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Episode 7

October 23, 2019

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Big Daddy Weave: When the Light Comes

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Brian Beihl: That's really cool, man.
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I love havin' Becca and Chu out.
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Jim Scherer: Oh, man, check your phones.
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male: We got some news.
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Mike Weaver: We got a baby. male: We got a baby.
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Mike: When you hear that whole word about "metastasized to the
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bone," that's usually kind of a death sentence, isn't it?
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Yeah.
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Kim Beihl: It's very lonely.
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It's very sad and devastating, and some marriages
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don't make it through this.
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When the light comes, darkness runs away,
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and only what lives in the light can stay.
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When the light comes,
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nothin' left to hide,
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so come out of the darkness and turn on the light.
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I throw open the door.
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I fall to my knees.
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I lay down my pride.
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No secrets to keep.
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The light of your love is shining on me.
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The goodness of God is setting me free.
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When the light comes,
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darkness runs away,
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and only what lives in the light can stay.
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When the light comes, nothing left to hide,
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so come out of the darkness
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and turn on the light.
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Kandice Weaver: I love field trips on the road.
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Sometimes we know in advance if things are gonna be happening,
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but then many days we wake up, and we're like,
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"Oh, my goodness, we're 20 minutes from whatever,"
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and then we pop over there.
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Today we got to tour the McPherson Guitar Factory and be
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there when Mike and the guys recorded a little session.
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Mike: For a long time, I have just been so blessed by
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the people at McPherson Guitars.
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They just make some incredible instruments, and so we were
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invited to come and actually play a couple songs, using some
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brand-new guitars that they had made of carbon fiber, and I
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jumped at the chance and really enjoyed getting to take
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everybody else with me on that little part of the journey.
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male: One, two, three, four.
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Hangin' by a thread from the tree of this life.
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I've been spinnin' round and round and round
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inside my flesh cocoon.
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An old, beat-up Pinto might be what I drive
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for now, but I'll be drivin' a Cadillac soon
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'cause you know, one day,
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I will fly to my mansion in the sky.
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I'll have no regrets
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when I leave this place for good.
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When I say my last farewells,
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oh, please, don't forget to tell them
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I'm not really dead.
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I'm just changin' neighborhoods.
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I'll be changing', ooh, yeah.
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Hey.
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Ooh, you know, one day,
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I will fly to my mansion in the sky.
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I'll have no regrets
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when I leave this place for good.
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When I say my last farewells,
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ooh, please, don't forget to tell them
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I'm not really dead.
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I'm just changin' neighborhoods.
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You know I'm changin', ooh, changin'.
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It won't be long till we'll all be
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changin' neighborhoods.
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Jim: Michael, man, that was awesome today at the McPherson
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place when you guys did "Neighborhoods," acoustic,
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and you know we talked about that in rehearsal.
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Mike: We might need to put it back in the set, man.
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Jay Weaver: I think it's time to bring the hoods back.
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Mike: The strings add so much to that, you know?
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It's, like--makes it a new song, to me.
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It's like, kind of, it adds a new life to everything
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in the set, man.
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Brian: Yeah, it's really cool, man.
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I love havin' Becca and Chu out. It's fun.
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male: Yeah, that's my favorite, man.
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Jim: It's like, man, it was just so different.
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It sounds awesome.
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\Oh, man, check your phones.
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male: I don't even have my phone.
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male: Mister, we got some news.
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Mike: We got a baby.
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Jim: They got a baby Redmon.
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Aw.
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Mike: Awesome, man.
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Jeremy probably will just head over to the studio
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with the baby.
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The baby will be like--
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Jay: Keep workin'--
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Brian: For Jeremy and Anna,
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I'm super-excited for them, and, you know, as a friend
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and bandmate, brother.
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You know, I wanna rejoice with them and be happy for them
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in this moment 'cause it's something really truly special.
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Mike: Life is a miracle, man, you know?
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Jim: Yeah, man, it's awesome.
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Mike: You know, as much as we've been through--and we've
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seen the miracle of God sustaining us in that--we sure
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have also, at the same time, seen God do so many things in
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the lives of other people, man, enough that, really, it would
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keep us going through the rough season that we've been through.
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Mike: Before we went through the more recent difficult times,
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man, previously, there were just some of the most incredible
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things I've ever heard at, just, kind of, breaking loose at the
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shows, and then God is the one doing all of these things.
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A song can't, you know, make cancer go away.
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You know what I mean?
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But God can, and we have seen him do that on more occasions
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than I can count now.
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Jay: Man, to see him show up on a night-to-night basis--music
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is fun, and it's a good reason to go, but it gets old.
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Seein' Jesus come and turn on the lights in somebody's eyes,
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make their leg grow out, make whatever is ailing better, that
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doesn't get old, yeah, and so, each night, we love the sitting
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and just watch what he does.
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Jim: And then there was that lady who was driving down
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to the gulf.
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I believe it was to--she was gonna end her life, and then she
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heard "Redeemed" on the radio and said, "Mm, that's not what
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I need to hear right now," and so she changes the station,
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and there's "Redeemed" on the other side station.
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Mike: On the other station?
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Jim: She's just like, "I think somebody's tryin' to give
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me a message."
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Brian: That reminds me of the guy with
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the three kidneys, you know?
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I mean, it's just like, "What in the world?"
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Mike: Who had even heard of someone having--
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Jay: A third kidney.
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Mike: Three kidneys, yeah, a third kidney surgically
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implanted?
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And then the Lord healed his kidneys, and he--
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Jay: Yeah, man, that was my favorite line from that one.
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Man, God took me from the transplant list and put me
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on the donor list, yeah.
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Mike: And that's unbelievable.
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Jim: When you begin to hear these stories for the first time
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of what's happening, through the music or in a concert, it really
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is amazing, and then, as it starts to happen again and again
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and again, you start to have an expectation.
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It's like, "What's the next thing?
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What's going to happen next?"
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and the horizons of what you think and dream
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can be imaginable.
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They're just vast compared to where we were before.
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Brian: So cool how the Lord works in that, you know?
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He's just so awesome.
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Mike: Praise God. That's awesome.
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Joe Shirk: So the story on this bus, this is the first bus
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we've had as Big Daddy Weave, and we bought it back in 2004,
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and all of us guys were talkin' about that.
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It's like, "You know what?
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It'd really be awesome if one of us got our CDL, and I just love
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to drive so much, I was like, "You know what?
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I don't mind doin' that."
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And, just, middle of '06, before you know it, it's like,
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'07, '08, '09.
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I think in the nine years, it was calculated somewhere
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at 500.000 miles in nine years.
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I've been across all 50 states.
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Joe: Well, yeah, definitely, I hear in this kind of cold.
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male: Well, if there's any change with it, I'll definitely
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get back with you on it.
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Joe: I'll see you later.
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male: What's up, brother? We'll see ya, man.
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Mike: Bro, I need to ask you, man, what'd you hear
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from the doc last time, man?
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male: I was out west, drivin' rock and roll stuff and
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wasn't feelin' right, and somebody suggested that probably
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because of my age and in my 50s that I probably had low T, so
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went to get checked, and my PSA was like 1.400, which it should
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be zero to four, and they were like, "We need to do a biopsy,"
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and the biopsy came back positive with aggressive
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stage 4 cancer.
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It was all through the skeleton.
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And I didn't hear him, but the urologist told my wife
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probably two years.
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male: The latest scan is even clearer than before.
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Mike: Praise God, dude.
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male: Dude, absolutely.
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Mike: You're a living miracle, dude.
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"Dave, the miracle."
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male: I feel he's got a plan for me.
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I don't know what it is yet, but he's got one.
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Mike: When you hear that ole word about "metastasized to
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the bone," that's usually kind of a death sentence, isn't it?
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Yeah. Dude--
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male: The cancer had eroded my femur, my left femur, to the
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point to where it was ready to snap, so they had to put a metal
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rod in my leg, and I had just had that surgery, and I was
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going, "Well, I'mma go check out the show," you know?
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And I went down there, and it was, like, sittin' there after a
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few songs, I was--man, it was hurtin' bad, and I was thinkin',
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"Now I made a mistake comin' to the show.
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I should've stayed in my room," but then you guys got to that
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point in the show where you're sayin', "Look, if anybody has
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any problems, any infirmities or mental issues they need
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to be prayed for, we'd like to pray for you."
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Well, I didn't get up 'cause I'm part of the crew.
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I just sat where I'm at.
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And you guys prayed over everybody, and I didn't pay
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much attention to it.
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Then, when you started singin' again, I'm thinkin',
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"Wait a minute, man.
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That's not--something's bad.
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That's not hurting. That's not--" you know?
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And I got up and moved around.
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I'm like, "Wow, this is--" you know?
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So that's when I called my brother, and I'm like,
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"Dude, this is freakin' me out."
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And he's like, "Don't freak out."
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You know, he said, "Look, you've just been--you've
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been healed, man."
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And it has not bothered me since then.
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Mike: Come on. male: It has not.
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male: Shortly after, that's when, I think, when I went back
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and we did the second bone scan, right after that,
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and it came back clear.
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You know, I just, kind of, came to the realization that the Lord
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was talkin' to me, and I better start listenin', and I said,
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"I'm not sure exactly what it is."
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I got a funny feelin' that he has plans for me.
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I don't know what they are, but I'm in, "in for a penny,
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in for a pound."
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You know, if you're gonna snatch me from the jaws of death,
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then I'm gonna do what he tells me to do.
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Mike: That's so good.
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When I--when you texted me the scan, dude, the picture of the
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scans, and, like, this side is just like black, it's just,
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like, riddled with cancer, and this side is just like white,
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it's like just this stark difference, man.
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Bro, I don't even know if I ever told you this, but in that
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time-- 'cause it's like we had just lost my dad, you know,
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that--earlier, just at Christmas right before that, and we were
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just in this low point, man.
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We were just hurtin', and, dude, the story of what God did in
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your life, man, carried me for a whole long way, man.
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It just really was a shot in the arm to just keep believin' and
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keep trusting, and hangin' in there with the Lord, man, you
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know, even in the face of the disappointment that my family
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had been through, you know?
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We sure are proud of you, and we're proud for you,
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and we love you, man.
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male: Love you, man. Mike: You too, brother.
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Mike: We've seen God do so many miracles that I can't even
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remember all of 'em, but at the same time, some of the ones who
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are the closest to us, even in our own family, you know, we're
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praying for these miracles that we have yet to see.
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My brother, who I've literally seen pray for hundreds and
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hundreds of people, just personally himself, and heard of
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so many miracles of what Jesus has done in the lives of people,
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and then his diabetes and the whole situation that he's been
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through, and to not see that breakthrough before, literally,
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he even had to have his feet amputated, oh, that was so
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painful, as almost as painful as the physical act was
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the disappointment of being like, "God, I don't understand
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these things."
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Emily Weaver: I remember when Jay--the day he went to the
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hospital, and our girls were at their last day of school, and I
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called them, and I told them that it was gonna be easier,
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"Daddy was gonna be better."
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And when people are watching us and how we interact, and you put
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up a--almost like a front of "everything is good because God
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is good," but if you're real, it's not always good.
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And it's hard, but God is so good."
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Mike: To see God, you know, as, you know, as hope in the
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middle of what looks hopeless, as light in the middle of
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darkness, man, that's somethin' that you can't just conjure up,
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you know?
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That's, really, that's a whole different kind of faith,
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you know?
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The same thing for Brian and Kim.
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To see them deal with disappointment, to see them deal
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with, you know, not necessarily seeing today what they had asked
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for, but to see what comes out on the other side of that,
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because of walking through what they've walked through with
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Jesus, that's a whole different kind of miracle.
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Jay: How 'bout checkin' my leg here for something, please,
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ma'am, if there's somethin' in my shoe?
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Emily: Okay, and the whole--the leg part?
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Jay: No, just in the shoe itself, I think.
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So did you know that Jeremy and Anna's little baby girl was
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here, Miss Addie?
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She made it.
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Emily: Aw. That's cool.
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Jay: It's awesome to see that for them.
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I'm super-excited, but it just hurts me for B.B.
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and Kim 'cause, I mean, he hasn't--B.B.'s handling
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it like a champ.
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Just hurts, man, just to watch them have to suffer through all
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this, knowing they want it so bad, and we've all prayed
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for it so hard.
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Jay: We're obviously so excited for the Redmon household
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to now have to switch from man to man to zone defense with the
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birth of a third child, you know, but at the same time,
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you can't help but hurt with Brian and Kim.
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You know, I mean, they are still strugglin' today, you know, with
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that, and it's not for lack of prayin'.
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It's not for lack of askin'.
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Emily: Yeah, I remember, like, even, like, when we were
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pregnant with Nathan and just being, like, "No, I want this
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for Kim."
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Jay: Yeah, you kind of almost wanna hide the fact that, this
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bundle of joy is coming, 'cause you're just so hurtin' for them.
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I don't have the answer to that one.
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It's the same thing we went through, prayin' for my feet,
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and you're sittin' here literally adjusting my fake
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foot, you know?
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We prayed for my real feet to stay with me, you know, but not
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how it went down.
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Emily: I think it's all in your mind-set of what
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the miracle is.
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Like, sure, you had to lose your feet, and that's going against
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what people were praying for, but you have your legs.
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Jay: I didn't die.
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Emily: And didn't die.
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The miracle is now that we're all here.
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Jay: That's true.
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Well, we'll just keep prayin' for B.B.
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and Kim, you know, just keep asking Jesus to have theirs turn
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out the way they're asking.
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Emily: Yeah.
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So I could rise.
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Now I'm alive.
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Mike: Hey, everybody, we're so excited to announce that our
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brand-new record, "When the Light Comes," is available now.
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We're so excited to share these songs that were birthed out of
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this last season of life.
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For more info, go to bigdaddyweave.com, or listen
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wherever you listen to music.
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God you called me out, now I'm alive.
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Kim: I remember, one time, me breaking down, being really
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upset, and someone hugging me, and I remember, after that, that
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I don't think anyone's hugged me in a really long time.
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People are scared.
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They don't know how to react.
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They don't know what to say.
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And even one time, if you respond back, they're really
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scared to say anything to you afterwards.
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I just want more education to be out there about how to help not
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only the couples, but their families and their friends
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alongside them to walk this journey with them and together
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because it's very lonely.
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It's very sad and devastating, and some marriages don't make it
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through this.
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And Brian and I are closer than we've ever been because of this.
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Like, when you're gone and people, they either asked me one
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of two things, like, "How's Brian?"
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"Where's Brian? What's he doing?"
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or they say, I think, "How are you, Kim?"
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And it's not the "How are you, Kim?"
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like, "What's going on in your life?"
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It's the kind of "Poor you, Kim," like--and I
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know people care.
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Like, they wouldn't ask if they didn't care.
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I know that, but I think this has consumed us so much that
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it's all they know to ask us, and I think I'm getting tired of
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people asking either what are we gonna do next--
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"Are you gonna do IVF again?
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Are you gonna do adoption and try that again?"
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Like, "What's next?"
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and I think I'm ready to not talk about it for a while with
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people and try to have a life with you again.
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I mean, you and I have not gone on, like, a vacation probably
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since our honeymoon, and we're gonna be married
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12 years this year.
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Brian: I know it.
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It's been so consuming over the last several years, anyway, but,
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obviously, for the long time, but that just is our everyday
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conversation and, just, what consumes us day in, day out.
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Brian: Although I know that God can do the miraculous, we
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have yet to see that miracle for us.
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It's really hard.
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It's such an emotional roller coaster to be on.
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On the one hand, we're really happy for Jeremy and Anna, but
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on the other hand, it just is a reminder, and it's like, "But
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that's not where we are," and that's where we so want to be.
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We want to be in that place to where we can experience that
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experience, havin' a child and kind of starting our
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family together.
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It hasn't worked out that way for us, and, you know, it's just
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this back and forth of really happy, but, yet really sad and
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really hurt, you know?
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So it's tryin' to juggle those two things can be a little
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tricky at times.
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Kim: What might be helpful is--and I don't know
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where you're at with this but, like, pulling ourselves back and
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saying, "Okay, who are--who's that pocket of people in our
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life that we really, really trust and that we know, like,
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sticks in it with us and, like, just--because we have to have
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some kind of community around us, but, like, that's--those are
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the people that we will still talk with, but I can't be "out
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there" anymore with all this 'cause it's--
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Brian: Oh, it's too draining.
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Kim: It's consuming me, and I don't want it anymore.
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Brian: I'm totally fine with that.
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Just, we'll find that group of people that's just right around
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us and just keep it in that.
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For us, I think it is important that we just focus on having
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time together and where our conversations aren't always
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about the next step and all that.
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Yeah, I totally agree with all that.
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I think that's--it'll be a good thing for us.
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Kim: I think so too.
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Brian: Yeah.
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Kim: Where do you wanna go on vacation?
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Brian: What about Hawaii*?
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Jim: Okay, so talk about set list.
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Did you hear about add more songs to the set?
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Mike: So they're talkin' about, like, wanting to get
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something that kind of starts with a "bang."
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That was the only thing.
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It's like, so what do we find, like, without an intro?
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Jim: Was it the only name?
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That's a big sing-along, get everybody going.
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Mike: "Love Come to Life," like, the newer arrangement,
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"boom, boom, boom, boom"--
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It's somethin' we see in the show that kind of
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ends up working.
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Jeremy: Hey, guys, sorry we're late.
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all: Hey.
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Mike: Oh, now, see, this is what I'm talkin' about.
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That's what I'm--hey, baby.
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Joe: This is a exciting day, for sure.
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There's been so much goin' on in the Redmon's life, but the
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anticipation of another child and--I mean, that's huge.
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Projects will come and go, but our children, you know, that
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opportunity is just so awesome.
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Mike: Do they make that for dudes?
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I don't know if they make that for dudes.
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Jay: Uncle Jay dog.
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Yeah, get 'em.
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Jay: We've been through a season together.
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We got to mourn different things together, but it's even better
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when you get to have the season of rejoicing, you know, with
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each other, and I'm so thankful to get to do that and to get to
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see new life in the Redmon household and just do life in
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Big Daddy Weave.
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Jay: Hey, you.
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male: Oh, yeah, I got a foot earlier, but--
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male: Look at you.
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Brian: You know, for Jeremy and Anna, I'm super-excited for
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them and happy for them in this moment 'cause it's somethin'
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really truly special.
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Jeremy: That was a crazy season.
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Really thankful for the guys' support.
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So excited for Addie being here.
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She's awesome.
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The record is finished, and the band already has a natural break
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right now, which is awesome, so this feels good.
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Feels good to have some stuff behind us, and, you know, I'm
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thankful for the guys celebrating with us,
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rejoicing in this.
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We've walked through the struggles together, and we're
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gonna walk through the highs together, and so here's to the
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next adventure.
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male: Oh, I mean, you know, I got nothin'.
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Mike: Hey, this is Mike from Big Daddy Weave, and we are
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performing at the Kennedy Center in Washington, D.C., March 22,
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of 2020, and want you to join us.
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You can enjoy the experience from the audience or join us on
00:25:52.180 --> 00:25:56.000
stage as part of the Kennedy Center Worship Choir.
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Singers will enjoy a weekend of rehearsals and preparation for
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the concert, while nonperforming friends and family will enjoy an
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all-access pass to a behind-the-scenes experience.
00:26:06.180 --> 00:26:10.230
Visit truenorthpresents.com/bdwdc
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for more info.
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When the light comes, darkness runs away,
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and only what lives in the light can stay.
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When the light comes, nothin' left to hide,
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so come out of the darkness
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and turn on the light.
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