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  • -> A CHILDHOOD HOUSE OF
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  • HORRORS.
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  • - I RECALL IN MY MOM'S ARMS
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  • WITH HER HOLDING A BUTCHER
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  • KNIFE.
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  • - FILLED WITH DEADLY SECRET.
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  • - SOMETHING MIGHT HAPPEN TO ME
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  • AND MY FAMILY.
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  • - HOW A PRISONER OF HIS PAST.
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  • - I FEEL LIKE I HAD BECOME MY
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  • FATHER WHICH IS THE ONE THING I
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  • DIDN'T WANT TO BECOME.
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  • - GETS A SUPERNATURAL GLIMPSE
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  • OF HIS FUTURE.
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  • - A TELL PORTED TO A BEACH,
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  • HOT SAND.
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  • -> WELCOME TO THE 700 CLUB.
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  • I'M WENDY GRIFFITH.
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  • THE GOVERNMENT WILL LET
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  • DEMOCRATIC CONGRESSWOMEN ENTER
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  • THE WEST BANK AFTER SHE
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  • PROMISED SHE WOULD NOT PROMOTE
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  • BOYCOTTS AGAINST ISRAEL WHILE
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  • SHE'S THERE.
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  • THE MOVE COMES A DAY AFTER
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  • ISRAEL SAID THE CONGRESSWOMAN
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  • COULD NOT COME INTO THE COUNTRY
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  • BECAUSE THEY SUPPORT BOYCOTTS
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  • AGAINST IT.
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  • CHRIS MITCHELL BRINGS US THE
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  • STORY FROM JERUSALEM.
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  • - Reporter: TODAY ISRAEL
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  • GRANTED MICHIGAN DEMOCRATIC
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  • CONGRESSWOMAN REQUEST TO VISIT
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  • THE COUNTRY ON HUMANITARIAN
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  • GROUNDS TO SEE HER GRANDMOTHER.
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  • THAT ANNOUNCEMENT CAME AFTER
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  • THURSDAY'S DECISION BY PRIME
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  • MINISTER BENJAMIN NETANYAHU WHO
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  • SAYS ISRAEL HAD THE RIGHT TO
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  • BAR HER AND HER DEMOCRATIC
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  • FRESHMEN OF MINNESOTA.
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  • IN A STATEMENT HE SAID, "A FREE
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  • AND VIBRANT DEMOCRACY, ISRAEL
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  • IS OPEN TO CRITICS AND
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  • CRITICISM WITH ONE EXCEPTION.
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  • ISRAELI LAW PROHIBITS THE ENTRY
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  • INTO ISRAEL OF THOSE WHO CALL
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  • FOR AND WORK TO IMPOSE BOYCOTTS
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  • ON ISRAEL.
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  • AS DO OTHER DEMOCRACIES THAT
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  • PROHIBIT THE ENTRY OF PEOPLE
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  • WHO SEEK TO HARM THE COUNTRY."
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  • U.S. PRESIDENT TRUMP TWEETED
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  • PRIOR TO THE ANNOUNCEMENT.
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  • - I THINK IT WOULD BE A
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  • TERRIBLE SIGN, THEY WANT TO DO
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  • BOYCOTTS AND THEY SAID HORRIBLE
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  • THINGS ABOUT JEWISH PEOPLE.
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  • THEY SAID HORRIBLE THINGS ABOUT
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  • ISRAEL AND ISRAELIS AND I THINK
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  • IT WOULD BE A TERRIBLE THING
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  • FRANKLY FOR ISRAEL TO LET THESE
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  • TWO PEOPLE WHO SPEAK SO BADLY
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  • ABOUT ISRAEL COME IN.
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  • - IT WAS PRESIDENT TRUMP'S
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  • TWEET BEFORE THE DECISION THAT
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  • MANY BELIEVE PERSUADED BENJAMIN
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  • NETANYAHU TO BAR THE
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  • CONGRESSWOMAN.
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  • TRUMP SAID THAT ISRAEL WOULD
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  • SHOW GREAT WEAKNESS IF THEY
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  • ALLOWED THEM IN EVEN THOUGH A
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  • FEW WEEKS AGO ISRAEL'S
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  • AMBASSADOR WOULD ALLOW HER TO
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  • COME IN OUT OF RESPECT FOR THE
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  • U.S. CONGRESS.
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  • BOTH ARR AND TELV HIT BACK AT
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  • BENJAMIN NETANYAHU.
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  • HE ADDED THE DECISION WAS AN
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  • INSULT TO DEMOCRATIC VALUES.
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  • ONE REASON HE SAID THEY BARRED
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  • THEIR TRIP WAS BECAUSE IT WAS
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  • SPONSORED BY AN ORGANIZATION
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  • THAT SUPPORTS THE BOYCOTT
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  • SANCTIONS MOVEMENT AND HAS
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  • CALLED SUICIDE BOMBERS PART OF
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  • THE RESISTANCE MOVEMENT.
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  • U.S. AMBASSADOR TO ISRAEL
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  • RELEASED A STATEMENT THAT NOTED
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  • 70 FRESH FREB FRESHMEN MEMBERS
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  • OF CONGRESS JUST COMPLETED A
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  • BALANCE VISIT TO ISRAEL BUT
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  • SAID THE DELEGATION HAD LIMITED
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  • ITS POE CHUR TO TOURISTS
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  • ORGANIZED BY THE MOST STRIDENT
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  • OF ACTIVISTS.
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  • DEMOCRATIC CONGRESSMEN TED LIEU
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  • ACCUSED FREE MAN ON TWITTER OF
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  • DUAL LOYALTY, AN ACCUSATION
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  • CONSIDERED BY MANY TO BE ANTISE
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  • MIMIC.
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  • HE APOLOGIZED AND DELETED HIS
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  • TWEET.
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  • -> IN OTHER NEWS, PRESIDENT
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  • TRUMP SAYS THE U.S. HAS THE
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  • HOTTEST ECONOMY IN THE WORLD.
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  • JOHN HAS THAT STORY FROM OUR
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  • CBN NEWS BUREAU IN WASHINGTON.
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  • - THANKS WENDY.
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  • THE PRESIDENT TRIED TO CALM
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  • GROWING RECESSION FEARS
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  • THURSDAY NIGHT AT A NEW
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  • HAMPSHIRE KEEP AMERICA GREAT
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  • RALLY WHERE HE WENT ON THE
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  • ATTACK AGAINST DEMOCRATS.
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  • KERRY LANE BRINGS US THE STORY.
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  • - THE ECONOMY TOOK CENTER
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  • STAGE AS AN OPTIMISTIC
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  • PRESIDENT TRUMP ASSURED NEW
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  • HAMPSHIRE SUPPORTERS THAT THEIR
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  • STATE AND THE U.S. ECONOMY
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  • REMAINS STROONG.
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  • - YOU HAVE THE BEST
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  • UNEMPLOYMENT, THE MOST
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  • SUCCESSFUL STATE SNT HISTORY OF
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  • YOUR STATE.
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  • AND IN THE HISTORY OF OUR
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  • COUNTRY.
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  • AND THEN YOU'RE GOING TO VOTE
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  • FOR SOMEBODY ELSE.
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  • GREAT.
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  • LET'S VOTE FOR ELIZABETH
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  • POCAHONTAS WARREN.
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  • - A FOX NEWS POLL SHOWS
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  • SENATOR WARREN IS THE SECOND
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  • CHOICE OF DEMOCRATS BEHIND
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  • FORMER VICE PRESIDENT BIDE TO
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  • BE THE PARTY'S NOMINEE.
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  • THE PRESIDENT SAYS IT DOESN'T
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  • MATTER WHO THE DEMOCRATS
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  • CHOOSE, THEN HE TOOK A SWIPE AT
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  • JOE BIDEN.
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  • - SLEEPY JOE MAY BE ABLE TO
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  • LIMP ACROSS THE FINISH LINE.
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  • BUT TODAY THEY ANNOUNCED THAT
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  • THEY'RE GOING TO CUT WAY BACK
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  • ON HIS APPEARANCES BECAUSE HE'S
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  • SUCH A DISASTER.
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  • - THE HILL REPORTED JOE
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  • BIDEN'S AL LIES FLOATED THE
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  • IDEA OF CHANGING HIS SCHEDULE
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  • BECAUSE HE MADE SO MANY GAPS IN
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  • RECENT DAYS.
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  • TRUMP TOLD THE CROWD OF 12.000
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  • WE HAVE A BUNCH OF SOCIALISTS
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  • AND COMMUNISTS TO BEAT AND IT
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  • MAY BE AN UPHILL FIGHT.
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  • THE SAME POLL SHOWS LEFT WING
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  • DEMOCRATS ELIZABETH WARREN,
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  • BERNIE SANDERS, AND KAMALA
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  • HARRIS DEFEATING THE PRESIDENT.
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  • JOE BIDEN WOULD BEAT TRUMP 50%
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  • TO 38%.
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  • REGARDLESS OF EARLY POLLS, THE
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  • PRESIDENT SAYS VOTERS HAVE TO
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  • VOTE FOR HIM TO PROTECT THE
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  • STRONG ECONOMY.
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  • EVEN IF VOTERS DON'T PERSONALLY
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  • LIKE HIM.
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  • - YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO
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  • VOTE FOR ME BECAUSE YOUR 401K'S
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  • DOWN THE TUBES.
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  • EVERYTHING IS DOWN THE TUBE.
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  • SO WHETHER YOU LOVE ME OR HATE
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  • ME, YOU GOT TO VOTE FOR ME.
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  • - THE PRESIDENT DISCUSSED A
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  • WIDE RANGE OF ISSUES INCLUDING
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  • CHINA TRADE AND GUN CONTROL.
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  • IN HIS FIRST RALLY SINCE THE
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  • DAYTON AND EL PASO SHOOTINGS
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  • SAID MENTAL DERANGED PEOPLE
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  • NEED TO BE INSTITUTIONALIZED
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  • AND TAKEN OFF THE STREETS AND
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  • HE'S WORKING HARD TO MAKE SURE
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  • GUNS ARE KEPT OUT OF THE HANDS
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  • OF THE MENTALLY ILL.
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  • - PEOPLE HAVE TO REMEMBER
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  • HOWEVER THAT THERE'S A MENTAL
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  • ILLNESS PROBLEM THAT HAS TO BE
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  • DEALT WITH.
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  • IT'S NOT THE GUN THAT PULLS THE
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  • TRIGGER.
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  • IT'S THE PERSON HOLDING THE
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  • GUN.
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  • - GARY LANE, CBN NEWS.
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  • -> THANKS GARY.
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  • TURNING OVERSEAS, A DEADLY
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  • NUCLEAR EXPLOSION IN RUSSIA
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  • LAST WEEK WAS ANOTHER SIGN THE
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  • COUNTRY IS BUILDING UP THEIR
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  • WEAPONS PROGRAM.
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  • WHILE RUSSIA POSES THE GREATEST
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  • THREAT, IT'S FAR FROM THE ONLY
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  • ONE.
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  • .
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  • - NOT ONLY DOES THIS GIVE
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  • AMERICA INSIGHT INTO WHAT THE
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  • RUSSIANS ARE DOING BUT IT'S
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  • ALSO A REMINDER FOR THE U.S. TO
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  • NOT LET UP ON ITS OWN NUCLEAR
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  • DEVELOPMENT BECAUSE WHILE
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  • RUSSIA POSES THE GREATEST
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  • THREAT, IT'S CERTAINLY FAR FROM
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  • THE ONLY ONE.
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  • - THIS WAS THE SCENE AS FIVE
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  • RUSSIAN SCIENTISTS WERE LAID TO
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  • REST AFTER LAST WEEK'S BLAST.
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  • THEY ALONG WITH TWO OTHERS
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  • BELIEVED TO HAVE BEEN KILLED
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  • DURING TESTING OF THE ETHNIC
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  • CRUISE MISSILE.
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  • IT WOULD BE A TOOL IN THE
  • 00:07:14.280 --> 00:07:17.110
  • RUSSIAN'S NUCLEAR ARSENAL
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  • UNMATCHED BY ANY OTHER NATION.
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  • VLADIMIR PUTIN CALLING IT A
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  • VENGEANCE WEAPON THAT WOULD FLY
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  • LOWER, FASTER AND FARTHER THAN
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  • ANY OTHER.
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  • - THE DANGER I SEE IS THAT
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  • HAVING ESSENTIALLY 25 EVEN
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  • MAYBE 30 YEARS NEGLECTED OUR
  • 00:07:35.230 --> 00:07:37.090
  • NUCLEAR DETERRENT.
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  • WE ARE NOW POTENTIALLY NOT ONLY
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  • CONSIDERABLY INFERIOR TO THE
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  • RUSSIANS BUT MAYBE EVEN EM
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  • BOLDENING THEM.
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  • - PRESIDENT TRUMP TWEETED THE
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  • UNITED STATES IS LEARNING MUCH
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  • FROM THE FAILED MISSION EX-
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  • EMPLOYEE LOTION IN RUSSIA AND
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  • WE HAVE SIMILAR AND MORE
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  • ADVANCED TECHNOLOGY BUT IS U.S.
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  • TECHNOLOGY IN THE AREA BETTER
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  • THAN THE RUSSIANS?
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  • GAFFENY DOESN'T THINK SO.
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  • - I FEEL THAT THE PRESIDENT
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  • MAY HAVE BEEN SOLD A BILL OF
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  • GOODS HERE BUT SOME OF THE WORK
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  • THAT WE HAVE IN PROSPECT TO
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  • MODERNIZE OUR ARSENAL WILL BE
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  • COMPARABLE TO THE RUSSIANS BUT
  • 00:08:17.290 --> 00:08:19.040
  • IT ISN'T IN PLACE NOW AND A AN
  • 00:08:19.040 --> 00:08:21.130
  • AWFUL LOT OF WHAT THEY HAVE IS.
  • 00:08:21.130 --> 00:08:23.020
  • - THE U.S. PULLED OUT OF THE
  • 00:08:23.020 --> 00:08:24.250
  • DECADE'S OLD TREATY AND THE
  • 00:08:24.250 --> 00:08:26.200
  • PENTAGON AND NATO ARE TRYING TO
  • 00:08:26.200 --> 00:08:28.000
  • QUICKLY DEVELOP SYSTEMS THAT
  • 00:08:28.000 --> 00:08:29.260
  • COULD FEND OFF A RUSSIAN
  • 00:08:29.260 --> 00:08:31.110
  • ATTACK.
  • 00:08:31.110 --> 00:08:31.190
  • AND WHILE RUSSIA MAY BE THE
  • 00:08:31.190 --> 00:08:34.030
  • BIGGEST THREAT, FORMER DIPLOMAT
  • 00:08:34.030 --> 00:08:36.020
  • AND DEFENSE DEPARTMENT OFFICIAL
  • 00:08:36.020 --> 00:08:37.160
  • SAYS IT'S CLEAR THEY'RE NOT THE
  • 00:08:37.160 --> 00:08:39.060
  • ONLY THREAT.
  • 00:08:39.060 --> 00:08:40.180
  • - BOTH RUSSIA AND CHINA ARE
  • 00:08:40.180 --> 00:08:43.130
  • INVESTIGATING IN NEW NUCLEAR
  • 00:08:43.130 --> 00:08:44.110
  • WEAPONS AND DELIVERY PLATFORMS.
  • 00:08:44.110 --> 00:08:46.080
  • - THERE'S NORTH KOREA, THE
  • 00:08:46.080 --> 00:08:48.050
  • PRESIDENT SO FAR UNSUCCESSFUL
  • 00:08:48.050 --> 00:08:49.120
  • IN CONVINCING DICTATOR KIM JONG-
  • 00:08:49.120 --> 00:08:51.190
  • UN TO SHED NUCLEAR WEAPON RI
  • 00:08:52.050 --> 00:08:55.050
  • AND IRAN WHICH IS BUSY IN
  • 00:08:55.060 --> 00:08:58.060
  • ENRICHING IE RAIN YUM PRIMING
  • 00:08:58.060 --> 00:08:59.190
  • IT FOR DEVELOPMENT OF NUCLEAR
  • 00:08:59.190 --> 00:09:01.050
  • WEAPONS, A MUCH SOURCE OF
  • 00:09:01.050 --> 00:09:03.170
  • CONTENTION BETWEEN IRAN AND THE
  • 00:09:03.170 --> 00:09:04.060
  • WHITE HOUSE.
  • 00:09:04.060 --> 00:09:05.240
  • THE CHANCE OF NUCLEAR WAR ARE
  • 00:09:05.240 --> 00:09:07.140
  • SLIM BUT WITH EVERYONE RAMPING
  • 00:09:07.140 --> 00:09:08.120
  • UP IT'S NOT OUT OF THE
  • 00:09:08.120 --> 00:09:10.120
  • QUESTION.
  • 00:09:10.120 --> 00:09:10.200
  • - IN YOUR OPINION, WHAT'S THE
  • 00:09:10.200 --> 00:09:11.200
  • LIKELIHOOD THAT WE COULD BE
  • 00:09:11.200 --> 00:09:12.210
  • HEADING FOR NUCLEAR WAR?
  • 00:09:13.040 --> 00:09:16.040
  • - I DON'T THINK THAT WE WILL
  • 00:09:16.040 --> 00:09:17.270
  • START ANY NUCLEAR WARS.
  • 00:09:18.210 --> 00:09:21.210
  • I DON'T THINK THAT AS LONG AS
  • 00:09:21.210 --> 00:09:24.010
  • WE ARE CREDIBLY DETERRING
  • 00:09:24.010 --> 00:09:25.100
  • ATTACKS THAT THAT'S LIKELY.
  • 00:09:25.100 --> 00:09:28.030
  • - EXPERTS ARE SKEPTICAL THAT
  • 00:09:28.030 --> 00:09:29.140
  • RUSSIA WILL BE ABLE TO WORK OUT
  • 00:09:29.140 --> 00:09:32.130
  • THE BUGS WHERE THE SO-CALLED
  • 00:09:32.130 --> 00:09:34.150
  • DOOMSDAY SKY FALLER WEAPON IS
  • 00:09:34.150 --> 00:09:35.290
  • CONCERNS AND IF IT DOES, AT
  • 00:09:35.290 --> 00:09:36.170
  • WHAT COST?
  • 00:09:36.170 --> 00:09:38.080
  • THE KREMLIN NOT CONFIRMING THE
  • 00:09:38.080 --> 00:09:39.180
  • EXPLOSION WAS THE RESULT OF
  • 00:09:39.180 --> 00:09:41.090
  • TESTING THE CREW'S MISSILE,
  • 00:09:41.090 --> 00:09:43.120
  • ONLY SAYING IN A STATEMENT,
  • 00:09:43.120 --> 00:09:45.030
  • "ACCIDENTS HAPPEN."
  • 00:09:45.030 --> 00:09:47.160
  • IN WASHINGTON, ERIC PHILLIPS,
  • 00:09:47.160 --> 00:09:48.040
  • CBN NEWS.
  • 00:09:48.040 --> 00:09:49.040
  • -> THANK YOU, ERIC.
  • 00:09:49.040 --> 00:09:50.290
  • WELL, LOUISIANA STUDENTS WILL
  • 00:09:51.070 --> 00:09:54.070
  • SEE THE MOTTO "IN GOD WE TRUST"
  • 00:09:55.130 --> 00:09:58.130
  • IN PUBLIC SCHOOL WALLS THIS
  • 00:09:58.130 --> 00:09:59.280
  • YEAR.
  • 00:09:59.280 --> 00:10:02.230
  • HE SIGN ADD I WILL REQUIRING
  • 00:10:02.230 --> 00:10:04.010
  • THE MOTTO BE PUT IN EVERY
  • 00:10:04.010 --> 00:10:06.100
  • SCHOOL.
  • 00:10:06.100 --> 00:10:06.180
  • IT ALSO REQUIRES STUDENT BE
  • 00:10:06.180 --> 00:10:08.210
  • TAUGHT ABOUT THE U.S. FLAG AND
  • 00:10:08.210 --> 00:10:10.100
  • PATRIOTIC CUSTOMS BY THE TIME
  • 00:10:10.100 --> 00:10:11.010
  • THEY'RE IN THE FIFTH GRADE.
  • 00:10:11.010 --> 00:10:13.080
  • MORE LESSONS ABOUT BETSY ROSS
  • 00:10:13.080 --> 00:10:14.210
  • AND THE STARS AND STRIPES.
  • 00:10:14.210 --> 00:10:15.180
  • - I LIKE IT.
  • 00:10:15.180 --> 00:10:16.270
  • I KNOW THE FOLKS IN LOUISIANA
  • 00:10:16.270 --> 00:10:19.020
  • LIKE IT TOO.
  • 00:10:19.020 --> 00:10:19.120
  • COMING UP, THEY CALL HIM THE
  • 00:10:19.270 --> 00:10:22.270
  • RENAISSANCE REDNECK AND HIS
  • 00:10:22.270 --> 00:10:23.140
  • VIDEO BLOGS ARE TAKING THE
  • 00:10:23.140 --> 00:10:25.040
  • INTERNET BY STORM.
  • 00:10:26.000 --> 00:10:29.000
  • -> YOU CAN HAVE FUN, HUNT,
  • 00:10:29.000 --> 00:10:31.120
  • FISH.
  • 00:10:31.120 --> 00:10:31.190
  • YOU CAN STILL LOVE THE LORD AND
  • 00:10:31.190 --> 00:10:32.090
  • IT'S EVEN BETTER.
  • 00:10:32.090 --> 00:10:34.240
  • - HEAD DOWN TO THE PRAIRIE TO
  • 00:10:34.240 --> 00:10:37.080
  • MEET THIS HUNTER, CAMPER
  • 00:10:37.080 --> 00:10:37.240
  • EXTRAORDINARY.
  • 00:10:37.240 --> 00:10:38.050
  • -> HUNTING, CAMPING, FISHING
  • 00:12:56.290 --> 00:12:58.040
  • AND COOKING.
  • 00:12:58.040 --> 00:13:00.140
  • A CONNOISSEUR OF OUTDOOR
  • 00:13:00.140 --> 00:13:01.060
  • ADVENTURE.
  • 00:13:01.060 --> 00:13:02.250
  • HIS INDIVIDUAL YOU BLOGS ON
  • 00:13:02.250 --> 00:13:05.040
  • FACEBOOK AND YOUTUBE FEATURE
  • 00:13:05.040 --> 00:13:07.040
  • NOT ONLY HIS PASSION FOR GOD'S
  • 00:13:07.040 --> 00:13:08.100
  • CREATION BUT HIS LOVE FOR
  • 00:13:08.100 --> 00:13:10.160
  • JESUS.
  • 00:13:10.160 --> 00:13:10.230
  • I WENT TO THE PRAIRIE TO MEET
  • 00:13:10.230 --> 00:13:12.020
  • THE KNOWN AS THE RENAISSANCE
  • 00:13:12.020 --> 00:13:13.170
  • REDNECK.
  • 00:13:13.170 --> 00:13:15.230
  • - HEY Y'ALL, WELCOME TO THE
  • 00:13:15.230 --> 00:13:17.010
  • UPONGO PRAIRIE.
  • 00:13:17.010 --> 00:13:19.140
  • WE'RE GOING TO BE HUNTING THESE
  • 00:13:19.140 --> 00:13:21.100
  • LEGENDARY TROPHY WHITE TAIL
  • 00:13:21.100 --> 00:13:21.280
  • BUCKS.
  • 00:13:21.280 --> 00:13:23.020
  • SO DON'T GO NOWHERE.
  • 00:13:23.020 --> 00:13:25.110
  • YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS THIS.
  • 00:13:25.110 --> 00:13:27.120
  • .
  • 00:13:27.120 --> 00:13:29.150
  • - FOR MORE THAN FIVE YEARS
  • 00:13:29.150 --> 00:13:31.140
  • BILL DIXON HAS BEEN SERVING UP
  • 00:13:31.140 --> 00:13:33.080
  • A DELICIOUS MEDIALLY OF
  • 00:13:33.080 --> 00:13:35.180
  • RECIPES.
  • 00:13:35.180 --> 00:13:36.190
  • OUTDOOR ADVENTURES AND CAMPING
  • 00:13:36.190 --> 00:13:37.080
  • TIPS.
  • 00:13:37.080 --> 00:13:39.200
  • SPRINKLED WITH A GOOD DOSE OF
  • 00:13:39.200 --> 00:13:42.130
  • FAITH THAT HAS DELIGHTED FANS
  • 00:13:42.130 --> 00:13:43.130
  • OF HIS VIDEO BLOGS.
  • 00:13:43.130 --> 00:13:45.070
  • - I'M GOING TO SHOW Y'ALL HOW
  • 00:13:47.090 --> 00:13:50.090
  • TO SET UP CAMP THE PONGO
  • 00:13:50.090 --> 00:13:51.290
  • PRAIRIE WAY.
  • 00:13:52.050 --> 00:13:55.050
  • - THE LAST THOUGHT HE WOULD
  • 00:13:55.050 --> 00:13:56.010
  • END UP AFTER HIS MARRIAGE
  • 00:13:56.010 --> 00:13:58.230
  • ENDED.
  • 00:13:58.230 --> 00:13:59.000
  • - WE WERE MARRIED ALMOST 20
  • 00:13:59.000 --> 00:13:59.180
  • YEARS.
  • 00:13:59.180 --> 00:14:00.270
  • SHE WAS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.
  • 00:14:00.270 --> 00:14:02.190
  • SHE DECIDED SHE WANTED TO DO
  • 00:14:02.190 --> 00:14:03.070
  • SOMETHING DIFFERENT.
  • 00:14:03.070 --> 00:14:04.130
  • I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE IN THE
  • 00:14:04.130 --> 00:14:05.270
  • MOUNTAINS AT THIS STAGE IN MY
  • 00:14:05.270 --> 00:14:06.160
  • LIFE.
  • 00:14:06.160 --> 00:14:09.030
  • GOD FINALLY TOLD ME DIXON,
  • 00:14:09.030 --> 00:14:10.210
  • YOU'RE NOT GOING TO BE IN THE
  • 00:14:10.210 --> 00:14:11.100
  • MOUNTS.
  • 00:14:11.100 --> 00:14:12.280
  • YOU CAN GO TO THE MOUNTAINS BUT
  • 00:14:13.060 --> 00:14:16.060
  • I WILL GIVE YOU THE PONGO
  • 00:14:16.070 --> 00:14:19.070
  • PRAIRIE AND YOU HAVE TO LEAN
  • 00:14:19.070 --> 00:14:20.260
  • HOW TO BLOOM WHERE YOU PLANTED.
  • 00:14:21.020 --> 00:14:24.020
  • - DIXON FLUNKED THE FIFTH
  • 00:14:24.020 --> 00:14:25.130
  • GRADE AND HAD TO REPEAT IT AT A
  • 00:14:25.130 --> 00:14:26.270
  • CHRISTIAN SCHOOL.
  • 00:14:26.270 --> 00:14:28.100
  • - MY MOTHER GOT WORRIED ABOUT
  • 00:14:28.100 --> 00:14:29.020
  • ME.
  • 00:14:29.020 --> 00:14:30.020
  • ONE DAY I WAS IN THE YARD AND
  • 00:14:30.020 --> 00:14:31.060
  • SHE WAS WATCHING ME.
  • 00:14:31.060 --> 00:14:32.250
  • I CAME IN THE HOUSE AND SHE
  • 00:14:32.250 --> 00:14:34.190
  • SAID BILLY, ARE YOU OKAY?
  • 00:14:34.190 --> 00:14:37.050
  • I SAID MOM I'M FINE WHY?
  • 00:14:37.050 --> 00:14:39.030
  • SHE SAID WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO
  • 00:14:39.030 --> 00:14:40.010
  • OUT THERE?
  • 00:14:40.010 --> 00:14:42.130
  • SHE SAID I'M WORRIED EVERY TIME
  • 00:14:42.130 --> 00:14:45.030
  • I LOOK OUT YOU'RE TALKING.
  • 00:14:45.030 --> 00:14:47.080
  • AND I SAID MOM I'M PRAYING.
  • 00:14:47.080 --> 00:14:48.020
  • SHE SAID YOU'RE PRAYING?
  • 00:14:48.250 --> 00:14:51.250
  • I SAID YES, THE BIBLE SAYS TO
  • 00:14:51.250 --> 00:14:53.170
  • PRAY WITHOUT CEASING.
  • 00:14:53.170 --> 00:14:54.110
  • .
  • 00:14:56.060 --> 00:14:59.060
  • - FOR YEARS FRIENDS BEGGED HIM
  • 00:14:59.060 --> 00:15:01.160
  • TO SHARE HIS RECIPES IN A COOK
  • 00:15:01.160 --> 00:15:03.180
  • BOOK BUT HE THOUGHT HE COULD
  • 00:15:03.180 --> 00:15:04.280
  • REACH MORE PEOPLE BY VIDEO.
  • 00:15:04.280 --> 00:15:07.130
  • - I MADE A WHAT YOU GOT CHILI
  • 00:15:07.130 --> 00:15:09.130
  • OUT OF WHAT I HAD IN THE FRIDGE
  • 00:15:09.130 --> 00:15:10.210
  • AND PANTRY.
  • 00:15:10.210 --> 00:15:11.090
  • WASN'T PLANNED AT ALL.
  • 00:15:11.110 --> 00:15:14.110
  • I SHOT A REAL QUICK IMPROMPT
  • 00:15:16.040 --> 00:15:19.040
  • PROMPTU VIDEO OF THAT.
  • 00:15:19.040 --> 00:15:21.070
  • - AND THEY LOVED IT.
  • 00:15:21.070 --> 00:15:23.120
  • - THEY SAID YOU GOT TO DO
  • 00:15:23.120 --> 00:15:23.290
  • ANOTHER ONE.
  • 00:15:23.290 --> 00:15:26.070
  • - BILL, YOU ALWAYS SAY A
  • 00:15:26.070 --> 00:15:28.190
  • BLESSING OVER THE FOOD AND WHY
  • 00:15:28.190 --> 00:15:29.250
  • DO YOU DO THAT?
  • 00:15:29.250 --> 00:15:31.090
  • - I THOUGHT OKAY, IF I WANT TO
  • 00:15:33.110 --> 00:15:36.110
  • BE DOING THIS, LET ME DO IT SO
  • 00:15:36.130 --> 00:15:39.130
  • THAT MAYBE PEOPLE CAN SEE THAT
  • 00:15:39.240 --> 00:15:42.240
  • YOU CAN HAVE FUN, HUNT AND FISH
  • 00:15:42.240 --> 00:15:44.180
  • AND YOU CAN LOVE THE GREAT
  • 00:15:44.180 --> 00:15:46.260
  • OUTDOORS AND PARTY AND HAVE A
  • 00:15:46.260 --> 00:15:47.280
  • GREAT TIME AND YOU CAN STILL
  • 00:15:47.280 --> 00:15:50.100
  • LOVE THE LORD AND IT'S EVEN
  • 00:15:50.100 --> 00:15:50.270
  • BETTER.
  • 00:15:51.090 --> 00:15:54.090
  • BY THE SUBTLETIES OF THE BIBLE
  • 00:15:54.090 --> 00:15:56.160
  • OR GOD'S MINUTE SITTING THERE
  • 00:15:56.160 --> 00:15:58.070
  • IN THE SCENE AND THE BLESSING
  • 00:15:58.070 --> 00:15:59.230
  • AT THE END, MAYBE JUST MAYBE
  • 00:16:00.230 --> 00:16:03.230
  • THAT WILL GRAB THE ATTENTION OF
  • 00:16:03.230 --> 00:16:04.130
  • SOMEBODY.
  • 00:16:04.130 --> 00:16:06.030
  • - DIXON SAYS ONE OF HIS VIDEOS
  • 00:16:06.030 --> 00:16:07.070
  • DID MORE THAN THAT.
  • 00:16:07.070 --> 00:16:08.230
  • IT HELPED SAVE A LIFE.
  • 00:16:08.230 --> 00:16:11.150
  • - HE SAID I JUST WANTED TO LET
  • 00:16:13.100 --> 00:16:16.100
  • YOU KNOW THAT YO REALLY KEPT
  • 00:16:16.100 --> 00:16:16.280
  • MEGOING FOR THE LAST YEAR
  • 00:16:19.260 --> 00:16:22.260
  • WHILE I WAS LAID UP 100 DAYS IN
  • 00:16:22.260 --> 00:16:23.230
  • THE HOSPITAL BATTLING TWO FORMS
  • 00:16:24.190 --> 00:16:27.190
  • OF LEUKEMIA.
  • 00:16:27.190 --> 00:16:29.260
  • HIM AND HIS SIX YEAR OLD SON
  • 00:16:30.270 --> 00:16:33.270
  • WATCHED MY VIDEO "GOOD CAMP"
  • 00:16:33.270 --> 00:16:36.080
  • WHICH IS A TIME LAPSE OF ME
  • 00:16:36.080 --> 00:16:38.050
  • SETTING UP MY HUNTING CAMP IN
  • 00:16:38.050 --> 00:16:39.190
  • THE MOUNTAINS OF VIRGINIA.
  • 00:16:39.190 --> 00:16:41.060
  • HE SAID I APPRECIATED WATCHING
  • 00:16:41.060 --> 00:16:43.090
  • YOUR VIDEOS WHILE I WAS
  • 00:16:43.090 --> 00:16:43.240
  • SPENDING THAT TIME IN THE
  • 00:16:44.190 --> 00:16:47.190
  • HOSPITAL.
  • 00:16:47.190 --> 00:16:48.040
  • AND THAT REALLY JUST BLEW ME
  • 00:16:48.040 --> 00:16:48.230
  • AWAY.
  • 00:16:48.230 --> 00:16:50.230
  • - SO BILL, RIGHT NOW AS I'M
  • 00:16:50.230 --> 00:16:52.140
  • INTERVIEWING YOU, WE ARE
  • 00:16:52.140 --> 00:16:54.060
  • SURROUNDED BY SEVERAL DEER THAT
  • 00:16:54.060 --> 00:16:55.270
  • I'M ASSUMING THAT YOU SHOT AND
  • 00:16:55.290 --> 00:16:58.290
  • KILLED AND ATE AND A VERY LARGE
  • 00:16:58.290 --> 00:17:00.060
  • BUFFALO, CAN YOU TELL US ABOUT
  • 00:17:00.060 --> 00:17:00.270
  • THIS?
  • 00:17:00.270 --> 00:17:03.010
  • - EACH ONE OF THESE ANIMALS
  • 00:17:03.010 --> 00:17:04.020
  • YOU SEE I TOOK AND MY DAD
  • 00:17:05.140 --> 00:17:08.140
  • TAUGHT ME EARLY ON IF YOU'RE
  • 00:17:08.200 --> 00:17:11.200
  • GOING TO KILL SOMETHING MAKE
  • 00:17:11.200 --> 00:17:12.140
  • SURE YOU'RE GOING TO EAT IT.
  • 00:17:15.030 --> 00:17:18.030
  • AND I LIKE KNOWING WHERE MY
  • 00:17:18.030 --> 00:17:19.150
  • FOOD COMES FROM.
  • 00:17:19.150 --> 00:17:21.140
  • AND ONE WAY I KNOW WHERE IT
  • 00:17:21.140 --> 00:17:23.200
  • COMES FROM IS WHERE I GO OUT
  • 00:17:23.200 --> 00:17:24.080
  • AND HARVEST IT MYSELF.
  • 00:17:24.080 --> 00:17:26.280
  • - TODAY THE MAN AFFECTIONATELY
  • 00:17:26.280 --> 00:17:29.180
  • KNOWN AS THE RENAISSANCE
  • 00:17:29.180 --> 00:17:31.050
  • REDNECK ENTERTAINS AS MANY
  • 00:17:31.050 --> 00:17:31.220
  • FOLLOWERS ON FACEBOOK AND
  • 00:17:31.220 --> 00:17:32.290
  • YOUTUBE AND HAS NO PLANS TO
  • 00:17:32.290 --> 00:17:34.140
  • STOP.
  • 00:17:34.140 --> 00:17:37.100
  • - TO ME THERE'S TWO VERSES IN
  • 00:17:38.140 --> 00:17:41.140
  • THE BIBLE THAT IS ALMOST ALL
  • 00:17:41.140 --> 00:17:42.020
  • YOU NEED.
  • 00:17:43.040 --> 00:17:46.040
  • AND ONE JOHN THREE: 16.
  • 00:17:46.040 --> 00:17:47.190
  • WE KNOW THAT.
  • 00:17:48.280 --> 00:17:51.280
  • AND THE OTHER ONE, IS PSALM 23.
  • 00:17:52.160 --> 00:17:55.160
  • THE LORD IS MY SHEPARD, I SHALL
  • 00:17:55.160 --> 00:17:56.260
  • NOT WANT.
  • 00:17:57.290 --> 00:18:01.010
  • SO IF YOU ACCEPT JESUS AND YOU
  • 00:18:01.060 --> 00:18:04.060
  • ACT ON THAT FAITH AND YOU
  • 00:18:05.040 --> 00:18:08.040
  • BELIEVE PSALM 23 VERSE ONE, THE
  • 00:18:08.040 --> 00:18:10.090
  • LORD IS MY SHEPARD AND I SHALL
  • 00:18:10.090 --> 00:18:10.290
  • NOT WANT.
  • 00:18:10.290 --> 00:18:11.280
  • EVERYTHING ELSE COMES TOGETHER.
  • 00:18:11.280 --> 00:18:14.070
  • - THAT GIRLS AND BOYS IS
  • 00:18:14.070 --> 00:18:15.290
  • WHAT'S COOKING ON THE PONGO
  • 00:18:16.050 --> 00:18:19.050
  • PRAIRIE.
  • 00:18:19.050 --> 00:18:21.070
  • [ MUSIC ]
  • 00:18:21.070 --> 00:18:23.220
  • - I'VE BEEN BLESSED TO HAVE A
  • 00:18:23.220 --> 00:18:25.030
  • FEW MEALS DOWN THERE AND I CAN
  • 00:18:25.030 --> 00:18:27.080
  • TELL YOU THERE'S NO ONE THAT
  • 00:18:27.080 --> 00:18:28.000
  • CAN DO IT BETTER THAN BILL
  • 00:18:28.080 --> 00:18:31.080
  • DIXON.
  • 00:18:31.080 --> 00:18:32.010
  • HE EVEN CAME TO MY WEDDING.
  • 00:18:32.010 --> 00:18:33.260
  • THANK YOU BILL, GOD BLESS YOU.
  • 00:18:33.260 --> 00:18:36.050
  • YOU CAN FOLLOW HIS ADVENTURES
  • 00:18:36.050 --> 00:18:37.160
  • AT WEBSITE THE PONGO PRAIRIE.
  • 00:18:37.260 --> 00:18:40.260
  • GO TO OUR WEBSITE CBS13.COM FOR
  • 00:18:42.260 --> 00:18:45.260
  • CBN.COM.
  • 00:18:46.110 --> 00:18:49.110
  • -> A RECALL BEING IN MY MOM'S
  • 00:18:49.110 --> 00:18:51.120
  • ARMS WITH HER HOLDING A BUTCHER
  • 00:18:51.120 --> 00:18:52.240
  • KNIFE PROTECTING US WHEN HE WAS
  • 00:18:52.240 --> 00:18:54.010
  • TRYING TO KILL US.
  • 00:18:54.060 --> 00:18:57.060
  • - SEE HOW A SUPERNATURAL
  • 00:18:57.060 --> 00:18:59.290
  • VISION FREE FREED THIS MAN FROM
  • 00:18:59.290 --> 00:19:01.090
  • -> THE STATUS OF WAR HAWK FOR
  • 00:21:49.070 --> 00:21:52.070
  • HIS EXCELLENCE IN FITNESS AFTER
  • 00:21:52.070 --> 00:21:53.060
  • ENLISTING IN THE AIR FORCE.
  • 00:21:53.060 --> 00:21:55.240
  • IT WAS THE ONLY TIME IN HIS
  • 00:21:55.240 --> 00:21:57.220
  • LIFE HE FELT SELF-WORTH.
  • 00:21:57.220 --> 00:21:59.060
  • BEFORE LONG HE WAS ADDICTED TO
  • 00:21:59.060 --> 00:22:00.190
  • HEROIN LIVING ON THE STREETS
  • 00:22:00.190 --> 00:22:01.130
  • AND TRYING TO HANG HIMSELF WITH
  • 00:22:01.130 --> 00:22:03.230
  • HIS OWN BELT.
  • 00:22:03.230 --> 00:22:05.040
  • .
  • 00:22:05.040 --> 00:22:07.010
  • - I RESENTED MY FATHER.
  • 00:22:07.010 --> 00:22:08.200
  • I WANTED NOTHING TO DO WITH
  • 00:22:08.200 --> 00:22:11.040
  • HIM.
  • 00:22:11.040 --> 00:22:11.100
  • I REALLY DON'T HAVE GOOD
  • 00:22:11.100 --> 00:22:11.270
  • MEMORIES OF MY FATHER.
  • 00:22:12.000 --> 00:22:15.000
  • - THAT'S BECAUSE WHEN BREN NEN
  • 00:22:15.000 --> 00:22:17.250
  • WAS JUST A BOY HE AND HIS
  • 00:22:17.250 --> 00:22:19.130
  • FAMILY WERE VERBALLY AND
  • 00:22:19.130 --> 00:22:21.160
  • PHYSICALLY ABUSED BY HIS
  • 00:22:21.160 --> 00:22:23.190
  • ALCOHOLIC FATHER RECALL BEING
  • 00:22:23.190 --> 00:22:24.230
  • IN MY MOM'S ARMS WITH HER
  • 00:22:24.230 --> 00:22:26.210
  • HOLDING A KNIFE PROTECTING US
  • 00:22:26.210 --> 00:22:28.040
  • WHEN HE TRIED TO KILL HER.
  • 00:22:28.040 --> 00:22:29.180
  • I HATED MYSELF BECAUSE OF THAT.
  • 00:22:29.180 --> 00:22:31.160
  • I FELT GUILTY AND RESPONSIBLE
  • 00:22:31.160 --> 00:22:33.220
  • FOR NOT PROTECTING MY MOM OR
  • 00:22:33.220 --> 00:22:34.110
  • SISTERS.
  • 00:22:34.110 --> 00:22:36.090
  • - WHEN BRENNAN WAS FIVE HIS
  • 00:22:36.090 --> 00:22:37.150
  • DAD AND MOM DIVORCED BUT THE
  • 00:22:37.150 --> 00:22:38.290
  • ABUSE CONTINUED.
  • 00:22:38.290 --> 00:22:41.050
  • THIS TIME HE WAS MOLESTED BY
  • 00:22:41.050 --> 00:22:43.140
  • SEVERAL BABYSITTERS INCLUDING A
  • 00:22:43.140 --> 00:22:44.270
  • FEMALE RELATIVE.
  • 00:22:44.270 --> 00:22:46.270
  • - IT LEFT ME FEELING EMPTY AND
  • 00:22:46.270 --> 00:22:48.010
  • BROKEN INSIDE.
  • 00:22:48.010 --> 00:22:50.160
  • I WAS TOLD IT MY FAULT AND
  • 00:22:50.160 --> 00:22:52.100
  • THREATENED IF I SAID SOMETHING
  • 00:22:52.100 --> 00:22:53.260
  • SOMETHING WOULD HAPPEN TO ME
  • 00:22:53.260 --> 00:22:55.100
  • AND MY FAMILY.
  • 00:22:55.100 --> 00:22:58.100
  • - THE ABUSE FINALLY ENDED WHEN
  • 00:22:58.100 --> 00:22:59.170
  • BRENNAN WAS 12.
  • 00:22:59.170 --> 00:23:01.020
  • HIS DAD DIED AND HIS MOM
  • 00:23:01.020 --> 00:23:02.070
  • REMARRIED AND IT WASN'T LONG
  • 00:23:02.070 --> 00:23:04.180
  • BEFORE HE WAS ADDICTED TO
  • 00:23:04.180 --> 00:23:05.040
  • OPIATES.
  • 00:23:05.110 --> 00:23:08.110
  • - SO I SNORTED THAT AND THAT
  • 00:23:10.000 --> 00:23:13.000
  • WAS WHEN I FELT COMPLETE PEACE
  • 00:23:13.000 --> 00:23:15.130
  • AND LIKE EVERYTHING HAD GONE
  • 00:23:15.130 --> 00:23:16.010
  • AWAY.
  • 00:23:16.010 --> 00:23:17.110
  • COMPLETELY NUMB.
  • 00:23:17.110 --> 00:23:19.220
  • - FINALLY BRENNAN DECIDED HIS
  • 00:23:19.220 --> 00:23:21.220
  • ONLY CHANCE TO BE FREE FROM
  • 00:23:21.220 --> 00:23:23.100
  • DRUGS WAS TO GET AWAY.
  • 00:23:23.100 --> 00:23:25.130
  • AT 18 AFTER FOUR YEARS OF
  • 00:23:25.130 --> 00:23:27.230
  • ADDICTION HE STOPPED USING
  • 00:23:27.230 --> 00:23:28.100
  • DRUGS AND ENLISTED IN THE AIR
  • 00:23:28.100 --> 00:23:31.070
  • FORCE.
  • 00:23:31.070 --> 00:23:32.090
  • - I ENDED UP BECOME SECOND
  • 00:23:33.010 --> 00:23:36.010
  • SINCE 1947 IN FITNESS STANDARDS
  • 00:23:36.010 --> 00:23:38.240
  • AND BECAME WAR HAWK STATUS,
  • 00:23:38.240 --> 00:23:40.100
  • ACTUALLY ACCOMPLISHED A LOT.
  • 00:23:40.100 --> 00:23:42.050
  • VERY PROUD OF MYSELF.
  • 00:23:42.050 --> 00:23:45.030
  • I ACTUALLY HAD SOME SELF-WORTH
  • 00:23:45.030 --> 00:23:45.220
  • FOR ONCE.
  • 00:23:45.220 --> 00:23:47.260
  • - FOR THE NEXT TWO YEARS
  • 00:23:47.260 --> 00:23:50.090
  • BRENNAN WOULD STAY DRUG FREE
  • 00:23:50.090 --> 00:23:51.260
  • AND THAT TIME HE SERVED A TOUR
  • 00:23:51.260 --> 00:23:54.050
  • IN IRAQ BUT ONE NIGHT WHILE ON
  • 00:23:54.050 --> 00:23:55.240
  • LEAVE A MAN BRUTALLY ATTACKED
  • 00:23:55.240 --> 00:23:57.230
  • HIM AT A BAR FOR NO REASON
  • 00:23:57.250 --> 00:24:00.270
  • LEIGHING HIM WITH A CRUSHED
  • 00:24:00.270 --> 00:24:01.150
  • MANDIBLE.
  • 00:24:01.180 --> 00:24:04.180
  • AFTER SURGERY HE WAS PRESCRIBED
  • 00:24:04.180 --> 00:24:06.290
  • EIGHT DIFFERENT NARCOTIC
  • 00:24:06.290 --> 00:24:07.250
  • MEDICATIONS THAT QUICKLY
  • 00:24:07.250 --> 00:24:09.000
  • REFUELLED HIS DRUG ADDICTION.
  • 00:24:09.000 --> 00:24:10.240
  • - AT THIS TIME I FELT LIKE I
  • 00:24:10.240 --> 00:24:12.220
  • HAD BECOME A FAILURE AGAIN.
  • 00:24:13.110 --> 00:24:16.110
  • NOT ONLY WERE THE PAIN MEDICAL
  • 00:24:16.110 --> 00:24:18.250
  • CENTER MASKING THE PHYSICAL
  • 00:24:18.250 --> 00:24:20.040
  • PAIN, NOW THEY WERE MAKING ALL
  • 00:24:20.040 --> 00:24:22.280
  • THE EMOTIONAL PAIN GO AWAY
  • 00:24:22.280 --> 00:24:23.260
  • AGAIN AND FEELING THAT FEELING
  • 00:24:23.260 --> 00:24:25.030
  • OF ESCAPE.
  • 00:24:25.030 --> 00:24:26.080
  • .
  • 00:24:26.200 --> 00:24:29.200
  • - BRENNAN MARRIED AND LATER
  • 00:24:29.200 --> 00:24:31.140
  • GOT MEDICALLY DISCHARGED HE AND
  • 00:24:31.140 --> 00:24:32.030
  • HIS WIFE HAD TWO SONS BUT NOW
  • 00:24:32.140 --> 00:24:35.140
  • HE WAS TURNING INTO THE PERSON
  • 00:24:35.140 --> 00:24:36.030
  • THAT HURT HIM THE MOST.
  • 00:24:36.030 --> 00:24:38.060
  • - THERE WAS A LOT OF PHYSICAL
  • 00:24:38.100 --> 00:24:41.100
  • AND VERBAL ABUSE ON BOTH ENDS.
  • 00:24:41.100 --> 00:24:44.050
  • I FELT LIKE I HAD BECOME MY
  • 00:24:44.050 --> 00:24:44.230
  • FATHER.
  • 00:24:44.230 --> 00:24:46.030
  • WHICH WAS THE ONE THING I
  • 00:24:46.030 --> 00:24:47.270
  • DIDN'T WANT TO BECOME.
  • 00:24:47.270 --> 00:24:50.220
  • IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE I FAILED
  • 00:24:50.220 --> 00:24:51.110
  • IN LIFE.
  • 00:24:51.110 --> 00:24:52.220
  • - NOW WITH NO MEDICAL
  • 00:24:52.220 --> 00:24:54.150
  • INSURANCE OR ACCESS TO PAIN
  • 00:24:54.150 --> 00:24:55.040
  • MEDICAL CENTER, HE TURNED TO
  • 00:24:55.040 --> 00:24:56.240
  • HEROIN.
  • 00:24:56.240 --> 00:24:59.010
  • .
  • 00:24:59.010 --> 00:24:59.050
  • - MY WHOLE WORLD CHANGED.
  • 00:24:59.050 --> 00:25:01.270
  • IT SPED EVERYTHING UP.
  • 00:25:01.270 --> 00:25:04.050
  • MADE WITHDRAWALS QUICKER.
  • 00:25:04.090 --> 00:25:07.090
  • I NEEDED MORE A LOT MORE.
  • 00:25:07.090 --> 00:25:09.010
  • AND IT WOULD HIT YOU
  • 00:25:09.010 --> 00:25:11.060
  • IMMEDIATELY SO YOU COULD
  • 00:25:11.060 --> 00:25:11.220
  • ESCAPE.
  • 00:25:11.220 --> 00:25:13.260
  • - UNABLE TO HOLD DOWN A JOB
  • 00:25:13.260 --> 00:25:15.090
  • BRENNAN EVENTUALLY LOST HIS
  • 00:25:15.090 --> 00:25:16.120
  • MARRIAGE AND ENDED UP LIVING ON
  • 00:25:16.120 --> 00:25:18.180
  • THE STREETS.
  • 00:25:18.180 --> 00:25:20.170
  • - MY SELF-WORTH WAS SO LOW AND
  • 00:25:20.170 --> 00:25:21.230
  • I DIDN'T CARE ANYMORE.
  • 00:25:21.230 --> 00:25:23.150
  • I FELT MORE COMFORTABLE
  • 00:25:23.150 --> 00:25:24.010
  • SLEEPING IN CARS AND ON PARK
  • 00:25:24.220 --> 00:25:27.220
  • BENCHES THAN BEING PART OF MY
  • 00:25:28.050 --> 00:25:31.050
  • FAMILY THEN IN 2012 HE WAS
  • 00:25:31.050 --> 00:25:31.220
  • ARRESTED AND CHARGED FOR HEROIN
  • 00:25:31.220 --> 00:25:33.090
  • AND WEAPONS POSSESSION.
  • 00:25:33.090 --> 00:25:35.110
  • HE WAS RELEASED ON PROBATION.
  • 00:25:35.110 --> 00:25:37.140
  • AT THIS TIME BRENNAN THOUGHT
  • 00:25:37.140 --> 00:25:39.140
  • THE ONLY WAY TO FIND PEACE WAS
  • 00:25:39.140 --> 00:25:40.030
  • TO TAKE HIS LIFE.
  • 00:25:40.180 --> 00:25:43.180
  • - THE PAIN THAT LED ME TO WANT
  • 00:25:43.180 --> 00:25:46.160
  • TO KILL MYSELF WAS HAVING NO
  • 00:25:46.160 --> 00:25:47.210
  • SELF-WORTH AND PURPOSE.
  • 00:25:48.010 --> 00:25:51.010
  • AND HAVING NO ABSOLUTELY
  • 00:25:51.010 --> 00:25:52.190
  • IDENTITY OR REASON TO LIVE.
  • 00:25:52.190 --> 00:25:55.080
  • - HE WOULD SURVIVE TWO SUICIDE
  • 00:25:55.080 --> 00:25:57.050
  • ATTEMPTS IN THE COMING YEAR
  • 00:25:57.050 --> 00:25:59.170
  • THEN AN INFECTION FROM A DIRTY
  • 00:25:59.170 --> 00:26:00.080
  • NEEDLE LANDED HIM IN THE
  • 00:26:00.080 --> 00:26:02.060
  • HOSPITAL WITH SEPTIC SHOCK.
  • 00:26:02.060 --> 00:26:03.230
  • IN CRITICAL CONDITION FOR TWO
  • 00:26:03.230 --> 00:26:06.090
  • AND A HALF MONTHS HE SURVIVED.
  • 00:26:06.090 --> 00:26:08.260
  • - THEY ENDED UP STRIPPING AND
  • 00:26:10.260 --> 00:26:13.260
  • REMOVING VEINS IN MY ARM AND
  • 00:26:13.260 --> 00:26:14.180
  • THE BLOOD INFECTION HAD GONE TO
  • 00:26:14.180 --> 00:26:17.170
  • MY BRAIN AND HEART.
  • 00:26:17.170 --> 00:26:19.110
  • - WHILE RECOVERING HE HANGED
  • 00:26:19.110 --> 00:26:20.040
  • HIMSELF WITH A BELT.
  • 00:26:20.040 --> 00:26:23.000
  • HE SAYS IT WAS THEN GOD CAME TO
  • 00:26:23.000 --> 00:26:24.200
  • HIM IN A VISION.
  • 00:26:25.160 --> 00:26:28.160
  • - I TELEPORTED TO A BEACH AND
  • 00:26:28.160 --> 00:26:31.100
  • HOT SAND AND I FELT LIKE
  • 00:26:31.100 --> 00:26:33.170
  • SOMEBODY TOOK A HOT JAR OF
  • 00:26:33.170 --> 00:26:35.260
  • HONEY AND POURED IT ON TOP OF
  • 00:26:35.260 --> 00:26:37.090
  • MY HEAD AND WENT THROUGHOUT MY
  • 00:26:37.090 --> 00:26:39.190
  • BODY.
  • 00:26:39.190 --> 00:26:39.260
  • AND WHEN I LOOKED UP IT WAS THE
  • 00:26:39.260 --> 00:26:41.190
  • LORD AND HE TOLD ME EVERYTHING
  • 00:26:41.190 --> 00:26:43.100
  • WAS GOING TO BE OKAY.
  • 00:26:43.100 --> 00:26:44.250
  • - A GROUP OF NURSES REVIVED
  • 00:26:45.010 --> 00:26:48.010
  • HIM AND HE WOKE UP WITH A NEW
  • 00:26:48.010 --> 00:26:49.110
  • PERSPECTIVE.
  • 00:26:49.110 --> 00:26:51.080
  • - WHAT CHANGED MY HEART ABOUT
  • 00:26:51.080 --> 00:26:53.200
  • GOD WAS THAT HE WAS REAL AND
  • 00:26:53.200 --> 00:26:55.030
  • THERE WAS SOMETHING OUT THERE
  • 00:26:55.030 --> 00:26:56.060
  • BIGGER THAN MYSELF ND I HAD A
  • 00:26:56.060 --> 00:26:56.280
  • CHANCE.
  • 00:26:56.280 --> 00:26:59.060
  • - AFTER A MONTH OF DRUG REHAB
  • 00:26:59.060 --> 00:27:00.190
  • BRENNAN DECIDED TO GO TO A
  • 00:27:00.190 --> 00:27:02.160
  • CHRISTIAN REHAB CENTER IN
  • 00:27:02.160 --> 00:27:03.020
  • CALIFORNIA.
  • 00:27:03.020 --> 00:27:04.290
  • AT A SATURDAY NIGHT WORSHIP
  • 00:27:04.290 --> 00:27:07.220
  • SERVICE IN MARCH OF 2016
  • 00:27:07.220 --> 00:27:10.060
  • BRENNAN WALKED FORWARD AT AN
  • 00:27:10.060 --> 00:27:11.200
  • ALTAR CALL AND SURRENDERED ALL
  • 00:27:11.200 --> 00:27:13.060
  • TO GOD.
  • 00:27:13.060 --> 00:27:15.230
  • - I FINALLY ADMIT THE CHOICE
  • 00:27:15.230 --> 00:27:18.030
  • TO SURRENDER AT THE ALTAR.
  • 00:27:18.030 --> 00:27:20.060
  • THE TWO BIGGEST THINGS FOR ME
  • 00:27:20.210 --> 00:27:23.210
  • WAS FIRST REPENTANCE AND THEN
  • 00:27:23.210 --> 00:27:24.090
  • ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS.
  • 00:27:24.090 --> 00:27:26.270
  • I WANTED A COMPLETELY CLEAN
  • 00:27:26.270 --> 00:27:27.150
  • SLATE.
  • 00:27:29.080 --> 00:27:32.080
  • I WANTED TO BE FORGIVEN AND BE
  • 00:27:35.200 --> 00:27:38.200
  • ABLE TO LIVE A HAPPY JOYOUS AND
  • 00:27:38.200 --> 00:27:39.120
  • FREE LIFE.
  • 00:27:39.120 --> 00:27:41.140
  • I WAS ADDICTE TO DRUGS AND
  • 00:27:41.140 --> 00:27:44.060
  • ALCOHOL FOR ALMOST 15 YEARS AND
  • 00:27:44.060 --> 00:27:46.150
  • FELT LIKE GOD HAD TAKEN THAT
  • 00:27:46.150 --> 00:27:47.030
  • AWAY.
  • 00:27:47.030 --> 00:27:49.010
  • - BRENNAN SAYS THAT HIS
  • 00:27:49.010 --> 00:27:49.280
  • RELATIONSHIP GREW WITH JESUS.
  • 00:27:49.280 --> 00:27:52.250
  • HE WAS ABLE TO FORGIVE HIS
  • 00:27:52.250 --> 00:27:54.250
  • ABUSERS INCLUDING HIS FATHER.
  • 00:27:54.250 --> 00:27:56.080
  • - I REALIZED THAT I'VE ALWAYS
  • 00:27:56.080 --> 00:27:58.020
  • HAD A FATHER.
  • 00:27:59.280 --> 00:28:03.000
  • MIGHT DIDN'T NEED AN EARTHLY
  • 00:28:03.000 --> 00:28:04.220
  • FATHER BUT I HAVE A HEAVENLY
  • 00:28:04.220 --> 00:28:06.240
  • FATHER AND FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE
  • 00:28:06.240 --> 00:28:08.200
  • THAT'S ALL I FEEL I NEED.
  • 00:28:08.200 --> 00:28:10.180
  • - TODAY BRENNAN IS NEWLY
  • 00:28:10.180 --> 00:28:12.060
  • MARRIED AND ENJOYS BEING A
  • 00:28:12.060 --> 00:28:13.140
  • FATHER TO HIS TWO SONS.
  • 00:28:13.140 --> 00:28:16.050
  • HE NOW KNOWS HIS IDENTITY IN
  • 00:28:16.050 --> 00:28:18.000
  • CHRIST AND THE HEAVENLY FATHER
  • 00:28:18.000 --> 00:28:19.150
  • WHO COMBAIF IT TO HIM.
  • 00:28:19.150 --> 00:28:22.030
  • - GOD IS A SAVIOR AND A
  • 00:28:22.030 --> 00:28:22.190
  • REDEEMER.
  • 00:28:22.190 --> 00:28:23.160
  • HE IS MY ROCK.
  • 00:28:23.160 --> 00:28:25.070
  • HE IS EVERYTHING.
  • 00:28:26.210 --> 00:28:29.210
  • MY IDENTITY IN GOD IS I'M FREE.
  • 00:28:29.210 --> 00:28:31.170
  • I'M NO LONGER A SLAVE.
  • 00:28:31.170 --> 00:28:34.000
  • AND I'M A CHILD OF GOD.
  • 00:28:34.110 --> 00:28:37.110
  • .
  • 00:28:37.110 --> 00:28:38.280
  • - MAYBE YOU'RE LIKE BRENNAN
  • 00:28:38.280 --> 00:28:40.000
  • AND YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE BEEN
  • 00:28:40.000 --> 00:28:41.050
  • A FAILURE IN LIFE.
  • 00:28:41.050 --> 00:28:42.280
  • THAT THERE'S NO HOPE OR
  • 00:28:42.280 --> 00:28:43.140
  • PURPOSE.
  • 00:28:43.140 --> 00:28:44.020
  • WHAT'S THE POINT?
  • 00:28:44.020 --> 00:28:45.260
  • WELL, YOU'RE WRONG.
  • 00:28:45.260 --> 00:28:48.050
  • YOU COULDN'T BE MORE WRONG
  • 00:28:48.050 --> 00:28:50.050
  • BECAUSE GOD SEES YOU AND LOVES
  • 00:28:50.050 --> 00:28:53.040
  • YOU AND HE MADE YOU AND HE HAS
  • 00:28:53.040 --> 00:28:54.090
  • A PURPOSE.
  • 00:28:54.260 --> 00:28:57.260
  • JEREMIAH 29-11 I KNOW THE PLANS
  • 00:28:57.260 --> 00:29:00.140
  • I HAVE FOR YOU, PLANS TO
  • 00:29:00.140 --> 00:29:01.160
  • PROSPER NOT TO HARM YOU.
  • 00:29:02.280 --> 00:29:05.280
  • PLANS TO GIVE YOU HOPE AND A
  • 00:29:05.280 --> 00:29:06.280
  • FUTURE.
  • 00:29:06.280 --> 00:29:08.150
  • THERE'S ALWAYS A FUTURE AND
  • 00:29:08.150 --> 00:29:09.130
  • HOPE WITH GOD.
  • 00:29:09.250 --> 00:29:12.250
  • YOU HAVEN'T MESSED UP SO BAD
  • 00:29:12.250 --> 00:29:13.150
  • YOU CAN'T HAVE A SECOND ACT.
  • 00:29:15.030 --> 00:29:18.030
  • GOD IS THE GOD OF SECOND
  • 00:29:18.030 --> 00:29:19.150
  • CHANCES.
  • 00:29:19.150 --> 00:29:20.170
  • I KNOW AND THERE'S MANY OF YOU
  • 00:29:20.170 --> 00:29:22.110
  • WATCHING RIGHT NOW THAT KNOW
  • 00:29:22.110 --> 00:29:23.100
  • THAT AS WELL.
  • 00:29:23.100 --> 00:29:24.220
  • I JUST WANT TO GIVE YOU HOPE
  • 00:29:24.220 --> 00:29:27.060
  • TODAY AND IF YOU HAVE NEVER
  • 00:29:27.060 --> 00:29:28.150
  • RECEIVED JESUS AND YOU'RE
  • 00:29:28.150 --> 00:29:31.130
  • SAYING HEY, BRENNAN WAS TRYING
  • 00:29:31.130 --> 00:29:32.020
  • TO KILL HIMSELF AND GOD CAME TO
  • 00:29:32.220 --> 00:29:35.220
  • HIM IN THAT MOMENT AND RESCUED
  • 00:29:35.220 --> 00:29:37.060
  • HIM BECAUSE GOD IS A RESCUER.
  • 00:29:39.150 --> 00:29:42.150
  • HE LOVES YOU AND HE WILL RESCUE
  • 00:29:42.150 --> 00:29:43.180
  • AND TURN YOUR SITUATION AROUND.
  • 00:29:43.180 --> 00:29:44.070
  • I WANT YOU TO PRAY WITH ME
  • 00:29:44.070 --> 00:29:45.210
  • RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:29:45.210 --> 00:29:47.110
  • I KNOW SOMEONE IS WATCHING
  • 00:29:47.110 --> 00:29:47.290
  • RIGHT NOW AND YOU NEED TO
  • 00:29:48.000 --> 00:29:51.000
  • RECEIVE JESUS AS YOUR LORD AND
  • 00:29:51.000 --> 00:29:51.210
  • SAVIOR BECAUSE YOU HAVE TRIED
  • 00:29:51.210 --> 00:29:54.140
  • EVERYTHING ELSE AND NOTHING HAS
  • 00:29:54.140 --> 00:29:55.030
  • WORKED.
  • 00:29:55.030 --> 00:29:56.230
  • SO BOW YOUR HEAD WITH ME RIGHT
  • 00:29:56.230 --> 00:29:57.260
  • NOW AND PRAY.
  • 00:29:57.260 --> 00:30:00.220
  • LORD JESUS, COME INTO MY HEART,
  • 00:30:00.220 --> 00:30:02.240
  • FORGIVE ME OF MY SINS.
  • 00:30:02.240 --> 00:30:04.100
  • CLEANSE ME GOD OF EVERYTHING
  • 00:30:04.100 --> 00:30:05.210
  • THAT I'VE DONE.
  • 00:30:05.210 --> 00:30:07.170
  • GIVE ME A NEW HEART AND A FRESH
  • 00:30:07.170 --> 00:30:10.060
  • START AND I WILL LIVE FOR YOU
  • 00:30:10.060 --> 00:30:11.160
  • ALL OF MY DAYS.
  • 00:30:11.260 --> 00:30:14.260
  • WE PRAY THIS IN JESUS NAME,
  • 00:30:14.260 --> 00:30:15.280
  • AMEN.
  • 00:30:15.280 --> 00:30:16.270
  • IF YOU JUST PRAYED THAT, YOU
  • 00:30:16.270 --> 00:30:18.080
  • HAVE BECOME A CHRISTIAN AND
  • 00:30:18.080 --> 00:30:20.150
  • YOU'RE A NEW CREATURE IN CHRIST
  • 00:30:20.150 --> 00:30:22.280
  • AND WE WANT TO HELP YOU IN YOUR
  • 00:30:22.280 --> 00:30:23.180
  • JOURNEY.
  • 00:30:23.180 --> 00:30:24.140
  • WE HAVE A NEW DAY, THIS IS OUR
  • 00:30:24.140 --> 00:30:26.100
  • GIFT TO YOU, IT'S FREE AND ALL
  • 00:30:26.100 --> 00:30:28.090
  • YOU NEED TO DO IS GIVE US A
  • 00:30:28.090 --> 00:30:29.230
  • CALL NOW AND COUNSELORS ARE
  • 00:30:29.230 --> 00:30:31.040
  • STANDING BY TO TALK TO YOU.
  • 00:30:34.030 --> 00:30:37.030
  • YOU CAN LOG ON TO CBN.COM AND
  • 00:30:37.030 --> 00:30:38.180
  • THIS IS AN EXCITING DAY.
  • 00:30:38.180 --> 00:30:40.270
  • IT'S CALLED A NEW DAY WILL DAWN
  • 00:30:40.270 --> 00:30:42.140
  • ON US FROM ABOVE.
  • 00:30:42.140 --> 00:30:43.290
  • OUR GOD IS LOVING AND MERCIFUL.
  • 00:30:43.290 --> 00:30:46.220
  • HE CARES FOR YOU.
  • 00:30:46.220 --> 00:30:47.050
  • .
  • 00:30:47.050 --> 00:30:47.260
  • -> STILL AHEAD, WE TAKE YOU TO
  • 00:30:47.260 --> 00:30:50.190
  • THE TILLS OF KENYA WHERE
  • 00:30:52.080 --> 00:30:55.080
  • REPORTER DAN RAINY IS LIVING
  • 00:30:55.080 --> 00:30:55.260
  • THE LIFE.
  • 00:30:55.260 --> 00:30:57.270
  • -> HERDING CATTLE SEEMED EASY,
  • 00:30:58.010 --> 00:31:01.030
  • LITTLE HARDER THAN IT LOOKS.
  • 00:31:01.030 --> 00:31:03.230
  • - I LOST THE WHOLE HERD.
  • 00:31:03.230 --> 00:31:06.140
  • - WATCH DAN EXPERIENCE A DAY
  • 00:31:06.140 --> 00:31:07.160
  • IN THE LIFE OF A FAMILY COMING
  • 00:31:08.260 --> 00:31:11.260
  • -> WELCOME BACK TO WASHINGTON
  • 00:33:57.000 --> 00:33:59.220
  • FOR THE CBN NEWS BREAK.
  • 00:33:59.220 --> 00:34:01.260
  • A CARNIVAL RIDE INSIDE A CHURCH
  • 00:34:01.260 --> 00:34:03.250
  • IN THE UK IS DRAWING A MIXED
  • 00:34:03.250 --> 00:34:04.130
  • RESPONSE.
  • 00:34:04.130 --> 00:34:06.030
  • LEADERS IN EASTERN ENGLAND HOPE
  • 00:34:06.030 --> 00:34:07.190
  • THE 50-FOOT RIDE WILL ATTRACT
  • 00:34:07.190 --> 00:34:10.150
  • PEOPLE AND SHOW OFF THE
  • 00:34:10.150 --> 00:34:11.010
  • CATHEDRAL CEILING.
  • 00:34:11.010 --> 00:34:12.100
  • IT ALLOWS PEOPLE TO SIT INSIDE
  • 00:34:12.100 --> 00:34:15.030
  • THE WORD OF GOD AND GET A
  • 00:34:15.090 --> 00:34:18.090
  • WALKING TOUR OF SALVATION.
  • 00:34:18.090 --> 00:34:20.130
  • FORMER CHAPLAIN TO THE QUEEN
  • 00:34:20.130 --> 00:34:22.110
  • DOESN'T LIKE THE IDEA THOUGH HE
  • 00:34:22.110 --> 00:34:24.140
  • TOLD THE TELEGRAPH NEWSPAPER
  • 00:34:24.140 --> 00:34:26.250
  • IT'S BLASPHEMOUS SAYING PEOPLE
  • 00:34:26.250 --> 00:34:28.120
  • HAVE PAID WITH THEIR LIVES TO
  • 00:34:28.120 --> 00:34:30.000
  • BELIEVE IN CHRIST.
  • 00:34:30.000 --> 00:34:31.060
  • .
  • 00:34:31.060 --> 00:34:33.140
  • -> CBN'S OPERATION BLESSING
  • 00:34:33.140 --> 00:34:35.280
  • PROVIDED A NEW HOME FOR A
  • 00:34:35.280 --> 00:34:36.260
  • SINGLE DAD IN PURR RUE.
  • 00:34:36.260 --> 00:34:38.030
  • HE'S RAISING FOUR CHILDREN AND
  • 00:34:38.030 --> 00:34:39.290
  • RUNNING A SMALL SNACK CHIP
  • 00:34:39.290 --> 00:34:41.240
  • BUSINESS BUT HE WAS BARELY
  • 00:34:41.240 --> 00:34:43.070
  • MAKING ENDS MEET AND THEIR HOME
  • 00:34:43.070 --> 00:34:43.280
  • WAS FALLING APART.
  • 00:34:43.280 --> 00:34:46.030
  • HE COULDN'T AFFORD TO FIX IT.
  • 00:34:46.030 --> 00:34:47.280
  • THAT'S WHEN OPERATION BLESSING
  • 00:34:47.280 --> 00:34:49.140
  • STEPPED IN TO HELP.
  • 00:34:49.140 --> 00:34:51.230
  • THEY WERE GIFTED A BRAND NEW
  • 00:34:53.230 --> 00:34:56.230
  • SAFE HOME AND JANUARY JUAN
  • 00:34:59.040 --> 00:35:02.060
  • EXPANDED HIS BUSINESS.
  • 00:35:02.060 --> 00:35:04.180
  • MORE TODAY'S 700 CLUB, RIGHT
  • 00:35:04.180 --> 00:35:05.060
  • -> WELCOME BACK.
  • 00:37:18.190 --> 00:37:21.190
  • IN A REMOTE PART OF KENYA
  • 00:37:21.190 --> 00:37:23.140
  • VILLAGERS HERD CATTLE WITH
  • 00:37:23.140 --> 00:37:24.290
  • SPEARS FOR PROTECTION WITH
  • 00:37:24.290 --> 00:37:25.170
  • LIONS AND OTHER WILD ANIMALS.
  • 00:37:25.270 --> 00:37:28.270
  • DAN TRIED HIS HAND AT HERDING
  • 00:37:28.270 --> 00:37:30.260
  • ON A VISIT TO SEE HOW THE
  • 00:37:30.260 --> 00:37:31.120
  • PEOPLE LIVE.
  • 00:37:31.120 --> 00:37:32.020
  • TALK A LOOK.
  • 00:37:32.200 --> 00:37:35.200
  • .
  • 00:37:36.020 --> 00:37:39.020
  • -> I'M DAN RAINY REPORTER AND
  • 00:37:39.020 --> 00:37:40.140
  • PRODUCER FOR CBN.
  • 00:37:40.140 --> 00:37:42.050
  • I TRAVEL THE WORLD AND BRING
  • 00:37:42.050 --> 00:37:44.180
  • BACK STORIES OF THE GOOD CBN
  • 00:37:44.180 --> 00:37:46.000
  • DOES IN PEOPLE'S LIVES.
  • 00:37:46.000 --> 00:37:47.220
  • NOW I WANT TO GO DEEPER WITH
  • 00:37:47.220 --> 00:37:48.210
  • PEOPLE TO BETTER UNDERSTAND
  • 00:37:48.210 --> 00:37:51.160
  • THEIR STRUGGLES AS THEY FIGHT
  • 00:37:51.160 --> 00:37:52.040
  • 0 WHEN THE PLANE LANDED ED I
  • 00:38:01.150 --> 00:38:04.150
  • WAS GREETED BY THE VAST ARRAY
  • 00:38:04.150 --> 00:38:06.130
  • OF WILDLIFE THAT HELPED MAKE
  • 00:38:06.130 --> 00:38:07.220
  • THIS RELATIVELY UNTOUCHED PART
  • 00:38:07.220 --> 00:38:09.070
  • OF KENYA FAMOUS.
  • 00:38:09.110 --> 00:38:12.110
  • I SOON ARRIVED AT A NEARBY
  • 00:38:12.110 --> 00:38:14.000
  • MESSIAH VILLAGE WELCOMED BY THE
  • 00:38:14.000 --> 00:38:15.280
  • STUDENTS OF A SCHOOL BUILT AND
  • 00:38:15.280 --> 00:38:18.010
  • SUPPORTED BY THE ORPHAN'S
  • 00:38:18.010 --> 00:38:18.180
  • PROMISE.
  • 00:38:18.180 --> 00:38:20.110
  • VILLAGE LIFE HERE IS PEACEFUL.
  • 00:38:20.110 --> 00:38:22.110
  • CHILDREN GO TO SCHOOL, MOTHERS
  • 00:38:22.110 --> 00:38:24.000
  • TEND TO HOMES AND MEN TAKE THE
  • 00:38:24.000 --> 00:38:25.020
  • CATTLE TO GRAZE.
  • 00:38:25.130 --> 00:38:28.130
  • THAT DAY I MET UP WITH OLA AND
  • 00:38:28.130 --> 00:38:30.000
  • HIS FAMILY.
  • 00:38:31.060 --> 00:38:34.060
  • THEY HAVE SPEARS BECAUSE WE
  • 00:38:34.060 --> 00:38:35.180
  • HAVE LIONS HERE.
  • 00:38:40.090 --> 00:38:43.090
  • .
  • 00:38:43.090 --> 00:38:44.070
  • - THE WILD ANIMALS KNOW I'M
  • 00:38:44.070 --> 00:38:44.250
  • AROUND.
  • 00:38:44.250 --> 00:38:45.250
  • IT KEEPS THEM AWAY.
  • 00:38:45.250 --> 00:38:48.220
  • - HERDING CATTLE, SEEMED EASY.
  • 00:38:48.220 --> 00:38:49.200
  • LITTLE HARDER THAN IT LOOKS.
  • 00:38:49.200 --> 00:38:52.120
  • - I LOST HIM.
  • 00:38:52.120 --> 00:38:54.170
  • 0.
  • 00:39:02.020 --> 00:39:05.020
  • - AS WE WERE HERDING OLA AND
  • 00:39:05.020 --> 00:39:05.200
  • TALKED.
  • 00:39:05.200 --> 00:39:05.290
  • .
  • 00:39:05.290 --> 00:39:08.120
  • - BEFORE CBN CAME HERE WE HAD
  • 00:39:08.120 --> 00:39:10.250
  • TO GO VERY FAR TO GET ENOUGH
  • 00:39:11.160 --> 00:39:14.160
  • WATER FOR OUR VILLAGE.
  • 00:39:14.160 --> 00:39:16.180
  • I LOST 50 CATTLE DUE TO THE
  • 00:39:16.180 --> 00:39:17.060
  • DROUGHT.
  • 00:39:17.060 --> 00:39:19.280
  • I HAD TERRIBLE PAINS IN MY
  • 00:39:19.280 --> 00:39:21.110
  • STOMACH BECAUSE OF SICKNESS
  • 00:39:21.110 --> 00:39:22.060
  • FROM THE DIRTY WATER.
  • 00:39:22.060 --> 00:39:24.060
  • AT ONE POINT I WAS TOO SICK TO
  • 00:39:24.060 --> 00:39:26.000
  • TAKE THE CATTLE OUT SO MY WIFE
  • 00:39:26.000 --> 00:39:27.110
  • HAD TO DO IT.
  • 00:39:27.110 --> 00:39:29.220
  • THAT DAY LIONS CAME AND KILLED
  • 00:39:29.220 --> 00:39:31.210
  • TWO OF MY CATTLE.
  • 00:39:31.210 --> 00:39:32.180
  • .
  • 00:39:32.180 --> 00:39:35.040
  • - I WAS AFRAID I WOULD BE THE
  • 00:39:35.040 --> 00:39:36.030
  • NEXT VICTIM.
  • 00:39:36.110 --> 00:39:39.110
  • I CLIMBED A TREE AND CALLED FOR
  • 00:39:39.110 --> 00:39:41.250
  • OLA UNTIL SOME MEN CAME AND
  • 00:39:41.250 --> 00:39:43.070
  • CHASED THE LIONS AWAY.
  • 00:39:43.070 --> 00:39:45.250
  • AFTER THAT I NEVER LOOKED AFTER
  • 00:39:45.250 --> 00:39:47.180
  • THE CATTLE AGAIN.
  • 00:39:47.180 --> 00:39:49.130
  • - THEY WALKED OVER FIELDS AND
  • 00:39:49.130 --> 00:39:50.250
  • THROUGH THICK BRUSH TO WHERE
  • 00:39:50.250 --> 00:39:52.040
  • THEY USED TO COLLECT WATER.
  • 00:39:52.150 --> 00:39:55.150
  • CBN DRILLED A DEEP WELL BY THE
  • 00:39:55.150 --> 00:39:56.040
  • OLD SOURCE.
  • 00:39:56.040 --> 00:39:58.080
  • NOW EVEN DURING DROUGHT THEY
  • 00:39:58.080 --> 00:39:59.290
  • HAVE ENOUGH WATER FOR THE
  • 00:39:59.290 --> 00:40:01.160
  • ENTIRE VILLAGE AND ALL THEIR
  • 00:40:01.160 --> 00:40:03.200
  • CATTLE.
  • 00:40:03.200 --> 00:40:03.280
  • SO THE OLD WATER SOURCE AND THE
  • 00:40:03.280 --> 00:40:06.020
  • NEW WATER SOURCE ARE REALLY
  • 00:40:06.020 --> 00:40:06.190
  • SIDE BY SIDE.
  • 00:40:06.190 --> 00:40:08.170
  • THOSE SOLAR PANELS ARE PUMPING
  • 00:40:08.170 --> 00:40:10.180
  • FRESH CLEAN WATER ALL THE WAY
  • 00:40:10.180 --> 00:40:11.130
  • UP TO THE VILLAGE.
  • 00:40:11.130 --> 00:40:13.110
  • NOW IN THE OLD DAYS THEY USED
  • 00:40:13.110 --> 00:40:15.220
  • TO COLLECT WATER HERE FROM THE
  • 00:40:15.220 --> 00:40:16.110
  • OPEN SPRING AND THEY SHARED
  • 00:40:16.110 --> 00:40:19.080
  • THIS WITH ANIMALS SO THIS IS
  • 00:40:20.190 --> 00:40:23.190
  • NOT WATER YOU WOULD EVER WANT
  • 00:40:23.190 --> 00:40:25.080
  • TO DRINK.
  • 00:40:25.080 --> 00:40:27.120
  • - WHEN I WENT FOR WATER I WAS
  • 00:40:27.120 --> 00:40:28.240
  • AFRAID LANCE WOULD BE THERE
  • 00:40:28.240 --> 00:40:29.120
  • DRINKING.
  • 00:40:29.120 --> 00:40:30.230
  • THE WATER WAS VERY FAR AWAY.
  • 00:40:30.230 --> 00:40:32.200
  • WE GO THROUGH THE WILDERNESS TO
  • 00:40:32.200 --> 00:40:35.120
  • GET THERE AND ON THE WAY WE
  • 00:40:35.120 --> 00:40:37.170
  • WOULD MEET WITH WILD BUFFALO.
  • 00:40:37.170 --> 00:40:39.160
  • - BECAUSE OF YOUR HELP WE HAVE
  • 00:40:39.160 --> 00:40:40.220
  • MANY CATTLE AGAIN.
  • 00:40:40.270 --> 00:40:43.270
  • SINCE THEY ARE SO CLOSE TO THE
  • 00:40:43.270 --> 00:40:45.280
  • VILLAGE, PEOPLE CAN FETCH WATER
  • 00:40:45.280 --> 00:40:47.190
  • ANY TIME THEY WANT WITHOUT
  • 00:40:47.190 --> 00:40:48.190
  • FEARING THE WILD ANIMALS.
  • 00:40:49.080 --> 00:40:52.080
  • BEFORE WE ONLY BATHED ONCE EACH
  • 00:40:52.080 --> 00:40:52.270
  • WEEK.
  • 00:40:53.060 --> 00:40:56.060
  • NOW WE CAN BATH WHEN EVER WE
  • 00:40:56.060 --> 00:40:58.140
  • WANT.
  • 00:40:58.140 --> 00:40:58.200
  • - I'VE DONE THIS WATER ROUTINE
  • 00:40:58.200 --> 00:40:59.090
  • BEFORE.
  • 00:40:59.090 --> 00:41:00.060
  • BUT I CAN SEE THE VILLAGE FROM
  • 00:41:00.060 --> 00:41:01.290
  • HERE AND I KNOW THIS IS FRESH
  • 00:41:01.290 --> 00:41:03.260
  • CLEAN WATER SO THIS IS A PIECE
  • 00:41:03.260 --> 00:41:04.200
  • OF CAKE.
  • 00:41:04.200 --> 00:41:07.090
  • .
  • 00:41:07.090 --> 00:41:09.140
  • - HAVING WATER SO CLOSE HAS
  • 00:41:09.140 --> 00:41:10.220
  • CHANGED EVERYTHING.
  • 00:41:12.220 --> 00:41:15.220
  • NOW EVEN THE CHILDREN CAN BRING
  • 00:41:15.220 --> 00:41:17.030
  • IN THE CATTLE.
  • 00:41:17.030 --> 00:41:19.040
  • THEY SHOWED ME HOW TO CRAFT THE
  • 00:41:19.040 --> 00:41:19.230
  • ELABORATE JEWELRY.
  • 00:41:19.230 --> 00:41:21.210
  • MAKING A BRACELET TAKES TWO
  • 00:41:21.210 --> 00:41:23.180
  • WEEKS.
  • 00:41:23.180 --> 00:41:25.270
  • - IT'S A TRADITION TO TRACE AS
  • 00:41:25.270 --> 00:41:27.110
  • WE DO.
  • 00:41:27.110 --> 00:41:29.000
  • SOME MORE LIKE OTHERS YOU CAN'T
  • 00:41:29.000 --> 00:41:30.250
  • WEAR THE CLOTHING WITHOUT THE
  • 00:41:30.250 --> 00:41:31.140
  • BEADS.
  • 00:41:31.140 --> 00:41:32.140
  • YOU HAVE TO LOOK SHY NA.
  • 00:41:32.140 --> 00:41:34.170
  • - WITH MORE TIME ON THEIR
  • 00:41:34.170 --> 00:41:35.280
  • HANDS THANKS TO THE WELL, THE
  • 00:41:35.280 --> 00:41:37.100
  • LADIES MAKE MORE JEWELRY TO
  • 00:41:37.100 --> 00:41:39.180
  • SELL ON THE MARKET ENSURING A
  • 00:41:40.030 --> 00:41:43.030
  • STEADY FLOW OF INCOME FOR
  • 00:41:43.030 --> 00:41:43.190
  • FAMILIES.
  • 00:41:43.190 --> 00:41:45.110
  • - IT'S SO IMPORTANT.
  • 00:41:45.110 --> 00:41:47.170
  • EVERYONE IN THE VILLAGE
  • 00:41:47.170 --> 00:41:48.020
  • BENEFITS FROM THE PROJECTS.
  • 00:41:48.140 --> 00:41:51.140
  • AS A BORN AGAIN CHRISTIAN I
  • 00:41:51.140 --> 00:41:52.020
  • KNOW IT WAS GOD WHO GAVE US THE
  • 00:41:52.020 --> 00:41:54.190
  • WELL AND THE SCHOOL.
  • 00:41:54.190 --> 00:41:57.000
  • BEFORE THE SCHOOL WAS BUILT
  • 00:41:57.220 --> 00:42:00.240
  • CLASSES WERE HELD UNDER A TREE.
  • 00:42:00.240 --> 00:42:02.260
  • - OUR BOOKS BLEW IN THE WIND.
  • 00:42:02.260 --> 00:42:05.170
  • WHEN IT RAINED WE STAYED HOME.
  • 00:42:05.170 --> 00:42:07.210
  • WE WERE TAUGHT ABOUT GOD UNDER
  • 00:42:07.210 --> 00:42:09.120
  • THE TREE SO WE PRAYED AND ASKED
  • 00:42:09.120 --> 00:42:11.030
  • GOD FOR A CHURCH, SCHOOL AND
  • 00:42:11.030 --> 00:42:11.210
  • WATER.
  • 00:42:11.210 --> 00:42:13.040
  • NOW ALL THOSE PRAYERS ARE
  • 00:42:13.040 --> 00:42:13.220
  • ANSWERED.
  • 00:42:13.220 --> 00:42:15.260
  • - AT NIGHT WHEN THE CHILDREN
  • 00:42:15.260 --> 00:42:17.280
  • HAVE GONE HOME AND THE CHORES
  • 00:42:17.280 --> 00:42:19.220
  • ARE DONE AND THE CATTLE ARE
  • 00:42:20.130 --> 00:42:23.130
  • RESTING, PARENTS COME TO SCHOOL
  • 00:42:23.130 --> 00:42:24.200
  • ONE BY ONE TO LEARN HOW TO READ
  • 00:42:24.200 --> 00:42:25.210
  • AND WRITE THEMSELVES.
  • 00:42:25.210 --> 00:42:27.000
  • SOMETHING THEY NEVER HAD THE
  • 00:42:27.000 --> 00:42:28.100
  • 0.
  • 00:42:33.050 --> 00:42:35.120
  • - MY LIFE HAS CHANGED.
  • 00:42:36.170 --> 00:42:39.170
  • I CAN WRITE 1-100.
  • 00:42:39.170 --> 00:42:41.220
  • I CAN WALK TO THE BANK.
  • 00:42:41.220 --> 00:42:44.110
  • WRITE MY OWN NAME AND MY
  • 00:42:44.240 --> 00:42:47.240
  • NUMBERS AND WOULD THROW MY MONEY
  • 00:42:47.260 --> 00:42:50.260
  • .
  • 00:42:50.260 --> 00:42:52.170
  • - IT WAS HARD FOR ME TO USE A
  • 00:42:52.170 --> 00:42:54.200
  • PEN AND BOOK BUT NOW IT'S
  • 00:42:54.200 --> 00:42:55.170
  • BECOME SO EASY.
  • 00:42:55.170 --> 00:42:58.060
  • .
  • 00:42:58.060 --> 00:43:00.210
  • - WHEN MOM COMES BACK SHE
  • 00:43:00.210 --> 00:43:01.190
  • ASKED THE CHRISTIANS ABOUT THE
  • 00:43:01.190 --> 00:43:02.210
  • THINGS SHE DIDN'T UNDERSTAND.
  • 00:43:02.210 --> 00:43:04.150
  • I EXPLAIN THINGS AND HELP HER.
  • 00:43:04.150 --> 00:43:06.220
  • I'M SO PROUD OF HER.
  • 00:43:10.090 --> 00:43:13.090
  • .
  • 00:43:13.090 --> 00:43:13.230
  • - WITH WATER FROM THE WELL WE
  • 00:43:13.230 --> 00:43:16.010
  • ALSO STARTED A VEGETABLE GARDEN
  • 00:43:16.010 --> 00:43:16.270
  • OUTSIDE THE VILLAGE.
  • 00:43:16.270 --> 00:43:18.190
  • AS THE WOMEN IN THE VILLAGE
  • 00:43:18.190 --> 00:43:19.200
  • TEND THE GARDEN, CHILDREN COME
  • 00:43:19.200 --> 00:43:22.130
  • FROM THE SCHOOL TO LEARN ABOUT
  • 00:43:22.130 --> 00:43:23.020
  • AGRICULTURE.
  • 00:43:23.020 --> 00:43:24.110
  • SOME OF THE CROPS ARE USED TO
  • 00:43:24.110 --> 00:43:25.170
  • FEED THE KIDS AT SCHOOL.
  • 00:43:25.170 --> 00:43:27.030
  • THE VILLAGE GETS ALL THE REST.
  • 00:43:27.030 --> 00:43:30.010
  • IT'S A DIFFERENT WAY OF LIFE
  • 00:43:30.010 --> 00:43:31.190
  • FOR THEM BUT ONE THAT WAS
  • 00:43:31.190 --> 00:43:33.290
  • NECESSARY FOR THEIR SURVIVAL.
  • 00:43:33.290 --> 00:43:36.200
  • - THERE WAS NOT ANY MILK.
  • 00:43:36.200 --> 00:43:39.100
  • THE COWS DRIED UP AND DIED AND
  • 00:43:41.050 --> 00:43:44.050
  • THERE WAS ALSO SICKNESS AND
  • 00:43:44.050 --> 00:43:44.240
  • DEATH.
  • 00:43:44.240 --> 00:43:46.060
  • NOW EVERYONE IS HEALTHY.
  • 00:43:46.060 --> 00:43:47.250
  • DISEASE IS A THING OF THE PAST.
  • 00:43:47.250 --> 00:43:50.060
  • - AS THE DAY DREW TO AN END,
  • 00:43:50.060 --> 00:43:52.070
  • THE MEN IN THE VILLAGE SHOWED
  • 00:43:52.070 --> 00:43:53.170
  • ME HOW TO MAKE FIRE.
  • 00:43:53.170 --> 00:43:54.240
  • - IT'S HAPPENING SO FAST.
  • 00:43:54.240 --> 00:43:56.220
  • I SEE SMOKE ALREADY.
  • 00:44:00.030 --> 00:44:03.030
  • - THEN IT WAS MY TURN.
  • 00:44:03.030 --> 00:44:05.150
  • THIS IS WHY THEY DO IT AS A
  • 00:44:05.150 --> 00:44:07.020
  • DEMONSTRATION AND DON'T LET
  • 00:44:07.020 --> 00:44:07.270
  • OTHER PEOPLE TRY WITH THEM.
  • 00:44:07.270 --> 00:44:09.120
  • - THERE'S A LITTLE SMOKE.
  • 00:44:09.120 --> 00:44:10.170
  • - I'M GETTING THERE.
  • 00:44:10.170 --> 00:44:12.230
  • ES Y IT'S HARDER THAN IT LOOKS.
  • 00:44:12.230 --> 00:44:14.280
  • - HAS IT BEEN TWO HOURS YET?
  • 00:44:14.280 --> 00:44:17.100
  • - I'M NOT ANYWHERE CLOSE.
  • 00:44:17.100 --> 00:44:19.200
  • .
  • 00:44:19.200 --> 00:44:21.150
  • - WE GOT THE FIRE STARTED
  • 00:44:21.150 --> 00:44:22.210
  • WITHOUT MUCH HELP FROM ME.
  • 00:44:22.210 --> 00:44:24.260
  • GETTING READY TO GET THE PARTY
  • 00:44:24.260 --> 00:44:25.150
  • STARTED.
  • 00:44:25.150 --> 00:44:25.230
  • .
  • 00:44:25.230 --> 00:44:27.190
  • - IN HONOR OF MY VISIT ON
  • 00:44:27.190 --> 00:44:29.280
  • BEHALF OF CBN, THE WARRIORS OF
  • 00:44:29.280 --> 00:44:32.080
  • THE VILLAGE DANCED AND SANG
  • 00:44:32.080 --> 00:44:33.270
  • WE ROASTED A GOAT OVER THE OPEN
  • 00:44:43.090 --> 00:44:45.210
  • FIRE AND WE ALL ATE UNTIL WE
  • 00:44:45.210 --> 00:44:46.290
  • WERE FULL.
  • 00:44:46.290 --> 00:44:49.020
  • I DIDN'T WANT THE NIGHT TO END
  • 00:44:49.020 --> 00:44:50.120
  • BUT EVENTUALLY IT WAS TIME TO
  • 00:44:50.120 --> 00:44:51.010
  • SLEEP.
  • 00:44:51.010 --> 00:44:53.040
  • I WENT INSIDE AND PASSED THE
  • 00:44:53.040 --> 00:44:55.050
  • GOATS AND THE CHICKENS AND
  • 00:44:55.050 --> 00:44:56.070
  • TURNED IN.
  • 00:44:56.070 --> 00:44:57.200
  • - LONG DAY BUT A GOOD DAY.
  • 00:44:57.200 --> 00:44:59.280
  • THEY GOT THEIR SPARE ROOM SET
  • 00:44:59.280 --> 00:45:01.010
  • UP FOR ME.
  • 00:45:01.010 --> 00:45:02.250
  • SO I THINK I'M GOING TO SLEEP
  • 00:45:02.250 --> 00:45:04.040
  • HARD TONIGHT.
  • 00:45:04.100 --> 00:45:07.100
  • .
  • 00:45:07.100 --> 00:45:09.100
  • - EARLY THE NEXT MORNING IT
  • 00:45:09.100 --> 00:45:11.250
  • WAS TIME TO SAY OUR GOODBYES.
  • 00:45:11.250 --> 00:45:13.060
  • .
  • 00:45:13.060 --> 00:45:15.260
  • - I AM SO HAPPY THEY CAME TO
  • 00:45:15.260 --> 00:45:18.180
  • VISIT US AND I'M GRATEFUL FOR
  • 00:45:18.180 --> 00:45:21.070
  • ALL THAT CBN HAS MADE HAPPEN IN
  • 00:45:21.070 --> 00:45:22.080
  • OUR VILLAGE.
  • 00:45:22.080 --> 00:45:24.280
  • GOD BE WITH YOU WHEREVER YOU
  • 00:45:24.280 --> 00:45:25.200
  • GO.
  • 00:45:25.200 --> 00:45:27.170
  • - I THANK GOD FOR WHAT HE HAS
  • 00:45:27.170 --> 00:45:29.190
  • DONE AND I THANK HIM FOR YOU
  • 00:45:29.190 --> 00:45:30.070
  • COMING HERE.
  • 00:45:30.070 --> 00:45:32.080
  • YOU HAVE CHANGED OUR LIVES.
  • 00:45:32.080 --> 00:45:34.210
  • - AS I DROVE AWAY, I TOOK IN
  • 00:45:34.210 --> 00:45:36.140
  • THE SIGHTS AND SOUNDS OF KENYA
  • 00:45:36.140 --> 00:45:37.150
  • ONE LAST TIME.
  • 00:45:37.150 --> 00:45:39.040
  • I LEFT WITH A SENSE OF PEACE
  • 00:45:39.040 --> 00:45:41.050
  • KNOWING THE FAMILIES HERE HAVE
  • 00:45:41.050 --> 00:45:43.170
  • HOPE FOR A BRIGHTER FUTURE.
  • 00:45:43.170 --> 00:45:45.130
  • .
  • 00:45:45.130 --> 00:45:47.170
  • - THOUGHT WE WERE GOING TO
  • 00:45:47.170 --> 00:45:49.170
  • LOSE DAN TO THE TRIBE THERE FOR
  • 00:45:49.170 --> 00:45:51.240
  • A WHILE HE WAS ENJOYING IT SO
  • 00:45:52.110 --> 00:45:55.110
  • MUCH.
  • 00:45:55.110 --> 00:45:55.180
  • IF YOU'RE A CBN PARTNER YOU
  • 00:45:55.180 --> 00:45:56.220
  • HELPED THE VILLAGE WITH LIFE
  • 00:45:56.220 --> 00:45:58.090
  • SAVING WATER, CHURCHES AND
  • 00:45:58.090 --> 00:45:59.030
  • HOMES AND EVERYTHING YOU SAW.
  • 00:45:59.050 --> 00:46:02.070
  • IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE PART OF
  • 00:46:02.070 --> 00:46:04.020
  • HELPING HURTING PEOPLE ALL OVER
  • 00:46:04.020 --> 00:46:05.090
  • THE WORLD AND MAKING LIFE
  • 00:46:05.090 --> 00:46:06.230
  • BETTER, IT'S SO EASY TO DO.
  • 00:46:08.220 --> 00:46:11.220
  • GO TO OUR PHONES, 1-800-7000-1-
  • 00:46:11.250 --> 00:46:14.250
  • 800-700-7000.
  • 00:46:14.250 --> 00:46:16.210
  • JUST SAY YES, I WANT TO JOIN
  • 00:46:16.210 --> 00:46:17.270
  • THE 700 CLUB.
  • 00:46:17.270 --> 00:46:20.240
  • 65 CENTS A DAY, 20 DOLLARS A
  • 00:46:20.240 --> 00:46:22.050
  • MONTH IS ALL IT TAKES.
  • 00:46:22.050 --> 00:46:23.230
  • WE WANT TO GIVE YOU SOMETHING
  • 00:46:23.230 --> 00:46:24.250
  • CALLED POWER FOR LIFE.
  • 00:46:24.250 --> 00:46:27.010
  • THIS IS WHEN YOU SIGN UP FOR
  • 00:46:27.010 --> 00:46:29.000
  • PLEDGE EXPRESS WHERE YOUR BANK
  • 00:46:29.000 --> 00:46:30.200
  • DOES ALL THE WORK AND IT COMES
  • 00:46:30.200 --> 00:46:31.200
  • OUT AUTOMATICALLY.
  • 00:46:31.200 --> 00:46:32.290
  • NO HASSLE.
  • 00:46:33.110 --> 00:46:36.110
  • WE WANT TO BLESS YOU WITH POWER
  • 00:46:36.110 --> 00:46:38.020
  • FOR LIFE TEACHING BY GORDON
  • 00:46:38.020 --> 00:46:39.290
  • THAT YOU WILL GET EVERY SINGLE
  • 00:46:39.290 --> 00:46:41.070
  • MONTH THAT WILL ENCOURAGE YOUR
  • 00:46:41.070 --> 00:46:42.090
  • FAITH.
  • 00:46:42.090 --> 00:46:42.160
  • GIVE US A CALL NOW.
  • 00:46:43.250 --> 00:46:46.250
  • -> STILL AHEAD, HE WAS A
  • 00:46:46.250 --> 00:46:47.270
  • WILDLY SUCCESSFUL BOAT OWN WITH
  • 00:46:48.040 --> 00:46:51.040
  • A BOAT LOAD OF GUY PRIDE.
  • 00:46:51.040 --> 00:46:53.120
  • - I WAS AT PASSION WEEK AND
  • 00:46:53.120 --> 00:46:55.210
  • THOUGHT I COULDN'T DO THIS
  • 00:46:55.210 --> 00:46:56.080
  • ANYMORE.
  • 00:46:56.080 --> 00:46:57.230
  • IT'S NOT GOING TO CUT IT
  • 00:46:57.230 --> 00:46:59.250
  • ANYMORE.
  • 00:46:59.250 --> 00:47:00.050
  • - WHY HE HAD A CHANGE OF
  • 00:47:00.050 --> 00:47:01.190
  • AFFECTION, WHEN HE JOINS US
  • 00:47:01.190 --> 00:47:02.060
  • -> SWIMMING IN DREW BARRY
  • 00:49:49.240 --> 00:49:52.060
  • MOR'S POOL AND GOING TO THE
  • 00:49:52.060 --> 00:49:55.020
  • GRAMMY'S FOR ROCKING PARIS
  • 00:49:55.020 --> 00:49:55.190
  • FASHION WEEK.
  • 00:49:55.190 --> 00:49:57.100
  • THIS WAS THE LIFESTYLE OF BECK
  • 00:49:57.100 --> 00:49:59.180
  • KET COOK AND HE ABSOLUTELY
  • 00:49:59.180 --> 00:50:00.050
  • LOVED IT UNTIL THE DAY HE
  • 00:50:00.050 --> 00:50:02.200
  • SUDDENLY DIDN'T.
  • 00:50:02.200 --> 00:50:04.080
  • .
  • 00:50:04.080 --> 00:50:06.290
  • - BECK KET WAS LIVING WHAT
  • 00:50:06.290 --> 00:50:07.190
  • MANY TODAY WOULD CONSIDER THE
  • 00:50:07.190 --> 00:50:08.200
  • DREAM LIFE.
  • 00:50:08.200 --> 00:50:10.110
  • A SUCCESSFUL SET DESIGNER IN
  • 00:50:10.110 --> 00:50:11.270
  • THE FASHION WORLD AND MINGLING
  • 00:50:11.270 --> 00:50:13.090
  • WITH HOLLYWOOD'S ELITE AND
  • 00:50:13.090 --> 00:50:15.190
  • OPENLY GUY.
  • 00:50:15.190 --> 00:50:16.110
  • YET IT STILL WASN'T ENOUGH.
  • 00:50:16.110 --> 00:50:19.070
  • - I WAS AT FASHION WEEK AND I
  • 00:50:19.070 --> 00:50:22.000
  • WENT TO THE SHOWS TO A BUNCH OF
  • 00:50:22.000 --> 00:50:23.250
  • PARTIES AND I WAS AT A PARTY
  • 00:50:23.250 --> 00:50:24.130
  • ONE NIGHT AND I JUTS LOOKED
  • 00:50:24.130 --> 00:50:25.160
  • OVER THE CROWD AND I JUST
  • 00:50:25.160 --> 00:50:27.180
  • THOUGHT, I CAN'T DO THIS
  • 00:50:27.180 --> 00:50:30.020
  • ANYMORE.
  • 00:50:30.020 --> 00:50:30.100
  • THIS ISN'T GOING TO CUT IT
  • 00:50:30.100 --> 00:50:30.270
  • ANYMORE.
  • 00:50:30.270 --> 00:50:33.040
  • - IN HIS BOOK, A CHANGE OF
  • 00:50:33.040 --> 00:50:35.230
  • AFFECTION, HE SHARES HOW GOD
  • 00:50:35.230 --> 00:50:37.140
  • TURNED HIS IDENTITY UPSIDE DOWN
  • 00:50:37.140 --> 00:50:38.270
  • AND BROUGHT HIM THE KIND OF
  • 00:50:38.270 --> 00:50:40.110
  • PEACE AND FREEDOM HE NEVER KNEW
  • 00:50:40.110 --> 00:50:42.090
  • WAS POSSIBLE.
  • 00:50:42.090 --> 00:50:42.190
  • .
  • 00:50:42.190 --> 00:50:44.040
  • - PLEASE, WELCOME TO THE 700
  • 00:50:44.040 --> 00:50:45.120
  • CLUB, BEKT COOK.
  • 00:50:45.120 --> 00:50:46.260
  • GREAT T MEET YOU.
  • 00:50:46.260 --> 00:50:48.080
  • - GOOD TO MEET YOU.
  • 00:50:48.080 --> 00:50:49.150
  • - I'M LOVING YOUR BOOK.
  • 00:50:49.150 --> 00:50:51.160
  • CHANGE OF AFFECTION, VERY
  • 00:50:51.160 --> 00:50:52.020
  • POWERFUL.
  • 00:50:52.020 --> 00:50:52.100
  • - THANK YOU.
  • 00:50:52.100 --> 00:50:53.060
  • - WELL, TELL US WHAT HAPPENED
  • 00:50:53.060 --> 00:50:53.250
  • TO YOU.
  • 00:50:53.250 --> 00:50:56.020
  • YOU WERE JUST TEN YEARS OLD
  • 00:50:56.020 --> 00:50:57.190
  • COMPLETELY INNOCENT OVER AT
  • 00:50:57.190 --> 00:50:59.090
  • YOUR FRIEND'S HOUSE FOR A SLEEP
  • 00:50:59.090 --> 00:51:01.200
  • OVERAS YOU OFTEN WERE BUT THAT
  • 00:51:01.200 --> 00:51:02.280
  • NIGHT WAS DIFFERENT, WHAT
  • 00:51:02.280 --> 00:51:03.200
  • HAPPENED?
  • 00:51:03.200 --> 00:51:06.130
  • - WELL, IN THE MIDDLE OF THE
  • 00:51:06.180 --> 00:51:09.180
  • NIGHT I WAS AWOKEN BY MY
  • 00:51:10.050 --> 00:51:13.050
  • FRIEND'S FATHER AND HE WAS
  • 00:51:13.050 --> 00:51:13.230
  • MOLESTING ME.
  • 00:51:16.010 --> 00:51:19.010
  • IT WAS VERY SHOCKING AND SCARY
  • 00:51:19.010 --> 00:51:20.280
  • BECAUSE I HAD THIS KIND OF
  • 00:51:20.280 --> 00:51:23.270
  • IMAGE IN MY MIND OF IF I DIDN'T
  • 00:51:23.270 --> 00:51:25.150
  • ALLOW HIM TO DO WHAT HE WAS
  • 00:51:25.150 --> 00:51:27.220
  • DOING I HAVE THIS IMAGE OF HIM
  • 00:51:27.220 --> 00:51:30.210
  • WITH A KNIFE THAT HE WAS GOING
  • 00:51:30.210 --> 00:51:31.110
  • TO STAB ME OR KILL ME.
  • 00:51:31.200 --> 00:51:34.200
  • SO IT WAS THIS VERY --.
  • 00:51:34.200 --> 00:51:36.140
  • - IT WAS EVIL WHAT WAS
  • 00:51:36.140 --> 00:51:36.290
  • HAPPENING.
  • 00:51:36.290 --> 00:51:38.170
  • - AND HE CAME BACK A COUPLE
  • 00:51:38.170 --> 00:51:39.290
  • DIFFERENT TIMES.
  • 00:51:39.290 --> 00:51:41.280
  • - YES, HE LEFT THE ROOM AND
  • 00:51:41.280 --> 00:51:43.230
  • CAME BACK, TRIED TO DO STUFF
  • 00:51:43.230 --> 00:51:45.270
  • AGAIN AND I RESISTED AND HE
  • 00:51:45.270 --> 00:51:47.120
  • LEFT THE ROOM, CAME BACK ONE
  • 00:51:47.120 --> 00:51:48.000
  • MORE TIME AND THAT'S WHEN I WAS
  • 00:51:48.220 --> 00:51:51.220
  • SITTING UP IN BED AND HE SAID
  • 00:51:51.220 --> 00:51:53.290
  • SOMETHING WEIRD LIKE OH I JUST
  • 00:51:53.290 --> 00:51:55.090
  • WANTD TO SEE IF YOU NEED AID
  • 00:51:55.090 --> 00:51:55.270
  • FAN OR SOMETHING AND I SAID NO,
  • 00:51:55.270 --> 00:51:57.280
  • I'M OKAY.
  • 00:51:57.280 --> 00:51:59.160
  • BUT THAT WAS A VERY SCARY
  • 00:51:59.160 --> 00:52:01.180
  • NIGHT.
  • 00:52:01.180 --> 00:52:02.190
  • - AND YOU NEVER TOLD ANYONE.
  • 00:52:02.190 --> 00:52:04.230
  • YOU TOLD ONE FRIEND BUT NO ONE
  • 00:52:04.230 --> 00:52:05.120
  • ELSE.
  • 00:52:05.120 --> 00:52:06.250
  • - I DIDN'T TELL MY PARENTS
  • 00:52:08.070 --> 00:52:11.070
  • BECAUSE I KNEW THAT MY FATHER
  • 00:52:12.270 --> 00:52:15.270
  • PROBABLY WOULD HAVE HIM KILLED.
  • 00:52:15.270 --> 00:52:17.270
  • HE WAS A POWERFUL ATTORNEY IN
  • 00:52:17.270 --> 00:52:18.150
  • TEXAS.
  • 00:52:18.150 --> 00:52:19.190
  • I DIDN'T WANT MY FATHER GOING
  • 00:52:19.190 --> 00:52:20.220
  • TO PRISON OVER THIS.
  • 00:52:20.220 --> 00:52:22.020
  • - YOU WERE THE YOUNGEST OF 8
  • 00:52:22.020 --> 00:52:22.210
  • CHILDREN.
  • 00:52:22.210 --> 00:52:24.020
  • - YES.
  • 00:52:24.020 --> 00:52:25.210
  • - AND YOU DIDN'T WANT YOUR
  • 00:52:25.210 --> 00:52:27.090
  • SIBLINGS TO BE FATHERLESS.
  • 00:52:27.090 --> 00:52:28.250
  • - ALSO I DIDN'T WANT PEOPLE TO
  • 00:52:28.250 --> 00:52:29.140
  • KNOW.
  • 00:52:29.140 --> 00:52:31.280
  • IT WAS A VERY SHAMEFUL
  • 00:52:31.280 --> 00:52:32.130
  • EXPERIENCE.
  • 00:52:32.130 --> 00:52:35.010
  • I DIDN'T WANT IT TO GET OUT TO
  • 00:52:35.010 --> 00:52:35.200
  • PEOPLE.
  • 00:52:35.200 --> 00:52:37.280
  • - HOW DO YOU THINK THAT NIGHT
  • 00:52:37.280 --> 00:52:40.010
  • AFFECTED YOUR SEXUALITY LATER
  • 00:52:40.170 --> 00:52:43.170
  • ON?
  • 00:52:43.170 --> 00:52:44.250
  • - WELL, FOR MANY YEARS AS I
  • 00:52:44.280 --> 00:52:47.280
  • GUY MAN I NEVER THOUGHT IT
  • 00:52:47.280 --> 00:52:48.280
  • AFFECTED ME.
  • 00:52:48.280 --> 00:52:51.190
  • I DENIED THAT IT AFFECTED ME
  • 00:52:51.210 --> 00:52:54.210
  • BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT MY SEXUAL
  • 00:52:54.210 --> 00:52:57.010
  • IDENTITY AS A GAY MAN TO BE
  • 00:52:57.010 --> 00:52:59.260
  • TIED TO A SCARY, WEIRD GROSS
  • 00:52:59.260 --> 00:53:01.130
  • NIGHT.
  • 00:53:01.130 --> 00:53:04.100
  • BUT AFTER I BECAME A CHRISTIAN
  • 00:53:04.100 --> 00:53:06.280
  • I REALIZED THAT NIGHT HAD A
  • 00:53:06.280 --> 00:53:07.150
  • HUGE IMPACT ON MY SEXUALITY AND
  • 00:53:07.220 --> 00:53:10.220
  • WHERE I ENDED UP GOING.
  • 00:53:10.220 --> 00:53:12.180
  • - YOU THINK THAT WAS THE DOOR
  • 00:53:12.180 --> 00:53:13.220
  • THAT WAS OPENED.
  • 00:53:13.270 --> 00:53:16.270
  • - YEAH, THAT KIND OF
  • 00:53:16.270 --> 00:53:17.220
  • DECREMENTED IT.
  • 00:53:17.220 --> 00:53:18.170
  • - THROUGH GRADE SCHOOL AND
  • 00:53:18.170 --> 00:53:19.190
  • HIGH SCHOOL YOU WERE VERY
  • 00:53:19.190 --> 00:53:22.110
  • POPULAR WITH LADIES AND YOU
  • 00:53:22.110 --> 00:53:23.190
  • WENT TO ALL THE DANCES AND YOU
  • 00:53:23.190 --> 00:53:25.100
  • LIKED THAT.
  • 00:53:25.100 --> 00:53:25.190
  • - YES, VERY SOCIAL.
  • 00:53:25.190 --> 00:53:27.160
  • - BUT YOU WEREN'T ATTRACTED TO
  • 00:53:27.160 --> 00:53:28.060
  • THEM?
  • 00:53:28.060 --> 00:53:29.170
  • YOU REALIZED YOU WERE ATTRACTED
  • 00:53:29.170 --> 00:53:30.140
  • TO BOYS.
  • 00:53:30.140 --> 00:53:31.270
  • - YEAH, I WAS ATTRACTD TO THE
  • 00:53:32.250 --> 00:53:35.250
  • SAME SEX AND SINCE I THAT NIGHT
  • 00:53:35.250 --> 00:53:36.150
  • SINCE I WAS YOUNG.
  • 00:53:36.150 --> 00:53:38.190
  • - SO YOU LIVED THIS DUAL LIFE
  • 00:53:38.190 --> 00:53:40.160
  • AND YOU THOUGHT IT WAS COOL FOR
  • 00:53:40.210 --> 00:53:43.210
  • A WHILE THEN WHEN DID YOU
  • 00:53:43.210 --> 00:53:44.070
  • DECIDE OR WHY DID YOU DECIDE TO
  • 00:53:44.070 --> 00:53:46.290
  • FULLY EMBRACE THE GUY LIFESTYLE
  • 00:53:46.290 --> 00:53:47.180
  • EVENTUALLY?
  • 00:53:47.180 --> 00:53:49.080
  • - WELL, IN HIGH SCHOOL AND
  • 00:53:50.060 --> 00:53:53.060
  • COLLEGE I HAD GAY BEST FRIENDS
  • 00:53:53.060 --> 00:53:55.200
  • AND I WAS ABLE TO EXPLORE MY
  • 00:53:55.200 --> 00:53:57.110
  • SEXUALITY AND I WENT TO GUY
  • 00:53:57.110 --> 00:53:58.220
  • BARS AND EXPLORED THAT LIFE.
  • 00:53:58.220 --> 00:54:00.190
  • I FELT LIKE OH THIS IS HOME FOR
  • 00:54:00.190 --> 00:54:01.090
  • ME.
  • 00:54:01.090 --> 00:54:02.060
  • THESE ARE MY PEOPLE.
  • 00:54:02.060 --> 00:54:04.100
  • BUT IT WASN'T UNTIL AFTER
  • 00:54:04.100 --> 00:54:06.210
  • COLLEGE WHEN I HAD MY FIRST
  • 00:54:06.210 --> 00:54:08.130
  • RELATIONSHIP WITH A GUY, WE
  • 00:54:08.130 --> 00:54:11.130
  • FELL IN LOVE AND THAT'S WHEN
  • 00:54:11.130 --> 00:54:14.020
  • HOMOSEXUALITY AS MY IDENTITY
  • 00:54:14.020 --> 00:54:15.090
  • BECAME FULL.
  • 00:54:15.170 --> 00:54:18.170
  • SO I CAME OUT TO MY FAMILY AND
  • 00:54:18.170 --> 00:54:19.290
  • PARENTS AND EVERYONE AFTER
  • 00:54:19.290 --> 00:54:20.170
  • COLLEGE.
  • 00:54:20.170 --> 00:54:22.180
  • - DID THEY FREAK?
  • 00:54:22.180 --> 00:54:24.070
  • - THEY DIDN'T FREAK.
  • 00:54:24.070 --> 00:54:27.000
  • MY PARENTS WERE ACTUALLY QUITE
  • 00:54:27.000 --> 00:54:27.280
  • LOVELY ABOUT IT.
  • 00:54:27.280 --> 00:54:29.170
  • AGAIN, I WAS THE YOUNGEST OF
  • 00:54:29.170 --> 00:54:30.270
  • EIGHT KIDS.
  • 00:54:30.270 --> 00:54:32.140
  • SO BY THE TIME THEY GOT TO ME,
  • 00:54:32.190 --> 00:54:35.190
  • THEY WERE LIKE OH YOU'RE GAY,
  • 00:54:35.190 --> 00:54:36.070
  • OKAY COOL.
  • 00:54:36.070 --> 00:54:37.120
  • MY PARENTS WERE CHRISTIANS AND
  • 00:54:37.120 --> 00:54:39.280
  • THEY BELIEVED IT WAS A SIN.
  • 00:54:39.280 --> 00:54:42.220
  • BUT THEY WERE VERY SWEET AND
  • 00:54:42.220 --> 00:54:43.260
  • VERY LOVING ABOUT IT.
  • 00:54:43.260 --> 00:54:45.160
  • THEY DIDN'T KICK ME OUT OF THE
  • 00:54:45.160 --> 00:54:46.050
  • HOUSE.
  • 00:54:46.050 --> 00:54:47.070
  • NO DRAMATIC SCENES.
  • 00:54:47.150 --> 00:54:50.150
  • THEY WERE JUST LIKE MY DAD -- I
  • 00:54:50.150 --> 00:54:52.260
  • REMEMBER MY FATHER ASKED ME DID
  • 00:54:52.260 --> 00:54:54.280
  • I DO ANYTHING WRONG?
  • 00:54:54.280 --> 00:54:57.150
  • ARE YOU ANGRY AT ME FOR
  • 00:54:57.150 --> 00:54:59.050
  • ANYTHING AND I SAID NO DAD.
  • 00:54:59.050 --> 00:54:59.230
  • I'M FINE.
  • 00:54:59.230 --> 00:55:01.140
  • THIS IS WHO I AM.
  • 00:55:01.140 --> 00:55:02.130
  • I'M GAY.
  • 00:55:02.130 --> 00:55:04.120
  • DON'T WORRY, IT'S NOT YOUR
  • 00:55:04.120 --> 00:55:06.000
  • FAULT.
  • 00:55:06.000 --> 00:55:06.070
  • - WHAT WERE YOUR RELATIONSHIPS
  • 00:55:06.070 --> 00:55:06.260
  • WITH THEM LIKE?
  • 00:55:06.260 --> 00:55:08.010
  • SOMETIMES YOU WERE IN A SERIOUS
  • 00:55:08.010 --> 00:55:09.030
  • RELATIONSHIP AND SOMETIMES YOU
  • 00:55:09.030 --> 00:55:11.200
  • WEREN'T?
  • 00:55:11.200 --> 00:55:12.180
  • - YEAH, OVER THE YEARS IN LA I
  • 00:55:12.180 --> 00:55:14.210
  • WAS IN FIVE SERIOUS
  • 00:55:14.210 --> 00:55:15.270
  • RELATIONSHIPS WITH GUYS.
  • 00:55:15.270 --> 00:55:18.020
  • - WHEN DID YOU BEGIN FEELING
  • 00:55:18.020 --> 00:55:20.130
  • OKAY, SOMETHING IS EMPTY AND
  • 00:55:20.130 --> 00:55:22.210
  • YOU EVEN SAID IN YOUR BOOK, YOU
  • 00:55:22.210 --> 00:55:23.200
  • FELT DEAD INSIDE.
  • 00:55:23.200 --> 00:55:26.070
  • - I WAS AT PARIS FASHION WEEK
  • 00:55:26.070 --> 00:55:27.240
  • IN MARCH 2009.
  • 00:55:27.240 --> 00:55:29.090
  • I USED TO GO TO FASHION WEEK
  • 00:55:29.090 --> 00:55:31.210
  • AND I WAS AT THIS PARTY AND AN
  • 00:55:32.040 --> 00:55:35.040
  • AFTER PARTY, VERY GLAMOROUS,
  • 00:55:35.040 --> 00:55:35.220
  • EVERYONE FROM THE FASHION WORLD
  • 00:55:35.220 --> 00:55:37.100
  • WAS THERE.
  • 00:55:37.100 --> 00:55:37.190
  • KANYE WAS THERE.
  • 00:55:37.190 --> 00:55:39.180
  • I JUST REMEMBER LOOKING OUT
  • 00:55:39.180 --> 00:55:41.180
  • OVER THE SEA OF PEOPLE AND I
  • 00:55:41.180 --> 00:55:42.200
  • HAD DONE EVERYTHING -- I HAD
  • 00:55:42.200 --> 00:55:43.100
  • BEEN TO EVERY PARTY, I TRAVELED
  • 00:55:43.100 --> 00:55:46.070
  • THE WORLD.
  • 00:55:46.070 --> 00:55:47.190
  • SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS AND
  • 00:55:47.190 --> 00:55:49.190
  • DINNER PARTIES AT LIKE MOVIE
  • 00:55:50.020 --> 00:55:53.020
  • STARS HOUSES AND SO THAT NIGHT
  • 00:55:53.020 --> 00:55:54.250
  • IN PARIS I WAS LOOKING OUT OVER
  • 00:55:54.250 --> 00:55:57.080
  • THE CROWD AND I THOUGHT THIS IS
  • 00:55:57.080 --> 00:55:58.020
  • NOT IT.
  • 00:55:58.020 --> 00:55:59.210
  • THIS IS NOT THE MEANING OF
  • 00:55:59.210 --> 00:56:01.210
  • LIFE.
  • 00:56:01.210 --> 00:56:01.280
  • WHAT AM I GOING TO DO THE REST
  • 00:56:01.280 --> 00:56:03.090
  • OF MY LIFE?
  • 00:56:03.090 --> 00:56:04.210
  • - YOU HAD THE LIFE YOU THOUGHT
  • 00:56:04.210 --> 00:56:06.100
  • EVERYBODY WANTED BUT WHAT
  • 00:56:06.100 --> 00:56:06.270
  • HAPPENED?
  • 00:56:06.270 --> 00:56:08.130
  • ONE DAY YOU WERE HAVING COFFEE
  • 00:56:08.130 --> 00:56:10.220
  • AND YOU SAW THESE PEOPLE WITH
  • 00:56:10.220 --> 00:56:12.010
  • BIBLES WHICH YOU NEVER HAD SEEN
  • 00:56:12.010 --> 00:56:13.240
  • IN TEN YEARS AT THIS PARTICULAR
  • 00:56:13.240 --> 00:56:14.140
  • SPOT.
  • 00:56:14.140 --> 00:56:14.210
  • WHAT HAPPENED?
  • 00:56:15.160 --> 00:56:18.160
  • - WELL, I SAW THERE WAS A
  • 00:56:18.160 --> 00:56:19.190
  • SHOCK AND THIS GROUP OF PEOPLE
  • 00:56:20.090 --> 00:56:23.090
  • WE ENDED UP IN A CONVERSATION
  • 00:56:23.090 --> 00:56:23.280
  • WITH THEM.
  • 00:56:23.280 --> 00:56:26.070
  • AND THEY INVITED ME TO THEIR
  • 00:56:26.070 --> 00:56:28.150
  • CHURCH THE FOLLOWING SUNDAY IN
  • 00:56:28.150 --> 00:56:29.040
  • HOLLYWOOD.
  • 00:56:29.040 --> 00:56:31.250
  • I SAID WELL, WHAT DOES YOUR
  • 00:56:31.250 --> 00:56:34.060
  • CHURCH BELIEVE ABOUT
  • 00:56:34.060 --> 00:56:34.200
  • HOMOSEXUALITY?
  • 00:56:34.200 --> 00:56:35.230
  • AND THEY SAID WE BELIEVE ITS A
  • 00:56:35.230 --> 00:56:36.120
  • SIN.
  • 00:56:36.120 --> 00:56:38.030
  • BECAUSE I HAVE THAT NIGHT IN
  • 00:56:38.030 --> 00:56:40.060
  • PARIS WHERE I FELT EMPTY, I WAS
  • 00:56:40.060 --> 00:56:41.160
  • OPEN TO THAT.
  • 00:56:41.160 --> 00:56:42.260
  • THEY INVITED ME TO CHURCH.
  • 00:56:42.260 --> 00:56:44.070
  • WENT THE FOLLOWING SUNDAY.
  • 00:56:44.070 --> 00:56:46.100
  • - WHAT HAPPENED WHEN YOU WERE
  • 00:56:46.100 --> 00:56:47.250
  • SITTING THERE LISTENING TO THAT
  • 00:56:47.250 --> 00:56:49.230
  • SERMON AND THEN ESPECIALLY
  • 00:56:49.230 --> 00:56:51.020
  • AFTER THE SERVICE WAS OVER?
  • 00:56:51.020 --> 00:56:54.010
  • - SO WHILE I WAS LISTENING TO
  • 00:56:54.010 --> 00:56:55.220
  • THE SERMON, EVERYTHING THE
  • 00:56:55.220 --> 00:56:57.140
  • PASTOR WAS SAYING PREACHING OUT
  • 00:56:57.140 --> 00:57:00.090
  • OF THE ROMANS CHAPTER SEVEN WAS
  • 00:57:00.090 --> 00:57:01.240
  • RESONATING AT TRUTH IN MY MIND
  • 00:57:01.240 --> 00:57:02.130
  • AND HEART.
  • 00:57:02.130 --> 00:57:03.100
  • I DIDN'T KNOW WHY.
  • 00:57:03.100 --> 00:57:04.270
  • I WAS LIKE THIS IS TRUE.
  • 00:57:04.270 --> 00:57:07.210
  • I WAS LITERALLY ON THE EDGE OF
  • 00:57:07.210 --> 00:57:08.180
  • MY SEAT THE WHOLE SERMON.
  • 00:57:09.000 --> 00:57:12.000
  • AFTER THE SERMON THIS GUY ON
  • 00:57:12.000 --> 00:57:13.110
  • THE SIDE OF THE CHURCH PRAYED
  • 00:57:13.110 --> 00:57:14.000
  • FOR ME.
  • 00:57:14.000 --> 00:57:15.060
  • I CAME BACK TO MY SEAT.
  • 00:57:15.060 --> 00:57:17.120
  • I WAS PROCESSING THE SERMON,
  • 00:57:17.120 --> 00:57:19.230
  • THE MUSIC AND EVERYTHING AND
  • 00:57:20.200 --> 00:57:23.200
  • THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN THE HOLY
  • 00:57:23.200 --> 00:57:25.150
  • SPIRIT JUST OVERWHELMED ME AND
  • 00:57:25.150 --> 00:57:27.110
  • GOD WAS LIKE, I'M GOD.
  • 00:57:27.260 --> 00:57:30.260
  • JESUS IS MY SON, HELD IS REAL,
  • 00:57:30.260 --> 00:57:32.200
  • THE BIBLE IS TRUE AND NOW
  • 00:57:32.200 --> 00:57:34.170
  • YOU'RE IN MY KINGDOM WELCOME.
  • 00:57:34.170 --> 00:57:36.170
  • I WAS LIKE -- I JUST STARTED
  • 00:57:36.170 --> 00:57:37.250
  • BALLING AND BALLING.
  • 00:57:37.250 --> 00:57:40.030
  • IT WAS LIKE THE CURTAINS HAD
  • 00:57:40.030 --> 00:57:42.210
  • JUST PARTED AND I COULD SEE THE
  • 00:57:42.210 --> 00:57:43.230
  • TRUTH FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY
  • 00:57:43.230 --> 00:57:44.120
  • LIFE.
  • 00:57:44.120 --> 00:57:46.010
  • I KNEW THE MEANING OF LIFE FOR
  • 00:57:46.010 --> 00:57:47.080
  • THE FIRST TIME IN LIFE.
  • 00:57:47.080 --> 00:57:49.020
  • I WAS LIKE OH MY GOSH, THIS IS
  • 00:57:49.020 --> 00:57:49.210
  • AMAZING.
  • 00:57:49.210 --> 00:57:51.220
  • WHAT DID YOU DO ABOUT YOUR
  • 00:57:51.220 --> 00:57:53.160
  • HOMOSEXUALITY AT THAT POINT?
  • 00:57:53.160 --> 00:57:56.050
  • - IT'S FUNNY, I KNEW INSTANTLY
  • 00:57:56.050 --> 00:57:59.000
  • IN THAT MOMENT THAT THAT WAS NO
  • 00:57:59.000 --> 00:58:00.030
  • LONGER WHO I WAS.
  • 00:58:00.030 --> 00:58:02.130
  • BEING GAY WAS NOT WHO I WAS.
  • 00:58:02.130 --> 00:58:03.280
  • AND THAT WAS OVER.
  • 00:58:03.280 --> 00:58:05.090
  • I WAS DONE WITH IT.
  • 00:58:05.090 --> 00:58:07.040
  • - I WISH WE HAD MORE TIME.
  • 00:58:07.040 --> 00:58:09.070
  • THE BOOK IS AMAZING, IT'S
  • 00:58:09.070 --> 00:58:11.180
  • CALLED A CHANGE OF AFFECTION,
  • 00:58:11.180 --> 00:58:12.060
  • AVAILABLE WHEREVER BOOKS ARE
  • 00:58:12.060 --> 00:58:13.100
  • SOLD.
  • 00:58:13.100 --> 00:58:13.170
  • GET A COPY OF IT.
  • 00:58:13.170 --> 00:58:15.080
  • WE LEAVE YOU WITH THESE WORDS
  • 00:58:15.080 --> 00:58:17.040
  • FROM ROMANS 12-12.
  • 00:58:17.040 --> 00:58:19.280
  • BE JOYFUL AND PATIENT, FAITHFUL
  • 00:58:19.280 --> 00:58:21.080
  • IN PRAYER.
  • 00:58:21.080 --> 00:58:23.010
  • GOD BLESS YOU, THANK YOU SO
  • 00:58:23.010 --> 00:58:23.290
  • MUCH FOR YOUR TESTIMONY.
  • 00:58:23.290 --> 00:58:25.020
  • - THANK YOU WENDY.
  • 00:58:25.020 --> 00:58:27.290
  • - THANKS EVERYBODY FOR
  • 00:58:27.290 --> 00:58:29.070