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May 18, 2020
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Better Together LIVE | Episode 36

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  • - Laurie: IF YOU OR A LOVED ONE
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  • - Laurie: IF YOU OR A LOVED ONEIS STRUGGLING WITH DEPRESSION OR
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  • IS STRUGGLING WITH DEPRESSION ORLOSS YOU ARE NOT ALONE, MENTAL
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  • LOSS YOU ARE NOT ALONE, MENTALHEALTH AWARENESS WEEK IS A TIME
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  • HEALTH AWARENESS WEEK IS A TIMETO REFLECT AND REACH OUT TO
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  • TO REFLECT AND REACH OUT TOTHOSE STRUGGLING AND TO FIND
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  • THOSE STRUGGLING AND TO FINDHOPE.
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  • HOPE.COME ON, JOIN US.
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  • COME ON, JOIN US.♪MUSIC
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  • ♪MUSIC- HELLO, ALL YOU SWEET FRIENDS
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  • - HELLO, ALL YOU SWEET FRIENDSOUT THERE.
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  • OUT THERE.WE ARE WITH YOU THIS MORNING,
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  • WE ARE WITH YOU THIS MORNING,MONDAY, MAY 18.
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  • MONDAY, MAY 18.ALL OVER THE COUNTRY, PEOPLE ARE
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  • ALL OVER THE COUNTRY, PEOPLE ARETRYING TO FIND A NEW NORMAL.
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  • TRYING TO FIND A NEW NORMAL.TRYING TO OPEN.
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  • TRYING TO OPEN.OTHERS AREN'T OPENING.
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  • OTHERS AREN'T OPENING.IT IS SOMETIMES A BIG MESS OUT
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  • IT IS SOMETIMES A BIG MESS OUTTHERE.
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  • THERE.WE WILL BE TALKING ABOUT MENTAL
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  • WE WILL BE TALKING ABOUT MENTALHEALTH.
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  • HEALTH.TIMES LIKE THESE, MAYBE I HAVE
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  • TIMES LIKE THESE, MAYBE I HAVEMENTAL PROBLEMS TOO, BUT HAD IS
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  • MENTAL PROBLEMS TOO, BUT HAD ISMENTAL AWARENESS, MENTAL HEALTH
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  • MENTAL AWARENESS, MENTAL HEALTHAWARENESS MONTH.
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  • AWARENESS MONTH.I'VE GOT GREAT BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS
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  • I'VE GOT GREAT BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSWITH ME WE ARE GOING TO START
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  • WITH ME WE ARE GOING TO STARTOUR WEEK.
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  • OUR WEEK.SHEILA HOW ARE YOU DOING?
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  • SHEILA HOW ARE YOU DOING?- Sheila: I'M DOING OKAY.
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  • - Sheila: I'M DOING OKAY.THERE ARE DAYS, I REMEMBER ONE
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  • THERE ARE DAYS, I REMEMBER ONEMORNING, WE ARE IN WEEK NINE OF
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  • MORNING, WE ARE IN WEEK NINE OFSELF ISOLATION.
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  • SELF ISOLATION.I WAS LAYING IN BED THINKING
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  • I WAS LAYING IN BED THINKINGWHAT IS IT I'M FEELING?
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  • WHAT IS IT I'M FEELING?THE ONLY WORDS I CAN ATTRIBUTE
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  • THE ONLY WORDS I CAN ATTRIBUTEIS DREAD.
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  • IS DREAD.THIS IS A STRANGE WORD.
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  • THIS IS A STRANGE WORD.I HAD A HORRIBLE FEELING OF
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  • I HAD A HORRIBLE FEELING OFDREAD.
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  • DREAD.I HAVE A HISTORY OF BEING
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  • I HAVE A HISTORY OF BEINGHOSPITALIZED FOR CLINICAL
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  • HOSPITALIZED FOR CLINICALDEPRESSION.
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  • DEPRESSION.I DO TAKE MEDICATION FOR
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  • I DO TAKE MEDICATION FORDEPRESSION.
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  • DEPRESSION.MOST OF THE TIME I DO WELL.
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  • MOST OF THE TIME I DO WELL.I KNOW IT IS IMPORTANT TO EAT
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  • I KNOW IT IS IMPORTANT TO EATWELL AND TO EXERCISE AND
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  • WELL AND TO EXERCISE ANDCOMMUNITY IS IMPORTANT.
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  • COMMUNITY IS IMPORTANT.BUT SUDDENLY IN THE MIDST OF
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  • BUT SUDDENLY IN THE MIDST OFTHIS CORONAVIRUS YOU ARE MOT
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  • THIS CORONAVIRUS YOU ARE MOTNOTMEETING WITH OTHER PEOPLE.
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  • NOTMEETING WITH OTHER PEOPLE.EVEN THOUGH WE CAN JOIN A
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  • EVEN THOUGH WE CAN JOIN ACOMMUNITY ONLINE IT IS NOT THE
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  • COMMUNITY ONLINE IT IS NOT THESAME AS SOMEONE HUGGING YOU OR
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  • SAME AS SOMEONE HUGGING YOU ORTO BE ABLE TO LOOK INTO SOMEONE
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  • TO BE ABLE TO LOOK INTO SOMEONEELSE'S EYES SAYING AMEN, YES.
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  • ELSE'S EYES SAYING AMEN, YES.I FIND MYSELF STRUGGLING FOR A
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  • I FIND MYSELF STRUGGLING FOR AFEW DAYS.
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  • FEW DAYS.I LEARNED A LOT THROUGH MY
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  • I LEARNED A LOT THROUGH MYJOURNEY WITH MENTAL ILLNESS.
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  • JOURNEY WITH MENTAL ILLNESS.ONE OF THE THINGS PARTICULARLY
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  • ONE OF THE THINGS PARTICULARLYHAS BECOME CLEAR IN THIS
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  • HAS BECOME CLEAR IN THISPANDEMIC, I THINK IT WAS BETH
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  • PANDEMIC, I THINK IT WAS BETHMOORE WHO SAID IT FIRST.
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  • MOORE WHO SAID IT FIRST.THE WORD OF GOD HEALS ME MIND.
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  • THE WORD OF GOD HEALS ME MIND.THAT IS SO TRUE.
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  • THAT IS SO TRUE.I FIND MYSELF LEAVING-- LET ME
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  • I FIND MYSELF LEAVING-- LET MESAY A FEW WORDS TO KICK-OFF THIS
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  • SAY A FEW WORDS TO KICK-OFF THISWEEK.
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  • WEEK.I ACTUALLY READ A PSALM OUT LOUD
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  • I ACTUALLY READ A PSALM OUT LOUDEVERY DAY.
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  • EVERY DAY.I'M NOT SURE HOW NEIGHBORS FEEL
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  • I'M NOT SURE HOW NEIGHBORS FEELABOUT THAT.
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  • ABOUT THAT.PSALMS 40.
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  • PSALMS 40.I WAITED PATIENTLY FOR THE LORD
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  • I WAITED PATIENTLY FOR THE LORDTO HELP ME.
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  • TO HELP ME.HE TURNED TO ME, HE HEARD MY
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  • HE TURNED TO ME, HE HEARD MYCRY.
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  • CRY.HE LIFTED MY OUT OF THE PIT OF
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  • HE LIFTED MY OUT OF THE PIT OFDESPAIR OUT OF THE MUD AND MIRE.
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  • DESPAIR OUT OF THE MUD AND MIRE.HE SET MY FEET ON SOLID GROUND
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  • HE SET MY FEET ON SOLID GROUNDAND STEADIED ME AS I WALKED
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  • AND STEADIED ME AS I WALKEDALONG.
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  • ALONG.THAT HAS BEEN CRITICAL TO
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  • THAT HAS BEEN CRITICAL TOREMEMBER WHAT IS TRUE ALL THE
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  • REMEMBER WHAT IS TRUE ALL THETIME NO MATTER WHAT I MIGHTING
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  • TIME NO MATTER WHAT I MIGHTINGMIGHT BEFEELING FOR A MOMENT.
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  • MIGHT BEFEELING FOR A MOMENT.- THANK YOU FOR THAT.
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  • - THANK YOU FOR THAT.IF I WERE YOUR NEIGHBOR I WOULD
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  • IF I WERE YOUR NEIGHBOR I WOULDWANT TO HEAR YOU READ ANY WORD
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  • WANT TO HEAR YOU READ ANY WORDOUT LOUD WITH THAT IMORN JUST GS
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  • OUT LOUD WITH THAT IMORN JUST GSVOICE OF YOURS, THAT ACCENT.
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  • VOICE OF YOURS, THAT ACCENT.THERE IS NOTHING WE HAVE EVER
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  • THERE IS NOTHING WE HAVE EVEREXPERIENCED BEFORE.
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  • EXPERIENCED BEFORE.IT IS AFFECTING US.
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  • IT IS AFFECTING US.ANYONE HAVING PANDEMIC DREAMS?
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  • ANYONE HAVING PANDEMIC DREAMS?MY FAMILY HAS TAKEN TO TALKING
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  • MY FAMILY HAS TAKEN TO TALKINGABOUT DREAMS AROUND THE DINNER
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  • ABOUT DREAMS AROUND THE DINNERTABLE.
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  • TABLE.WE ARE HAVING WILD DREAMS AND
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  • WE ARE HAVING WILD DREAMS ANDINSOMNIA.
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  • INSOMNIA.THEY CALL IT CORONA INSOMNIA.
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  • THEY CALL IT CORONA INSOMNIA.AND I WILL START SOBBING IN THE
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  • AND I WILL START SOBBING IN THESHOWER.
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  • SHOWER.WOW! I MUST BE FEELING A LOT IN
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  • WOW! I MUST BE FEELING A LOT INDREAMS RIGHT NOW.
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  • DREAMS RIGHT NOW.WHEN I HEAR YOU TALK ABOUT THIS
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  • WHEN I HEAR YOU TALK ABOUT THISTRAUMA IT AFFECTING US ALL, WE
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  • TRAUMA IT AFFECTING US ALL, WEWENEED TO BE AWARE AND CARE FOR
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  • WENEED TO BE AWARE AND CARE FOROUR SOULS AND LET GOD'S WORD
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  • OUR SOULS AND LET GOD'S WORDEMBRACE US.
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  • EMBRACE US.TURN TO HIM FOR SUPPORT.
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  • TURN TO HIM FOR SUPPORT.WE NEED TO RECOGNIZE THIS IS
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  • WE NEED TO RECOGNIZE THIS ISUNCHARTER THE TERRITORY.
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  • UNCHARTER THE TERRITORY.WE NEED TO SEEK SUPPORT GLADLY.
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  • WE NEED TO SEEK SUPPORT GLADLY.IT IS A GIFT TO EVERYONE AROUND
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  • IT IS A GIFT TO EVERYONE AROUNDUS.
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  • US.- SO TRUE.
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  • - SO TRUE.EMOTIONS AND HOW EVEN THROUGHOUT
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  • EMOTIONS AND HOW EVEN THROUGHOUTTHE DAY, BY THE HOUR MY EMOTIONS
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  • THE DAY, BY THE HOUR MY EMOTIONSCHANGE.
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  • CHANGE.I CAN FEEL HAPPY AND DELIGHTED,
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  • I CAN FEEL HAPPY AND DELIGHTED,FULL OF JOY AND THE NEXT HOUR
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  • FULL OF JOY AND THE NEXT HOURI'M CRYING ON MY COUCH BEING
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  • I'M CRYING ON MY COUCH BEINGCOMPLETELY OVERWHELMED BY THE
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  • COMPLETELY OVERWHELMED BY THESEASON.
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  • SEASON.I'M A SINGLE MOM OF THREE ACTIVE
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  • I'M A SINGLE MOM OF THREE ACTIVEBOYS.
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  • BOYS.AND HAVING TO HOME SCHOOL, ZERO
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  • AND HAVING TO HOME SCHOOL, ZERODISCIPLINE THEM, HAVING THEM IN
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  • DISCIPLINE THEM, HAVING THEM INMY HOME ALL THE TIME AND HAVING
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  • MY HOME ALL THE TIME AND HAVINGTHE MESS MESSES WITH MY MENTAL
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  • THE MESS MESSES WITH MY MENTALHEALTH.
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  • HEALTH.THE CLUTTER, THE TOYS, THE NOISE
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  • THE CLUTTER, THE TOYS, THE NOISEAND STUFF EVERYWHERE IT AFFECTS
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  • AND STUFF EVERYWHERE IT AFFECTSMY MENTAL HEALTH.
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  • MY MENTAL HEALTH.IT IS HELPFUL TO HAVE FAITH TO
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  • IT IS HELPFUL TO HAVE FAITH TOCREATE SOME SPACE IN THE CHAOS.
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  • CREATE SOME SPACE IN THE CHAOS.WHETHER THAT IS GETTING UP EARLY
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  • WHETHER THAT IS GETTING UP EARLYIN THE MORNING AND HAVING A FEW
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  • IN THE MORNING AND HAVING A FEWMINUTES WITH GOD BEFORE MY KIDS
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  • MINUTES WITH GOD BEFORE MY KIDSWAKE UP AND HAVING A QUIET CALM
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  • WAKE UP AND HAVING A QUIET CALMTO START MY DAY, OR WHETHER IT
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  • TO START MY DAY, OR WHETHER ITIS STAYING UP LATE AND READING
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  • IS STAYING UP LATE AND READINGAFTER THEY GO TO BED AND TAKE A
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  • AFTER THEY GO TO BED AND TAKE ABATH AND DECOMPRESS FROM THE
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  • BATH AND DECOMPRESS FROM THEDAY.
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  • DAY.I HAVE TO CARVE OUT THAT TIME TO
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  • I HAVE TO CARVE OUT THAT TIME TOHAVE QUIET CALM IN MY VERY
  • 00:06:35.685 --> 00:06:38.221
  • HAVE QUIET CALM IN MY VERYCHAOTIC DAY.
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  • CHAOTIC DAY.- I'M WITH YOU.
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  • - I'M WITH YOU.THREE BOYS, I SAY YOU HAVE TO BE
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  • THREE BOYS, I SAY YOU HAVE TO BEQUIET.
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  • QUIET.THE REALITY OF ALL WE ARE
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  • THE REALITY OF ALL WE AREDOINGRIGHT NOW.
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  • DOINGRIGHT NOW.I DIDN'T REALLY GIVE A FAIR
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  • I DIDN'T REALLY GIVE A FAIRAMOUNT OF CREDIT TO HOW THIS IS
  • 00:07:03.346 --> 00:07:04.280
  • AMOUNT OF CREDIT TO HOW THIS ISAFFECTING ME.
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  • AFFECTING ME.I THINK THERE WERE TIMES WHEN I
  • 00:07:05.915 --> 00:07:09.318
  • I THINK THERE WERE TIMES WHEN IWAS LIKE, WHY DO I FEEL, WHY DO
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  • WAS LIKE, WHY DO I FEEL, WHY DOI NOT HAVE ENERGY?
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  • I NOT HAVE ENERGY?WHY AM I NOT ABLE TO GET
  • 00:07:16.125 --> 00:07:16.759
  • WHY AM I NOT ABLE TO GETMOTIVATED?
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  • MOTIVATED?I SAW A MEME FLOATING ONLINE
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  • I SAW A MEME FLOATING ONLINEDON'T WASTE YOUR OPPORTUNITY TO
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  • DON'T WASTE YOUR OPPORTUNITY TODO THINGS.
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  • DO THINGS.BUT THIS SEASON IN AND OF
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  • BUT THIS SEASON IN AND OFITSELF, THERE IS A LOT THAT
  • 00:07:31.807 --> 00:07:32.141
  • ITSELF, THERE IS A LOT THATSTARTED.
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  • STARTED.WITH KIDS BEING HOME, HAVING TO
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  • WITH KIDS BEING HOME, HAVING TOHOME SCHOOL, FOR ME, A LOT OF
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  • HOME SCHOOL, FOR ME, A LOT OFTHINGS I DO HAVE GONE FASTER
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  • THINGS I DO HAVE GONE FASTERBEING AT HOME.
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  • BEING AT HOME.THE MEETINGS WE ARE HAVING TO
  • 00:07:44.954 --> 00:07:47.256
  • THE MEETINGS WE ARE HAVING TOHAVE ON ZOOM AND ALL THIS TIME
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  • HAVE ON ZOOM AND ALL THIS TIMEWE COULD SEPARATE BETWEEN WORK
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  • WE COULD SEPARATE BETWEEN WORKNOW IT IS ALL MUDDLED TOGETHER.
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  • NOW IT IS ALL MUDDLED TOGETHER.I HAD TO STOP AND SAY WAIT.
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  • I HAD TO STOP AND SAY WAIT.WHY AM I THIS WAY?
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  • WHY AM I THIS WAY?IT IS AN OPPORTUNITY FOR ME TO
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  • IT IS AN OPPORTUNITY FOR ME TOLEARN WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE TO PAY
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  • LEARN WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE TO PAYATTENTION.
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  • ATTENTION.WHEN IT IS NOT AN IMMEDIATE, I
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  • WHEN IT IS NOT AN IMMEDIATE, IWOULD NOT EVEN SAY, THERE IS A
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  • WOULD NOT EVEN SAY, THERE IS ADEPRESSION NECESSARILY BUT A
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  • DEPRESSION NECESSARILY BUT AWEIGHT.
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  • WEIGHT.THE WEIGHT, GIVING MYSELF GRACE
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  • THE WEIGHT, GIVING MYSELF GRACETO SAY THERE IS A REASON I'M NOT
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  • TO SAY THERE IS A REASON I'M NOTMOTIVATED.
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  • MOTIVATED.THERE IS A REASON I'M
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  • THERE IS A REASON I'MOVERWHELMED.
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  • OVERWHELMED.THERE IS A REASON I MAY HAVE
  • 00:08:27.129 --> 00:08:28.264
  • THERE IS A REASON I MAY HAVELACKLUSTER DAYS.
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  • LACKLUSTER DAYS.A WAY TO POWER THROUGH IT TO
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  • A WAY TO POWER THROUGH IT TOGIVE MYSELF GRACE.
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  • GIVE MYSELF GRACE.IT IS OKAY TO TAKE A LITTLE
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  • IT IS OKAY TO TAKE A LITTLELONGER OR DO A LITTLE BIT LESS
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  • LONGER OR DO A LITTLE BIT LESSOR BE A LITTLE LESS PREPARED FOR
  • 00:08:38.507 --> 00:08:40.610
  • OR BE A LITTLE LESS PREPARED FORTHE SUPER ORGANIZED HOME.
  • 00:08:40.610 --> 00:08:42.979
  • THE SUPER ORGANIZED HOME.THE KIDS ARE HOME.
  • 00:08:42.979 --> 00:08:44.547
  • THE KIDS ARE HOME.ALL THE MEALS ARE PLANNED.
  • 00:08:44.547 --> 00:08:49.352
  • ALL THE MEALS ARE PLANNED.I COOKED SOLID THREE WEEKS
  • 00:08:49.352 --> 00:08:49.719
  • I COOKED SOLID THREE WEEKSSTRAIGHT.
  • 00:08:49.719 --> 00:08:56.826
  • STRAIGHT.THEN STOPPED I WAS JUST TIRED.
  • 00:08:56.826 --> 00:08:57.326
  • THEN STOPPED I WAS JUST TIRED.(LAUGHTER).
  • 00:08:57.326 --> 00:09:01.664
  • (LAUGHTER).- GOOD FOR YOU, CRYSTAL.
  • 00:09:01.664 --> 00:09:05.434
  • - GOOD FOR YOU, CRYSTAL.- WE ALL HAVE KIDS OF DIFFERENT
  • 00:09:05.434 --> 00:09:05.735
  • - WE ALL HAVE KIDS OF DIFFERENTAGES.
  • 00:09:05.735 --> 00:09:07.737
  • AGES.BARRY AND I HAVE ONE SON.
  • 00:09:07.737 --> 00:09:08.638
  • BARRY AND I HAVE ONE SON.HE IS 23.
  • 00:09:08.638 --> 00:09:11.173
  • HE IS 23.HE IS STARTING HIS MASTERS WORK
  • 00:09:11.173 --> 00:09:12.942
  • HE IS STARTING HIS MASTERS WORKAT CHRISTIAN BAPTIST.
  • 00:09:12.942 --> 00:09:15.811
  • AT CHRISTIAN BAPTIST.HE IS IN HIS LITTLE APARTMENT IN
  • 00:09:15.811 --> 00:09:16.178
  • HE IS IN HIS LITTLE APARTMENT INHOUSTON.
  • 00:09:16.178 --> 00:09:23.653
  • HOUSTON.HE STRUGGLES WITH DEPRESSION AND
  • 00:09:23.653 --> 00:09:23.986
  • HE STRUGGLES WITH DEPRESSION ANDANXIETY.
  • 00:09:23.986 --> 00:09:26.255
  • ANXIETY.AS A MOM I'M CONCERNED FOR HIM
  • 00:09:26.255 --> 00:09:28.224
  • AS A MOM I'M CONCERNED FOR HIMAT THIS STAGE.
  • 00:09:28.224 --> 00:09:29.859
  • AT THIS STAGE.YOU WANT TO BE WITH YOUR
  • 00:09:29.859 --> 00:09:31.961
  • YOU WANT TO BE WITH YOURCHILDREN WHEN THEY ARE
  • 00:09:31.961 --> 00:09:32.361
  • CHILDREN WHEN THEY ARESTRUGGLING.
  • 00:09:32.361 --> 00:09:33.195
  • STRUGGLING.WE DO FACE TIME.
  • 00:09:33.195 --> 00:09:35.297
  • WE DO FACE TIME.I CAN LOOK IN HIS EYES AND SAY
  • 00:09:35.297 --> 00:09:37.933
  • I CAN LOOK IN HIS EYES AND SAYHOW ARE YOU DOING?
  • 00:09:37.933 --> 00:09:40.836
  • HOW ARE YOU DOING?SERIOUSLY, HOW ARE YOU DOING?
  • 00:09:40.836 --> 00:09:45.408
  • SERIOUSLY, HOW ARE YOU DOING?BUT, IT HAS BEEN DIFFICULT.
  • 00:09:45.408 --> 00:09:48.210
  • BUT, IT HAS BEEN DIFFICULT.WE ARE VERY ALIKE.
  • 00:09:48.210 --> 00:09:50.212
  • WE ARE VERY ALIKE.WE CAN HAVE CONVERSATIONS, HOW
  • 00:09:50.212 --> 00:09:53.082
  • WE CAN HAVE CONVERSATIONS, HOWDO WE LIVE WITH THESE KIND OF
  • 00:09:53.082 --> 00:09:56.385
  • DO WE LIVE WITH THESE KIND OFISSUES, AS EVERYONE SAID,
  • 00:09:56.385 --> 00:09:59.422
  • ISSUES, AS EVERYONE SAID,UNCHARTERED TERRITORY?
  • 00:09:59.422 --> 00:10:02.358
  • UNCHARTERED TERRITORY?SHOWING THE PSALMS OF LAMENT.
  • 00:10:02.358 --> 00:10:05.027
  • SHOWING THE PSALMS OF LAMENT.WHEN SOMETHING IS HAPPENING, WE
  • 00:10:05.027 --> 00:10:08.464
  • WHEN SOMETHING IS HAPPENING, WETHINK, LET'S WATCH COMEDIES AND
  • 00:10:08.464 --> 00:10:11.033
  • THINK, LET'S WATCH COMEDIES ANDTHERE IS DEFINITELY A PLACE FOR
  • 00:10:11.033 --> 00:10:11.834
  • THERE IS DEFINITELY A PLACE FORTHAT.
  • 00:10:11.834 --> 00:10:16.038
  • THAT.WE RESTRICT HOW MUCH WE WATCH.
  • 00:10:16.038 --> 00:10:18.374
  • WE RESTRICT HOW MUCH WE WATCH.AND JUST TO BE INFORMED AND NO
  • 00:10:18.374 --> 00:10:18.674
  • AND JUST TO BE INFORMED AND NOMORE.
  • 00:10:18.674 --> 00:10:20.943
  • MORE.IT IS TRAGEDY AFTER TRAGEDY.
  • 00:10:20.943 --> 00:10:22.478
  • IT IS TRAGEDY AFTER TRAGEDY.IT IS DEVASTATING.
  • 00:10:22.478 --> 00:10:24.580
  • IT IS DEVASTATING.THE PSALMS, GIVEN TO THE PEOPLE
  • 00:10:24.580 --> 00:10:27.950
  • THE PSALMS, GIVEN TO THE PEOPLEOF GOD TO PRAY BACK TO GOD.
  • 00:10:27.950 --> 00:10:31.253
  • OF GOD TO PRAY BACK TO GOD.TEACHES US THE VALUE OF LAMENT.
  • 00:10:31.253 --> 00:10:33.389
  • TEACHES US THE VALUE OF LAMENT.YOU HAVE TO SIT WITH WHAT IS
  • 00:10:33.389 --> 00:10:34.957
  • YOU HAVE TO SIT WITH WHAT ISTRUE AND FACE WHAT IS TRUE BUT
  • 00:10:34.957 --> 00:10:35.591
  • TRUE AND FACE WHAT IS TRUE BUTNOT ALONE.
  • 00:10:35.591 --> 00:10:37.827
  • NOT ALONE.I HAVE LEARNED TO PROCESS MY
  • 00:10:37.827 --> 00:10:41.864
  • I HAVE LEARNED TO PROCESS MYPAIN IN THE PRESENCE OF GOD.
  • 00:10:41.864 --> 00:10:43.265
  • PAIN IN THE PRESENCE OF GOD.TO REALIZE WHATEVER I'M FEELING
  • 00:10:43.265 --> 00:10:45.101
  • TO REALIZE WHATEVER I'M FEELINGI CAN TAKE THAT RIGHT INTO THE
  • 00:10:45.101 --> 00:10:48.037
  • I CAN TAKE THAT RIGHT INTO THEPRESENCE OF GOD AND BE HONEST
  • 00:10:48.037 --> 00:10:49.905
  • PRESENCE OF GOD AND BE HONESTWITH HIM.
  • 00:10:49.905 --> 00:10:51.607
  • WITH HIM.- Laurie: I LOVE THAT SO MUCH.
  • 00:10:51.607 --> 00:10:54.543
  • - Laurie: I LOVE THAT SO MUCH.THIS MORNING, I'M NOT A REAL
  • 00:10:54.543 --> 00:11:00.516
  • THIS MORNING, I'M NOT A REALCRYBABY, MUCH, AND BEING
  • 00:11:00.516 --> 00:11:03.152
  • CRYBABY, MUCH, AND BEINGISOLATED AND ALL THAT, I WAS ALL
  • 00:11:03.152 --> 00:11:06.756
  • ISOLATED AND ALL THAT, I WAS ALLRIGHT WITH ALL THAT BECAUSE I'M
  • 00:11:06.756 --> 00:11:09.258
  • RIGHT WITH ALL THAT BECAUSE I'MVERY MUCH, I COULD BE A HERMIT,
  • 00:11:09.258 --> 00:11:09.558
  • VERY MUCH, I COULD BE A HERMIT,MAYBE.
  • 00:11:09.558 --> 00:11:13.028
  • MAYBE.I LOVE MY TIME AT HOME.
  • 00:11:13.028 --> 00:11:15.331
  • I LOVE MY TIME AT HOME.BUT MY FAMILY, SINCE WE TRAVELED
  • 00:11:15.331 --> 00:11:17.800
  • BUT MY FAMILY, SINCE WE TRAVELEDALL OUR LIVES, WE CAN GO TO
  • 00:11:17.800 --> 00:11:20.069
  • ALL OUR LIVES, WE CAN GO TOPLACES AND STAY A FEW MONTHS.
  • 00:11:20.069 --> 00:11:22.838
  • PLACES AND STAY A FEW MONTHS.I FEEL VERY AT HOME MOSTLY IN A
  • 00:11:22.838 --> 00:11:25.407
  • I FEEL VERY AT HOME MOSTLY IN ADIFFERENT COUNTRY OR A DIFFERENT
  • 00:11:25.407 --> 00:11:27.076
  • DIFFERENT COUNTRY OR A DIFFERENTPLACE.
  • 00:11:27.076 --> 00:11:29.311
  • PLACE.AND SO THIS HAS BEEN KIND OF MY
  • 00:11:29.311 --> 00:11:31.914
  • AND SO THIS HAS BEEN KIND OF MYNORMAL A LITTLE BIT.
  • 00:11:31.914 --> 00:11:37.253
  • NORMAL A LITTLE BIT.BUT, I HAVE NOTICED THAT WHEN
  • 00:11:37.253 --> 00:11:40.656
  • BUT, I HAVE NOTICED THAT WHENI'M READING THE WORD OR I'M
  • 00:11:40.656 --> 00:11:43.759
  • I'M READING THE WORD OR I'MREADING A BOOK OR LOOKING AT A
  • 00:11:43.759 --> 00:11:48.497
  • READING A BOOK OR LOOKING AT APODCAST, THIS MORNING I WAS
  • 00:11:48.497 --> 00:11:52.434
  • PODCAST, THIS MORNING I WASLOOKING AT JOHN ONE OF MY
  • 00:11:52.434 --> 00:11:57.406
  • LOOKING AT JOHN ONE OF MYFAVORITE PODCASTERS ABOUT THE
  • 00:11:57.406 --> 00:11:58.507
  • FAVORITE PODCASTERS ABOUT THEFAITHFULNESS OF GOD AND
  • 00:11:58.507 --> 00:12:03.045
  • FAITHFULNESS OF GOD ANDINTERESTING TO TRUST IN GOD.
  • 00:12:03.045 --> 00:12:06.015
  • INTERESTING TO TRUST IN GOD.HIS WORDS, I WAS TELLING MATT
  • 00:12:06.015 --> 00:12:08.684
  • HIS WORDS, I WAS TELLING MATTAND ALL OF A SUDDEN I'M CRYING.
  • 00:12:08.684 --> 00:12:12.421
  • AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I'M CRYING.I THINK MAYBE THAT'S HOW I FEEL
  • 00:12:12.421 --> 00:12:15.691
  • I THINK MAYBE THAT'S HOW I FEELSOME OF THE ANGST OR THE
  • 00:12:15.691 --> 00:12:17.126
  • SOME OF THE ANGST OR THEDIFFERENT STUFF THAT'S
  • 00:12:17.126 --> 00:12:17.493
  • DIFFERENT STUFF THAT'SHAPPENING.
  • 00:12:17.493 --> 00:12:21.063
  • HAPPENING.I FIND MYSELF CRYING AT TIMES
  • 00:12:21.063 --> 00:12:23.666
  • I FIND MYSELF CRYING AT TIMESWHEN-- I CRY A LOT ABOUT THE
  • 00:12:23.666 --> 00:12:26.168
  • WHEN-- I CRY A LOT ABOUT THEBIBLE, BUT JUST THOSE TIMES
  • 00:12:26.168 --> 00:12:29.839
  • BIBLE, BUT JUST THOSE TIMESWHERE I'M NOT A BIG CRIER,
  • 00:12:29.839 --> 00:12:35.211
  • WHERE I'M NOT A BIG CRIER,LESLEY, AND I KNOW THAT
  • 00:12:35.211 --> 00:12:37.646
  • LESLEY, AND I KNOW THATSOMETHING'S DIFFERENT AND YES,
  • 00:12:37.646 --> 00:12:39.882
  • SOMETHING'S DIFFERENT AND YES,WE ARE TRUSTING AND BELIEVING
  • 00:12:39.882 --> 00:12:44.019
  • WE ARE TRUSTING AND BELIEVINGGOD, THIS IS OUR TIME TO PROVE
  • 00:12:44.019 --> 00:12:44.587
  • GOD, THIS IS OUR TIME TO PROVETHAT.
  • 00:12:44.587 --> 00:12:46.889
  • THAT.IT GOES TO MY HEART.
  • 00:12:46.889 --> 00:12:51.026
  • IT GOES TO MY HEART.- LAURIE, YOU HAVE SUCH A BIG
  • 00:12:51.026 --> 00:12:52.595
  • - LAURIE, YOU HAVE SUCH A BIGHEART IT SURPRISES ME YOU ARE
  • 00:12:52.595 --> 00:12:57.633
  • HEART IT SURPRISES ME YOU ARENOT A CRYBABY.
  • 00:12:57.633 --> 00:12:58.033
  • NOT A CRYBABY.(LAUGHTER).
  • 00:12:58.033 --> 00:13:00.436
  • (LAUGHTER).NO ONE CAN ACCUSE ME OF NOT
  • 00:13:00.436 --> 00:13:01.337
  • NO ONE CAN ACCUSE ME OF NOTCRYING ENOUGH.
  • 00:13:01.337 --> 00:13:03.539
  • CRYING ENOUGH.IT DOES NOT SURPRISE ME I CRY,
  • 00:13:03.539 --> 00:13:06.375
  • IT DOES NOT SURPRISE ME I CRY,BUT I WILL SAY, YOU ARE TALKING
  • 00:13:06.375 --> 00:13:11.747
  • BUT I WILL SAY, YOU ARE TALKINGABOUT BOTH OF YOU, ABOUT HEARING
  • 00:13:11.747 --> 00:13:13.349
  • ABOUT BOTH OF YOU, ABOUT HEARINGGOD'S WORD.
  • 00:13:13.349 --> 00:13:18.354
  • GOD'S WORD.THIS IS A GLOBAL MONASTERY.
  • 00:13:18.354 --> 00:13:19.955
  • THIS IS A GLOBAL MONASTERY.HE IS SO OUT OF TOUCH.
  • 00:13:19.955 --> 00:13:22.625
  • HE IS SO OUT OF TOUCH.HE IS NOT DOING THREE MEALS A
  • 00:13:22.625 --> 00:13:24.560
  • HE IS NOT DOING THREE MEALS ADAY FOR A FAMILY.
  • 00:13:24.560 --> 00:13:27.796
  • DAY FOR A FAMILY.I WAS UP UNTIL MIDNIGHT WITH MY
  • 00:13:27.796 --> 00:13:30.266
  • I WAS UP UNTIL MIDNIGHT WITH MYHIGH SCHOOLER TRYING TO SUBMIT
  • 00:13:30.266 --> 00:13:32.134
  • HIGH SCHOOLER TRYING TO SUBMITHIS PAPER.
  • 00:13:32.134 --> 00:13:34.336
  • HIS PAPER.HE ERASED IT INSTEAD OF
  • 00:13:34.336 --> 00:13:35.905
  • HE ERASED IT INSTEAD OFSUBMITTING IT AND HAD TO START
  • 00:13:35.905 --> 00:13:37.006
  • SUBMITTING IT AND HAD TO STARTOVER AT MIDNIGHT.
  • 00:13:37.006 --> 00:13:38.407
  • OVER AT MIDNIGHT.I LOVE MY PASTOR.
  • 00:13:38.407 --> 00:13:41.210
  • I LOVE MY PASTOR.THE GLOBAL MONASTERY IDEA IS
  • 00:13:41.210 --> 00:13:42.311
  • THE GLOBAL MONASTERY IDEA ISPROFOUND.
  • 00:13:42.311 --> 00:13:44.246
  • PROFOUND.ALSO, LIFE IS NOT NORMAL.
  • 00:13:44.246 --> 00:13:48.884
  • ALSO, LIFE IS NOT NORMAL.ONE OF MY FAVORITE MINISTRIES,
  • 00:13:48.884 --> 00:13:53.055
  • ONE OF MY FAVORITE MINISTRIES,FROM INDIA, SHE SAID HARDLY
  • 00:13:53.055 --> 00:13:57.026
  • FROM INDIA, SHE SAID HARDLYTHERE IS NO TRAGEDY AND IT IS
  • 00:13:57.026 --> 00:13:57.593
  • THERE IS NO TRAGEDY AND IT ISEVERYWHERE.
  • 00:13:57.593 --> 00:14:00.329
  • EVERYWHERE.OUR DAYS ARE DEEP AND THERE ARE
  • 00:14:00.329 --> 00:14:01.497
  • OUR DAYS ARE DEEP AND THERE ARETROUBLED WATERS.
  • 00:14:01.497 --> 00:14:03.132
  • TROUBLED WATERS.THAT IS WHY WE NEED TO
  • 00:14:03.132 --> 00:14:07.036
  • THAT IS WHY WE NEED TOUNDERSTAND WHAT IT TAKES TO FIND
  • 00:14:07.036 --> 00:14:08.470
  • UNDERSTAND WHAT IT TAKES TO FINDSTRENGTH IN THE LORD AND REACH
  • 00:14:08.470 --> 00:14:10.272
  • STRENGTH IN THE LORD AND REACHOUT FOR SUPPORT.
  • 00:14:10.272 --> 00:14:12.041
  • OUT FOR SUPPORT.AND SOMETIMES IT GOES FAR ENOUGH
  • 00:14:12.041 --> 00:14:14.410
  • AND SOMETIMES IT GOES FAR ENOUGHTO BE AN EXPERT AS THERAPISTS
  • 00:14:14.410 --> 00:14:17.079
  • TO BE AN EXPERT AS THERAPISTSEVEN RIGHT NOW DURING THE
  • 00:14:17.079 --> 00:14:19.581
  • EVEN RIGHT NOW DURING THEPANDEMIC OVER A TELECONFERENCE
  • 00:14:19.581 --> 00:14:21.417
  • PANDEMIC OVER A TELECONFERENCELET OUR SOULS BE GUIDED BY
  • 00:14:21.417 --> 00:14:23.419
  • LET OUR SOULS BE GUIDED BYPEOPLE WHO CAN EXPERTLY CARE FOR
  • 00:14:23.419 --> 00:14:30.859
  • PEOPLE WHO CAN EXPERTLY CARE FORUS IN THIS TIME.
  • 00:14:30.859 --> 00:14:32.695
  • US IN THIS TIME.- SO GOOD, LESLEY.
  • 00:14:32.695 --> 00:14:34.563
  • - SO GOOD, LESLEY.WHAT DO WE DO WITH OUR PAIN?
  • 00:14:34.563 --> 00:14:36.598
  • WHAT DO WE DO WITH OUR PAIN?WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT KIND OF
  • 00:14:36.598 --> 00:14:38.934
  • WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT KIND OFPAIN IN THIS SEASON.
  • 00:14:38.934 --> 00:14:42.104
  • PAIN IN THIS SEASON.MAYBE IT IS OVERWHELMING.
  • 00:14:42.104 --> 00:14:43.839
  • MAYBE IT IS OVERWHELMING.MAYBE THE PAIN IS SADNESS AND
  • 00:14:43.839 --> 00:14:46.608
  • MAYBE THE PAIN IS SADNESS ANDHEART BREAK FOR WHAT THE WORLD
  • 00:14:46.608 --> 00:14:50.112
  • HEART BREAK FOR WHAT THE WORLDIS EXPERIENCING OR WE MAYBE
  • 00:14:50.112 --> 00:14:52.715
  • IS EXPERIENCING OR WE MAYBESITTING IN A PLACE OF GRIEF.
  • 00:14:52.715 --> 00:14:58.554
  • SITTING IN A PLACE OF GRIEF.AND THIS SEASON IS OVERWHELMING.
  • 00:14:58.554 --> 00:15:02.091
  • AND THIS SEASON IS OVERWHELMING.THE PAIN IS DOUBLED.
  • 00:15:02.091 --> 00:15:06.729
  • THE PAIN IS DOUBLED.JUST SITTING IN THE WORD WITH
  • 00:15:06.729 --> 00:15:06.996
  • JUST SITTING IN THE WORD WITHGOD.
  • 00:15:06.996 --> 00:15:12.835
  • GOD.WE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SEE THAT
  • 00:15:12.835 --> 00:15:16.672
  • WE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SEE THATTO SEEM HAPPY AND WE SHOULD, THE
  • 00:15:16.672 --> 00:15:18.607
  • TO SEEM HAPPY AND WE SHOULD, THEPRESENCE OF GOD.
  • 00:15:18.607 --> 00:15:22.277
  • PRESENCE OF GOD.I THINK SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO
  • 00:15:22.277 --> 00:15:23.679
  • I THINK SOMETIMES WE HAVE TOSHUT THOSE FEELINGS DOWN.
  • 00:15:23.679 --> 00:15:25.280
  • SHUT THOSE FEELINGS DOWN.I LOVE WHAT YOU SAID ABOUT
  • 00:15:25.280 --> 00:15:26.482
  • I LOVE WHAT YOU SAID ABOUTSITTING WITH THOSE FEELS WITH
  • 00:15:26.482 --> 00:15:32.187
  • SITTING WITH THOSE FEELS WITHGOD AND SHARING FEELINGS WITH
  • 00:15:32.187 --> 00:15:32.454
  • GOD AND SHARING FEELINGS WITHGOD.
  • 00:15:32.454 --> 00:15:34.723
  • GOD.GOD WANT TO BE IN EVERY AREA OF
  • 00:15:34.723 --> 00:15:37.693
  • GOD WANT TO BE IN EVERY AREA OFOUR BROKENNESS.
  • 00:15:37.693 --> 00:15:40.229
  • OUR BROKENNESS.IT MAY BE REALLY HARD TO HAVE
  • 00:15:40.229 --> 00:15:42.865
  • IT MAY BE REALLY HARD TO HAVEPEACE DURING THE DAY, BUT GOD
  • 00:15:42.865 --> 00:15:45.367
  • PEACE DURING THE DAY, BUT GODCAN INVADE OUR MESSY CHAOTIC
  • 00:15:45.367 --> 00:15:49.571
  • CAN INVADE OUR MESSY CHAOTICLIFE WITH A SUPERNATURAL PEACE.
  • 00:15:49.571 --> 00:15:51.940
  • LIFE WITH A SUPERNATURAL PEACE.I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY A
  • 00:15:51.940 --> 00:15:54.209
  • I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY AMOMENT OF COMPLETE FRUSTRATION I
  • 00:15:54.209 --> 00:15:55.010
  • MOMENT OF COMPLETE FRUSTRATION ICALL OUT LOUD.
  • 00:15:55.010 --> 00:15:57.379
  • CALL OUT LOUD.MY BOYS ARE STARING AT ME.
  • 00:15:57.379 --> 00:15:58.180
  • MY BOYS ARE STARING AT ME.GOD HELP ME.
  • 00:15:58.180 --> 00:15:59.882
  • GOD HELP ME.I CANNOT DO THIS.
  • 00:15:59.882 --> 00:16:01.617
  • I CANNOT DO THIS.I'M FEELING COMPLETELY
  • 00:16:01.617 --> 00:16:03.185
  • I'M FEELING COMPLETELYOVERWHELMED I NEED YOUR
  • 00:16:03.185 --> 00:16:04.987
  • OVERWHELMED I NEED YOURSTRENGTH, PEACE.
  • 00:16:04.987 --> 00:16:10.292
  • STRENGTH, PEACE.I CANNOT DO THIS ON MY OWN.
  • 00:16:10.292 --> 00:16:12.795
  • I CANNOT DO THIS ON MY OWN.THAT PEACE COMES WHEN WE CRY OUT
  • 00:16:12.795 --> 00:16:13.595
  • THAT PEACE COMES WHEN WE CRY OUTFOR HIM.
  • 00:16:13.595 --> 00:16:15.931
  • FOR HIM.THAT HAS BEEN SUPER HELPFUL.
  • 00:16:15.931 --> 00:16:16.698
  • THAT HAS BEEN SUPER HELPFUL.BEING AWARE.
  • 00:16:16.698 --> 00:16:20.736
  • BEING AWARE.JUST BEING AWARE OF THOSE
  • 00:16:20.736 --> 00:16:21.136
  • JUST BEING AWARE OF THOSEEMOTIONS.
  • 00:16:21.136 --> 00:16:26.475
  • EMOTIONS.WELCOMING THEM AND NOT TRYING TO
  • 00:16:26.475 --> 00:16:29.178
  • WELCOMING THEM AND NOT TRYING TOSHRUG THEM OFF.
  • 00:16:29.178 --> 00:16:30.779
  • SHRUG THEM OFF.I'M FEELING SAD IT IS OKAY TO
  • 00:16:30.779 --> 00:16:31.480
  • I'M FEELING SAD IT IS OKAY TOFEEL SAD.
  • 00:16:31.480 --> 00:16:32.915
  • FEEL SAD.IT IS OKAY TO SLEEP IN.
  • 00:16:32.915 --> 00:16:34.683
  • IT IS OKAY TO SLEEP IN.IT IS OKAY TO NOT DO THE DISHES
  • 00:16:34.683 --> 00:16:36.618
  • IT IS OKAY TO NOT DO THE DISHESAFTER THE BOYS GO TO SLEEP AND
  • 00:16:36.618 --> 00:16:40.022
  • AFTER THE BOYS GO TO SLEEP ANDGO TO BED BECAUSE I'M TIRED.
  • 00:16:40.022 --> 00:16:42.925
  • GO TO BED BECAUSE I'M TIRED.SO FEEL WHAT WE NEED TO FEEL AND
  • 00:16:42.925 --> 00:16:46.562
  • SO FEEL WHAT WE NEED TO FEEL ANDGET THROUGH EACH DAY DIFFERENTLY
  • 00:16:46.562 --> 00:16:52.000
  • GET THROUGH EACH DAY DIFFERENTLYTO MAKE IT THROUGH ONE DAY AT A
  • 00:16:52.000 --> 00:16:53.936
  • TO MAKE IT THROUGH ONE DAY AT ATIME, TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME
  • 00:16:53.936 --> 00:16:56.872
  • TIME, TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIMEIN THIS SEASON.
  • 00:16:56.872 --> 00:16:58.774
  • IN THIS SEASON.- I LOVE HOW YOU TALK ABOUT
  • 00:16:58.774 --> 00:17:01.376
  • - I LOVE HOW YOU TALK ABOUTTHIS WELCOMING ALL THE FEELINGS.
  • 00:17:01.376 --> 00:17:03.078
  • THIS WELCOMING ALL THE FEELINGS.SHEILA, WHEN WE STARTED YOU
  • 00:17:03.078 --> 00:17:05.747
  • SHEILA, WHEN WE STARTED YOUTALKED ABOUT THE PSALMS HOW YOU
  • 00:17:05.747 --> 00:17:07.049
  • TALKED ABOUT THE PSALMS HOW YOUREAD THE WORD.
  • 00:17:07.049 --> 00:17:08.217
  • READ THE WORD.THE POWER OF LIFE AND DEATH IS
  • 00:17:08.217 --> 00:17:10.819
  • THE POWER OF LIFE AND DEATH ISIN THE TONGUE AND BY SPEAK THE
  • 00:17:10.819 --> 00:17:12.788
  • IN THE TONGUE AND BY SPEAK THEWORD OVER YOUR LIFE ARE YOU
  • 00:17:12.788 --> 00:17:13.622
  • WORD OVER YOUR LIFE ARE YOUIMPACTED.
  • 00:17:13.622 --> 00:17:15.924
  • IMPACTED.WHEN YOU CHOOSE TO SEEK TRUTH
  • 00:17:15.924 --> 00:17:18.393
  • WHEN YOU CHOOSE TO SEEK TRUTHYOU ARE THE PERSON CLOSEST TO
  • 00:17:18.393 --> 00:17:19.828
  • YOU ARE THE PERSON CLOSEST TOTHE SOUND COMING OUT OF YOUR
  • 00:17:19.828 --> 00:17:20.162
  • THE SOUND COMING OUT OF YOURMOUTH.
  • 00:17:20.162 --> 00:17:22.564
  • MOUTH.YOU ARE CLOSEST TO THAT SOUND IT
  • 00:17:22.564 --> 00:17:24.133
  • YOU ARE CLOSEST TO THAT SOUND ITIS A BLESSING TO YOU.
  • 00:17:24.133 --> 00:17:31.273
  • IS A BLESSING TO YOU.I LOVE THIS IDEA, GOD WAS
  • 00:17:31.273 --> 00:17:32.841
  • I LOVE THIS IDEA, GOD WASSEARCHING FOR SOMEONE WHO HAD A
  • 00:17:32.841 --> 00:17:37.713
  • SEARCHING FOR SOMEONE WHO HAD AHEART HE WAS LOOKING FOR.
  • 00:17:37.713 --> 00:17:40.015
  • HEART HE WAS LOOKING FOR.DAVID WAS A MAN AFTER GOD'S OWN
  • 00:17:40.015 --> 00:17:40.415
  • DAVID WAS A MAN AFTER GOD'S OWNHEART.
  • 00:17:40.415 --> 00:17:43.185
  • HEART.A LOT HAPPENED BETWEEN ONE
  • 00:17:43.185 --> 00:17:43.685
  • A LOT HAPPENED BETWEEN ONESAMUEL.
  • 00:17:43.685 --> 00:17:44.920
  • SAMUEL.AND IN ACTS.
  • 00:17:44.920 --> 00:17:47.156
  • AND IN ACTS.THERE WERE A LOT OF THINGS GOING
  • 00:17:47.156 --> 00:17:50.159
  • THERE WERE A LOT OF THINGS GOINGON IN DAVID'S LIFE LIKE SAUL
  • 00:17:50.159 --> 00:17:52.961
  • ON IN DAVID'S LIFE LIKE SAULBEING AFTER HIM OR THE THINGS HE
  • 00:17:52.961 --> 00:17:54.796
  • BEING AFTER HIM OR THE THINGS HECOULD CONTROL MISTAKES HE MADE
  • 00:17:54.796 --> 00:17:56.498
  • COULD CONTROL MISTAKES HE MADEAND THINGS HE COMMITTED.
  • 00:17:56.498 --> 00:18:02.838
  • AND THINGS HE COMMITTED.WHAT I LOVE ABOUT DAVID IN THE E
  • 00:18:02.838 --> 00:18:06.208
  • WHAT I LOVE ABOUT DAVID IN THE ESTORY OF ALL HE WENT TO HE NEVER
  • 00:18:06.208 --> 00:18:07.342
  • STORY OF ALL HE WENT TO HE NEVERSTOPPED TALKING TO GOD.
  • 00:18:07.342 --> 00:18:11.613
  • STOPPED TALKING TO GOD.HE TALKED ABOUT THE HIGHS AND
  • 00:18:11.613 --> 00:18:11.980
  • HE TALKED ABOUT THE HIGHS ANDLOWS.
  • 00:18:11.980 --> 00:18:13.515
  • LOWS.ABOUT HIS FEARS.
  • 00:18:13.515 --> 00:18:17.152
  • ABOUT HIS FEARS.HE WAS ABLE TO BRING HIS FULL
  • 00:18:17.152 --> 00:18:18.754
  • HE WAS ABLE TO BRING HIS FULLCREST OPEN VULNERABLE EMOTIONS
  • 00:18:18.754 --> 00:18:20.589
  • CREST OPEN VULNERABLE EMOTIONSTO GOD.
  • 00:18:20.589 --> 00:18:23.091
  • TO GOD.HE DID SELF CHECKS IN THE
  • 00:18:23.091 --> 00:18:23.592
  • HE DID SELF CHECKS IN THEMOMENTS.
  • 00:18:23.592 --> 00:18:26.361
  • MOMENTS.HE WOULD ASK GOD, WHERE ARE YOU?
  • 00:18:26.361 --> 00:18:28.263
  • HE WOULD ASK GOD, WHERE ARE YOU?HOW MUCH LONGER DO I NEED TO GO
  • 00:18:28.263 --> 00:18:31.066
  • HOW MUCH LONGER DO I NEED TO GOTHROUGH THESE THINGS?
  • 00:18:31.066 --> 00:18:35.404
  • THROUGH THESE THINGS?YOU CAN SEE EVEN DAVID SHARING
  • 00:18:35.404 --> 00:18:37.406
  • YOU CAN SEE EVEN DAVID SHARINGTHAT HERE ARE MY REAL FEELINGS
  • 00:18:37.406 --> 00:18:39.341
  • THAT HERE ARE MY REAL FEELINGSBUT THIS IS WHAT I'M CHOOSING TO
  • 00:18:39.341 --> 00:18:39.641
  • BUT THIS IS WHAT I'M CHOOSING TOTRUST.
  • 00:18:39.641 --> 00:18:41.643
  • TRUST.HERE ARE MY EMOTION BUT THIS IS
  • 00:18:41.643 --> 00:18:45.981
  • HERE ARE MY EMOTION BUT THIS ISWHAT I'M CHOOSING TO BELIEVE.
  • 00:18:45.981 --> 00:18:48.350
  • WHAT I'M CHOOSING TO BELIEVE.WHO GOD SAYS HE IS.
  • 00:18:48.350 --> 00:18:51.253
  • WHO GOD SAYS HE IS.YOU CAN WATCH DAVID BE HONEST
  • 00:18:51.253 --> 00:18:54.223
  • YOU CAN WATCH DAVID BE HONESTAND CHOOSE BELIEF.
  • 00:18:54.223 --> 00:18:56.992
  • AND CHOOSE BELIEF.THAT PROVIDES PRAYER FOR HOW WE
  • 00:18:56.992 --> 00:19:00.262
  • THAT PROVIDES PRAYER FOR HOW WECAN DEAL WITH IT BRING IT ON BE
  • 00:19:00.262 --> 00:19:00.796
  • CAN DEAL WITH IT BRING IT ON BEHONEST.
  • 00:19:00.796 --> 00:19:02.264
  • HONEST.LIFE IS REALLY REAL.
  • 00:19:02.264 --> 00:19:04.466
  • LIFE IS REALLY REAL.AFTER YOU DO THAT, YOU CAN HAVE
  • 00:19:04.466 --> 00:19:07.569
  • AFTER YOU DO THAT, YOU CAN HAVEA HEART CHECK, A MIND CHECK, A
  • 00:19:07.569 --> 00:19:08.403
  • A HEART CHECK, A MIND CHECK, AFACE CHECK.
  • 00:19:08.403 --> 00:19:10.973
  • FACE CHECK.ALL THAT, THE REAL STUFF AND THE
  • 00:19:10.973 --> 00:19:12.808
  • ALL THAT, THE REAL STUFF AND THECOMING BACK TO GOD BELIEVING WHO
  • 00:19:12.808 --> 00:19:13.575
  • COMING BACK TO GOD BELIEVING WHOHE IS.
  • 00:19:13.575 --> 00:19:16.845
  • HE IS.ALL OF THAT, ALL OF THAT, THERE
  • 00:19:16.845 --> 00:19:19.348
  • ALL OF THAT, ALL OF THAT, THEREIS A PART OF US ENTRUSTING NO
  • 00:19:19.348 --> 00:19:21.216
  • IS A PART OF US ENTRUSTING NOMATTER WHERE WE ARE EMOTIONALLY
  • 00:19:21.216 --> 00:19:24.019
  • MATTER WHERE WE ARE EMOTIONALLYFOR GOD TO BE THERE.
  • 00:19:24.019 --> 00:19:25.754
  • FOR GOD TO BE THERE.- THAT'S SO GOOD, CRYSTAL.
  • 00:19:25.754 --> 00:19:29.124
  • - THAT'S SO GOOD, CRYSTAL.THIS IS MENTAL HEALTH AWARENESS
  • 00:19:29.124 --> 00:19:29.424
  • THIS IS MENTAL HEALTH AWARENESSMONTH.
  • 00:19:29.424 --> 00:19:31.960
  • MONTH.I WANT TO ADDRESS THE WHOLE
  • 00:19:31.960 --> 00:19:34.329
  • I WANT TO ADDRESS THE WHOLETHING OF SHAME ATTACHED TO
  • 00:19:34.329 --> 00:19:36.331
  • THING OF SHAME ATTACHED TOMENTAL ILLNESS THAT WAS HARD FOR
  • 00:19:36.331 --> 00:19:36.698
  • MENTAL ILLNESS THAT WAS HARD FORME.
  • 00:19:36.698 --> 00:19:40.902
  • ME.WHEN I WAS RELEASED FROM A PSYCH
  • 00:19:40.902 --> 00:19:43.639
  • WHEN I WAS RELEASED FROM A PSYCHHOSPITAL AND DIAGNOSED WITH
  • 00:19:43.639 --> 00:19:48.243
  • HOSPITAL AND DIAGNOSED WITHMEDICATION.
  • 00:19:48.243 --> 00:19:50.946
  • MEDICATION.I WAS FEARING I WOULD BE JUDGED.
  • 00:19:50.946 --> 00:19:54.549
  • I WAS FEARING I WOULD BE JUDGED.IF I HAD A BRAIN TUMOR YOU CAN
  • 00:19:54.549 --> 00:19:58.253
  • IF I HAD A BRAIN TUMOR YOU CANGATHER A PRAYER MEETING IN TEN
  • 00:19:58.253 --> 00:19:58.587
  • GATHER A PRAYER MEETING IN TENMINUTES.
  • 00:19:58.587 --> 00:20:01.356
  • MINUTES.THERE IS GENERAL IGNORANCE IN
  • 00:20:01.356 --> 00:20:03.191
  • THERE IS GENERAL IGNORANCE INTHE CHURCH COMMUNITY PEOPLE
  • 00:20:03.191 --> 00:20:04.393
  • THE CHURCH COMMUNITY PEOPLEDON'T UNDERSTAND IT IS AN
  • 00:20:04.393 --> 00:20:07.195
  • DON'T UNDERSTAND IT IS ANILLNESS AND IT IS LACK OF PROPER
  • 00:20:07.195 --> 00:20:08.563
  • ILLNESS AND IT IS LACK OF PROPERCHEMICAL IN YOUR BRAIN.
  • 00:20:08.563 --> 00:20:10.499
  • CHEMICAL IN YOUR BRAIN.DURING THIS TIME THE WORD OF GOD
  • 00:20:10.499 --> 00:20:12.000
  • DURING THIS TIME THE WORD OF GODIS MY STRENGTH.
  • 00:20:12.000 --> 00:20:14.536
  • IS MY STRENGTH.I ALSO TOOK MEDICATION.
  • 00:20:14.536 --> 00:20:16.772
  • I ALSO TOOK MEDICATION.I'M AN ABSOLUTE BELIEVER IN
  • 00:20:16.772 --> 00:20:17.172
  • I'M AN ABSOLUTE BELIEVER INCOUNSELING.
  • 00:20:17.172 --> 00:20:18.640
  • COUNSELING.THAT IS SOMETHING WE HAVE DONE
  • 00:20:18.640 --> 00:20:21.877
  • THAT IS SOMETHING WE HAVE DONEAS A FAMILY TO DO
  • 00:20:21.877 --> 00:20:27.015
  • AS A FAMILY TO DOTELECONFERENCING AND PROCESS.
  • 00:20:27.015 --> 00:20:31.887
  • TELECONFERENCING AND PROCESS.IF YOU ARE STRUGGLING, DON'T LET
  • 00:20:31.887 --> 00:20:34.056
  • IF YOU ARE STRUGGLING, DON'T LETANYONE SHAME YOU.
  • 00:20:34.056 --> 00:20:36.591
  • ANYONE SHAME YOU.THIS IS ONE OF THE WORST TIMES
  • 00:20:36.591 --> 00:20:39.227
  • THIS IS ONE OF THE WORST TIMESIN DAVID'S LIFE.
  • 00:20:39.227 --> 00:20:42.130
  • IN DAVID'S LIFE.HE WAS THROWN OUT AND HE IS IN
  • 00:20:42.130 --> 00:20:45.534
  • HE WAS THROWN OUT AND HE IS INTHE HILLS HE IS DEVASTATED.
  • 00:20:45.534 --> 00:20:46.034
  • THE HILLS HE IS DEVASTATED.PSALM 34.
  • 00:20:46.034 --> 00:20:47.602
  • PSALM 34.I PRAY TO THE LORD.
  • 00:20:47.602 --> 00:20:49.204
  • I PRAY TO THE LORD.HE KNEW WHERE TO TAKE HIS PAIN.
  • 00:20:49.204 --> 00:20:50.405
  • HE KNEW WHERE TO TAKE HIS PAIN.HE ANSWERED ME.
  • 00:20:50.405 --> 00:20:52.741
  • HE ANSWERED ME.HE SAVED ME FROM ALL MY FEARS,
  • 00:20:52.741 --> 00:20:54.476
  • HE SAVED ME FROM ALL MY FEARS,THOSE WHO LOOK TO HIM FOR HELP
  • 00:20:54.476 --> 00:20:57.446
  • THOSE WHO LOOK TO HIM FOR HELPWILL BE RADIANT WITH JOY, NO
  • 00:20:57.446 --> 00:21:00.015
  • WILL BE RADIANT WITH JOY, NOSHADOW OF SHAME WILL TOUCH THEM.
  • 00:21:00.015 --> 00:21:02.017
  • SHADOW OF SHAME WILL TOUCH THEM.DON'T BE ASHAMED.
  • 00:21:02.017 --> 00:21:04.119
  • DON'T BE ASHAMED.DON'T WALK UP TO SOMEBODY WHO
  • 00:21:04.119 --> 00:21:06.288
  • DON'T WALK UP TO SOMEBODY WHOWEARS GLASSES AND SAY WHERE IS
  • 00:21:06.288 --> 00:21:07.522
  • WEARS GLASSES AND SAY WHERE ISYOUR FAITH?
  • 00:21:07.522 --> 00:21:09.858
  • YOUR FAITH?WE ARE ALL LIVING IN A BROKEN
  • 00:21:09.858 --> 00:21:10.158
  • WE ARE ALL LIVING IN A BROKENWORLD.
  • 00:21:10.158 --> 00:21:12.728
  • WORLD.SOME OF US HAVE TO GET HELP THAT
  • 00:21:12.728 --> 00:21:14.096
  • SOME OF US HAVE TO GET HELP THATCOMES IN A LITTLE PILL.
  • 00:21:14.096 --> 00:21:16.932
  • COMES IN A LITTLE PILL.I TAKE MINE EVERY MORNING WITH A
  • 00:21:16.932 --> 00:21:20.502
  • I TAKE MINE EVERY MORNING WITH APRAYER OF THANKSGIVING.
  • 00:21:20.502 --> 00:21:22.437
  • PRAYER OF THANKSGIVING.- LESLIE, HOW CAN WE HELP
  • 00:21:22.437 --> 00:21:24.773
  • - LESLIE, HOW CAN WE HELPCHANGE THE PERCEPTION OF MENTAL
  • 00:21:24.773 --> 00:21:26.541
  • CHANGE THE PERCEPTION OF MENTALHEALTH IN THE CHRISTIAN
  • 00:21:26.541 --> 00:21:26.908
  • HEALTH IN THE CHRISTIANCOMMUNITY?
  • 00:21:26.908 --> 00:21:29.144
  • COMMUNITY?AND IF WE DID THAT, COULD WE BE
  • 00:21:29.144 --> 00:21:31.947
  • AND IF WE DID THAT, COULD WE BEHELPING A LOT MORE PEOPLE?
  • 00:21:31.947 --> 00:21:34.783
  • HELPING A LOT MORE PEOPLE?- I LOVE THAT QUESTION, LAURIE.
  • 00:21:34.783 --> 00:21:37.018
  • - I LOVE THAT QUESTION, LAURIE.I'M MARRIAGE AND FAMILY
  • 00:21:37.018 --> 00:21:38.653
  • I'M MARRIAGE AND FAMILYTHERAPIST BY THE WAY I'M A
  • 00:21:38.653 --> 00:21:39.588
  • THERAPIST BY THE WAY I'M ACHAMPION FOR THIS.
  • 00:21:39.588 --> 00:21:41.189
  • CHAMPION FOR THIS.WE KNOW FROM RESEARCH THAT
  • 00:21:41.189 --> 00:21:43.024
  • WE KNOW FROM RESEARCH THATMENTAL HEALTH IS A COMBINATION
  • 00:21:43.024 --> 00:21:46.461
  • MENTAL HEALTH IS A COMBINATIONOF BIOLOGY, A COMBINATION OF OUR
  • 00:21:46.461 --> 00:21:47.963
  • OF BIOLOGY, A COMBINATION OF OURENVIRONMENT IN THE FAMILY THAT
  • 00:21:47.963 --> 00:21:50.866
  • ENVIRONMENT IN THE FAMILY THATCREATED US AND THE FAMILY WE
  • 00:21:50.866 --> 00:21:52.667
  • CREATED US AND THE FAMILY WECREATE AND STRESSERS.
  • 00:21:52.667 --> 00:21:55.504
  • CREATE AND STRESSERS.IT CAN BE ANYTHING.
  • 00:21:55.504 --> 00:21:58.173
  • IT CAN BE ANYTHING.STRESSES THAT ARE SEEN OR
  • 00:21:58.173 --> 00:21:59.608
  • STRESSES THAT ARE SEEN ORSTRESSES THAT ARE INTERNAL
  • 00:21:59.608 --> 00:22:02.210
  • STRESSES THAT ARE INTERNALNOBODY ELSE CAN SEE OR FEEL BUT
  • 00:22:02.210 --> 00:22:02.477
  • NOBODY ELSE CAN SEE OR FEEL BUTUS.
  • 00:22:02.477 --> 00:22:04.780
  • US.IT IS A MIXTURE THAT OCCURS.
  • 00:22:04.780 --> 00:22:08.250
  • IT IS A MIXTURE THAT OCCURS.IF YOU EXPERIENCE A BIOLOGICAL
  • 00:22:08.250 --> 00:22:11.019
  • IF YOU EXPERIENCE A BIOLOGICALNEED, SHEILA SAYS TAKE THAT PILL
  • 00:22:11.019 --> 00:22:12.687
  • NEED, SHEILA SAYS TAKE THAT PILLARE PRAISE, IT IS NOT SOMETHING
  • 00:22:12.687 --> 00:22:14.055
  • ARE PRAISE, IT IS NOT SOMETHINGTHAT CAN BE CURED.
  • 00:22:14.055 --> 00:22:15.957
  • THAT CAN BE CURED.PRAYER IS POWERFUL BUT YOU NEED
  • 00:22:15.957 --> 00:22:17.793
  • PRAYER IS POWERFUL BUT YOU NEEDTHE MEDICAL SCIENCE TO HELP YOU.
  • 00:22:17.793 --> 00:22:20.829
  • THE MEDICAL SCIENCE TO HELP YOU.I WOULD ENCOURAGE ANYONE, WHEN
  • 00:22:20.829 --> 00:22:23.965
  • I WOULD ENCOURAGE ANYONE, WHENYOU TAKE A STEP OF FAITH SAYING
  • 00:22:23.965 --> 00:22:26.935
  • YOU TAKE A STEP OF FAITH SAYINGI WANT MY MIND, HEART AND BODY
  • 00:22:26.935 --> 00:22:31.440
  • I WANT MY MIND, HEART AND BODYWELL, YOU ARE GIVING HELP TO
  • 00:22:31.440 --> 00:22:33.308
  • WELL, YOU ARE GIVING HELP TOEVERYONE AROUND YOU YOUR EMOTION
  • 00:22:33.308 --> 00:22:35.777
  • EVERYONE AROUND YOU YOUR EMOTIONUNTIL HELP IS CONTAGIOUS.
  • 00:22:35.777 --> 00:22:37.212
  • UNTIL HELP IS CONTAGIOUS.IN THE CONTEXT OF YOUR
  • 00:22:37.212 --> 00:22:39.414
  • IN THE CONTEXT OF YOURRELATIONSHIPS YOU ARE CREATING A
  • 00:22:39.414 --> 00:22:42.818
  • RELATIONSHIPS YOU ARE CREATING ABETTER ENVIRONMENT FOR
  • 00:22:42.818 --> 00:22:43.351
  • BETTER ENVIRONMENT FOREVERYBODY'S HEALTH.
  • 00:22:43.351 --> 00:22:45.887
  • EVERYBODY'S HEALTH.YOU ARE GIVING A GIFT OF
  • 00:22:45.887 --> 00:22:46.321
  • YOU ARE GIVING A GIFT OFAUTHENTICITY.
  • 00:22:46.321 --> 00:22:47.756
  • AUTHENTICITY.YOU ARE BRINGING LIGHTNESS BACK
  • 00:22:47.756 --> 00:22:49.057
  • YOU ARE BRINGING LIGHTNESS BACKTO YOUR COMMUNITY.
  • 00:22:49.057 --> 00:22:51.426
  • TO YOUR COMMUNITY.STEP OUT IN FAITH AND BE HUMBLE.
  • 00:22:51.426 --> 00:22:54.229
  • STEP OUT IN FAITH AND BE HUMBLE.AND SAY, I RECEIVE GOD'S GRACE.
  • 00:22:54.229 --> 00:22:57.833
  • AND SAY, I RECEIVE GOD'S GRACE.I'M NOT EARNING ANYTHING.
  • 00:22:57.833 --> 00:23:01.570
  • I'M NOT EARNING ANYTHING.I'M LIVING THIS LIFE IN JOY.
  • 00:23:01.570 --> 00:23:04.306
  • I'M LIVING THIS LIFE IN JOY.- THIS IS SO GOOD AND SO
  • 00:23:04.306 --> 00:23:04.639
  • - THIS IS SO GOOD AND SONEEDED.
  • 00:23:04.639 --> 00:23:07.309
  • NEEDED.OH, MY GOSH, WHAT BOTH OF YOU
  • 00:23:07.309 --> 00:23:08.477
  • OH, MY GOSH, WHAT BOTH OF YOUJUST SAID.
  • 00:23:08.477 --> 00:23:09.544
  • JUST SAID.BREAKING THE STIGMA.
  • 00:23:09.544 --> 00:23:12.948
  • BREAKING THE STIGMA.IT IS OKAY TO TAKE MEDICINE.
  • 00:23:12.948 --> 00:23:16.051
  • IT IS OKAY TO TAKE MEDICINE.IT OKAY TO GO TO THERAPY AND
  • 00:23:16.051 --> 00:23:19.454
  • IT OKAY TO GO TO THERAPY ANDTALK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS AND
  • 00:23:19.454 --> 00:23:22.791
  • TALK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS ANDDEAL WITH YOUR ANXIETY.
  • 00:23:22.791 --> 00:23:26.561
  • DEAL WITH YOUR ANXIETY.THAT WILL HELP SO MANY PEOPLE.
  • 00:23:26.561 --> 00:23:32.834
  • THAT WILL HELP SO MANY PEOPLE.THERE IS A GAP IN MENTAL HEALTH.
  • 00:23:32.834 --> 00:23:35.203
  • THERE IS A GAP IN MENTAL HEALTH.HAVE FAITH TO FEELINGS.
  • 00:23:35.203 --> 00:23:38.173
  • HAVE FAITH TO FEELINGS.I THINK, OFTENTIMES WE DON'T GET
  • 00:23:38.173 --> 00:23:39.941
  • I THINK, OFTENTIMES WE DON'T GETTO BE HONEST WITH OUR FEELINGS.
  • 00:23:39.941 --> 00:23:41.443
  • TO BE HONEST WITH OUR FEELINGS.AND I'M GOING OFF ON A TANGENT
  • 00:23:41.443 --> 00:23:41.743
  • AND I'M GOING OFF ON A TANGENTHERE.
  • 00:23:41.743 --> 00:23:43.612
  • HERE.I'M GOING TO LEAVE IT AT THAT.
  • 00:23:43.612 --> 00:23:45.881
  • I'M GOING TO LEAVE IT AT THAT.I DON'T WANT TO RUIN IT.
  • 00:23:45.881 --> 00:23:47.082
  • I DON'T WANT TO RUIN IT.I LOVE WHAT YOU SAID.
  • 00:23:47.082 --> 00:23:51.887
  • I LOVE WHAT YOU SAID.IT IS SO IMPORTANT.
  • 00:23:51.887 --> 00:23:52.821
  • IT IS SO IMPORTANT.- I THINK IT IS IMPORTANT FOR
  • 00:23:52.821 --> 00:23:56.858
  • - I THINK IT IS IMPORTANT FORUS TO RECOGNIZE WE ARE FULL
  • 00:23:56.858 --> 00:23:59.561
  • US TO RECOGNIZE WE ARE FULLBEINGS, SPIRITUAL AND WE HAVE
  • 00:23:59.561 --> 00:24:02.130
  • BEINGS, SPIRITUAL AND WE HAVEEMOTION WE HAVE MENTAL
  • 00:24:02.130 --> 00:24:04.866
  • EMOTION WE HAVE MENTALCAPACITIES, WE HONOR THE GIFT OF
  • 00:24:04.866 --> 00:24:05.467
  • CAPACITIES, WE HONOR THE GIFT OFLIFE.
  • 00:24:05.467 --> 00:24:09.404
  • LIFE.THAT DOES MEAN CITING SCRIPTURE
  • 00:24:09.404 --> 00:24:11.039
  • THAT DOES MEAN CITING SCRIPTUREAND PRAYER.
  • 00:24:11.039 --> 00:24:14.976
  • AND PRAYER.IT ALSO MEANS YOU ARE TAKE
  • 00:24:14.976 --> 00:24:16.678
  • IT ALSO MEANS YOU ARE TAKEMEDICINE, YOU ARE GETTING
  • 00:24:16.678 --> 00:24:17.979
  • MEDICINE, YOU ARE GETTINGEXERCISE, EATING RIGHT.
  • 00:24:17.979 --> 00:24:21.917
  • EXERCISE, EATING RIGHT.SEEING A COUNSELOR.
  • 00:24:21.917 --> 00:24:25.353
  • SEEING A COUNSELOR.TO RECOGNIZE WE ARE FULLY HUMAN
  • 00:24:25.353 --> 00:24:27.155
  • TO RECOGNIZE WE ARE FULLY HUMANTO RECOGNIZE THE GIFT OF LIFE
  • 00:24:27.155 --> 00:24:28.056
  • TO RECOGNIZE THE GIFT OF LIFEGOD HAS GIVEN US.
  • 00:24:28.056 --> 00:24:32.093
  • GOD HAS GIVEN US.I WANT TO PRAY FOR AWFUL YOU ALU
  • 00:24:32.093 --> 00:24:33.929
  • I WANT TO PRAY FOR AWFUL YOU ALUWHO ARE STRUGGLING THAT YOU
  • 00:24:33.929 --> 00:24:35.864
  • WHO ARE STRUGGLING THAT YOUEMBRACE ALL OF THIS THAT GOD HAS
  • 00:24:35.864 --> 00:24:37.132
  • EMBRACE ALL OF THIS THAT GOD HASGIVEN YOU FOR WHOLENESS.
  • 00:24:37.132 --> 00:24:38.967
  • GIVEN YOU FOR WHOLENESS.WE ARE SO GRATEFUL TO COME TO
  • 00:24:38.967 --> 00:24:41.636
  • WE ARE SO GRATEFUL TO COME TOYOU TODAY KNOWING YOU CREATED US
  • 00:24:41.636 --> 00:24:44.005
  • YOU TODAY KNOWING YOU CREATED USFULLY HUMAN AND SPIRITUAL AND
  • 00:24:44.005 --> 00:24:45.507
  • FULLY HUMAN AND SPIRITUAL ANDMENTAL EMOTIONAL CREATURES.
  • 00:24:45.507 --> 00:24:49.744
  • MENTAL EMOTIONAL CREATURES.TEACH US HOW WE CAN BE HONEST
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  • TEACH US HOW WE CAN BE HONESTAND BELIEVE IN YOU.
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  • AND BELIEVE IN YOU.SHOW THOSE OF US THE WAY WE NEED
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  • SHOW THOSE OF US THE WAY WE NEEDWHEN WE NEED THE MEDICINE TO
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  • WHEN WE NEED THE MEDICINE TOGUIDE US TO THE RIGHT DOCTORS TO
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  • GUIDE US TO THE RIGHT DOCTORS TOCOUNSELORS AND FRIENDS.
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  • COUNSELORS AND FRIENDS.TO BELIEVE YOU TEACH US
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  • TO BELIEVE YOU TEACH USEVERYTHING WE NEED TO KNOW.
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  • EVERYTHING WE NEED TO KNOW.IN JESUS' NAME WE PRAY, AMEN.
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  • IN JESUS' NAME WE PRAY, AMEN.- Laurie: AMEN.
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  • - Laurie: AMEN.AMEN.
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  • AMEN.OUR "BETTER TOGETHER" COMMUNITY
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  • OUR "BETTER TOGETHER" COMMUNITYIS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.
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  • IS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.YOU CAN CONNECT WITH US ON
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  • YOU CAN CONNECT WITH US ONSOCIAL MEDIA LET US KNOW HOW WE
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  • SOCIAL MEDIA LET US KNOW HOW WECAN PRAY FOR YOU.
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  • CAN PRAY FOR YOU.THANKS FOR JOINING US TODAY.
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  • THANKS FOR JOINING US TODAY.IF YOU ARE WRESTLING WITH A
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  • IF YOU ARE WRESTLING WITH AWORRIED AND ANXIOUS HEART,
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  • WORRIED AND ANXIOUS HEART,FEELINGS OF HOPELESSNESS, OR
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  • FEELINGS OF HOPELESSNESS, ORDESPAIR.
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  • DESPAIR.YOU DO NOT HAVE TO SUFFER IN
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  • YOU DO NOT HAVE TO SUFFER INSILENCE.
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  • SILENCE.TOMORROW WE WILL TALK ABOUT
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  • TOMORROW WE WILL TALK ABOUTDEPRESSION AND ANXIETY.
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  • DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY.THERE IS HOPE AND WE WILL SEE
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  • THERE IS HOPE AND WE WILL SEEYOU THEN.
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  • YOU THEN.I LOVE YOU ALL.
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  • I LOVE YOU ALL.YOU'RE AMAZING.
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  • YOU'RE AMAZING.GOD BLESS YOU.
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