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How to Win Over Depression Part 2

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August 25, 2019

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How to Win Over Depression Part 2

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Creflo Dollar: "Well, I came here to hear faith."
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I'm talking to you about faith, faith in what Jesus has already
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made available to you, faith in the provisions he's made
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available over depression, and choosing what he's made
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available over these other
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things that show up in your life.
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You don't have to choose depression.
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You can choose your authority over depression and use your
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faith to defeat it and keep it out of your life.
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This is your world,
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so let's vow to make it a better place.
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Let every heart that needs to know
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your love is here to stay.
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Oh, it's time to live a new life.
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Oh, let his love shine bright in you.
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Oh, we're saved by his grace,
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so we embrace your love today.
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We are changed.
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Creflo: When your mind starts wandering from subject to
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subject like a bird hopping from one branch to
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the next branch, watch out.
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That's a clear symptom.
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See, when you can't stay with your job or sit down in the
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house and talk with your family, the devil's taken advantage
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of you and of your life.
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You should be capable of thinking about anything as long
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as you wanna think about it and not saying,
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"Well, you know, I got ADD, I can't think about it."
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No, you have authority, and you've got to know you have
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authority, and you gotta think about--"Well,
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you know, I--my attention don't last long."
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Stop talking yourself into stupid stuff.
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You have authority. Lemme show you this.
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2 Timothy 1:7 says you have been given what kind of a mind?
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Turn to it. 2 Timothy 1:7.
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That's what you tell yourself.
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When the enemy come tells you, you can't concentrate,
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and you lack concentrate, don't let somebody give it a technical
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name or diagnose you a name, and then you go around and you
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accept the name, and then you start saying,
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"This is how I am."
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All right, so check it out. Look what he says here.
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"For God has not given us the spirit of fear," right?
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So, listen, what you--God doesn't give you
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a spirit of fear.
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If you have ever had fear, it's not coming from God, all right?
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But what has he given you? Come on.
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What has he given you?
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And what else?
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It's one thing you can be sure about: God
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has given you a sound mind.
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If it is not appearing to be sound, resist it.
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Resist that thing that tries to contradict what God's given you.
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You have a sound mind.
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Have you ever been in a situation where you're like,
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"I can't think of something, I'm forgetting this"?
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And it just automatically comes
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out of you, "I got a sound mind.
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I got a sound mind," and eventually it comes together,
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because you're resisting those temptations to agree,
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well, however your mind might be acting at the time.
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"I have a sound mind. I have a sound mind.
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I have--" I would put things--I don't know if you ever done this
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before, but when I used to wear my glasses all the time,
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I used to be walking around looking for my glasses,
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and they was right on my face.
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Or I was talking on the telephone--my wife one time,
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she just cracked up laughing, and I
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was talking--she said, "What you doing?"
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I said, "I'm looking for my phone."
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She said, "Well, what you talking on right now?"
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I said, "Okay, bye."
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And I got a sound mind.
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I have a sound mind. I have a sound mind.
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I have a sound mind.
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You're not made to live a life full of depression.
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Depression and internalized thoughts will set up a
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foundation for chronic disease, sickness,
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inflammation, a huge outburst of cortisol,
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and all of this stuff that just makes your life miserable.
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And your knees--"My knees, I'm getting old."
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No, you're just inflamed 'cause of all them Baby Ruths you're
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eating and all that worrying and stressed out that you're doing,
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and baby need a pair of shoes, and you're, "I gotta go, and
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I gotta make this--I gotta make this promotion."
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And you're staying up, and you stay up late all the time,
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and you don't think that bothers you.
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You know, staying up late, working all night long,
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you know, that will cause high blood pressure,
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and you got all kinds of issues going on with blood flow,
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and you can have a heart attack because you ain't sleeping like
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you're supposed to sleep.
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"Well, I came here to hear faith."
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I'm talking to you about faith, faith in what Jesus has already
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made available to you, faith and the provisions he's made
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available over depression, and choosing what he's made
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available over these other
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things that show up in your life.
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You don't have to choose depression.
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You can choose your authority over depression and use your
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faith to defeat it and keep it out of your life.
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[congregation applauding]
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Creflo: It's your choice, amen?
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But I'm happy. I feel good.
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I'm excited about life.
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If a thought stays there too long, thank God for Taffi.
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She say, "Hey, how long you been thinking about that?"
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I say, "I've been thinking about it a little bit."
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"Let it go, let it go," and we got this other thing we do.
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She does this thing, like, you know,
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just out of the blue, she like, "Whoo!"
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And I'm like, "What you doing?"
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She'll do stuff like, "We made it."
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And it just kinda cracks me up when she does that,
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so we have ways to kinda jerk you out of it,
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'cause you know you can go home, and you can get some bad news or
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a bad situation, and it'll settle in your mind,
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and you won't even know you're spending all that time sitting
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there in a daze thinking about that thing.
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And you can't do that.
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That's why God gave you his Word.
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Think on his Word day and night.
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Meditate in his Word day and night.
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Replace that thought with something else.
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Instead of going to bed worrying about this or that or this or
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that, purposely pick you some Scriptures to go to sleep on.
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Choose some Scriptures to go to bed with and choose some
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Scriptures to wake up with, and then you go to bed with 'em at
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night, and you rise up early in the morning.
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That's how you do it day and night.
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Are you understanding the practical approach
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to dealing with this?
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Now, are y'all following what I'm saying now?
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All right, so now let's go to another part of this.
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Of course, the effects.
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Those are just the natural ones, but,
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in other words, what depression will actually do.
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Many times, depression will steal your ambition.
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It'll steal your ambition, number one.
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Number two, it will prevent you from participating in the
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activities that you should be enjoying,
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activities that bring joy and strength into your life.
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Stealing your ambition.
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Preventing you from participating in activities
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that you should be enjoying.
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Depression is an enemy of your happiness and
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an enemy of your success.
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Why?
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Why would the enemy want depression in your life?
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It is an enemy to your success.
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Gosh, don't ever forget that; and so every time it comes over,
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"This is an enemy to my success.
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Depression is an enemy to my success.
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These thoughts that are weighing heavily upon me and entering
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into my heart, this is an enemy to my success,
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and I won't put up with enemies to my success."
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Again, what is success?
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It's fulfilling--it's discovering and fulfilling the
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will of God for your life.
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Success is not the five cars and the four-level house.
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Success is discovering and fulfilling the will of God for
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your life, and depression is an enemy to your success.
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I tell you, that's what gets me stirred up,
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when I find out how Satan is trying to use these tools to
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stop me from doing what God's called me to do,
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so it's not just, "Oh, we came and learned
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a lesson about depression.
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We can go and replace therapists now."
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No, I'm trying to get you to understand that you have been
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designed by God, and there has been a call on your life,
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and there is a purpose for your life, and there is
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something God wants you to do, and the grace of
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God has provided finished works and depression, and emotional
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instability is trying to stop it all.
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So, you look at people that you know,
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and you look at the issue, and you start looking at what I'm
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teaching you right now, you'll see that 90--over 90% of their
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issue is they cannot control their emotion.
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They cannot control what they feel.
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They don't even know enough.
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They receive the symptoms.
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They live with the symptoms.
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They even go and pay a therapist or a doctor and tell them the
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name of the symptom and then they tell everybody
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what's wrong with them.
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And what happens to the call of God?
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What happens to the will of God for their life?
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What happens to the impact they're supposed to be making
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and the footprint that God has put in the earth?
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It's all been put on hold.
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I'm not gonna be depressed.
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I'm not gonna be depressed because I wanna see
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what's at the end of this.
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I'm not gonna be depressed 'cause all of these
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wonderful--you know, Taffi calls him the God of the surprise.
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I wanna encounter the God of surprise every place I go to,
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and I can't let depression stop me from achieving what God has
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put before me, so that's why I'm gonna fight that good fight of
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faith against negative emotions that are designed and sent to be
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an enemy to my success.
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I mean to tell you that got me--"An enemy to my success?"
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Okay, ultimately, yeah, it's the devil,
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you know, if you wanna say that, but I am showing you the
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everyday devil stuff that's the enemy to your success: is you
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not knowing how to deal with how you feel.
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Yeah, your feelings and how you feel are dealing with you.
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Here's the problem: you not knowing how to deal with how you
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feel, you not resisting something that's trying to steal
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your sound mind, you submitting to all of the symptoms and
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submitting to the effects of it.
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You gotta get over that, so let's look at some pretty
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important things, the effects of depression.
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Well, physical illness. We've already mentioned that.
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Physical illness is one effect of depression.
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You know, being depressed over an extended period of time will
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cause your organs to function improperly, will close your
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cells up, so even if you're feeding your body proper
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nutrition, it won't even get in the cells
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because the stress.
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Physical healing. Physical illness.
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Now, I am speaking to you not as somebody
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who's not encountered depression.
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My depression was so bad, it was to the point of a gun
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and ending the whole deal, and it was just a matter
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of thinking about what I was thinking about.
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I didn't know that.
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All I knew is I felt bad, and when you have the type
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of depression I dealt with and to deal with
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it chronically, it hurt.
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It was painful and, oh, man, so listen to me when I tell you,
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and I am qualified to tell you, being free from this
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thing for so many years.
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It doesn't mean I go around laughing and smiling all the
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time, but most of the time I'm having a pretty
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good time, you know?
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Because I realized that's what he tried to
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use to get rid of me.
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I remember there were times I was so depressed,
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even in college, and Ken would come and get
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me and, "Let's just go."
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"Where are we going?"
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"Ah, just let's just go.
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Let's get, let's get out," and we'd just get
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in there and ride.
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We didn't know when the car was gonna break down, but we rode,
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God took care of it, we rode, just to--and just didn't
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even know what it was and just that whole in-between.
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What are you supposed to be doing?
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How are you supposed to be doing that?
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What is that? The fear of failure.
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Where you came from, all that kinda stuff,
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and then to pastor, thinking, "Well, that's gonna be great.
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Pastoring is gonna be around a lot of Christians.
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They're gonna encourage you.
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They're great people, and they love
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God, and they're nice."
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And I found out, "Oh, my God.
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These are the meanest people I ever met before in my life.
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I definitely don't wanna be here," so I sat on a bucket for
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eight hours trying to figure out how to kill
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myself without it hurting.
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It was bad.
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It was trying to rob me of my success.
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It was trying to paralyze me from doing what I was supposed
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to do, and it was stronger during that point of where the
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call of God and my understanding of what I was
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supposed to do was coming.
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The worst point--I'll never forget this, the worst point.
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Somebody said, "Why are you sharing your personal stuff?"
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That's what ministry is, is me sharing.
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You ain't gonna know nothing about what I'm talking about
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unless you know that you ain't talking to somebody
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who just read a little book about it.
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I know what I'm talking about.
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Well, I was working--oh, my God.
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It's a gym down here, Burdett
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Gym, right here to the right.
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I was one of the summer head counselors down there,
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and we took a swimming trip, and we had a policy that you had to
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sign your kids in and all this kinda stuff.
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But anyway, there was one of the kids in the group.
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I still remember his name, still remember how he looks.
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He drowned and rushed him to the hospital,
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put him on life support, and you know,
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I went by to see the kid.
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I just--you know, and I'll never forget, I stood by the bed--
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in front of the bed, and I said, "Lord, you know,
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take my life instead of his.
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He's a little kid. Let him live."
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I mean, I wasn't old. I mean, I was still a kid, too.
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"Let him live," and then when God didn't answer that prayer
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and then a few hours later the kid died, I was livid.
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I was like, "What kind of God are you?"
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I don't even know if I've shared this publicly.
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"What kind of God are you?
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I asked you to take my life so you can let this kid live,
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and the kid died?
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What kind of God would do something like this?"
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And then, I went in with the family,
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and I said, "I just wanna check on y'all, how y'all doing?"
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And they said, "How you think we doing?"
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You know, how you say all the stupid things
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at the dumbest time?
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And, you know, he died and, of course,
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I felt guilty because I'm in charge.
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That was my responsibility, and I just--that was just terrible,
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and I'm thinking, "You know, God,
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dude, we got to--we got to figure this out,
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because if I can't figure this out, I will never have anything
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to do with you, not ever.
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I will become a atheist and never have
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anything to do with you."
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And so, I stayed in my room for about two or three days trying
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to figure this thing out, had not been born again a long time,
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just trying to, "How do you--would you do this?
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I asked you; the Bible says ask," and I pulled up
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Scriptures, "You didn't do it.
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That kid's dead."
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And so, the guy that led me to the Lord called,
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and he says, "Listen, there is a guy coming."
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I think we were meeting in--on--off 10th Street at that
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hotel down there, and he said, "He's coming in.
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How about let's go hear him speak?"
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And I said, "Dude, I don't wanna go hear anybody
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preach, I don't wanna hear anybody speak,
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I don't have anything."
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He says, "What's wrong?"
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I said, "Dude, I don't know if this Christian thing is for me.
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I don't know about this person you call God.
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It just--I don't wanna do it."
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And he was freaking out, and he says,
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"No, I really feel like you need to go."
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He called back several times, and I was just like,
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"Listen, I'm not going, I'm done with this."
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He says, "I'll make a deal with you.
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If you'll go with me to this meeting, I'll never ask you
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to do anything else," so to just get him off my back, because
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I'd already made my mind up, I went.
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And so, we went down to the meeting, walked in.
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They'd just introduced the guy.
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He was from overseas, and he got up and spoke; and as he
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began to open his mouth up, he paused and he said,
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"There's someone here tonight, a tragedy happened, and you're
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mad at God, and the Word of the Lord has come to me to tell
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you that that little boy knows more about God than you will
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ever know until you see God, and you're being tricked."
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And I bumped him, and I said, "Why did you tell
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the man all my business?"
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I mean, I thought he'd called him and told him.
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I said, "Why you tell the man all my business?"
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He says, "Listen.
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I came with you.
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I ain't never seen this guy before in my life."
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And I'd never experienced anything like that before in my
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life, except the guy who baptized me was a prophet, and
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when I went in the water, he came up, he prophesied
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everything I'm doing right now, and I laughed
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in his face, 'cause I'm thinking, "There is no way
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that I'm gonna, number one, be a preacher.
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Number two, preach in front of all these people he said I
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was gonna be preaching it.
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And then, as far as going around the
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world, how you gonna get there?
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So, this is a big joke to me. This is not gonna happen."
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And so, I got up out of my seat because it dawned on me,
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"The devil's trying to stop me from doing something."
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And I said, "Oh, my God.
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I just blamed God for something that the
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devil's responsible for.
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He's trying to trick me into aborting everything
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that I'm supposed to do."
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It's been prophesied.
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I couldn't go nowhere without nobody saying it.
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I would get up and speak.
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Me and Ken and Taffi would go and speak at a church and the
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whole church would get saved, including the deacons and the
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preachers that were on the pulpit.
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Am I lying? The whole church.
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It scared me, I was like, "Ooh, Lord, I don't know what this is,
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but I don't know if you wanna put it on me 'cause I don't know
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if I'm planning on staying saved too long.
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You might wanna just kinda, you know,
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put it on somebody else."
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Confirmation after confirmation after confirmation, and that
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depression and that whole thing was designed to be an enemy to
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my success and the call of God in my life.
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Now, before you get mad at God and before you wanna blame God
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for everything that's wrong in your life,
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you need to pause and ask yourself, "Could this be an
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enemy to stop me from doing what I'm supposed to do?"
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And I went in a empty parking lot that night, and I looked
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before God, and I said, "God, I repent.
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I am so sorry. Please forgive me."
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I said, "He almost got me."
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I said, "Tell me what I can do to get him back."
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He said, "Learn to become more like me."
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I'm telling you--I'm telling you that was a moment.
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That was the moment where I thought that could have been it.
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Where was the attack?
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It was from a circumstance that attacked me emotionally.
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I did not know how to deal with that emotion.
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That emotion, because of my reaction,
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was demanding this and look where I was.
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I was getting ready to turn my back on the very thing that God
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called you to do, and yet we go to churches and nobody teaches
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on how to take authority over your emotions.
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Nobody teaches on how to handle depression.
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Nobody teaches on mastering your emotional life, and that's the
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very area where Satan's attacking
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people and saying, "Quit.
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Quit. This God ain't real."
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And, by the way, let me tell you something.
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He's real.
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Let me tell you something. He's real.
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Remember that old song?
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Real, real. Jesus is real to me.
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Oh, yes, he gave me the victory.
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So many people doubt him.
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I can't live without him.
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That is why I love him so.
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He's so real to me.
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In the morning he's real.
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But that's why we're dealing with this, 'cause he's been
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riding your emotions like a surfer rides a wave, and
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riding it completely away from the will of God and getting
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your focus on everything else, when there's a charge
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to keep, and there's a will of God, and there's
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a purpose of God for your life.
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And you may not see it, but I tell you, the closer he escorts
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you to it and it seems like the trouble increases and is going
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crazy, you need to learn how to rejoice
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in the middle of those things.
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Identify the negative emotion that's trying to stay in your
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life, cast it down, get in that Word, and let God take
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you to the place where you need to be.
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Amen?
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And I'll tell you what, y'all done got me happy.
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So, physical illness, physical illness will take
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place as a result of depression.
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That depression was so heavy on me,
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I started feeling sick physically in my stomach.
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Pain started coming in places.
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I just--immunity system was down.
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It'll cause physical healing, and if it's a real strong
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traumatic situation, it can even open the door to release cancer
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cells to a level that it's never been released before.
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And doctors know this, they don't talk about it a lot,
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but there's a lot of traumatic things that can happen and bam!
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I remember when some traumatic things happened in my life and
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then I went to the doctor, and they said, "You have cancer."
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I'm like, "Where did that come from?
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I feel like I'm eating healthy. I'm doing that."
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It was that just sudden thing that just put me into a shock,
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and I didn't know what to do and how to deal with it emotionally,
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and I promised as a pastor that nobody that comes to our church,
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or one of my partners and friend, will not have something
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available so you can know how to deal with your situations,
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so you can live long and live strong.
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Turn to two people and say, "Live long and live strong."
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That's right. That's the will of God for you.
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The will of God is for you to live long, live strong.
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You don't need to be dying at no 40, no 50.
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Sixty the new forty.
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You need to know, live long, live strong,
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and leave when you ready.
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That's God's will.
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So here's another effect of depression: guilt.
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I told you that story because of this.
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Guilt is another effect of depression.
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Guilt, I wasn't good enough to my children.
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Your children. Sixty and seventy years old now.
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Guilt.
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You're 70 years old, 40 years ago you
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committed an adulterous act.
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Y'all worked it out, but the guilt still came there.
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Something you did when you were a teenager,
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something you did in college, and still carrying the guilt.
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You've got to understand the power of this grace,
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where there is nothing that you have done that is earned,
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and the day you stop thinking it's because of your doing that
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makes it happen instead of what Jesus has already done
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that makes it happen, you'll still
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carry that guilt and condemnation.
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You've been given a free gift of no condemnation,
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so what you gotta do is you can't go back to the whatever
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you did, but Jesus has already taken care of it.
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And since he's already taken care of it,
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it's time for you to dismiss it.
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It's time for you to dismiss it.
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Yeah, you were a mess. You were crazy.
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Ain't nobody in here can't go back and pick out several dumb,
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stupid, craziest, dumb decisions you did,
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but you have got to disengage it from the new you.
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You gotta disengage it from the new you.
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announcer: Get the Emotional Wellness Toolkit combo today for
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This combo includes a total of 19 messages from the series "The
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Secret to Stable Emotions," "Peace That Prevails,"
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"Delivered from Depression," and "Maintaining a Sound Mind."
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For a love gift of $30 or more, we would like to
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place in the Body of Christ.
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Gary Taylor: You are not gonna be satisfied until you do
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what he commissioned you to do.
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Michael T. Smith: I wanted to do right but couldn't,
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but now the Spirit of God lives in me,
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and he gives me power to do what I could not do on my own.
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Kenneth Fuller: So when things come our way, when things
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come up against us, we know that we're comin' through.
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announcer: See you there.
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Creflo: We love to preach the gospel with our actions
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and not just with our words.
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You see, we often visit countries all over the world,
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and when we do, we see a common theme.
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especially when it comes to basic human needs.
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share the gospel of grace with them, so I wanna thank
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you for helping us with this ministry, and God bless you.
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