Episode 5
October 9, 2019
27:29
Big Daddy Weave: When the Light Comes
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- Susan Weaver: I just told everyone that I felt like God
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- had left me, and it's a struggle,
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- and I really--I just hated him.
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- Anna Redmon: It's a little overwhelming.
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- Jeremy Redmon: What do you need from me?
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- Because I don't, I mean--
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- Anna: If I happen to go into labor next week,
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- it throws everything.
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- Mike Weaver: Everybody was saying all these,
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- like, nice things and they're like,
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- "Dude, man, that's really good."
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- And--but I felt like I was sensing this disappointment even
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- from them, and it wasn't really there,
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- they were just checking on me.
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- But oh man, I just--oh, I just crumbled.
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- When the light comes, darkness runs away.
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- And only what lives in the light can stay.
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- When the light comes, nothing left to hide.
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- So, come out of the darkness and turn on the light.
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- I throw open the door, I fall to my knees.
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- I lay down my pride, no secrets to keep.
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- The light of your love is shining on me.
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- The goodness of God is setting me free.
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- When the light comes, darkness runs away,
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- and only what lives in the light can stay.
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- When the light comes, nothing left to hide,
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- so come out of the darkness and turn on the light.
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- Kandice Weaver: Weight is something that Mike has
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- struggled with his whole life.
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- I will always tell him, "I wish you could see yourself through
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- my eyes," because the way I see him is very differently than the
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- way he sees himself.
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- Mike: So, it's called Big Daddy Weave.
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- And there's this funny and there's this fun
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- element to that.
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- But it's also this other thing, or at least in the past it has
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- been this other thing.
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- Early on as a kid, I learned that if you make the joke that
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- you're scared everybody else is going to make,
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- that sort of gives you the power in the situation in a way.
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- Jay Weaver: For as long as we can both remember,
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- our family has struggled with weight issues.
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- And everybody always ask you when you're the fat guy,
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- like, "Do you, like, hate your mama and that's what--you
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- got mom issues?"
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- No man, I just love hotdogs, you know what I mean?
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- Like straight up.
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- Susan: Put your legs on?
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- Jay: Yes ma'am, please, good morning.
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- Susan: I remember the time that Jay first
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- came back on the road.
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- I worried that he wouldn't go back to that part of his life.
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- And we drove up, he did, he came out on the stage.
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- Just to have all our friends there watching when he walked on
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- the stage, that was like so cool.
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- We started on the road without feet,
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- without prosthetics for a couple of months.
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- He was still needing my medical limited knowledge to take care
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- of his ankles.
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- I would still doctor them morning and night.
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- I would change bandages.
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- And he was finally able to start the prosthetic journey,
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- which it's not just like, "Here's your set of legs," you
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- put them on and you go.
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- It's a lot of going back and forth of getting them right and
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- to fit right.
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- So, then I went from the worry of not taking care of his legs
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- properly to being his physical therapist in a way.
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- Everyone sees the physical part of this,
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- but they don't see the emotional part of it and the mental
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- part of it.
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- Like there's the day that I had the big blow up in Bible study.
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- I just told everyone that I felt like God had left
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- me and it's a struggle.
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- And I really--I just hated him.
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- I hated the situation of not being enough,
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- of feeling like everything was on me.
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- I really just wanted to quit everything at that moment.
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- But I just needed them to know that they were praying for
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- everyone nightly, but they were missing me.
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- And not to be selfish and say, "Look at me and--"
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- But just to--I felt like they just wanted to put a
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- Band-Aid on it and just pretend that it was okay.
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- I think everyone--knowing everyone was aware helped.
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- Mike: Where's your lunch, dude?
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- Jay: Kim's making it on the bus,
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- eggs and sausage.
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- Mike: Dude, eggs and sausage, that's keto.
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- Jay: Keto-friendly.
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- Mike: And that's actually what I'm needing like right now.
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- Kandice: For the first time ever,
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- the whole tour has decided to do a diet,
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- if you will, together.
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- And we're all doing the keto diet.
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- Jay: To say that we as the Weaver brothers have been
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- through every diet that is around is probably a safe bet.
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- Mike: How are you--how are you doing with it, dude?
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- Are you staying--
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- Jay: I'm making it. I'm alive and I'm here.
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- And we've done well so far, the whole family's
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- trying to do it with me.
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- Mike: When they first started saying it,
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- I didn't know if I was in or not,
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- dude, you know?
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- I can remember literally as early as like in elementary
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- school, you know, being on diets.
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- You know, it would just--could gain weight so easily.
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- And I felt like I was eating the same stuff that other people
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- were eating and it--but still I'm the chunky kid, you know?
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- Jay: Well, the only thing--honestly,
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- the only thing that made me do it was the five band guys
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- doing it together.
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- Mike: Together, yeah.
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- And it's even more that unity thing for everybody,
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- you know what I mean?
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- So, it's like we're the ones that really need it,
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- but they're really supporting us in that, huh?
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- I appreciate them, dude. That's good, dude.
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- Jay: Me too. It's a constant battle.
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- There's been great victory through seasons,
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- you know, where you see weight loss.
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- And then there's been times you just see it
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- come right back to you.
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- Mike: It's hard on the road to do this because everywhere
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- somebody's got a pie that they--it's their grandma's
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- favorite pie or whatever, you know?
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- And we're trying to hang in there and do this.
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- Susan: Here you go.
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- Jay: Well, thank you. Thank you, thank you.
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- Mike: That's what I'm talking about.
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- Jay: Eggs and sausage and bacon.
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- Mike: You get bacon and eggs and I get--I don't understand
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- how--I need to--I need to talk to my wife now, right?
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- Jay: That's what living right is for.
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- [laughing]
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- Mike: Dude, well, I'm in it if you're in it, dude.
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- Jay: Yeah man, I'm in, let's do it.
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- Mike: Keto away.
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- Jay: Yes sir.
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- Kandice: I am ready for the battle of Mike's health and his
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- weight to be one that we're talking about victoriously,
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- that it's a victorious announcement.
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- Drew: So, I started working with Big Daddy
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- Weave about five years ago.
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- I do massages during the day, and then I take care of catering
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- and make sure everything is out for people to follow their
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- ketogenic habits.
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- Slowly but surely, everybody's starting to feel a lot better
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- and we're about to see some weight really come off.
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- And I'm just blessed to be a part of it.
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- I love these guys.
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- I've known them all for 20 years.
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- What's up, buddy?
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- both: Drew. Drew: Hey man.
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- Mike: Dude, the keto guru.
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- Drew: How's it going?
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- Mike: Man, dude, we're trying to keep it keto, man.
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- Give us the prognosis here.
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- I don't know, what do you think?
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- Drew: That's very well done.
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- Mike: It's happening, it's happening?
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- Jay dawg, like, pulled some kung fu over here,
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- and like breakfast came out of nowhere.
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- Drew: Dude, where did that come from?
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- Mike: So, it's sort of like manna from heaven.
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- Drew: Where's mine?
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- Jay: You just didn't pray quite long enough this
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- morning, Drew--
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- Mike: Exactly, dude. It was delivered by Emily.
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- Jay: It was my wife, yeah.
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- Drew: Nice.
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- Are you guys cooking that up on the bus?
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- Mike: Yeah.
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- Drew: Dude, that's awesome.
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- Jay: She is, not me.
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- It wouldn't look this good if I cooked it.
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- Drew: You went to the doctor, right?
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- How is--how is your levels?
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- What's going on with that?
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- Jay: They're still--they're still high,
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- but she said just give it time.
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- Drew: Okay. Slow and steady wins the race.
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- Mike: And that's the thing, bro.
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- That's what we're appreciating about you,
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- man, is that you're helping us like get in this and live in
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- this, you know what I mean?
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- Drew: I'm actually selfish ambition, this is how I eat.
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- So, if I can get you guys to do it,
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- then it's easier for me, so.
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- [laughing]
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- Mike: That's awesome.
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- Jay: One thing I love about Drew is he is tenacious.
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- Keeping on us, you know?
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- And it's out of love, it's not out of,
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- "You big fat thing, what's wrong with you?"
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- You know what I mean?
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- It's like, "Hey, you can do this, you got this."
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- And he's--I mean, dude, he's working his tail off to make
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- sure we got shakes, make sure we got all the things we need to
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- have to be successful.
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- Mike: What's in the shake, man?
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- What's in the magic shake every night?
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- Drew: There's macadamia and pecan nut butter that we're
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- making with that blender.
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- Peanut butter, protein powder, cacao,
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- raw cacao, hemp hearts, chia seeds,
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- pink Himalayan sea salt, and MCT oil.
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- Mike: Nice, man.
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- Well, that has helped me tremendously in the show, man.
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- It's like I really feel like after the last couple of weeks,
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- like, "All right," like I start to really crave
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- what that shake is, man.
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- Drew: Praise the Lord.
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- Super proud of you guys for sticking with it.
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- And we're going to--we're going to get it.
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- Mike: We are going to get it dude.
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- Thanks, guru Drew.
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- Drew: Yeah bro.
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- Jay: Guru Drew. That's awesome.
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- Mike: Jojo.
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- Jojo: Hey, hey.
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- Mike: The man of the hour, Mr. Jason Jordan.
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- Jason Jordan: How are you man? Nice to meet you.
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- Jojo: Yeah, glad you're here.
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- Jason: Yeah dude, glad to be here.
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- Mike: Bro, thank you for bailing us out, man.
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- This is so cool. We're in crunch hour.
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- Man, we had to learn--let Jerm go and work on stuff.
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- And man, we're like, "What are we going to do?"
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- Jason: I'm honored to be here.
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- Mike: He's a killer guitar player,
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- and I can't wait to see what's going to happen with this, man.
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- That's a lot of songs in a little amount of time
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- though, dude.
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- Jojo: Jason seems like a cool dude.
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- This is going to be interesting.
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- I mean, it's unfortunate Jeremy's not here with us,
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- but you know, when you can find a guy that's definitely about to
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- knock out the stuff and seems like there's a cool guy that's
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- going to--that's going to definitely help.
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- Yeah, yeah, start us on that for me.
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- So yeah, so one, two, three.
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- Caught in a romance of desperate devotion.
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- You're higher than mountains and deeper than oceans.
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- With a brokenhearted voice, I'll sing like a sonnet.
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- Won't be satisfied with less than what you want.
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- Jeremy: I'm home now, and there's a lot more productive
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- time to be able to work.
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- It's so much easier working in my studio.
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- It's night and day difference.
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- But man, it is still very challenging.
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- There's just so much to do.
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- Anna: Kids are going to be home soon because baseball's
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- over actually.
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- Jeremy: Yeah, now--
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- Anna: Can we actually have a conversation?
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- Jeremy: Okay.
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- Anna: This week is killing me.
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- Jeremy: Anna's film is starting super quick,
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- which means soon as the new baby gets here,
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- new baby and Anna go on location with the nanny.
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- And then it'll just be me and the big kids and me trying
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- to make a record.
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- This is exhausting.
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- Anna: I had the fitting yesterday, wrapped today.
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- I've got to finish making this suit and ship it out.
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- I've got Michael Larry Smith stuff too.
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- It's a little overwhelming.
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- Jeremy: What do you need from me?
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- Because I--
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- Anna: I don't know.
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- The thing is is I know you've got a lot on your plate and so
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- do I, but if I happen to go into labor next week,
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- it throws everything.
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- So, are we going to have construction going on in the
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- studio next week too?
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- Jeremy: I mean, you've got your upstairs workspace.
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- Anna: I know, but I can't--I can't move a rack up there.
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- It's too difficult for me right now to get anything up and
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- down the stairs.
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- Jeremy: I mean, I'm here, but it's hard for me to be in there
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- working and in here working.
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- Anna: As long as you can just get the floor really getting
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- clean and so--
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- Jeremy: Well, I can mop it or do--I don't know,
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- we'll figure it out.
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- At least I'm--I should be home.
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- Anna: Yeah.
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- Jeremy: Minus these few days.
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- So, we just wait until Sunday at least.
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- What are you going to do if the doctor wants to induce?
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- Anna: I don't know.
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- Jeremy: Try what you did last time.
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- Anna: Do the concoction of--
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- Jeremy: What was it, almond butter?
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- Anna: Castor oil and champagne.
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- It's the most disgusting thing.
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- Jeremy: I don't have to take it with you, right?
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- Anna: Yeah. Jeremy: No.
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- Anna: Of course you do.
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- You're going to be on the toilet.
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- Jeremy: Oh gosh, yeah.
- 00:13:16.040 --> 00:13:17.160
- I'll be on the toilet, you be in the ER, right, right.
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- Oh gross, no thanks.
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- 00:13:22.150 --> 00:13:32.140
- 00:13:32.150 --> 00:13:38.050
- So I could rise, now I'm alive.
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- Mike: Hey everybody, we're so excited to announce that our
- 00:13:47.010 --> 00:13:48.190
- brand new record, "When the Light Comes," is available now.
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- We're so excited to share these songs that were birthed out of
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- this last season of life.
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- For more info, go to bigdaddyweave.com or listen
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- wherever you listen to music.
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- God, you called me out, now I'm alive.
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- 00:14:09.200 --> 00:14:11.210
- Kandice: So, how do you think it's going with the keto diet?
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- Mike: It just seems like I got so far to go again, you know?
- 00:14:14.220 --> 00:14:17.290
- Back in 2008, a friend of mine had made this weight loss goal
- 00:14:18.000 --> 00:14:22.050
- that he was going to lose 80 pounds in 2008.
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- And I was like, "Dude, well, it's 2009 now and I'm going to
- 00:14:25.030 --> 00:14:28.280
- one up you, you know?
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- So, I'm going to lose 90 pounds in 2009."
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- And man, it was an incredible year,
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- but it was a year full of pressure to,
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- 'cause I, like, had said this thing and it needs to happen by
- 00:14:37.250 --> 00:14:40.170
- the end of the year or else you fail, you know?
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- And we got to the end of the year and I get on the scale,
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- and I had lost 84 pounds, man.
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- I mean, that is like losing a middle schooler off of
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- your body, man.
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- That is an accomplishment.
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- But I couldn't see any of it 'cause all I saw is you missed
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- it by six pounds.
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- Not good enough, failure.
- 00:15:01.180 --> 00:15:04.020
- Status quo of your life, big fella, you know?
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- Kandice: He was working so, so hard.
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- And when he didn't make that, that was--that was hard just
- 00:15:09.260 --> 00:15:12.240
- seeing him--it was just painful.
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- It was painful to watch the person that you love the most
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- not reach this goal when they had done this incredible thing.
- 00:15:19.280 --> 00:15:23.180
- All he saw was the failure.
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- Mike: Food is like medicine, man,
- 00:15:25.250 --> 00:15:28.000
- to me and it always--it always has been, you know?
- 00:15:28.010 --> 00:15:30.060
- It's been like my drug.
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- And then starting the keto and getting through like the first
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- couple weeks of it, and man, nothing moved.
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- And I guess I don't know if I'm doing something wrong or what,
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- but I know I got to do something, man, you know?
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- Kandice: As we begin this new keto diet,
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- I just hope and pray that it's something that will really work
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- for Mike, that it will be something that we can all do
- 00:15:49.120 --> 00:15:53.030
- together to make our whole family healthier.
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- I always told you I love you exactly the way you are.
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- I fell in love with who you are.
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- And you know my heart, that it's never about that.
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- I just want you to be healthy, and I want that spark of
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- confidence to come back, and that you excited to go outside
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- and play with the kids to come back and not just be hurting.
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- And so, I just want it for you.
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- Mike: Even as Kandice says to me,
- 00:16:19.020 --> 00:16:21.190
- "Look, I want you to be healthy for you,
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- not because I'm over here thinking you need to be
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- something more for me," it like--the trick that I play on
- 00:16:27.250 --> 00:16:33.150
- myself is I turn that thing and I'm like,
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- "Yeah, but I have to be more--I need to be more for you.
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- I don't feel like enough for you so often, you know?"
- 00:16:39.240 --> 00:16:44.030
- Kandice: But I think you often don't feel confident
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- in yourself.
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- And that shifts when there's better choices being made.
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- And the devastation that you felt after in the 90 in '09
- 00:16:51.260 --> 00:16:55.080
- thing and you didn't quite meet your goal,
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- that was gut wrenching to watch.
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- Mike: Everybody was saying all these like nice things and
- 00:17:01.250 --> 00:17:03.290
- they're like, "Dude man, that's really good."
- 00:17:04.000 --> 00:17:06.040
- And--but I felt like I was sensing this disappointment
- 00:17:06.050 --> 00:17:08.240
- even from them.
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- And it wasn't really there, they were just checking on me.
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- But oh man, I just--oh, I just crumbled.
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- Kandice: I think a lot of times if Mike starts something,
- 00:17:16.040 --> 00:17:20.160
- if he's really been giving it his all and it doesn't seem to
- 00:17:20.170 --> 00:17:23.120
- work, there's a greater sadness and disappointment with that
- 00:17:23.130 --> 00:17:27.280
- that makes him want to just throw the towel and be like,
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- "It's not even worth it.
- 00:17:31.070 --> 00:17:32.160
- Let's just order pizza and call it a day."
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- Mike: We have had such an awesome life,
- 00:17:34.260 --> 00:17:37.290
- but I feel like this keeps being this thing that's always somehow
- 00:17:38.000 --> 00:17:43.050
- in the way, you know what I mean?
- 00:17:43.060 --> 00:17:44.260
- And it's in the way of me, you know what I mean?
- 00:17:44.270 --> 00:17:47.020
- It's not in the way of you, because man,
- 00:17:47.030 --> 00:17:49.200
- you always--you always love me even when I don't
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- love me, you know?
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- And that changes me, you know?
- 00:18:00.140 --> 00:18:10.090
- Here we go again.
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- Kandice: I'm in it with you, though.
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- Mike: I know you are, I know you are.
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- You're my biggest cheerleader
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- and I don't know what I'd do without you.
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- Kandice: Back at you, my love.
- 00:18:21.030 --> 00:18:25.290
- Susan: So, like you know how we talked about like on the last
- 00:18:26.000 --> 00:18:28.130
- run how we thought it'd be easier to eat keto at home?
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- Like I think--
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- Jay: We found out that wasn't exactly the truth.
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- Susan: Yeah, so it's been a little easier on the road,
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- but like we don't have a scale here on the road.
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- Like maybe that's a good thing for both of us since like--
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- Jay: I didn't lose any weight since yesterday.
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- What's the matter with me?
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- Susan: No, like 'cause like weigh in day,
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- when we got home was like--it was like devastating.
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- Jay: Yeah, 'cause it wasn't the progress we wanted to see.
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- Susan: And that's the hardest thing for me is when you are
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- devastated about something, if I feel like I have to be the
- 00:19:02.150 --> 00:19:08.220
- ultimate fixer and I don't know how to fix that.
- 00:19:08.230 --> 00:19:11.260
- Jay: So, obviously as a dude, when you hear your wife say
- 00:19:11.270 --> 00:19:15.060
- things like, "I want to be a fixer for you," it's never the
- 00:19:15.070 --> 00:19:18.060
- way you want things to be, you know?
- 00:19:18.070 --> 00:19:21.220
- But praise God he is the God of a million and one
- 00:19:21.230 --> 00:19:26.280
- chances, you know?
- 00:19:26.290 --> 00:19:28.200
- And so, all I can say is today, I'm going to put my best
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- fake foot forward.
- 00:19:33.150 --> 00:19:35.080
- Susan: Before you lost your feet,
- 00:19:35.090 --> 00:19:37.090
- the concern of you having a heart attack,
- 00:19:37.100 --> 00:19:41.060
- like you know, you're going off on that lawnmower,
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- I told you, you can't die 'cause I don't know all the bank stuff.
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- So I don't--
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- Jay: That's wrong.
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- [laughing]
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- Susan: I mean, like no, but I'm serious,
- 00:19:52.100 --> 00:19:55.210
- like you hold us together, and so you got to take care
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- of yourself so that we're all together and we can
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- do this life.
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- I am so thankful that on this tour run that it's the whole
- 00:20:04.120 --> 00:20:09.120
- tour all doing it together, so it's not just me being a mother
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- hen to Jay and the kids of, "Don't eat this,
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- don't drink that."
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- I'm glad for the partnership in all of it.
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- Jay: I appreciate the fact that you guys are willing to go
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- try to do this with me.
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- You know, because it--sure you might not be overweight or the
- 00:20:31.070 --> 00:20:34.050
- girls may not be, yeah, these fat creatures like their dad,
- 00:20:34.060 --> 00:20:39.220
- you know what I mean?
- 00:20:39.230 --> 00:20:41.000
- But at the same time, health is still health, you know?
- 00:20:41.010 --> 00:20:44.190
- And what we want for them as parents is overall health.
- 00:20:44.200 --> 00:20:47.090
- So anyway, I think I'm excited about the journey as a family.
- 00:20:47.100 --> 00:20:51.110
- You know, just being able to go and do things 'cause
- 00:20:51.120 --> 00:20:55.090
- nobody's--Dad's not tired and worn out,
- 00:20:55.100 --> 00:20:58.060
- you know what I mean, 'cause of this.
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- And you know, it just--I think in the long run,
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- we're going to see the benefits far outweigh the sacrifice.
- 00:21:02.030 --> 00:21:05.030
- Susan: And you've done amazing.
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- Like I'm really proud of you.
- 00:21:06.250 --> 00:21:08.170
- And I know that like all the crew,
- 00:21:08.180 --> 00:21:10.180
- they're all proud of how you've been sticking with it.
- 00:21:10.190 --> 00:21:13.260
- Jay: Yeah, I just let him finish what he started, you know?
- 00:21:13.270 --> 00:21:18.270
- It's going to take him 'cause I'm going to go run out and find
- 00:21:18.280 --> 00:21:21.100
- a--like a buffet of Snickers bars or something,
- 00:21:21.110 --> 00:21:24.010
- you know what I mean?
- 00:21:24.020 --> 00:21:26.010
- Susan: So, after Jay got out of the hospital and we were
- 00:21:26.020 --> 00:21:29.020
- still going for a lot of treatments,
- 00:21:29.030 --> 00:21:31.060
- Michael and I were trying to find a bus or an RV to take Jay
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- to get him back on the road.
- 00:21:35.150 --> 00:21:38.020
- Jay really wasn't seeing it, so we were trying to see
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- it for him.
- 00:21:41.070 --> 00:21:42.250
- So, now that we're on the road, watching him walk on stage and
- 00:21:42.260 --> 00:21:47.200
- just battle through it and letting people watch him battle
- 00:21:47.210 --> 00:21:52.240
- through it, to see him doing what he's been called to do,
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- even though it's so hard, is amazing.
- 00:21:57.200 --> 00:22:01.280
- I know there's days where he's wanted to give up.
- 00:22:01.290 --> 00:22:04.270
- And there's days I wanted to give up,
- 00:22:04.280 --> 00:22:07.160
- I'm like, "I didn't sign up for this hard work."
- 00:22:07.170 --> 00:22:10.090
- But it's also rewarding to look back at what we've been through
- 00:22:10.100 --> 00:22:14.230
- and be like, "We did it.
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- We made it through life without any feet for a little bit."
- 00:22:16.270 --> 00:22:22.090
- 00:22:22.100 --> 00:22:23.270
- I see the work of your hands,
- 00:22:23.280 --> 00:22:28.290
- galaxies spin in a heavenly dance.
- 00:22:29.000 --> 00:22:33.250
- Oh God, all that you are is so overwhelming.
- 00:22:33.260 --> 00:22:43.220
- And I hear the sound of your voice all at once,
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- it's a gentle and thundering noise.
- 00:22:49.120 --> 00:22:53.050
- Oh God, all that you are is so overwhelming.
- 00:22:53.060 --> 00:23:02.090
- I delight myself in you, captivated by your beauty.
- 00:23:02.100 --> 00:23:12.000
- I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you.
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- And God, I run into your arms, unashamed because of mercy.
- 00:23:21.110 --> 00:23:31.010
- I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you.
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- Oh.
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- Mike: We can just sing this through.
- 00:23:44.200 --> 00:23:45.260
- Sing this to God.
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- You are beautiful, you are beautiful.
- 00:23:47.210 --> 00:23:51.270
- Oh God, there is no one more beautiful,
- 00:23:51.280 --> 00:23:56.240
- you are beautiful.
- 00:23:56.250 --> 00:23:59.140
- God, you are the most beautiful.
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- And you are so wonderful.
- 00:24:04.190 --> 00:24:06.200
- You are wonderful, you are wonderful.
- 00:24:06.210 --> 00:24:11.110
- Oh God, there is no one more wonderful.
- 00:24:11.120 --> 00:24:16.070
- You are wonderful.
- 00:24:16.080 --> 00:24:18.230
- God, you are the most wonderful.
- 00:24:18.240 --> 00:24:23.190
- You're glorious, Jesus.
- 00:24:23.200 --> 00:24:25.230
- Sing you are glorious, you are glorious.
- 00:24:25.240 --> 00:24:30.290
- Oh God, there is no one more glorious.
- 00:24:31.000 --> 00:24:35.290
- You are glorious.
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- God, you are the most glorious, glorious.
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- 00:24:48.100 --> 00:24:52.290
- You are glorious.
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- 00:24:57.120 --> 00:25:03.270
- I delight myself in you, in the glory of your presence.
- 00:25:03.280 --> 00:25:13.120
- I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you.
- 00:25:13.130 --> 00:25:22.270
- God, I run into your arms, unashamed because of mercy.
- 00:25:22.280 --> 00:25:32.140
- I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you.
- 00:25:32.150 --> 00:25:42.130
- I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you, oh.
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- I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you
- 00:25:52.010 --> 00:25:59.280
- and your great love.
- 00:25:59.290 --> 00:26:03.050
- 00:26:03.060 --> 00:26:07.080
- I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you, Jesus.
- 00:26:07.090 --> 00:26:17.080
- I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you.
- 00:26:17.090 --> 00:26:27.090
- [audience cheering]
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- 00:26:31.100 --> 00:26:37.200
- Mike: Hey everybody, we're so excited to be bringing
- 00:26:37.210 --> 00:26:41.010
- The Alive Tour with Big Daddy Weave to a city near you.
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- We would love for you to join us in a night of worship.
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- Go to bigdaddyweave.com for more info.
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- The God who called me out, now I'm alive.
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- When the light comes, darkness runs away.
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- And only what lives in the light can stay.
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- When the light comes, nothing left to hide.
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- So, come out of the darkness and turn on the light.
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