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Leap Into Love Part 3

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January 17, 2021
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Self-rejection is your greatest enemy in your spiritual life because it contradicts the truth that you are His beloved. Havilah Cunnington starts this 4 part series by bringing truth to lies built on fear and shame. Let’s walk the journey of belonging to ourselves before we please anyone else.

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Leap Into Love Part 3

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  • [ENERGETIC MUSIC]
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  • [ENERGETIC MUSIC][MUSIC]
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  • - HAVILAH CUNNINGTON: THE
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  • - HAVILAH CUNNINGTON: THEENEMY OF OUR SOUL IS USING ALL
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  • ENEMY OF OUR SOUL IS USING ALLOF HIS ENERGY TO COME AND
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  • OF HIS ENERGY TO COME ANDDIMINISH ANY SENSE
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  • DIMINISH ANY SENSEOF CONFIDENCE.
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  • OF CONFIDENCE.'CAUSE HE KNOWS...HE KNOWS YOUR
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  • 'CAUSE HE KNOWS...HE KNOWS YOURVALUE BETTER THAN YOU KNOW
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  • VALUE BETTER THAN YOU KNOWYOUR OWN.
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  • YOUR OWN.I HAD TO REALIZE THAT...ALL THE
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  • I HAD TO REALIZE THAT...ALL THEWAY FROM THE TOP OF MY HEAD TO
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  • WAY FROM THE TOP OF MY HEAD TOTHE TIPS OF MY TOES WAS THE
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  • THE TIPS OF MY TOES WAS THELIFE AND BREATH OF MY PURPOSE
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  • - KRIS VALLOTTON: HI, I'M KRIS
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  • - KRIS VALLOTTON: HI, I'M KRISVALLOTTON AND I'M SO EXCITED
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  • VALLOTTON AND I'M SO EXCITEDFOR BETHEL TO BE PART OF THE
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  • FOR BETHEL TO BE PART OF THETBN FAMILY.
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  • TBN FAMILY.TODAY, I HAVE A GOOD FRIEND
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  • TODAY, I HAVE A GOOD FRIENDAND SPIRITUAL DAUGHTER,
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  • AND SPIRITUAL DAUGHTER,HAVILAH CUNNINGTON, SHARING THE
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  • HAVILAH CUNNINGTON, SHARING THEFINAL PART OF A POWERFUL THREE-
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  • FINAL PART OF A POWERFUL THREE-PART MESSAGE ON IDENTITY.
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  • PART MESSAGE ON IDENTITY.IN PART ONE OF THE MESSAGE,
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  • IN PART ONE OF THE MESSAGE,HAVILAH TAUGHT ON
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  • HAVILAH TAUGHT ONSELF-REJECTION AND OUR
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  • SELF-REJECTION AND OUROBSESSION WITH OUR APPEARANCE.
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  • OBSESSION WITH OUR APPEARANCE.IN PART TWO, HAVILAH COVERED
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  • IN PART TWO, HAVILAH COVEREDA LIST OF IMPORTANT KEY POINTS,
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  • A LIST OF IMPORTANT KEY POINTS,LIKE WRONG PRIORITIES AND
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  • LIKE WRONG PRIORITIES ANDSELF-CRITICISM, AND SO
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  • SELF-CRITICISM, AND SOMUCH MORE.
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  • MUCH MORE.TODAY, IN PART THREE, SHE DIVES
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  • TODAY, IN PART THREE, SHE DIVESINTO GOD'S ULTIMATE PLAN IN
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  • INTO GOD'S ULTIMATE PLAN INCREATING YOU AND HOW TO FULLY
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  • CREATING YOU AND HOW TO FULLYEXPERIENCE HIS LOVE FOR YOU.
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  • EXPERIENCE HIS LOVE FOR YOU.LADIES, YOU WON'T WANNA
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  • LADIES, YOU WON'T WANNAMISS IT.
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  • MISS IT.AND, GENTLEMEN, TRUST ME --
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  • AND, GENTLEMEN, TRUST ME --THESE POWERFUL KINGDOM
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  • THESE POWERFUL KINGDOMPRINCIPLES WILL HELP YOU BETTER
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  • PRINCIPLES WILL HELP YOU BETTERUNDERSTAND YOUR IDENTITY IN
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  • UNDERSTAND YOUR IDENTITY INCHRIST AND THE IDENTITY OF THE
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  • CHRIST AND THE IDENTITY OF THEMOST IMPORTANT WOMAN IN
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  • TO GROW IN ALL THESE AREAS AND
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  • MORE, BE SURE TO GET YOUR
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  • OWN COPY OF OUR BETHEL
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  • REVIVAL RESOURCES ENTITLED
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  • "KINGDOM INHERITANCE,"
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  • "SONS & DAUGHTERS,"
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  • AND MY OWN WORKBOOK,
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  • "THE SUPERNATURAL WAY OF
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  • ROYALTY," WHERE WE GO DEEPER ON
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  • TOPICS LIKE YOUR TRUE AUTHORITY
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  • AND IDENTITY IN CHRIST AND WHAT
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  • IT MEANS TO BE A SON OR
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  • ENJOY PART THREE OF THIS
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  • ENJOY PART THREE OF THISMESSAGE BY HAVILAH CUNNINGTON
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  • MESSAGE BY HAVILAH CUNNINGTONON IDENTITY AND I'LL
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  • - HAVILAH: HAVE YOU EVER
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  • WONDERED OR THOUGHT ABOUT THAT
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  • MAYBE THE WAY THAT YOUR HAIR IS,
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  • YOUR SKIN COLOR, YOUR EYE
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  • SHAPE, YOUR BODY, YOUR VOICE,
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  • ALL OF THAT IS CONNECTED TO THE
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  • PLAN AND PURPOSE OF GOD FOR
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  • YOUR LIFE; THAT YOUR BODY
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  • ISN'T A BURDEN?
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  • IT'S NOT SOMETHING THAT WE
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  • CARRY AROUND AND TRY TO GET TO
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  • THE DEEPEST HEART SO WE CAN GET
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  • TO THE RIGHT STUFF AND THE GOOD
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  • STUFF AND THE PURE STUFF.
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  • NO, NO.
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  • WHAT IF GOD WANTED YOUR FRAME
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  • TO BE THE PERFECT
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  • REPRESENTATION TO CARRY THE
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  • PURPOSE OF GOD IN IT?
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  • YOU SEE, WHEN WE START TO
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  • UNDERSTAND THAT GOD MADE ME A
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  • WOMAN BECAUSE THE PURPOSE OF
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  • ME BEING A WOMAN,
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  • AND THE NURTURING HEART THAT I
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  • HAVE, AND THE FEMALE PARTS THAT
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  • I HAVE, AT TIMES, ARE THE VERY
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  • COMPONENT FOR THE PURPOSE OF
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  • GOD TO COME THROUGH IN MY LIFE.
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  • YOU GO, "I HAVEN'T HAD A BABY,
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  • SO, HAVILAH, YOU'RE PICKING ON
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  • ALL OF US WHO HAVEN'T
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  • HAD BABIES."
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  • CAN YOU STOP IT?
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  • YOU ARE A NURTURING MACHINE
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  • ON THE EARTH!
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  • WOMEN ARE WHAT KEEP
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  • PEOPLE ALIVE!
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  • IT ISN'T ABOUT IF YOU GAVE
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  • THAT'S NOT THE DEFINING FACTOR
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  • THAT'S NOT THE DEFINING FACTORTO YOU BEING A WOMAN.
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  • TO YOU BEING A WOMAN.YOU HAVE BREASTS.
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  • YOU HAVE BREASTS.YOU'RE A WOMAN.
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  • YOU'RE A WOMAN.[LAUGHTER]
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  • [LAUGHTER]KIND OF.
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  • KIND OF.SOME OF YOU.
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  • SOME OF YOU.YOU KNOW.
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  • YOU KNOW.[LAUGHTER]
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  • [LAUGHTER]BUT, LIKE, WE ALL HAVE-- WE ALL
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  • BUT, LIKE, WE ALL HAVE-- WE ALLHAVE THIS INNATE NATURE GOD
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  • HAVE THIS INNATE NATURE GODGAVE US TO SEE THE WORLD.
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  • GAVE US TO SEE THE WORLD.WOMEN DON'T START WARS.
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  • WOMEN DON'T START WARS.COME ON!
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  • COME ON!WOMEN-- YOU DON'T SEE WOMEN ON
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  • WOMEN-- YOU DON'T SEE WOMEN ONTHE EARTH HURTING PEOPLE.
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  • THE EARTH HURTING PEOPLE.NOT OFTEN.
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  • NOT OFTEN.MAYBE HUSBANDS.
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  • MAYBE HUSBANDS.BUT, MOST OFTEN, WE DON'T SEE--
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  • BUT, MOST OFTEN, WE DON'T SEE--[LAUGHTER]
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  • [LAUGHTER]WOMEN AREN'T DOING
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  • WOMEN AREN'T DOINGVIOLENT MURDERS.
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  • VIOLENT MURDERS.AND IT'S NOT-- I'M NOT TRYING
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  • AND IT'S NOT-- I'M NOT TRYINGTO-- I'M SAYING WE ARE
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  • TO-- I'M SAYING WE AREMADE DIFFERENT.
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  • MADE DIFFERENT.WE CARRY A DIFFERENT FORM!
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  • WE CARRY A DIFFERENT FORM!AND OUR PURPOSE ON THE EARTH IS
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  • AND OUR PURPOSE ON THE EARTH ISCONNECTED TO OUR FEMININITY.
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  • CONNECTED TO OUR FEMININITY.OUR PURPOSE ON THE EARTH IS
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  • OUR PURPOSE ON THE EARTH ISCONNECTED TO OUR BODY SHAPE.
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  • CONNECTED TO OUR BODY SHAPE.OUR PURPOSE ON THE EARTH IS TO
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  • OUR PURPOSE ON THE EARTH IS TOREPRESENT JESUS BY OUR SMILE,
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  • REPRESENT JESUS BY OUR SMILE,OUR EYES.
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  • OUR EYES.YOU KNOW, GOD WANTED THE EARTH
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  • YOU KNOW, GOD WANTED THE EARTHTO BE FILLED WITH PEOPLE THAT
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  • TO BE FILLED WITH PEOPLE THATDIDN'T LOOK THE SAME.
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  • DIDN'T LOOK THE SAME.CAN I GET AN AMEN?
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  • CAN I GET AN AMEN?- AUDIENCE: AMEN.
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  • - AUDIENCE: AMEN.- HAVILAH: GOD WANTS US TO
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  • - HAVILAH: GOD WANTS US TOLOOK DIFFERENT, TO HAVE A
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  • LOOK DIFFERENT, TO HAVE ADIFFERENT FACE, A DIFFERENT
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  • DIFFERENT FACE, A DIFFERENTSHAPE, A DIFFERENT COLOR!
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  • SHAPE, A DIFFERENT COLOR!HE DOESN'T WANT US ALL TO
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  • HE DOESN'T WANT US ALL TOLOOK THE SAME.
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  • LOOK THE SAME.GOD IS THE-- HE IS THE ONE THAT
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  • GOD IS THE-- HE IS THE ONE THATSAID: I DON'T WANT ANY OF YOU
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  • SAID: I DON'T WANT ANY OF YOUTO LOOK THE SAME!
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  • TO LOOK THE SAME!YOU GUYS ARE SO BORING!
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  • YOU GUYS ARE SO BORING![LAUGHTER]
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  • [LAUGHTER]YOU WANT EVERYBODY TO LOOK AND
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  • YOU WANT EVERYBODY TO LOOK ANDACT AND BE THE SAME AND HAVE
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  • ACT AND BE THE SAME AND HAVETHE SAME SHAPE.
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  • THE SAME SHAPE.I WANT PEOPLE OF ALL COLORS AND
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  • I WANT PEOPLE OF ALL COLORS ANDALL ETHNICITIES AND ALL
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  • ALL ETHNICITIES AND ALLNATIONALITIES AND ALL-- YOU
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  • NATIONALITIES AND ALL-- YOUKNOW, TWO DIFFERENT GENDERS,
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  • KNOW, TWO DIFFERENT GENDERS,AND ALL OF THOSE THINGS.
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  • AND ALL OF THOSE THINGS.I WANT IT TO BE THE FORM IN
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  • I WANT IT TO BE THE FORM INWHICH I-- YOU SHOW THE EARTH.
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  • WHICH I-- YOU SHOW THE EARTH.LIKE, WHEN I STARTED TO EMBRACE
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  • LIKE, WHEN I STARTED TO EMBRACEHAVILAH, I REALIZED IT WASN'T
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  • HAVILAH, I REALIZED IT WASN'TJUST ABOUT MY HEART -- ALTHOUGH
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  • JUST ABOUT MY HEART -- ALTHOUGHIT IS-- I MEAN, THAT'S THE
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  • IT IS-- I MEAN, THAT'S THEMOST IMPORTANT.
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  • MOST IMPORTANT.BUT, I HAD TO REALIZE
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  • BUT, I HAD TO REALIZETHAT...ALL THE WAY FROM THE TOP
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  • THAT...ALL THE WAY FROM THE TOPOF MY HEAD TO THE TIPS OF MY
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  • OF MY HEAD TO THE TIPS OF MYTOES WAS THE LIFE AND BREATH OF
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  • TOES WAS THE LIFE AND BREATH OFMY PURPOSE ON THE EARTH.
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  • MY PURPOSE ON THE EARTH.AND SOMETHING HAPPENS TO US
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  • AND SOMETHING HAPPENS TO USWHEN WE REALIZE THIS IS NOT A
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  • WHEN WE REALIZE THIS IS NOT ABURDEN AND THIS IS NOT A DYING
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  • BURDEN AND THIS IS NOT A DYINGBODY WE'RE TRYING TO
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  • BODY WE'RE TRYING TOGET THROUGH.
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  • GET THROUGH.BUT WE REALIZE GOD'S PURPOSE
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  • BUT WE REALIZE GOD'S PURPOSESHINES THROUGH THIS AND THIS IS
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  • SHINES THROUGH THIS AND THIS ISWHY WE TAKE CARE OF IT.
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  • WHY WE TAKE CARE OF IT.AND THIS IS WHY WE SMILE
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  • AND THIS IS WHY WE SMILEAT PEOPLE.
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  • AT PEOPLE.COME ON.
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  • COME ON.AND THIS IS WHY WE START
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  • AND THIS IS WHY WE STARTLOOKING-- WE START TRYING TO
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  • LOOKING-- WE START TRYING TOSTAY REFRESHED.
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  • STAY REFRESHED.BECAUSE WE ARE DEMONSTRATING
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  • BECAUSE WE ARE DEMONSTRATINGTHE LIFE OF GOD ON THE EARTH.
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  • THE LIFE OF GOD ON THE EARTH.WE CAN'T JUST SAY, "WELL, JUST
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  • WE CAN'T JUST SAY, "WELL, JUSTLOOK AT MY HEART."
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  • LOOK AT MY HEART."PEOPLE ARE LIKE, "I LOOKED AT
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  • PEOPLE ARE LIKE, "I LOOKED ATYOUR FACE AND I DON'T THINK I
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  • YOUR FACE AND I DON'T THINK IWANNA SERVE JESUS."
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  • WANNA SERVE JESUS."[LAUGHTER]
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  • [LAUGHTER]IT'S JUST CRITICAL THAT WE
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  • IT'S JUST CRITICAL THAT WEUNDERSTAND THAT OUR BODY IS--
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  • UNDERSTAND THAT OUR BODY IS--AND, YOU KNOW-- AND FOR WOMEN,
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  • AND, YOU KNOW-- AND FOR WOMEN,SOMETIMES I THINK WE JUST--
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  • SOMETIMES I THINK WE JUST--WE GET ASHAMED OF OUR BODIES.
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  • WE GET ASHAMED OF OUR BODIES.THEY HAVEN'T ALWAYS BEEN THE
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  • THEY HAVEN'T ALWAYS BEEN THEBEST, SAFEST PLACE FOR US.
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  • BEST, SAFEST PLACE FOR US.AND I WANT US TO REDEEM THAT,
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  • AND I WANT US TO REDEEM THAT,GET IT BACK, AND REALIZE THAT
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  • GET IT BACK, AND REALIZE THATGOD WANTS TO TAKE OUR WHOLE
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  • GOD WANTS TO TAKE OUR WHOLEBODIES; NOT TO BE AFRAID OF OUR
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  • BODIES; NOT TO BE AFRAID OF OURSHAPES; NOT TO BE AFRAID AT
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  • SHAPES; NOT TO BE AFRAID ATWHAT WE LOOK LIKE; NOT TO BE
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  • WHAT WE LOOK LIKE; NOT TO BEASHAMED OF OUR SKIN COLOR, OUR
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  • ASHAMED OF OUR SKIN COLOR, OUREYES, OR HOW YOUNG OR OLD OR--
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  • EYES, OR HOW YOUNG OR OLD OR--JUST TO BE OURSELVES, FULLY
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  • JUST TO BE OURSELVES, FULLYACCEPTED, FULLY EMBRACED
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  • ACCEPTED, FULLY EMBRACEDBY THE BELOVED.
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  • BY THE BELOVED.JUST SAY: ALL OF ME -- BODY,
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  • JUST SAY: ALL OF ME -- BODY,SOUL, AND SPIRIT.
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  • SOUL, AND SPIRIT.SO, GOD'S BASIC AND ULTIMATE
  • 00:05:40.595 --> 00:05:41.596
  • SO, GOD'S BASIC AND ULTIMATEPLAN IN CREATING YOU AND I IS
  • 00:05:41.596 --> 00:05:43.264
  • PLAN IN CREATING YOU AND I ISTO KNOW AND EXPERIENCE HIM.
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  • TO KNOW AND EXPERIENCE HIM.GOD HAS NEVER CHANGED HIS
  • 00:05:46.101 --> 00:05:48.136
  • GOD HAS NEVER CHANGED HISULTIMATE PLAN.
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  • ULTIMATE PLAN.HE CREATED US FOR A
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  • IN FACT, JOHN 17:3 SAYS:
  • 00:05:53.108 --> 00:05:54.175
  • IN FACT, JOHN 17:3 SAYS:"ETERNAL LIFE MEANS TO KNOW AND
  • 00:05:54.175 --> 00:05:56.611
  • "ETERNAL LIFE MEANS TO KNOW ANDEXPERIENCE YOU AS THE ONLY TRUE
  • 00:05:56.611 --> 00:05:59.814
  • EXPERIENCE YOU AS THE ONLY TRUEGOD AND TO KNOW AND EXPERIENCE
  • 00:05:59.814 --> 00:06:01.750
  • GOD AND TO KNOW AND EXPERIENCEJESUS CHRIST..."
  • 00:06:01.750 --> 00:06:04.119
  • JESUS CHRIST..."LISTEN, WHAT'S MY PURPOSE?
  • 00:06:04.119 --> 00:06:05.587
  • LISTEN, WHAT'S MY PURPOSE?YOU JUST GOT TWO PURPOSES,
  • 00:06:05.587 --> 00:06:07.355
  • YOU JUST GOT TWO PURPOSES,RIGHT HERE.
  • 00:06:07.355 --> 00:06:08.456
  • WHAT'S MY PURPOSE?
  • 00:06:09.557 --> 00:06:10.558
  • WHAT'S MY PURPOSE?I DON'T KNOW MY PURPOSE.
  • 00:06:10.558 --> 00:06:11.893
  • I DON'T KNOW MY PURPOSE.YOUR PURPOSE: TO KNOW GOD AND
  • 00:06:11.893 --> 00:06:12.660
  • YOUR PURPOSE: TO KNOW GOD ANDTO EXPERIENCE HIM.
  • 00:06:12.660 --> 00:06:13.661
  • TO EXPERIENCE HIM.YOU DO BOTH THOSE, YOU'RE DOING
  • 00:06:13.661 --> 00:06:16.097
  • YOU DO BOTH THOSE, YOU'RE DOINGREALLY GOOD.
  • 00:06:16.097 --> 00:06:17.565
  • REALLY GOOD.YOU'RE LIVING SMACK DAB IN THE
  • 00:06:17.565 --> 00:06:18.266
  • YOU'RE LIVING SMACK DAB IN THEPURPOSE OF GOD FOR YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:06:18.266 --> 00:06:19.367
  • PURPOSE OF GOD FOR YOUR LIFE.THERE IS A THIRD COMPONENT,
  • 00:06:19.367 --> 00:06:21.970
  • THERE IS A THIRD COMPONENT,WHICH I'LL TALK ABOUT IN
  • 00:06:21.970 --> 00:06:22.470
  • WHICH I'LL TALK ABOUT INA FEW MINUTES.
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  • A FEW MINUTES.IT SAYS THIS: TO--
  • 00:06:24.172 --> 00:06:25.907
  • IT SAYS THIS: TO--I LOVE-- UH, YWAM HAS THIS
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  • I LOVE-- UH, YWAM HAS THISMISSION STATEMENT AND I JUST
  • 00:06:28.276 --> 00:06:29.411
  • MISSION STATEMENT AND I JUSTWISH I WROTE IT MYSELF 'CAUSE I
  • 00:06:29.411 --> 00:06:30.945
  • WISH I WROTE IT MYSELF 'CAUSE ILOVE IT SO MUCH.
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  • LOVE IT SO MUCH.IT SAYS TO "KNOW GOD AND TO
  • 00:06:32.647 --> 00:06:34.649
  • IT SAYS TO "KNOW GOD AND TOMAKE HIM KNOWN."
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  • MAKE HIM KNOWN."THAT IS THE MISSION.
  • 00:06:35.550 --> 00:06:37.018
  • THAT IS THE MISSION.AND I LOVE THAT THOUGHT: TO
  • 00:06:37.018 --> 00:06:39.220
  • AND I LOVE THAT THOUGHT: TOKNOW AND TO--
  • 00:06:39.220 --> 00:06:40.288
  • KNOW AND TO--BUT I WOULD LIKE TO ADD
  • 00:06:40.288 --> 00:06:41.723
  • BUT I WOULD LIKE TO ADD"TO BE KNOWN."
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  • "TO BE KNOWN."SO, TO KNOW GOD, BUT TO ALSO BE
  • 00:06:43.425 --> 00:06:45.193
  • SO, TO KNOW GOD, BUT TO ALSO BEKNOWN AND ENJOYED AND
  • 00:06:45.193 --> 00:06:46.728
  • KNOWN AND ENJOYED ANDCELEBRATED.
  • 00:06:46.728 --> 00:06:48.463
  • CELEBRATED.AND THEN, TO MAKE HIM KNOWN BY
  • 00:06:48.463 --> 00:06:50.598
  • AND THEN, TO MAKE HIM KNOWN BYBEING CELEBRATED AND LOVED FOR
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  • BEING CELEBRATED AND LOVED FORWHO I AM; TO SAY: DO YOU SEE
  • 00:06:52.300 --> 00:06:53.968
  • WHO I AM; TO SAY: DO YOU SEEHOW LOVED AND ACCEPTED I AM?
  • 00:06:53.968 --> 00:06:55.336
  • HOW LOVED AND ACCEPTED I AM?I KNOW A GOD THAT COULD DO THE
  • 00:06:55.336 --> 00:06:56.471
  • I KNOW A GOD THAT COULD DO THESAME FOR YOU.
  • 00:06:56.471 --> 00:06:57.972
  • SAME FOR YOU.I KNOW A GOD WHO FEELS THE SAME
  • 00:06:57.972 --> 00:06:59.140
  • I KNOW A GOD WHO FEELS THE SAMEWAY ABOUT YOU.
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  • WAY ABOUT YOU.WE CAN'T GIVE WHAT WE DO
  • 00:07:00.742 --> 00:07:01.743
  • WE CAN'T GIVE WHAT WE DONOT HAVE.
  • 00:07:01.743 --> 00:07:03.111
  • NOT HAVE.AND SO, GOD'S ULTIMATE PLAN FOR
  • 00:07:03.111 --> 00:07:04.879
  • AND SO, GOD'S ULTIMATE PLAN FORUS IS TO BE HIS KIDS, TO BE
  • 00:07:04.879 --> 00:07:06.181
  • US IS TO BE HIS KIDS, TO BELOVED AND ACCEPTED FOR WHO WE
  • 00:07:06.181 --> 00:07:07.649
  • LOVED AND ACCEPTED FOR WHO WEARE 'CAUSE WE BELONG TO HIM.
  • 00:07:07.649 --> 00:07:09.818
  • ARE 'CAUSE WE BELONG TO HIM.SO, YOUR FULL POTENTIAL --
  • 00:07:09.818 --> 00:07:11.753
  • SO, YOUR FULL POTENTIAL --A RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD IS ONLY
  • 00:07:11.753 --> 00:07:13.421
  • A RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD IS ONLYTHE FIRST HALF.
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  • THE FIRST HALF.THE SECOND PART IS THAT WE
  • 00:07:14.289 --> 00:07:15.356
  • THE SECOND PART IS THAT WEWOULD FULFILL THE FULL
  • 00:07:15.356 --> 00:07:16.658
  • WOULD FULFILL THE FULLPOTENTIAL OF CHRIST WORKING IN
  • 00:07:16.658 --> 00:07:18.126
  • POTENTIAL OF CHRIST WORKING INAND THROUGH OUR BODY, SOUL,
  • 00:07:18.126 --> 00:07:18.827
  • AND THROUGH OUR BODY, SOUL,AND SPIRIT.
  • 00:07:18.827 --> 00:07:19.627
  • AND SPIRIT.SO, HERE'S WHAT I WANT YOU TO
  • 00:07:19.627 --> 00:07:20.361
  • SO, HERE'S WHAT I WANT YOU TOCAPTURE, FOR A MINUTE.
  • 00:07:20.361 --> 00:07:21.529
  • CAPTURE, FOR A MINUTE.AND I HOPE YOU CAPTURE THIS,
  • 00:07:21.529 --> 00:07:22.797
  • AND I HOPE YOU CAPTURE THIS,BECAUSE, WE SOMETIMES MISS
  • 00:07:22.797 --> 00:07:23.998
  • BECAUSE, WE SOMETIMES MISSTHIS, AS BELIEVERS.
  • 00:07:23.998 --> 00:07:27.702
  • THIS, AS BELIEVERS.IT'S NOT JUST TO KNOW GOD;
  • 00:07:27.702 --> 00:07:30.338
  • IT'S NOT JUST TO KNOW GOD;THAT'S HALF OF OUR PURPOSE ON
  • 00:07:30.338 --> 00:07:32.106
  • THAT'S HALF OF OUR PURPOSE ONTHE EARTH -- TO KNOW HIM AND TO
  • 00:07:32.106 --> 00:07:33.508
  • THE EARTH -- TO KNOW HIM AND TOSEE HIM AND FOR HIM TO KNOW US.
  • 00:07:33.508 --> 00:07:37.045
  • SEE HIM AND FOR HIM TO KNOW US.BUT THE SECOND HALF OF OUR
  • 00:07:37.045 --> 00:07:38.813
  • BUT THE SECOND HALF OF OURPURPOSE IS TO EXPERIENCE THE
  • 00:07:38.813 --> 00:07:41.182
  • PURPOSE IS TO EXPERIENCE THEFULLNESS OF GOD OPERATING
  • 00:07:41.182 --> 00:07:43.351
  • FULLNESS OF GOD OPERATINGTHROUGH US TO THE EARTH.
  • 00:07:43.351 --> 00:07:45.053
  • THROUGH US TO THE EARTH.THIS IS WHY-- LET ME TELL YOU
  • 00:07:45.053 --> 00:07:46.120
  • THIS IS WHY-- LET ME TELL YOUSOMETHING -- WHEN YOU BEGIN TO
  • 00:07:46.120 --> 00:07:48.323
  • SOMETHING -- WHEN YOU BEGIN TOLET THE SPIRIT OF GOD OPERATE
  • 00:07:48.323 --> 00:07:50.458
  • LET THE SPIRIT OF GOD OPERATETHROUGH YOU, YOU BEGIN TO BE
  • 00:07:50.458 --> 00:07:53.695
  • THROUGH YOU, YOU BEGIN TO BEADDICTED TO BEING IN HIS WILL.
  • 00:07:53.695 --> 00:07:54.362
  • ADDICTED TO BEING IN HIS WILL.YOU KNOW, THERE'S SOMETHING
  • 00:07:54.362 --> 00:07:55.864
  • YOU KNOW, THERE'S SOMETHINGABOUT WHEN I PREACH,
  • 00:07:55.864 --> 00:07:57.799
  • ABOUT WHEN I PREACH,YOU USED TO TALK ABOUT
  • 00:07:57.799 --> 00:07:58.433
  • YOU USED TO TALK ABOUTTHE ANOINTING.
  • 00:07:58.433 --> 00:07:59.133
  • THE ANOINTING.AND I'D BE LIKE, "YEAH,
  • 00:07:59.133 --> 00:07:59.634
  • AND I'D BE LIKE, "YEAH,THE ANOINTING."
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  • THE ANOINTING."BUT I'LL TELL YOU -- THERE ARE
  • 00:08:00.568 --> 00:08:01.669
  • BUT I'LL TELL YOU -- THERE ARECERTAIN MOMENTS WHEN I'M
  • 00:08:01.669 --> 00:08:03.104
  • CERTAIN MOMENTS WHEN I'MPREACHING WHERE THE ANOINTING
  • 00:08:03.104 --> 00:08:04.572
  • PREACHING WHERE THE ANOINTINGHITS AND IT FEELS LIKE I COULD
  • 00:08:04.572 --> 00:08:06.207
  • HITS AND IT FEELS LIKE I COULDGO ON FOREVER.
  • 00:08:06.207 --> 00:08:07.208
  • GO ON FOREVER.IT'S LIKE A RUNNER WHO
  • 00:08:07.208 --> 00:08:08.977
  • IT'S LIKE A RUNNER WHORUNS MARATHONS.
  • 00:08:08.977 --> 00:08:10.111
  • RUNS MARATHONS.I'VE HEARD, APPARENTLY,
  • 00:08:10.111 --> 00:08:11.179
  • I'VE HEARD, APPARENTLY,YOU GET THIS WIND.
  • 00:08:11.179 --> 00:08:12.247
  • YOU GET THIS WIND.I'VE NEVER ACTUALLY HAD THAT.
  • 00:08:12.247 --> 00:08:12.847
  • I'VE NEVER ACTUALLY HAD THAT.I'VE ONLY BEEN WINDED.
  • 00:08:12.847 --> 00:08:13.948
  • I'VE ONLY BEEN WINDED.BUT, APPARENTLY...
  • 00:08:13.948 --> 00:08:15.884
  • BUT, APPARENTLY...[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:08:15.884 --> 00:08:16.618
  • [LAUGHTER]...THERE'S THIS, LIKE-- THEY'RE
  • 00:08:16.618 --> 00:08:17.252
  • ...THERE'S THIS, LIKE-- THEY'RELIKE, "THERE'S THIS MOMENT
  • 00:08:17.252 --> 00:08:18.119
  • LIKE, "THERE'S THIS MOMENTWHERE YOU COULD JUST
  • 00:08:18.119 --> 00:08:18.553
  • WHERE YOU COULD JUSTRUN FOREVER."
  • 00:08:18.553 --> 00:08:19.287
  • RUN FOREVER."I'M LIKE: "HOW-- IS THAT, LIKE,
  • 00:08:19.287 --> 00:08:19.687
  • I'M LIKE: "HOW-- IS THAT, LIKE,THE MILE 30?
  • 00:08:19.687 --> 00:08:20.688
  • THE MILE 30?I DON'T KNOW WHERE THAT IS."
  • 00:08:20.688 --> 00:08:22.690
  • I DON'T KNOW WHERE THAT IS."BUT, FOR ME, WHEN I'M
  • 00:08:22.690 --> 00:08:23.725
  • BUT, FOR ME, WHEN I'MPREACHING, ALL OF A SUDDEN,
  • 00:08:23.725 --> 00:08:25.193
  • PREACHING, ALL OF A SUDDEN,I REALIZE--
  • 00:08:25.193 --> 00:08:26.628
  • I REALIZE--AGAIN, WE ARE THE BODY OF
  • 00:08:26.628 --> 00:08:28.830
  • AGAIN, WE ARE THE BODY OFCHRIST -- HAND, FEET, I HAPPEN
  • 00:08:28.830 --> 00:08:29.697
  • CHRIST -- HAND, FEET, I HAPPENTO BE THE MOUTH.
  • 00:08:29.697 --> 00:08:31.132
  • TO BE THE MOUTH.GOD HAS ALL DIFFERENT THINGS,
  • 00:08:31.132 --> 00:08:31.933
  • GOD HAS ALL DIFFERENT THINGS,RIGHT?
  • 00:08:31.933 --> 00:08:33.902
  • RIGHT?BUT WHEN I'M OPERATING AS THE
  • 00:08:33.902 --> 00:08:35.169
  • BUT WHEN I'M OPERATING AS THEMOUTH THAT GOD'S GIVEN ME TO
  • 00:08:35.169 --> 00:08:36.638
  • MOUTH THAT GOD'S GIVEN ME TOENCOURAGE AND EXHORT THE
  • 00:08:36.638 --> 00:08:37.939
  • ENCOURAGE AND EXHORT THECHURCH, I BEGIN TO FEEL
  • 00:08:37.939 --> 00:08:40.708
  • CHURCH, I BEGIN TO FEELSOMETHING HIT ME WHERE I'M IN
  • 00:08:40.708 --> 00:08:42.877
  • SOMETHING HIT ME WHERE I'M INTHE FULL POTENTIAL OF WHAT GOD
  • 00:08:42.877 --> 00:08:43.978
  • THE FULL POTENTIAL OF WHAT GODPUT ME ON THE EARTH FOR.
  • 00:08:43.978 --> 00:08:45.680
  • PUT ME ON THE EARTH FOR.IF YOU PUT ME IN FRONT OF A
  • 00:08:45.680 --> 00:08:47.749
  • IF YOU PUT ME IN FRONT OF ACOMPUTER TO ADMINISTRATE
  • 00:08:47.749 --> 00:08:48.449
  • COMPUTER TO ADMINISTRATESOMETHING, YOU WILL REALIZE I
  • 00:08:48.449 --> 00:08:49.217
  • SOMETHING, YOU WILL REALIZE IAM NOT IN THE FULL POTENTIAL OF
  • 00:08:49.217 --> 00:08:51.419
  • AM NOT IN THE FULL POTENTIAL OFWHAT GOD GAVE.
  • 00:08:51.419 --> 00:08:52.654
  • WHAT GOD GAVE.[LAUGHTER]
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  • [LAUGHTER]I'VE DONE IT.
  • 00:08:53.221 --> 00:08:54.088
  • I'VE DONE IT.I'VE ANSWERED PHONES,
  • 00:08:54.088 --> 00:08:55.390
  • I'VE ANSWERED PHONES,I'VE CLEANED TOILETS--
  • 00:08:55.390 --> 00:08:55.957
  • I'VE CLEANED TOILETS--I'VE DONE IT ALL.
  • 00:08:55.957 --> 00:08:57.392
  • I'VE DONE IT ALL.AND I WILL DO-- GLADLY DO IT.
  • 00:08:57.392 --> 00:08:57.959
  • AND I WILL DO-- GLADLY DO IT.THAT'S NOT THE POINT.
  • 00:08:57.959 --> 00:08:58.993
  • THAT'S NOT THE POINT.THERE'S A SWEET SPOT IN
  • 00:08:58.993 --> 00:09:00.495
  • THERE'S A SWEET SPOT INOUR PURPOSE.
  • 00:09:00.495 --> 00:09:01.362
  • OUR PURPOSE.THERE'S JUST SOMETHING THAT
  • 00:09:01.362 --> 00:09:03.064
  • THERE'S JUST SOMETHING THATHAPPENS WHEN WE GO: THIS IS THE
  • 00:09:03.064 --> 00:09:03.932
  • HAPPENS WHEN WE GO: THIS IS THEFULLNESS OF CHRIST
  • 00:09:03.932 --> 00:09:05.433
  • FULLNESS OF CHRISTOPERATING IN ME.
  • 00:09:05.433 --> 00:09:07.201
  • OPERATING IN ME.I KNOW THAT WHEN GOD HAD ME IN
  • 00:09:07.201 --> 00:09:08.469
  • I KNOW THAT WHEN GOD HAD ME INTHE HEAVENS, BEFORE I HIT THE
  • 00:09:08.469 --> 00:09:10.204
  • THE HEAVENS, BEFORE I HIT THEEARTH, HE SAW HAVILAH AND HE
  • 00:09:10.204 --> 00:09:12.373
  • EARTH, HE SAW HAVILAH AND HEKNEW: THIS WOULD BE MY FULLNESS
  • 00:09:12.373 --> 00:09:13.608
  • KNEW: THIS WOULD BE MY FULLNESSOPERATING IN HER ON THE EARTH.
  • 00:09:13.608 --> 00:09:16.744
  • OPERATING IN HER ON THE EARTH.AND THE GOAL IS NOT TO MOVE
  • 00:09:16.744 --> 00:09:18.079
  • AND THE GOAL IS NOT TO MOVEAWAY FROM THAT.
  • 00:09:18.079 --> 00:09:19.747
  • AWAY FROM THAT.WELL, I SHOULD GO OVER HERE AND
  • 00:09:19.747 --> 00:09:20.515
  • WELL, I SHOULD GO OVER HERE ANDI SHOULD DO THIS.
  • 00:09:20.515 --> 00:09:20.982
  • I SHOULD DO THIS.AND I SHOULD--
  • 00:09:20.982 --> 00:09:21.482
  • AND I SHOULD--NO, NO.
  • 00:09:21.482 --> 00:09:23.418
  • NO, NO.I JUST WANNA STAY IN THAT LANE
  • 00:09:23.418 --> 00:09:24.118
  • I JUST WANNA STAY IN THAT LANEAND BE WHO GOD'S CALLED ME TO
  • 00:09:24.118 --> 00:09:24.919
  • AND BE WHO GOD'S CALLED ME TOBE AND DO IT WELL.
  • 00:09:24.919 --> 00:09:26.821
  • BE AND DO IT WELL.AND I LIKE TO SAY FAVOR COMES
  • 00:09:26.821 --> 00:09:27.522
  • AND I LIKE TO SAY FAVOR COMESWHEN YOU ARE THE BEST YOU ARE
  • 00:09:27.522 --> 00:09:28.690
  • WHEN YOU ARE THE BEST YOU AREWHEREVER YOU ARE.
  • 00:09:28.690 --> 00:09:31.626
  • WHEREVER YOU ARE.NO LESS, NO MORE, NO MORE VALUE
  • 00:09:31.626 --> 00:09:33.928
  • NO LESS, NO MORE, NO MORE VALUE-- JUST A ROLE IN THE
  • 00:09:33.928 --> 00:09:36.064
  • -- JUST A ROLE IN THEBODY OF CHRIST.
  • 00:09:36.064 --> 00:09:37.699
  • BODY OF CHRIST.AND SO, WHAT DOES A SUCCESSFUL
  • 00:09:37.699 --> 00:09:39.033
  • AND SO, WHAT DOES A SUCCESSFULLIFE LOOK LIKE TO GOD?
  • 00:09:39.033 --> 00:09:41.102
  • LIFE LOOK LIKE TO GOD?SUCCESS IN LIFE ISN'T ABOUT WHO
  • 00:09:41.102 --> 00:09:43.338
  • SUCCESS IN LIFE ISN'T ABOUT WHOWE ARE OR WHAT WE HAVE.
  • 00:09:43.338 --> 00:09:44.505
  • WE ARE OR WHAT WE HAVE.THIS IS CRITICAL.
  • 00:09:44.505 --> 00:09:46.341
  • THIS IS CRITICAL.'CAUSE YOU KNOW AT THE CHURCH
  • 00:09:46.341 --> 00:09:47.508
  • 'CAUSE YOU KNOW AT THE CHURCHWE GET STUCK WITH THIS:
  • 00:09:47.508 --> 00:09:48.643
  • WE GET STUCK WITH THIS:IT'S WHO I AM, IT'S WHAT I
  • 00:09:48.643 --> 00:09:50.078
  • IT'S WHO I AM, IT'S WHAT IHAVE, IT'S WHAT MAKES
  • 00:09:50.078 --> 00:09:50.812
  • HAVE, IT'S WHAT MAKESME VALUABLE.
  • 00:09:50.812 --> 00:09:51.846
  • ME VALUABLE.BUT WHAT IT REALLY COMES DOWN
  • 00:09:51.846 --> 00:09:53.481
  • BUT WHAT IT REALLY COMES DOWNTO AND WHAT SUCCESS IS -- THIS
  • 00:09:53.481 --> 00:09:54.882
  • TO AND WHAT SUCCESS IS -- THISIS CRITICAL AND YOU CAN WRITE
  • 00:09:54.882 --> 00:09:57.218
  • IS CRITICAL AND YOU CAN WRITETHIS DOWN: GOD-GIVEN SUCCESS
  • 00:09:57.218 --> 00:09:59.454
  • THIS DOWN: GOD-GIVEN SUCCESSRELATES TO WHO WE ARE AND WHAT
  • 00:09:59.454 --> 00:10:03.458
  • RELATES TO WHO WE ARE AND WHATWE HAVE DONE WITH WHAT WE
  • 00:10:03.458 --> 00:10:05.393
  • WE HAVE DONE WITH WHAT WEHAVE BEEN GIVEN.
  • 00:10:05.393 --> 00:10:07.595
  • HAVE BEEN GIVEN.SO, GOD'S SUCCESS RELATES TO
  • 00:10:07.595 --> 00:10:10.064
  • SO, GOD'S SUCCESS RELATES TOWHO WE ARE AND WHAT WE HAVE
  • 00:10:10.064 --> 00:10:11.099
  • WHO WE ARE AND WHAT WE HAVEDONE WITH WHAT WE HAVE
  • 00:10:11.099 --> 00:10:11.833
  • DONE WITH WHAT WE HAVEBEEN GIVEN.
  • 00:10:11.833 --> 00:10:12.500
  • BEEN GIVEN.YOU GO: I HAVEN'T BEEN
  • 00:10:12.500 --> 00:10:13.101
  • YOU GO: I HAVEN'T BEENGIVEN MUCH.
  • 00:10:13.101 --> 00:10:14.235
  • GIVEN MUCH.WELL, WHAT HAVE YOU STEWARDED
  • 00:10:14.235 --> 00:10:15.236
  • WELL, WHAT HAVE YOU STEWARDEDWITH THAT LITTLE?
  • 00:10:15.236 --> 00:10:16.838
  • WITH THAT LITTLE?SEE, SOME OF US GO: WELL, I
  • 00:10:16.838 --> 00:10:17.605
  • SEE, SOME OF US GO: WELL, IWANT A LOT.
  • 00:10:17.605 --> 00:10:18.406
  • WANT A LOT.THEN, I'LL STEWARD A LOT.
  • 00:10:18.406 --> 00:10:19.507
  • THEN, I'LL STEWARD A LOT.YOU WON'T.
  • 00:10:19.507 --> 00:10:20.274
  • YOU WON'T.YOU WON'T!
  • 00:10:20.274 --> 00:10:21.743
  • YOU WON'T!THIS IS WHY GO-- YOU KNOW,
  • 00:10:21.743 --> 00:10:22.877
  • THIS IS WHY GO-- YOU KNOW,THINGS COME SLOW WITH GOD,
  • 00:10:22.877 --> 00:10:23.878
  • THINGS COME SLOW WITH GOD,SOMETIMES.
  • 00:10:23.878 --> 00:10:25.046
  • SOMETIMES.'CAUSE HE'S LIKE: STEWARD
  • 00:10:25.046 --> 00:10:25.780
  • 'CAUSE HE'S LIKE: STEWARDA LITTLE.
  • 00:10:25.780 --> 00:10:26.381
  • A LITTLE.WE DON'T WANNA KILL YOU.
  • 00:10:26.381 --> 00:10:27.081
  • WE DON'T WANNA KILL YOU.GIVE YOU A LITTLE BIT MORE.
  • 00:10:27.081 --> 00:10:27.649
  • GIVE YOU A LITTLE BIT MORE.DON'T WANNA KILL YOU.
  • 00:10:27.649 --> 00:10:28.082
  • DON'T WANNA KILL YOU.OKAY. GOOD.
  • 00:10:28.082 --> 00:10:28.883
  • OKAY. GOOD.YOU'RE LIVING.
  • 00:10:28.883 --> 00:10:30.151
  • YOU'RE LIVING.BUT THIS IS WHAT'S CRITICAL IS
  • 00:10:30.151 --> 00:10:32.286
  • BUT THIS IS WHAT'S CRITICAL ISTHAT IF YOU DO THIS, YOU'LL
  • 00:10:32.286 --> 00:10:33.554
  • THAT IF YOU DO THIS, YOU'LLLIVE A FULL LIFE.
  • 00:10:33.554 --> 00:10:35.590
  • LIVE A FULL LIFE.YOU DO THIS, YOU'LL
  • 00:10:35.590 --> 00:10:36.324
  • YOU DO THIS, YOU'LLBE FULFILLED.
  • 00:10:36.324 --> 00:10:38.159
  • BE FULFILLED.YOU DO THIS AND LIFE WILL START
  • 00:10:38.159 --> 00:10:39.293
  • YOU DO THIS AND LIFE WILL STARTTO WORK OUT FOR YOU.
  • 00:10:39.293 --> 00:10:40.628
  • TO WORK OUT FOR YOU.BECAUSE YOU'RE LIVING IN THE
  • 00:10:40.628 --> 00:10:42.296
  • BECAUSE YOU'RE LIVING IN THEPURPOSE THAT GOD HAS GIVEN YOU,
  • 00:10:42.296 --> 00:10:43.898
  • PURPOSE THAT GOD HAS GIVEN YOU,WHEN REACHING OUR FULL
  • 00:10:43.898 --> 00:10:45.466
  • WHEN REACHING OUR FULLPOTENTIAL BECOMES THE BEST
  • 00:10:45.466 --> 00:10:46.834
  • POTENTIAL BECOMES THE BESTVERSION OF THE PERSON GOD
  • 00:10:46.834 --> 00:10:48.302
  • VERSION OF THE PERSON GODCREATED YOU TO BE, NOTHING MORE
  • 00:10:48.302 --> 00:10:50.638
  • CREATED YOU TO BE, NOTHING MOREAND NOTHING LESS.
  • 00:10:50.638 --> 00:10:51.906
  • AND NOTHING LESS.I WANNA FINISH WITH
  • 00:10:51.906 --> 00:10:55.410
  • AND NOT FINISH, BUT JUST THE
  • 00:10:57.945 --> 00:10:58.379
  • BIGGER THING.
  • 00:10:58.379 --> 00:10:59.047
  • CHAPTER 2, VERSE 20.
  • 00:10:59.047 --> 00:11:02.283
  • 2 TIMOTHY 2:20.
  • 00:11:02.283 --> 00:11:04.318
  • I LOVE THIS.
  • 00:11:04.318 --> 00:11:05.787
  • I HADN'T READ THIS BEFORE.
  • 00:11:05.787 --> 00:11:07.155
  • AND IT JUST CAUGHT
  • 00:11:07.155 --> 00:11:07.789
  • MY ATTENTION.
  • 00:11:07.789 --> 00:11:08.356
  • THIS IS THE PASSION
  • 00:11:08.356 --> 00:11:08.790
  • TRANSLATION.
  • 00:11:08.790 --> 00:11:10.591
  • IT SAYS: "IN A PLACE YOU'LL
  • 00:11:10.591 --> 00:11:12.026
  • FIND MANY KINDS OF CONTAINERS
  • 00:11:12.026 --> 00:11:14.095
  • AND TABLEWARE FOR MANY
  • 00:11:14.095 --> 00:11:15.930
  • DIFFERENT USES.
  • 00:11:15.930 --> 00:11:17.965
  • SOME ARE BEAUTIFULLY INLAID
  • 00:11:17.965 --> 00:11:19.300
  • WITH GOLD AND SILVER, BUT SOME
  • 00:11:19.300 --> 00:11:20.768
  • ARE MADE OF WOOD
  • 00:11:20.768 --> 00:11:23.371
  • AND EARTHENWARE.
  • 00:11:23.371 --> 00:11:24.372
  • SOME OF THEM ARE USED FOR
  • 00:11:24.372 --> 00:11:25.239
  • BANQUETS AND SPECIAL OCCASIONS,
  • 00:11:25.239 --> 00:11:27.275
  • AND SOME FOR EVERYDAY USE.
  • 00:11:27.275 --> 00:11:28.843
  • BUT YOU, TIMOTHY..."
  • 00:11:28.843 --> 00:11:30.078
  • AND THIS IS PAUL SPEAKING.
  • 00:11:30.078 --> 00:11:31.913
  • "...MUST NOT SEE YOUR LIFE IN
  • 00:11:31.913 --> 00:11:33.047
  • MINISTRY THIS WAY.
  • 00:11:33.047 --> 00:11:34.982
  • YOUR LIFE IN MINISTRY MUST NOT
  • 00:11:34.982 --> 00:11:36.818
  • BE DISGRACED, FOR YOU ARE TO BE
  • 00:11:36.818 --> 00:11:39.554
  • A PURE CONTAINER OF CHRIST AND
  • 00:11:39.554 --> 00:11:41.522
  • DEDICATED TO THE HONORABLE
  • 00:11:41.522 --> 00:11:42.890
  • PURPOSE OF YOUR MASTER..."
  • 00:11:42.890 --> 00:11:44.125
  • JUST LOOK AT ME FOR A MINUTE.
  • 00:11:44.125 --> 00:11:45.893
  • WE DON'T USE THIS VERY OFTEN IN
  • 00:11:45.893 --> 00:11:47.061
  • THE CHURCH, BUT I JUST WANNA
  • 00:11:47.061 --> 00:11:48.296
  • SAY THIS TO YOU.
  • 00:11:48.296 --> 00:11:50.031
  • I WANNA COMMISSION YOU, JUST AS
  • 00:11:50.031 --> 00:11:51.899
  • PAUL IS COMMISSIONING TIMOTHY.
  • 00:11:51.899 --> 00:11:53.034
  • I WANT YOU TO HEAR THIS, 'CAUSE
  • 00:11:53.034 --> 00:11:55.570
  • THIS IS CRITICAL TO YOU
  • 00:11:55.570 --> 00:11:58.339
  • LIVING AS A FULLY FUNCTIONING
  • 00:11:58.339 --> 00:11:59.540
  • CHRIST-FOLLOWER ON THE EARTH.
  • 00:11:59.540 --> 00:12:02.110
  • I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND THAT
  • 00:12:02.110 --> 00:12:03.711
  • YOU ARE A PURE CONTAINER
  • 00:12:03.711 --> 00:12:05.880
  • FOR CHRIST.
  • 00:12:05.880 --> 00:12:06.981
  • THAT IS YOUR BIRTHRIGHT.
  • 00:12:06.981 --> 00:12:08.049
  • HE WANTS YOU TO BE A PURE
  • 00:12:08.049 --> 00:12:09.650
  • CONTAINER FOR CHRIST AND HE
  • 00:12:09.650 --> 00:12:11.953
  • WANTS YOU TO BE DEDICATED TO
  • 00:12:11.953 --> 00:12:13.454
  • THE HONORABLE PURPOSES OF
  • 00:12:13.454 --> 00:12:14.956
  • YOUR MASTER.
  • 00:12:14.956 --> 00:12:16.657
  • YOU ARE DEDICATED -- LOOK AT ME
  • 00:12:16.657 --> 00:12:18.760
  • -- YOU ARE DEDICATED TO THE
  • 00:12:18.760 --> 00:12:20.695
  • PURPOSE OF YOUR MASTER.
  • 00:12:20.695 --> 00:12:22.530
  • YOU ARE SET APART AND YOU ARE
  • 00:12:22.530 --> 00:12:23.431
  • DEDICATED, AFTER A
  • 00:12:23.431 --> 00:12:25.199
  • HOLY CALLING.
  • 00:12:25.199 --> 00:12:26.601
  • YOU ARE ROYAL PRIESTHOOD.
  • 00:12:26.601 --> 00:12:27.235
  • COME ON.
  • 00:12:27.235 --> 00:12:28.936
  • AND SO, YOUR PURPOSE IS A
  • 00:12:28.936 --> 00:12:30.705
  • HIGH CALLING
  • 00:12:30.705 --> 00:12:32.273
  • AND THIS IS WHERE WE START TO
  • 00:12:32.273 --> 00:12:33.808
  • GO THROUGH ALL THE MUD AND MIRE
  • 00:12:33.808 --> 00:12:35.376
  • OF ALL THE STUFF THAT WE'VE
  • 00:12:35.376 --> 00:12:36.644
  • GONE THROUGH AND THE STORYLINES
  • 00:12:36.644 --> 00:12:37.979
  • AND THE PAIN AND THE HURT.
  • 00:12:37.979 --> 00:12:39.147
  • AND WE START TO REACH HIGHER
  • 00:12:39.147 --> 00:12:39.847
  • BECAUSE WE REALIZE OUR CALLING
  • 00:12:39.847 --> 00:12:41.015
  • IS HIGHER.
  • 00:12:41.015 --> 00:12:42.216
  • IT'S TO GET HIGH.
  • 00:12:42.216 --> 00:12:43.251
  • YOU LIFTED ME OUT OF THE MUCK
  • 00:12:43.251 --> 00:12:44.585
  • AND MIRE AND YOU SET ME ON A
  • 00:12:44.585 --> 00:12:45.720
  • SOLID PLACE.
  • 00:12:45.720 --> 00:12:48.990
  • YOU PULLED ME UP.
  • 00:12:48.990 --> 00:12:50.191
  • AND THEN, HE SAYS THIS:
  • 00:12:50.191 --> 00:12:51.959
  • "...PREPARED FOR EVERY GOOD
  • 00:12:51.959 --> 00:12:53.694
  • WORK THAT HE GIVES YOU TO DO.
  • 00:12:53.694 --> 00:12:55.530
  • RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN FROM ALL
  • 00:12:55.530 --> 00:12:56.764
  • THE AMBITIONS AND LUSTS OF
  • 00:12:56.764 --> 00:12:58.099
  • YOUTH AND CHASE AFTER ALL
  • 00:12:58.099 --> 00:12:58.833
  • THAT IS PURE."
  • 00:12:58.833 --> 00:13:00.034
  • LOOK AT ME.
  • 00:13:00.034 --> 00:13:00.768
  • YOU NEED TO CHASE AFTER ALL
  • 00:13:00.768 --> 00:13:02.403
  • THAT IS PURE.
  • 00:13:02.403 --> 00:13:03.671
  • "WELL, I'M MARRIED."
  • 00:13:03.671 --> 00:13:04.272
  • EXACTLY.
  • 00:13:04.272 --> 00:13:05.473
  • CHASE AFTER ALL THAT IS PURE.
  • 00:13:05.473 --> 00:13:07.542
  • COME ON.
  • 00:13:07.542 --> 00:13:09.243
  • WELL, I DON'T FEEL PURE.
  • 00:13:09.243 --> 00:13:10.044
  • THAT'S OKAY.
  • 00:13:10.044 --> 00:13:11.946
  • CHASE AFTER ALL THAT IS PURE.
  • 00:13:11.946 --> 00:13:14.282
  • 'CAUSE THAT'S WHO YOU ARE.
  • 00:13:14.282 --> 00:13:16.517
  • "WHATEVER BUILDS UP YOUR FAITH
  • 00:13:16.517 --> 00:13:18.219
  • AND DEEPENS YOUR LOVE MUST
  • 00:13:18.219 --> 00:13:20.221
  • BECOME YOUR HOLY PURSUIT."
  • 00:13:20.221 --> 00:13:21.589
  • DO YOU HAVE A HOLY PURSUIT?
  • 00:13:21.589 --> 00:13:23.324
  • IS YOUR HOLY PURSUIT THAT YOU
  • 00:13:23.324 --> 00:13:24.292
  • FEEL CONFIDENT?
  • 00:13:24.292 --> 00:13:25.226
  • OR IS YOUR HOLY PURSUIT THAT
  • 00:13:25.226 --> 00:13:26.627
  • YOU'D BECOME THE PERSON HE
  • 00:13:26.627 --> 00:13:27.862
  • CALLED YOU TO BE?
  • 00:13:27.862 --> 00:13:30.364
  • "AND LIVE IN PEACE WITH ALL
  • 00:13:30.364 --> 00:13:32.433
  • THOSE WHO WORSHIP OUR LORD
  • 00:13:32.433 --> 00:13:33.634
  • JESUS WITH PURE HEARTS."
  • 00:13:33.634 --> 00:13:35.636
  • SEE -- HERE, WE SEE EACH OF OUR
  • 00:13:35.636 --> 00:13:36.671
  • LIVES AS CREATED TO BE A VESSEL
  • 00:13:36.671 --> 00:13:38.139
  • FOR GOD TO USE, BUT HE
  • 00:13:38.139 --> 00:13:39.640
  • ENCOURAGES US TO BE A PURE
  • 00:13:39.640 --> 00:13:40.508
  • CONTAINER FOR CHRIST.
  • 00:13:40.508 --> 00:13:42.443
  • SO, OUR POTENTIAL.
  • 00:13:42.443 --> 00:13:43.711
  • SO, THAT'S MY POTENTIAL IS TO
  • 00:13:43.711 --> 00:13:48.249
  • CONTINUE THE DEEP WORK OF
  • 00:13:48.249 --> 00:13:51.319
  • SELF-ACCEPTANCE BY ACCEPTING
  • 00:13:51.319 --> 00:13:54.422
  • THE PERSON GOD CREATED ME TO BE
  • 00:13:54.422 --> 00:13:56.858
  • WITHIN DISAPPOINTMENT, WITHOUT
  • 00:13:56.858 --> 00:13:59.060
  • FEAR, AND WITHOUT ANGER.
  • 00:13:59.060 --> 00:14:01.562
  • FOR ME, PERSONALLY, THAT'S
  • 00:14:01.562 --> 00:14:03.998
  • WHERE I'M AT.
  • 00:14:03.998 --> 00:14:07.201
  • GOD, I WANNA ACCEPT WHO HAVILAH
  • 00:14:07.201 --> 00:14:11.138
  • IS WITHOUT DISAPPOINTMENT,
  • 00:14:11.138 --> 00:14:13.374
  • WITHOUT FEAR, WITHOUT ANGER,
  • 00:14:13.374 --> 00:14:16.310
  • WITHOUT IT FEELING LIKE I'M
  • 00:14:16.310 --> 00:14:18.312
  • I WANNA KNOW THAT WHAT YOU
  • 00:14:19.747 --> 00:14:21.782
  • I WANNA KNOW THAT WHAT YOUCREATED IN ME WAS ENOUGH.
  • 00:14:21.782 --> 00:14:23.384
  • CREATED IN ME WAS ENOUGH.I KNOW YOU SAID IT, BUT I NEED
  • 00:14:23.384 --> 00:14:25.219
  • I KNOW YOU SAID IT, BUT I NEEDIT TO GO DEEPER THAN HERE.
  • 00:14:25.219 --> 00:14:26.821
  • IT TO GO DEEPER THAN HERE.I NEED IT TO GO IN HERE SO THAT
  • 00:14:26.821 --> 00:14:28.189
  • I NEED IT TO GO IN HERE SO THATEVERY ENVIRONMENT I GO INTO I'M
  • 00:14:28.189 --> 00:14:29.757
  • EVERY ENVIRONMENT I GO INTO I'MNOT QUESTIONING MY WORTH, OR IF
  • 00:14:29.757 --> 00:14:31.359
  • NOT QUESTIONING MY WORTH, OR IFI'M VALID, OR IF I'M WANTED, OR
  • 00:14:31.359 --> 00:14:33.427
  • I'M VALID, OR IF I'M WANTED, ORIF I'M NEEDED, BUT I KNOW I AM
  • 00:14:33.427 --> 00:14:35.396
  • IF I'M NEEDED, BUT I KNOW I AMWHO YOU'VE CALLED ME TO BE.
  • 00:14:35.396 --> 00:14:36.964
  • WHO YOU'VE CALLED ME TO BE.AND I'M ENOUGH BECAUSE I BELONG
  • 00:14:36.964 --> 00:14:38.633
  • AND I'M ENOUGH BECAUSE I BELONGTO YOU.
  • 00:14:38.633 --> 00:14:39.734
  • TO YOU.IT'S ALSO NOT ABOUT SEEING
  • 00:14:39.734 --> 00:14:42.169
  • IT'S ALSO NOT ABOUT SEEINGOURSELVES BETTER THAN OTHERS
  • 00:14:42.169 --> 00:14:43.738
  • OURSELVES BETTER THAN OTHERSBECAUSE OF THE MAGNITUDE OF
  • 00:14:43.738 --> 00:14:44.839
  • BECAUSE OF THE MAGNITUDE OFOUR IMPACT.
  • 00:14:44.839 --> 00:14:47.141
  • OUR IMPACT.OUR IMPACT WILL NEVER VALIDATE
  • 00:14:47.141 --> 00:14:49.310
  • OUR IMPACT WILL NEVER VALIDATEOUR VALUE.
  • 00:14:49.310 --> 00:14:51.779
  • OUR VALUE.YOUR VALUE WILL NEVER BE
  • 00:14:51.779 --> 00:14:52.813
  • YOUR VALUE WILL NEVER BEDECIDED BY YOU.
  • 00:14:52.813 --> 00:14:54.282
  • DECIDED BY YOU.IT WAS ALREADY DECIDED.
  • 00:14:54.282 --> 00:14:55.850
  • IT WAS ALREADY DECIDED.GET A OLD PENNY, A NEW PENNY.
  • 00:14:55.850 --> 00:14:56.918
  • GET A OLD PENNY, A NEW PENNY.WHAT-- HOW MUCH VALUE DO
  • 00:14:56.918 --> 00:14:57.952
  • WHAT-- HOW MUCH VALUE DOTHEY HAVE?
  • 00:14:57.952 --> 00:14:58.552
  • THEY HAVE?THE EXACT SAME.
  • 00:14:58.552 --> 00:14:59.220
  • THE EXACT SAME.BECAUSE IT'S NOT WHAT THEY
  • 00:14:59.220 --> 00:15:00.154
  • BECAUSE IT'S NOT WHAT THEYLOOK LIKE.
  • 00:15:00.154 --> 00:15:01.589
  • LOOK LIKE.IT'S THE CREATOR OF IT THAT
  • 00:15:01.589 --> 00:15:02.556
  • IT'S THE CREATOR OF IT THATDEFINES THE VALUE.
  • 00:15:02.556 --> 00:15:04.625
  • DEFINES THE VALUE.COME ON.
  • 00:15:04.625 --> 00:15:06.027
  • COME ON.SO, YOUR VALUE IS IN GOD
  • 00:15:06.027 --> 00:15:07.929
  • SO, YOUR VALUE IS IN GODBECAUSE OF NOTHING YOU'VE DONE,
  • 00:15:07.929 --> 00:15:09.297
  • BECAUSE OF NOTHING YOU'VE DONE,NOTHING YOU COULD DO -- NOT
  • 00:15:09.297 --> 00:15:10.865
  • NOTHING YOU COULD DO -- NOTBECAUSE YOU CAME TO CHURCH ON A
  • 00:15:10.865 --> 00:15:12.133
  • BECAUSE YOU CAME TO CHURCH ON AWEDNESDAY NIGHT, NOT BECAUSE
  • 00:15:12.133 --> 00:15:13.401
  • WEDNESDAY NIGHT, NOT BECAUSEYOU'RE SAVED AND SANCTIFIED.
  • 00:15:13.401 --> 00:15:14.969
  • YOU'RE SAVED AND SANCTIFIED.YOUR VALUE-- YOU-- WHEN YOU
  • 00:15:14.969 --> 00:15:16.304
  • YOUR VALUE-- YOU-- WHEN YOUWERE IN THE EARTH CLUBBIN' AND
  • 00:15:16.304 --> 00:15:18.172
  • WERE IN THE EARTH CLUBBIN' ANDHOT TUBBING, OR YOU'RE IN THE
  • 00:15:18.172 --> 00:15:19.674
  • HOT TUBBING, OR YOU'RE IN THECHURCH ON THE PRAYER-MINISTRY
  • 00:15:19.674 --> 00:15:21.108
  • CHURCH ON THE PRAYER-MINISTRYLINE, YOU HAVE THE SAME
  • 00:15:21.108 --> 00:15:21.842
  • LINE, YOU HAVE THE SAMEEXACT VALUE.
  • 00:15:21.842 --> 00:15:22.910
  • EXACT VALUE.YOUR VALUE WILL NEVER CHANGE.
  • 00:15:22.910 --> 00:15:24.345
  • YOUR VALUE WILL NEVER CHANGE.GOD WILL ALWAYS SEE YOU AS
  • 00:15:24.345 --> 00:15:27.081
  • GOD WILL ALWAYS SEE YOU ASHIS CHILD.
  • 00:15:27.081 --> 00:15:27.748
  • HIS CHILD.HE WILL ALWAYS SEE YOU AS
  • 00:15:27.748 --> 00:15:29.083
  • HE WILL ALWAYS SEE YOU ASHIS OWN.
  • 00:15:29.083 --> 00:15:30.785
  • HIS OWN.HE WILL ALWAYS FIGHT FOR YOU.
  • 00:15:30.785 --> 00:15:32.286
  • HE WILL ALWAYS FIGHT FOR YOU.BUT THEN, WHEN WE GET INTO
  • 00:15:32.286 --> 00:15:33.955
  • BUT THEN, WHEN WE GET INTOBEING INTO A CHRISTIAN
  • 00:15:33.955 --> 00:15:35.389
  • BEING INTO A CHRISTIANCOMMUNITY AND WE START TO LIVE
  • 00:15:35.389 --> 00:15:36.857
  • COMMUNITY AND WE START TO LIVEFOR HIM, OUR EFFECTIVENESS DOES
  • 00:15:36.857 --> 00:15:38.693
  • FOR HIM, OUR EFFECTIVENESS DOESCHANGE, WHICH MEANS HOW WE
  • 00:15:38.693 --> 00:15:40.494
  • CHANGE, WHICH MEANS HOW WEBEGIN TO LEAD OUR LIFE.
  • 00:15:40.494 --> 00:15:42.697
  • BEGIN TO LEAD OUR LIFE.WE CAN EITHER PARTNER IN
  • 00:15:42.697 --> 00:15:44.131
  • WE CAN EITHER PARTNER INEFFECTIVENESS TO REACHING
  • 00:15:44.131 --> 00:15:45.399
  • EFFECTIVENESS TO REACHINGOTHERS FOR CHRIST, OR WE CAN
  • 00:15:45.399 --> 00:15:46.701
  • OTHERS FOR CHRIST, OR WE CANSIT AND HANG OUT AND WAIT FOR
  • 00:15:46.701 --> 00:15:48.436
  • SIT AND HANG OUT AND WAIT FORSOMEBODY ELSE TO REACH PEOPLE.
  • 00:15:48.436 --> 00:15:49.503
  • SOMEBODY ELSE TO REACH PEOPLE.AND WE DON'T THINK IT'S THAT
  • 00:15:49.503 --> 00:15:50.871
  • AND WE DON'T THINK IT'S THATBIG OF A DEAL.
  • 00:15:50.871 --> 00:15:52.173
  • BIG OF A DEAL.BUT THE BIBLE SAYS WHEN WE GET
  • 00:15:52.173 --> 00:15:53.274
  • BUT THE BIBLE SAYS WHEN WE GETTO HEAVEN, WE WILL BE REWARDED
  • 00:15:53.274 --> 00:15:54.542
  • TO HEAVEN, WE WILL BE REWARDEDFOR HOW WE LIVED ON EARTH.
  • 00:15:54.542 --> 00:15:56.177
  • FOR HOW WE LIVED ON EARTH.AND SO, SOMETIMES, WE GO, "IT'S
  • 00:15:56.177 --> 00:15:57.712
  • AND SO, SOMETIMES, WE GO, "IT'SSO HARD."
  • 00:15:57.712 --> 00:15:58.913
  • SO HARD."AND I GO, "DON'T WORRY -- THE
  • 00:15:58.913 --> 00:15:59.647
  • AND I GO, "DON'T WORRY -- THEREWARD IS COMING."
  • 00:15:59.647 --> 00:16:02.550
  • THE ENEMY OF OUR SOUL IS USING
  • 00:16:03.884 --> 00:16:04.585
  • THE ENEMY OF OUR SOUL IS USINGALL OF HIS ENERGY TO COME AND
  • 00:16:04.585 --> 00:16:05.353
  • ALL OF HIS ENERGY TO COME ANDDIMINISH ANY SENSE
  • 00:16:05.353 --> 00:16:08.789
  • [SOUND OF VEGETABLES BEING
  • 00:16:10.992 --> 00:16:12.259
  • [SOUND OF VEGETABLES BEINGCHOPPED]
  • 00:16:12.259 --> 00:16:13.728
  • CHOPPED]- VOCALS: ♪ GOD, OUR FATHER ♪
  • 00:16:13.728 --> 00:16:15.529
  • - VOCALS: ♪ GOD, OUR FATHER ♪[BABY LAUGHING]
  • 00:16:15.529 --> 00:16:16.864
  • [BABY LAUGHING]♪ LORD OF ALL ♪
  • 00:16:16.864 --> 00:16:17.898
  • ♪ LORD OF ALL ♪[CLATTERING]
  • 00:16:17.898 --> 00:16:21.569
  • [CLATTERING][LAUGHTER]
  • 00:16:21.569 --> 00:16:22.303
  • [LAUGHTER]- LITTLE GIRL: MAMA, CAN YOU
  • 00:16:22.303 --> 00:16:22.903
  • - LITTLE GIRL: MAMA, CAN YOUDANCE WITH ME?
  • 00:16:22.903 --> 00:16:24.872
  • DANCE WITH ME?- MOTHER: OH, OF COURSE, BABE!
  • 00:16:24.872 --> 00:16:27.375
  • - MOTHER: OH, OF COURSE, BABE!OH...YEAH...
  • 00:16:27.375 --> 00:16:31.379
  • OH...YEAH...[MIRTHFUL SOUNDS]
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  • 00:16:46.293 --> 00:16:48.829
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  • 00:17:03.044 --> 00:17:04.812
  • CALL OR GO ONLINE, NOW, TO
  • 00:17:05.913 --> 00:17:06.614
  • CALL OR GO ONLINE, NOW, TOREQUEST THESE POWERFUL
  • 00:17:06.614 --> 00:17:09.183
  • [MUSIC]
  • 00:17:10.885 --> 00:17:11.585
  • [MUSIC]- VOICE OF CHILD: WHEN I GROW
  • 00:17:11.585 --> 00:17:12.286
  • - VOICE OF CHILD: WHEN I GROWUP, I WANNA BE JUST LIKE YOU,
  • 00:17:12.286 --> 00:17:13.154
  • UP, I WANNA BE JUST LIKE YOU,MAMA.
  • 00:17:13.154 --> 00:17:15.122
  • MAMA.- MOTHER: AWWW...
  • 00:17:15.122 --> 00:17:16.023
  • - MOTHER: AWWW...SO, LET'S READ ABOUT HOW
  • 00:17:16.023 --> 00:17:18.059
  • SO, LET'S READ ABOUT HOWGOOD GOD IS.
  • 00:17:18.059 --> 00:17:21.128
  • GOOD GOD IS.GOD IS SOOOO GOOD TO US.
  • 00:17:21.128 --> 00:17:23.097
  • GOD IS SOOOO GOOD TO US.EVERYTHING THAT WE NEED...
  • 00:17:23.097 --> 00:17:23.864
  • EVERYTHING THAT WE NEED...[CHILD WHISPERING]
  • 00:17:23.864 --> 00:17:25.132
  • [CHILD WHISPERING]...HE GIVES TO US.
  • 00:17:25.132 --> 00:17:25.800
  • ...HE GIVES TO US.- LITTLE GIRL: READ ME THAT
  • 00:17:25.800 --> 00:17:26.267
  • - LITTLE GIRL: READ ME THATONE, RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:17:26.267 --> 00:17:27.068
  • ONE, RIGHT NOW.- MOTHER: I'M READING ABOUT
  • 00:17:27.068 --> 00:17:27.768
  • - MOTHER: I'M READING ABOUTTHE LITTLE CAT AND THE LITTLE
  • 00:17:27.768 --> 00:17:28.602
  • THE LITTLE CAT AND THE LITTLEBIRD...
  • 00:17:28.602 --> 00:17:30.571
  • BIRD...AND, SOMETIMES, THE SHADOWS
  • 00:17:30.571 --> 00:17:31.605
  • AND, SOMETIMES, THE SHADOWSSEEM DARK, BUT IS GOD
  • 00:17:31.605 --> 00:17:32.740
  • SEEM DARK, BUT IS GODSTILL GOOD?
  • 00:17:32.740 --> 00:17:33.874
  • STILL GOOD?- LITTLE GIRL: YEAH.
  • 00:17:33.874 --> 00:17:34.442
  • - LITTLE GIRL: YEAH.- MOM: GOOD.
  • 00:17:34.442 --> 00:17:35.242
  • - MOM: GOOD.WHEN IS GOD GOOD?
  • 00:17:35.242 --> 00:17:39.046
  • - HAVILAH: WHY IS
  • 00:17:42.783 --> 00:17:44.552
  • - HAVILAH: WHY ISSELF-ACCEPTANCE SUCH A HOT
  • 00:17:44.552 --> 00:17:47.354
  • SELF-ACCEPTANCE SUCH A HOTTOPIC, RIGHT NOW?
  • 00:17:47.354 --> 00:17:48.222
  • TOPIC, RIGHT NOW?AND WHY DO WE NEED TO TALK
  • 00:17:48.222 --> 00:17:49.924
  • AND WHY DO WE NEED TO TALKABOUT VULNERABILITY
  • 00:17:49.924 --> 00:17:51.792
  • ABOUT VULNERABILITYAND AUTHENTICITY.
  • 00:17:51.792 --> 00:17:52.593
  • AND AUTHENTICITY.WHY DO WE NEED TO RECOGNIZE THE
  • 00:17:52.593 --> 00:17:54.061
  • WHY DO WE NEED TO RECOGNIZE THEAREAS IN OUR LIVES THAT POINT
  • 00:17:54.061 --> 00:17:55.563
  • AREAS IN OUR LIVES THAT POINTTO A DEEPER ROOT IN OUR LIFE?
  • 00:17:55.563 --> 00:17:57.231
  • TO A DEEPER ROOT IN OUR LIFE?IT'S BECAUSE THE ENEMY OF OUR
  • 00:17:57.231 --> 00:18:01.902
  • IT'S BECAUSE THE ENEMY OF OURSOUL WANTS TO ROB US FROM EVER
  • 00:18:01.902 --> 00:18:03.304
  • SOUL WANTS TO ROB US FROM EVERFEELING LIKE WE BELONG,
  • 00:18:03.304 --> 00:18:04.905
  • FEELING LIKE WE BELONG,AND WE ARE CONNECTED,
  • 00:18:04.905 --> 00:18:06.941
  • AND WE ARE CONNECTED,AND WE ARE WORTHY.
  • 00:18:06.941 --> 00:18:09.543
  • AND WE ARE WORTHY.THE ENEMY OF OUR SOUL IS USING
  • 00:18:09.543 --> 00:18:10.945
  • THE ENEMY OF OUR SOUL IS USINGALL OF HIS ENERGY TO COME AND
  • 00:18:10.945 --> 00:18:12.713
  • ALL OF HIS ENERGY TO COME ANDDIMINISH ANY SENSE
  • 00:18:12.713 --> 00:18:14.181
  • DIMINISH ANY SENSEOF CONFIDENCE.
  • 00:18:14.181 --> 00:18:16.117
  • OF CONFIDENCE.'CAUSE HE KNOWS...HE KNOWS YOUR
  • 00:18:16.117 --> 00:18:17.384
  • 'CAUSE HE KNOWS...HE KNOWS YOURVALUE BETTER THAN YOU
  • 00:18:17.384 --> 00:18:18.352
  • VALUE BETTER THAN YOUKNOW YOUR OWN.
  • 00:18:18.352 --> 00:18:20.688
  • KNOW YOUR OWN.AND HE'S TERRIFIED OF WHO YOU
  • 00:18:20.688 --> 00:18:22.089
  • AND HE'S TERRIFIED OF WHO YOUARE AS A WOMAN WHEN YOU BEGIN
  • 00:18:22.089 --> 00:18:23.357
  • ARE AS A WOMAN WHEN YOU BEGINTO REALIZE THE AUTHORITY AND
  • 00:18:23.357 --> 00:18:24.125
  • TO REALIZE THE AUTHORITY ANDTHE POWER YOU HOLD ON
  • 00:18:24.125 --> 00:18:25.793
  • THE POWER YOU HOLD ONTHIS EARTH.
  • 00:18:25.793 --> 00:18:28.162
  • THIS EARTH.AND SO, ALL HE HAS OVER YOU IS
  • 00:18:28.162 --> 00:18:29.363
  • AND SO, ALL HE HAS OVER YOU ISTO LIE TO YOU AND TO DIMINISH
  • 00:18:29.363 --> 00:18:30.931
  • TO LIE TO YOU AND TO DIMINISHTHE CALL OF GOD ON YOUR LIFE TO
  • 00:18:30.931 --> 00:18:32.633
  • THE CALL OF GOD ON YOUR LIFE TOWHERE YOU WILL FINALLY WALK
  • 00:18:32.633 --> 00:18:33.801
  • WHERE YOU WILL FINALLY WALKAWAY FROM IT OR YOU WON'T
  • 00:18:33.801 --> 00:18:34.935
  • AWAY FROM IT OR YOU WON'TFULLY BE ACTIVATED.
  • 00:18:34.935 --> 00:18:36.303
  • FULLY BE ACTIVATED.AND SO, WHAT WE HAVE TO
  • 00:18:36.303 --> 00:18:37.771
  • AND SO, WHAT WE HAVE TOUNDERSTAND-- AND I BET YOU
  • 00:18:37.771 --> 00:18:39.140
  • UNDERSTAND-- AND I BET YOUANYTHING IF YOU WERE TO THINK
  • 00:18:39.140 --> 00:18:40.708
  • ANYTHING IF YOU WERE TO THINKABOUT YOUR OWN LIFE, I AM
  • 00:18:40.708 --> 00:18:43.978
  • ABOUT YOUR OWN LIFE, I AMCONFIDENT THAT EARLY ON, AS A
  • 00:18:43.978 --> 00:18:45.279
  • CONFIDENT THAT EARLY ON, AS ALITTLE GIRL, OR EVEN MAYBE AS A
  • 00:18:45.279 --> 00:18:47.248
  • LITTLE GIRL, OR EVEN MAYBE AS AYOUNG WOMAN, YOUR IDENTITY
  • 00:18:47.248 --> 00:18:50.651
  • SOMEBODY IN YOUR LIFE CAME TO
  • 00:18:52.586 --> 00:18:55.256
  • SOMEBODY IN YOUR LIFE CAME TOTAKE FROM YOU YOUR CONFIDENCE.
  • 00:18:55.256 --> 00:18:56.824
  • TAKE FROM YOU YOUR CONFIDENCE.SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE CAME TO
  • 00:18:56.824 --> 00:18:58.626
  • SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE CAME TOSHOW YOU THAT YOU WERE NOT
  • 00:18:58.626 --> 00:19:00.027
  • SHOW YOU THAT YOU WERE NOTWORTHY OF LOVE, YOU WERE NOT
  • 00:19:00.027 --> 00:19:01.328
  • WORTHY OF LOVE, YOU WERE NOTWORTHY OF ACCEPTANCE, YOU WERE
  • 00:19:01.328 --> 00:19:02.730
  • WORTHY OF ACCEPTANCE, YOU WERENOT WORTHY OF BELONGING.
  • 00:19:02.730 --> 00:19:04.198
  • NOT WORTHY OF BELONGING.AND THAT NARRATIVE THE ENEMY
  • 00:19:04.198 --> 00:19:05.833
  • AND THAT NARRATIVE THE ENEMYWAS HOPING WOULD FOLLOW
  • 00:19:05.833 --> 00:19:06.834
  • WAS HOPING WOULD FOLLOWYOUR WHOLE LIFE.
  • 00:19:06.834 --> 00:19:08.169
  • YOUR WHOLE LIFE.SO, WHEN YOU GET INTO
  • 00:19:08.169 --> 00:19:09.904
  • SO, WHEN YOU GET INTOENVIRONMENTS LIKE THIS, THAT
  • 00:19:09.904 --> 00:19:11.205
  • ENVIRONMENTS LIKE THIS, THATNARRATIVE WOULD BE SOMETHING
  • 00:19:11.205 --> 00:19:12.473
  • NARRATIVE WOULD BE SOMETHINGTHAT WOULD DROWN OUT ALL THE
  • 00:19:12.473 --> 00:19:13.741
  • THAT WOULD DROWN OUT ALL THELOVE OF HEAVEN OVER YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:19:13.741 --> 00:19:15.676
  • LOVE OF HEAVEN OVER YOUR LIFE.AND SO, WHAT I HAVE FOUND IN MY
  • 00:19:15.676 --> 00:19:16.677
  • AND SO, WHAT I HAVE FOUND IN MYOWN LIFE-- AND THIS
  • 00:19:16.677 --> 00:19:17.645
  • OWN LIFE-- AND THISIS CRITICAL.
  • 00:19:17.645 --> 00:19:19.480
  • IS CRITICAL.WHEN I WAS A YOUNG WOMAN, I
  • 00:19:19.480 --> 00:19:20.614
  • WHEN I WAS A YOUNG WOMAN, IDEALT WITH A LOT OF
  • 00:19:20.614 --> 00:19:21.582
  • DEALT WITH A LOT OFLEARNING ISSUES.
  • 00:19:21.582 --> 00:19:22.683
  • LEARNING ISSUES.I CAME FROM A VERY, UH,
  • 00:19:22.683 --> 00:19:23.417
  • I CAME FROM A VERY, UH,INTELLECTUAL FAMILY.
  • 00:19:23.417 --> 00:19:24.618
  • INTELLECTUAL FAMILY.STILL ARE.
  • 00:19:24.618 --> 00:19:26.987
  • STILL ARE.UH, VERY EDUCATED, AND, UM...
  • 00:19:26.987 --> 00:19:29.823
  • UH, VERY EDUCATED, AND, UM...ACCOMPLISHED.
  • 00:19:29.823 --> 00:19:30.591
  • ACCOMPLISHED.AND I D-- I'M NOT.
  • 00:19:30.591 --> 00:19:33.494
  • AND I D-- I'M NOT.I'M NOT.
  • 00:19:33.494 --> 00:19:34.395
  • I'M NOT.I HAD A LOT OF LEARNING ISSUES.
  • 00:19:34.395 --> 00:19:35.996
  • I HAD A LOT OF LEARNING ISSUES.I STILL HAVE A LOT OF LEARNING
  • 00:19:35.996 --> 00:19:37.364
  • I STILL HAVE A LOT OF LEARNINGISSUES THAT I-- I WORK TOWARDS
  • 00:19:37.364 --> 00:19:39.667
  • ISSUES THAT I-- I WORK TOWARDSAND I WORK HARD ON READING AND
  • 00:19:39.667 --> 00:19:40.935
  • AND I WORK HARD ON READING ANDWRITING AND SPELLING AND ALL
  • 00:19:40.935 --> 00:19:43.103
  • WRITING AND SPELLING AND ALLTHOSE THINGS.
  • 00:19:43.103 --> 00:19:44.672
  • THOSE THINGS.AND SO, WHEN I FELT THE LORD
  • 00:19:44.672 --> 00:19:45.673
  • AND SO, WHEN I FELT THE LORDTELL ME TO WRITE A BIBLE STUDY,
  • 00:19:45.673 --> 00:19:47.174
  • TELL ME TO WRITE A BIBLE STUDY,I WAS A STAY-AT-HOME MOM
  • 00:19:47.174 --> 00:19:47.975
  • I WAS A STAY-AT-HOME MOMWITH TWO KIDS.
  • 00:19:47.975 --> 00:19:49.009
  • WITH TWO KIDS.AND THE LORD SAID: I WANT
  • 00:19:49.009 --> 00:19:49.710
  • AND THE LORD SAID: I WANTYOU TO WRITE.
  • 00:19:49.710 --> 00:19:50.945
  • YOU TO WRITE.AND, I DIDN'T-- I SAID, "WELL,
  • 00:19:50.945 --> 00:19:51.946
  • AND, I DIDN'T-- I SAID, "WELL,I'M WORKING AT THE CHURCH,
  • 00:19:51.946 --> 00:19:52.513
  • I'M WORKING AT THE CHURCH,RIGHT NOW."
  • 00:19:52.513 --> 00:19:53.447
  • RIGHT NOW."AND HE SAID: I WANT YOU TO STOP
  • 00:19:53.447 --> 00:19:54.615
  • AND HE SAID: I WANT YOU TO STOPWORKING AT THE CHURCH AND I
  • 00:19:54.615 --> 00:19:55.816
  • WORKING AT THE CHURCH AND IWANT YOU TO SPEND EVERY NAPTIME
  • 00:19:55.816 --> 00:19:56.850
  • WANT YOU TO SPEND EVERY NAPTIMEWRITING THIS BIBLE STUDY.
  • 00:19:56.850 --> 00:19:58.652
  • WRITING THIS BIBLE STUDY.AND I WAS LIKE: "I-- OKAY.
  • 00:19:58.652 --> 00:19:59.553
  • AND I WAS LIKE: "I-- OKAY.YOU KNOW.
  • 00:19:59.553 --> 00:20:00.654
  • YOU KNOW.I CAN DO THIS."
  • 00:20:00.654 --> 00:20:01.855
  • I CAN DO THIS."IT'S A LONG STORY, BUT I TOLD
  • 00:20:01.855 --> 00:20:02.756
  • IT'S A LONG STORY, BUT I TOLDMY HUSBAND I KNEW WE'D HAVE TO
  • 00:20:02.756 --> 00:20:03.624
  • MY HUSBAND I KNEW WE'D HAVE TOMOVE OUT OF THE HOME.
  • 00:20:03.624 --> 00:20:04.625
  • MOVE OUT OF THE HOME.WE WOULDN'T BE ALLOWED--
  • 00:20:04.625 --> 00:20:05.426
  • WE WOULDN'T BE ALLOWED--COULDN'T AFFORD IT WITHOUT
  • 00:20:05.426 --> 00:20:06.360
  • COULDN'T AFFORD IT WITHOUTMY JOB.
  • 00:20:06.360 --> 00:20:06.961
  • MY JOB.WE'D HAVE TO SELL ONE OF
  • 00:20:06.961 --> 00:20:07.928
  • WE'D HAVE TO SELL ONE OFOUR CARS.
  • 00:20:07.928 --> 00:20:08.762
  • OUR CARS.AND WE WOULD END UP MOVING IN
  • 00:20:08.762 --> 00:20:09.863
  • AND WE WOULD END UP MOVING INWITH ANOTHER FAMILY WITH TWO
  • 00:20:09.863 --> 00:20:11.232
  • WITH ANOTHER FAMILY WITH TWOOF OUR KIDS.
  • 00:20:11.232 --> 00:20:12.199
  • OF OUR KIDS.AND I FIND OUT THE WEEK WE MOVE
  • 00:20:12.199 --> 00:20:13.934
  • AND I FIND OUT THE WEEK WE MOVEIN THAT I'M PREGNANT WITH
  • 00:20:13.934 --> 00:20:14.535
  • IN THAT I'M PREGNANT WITHOUR THIRD KID.
  • 00:20:14.535 --> 00:20:15.569
  • OUR THIRD KID.SO, SUPER FUN TIME IN MY LIFE.
  • 00:20:15.569 --> 00:20:16.870
  • SO, SUPER FUN TIME IN MY LIFE.SO, AS I GET IN THERE, I'M
  • 00:20:16.870 --> 00:20:19.206
  • SO, AS I GET IN THERE, I'MWRITING THIS BIBLE STUDY.
  • 00:20:19.206 --> 00:20:20.341
  • WRITING THIS BIBLE STUDY.I HAVE THIS IDEA.
  • 00:20:20.341 --> 00:20:21.242
  • I HAVE THIS IDEA.I'M LIKE: YOU KNOW WHAT
  • 00:20:21.242 --> 00:20:22.109
  • I'M LIKE: YOU KNOW WHATI'M GONNA DO?
  • 00:20:22.109 --> 00:20:23.544
  • I'M GONNA DO?THERE'S THIS THING
  • 00:20:23.544 --> 00:20:24.945
  • THERE'S THIS THINGCALLED YOUTUBE.
  • 00:20:24.945 --> 00:20:26.213
  • CALLED YOUTUBE.REMEMBER YOUTUBE AND WHEN
  • 00:20:26.213 --> 00:20:27.982
  • REMEMBER YOUTUBE AND WHENIT WAS A BIG DEAL.
  • 00:20:27.982 --> 00:20:28.682
  • IT WAS A BIG DEAL.LIKE, IT'S NOT THAT BIG OF A
  • 00:20:28.682 --> 00:20:30.651
  • LIKE, IT'S NOT THAT BIG OF ADEAL ANYMORE, BUT, BACK IN THE
  • 00:20:30.651 --> 00:20:32.853
  • DEAL ANYMORE, BUT, BACK IN THEDAY, IT WAS KIND OF A BIG DEAL.
  • 00:20:32.853 --> 00:20:33.554
  • DAY, IT WAS KIND OF A BIG DEAL.AND I SAID: WHAT IF I RECORDED
  • 00:20:33.554 --> 00:20:34.154
  • AND I SAID: WHAT IF I RECORDEDME TEACHING THE BIBLE
  • 00:20:34.154 --> 00:20:36.624
  • ME TEACHING THE BIBLEON YOUTUBE?
  • 00:20:36.624 --> 00:20:37.691
  • ON YOUTUBE?SO, I'LL NEVER FORGET -- I GOT
  • 00:20:37.691 --> 00:20:39.059
  • SO, I'LL NEVER FORGET -- I GOTMY BIBLE, I TOOK A SHOWER, I
  • 00:20:39.059 --> 00:20:40.427
  • MY BIBLE, I TOOK A SHOWER, ISAT IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER, I
  • 00:20:40.427 --> 00:20:41.095
  • SAT IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER, IHAD MY COFFEE.
  • 00:20:41.095 --> 00:20:42.596
  • HAD MY COFFEE.AND I'LL NEVER FORGET THE FIRST
  • 00:20:42.596 --> 00:20:43.998
  • AND I'LL NEVER FORGET THE FIRSTTIME I DID IT, I HAD SET MY
  • 00:20:43.998 --> 00:20:45.966
  • TIME I DID IT, I HAD SET MYCOFFEE MUG UP.
  • 00:20:45.966 --> 00:20:46.600
  • COFFEE MUG UP.AND IN THE MIDDLE OF ME
  • 00:20:46.600 --> 00:20:48.068
  • AND IN THE MIDDLE OF MERECORDING, THE COFFEE COMES
  • 00:20:48.068 --> 00:20:49.169
  • RECORDING, THE COFFEE COMESDOWN, SPLATTERS ALL OVER MY
  • 00:20:49.169 --> 00:20:50.704
  • DOWN, SPLATTERS ALL OVER MYBIBLE, ALL OVER MY COMPUTER.
  • 00:20:50.704 --> 00:20:52.006
  • BIBLE, ALL OVER MY COMPUTER.I MEAN, JUST A MESS, SO I'M
  • 00:20:52.006 --> 00:20:52.806
  • I MEAN, JUST A MESS, SO I'MWIPING IT UP.
  • 00:20:52.806 --> 00:20:54.074
  • WIPING IT UP.AND, FOR YEARS LATER, I HAD
  • 00:20:54.074 --> 00:20:57.711
  • AND, FOR YEARS LATER, I HADCOFFEE MARKS ON MY BIBLE.
  • 00:20:57.711 --> 00:20:58.846
  • COFFEE MARKS ON MY BIBLE.SO, I THREW IT UP ON
  • 00:20:58.846 --> 00:20:59.546
  • SO, I THREW IT UP ONYOUTUBE AND I'M LIKE: THIS IS
  • 00:20:59.546 --> 00:21:00.180
  • YOUTUBE AND I'M LIKE: THIS ISTHE MOMENT.
  • 00:21:00.180 --> 00:21:01.415
  • THE MOMENT.LIKE, GOD COULD DO ANYTHING.
  • 00:21:01.415 --> 00:21:02.816
  • LIKE, GOD COULD DO ANYTHING.AND, AT THAT MOMENT, I THREW IT
  • 00:21:02.816 --> 00:21:05.152
  • AND, AT THAT MOMENT, I THREW ITUP AND I HAD 17 VIEWS ON
  • 00:21:05.152 --> 00:21:07.421
  • UP AND I HAD 17 VIEWS ONTHAT BIBLE--
  • 00:21:07.421 --> 00:21:08.289
  • THAT BIBLE--AND I'M SURE MY MOM WAS LIKE
  • 00:21:08.289 --> 00:21:09.590
  • AND I'M SURE MY MOM WAS LIKETWO OF THEM.
  • 00:21:09.590 --> 00:21:10.157
  • TWO OF THEM.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:21:10.157 --> 00:21:10.791
  • [LAUGHTER]LIKE, POSITIVE MY MOM WAS
  • 00:21:10.791 --> 00:21:11.725
  • LIKE, POSITIVE MY MOM WASTWO OF THEM.
  • 00:21:11.725 --> 00:21:12.660
  • TWO OF THEM.AND, AT THAT MOMENT, I THOUGHT:
  • 00:21:12.660 --> 00:21:14.028
  • AND, AT THAT MOMENT, I THOUGHT:WELL, I'LL SURVEY PEOPLE AND
  • 00:21:14.028 --> 00:21:15.496
  • WELL, I'LL SURVEY PEOPLE ANDWE'LL SEE WHAT THEY THINK.
  • 00:21:15.496 --> 00:21:16.530
  • WE'LL SEE WHAT THEY THINK.LIKE, MAYBE I'LL JUST SURVEY
  • 00:21:16.530 --> 00:21:17.298
  • LIKE, MAYBE I'LL JUST SURVEYAND MAYBE THEY COULD GIVE ME
  • 00:21:17.298 --> 00:21:18.465
  • AND MAYBE THEY COULD GIVE MESOME GOOD FEEDBACK.
  • 00:21:18.465 --> 00:21:19.900
  • SOME GOOD FEEDBACK.AND SO, I THREW OUT A
  • 00:21:19.900 --> 00:21:21.068
  • AND SO, I THREW OUT ASURVEYMONKEY TO THE 17 PEOPLE
  • 00:21:21.068 --> 00:21:22.403
  • SURVEYMONKEY TO THE 17 PEOPLETHAT HAD WATCHED MINE,
  • 00:21:22.403 --> 00:21:23.003
  • THAT HAD WATCHED MINE,BECAUSE... CLEARLY IT
  • 00:21:23.003 --> 00:21:23.637
  • BECAUSE... CLEARLY ITWAS REVIVAL.
  • 00:21:23.637 --> 00:21:24.838
  • WAS REVIVAL.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:21:24.838 --> 00:21:26.874
  • [LAUGHTER]AND SO, I THREW OUT THIS
  • 00:21:26.874 --> 00:21:28.075
  • AND SO, I THREW OUT THISSURVEY, AND, I'LL NEVER FORGET
  • 00:21:28.075 --> 00:21:29.410
  • SURVEY, AND, I'LL NEVER FORGET-- I GET THE FEEDBACK AND MOST
  • 00:21:29.410 --> 00:21:31.178
  • -- I GET THE FEEDBACK AND MOSTOF IT'S VERY KIND AND GRACIOUS.
  • 00:21:31.178 --> 00:21:32.513
  • OF IT'S VERY KIND AND GRACIOUS.I THINK THEY KNEW I
  • 00:21:32.513 --> 00:21:33.113
  • I THINK THEY KNEW IWAS BEGINNING.
  • 00:21:33.113 --> 00:21:35.582
  • WAS BEGINNING.BUT THERE WAS ONE PERSON WHO
  • 00:21:35.582 --> 00:21:37.484
  • BUT THERE WAS ONE PERSON WHOWROTE ON THERE: "HONESTLY, IT
  • 00:21:37.484 --> 00:21:39.153
  • WROTE ON THERE: "HONESTLY, ITWASN'T BETTER THAN A BIBLE
  • 00:21:39.153 --> 00:21:43.157
  • WASN'T BETTER THAN A BIBLECLASS AT HIGH SCHOOL.
  • 00:21:43.157 --> 00:21:44.124
  • CLASS AT HIGH SCHOOL.IT WASN'T BETTER THAN A HIGH
  • 00:21:44.124 --> 00:21:44.892
  • IT WASN'T BETTER THAN A HIGHSCHOOL BIBLE CLASS.
  • 00:21:44.892 --> 00:21:46.327
  • SCHOOL BIBLE CLASS.I DIDN'T LEARN MUCH."
  • 00:21:46.327 --> 00:21:48.929
  • I DIDN'T LEARN MUCH."AND I REMEMBER READING IT IN MY
  • 00:21:48.929 --> 00:21:53.534
  • AND I REMEMBER READING IT IN MYCAR AND...I JUST BEGAN TO CRY.
  • 00:21:53.534 --> 00:21:55.135
  • CAR AND...I JUST BEGAN TO CRY.BECAUSE I PUT MYSELF OUT THERE
  • 00:21:55.135 --> 00:21:57.304
  • BECAUSE I PUT MYSELF OUT THEREAND I ASSUMED THAT IT WOULD BE
  • 00:21:57.304 --> 00:21:59.807
  • AND I ASSUMED THAT IT WOULD BESOMEWHAT RECEIVED, AND, IT
  • 00:21:59.807 --> 00:22:01.075
  • SOMEWHAT RECEIVED, AND, ITWASN'T...BY THIS ONE PERSON.
  • 00:22:01.075 --> 00:22:02.710
  • WASN'T...BY THIS ONE PERSON.I WANTED THEIR PHONE NUMBER.
  • 00:22:02.710 --> 00:22:03.610
  • I WANTED THEIR PHONE NUMBER.HAVE YOU EVER HAD THAT?
  • 00:22:03.610 --> 00:22:04.812
  • HAVE YOU EVER HAD THAT?LIKE: GOD, GIVE ME THEIR PHONE.
  • 00:22:04.812 --> 00:22:05.412
  • LIKE: GOD, GIVE ME THEIR PHONE.GIVE ME THE DOWNLOAD.
  • 00:22:05.412 --> 00:22:06.246
  • GIVE ME THE DOWNLOAD.I'LL CALL 'EM RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:22:06.246 --> 00:22:10.284
  • I'LL CALL 'EM RIGHT NOW.AND, UM...I CRIED NOT
  • 00:22:10.284 --> 00:22:11.819
  • AND, UM...I CRIED NOTBECAUSE OF WHAT SHE SAID;
  • 00:22:11.819 --> 00:22:14.822
  • BECAUSE OF WHAT SHE SAID;I CRIED BECAUSE OF THE OWN
  • 00:22:14.822 --> 00:22:15.856
  • I CRIED BECAUSE OF THE OWNSELF-REJECTION THAT I WAS
  • 00:22:15.856 --> 00:22:16.924
  • SELF-REJECTION THAT I WASLIVING WITH AND FEELING THAT I
  • 00:22:16.924 --> 00:22:17.958
  • LIVING WITH AND FEELING THAT IWASN'T EVEN WORTHY TO SAY
  • 00:22:17.958 --> 00:22:19.126
  • WASN'T EVEN WORTHY TO SAYANYTHING, AND THAT THEY WOULD
  • 00:22:19.126 --> 00:22:20.160
  • ANYTHING, AND THAT THEY WOULDFIND ALL THE HOLES IN WHAT
  • 00:22:20.160 --> 00:22:21.095
  • FIND ALL THE HOLES IN WHATI WAS DOING.
  • 00:22:21.095 --> 00:22:22.930
  • I WAS DOING.AND I REMEMBER HAVIN' A
  • 00:22:22.930 --> 00:22:24.498
  • AND I REMEMBER HAVIN' AREALLY GOOD CRY.
  • 00:22:24.498 --> 00:22:25.666
  • REALLY GOOD CRY.AND I THOUGHT: GOD, YOU DIDN'T
  • 00:22:25.666 --> 00:22:26.633
  • AND I THOUGHT: GOD, YOU DIDN'TMAKE ME SMART.
  • 00:22:26.633 --> 00:22:27.334
  • MAKE ME SMART.YOU DIDN'T GIVE ME
  • 00:22:27.334 --> 00:22:27.901
  • YOU DIDN'T GIVE METHE INTELLECT.
  • 00:22:27.901 --> 00:22:28.736
  • THE INTELLECT.I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO ALL
  • 00:22:28.736 --> 00:22:29.436
  • I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO ALLTHESE THINGS THAT'S
  • 00:22:29.436 --> 00:22:30.337
  • THESE THINGS THAT'SIN MY HEART.
  • 00:22:30.337 --> 00:22:31.805
  • IN MY HEART.AND THEN, I TRY AND IT'S KIND
  • 00:22:31.805 --> 00:22:32.806
  • AND THEN, I TRY AND IT'S KINDOF A MESS AND IT DIDN'T REALLY
  • 00:22:32.806 --> 00:22:33.807
  • OF A MESS AND IT DIDN'T REALLYTURN OUT LIKE I THOUGHT.
  • 00:22:33.807 --> 00:22:35.275
  • TURN OUT LIKE I THOUGHT.AND I REMEMBER THE LORD JUST
  • 00:22:35.275 --> 00:22:36.744
  • AND I REMEMBER THE LORD JUSTCHALLENGING ME ABOUT MY OWN
  • 00:22:36.744 --> 00:22:38.946
  • CHALLENGING ME ABOUT MY OWNSELF-ACCEPTANCE AND BEING ABLE
  • 00:22:38.946 --> 00:22:40.414
  • SELF-ACCEPTANCE AND BEING ABLETO SAY: HAVILAH, YOU
  • 00:22:40.414 --> 00:22:41.448
  • TO SAY: HAVILAH, YOUBELONG TO ME.
  • 00:22:41.448 --> 00:22:43.050
  • BELONG TO ME.I'LL HELP YOU.
  • 00:22:43.050 --> 00:22:43.784
  • I'LL HELP YOU.I'LL HELP YOU GROW IN THIS
  • 00:22:43.784 --> 00:22:45.719
  • I'LL HELP YOU GROW IN THISWHERE YOU'LL BE ABLE TO BE WHO
  • 00:22:45.719 --> 00:22:46.954
  • WHERE YOU'LL BE ABLE TO BE WHOYOU'RE CALLED TO BE.
  • 00:22:46.954 --> 00:22:47.988
  • YOU'RE CALLED TO BE.AND, SO, I REMEMBER LEANING IN
  • 00:22:47.988 --> 00:22:49.089
  • AND, SO, I REMEMBER LEANING INAND SAYING, "OKAY, GOD."
  • 00:22:49.089 --> 00:22:49.757
  • AND SAYING, "OKAY, GOD."I REMEMBER THINKIN': I GOTTA
  • 00:22:49.757 --> 00:22:51.125
  • I REMEMBER THINKIN': I GOTTAHAVE THICKER SKIN.
  • 00:22:51.125 --> 00:22:51.925
  • HAVE THICKER SKIN.IF I'M GONNA BE OUT THERE, I
  • 00:22:51.925 --> 00:22:52.526
  • IF I'M GONNA BE OUT THERE, IGOTTA HAVE THICKER SKIN.
  • 00:22:52.526 --> 00:22:54.294
  • GOTTA HAVE THICKER SKIN.AND, I GOTTA-- I'VE GOT TO...
  • 00:22:54.294 --> 00:22:56.563
  • AND, I GOTTA-- I'VE GOT TO...I'VE GOTTA LEARN WHAT IT LOOKS
  • 00:22:56.563 --> 00:23:00.067
  • I'VE GOTTA LEARN WHAT IT LOOKSLIKE TO JUST...KNOW WHO I AM IN
  • 00:23:00.067 --> 00:23:01.735
  • LIKE TO JUST...KNOW WHO I AM INHIM, ASIDE FROM WHAT EVERYBODY
  • 00:23:01.735 --> 00:23:02.836
  • HIM, ASIDE FROM WHAT EVERYBODYELSE THINKS.
  • 00:23:02.836 --> 00:23:06.039
  • ELSE THINKS.AND SO, I WENT BACK TO WORK AND
  • 00:23:06.039 --> 00:23:06.940
  • AND SO, I WENT BACK TO WORK ANDI WENT TO WRITING ANOTHER
  • 00:23:06.940 --> 00:23:07.608
  • I WENT TO WRITING ANOTHERBIBLE STUDY.
  • 00:23:07.608 --> 00:23:09.643
  • BIBLE STUDY.AND, THIS TIME, I WAS GONNA DO
  • 00:23:09.643 --> 00:23:10.377
  • AND, THIS TIME, I WAS GONNA DOIT IN PAPER.
  • 00:23:10.377 --> 00:23:11.745
  • IT IN PAPER.AND SO, WE DID THIS STUDY
  • 00:23:11.745 --> 00:23:12.780
  • AND SO, WE DID THIS STUDYCALLED "KEEP CONFIDENCE
  • 00:23:12.780 --> 00:23:13.414
  • CALLED "KEEP CONFIDENCESTRONG."
  • 00:23:13.414 --> 00:23:14.148
  • STRONG."AND I WENT TO OUR
  • 00:23:14.148 --> 00:23:15.516
  • AND I WENT TO OURCHURCH LEADERSHIP.
  • 00:23:15.516 --> 00:23:16.283
  • CHURCH LEADERSHIP.I SAID: "WOULD YOU MIND IF I
  • 00:23:16.283 --> 00:23:18.185
  • I SAID: "WOULD YOU MIND IF ILEAD A BIBLE STUDY CALLED
  • 00:23:18.185 --> 00:23:19.586
  • LEAD A BIBLE STUDY CALLED'KEEP CONFIDENCE STRONG?'
  • 00:23:19.586 --> 00:23:20.387
  • 'KEEP CONFIDENCE STRONG?'IT'S ONLY A FOUR-WEEK.
  • 00:23:20.387 --> 00:23:20.921
  • IT'S ONLY A FOUR-WEEK.WOULD YOU MIND?"
  • 00:23:20.921 --> 00:23:21.655
  • WOULD YOU MIND?"AND I SAID, "I THINK THERE'LL
  • 00:23:21.655 --> 00:23:22.356
  • AND I SAID, "I THINK THERE'LLBE LIKE 30 WOMEN."
  • 00:23:22.356 --> 00:23:23.557
  • BE LIKE 30 WOMEN."AND THE FIRST WEEK WE DID IT,
  • 00:23:23.557 --> 00:23:24.758
  • AND THE FIRST WEEK WE DID IT,WE HAD A HUNDRED WOMEN SHOW UP
  • 00:23:24.758 --> 00:23:25.793
  • WE HAD A HUNDRED WOMEN SHOW UPFOR THIS BIBLE STUDY.
  • 00:23:25.793 --> 00:23:26.994
  • FOR THIS BIBLE STUDY.THEY HAD NO MORE ROOM.
  • 00:23:26.994 --> 00:23:27.961
  • THEY HAD NO MORE ROOM.AND WE DID FOUR WEEKS OF
  • 00:23:27.961 --> 00:23:28.629
  • AND WE DID FOUR WEEKS OFTHIS STUDY.
  • 00:23:28.629 --> 00:23:29.763
  • THIS STUDY.I'LL NEVER FORGET -- WE WERE SO
  • 00:23:29.763 --> 00:23:30.998
  • I'LL NEVER FORGET -- WE WERE SOLATE ON THE PRINT, WE WENT TO
  • 00:23:30.998 --> 00:23:32.633
  • LATE ON THE PRINT, WE WENT TOTHE LOCAL PRINTER, AND THEY
  • 00:23:32.633 --> 00:23:34.401
  • THE LOCAL PRINTER, AND THEYWERE RED, AND THE RED LEAKED ON
  • 00:23:34.401 --> 00:23:36.003
  • WERE RED, AND THE RED LEAKED ONEVERYONE'S HANDS DURING
  • 00:23:36.003 --> 00:23:37.471
  • EVERYONE'S HANDS DURINGTHE WHOLE THING.
  • 00:23:37.471 --> 00:23:38.405
  • THE WHOLE THING.AND, SOMEONE SAID THEY PUT IT
  • 00:23:38.405 --> 00:23:39.973
  • AND, SOMEONE SAID THEY PUT ITON THEIR PASSENGER SEAT AND
  • 00:23:39.973 --> 00:23:40.841
  • ON THEIR PASSENGER SEAT ANDTHERE WAS RED ON THEIR SEATS.
  • 00:23:40.841 --> 00:23:41.809
  • THERE WAS RED ON THEIR SEATS.AND I WAS LIKE: "WELL, I DON'T
  • 00:23:41.809 --> 00:23:42.743
  • AND I WAS LIKE: "WELL, I DON'THAVE-- I HAVE NO--
  • 00:23:42.743 --> 00:23:43.777
  • HAVE-- I HAVE NO--LIKE, YOU CAN TAKE MY KIDS.
  • 00:23:43.777 --> 00:23:44.878
  • LIKE, YOU CAN TAKE MY KIDS.LIKE, THAT'S THE ONLY
  • 00:23:44.878 --> 00:23:45.879
  • LIKE, THAT'S THE ONLYCOLLATERAL I HAVE.
  • 00:23:45.879 --> 00:23:46.914
  • COLLATERAL I HAVE.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:23:46.914 --> 00:23:47.815
  • [LAUGHTER]I HAVE NO PLAN FOR THIS."
  • 00:23:47.815 --> 00:23:50.517
  • I HAVE NO PLAN FOR THIS."AND, UM...
  • 00:23:50.517 --> 00:23:52.119
  • AND, UM...AND THEN...AS I MOVED HERE,
  • 00:23:52.119 --> 00:23:53.687
  • AND THEN...AS I MOVED HERE,WE TOOK OVER MORAL REVOLUTION.
  • 00:23:53.687 --> 00:23:54.388
  • WE TOOK OVER MORAL REVOLUTION.AND I WAS LIKE: "LORD, THERE'S
  • 00:23:54.388 --> 00:23:55.589
  • AND I WAS LIKE: "LORD, THERE'STHIS HEART THAT I HAVE FOR
  • 00:23:55.589 --> 00:23:56.857
  • THIS HEART THAT I HAVE FORBIBLE STUDIES AND TEACHING
  • 00:23:56.857 --> 00:23:58.025
  • BIBLE STUDIES AND TEACHINGTHEM IN THE WORD.
  • 00:23:58.025 --> 00:23:58.625
  • THEM IN THE WORD.AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO
  • 00:23:58.625 --> 00:24:00.794
  • 'CAUSE I'M LEADING MORAL
  • 00:24:01.962 --> 00:24:02.362
  • 'CAUSE I'M LEADING MORALREVOLUTION.
  • 00:24:02.362 --> 00:24:02.963
  • REVOLUTION.I WANTED TO STEWARD THAT
  • 00:24:02.963 --> 00:24:03.363
  • I WANTED TO STEWARD THATREALLY WELL.
  • 00:24:03.363 --> 00:24:04.064
  • REALLY WELL.AND THE LORD SAID: YOU
  • 00:24:04.064 --> 00:24:05.365
  • AND THE LORD SAID: YOUKNOW WHAT?
  • 00:24:05.365 --> 00:24:06.099
  • KNOW WHAT?JUST WRITE ON YOUR OWN TIME, IN
  • 00:24:06.099 --> 00:24:06.533
  • JUST WRITE ON YOUR OWN TIME, INYOUR OWN WAY.
  • 00:24:06.533 --> 00:24:07.267
  • YOUR OWN WAY.AND WE THREW IT UP ON FACEBOOK,
  • 00:24:07.267 --> 00:24:08.068
  • AND WE THREW IT UP ON FACEBOOK,CALLED, "RADICAL GROWTH: A
  • 00:24:08.068 --> 00:24:09.069
  • CALLED, "RADICAL GROWTH: AGUIDEBOOK TO GROWING A
  • 00:24:09.069 --> 00:24:10.537
  • GUIDEBOOK TO GROWING AVIBRANT LIFE."
  • 00:24:10.537 --> 00:24:11.305
  • VIBRANT LIFE."WE DID ANOTHER STUDY CALLED
  • 00:24:11.305 --> 00:24:12.372
  • WE DID ANOTHER STUDY CALLED"I DO HARD THINGS."
  • 00:24:12.372 --> 00:24:13.340
  • "I DO HARD THINGS."AND, EVENTUALLY, IT GREW AND
  • 00:24:13.340 --> 00:24:14.641
  • AND, EVENTUALLY, IT GREW ANDGREW UNTIL WE FINALLY HAD
  • 00:24:14.641 --> 00:24:16.076
  • GREW UNTIL WE FINALLY HADTHOUSANDS OF WOMEN AROUND THE
  • 00:24:16.076 --> 00:24:17.578
  • THOUSANDS OF WOMEN AROUND THEWORLD DOING THESE STUDIES.
  • 00:24:17.578 --> 00:24:19.413
  • WORLD DOING THESE STUDIES.AND I THINK BACK TO THAT MOMENT
  • 00:24:19.413 --> 00:24:22.316
  • AND I THINK BACK TO THAT MOMENTIN THE CAR, WITH THE 17-- 16
  • 00:24:22.316 --> 00:24:24.151
  • IN THE CAR, WITH THE 17-- 16PEOPLE THAT LOVED IT AND THE
  • 00:24:24.151 --> 00:24:25.552
  • PEOPLE THAT LOVED IT AND THEONE PERSON WHO DIDN'T...
  • 00:24:25.552 --> 00:24:28.722
  • ONE PERSON WHO DIDN'T...AND I THINK ABOUT IF I
  • 00:24:28.722 --> 00:24:30.357
  • AND I THINK ABOUT IF IHAD BOWED DOWN TO MY OWN
  • 00:24:30.357 --> 00:24:33.460
  • HAD BOWED DOWN TO MY OWNSELF-REJECTION AT THAT MOMENT,
  • 00:24:33.460 --> 00:24:34.561
  • SELF-REJECTION AT THAT MOMENT,I WOULD HAVE WENT INTO HIDING.
  • 00:24:34.561 --> 00:24:36.430
  • I WOULD HAVE WENT INTO HIDING.AND I THINK ABOUT HOW MANY
  • 00:24:36.430 --> 00:24:38.932
  • AND I THINK ABOUT HOW MANYWOMEN AND MEN MEET YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:24:38.932 --> 00:24:42.369
  • WOMEN AND MEN MEET YOUR LIFE.I THINK ABOUT WHEN THE BODY OF
  • 00:24:42.369 --> 00:24:43.971
  • I THINK ABOUT WHEN THE BODY OFCHRIST, IF WE WERE TO GET WHOLE
  • 00:24:43.971 --> 00:24:47.741
  • CHRIST, IF WE WERE TO GET WHOLEAS WIVES AND MOMS, DAUGHTERS,
  • 00:24:47.741 --> 00:24:49.576
  • AS WIVES AND MOMS, DAUGHTERS,LEADERS, IF WE WERE TO GET
  • 00:24:49.576 --> 00:24:52.012
  • LEADERS, IF WE WERE TO GETWHOLE, REALLY WHOLE, WHERE WE
  • 00:24:52.012 --> 00:24:53.547
  • WHOLE, REALLY WHOLE, WHERE WEBEGIN TO ACCEPT OURSELVES AS
  • 00:24:53.547 --> 00:24:54.882
  • BEGIN TO ACCEPT OURSELVES ASCHRIST SAW US AND KNEW US, I
  • 00:24:54.882 --> 00:24:56.183
  • CHRIST SAW US AND KNEW US, IJUST-- I GUESS I JUST HAVE THIS
  • 00:24:56.183 --> 00:24:57.818
  • JUST-- I GUESS I JUST HAVE THISDREAM THAT WE WOULD HAVE THIS
  • 00:24:57.818 --> 00:24:59.353
  • DREAM THAT WE WOULD HAVE THISRADICAL MOVEMENT OF WOMEN THAT
  • 00:24:59.353 --> 00:25:01.989
  • RADICAL MOVEMENT OF WOMEN THATCAN LIFT THEIR HEAD UP AND KNOW
  • 00:25:01.989 --> 00:25:03.891
  • CAN LIFT THEIR HEAD UP AND KNOWTHEIR CONFIDENCE IS SET BECAUSE
  • 00:25:03.891 --> 00:25:06.260
  • THEIR CONFIDENCE IS SET BECAUSEOF WHO THEY ARE, NOT WHAT THEY
  • 00:25:06.260 --> 00:25:07.794
  • OF WHO THEY ARE, NOT WHAT THEYHAVE, OR WHO THEY KNOW, OR WHAT
  • 00:25:07.794 --> 00:25:08.929
  • HAVE, OR WHO THEY KNOW, OR WHATTHEY OWN, OR WHAT TITLE
  • 00:25:08.929 --> 00:25:10.764
  • THEY JUST ARE THEMSELF WHEREVER
  • 00:25:12.132 --> 00:25:13.934
  • THEY JUST ARE THEMSELF WHEREVERTHEY ARE.
  • 00:25:13.934 --> 00:25:15.068
  • THEY ARE.[APPLAUSE]
  • 00:25:15.068 --> 00:25:15.969
  • [APPLAUSE][MUSIC]
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  • [MUSIC]- MALE ANNOUNCER: YOU POSSESS
  • 00:25:17.004 --> 00:25:17.905
  • - MALE ANNOUNCER: YOU POSSESSMORE HEAVENLY AUTHORITY, POWER,
  • 00:25:17.905 --> 00:25:18.939
  • MORE HEAVENLY AUTHORITY, POWER,AND FAVOR THAN YOU'RE CURRENTLY
  • 00:25:18.939 --> 00:25:20.841
  • BUT YOU CAN STEP INTO THIS
  • 00:25:22.175 --> 00:25:22.943
  • HIGHER LEVEL OF LIVING SIMPLY
  • 00:25:22.943 --> 00:25:24.177
  • BY DISCOVERING YOUR IDENTITY.
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  • BETHEL TEACHERS REVEAL HOW TO
  • 00:25:31.552 --> 00:25:33.387
  • EMBRACE AND WIELD THE AUTHORITY
  • 00:25:33.387 --> 00:25:34.521
  • GOD HAS ALREADY GIVEN YOU
  • 00:25:34.521 --> 00:25:35.956
  • IN KING JESUS.
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  • 00:25:42.829 --> 00:25:44.565
  • TO TAKE YOU FARTHER AND FASTER
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  • 00:26:17.631 --> 00:26:18.465
  • CHOPPED]- VOCALS: ♪ GOD, OUR FATHER ♪
  • 00:26:18.465 --> 00:26:20.400
  • - VOCALS: ♪ GOD, OUR FATHER ♪[BABY LAUGHING]
  • 00:26:20.400 --> 00:26:21.034
  • [BABY LAUGHING]♪ LORD OF ALL ♪
  • 00:26:21.034 --> 00:26:22.603
  • ♪ LORD OF ALL ♪[CLATTERING]
  • 00:26:22.603 --> 00:26:26.673
  • [CLATTERING][LAUGHTER]
  • 00:26:26.673 --> 00:26:27.374
  • [LAUGHTER]- LITTLE GIRL: MAMA, CAN YOU
  • 00:26:27.374 --> 00:26:28.141
  • - LITTLE GIRL: MAMA, CAN YOUDANCE WITH ME?
  • 00:26:28.141 --> 00:26:28.875
  • DANCE WITH ME?- MOTHER: OH, OF COURSE, BABE!
  • 00:26:28.875 --> 00:26:31.511
  • - MOTHER: OH, OF COURSE, BABE!OH...YEAH...
  • 00:26:31.511 --> 00:26:34.514
  • OH...YEAH...[MIRTHFUL SOUNDS]
  • 00:26:34.514 --> 00:26:36.750
  • [MIRTHFUL SOUNDS][VOCALIZING]
  • 00:26:36.750 --> 00:26:40.187
  • [VOCALIZING][BABY GIGGLING]
  • 00:26:40.187 --> 00:26:44.291
  • [BABY GIGGLING][MUSIC]
  • 00:26:44.291 --> 00:26:45.025
  • [MUSIC]- KRIS: IF YOU'VE JUST WATCHED
  • 00:26:45.025 --> 00:26:46.493
  • - KRIS: IF YOU'VE JUST WATCHEDTHIS POWERFUL TEACHING, YOU
  • 00:26:46.493 --> 00:26:47.227
  • THIS POWERFUL TEACHING, YOUMIGHT BE WONDERING: WHAT DO I
  • 00:26:47.227 --> 00:26:48.061
  • MIGHT BE WONDERING: WHAT DO IDO ABOUT IT?
  • 00:26:48.061 --> 00:26:49.162
  • DO ABOUT IT?I WANNA ENCOURAGE YOU, RIGHT
  • 00:26:49.162 --> 00:26:50.530
  • I WANNA ENCOURAGE YOU, RIGHTNOW, NO MATTER WHAT YOU'VE DONE
  • 00:26:50.530 --> 00:26:51.665
  • NOW, NO MATTER WHAT YOU'VE DONEIN LIFE, JESUS WANTS TO
  • 00:26:51.665 --> 00:26:52.766
  • IN LIFE, JESUS WANTS TOFORGIVE YOU.
  • 00:26:52.766 --> 00:26:54.001
  • FORGIVE YOU.YOU CAN'T GET TOO FAR AWAY THAT
  • 00:26:54.001 --> 00:26:55.335
  • YOU CAN'T GET TOO FAR AWAY THATHE CAN'T FIND YOU.
  • 00:26:55.335 --> 00:26:56.570
  • HE CAN'T FIND YOU.YOU CAN'T DO SOMETHING SO WRONG
  • 00:26:56.570 --> 00:26:58.405
  • YOU CAN'T DO SOMETHING SO WRONGTHAT HE CAN'T SAVE YOU.
  • 00:26:58.405 --> 00:27:00.440
  • THAT HE CAN'T SAVE YOU.JUST SAY: JESUS, COME INTO MY
  • 00:27:00.440 --> 00:27:02.242
  • JUST SAY: JESUS, COME INTO MYLIFE, FORGIVE ME OF MY SINS,
  • 00:27:02.242 --> 00:27:04.077
  • LIFE, FORGIVE ME OF MY SINS,AND, FROM THIS DAY ON, I WANT
  • 00:27:04.077 --> 00:27:05.445
  • AND, FROM THIS DAY ON, I WANTTO FOLLOW YOU.
  • 00:27:05.445 --> 00:27:07.180
  • TO FOLLOW YOU.IF YOU PRAYED THAT VERY SIMPLE
  • 00:27:07.180 --> 00:27:08.415
  • IF YOU PRAYED THAT VERY SIMPLEPRAYER, THE BIBLE SAYS THAT
  • 00:27:08.415 --> 00:27:09.616
  • PRAYER, THE BIBLE SAYS THATYOU'RE BORN AGAIN.
  • 00:27:09.616 --> 00:27:11.418
  • YOU'RE BORN AGAIN.GOD BLESS YOU ON YOUR BRAND-NEW
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  • GOD BLESS YOU ON YOUR BRAND-NEWJOURNEY AS A BRAND-NEW
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  • [CLOSING MUSIC]
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