kristi, I believe the enemy tries to take opportunity
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    • to destroy individuals when their loved ones go home
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    • to destroy individuals when their loved ones go home
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    • to be with the Lord.
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    • to be with the Lord.
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    • And I can remember reading your testimony where you
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    • And I can remember reading your testimony where you
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    • felt like your mother was like a crutch in your life.
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    • felt like your mother was like a crutch in your life.
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    • Tell me about that.
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    • Tell me about that.
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    • Kristi: So, I've never hardly called on God.
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    • Kristi: So, I've never hardly called on God.
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    • I didn't pray a lot.
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    • I didn't pray a lot.
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    • I called my mama for everything,
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    • all the way down to the small things.
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    • I can be in traffic, somebody can cut--break out
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    • I can be in traffic, somebody can cut--break out
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    • in front of me, and I'll call my mama,
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    • in front of me, and I'll call my mama,
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    • "Let me tell you what this man did," you know?
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    • "Let me tell you what this man did," you know?
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    • And I don't think it was healthy.
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    • I think I used my mom as a crutch.
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    • My mom was basically my God.
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    • Creflo: Yeah, your source, yeah.
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    • Creflo: Yeah, your source, yeah.
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    • Kristi: And I never prayed to God, ever.
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    • Kristi: And I never prayed to God, ever.
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    • If I needed something, I called my mama, and I just feel like
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    • because over the years I was questioning God, like,
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    • "Why did you take my mother, out of all people?
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    • You took my mother," and I'll never forget, I was
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    • You took my mother," and I'll never forget, I was
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    • mother was ready to come home.
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    • Like, we all gotta go someday, and because I worshiped,
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    • Creflo: To feel the guilt, or to think that somehow God
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    • Creflo: To feel the guilt, or to think that somehow God
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    • opportunity to try to prove to her that God's mad at her
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    • and that God's gonna get her back, and God's gonna
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    • grief, that's when the enemy tries to initiate a plan against
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    • you to disrupt not only your relationship with God,
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    • you to disrupt not only your relationship with God,
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    • but the plan and purpose for your life.
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    • He wants you not to enter into the plan and purpose.
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    • He wants you not to use the things that
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    • your mother has imparted into you to help equip you
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    • your mother has imparted into you to help equip you
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    • for the plan and the purpose.
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    • He wants you to stay in grief, and stay mad at God,
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    • and what does that do?
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    • It paralyzes you, and for four years, paralyzed.
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    • It paralyzes you, and for four years, paralyzed.
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    • Where would you be?
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    • What is it you're supposed to be doing?
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    • What are the things that are supposed to be taking
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    • What are the things that are supposed to be taking
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    • place that the enemy constantly tries to stop
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    • place that the enemy constantly tries to stop
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    • and paralyze you from doing?
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    • and paralyze you from doing?
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    • And I know he's shown you some things, and I know you've taken
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    • some steps to go towards those things, but I believe today that
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    • God wants to remove the burden and destroy the yoke.
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    • God wants to remove the burden and destroy the yoke.
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    • And you are one decision away from that burden being removed
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    • And you are one decision away from that burden being removed
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    • and that yoke being destroyed.
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    • and that yoke being destroyed.
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    • It's called the anointing.
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    • It's called the anointing.
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    • You have an anointing on your life.
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    • There's a purpose for your life. There's a plan for your life.
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    • There's a purpose for your life. There's a plan for your life.
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    • And the enemy says, "What file can I use to slow her, stop her,
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    • And the enemy says, "What file can I use to slow her, stop her,
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    • paralyze her, and maybe block up the will of God for her life?
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    • paralyze her, and maybe block up the will of God for her life?
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    • Oh, I'll play with her emotions, and I will deceive her into
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    • Oh, I'll play with her emotions, and I will deceive her into
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    • thinking you don't want to serve God, he took your mother.
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    • thinking you don't want to serve God, he took your mother.
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    • You don't want to have anything to do with God, he's responsible
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    • You don't want to have anything to do with God, he's responsible
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    • for you almost wanting to commit suicide and to kill yourself.
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    • for you almost wanting to commit suicide and to kill yourself.
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    • Why would you serve a God who would take away my mother,
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    • Why would you serve a God who would take away my mother,
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    • of all the people he could have took."
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    • Now, look at what he's doing, he's now using the very thing
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    • Now, look at what he's doing, he's now using the very thing
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    • that makes up his personality, selfishness, and I'm telling
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    • that makes up his personality, selfishness, and I'm telling
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    • you, when you know the truth, when you know that the God
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    • you, when you know the truth, when you know that the God
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    • of love, and the God of mercy, and the God of grace not only
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    • of love, and the God of mercy, and the God of grace not only
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    • accepts full responsibility of welcoming your mother into
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    • accepts full responsibility of welcoming your mother into
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    • a place that's gonna give her life and give it to her more
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    • a place that's gonna give her life and give it to her more
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    • abundantly, but he's your God, and he's ready to
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    • abundantly, but he's your God, and he's ready to
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    • give you peace that passes all understanding.
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    • give you peace that passes all understanding.
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    • You following what I'm saying?
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    • You following what I'm saying?
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    • So, now dealing with this practical part,
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    • So, now dealing with this practical part,
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    • you're gonna have to take authority over your emotions.
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    • you're gonna have to take authority over your emotions.
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    • You must not live an emotionally-ruled life.
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    • You must not live an emotionally-ruled life.
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    • Emotions are feelings on the inside designed
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    • Emotions are feelings on the inside designed
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    • to move you in directions.
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    • to move you in directions.
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    • But emotions can move you in a negative direction,
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    • But emotions can move you in a negative direction,
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    • or emotions can move you in a positive direction.
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    • or emotions can move you in a positive direction.
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    • But those emotions are gonna be determined
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    • But those emotions are gonna be determined
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    • by what you're thinking.
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    • by what you're thinking.
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    • And what you're thinking is gonna be determined
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    • And what you're thinking is gonna be determined
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    • by what you're hanging around.
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    • by what you're hanging around.
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    • And if you'll spend time in that Word, and get the
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    • And if you'll spend time in that Word, and get the
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    • true impression of who God is, and not an impression
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    • true impression of who God is, and not an impression
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    • of what you kind of heard he was, then you're gonna
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    • of what you kind of heard he was, then you're gonna
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    • find out that I had no need to grieve.
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    • find out that I had no need to grieve.
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    • My mother is not dead, she is yet alive.
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    • My mother is not dead, she is yet alive.
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    • She's away from me right now, and I plan
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    • She's away from me right now, and I plan
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    • on seeing my mama again.
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    • on seeing my mama again.
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    • And you say to other people, "Y'all ain't sending me to hell,
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    • And you say to other people, "Y'all ain't sending me to hell,
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    • I got to see my mama again," and that becomes a motivation
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    • I got to see my mama again," and that becomes a motivation
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    • for you to live a life and to make Jesus your Lord
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    • for you to live a life and to make Jesus your Lord
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    • and personal Savior.
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    • and personal Savior.
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    • Now, here's where we are.
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    • Now, here's where we are.
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    • I wanna give you the opportunity to invite Jesus into your life
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    • I wanna give you the opportunity to invite Jesus into your life
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    • as Lord and personal Savior for yourself.
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    • as Lord and personal Savior for yourself.
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    • May I pray the prayer of salvation with you?
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    • May I pray the prayer of salvation with you?
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    • Kristi: Yes.
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    • Kristi: Yes.
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    • Creflo: Repeat these words after me, Kristi.
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    • Creflo: Repeat these words after me, Kristi.
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    • Heavenly Father--
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    • Heavenly Father--
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    • Kristi: Heavenly Father--
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    • Kristi: Heavenly Father--
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    • Creflo: I believe-- Kristi: I believe--
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    • Creflo: I believe-- Kristi: I believe--
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    • Creflo: That Jesus is the Son of God.
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    • Creflo: That Jesus is the Son of God.
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    • Kristi: That Jesus is the Son of God.
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    • Kristi: That Jesus is the Son of God.
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    • Creflo: I believe-- Kristi: I believe--
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    • Creflo: I believe-- Kristi: I believe--
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    • Creflo: That he's forgiven me of all of my sins.
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    • Creflo: That he's forgiven me of all of my sins.
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    • Kristi: That he's forgiven me for all of my sins.
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    • Kristi: That he's forgiven me for all of my sins.
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    • Creflo: And I believe-- Kristi: And I believe--
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    • Creflo: And I believe-- Kristi: And I believe--
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    • Creflo: That in Jesus's name-- Kristi: That in Jesus's name--
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    • Creflo: That in Jesus's name-- Kristi: That in Jesus's name--
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    • Creflo: That all of his finished works--
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    • Creflo: That all of his finished works--
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    • Kristi: That all of his finished works--
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    • Kristi: That all of his finished works--
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    • Creflo: Have been made available to me.
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    • Creflo: Have been made available to me.
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    • Kristi: Have been made available to me.
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    • Kristi: Have been made available to me.
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    • Creflo: Lord Jesus-- Kristi: Lord Jesus--
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    • Creflo: Lord Jesus-- Kristi: Lord Jesus--
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    • Creflo: Come into my life. Kristi: Come into my life.
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    • Creflo: Come into my life. Kristi: Come into my life.
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    • Creflo: Save me. Kristi: Save me.
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    • Creflo: Save me. Kristi: Save me.
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    • Creflo: I make a decision-- Kristi: I make a decision--
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    • Creflo: I make a decision-- Kristi: I make a decision--
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    • Creflo: To receive you-- Kristi: To receive you--
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    • Creflo: To receive you-- Kristi: To receive you--
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    • Creflo: As my Lord and my Savior.
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    • Creflo: As my Lord and my Savior.
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    • Kristi: As my Lord and my Savior.
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    • Kristi: As my Lord and my Savior.
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    • Creflo: And I thank you now-- Kristi: And I thank you now--
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    • Creflo: And I thank you now-- Kristi: And I thank you now--
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    • Creflo: That today-- Kristi: That today--
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    • Creflo: That today-- Kristi: That today--
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    • Creflo: I-- Kristi: I--
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    • Creflo: I-- Kristi: I--
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    • Creflo: Am-- Kristi: Am--
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    • Creflo: Am-- Kristi: Am--
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    • Creflo: Saved. Kristi: Saved.
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    • Creflo: Saved. Kristi: Saved.
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    • Creflo: Amen. Kristi: Amen.
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    • Creflo: Amen. Kristi: Amen.
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    • Creflo: Welcome to the family of God.
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    • Creflo: Welcome to the family of God.
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    • Welcome to the family of God.
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    • Welcome to the family of God.
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    • [audience applauding]
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    • [audience applauding]
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    • I wanna give you something to mark this day,
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    • I wanna give you something to mark this day,
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    • I call it a Grace Covenant.
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    • I call it a Grace Covenant.
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    • It's given and presented to Kristi Buford.
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    • It's given and presented to Kristi Buford.
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    • "I, Kristi Buford, accept the Grace Covenant provided to me
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    • "I, Kristi Buford, accept the Grace Covenant provided to me
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    • by Creflo Dollar, and agree with the following statements.
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    • by Creflo Dollar, and agree with the following statements.
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    • I believe Jesus loves me and nothing will ever change that.
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    • I believe Jesus loves me and nothing will ever change that.
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    • I believe that grace in the person of Jesus Christ has
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    • I believe that grace in the person of Jesus Christ has
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    • already provided everything I will ever need to have
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    • already provided everything I will ever need to have
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    • a healthy, fulfilling, and prosperous life.
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    • a healthy, fulfilling, and prosperous life.
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    • I believe everything in my past is in my past.
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    • I believe everything in my past is in my past.
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    • Jesus has chosen not to remember it, neither will I.
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    • Jesus has chosen not to remember it, neither will I.
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    • I will daily proclaim I am the righteousness of God.
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    • I will daily proclaim I am the righteousness of God.
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    • I will daily live by the belief of understanding grace,
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    • I will daily live by the belief of understanding grace,
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    • empowering to change, to better equip myself for success,
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    • empowering to change, to better equip myself for success,
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    • and to better serve those individuals around me.
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    • and to better serve those individuals around me.
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    • I will daily flood my life with the Word of God and the praises
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    • I will daily flood my life with the Word of God and the praises
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    • of his saints," and there's a place in here that I'm gonna
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    • of his saints," and there's a place in here that I'm gonna
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    • sign the top of it, right under pastor and encouragement,
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    • sign the top of it, right under pastor and encouragement,
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    • and then I wanna give it to you, so you can sign right above
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    • and then I wanna give it to you, so you can sign right above
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    • the righteousness of God, because that's who you are.
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    • the righteousness of God, because that's who you are.
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    • You are the righteousness of God.
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    • You are the righteousness of God.
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    • [audience applauding]
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    • [audience applauding]
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    • So, what do you think, you got a plan together now?
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    • So, what do you think, you got a plan together now?
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    • Kristi: Yes, I'm just gonna try to--well, I am gonna move
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    • Kristi: Yes, I'm just gonna try to--well, I am gonna move
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    • forward and just continue to have faith that God will
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    • forward and just continue to have faith that God will
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    • remove the grief completely, and just everything
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    • remove the grief completely, and just everything
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    • will eventually get better for me.
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    • will eventually get better for me.
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    • Creflo: Well, you got your pretty smile back on your face,
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    • Creflo: Well, you got your pretty smile back on your face,
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    • so that's good news.
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    • so that's good news.
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    • Don't y'all appreciate her today?
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    • Don't y'all appreciate her today?
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    • God bless you, sweetheart.
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    • God bless you, sweetheart.
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    • It takes a little time, you'll think about her every day, and
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    • It takes a little time, you'll think about her every day, and
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    • the thoughts will become more fun, and you'll start telling
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    • the thoughts will become more fun, and you'll start telling
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    • people, "Boy, if my mama was here," and all that kinda stuff.
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    • people, "Boy, if my mama was here," and all that kinda stuff.
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    • But they're a part of you, and will always be,
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    • But they're a part of you, and will always be,
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    • and that was indented to be that way.
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    • and that was indented to be that way.
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    • You know, coming to terms with the sense of shock of
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    • You know, coming to terms with the sense of shock of
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    • losing a loved one is a process, and can make you feel lost
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    • losing a loved one is a process, and can make you feel lost
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    • and unable to cope, but listen, God has not left you.
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    • and unable to cope, but listen, God has not left you.
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    • He has never, never left you.
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    • He has never, never left you.
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    • 00:24:39.040 --> 00:24:42.090
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    • God has healing on every level already set aside for you,
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    • God has healing on every level already set aside for you,
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    • and he's just waiting for you to accept it.
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    • and he's just waiting for you to accept it.
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    • Now listen, if you or someone you know needs help, reach out
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    • Now listen, if you or someone you know needs help, reach out
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    • 00:24:50.120 --> 00:24:54.080
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    • and connect with us online at YourWorldWithCreflo.com.
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    • and connect with us online at YourWorldWithCreflo.com.
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    • This program is dedicated to helping real people
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    • This program is dedicated to helping real people
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    • 00:24:58.180 --> 00:25:01.070
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    • with real issues find real solutions.
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    • with real issues find real solutions.
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    • 00:25:01.080 --> 00:25:03.250
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    • Now, watch this, and I'll see you right back here
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    • Now, watch this, and I'll see you right back here
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    • next week on "Your World."
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    • next week on "Your World."
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    • [audience applauding]
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    • [audience applauding]
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    • male announcer: Today, you met Kristi, a woman still struggling
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    • male announcer: Today, you met Kristi, a woman still struggling
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    • with the depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts
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    • with the depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts
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    • over the loss of her mother.
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    • over the loss of her mother.
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    • Like Kristi, you may be walking through the shadow of
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    • Like Kristi, you may be walking through the shadow of
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    • uncertainty, fear, depression, or emotional instability.
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    • uncertainty, fear, depression, or emotional instability.
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    • But there's no reason to keep putting yourself through the
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    • But there's no reason to keep putting yourself through the
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    • endless cycle of grief and despair, when all this time
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    • endless cycle of grief and despair, when all this time
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    • you could be experiencing the healing power of God's Word
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    • you could be experiencing the healing power of God's Word
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    • and preserve joy and peace in your life.
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    • and preserve joy and peace in your life.
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    • Creflo Dollar has collected some of his most inspirational
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    • Creflo Dollar has collected some of his most inspirational
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    • teachings into the uplifting series, "Peace that Prevails,"
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    • teachings into the uplifting series, "Peace that Prevails,"
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    • for you, to help lift you out of the darkness and get you back on
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    • for you, to help lift you out of the darkness and get you back on
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    • the right path to experience the hope, happiness, and
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    • the right path to experience the hope, happiness, and
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    • 00:25:57.150 --> 00:26:00.270
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    • recovery available to you right now through Jesus Christ.
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    • recovery available to you right now through Jesus Christ.
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    • 00:26:00.280 --> 00:26:04.240
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    • Call now to receive all four discs in this encouraging
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    • Call now to receive all four discs in this encouraging
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    • collection for only $30 or more, for you, or for someone
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    • collection for only $30 or more, for you, or for someone
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    • in your life who needs it the most.
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    • in your life who needs it the most.
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    • And when you call, you'll also get a fifth bonus disc,
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    • And when you call, you'll also get a fifth bonus disc,
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    • "Left Empty."
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    • "Left Empty."
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    • You only saw a small part of Creflo Dollar's heart-to-heart
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    • You only saw a small part of Creflo Dollar's heart-to-heart
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    • interview with Kristi, but now you'll get the uncut,
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    • interview with Kristi, but now you'll get the uncut,
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    • fully-complete version with never-before-seen footage.
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    • fully-complete version with never-before-seen footage.
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    • If you or someone you love needs support and counseling through
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    • If you or someone you love needs support and counseling through
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    • grief or depression, then don't miss this complete session.
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    • grief or depression, then don't miss this complete session.
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    • So, that's the four-CD series, "Peace that Prevails," and
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    • So, that's the four-CD series, "Peace that Prevails," and
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    • the complete and uncut interview, "Left Empty," all
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    • the complete and uncut interview, "Left Empty," all
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    • for your tax-deductible donation of only $30 or more.
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    • for your tax-deductible donation of only $30 or more.
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    • Even at your most vulnerable, even at your most hopeless,
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    • Even at your most vulnerable, even at your most hopeless,
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    • God has your best life designed for you.
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    • God has your best life designed for you.
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    • Call now to learn how to rise above despair and
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    • Call now to learn how to rise above despair and
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    • enter a world of complete joy and peace.
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    • enter a world of complete joy and peace.
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    • announcer: Because of you, Creflo Dollar Ministries is
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    • announcer: Because of you, Creflo Dollar Ministries is
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    • providing a new understanding of grace and empowering change
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    • providing a new understanding of grace and empowering change
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    • in the lives of millions of people every day.
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    • in the lives of millions of people every day.
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    • Thank you, partners and friends.
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    • Thank you, partners and friends.
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    • Your love and financial support makes it possible to bring this
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    • Your love and financial support makes it possible to bring this
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    • message into millions of homes all across the globe.
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    • message into millions of homes all across the globe.
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