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Better Together LIVE | Episode 127

October 20, 2020

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Don't fall into the comparison trap! Jealousy is toxic and cannot survive in the light of God's love. | TBN Prayer Line: 1-888-731-1000

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Better Together LIVE | Episode 127

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- LAURIE: COMPARISON IS A
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- LAURIE: COMPARISON IS ADANGEROUS CYCLE.
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DANGEROUS CYCLE.WISHING FOR SOMEONE ELSE'S
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WISHING FOR SOMEONE ELSE'SLIFE CAN LEAD TO ENVY AND
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LIFE CAN LEAD TO ENVY ANDROB OUR JOY.
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ROB OUR JOY.TODAY WE'RE CONFRONTING
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TODAY WE'RE CONFRONTINGJEALOUSY WITH GOD'S TRUTH.
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JEALOUSY WITH GOD'S TRUTH.COME ON, JOIN US.
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COME ON, JOIN US.♪ MUSIC ♪
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♪ MUSIC ♪♪ MUSIC ♪
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♪ MUSIC ♪- ANITA: LISTEN, I LOVE BEING
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- ANITA: LISTEN, I LOVE BEINGA MOM.
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A MOM.AND MY KIDS, THEY'RE ALL
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AND MY KIDS, THEY'RE ALLGROWN UP NOW.
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GROWN UP NOW.BUT WHEN MY DAUGHTER WAS
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BUT WHEN MY DAUGHTER WASABOUT 18 MONTHS OLD, I WAS
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ABOUT 18 MONTHS OLD, I WASENGAGED IN AN EPIC BATTLE
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ENGAGED IN AN EPIC BATTLEWITH CHEESECAKE.
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WITH CHEESECAKE.ME AND CHEESECAKE WERE
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ME AND CHEESECAKE WEREHAVING IT OUT.
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HAVING IT OUT.BECAUSE I WAS STILL TRYING
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BECAUSE I WAS STILL TRYINGTO LOSE THOSE EXTRA FEW
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TO LOSE THOSE EXTRA FEWBABY POUNDS THAT I WAS NOT
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BABY POUNDS THAT I WAS NOTHAPPY WITH PERSONALLY.
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HAPPY WITH PERSONALLY.AND, MAN, CHEESECAKE WAS
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AND, MAN, CHEESECAKE WASWINNING.
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WINNING.SO I CAME HOME ONE DAY
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SO I CAME HOME ONE DAYFROM THE GROCERY STORE.
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FROM THE GROCERY STORE.THERE WAS A MAGAZINE ON
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THERE WAS A MAGAZINE ONTHE COUNTER.
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THE COUNTER.AND IT HAD A FAMOUS
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AND IT HAD A FAMOUSACTRESS ON THE COVER WHO
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ACTRESS ON THE COVER WHOHAD RECENTLY LOST A
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HAD RECENTLY LOST ATREMENDOUS AMOUNT OF
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TREMENDOUS AMOUNT OFWEIGHT AND SHE WAS WEARING
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WEIGHT AND SHE WAS WEARINGTHIS GORGEOUS BLUE DRESS
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THIS GORGEOUS BLUE DRESSIN MY FAVORITE COLOR.
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IN MY FAVORITE COLOR.I USUALLY LOVE THIS
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I USUALLY LOVE THISACTRESS, BUT WHEN I SAW
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ACTRESS, BUT WHEN I SAWHER SLIM AND TRIM IN MY
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HER SLIM AND TRIM IN MYFAVORITE COLOR DRESS ON
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FAVORITE COLOR DRESS ONTHAT MAGAZINE COVER, I GOT
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THAT MAGAZINE COVER, I GOTMAD.
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MAD.IT WAS LIKE GRR.
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IT WAS LIKE GRR.I WAS SO FRUSTRATED.
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I WAS SO FRUSTRATED.AND I THOUGHT, OH, WELL,
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AND I THOUGHT, OH, WELL,EASY FOR HER, SHE HAS
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EASY FOR HER, SHE HASCHEFS AND SHE HAS
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CHEFS AND SHE HASPERSONAL TRAINERS AND
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PERSONAL TRAINERS ANDSHE'S RICH.
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SHE'S RICH.SO SHE HAS ALL THIS TIME
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SO SHE HAS ALL THIS TIMEAND I WAS COMING UP WITH
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AND I WAS COMING UP WITHALL THESE REASONS WHY SHE
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ALL THESE REASONS WHY SHEWAS ABLE TO DO IT WHEN I
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WAS ABLE TO DO IT WHEN IWASN'T.
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WASN'T.I WAS LIKE SUPER ANGRY.
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I WAS LIKE SUPER ANGRY.AND THAT LITTLE VOICE IN
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AND THAT LITTLE VOICE INMY HEAD THAT WATCHES ME
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MY HEAD THAT WATCHES MEAND CALLS ME OUT WHEN I DO
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AND CALLS ME OUT WHEN I DOSTUPID STUFF SAID, ANITA,
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STUPID STUFF SAID, ANITA,WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM WITH
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WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM WITHHER?
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HER?YOU LOVE HER.
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YOU LOVE HER.I HAD TO SLOW DOWN AND
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I HAD TO SLOW DOWN ANDSAY, YEAH, WHAT'S GOING
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SAY, YEAH, WHAT'S GOINGON?
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ON?AND I REALIZED THAT WHAT
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AND I REALIZED THAT WHATFELT LIKE ONE OF THE FIRST
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FELT LIKE ONE OF THE FIRSTTIMES IN MY LIFE I WAS
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TIMES IN MY LIFE I WASENVIOUS OF HER AND THAT
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ENVIOUS OF HER AND THATWAS SO UNLIKE ME.
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WAS SO UNLIKE ME.AND I REALLY JUST HAD TO
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AND I REALLY JUST HAD TOSIT IN THAT MOMENT.
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SIT IN THAT MOMENT.I DIDN'T RUSH THROUGH IT.
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I DIDN'T RUSH THROUGH IT.I SAT IN THAT MOMENT TO
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I SAT IN THAT MOMENT TOGET IN TOUCH WITH WHAT IS
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GET IN TOUCH WITH WHAT ISREALLY BOTHERING YOU.
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REALLY BOTHERING YOU.AND THE ANSWER WAS, THAT I
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AND THE ANSWER WAS, THAT IHAD BEEN STRUGGLING FOR
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HAD BEEN STRUGGLING FORAWHILE WITH THAT BATTLE
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AWHILE WITH THAT BATTLEAND I FELT LIKE I WAS
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AND I FELT LIKE I WASLOSING.
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LOSING.AND I GOT ANGRY WHEN IT
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AND I GOT ANGRY WHEN ITLOOKED LIKE SOMEONE ELSE
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LOOKED LIKE SOMEONE ELSEWAS WINNING BECAUSE IT
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WAS WINNING BECAUSE ITSAID TO ME THAT I DON'T
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SAID TO ME THAT I DON'THAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO GET
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HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO GETDONE.
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DONE.AND THAT IS WHAT ENVY
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AND THAT IS WHAT ENVYREALLY OFTEN COMES DOWN
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REALLY OFTEN COMES DOWNTO.
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TO.ENVY IS DIFFERENT THAN
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ENVY IS DIFFERENT THANJEALOUSY.
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JEALOUSY.ENVY HAPPENS BETWEEN TWO
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ENVY HAPPENS BETWEEN TWOPEOPLE.
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PEOPLE.IT'S LIKE I WANT WHAT YOU
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IT'S LIKE I WANT WHAT YOUHAVE AND WHY DON'T I HAVE
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HAVE AND WHY DON'T I HAVEIT?
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IT?WHICH IS A LITTLE
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WHICH IS A LITTLEDIFFERENT THAN JEALOUSY
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DIFFERENT THAN JEALOUSYWHICH IS BEING CONCERNED
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WHICH IS BEING CONCERNEDABOUT WHAT'S HAPPENING
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ABOUT WHAT'S HAPPENINGBETWEEN TWO OTHER PEOPLE.
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BETWEEN TWO OTHER PEOPLE.SO THAT PUT THREE PEOPLE
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SO THAT PUT THREE PEOPLEIN THE LOOP.
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IN THE LOOP.BUT ENVY IS ABOUT, I WANT
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BUT ENVY IS ABOUT, I WANTTHE SAME THING YOU HAVE
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THE SAME THING YOU HAVEAND WHY DON'T I HAVE IT?
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AND WHY DON'T I HAVE IT?AND IT EITHER MEANS
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AND IT EITHER MEANSBECAUSE YOU ARE SPECIAL IN
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BECAUSE YOU ARE SPECIAL INSOME WAY THAT I'M NOT OR I
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SOME WAY THAT I'M NOT OR IAM LACKING SOMETHING.
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AM LACKING SOMETHING.AND WE CAN GET SO CAUGHT
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AND WE CAN GET SO CAUGHTUP IN THAT.
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UP IN THAT.SO I SAT THERE AND
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SO I SAT THERE ANDTRANSFORMED THAT ENVY INTO
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TRANSFORMED THAT ENVY INTOACTION.
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ACTION.I GOT HONEST WITH MYSELF
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I GOT HONEST WITH MYSELFABOUT WHY I WASN'T MEETING
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ABOUT WHY I WASN'T MEETINGMY GOALS AND CHALLENGED
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MY GOALS AND CHALLENGEDMYSELF TO EITHER CHANGE MY
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MYSELF TO EITHER CHANGE MYGOAL OR STEP UP TO THE
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GOAL OR STEP UP TO THEPLATE AND DO WHAT I NEEDED
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PLATE AND DO WHAT I NEEDEDTO DO TO MEET MY GOAL.
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TO DO TO MEET MY GOAL.SO FOR ME IT WAS ABOUT
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SO FOR ME IT WAS ABOUTBECOMING ACCOUNTABLE TO
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BECOMING ACCOUNTABLE TOMYSELF AND TRANSFORMING
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MYSELF AND TRANSFORMINGTHAT INTO ACTION SO I
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THAT INTO ACTION SO IWASN'T CONCERNED ABOUT
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WASN'T CONCERNED ABOUTSOMEONE ELSE.
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SOMEONE ELSE.AND IF YOU ARE
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AND IF YOU AREEXPERIENCING AN EMOTION
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EXPERIENCING AN EMOTIONLIKE THAT, IT'S REALLY
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LIKE THAT, IT'S REALLYIMPORTANT FOR YOU TO FIND
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IMPORTANT FOR YOU TO FINDTHE ROOT IF YOU'RE GONNA
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THE ROOT IF YOU'RE GONNATRANSFORM IT INTO ACTION
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TRANSFORM IT INTO ACTIONOR CONTENTMENT OR JOY OR
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OR CONTENTMENT OR JOY ORPEACE, BUT FIRST YOU HAVE
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PEACE, BUT FIRST YOU HAVETO KNOW WHAT YOU'RE
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TO KNOW WHAT YOU'REDEALING WITH.
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DEALING WITH.SO I'M WONDERING TODAY
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SO I'M WONDERING TODAYWHAT SOME OF YOU OTHER
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WHAT SOME OF YOU OTHERLADIES ARE THINKING AS YOU
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LADIES ARE THINKING AS YOUHEAR ME TELL THAT STORY.
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HEAR ME TELL THAT STORY.LAURIE OR PRISCILLA, HAVE
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LAURIE OR PRISCILLA, HAVEYOU EVER HAD AN EXPERIENCE
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YOU EVER HAD AN EXPERIENCEWHERE YOU REALLY WANTED
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WHERE YOU REALLY WANTEDSOMETHING THAT SOMEBODY
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SOMETHING THAT SOMEBODYELSE HAD AND YOU DID
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ELSE HAD AND YOU DIDSOMETHING ABOUT IT?
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SOMETHING ABOUT IT?- PRISCILLA: DO YOU WANT
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- PRISCILLA: DO YOU WANTTO JUST KNOW THE
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TO JUST KNOW THEEXPERIENCE FROM TODAY?
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EXPERIENCE FROM TODAY?OR DO YOU WANT US TO GO
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OR DO YOU WANT US TO GOBACK SEVERAL WEEKS OR
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BACK SEVERAL WEEKS ORWHAT?
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WHAT?(LAUGHTER)
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(LAUGHTER)BECAUSE WHAT I LOVE SO
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BECAUSE WHAT I LOVE SOMUCH IS THAT YOU
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MUCH IS THAT YOUACKNOWLEDGE THE FACT THAT
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ACKNOWLEDGE THE FACT THATALL OF US ARE GONNA
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ALL OF US ARE GONNASTRUGGLE WITH THIS,
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STRUGGLE WITH THIS,PARTICULARLY IN OUR
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PARTICULARLY IN OURSOCIETY RIGHT NOW BECAUSE
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SOCIETY RIGHT NOW BECAUSEEVERYTHING, WE ARE
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EVERYTHING, WE AREINUNDATED WITH IMAGES FROM
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INUNDATED WITH IMAGES FROMOTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES.
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OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES.AND WE GET THE FINISHED
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AND WE GET THE FINISHEDPRODUCT OR THE STAGED
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PRODUCT OR THE STAGEDPRODUCT OF WHATEVER THEIR
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PRODUCT OF WHATEVER THEIRTRANSFORMATION HAS BEEN.
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TRANSFORMATION HAS BEEN.SO THEY'VE STAGED IT,
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SO THEY'VE STAGED IT,THEY'VE LIT IT, IT'S A
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THEY'VE LIT IT, IT'S APERFECT SELFIE OF IT AND
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PERFECT SELFIE OF IT ANDWE SEE THAT AND WE DON'T
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WE SEE THAT AND WE DON'TGET TO SEE THE SWEAT THEY
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GET TO SEE THE SWEAT THEYHAD TO PUT IN.
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HAD TO PUT IN.THE LONG NIGHTS, THE TEARS
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THE LONG NIGHTS, THE TEARSTHEY CRIED.
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THEY CRIED.THE ANGST OF IT.
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THE ANGST OF IT.SO WE'RE MEASURING THEIR
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SO WE'RE MEASURING THEIREND PRODUCT AGAINST OUR
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END PRODUCT AGAINST OURJOURNEY AND THE DIFFICULTY
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JOURNEY AND THE DIFFICULTYWE KNOW WE FACE.
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WE KNOW WE FACE.AND THEREIN LIES WITH ALL
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AND THEREIN LIES WITH ALLTHE JOY BENEFIT OF SOCIAL
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THE JOY BENEFIT OF SOCIALMEDIA, THEREIN LIES WHAT
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MEDIA, THEREIN LIES WHATIS PART-- WHAT CAN BE THE
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IS PART-- WHAT CAN BE THETOXICITY OF IT IS THAT WE
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TOXICITY OF IT IS THAT WEARE INUNDATED WITH THE END
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ARE INUNDATED WITH THE ENDRESULTS OF EVERYBODY
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RESULTS OF EVERYBODYELSE'S STORY.
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ELSE'S STORY.AND SO, I HAVE DEFINITELY
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AND SO, I HAVE DEFINITELYNOTICED THIS IN MYSELF.
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NOTICED THIS IN MYSELF.I LOVE WHEN YOU MENTIONED,
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I LOVE WHEN YOU MENTIONED,DR. ANITA, THE LITTLE
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DR. ANITA, THE LITTLEVOICE THAT SAYS TO YOU
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VOICE THAT SAYS TO YOUWHEN YOU'RE DOING STUPID
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WHEN YOU'RE DOING STUPIDSTUFF AND JUST STOPPING
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STUFF AND JUST STOPPINGFOR A MINUTE TO
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FOR A MINUTE TOACKNOWLEDGE THE STUPIDITY
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ACKNOWLEDGE THE STUPIDITYOF LOOKING AT SOMEONE'S
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OF LOOKING AT SOMEONE'SEND RESULT AND THEN TRYING
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END RESULT AND THEN TRYINGTO COMPARE MYSELF AND
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TO COMPARE MYSELF ANDMEASURE MYSELF AND LONGING
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MEASURE MYSELF AND LONGINGFOR WHAT THEY HAVE WITHOUT
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FOR WHAT THEY HAVE WITHOUTKNOWING THE FULL STORY.
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KNOWING THE FULL STORY.I DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY
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I DON'T KNOW WHAT THEYWENT THROUGH TO GET THAT.
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WENT THROUGH TO GET THAT.HERE'S SOMETHING THAT I
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HERE'S SOMETHING THAT IHAVE BEEN CHALLENGING
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HAVE BEEN CHALLENGINGMYSELF TO DO EVERY SINGLE
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MYSELF TO DO EVERY SINGLETIME THAT HAPPENS, I'VE
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TIME THAT HAPPENS, I'VEBEEN CHALLENGING MYSELF TO
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BEEN CHALLENGING MYSELF TOOVERTLY AND SPECIFICALLY
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OVERTLY AND SPECIFICALLYPRACTICALLY BLESS THAT
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PRACTICALLY BLESS THATPERSON.
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PERSON.SO, MOST OF THE TIME, A
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SO, MOST OF THE TIME, ALOT OF TIMES ITS PEOPLE WE
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LOT OF TIMES ITS PEOPLE WEDON'T EVEN KNOW.
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DON'T EVEN KNOW.SO WHAT I'LL DO IS, I WILL
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SO WHAT I'LL DO IS, I WILLLITERALLY WRITE THEIR NAME
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LITERALLY WRITE THEIR NAMEDOWN AND PRAY FOR THAT
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DOWN AND PRAY FOR THATPERSON IMMEDIATELY AND ASK
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PERSON IMMEDIATELY AND ASKTHE LORD TO INCREASE THEIR
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THE LORD TO INCREASE THEIRTERRITORY AND TO SHINE HIS
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TERRITORY AND TO SHINE HISFAVOR AND HIS FACE ON THEM
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FAVOR AND HIS FACE ON THEMTO GIVE THEM AN EXPLOSION
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TO GIVE THEM AN EXPLOSIONOF HIS PRESENCE AND POWER
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OF HIS PRESENCE AND POWERAND PEACE IN THEIR LIFE
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AND PEACE IN THEIR LIFEAND WHATEVER THAT PERSON
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AND WHATEVER THAT PERSONIS STRIVING TOWARDS, TO
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IS STRIVING TOWARDS, TOGIVE IT TO THEM IN SPADES
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GIVE IT TO THEM IN SPADESFULL AND JUST BLESS 'EM
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FULL AND JUST BLESS 'EMBIG AND IN THAT WAY, IT
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BIG AND IN THAT WAY, ITSORT OF REDIRECTS ALL OF
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SORT OF REDIRECTS ALL OFTHAT NEGATIVE ENERGY INTO
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THAT NEGATIVE ENERGY INTOSOMETHING THEN THAT THE
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SOMETHING THEN THAT THELORD CAN BE USED BY THE
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LORD CAN BE USED BY THELORD TO BE A BLESSING TO
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LORD TO BE A BLESSING TOTHAT PERSON.
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THAT PERSON.AND IT HELPS ME REORIENT
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AND IT HELPS ME REORIENTMY PERSPECTIVE AT THE
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MY PERSPECTIVE AT THEEXACT SAME TIME.
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EXACT SAME TIME.I APPRECIATE YOU
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I APPRECIATE YOUACKNOWLEDGING THAT WE ALL
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ACKNOWLEDGING THAT WE ALLHAVE A TENDENCY TO PUT
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HAVE A TENDENCY TO PUTOTHER PEOPLE UP ON
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OTHER PEOPLE UP ONPEDESTALS.
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PEDESTALS.PEOPLE HAVE A TENDENCY TO
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PEOPLE HAVE A TENDENCY TODO IT TO US BECAUSE THEY
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DO IT TO US BECAUSE THEYARE SEEING US ON A SCREEN
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ARE SEEING US ON A SCREENSO IT WILL HAPPEN TO US.
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SO IT WILL HAPPEN TO US.WHEN WE SEE PEOPLE ON A
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WHEN WE SEE PEOPLE ON ASCREEN OR AT A DISTANCE WE DO
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SCREEN OR AT A DISTANCE WE DOIT TO THEM.
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IT TO THEM.AND REALLY, WE JUST NEED
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AND REALLY, WE JUST NEEDTO ASK EACH OTHER, JUST,
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TO ASK EACH OTHER, JUST,HERE, HOLD MY PURSE WHILE
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HERE, HOLD MY PURSE WHILEI CLIMB DOWN OFF THAT
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I CLIMB DOWN OFF THATPEDESTAL AND YOU SEE MY
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PEDESTAL AND YOU SEE MYLIFE IS JUST AS REAL AS
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LIFE IS JUST AS REAL ASYOURS.
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YOURS.AND SO EVERY TIME WE FEEL
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AND SO EVERY TIME WE FEELTHAT WE HAVE TO REMIND
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THAT WE HAVE TO REMINDOURSELVES THAT THEY'RE
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OURSELVES THAT THEY'REHUMAN JUST LIKE US.
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HUMAN JUST LIKE US.SO LET'S BLESS 'EM AND ASK
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SO LET'S BLESS 'EM AND ASKGOD'S FAVOR TO BE ON 'EM
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GOD'S FAVOR TO BE ON 'EMAND SORT OF TRANSLATE SOME
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AND SORT OF TRANSLATE SOMEOF THAT NEGATIVE ENVIOUS
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OF THAT NEGATIVE ENVIOUSENERGY INTO SOMETHING THAT
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ENERGY INTO SOMETHING THATCAN BE USED BY THE
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CAN BE USED BY THEHOLY SPIRIT TO BE A
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HOLY SPIRIT TO BE ABLESSING TO THOSE PEOPLE.
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BLESSING TO THOSE PEOPLE.THAT HELPS ME.
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THAT HELPS ME.- NATALIE: PRISCILLA, YOU
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- NATALIE: PRISCILLA, YOUARE MORE MATURE THAN I AM.
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ARE MORE MATURE THAN I AM.BECAUSE I WANT TO BE ABLE
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BECAUSE I WANT TO BE ABLETO PRAY THOSE THINGS.
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TO PRAY THOSE THINGS.I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SAY
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I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SAYBLESS THEM BIG AND
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BLESS THEM BIG ANDINCREASE THEIR TERRITORY
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INCREASE THEIR TERRITORYBUT I'M TOO BUSY GOING,
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BUT I'M TOO BUSY GOING,PLEASE STOP BLESSING THEM.
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PLEASE STOP BLESSING THEM.PLEASE, PLEASE STOP
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PLEASE, PLEASE STOPBLESSING THEM.
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BLESSING THEM.(LAUGHTER)
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(LAUGHTER)- PRISCILLA: I HAVE TO
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- PRISCILLA: I HAVE TOMAKE MYSELF DO IT,
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MAKE MYSELF DO IT,NATALIE.
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NATALIE.NOW, TO BE CLEAR, NATALIE,
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NOW, TO BE CLEAR, NATALIE,I HAVE TO MAKE MYSELF DO
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I HAVE TO MAKE MYSELF DOIT.
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IT.(LAUGHTER)
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(LAUGHTER)- NATALIE: OH, MY
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- NATALIE: OH, MYGOODNESS, RIGHT?
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GOODNESS, RIGHT?AND IT'S SO SO HARD AND
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AND IT'S SO SO HARD ANDSOME DAYS IT'S EASIER TO
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SOME DAYS IT'S EASIER TODO THAT THAN OTHERS.
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DO THAT THAN OTHERS.AND IF I'M HONEST, I THINK
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AND IF I'M HONEST, I THINKTHAT MY STRUGGLE-- LISTEN,
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THAT MY STRUGGLE-- LISTEN,WE ALL STRUGGLE WITH THIS
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WE ALL STRUGGLE WITH THISIN DIFFERENT WAYS AND SOME
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IN DIFFERENT WAYS AND SOMEPEOPLE STRUGGLE WITH IT ON
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PEOPLE STRUGGLE WITH IT ONINSTAGRAM.
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INSTAGRAM.THEY ARE LOOKING AT
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THEY ARE LOOKING ATSOMEBODY ELSE'S LIFE AND
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SOMEBODY ELSE'S LIFE ANDTHAT'S NOT AS MUCH MY
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THAT'S NOT AS MUCH MYSTRUGGLE BECAUSE I LOVE
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STRUGGLE BECAUSE I LOVETHE UNFOLLOW BUTTON.
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THE UNFOLLOW BUTTON.I CLICK UNFOLLOW AND THEN
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I CLICK UNFOLLOW AND THENI DON'T HAVE TO SEE IT
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I DON'T HAVE TO SEE ITANYMORE.
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ANYMORE.BUT, FOR ME, IT'S MORE OF
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BUT, FOR ME, IT'S MORE OFA STRUGGLE WHEN I BECOME A
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A STRUGGLE WHEN I BECOME ALITTLE BIT SELF-RIGHTEOUS
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LITTLE BIT SELF-RIGHTEOUSLIKE, WHY IS THAT PERSON
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LIKE, WHY IS THAT PERSONSUCCEEDING?
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SUCCEEDING?I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT
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I DON'T UNDERSTAND ITBECAUSE I KNOW SOME OF THE
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BECAUSE I KNOW SOME OF THEREAL STUFF OF THEIR LIFE
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REAL STUFF OF THEIR LIFEAND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY
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AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHYGOD SEEMS TO BE BLESSING
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GOD SEEMS TO BE BLESSINGTHEM WHEN THEY REALLY
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THEM WHEN THEY REALLYDON'T DESERVE THAT
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DON'T DESERVE THATBLESSING.
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BLESSING.BECAUSE, DID YOU KNOW--
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BECAUSE, DID YOU KNOW--AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN
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AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDENYOU EVEN FIND YOURSELF IN
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YOU EVEN FIND YOURSELF INCONVERSATIONS THAT ARE
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CONVERSATIONS THAT AREABSOLUTELY FULL OF GOSSIP
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ABSOLUTELY FULL OF GOSSIPBUT YOU DO IT IN THIS
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BUT YOU DO IT IN THISSUPER SHINY SPIRITUAL WAY,
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SUPER SHINY SPIRITUAL WAY,AT LEAST I DO, I'M LIKE, I
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AT LEAST I DO, I'M LIKE, IREALLY FEEL LIKE WE NEED
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REALLY FEEL LIKE WE NEEDTO PRAY FOR HER, TALK
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TO PRAY FOR HER, TALKABOUT PRAYING FOR SOMEONE,
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ABOUT PRAYING FOR SOMEONE,THAT'S WHEN IT COMES OUT
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THAT'S WHEN IT COMES OUTWITH ME IS, LIKE YOU SAY,
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WITH ME IS, LIKE YOU SAY,YOU ARE PRAYING FOR
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YOU ARE PRAYING FORSOMEBODY BUT IT IS REALLY
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SOMEBODY BUT IT IS REALLYVEILED GOSSIP.
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VEILED GOSSIP.AND SO, I GET SO CONVICTED
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AND SO, I GET SO CONVICTEDWHEN I HAVE THIS
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WHEN I HAVE THISCONVERSATION, BECAUSE I'M
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CONVERSATION, BECAUSE I'MLIKE, OH, NO, I DO THAT.
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LIKE, OH, NO, I DO THAT.I SO DO THAT.
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I SO DO THAT.AND IT'S FUNNY, BECAUSE
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AND IT'S FUNNY, BECAUSEJUST THE OTHER WEEK I WAS
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JUST THE OTHER WEEK I WASON A ZOOM CALL ON THIS
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ON A ZOOM CALL ON THISMUSIC BLOG.
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MUSIC BLOG.I GET ON THE ZOOM CALL AND
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I GET ON THE ZOOM CALL ANDTHIS GUY NAME CLIVE DAVIS
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THIS GUY NAME CLIVE DAVISWAS ON THE ZOOM.
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WAS ON THE ZOOM.NOW, IF YOU ARE NOT IN
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NOW, IF YOU ARE NOT INMUSIC, THAT NAME MIGHT
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MUSIC, THAT NAME MIGHTMEAN NOTHING TO YOU.
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MEAN NOTHING TO YOU.BUT, IF YOU ARE IN MUSIC,
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BUT, IF YOU ARE IN MUSIC,CLIVE DAVIS IS LIKE, I GOT
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CLIVE DAVIS IS LIKE, I GOTON THE CALL AND, LIKE,
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ON THE CALL AND, LIKE,FELL OFF MY CHAIR.
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FELL OFF MY CHAIR.BUT, HE SAID SOMETHING I
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BUT, HE SAID SOMETHING IWAS LIKE, THIS MAN DOES
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WAS LIKE, THIS MAN DOESNOT EVEN KNOW THAT HE'S
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NOT EVEN KNOW THAT HE'SPREACHING RIGHT NOW, BUT
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PREACHING RIGHT NOW, BUTHE'S PREACHING.
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HE'S PREACHING.HE SAID THIS STATEMENT.
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HE SAID THIS STATEMENT.HE SAID, "WHEN SOMETHING IS
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HE SAID, "WHEN SOMETHING ISSUCCEEDING THAT YOU DON'T
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SUCCEEDING THAT YOU DON'TUNDERSTAND, OR WHEN SOMEONE
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UNDERSTAND, OR WHEN SOMEONEIS SUCCEEDING AND YOU'RE,
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IS SUCCEEDING AND YOU'RE,LIKE, THEY DON'T DESERVE
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LIKE, THEY DON'T DESERVETO SUCCEED, INSTEAD OF
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TO SUCCEED, INSTEAD OFWASTING YOUR ENERGY TRYING
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WASTING YOUR ENERGY TRYINGTO DISCREDIT IT, INSTEAD,
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TO DISCREDIT IT, INSTEAD,TRY TO UNDERSTAND IT."
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TRY TO UNDERSTAND IT."AND I WAS LIKE, OH, MY
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AND I WAS LIKE, OH, MYGOODNESS.
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GOODNESS.SO, FOR ME, WHEN I FIND
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SO, FOR ME, WHEN I FINDMYSELF BEING JEALOUS OF
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MYSELF BEING JEALOUS OFSOMETHING OR ENVIOUS, I'M
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SOMETHING OR ENVIOUS, I'MENVIOUS OF WHAT SOMEBODY HAS
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ENVIOUS OF WHAT SOMEBODY HASOR A SUCCESS THAT THEY HAVE,
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OR A SUCCESS THAT THEY HAVE,INSTEAD OF TRYING TO
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INSTEAD OF TRYING TODISCREDIT IT IN MY MIND OF
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DISCREDIT IT IN MY MIND OFLIKE WHY IS THAT HAPPENING
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LIKE WHY IS THAT HAPPENINGFOR THEM, UNDERSTAND, NOT
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FOR THEM, UNDERSTAND, NOTONLY THAT THE LORD IS THE
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ONLY THAT THE LORD IS THEONE WHO GETS TO DECIDE
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ONE WHO GETS TO DECIDEWHAT'S HAPPENING IN THE
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WHAT'S HAPPENING IN THEBLESSING AND THE SUCCESS,
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BLESSING AND THE SUCCESS,BUT ALSO, TRY TO
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BUT ALSO, TRY TOUNDERSTAND WHY THAT'S
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UNDERSTAND WHY THAT'SCOMING UP IN ME.
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COMING UP IN ME.SO, INSTEAD OF TRYING TO
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SO, INSTEAD OF TRYING TODISCREDIT IT IN THEM,
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DISCREDIT IT IN THEM,BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND THE
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BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND THEROOT OF WHERE THAT'S
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ROOT OF WHERE THAT'SCOMING IN ME.
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COMING IN ME.AND SOME DAYS I DO A
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AND SOME DAYS I DO ALITTLE BIT BETTER AT THAT
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LITTLE BIT BETTER AT THATTHAN OTHERS.
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THAN OTHERS.(LAUGHTER)
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(LAUGHTER)- HOSANNA: I LOVE SO MUCH
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- HOSANNA: I LOVE SO MUCHTHAT YOU SAID THERE'S A
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THAT YOU SAID THERE'S APRACTICAL WAY WE CAN
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PRACTICAL WAY WE CANBATTLE WITH JEALOUSY AND
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BATTLE WITH JEALOUSY ANDCOMPARISON AND ENVY.
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COMPARISON AND ENVY.THERE'S PRACTICAL THINGS WE
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THERE'S PRACTICAL THINGS WECAN DO.
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CAN DO.WE CAN HIT THE UNFOLLOW
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WE CAN HIT THE UNFOLLOWBUTTON.
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BUTTON.WE CAN REASSESS THE PEOPLE
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WE CAN REASSESS THE PEOPLEWE'RE LOOKING AT.
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WE'RE LOOKING AT.SOMETIMES THE INNER VOICE
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SOMETIMES THE INNER VOICEIN US TELLING US YOU ARE
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IN US TELLING US YOU AREDOING SOMETHING STUPID IS
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DOING SOMETHING STUPID ISREALLY THE OUTER VOICE OF
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REALLY THE OUTER VOICE OFYOUR HUSBAND, SAYING,
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YOUR HUSBAND, SAYING,HONEY, I THINK YOU'RE
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HONEY, I THINK YOU'REDOING SOMETHING STUPID.
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DOING SOMETHING STUPID.WE WELCOME BOTH VOICES
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WE WELCOME BOTH VOICESSOME DAYS.
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SOME DAYS.BUT, I THINK THERE'S
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BUT, I THINK THERE'SSOMETHING REALLY POWERFUL
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SOMETHING REALLY POWERFULTO BE SAID ABOUT THE
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TO BE SAID ABOUT THEPRACTICAL WAYS YOU COULD
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PRACTICAL WAYS YOU COULDREASSESS WHO YOU'RE
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REASSESS WHO YOU'RELISTENING TO AND WHO
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LISTENING TO AND WHOYOU'RE BEING INFLUENCED
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YOU'RE BEING INFLUENCEDBY, RIGHT?
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BY, RIGHT?BUT I LOVE WHAT YOU SAID,
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BUT I LOVE WHAT YOU SAID,NATALIE, THERE IS ALSO A
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NATALIE, THERE IS ALSO AHEART THING WE NEED TO
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HEART THING WE NEED TOTALK ABOUT.
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TALK ABOUT.BECAUSE SOCIAL MEDIA DID
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BECAUSE SOCIAL MEDIA DIDNOT CREATE ENVY.
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NOT CREATE ENVY.AND SOCIAL MEDIA DID NOT
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AND SOCIAL MEDIA DID NOTCREATE JEALOUSY AND
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CREATE JEALOUSY ANDCOMPARISON.
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COMPARISON.IF WE ARE BATTLING WITH
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IF WE ARE BATTLING WITHTHIS, EVEN IF SOCIAL MEDIA
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THIS, EVEN IF SOCIAL MEDIAWENT AWAY, WE HUMANS CAN
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WENT AWAY, WE HUMANS CANSTILL FIND A WAY TO MAKE
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STILL FIND A WAY TO MAKEOURSELVES FEEL LESS THAN
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OURSELVES FEEL LESS THANBY FOCUSING ON WHAT OTHER
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BY FOCUSING ON WHAT OTHERPEOPLE HAVE AND COMPARING
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PEOPLE HAVE AND COMPARINGOURSELVES TO THEM.
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OURSELVES TO THEM.SO REALLY, WHAT IS THE
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SO REALLY, WHAT IS THEHEART ISSUE?
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HEART ISSUE?EVEN IF I GOT RID OF
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EVEN IF I GOT RID OFSOCIAL MEDIA, THAT DOES
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SOCIAL MEDIA, THAT DOESNOT MEAN I GOT RID OF
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NOT MEAN I GOT RID OFEVERY SIN IN MY LIFE.
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EVERY SIN IN MY LIFE.SO WHAT IS MY HEART ISSUE?
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SO WHAT IS MY HEART ISSUE?WHAT DO I NEED TO
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WHAT DO I NEED TOSURRENDER BEFORE GOD?
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SURRENDER BEFORE GOD?WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY FOR
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WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY FORHER?
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HER?IS IT BECAUSE HER CAREER
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IS IT BECAUSE HER CAREERIS SO CLOSE TO MINE AND I
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IS SO CLOSE TO MINE AND IFEEL LIKE, AT ONE POINT IN
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FEEL LIKE, AT ONE POINT INLIFE WE WERE AT THE SAME
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LIFE WE WERE AT THE SAMELANE AND NOW I SEE HER
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LANE AND NOW I SEE HERSUCCEEDING ABOVE ME, IS IT
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SUCCEEDING ABOVE ME, IS ITTHAT?
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THAT?THAT WE'RE SO CLOSE TO
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THAT WE'RE SO CLOSE TOEACH OTHER THAT I CAN'T BE
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EACH OTHER THAT I CAN'T BEHAPPY FOR HER?
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HAPPY FOR HER?WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY FOR
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WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY FORTHEM?
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THEM?IS IT BECAUSE WE'RE AROUND
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IS IT BECAUSE WE'RE AROUNDTHE SAME AGE AND EVEN
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THE SAME AGE AND EVENTHOUGH I DON'T EVEN KNOW
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THOUGH I DON'T EVEN KNOWHER THAT SHE HAS A FAMILY
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HER THAT SHE HAS A FAMILYA BIGGER SIZE THAN ME?
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A BIGGER SIZE THAN ME?AND I THOUGHT I'D BE
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AND I THOUGHT I'D BEFURTHER IN THAT JOURNEY
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FURTHER IN THAT JOURNEYTHAN I AM NOW, AND I DON'T
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THAN I AM NOW, AND I DON'TEVEN KNOW HER.
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EVEN KNOW HER.LIKE, WHAT IS THE ISSUE
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LIKE, WHAT IS THE ISSUEAND THE SIN IN MY HEART
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AND THE SIN IN MY HEARTTHAT IS MAKING ME NOT HAPPY
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THAT IS MAKING ME NOT HAPPYFOR ANOTHER CHILD OF GOD?
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FOR ANOTHER CHILD OF GOD?BECAUSE I WONDER THIS.
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BECAUSE I WONDER THIS.I WONDER FOR ANYONE WHO IS
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I WONDER FOR ANYONE WHO ISWATCHING RIGHT NOW WHO IS
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WATCHING RIGHT NOW WHO ISSTRUGGLING WITH COMPARISON
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STRUGGLING WITH COMPARISONAND JEALOUSY AND ENVY IN
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AND JEALOUSY AND ENVY INTHEIR HEART, I WONDER IF
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THEIR HEART, I WONDER IFTHE PEOPLE WE ARE LOOKING
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THE PEOPLE WE ARE LOOKINGAT THAT WE ARE COMPARING
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AT THAT WE ARE COMPARINGOURSELVES TO AND FEELING
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OURSELVES TO AND FEELINGENVIOUS OF AND MEAN
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ENVIOUS OF AND MEANSPIRITED TOWARD,
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SPIRITED TOWARD,I WONDER IF WHAT WE ARE
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I WONDER IF WHAT WE ARESEEING IN THEIR LIVES IS
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SEEING IN THEIR LIVES ISTHE ANSWER TO THEIR PRAYERS
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THE ANSWER TO THEIR PRAYERSCOMING TO FRUITION.
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COMING TO FRUITION.I WONDER IF WHAT WE'RE
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I WONDER IF WHAT WE'REWATCHING IS THE FAVOR OF
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WATCHING IS THE FAVOR OFGOD ON THEIR LIVES.
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GOD ON THEIR LIVES.I WONDER IF WHAT WE'RE
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I WONDER IF WHAT WE'REWATCHING IS THE KIND OF
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WATCHING IS THE KIND OFTHINGS WE PRAY FOR OUR
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THINGS WE PRAY FOR OURFRIENDS TO HAVE,
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FRIENDS TO HAVE,THAT THEIR FRIENDS PRAYED
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THAT THEIR FRIENDS PRAYEDFOR THEM TO HAVE.
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FOR THEM TO HAVE.I WONDER IF WE'RE WATCHING
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I WONDER IF WE'RE WATCHINGYEARS OF OBEDIENCE AND
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YEARS OF OBEDIENCE ANDYEAR OF WALKING THROUGH
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YEAR OF WALKING THROUGHFIRE.
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FIRE.I WONDER IF WE'RE
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I WONDER IF WE'REWATCHING SOMETHING THAT
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WATCHING SOMETHING THATGOD'S BEEN WORKING ON COME
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GOD'S BEEN WORKING ON COMEA MIRACLE THAT WE AT OUR
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A MIRACLE THAT WE AT OURBEST HOPE FOR, TYPICALLY,
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BEST HOPE FOR, TYPICALLY,WE PREACH ON IT.
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WE PREACH ON IT.WE PRAY ON IT FOR OTHERS,
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WE PRAY ON IT FOR OTHERS,WE'RE SEEING GOD DO A
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WE'RE SEEING GOD DO AMIRACLE IN SOMEONE'S LIFE
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MIRACLE IN SOMEONE'S LIFEAND IT COMES UP ON A
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AND IT COMES UP ON ALITTLE SQUARE ON OUR PHONE
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LITTLE SQUARE ON OUR PHONEAND WE THINK, BUT I DON'T
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AND WE THINK, BUT I DON'TLIKE GOD WORKING HIS
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LIKE GOD WORKING HISMIRACLES FOR THEM.
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MIRACLES FOR THEM.I WANT GOD TO DO
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I WANT GOD TO DOMIRACULOUS THINGS AND TO
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MIRACULOUS THINGS AND TOBRING FAVOR AND USE
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BRING FAVOR AND USEPEOPLE, BUT NOT THEM.
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PEOPLE, BUT NOT THEM.SO I THINK IT IS IMPORTANT
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SO I THINK IT IS IMPORTANTTHAT WE DO ALL THE
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THAT WE DO ALL THEPRACTICAL THINGS,
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PRACTICAL THINGS,UNFOLLOW, REASSESS YOUR
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UNFOLLOW, REASSESS YOURHEART.
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HEART.BE HONEST AND ACCOUNTABLE
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BE HONEST AND ACCOUNTABLETO YOUR FRIENDS SO PEOPLE
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TO YOUR FRIENDS SO PEOPLECAN HELP YOU.
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CAN HELP YOU.BUT SOMETIMES IT'S NOT
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BUT SOMETIMES IT'S NOTJUST THESE PRACTICES WE
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JUST THESE PRACTICES WECAN CHECK A BOX FOR.
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CAN CHECK A BOX FOR.SOMETIMES IT'S A HEART
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SOMETIMES IT'S A HEARTISSUE, A SURRENDER ON MY
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ISSUE, A SURRENDER ON MYKNEES I CONFESS, GOD, I
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KNEES I CONFESS, GOD, IHAVE A SIN ISSUE.
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HAVE A SIN ISSUE.HELP ME TO PRAY FOR AND
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HELP ME TO PRAY FOR ANDCHEER ON AND BE EXCITED
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CHEER ON AND BE EXCITEDFOR EVERYTHING YOU'RE
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FOR EVERYTHING YOU'REDOING IN EVERYONE'S LIVES
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DOING IN EVERYONE'S LIVESAND GIVE THEM MORE AND DO
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AND GIVE THEM MORE AND DOMORE.
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MORE.AND GOD, I WANT TO BE A
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AND GOD, I WANT TO BE APART OF IT.
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PART OF IT.GOD, I PRAY THAT YOU WOULD
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GOD, I PRAY THAT YOU WOULDGIVE HER MORE BLESSING.
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GIVE HER MORE BLESSING.YOU KNOW?
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YOU KNOW?WHAT DO YOU THINK,
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WHAT DO YOU THINK,DR. ANITA?
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DR. ANITA?- ANITA: I LOVE THAT YOU
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- ANITA: I LOVE THAT YOUWENT BELOW THE SURFACE
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WENT BELOW THE SURFACEBECAUSE THAT'S WHERE THE
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BECAUSE THAT'S WHERE THEISSUE REALLY IS.
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ISSUE REALLY IS.ENVY IS A FORM OF ANGER.
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ENVY IS A FORM OF ANGER.ANGER IS ONE OF THE BIG
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ANGER IS ONE OF THE BIGTHREE EMOTIONS WE DEAL
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THREE EMOTIONS WE DEALWITH THAT WE DON'T LIKE.
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WITH THAT WE DON'T LIKE.SADNESS, ANGER AND FEAR.
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SADNESS, ANGER AND FEAR.ENVY IS A FORM OF ANGER.
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ENVY IS A FORM OF ANGER.ANGER IS LIKE A SECONDARY
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ANGER IS LIKE A SECONDARYEMOTION.
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EMOTION.IT ARISES TO PROTECT US
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IT ARISES TO PROTECT USFROM SOMETHING THAT WE
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FROM SOMETHING THAT WECONSIDER MORE PAINFUL.
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CONSIDER MORE PAINFUL.AND SO, LIKE YOU SAID,
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AND SO, LIKE YOU SAID,LET'S LOOK FOR THE ROOT OF
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LET'S LOOK FOR THE ROOT OFWHAT'S GOING ON IN OUR
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WHAT'S GOING ON IN OURHEART SO WE CAN GET IN
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HEART SO WE CAN GET INTOUCH WITH THAT.
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TOUCH WITH THAT.AND SOMETIMES THE ROOT IS
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AND SOMETIMES THE ROOT ISFEAR.
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FEAR.WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
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WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID IS OR
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WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID IS ORISN'T RUE ABOUT YOU?
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ISN'T RUE ABOUT YOU?WHILE YOU ARE SEEING THIS
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WHILE YOU ARE SEEING THISOTHER PERSON HAVE
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OTHER PERSON HAVESOMETHING THAT YOU ARE
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SOMETHING THAT YOU ARESTRIVING TO GET.
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STRIVING TO GET.LIKE YOU SAID, MAYBE THEY
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LIKE YOU SAID, MAYBE THEYARE CLOSE TO MY AGE OR
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ARE CLOSE TO MY AGE ORCLOSE TO MY CAREER PATH
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CLOSE TO MY CAREER PATHAND SO ARE YOU HIKING, I'M
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AND SO ARE YOU HIKING, I'MAFRAID THERE ISN'T ROOM
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AFRAID THERE ISN'T ROOMFOR ME?
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FOR ME?BECAUSE WHEN YOU PUT IT IN
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BECAUSE WHEN YOU PUT IT INTHAT KIND OF LANGUAGE, OR
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THAT KIND OF LANGUAGE, ORI'M AFRAID THAT I'VE
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I'M AFRAID THAT I'VEWAITED TO LONG TO GET
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WAITED TO LONG TO GETSTARTED OR I'M AFRAID THAT
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STARTED OR I'M AFRAID THATNO ONE WILL NOTICE MY
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NO ONE WILL NOTICE MYGIFT.
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GIFT.WHEN YOU START SPEAKING
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WHEN YOU START SPEAKINGTHE TRUTH OF YOUR FEARS,
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THE TRUTH OF YOUR FEARS,THEN YOU CAN ALSO GET INTO
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THEN YOU CAN ALSO GET INTOA CONVERSATION WITH GOD.
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A CONVERSATION WITH GOD.BECAUSE NOW THE QUESTION
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BECAUSE NOW THE QUESTIONIS, WHAT DO I BELIEVE THAT
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IS, WHAT DO I BELIEVE THATIS TRIGGERING THIS
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IS TRIGGERING THISEMOTION?
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EMOTION?WELL, IF I BELIEVE THAT MY
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WELL, IF I BELIEVE THAT MYGIFT WILL MAKE ROOM FOR
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GIFT WILL MAKE ROOM FORME, THEN WHY AM I AFRAID
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ME, THEN WHY AM I AFRAIDTHAT THERE'S NO ROOM FOR
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THAT THERE'S NO ROOM FORME?
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ME?YOU REALLY GOT TO GET IN
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YOU REALLY GOT TO GET INIT WITH YOURSELF AND GET
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IT WITH YOURSELF AND GETDOWN TO THIS, WHAT IS IT
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DOWN TO THIS, WHAT IS ITTHAT I BELIEVE?
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THAT I BELIEVE?I DON'T BELIEVE THAT THEY
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I DON'T BELIEVE THAT THEYWILL SEE ME.
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WILL SEE ME.WHY?
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WHY?I BELIEVE I'M OVERLOOKED.
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I BELIEVE I'M OVERLOOKED.WELL, WHY?
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WELL, WHY?BECAUSE I'VE ALWAYS BEEN
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BECAUSE I'VE ALWAYS BEENOVERLOOKED SINCE I WAS A
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OVERLOOKED SINCE I WAS AKID.
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KID.I WAS OVERLOOKED.
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I WAS OVERLOOKED.OKAY, LET'S GO WORK THAT
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OKAY, LET'S GO WORK THATOUT THEN.
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OUT THEN.BECAUSE YOU ARE ECHOING
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BECAUSE YOU ARE ECHOINGMAYBE FROM FIVE YEARS OLD
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MAYBE FROM FIVE YEARS OLDOR TEN YEARS OLD WHEN YOU
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OR TEN YEARS OLD WHEN YOUFIRST FELT OVERLOOKED AND
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FIRST FELT OVERLOOKED ANDIT COMES BACK UP AND NOW
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IT COMES BACK UP AND NOWYOU'RE AN ADULT SO YOU GET
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YOU'RE AN ADULT SO YOU GETANGRY TO PROTECT YOURSELF
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ANGRY TO PROTECT YOURSELFFROM IT.
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FROM IT.SO WE REALLY NEED TO DIG
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SO WE REALLY NEED TO DIGDOWN, WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID
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DOWN, WHAT ARE YOU AFRAIDOF?
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OF?WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID IS
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WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID ISTRUE ABOUT YOU?
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TRUE ABOUT YOU?WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID IS NOT
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WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID IS NOTTRUE ABOUT YOU?
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TRUE ABOUT YOU?AM I AFRAID THAT I DON'T
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AM I AFRAID THAT I DON'THAVE THE CAPACITY TO LAST
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HAVE THE CAPACITY TO LASTIN THIS SPACE?
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IN THIS SPACE?THAT I WAS JUST A ONE-OFF.
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THAT I WAS JUST A ONE-OFF.IT WAS LUCK.
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IT WAS LUCK.BUT I'M NOT REALLY GIFTED.
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BUT I'M NOT REALLY GIFTED.I'M NOT REALLY GOOD.
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I'M NOT REALLY GOOD.WHAT ARE YOU REALLY SAYING
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WHAT ARE YOU REALLY SAYINGABOUT YOURSELF?
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ABOUT YOURSELF?AND THEN, LET'S GET INTO A
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AND THEN, LET'S GET INTO ACONVERSATION ABOUT WHERE
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CONVERSATION ABOUT WHERETHOSE BELIEFS COME FROM.
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THOSE BELIEFS COME FROM.HOW LONG THEY'VE BEEN
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HOW LONG THEY'VE BEENECHOING THROUGH YOUR LIFE,
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ECHOING THROUGH YOUR LIFE,HOW THEY'RE INCONSISTENT
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HOW THEY'RE INCONSISTENTWITH WHAT THE WORD OF GOD
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WITH WHAT THE WORD OF GODSAYS ABOUT WHAT GOD SAYS
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SAYS ABOUT WHAT GOD SAYSABOUT ME?
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ABOUT ME?AND THEN, DO I NEED SOME HELP?
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AND THEN, DO I NEED SOME HELP?DO I NEED TO TALK TO MY
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DO I NEED TO TALK TO MYMINISTER TO GET A LITTLE
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MINISTER TO GET A LITTLEHELP ABOUT WHAT THE WORD
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HELP ABOUT WHAT THE WORDSAYS?
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SAYS?IS IT TIME FOR ME TO HIT
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IS IT TIME FOR ME TO HITTHE THERAPY SOFA
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THE THERAPY SOFASO WE CAN WORK OUT THAT
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SO WE CAN WORK OUT THATOLD STUFF SO IT CAN STOP
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OLD STUFF SO IT CAN STOPBEING A LIMP IN MY LIFE?
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BEING A LIMP IN MY LIFE?BECAUSE I'M TIRED OF LIMPING.
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BECAUSE I'M TIRED OF LIMPING.ENVY WILL REVEAL THE LIMP
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ENVY WILL REVEAL THE LIMPFOR SURE.
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FOR SURE.AND SO, BEFORE YOU RUSH TO
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AND SO, BEFORE YOU RUSH TOTRANSFORMING IT, YOU GOT
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TRANSFORMING IT, YOU GOTTO KNOW WHAT IT IS YOU ARE
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TO KNOW WHAT IT IS YOU ARETRANSFORMING, AND WHERE DO
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TRANSFORMING, AND WHERE DOYOU WANT TO GET FROM HERE?
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YOU WANT TO GET FROM HERE?WHAT'S THE NEXT STEP AFTER
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WHAT'S THE NEXT STEP AFTERTHIS?
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THIS?- LAURIE: WOW!
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- LAURIE: WOW!THE SUBJECT OF ENVY HAS
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THE SUBJECT OF ENVY HASBEEN FROM TIME BEGINNING.
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BEEN FROM TIME BEGINNING.CANE AND ABEL.
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CANE AND ABEL.THERE WAS JACOB AND ESAU.
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THERE WAS JACOB AND ESAU.THERE WAS RACHEL AND LEAH.
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THERE WAS RACHEL AND LEAH.IT'S BEEN A PROBLEM FOR
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IT'S BEEN A PROBLEM FORFOREVER.
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FOREVER.BUT THE BIBLE TALKS ABOUT
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BUT THE BIBLE TALKS ABOUTHOW TOXIC THAT IS TO YOUR
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HOW TOXIC THAT IS TO YOURSPIRIT.
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SPIRIT.IT SAYS THAT IF IT'S LEFT
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IT SAYS THAT IF IT'S LEFTTO GROW IN ONE HEART--
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TO GROW IN ONE HEART--THE BIBLE SAYS, "IT WILL LEAD
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THE BIBLE SAYS, "IT WILL LEADTO SPIRITUAL, EMOTIONAL
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TO SPIRITUAL, EMOTIONALAND PHYSICAL DEATH,
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AND PHYSICAL DEATH,A HEART OF PEACE GIVES LIFE
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A HEART OF PEACE GIVES LIFETO THE BODY, BUT ENVY ROTS
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TO THE BODY, BUT ENVY ROTSTHE BONES."
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THE BONES."AND I LOVE THIS
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AND I LOVE THISTRANSLATION IN THE NEW LIVING.
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TRANSLATION IN THE NEW LIVING."IT'S LIKE CANCER IN THE
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"IT'S LIKE CANCER IN THEBONES."
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BONES."AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER
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AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHERSCRIPTURE.
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SCRIPTURE.IT SAYS, "BUT IF YOU HARBOR
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IT SAYS, "BUT IF YOU HARBORBITTER ENVY AND SELFISH
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BITTER ENVY AND SELFISHAMBITION IN YOUR HEARTS,
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AMBITION IN YOUR HEARTS,DO NOT BOAST ABOUT IT
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DO NOT BOAST ABOUT ITOR DENY THE TRUTH.
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OR DENY THE TRUTH.SUCH WISDOM DOES NOT COME
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SUCH WISDOM DOES NOT COMEDOWN FROM HEAVEN, BUT IT'S
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DOWN FROM HEAVEN, BUT IT'SEARTHLY UNSPIRITUAL AND
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EARTHLY UNSPIRITUAL ANDDEMONIC.
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DEMONIC.FOR WHERE YOU HAVE ENVY
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FOR WHERE YOU HAVE ENVYAND SELFISH AMBITION,
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AND SELFISH AMBITION,THERE YOU WILL FIND
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THERE YOU WILL FINDDISORDER AND EVERY EVIL
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DISORDER AND EVERY EVILPRACTICE."
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PRACTICE."SO, PRISCILLA, THE BIBLE
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SO, PRISCILLA, THE BIBLEDOESN'T REALLY MESS AROUND
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DOESN'T REALLY MESS AROUNDWITH ENVYING.
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WITH ENVYING.AND THAT'S ONE OF THE TEN
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AND THAT'S ONE OF THE TENCOMMANDMENTS THAT WE'RE
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COMMANDMENTS THAT WE'RENOT SUPPOSED TO DO.
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NOT SUPPOSED TO DO.BECAUSE IT DESTROYS OUR
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BECAUSE IT DESTROYS OURSPIRIT.
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SPIRIT.AND TO NOT BE CONTENT WITH
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AND TO NOT BE CONTENT WITHTHE WAY GOD MADE YOU OR
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THE WAY GOD MADE YOU ORWHERE YOU ARE IN LIFE,
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WHERE YOU ARE IN LIFE,AND BEING THAT DISCONTENTMENT.
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AND BEING THAT DISCONTENTMENT.I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT
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I'M NOT TALKING ABOUTDISSATISFACTION MAYBE WHERE
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DISSATISFACTION MAYBE WHEREYOU ARE.
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YOU ARE.MAYBE DISSATISFACTION A
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MAYBE DISSATISFACTION ALOT OF TIMES IS A BLESSING
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LOT OF TIMES IS A BLESSINGTO US.
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TO US.I'M DISSATISFIED THAT I'M
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I'M DISSATISFIED THAT I'MLIVING LIKE I AM TODAY.
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LIVING LIKE I AM TODAY.I NEED SOMETHING BETTER.
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I NEED SOMETHING BETTER.SO THERE IS A DIFFERENCE
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SO THERE IS A DIFFERENCEBETWEEN SPIRITUAL, I GUESS
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BETWEEN SPIRITUAL, I GUESSIT IS SPIRITUAL AND
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IT IS SPIRITUAL ANDUNSPIRITUAL, WANTING TO
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UNSPIRITUAL, WANTING TOMAKE THINGS BETTER.
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MAKE THINGS BETTER.WANTING TO PROGRESS IN
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WANTING TO PROGRESS INYOUR SPIRITUAL LIFE.
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YOUR SPIRITUAL LIFE.HELP US WITH THAT TO KNOW
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HELP US WITH THAT TO KNOWTHE DIFFERENCE.
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THE DIFFERENCE.BECAUSE SOMETIMES YOU SEE
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BECAUSE SOMETIMES YOU SEEPEOPLE-- LIKE YOU,
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PEOPLE-- LIKE YOU,PRISCILLA, YOU'RE AMAZING.
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PRISCILLA, YOU'RE AMAZING.YOU'RE SUCH AN AMAZING
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YOU'RE SUCH AN AMAZINGGIFTED SPEAKER.
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GIFTED SPEAKER.A LOT OF PEOPLE COULD LOOK
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A LOT OF PEOPLE COULD LOOKAT YOU AND SAY, YOU KNOW,
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AT YOU AND SAY, YOU KNOW,SHE'S GOT SOMETHING THAT I
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SHE'S GOT SOMETHING THAT IDON'T HAVE AND I THINK
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DON'T HAVE AND I THINKENVY A LOT OF TIMES IS IF
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ENVY A LOT OF TIMES IS IFI CAN'T HAVE IT THEN YOU
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I CAN'T HAVE IT THEN YOUSHOULDN'T HAVE IT EITHER.
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SHOULDN'T HAVE IT EITHER.- PRISCILLA: YEAH, IT EATS
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- PRISCILLA: YEAH, IT EATSAWAY AT US TO WHERE,
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AWAY AT US TO WHERE,LIKE DR. ANITA SAID
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LIKE DR. ANITA SAIDWE'VE GOT THIS LIMP.
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WE'VE GOT THIS LIMP.NOW WE'RE WALKING ALONG
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NOW WE'RE WALKING ALONGWITH THIS HANDICAP.
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WITH THIS HANDICAP.WE'RE SO CONSUMED NOW WITH
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WE'RE SO CONSUMED NOW WITHCONCENTRATING WITH WHAT
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CONCENTRATING WITH WHATTHE OTHER PERSON IS DOING
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THE OTHER PERSON IS DOINGOR ISN'T DOING OR HOW THEY
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OR ISN'T DOING OR HOW THEYARE EXCELLING OR THE WAY
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ARE EXCELLING OR THE WAYTHEY ARE EXCELLING.
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THEY ARE EXCELLING.THAT NOW ALL OF THAT
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THAT NOW ALL OF THATATTENTION IS FOCUSED IN A
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ATTENTION IS FOCUSED IN AWAY THAT ACTUALLY IS
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WAY THAT ACTUALLY ISLEAVING US LACKING.
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LEAVING US LACKING.SO THE TIME, THE ENERGY,
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SO THE TIME, THE ENERGY,THE EFFORT, WHAT WE'RE
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THE EFFORT, WHAT WE'RESUPPOSED TO BE DOING TO
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SUPPOSED TO BE DOING TOHONE OUR OWN CRAFT, TO
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HONE OUR OWN CRAFT, TODEVOTE TO OUR OWN
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DEVOTE TO OUR OWNRELATIONSHIP WITH THE LORD
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RELATIONSHIP WITH THE LORDOR THE MINISTRY THAT HE
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OR THE MINISTRY THAT HEHAS ENTRUSTED TO US.
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HAS ENTRUSTED TO US.WE DON'T EVEN HAVE THE
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WE DON'T EVEN HAVE THERESERVES FOR THAT ANYMORE.
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RESERVES FOR THAT ANYMORE.BECAUSE WE ARE NOW
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BECAUSE WE ARE NOWHANDICAPPED BY HOW MUCH
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HANDICAPPED BY HOW MUCHTIME AND ATTENTION WE ARE
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TIME AND ATTENTION WE ARESPENDING FOCUSED OUTWARD
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SPENDING FOCUSED OUTWARDON ANOTHER INDIVIDUAL.
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ON ANOTHER INDIVIDUAL.I WAS THINKING ABOUT HOW
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I WAS THINKING ABOUT HOWWHEN I SEE THIS POP UP IN
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WHEN I SEE THIS POP UP INMY LIFE, MOST OF THE TIME
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MY LIFE, MOST OF THE TIMEIT IS A CLUE TO ME THAT MY
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IT IS A CLUE TO ME THAT MYWORLD HAS GOTTEN WAY TOO
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WORLD HAS GOTTEN WAY TOOSMALL AND NARROW.
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SMALL AND NARROW.THAT I'M NOW SO IN THIS
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THAT I'M NOW SO IN THISLITTLE BUBBLE WHERE I'M
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LITTLE BUBBLE WHERE I'MJUST LOOKING AT THE PEOPLE
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JUST LOOKING AT THE PEOPLETHAT ARE IN THIS LITTLE
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THAT ARE IN THIS LITTLEBUBBLE.
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BUBBLE.AND THE THING IS, WHEN
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AND THE THING IS, WHENYOU'RE IN THAT MOMENT OF
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YOU'RE IN THAT MOMENT OFFEELING ENVIOUS, THAT
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FEELING ENVIOUS, THATBUBBLE WILL FEEL LIKE THE
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BUBBLE WILL FEEL LIKE THEWHOLE WORLD.
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WHOLE WORLD.IT FEELS LIKE THE PEOPLE
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IT FEELS LIKE THE PEOPLEYOU FOLLOW ON TWITTER ARE
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YOU FOLLOW ON TWITTER ARETHE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD OR
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THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD ORTHE PEOPLE THAT ARE IN
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THE PEOPLE THAT ARE INYOUR INDUSTRY OR THE
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YOUR INDUSTRY OR THEPEOPLE THAT DO THIS KIND
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PEOPLE THAT DO THIS KINDOF THING YOU DO THAT YOU
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OF THING YOU DO THAT YOUFOLLOW AND YOU ARE IN
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FOLLOW AND YOU ARE INCONNECTION WITH, IT FEELS
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CONNECTION WITH, IT FEELSLIKE THE WHOLE ENTIRE
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LIKE THE WHOLE ENTIREWORLD.
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WORLD.SO AS SOON AS I START TO
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SO AS SOON AS I START TOFEEL ENVIOUS AND I'M
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FEEL ENVIOUS AND I'MOUTWARD FOCUSED AND
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OUTWARD FOCUSED ANDPICKING APART AND BEING
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PICKING APART AND BEINGCRITICAL OF WHAT EVERYBODY
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CRITICAL OF WHAT EVERYBODYELSE IS DOING, THAT'S THE
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ELSE IS DOING, THAT'S THEFIRST SIGN THAT I HAVE
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FIRST SIGN THAT I HAVEBECOME NARROW, RIGID, THAT
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BECOME NARROW, RIGID, THATMY WORLD HAS GOTTEN TOO
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MY WORLD HAS GOTTEN TOOSMALL.
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SMALL.I BEGIN TO ASK THE LORD TO
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I BEGIN TO ASK THE LORD TOBROADEN MY PERSPECTIVE.
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BROADEN MY PERSPECTIVE.TO BROADEN MY VIEW OF WHAT
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TO BROADEN MY VIEW OF WHATHE'S DOING THAT IS SO WAY
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HE'S DOING THAT IS SO WAYPAST MY LITTLE PART IN THE
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PAST MY LITTLE PART IN THEKINGDOM.
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KINGDOM.HE HAS STUFF GOING ON IN
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HE HAS STUFF GOING ON INOTHER COUNTRIES AND ON
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OTHER COUNTRIES AND ONOTHER CONTINENTS THAT HAVE
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OTHER CONTINENTS THAT HAVENEVER HEARD MY NAME.
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NEVER HEARD MY NAME.THAT HAVE NEVER HEARD OUR
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THAT HAVE NEVER HEARD OURNAME THAT HAVE MAYBE NEVER
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NAME THAT HAVE MAYBE NEVERYET EVEN SEEN THIS
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YET EVEN SEEN THISPROGRAM.
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PROGRAM.HE'S DOING STUFF SO BEYOND
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HE'S DOING STUFF SO BEYONDOUR LITTLE PART THAT IF
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OUR LITTLE PART THAT IFI'M SO CONSUMED WITH MY
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I'M SO CONSUMED WITH MYPART AND HOW IT CONNECTS
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PART AND HOW IT CONNECTSWITH OTHER PEOPLE AND WHAT
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WITH OTHER PEOPLE AND WHATTHEY ARE OR ARE NOT DOING,
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THEY ARE OR ARE NOT DOING,WHAT IT MEANS IS I LOST MY
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WHAT IT MEANS IS I LOST MYVIEW OF THE GREAT, GRAND
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VIEW OF THE GREAT, GRANDBIG BEAUTIFUL SCOPE OF THE
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BIG BEAUTIFUL SCOPE OF THEPOWER OF OUR GREAT GOD.
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POWER OF OUR GREAT GOD.- NATALIE: WE HEAR SO
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- NATALIE: WE HEAR SOOFTEN ABOUT HOW-- LIFE IS
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OFTEN ABOUT HOW-- LIFE ISCOMPARED TO A RACE.
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COMPARED TO A RACE.THAT WE ARE RUNNING A RACE
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THAT WE ARE RUNNING A RACEAND WE ARE RUNNING IN OUR
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AND WE ARE RUNNING IN OURLANE AND I THINK SO OFTEN,
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LANE AND I THINK SO OFTEN,WE THINK ABOUT LOOKING AT
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WE THINK ABOUT LOOKING ATSOMEBODY ELSE'S LANE AND
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SOMEBODY ELSE'S LANE ANDWHAT THEY'RE RUNNING.
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WHAT THEY'RE RUNNING.IF YOU CAN'T STAY FOCUSED
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IF YOU CAN'T STAY FOCUSEDON THE RACE THAT YOU'RE
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ON THE RACE THAT YOU'RERUNNING AND THE WAY GOD
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RUNNING AND THE WAY GODHAS CALLED AND CREATED YOU
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HAS CALLED AND CREATED YOUTO RUN IT, YOU'RE NEVER
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TO RUN IT, YOU'RE NEVERGOING TO FULLY RUN THAT
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GOING TO FULLY RUN THATRACE WITH THE POWER AND
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RACE WITH THE POWER ANDTHE STRENGTH HE EQUIPPED
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THE STRENGTH HE EQUIPPEDYOU TO RUN.
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YOU TO RUN.I FEEL LIKE I JUST HAD A
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I FEEL LIKE I JUST HAD AREAL LIFE EXAMPLE OF THIS,
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REAL LIFE EXAMPLE OF THIS,LITERALLY, JUST THE
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LITERALLY, JUST THEOTHER WEEK.
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OTHER WEEK.BECAUSE ONE OF MY
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BECAUSE ONE OF MYDAUGHTERS IS IN CROSS
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DAUGHTERS IS IN CROSSCOUNTRY AND SHE HAS A
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COUNTRY AND SHE HAS AFRIEND WHO'S JUST
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FRIEND WHO'S JUSTCONSUMED WITH HOW FAST MY
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CONSUMED WITH HOW FAST MYDAUGHTER IS RUNNING.
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DAUGHTER IS RUNNING.AND I WATCHED IT PLAY OUT
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AND I WATCHED IT PLAY OUTIN REAL TIME.
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IN REAL TIME.IT HAPPENED IN PRACTICE.
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IT HAPPENED IN PRACTICE.SHE WOULD SAY LITTLE THINGS
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SHE WOULD SAY LITTLE THINGSTO TRY TO DISCOURAGE--
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TO TRY TO DISCOURAGE--MY DAUGHTER'S NAME IS BELLA.
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MY DAUGHTER'S NAME IS BELLA.SHE TRIED TO DISCOURAGE
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SHE TRIED TO DISCOURAGEBELLA LIKE, YOU KNOW,
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BELLA LIKE, YOU KNOW,DON'T DO THIS.
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DON'T DO THIS.OR YOU'RE NOT DOING THIS
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OR YOU'RE NOT DOING THISRIGHT.
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RIGHT.WELL, IN THE RACE, I
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WELL, IN THE RACE, IWATCHED THIS SWEET GIRL
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WATCHED THIS SWEET GIRLAND SHE WAS SO CONSUMED
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AND SHE WAS SO CONSUMEDWITH LOOKING BACK AND
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WITH LOOKING BACK ANDLOOKING OVER HER SHOULDER
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LOOKING OVER HER SHOULDERTO SEE WHERE BELLA WAS AND
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TO SEE WHERE BELLA WAS ANDHOW BELLA WAS RUNNING THAT
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HOW BELLA WAS RUNNING THATSHE ENDED UP RUNNING KIND
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SHE ENDED UP RUNNING KINDOF SIDEWAYS BECAUSE SHE
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OF SIDEWAYS BECAUSE SHECOULDN'T KEEP HER BALANCE.
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COULDN'T KEEP HER BALANCE.SHE COULDN'T KEEP
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SHE COULDN'T KEEPSTRAIGHT.
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STRAIGHT.BECAUSE SHE WAS SO
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BECAUSE SHE WAS SOCONSUMED WITH WHAT
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CONSUMED WITH WHATSOMEBODY ELSE WAS DOING
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SOMEBODY ELSE WAS DOINGAND ARE THEY GOING TO BEAT
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AND ARE THEY GOING TO BEATME AND ARE THEY GOING TO
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ME AND ARE THEY GOING TOCATCH ME?
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CATCH ME?AND, GUESS WHAT, I WATCHED
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AND, GUESS WHAT, I WATCHEDBELLA AND SHE JUST HAD HER
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BELLA AND SHE JUST HAD HEREYE ON THE PRIZE.
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EYE ON THE PRIZE.SHE KEPT HER FOCUS
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SHE KEPT HER FOCUSSTRAIGHT AHEAD.
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STRAIGHT AHEAD.SHE NEVER LOOKED TO THE
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SHE NEVER LOOKED TO THERIGHT OR TO THE LEFT.
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RIGHT OR TO THE LEFT.SHE JUST KEPT RUNNING AND
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SHE JUST KEPT RUNNING ANDALL OF A SUDDEN SHE PASSED
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ALL OF A SUDDEN SHE PASSEDHER AND KEPT RUNNING
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HER AND KEPT RUNNINGACROSS THAT FINISH LINE.
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ACROSS THAT FINISH LINE.AND IT WASN'T ABOUT
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AND IT WASN'T ABOUTWINNING OR LOSING.
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WINNING OR LOSING.IT WAS ABOUT RUNNING HER
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IT WAS ABOUT RUNNING HERRACE TO THE BEST OF HER
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RACE TO THE BEST OF HERABILITY AND KEEPING HER
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ABILITY AND KEEPING HERFOCUS FORWARD.
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FOCUS FORWARD.AND I FEEL LIKE, I EVEN
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AND I FEEL LIKE, I EVENLEARNED A LESSON THAT DAY
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LEARNED A LESSON THAT DAYFROM MY DAUGHTER, SAYING,
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FROM MY DAUGHTER, SAYING,WOW!
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WOW!I TOO OFTEN AM LOOKING
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I TOO OFTEN AM LOOKINGOVER HERE OR LOOKING OVER
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OVER HERE OR LOOKING OVERHERE AND I'M DISTRACTED BY
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HERE AND I'M DISTRACTED BYSO MANY THINGS THAT TAKE
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SO MANY THINGS THAT TAKEME OUT OF MY LANE OF
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ME OUT OF MY LANE OFRUNNING WITH THE STRENGTH
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RUNNING WITH THE STRENGTHAND THE POWER THAT HE
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AND THE POWER THAT HEACTUALLY EQUIPPED ME WITH
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ACTUALLY EQUIPPED ME WITHTHAT HE'S PUT INSIDE OF ME
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THAT HE'S PUT INSIDE OF METO BE ABLE TO RUN MY RACE.
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TO BE ABLE TO RUN MY RACE.RIGHT?
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RIGHT?I FEEL LIKE THAT
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I FEEL LIKE THATDISTRACTION SOMETIMES IS
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DISTRACTION SOMETIMES ISWHAT MAKES US GET A LITTLE
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WHAT MAKES US GET A LITTLEBIT COCKEYED.
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BIT COCKEYED.WE GET A LITTLE OFF COURSE
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WE GET A LITTLE OFF COURSEBECAUSE WE START RUNNING A
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BECAUSE WE START RUNNING ALITTLE BIT SIDEWAYS.
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LITTLE BIT SIDEWAYS.- HOSANNA: I LOVE THAT.
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- HOSANNA: I LOVE THAT.I'M REMINDED OF NEHEMIAH.
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I'M REMINDED OF NEHEMIAH.AND THE LIFE OF NEHEMIAH
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AND THE LIFE OF NEHEMIAHHOW HE HAD A VISION TO
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HOW HE HAD A VISION TOREBUILD THE WALLS OF
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REBUILD THE WALLS OFJERUSALEM, THE BROKEN DOWN
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JERUSALEM, THE BROKEN DOWNWALLS OF JERUSALEM AND HOW
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WALLS OF JERUSALEM AND HOWTHE WAY THEY WERE ABLE TO
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THE WAY THEY WERE ABLE TOREBUILD THE WALLS OF THE
00:22:42.584 --> 00:22:43.852
REBUILD THE WALLS OF THECITY IS THAT EVERYONE
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CITY IS THAT EVERYONEBUILT IN FRONT OF THEIR
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BUILT IN FRONT OF THEIROWN HOUSE.
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OWN HOUSE.EVERYONE BUILT FROM THE
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EVERYONE BUILT FROM THEGROUND UP WHAT WAS RIGHT
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GROUND UP WHAT WAS RIGHTIN FRONT OF THEM, WHETHER
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IN FRONT OF THEM, WHETHERTHEY WERE BUILDING
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THEY WERE BUILDINGSOMETHING FROM THE GROUND
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SOMETHING FROM THE GROUNDUP OR REPAIRING A BROKEN
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UP OR REPAIRING A BROKENSTRUCTURE IN FRONT OF
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STRUCTURE IN FRONT OFTHEM, THE WAY THE CITY OF
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THEM, THE WAY THE CITY OFJERUSALEM WAS ABLE TO BE
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JERUSALEM WAS ABLE TO BEREBUILT WAS THAT EVERYONE
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REBUILT WAS THAT EVERYONEBUILT WHAT WAS RIGHT IN
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BUILT WHAT WAS RIGHT INFRONT OF THEM IN FRONT OF
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FRONT OF THEM IN FRONT OFTHEIR OWN HOUSE.
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THEIR OWN HOUSE.AND IT MAKES ME THINK
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AND IT MAKES ME THINKABOUT HOW WHEN I SEE JESUS
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ABOUT HOW WHEN I SEE JESUSFACE TO FACE AND JESUS
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FACE TO FACE AND JESUSSAYS WHAT DID YOU DO WITH
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SAYS WHAT DID YOU DO WITHWHAT I GAVE YOU, I DON'T
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WHAT I GAVE YOU, I DON'TWANT TO SAY, WELL, LET ME
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WANT TO SAY, WELL, LET METELL YOU WHAT SHE DID,
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TELL YOU WHAT SHE DID,AND LET ME TELL YOU WHAT
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AND LET ME TELL YOU WHATHE DID.
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HE DID.I CAN TELL YOU HOW GOOD
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I CAN TELL YOU HOW GOODTHEIR PART OF THE CITY
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THEIR PART OF THE CITYLOOKED.
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LOOKED.I CAN TELL YOU WHAT THEY
00:23:12.948 --> 00:23:13.648
I CAN TELL YOU WHAT THEYWERE DOING.
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WERE DOING.AND JESUS IS SAYING, WHAT
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AND JESUS IS SAYING, WHATWAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU
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WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUTHAT I ASKED YOU TO BUILD
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THAT I ASKED YOU TO BUILDRIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU?
00:23:17.452 --> 00:23:18.286
RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU?DID YOU BUILD IT?
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DID YOU BUILD IT?AND I'M REMINDED OF THAT,
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AND I'M REMINDED OF THAT,WE DON'T WANT TO BE
00:23:20.856 --> 00:23:21.656
WE DON'T WANT TO BEDISTRACTED BY WHAT OTHER
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DISTRACTED BY WHAT OTHERBUILDERS ARE DOING.
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BUILDERS ARE DOING.WE DON'T WANT TO BE
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WE DON'T WANT TO BEDISTRACTED TRYING TO SEE
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DISTRACTED TRYING TO SEEHOW SOMEONE ELSE IS USING
00:23:25.927 --> 00:23:26.495
HOW SOMEONE ELSE IS USINGTHE TOOLS IN THEIR
00:23:26.495 --> 00:23:27.062
THE TOOLS IN THEIRTOOLBOX.
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TOOLBOX.WE WANT TO SAY, GOD, WITH
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WE WANT TO SAY, GOD, WITHWHAT YOU'VE GIVEN ME AND
00:23:28.964 --> 00:23:30.932
WHAT YOU'VE GIVEN ME ANDWITH WHAT'S RIGHT IN FRONT
00:23:30.932 --> 00:23:32.033
WITH WHAT'S RIGHT IN FRONTOF ME, WHAT CAN I BUILD
00:23:32.033 --> 00:23:32.667
OF ME, WHAT CAN I BUILDAND WHAT CAN I DO?
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AND WHAT CAN I DO?BECAUSE ULTIMATELY IT'S
00:23:33.468 --> 00:23:34.469
BECAUSE ULTIMATELY IT'SGOING TO TAKE ALL OF US
00:23:34.469 --> 00:23:36.338
GOING TO TAKE ALL OF USOBEYING THE CALL OF GOD ON
00:23:36.338 --> 00:23:37.539
OBEYING THE CALL OF GOD ONOUR LIVES, BUILDING RIGHT
00:23:37.539 --> 00:23:38.707
OUR LIVES, BUILDING RIGHTIN FRONT OF OUR OWN HOUSE,
00:23:38.707 --> 00:23:39.774
IN FRONT OF OUR OWN HOUSE,IN FRONT OF OUR OWN
00:23:39.774 --> 00:23:40.742
IN FRONT OF OUR OWNSCHOOLS, IN FRONT OF OUR
00:23:40.742 --> 00:23:43.411
SCHOOLS, IN FRONT OF OUROWN PLACES OF WORK, IN
00:23:43.411 --> 00:23:44.212
OWN PLACES OF WORK, INFRONT OF OUR OWN
00:23:44.212 --> 00:23:44.779
FRONT OF OUR OWNCHURCHES AND OUR OWN
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CHURCHES AND OUR OWNFAMILIES.
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FAMILIES.TO SEE THE CITY REBUILT.
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TO SEE THE CITY REBUILT.HOPEFULLY, EVERYONE IS
00:23:47.115 --> 00:23:47.816
HOPEFULLY, EVERYONE ISBUILDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF
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BUILDING RIGHT IN FRONT OFTHEM.
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THEM.HOPEFULLY EVERYONE IS
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HOPEFULLY EVERYONE ISOBEYING GOD'S CALLING ON
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OBEYING GOD'S CALLING ONTHEIR LIFE.
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THEIR LIFE.HOPEFULLY EVERYONE IS
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HOPEFULLY EVERYONE ISSUCCEEDING IN THE NAME OF
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SUCCEEDING IN THE NAME OFJESUS, AND HOPEFULLY WE CAN
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JESUS, AND HOPEFULLY WE CANREBUILD OUR CITIES AND
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REBUILD OUR CITIES ANDRESTORE OUR COMMUNITIES.
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RESTORE OUR COMMUNITIES.NOT LOOKING AT OTHER
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NOT LOOKING AT OTHERPEOPLE, BUT LOOKING AT
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PEOPLE, BUT LOOKING ATWHAT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF
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WHAT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OFUS.
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US.HEY, I'M GONNA PRAY FOR
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HEY, I'M GONNA PRAY FORALL OF US.
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ALL OF US.GOD, I JUST PRAY THAT YOU
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GOD, I JUST PRAY THAT YOUWOULD HELP US SEE WHAT YOU
00:24:05.367 --> 00:24:06.134
WOULD HELP US SEE WHAT YOUHAVE CALLED US TO DO.
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HAVE CALLED US TO DO.AND WHAT YOU'VE PUT RIGHT
00:24:08.436 --> 00:24:09.037
AND WHAT YOU'VE PUT RIGHTIN FRONT OF US.
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IN FRONT OF US.WE PRAY AGAINST THE ENEMY
00:24:10.405 --> 00:24:11.873
WE PRAY AGAINST THE ENEMYHAVING ANY VICTORY OVER US
00:24:11.873 --> 00:24:13.008
HAVING ANY VICTORY OVER USBEING DISTRACTED LOOKING
00:24:13.008 --> 00:24:13.675
BEING DISTRACTED LOOKINGAT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE ARE
00:24:13.675 --> 00:24:14.209
AT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE AREDOING.
00:24:14.209 --> 00:24:15.877
DOING.AGAINST ANY VICTORY HE MAY
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AGAINST ANY VICTORY HE MAYHAVE IN US,
00:24:18.113 --> 00:24:18.880
HAVE IN US,FEELING ENVIOUS OVER
00:24:18.880 --> 00:24:20.315
FEELING ENVIOUS OVEROTHER CHILDREN OF
00:24:20.315 --> 00:24:21.283
OTHER CHILDREN OFGOD SUCCEEDING.
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GOD SUCCEEDING.GOD, WE WANT WHAT YOU
00:24:21.783 --> 00:24:24.452
GOD, WE WANT WHAT YOUWANT.
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WANT.WE WANT TO BUILD WHAT
00:24:25.086 --> 00:24:25.654
WE WANT TO BUILD WHATYOU WANT TO SEE BUILT.
00:24:25.654 --> 00:24:26.788
YOU WANT TO SEE BUILT.WE WANT TO SEE OTHER
00:24:26.788 --> 00:24:27.923
WE WANT TO SEE OTHERBUILDERS ALSO SUCCEED FOR
00:24:27.923 --> 00:24:29.291
BUILDERS ALSO SUCCEED FORTHE GLORY OF GOD AND FOR
00:24:29.291 --> 00:24:31.493
THE GLORY OF GOD AND FORTHE SAVING OF SOULS IN THE
00:24:31.493 --> 00:24:32.594
THE SAVING OF SOULS IN THENAME OF JESUS, MAY WE BE
00:24:32.594 --> 00:24:34.796
NAME OF JESUS, MAY WE BEPEOPLE THAT CHEER ON EACH
00:24:34.796 --> 00:24:36.264
PEOPLE THAT CHEER ON EACHOTHER, PRAY FOR EACH OTHER
00:24:36.264 --> 00:24:37.399
OTHER, PRAY FOR EACH OTHERAND MAY WE SEE OUR CITIES
00:24:37.399 --> 00:24:38.366
AND MAY WE SEE OUR CITIESREBUILT AND OUR
00:24:38.366 --> 00:24:39.200
REBUILT AND OURCOMMUNITIES RESTORED IN
00:24:39.200 --> 00:24:40.535
COMMUNITIES RESTORED INTHE NAME OF JESUS.
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THE NAME OF JESUS.AMEN.
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AMEN.- LAURIE: AMEN.
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- LAURIE: AMEN.AMEN.
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AMEN.LET EVERYBODY RUN THEIR
00:24:46.508 --> 00:24:48.009
LET EVERYBODY RUN THEIROWN RACE.
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OWN RACE.KEEP YOUR EYE ON THE PRIZE.
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KEEP YOUR EYE ON THE PRIZE.STAY IN YOUR LANE.
00:24:50.612 --> 00:24:51.146
STAY IN YOUR LANE.THAT'S WHAT I'M HEARING
00:24:51.146 --> 00:24:51.913
THAT'S WHAT I'M HEARINGTODAY.
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TODAY.YOU KNOW OUR
00:24:53.315 --> 00:24:54.215
YOU KNOW OUR"BETTER TOGETHER" COMMUNITY
00:24:54.215 --> 00:24:55.317
"BETTER TOGETHER" COMMUNITYIS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.
00:24:55.317 --> 00:24:56.518
IS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.YOU CAN CONNECT WITH US ON
00:24:56.518 --> 00:24:57.786
YOU CAN CONNECT WITH US ONSOCIAL MEDIA AND LET US
00:24:57.786 --> 00:24:58.587
SOCIAL MEDIA AND LET USKNOW HOW WE CAN PRAY FOR
00:24:58.587 --> 00:24:59.220
KNOW HOW WE CAN PRAY FORYOU.
00:24:59.220 --> 00:24:59.854
YOU.THANKS FOR JOINING US
00:24:59.854 --> 00:25:00.989
THANKS FOR JOINING USTODAY.
00:25:00.989 --> 00:25:02.757
TODAY.TOMORROW WE ARE GONNA BE
00:25:02.757 --> 00:25:03.758
TOMORROW WE ARE GONNA BETALKING ABOUT HOW TO
00:25:03.758 --> 00:25:04.526
TALKING ABOUT HOW TORECOGNIZE AND BREAK FREE
00:25:04.526 --> 00:25:05.827
RECOGNIZE AND BREAK FREEFROM EMOTIONAL
00:25:05.827 --> 00:25:07.228
FROM EMOTIONALMANIPULATION.
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MANIPULATION.GOD'S DESIRE FOR US IS TO
00:25:08.964 --> 00:25:10.465
GOD'S DESIRE FOR US IS TOBE UNWAVERING AND TO BE
00:25:10.465 --> 00:25:12.500
BE UNWAVERING AND TO BEHEALTHY AND CONFIDENT.
00:25:12.500 --> 00:25:14.035
HEALTHY AND CONFIDENT.YOU DO NOT WANT TO MISS
00:25:14.035 --> 00:25:14.869
YOU DO NOT WANT TO MISSTHIS CONVERSATION.
00:25:14.869 --> 00:25:15.604
THIS CONVERSATION.WE'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW.
00:25:15.604 --> 00:25:16.538
WE'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW.I LOVE YOU, GIRLS,
00:25:16.538 --> 00:25:18.306
I LOVE YOU, GIRLS,I'LL TALK TO YOU TOMORROW.
00:25:18.306 --> 00:25:20.308

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Better Together LIVE | Episode 127

Better Together LIVE | Episode 127

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Better Together LIVE | Episode 127

Better Together LIVE | Episode 127

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